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lionfloss · 9 months
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Y’all I had a dream that I was posting on tumblr again so I decided to log on and poke around and I swear….I’ve been gone for a few months and there are people who are still sending me vile as fuck anons as of 2 days ago and ppl telling lies about me to other bloggers and it’s like……so deeply embarrassing to me!!! No one even actually knows anything about anyone else via tumblr 🫠 and made me realize that yea I’m never gonna be back on here again lmao.
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j0kers-light · 5 months
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Hiyaa,
Could you write a little something in which the joker thinks he has lost his light? She's not actually dead but maybe kidnapped during a robbery or something. He thinks he saw her dying but idk how he finds out she is still alive. He goes after her and retrieves her. Of course she is both mentally and physically scarred but with time she ends up healing those scars.
I know it's not very detailed, I'm sorry🥺
His Lighthouse: Just One Check (LedgerJoker x f!reader)
Just One Check- Oneshot
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KEEP IN MIND THIS IS NOT A CHAPTER UPDATE!
@darthjokerisyourfather hey hi love! Thank you so much for lighting the spark that cured my writer's block! This is just what I needed to get back to writing although I couldn't find a cool title for this one. Might change that later lol.
I hope I did this one justice, if not message me and I can try again! 😭
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There was no telling what could happen at a bank in Gotham City. The average citizen risked the chance of being involved in a robbery or the greatest displeasure of being stuck in line for hours only for the teller to run out of cash halfway through. Both were a drag.
Today happened to be the former.
"It's just one check Joker. I'll be back before you now I'm gone." You already had your shoes on and were shrugging on a jacket when Joker intercepted you in the foyer.
He wanted you to stay with him today, not going out doing errands that could wait until whenever.
Joker watched your every move as you continued to get ready to leave him. Nothing he said persuaded you to stay so he resorted to straight up whining.
"Why can't ya wait til tomorrow? Come back and lay with meeeee..." His handsome pout was adorable and convincing... but it wouldn't work on you today.
"It can't wait. The banks will be closed tomorrow. National holiday, remember? Don't worry, I'll be back in an hour." You bounced back over to kiss Joker but he swatted you away, only to grab your face and smother you with kisses. Always loving you on his terms or not at all.
He hummed and tried to wrap his arm around your waist but you were hip to his schemes. You dodged his affections and made your way to the door. "Don't give me that look. I'll be back!"
"Yeah, yeah. One hour, Bunny. Your time starts errrrr now." He grumbled as you blew him a kiss and walked out the door.
He was serious about timing you but he added a few extra minutes for traffic. With that squared away, he returned to the couch to wait for your return.
It was just a check for a few hundred bucks, but you wanted to deposit it before it expired and/or you forgot about it.
You couldn't remember the last time you physically went to a bank. Normally Cindy's office handled your funds since you hated going in person. Perhaps your aversion generated from Joker confirming that criminals loved to rob banks based on certain statistics such as the bank's popularity and daily usage.
J went out his way to not hit the institutions you banked with so you could feel at ease whenever you did visit. He could be considerate when he wanted to be.
Thankfully, your personal bank wasn't well known and was just a quick fifteen minute train ride away. You arrived and walked into Darth HL. Bank, already sighing at the long line for assistance. You just wanted to deposit your check and leave but this might take a while.
You stood behind an elderly man and pulled out your phone to scroll through social media while you waited. The line hardly budged but patience was a virtue.
You were waiting for almost forty five minutes when four men burst through the front door and started yelling at everyone. You crouched down behind a decorative planter. A shame you had experience with armed robberies. It was simple Blüdaven instincts to duck and avoid being seen. You eyed the distance it would take you to run to the door and decided to stay put for now. It was too risky.
"EVERYONE ON THE GROUND NOW! CELLS! PAGERS! ANYTHING THAT CALLS OUT, WE WANT EM! STAY QUIET AND WE'LL ALL LEAVE HAPPY!"
One of them passed around a box where they demanded people to drop their cellular devices into. They were organized and efficient. It was clear they weren't amateurs. They worked around the room in a fraction of a minute and secured it as their own.
No one had spotted your hiding spot near the financial advisor's desks and you wanted to keep it that way. The first time visiting a bank in months and it just so happens to be robbed. What were the odds? Joker was gonna be pissed. You froze.
You promised him that you'd be back in an hour!
"ARE YOU DEAF OLD MAN? PHONE NOW!" One of the robbers walked up to the same old guy you were originally standing behind and shoved him with the end of a semi- automatic.
You weren't the only one who was concerned that they would start using unnecessary force. Case in point, the old man was not backing down.
He stood straighter and stared the robber right in the eye. "We won't be intimidated by you... thugs." He croaked out.
You hit your head softly against the planter box. Now was not the time for heroics old man..
"Oh yeah? Well guess what old timer? You should be. We didn't come here to play games." The robber raised his gun to shoot but someone in the crowd, another wannabe hero, stole their attention.
"Have you no respect for your elders!?" They cried out.
The entire room went silent after that. The robber eyed the new guy up and down through his ski mask.
"You wanna get popped too? Be my guest." He pulled the trigger and you and the crowd gasped in horror as the poor guy was gunned down along with the old man.
There was no hesitation; it happened so fast. It wasn't about the money. These men were bloodthirsty and obviously deranged.
"EVERYBODY SHUT UP!" The leader shouted. Two men disappeared into the back while the other two patrolled the crowd and forced them to keep quiet.
All in all, only five minutes had passed since they entered the bank. It was the longest five minutes of your entire life.
Another guy in the crowd took a gamble and sent a text from their phone. His thumb hit the send button right as he heard footsteps stop behind him.
"I thought we said no phones. What's so important that you risked your life for?" He yanked the phone away and read the text.
Then a staring contest began. "Which one is she?" The masked criminal asked.
You strained to hear the reply from across the room but it sounded like, "I ain't telling you s__t!"
From your hiding spot you watched the remaining two thieves emerge from the back with large duffel bags leaking with banknotes. They gathered around their leader who was still arguing with the civilian caught having a phone.
"What's with him?" A thug asked.
"I recognized him from my old gang. Caught him sending out a text requesting backup with the code word Nightfall. Spread out and find her. This.. 'bank robbery' just got interesting."
Nightfall. You swallowed and tried not to draw any attention to your position. You knew what that meant.
Should your life ever be in danger, Joker created Nightfall and Daybreak procedures to protect his Light. Only insiders within his gang should have the knowledge to know what it entailed and who it protected.
You could handle a typical robbery– stay down and be quiet until the authorities showed up (what was taking the cops so long anyways?) but it wasn't safe here with your codename compromised. You had to leavenow.
They were beating up Joker's goon to try and extract more intel from him. You hated to use his suffering to your gain but while they were distracted, you pulled out your own cell to call Joker.
You prayed that he would answer since he rarely did. You sighed in relief when he picked up the phone on the second ring.
And for once he cut right to the chase. "What's going on?"
"They're robbing the bank. I need–" Anything else you were fixing to say was cut short when someone took your phone. Joker called out your name in panic.
Joker saw the distress message your security detail sent to the group chat and he was already throwing on his purple coat to rush to your location. He was taking the stairs down to your lobby but he froze when he heard a gunshot and you scream in pain.
All the air left his lungs hearing absolute silence before the call was disconnected.
Joker had to sit down for a second to process what he heard. His mind went over every possible scenario. He knew the odds but deep down he prayed to every higher power that you were still alive. You had to be or he would go even more insane.
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By the time Joker and men arrived at Darth HL. Bank it was swarmed with GCPD pigs and other emergency personnel. They all whispered the same verdict. A robbery gone horribly wrong.
No survivors and almost two million dollars was missing.
Coroners were still wheeling out body bags and Joker's life screeched to a halt watching each one being loaded into white vans. None would leave the premises until he was triple sure none of them held your body.
"Check. Every. Last. One." He ordered.
Frost wanted to rest his hand on Joker's shoulder but thought against it. J was slowly losing his grip on reality and his body tremors became more pronounced as more bodies were wheeled out the bank.
Thirty two bags in total. Thirty two times his heart would race until grief slowly kicked in.
It couldn't be true. He refused to believe his Light was gone. You kissed him goodbye over an hour ago. You promised you'd be back! Joker refused to imagine a life without you in it, so he simply chose not to. Deny. Deny. Deny. Deny until he knew for sure.
This did not happen at a tiny bank with only two locations in the entire city. You assumed smaller banks were protected from robberies and you weren't wrong. Larger corporations like The Bank of Gotham or Gotham Merchant's Bank were the usual targets amongst thieves. Bigger banks meant more money.
Joker had never heard of Darth or whatever HL. stood for until today, although his mind visualized the bank's logo that he saw on a letter one or twice. Some kind of bird carrying a tree branch in its beak.
It was a useless detail in the clog of his dark depressing thoughts. He couldn't think straight.
Why did you leave when he practically begged you to stay? So what if the banks were closed tomorrow? If you needed the money, Joker had plenty of it! It didn't make sense why you insisted on doing such a mundane task when cuddling with Joker was a far better alternative. Now his Light was gone and the world seemed so dark without you in it. Joker honestly felt like throwing up.
Over the throng of investigators roaming about and the sound of cameras snapping evidence, Joker heard an officer talking to the Commissioner.
"Sir, we might have a hostage situation here. We went over the security tapes and the suspects were seen carrying a young female along with the money out the back."
"Was she?..." Commissioner Gordon trickled off. The officer assumed he was asking about her status and weighed in.
"Alive, but it appears she's injured. I'm sorry, the footage is really outdated to be sure. This bank doesn't have modern security measures. Heck, their panic button isn't up to code. Could've saved their lives and alerted us sooner if it were. We won't know any more information until we get Analysis to clean up the footage back at HQ."
"Alright, good work Rodriguez. Let's work with what we got to create a description for the missing persons."
Their conversation was the spark that gave Joker hope. A possible female hostage. It would explain why he couldn't come to terms with you being gone. He felt it in his bones that you were still alive. He was a fool to not trust his gut.
Frost and the others regrouped after a while and gave Joker even more hope. "She's not in any of the bags. We.. we can't find her Boss." Mac sighed.
"That's because she's alive." Joker said.
The trio glanced at each other with mixed emotions. Denial was the first stage of grief and it was hitting Joker hard. Frost was the closest to J personally so he decided to be the bearer of bad news to his old friend.
"J, I know you... cared for B deeply.. but she's gone."
If looks could kill, Frost would be dead ten times over.
Joker's eyes were frozen pine staring at his right hand man. "My Light is not dead. One female hostage. I want her found." He growled.
There was no point in trying to convince Joker. Until he had tangible proof that proved otherwise, he would staunchly believe that you're alive. They all nodded and spread out to get leads yet there was still uncertainty in the air.
What if this was all for naught and if so? Who would remove the wool from Joker's eyes so he could see the truth?
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It took Joker and his men two days to find out who was responsible for taking you and another day just to track them down. You were alive after all. Getting you back however proved to be quite the challenge.
Gotham City was a huge landmass consisting of three connecting islands but Joker would leave no stone unturned in his search to find you. If he had to personally search every alleyway, then so be it.
He would not stop until his Light was safe in his arms, right where you belonged.
Deep in Chinatown and ironically not too far from where you and Joker first met, you were lying on an old, dirty mattress. You had a nasty cough and you could barely keep your eyes open for longer than a minute due to fatigue.
The four men that kidnapped you were standing around arguing amongst themselves and paid you little mind.
"This has gone on long enough! He's looking for her like a bloodhound. It's not a matter of if, but when he tracks her down, we're dead meat! We should cut our losses while we're still alive."
"I agree with Scotty. We should split the money and dip. We can't be on the run forever. He's got too much rep and power to try and escape as a group." The first two thugs nodded their heads right as another tossed in his two cents.
"Woah woah, wait a min. We can't just bail." He gestured to you lying on the floor. "She's seen all of our faces! That b__ch will rat us out! We should off her now."
Scotty took offense to that and bared his teeth. "You think she's in any position to snitch?"
You coughed again and they all glanced at you before returning to their meeting. It was going on day three and they were running out of safehouses to take refuge in. Right when they would settle in, Joker and his men would find the hideout, forcing them back on the run. This was the tenth move so far and each one put a strain on your already deteriorating health.
"Yall a bunch of pussies! Go ahead and run but the money stays with me. I'm the only one that deserves it!" Their leader said.
His comment quickly received backlash amongst the other three.
"Are you smokin dick? What's a dead man gonna do with all that money? He's gonna find her, kill you, and then us for helping your stupid a**. D__n it! I knew I should've said no when you hit me up. It's never a simple job with you!"
You felt like your chest was on fire and you jackknifed into a semi sitting position to cough. The sudden movement pulled at your wound. You were pretty sure it was infected and your fever was a result of the lack of medical attention administered to it. Between your blood loss and dehydration, they were unknowingly killing you.
"Can I please have some water?" You asked anyone in general. You tried opening your eyes but the light in the room was enough to have you cringing away like a newborn.
One of the guys was soft on you and bent down to help you drink from a plastic bottle. It was obvious that you needed help.
He guided the bottle to your lips. "Don't drink it too fast, there ya go. How's your head?"
Your voice cracked, "Still h-hurts." Scotty helped you lay back on the mattress before checking on your wound.
Upon first sight, it was still reddish brown from both dried and fresh blood. He peeled back the crudely made bandage– tossing out a half-hearted apology when you groaned, only to grimace at the infected entry wound.
"Judging by your ugly mug it ain't looking too good." Another guy bent down to take a look but Scotty batted their hand away. He didn't want anyone else touching you.
"She has a fever..." Scotty said. His leader scoffed and stood up, "Listen man! She needs medical attention!" He begged. Was he the only one around here with a heart?
"F__k that, we need a plan. The Joker is closing in on us and if I go down..." Their so-called leader laughed sharply to himself. "Y'all are going down with me."
Tires screeched outside and the remaining two thugs rushed over to the window to check it out.
They watched as some average, low level looking guys stepped out and walked into the apartment building across the street. For now, the coast was still clear.
"I've had it man! It's like I'm paranoid or something. Every little thing is making me jump and it's all because you," He pointed at Rico, "Got too greedy! You three can stick around and spend the money, whatever; I'm out." He grabbed his jacket from a nearby chair and left.
The remaining thugs stared at each other in silence. If Joey walked out on a job then it was serious.
"Look, Rico. I respect you man but Scotty got a point. This job has gone on long enough. Look at her. She's sick because you shot her like some deranged idiot and now you dug a hole you can't get out of. I'm not going down for your mistakes! Whatever you need the money for, is it really worth your life? We're talking about The Joker here. You gotta be ten toes down confident there's a way out before you get us all killed."
It was quiet for a moment until Joey burst through the door in a panic. He locked it back shut and started to frantically load his gun.
"Woah, what's got you all spooked?" Mike asked with a laugh.
"The clown. He's here! I told you he'd find her! Ohhhhh man, we're so f__ked!"
Everyone talked at once trying to make sure Joey wasn't pulling their leg.
"Whaddya mean 'the clown is here?" Mike asked outright. Then Scotty chimed in, "Did you see him for yourself?"
Joey shut them all up with a wave of his arms. "No! No! But I saw his trio! They were coming up the stairs when I spotted them! There was no other way out so I came back!" He turned to look Rico in the eye. "What do we do?"
"It was just those three?"
Joey nodded, "Yeah." He frowned when Rico laughed before responding. Their leader just brushed off his concern like it was nothing.
"No need to get bent outta shape, their lightweights! Especially the blond. He's just a frat boy playing henchmen, trust me." They all shared a laugh but Joey didn't join in.
He saw the look on their faces. Joker's men meant business.
There was nothing to laugh at in his opinion and he spoke up again to try and talk some sense into everyone else. "W-What about the other two? I heard the rumors. Frost is supposedly ex-military and the other guy is like some mercenary for hire."
You snorted in the background, "I'd start praying if I were you. Like it'll do you any good."
Your taunts triggered another coughing fit right as Rico heard footsteps coming up the stairs. He spun around to snap at Scotty. "Shut her up!" He hissed.
"I'm sorry." Scotty said to you before he covered your mouth and pinned your hands down.
It was a temporary fix to silence you as the roar of footsteps went past the apartment door. Everyone held their breath as they passed over and kept going. Rico watched them through the peephole with his hand hovering over his gun.
They all breathed a sigh of relief until Scotty yelped when you bit his palm.
You couldn't breathe. You sucked in some air so you could cough, much louder this time, and that ended with a concerning wheeze. The walls of the rundown apartment they held you in were paper thin and not the best for hiding. You easily gave away their position.
Rico turned to order Scotty to move you into the only bedroom right as the front door was kicked in.
Joey was the first to go. His body dropped dead and the other three scrambled for cover right as a shootout began. Only six shots rang out before Joker's voice silenced all motion.
"Mac! If you accidentally shoot my Light I'll rip your f__king head off!"
Joker sounded frayed and pissed. This wouldn't end well.
Mike and Rico dragged Joey's dead body out of the way before they took cover behind the couch that separated the small living room from the kitchen. Then they listened to their unexpected guests arguing.
"What do you suggest we do then, J?!" Mac yelled back. Joker scratched his head with the barrel of his gun. "Uh. Knock before you enter?"
"Unbelievable." Mac whispered to himself.
A gloved hand emerged from the hallway to playfully rasp against the door. "Knock knock, uhh anyone home?"
You cried out when Scotty tried picking you up. Joker heard you and poked his head in to locate you. "Bunny?!"
Frost dragged J back into the hallway right as a shot missed his head. They both looked at the bullet hole in the wall with intrigue. These common thugs were packing some heat.
"Uh thanks for the save." J said. Frost just shook his head.
He gestured for Mac to do this thing. The former frat boy grinned and raised his voice to carry into the apartment.
"Well that was a little too close to comfort! Let's negotiate boys before the landlord starts charging damaging fees! Hand over the girl nice and easy and we'll leave the way we came. No fuss, no muss."
"Yeah right. As if you'll let us live! WE AIN'T STUPID!" Rico yelled right back. He stole a glance at you being corralled into the bedroom. You were sweating bullets and you looked absolutely miserable.
He still had the upper hand here. If he was gonna die here, he might as well get his revenge before heading out.
Rico yelled at his former boss across the way.
"Does she mean the world to you, Joker?" It was a rhetorical question yet he paused for dramatic effect, before answering it himself.
"Of course she does. You wasted thousands of dollars on her security. We risked our lives for some b___h we never met!"
"And? Your point?" Joker dragged out. Was this guy's problem? Risking your life was a part of the job description.
Mac and Neo both shared a 'is this guy for real?' look.
"That nasty cough you heard? That's nothing compared to the gunshot wound to her stomach. My gift to you for all the s__t you put me through!." Rico yelled.
The bedroom door slammed shut with you inside and that was Mike and Rico's cue to start fighting back.
It was two against four but the odds were in their favor with the apartment layout. They could pick off Joker and his goons the second they walked through the door. Revenge was within his grasp.
Too bad Rico didn't take into account Joker's desperation to get you back. J had only a brief glimpse of the room when he poked his head in earlier but he got a vague layout of the place in that timeframe.
With you tucked away in the bedroom, all Joker had to do was aim at the old leather couch the two thugs were hiding behind.
Joker nodded at Neo who was scoping the angles with his gun. The mercenary gave the thumbs up. He had a clear shot. J knew Neo would take it with no hesitation.
Mac saw the confirmation and sighed dramatically. As a farce, he tried to make one final deal.
"You sure you don't wanna settle? One million each, with immunity, we won't hunt you down blah blah jazz? We just want the girl back. There's no need for bloodshed."
"F__k you and—"
Neo didn't let them finish their sentence. It only took four rounds to pick off his targets.
It ricocheted off the ceiling light and the walls before sinking into the target. Frost and Joker rushed in and found the door to the bedroom before their bodies had time to hit the floor. Joker could hear the final thug inside freaking out along with you trying to calm him down, in between gasps of air.
"Scotty l-listen to me.. I can protect you. You've been so kind to me.. You have to... drop your weapon though. Please. Stand behind me. Let me s-save you."
"You can't help me! He's gonna kill me! I'm sorry Y/n. I'm so sorry."
Frost glared at J when they both heard you start to panic. Joker didn't care about the outcome; he just kicked the door in, saw Scotty holding a gun to your head and reacted.
"S-Stay back! I'll.. I'll do it!"
Joker threw a knife and it sunk into your captor's neck, killing him instantly. You fell with Scotty's dead weight and groaned when you landed on your wound.
Hands quickly pulled you away and you briefly noticed Mac, Frost, and Neo securing the room before your focus landed on Joker.
His eyes were frantically scanning you all over and they widened when he saw your infected gunshot wound. These idiots shot you in the stomach and failed to give you medical aid. Joker's worries shot to the roof seeing the wound oozing blood and pus.
You were burning up and losing unconsciousness.
"Bunny? Bunny, look at me?! No no noooo, stay with me, Y/n. C'mon doll." He cupped your cheek and gently patted it to keep you alert. He hated seeing your eyes struggling to stay open.
The adrenaline rush of Joker coming to save you had up and left. The only thing that remained was a splitting headache and a numb feeling that was spreading all over.
It had been three days since you kissed Joker goodbye and at times, you thought you'd never see him again. Now he was here, holding you close, pleading for you to keep your eyes open— but you were so tired.
He yelled at Frost to page Sarai when he saw your eyelids flutter close again. The doc would know what to do in this situation. Joker could only hold you close and keep you conscious until she arrived. There was no way he would risk trying to move you in such a fragile state.
"I'm sorry Joker." Your timid voice immediately gained Joker's attention.
"Nothing to be uh, sorry for mypretty girl."
"I.. it took longer t-than an hour." You reached up to cup Joker's cheek. He kept your hand there with his own.
"I am never going to a bank. Never again." You weakly jerked your head over at Mac. "Get him to do my finances from now on." You whined.
Joker cracked a smile watching you go back and forth with his book keeper. If you had the energy to make jokes then you'd be perfectly fine. Sure you'd have a nasty scar and a brutal recovery process, but nothing you couldn't handle with Joker by your side.
Joker looked up at Frost with a smug grin. "See? Told ya my Light ain't dead."
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bright-and-burning · 24 days
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“sports are by nature unfair stop whining about it” is such goofy rhetoric to me lol. cuz by that logic we gotta eliminate like . 3/4ths of sports talk. and not even just on social media like half my water cooler conversations would be dead. i don’t care if unfairness is “just part of the game/sport/insert noun here” it’s my god-given right as a sports fan to bitch and complain lol. and i’ll do it in other sports too!! when the bills lost bc of that dumbass overtime rule i called that shit unfair and stupid as hell not because i expected or even particularly wanted the result to magically change afterwards but because that’s??? how being a fan of a team/athlete/WHATEVER works???? when the uswnt went out in the world cup i was like “clearly that ball did not go in. no i don’t care about advanced technology, i know this in my heart to be true.” on an individual (ish) sports level i’ve seen some insanely unfair shit go down at national track meets and called it unfair and nobody was like “ummm sports are unfair the official made their call and you just have to shut up and like it,” everybody was like “yeah that shits wildly unfair. fuck that official fr” like remember your ROOTS folks
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sugdenlovesdingle · 1 month
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K, L & N please!!!
it's almost a shame you picked N and not M - KLM is the royal Dutch airline lol K:  Do you have a guilty pleasures in fic (reading or writing)? I'm not sure about guilty pleasures but I NEED a happy ending. I can deal with drama and angst and heartbreak as long as everything is all sunshine and rainbows at the end. And I LIVE for meddling parents/siblings/friends and outsider/third person POV fics. L:  Which of your fanfics was the most emotionally challenging to write? PS I love you. I usually avoid/ignore Gwyn's death (and I will be doing the same with Gabriel, thank you very much) but this worked really well with the prompt "Letter". I just cannot deal with Major Character Death fics in general, but dead parents/grief heavy fics are a big no for me. I'm happy with how it turned out but I probably won't be writing anything like that again! N: Any fic ideas brewing that you’d care to share? Oh man - so many! I'm hoping to finish my pride fic soon, there is my TK and Marjan exploring Austin fic that was inspired by TK's diamond earring and also these (mostly just ~vibes~ for now) - K9 handler/reluctant social media star Carlos - wrong person/right time blind date - photographer!TK going all Humans of New York Austin and getting Carlos in front of his lens (inspired by this screencap from the pilot I saw ages ago that had cameras on the shelves in TK's apartment) - Owen's bff/TK's godfather from New York visiting (outsider POV) - Owen and TK getting interviewed for local news as the new father and son duo working to reopen firehouse 126, and Carlos being there too to update the public on a missing person's case - a kind of missing moments thing of TK "officially" meeting Gabriel and Andrea. The show went from the farmer's market to dinner party at casa tarlos and that always felt a bit rushed. - Carlos and Gwyn bonding while TK recovers after being shot. In Bad Call, when Carlos shows up at Owen's house looking for TK, he still calls Owen Captain Strand but calls Gwyn by her first name, so in my mind he's closer to her/knows her better/is less intimidated by her. I have this image in my head of them having long conversations late at night when TK is asleep on Carlos' bicep and he can't/won't move because TK needs rest, and she isn't quite as scary when the only light source is the tv.
And my RWRB different first meeting fic that I shared a little snippet of earlier (and was supposed to be posted 4 months ago - never let me run a challenge again, me and deadlines is a bad combo)
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buckttommy · 11 months
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I rmbr you posting a while back that 911 isn't queerbaiting. And at that time I agreed. Just found out about this though-
https://www.tumblr.com/sherlocking-out-loud/717736323395518464/and-on-the-subject-of-queerbaiting-fox-us-never?source=share
This is DEFINITELY queerbaiting, acc to me. Thoughts?
*fart noises*
Okay I'm going to answer this in good faith and not on the assumption that this is some sort of queerbaiting "gotcha," so strap yourself in because this gets a little long.
To start with, FOX Spain is a Walt Disney affiliate with a completely different roster of shows than that which is seen on FOX US. Why is this important? It's important because affiliations are, in essence, distribution deals that exist to bring mainstream television to different regions, countries, etc that might not have access to mainstream content. (There are other things that go into being an affiliate, but this is the bare bones). Being a Walt Disney affiliate means that FOX Spain is allowed distribution of certain shows according to whatever deals are worked out between the networks in question without those shows being their exclusive property (i.e. The Walking Dead, shown on FOX Spain, is property of AMC and Blue Bloods, which is also shown on FOX Spain, is property of CBS, and so on and so forth).
So what does this have to do with 911 and the accusations of Queerbaiting? Everything.
It's important to note that FOX Spain is not a FOX channel. Not really. In fact, FOX Spain will be rebranding this year to Star Channel to mitigate the association with FOX, the network. But what that means in the present (and in the past, regarding these tweets), is that FOX Spain and FOX US are two separate entities. Although they are both under the same umbrella (Disney), they exist and function in two completely distinct and individual capacities. These channels do not share any overlap (except, of course, that they both air 911). But this distinction also means that each channel has two separate promotional teams (otherwise known as the ones in charge of the tweets, TikToks, etc).
9-1-1, as a product of FOX US, has always maintained that their official mouthpieces are 911onFox, FOX Drama Club, and FOX TV US. Which means that neither FOX US nor FOX Spain have any bearing on what the other posts. 911, as the official mouthpiece for FOX/the show, has never queerbaited us, and while the social media manager over at FOX Spain may be Buddie AF, they also have no bearing on the writing, directing, production, or promotion of the story beyond the capacity which they already fill—which is to say, posting about episodes that are already filmed and airing/about to air.
Look. I get it. People are disappointed after the finale and... I'm not touching that with a ten-foot poll because, in all honesty, I just don't care! But trying to scrounge up reasons to justify your hurt, sadness, or disappointment isn't going to make you any less hurt or sad or disappointed. FOX isn't queerbaiting us. They've never promised us Buddie and the writers have never maliciously teased us with it. Whatever is going on behind the scenes is an unfolding situation that doesn't negate the story the writers are trying to tell, it just means that their end goal hasn't come to fruition yet. And I still believe it will.
So. Hopefully this helps! If not, well! Oh well! lol.
FUCK Disney, SUPPORT Writers, Actors, and Directors and don't drop the word "queerbait" in my inbox without some sort of jumpscare warning lol.
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mischiefmaker615 · 1 year
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I have a spicy request for Loki:
Have him naked making reader breakfast 🥞 then having a bubble bath and make love in there lol 😂 Or have him put fruit on her and eat it off . Or have a room full of books and him read to her lol Or do a picnic and him read her favorite 📖.
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Rating: R
*Happy Valentine's Day!*
Hearts and Bubbles
You had forgotten how much people posted on social media when it came to Valentine’s Day, and each post you saw only reminded you more and more about the last conversation you had with your boyfriend before you had to spend the night at work. You were grateful for the barracks SHIELD had available but if it wasn’t for the backed-up paperwork, you would have found yourself in Loki’s arms in your own apartment doing a much better job at explaining what the particular holiday meant.
Flashback~
“I mean.. its not exactly a holiday compared to thanksgiving or Christmas but a majority of the time, people still do something on it,’’ you explained as you zipped up your uniform with Loki leaning on the doorframe behind you, enjoying the show yet in deep thought.
‘’but darling, shouldn’t partners treat each other like that every day?’’ he questioned.
‘’yes but.. think of it as like thanksgiving, we should be grateful every day but focusing on the symbolic meaning of it in general kind of makes thinks feel official.. more like required where its harder to put off’’ you explain, not even knowing if that made sense to yourself as you grabbed your keys and bag and finally faced your boyfriend who had just been coming up at the same time and enveloped you in his arms.
‘’I could never put you off darling, Midgardian traditions are.. quite strange. Id dare to say then that I have spent every day since we’ve been together celebrating Valentine’s day.’’ He prided in himself and began kissing a trail from your jawline to your neck, making you bit your lip yet tilt your head to grant him more access.
‘’cant argue with that, but I guess society set up certain requirements to make things official, stereotypically getting the girlfriend-‘’ *buzz* you look down at your phone and saw an urgent text from Nat on how your presence was needed before Fury got even more closer to firing everyone in direct eyesight after the latest mission fail. Minor but still, that man could be a sensitive ticking time bomb.
Looking up at Loki, you catch his lips in your own before stepping out of his arms ‘’I’ll have to explain better tomorrow when I get back, I love you and I’ll be home as soon as I can.’’
Present~
You shake your head to rid of the terrible explanation of Valentine’s Day and finally stand once the bus stopped. You clutched the card and container of Asgardian mead Thor managed to get you as you began walking towards your apartment. You hadn’t been able to explain what the stereotypical things to do on Valentine’s Day were, like flowers, a card and perhaps diner- stuff like that, but did manage to get Loki something. It could also pass as an apology to help lighten the sexual punishments Loki liked to bestow whenever you left him alone for to long, and considering how it was an overnight stay, you seriously prayed Thor helped pull through with this beverage.
Your steps quickened the closer you got and finally opened your door only to stop at a dead halt. The lights were dimmed and instead were supported by the light of scattered candles all around the room. By the smell of it, at least two were scented and placed on either side f the living room to give the place a rose and lavender(?) smell. Your mouth nearly fell by the sight of it all as you stepped further inside, the door closing behind you as you set your things down on the chair closest to you and your eyes dropped to find a trail of rose petals leading down the hall before you.
Your heart began to flutter, being reminded how this was your first Valentine’s Day with Loki and for him to go do all this made you want to find him all the more quickly. How did he- this was beyond what most people would do and as you passed the kitchen, could smell there was something delicious covered and cooling on the stove. Your eyes moved back to the hall as you walked down and opened the door that led to your bedroom and found your bed covered with rose petals and a bouquet of roses in the center. A card and a heart shaped box of what you assumed had to be chocolates sat on top of your pillow and your lip began to quiver by the sight of it all.
Two hands came behind you and covered your eyes, making you jump out of surprise but immediately relaxed upon recognizing who it obviously was. ‘’now if I would have known you were going to cry, I wouldn’t have done this.’’
‘’they’re tears of joy Loki’’ you laughed, knowing fully well he knew that and he let you turn around and you wrapped your arms around his neck. ‘’thank you so much!’’ you beam and he holds you close, feeling him take a relaxing breath now that you were both together again.
‘’I’ve missed you darling..’’ he breathed and you couldn’t help but giggle.
‘’its only been-‘’
‘’to long darling. Next time I’ll have no choice but to spend the night over there as well just to be with you’’ he teased and leans down to capture your lips.
Humming against his, you tangle your fingers in his hair and you feel like lean into your touch, biting your bottom lip as his hands travel slowly down to grasp your ass. Before things would lead to.. that, you lean back a little to look at him with a questioning look ‘’but.. how did you know to do all this?’’
‘’you didn’t get a chance to finish on what your Midgardian traditions were so I attempted to look them up on the computer.. though I suppose I do need a bit more practice because the bloody thing wont cooperate’’ he sighed though you knew it probably was going to be something simple he wasn’t doing and he continued ‘’so.. I spoke to Thor on his observations upon being on this planet and went from there.’’
Your heart fluttered again as you wrap your arms around his neck and hold yourself closer to him. the fact that he was willing to even speak to his brother- despite how he felt, you knew he wouldn’t have gone to any of the other members for help and go the extra mile to try to figure out all of this on his own just for you, made you want to cry tears of joy all over again. ‘’oh Loki.. no one has ever done this for me.. thank you’’ you cry and kiss him again where he wasted no time to return the affection and pulled you close, turning you both around so your back was against the now closed door so he could lean deeper into the kiss.
‘’and I’m the only one who will love’’ he promised and his lips and teeth found your vulnerable neck ‘’now I know you must be a bit tired but I have one more surprise for you..’’ he murmured against your skin and you tried to gather your concentration to register what he had said before he suddenly releases you.
You almost whine from his lack of contact but he places a hand on the lower side of your back and nudges you to follow another trail of rose petals leading into your bathroom. as you follow, he trails behind you, his hands resting on your hips as you open the door and gasp. ‘’oh gods this is just what I need..’’ you sigh with contentment to find a bath drawn with more petals floating on the water, candles and by the smell of it, special oils in the water for healing.
You go to take a step forward but Loki’s hands on your hips stop you for a brief moment before you feel his fingers curl at the base of your shirt and before you knew it, it was pulled up and off.
Read the whole story ♥
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silver-wield · 8 months
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So its been what 2 mos. since the release of 1st official trailer of rebirth and i still see from different social media that some people insist/ believe that Sephiroth's line " you know that i killed her, so who is she" is actually referring to Aerith & that the dev is just gas lighting us or misdirecting us in that trailer 🤣 I really think it doesn't make any sense that Sephiroth is talking about Aerith since well y'know she AIN'T DEAD yet at this point of the game 🤣 & Sephiroth is talking about the PAST NOT the FUTURE events that none of the party knows about (except for Aerith maybe), hence "killed". Also him asking Cloud "so who is she?", I think that if Cloud or even Aerith herself will humor him by answering his question, it will be like this "she's still/am still the real Aerith coz you haven't kill her/me yet! Duh!". 🤣
On the serious note, i think some people are rejecting the idea that Sephiroth is actually using Tifa this time (not Aerith) to really mess up with Cloud's mental. Coz if this Sephiroth really holds a knowledge towards the future then he knows that the only way to fully break Cloud's mind is thru Tifa. See even Sephi knows who the real canon ship is😆
I know that if I blurt my opinion in the other social media some people will try to argue or attack me & I'm not really in the mood to argue with those kind of people LOL so im sharing it here.
In every other translation released for the trailer Sephiroth says Tifa's name. He's talking about Tifa and only Tifa.
Cleriths are deluded morons.
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bitebackbaby · 1 year
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For the ask wip game, may I ask about “socmed au 😔”?
please
ahhhhh, my socmed au 😔.... my precious baby, my firstborn child…
this is a multi-media (kinda) experience in which i detail the goings-on of the guard through their chats, forums, spiktoks, spwitter, and speddit accounts [space social media ;)].
while this fic is absolutely a comedy first, it does have an underlying plot! this centers around the public (& the gar) slowly becoming more aware of the heavy restrictions and punishments the guard is under, as Cardy (finally becoming a tiktok star as god [me] intended) continually creates accounts posing as the ‘real coruscant guard’ and faces backlash from both authority and cruel natborns.
i really, really love this story. it’s one that’s just fun to write, you know? It isn’t completely without angst or whump (of course not, it’s me), but it’s a bit more light-hearted than what i usually write, and it really gives me a chance to show off (my ocs) how characters interact with each other and highlight their personalities. im very excited to start posting it once it’s ready!!
no set chapter length yet, but it’ll probably be about 20k? maybe more? idk it’s got a fair amount already lmao
here’s a snippet! :)
[The camera shifts to show a clone laying face-down on the ground, sprawled out like a dead body. He has non-standard paint, denoting him as a Commander.
“Sir?”
There is a loud groan.
“Is it the expense reports again?”
A louder groan.
The clone holding the camera sniggers, the footage becoming momentarily blurry. By the time it clears up, the clone on the floor has shifted to face the wall, clearly turning away from the other clone in disgruntlement.
“I bet this doesn’t happen to the Separatists,” the Commander says, with a clear sulking tone.
Still sounding greatly amused, the observing clone says; “Sir, if you were a separatist, I think I would be legally obligated to shoot you.”
“Even better,” he says grimly.
The camera shakes, then goes black, as the clone holding it loses the battle against laughter and accidentally drops it.]
no official title for this one yet either – it lives in my head as this emoji 😔 lol
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iloveyouemanuelmarco · 2 months
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Hey, my name is Emanuel or Marco and thank you for stopping by to visit my official Tumblr Blog or something like that. Lmfao currently I am a 16 year old[mostly-digital]artist and animator who is multifandom but mostly draws fictional gay thick or big-booty buff men in a 2000s anime/manga inspired artstyle which sometimes leans on the "kawaii" or moe side and other times is somewhat based off of edgy amature art stuff from the older side of the internet[Think of the super cringeworthy stuff you'd find on NewGrounds, YouTube or DeviantArt back somewhere around 2007]. When I draw different stuff related to my interests, it may get on the side of edgelord content such as gore/blood/guts/violence/weapons[Fictional NSFL btw], creepy/horror related content, suggestive or NSFW[Not really]self-indulgent stuff, maybe venting if I feel ready to be open like that sometimes I guess it depends and OTPs along with OCxCanon content and crackshipping. If you're uncomfortable with any of that then please for your own saftey leave my page and take care of yourself thank you♡. I don't know what other stuff to put here other than I've recently started working on my idea for a Five Night's At Freddy's self-insert alternate universe fanmade-webcomic and a Saga Of The Dead/Road Of The Dead fanmade comic game continuation due to it being an on and off hyperfixation and special interest of mine roflmao.
To get more into about who I am as a person without accidentally violating my own privacy and saftey, I am a somewhat gender-nonconforming or genderfluid/bigender??(Idfk, man)bisexual aceflux FtM/transgender man who uses both he/she pronouns but please don't use they on me thx. While I am apart of the LGBTQIA+ communtiy on the interwebs I am also a professionally dxed autistic and ADHDer who may get distracted irl and go afk somewhat so if I suddenly disappear for a couple days or something on other social media platforms I hopefully haven't been murdered/j(Please use tone tags with me if asked since I do have a hard time reading social norms irl okay thank you). I want to try a polyamrous or queerplatonic relationship with other people in the future but not now obviously since I still need to work on being better when it comes to the mental health department lol xD(I am stone faced as I am typing lol). I am a white-latine person who is making an attempt to learn more about his culture and to understand more of the language but sometimes I may struggle due to cognitive difficulties so please keep that in mind and be patient with me...My DMs are open 24/7 in looking for new mutuals on here but I may be somewhat vulgar or off putting under my overly-cautious mom-friend nature once you get to know me. That being said don't be afraid to tell me if I am making you uncomfortable in any sort of way due to that or if I'm accidentally supporting someone or something problematic in nature ok? Good.
To keep in mind of what I am gonna post on here, it's probably very stereotypically fanboyish or some sort of dumbassery depending on the context but then again it's my page so Idfc :]. Main fandoms are mostly hyperfixations or special interests of some sort such as Undertale/Deltarue including AUs, Five Night's At Freddy's(Both the canon and sometimes the OG 2014 Rebornica nightguards au) and the Saga Of The Dead or specifically for me the Road Of The Dead 2010 Newgrounds flash games by EvilDogGames and SickDeathFiend(one of my more obscure??obsessions). Other things related to cartoons and videogames I really find comfort in are My Little Pony:Friendship Is Magic, Minecraft? Roblox, YouTubers, Vocaloid/Utaloid related content, Spider-Man: Across The Spiderverse, EddsWorld, Invader Zim, Pokémon, Postal, Hatred, Team Fortress 2 and admittedly some Friday Night Funkin'(I know it's dumb sorry about that). There's definitely more but I can't really list them all rn so yeah that's about it for this section...
When it comes to music, my taste is pretty diverse though I do have some obviously favourite genres but I am always looking to expand my horizons and more. Bands such as Green Day, Three Days Grace, SlipKnot, Korn, My Chemical Romance, System Of A Down, Linkin Park, Falling In Reverse(I am a Ronnie Radke hater though, so far he seems like another douchebag asshole), Asking Alexandria, Sleeping With Sirens, Sum-41, Pierce The Veil,, Black Veil Brides, Falling In Reverse, Set It Off, Get Scared and Bring Me The Horizon just to name a few. Though if you want my preferred genres when picking stuff I guess that would include stuff like Nightcore(not technically a genre but shut up please/lh), Rock, Pop-Punk, Trace, Emo, Techno, Happy Hardcore, Classical, maybe Lofi and I wanna get more into Rap or Hip Hop but specifically Drill. 80s and 90s stuff is cool too, it really just depends on what I find on the internet :D.
General hobbies include reading, writing which includes imaginative stories and poetry, drawing(duh), singing, dancing, helping to bake with others, cosplay or just dressing up in cute outfits at tbh, watching anime, reading manga, playing videogames, collecting figurines sometimes, roleplaying, cleaning/organization, studying earth and animal science related topics, watching cute animal videos on the interwebs, memes that suit my broken sense of humor, spending time with relatives and caring for irls who I hang out with, listening to music(who doesn't??), visual novels, robotics in fiction and irl, subcultures that were prevalent in the 2000s such as the type of fashion style you'd find on Myspace scene or emo kids, anything kawaii/cute or edgy and dark, taking naps, snuggling with my stuffed animals, learning instruments and just enjoying nature scenery on days when I am more avaliable irl. I also want to travel the world or something similar when I finally can and to learn how to code so I can program my own videogame ideas but baby steps T-T.
Do not follow or interact with me in a free-form and casual manner if you are a proshitter/profiction/comshipper, fujoshit/fudanshit or himejoshi/himedanshi, are a lolicon/shotacon of any sort, are a transmedicalist/radfem, anti-neopronouns/anti-xenogenders/anti-therian/anti-furry/anti-alterhuman/anti-fictionkin/anti-otherkin or anti objectum(I don't understand or identify with these things but as long as they're not hurting anyone I support and don't find any problems with it), are a radinclus/"radqueer"/"TransID"/support trans racial idiots or mspec "lesbians", support AI Generated "Art" and NFTs or CryptoCurrency, is bodily under 13, are pro-para, are in pro-£D or pro-$H spaces, are a MAP/P£do, Z0o or Necro(Please go to jail:3), support DreamWasTaken or the Dream Team, support endogenic "systems" or fakeclaim random people without proof because they're cringe(Genuine mental illness fakers dni you suck and I pray no one with actual tourettes, DID/OSDD or autism cross paths with you for their sake. Lmfao stfu and gtfo). Also it should be obvious but anyone who's LGBTQIA-phobic, racist, xenophobic, ableist, misogynistic, islamaphobic, antisemetic, ableist, fatphobic or supports hateful and degenerate shit or problematic creators get out now before I block you<3.
Random thing that's not as important but Jeremy/Scout, John Creaseman, Postal Dude, William Afton/Dave Miller/Springtrap, Micheal Afton, Henry Emily, Vincent Bishop and me are in a complex polyam relationship so haters dni uwu(Please help me I wanted to die writing that emoticon *barf*). But seriously I know it's weird but they all are sort of comfort characters to me in some way shape or form so it's ok if you don't like some of them but please don't complain if you dislike them. I'll respect your opinion and you'll respect mine like civilized "adults"☆.
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quietzap · 1 year
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So I've always enjoyed your reblogs of 911, I never actually watched it until very recently. I rmr watching Ryan in the boy next door and thought he was a good actor! Now, I've been seeing here and there what's happening in his personal life right now..can u tell me why him and the wife were toxic together? I'm so fkn nosy! 🤣🤣🤣
Glad you enjoy the reblogs! Fun fact, Oliver who plays Buck also auditioned for The Boy Next Door! And yess Ryan's such a good actor! iirc the original 911 showrunner specifically wanted him to play Eddie! (And Maddie was supposed to become his love interest but thankfully JLH wanted Chimney instead aha)
And well it's just that they weren't compatible to being with 😅 thing is she got pregnant only a few months after they started dating and Ryan had talked about how much he wanted children so yeah they stayed together and then they were gonna break up but she got pregnant again during the pandemic and they tried to make it work again (and got married at home 😅). Anyway, she's very into social media and he isn't (he's into painting and photography etc), she's into restrictive diets and excessive workouts to look a certain way and he isn't (he said he doesn't want to spend time and energy on what it takes to look like when he was younger, and she acknowledged that it's not easy to deal with her when she preps for her bodybuilding competitions). She seems to have certain values that don't align with his (I mean she does seem to be open-minded but she also loves guns and stuff). He's also made comments that make it sound like she's quite jealous and has to approve his female love interests on the show. And I rmbr he posted about how she taught him to focus on what he needs instead of what he wants even if it's hard bc it's worth it 😐 Also he was always showing her support with her endeavours and more recently her singing meanwhile at first she posted about the show but the last couple years she only praised his looks, like nothing about his artworks. And like, throughout their relationship every couple of months she'd be passive aggressive on her instagram about their relationship so everyone would know things weren't ok lol and she'd post pics without her wedding ring on, and Ryan would be more lowkey and delete pics of them/her as some kind of retaliation I guess (it seems being with her made him a bit childish, or maybe he just wasn't happy that she was public like this). And then they'd be ok again and praise each other lol anyway. Since the beginning of the year it was clear things weren't ok like she made a passive aggressive post on V-Day about how challenging it is to watch your partner grow and all basically saying they're growing apart lol, and he commented basically agreeing things were nightmarish 😅 and recently he'd been deleting a few posts here and there and she posted about getting rid of "dead ends that no longer serve" her (yikes). Then they posted an old family pic on their stories (I guess to mean they're still a family through the kids) and now they've both unfollowed each other and deleted all pics of each other etc. So I guess they're officially divorced now 🤷 so yeah it seemed Ryan tried to be another person with her at first to make things work and then as time went on he cared more about what makes him truly happy and that wasn't compatible with what makes her happy 🤷 So yeah as you can see this wasn't very healthy! But kudos to them for divorcing now and not staying together for decades just for the kids, it'll be much better for them to see their parents separated but happy than together but miserable!
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scorpiobabylon · 1 year
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i am 99% certain i know who you're talking about. we're still in mutuals because i'm afraid of her after noticing how many rumors about p***** t***** linked back to her but what the fuck happened if you don't mind sharing?
hmmmmmm yea. no comment re: p.t. but i can speak to my own experience
it's still hard to talk about but i was dazzled by a relationship with a B-list tumblr lesbian when i was seventeen and she was nineteen where she used me as her therapist and refused to let me leave when i realized the relationship was wildly unbalanced and unfulfilling. she was incredibly charming online but during her first physical visit it became clear that she did not care about who i was as a human being and we had zero chemistry. we kissed maybe twice during a nearly three-year relationship and when i attempted to get out she would threaten self-harm and suicide in retaliation. this went on (with my total compliance -- i can't think of a single way she abused me which i did not eagerly collaborate with her on and make compassionate excuses for) until, about four months after our "official" breakup (one she vetted for nearly six months before she felt comfortable going public with the news)............ i was taking a two-hour exam at college and left the classroom to find almost thirty voicemails calling me names, accusing me of cheating, telling me she hoped i was happy with whoever had poisoned me against her. four months after the breakup. and i finally blocked her phone number. and she made tumblr post after tumblr post (including one with my phone number so her followers would call me to "talk some sense into me") stating that if i did not speak to her she had a plan for killing herself. i have comprehensive screenshots of this meltdown, but they are boggling and upsetting and i don't care to share them in the context of just uhhhh LOL answering an anon on my succession blog. so i deleted the blog i'd had since i was a kid. i had enough. i cannot tell you how surreal it was to break down and call her, weeks after, just missing this person who had alienated me from my friends and family to such an extent that i believed she was one of the only people in my life who loved me, to hear zero emotion in her voice as she told me it was over because my blog was gone. the relationship was no longer a public source of clout for her and therefore not worth her attention. she immediately moved on to bullying a different cartoonist into submission. i did not realize the extent of what i endured until i was able to connect with other people who dated her and we were able to compare stories. i even apologized to her, owning up to my behavior in the relationship (after a stint in codependents anonymous and early transition anxieties made me dead-set on doing the right thing with zero regard for the reality of my situation) and then realized with horror that someone she abused soon after me also apologized around exactly the same time. all of our stories had frightening similarities -- the idyllic super-online early days, her dead-faced disinterest when she met us in person which would flip into picture-perfect happiness as soon as she pointed the camera at herself (one ex had a story about her seeming bored and even being pointedly mean to them until she insisted they take a selfie, at which point she would not stop kissing them as long as the camera was on). like i am a human being who has certainly hurt friends and partners and then made clunky choices when it came to amends, i'm not some saintly victim because i encountered this person (and neither are any of the other people i connected with who had similar stories about her), but i'm not gonna put my hands over my eyes and pretend i don't see a bloody trail of repeated behavior with her just because none of us are perfect survivors. literally no survivor ever is
and LOL i don't mind sharing. while also bearing in mind that social media is truly not the forum for understanding any of this, like this is Her Domain for a reason. survivor testimony, no matter how articulate, just does not hold a candle to practiced DARVO tactics and the tried and true appeal of being shamelessly and flippantly cruel on the internet for fun. like i can be as honest and earnest as possible Online but if i think for a second that that'll save me i'm fucked. like i am smart enough now to know this LOL. the complexities of that relationship, what it was like being on this site between 2012-2016, how much shame and fear around transness played into it, how tied up fandom behavior was in interpersonal abuse........ like. i'm gonna make comics about it because that's where my power is. like i'm grateful i am no longer so afraid of this person that i feel like i can't Share My Truth Online but also this is not the end-all-be-all for how i express myself. it's much bigger than fuckin..... posting u know
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semi-sketchy · 6 months
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With the recent news, I figured now might be a good time to remind everyone where you can find me.
YouTube - sassycat143 This has been my account for like 14 years, any links to my other socials will be listed on that channel, so it's a good place to keep a permanent bookmark on me. I also have a business email listed on the channel that I sometimes remember to check.
DeviantArt - OfficialSassy DA is kinda dead, but I still like the sorting features and the ability to upload full resolution images, so this is where all my artwork and photography is.
Twitter - ClassySassy143 Let's be real it's not long for the world and I've backed off from posting there, however there are some things only Twitter (I refuse to call it X) has, so I mostly use the account for Splatoon map rotation updates and Pokemon Go news. I still Tweet, just not often.
My Discord is for personal use, so I don't give it out unless it's to a friend or I need instant messaging for a collab. Believe me, it's for the best because despite how I may seem, I am not a talkative person and even though I'm only in a handful of servers, I only send like 8 messages a year in 'em.
I put in for a Bluesky code and am looking into cohost for future alternatives, but I haven't done anything yet. By the time I make up my mind someone will probably have claimed my user on there and I'll have to make up another name again lol
Why not just make the accounts now?
Because I don't want to have a bunch of social media to keep up with and suck my time. The few I have already do enough and are a primary reason I don't use them on my phone. Not to mention, these sites are "hot" right now because of the massive amount of people jumping ship off Twitter, who knows if they'll have any longevity. I've been around and seen enough "YouTube alternatives we should all move to" to know many sites just don't last past the initial hype.
Now I'm not leaving Tumblr. There's so much here and like DA, I love the archive system not to mention how tagging lets you organize and easily find posts later. I don't believe Tumblr is going anywhere anytime soon. Stagnation happens and sites like MySpace still exist. Heck, while I've basically abandoned it, Quotev still exists and has some active users.
But that's the kicker: active users. If Tumblr becomes such a ghost town that I'm basically the only person populating my dash, that'll probably be the time I officially move on. But until that happens...
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biolizardboils · 1 year
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sad i cant get Frontiers yet. im gonna gush about the Knuckles short so i wont be so sad
so it took me a week to realize the prologue comic and this short have different subtitles. the comic has Convergence and the short has Divergence. the acts of coming together and coming apart, respectively. hmm
also for anyone who missed it: this year, official Sonic social media said “here’s some fun material to get you caught up on series lore, also SURPRISE these are canon and take place just before the next game!” the timeline for this material is as follows: TailsTube (video series) >> Prologue: Convergence (comic) >> Prologue: Divergence (animation). if you haven’t seen them yet, enjoy!
on to the actual short: man. game-wise, Angel Island has been kinda irrelevant the entire time i’ve been into Sonic, zone reuse aside. i read up on its history, the games it was used in, and i revered it as the lore’s first big cornerstone. but outside of fanfiction it never really felt like it mattered until lately. i’ll shut up about it eventually, but damn, shit’s had me like this all year
so now that Classic-era lore and Everything After aren’t walled off from each other anymore, i guess the M.E. has two shrines (the indoor one in Hidden Palace, and the outdoor one seen from SA1 onward) and Knuckles moves it between them for some reason. you’d think he’d just keep it in the first one instead of letting it make a big green Come-Steal-Me beacon in the sky lol. maybe it’s an ancient custom, or he just wanted the rain to wash it
i love Flickies :) idek why, i just do. funy birdy
“Perhaps it’s karma...” Knuckles sweetie no!! your ancestors’ mistakes should not be yours to bear!!
TIKAAAAL MY DAUGHTERRRR
i like how this flashback clarifies two things the original SA1 cutscene didn’t, one happy-ish and one sad. on one hand, at least some of the trampled Chao could get up right after, instead of them all laying there dead (that freaked me out when i first played it). on the other, Pachacamac violently threw aside his own daughter. between this and popping Longclaw in the SCU, this guy just keeps getting worse
Perfect Chaos’ roar is so uniquely gorgeous for a 25-year-old soundbite.. the chills i got when the screen went white and it rang out...
“The question is: whose power was it originally? Who build this shrine to the Emeralds, and where did they go?” holy shit holy shit holy shit?? like?? ive wondered about the Emeralds’ origins before, but i never thought the series would address it. im not even sure i want them to address it; it’s been up for fan speculation for so long that an official answer might not live up to the hype. that being said they’ve got my full fucking attention
Tikal and Chaos are still around :’’’) its cool that they can come down from Sonic’s World Heaven whenever they like apparently
its also cool that Knuckles casually follows Tikal’s light ball. i wonder if that happens often, her pointing him towards cool shit on the Island
still not over Chao living in Sky Sanctuary man;; its so obvious that i cant believe it was never shown before! like of course Chao live on the Island, they lived near the shrine in the past! of course they live in this zone specifically, its like the Hero Garden but 10x bigger!
the gorgeous shot of Knuckles twirling in the air!! he was dodging buildings but he was enjoying himself at the same time!!
shoutout to Pablo, my spoiled NiGHTS Chao in SA1 that i haven’t visited in years lol
so many questions about the Koco Thing the Chao wanted... is it just a mask, or the front half of a real Koco’s corpse? if the latter’s true, where’s the back half? the Gear Thing looked like it fit snugly underneath the face, as if it’d been inside the Koco. i doubt Sonic’s gonna have to crack these Baby Rocks open to collect Gears, but the framing here looks too intentional. (if the game answers any of this please don’t tell me i wanna find out on my own)
speaking of spoilers there’s now no spoiler-free way for me to look up what the thing Knux put the Gear in is called so im stuck calling them Ancient Lawn Chairs
his goofy ahhh scream when he comes out the other end lmaoo
“Oh, an ambush, huh? Your funeral.” bro the delivery there....
the way the music cuts off as he prepares the punch and comes ROARING back in when it hits!!!!! i took Katie and Tyson’s advice and watched this on my big TV and i swear the impact SHOOK my whole house it went SO HARD
the fucking GASHES he makes on the third robot i FELT that shit. i felt his POWER, the WEIGHT of his every move throughout the whole scene. from that first punch something different started to happen it was amazing
AND THEN HE BRINGS THE WHOLE CLIFF CRASHING DOWN OH MY GOD
Sonic and Knuckles will see a robot teetering on a ledge and say “is anyone else gonna style on this guy?” and then not wait for an answer
“AND AFTER I WIN--” god i LOVE his confidence here
and then the floating angry preschooler brought out her biggest toy and said “bet” zcxvcbnm
fr tho what did Sage do to him?? did she Orb him immediately or did the Big Thing kick his ass first
poignant call back to the opening monologue aside, Knuckles’ screaming made me think of this lol
“But sometimes...” Knuckles. sweetheart. no man is an (Angel) island. sounds like you need another lesson on the true superpower of teamwork. ill try to give you one when i get the game and free you
I’m Here’s drop over the credits and Sega’s eye logo joined forces to jumpscare me back-to-back lol
i aint got no deep final thoughts but god damn these shorts just keep getting better exponentially, what kinda black magic they doing over there
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bunny-hoodlum · 2 years
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Almost done binging Netflix's Dark and Some Updates on hiatused Fics
Okay, I deleted my cringey post from however long ago, two days ago, whatever. I mean, in a way this blog is dead. I don't reaaaally feel like posting anything on here in particular, and I kinda never have. IDK when I will be drawing again, and I'm pulling away from social media in general becuz it's actually making me less inspired and more distracted.
Okay, I'll just quickly touch on Dark and move on. If you've read my fic "Powerless", which I stupidly deleted becuz I was worried readers were gonna feel ship-baited (becuz I didn't know when the NaruHina was ACTUALLY gonna happen) but for the past 3 years I wish I had left it up, it's been nearly 5 years now since I started it... AGHHHH!!! Okay, recurring angst out of the way, Dark S3 reminded me of what I was going for with Powerless. So... While time travel will not be involved at all, cosmic-level mysteries are definitely part of it. And I'll be working on the official plot again on the side. (it's still probably going to suck though, haha, what a reason to never update something, it never gets to suck if you don't let it. :P )
Fanfic Updates:
*more pained screaming* AHHHH!!! Had to get the cringe out of the way. Trying really hard here to get back to 21 Days but I feel so embarrassed, I don't know why. I just looked at it and had to click away, guhhh... T _ T Must be my writing, it's almost 3 years old. Where does the time go? I'm so sad. I have to retcon shit by 2 chapters. I totally forced the plot point of Sasuke taking his police test too early. I'm no longer attached to that development, which is good, because by holding onto it, I was staying stuck. Ch 20 is fine in of itself, but it's so, so short and not amazing. Totally a transitional chapter but whatever the new chapter is, it's going to be like... Ch 20's content plus more, and then Ch 21 is going to be something else entirely.
I know that there's nothing wrong with AWY in its current state, and even with the way it is right now it's like an arc has ended and I have to start a new arc, but I'm not feeling the last chapter anymore either. I think the way Kurenai is and how they kinda made up was totally accepted and even enjoyed? But it's not working for me. So I'm adjusting all of that.
As for Runner's High, I've written several new different outlines and such, so far I'm leaning on... and this is because I watched Run with the Wind last spring precisely for research... I'm leaning on Naruto being a college athlete and his team goes to a resort for training and it happens to be the one that I originally wanted him to work at -- maybe he will still work there at some point, I'm still figuring that all out. But I'm abandoning the 'hotel/hospitality management' major aspect because it's not really a necessary degree to move up the hierarchy. He can be a front desk boy and already be on the path to hotel owner, give or take years and years of experience, and then, y'know, not even know if that's what he wants until later. I still think Uzushio can be like a bankrupt country that he wants to go back to and revitalize and whatnot. Maybe. I've totally disconnected from my old plans and the previous version of the fic, so whatever becomes up the reboot is gonna be whatever it's gonna be, and it's not going to be the same lol. It literally cannot be the same. Lightning in a Bottle. But it's still a fun story that I want to write either way. It's a niche that needs to be filled, among other things.
Alright, I think that's all. Sorry, I'm not more succinct with this stuff, I know it's rambly as hell lol.
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Happy Freyja Friday!!! 💖🎉😘
It's almost your actual one year anniversary with the freyby! What a beautiful journey and union you two have had 💞💞💞 to many more!!!
TWO sheds in two months?! Miss Thing is back to doing the most I see! How are you two faring these days? How's school treating ya?
Philly actually planted a lot of honey locust for beautification/urban green planning, and I've read/seen that you can take the seed pods and boil the sweet um goo (??? I'm not a scientist lol) out of them to make a natural plant-based sweetener! But, obviously all the seed pods I see have been crushed by cars and feet and rained on and peed on etc etc so that's a no go 😢
One day, my foraging dreams will come true lol have you seen Alexis Nikole Nelson's (aka the Black forager) content on social media? She's super awesome.
A feeble attempt was made to revive the book club but it's still pretty dead lol at least we have this 😘
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I made a dog fort out of our bed when it was really cold last month and Nova was hogging it the other day 😂
Happy Freyja Friday!!!
I’m actually on time chdhhdhdhdjskendbjdjf, absolutely insane!💀 it will be an entire year I’m just two days and I can’t cope! It feels like we’ve been with each other for a much longer time, and I’m just baffled at the fact that she grew to love me in just a year😳 it’s giving fall in love at a certain amount of time trope, if you know what I mean then you know! (I hope you do…) but still, thank you friend… you’re the sweetest evers!🥺❤️ and I want you to know that with every union, you’re also apart of it as you were there during the early days of my journey with this scaly girl c;
I still can’t get over the back to back shedding, and apparently neither can Freyja. Her beard has been dark during the process😅 anywho, I am doing okay. Between school, work, and having minor health issues going on I think I’m tackling things rather well. As for our girl, she’s a lot happier these days; we’re expanding her diet, and gathering accessories for her enclosure in hopes of sprucing it up! And she’s always warm despite the bitter winter biting us all in the rear before it’s officially spring. Seriously, thank goodness for ceramic heating!
Honey locus? I have to look that up, friend! I didn’t know that was a tree 🥺 very mesmerizing tree with a cool base and warm, autumn favored leaves… I want to see more of those! Philly has good taste. Got me romanticizing a type of tree 🤭 wait— so you’re saying that with this sweet goo that is extracted from these pods, you can make an organic sweetener?! That’s amazing 🤩 I hate that there’s no real opportunity to do that given that you’re living in a city where plant life/resources aren’t necessarily considered(?) Like, if it was cleaner and plants weren’t looked at as embellishments, then that it would totally be doable imo 🥺
I can’t wait to witness your foraging, I just know that it would bring me so much joy as a) you are doing your hobby and b) you’re sharing it with me and teaching me a few things along the way c; I can’t say that I heard about Alexis Nikole Nelson or any of her work but I’ll check it out whenever I can find some time ☺️
And 😭 rip to our bookclub! It was initially productive, and I loved being apart of it along with just hearing everyone’s perspectives on the material c: not to mention I totally bragged about it to my therapist at one point 🤭 it’s a flex, okay! I feel that there may be a revival period if someone finds a really good read 😂
That is soooo cute friend! A doggie fort sounds so cozy and I know for a fact that some cuddles took place 🥰 and of course Nova is basking in the comfort of it all, I really love that for her❤️ I hope Abbie and Lizzie are getting their turns whenever they can lolol and that Wallace and Heller are experiencing great comforts as well in their own feline way c: I feel like they probably squeeze their way into certain nooks and crannies that would incite a war if bothered or removed 😂😅
And of course, I hope Philly weather is being kind to you my good friend 🥰 hope you are feeling well and will continue to prosper in any way you see fit!
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This is a day after her second shed, she’s obsessed with resting here again for whatever reason c:
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Wolf Symbolism + Spinoff Speculation
@wdway:
Someone posted in the group 2 short filming clips of Daryl/Norman you'll want to check out.
@galadrieljones:
Very interesting new entry in our saga of wolf content on social media lately. Today AMC official posted this clip if Morgan encountering the wolf, and the story of the wolves resurrected.
@twdmusicboxmystery:
Ooh nice! I’m loving all the wolf stuff!
@galadrieljones:
It’s definitely noticeable!!??
@twdmusicboxmystery:
The video is super zoomed in. The only reason I can think of for that is to focus on the W.
@galadrieljones:
Okay so I finally went and watched those clips that were posted at the SZ. In the longer one, it looks like Daryl is using the morning star! Very interesting. Also, I can’t tell what he is doing. Something with a suitcase, which he opens up, and several doves fly out? AHH. I can’t wait.
@twdmusicboxmystery:
Yeah, I’m super excited for the spin-off as well. Can’t wait to find out what those clips are all about. It’s so odd that doves would come out of a suitcase at all. Makes me wonder if maybe it’s a dream sequence or hallucination or something.
@wdway:
I also noticed the Morning Star and found it intriguing. It makes me wonder if it will simply appear just like it did in the subway in s11e2 and will disappear just as suddenly coming out of nowhere and going back. We've seen so few clips of Daryl's character and to my knowledge has not seen him with a crossbow or his winged vest. I toyed with the thought that maybe the Morningstar had a connection with France and Googled it but the origins of the Morning Star is from Germany not France.
The box of doves were odd and I wonder three came out and they looked a bit more grayish and then the fourth one came out and to me it was much whiter. I had wondered if maybe the white one might be a symbol of separation and Resurrection. 3 had been previously resurrected and the white dove (Beth) is the last to emerge.
The one white dove also reminded me so much of when Jesus was baptized, a symbolic act of death burial and Resurrection, a dove descended upon him from Heaven whereas in this one the box or coffin opened and the bird soared into heaven. We saw doves being released at the Kingdoms Fair with the ending of that episode being the victims on the pikes.
The doves being released and shown from above reminded me also of s9e1 where TF is entering the capital in Washington and we see above doves flying up. I believe it was the very next episode that we saw the portrait of Beth and a few episodes later Rick's fake death.
@galadrieljones:
I like your notes here, Ann. The white dove is also commonly used to represent the Holy Spirit in the holy trinity. Doves symbolize peace, which can be thematically linked to Beth and Hershel, I think.
Also I noticed too the lack of Daryl’s vest and crossbow in basically all the filming pics and clips. He seems to be wearing a black trench coat, which is hot, but definitely a departure. It’s probably cold in Paris right now, so I’m assumig that’s part of it lol. But also, I get the sense that maybe there is a reinvention coming for Daryl, ie: becoming the hero of his own story. Changing up his inventory will be part of that.
I am impressed, too, by how they’ve managed to make the morning star a part of his inventory, and a symbol of Daryl, not as much as the crossbow, but still associated clearly with him. Daryl is a character who is constantly at odds with his “old life,” so it’s interesting to constantly link him with “old fashioned,” unique, sometimes straight up medieval weapons. Like the crossbow (re: a kind of ballista), the morning star, even the hwatcha. Daryl rarely carries a gun. He uses a gun mostly in seasons 7-8, when his old crossbow has been co-opted by Dwight, and he is not himself.
For many characters, their weapons do character work, like Rick with his cowboy Colt Python, then the red machete. Beth’s pearlescent handle knife, which is like a delicate killer. Then, Morgan and his stick.
I guess I’m just reiterating that everything with this show is so incredibly thoughtful. Makes me happy, and reminds me that anyone who says we read too much into things is simply not watchin closely enough.
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Another characterizing weapon, too, is ofc leah’s swiss army knife. It’s green(e) and bears the swiss cross, which calls back to Grady. Honestly these symbols are so potent, it’s no wonder we thought Leah was a straight up hallucination for several solid months.
Like the green(e) knife with the Swiss Cross, which Daryl gives to Carol (inverse to Them, when Carol gives Daryl Beth’s knife). Like six episodes later, Leah reappears, and she has Beth’s blond ponytail. THe knife was a clear foreshadowing of Beth, but inverse. Also, Carol is still there, as a conduit between them.
Carol is not removed from the saga of Daryl and Beth. Carol was at Grady and herself may have received some sort of “treatment.” Dawn told Beth that she and Carol could stay together if Beth chose to stay at Grady and do “the most important thing she’d ever do in her life.” In Diverged, Carol brings the knife home.
She uses it to fix the solar panels (restore the sun’s energy), and to prepare food. Without it, Daryl must find his own way, while Carol chases down a rat that’s been lurking in his walls. It seems almost like Carol will make some discovery, pertaining to Beth, perhaps hinging on a “rat,” or a betrayer. Of course, Carol will find them, if it’s the last thing she does. Because she has the knife, with the Grady cross, will this betrayal have something to do with Grady?
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Speculation/headcanon hour: While Daryl is in Paris, Carol, lacking direction in life, returns to Atlanta on a pilgrimage of her own. She brings Kelly and Connie, who will not let her go alone, and who have become like her daughters, as foreshadowed by the hunt for horses in season 11. Connie replaces Rosita, and Magna stays behind, because she has a romantic relationship with Yumiko, which anchors her to the CW.
Carol is perhaps prompted by dreams of Beth, and of Grady, which have begun to haunt her. They return to the hospital, where they find the remains of an ambush. Everybody is dead or missing. They find evidence of what happened to Beth. Connie, the detective character, finds evidence of a secret research plot. Carol begins to remember certain aspects of what happened. There is some indication that Beth, and/or some of the wards, could be alive, for some reason. Carol discovers the “rat,” or the betrayal in the walls.
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Meanwhile, Daryl, on his own, battles a military insurrection with wolves howling on the perimeter. I know we have no indication of a Carol spin-off or any Carol content in the future, but we do have the possibility. If Daryl discovers Beth in Paris, there’s a real possibility, I think, that they would save her appearance till the very end. Any storyline with Carol at Grady, or discovering the “rat” from her past, and what it means for Beth, would come later, as explanation, mostly likely prior to either Raise the Dead season 2 OR a new flagship show, starring Carol and the whole gang back in Alexandria.
Daryl is torn between his search for Beth and home back at Alexandria. This is also foreshadowed by Find Me. I think Diverged is meant to broker his tensions with Carol in a different direction. They are separate, but they are reconciled. I don’t think Carol will try to keep him from Beth. To the contrary. She will try to help him, but from a distance. Anyway, just some fun head canons for you all today.
@wdway:
Enjoyed the headcanon. Leah knives wasn't green though it was red.
@galadrieljones:
OH it was red?? why did i picture green?? weird. probably because i have a green swiss army knife. the red tho is an inverse to green, in the context of the show, no? i’m claiming it still works lol
@wdway:
I think of it as red being the color of Daryl because of his right back pocket red rag. Beth carried her green diary in her left back pocket. The two together made a whole. One without the other is incomplete.
I was just thinking while doing the dishes, could the suitcase be trunk symbolism? Re: frangipanilove’s trunk theory?
(In the clip with the doves flying out of the suitcase, ie: trunk)
@wdway:
Yes, definite a frangi trunk symbol. Daryl actually got it from the back of the vehicle which would be the trunk end and it appeared to be made of wood.
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@twdmusicboxmystery:
Yeah for sure! And that reinforces the resurrection symbolism as well. The trunk opens and live birds fly out. There is life inside. And you know, bird symbolism for Beth.
@galadrieljones:
I need to watch the clip again to see if you’re right Ann about there being pigeons but then a dove? Could signal many imposters (rock doves) and just one white dove. Been lots of “imposters” over the years.
I know I’m reading too much into it but I can’t help myself lol
Thirsty for knowledge over here
@wdway:
I know what you mean. We're all starved for new material to overanalyze.
@twdmusicboxmystery:
Yeah, we totally are!
@wdway:
Guys what are your thoughts about the bicycles that we saw in some of the other clips.
@galadrieljones:
Rick callback? To the pilot?
Rick escapes hell on a bicycle
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@wdway:
I was just thinking about The Wizard of Oz and how the Dorothy hallucinated the witch on a bicycle. Random thought.
@galadrieljones:
Yeah I like it. Daryl has been aligned w a lot of WoZ imagery
@wdway:
Daryl is in a Strange Land and doesn't know how to get back home.
Oh it just occurred to me Daryl rides bike. Motorcycle technically but still a bike.
@twdmusicboxmystery:
I’m sure this will sound awfully convenient, but I think they’re indicative of the CRM. You’re right about the finale. But that’s after he left the hospital, saw the helicopters, etc. I always think of 4x11 (?) when he escaped the Claimer house to get back to Michonne and Carl and there was a bicycle in the shot.
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I think it represents him finally escaping the CRM to get back to Michonne and Judith. Remember there was also Jack London (wolf symbolism) in that house. Not that all bikes have to be about Rick by any means. Maybe around Daryl they represent Beth finally escaping the CRM?
@wdway:
There was also an old bicycle in the barn I don't think we saw it in Them but we saw it in the next episode Distance where we saw the music box applesauce and a ton of other Beth symbols. I think it primarily is a Rick symbol but since it's so many bicycles in that one shot of Daryl it can't only be about Rick and I do like the thought that it's about the CRM.
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