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mondaymelon · 11 months
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— 𝗮𝗵, 𝗽𝗶𝗰𝗸 𝘂𝗽 𝗮𝗹𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝘆 …! ♥
:feat~ xiao, kazuha, wanderer x gn!reader:
⤷ just fluff and reader being dense af
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When you're dense as fuck and not picking up on any of their hints...
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XIAO is clearly not one to show emotion often.
Yet, when it comes to you, he tries to convey his feelings properly in the best way he can... it's just that-
You seem to be so impossibly oblivious?
That's not really a bother to the aloof man, since he can't exactly read emotions well either. He knows where you're coming from, and will try to give you the time you need.
Xiao's advances on the other hand... are... well, let's just say interesting. Ever since he had quietly asked Zhongli for some relationship advice, the man had been entangled in the two of you's association ever since, giving Xiao the most bewildering advice... to him, at least.
So now, every morning, the two of you drink tea together and watch the sun rise above the mountain peaks, per request of the adpetus. You didn't think much of it - it was more of an excuse just to spend more time with the man, and so you were happy to oblige.
Still, waking up every morning, this early... you can barely keep yourself from dozing off.
"Come to think of it, do you like the sunrise, Xiao? You must have a reason for constantly inviting me to meetings like this... ah- but I enjoy them, I promise you...!"
Xiao let a ghost of a smile play across his face. No, He wants to say to you. I do this because I want to see you. "Yes, the sunrise is beautiful indeed."
"Aha, I knew it! I never took you for someone as sentimental as that, but it's a welcome side of you!"
"...Mhm." But you are much more beautiful.
The silence that comes after is somehow comforting.
He doesn't know where these emotions have come from, or how they blossomed, but just by being in your presence they are nurtured, and by the day they grow.
And because he can't express it himself, he'll wait until the day you realize it. ♥
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KAZUHA is someone whose words float like birdsong.
So when he quietly shows you all the poems he's written about you, face flushed merely think it's because of his eloquent language that you don't understand his feelings. After all, he does use quite the number of elaborate metaphors, so it would only make sense, right?
Yet, when he attempts to convey his feelings in a more blunt manner, that seems to somehow fail as well.
"Ah, you're so beautiful that I feel flustered." He lets out a quiet laugh, smiling at you.
"Thank you Kazuha! You're also very beautiful!"
"...Mhm."
And even...
"Hey, I like you."
"Aww, Kazuha, I like you too! We're really the best of friends, aren't we?"
The only thing that comes out of the male's mouth is an awkward laugh. Needless to say, now the truth grows apparent.
You're just really, really dense!
The white-haired male tries to show you through actions instead - holding your hand, walking you home, even going out on "dates", yet still nothing seems to work. All his hints have failed him, and there's only one choice left.
To tell you, directly, again.
"I love you."
"I love you too, Kazuha!" You smile so obviously.
"Romantically."
"...What?" You glance up at him with a dumbfounded expression, eyes wide.
"It's as simple as it sounds."
"Ah- W-w-wait- uhm-" You're stammering hard, now, and the heat that's rising to your face burns. "You... like me??" You voice comes out as an airy whisper.
"Yes, dove, and I'll say it as many times as it'll take." ♥
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WANDERER is a little pissed off - which is reasonable.
He's clearly making it obvious, how can you be so stupid?? At this point, surely you're just playing stupid to make a mockery out of him, aren't you?
Playing games with him, of all people... well, that irks him even more than he already is.
And the fact that you seem to be completely unaware of his rage, somehow, makes it even worse!
He doesn't have many friends, but surely regular people don't keep "friends" as close to their heart as he does with you? You call him by his real name, and he treasures your being, but with the way you're acting so blissfully oblivious... he's just about fed up with your antics.
The last straw is when he accompanies you to do some commissions in Sumeru, one of them being to guard a package delivery from Gandharva Ville to Port Ormos. As the two of you walk up to the agreed meeting spot, the commissioner spots you and waves.
"Oh, there you are!" He grins, and something about the way he's acting all buddy-buddy makes Wanderer clench his fists silently. The tanned man turns to the other, wearing the same expression. "Haha, and you didn't tell me you were bringing your lover along as well!"
...What?
And just like that, all of his unexpected rage disappears as he shoots his gaze up, indigo eyes wide.
You laugh whole heartedly. "Nono, this is my best friend-"
"No, I'm their lover!"
You stay silent for the count of three, before speaking awkwardly. "Kuni, what are you-"
"I LIKE YOU, OKAY? UGH, WHY WON'T YOU GET IT ALREADY!! I THINK YOU'RE REALLY NICE AND REALLY PRETTY AND I WANT TO BE YOUR LOVER-!!" He's shouting, now, voice angry as heat rises to his cheeks.
Ah, the words just slipped out of his mouth.
The silence afterwards is suffocating.
The delivery man is the first to break it, clearing his throat before smiling awkwardly. "Uhm, I'll give you guys some space," before hurriedly running off.
"...Kuni, what was that you just said?" It seems the truth has begun to dawn on you, apparent through the way your cheeks are flushed and you won't meet his gaze.
"Dummy- you heard me!" ♥
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(a/n) wanderer is so silly
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luveline · 1 year
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imagine being giddy while out with the BAU team getting tipsy and talking about your sex life. but the reader is secretly dating hotch, so she stays quite. until one of the girls starts hounding reader about how she said her current partner is the best sex she’s ever had. and hotch just tries to not be a cheeky little shit.
this is not quite what u meant but I hope it's OK! ♥︎ fem!reader
There's a girl across the way. Tall, gorgeous, making eyes at Derek Morgan like her life depends on it. 
"Morgan, come on," Emily says, "I thought you had game. This is just sad." 
Morgan nods agreeably, an action dripping in sarcasm, and downs the rest of his drink. "I got better than game," he says, patting Emily on the arm as he stands. 
"What's better than game?" she asks incredulously, twisting in her seat to follow Morgan's path with her eyes before turning back to you and the others, expression reflecting her disbelief. 
"I should've let him buy me that appletini he promised me," you say, dipping your head toward Hotch on your left, and Rossi on his. "I don't think he's coming back." 
"I'll get it," Hotch says. 
"Always on the boss to pick up the slack," Rossi drawls with a smirk.
Hotch nearly laughs. "Another round. The same for everyone?" 
"I wouldn't mind an appletini, boss," JJ jokes. 
"You know, he'll actually get you one now," Emily says, all of you turned to watch him making his way to the bar. 
Morgan and his gorgeous girl are hitting it off quite clearly halfway down the bar. JJ, who's a little tipsy already, beams at them and wiggles her shoulders. 
"I think somebody's getting lucky," she says. 
"I hate to say it, but I'm jealous of Morgan right now. Don't," Emily says, sliding down into her seat, "tell him I said that." 
"I thought you were steady with that guy," you say sympathetically, "the chiropractor." 
Emily moans out in sadness. "I was. Turns out guys don't like when you cancel four dates in a row. He... was really good at his job." 
Emily might be more intoxicated than you'd thought. You laugh too loudly and think maybe you are, too. 
Hotch approaches from the left with a tray of drinks in hand and you slide your chair out of his way, feeling his "Thank you," warm the back of your neck. 
"Laugh at my pain," Emily says at your giggling.
You shuffle forward to hear her better over the small hubbub of Hotch, Rossi and Reid sorting drinks into place. Penelope appears again from her excursion to the bathroom and slides right into Morgan's empty seat. 
"What about you and mystery man?" Emily asks.
You're less subtle than you should be, your eyes straying to the shadow of Hotch in your peripherals. "What about him?" 
"Is that still going well?"
"It's going more than well," JJ says knowingly, retrieving her appletini with a sweet thanks. "What did you tell me on the way back from Illinois?" 
"I told you that in confidence," you rush to say, to plead, eyes widening. "Tired confidence." 
"What did she say?" Emily asks, her smile turning evil. 
JJ laya back in her seat, almost tipping her drink, and covers her eyebrows with her index finger. Everyone knows immediately that she's imitating you, worse when she puts on a quiet awe. "I didn't know it could be like that. I mean, I didn't realise a man would care so much about making sure I feel good." She fans her face. "And he really cares, JJ." 
"Please don't," you say, covering your face with both hands. You're not truly upset, but it's embarrassing nonetheless. 
"It's sweet!" JJ cries. 
"What? You're having heart to hearts without me?" Penelope asks. 
"It wasn't a heart to heart, Pen, I was just tired, and–" 
"So you didn't mean it?" 
The entire table waits for your answer. You feel Hotch's silence louder than everybody else's, and you're so flustered you don't know what to do. You hadn't counted on letting him in on how happy you are in the bedroom, not this soon. 
"I meant it," you breathe, "but it's not something I wanted to share with everybody." 
"No? You won't want me to tell them about how big his hands are, then," JJ says. 
"JJ," Hotch says, and you can hear his awful smile, "let's not embarrass her too much."
Emily jumps to your defence, and soon the table has turned on JJ completely, jokes about one specific New Orleans accent taking centre stage. 
Hotch slides your appletini closer while they're distracted. "He cares, honey. More than you know." 
You take a shuddering breath. "I know," you say, voice small. 
"You do? So you won't need reminding?" 
"How about you, sir? Things still going well with that younger girl?" Penelope asks, all gossip. 
A big hand lands on your thigh. You still, the heat of his skin seeping down into yours as he inches inward. 
"I'd say things were going well," Hotch says. He punctuates with a secret squeeze. "She might say differently." 
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Hi everyone!
So this is the shittiest thing I ever wrote and it took me forever. Please let me know what you think anyway. It's for a request from here.
Also I haven't corrected spelling or syntax, it was the one thing too many.
Enjoy ♥
TW : Past relationship abused, kidnapping, violence, angst.
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Since her comeback to Barcelona, Ona is your little ray of sunshine. It’s not at that moment that you met her, you know her since she started to play in Manchester United. Yourself playing for Manchester United too, you met there. You only played together one year, before you went to play to Lyon for a loan for one year. And after that, you find yourself to FC Barcelona, where you met Ona again.
You always had a crush on her, I mean how could you not? But nothing ever happened between the both of you, you were maybe to shy for that. Before Barcelona, you never said anything to her about your feelings for her. You even tried to forget her when you were at Lyon, with some French man you met around football stadium.
Things were great with him at first, but it soon started to get strange. And, at last, violent. He was a manipulative, jealous and violent man. But you didn’t know a lot of people in France, and you didn’t want to talk to your teammates about what he was doing to you. You are clumsy by nature, so you just said your bruises were from falling or hitting you on basically every surface in your flag.
When your loan was finish, he asked you to stop football. Well, he required. But your agent didn’t let you and you’re forever thankful for him about that. He makes you move to Barcelona, and you broke up with your boyfriend at the same time. He wasn’t happy with you, clearly not. But you threatened to press charges if he didn’t leave you alone. Since then, you’ve never heard from him again. And this is a great relief.
No one in your current team knows about your story with him. Along those year you were still talking to Ona though, even if it wasn’t regularly. But you were more than happy to be in the same team again. Ona seems too and since day one you literally weren’t apart.
You helped Ona to choose the missing furniture for her flat and you both have a key from the other flat. You like cuddling watching TV with her, you like when she sleeps on your shoulder during travels to another city for a game, you like listening to her talking about her family. You like her laugh, you like her smile, you like her smell, you like her freckles, her hair, her eyes, her arms, everything about her. You like her. You love her.
You weren’t really discreet about it though, because some of your friends of the team started to tease you about it. Cata is one of your best friends in the team and she’s maybe your number one teaser. She’s kind enough to not doing it in front of Ona, but she received more than a slap behind her head because of it. You couldn’t help to stare at Ona when she’s away from you, your eyes attracted to her like magnets.
Ona can ask what she wants, you will always say yes. You didn’t say a word about your attraction to her anyway, you’re way to scared to lose her for that. You don’t know what you would do if Ona flew away from your life. She’s your everything and you better have her as a friend in your life than don’t have her.
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You’re at the end of a game in the Johan Cruyiff stadium, enjoying some laugh with Cata and Lucy about Cata’s awkwardness in the video the admin post on Instagram where she thanks the Culers about their support.
You don’t have to turn around to know who owns the hand that gently rests in the hollow of your kidneys, its softness and its warmth recognizable between a thousand. Ona smile back at you and you pass your arm around her shoulders.
“Great game Señorita” you congrats her.
“Thanks. You were good too.”
She sends you a wink and you smile, turning to the stadium to go sign some jersey and take pictures. Ona didn’t let you go and you didn’t too, enjoying her closeness more than anything. Fans are speculating about a relationship between you two, but you never talked about it to Ona before. She didn’t, so you just follow her lead. You have to release her when you’re near the fans though and you start talking with the people waiting for you.
Minutes passed and you are coming slowly to the entrance of the tunnel giving access to the locker rooms. That’s when you saw him.
Your ex-boyfriend.
His evil smile on his face, he’s looking at you dead in your eyes. You froze, your hands suddenly shaking. It’s like all around you isn’t here anymore. What is he doing here? What does he want?
You almost jump out your skin when you fell a hand on your back, turning yourself to be faced to Ona and Alexia.
“Is everything alright?” the brunette asks while Alexia looks at you attentively.
“Yeah” you mumble “I’m just tired.”
You look again where your ex is standing and he’s still looking at you. You let Ona drives you to the changing room, where you get ride of your kit quietly, deep in your thoughts. You block his number when you left France and all his social media. You even didn’t really think about him those past weeks, being more focused on your job in the team. And, you have to admit, your relationship with Ona.
You take a long, hot shower, hopping he left when you will get out of the stadium too. When you get out of the shower, almost all of your teammates left too. There is still Ona, Alexia, Marta and Caro. The last three were talking too fast in Catalan for you to understand, but Ona seems to be waiting for you. She gives you a smile, far from suspecting where your mind is spiraling.
“Are you ready to get home?”
You almost say you prefer to go home alone, scared that the man is somewhere waiting for you. But when you realize that the other three women are leaving too, you nod. At least you will be with more force if he tries to talk to you. Or worst.
You’re on edge during your walk to the parking, not listening to what the others are saying, looking around you discreetly. Well, you think you are, but Alexia and Ona exchange an questioning look behind you. You manage to go in Ona’s car without seeing him, after saying goodbye to your friends.
“Do you want to come at my home or are you too tired for it cariño?”
You look at Ona for some seconds, before answering. You are scared to go home to find him on your doorstep, but if he’s following you, you don’t want to put Ona in danger. You know what he’s capable of. In other hand, he doesn’t know what Ona’s car looks like.
“I can come, if it’s ok with you”
“Of course”
Ona smiles at you, taping your hand with hers before turning on her car. It’s dark outside and you don’t see a lot, but you don’t see him waiting outside with some fans. Ona didn’t stop to say hi, only waving at them and you’re secretly really relieved about it. You slept at Ona’s tonight, feeling a little more in security while you cuddle against her in her bed.
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The next time you see him, is when you’re running late for training. You had a shooting to promote the new adidas boots who take longer than you thought. You wrote to Ona to tell her you will be late and she answered to take your time and drive safely. You did, but when you stop your car, you jump outside your car, throw your bag on your shoulder and start almost running in the entrance.
“Hey, Y/N!”
Without other thought, you turn in the voice’s direction, thinking it’s a fan or something. But it’s not. It’s him, once again. He’s alone, you’re alone and you can’t make a single move to get away from here. Even when he’s walking in your direction.
“I see things are great for you know. Great car, great teammates… Great friends”
Your heart beats too fast and you swallow nervously before answering him. He’s now standing only one meter from you.
“What do you want?”
“I want my girlfriend, you, back. You left me without any choice and a threat, but I decided I’m better with you.”
“The threat is still on.”
Your voice is weak, and you feel pathetic. He seems to think the same, his laughs making you shivers. But before he can say anything else, you hear someone calling your name behind you.
You breath a little better when you realize that is Alexia and she’s walking where you are.
“You’re not coming? We are late.”
You nod, following her lead silently.
“See you soon Y/N” your ex says behind you.
You flinch but answer nothing to him. You don’t look back either, focused on your feet while you’re still walking with Alexia.
“Do you know him?”
You gulp, not really knowing what to answer to that. Yes, you know him, but it’s not really something you want Alexia to know. But she continues, still talking.
“You didn’t look really comfortable. You know, if someone disturbed you, you just have to say something and the security will take him away, right?”
“Yes, I know” you smile “Thank you Ale.”
Alexia smiles at you and pass an arm around your shoulders, taking you in the changing room. You don’t really know why you don’t explain what happened with him. You’re ashamed, but you know she wont judge you. Like Ona wouldn’t, Cata and all your friends and teammates. It’s just something you hate talking about. You never did, to anyone.
Since that day, you are always with someone to go to training or even the games. It’s usually Ona, sometimes Cata too. You are more at Ona’s flat than yours, scared to find yourself face to him. Ona’s flat is secured, you need to have an electronic card to access to the building and the parking lot. Yours isn’t.
Ona seems to realize that something is wrong with you. She hasn’t talk about it for now, but sometimes when she looks at you, you can find concern in her eyes. You are closer than ever though, and you must fight everyday your will to kiss her. It’s even harder when you’re cuddling against her like today in front of her tv.
You smile when you feel her lips kissing your hair, raising your eyes to hear. She smiles back, but she has the same concern look in her eyes. With her hand, she puts back some of your hair behind your ear.
“You know you can count on me cariño, si? No matter what?”
“Of course, Ona. Why are you saying that?”
Did Alexia talked to her about the time she saw you with your ex? You’re nervous suddenly, something you usually aren’t when Ona is around.
“I just feel like something is happening to you. You’re not like yourself, you’re always thinking, like something is constantly confusing you. I miss hearing you laugh.”
“I’m sorry” you mumble, sitting up. “Do you want me to leave?”
“What? No, I’ve never said that!”
Ona groans in frustration, rubbing her forehead. You don’t really understand what she wants from you. If you’re annoying, you would better go home and face whatever repercussions you will have to. Ona takes your hand, slightly stroking your fingers with her thumb.
“I don’t really know how to say that, and maybe the timing is wrong. But I really care for you, like maybe not in a friendly way. Well, it’s not maybe, I do care about you. Because I like you, a lot.”
You haven’t look away for a second, but you still have trouble understanding what she really is saying. She likes you a lot? Like, like like? Your confusion must be writing on your face, because Ona smiles and comes to sit closer to you.
“I like you. I want to take you on a date, have you for myself everyday and try to make you happy. Is it something you want to too?”
“I’m waiting for it since day one, Ona” you admit, blushing.
“Perfect” Ona grins. “And now, I really want to kiss you.”
You didn’t let her kiss you; you kiss her first. Leaning in her direction, you put your lips on hers, testing their softness for the first time. They are soft and sweet, as if they were made for yours. Ona kisses you back, her hand finding her way to your hair, holding your face against hers as she deepens the kiss. Soon her tongue is on your bottom lip, asking the entrance of your mouth and you lost it.
No one ever kissed you with so much passion. And no one ever makes you feel this way.
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It feels weird to go to the training the day after your first kiss with Ona. You spend the night to her flat, enjoying her presence next to you. She drives you to training and you met Cata and Mariona on the parking lot. They are used to see you both coming together so they didn’t say anything, even if Cata wiggle her brows when Ona isn’t looking. You roll your eyes, discreetly pinching her ribs, making her yelp.
There is no way that you talk to her about last night right now. You want to enjoy the memories a little more before being teased even more.
Ona seems amused by your little fight, and she gives you a knowing look, who makes you smile. You confess some things yesterday, and the fact that Cata knows about your crush for her was in.
The training went great, your teammates regaining your lost bubbly personality. You make your drill with Ona, simply unable to stay away from her. Things got bad again though, while you were changing in the locker room after your shower.
You’re joking with Cata while Ona is talking with Mariona and Alexia when Fridolina come back to the changing room, Mapi and Ingrid following her.
“Hey Y/N” Frido says, making your gaze go to her “You never said anything about your boyfriend!”
“What?” you frown.
Next to you, Ona froze, her head turning quickly in your direction. You share a look with her before turning to Frido again.
“What are you talking about?”
“Your boyfriend” she repeats, smirking.
“I don’t have a boyfriend.”
Mapi rolls her eyes before looking at her phone in the pocket of her jeans. You are always lost when she opens it, scrolling for some seconds before putting it in front of your face.
You suddenly turned pale.
It is in fact a picture of you with your ex, looking happy and in love. It was in the first days of your relationship though. You never took pictures after he started his abuse.
“He shows us the pictures because the security won’t let him passed” Mapi explain.
You don’t know what to say. Your heart is pounding. But you soon realize that he’s here, some meters from you.
“Where is he?” you ask in a small voice.
“Wait, you do know him?”
Ona’s voice is a mix of surprise, incomprehension and disbelief. She doesn’t look at Mapi when she snorts and show her her phone again, only looking at you. You can’t lie to her.
“I do, but it’s not what you think Oni, I swear.”
“Don’t Oni me.”
The others seem lost about your interaction with Ona, only Cata seems to understand what’s happening. You never saw Ona looking at you the way she is, with so much cold and almost hate.
“Ona let her explain, maybe you…” Cata tries.
But Ona brutally stands up, taking her bag and leaving the room. You try to get up to follow her, but Mapi stops you right after. You know she loves Ona and probably only want to protect her, but she makes you lose time.
“What have you done?” she asks coldly.
“Not now Mapi, please. I will explain, but now I have to catch her.”
You don’t let her answer anything, standing up to try to find Ona. But you’re not able to and when you reach the parking lot, she has already left. You came with her this morning, so you don’t have your car to go to her flat. You thought about picking a bike or something, until a car stops right next to you.
You don’t have to see the face of the person inside it, you know already.
“Get in the car, or I’ll follow her. Now.”
What could you do? There’s no way that you let him go after Ona, he seems to knows what link you have with her. You don’t hesitate one second, but that’s doesn’t mean it’s easy to do. Your hands are shaking once again when you open the passenger door.
Meanwhile, in the changing room, Alexia had observed the interaction without saying a word. She was analyzing everything. When you left, she asks Mapi to see the pictures she showed you and Ona and she recognize him almost directly.
“She was talking to him last week, in the parking lot when we both arrived late” Alexia frowns.
“So she knows him! He’s her boyfriend!” Frido says with exasperation.
“I’m not sure… She didn’t look at ease, he was talking but she wasn’t. She looked almost scared.”
Ingrid’s frowning too, like Alexia she was quiet during the little scene before. She doesn’t want to believe that you will cheat to someone, whatever if this person is Ona or someone else. Something was disturbing her since the beginning.
“He said he will wait for her outside” she remembers her friends and her girlfriend.
“What?!” almost shout Cata
The Majorcan woman doesn’t hesitate. Like Ona and you did, she runs in the floor, Alexia following soon after. But they arrived to late, only able to see you getting in your ex’s car.
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You don’t say anything during the journey. You don’t know where he’s taking you, you don’t recognize the streets anymore. Ona is still a big part of your thoughts; you have your phone in the inside pocket of your jacket, but you prefer not to use it for now. Maybe you will need it after. You’re scared too, but it’s not something new when you’re with him.
“Where are we going?” you ask some minutes later.
He looks briefly at you, but only answer with a grimace full of disdain. You took the opposite direction from your apartment or Ona’s, so you’re relieved to see that he didn’t decide to go after the girl you love. You don’t know what he planned for you, but you regret not being able to tell Ona that you love her before everything shattered. At the same time, how could you have imagined the turn of events?
You really start to worry when he leaves the busy roads for small roads, where houses are becoming fewer and fewer. When it stops at the roadside, just before the start of a forest road, you turn in its direction.
"Get off" he does simply by picking up his phone and car keys.
You put your attention around you. There are only trees and a rocky path that starts a few meters from where the car is stopped.
"I said, get off!"
You jump, but you obey what he orders you, opening the car door. The air is a little cooler than in the city of Barcelona, here in the shade of the trees. You swallow before delicately closing the car door. He shows you the way to follow with a nod, making you pass in front of him. He must fear an attempt to flee from you if you walk behind, which may indeed happen.
"Where are we going?" you ask again.
But he doesn’t answer you, pushing you in the back to make you move forward. What you end up doing, eyes screwed to the floor so you don’t twist an ankle with all these stones.
“You never learn” he says some minutes after
“What?”
You frown, turning slightly in his direction. With the time passing, it looks like you lost the ability to understand him. Reading in his mind.
“I told you to stop football. You didn’t and then you left me? Who do you think you are?”
You bite your lip. He seems angry and that’s never been a good thing. You try to slow down a bit, scared to arrive to his destination.
“People online are saying that you’re shagging this Spanish girl. Is that true?”
You’re just denying it by shaking your head negatively. Technically, you’re not lying to him. You and Ona never took that step.
“Do you realize what people think of me? My girlfriend leaving me to play football in Spain and flirting like a slut with other people?"
“I’m not your girlfriend anymore” you mumble.
You know you’re going to make him angry, but you don’t care. You have a hard time with the way he talks about Ona, not to mention the gratuitous insult you just took.
As you expected, he reacts brutally, grabbing your arm and turning you around, stopping you in your walk and drawing you towards him.
"That’s what you believe. You’re mine and if I can’t have you, no one else will."
Before you have time to fully realize what it involves, a pebble rolling sound behind you causing him to release you and turn in the opposite direction. But there is no one and even if you managed to run away without him realizing it, you don’t know what exit you can find to save yourself.
When two paths present themselves to you, you choose the one that continues to descend. Unfortunately, he sees you doing, unlike what happens in suspense movies. A few meters further, it finally happens what it was supposed to happen on this stony path. You twist your ankle and fall heavily. You don’t have time to get up that he’s already next to you, looking furious.
You try to get up anyway, especially when you see him picking up a big stone at your feet.
Then several things happen in the fractions of seconds that follow this movement. With an instinctive gesture, you protect your face with your arm, what you imagine your last thoughts turned towards Ona.
But you hear other steps, loud voices and a cry of pain that is not yours. When you stand up, your ex is lying on the ground, Cata’s shaking her right hand in pain and Alexia seems to hold your ex on the ground with a foot on his chest cage. Behind them, Mariona is on the phone.
"What are you doing here?" you stutter, getting up as best you can.
"We followed you" Cata simply replies.
You accept her valid hand to get up, limping slightly because of your ankle. You watch as your ex-boyfriend insults Alexia deeply in French, before you turn your attention to your captain.
“I don’t speak French” the blonde smirk.
“Help is on his way” Mariona says soon after.
She comes for you and take you in her arms, a hug that you give her back happily.
“How’s your hand?” you ask to Cata over Mariona’s shoulder.
“Hé I've had worse”
You smirk too before releasing Mariona, you pat your cheek slightly. You wait for only a few minutes for the rescue team, leaning on Cata to relieve your painful ankle. They take your ex in one car and take him to the nearest police station. They inform you that someone will come to ask you some questions at the hospital, where your taken with Cata to check your injuries.
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You told everything to Cata, Mariona and Alexia as the take you to the hospital. They listened, never judging you. You felt stupid to hide all this without talking to anyone, but they never said anything about that too.
You are sitting in your hospital bed, talking with Cata when the door of your room is suddenly open. Turning your head, you recognize Ona’s silhouette in a second. She doesn’t seem sure of herself though, waddling from one foot to the other on the doorstep.
“You can come in, Oni”
“I’m going to call my mum” Cata says, jumping from the chair she was sitting until now.
She smiles at you and pats Ona shoulder before get it out and closing the door behind her.
Ona’s looking at you and you’re looking at you. She took a few steps inside the room but is still far away from you.
“Ona I…”
“Look I know…”
Of course, you have to talk at the same time. This makes you smile and Ona smiles too, making your heart fluttered a little. Her smile has always been something magical for you.
“Go on” you say simply.
“I’m sorry for running away without taking the time to listen to you. Don’t be mad at her but when Alexia called me to ask me to come here, she told me what happened. And why.”
You swallow with difficulty, not really sure of what Ona thinks about that. You’re still not very at ease about this part of your past, but if someone must know, it’s Ona. Unless she isn’t interested in you anymore.
“So you know” you whispers.
“I know that it’s your ex-boyfriend and not your current boyfriend and that he was kind of following you around here. Alexia said there is more, but that it’s better if you talk about it yourself.”
You are thankful for Alexia’s care, but in other hand you wouldn’t have been against the idea of not putting words about it. You pat the bed next to you to invite Ona to sit down, taking a deep breath before talking.
“You don’t have to share anything if you don’t want to, Cariño.”
“I know. I just don’t know where to start” you sigh.
Ona doesn’t say anything, only grabs your hand to interlink your fingers together. You let her, of course. Her presence is everything to you right now, so you have to make an effort for her and talk. Ona waits patiently, playing with your fingers.
“Ok, so I’m going to be very straightforward” you begin, waiting for Ona to nod before talking again. “When I met him, I was desperate to forget the feelings I hade for someone back in Manchester. I was to shy to talk to her and I don’t know. He was very kind and caring at first.”
You bite your lips, you saw that Ona almost interrupt you to ask who this person was, but you prefer not to tell her now. You are almost sure that she will feel guilty about all this and you don’t want that.
“But after some weeks, he began to become jealous, possessive and controlling the messages I sent, the people I talked to. To avoid arguments, I ghosted a lot of people. I went to training, to games and then I went home right after. I haven’t made many friends in Lyon. But he was never satisfied. When my contract in Lyon was finish, I wanted me to quit football. I refused and left for Barcelona when he was out with friends. I told him not to talk to me again if he if he didn’t want me to press charges. I did it until two weeks ago.”
Ona doesn’t say anything, but the expressions on her face are talking for her. You can see in her eyes the anger caused by everything you said. A silence pass and it’s now you who play with her fingers.
“Did he hit you? Don’t lie to me.”
Ona’s eyes are intense, and you struggle to keep eye contact with her.
“I never lied to you, Oni” you mumble before answering the real question. “Yeah, I did. No one saw it, you know how clumsy I am. The all believed that I fall in the stairs or something like that.”
Ona is fuming, but you can see how much she’s trying to control herself and not just exploded right now.
“The person you were in love with, before him, doesn’t know about all this?”
“She didn’t know about my feelings at all. Why?”
Ona shrugs once again before answering you.
“I was wondering if you were in a middle of a breakup or something. You didn’t say you were with someone when we were at Manchester.”
“I wasn’t” you simply say. “I would have told you if I was with someone.”
You don’t want her to ask you who it was, but you know the question is coming as soon as Ona opens her mouth.
“Who were you in love with?”
You look at her for some seconds before saying “no” with your head. But Ona is stubborn and she looks at you with her best puppy eyes.
“You just said that you will never lie to me.”
“Ona…”
She knows that you can’t resist her when she looks at you like that. She can ask you anything and you would just give her, no matter what it is.
“Ok so let me guess. Was it Leah?”
“Galton? No” you laugh lightly.
“Alessia?”
“Nope. I mean she’s cute, but I prefer brunette.”
“Maya?”
“Guess again sweetheart.”
You’re smiling now, really amused by Ona’s guesses. The fact that she doesn’t say her name is pretty funny, but at least you don’t have to lie to her. After the fifth name, she starts to have trouble to find another brunette in your former team. And then you saw the understanding in her eyes. She stayed silence for some seconds, and you let her. There is no way you would say it first.
“It was me.”
It’s not even a question. Your throat is too tight for you to talk, so you just nod. And you see Ona’s face fall.
“I- I didn’t know.”
“I know, Oni. I worked hard to not show you anything. No one knew.”
“I should have guess though; you wouldn’t have to live the hell he makes you live.”
Your hand always in hers, you take her a little more against you. She looks sad and you don’t want to see this on her. Ona deserves only happiness. Nothing else.
“We don’t know where we’d be now if I told you about it back then. What I’ve been through is not easy, but you’re part of my life now and that’s all that matters to me."
Ona is looking everywhere else than you and that gives your stomach a strange sensation. You release Ona’s hand slowly, your stomach wriggling a little.
“You don’t want me anymore.”
Like Ona before, it���s not a question. It’s an affirmation and this time Ona gaze is on you almost immediately. The sadness in your voice almost break her heart and she put her hand on your jawline to make you look at her.
“Of course I do. I’m in love with you too Y/N. I think I always had. I’m so sorry…”
“Don’t. I beg you. Don’t excuse yourself.”
Your face are only a few centimeters from hers when you talk, and she just closes the last gap between you to kiss you. You melt at the contact, passing your arms around her to feel her everywhere. What you had to go through wasn’t easy, as you said. But you know that in Ona’s arms, you will be ok. She will make everything better, like she always did.
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appocalipse · 1 year
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just you — steve harrington
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summary: you and steve shared a kiss at a party, and it was supposed to be just that: a meaningless kiss. but now that you've got a date, steve is starting to see things a bit clearer... prompt: "tell me what you want" "you" ♥
“Steve?” you say, unable to hide your bewilderment.
It's getting late and you have a date. Not with Steve Harrington, of course. But still, Steve Harrington is the one standing outside your door, looking as handsome as ever — bright eyes, dark jeans, perfect hair. It's some kind of punishment, it must be.
“Hi,” he says. "Can I come in?"
He looks nervous. On autopilot, you step to the side so he can come in and ask, “Is everything okay?” and, because it's Hawkins, you add, "Did something happen?"
Something equals problems from other dimensions, monsters, gates, planets in need of saving — the usual.
You close the door and Steve holds up both hands, a placating gesture. "No, no! It's okay- I mean…”
Your heart starts to race again. "Are the kids-"
"They're fine! That's not it."
About a week ago, you'd kissed Steve Harrington. It happened at a party — a stupid game, a couple of drinks, some unresolved feelings on your part…the damage was done.
You're thinking about it now because even though you both agreed to forget about the kiss, after that unexpected event all the silences shared with him took on a whole new meaning. It's an eternal 'is he thinking about the kiss?', 'did he like the kiss?' and the usual: 'did he regret the kiss?'.
“You look beautiful.”
You look at Steve and all you can think about is how your expression must look really, really silly right now — somewhere between embarrassment and nervousness, your inner teenager saying hello, I'm still not immune to Steve Harrington as much as I like to pretend I am.
He's looking at you as well, and your find comfort in the fact that he looks nervous too — you're dressed up for a date: you've chosen your best dress, your best jewelry, your best shoes. Steve has never seen you so lovely.
“I mean, you always look beautiful but-” he continues, scratching the back of his head, speaking very fast, “b-but tonight you're just, uh…stunning. Honestly.”
You bring your hand to the pendant around your neck and squeeze it lightly, lips parted in surprise, words a mess inside your mind and oh my God, here comes the awkward silence.
“Thanks.”
Thanks?
You try again. “You wanna tell me what you're-”
“Don’t go on that date.”
You'd sooner expect a gate to the Upside Down to open before your very eyes than this. “What?”
“I said don’t-”
“I heard you.”
“Then…please don’t go.”
Please? Is he real? Steve shouldn't be allowed to look like this and say please like that.
You fight the voice of reason in your head and try to keep your inner teenager from getting too excited with where this is going.
“Why not?” you ask.
“You know why not.”
I don't know shit, you want to say. The silence isn't even awkward now — it's overwhelming. The room seems way too tiny, Steve is too close, and you're feeling hot. And Jack could arrive at any moment —the icing on the cake.
“I- Do you-” pretty eloquent, you think, gesturing exasperatedly without even realizing it. It's a miracle you don't run your hand through your hair and ruin it entirely. “You can’t just-”
Steve wisely says nothing. He just stands there, slightly flushed, all too handsome. There's a small part of you that inexplicably wants to punch him in the face.
You sigh. “Tell me what you want,” you manage.
Steve responds as if he has the answer on the tip of his tongue, as if it's been there all along, as if it's obvious.
“You,” he whispers. There's a softness in his brown eyes, the usual gentleness, the usual affection, and you lose yourself deep enough that you don't notice the distance closing between you and him. He grows more confident, more sure of his words, his gaze never leaving yours, “You, I just want you.”
Steve takes another step and now he's close enough to touch you...so he does. He takes your face in his hands, firm but a little hesitating, testing the waters.
Your earrings dangle elegantly as you stare at him, dangerously close to short-circuiting. Steve watches as one of them taps against your cheek softly.
You could kiss him, you think. The heels you're wearing would make it so much easier. You could just lean over and...
Steve gently touches your lower lip with the pad of his thumb, eyes following the movement; a silent question. Your mind goes blank. You exhale through your mouth, lips now slightly parted. Your hands slide to his elbows, suddenly feeling the need to hold onto something as he inches closer.
Jack is a nice guy — he's always been kind to you, he's smart and very patient, handsome enough to attract a few glances now and then.
His only flaw is...he's not Steve.
And the only reason you agreed to go out with him is because you were trying to forget about Steve. Steve, Steve, Steve. It's always him. More unfair than standing Jack up would be going on a date with him for the wrong reasons.
You close the gap. To be honest, you don't think too much about what your doing; it kinda happens. And Steve certainly wasn't expecting it to happen like this either, because for a brief moment his entire body tenses up and he lets out a surprised gasp…but then he moves. You feel his smile against your mouth as he kisses you back, one hand leaving your face to move down to your lower back and bring you even closer, the kiss growing harder, more tempting, more certain.
You don't even notice you're moving until your back hits the wall and Steve presses you against it, chuckling into your mouth.
“Steve,” you gasp, the inexplicable urge to laugh suddenly washing over you. He tries to kiss you again but you're attempting to catch your breath, so you turn your head away and giggle. Steve kisses your neck instead, taking your waist into his hands. "I should call Jack," you remind him.
"Later?" he murmurs tentatively against your skin.
“It'll be just- oh. Ten minutes.”
One last kiss and he lets you go. You miss his touch right away.
But it's alright, you think. You have the entire night. Your entire lives.
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demaparbat-hp · 3 months
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Hi there. ^_^ ♥ First, LOVE your art!♥
2nd, for your Katara joins Zuko in hunting the Avatar AU idea, I have a question. :)
If originally Zuko was hunting him to restore his honor, but now he's part of the White Lotus, does this make the White lotus evil? (The kind that think they're doing it for good, but they're delusional, because their idea is clearly bad.)
Or, if they're not evil, what is Zuko's new reason for hunting the Avatar, if not for his honor? :)
Hello, and thank you for the question!
I hope you don't mind me making this a sort-of continuation to this post, but the replies are connected, in a way.
Now, it may come as no surprise that I love to play with canon divergences. So it stands to reason that one minor change to canon became the basis for Zuko's character in this AU. Mainly, that he stayed behind with Azula to eavesdrop the rest of Ozai's audience with Fire Lord Azulon, and thus was witness to the latter demanding his death in exchange for Ozai's right to the throne.
Zuko, unable to sleep that night, is wide awake when Ursa comes to see him. He delays her, deeply afraid of what's happening, and follows her silently through the dark halls of the palace when she leaves. But Ozai intercepts her. Ozai kills her, and Zuko watches.
It changes everything and nothing at all at the same time. Zuko's desire to be the Perfect Prince isn't because he wishes for his father's attention and love—instead, it comes from a place of grief. Zuko's is a simmering rage that drives him to one day take the throne (the very same throne that turned his mother to ashes and gave her no ceremony) from Ozai in revenge. But to do so he first needs to be ready for it.
Zuko learns to listen. Slithering through the shadows of the palace and pushing himself beyond his limits. But the Agni Kai happens. And when everything is lost, Zuko turns his misfortune into an advantage.
Uncle had started to introduce him to the White Lotus before his banishment, so Zuko becomes a member after he's fully healed. He makes the best out of what little he has—a crew full of agents, traitors and dissidents, and a position and name in the Fire Nation military that, while precarious in nature of his banishment, still allows him certain sway from within.
Time passes, and he grows. He goes to missions for the White Lotus, puts a stop to several plans for minor invasions and battles (nothing major, as to not cause suspicion) and works hard and subtle to better things wherever he goes.
He makes plans. Reckless, half-impossible plans to depose of his father. But they are useless and, most often than not, bloody.
The conditions of his banishment are clear. He is stripped of all titles and rights as Prince and can never set foot on the Mainland ever again. He's no longer the Crown Prince to the Fire Nation and has, by the Divine Law of Agni, no right to the throne. That is, of course, unless he does the impossible, captures the long-missing Avatar, and brings them to the Fire Lord. And that, for obvious reasons, is not an option. It hasn't been an option for the last one hundred years.
Until it is.
Capturing the Avatar is not something Zuko does to regain his honor or earn his father's respect (the first, because he had never lost it; the second, because he's never had it in the first place). It is a necessity. Something he must do if he wants to reclaim his title as Crown Prince, take the throne from his father and end the war once and for all.
But, let me tell you a secret. This AU? It was born because I woke up one day with a single phrase repeating itself in my head, over and over again:
The Prince refused to play Pai Sho, not because he was bad at it but, rather, out of boredom—he never lost a single game.
And that's just it. It's a game.
He can't take an untrained, childish fifteen year old Avatar to his father. But he can give the kid enough time to get ready. Chase him around, play the Bad Guy, push him away from the real dangers out there. Oh, he will deliver the Avatar to the Fire Lord—he just needs to keep his cover as loyal prince long enough for the boy to play his part and become a fully realized Master.
The Gambit is dangerous and double-edged, but all of Zuko's moves on the board are part of the same strategy. This, after all, is just another game of Pai Sho.
And he never loses.
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Hiiii I luv your blog! I was wondering if you could do some hcs for mal, chris and Duncan with a s/o that has age regression and their little age is about 3-5ish if u dont know what agere is look it up im bad at explaining. Ok byeeeee
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🐠🎀 𝐌𝐚𝐥, 𝐂𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐃𝐮𝐧𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫! 🎀🐠
(ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ'ꜱ ʀᴇɢʀᴇꜱꜱɪᴏɴ ᴀɢᴇ ɪꜱ ɪɴꜱɪᴅᴇ ᴛʜᴇ 3-5 ʏᴇᴀʀꜱ ᴏʟᴅ ɢᴀᴘ)
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A/N -> The reader's attitude when they are on their little space is based on my best friend's who's also an agere and also on some researching I did by myself, so sorry if this is not accurate in some point of the headcanons, thanks for reading ^^
♥🔥🄼🄰🄻🔥♥
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♥🔥 -> Despite him being a full-on maniac with other people, with you, his beautiful partner is definitely more caring and calm, even if it's hard to see to the outsiders.
♥🔥 -> So, when you are finally able to open up to him about your age regression he is calmly telling you that he doesn't care about it, not in a negative way, but instead in a way of telling you he'll still love you and care about you the same.
♥🔥 -> Let's now move on to his behavior when you're age regressed, okay? <3
♥🔥 -> He is very gentle with his movements, not wanting by any chance to scare your little mind.
♥🔥 -> His resting bitch-face is still on but you can tell by his actions and body language that he means no harm, so you are relaxed on his presence.
♥🔥 -> If you like playing games when you are in your little space then he is all for playing hide and seek.
♥🔥 -> Just don't expect him to be all excited when trying to find you because he'll be rolling his eyes almost all the time and will walk slowly and with some sort of mumbling you can't understand lol.
♥🔥 -> He'll also be like ❝Oh, where'd did Y/N go? I can't find them anywere!❞ with the most deadpan face you'll ever seen and the most sarcastic tone of voice while you're hiding behind a lamp.
♥🔥 -> If you are more of a cuddly agere, then he'll gladly sit in the sofa watching the TV while you curl into his side, his hand sometimes going to ruffle your hair slightly.
♥🔥 -> If you draw or do little handcrafts when you are in your little space he will compliment them with a little genuine smile, and If you happen to gift something to him he will out your drawing on the fridge or put your little hand made gift on top of one of his bedroom shelfs.
♥✨🄲🄷🅁🄸🅂✨♥
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♥✨ -> Chris McLean it'd be eh?
♥✨ -> We all know that he is internally a child and by that I mean that when you are in your little space it is going to be an experience to remember!
♥✨ -> He'll be grinning smugly while he picks you up and gives you piggyback rides (only if you are comfortable with that ofc).
♥✨ -> He'll also love playing with you.
♥✨ -> Nothing too much, but maybe a bit of tag or hide and seek.
♥✨ -> He'll probably get tired after 10 minutes or playing but at least he tried lol 💀
♥✨ -> He will play dress up with you and sure as hell will bring Chef along lmao.
♥✨ -> You will watch as the two of them get dressed like women and start chatting with that high-pitched voice and pretend they're in a tea party with you.
♥✨ -> The two of them will be having the time of their lives while doing so lmao 😂
♥✨ -> He'll also let you do his makeup.
♥✨ -> Please, and I insist, PLEASE use blue coloured eye shadow and barbie pink lipstick, you can also add rimmel and brush.
♥✨ -> He will keep the makeup on for a long time, probably until he hears someone knocking on the door on smth, and then he'll rush to take it off in two seconds because he knows that whoever it is will tease him about it for EVER.
♥✨ -> He is also up to just get into bed and cuddle while the TV plays your favourite or comfort show for a while.
♥✨ -> He'll probably be reading stuff on his phone or chatting with Chef but he will pay attention if you ask him to.
♥🍏 🄳🅄🄽🄲🄰🄽 🍏♥
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♥🍏 -> Okay, this boy is definitely more laid back than Chris but not as deadpan as Mal.
♥🍏 -> He would love to play hide and seek with you.
♥🍏 -> Like LOVE.
♥🍏 -> But, you know, not the classical version, that one version in which you play with the lights off.
♥🍏 -> Of course if that makes you scared he will stop.
♥🍏 -> But if you enjoy it then he will gladly seek for you in the house and then yell "boo!" when he finds you, tuckling you in his arms.
♥🍏 -> If you want, he can take you to the nearest park so you can play in the swings or enjoy yourself in the monkey bars.
♥🍏 -> If there is any food you like especially he will try and make it, or buy it in case it's a sweet/pastry/dessert, and you both will enjoy it after lunch.
♥🍏 -> If you are a more calm agere, then he'll gladly put a blanket on the living room floor and lay there with you.
♥🍏 -> You two can play palm/clap games if you like them!
♥🍏 -> If you want to sleep then he'll gladly tuck you in bed and then get in with you.
♥🍏 -> He'll probably rest as usual, his arms above his head in a comfy way, and you can curl up to his side resting your head on his chest if you want.
♥🍏 -> He can also tell you stories from when he was in JUVIE, obviously changing the dark/gory parts and changing the context slightly so you think it's just a very unusual and funny fairytale.
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doumadono · 9 months
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Congratulations on reaching 3k followers! I hope you will reach an even higher number, you really deserve them for your talent and hard work! 💞💞
Before I make the request, I want to say that I really find it comforting that you have time for your hobbies and your medical career. I am in my last year of med school and I took intensive care in consideration. Sometimes I worry that I will have to completely abandon my love for video games and anime, but I found out there is still hope, even though my free time will definetely be more limited fjshshdhs.
I wish you infinite success on your medical path! ⚕️🧠
And for my request, I thought of:
- a Douma with a f!Reader
- sfw headcanons
- prompt no. 32. Sleeping in the same bed for the first time from 002 SFW.
Douma & Reader in the same bed for the first time - headcanons
A/N: I truly appreciate your kind words! Congratulations on being in your last year of med school and pursuing intensive care – that's an incredible accomplishment! Remember, while your free time may become more limited, it's heartening to know that there's always room to enjoy the things you love. Keep nurturing those interests – they can be a valuable source of respite throughout your medical journey. Wishing you all the best in your final year and beyond! 🌟 Once again, thank you so much for this lovely request, as well as for your warm, kind words ♥
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One evening, you find yourself assisting Douma in preparing for an upcoming meeting with his followers. The tasks keep you busy, and as the night wears on, exhaustion creeps in
After noticing you're growing exhaustion from spending long hours with him, Douma suggests that you rest in his chamber. He assures that it's merely for your well-being, and you hesitantly accept his offer. "You seem exhausted, my dear. Perhaps you should rest for a while."
Douma's chamber is unexpectedly serene, adorned with soft, silk drapes that flutter gently in the breeze coming through opened door leading to the private part of the garden. You're surprised by the calming atmosphere, finding solace in the tranquil surroundings
As you settle into bed, Douma hums a soothing melody, his voice surprisingly melodic. The gentle vibrations of his humming lull the you into a peaceful slumber, chasing away your anxieties and tension
"What's that melody? It's beautiful," you ask
"It's an old tune," he begins, his voice holding a trace of nostalgia. "I don't quite recall where I heard it first, but it always brought me a sense of calm. I thought it might offer you some comfort tonight."
After you settled into bed, Douma's arm slips around your waist, drawing you into a protective embrace. The steady rise and fall of his chest against your back creates a soothing rhythm, lulling you into a peaceful sleep.
Douma's hold is surprisingly gentle yet firm, as if he's determined to shield you from any troubles that might intrude upon the night. His closeness brings a sense of security you've never experienced before
Throughout the night, whenever you stir or whimper in your sleep, Douma's grip tightens ever so slightly, his subconscious way of ensuring your comfort. His touch becomes a silent reassurance that you're not alone
You awaken in the middle of the night, your heart racing from a nightmare. Without a word, Douma's fingers brush against your cheek, his touch cool and soothing as he gently wipes away the remnants of your distress
When you wake up, you find yourself nestled against Douma's chest, his arm still protectively around you
After waking up, he lays with you in his arms. Suddenly he remarks teasingly, "You do realize that sleeping in my chamber grants you no special privileges, right?" Douma's fingers trace soothing patterns along your arm, the gentle touch acting like a balm to any lingering anxieties
"Oh really? I thought it came with a crown and a scepter," you reply, rolling your eyes
After that night, your interactions with Douma become less strained. You find comfort in his presence and gradually begins to open up to him, sharing stories and secrets in the quiet hours of the night
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Purururu purururu puru—
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Franky: What's cookin' good lookin'? My crew is going to be making port in a few days and I wanted to know if you want to hang out. I mean, only if you enjoy going to shows and concerts and stuff. You know me, I always bring the party. Stop playing, you know you love hanging out with me. Heh is that so? Alright, I can do that. I look forward to seeing you. We're gonna have a SUPER Great Time!
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Maybe the best thing I've ever done was wait. I made an art form out of endurance. You were worth every single moment - Tyler Knott Gregson
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Brook: Yo-ho-ho! Hello my dear, I deeply apologize for the lag in communications recently. The lines were dead, just like me! :D Thankfully, we'll be reaching land in a days time and I was hoping you'd have some freedom in your schedule to pencil me in! You do? Wonderful! I'll be there posthaste. I've brought you some more trinkets and oddities I think you'll enjoy, and as always, I'm the oddest! YOHOHOHO
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A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you ― Elbert Hubbard
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Zoro: Hey, how have you been? Good, listen um I'll be in your area and I was wondering if you wanted to hang out. I know you like going to the botanical gardens and I know there are some you've been wanting to go to, I can take you if--oh? Yeah no sure, that sounds good. Alright, I'll see you in two days. Yeah yeah I missed you too...
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You weren't surprised when you got a follow up call to pick Zoro up. Allegedly, there had been an issue with his transportation and when you pulled up to the scene, you were very confused about the minivan full of yarn and wool that Zoro was resting on.
"Hey! This was my ride until it broke down. I replaced the tires but I don't know shit about engines so we called roadside assistance. As thanks for the tire replacement, these ladies will give you as many spools of fiber you want. Go nuts."
With an excited squeal, you picked a conservative number of spools before throwing your arms around the Marimo who blushed profusely. He helped carry them to your car and the two of you began your trek to the botanical gardens.
The first stop - and to Zoro's horror - an outdoor garden with a hedge maze.
After getting lost and hitting your sixth dead end, he let out a frustrated sigh, " You're supposed to be the one with directional skills."
"I wanted to see how bad with directions you really are," you teased him back.
"Heh, well now you know I'm unreliable," he gave you a sheepish smile. "Speaking of, I know you said you had some accrued vacation time. I was wondering if you'd like to come with us on our next voyage. We ship out next week. I could use really use the help to not get lost...if that's something you're into..."
You didn't waste a second, "Yes! I mean, if you really want me to come with."
Zoro gave you a surprised look, "TCH of course I want that, why do you think I asked? It sucks being away from my---," he looked at you with wide eyes, "My...my..." he trailed off.
"Your what?" you asked with big does eyes.
"From...us...you..." he finally drawled out. The seconds dragged before Zoro put on a brave face and tentatively kissed you for the first time. "So if you want to like...be with me or whatever...you should travel with me."
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Law: Hey honey, I hope you've been well. Listen, I'll be coming ashore sooner than expected so don't make any plans alright? I want to take you out and spend all my shore time with you before the next trip. I'm looking forward to cuddling in bed and trying out those new restaurants you told me about. I also picked up an indie game from the last island I visited, I know you're going to love it. I'll see you soon!
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There is something about falling in love with a beautiful mind that makes me crave their skin. As if gripping onto the back of his shoulders whilst my body is pressed beneath his is all I've left to save me from drowning - Cindy Cherie
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Law: Buenas tardes, amorsita. Did you eat lunch already? Good, good. No, I'm not doctoring you - I'm just making sure my girl is doing well. Can't help it. Heh - you're always spicy, mami. I'll be visiting in a few days, can I take you out? Really, I can stay with you? You're so sweet. Ok, can't wait to spoil you when I see you. Vegan donuts? Say less, I'm there! See you soon.
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"Here, I know it's not that cold out, but you'll need it for later," Law smirked at you as he handed you an oversized bag. Opening it, you found a magenta colored fur coat - not all the different from his own blue coat.
"Oh? What's going on later?"
"Nope, you're not allowed to ask questions. Go pack a bag and I'll set up lunch. I also got you this cute headset for when we game together," he said with a shy smirk.
You knew Law was a romantic, deep down, and it was so cute seeing himself open up like that to you, so early in your new relationship too.
"Let's just say, I'm going to sweep you off your feet tonight, and every night we spend together."
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morkofday · 4 months
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Top 5 bl scenes (regardless of feelings about the overall bl, though obviously that can influence your opinion on a scene) :))
oh anon you really wish me to die? is that it? bc this is so unfair! but i tried my best. these are totally influenced by my feelings about the series as a whole, sorry about that.
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My Top 5 2023 BL Scenes
I. Mork's Gay PanicTM (Last Twilight)
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i have NEVER seen a character show such intense gay panic as mork is showing in this scene. man was shaking, screaming on the inside, blushing, looking, looking away, and looking again. he was DYING and he needed to take a deep breath to get through it all while i was holding my own breath for him. literally 10/10 execution from jimmy and sea. pure perfection. such a good scene.
II. The Proposal (Our Skyy 2 x 1000 Stars)
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i'm pretty sure no proposal will ever top this for me (unless last twilight does something absolutely insane but that's to be seen). it was just so perfect for phuphatian. it was them, looked like them, felt like them. it was about finding the last missing star like it always is. i cried a bucket. i still tear up when i think about it. p'aof you truly are magic ♥
III. Jaewon's return (The Eighth Sense)
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this scene is filled with so much love and joy and acceptance it leaves me breathless. it's a very beautiful and healing scene. after everything, these two deserved this. i also love the playfulness and intimacy of the lighting and setting. there's just something about lying on a bed like this with your partner, in the dark, safe from the world and reality.
IV. Yai's drunken confession (I Feel You Linger in the Air)
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i know this is a very cliché scene but there is something so delicious about yai confessing his feelings while drunk. they've played this game for a while, a game of hesitant looks and touches, and then something finally gives. you hold your breath while watching the scene unfold. yai is bearing his heart and you fear jom cannot see it, but he surprises you by getting it right away. they're so sweet it hurts. they should get more time.
V. Heart speaks (Moonlight Chicken)
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these two were always so uncomplicated amongst the chaos of moonlight chicken. their love was young and sweet and innocent. and so was their joy; easy and full of childish excitement. i love this scene for how pure it is, how filled with happiness and love. it's peak romance, peak heartliming. and one of my favourite scenes bc it fills me with so much warmth.
Bonus: WaiKorn's groundbreaking comeback
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technically not a bl scene but heck, you cannot convince me it isn't. this is The biggest comeback of the century, hands down. p'aof didn't come out to play when he decided to serve us this during our skyy 2. this healed me, watered my crops, cleared my skin, fed my whole family, and left me with a grand inheritance. i am forever grateful. the brainrot will never end.
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i have probably forgotten like a million very important scenes that should be here but these were the ones my brain provided me with tonight. thank you for sending this ask! i hope you enjoyed reading this ^^
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𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘖𝘯𝘦 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘎𝘰𝘵 𝘈𝘸𝘢𝘺 | 𝘕𝘦𝘺𝘮𝘢𝘳 𝘑𝘳.
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𝘗𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴: Neymar Jr x Female Reader
𝘚𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘺: Before his debut at Santos, you and Neymar Jr. were best-friends who was always together, and the two of you vowed to never forget one another and to stay in touch after he gave you the news about his debut. Neymar broke the promise by ignoring all of your contact attempts since he joined Santos. Fast forward in the future, you cross paths at a mutual friends party. [ ANGST. Childhood friends to lovers ]
𝘞𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘊𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵: 3.8k
𝘈𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘕𝘰𝘵𝘦: Thank you guys so much for the love on my first imagine I have ever wrote, Smilingxo ! Part 2 will be posted when I have internet connection. I’m on vacation right now and the place I’m staying at internet is down at the moment ): I kept this story in my drafts as I was going to post it next- but I’ll post this instead since I can’t upload Part 2 just yet!
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You and Neymar Jr. were great friends since you were young, spending a lot of time together whether it was doing homework or playing football. You two first met in middle school, and throughout high school, your friendship only deepened. You recall how excited you were for him the night he informed you of his impending debut with Santos FC, but you couldn't have imagined how your friendship with him would develop in the future.
You were currently practicing futebol at the neighborhood's futebol field, kicking the futboll, like you would usually do after school in the neighborhood.
“Coelhina!” (little bunny/bunny) Neymar, who was 17-years-old, calls out to you, a 16-year-old. You turn to look at him as he starts to approach you while smiling. You sprint towards the goal to collect the ball, then spin around and kick it at Neymar, making him squeal. You scream, "STOP CALLING ME THAT," aware that he only does so because of how high you jumped when he played a stupid prank on you by tossing fake spiders at you.
He chuckles before snatching the ball and coming your way. “Oh hush you know you like it.” He drops the ball at your feet. You notice him wearing his regular shoes,"No cleats?" He shakes his head as you question him, "I have some wonderful news for you." “Are you buying me new cleats!!” You glance at your damaged ones on the ground; at this point, duct tape was their only means of survival. He plucks at your forehead causing you to sulk.  "No Coelhina,” he chuckles, shaking his head before continuing, “I got scouted from Santos youth academy to play with the higher league now.. Which means I'm going to be traveling.”
You grasp his shoulders and shake him a little while you bounce up and down squealing. “ That's amazing news! WHAAAT! Congratulations, I knew you could do it!!!” Although Neymar was grinning as you offered your congratulations, you knew there was still a problem, so you had to cut your joy for him short. “Ney? Is there something else?” He massages the back of his head and then casts a glance elsewhere before returning to you. " We won't be able to really see eachother anymore Y/N, and you know how much I worry about you when I am not around.”
You nip at the inside of your cheek, understanding what he was trying to say. Growing up, you were constantly preoccupied with your studies and futebol, which prevented you from making many friends. Not because you were unable to establish friends, but because you believed Neymar to be your one friend. He was nonetheless concerned about your mental health even though you had no sense of loneliness. In an effort to lighten the mood, you slap his chest and say, "Aw, hush, you know I'll be OK! I'll be joining the female team the next time around, so don't worry!”
You intended to sign up for more games to participate in order to be spotted by recruiters, but Neymar is unaware that you have hardly been attending games because you have had to put in extra hours at your mother's store to help with the family's finances. You continued to speak,"You think getting rid of me will be that simple?" His smile widens causing his eyes to slant. You instantly feel better about the situation knowing that was his genuine smile. “We should promise to stay in touch, so you raise your hand and extend your pinky.” “I promise, my Coelhina,” he says, reaching a hand to clasp yours with his pinky extended.
Neymar's tone was different when he called you by your nickname, but you didn't give it any thought. “Hey NeyNey,” he hums in response as you continue to smile, "I caught ya," with that being said, you quickly kick the ball in between his open legs, nutmegging him. He laughs and turns around, running frantically to try and get the ball. You chase it down as well, and you two start fighting over the ball. 
That afternoon was full of laughter, smiles, and most importantly, love. It was impossible for either of you to tell if the love was romantic or just a "friendship" kind.
If only the friendship between you two continued to go on like that.
Right now, in the present, you are assisting your closest friend Miriam with the preparations for the club that she booked out for her 27th birthday party. In college, you and Miriam shared a room and have stayed friends ever since. While you majored in Sports Communication in College, she chose to study fashion. You laugh as you put the numbers "2" and "7" on top of her birthday cake, "Gosh you are getting old." “You are only two years younger than me Y/N, don't start.” She points at you with a slight glare. As a result, you stick your tongue out at her causing her to laugh. In Brasil, Miriam is a well-known model. She was well-known in the pageant world as a child and had even won Miss Teen Brazil a few times before she stopped to focus more on her studies. "I'm going to get dressed at home and then come back.” you say checking the time. You stayed the night at her place so that the two of you could ride together to assist her with setting up the club's décor for tonight.
She could have simply hired decorators, but she is a perfectionist and would rather do it herself rather than risk having a mishap ruin her special day. She said earlier that it would only be a little party so we didn’t have to go all out with decor, but something tells you that her definition of "small" is different from yours after many hours of preparation. She nods her head as you swiftly bid her farewell and depart. Hours later, you were now completely dressed and parked next to the club. You weren't sure if the jitteriness you were experiencing was coming from your heart or the bass of the music coming from the building near you.
As you glance at yourself in the rearview mirror, you sigh lightly and start to speak to yourself, "Alright Y/N, this is probably your best chance to find a hot boyfriend. You can do this. You look terrific. You feel fantastic. YOU. ARE. AMAZING. Even though there are certainly SUPERMODELS there, they can't guard you.” (Can’t guard = cannot defend in futebol) Before getting out of the car and walking up the driveway to Miriam's house, you give yourself a firm nod. You're wearing a white dress with spaghetti straps and a deep V-Line that reveals your cleavage. The inner section of the V-Line is accented with gold rhinestones, and you're wearing white open-toe wedge heels. The minimum makeup you're wearing on your face gives you a "glow" that is quite natural.
As soon as you enter the house, you start scanning the crowd for Miriam. Although you now have more friends than you did when you were younger, you knew none of the people dancing were your friends by the brief search you conducted. As soon as you recognize Miriam, you smile and move swiftly in her direction. She was currently dancing in a booth by herself. She gave off the impression that she was waiting for someone. In an effort to avoid disturbing the people dancing in opposition to one another, you glide past the crowd. You exclaim, "Miriam!" while smiling, which prompts her to turn around. “Y/N! You look fantastic!” Because of all the interviews you do during your sports profession, she was accustomed to seeing you dressed in business casual attire. “You look good too! Why is the birthday girl all alone? You should be hitting it on the dance floor!” You grab her hand, beginning to dance which causes her to mimic your moves and laugh.“I was talking to someone but he left to get us some drinks!” she answers, a smile spreading across her face.
“Speaking of the devil!” she flashes a smile to the person behind you. “Hope you don't mind the taste,” a hand holding a drink stretches out from behind you and hands it to her. She gladly takes it, taking a small sip before speaking “This is my best friend, Y/N,” she nods her head in your direction in appreciation. You turn to shake their hand as you do so. “Nice to meet yo-,”your words were cut short when a recognizable pair of hazel eyes met yours. There is no way. Neymar. Neymar Jr. Neymar Jr that is currently playing for FCB Barcelona… is at a party right now? Shouldn't he be… I don't know, kicking a ball or something?,you thought to yourself. It's not shocking that he looks different now than he did ten years ago. He was dressed in all white, with a white snapback that was worn backwards. Even though he was wearing the cap, it was still obvious that he no longer has the awful mullet you used to criticize but secretly admired. He accessorized with a gold watch and a short, neck-worn chain made of the same metal. All of the memories of you two played out in your thoughts like a movie, your heart began to sink. The memories of you two studying together and how you used to make fun of his concentration face, all of the teasing and pranks he did to you, and so forth. The pleasant recollections quickly faded as you started to recall how he used to ignore you. It appeared as though you had disappeared out of his life following the day he announced the news to you. Yet, he still consistently shared photos of himself on social media hanging out with his teammates or attending parties, so you knew that he was clearly still active on the account. He never tried to meet up with you, not even when he paid a visit to Brasil. Did friendship mean nothing to him? Since the day he departed, you can't even claim that you two have spoken to one another because the texts were more from your end than his. 
Back in your younger years you sent him numerous texts, filling him in on all the little events from your day or just school rumors that you thought he would be interested in knowing. He did nothing except read them, though. You initially didn't care because you assumed he would simply read them throughout the day and answer at night since he probably had practice everyday. The pain in your chest began to grow after one day of no reply stretched into a week. You reduced your messaging from once a day, to once a week, to just on holidays, to never. Like you, he was speechless and frozen in place due to his star-struck state.
Only then when Miriam asked, "You two know each other?," you two realized how long you have been looking at each other. Her words allow you to snap out of your trace. “Uh.. yeah, we were classmates in highschool.” You briefly smile, “ Wellllllll I will leave you two at it. I'm gonna go to the bar now!” You leave the booth area knowing it would be easier to immediately blend into the crowd. “Y/N!” Although Neymar's voice calls out to you, you don’t turn back for him. Was your behavior towards him after all these years petty? Maybe. Nonetheless, you took commitments seriously, and you didn't expect him to breach this one.You weren't exactly heartbroken back then, am I right? You weren't upset that the person you loved so much in a ‘friendly way’ left you, were you? Yeah, totally not. Or perhaps you more strongly believed whatever helped you to sleep at night. You initially believed that your feelings for Neymar were merely those of a friend, but deep down they were far deeper. At the moment, you really don't want to see him right now because the unpleasant flashbacks started to dampen your mood once more, proving that you hadn't really moved on from the feelings as you had initially thought. Finding the bar, you grab a random drink and one of the shots that were on the bar counter. You immediately take the shot, making your face scrunch up in disgust. You shook your head as a scorching sensation ran down your chest. Oh fuck, that was disgusting. Even though you've never been the kind to consume alcohol, you wanted to relax and have fun tonight. You set the shot glass—now empty—on the table and move toward the dance floor with the cup in hand. You began dancing in the middle of the floor, swaying your hips side to side as you moved with the beat,taking a sip from your cup every now and then. It didn’t take long for someone to come up behind you and begin to dance with you. Your back was pressed against his as you turned your head to the side to look up and see who it was. A dark skinned man who was roughly 5’10 eyes met yours- it was not someone you knew. He smiles down at you, grabbing your free-hand to turn you around so you can face him.
As the two of you dance he leans down a bit to introduce himself, “My name is Kylian and yours?” “Y/N!” “That's such a pretty name for a beautiful girl like yourself”, he responds as he winks down at you. You knew it was such a cliche saying, but you couldn't help but to smile. In order to discard the empty cup, you excuse yourself. After that, you returned to the dance floor and grinned at what you saw there. The man, whose name you now know to be Kylian, was quietly waiting for you as he danced sublimely. You make the decision to weave through the crowd and approach him from behind. You yell, "Great dance movements!" and he turns around, grinning as he sees your laughter. You take hold of his extended hand and rejoin him as you carry on with the rest of your night. You two continued to engage in small talk while dancing for the majority of the evening. Kylian was a very kind and respectful guy, and that was not the alcohol in your system tricking you. You never drink to get drunk anyways, after you feel tipsy you stop. “I’m gonna catch some fresh air then I will be back”, you tell Kylian as you could feel sweat practically dripping down your back. With a combination of all of the people on the dance floor and how closely you two were dancing, it is no surprise you began to feel like a sticky mess. “Okay, I will probably be in my section over there,” he points at a corner,” just in case we can't find each other let me see your phone so I can put my number inside. I would love to be friends with you, or perhaps something more when we are both clearly sober,” he laughs.
Your smile never leaves your face with him as you hand him your phone. You made a new friend which made you happy. A friend that wouldn’t mind becoming more in the future if chemistry is there at that. He quickly puts in his phone number and once finished you begin to maneuver yourself through the crowd, you walk towards the entrance of the club. Once outside, you walk towards where you parked so you can relax against your car. While walking you kept your head down, looking at the phone number of the boy you met. “What are you looking at?” Neymar's voice speaks as he looks at you while leaning against your car. “Why are you leaning against my car? Get up.” You walk closer to him and extend your arm to push him off. Suddenly, his hand reaches up and grabs yours. He looks into your eyes with a soft expression, “ Y/N, por favor, me escutem. Se depois das minhas palavras você ainda sentir o mesmo por mim, eu o deixarei em paz.” (please listen to me. If after my words you still feel the same way about me I will leave you alone) It felt as if your heart took a beating seeing him in this state, but you couldn't  help not to express yourself as well.
“Deixar-me em paz? Como você já tem feito? Neymar, eu nunca me senti tão abandonado em minha vida. Você me fez sentir como se nossa amizade não significasse nada para você, quando era o meu mundo inteiro. Você era o meu mundo. Eu sei, eu não deveria manter esta promessa que fizemos quando crianças contra você. Mas, eu também não posso evitar. Significou muito para mim. Significou muito para mim. Agora, eu nem sei como me sentir em relação a você.” (Leave me alone? Like you already have been doing? Neymar, I never felt so abandonéd in my life. You made me feel as if our friendship meant nothing to you, when it was my entire world. You were my world. I know, I shouldn't hold this promise we made as kids against you. But, I can't help it either. It meant a lot to me. You meant a lot. Now, I don't even know how to feel about you.) Kylian was now no longer in your mind, only Neymar. You did everything in your power to fight back the tears that are begging to be dropped. Your eyes stare deeply into his, yet nothing utters out of his mouth. You both stare into eachother eyes for about a minute before you huff, shaking your head at him. You couldn’t believe he had nothing to say as a response. You attempt to remove your arm from his grasp but he only tightens his grip. “Desculpe-me Y/N..... Lamento profundamente que meu egoísmo o tenha colocado em um lugar tão escuro. Sua preciosa alma não merecia o que eu fiz a você.” (I'm sorry Y/N..... I am deeply sorry my selfishness put you in such a dark place. Your precious soul did not deserve what I have done to you.) There was a small pause. It looks as if he was having a mental battle with himself, perhaps wondering if he should tell you
something or not. “Não há como revestir isto com açúcar, então vou apenas dizer isto.” (There is no way to sugar coat this so I am just going to say it.) He removes his grip for your arm, now grabbing both of your hands. His eyes never left yours as he confesses to you, “Enquanto eu estava muito apaixonado por você, não tinha certeza de como abordar o assunto com você e decidi que seria melhor ignorá-lo para poder me concentrar no meu trabalho. Eu sei, foi
uma decisão tão estúpida. Mas enquanto eu o via como minha esposa, você me via como seu melhor amigo. Vê-lo dançar com Kylian me fez saber que esses sentimentos ainda estão presentes, embora as palavras não possam transmitir o quanto eu quero que eu possa voltar no tempo e desfazer o que eu fiz com você. Eles ainda estão lá, meu coelhinho, fortes como sempre. Fiquei tão furioso quando vi isso, mas sabia que não era meu lugar para fazer nada. Só queria que pudéssemos voltar a como as coisas eram. Como nós éramos. Mesmo que isso signifique que não posso chamá-lo de meu, ainda quero estar ao seu lado em tudo isso.”
(While I was very much in love with you, I was unsure of how to approach the subject with you and decided it would be best to ignore you in order to concentrate on my job. I know, it was such a stupid decision. But while I viewed you as my wife, you saw me as your best friend. Seeing you dance with Kylian made me know that those feelings are still present, even though words cannot convey how much I want I could go back in time and undo what I have done to you. They are still there, my bunny, strong as ever. I was so furious when I saw that but I knew it was not my place to do anything. I just wish we could go back to how things were. How we were. Even if that means I cannot call you mine, I still want to be by your side throughout it all. ) Now you are the one lost at words.
The more he spoke the more it felt as if your throat was closing up. The memories from when you two were younger began to play in your mind, yet more clearer. The times when you were helping him with his homework but focussed more on the way he bit his lip to concentration was not because you wanted to make fun of him- but because you found it cute, when you would think about him when you would hear your parents having an argument to get distracted in your ‘happy place’, or when you two would play futebol with one another and sometimes fall on top of eachother; how the distance always made your heart skip a beat.It wasn't until then that you understood you were experiencing love just as Neymar was. In actuality, you never let those emotions leave your heart. It wasn't because you were fussy that you never entered a relationship; rather, it was because you were still in love with your childhood best friend.
Even though you searched for a person who resembled him, none of them fit the bill. They weren't Neymar Jr., the man who has your heart as his own. Minutes have gone by and you haven't said anything yet causing Neymar express turn sad. “Goodbye, meu Coelhinho,” (My bunny) he begins to loosen his grip from your hands. You decide to let your actions speak rather than your words as you quickly wrap your arms around his neck, pulling him down into a kiss. The kiss caught him off guard but he greatly accepts it as he wraps his arms around your waist tightly, almost too afraid to let go. Your lips dance against each other perfectly as you share your love for each other. Once out of breath you finally pull away, looking up into his eyes while panting slightly, “ You better prove to me I am not making a bad decision.”His eyes were squinting due to the size of his current smile, “Even if it takes a lifetime,meu amor.” (my love) 
A/N: Thank you so much for reading! Please feel free to interact with this post to let me know you enjoyed this imagine (:
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etincelleart · 2 months
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From what little I've read of the posts about it, I feel very bad for you, but at the same time I'm happy at how well you treated him from the beginning to the end of his life, and I'm sure he was happy all that time too.
Unfortunately grieving is also an important part of loving someone, so don't try to run away from that feeling: if you feel like crying, cry, the same goes for posting things about it here, remembering good times… Just go through the process, taking your time.
Once you feel less bad… Well, look at how you took care of him and had a happy life together! you certainly have few regrets, and the ones you do have, you did your best in that situation, and that's the best way you could have lived with him.
A bad thing about life is that it happens everytime : a really good game or series that came to an end, a friendship that lost touch, an empty plate after lunch…. We can't control how things end, but the way you lived with your cat was the best way to live: you did what you could and enjoyed every moment. Our life may one day end, but nothing takes away our right to make the most of it while we can.
I apologize a million times if this makes you feel worse or anything, I just want to help you to get through this moment and feel better. A big hug, you'll get through this.
It doesn't make me feel worse and I appreciate talking about it so thank you ♥
Honestly I'm just glad this is something I realized ever since I lost my first cat. Fripon isn't the first cat I lose, but he was the one I had a special bond with, even if I was close of the others too. The first cat I lost was closer to my mom and Fripon was basically my cat child, just like Citrouille aha
When you realize that it's so important to enjoy every moment with them, it probably makes things easier because you know you took the time to make them happy. There will always be regrets, especially in the last moments, because you had things to do or maybe you had to go somewhere, but it's so unpredictable so it's hard and I think the last moments will never be perfect... But you still can make it as good as you can as much as you can
That's why when Oskar (the first cat I lost) left, Fripon cried so much because he was really close of him, and I remember playing with him and cludding with him after coming back from high school, even if sometimes I was just tired and wanted to lay in the couch
And I'm not saying all that to say "look what I did" like, it's just to say, spend time with your pets ? I just wish more people could realize how short their lives are and how we're a lot to them, we all have our lives but what they know most of the time is us ?
When we found Citrouille in the garden it's the same too, she was so small and scared, not used to humans, so for a solid month in september I stayed with her to play outside for a few hours until she was ready to come inside. And after that it was also important to idk, spend time and play with her, raise her because it was a baby, just enjoy time with them because they're not just here for decoration
I'm rambling a lot but animals are so important to me, and my cats are my babies and I just learned so much from them, and when they show me trust idk I just feel great to see the impact I had on their lives
So it hurts I had to say goodbye to Fripon in such a brutal way, but I'm at least glad I was here, and I'm happy it was during my vacations so I'm able to process everything, and don't have to deal with anything else, and I was able to say goodbye properly and put him somewhere where we'll plant flowers when the weather's better, and where we put candles. Giving him daisies and violets and his favorite toy, and just be able to say goodbye peacefully is also so important
It's like a family member, I just hope what will remain will be good memories, of him helping me with my studies by acting stupid, or licking my hands, or eating tons of tuna, or purring to ask for more food aha ♥
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happy early 2024 !
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posted a bit early as i'll be going to bed relatively soon, but i wanted to say something to usher in the new year!
as some of you know, i've been in the RPC for a very long time, but took a well needed hiatus a year or so back. i only recently returned mid-November && have not regretted that decision for a second. ♥ it's only been a month and a half, but it's been the best month and a half i've ever spent on this site. i admit i was nervous to return for a variety of reason ( mostly avoiding some rather negative people i originally split from this site to escape from ) but i've come to find that this space space i've built has fostered so much positivity for me, and i'm very grateful for that. i'm grateful for all the new friends i've made, all the connections i've forged, the writing i've done, and the plots i've gotten to explore! && as the new year approaches, i'm walking it into with quite a few new aspirations and hopes. i'm really, really thankful to everyone who's given me the time and chance to reach out and make a connection. to the people who've talked to me and told me they're excited for the release of my book, for my return to the vtubing community, for the times we play games together and just goof off.
i hope you know how much you all mean to me. i wish i could tag EVERYONE in this post but tumblr would kick my ass, but just know that i'm truly and honestly grateful and honored to have met the people that i have and look forward to talking more with all of you and getting to know you better. there are a few people i want to single out to shower with love who've supported me or have even known me from the LAST TIME i was on the site lmao
@goldenfists : you should already know you'd be the first on my list Joo Joo Bean. my beloved. we've known each other for what... 3 years now? roughly that, give or take, but you have no idea how much you really mean to me. from the moment we met i knew you were someone i wanted to keep in my circle. i adored you and still do; you've seen the changes i've gone through, the growth i've made, and supported every positive decision i've made. even when i finally built my first oc, and your first incentive was to foster a relationship between sett and eden and letting me know that you LOVED my creatives when i was so scared to take that first dive into making an oc. i love you so much dude. ;_; i'll never forget how you teased me on stream about my pronunciation of your name but then insisted i kept pronouncing it like that because you thought it was cute. i wish you knew just how much you mean to me, because words aren't enough to justify my feelings toward you. i love you Joo Joo Bean, i love you to the moon and back, and i can't wait to see what 2024 has in store for you and i, and our little blorbos @empyreous : ELLE!!!11 ELLE!!!!1 MY BELOVED PARTNER IN CRIME ON LEAGUE!!!! we haven't known each other for very long but god have i LOVED writing with you and goofing off in my favourite games. you've given me a brand new love for league and you're so fucking talented with your ocs and your writing that i'm just chomping at the bit for us to keep going. i literally can't wait to see what we end up developing for these silly little dudes and it makes me so very happy to have you in my corner. i wish you only the best in the world and i'm certain 2024 will give us so many more funny memories to cherish. save me eboi.... eboi save me....
@seeksmoon / @seekslight : softie you loveable little shit. you boyfriend stealing monster ( affectionate ). actually, if i was gonna share my boyfriend with anyone, it'd gladly be you. BUT JOKES ASIDE i'm really delighted we met and hit it off as well as we did. the way you write both alune and lux have me going GRRRRR BARK BARK BARK and i adore the dynamics we've started to built between yonealune and ezlux. we haven't had nearly enough time to hang out yet and that's a fucking CRIME if you ask me. i'm sure come 2024 though we'll have plenty of time to be a couple of goobers and mess around in league here on tumblr. you're such a sweetheart and even my bf talks so positively of you, and anyone that can make him happy makes ME happy. i hope you know you won't get rid of him and i so easily ♥ we enjoy hanging out with you, and we hope you do too :>
@ayahimes : astrid u ain't getting away from me i'm rapidly approaching ur location at mach 10. LFKDJASLKJDF i'm teasing i'm teasing but MAN i've had so much fun playing weague of wegends with you ( and looking forward to when we start playing ffxiv too ) but you're such a sweetheart man. a good energy, positive presence that i love being around ;v; i hope we'll get to play more in the future and chat more and get to know each other!! ♥♥♥
@mellodiies : misha all i'm gonna say is this year... you will be boiled.... ( this ask forever lives rent free in my head and i'm never going to stop laughing at this i hope you know ) ok but in all seriousness i'm so glad i worked up the courage to follow your blog because it's been a bucket of laughs and also seeing one of my childhood faves being doted over so lovingly just makes me so!!!!!!!!!!! i hope this year we'll be able to write ( and even if we don't i'm also content just observing your shenanigans bc they always brighten my day ). thank you for filling my dash with the little pep in my day that i need, you're a fucking goober and i adore you for it
@vulpesse : hi bunnie!! we never really got much of a chance to chat before ( we did get to write a bit in the past though, which i enjoyed! ) but i want you to know that you are one of my biggest inspirations on this site and i was so goddamn happy when i found you again that i hit the follow button so fast i think i broke my finger LMAO but seriously.... you're great. you have such a wonderful energy about you and you're so unbelievably talented with an indomitable spirit. i love seeing your posts every day, and i'm glad to share this same space as you! ♥ please never change, you truly are such a bright light in an otherwise murky world
@heartate : plum u know i couldn't forget about my favourite edgy thot. i fuckin love u dude. it's crazy to think we've known each other for like what? 10 years? like christ. and even though those first few years weren't filled with the happiest of memories, it's been my honor to be able to make amends with you. i always appreciated you for approaching me with that heartfelt apology. i never resented you, and even less so now that i knew the kind of awful situation you were put through back then. you didn't deserve the pain and abuse you went through, and i'm glad you're finally able to break free and grow. flourish and fill the world with your light, because you're a good person and i firmly stick by that notion. no matter what happened between us in the past, you've grown and i've adored watching it. i only hope you'll be able to continue to grow and enjoy the newfound freedom you have, and i am glad to be able to be by your side through it ♥ i'll always have your back miss rina, you can count on that :>
&& to some other lovelies who've made my time pleasant here; @lightshielded / @yoakkemae / @chiheru / @fairesky / @darkflyers / @attroxx / @mythcaels / @knifvd / @killerhubby / @erabundus / @mundmutter / @goddessrisen / @inhumann / @penddraig / @hiisfire / @raytm / @elicertis / @liightbringr / @un1awful / @vonerde / @gunrising / @cyneris / @trattcria / @cmdrace / @lovehungered / @trattcria / @pearlcure / @dnangelic / @starsenna / @nulltune / @toxichem / @longerhuman / @volonata / @misreputed / @ferinehuntress / @florspinae / @inufangs / @bishonenprince
&& to all of my lovely followers too! ♥ may your new year be filled with all the joy and love you deserve. may the new year treat you kindly and give you solace when you need it most. may the new year bless you with every bit of happiness you deserve c:
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Hi darling! I fell in love with your writing, it's one of the best things I've seen on Tumblr! Especially the bongo thing with the boys' asses, I'm pretty sure I laughed a little too loudly at 2am with that, lol.
So, may I ask for a part two with Hermes, Beelzebub, Jack and Tesla, pls? I'm pretty sure Jack would be very confused, hehe~
Kisses from Brazil! (⁠ ⁠˘⁠ ⁠³⁠˘⁠)⁠♥
Y E S BEELZEBUB!, I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR HIM! ( Also thank you 🥺❤ )
Beelzebub
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He doesn't really have a reaction, You've slapped his ass before so he's pretty much used to it by now.
He has questioned you a lot of time in what your obsession is with his ass, to which you reply
" You have a big, round, voluptuous ass and you expect me not to slap it? "
When you told him that he stopped asking and came up with the most accurate conclusio, you're just a pervert.
Jack the ripper
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He's terrified, the poor man has to look left, right and behind him just so he can go to the kitchen and make some tea for himself.
Yes he was confused the first time you did it and didn't quite get what you were doing, but as you started doing it more often he got a bit concerned.
" My Dear, it's appears that this little game of yours has now turned into an obsession. Do we have to take you to a therapist? "
Hermes
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He finds it rather interesting when you play "The Bongos" with his ass.
He doesn't really mind and he even told you that if you ever wanted to play "the Bongos" that you can just ask him.
( he genuinely likes it cuz it's you who's touching him )
" Darling, Why don't you slap it a little harder? "
Nikola Tesla
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" Mmm?, fascinating you seem to be enjoying yourself just by doing this. I should run some tests on you to see why you enjoy this so much "
He's interested to know the cause of this action so he'll let you do it in the name of science.
He'll still let you do it when he find out the reason behind this action of yours, so don't worry about him not allowing it once he is done.
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goblinratman101 · 1 year
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i am back and ready to flood ur inbox with requests😈
for starters, how do you think some of the haikyuu boys would confess to their crush? specifically kuroo, asahi, bokuto, and iwaizumi, would it be an accident or planned?
love u my beloved moot (^з^)♥︎
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Haikyuu Confession Headcanons
| Characters: Kuroo, Asahi, Bokuto, Iwaizumi|
| Warnings: None |
| Genre: Fluff |
| I got you Udon |
| Sorry if some of them are short I’m just getting to know how to write for the characters, sorry if it’s bad and the boys are ooc |
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˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Kuroo
ok so Kuroo is a flirt
but he is also pretty clueless when it comes to actually confessing
and if you take away all his flirting and cockiness he's just a big ol nerd
he would first try and be your friend once he realised he had a crush on you
and falls even harder for you while helping you with your Chem homework
if you ever hang out with the volleyball club Kuroo would try to act as natural as possible
he does not need everyone Yaku teasing him
he probably wouldn’t confess unless he knew 100% you liked him back
he didn’t want to get his heart hurt :(
he would probably confess with a chemistry pun smh
‘Are you made of copper? Because I can Cu in a relationship with me’
this is so cringe I had to look up chemistry pick up lines😫
even though he’s a lil dumb you still said yes
unfortunately for you your stuck with him for the rest of your life
thoughts and prayers 😔
but hey at least you get Kenma as a buddy out of your relationship so that’s a plus
as well as a life supply of chemistry puns and pick up lines
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Asahi
Jesus Asahi our favourite nervous baby
he saw you and instantly fell in love
but then he remembered he is a nervous wreck
he blushes at the littlest of things
if you accidentally bump into each other or you give him a smile instant blush
if you even stand near him he is a blushing nervous boy
you two are probably in the same class and are seatmates
you would probably have to initiate conversations but it is worth the effort
Asahi would probably tell The boys accidently and then they would do the best thing in this situation
they teased him as well as pressured him into confessing to you of course
Asahi would definitely confess accidentally
he would be yelling about how he could never confess to someone as pretty as you
that was until you heard him and asked if he meant it
he then stuttered out a yes as he tried not to faint from embarrassment
after you said yes boy was so overjoyed and happy
he was smiling all day and didn’t get discouraged at all during practice
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Bokuto
you probably were Akaashis friend/classmate
you were going to the volleyball club to give Akashi something he forgot in the classroom
Bokuto was in his emo mode as the team were now dealing with him while Akaashi walked up to you
but unfortunately for you Bokuto had seen you
to everyone’s shock Bokuto became quite and was just staring at you
that was until Bokuto regained his composure and ran up to you two
‘Akaashi! Who is this? Are they a friend of yours?’
after Akaashi explained you gave the owl boy a big smile and a wave goodbye leaving the boy quite as he stared at you
‘Hey Akaashi . . . I think I’m in love’
from now on Bokuto will try and be around you as much as possible
he is always happy around you and rarely goes into emo mode only when you have to leave
I’m pretty sure Bokuto would have no idea he had a crush on you
unless Akaashi or someone else points it out you would probably have to confess instead
once someone told you he would immediately find you and confess right then and there
doesn’t matter if you were taking a test or eating he is going to tell you as soon as he sees you
Akaashi is so thankful if you go to their games since Bokuto almost never goes into emo mode and always wants to show off in front of you
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Iwaizumi
lil baby doesn’t know how to process emotions
he was probably yelling at Oikawa then saw you and froze up
you just looked so pretty
poor boy thought you looked so cute
but he was pretty guarded since other people he liked would always go for Oikawa instead of him
for him to really fall for you, you gotta be a non Oikawa fan
if you ignored any advances from Oikawa you are the person of his dreams
he is literally ready to pull out a ring for your hand in marriage
man if only😩
he would probably have no idea on how to act around you
he’ll be all nervous and barely get a sentence out without stuttering
if Oikawa ever found out he would try and be match maker I swear
after a while Iwaizumi would slowly warm up to you and become much more comfortable enough to make a coherent sentence around you
Iwaizumi would probably not confess either being too nervous or just not wanting to make it awkward between you two
Oikawa would have to tease encourage Iwaizumi to confess saying stuff like ‘Someone else could get to you first’ or ‘It won’t be the end of the world if they reject you’ Iwa was about ready to spike a volleyball to his head
when he does confess to you it would probably be when he either walks you home or when you two would go out for lunch somewhere quiet with not a lot of people
when you say yes he’ll probably be so happy that he hugged you and lifted you up while spinning you around
boy was so sure you would reject him smh
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Hi! I hope you don't mind me asking, but I've been interested in getting into Dimension 20 for a while, but with all the campaigns they did already, I find it a bit hard to understand which one to start with, so I thought I'd ask you, as you seem to know your stuff ! So I was wondering if there was a chronological order to some campaigns, if there was one you advised to start with, and where I could watch it. I hope this doesn't bother you, have a nice day ! ♥
This doesn't bother me at all, I love questions like this! And this is truly one of the worst weeks of my life, so thanks for the distraction <3
Short answer: d20 is divided into short and long seasons, long with the main cast (brennan dm'ing for lou, emily, murph, zac, ally, and siohban) and short sidequest seasons with different players, mostly dm'ed by Brennan but also with guest dms! You need a monthly/yearly subscription to dropout.tv to watch, but it's truly the best subscription service in my life, $6/month or 60/yr, with d20 putting out a 2 hour episode every week plus a half hour talk show in Adventuring Party (in addition to their other stellar comedy shows, Game Changer and Make Some Noise, especially). If you just want to dip your toes in and see if you like it, you can watch the first seasons of Fantasy High or The Unsleeping City for free on youtube
Long answer! Fantasy High is still to this day my favorite d20 property, it's teen adventurers at an adventuring academy in a sort of magical realism world. It's extremely funny and the first season was the first season of d20 so most of them are learning 5e after switching over from 3.5, although a few had no previous dnd experience. The second season is probably my favorite season of any tv show ever, and it's a great introduction to the main cast. Those characters will probably always be the closest to my heart in d20, they're all perfect to me.
The Unsleeping City is an urban fantasy series set in a magical New York that is also very good! There's again two seasons, and they are both well worth watching. The second season is again even better than the first, imo.
If you're getting into it because of Matt's season next month, then his The Ravening War series is a prequel to another main cast season, A Crown of Candy. ACOC is the biggest outlier in d20, which isn't ONLY a comedy show, but comedy is very much at the core of d20, but ACOC is a very, very emotionally heavy show. I loved it, but I have also never rewatched it since it took such a mental toll. It's a very high stakes, inter-party conflict, no resurrection magic world, and the entire cast had backup characters prepared in case of character death. It's very good, but not the best example of what the rest of d20 is like. If you've seen EXU Calamity, it is similar tonewise, just a longer campaign.
Then there's the two most recent main cast campaigns. A Starstruck Odyssey is a screwball scifi series set in a world created by Brennan's mom, Elaine Lee, who wrote the original Starstruck comics/play! It's very much a labor of love from him, and it was the first season the main cast filmed in person post-pandemic and the unhinged energy is truly off the charts. It was extremely good and would be a great starting point, no knowledge of the original Starstruck is necessary.
The most recent campaign is Neverafter, which is horror-inspired, but still very much a comedy. It's fairy tale inspired and I'm very sad it just ended because it was so good, although the ending was perfect.
Then there are the sidequests! My personal favorites of those are Mice and Murder, a murder mystery series set in an animal-populated turn of the century England, where the cast were all collegehumor alum so it was very funny and I love murder mysteries and think Brennan did an excellent job at it, and would frankly love another murder mystery season from him. A Court of Fey and Flowers from Aabria is another favorite, a fey-regency romance mashup that was absolutely perfect. The Seven is an all ladies/nonbinary season (dm'd by Brennan) that's technically a spinoff of Fantasy High so I would recommend watching it first, but also it stands alone if you don't mind spoilers for the main seasons.
So!! That was a very long answer, hopefully it was some help to you. You could really pick any season and be fine, and I hope you end up falling in love with d20! My personal recommendations would be to start with either Fantasy High or Starstruck, since I think they're the best examples of what the show is like overall. Good luck! Feel free to let me know what you think :)
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List 5 facts about a favorite sim of yours, and send this to 10 simblrs whose sims you adore ♥♥♥
Thanks again @dandylion240 ! I feel like this particular game is constantly in my inbox, and I love it. I don't think I could ever run out of random facts for some of my characters lol.
Here's Nikolai
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Nikolai Pavlenko
He is a two-time World Figure Skating gold medallist. In fact, he won medals at Worlds six times, five of them being in consecutive years, with his two gold medals coming back-to-back in his two final full seasons of competing. He transitioned from being a competitor to being a coach, and now he's proudly coaching another champion and is becoming sought-after as a coach in the sport.
He has a blog called "Blades, Sweat and Tears" which he really only started for himself, to document his journey as a skating coach. He was surprised when people in the sport found it, began sharing it and then started sending him messages. He now earns enough money from it to say it's a modest income source.
He's as self-disciplined with food, sleep and exercise now as he was when he was competing, and takes pride in the fact that he's still in peak physical condition in his early 40s. He's also secretly proud of the fact that he can still perform all of the jumps his top students are doing, regardless of his age and an old leg injury. He knows he couldn't handle a competitive training schedule now, but he also knows people his age who can barely walk up a couple flights of stairs without feeling fatigued, so he feels his sense of accomplishment is justified.
Despite the fact that he's involved in a sport that requires travelling to get to competitions in various parts of the world, Nikolai actually doesn't like travelling. He especially dislikes flying, mostly because he suffers horribly with airsickness. When he was a competitor he was never allowed to take anything for it because of drug/substance screening at competitions, and he'd spend the duration of most flights trying not to throw up or cry (or both) while his coach Beth-Anne did her best to comfort him. Now, whenever he can, he'll self-medicate for a long flight and enjoy an hours-long medication induced sleep. If he's travelling with his younger students, he won't do this, but he's perfectly comfortable zonking out on a flight with Eden.
Like many athletes, he has his own little superstitions and rituals. He always puts his left skate on first, and then his right. This is a conscious act and not merely instinct or coincidence. He also never wore anything green to a competition (even though green is his favourite colour and half his wardrobe is green or has green elements). He still won't wear anything green to any of his students' competitions either.
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