iwant2cvt

[iwant2cvt]

you can tell me a million times that i’m not a burden to you and i still wouldn’t believe it

[iwant2cvt]

also does anyone know if the rest of the accs linked to this email will be t worded if i get t worded (thinking abt posting $h pics)

#$elf h4rm #$h vent #$h h4rm #$h relapse #cw sh #stryoblr #self mutalition #styr0blr #i need to cvt #s3lfharmm #cw s/h #hitting styro #made of styro #s3lf hate #cat scratches #depressing shit #s/h mention #s3lf harm #s3lf harn #s3lf mutilation #s4lf h4rm #self destruction #self destructive behavior #self destructive tendencies #self h4te

[iwant2cvt]

I NEED NEW BLADES. I RLLY MISS MY OLD ONES BUT MY OARENTS TOOK THEM. does anyone know how i can get more blades?!

#$elf h4rm #$h vent #$h h4rm #$h relapse #cw sh #stryoblr #self mutalition #styr0blr #i need to cvt #s3lfharmm #hitting styro #made of styro #s3lf hate #cat scratches #cw s/h #depressing shit #s/h mention #s3lf harm #s3lf harn #s3lf mutilation #s4lf h4rm #self destruction #self destructive behavior #self destructive tendencies #self h4te

[iwant2cvt]

[iwant2cvt]

I may look like just a dude eating strawberries but I'm actually on a self destructive path with no end

[iwant2cvt]

when the blade is so dull it won’t even bleed

[iwant2cvt]

Just thinking about that time I was thirteen trying to sm4sh my leg to pieces with a hammer in my room and somehow that wasn't concerning to anyone ?

[iwant2cvt]

I want recovery to be encouraged everywhere but like not to me..I’m gonna keep doing what I want…

[iwant2cvt]

with the right blad3 , baby cvts can be quite "fulfilling" but not rlly bc the cvts r never enough but ykwim!!

(more info under cut)

i used to use a rlly blunt blad3 and i would be like "omg i hate baby cvts, they aren't valid" (obviously ik now that all sh is valid!!) because the ones i would do wouldn't bleed as much as i would want and i'd only get that blood if i hit stryo?? idk the blade i was using was so fucked up!!

BUT i got a new blade and baby cvts bleed so much better and i kinda love them now?! obviously stryos r still great too 🫶 and i rlly want to hit beans again!! (ive only ever hit beans once 💔)

#baby cvts #stryoblr #made of styro #i want to cvt #sh #self mutalition #cvt addict #s3lfharmm #$elf harm #hitting styro #cat scratches #s3lf hate #self destructive behavior #$hblr #$h tumblr

[iwant2cvt]

Savior Complexes are so annoying like "omg noo stop for me ok? promise me" im not promising you anything, you mean nothing to me, the minute you started telling me to stop without considering why i cvt or the pain i'm in made me never trust you again get away from me freak

[iwant2cvt]

want someone i can listen to sad music and cry with. lets hold each other while we break then put the pieces back together when we're done.

[iwant2cvt]

looking at other ppl’s cuts trying to decide if i want to break my clean streak

[iwant2cvt]

[iwant2cvt]

Just thinking about that time I was thirteen trying to sm4sh my leg to pieces with a hammer in my room and somehow that wasn't concerning to anyone ?

[iwant2cvt]

[iwant2cvt]

you ever hear about bleeding-heart doves

fucked up he bears a wound he has never suffered, and so will all his kin.

[iwant2cvt]

i feel so ugly and rotten inside