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#so if i do both then maybe the info gets in. thats y i have to read aloud but i hate it and still get distracted
opens-up-4-nobody · 10 months
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#let me express to u perhaps The frustration of my life#i like to learn. it is perhaps my favorite thing. new information. more more more constantly#but. my fucking brain is the fucking worst. because im not fucking stupid if i can focus and process the words being said i can understand#many things. i like to learn about math and physics and chemistry and biology and anatomy... ect concepts#but the focus and the processing of words is where we have problems. because i cannot focus for more than like 5min#i blink and suddenly ive been spaced out for a sec and need to reorient. i cant prioritize what to do 1st and im constantly bouncing betwee#tasks so nothing ever gets done and im too intimidated to start learning things. and when im trying to learn we habe the processing words#problem. like my reading comprehension is so fucking bad. like i will read a book on paper and maybe retain 25% of the info if im not#hardcore trying. for a class where i had to do a ton of paper reading. i had to read everything out loud to myself. highlight important#info. write myself a summary based on the highlights and then read the paper again before i could even begin to feel comfortable in#discussions. it was so fucking frustrating and miserable. ppl will give me physical books and im like thanks i cant fucking read sorry#too fucking dyslexic. read and listen they say. u have to read and listen at the same time bc i cant pay attention and i cant read#so if i do both then maybe the info gets in. thats y i have to read aloud but i hate it and still get distracted#i mean. i probably just have an attention problem. its also really annoying that my short term working memory is so awful#bc in order to make things make sense i have to draw or write them out. i cant judt go off the top of my head or i get stuck saying thr sam#thing over and over and over. its like my ability to think is extremely shallow. but thrn i read papers and recognize concepts from classes#i took years ago and im like. fucking y cant i know what i know? my head feels so empty but info is in there somewhere#its just so fucking frustrating that i love understanding systems so much. complex annoying little systems that fit together like a puzzle#and my fucking brain refuses to accept the information im trying to get in there. so i return to a remark left on my dyslexia assignment:#intelligent when not constrained by language or time. thanks. unfortunately language is how ppl communicate#also i freak out under time pressure lol. anyway ive just been reading papers for fun this weekend and remembering y i dont: bc its agony#but also i fucking love the concepts so much and i need a good understanding of photosynthesis before August when i join a photosynthesis#lab lmao. ugh. i love learning but my brain was not buildmt#built for it. if only if only someone could podcast about the obscure things im interested in while reading directly from the source#unrelated#also its like 105 degrees plus. its too fucking hot out#thats like 40 degrees C. the sun is like a death ray
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tartigglez · 1 year
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Helloooo may i request childe and diluc with a fem s/o thats stronger than them? Maybe not physically but s/o is very smart and knows how to take them down without using her physical strength
hi nonnie!! i'm sorry it took me so long to get to this (school ugh)
hopefully this is something along the lines of what you're looking for, also this is only the first half, i just wanted to post something tonight and haven't done the diluc one yet, so i'll post it some other time!
ps: this TOOK FOREVER it really flexed my brain muscles
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"weak spot"
childe x gn!reader
genre: i have no idea. (enemies to lovers?)
word count: 400-ish
tags: reader is one seggsy, confident mf, reader put in way too much effort to get info about childe (they're a spy lol), they're enemies, big time. reader is a pyro catalyst. STEAMY (lol pyro and hydro teehee vaporise), childe doesn't know reader knows his real name.
tw/cw: brief mention of cuts (swords), HIGHLY suggestive, like,,, double entendre asf. reader pins him down (lol)
a/n: "this is not a horny blog"- cael, 2023 (i'm just kidding it's not explicit so it doesn't count)
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as the pair circled each other in the dimly lit environment at the northeast side of the chasm, childe stared his enemy in the eye, licking his lips whilst quietly contemplating his first attack. he’s confident he has improved since you last met…
“tartaglia, it’s been a while, hm?”
“i suppose you could say that”
“missed me?”
“i missed having someone actually decent to spar with, i’ll say that much”
“you could’ve called me”
“oh and what would that do? for archons sake, don’t be so arrogant”
“a little defensive there, are we?”
“watch yourself, by the time i’m done with you, you’ll be wondering why you ever came back”
“hah, that’s laughable. shall we, pretty boy?”
“hmph, sure”
as the power of childe’s hydro began to gather in his swords, you began contemplating your attack strategy. the last time the pair of you fought, you were certainly not weak, but you weren’t half as strong as you are now, both physically, and in terms of knowledge of your opponent.
he began to run for you, wielding one sword which attempted to cut your leg, however you easily dodged by simply moving out of the way. 
“really? you really thought i’d be that… easy? pathetic”
“don’t you know it’s unprofessional to speak so casually to a harbinger? to someone who is so far superior to you?”
“superior? to me? now that really is laughable!”
you let out a giggle at his words, before wielding your pyro, in attempt to hit him with a shot to the shoulder. of course you would never wish to actually hurt him, not when he is such a valuable source of information, and such a pretty one too…
you move closer to him, throwing a pyro shot towards him which he quickly slices mid-air, resulting in nothing but steam. 
you leisurely release 3 more shots of pyro, which he manages to dodge, seemingly easily in fact.
“goodness, have you weakened? surely you’ve got more in you than that, y/n”
“oh dear, dear tartaglia, i always have more to give. although perhaps i shouldn’t be calling you that…ajax”
“aja- how did you?”
“there it is.”
within a split second, you dashed towards him, grabbing his wrist with one hand, pushing him to the ground with another, landing with one hand at the side of his head, the other still holding his wrist. leaning down to move your hot breath beside his ear, you whisper calmly, but almost mockingly…
“oh ajax, don’t you know you should never expose your weak spot?”
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(i desperately want to turn this into a series)
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mcu-coworkers · 1 year
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Cross Paths
Summary: Kylian knows what he wants and its you.
Pairings: Kylian x reader
A/n: Hey everyone I took a small break but im back with so many ideas that I can't wait to share! I hope you love this and its Pt.2 which will hopefully be out soon. xx
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Kylian was always sure of himself.
He was on the path to be one of the greatest football players in the world and the line of teams wanting him was endless.
He was confident he could have whatever he wanted, he had the drive for it.
He always had an answer for anything thrown his way, not a second to lose.
So what was it with you?
Any other girl he’d sweet talk her until he got what he wanted but when he met you he was stuck.
You’d met once at a talk show and he was instantly mesmerized, even the small hug you’d given him then left him wanting to linger in your scent.
Not only were you so beautiful on the outside, you were the kindest, most funniest girl he’d ever met.
And he didn't even know you all too well yet.
Instantly he looked for your instagram hoping he could find something that would make you cross paths once more.
But for now, he was stuck stalking your instagram.
Suddenly he hit the jackpot.
You were a soccer fan, more importantly a barcelona fan, even more important, you were friends with Antonella.
Messis wife, his teammate Messi.
He had yet to hit the follow button a little scared of the thought of you not following him back.
But to his surprise you were already following him.
Quickly he followed you back and began thinking of how to reach out to you.
But what would he say? He needed to be quick before fans and the media started speculating and scared you away with rumors and gossip.
In dire need of help he reached out to a duo who could help him, Ney and Leo.
Both answered the group call almost at the same time.
“Hey Ky”
“Qué pasa muchacho”(whats up kid?)
“Hey guys,  I ‘m kind of struggling with something right now and  I   wanted to ask you guys for help?” they were going to tease the shit out of him for this.
“Sure, what is it?” Messi asked, well here goes nothing.
“Do you guys know Y/n? Like Y/n L/n?” Kylian asked, trying to sound natural.
The blush rose to his face  instantly when both their faces lit up.
“You like her don't you?” Ney screamed through the phone.
“Hold on, let me get Antonella.” Messi said running through his house.
“ I   just needed help finding a way to talk to her and she followed me but  how am  I   supposed to text her when  I don’t have her number and  I   bet her Dm’s are being blown up every second of the day.” Kylian ranted not knowing what to say while Ney laughed.
“Ky honey I'm sending you her number,   I   love this!” Antonella said, taking the phone from her husband.
“ I   knew you liked her!  I  ‘m pretty sure the entire world does too. Have you seen the interview?” Messi said quickly before Neymar interjected.
“Seriously Kyks, You barely took your eyes off of her, how could we not tell? Even a blind man could see how much you like her.” Neymar said stunning Kylian.
“Was it that obvious? She's gonna think I'm a creep!” he said, groaning as he searched up the interview.
“ I   promise you she's not, she's the nicest person ever and she probably hasn’t seen social media today yet.” Antonella said just as he received a message with the contact info.
“Social media? What's on there?” Kylian said quickly moving over to twitter and instagram.
“Oh there's so many edits mate.” Neymar said, beginning to send him edit after edit of Kylian staring at Y/n during the interview.
“You mean to tell me she hasn't seen these? They're basically everywhere!” He said hoping he didn't look like a stalker texting you after all of this.
“Okay maybe she's seen a couple but thats okay Ky just text her!” Antonella encouraged him, she thought she’d be good for him and vice versa.
“Look she ever hearted the one  I   just sent her,  I   think she likes you back Kyks.” Neymar encouraged Kylian even more.
“Alright that's enough of those Im gonna go, Thank you Antonella!” He said.
“Thank me later! Take her somewhere nice for me!” She said before hanging up.
Well here goes nothing, but what would he say?
“Hey  I   stalked you socials until  I   found out  I   knew someone you knew and asked them for your number please go out with me?”
Well if that wasn't the most loser thing ever.
Not wanting to over think it he sent a simple, “Hey this is Kylian from the talk show,  I   asked a friend for your number  I   hope you don't mind.” sent @11:24am
He tried to find something to keep him busy, not expecting you to reply immediately.
He began prepping his gym bag when he suddenly heard his phone buzz from his bed.
He practically dived into his bed grabbing his phone.
His heart was beating rapidly as he read your name on his screen.
“Hey Kylian  I don't mind at all,  I   would've given it to you myself :) What's up?” sent@ 11:26am
Smiling to himself he wondered how quickly he should move.
“ I   remembered you mentioning you were a big fan of football and wanted to invite you to watch a PSG match in france?” Sent@ 11:29am
You were left smiling at your phone, Of course you’d been to many matches with Antonella but never have you been invited by Kylian before.
Luckily everyone around you was too busy to notice your sudden change in mood.
Realizing you were taking a little too long to reply you quickly accepted.
“ You're in luck Mbappé. I just landed in France this morning and  I‘d love to.” sent @ 11:36am
Sighing in relief to see your reply Kylian knew he had to play the match of his life to impress you.
“Lucky me, let's meet before the match?” @ 11:39 am he did want to seem like a creep replying so fast but he was ready for this match to come along.
“How else would  I   be able to wish you goodluck? Can’t wait!” sent @ 12:01 pm
Kylian was over the moon.
All of his worries of rejection were out the window and now he was fully focused on finding the fastest way to convince you he was the one for you.
“My thoughts exactly, See you soon beautiful.” sent @ 12:03 pm
Kylian felt like he was in the best mood of his life, your paths were going to cross sooner than he could have imagined and he was looking forward to it.
As were you.
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 As you would any day you wake in your dorm. Soon realizing that you missed your morning classes for the third time this week. Not to even start with how many times you missed your classes this month. You begin shuffling around the mess you call a bed. Trying to gain the strength to get out of bed. 
Your beloved roommate slams through the door. Trying to get you attention. Yelling, screaming at you."Y/N, I'M GOING TO MISS YOU!!", was yelled right into your ear. "..what are talking about.", your confusion evident. An immediate responds, "HOW DO YOU NOT KNOW!!?". What that was supposed to mean evaded you, "What happened." A small pause happened then a shaky, "The Akademiya is planing on kicking you out".
"WAIT, WHAT!!?". Your roommate immediately tries to calm you down. "But, why". Your roommate pauses again. "You know why".
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Olivia would never joke about something like this. She doesn't even raise her voice. So does that mean they're really going to kick me out. "B..But, I'm passing all my classes. Just because I don't make it to all of my classes doesn't mean anything. I'm in honor classes they can't do this to me. I get in A honor role. I'm more than worthy to be in this place. I shouldn't be in this position". A soft sigh comes out of Olivia followed by, "But it's happening. So what are you going to do".
"I don't know". I could tell Olivia was on the verge of tears, "Whatever it is, we're going to stay in touch right?". We both know we are going to so, why is she so worried. "Uhm, of course".
"Umm, when are they planing to. You know ....kick me out?". A pause again why is she being so strange. "A..a week from now". Stuttering what's happening to her. "How did you come across this info?". 
A very shaky,"Well, I was talking to one of my professors about a project and the things it required. And he started talking about how I must be so happy you're getting kicked. Because I'm the second place student in our division and he just went on and on about how all the top students are stuck up and he went on that just because other students like you better than me. Doesn't mean that you're not a good-for-nothing stuck up, nose up in the air student. And how all the professors are so happy you're going."
"All of the professors?". And another shaky, "Yes". I bring Olivia into my arms, trying get her to calm down and stop shaking. "It's okay, I'm going to fine". There was no response to that just Olivia hugging me tighter. "But you're my only friend". This time sigh. Is this why you're so sad. "You know what I won't let them win". Olivia seems to be confused about what I mean. " I mean I'm going to drop out, you know fill out a paper about how I don't want to be here at all. And you said I have a whole week to fill one in so. I'm not letting them have the peace of mind." 
"I'm going to miss your pettiness". I give her a funny look,"Are we going to do this or not?". She gave me most evil smile spread across her face,"Yeah. Of course thats do this!". I shove her away because she finally stopped shaking and I left the room to go get changed.
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"Y/n, my uncle knows this guild that would take you". I just stare at Olivia with confusion. "Wait, That was what you meant, when you said you knew where I could go". Olivia started looking in other direction. "Umm, how much is the pay?". Olivia looks at you in shock. "Aren't you rich rich?". I give her the death glare. "Yea, but I still want to make money". Olivia explains that how much money you will make will be drastically different. Based on what you pick to do. She told me adventurers can earn up to $$$ down to nothing because they can choose to do commissions or go out on adventures and cash in the treasures they may find. Maybe even both.
"Wait, Olivia when should I turn in the 'drop out' paper". Olivia snaps out of the to what seems to be a never ending discussion about the guild. "Maybe 2 days from now. But if you do that you should start packing now because you want to stick it in their faces".
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"So I'm going to pack tonight and tomorrow, then turn in the 'drop out' paper tomorrow night. Sleep the night move out in the morning. Some of the guilds people will help me, I'll meet the people that I will be in the same party as, after that. Correct?". A very small smile was on Olivia face, but I still knew she was so happy I was actually listening to her rambling. "Yep".
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Trying to get Tighnari to meet Y/n by chapter 2
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damien-the-mayor · 2 years
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jokes aside i DONT think iswm is our story, "our" as in that same y/n is the captain, theres far more little moments of personality in iswm and a ahwm and both stories that have little to do with the y/n of wkm and adwm, but we are repeatedly referred to by old charcters like dark and warfstache, in a familiar way. yet the crew trust and many act like they know you despite this seeming like your first time onboard,
i think the captain isnt y/n BUT i also think this isnt our and marks story, i think this was someone elses, and we hjacked it so we could see where the crystal came from
also something something dark and celine assisted in creating and maintaining the anomaly until we gave the crystal to them (unknowingly) for whatever villian purposes they got going on
AND also maybe think actor mark being the prick he is decided he didnt wanna be excluded so he took over the story, placing himself not in the lead role, but the secondary. maybe he couldn't handle the captian responsiblity, maybe he thought the head engineer had more flair, whatever the reason HES the one who shoved y/ns pov into the captian. so he could bring along a captive audience, because whats a preformer without an audience?
maybe all the y/ns are irrelevant, just the best pov to get the most info, But with all the weirdness of the crew, the old friends, thr fact this is the second invincible, the mix ups of personalities, and the theme of things masquerading as something else..., that this IS NOT supposed to be a story mark and y/n star in. Maybe that thing with mack was the truth, maybe this *is* macks story.
anyway something something y/n is getting brought along by some prick of a force to be an auidence for actor mark over and over, thats why our multiverses lead to previous charcters and scenerios not just what the captain would be, and i think it would be really fucked up if it was the same y/n as a the da in wkm,
cause imagine going from an average d/a to getting stuck in a haunted house, die, be revived (sort of) only to be dragged around having ur consciousness being plopped into strangers lives so you can act as a muted auidence unable to really effect the story simply receiving information and being forced to watch the annoying brothers bumble that is actor mark, dark, and wilford, as they escape eachother, gain new allies and capabilities, ceaseless watching as they race eachother around the drain again and again,
im rambling but it would be funny, in a really twisted way
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lmk-xreader · 2 years
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Hello Halo Hello! May I request Macaque x (kuudere)reader x Sun Wukong. Like they both meet the reader in different ways, but they're first meeting were of y/n showing kindness.
(Little info on kuudere: kuudere's show little to no facial expressions but they can actually be very sweet and usually only open up to close ones)
I hope this is okay? What I basically would like to request of you is a love triangle with Macaque and Sun Wukong trying to win y/n over. Basically a cute fluffy oneshot or headcanon if you don't mind that is. Thank you for your time and I hope you have an amazing day/evening/afternoon/night!
Of course!
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Macaque x kunndere reader x Sun Wunkong
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Pink: You Orange: Sunwunkong Purple: Macaque
How did I end up like this?
I just wanted some ice cream…
*Insert macaque and sun wunkong fighting*
1 hour ago:
Y/N POV
Im really bored. I was currently laying on my bed, covers off me, with absolutely nothing to do. I looked over to my desk on right —> and grabbed my phone. Scrolling through pinterest i found a cool ice cream place that was close enough to walk to. But I dont wanna go by myself. *Sigh* I guess i have no choice…
but to call them.
I had my phone on my ear and it rung. Then if finally picked up..
“Hey peaches!”
“dont call me that.”
“heh alright. Im really enjoying this phone that MK got me! It has so many things like-
“Dont care. Theres an ice cream spot near my place, do you wanna maybe come with me?
“Oh! Sure! Thats the first time you’ve invited me to- well- anything! You love meeee~”
“Yeah, yeah whatever just meet me in front of my house alright?”
“Oki doki! bye peac-“
*Hung up*
ugh he can be annoying sometimes.
“Hey shortie.”
EEK- I flinched and managed to almost fall of my bed. After regain my balance, I look up to see who it is…
Macaque.
I looked at him with my usual serious face.
“Hey whatcha up to?”
“None of your business.”
“Oof- ouch, hurtful much~”
“Why are you here macaque?”
“Well- I may or may not have over heard you call with my powers and thought ‘hey! why dont I invite myself!’ “
“Why?”
“Because why not?! We never hang out shortie. This will be my chance~”
“ugh- fine you can come. Just behave yourself okay.”
“I will~”
I got up from my bed and picked out some clothes. I turned around to macaque and gave him a look.
“Oh- my apologies.”
He turned around completely to face the wall. And then I changed into this ——>
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“You can turn around if you want.”
Macaque turned around to face me and couldn’t believe his eyes. He kept looking up and down and blush crept to his dark toned cheeks.
“Ahem- well shall we go?”
He asked me,
“sure.”
I said with no emotion.
After leaving the house i felt a fast gust of wind over me. It was wunkong landing his cloud.
“Peaches i mad-“
Wunkong’s eyes widen when he saw macaque next to me. His eyes then showed anger,
“What is he doing here?
He asked with seriousness,
“I invited- well he invited himself to what were doing.”
“Why?! (Y/N) He’s pure evil!”
“Aww dont be like that Sun~”
Macaque said moving closer to him,
“Back off!”
I then came in the middle,
“girls,girls your both pretty. Can we go now?”
They both looked at each other and gave out a glare on each other,
“Fine”
“Fine”
“Alright then lets go.”
As I walked in front I can literally feel them giving off glares to one another, it was so annoying.
I look back in front of me and theres a mini cross walk.
“Hold my hand princess~”
Hold my hand peaches~”
(said at the same time)
They both looked at each other and gave each other dirty looks.
“I asked first.”
“No I did!”
I then grabbed both of there hands, and then the light turned green for us to walk. As walking Macaque and Wunkong were blushing, Wunkong just scratched his neck nervously and Macaque looked away embarrassed.
!Time Skip!
We made it to the ice cream spot! I walked with Macaque and Wunkong at the stand,
“So what can I get you three?”
“Can I get a vanilla cone?”
“Um Chocolate please?”
“And for me, Strawberry please?”
The guy down at the case register,
“That will be 3.00$” He said with a smile,
I reached in my purse, and gave him 3$
“Thanks so much, you can get your ice cream down there.”
He pointed to another stand and picked up our ice cream there.
We left the place and went to a park and sat on a bench with me in the middle and Wunkong and Macaque between me.
“Hows the ice cream guys?”
“Mhmm~ really good!”
“Not bad.”
“Good to hear.”
I continued to lick my ice cream,
I can feel eyes looking at me while I eat my ice cream. Macaque was blushing while trying to look away, but Wunkong couldn’t stop looking away with a blush on his face.
I was so focused on them that i wasn’t paying attention that i got ice cream on both sides of my mouth, “Jeez”
“Imma go get a-“
Macaque then grabbed my wrist as I was about to get up and pulled me down softly back on the bench.
“I got it shortie~” He said with his signature smirk with his fangs sticking out.
He then licked the side of my cheek were the ice cream was.
��See? no need for a napkin~”
I looked at him with a small blush and a pouted face.
“H-Hey peaches! You still have some here!”
Wunkong then licked his side of cheek with ice cream on.
My blush grew a little brighter, but i knew how to control it.
“See? All clean~”
Macaque then got up,
“The hell do you think your doing?” He said with a half smile eye twitching,
“Just helping her thats all, thats what you were doing too right?” Wunkong said also with a half smile and eye twitching.
They both dropped their ice creams and flew to the sky and started to glow then started punching each each. The fight looked badass up in the sky, but from where I was sitting, It looked like a bunch of light going in and out flying around.
And now were here
I didnt know what to do, so I did the only thing that could stop them.
“S-STOP!” (It wasn’t even that loud)
They both looked down with widen eyes, to see that their precious (Y/N) had raised her voice for the first time since they met her.
I threw away my ice cream and got up from the bench.
They both started coming down until they reached the ground to face me.
“Why? Why do you guys do this? Ever since we met its been like this… why?”
I said with a little emotion.
Both of them were shocked to here me use even the siltiest of emotion. Blush crept of their faces.
“I-Its cause-“
“We love you (Y/N)”
Wunkong said finishing the sentence.
“Yea”
Blush started to creep on my cheeks.
“really?”
I asked,
“Well- Of course your nice, sweet, caring-“
“Even though you barley show emotion, thats what we love about you.”
My eyes widen just a bit, I had no idea.
“I-I I love y-you guys too.”
I said while looking away.
Their eyes widen and their monkey ears turned red. As well as their cheeks.
I completely turned around from them so they wouldn’t see my face.
They looked at each other and gave one another a smirk,
“Aww we love you too peaches~”
“Love you too shortie~”
I grabbed their necks one at a time, starting with Macaque and kissing him deeply, and then doing the same with Wunkong.
“Alright Im tired, lets go.”
I said with no emotion but with a tiny bit of blush.
While walking, The monkeys just stood there, faces red.
“Tell me you thought that was hot?”
“Oh definitely.”
They then catched up to (Y/N) and they held (Y/N)’s hands the whole walk home.
HOLY SHIT- THATS THE BEST ONE IVE DONE YET! IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF! Thanks for the request Hope you enjoyed! <3.
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Untitled Feralnette Fic Ch. 1
Hiya there anyone who happens upon this first chapter of this fic. I would like to start out by saying that this is my first fanfic ever. I've been wanting to write a fic for the miraculous fandom for a while but I haven't had any inspiration until I stumbled upon this glorious AU created by @bigfatbreak. I highly suggest checking out all of their posts about this au because they are hilarious and genius and about 100 other amazing adjectives that could be used to describe them and their posts. Anyways enough with my rant and let's get on with the fic. ⚠️Slight angst⚠️ ⚠️Swearing⚠️
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When Marinette got home after her and Luka's breakup, all she could do was cry. She wanted to be with him, but her Ladybug duties came first. If lying is a deal breaker for him, then maybe it was best that they ended it now while their relationship was still in its early stages. Still, she couldn't help but feel the loss of her first relationship. She ended up crying for a whole entire day. She just hoped that Hawkmoth(or Shadowmoth or whatever the fuck he wanted to be referred to as this week) wasn't feeling particularly akuma-y today, because she didn't know if she could bottle up all these feelings, even though the world is relying on her ability to do so.
Ugggghhh!! It has been exhausting having to be "happy and perfect Marinette" and "happy and perfect Ladybug" All. The. Time. She's also pretty sure that Hawkmoth had discovered the similarities in her personality as Marinette to Ladybug, and that's why she's been targeted by multiple akumas lately. She has had to have her emotions under control even more than usual. If only there was a way to get Hawkmoth to stop targeting her. Maybe she should just not give a fuck anymore. Haha as if! It couldn't be that easy! Could it?
The more she thinks about it the more it starts to make sense. If she just let herself go completely crazy as Marinette, she would be killing like 10 birds with one stone. She would get hawkmoth off of her trail, she wouldn't have to deal with having to hide her emotions all of the time, she wouldn't have to deal with the added stress of maintaining her perfect persona, she wouldn't have to deal with the stress of Lila's lies taking her friends away if she didn't have friends in the first place, and so much more stress would be taken off of her plate! It was perfect! It might hurt a little at first, but it's for the best in the end. She spent that night planning out her outfit for tomorrow, doing her homework, and going to sleep knowing that, in the morning, François Dupont isn't gonna know what hit them.
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Adrien Agreste had been having a rough week. He had been abandoned on patrol by ladybug, been broken up with by his girlfriend, and was feeling completely and utterly alone. He knows that his lady has been feeling overwhelmed by her guardian duties lately, and that he 100% deserved that verbal lasting that kagami had given him but he couldn't help but feel this way. He was also feeling guilty about lying to kagami and leading her on for so long. After she broke up with him he took some time to assess his feelings for her and realized that he had more of an admiration for her than an infatuation. He definitely didn't feel the same way about her that she felt about him. She told him that she LOVED HIM, and he was so distracted (blinded) by ladybug that he didn't even process her confession. So, he was looking forward to Sunday morning. He cleared his schedule and on that beautiful Sunday morning, he did what he is only allowed to do on very rare occasions: sleep in. Or at least... thats what he had planned on doing.
When Nathalie had knocked on his door that morning Adrien was not in a good mood. He vaguely heard her say something about father wanting him downstairs in some amount of time for something involving a business partners child and some other robotic sounding words that his half asleep brain couldn't process completely.
"I have a cleared schedule this morning, Nathalie. What could father possibly want me for that is more important than my precious sleep?" He asked snappily.
"Your father wants you downstairs to welcome the new guest that will be living in the house for the rest of the school year. You have 15 minutes to make yourself look presentable and I suggest leaving the attitude upstairs," she half informed/half reprimanded him. As she walked away, Adrien reluctantly rose from his nice warm bed and went to go get ready with only one thought racing through his mind: Who could possibly be staying with them?
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Felix Culpa was not looking forward to living at the Agreste mansion for the rest of the school year, but for their parents' sake they would do what they had to. It wasn't all for their parents either, they were also concerned about the strange "dissapearance" of Emilie (who was his aunt in all ways except blood relation) and about the treatment of Adrien since said "disappearance".
You see, Felix Culpa is the heir to the Culpa Fabric Empire. The Culpas have been the sole fabric supplier of the Agreste brand since the very beginning. Felix's mom Diana was best friends with Emilie since their college days. Diana and Emilie made the deal with the two brands because as best friends who are both involved in the same industry, it just made sense to have a business relationship with each other. Diana never really cared for Gabriel as a person, but she could tell that he loved Emilie more than anyone else in the world so she could tolerate him for the sake of her best friend.
When Emilie went missing, Diana was absolutely devastated and tried anything she could to find her. She invested in missing person ads as large as billboards, organized search teams, tried to aid the police in their search for her in any way she could, but there was no leads, no legitimate calls to the number on the billboards, and the search team came up empty handed. While she was doing all of this to try to find her, she couldn't help but be furious over the fact that Gabriel was doing nothing to help in the search. All he did was hole himself up in his oversized mansion and call it a day.
The last straw for Diana was when Gabriel tried to use the "grieving my wife" excuse to try to abuse their business arrangement. That day, she told him that the Culpa brand would no longer be associated with the Agreste brand and that after the new collection is released, he would need to find a new fabric supplier. She knew that the Agreste brand would take a huge hit from having sub-par fabric, but she never thought that Gabriel would try to make up for that fact by using Adrien as a walking mannequin and locking him up in the desolate prison that he calls a home. As soon as she realized that he was doing this she scrambled to find a solution.
That is how Felix ended up here, standing in front of the mansion they would be living in for the next 9 months in exchange for Gabriel getting back into the Culpa brand's good graces. Don't get them wrong, they were excited about being able to be in Paris, home of the most innovative fashion pieces in the world, and about being able to see their honorary cousin Adrien (who wasn't half bad to be around despite him having no backbone whatsoever when it came to anything involving his father) but dealing with Mr. Agreste was definitely one of the low points of this arrangement.
They decided to just get it over with and knocked on the door. It was opened by the man that their cousin affectionately referred to as Gorilla. They nodded a thank you to the man, remembering that he was a man of few words, and proceeded to the bottom of the staircase. Mr. Agreste stood at the top with a very tired looking Adrien a few steps down. Felix wasn't even slightly surprised that this is where he chooses to welcome his guests, looking down on people must give him some sort of power trip or something. It's almost as if he heard the phrase "It's over, Anakin, I have the high ground," and made that his own personal motto. Whatever, let him have the feeling of false power if he wanted it, Felix knows that they have all the power in this situation and they're sure that Gabriel knows it as well.
"Hello Felix," Mr. Agreste greeted them with the same amount of warmth in his voice as liquid nitrogen, "while you are staying in this house you will abide by my rules. Adrien will inform you of them and show you to your room. You will attend school with him in the morning and I'm sure that you already know that you must represent not only the Culpa brand, but also the Agreste as well. I will be in my office working, do not disturb me. Contact Nathalie with any questions that cannot be answered by Adrien." He finished his spiel and left to what Felix assumed was his office space.
"Hello Felix!" Adrien greeted him with as much enthusiasm as he could muster in his sleepy state. "Come with me and I'll show you to your room."
Adrien led Felix to their room and listed all of the rules of the household that they were expected to follow. And... wow. Felix could not believe that their cousin had to live like this. The only social interaction this kid gets is at school and fencing? Pre-approved outings only with people determined socially acceptable by Gabriel? And if he gets even one "B" he isn't even going to be allowed to go to school at all? Felix knew that the living situation was bad for Adrien but know the only question running through their head was: What did they get themselves into??
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And... thats it for chapter 1! Mostly background info at this point, but next chapter will be the class' reaction to feralnette and felinette meeting for the first time. I just want to say thanks again to @bigfatbreak for giving me the inspiration to write a fic for the first time ever. Feel free to leave constructive criticism, I'm always looking to improve, especially at writing since this is my first time posting anything I've written online, so I want to get better so that I can make better content for you guys, gals, and non-binary pals. If anyone wants to be tagged just let me know and I'll make a tag list for ya. :)
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well its time to info dump about all the bruno/me au ideas i’ve had. for this i will just be using y/n in place of me though bc its just easier that way for me
some are wayyy more fleshed out than others. and i apologize for any typos i dont wanna fix em bc too much reading gives me a migraine. also im horrible at writing. i just..... say ideas. i just be saying shit
but i will start with the disneyland one. so the premise for all my disney land aus is that its a modern au where everyone just works there.  i have never worked there so i dont know all the ins and outs of it. SO it’s probably not for you if you HAVE worked there. but basically bruno works as a butler at the haunted mansion. he fits in really well bc he just looks so dead all the time and he just really plays up the part for the kids when appropriate. y/n is a new hire at the mansion and bruno is your trainer. there isnt much more to it besides falling slowly in love at disneyland and mutual pining and cliche romantic moments. its completely self indulgent bc disneyland is my fav place lmao
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THEN there is the art teacher one. its also pretty cliche and basic. so y/n is mirabel’s high school art teacher and she adores you and always makes such fun and colorful pieces and is excited to turn them in or get your opinion on things. she looks up to you a lot. idk if you have had like a chill friend teacher, but my art teacher was like that for me and so thats what i was inspired by.
 there is an open house but julieta and agustín cant make it for one reason or another. probably work. so bruno volunteers to go instead. (pepa and félix also offered but they also have to visit all of camilo’s classrooms as well and it wouldnt be enough time. i feel like camilo would be like “nah its fine you dont have to go” but his parents want to see all his work and be so proud of him and all that.)
but anyway once they get to your classroom mirabel is excitedly showing bruno which pieces are hers and where she works and stuff. youre talking to other parents and notice them scurrying around so once youre done with the family, you head over to them. you see so much potential in mirabel and have been wanting to talk to her parents about maybe looking into some college level art classes for her because she has shown so much interest in learning more but you dont have the proper tools or space to do so. mirabel gets distracted talking to one of her classmates so that just leaves you and bruno to talk which is fine. thats kinda what you wanted. you go over and introduce yourself and once he turns and does the same, you are immediately flustered. you find him quite handsome which throws you off your rhythm. he only introduces himself as “bruno madrigal” so you just assume that he’s her father. you awkwardly just immediately dive into your spiel about how you think mirabel could benefit from other classes, refusing to look him in the eye. he just nods along, seeming to agree with your words, which is a positive sign.
not to far in mirabel pops her head in and is like “oh! Mx. y/n! i see you’ve already met my uncle.”
"o-oh! he’s not- you’re not her father?”
“no no no, things came up last minute for julieta and agustín, so i’m here to make sure mirabel is doing all her work. i know she can be a handful.” he chuckles and playfully nudges mira.
“oh i’m sorry i didn’t mean to dump all that information on you. if i knew i-”
“no you’re totally fine, i completely agree. i think...”
and you both are kinda awkward messes trying to explain yourselves and how much you both think mirabel is super talented and stuff. i’m not the best writer, but the conversation would kinda trail off and you both would have that quiet moment where you just stare at each other. the mutual attraction admire stare. and then the flustered break away. asdjkfhaskjdha im blushing thinking about it i hate myself.
it would take mirabel all of two seconds to realize what exactly is going on here. and she would make it her mission to try and set the two of you up. or at least urge you guys to talk more. find ways to get it to happen. you both obviously have this attraction at first sight type of thing.
but yeah thats!!!!!!!! the basis of that.
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ALL my ideas are super basic i feel lmao. but the coffee shop one. i basically already explained everything i had for that. bruno is a screen play writer who writes under a pen name so no one knows its him. he doesn’t really enjoy interacting with people (he feels like hes terrible at it. also anxiety. which y/n later finds funny since the way he writes people seems so natural), but he does enjoy being around them. people watching. so a lot of the time he writes at coffee shops and you just so happen to work at his favorite one.
you get a lot of regulars and you remember all their names and orders. you like when they come in because they are all pretty chill. some will tell you their life gossip which you are so interested in even though you have no idea who any of the people they talk about are. you just like to be nosy. but bruno never speaks to you all that much. you’ve tried to make conversation a few times with him to be polite, but he always just awkwardly laughs and gives short answers. he is very polite and never feels stand offish. just quiet. he orders, sits down with his laptop and types away for hours. 
the day you finally decide to talk to him is at the end of what you think to be his work week. he’d been staying later and later every day, seeming so caught up in his work that he’d lose track of time. that day you had to talk to him to tell him you were about to close. you tap him to try and get his attention to which he jumps and looks at you, panicked.
youre extremely worried. he looks like he hasnt slept in weeks. like much more than usual. “hey, we are about to close and... look, i don’t mean to be a bother, but is everything alright?”
he tells you that he’s just stressed about deadlines. that it’s not that big of a deal. but your nosiness gets the best of you and you prod a bit more. you’re off the clock anyway so a few questions can’t hurt.
at first he is silent, but he’s so tired that the walls he usually puts up crumble so easily. you feel like he had been waiting for the moment someone asked if he was alright...
and thats all i have rn. idk where i really want it to go from there. i have a few ideas but aaaaa too nervous to share.
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and the ghost au.
so in this au, ghosts can just roam as they please depending on how sentient they are. most are trapped in a loop of their old life, but others who realize they are dead can do whatever and go wherever they want. 
y/n is dead. you passed have just been mindlessly roaming the earth ever since. at first you were desperate to try and find someone who could see or hear you. but after a while you just gave up and decided to explore. you would spy on peoples lives, trying to live vicariously through them since you felt you had no purpose anymore. a lot of the time you wondered why you were still around. why the other ghosts you did come across would act like you werent even there. you never stuck around one person for too long. just gathering bits and pieces of peoples stories.
but eventually you come across something new. a family who were granted magical gifts to help their community. it fascinated you. you got there just in time to watch the youngest member get the power of inhuman strength and durability. you began to wonder if one of the children would ever get the gift to see you. that was the original reason you stuck around. it would be so nice to have someone to speak to.
you would snoop but still try to give people personal space at appropriate times. you liked the family dynamic they had at first. it seemed very sweet and helpful but you slowly learned more about this family and their secrets. their stressors, fears, and burdens. and one of their biggest secrets, bruno.
he’s already about 30 at this time. already closing himself off. he would rarely leave his tower. you noticed his sister julieta would invite him to dinner every night, but he would always decline. that slowly turned into her bringing him a plate of food, which became just leaving it by his door. tbh you dont think you had ever even seen him yet. just heard his name in conversation every now and again.
at this point you were a bit afraid of him. people talked about him in such awful ways. maybe you’d get jinxed even though you were just a spirit. you still werent sure of the rules. but your curiosity finally got the best of you. you went through bruno’s door.
he wasn’t anything like the stories. he was kind of pitiful to you at first. all this talk and he’s just this sad lonely man. his own friends were the rats. he’d chat with them all day, sometimes being silly and cracking jokes, other times talking about how he desperately wished he had a different gift. or didnt get one at all. and you honestly think the rats could understand him sometimes.
you would spend a lot of your days listening to him tell stories to his little friends. he was surprisingly very good at it, and had a flare of the theatrical. he would sometimes try to write songs but he was a terrible singer. he dabbled in drawing, painting, sewing, any type of arts to busy himself with. you could tell it helped him escape the life he was given.
before you even realized, you had spent 10 years in the encanto. you knew so much about everyone in the town, but none were as enjoyable as bruno.
you couldn’t wrap your head around why everyone despised him so much.
he rarely would use his gift if he could help it. sometimes alma would ask him to try and see things and he would never turn her down. you wished he did. especially the night that the newest madrigal didn’t get her gift.
the second you watched him hold that vision in your hands you never wanted so desperately to be heard in your death. you yelled and screamed hoping he would hear you telling him that its not his fault but there was nothing you could do.
he did try to leave. you even went with him to the top of the mountains of the encanto but he paused. bruno looked back at his home and you knew he couldn’t bring himself to leave.
during the time in the walls is when you start to feel yourself fall in love with him. or at least realize that you are. maybe you have been for a while. when he is in the walls, you can tell he’s more free than he’s ever felt. being in that tower with all the constant reminders of who he was weighed down on him more than you ever imagined. now he can make this space for who he truly wants to be. (also side note i like to think that the rooms are effected a lot by the owner so the more he distanced himself from his family, the higher up his tower became and the more ominous the space was. he didn’t want it, but he couldn’t help it) its just a lot of you falling for him and him not even knowing you are there. and once the events of the movie happen you are so happy for him. you finally get to see him accepted back in the family he loved and did so much for.
you start to distance yourself from the family though. you are far too attached but now that you know bruno will be okay, you feel that you can leave.
that is, until dolores and mariano’s first baby gets the gift to see/speak to spirits.
AND THATS IT./ okay  i spent too much time typing this out. i even had to take pain killers in the middle bc the migraine was gonna kill me lmao.
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saint :( so i saw this tik tok about single fathers and how lonely they must feel once their kids leave after their weekend with them. someone said that they can’t even imagine the kind of pain it must feel to come home after work to a quiet house that’s empty, going to sleep with no one home, no one to talk to and ask about your day, to tell you goodnight. just sitting down at a table made for 4, eating leftover dinner from the fridge and then all by yourself on the couch watching tv just for background noise and to pass the time until it’s time for bed. this, all while knowing that there once was a time when you had a family to come home to and do all these things with :( and i’m just thinking about gojou and how that must have been what he felt like during the years and how it might possibly be for him in the future. just imagining that if they have shared costody of sachi and gojou’s just like, “i know i can’t make it as well as mum does, but i made you your favorite” or him sleeping in sachiro’s room when he’s gone cause his sheets smell like him :(
THATS SO SAD HELPFJD IM CRYING :((( the loneliness i feel for the dad
Anonymous said
I'm making a guess it's gonna be like a marriage story with scarlett johansson and adam driver🤔
A divorce and separation with closure for both gojo and yn with shared custody.
Interesting thing, saw a video about a japanese single father and apparently japan doesn't have shared custody laws? From what i remember only one parent has the kid while the other is basically gone from their lives if i remember the video correctly.
oooh i haven’t heard abt scarlet and adam’s marriage story until now :0 and also thanks for the info. it seems like japan has strict laws when it comes to child custody 😵‍💫 guess who has to make tons of research again
@htmlk4sa said
i just read sincerely yours episode 1 omg shitting tears rn,,,
i feel so bad for toji :( he deserves the best fr
and the netizens, they’re so vile 😭 it’s scary i feel bad for y/n
and aaandnwndn sachiro omg waiting for more scenes with him he’s so cutee
and for satoru’s mom, i understand why she’s mad and i get where she is coming from but i rlly feel bad for y/n :( she was just trying to protect herself
also when satoru woke up I’M SCREAMINXGHDDBDBFB pls he deserves the world :( i hope him and sachiro can bond soon it will be so cute
thank u for reading, i’m glad that u enjoyed it :’)
Anonymous said
Is this song applicable to sincerely not or maybe the gojoxyn relationship overall?
https://youtu.be/2B50RUXbs-8
And one of them (toji, yn,gojo) is gonna vibe with this song by the end i think
https://youtu.be/eX9SfxybQX0
ty for the rec, i’m about to check it out. need some rly sad songs rn :’)
Anonymous said
don’t mind me while i just-
satoru at the hospital:
It was the same thing Gojou asked himself, but couldn’t answer. And it would be cruel for him to answer it at all. “Dad, I…”
“Don’t call me dad!”
The ground beneath Satoru’s feet was collapsing because of the gravity of his guilt…What hurt him was the fact that the father-in-law who had always treated him like a real son, was now seeing him as a traitor.
y/n at the hospital:
digging crescent marks on your flesh until you could numb yourself from the sting brought by your guilt. “I’m sorry, Mom… I… I really had no idea.”
“Please don’t call me Mom.”
She shook her head, massaging her temple with one hand while pacing back and forth. “I’ve known you since you were a baby, Y/N. I’ve had a good relationship with your mother, but I never thought you would become this spiteful.”
it’s the disappointment and hurt of their maternal and paternal figures in them because of the things they’ve done to each other 🥲 to think that gojo grew up looking up to y/n’s father in replacement of his own and y/n growing up under gojo’s mother’s wing and caring eyes after she lost her’s and now the two of them have lost them both </3
love the juxtaposition !! i never rly realized how much they parallel each other’s experiences until now :0 painpainpaaaain
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thedancefloorsilly · 3 years
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omg you just got out of school??? i feel so bad for you :,) it's good that you're finally on summer break tho! time to de-stress and not focus on dumb school work (hopefully:))
anyways, i saw that your requests were open again was wondering if i could get shalnark asking out s/o headcanons??? thanks :)
ps: congrats on getting all those requests done!!! that's super impressive, i literally could never D:
Asking You Out Hc’s
a/n; yep yep I did on Friday !! (wait why feel bad is it bc June is late 😩) but ikr FREEDOM. ND OFC ;) I also havent finished them all up but its a good majority so thats cool B) ty again and enjoyyyyy <33
character(s); shalnark
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- Shalnark is usually a more confident person when it comes to these things, mainly because he’s takes a much more optimistic approach. Of course, he’s aware of the possibility of you rejecting him, but there is also a possibility that you might say ‘yes’! Shalnark doesn’t focus too much on the negative aspect because he wouldn’t want to psych himself out of that positive thinking. 
- Besides.. the constant teasing he would get from Feitan (given how he could already tell Shalnark was into you) was also slighttt bit of encouragement to ask you out already. Shal also had a very small hint that you might be into him? So with that in mind he’s pretty confident you’ll say yes.
- So with that being said, he was finally going to ask you out on a date. He already had a place in mind to go to if you said yes, already knew what he was going to say, and how we was going to say it, so Shalnark had no fear in the back of his mind. He came prepared!!
- The next time he saw you again was actually after a mission with the troupe, a tiring one that spanned over the past few days. Before agreeing to all part your ways once retrieving back to the hideout, Shalnark pulled you aside to ask you a quick question. Rather than the usual bright tone in his voice, he was a lot more soft-spoken during this moment, and Shal’s eyes looked very gentle. 
- Lets just say that even though he kept a calm composure, his heart was RACING! This wasn’t because of the fact that he was nervous, but because this was just the natural effect you had on Shalnark. Though the both of you guys couldn’t see it, some people like Machi, Pakunoda, and Feitan definitely noticed this interaction (some even whispering about you guys). 
- In a subtle voice, Shalnark then asks you: “Well, I was thinking.. do youu want to go out with me sometime?”. He has such a sweet and smile when saying those words, and right now there’s even a little blush appearing on Shal’s face.
- Well of course, how the hell could you say no to him?? You already had a small crush on Shalnark, so him finally asking you out maybe your heart swell with joy. You played it off smoothly by responding with, “Of course, it’s a date then!” followed with a small smile back. 
- That man couldn’t help but to show a big grin immediately after, he just felt so happy that you said yes!! You told Shalnark to call him so that you can decide on a place to go (even though he already had his own plan in mind). Once you told him you were then leaving to go back home, Shalnark insisted on taking the trip back with you so that you’ll have some company!! 
- To the others, it was obvious that you guys shared an interest with each other, but time would only tell whether those faint feeling’s would blossom into something much more profound. 
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Im vocal about supporting antifa and now im afraid a local altright/fascist group has my contact info (email, phone, address, pictures) because they've been using my email to sign me up for alt right mailing lists and one of em send some of my holiday pictures in a string of gore-y photos in a political group chat (hes banned now) .. is there something i can do? Im really scared even though i know thats exactly what they want :/
Oh, we feel for you.  A lot of us have been in your shoes in the past.  So we reached out to some experts for advice for you; here’s what they had to say, followed by some of our own advice: “Well first of all, what a fucking nightmare. This sounds really hard and terrifying. It seems to me that yes, they already have this persons info so my recommendation would be to start wiping their info from public places and use a service like DeleteMe, if they have the option. It is a paid service. At this point the fash are already engaged in a harassment campaign so it’s likely the worst is already happening but you can’t be too careful. If they have the capacity to get a new email, I would suggest it. As well as a phone number. If they can’t get a new number or don’t want to, they can avoid answering calls they don’t recognize the numbers for. I would say that they can continue to be open about their support for antifa but be mindful of what might happen. I’m happy to help w emotional support or practical support in terms of changing contact info, getting linked up with deleteme, etc” “If you want to keep their current email address, set up a spam filter to reject the alt-right stuff, and mark it as "Spam" when it comes in. They should also set two-factor authentication on every social media account they have. If they want to remove their data from the internet, so that this doesn't happen again, have them either buy a DeleteMe package, or else follow the steps in this free 30-page guide to remove their data from every peoplesearch engine.  In my experience, if you put in about a half hour a night, you can have it done in a month or so. From what I've seen in past harassment campaigns, they don't tend to last very long. The far-right is great at conducting kind of 24-48 hour blitzkrieg campaigns, but they don't have a lot of staying power. After two days, it's usually over unless their name pops up in the news again.” In addition, we’d recommend reading this article from Crash Override, which covers how to protect yourself if you’ve been doxxed.  That probably covers you digitally, but let’s talk IRL as well, Anon.  If they have your address, you should consider moving if it’s possible.  If you are staying put, you should beef up your private security.  Install floodlights outside and better-quality locks.  Consider a home security system and/or cameras.  If you’re tight with your neighbours, let them know you’re being harassed and encourage them to call you, the police (if you’re comfortable with that), or both if they spot anyone/anything suspicious going on around your place.  Set up a code w/ friend where you can call them or text them a single word & they’ll drop everything and come running.  Maybe have some friends stay over with you for a few days; maybe even sleep in shifts so someone’s always up & keeping an eye out for stuff.  If you are in a place where you’re allowed to own a firearm, consider it; if you decide to get one, get trained up on its use. You might want to let your school or workplace know what’s up as well so they can be on the alert.  Try to not stick to your regular routines - change up where you shop, the routes you travel, the times you’re out in public, etc. to make it as difficult as possible to surveil you. If you haven’t taken any self-defence or martial arts before, consider committing to it for a year or two.  Everyone is going to tell you a different style is best for self-defence (we’re partial to kali/escrima for close-combat weapons fighting/disarming + muay thai for striking + Brazilian jiu jitsu for takedowns, grappling, and groundwork ourselves).   This is probably all very overwhelming for you.  Please take a moment to take some deep breaths, know that people have your back (even people you haven’t met yet like us!), and that in most of these cases, the threat blows over after a few days when the nazis lose interest/move on to their next harassment target.  You can get through this, Anon, and you will be safer & stronger having gotten through it!
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bonny-kookoo · 4 years
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Bittersweet (JJK x Reader) ☕️💜🔞
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🍪 Pairing: Jeon Jungkook x Reader
🍪 Genre: Barista!AU, Mutual pining, smut because this is my content we’re talking about
🍪 Warnings: mentions of sickness, mentions of vomiting, best boi Koo, coffee puns, casual y’all during sex, protected sex because we have our lives under control in this household, overstimulation, rough! Koo, spanking (like..once), doggy-style because why not, reader rides Koo for a moment before he takes the upper hand again, they’re just being a mess ok
🍪 Summary: every day she’s his favorite costumer. So when she’s suddenly absent; what’s he supposed to do without any way to contact her?
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Jungkooks eyes began to sparkle as she stepped inside, wrapped up in a fluffy brown jacket, a scarf around her neck.
His scarf to be exact.
Now, they both weren't a couple- but close enough. He'd given her his scarf the day before as she'd forgotten hers at home; and due to the cold weather outside, he'd immediately gotten concerned over her health. He knew that she hated the cold- so he'd gifted his own protection against the harsh wind outside to her, uncaring about himself in that moment.
It gave him a weird sense of pride knowing that she wore it still. And as she stepped closer, Jungkook had already prepared her usual order- never forgetting to include her favorite cookies, a thing he'd memorized by now. She never quite drank coffee, but more like, milk and sugar with a drop of coffee. His coworker, Jin, had made fun of it several times in the past; he'd always stepped in however, as soon as he could see how embarrassed she got.
"Oh?" He asked, as he noticed her red nose and glossy eyes. "Are you okay?" He asked, and she giggled before coughing. He furrowed his brows. Hopefully she didn't want to go to work like that- but by now he knew her well enough to have a very big suspicion that that was exactly her plan for the day.
She rolled her eyes playfully. "Oh hey what's brewing? Looking good yourself, thanks for the compliment-" She said, trying to laugh but coughing again. "Hey look, I kind of wanted to return your scarf, but I also don't want to share my bacteria with you so- is it okay if I keep it for a bit?" She said, voice a bit muffled due to her facemask. He nodded, a slight pout on his lips.
"I know you're gonna go to work but-" He said, placing her order on the counter for her to take, as she placed down the money he took. "Can you at least go home a bit earlier? You really do look not so good." He said, doe-eyes growing a bit pleading at her as she sighed.
"I'll try, okay?" She said, and he nodded. Technically he'd ask her to promise, but he also knew how headstrong she was. The fact that she aknowledged his request was good enough for now.
"Okay." He said, smiling a bit as he waved from behind the counter as she left. "Take care!" He called out as she still waved, almost tripping over the small step outside the door as he chuckled, turning to the next costumer.
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She wasn't there the next day.
Typically he should not get too worried about it, but as the week passed, she still didn't show up. A coworker of hers couldn't tell him either what was going on; only that she wasn't at work either.
So she was probably at home resting. Hopefully.
"...kook. Jungkook!" Jin called out, saving his younger coworker from spilling hot milk all over his hand. "Okay, spill the beans loverboy." He sternly said as he took him to the side, the cafe calm and almost empty as they were close to closing time. Jungkook sighed as he ran a hand over his face, groaning for a moment.
"I'm worried!" He exclaimed, no need to say out loud who he was talking about. "I know that she's an independent adult person who can surely take care of herself but what if something happened? What if she's at home too sick to take care of herself? Jin during the entire time she came here, she never missed an entire week!" He explained in pout as he let himself flop down on one of the small chairs. Seokjin sighed, before he looked at the clock.
"Go. I'll wrap things up today." He said, as Jungkook furrowed his brows. Even if he went home now, that didn't help his situation at all! "I'll give you her number and you can call her-" He started, as Jungkook suddenly jumped up.
"You have her number?! Why didn't you tell me?" He yelled, absolutely scandalized by this.
Seokjin threw his hands up in defeat. "Okay slow down, first of all you never asked. Second of all she told me not to!" He said, and Jungkooks look shifted. He suddenly didn't look offended anymore- he looked hurt. Betrayed almost.
"Why.?" He asked, now way quieter.
Jin sighed. "She wanted you to ask for it instead." He answered, and Jungkook threw his head back again, groaning as Jin laughed. "Give me your phone.." He said, taking the device from him and putting in her contact info. "There you go. Use protection kid!" He called after Jungkook, who'd immediately grabbed his phone and ran out, putting on his coat on his way.
The older one simply shook his head, smiling.
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"..yeah?" The very tired voice of hers answered as Jungkook sat up straighter on his couch.
"H-Hey its Jungkook! You know, Kookie, the barista who puts in vanilla sugar instead of the lame stuff?" He said, and suddenly a laugh reached his ear, making him involuntarily smile. "Hey, I.. you didn't show up the entire week and it made me kind of worry so, I wanted to ask if you're good?" He asked, shyness slowly dying down.
Her voice sounded strained. "Yeah yeah, just great-" She said, before coughing. "Okay yeah no. Have you ever needed to sneeze but you couldnt?" She asked, and he hummed a reply, agreeing that he indeed had been in that situation before. "I feel absolutely like I'm gonna, you know, throw up, but I can't." She groaned, and his brows furrowed at that.
"I promise I don't try to be creepy here but-" He started, as he looked at his dog, peacefully sleeping next to him on the couch. "Can you give me your address maybe so I can come over? I- Listen I'm super worried, and no one should be left alone when sick." He said, and wondered if he was overstepping a line. Until he heard some shuffling, and a jingling sound.
"I'll text it to you, k? I uh.. unlocked the door now because I sure as hell won't be getting up anymore today." She said, as he chuckled.
"Oh, so you're gonna make me your maid?" He asked, and she giggled.
"Thats the plan Kookie."
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"Y/N?" He called, without getting an answer. He thought about it, before trying a second attempt. "Midget!"
The answer was almost instantly. "The fuck do you mean Mid-" She tried, before coughing.
Jungkook walked inside the bedroom after searching for a moment, looking at her with a pitiful smile as he leaned against the doorframe. If she wasn't feeling so absolutely disgusting in that moment, she would've whistled at his way different outfit. After all, she mainly only saw him in his regular work attire; the black button up and ripped jeans he sported now a complete one-eighty to that. He looked so much more mature like that- now actually giving away that he was a bit older than her. Did he always have such a defined jawline? He could definitely cut a bitch with that-
Wow, exit was three miles ago.
"Done staring sugar?" He asked, and she only groaned, burying herself deeper into her massive mountain of blankets as he chuckled. "Alright. I'm gonna carry you into the living room, because I wont be spending my time in your stuffy bedroom." He said, making her giggle as she peeked out of her makeshift burrito.
"You won't?" She asked, wiggling her eyebrows suggestively before sneezing into the blankets, making him chuckle again.
"You're sick, so no." He said, and she suddenly yelped as he leaned down to pick her up. "What?" He asked with wide eyes.
"I'm sick!"
"So?"
"I'm sick."
"Heard that before." He said, crossing his arms in front of his chest. She swallowed a bit at that because- was that a tattoo staring at her? Why did she never notice his hand was inked?! She shook her head, to focus again. "You'll get sick too!" She explained, before he scoffed.
"It's not like I'm licking your face sugar, now stop being difficult." He said, as he picked her up, blankets and everything included as he carried her back, placing her onto her couch before he squatted down in front of her face. "I'm gonna heat up some soup, and you'll eat something alright?" He said, and she shook her head.
"I'm gonna throw it up." She said, a pout evident. She didn't want his hard work to simply go down the drain- quite literally.
"That's okay." He answered, as she furrowed her brows. "You probably can't throw up because you haven't eaten. People typically feel better after vomiting so it's okay. Win win situation, really." He said as if it wasn't a huge deal.
"It's gross though." She mumbled.
"It happens." He said back, as he placed the white plastic bag on her kitchen counter, filling some of the soup from the plastic container into a small bowl he had a bit of issues finding, before he heated it up in her microwave. He was absolutely terrified of using them usually, making her laugh at him every time someone brought it up, but this time he didn't care much. "Here, let me help." He hummed, as he placed the bowl and a spoon on the small coffee table in front of her couch, helping her sit up properly. "Slowly, okay? You don't need to finish it, just a bit at a time alright sugar?" He requested, and she nodded, watching him as he sat down next to her, bowl on his thigh while he blew on the spoon, careful to cool the liquid food down before offering it. She kept her eyes on his focused face as she opened her lips, accepting it as he gently smiled. "There we go. Hope it doesn't suck, Jin says I can't cook for shit." He said with a chuckle.
"Doesn't matter, I can't taste much anyways." She shrugged, as he offered another small spoonful.
He snorted a bit as he kept himself concentrated. "Well I guess I'll just have to get you better, and cook for you when your tastebuds work again." He decided, as she smiled.
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"Huh?" He noticed, as the small form of her whizzed past him, practically throwing open the bathroom door before he heard her. He dried his hands, sighing as he went inside the bathroom, spotting her leaning over the toilet bowl, gripping it with pale hands. "Oh sugar." He hummed, before he squatted next to her, a comforting hand running over her back as the other gathered her hair, holding it away from her face. He hushed her the best he could, a bit of helplessness seeping into his mind as he watched her struggle. She leaned her head on the side of the bowl for a moment, breathing heavily with closed eyes. Jungkook reached for a piece of toilet paper, wiping her mouth before he continued his gentle caressing of her back. "Better?" He asked, and she nodded, before opening her eyes, tearing up. "Whats wrong?" He asked, as he helped her sit, flushing the toilet.
"I hate this." She said, angrily wiping her eyes.
"Everyone gets sick." He said with a slight smile, searching for toothpaste as he prepared everything for her to get the taste off of her tongue.
"Thats not what I meant." She mumbled, as he looked at her. "I hate that you see me like this. I'm disgusting and a walking piece of dead meat at this point, radiating germs." She huffed, as he went down in front of her, pointing her toothbrush at her lips as she opened them almost automatically. He smiled at her reaction, placing the brush inside her mouth as she took over, lazily brushing her teeth.
"I think you're still pretty." He said, as she looked at him with an unamused look in her eyes. "I feel good that you let me take care of you like this. It feels nice that you let me see you like that." He explained, as he helped her up to walk towards the sink, turning on the water as she rinsed her mouth. "I don't like you any less, of you're worried about that." He said, and she almost choked on the water inside her mouth.
She knew he liked her, romantically, yet he'd never openly said it.
"I know its a bit sudden, but I've been pretty obvious." He said, as he wiped her mouth with a towel, before smiling at her.
"If I wasn't sick right now I'd be all cliche and kiss you right now, but I can't." She said, pouting a bit as he chuckled, kissing his two fingers before placing them onto her lips.
"Indirect kiss then."
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"Okay but espresso is absolutely disgusting." She said, leaning over the counter to grab a mini cookie, before yelping as Jungkook playfully slapped her hands.
"Everyone can decide for themselves, first of all, and stop stealing shit." He said as he pointed at her, gasping scandalized as she teasingly tried to bite his finger. "Really now?" He asked, and she laughed.
"Okay kids, be disgusting somewhere else please!" Seokjin yelled, grabbing Jungkook by his apron as he pushed him into the backroom, telling him to change and go home. "Yoongi and I will close up today." He said to the young girl waiting, as she nodded.
"Alright sugar, lets go and be disgusting!" Jungkook exclaimed as he emerged from the backroom, now dressed in familiar all black attire, as he scooped her up, making her laugh as they both walked out of the cafe, towards his car.
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"I want you to move in with me." He said between huffs of breaths as she mewled underneath him, body shaking with every encounter with his thrusting hips. She nodded as she smiled when he leaned down to kiss her collarbone, hand running over her breasts as he teasingly pinched a nipple between his fingers.
"You'll- urgh-" She groaned, as he bit the skin. "You'll have to carry my shit though." She pressed out, as he laughed at that, leaning back as he expertly angled his hips to hit her sweet spot deep inside, making her arch her back.
"Ah- that's fine with m..me!" He stuttered as he began to put more force into his movements, sacrificing speed for strength as she hummed in delight underneath him, grabbing the pillow above her head as she started to grow restless. "You gonna cum sugar? Nice and hard?" He asked playfully as he moved his hand over her exposed clit, fingers rubbing over the sensitive bundle of nerves as she gasped in pleasure, thighs suddenly shaking as she came, clenching around him. "Hm, good girl." He hummed, before she huffed, suddenly squirming before she squealed, wetness escaping her as he chuckled, sight enough to send him over the edge as well. "There we go, giving me a show aren't you sugar?" He said, voice hoarse as he let himself lean over her again, before she suddenly grinned up at him, pulling him down and shoving a bit to get him to lay down, suddenly above him as she sunk down on his still sensitive cock.
He laghed and choked up as she continued to ride him, her own second orgasm approaching as he squeezed his eyes shut. "God- good god ah!" He yelled out between laughter at the way he could feel his own legs tremble, unsure if what he was feeling was torture of absolute heaven. "Pl-Please God, Baby you're-" He pressed out, gasping as he suddenly felt himself close to a second orgasm as well. "You're gonna kill me you fucking demon!" He exclaimed, roughly turning her around as he pulled her legs against her stomach again, thrusting with newfound strength, as she giggled and squealed. "That's what you wanted?" He asked between gritted teeth as she pressed her eyes close. "Little demon can't get enough of this dick?" He teased as she nodded, now desperately racing towards her release as he suddenly slipped out of her, adjusting the condom with a trembling hand as he manhandles her laughing body onto her stomach, pulling on her lower half as he slipped inside her wet cunt from behind, bringing his inked hand down onto her butt with a loud slap for good measure as she whined. "Oh now you're complaining? Should've known what-" He groaned out in between his words as he grabbed her thighs, pulling her against his relentless hips as she moaned out into the pillow below her. "-Should've know what you got yourself into." He finished, before she arched her back again, reaching behind her to push him off as her eyes teared up from overstimulation. As he saw her painful expression he immediately pulled out of her, pulling the condom off of his erection as he desperately pumped his length, finishing in small spurts on the arch of her back before they both collapsed, breathing heavily.
"Okay, I loved every second of it sugar but-" He exclaimed breathless, as she cuddled up next to him, throwing a leg over his body as he laughed. "What the fuck was that?"
But she simply giggled, mind still too hazy to form any words.
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cyborg-franky · 3 years
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im here for a matchup <3 i hope this is enough info ..
i am an isfj 9w1 scorpio. i am 19 y/o's and my sexuality is unlabeled , but i don't mind dating anyone , as long as i love them and they love me! i have dark blue / black hair thats very curly and i often wear it in a ponytail , i tend to wear 'showy' clothes out of pride of my well endowed figure. i also like to wear jewelry a lot, especially rings and necklaces.
personality wise , i am a gentle care giver and tend to be over affectionate sometimes .. im often very level headed and composed , often acting as a mentor / older sister figure to a lot of people. i can be very flirty ( usually on accident ) as my overly friendly behaviour can make me seem a little odd at times .. despite that , i get embarrassed very easily through the smallest of things, even through hearing certain curse words and so on.
im currently studying law in hopes of becoming a lawyer, as i hold justice for everyone very close to my heart. my other passions include writing, makeup and so on..
the love language i display the most is through words , i prefer to spell out my love then act through it. i would prefer a partner who isn't touchy, as i can get overwhelmed from physical touch easily.
i hope thats enough info ... i'm excited to see what you come up with ! <33 thank you for the lovely work , like always
Hello darling! I had a think and I pair you with Smoker
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Smoker also likes to wear clothes that let the world know he is proud of his body, if anyone says something to you about how you choose to dress he will have some not so polite words with them. He needs someone with a softer touch to help not sand those rough edges by maybe but something soft on them.
Smoker is a very forward and direct person and your happy positive energy will rub off on him, one day he’ll just aggressively positive words of affirmations someone whose having a bad day and that will because he’s seen what an angel you are to people in need.
Your sense of justice is also a big draw for him, he knows that not everything is black and white and holds his own moral compass in high regards and he knows you are a champion for the underdog and respects you and your judgement.
He’s also not a super touchy person so you both know your boundaries and that they don’t mean you don’t love each other any less because you aren’t always in one another pocket.
---- Mornings between you and the marine often started the same, sat together at the table having breakfast and coffee, you looked over your study material and flipped a page sighing as your shoulders sagged. All you did right now was study and it was wearing thin, your determination outweighed your desire to close the book.
Smoker watched all this over the top of his newspaper, watching as you shook it off, taking a sip of your drink and once again throwing yourself into it. “You’re doing good” He mumbled and hid his face behind the paper once more.
“You’re going to be great” His deep voice mumbled behind the paper once more and you felt your chest puff up with pride, renewed sense of purpose.
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kasey-writes-stuff · 3 years
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Got a request for a ler!mcyt of my choice and lee!reader sooooo here it is!
Sam
You and Sam were on a discord call with a few of the guys, it was yours and Sam’s first time meeting in real life! You had been hanging out for a good few hours now and things were great! Well... besides the fact your love language is touch and you don’t know Sam’s love language or how he feels about physical touch in general so you had hardly touched at all apart from the initial hug you briefly shared at the airport... it was very short though you being the first to break it off despite desperately not wanting to, you didn’t know how long of a hug he’d be comfy with and didn’t wanna overstep his boundaries...
“So y/n how was the flight?” Dream asked, you shrugged “Eh not too bad I got the aisle seat and two passengers next to me were teenagers who just sat on their phones most of the plane ride, turbulence wasn’t too bad either” Dream nodded “Thats good then” Ponk asks “So what have you and my Sammy poo been up to?” He giggles softly as Sam rolls his eyes fondly before saying “Not much really just helped them get unpacked and we’ve been chillin watching tv” Sap raised his eyebrows “Oh watching tv hm? Say they been cuddling you yet or asking for tickles?” Your face immediately turns bright red as you exclaim “SAPNAP SHUT UP!” Sam tilts his head confused “uh no they haven’t, I mean I got them to sit on the same couch as me but they haven’t really shown any want of physical touch so I’ve been respecting of that, why do you ask such specific questions sap?” Sap softly smiles “sorry y/n I just figured you would’ve told him or he would’ve found out by now” You sigh softly at him in a light hearted manner not upset at him just throughly embarrassed “it’s fine sap don’t apologize... and no I haven’t and he hasn’t... you know me I always put everyone else’s comfort and needs above my own so I didn’t wanna push things so quickly...”
Sam turns and looks at you softly “Y/N I love that you’re always thinking of others but please think of yourself for once and explain what sapnap is on about” Your eyes soften as you look into his “Well it’s just... my main love language is physical touch and usually whenever I’m with Sap, George and Dream I hug them and cuddle them a lot especially when watching tv and movies but really just any chance I get to be connected to them even just our pinkies being connected I take it because it makes me feel really calm and happy but with this being our first time meeting I don’t know your love language or just feelings on physical touch in general and I was too embarrassed to ask because I didn’t wanna push any boundaries...”
Sam had turned into the pouty face emoji, he lightly and carefully cupped your cheek “Y/N thank you for being worried about my boundaries honey but if you wanted cuddles you should’ve just asked, I would give them to you in a heart beat!” Your eyes slowly look towards his “Really you’re not just saying that are you? Because I really don’t want you to just be feeling like-“ Sam gently puts a finger over your mouth to shush you giggling a bit as he says “honey honey honey ppplllhehehahassehehe calm down, I’m not just saying it to say it I’m more than okay with physical touch I don’t know much about love languages but I would guess it’s probably mine too so don’t worry okay?” His thumb gently caressed your cheek as you smiled softly at him “Okay I’ll try to calm down and think of myself more” Sam smiled softly “you can do it I know you can”
George suddenly pipes up smirking softly as he says “So are we just gonna ignore the last bit that sapnap asked about or what?” Your face flushes a light red at his words and smirk as you quickly try and act oblivious out of flusterdness “Uh what last bit all he mentioned was cuddling right? I mean I don’t know what you all heard but I only heard about the cuddling right?” They all rolled their eyes and a few of them giggled softly, sap spoke up “Actually George is right I did mention something else, I asked if you had for tickles yet” he smirked clearly satisfied with how your blush was already turning an even more noticeable red
Sam raised an eyebrow curiously “uh no they haven’t asked for any tickles? Why do they like them?” Dream grins “Oh no no no they don’t just like them really they love them! Like I’m talking all tickles, rough, soft,playful, anything and almost anywhere!” George nods “Yea the only off limit spots are their feet and knees because they just don’t feel comfortable with their feet being touched and their knees aren’t ticklish neither is their neck” sap nods “Yea they just feel pain whenever someone tries to tickle their knees so we always stay away from there” Ponk who had been silent most of the time just taking in the info his own self possibly for future reference..... audibly awed about how precious this whole thing was “Y/N you are literally the most precious person I think I’ve ever had the absolute pleasure of meeting, we have to meet up in person sometime so I can give you the biggest hug possible!”
You pout slightly at ponks overwhelming kindness and adorableness “Aweee ponksss we’ll meet up soon I’ll be sure of it!” He clapped and smiled excitedly making you smile more, Sam suddenly spoke up “excuse me you’re not meeting my ponky before me!” You scoffed lightly “just watch me!” He snickered softly as he reached out and poked your side “No! You’ll be watching me meet him first!” You jumped and yelped slightly from the poke “ah! Nooo Sam it’ll be you watching me meet him first! And I’m gonna give him the biggest hug ever possible and you’re gonna be so jealous!” Sam smirked very softly at your reaction as he reached out giving you multiple alternating pokes on both your sides “no I’m gonna give ponky the biggest hug ever in the whole world and you’re gonna be jealous!” You squeaked softly at each poke and you heard ponk begin to speak giggling slightly
“Guys guys guys haha just come meet me at the same time okay? We can all have one big group hug! The biggest group hug ever possible!” Sam slowly stopped the pokes and you both looked at each other and nodded before both saying okay! And so you and the guys chatted for a little longer Sam every so often giving you little side pokes and Sam trying to ask the guys for more information on you but the guys refusing and saying he has to figure everything out for himself, before you guys ended call and went to go lounge around in the living room... Sam lays on the couch and opens his arms, you shyly smile lightly blushing a rose color as you lay besides him, his arms wrap slowly and loosely around you his head on top of yours as his hands rest on your stomach, you feel butterflies welling in your stomach just at the simple placement of his hands.... He sighs contently as do you, you let out a small squeak feeling his hands begin to gently rub your stomach “ee! Shaahmm...”
He smiles softly “Yes honey? Something the matter?” You grumble softly cursing him being so teasy already, he doesn’t hear or if he does just ignores it and continues on as you being to wiggle softly... he switches to gently scratching around your stomach in circles causing for you to break into light giggles “ssshahahmmmm” He giggles softly “yes honey what’s wrong why are you so giggly? Wait does this tickle? Awe are you ticklish honey bear? How adorable!” He speeds up slightly making your giggles raise and the teasing makes your blush brighter
“sshahahHAHAHAHhahhammmmm ddoohhoonnntttt sshhaHAHAHyyyy tttHAHAHhahahttt!” He pouts playfully “Don’t say what honey bear? Tickle? Ticklish? Awe do those words fluster you? Do they maybe make the tickles tickle even more?” “SAHHAHAHAMMM!” “I’ll take that as a yes!” He giggles softly as he begins squeezing your sides, making for you to jump and wiggle around your body attempting to instinctively dislodge his hands as your giggles raise becoming much louder “HAHAHAAHAHAHA SSSHAHAHAHMMM IHIHIHITTT TTTHIHIHAHAHAH!” “Awe can’t even say the word can you? That’s okay honey bear I can say it for you! Tickletickletickletickletickletickletickletickletickle!” Your hands fly up to your face to muffle your loud giggles and to cover your maddeningly red face “AAHH SSSHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAMMMMM!” He chuckled softly continuing the squeezes for a few more minutes for slowing down to give you a break “You okay sweetheart?” You nod your head softly giggling residually “ihihihimmm ggohhooodd”
he smiled softly as he gently pet your head “do you want more or have you had enough?” Your face flushes in embarrassment as you say “more please if you don’t mind...” he grins softly as he says “of course I don’t mind! How about I gooooo here!” He experimentally squeezes your hips and he jumps slightly as you scream and then giggle “AAAHH hahaha!” “Oh death spot sweetheart?” You nod shyly “Ihihi yew hahah” He smiles more as he says “can I?” You nod and so he begins squeezing away and you lose it screaming before falling into cackles which only seem to increase as he begins circling the divots of your hips with his thumbs “AAHAHH HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!” “Wow this must tickle like crazy for you to laugh like that sweetheart!” You nod wordlessly laughing hysterically before squealing as he switches to massaging, he continues wordlessly for a few moments before he slows down to simply tapping along your hips and sides leaving you to giggle residually as your squirm slightly from the tapping “hehehahhahahehahah wwwohohohohowww hhbehehahaha” “You gonna be okay sweetheart?”
You nod softly “yyeheheahhaha” He smiles lightly as he gently rubs your back “that’s good, I’m glad you enjoyed yourself because I’ll be honest sweetheart I enjoyed myself too” You looked up at him softly “Really?” He nodded “of course I wouldn’t just say that if I didn’t mean it!” You turn towards him and hug him tightly hiding your head in his chest, he hugs you back just as tightly... you raise your head “hey sammy?” He looks down at you “yea honey?” You smirk slightly “Are you.... ya know?” He blushes softly “I-uh I... no?” You snicker “hmm I’m not sure I believe you” you gently wiggle your fingers on his sides and he bursts into giggles
And so now it was Sam’s turn to be a cuddly tickly mess!
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chemiste · 4 years
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Voicemail. ~one-shot~
a/n: howdy babes, last night i was reading through @toothpastekissy​ masterlist, basically gobbling up everything and came upon Leaked Feelings! I loved the concept of it so I decided to write my own version :) lmk if y’all want a part two!
ALSO, i recorded myself singing both songs i wrote for harry,,,, if ya want to know the tunes i was thinking for them, comment if you want them and ill post em.
my masterlist
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There they were.
The leaked files.
When you got a call at 4 am this morning, you did not expect your publicist to be telling you some of your exes songs were leaked.
“What’s that got to do with me?” You asked, still half asleep.
“They’re about you, Y/N.”  Well now you’re awake.
“What?” You shot up out of bed, padding over to your white desk, fuzzy pink socks on your feet. You opened your laptop and jumped onto twitter, scrolling through with one hand while the other held your phone. #StylesLeak was trending worldwide, as was #Y/N.
HarryUpdates tweeted:
OMG OMG RED ALERT WE GOT LEAK SONGS Y’ALL
FineFuckinLine tweeted:
OOF, what the fucccccck did harry do to Y/N? These are all apology songs!!! No wonder the break up was hush hush
E!News tweeted :
Hey everyone! We know Harry Styles and Y/N L/N stans are up early this morning! Leaked songs from Harry sales have been put out on the web for everyone to see. The two singers had called it quits 3 years ago, but now they’re the trending topic again! #shipname is now trending #1 worldwide, I didn’t ever think we’d see that one again! Go to our website for more!
You heard you publicist let out a big sigh, you put your phone on speaker and set it down on the desk next to you so you could keep looking.
“There are 7 songs, and each one has your name in it or as the title.”
It was a bit of shock, to say the least.
You had hung up with your publicist a while ago and were now debating on whether to listen to the songs or not, you had found a fan account that had the leaked files all ready to go for your entertainment, but something made you hesitate clicking the url.
“You Bastard!” You screamed, shoving him back into the wall. 
Mascara was streaming down your face, the satin red cocktail dress you wore now crumpled as your crouched to grab your suitcase from underneath the bed.
“Please listen, it’s not what you think—“ Harry started, you whipped around to the man before you, fire burning in your eyes.
“Oh, really Harry? How is me hearing you say ‘yeah Y/N is alright, but gotta keep the media happy ya know’ on a voicemail I probably wasn’t supposed to get not what I think?” 
Quickly, you zipped the bag closed, kicking your heels off and shoving your feet into your beat up converse. He let out an exasperated breath, tears starting to shine in his eyes.
“I—I was drunk Y/N! I was with some friends just joking around and—“ 
“Drunk words are sober thoughts Harry.” 
You snapped back, slipping your tench coat on and racing for the stairs, luggage in hand. You rubbed away the endless tears running down your face as you made it to the living room, collecting your keys.
H raced down after you, mumbling over words—
‘Excuses’, You thought.
Right before you opened the front door, he grabbed your hand that was wrapped around the handle of your suitcase. 
“Please Y/N, can’t we just sit down and talk this out—“ 
“There’s nothing to talk about Harry, you made that perfectly clear when I had to listen to you compare me some ‘other models’ while at a very important record dinner! I had to fucking sit there, eyes on me, and act like you weren’t ripping my heart out one word at a time!” 
You snatched your hand out of his and moved out the door, 
“Don’t call me,” was the last thing you said before slamming the door shut.
Bringing back those memories was something you didn’t want to do, it had been 3 years since the break up. Harry didn’t come after you, even though a part of you wished he had. Wished he had tried harder to get you back. But alas, shortly after, he started dating a model, Camile or something, and your relationship was tossed aside like yesterdays newspaper. 
You moved back and forth with your mouse on the link, eventually you closed the page. Instead of fully chickening out, you decided to go to your favorite platform for celebrity gossip, tumblr.
“At least one of his die-heart fans must have the lyrics written down already.” 
You mumbled to yourself, logging into your secret side blog about cats, Captain America, and cute outfits. 
After not that much digging you found a blog, harrysmygod, (you definitely rolled your eyes at the name) had a whole posting written out about it already.
“They’re sure on top of everything, I’ll give them that.”
You started to read.
Hello my harries! 
So if you’ve been up these past few hours, something big has happened! HARRY STYLES HAD SOME FUCKING SONGS LEAKED!!! And no, I don’t mean songs that could have been on the FineLine album, I mean OLD songs! 
And they’re about, you know my fav girl, Y/N! Now, we know their break up 3 years ago was very quick and hush-hush, not much details ya know? 
BUT WE GOT THE JUICE NOW LADIES!! 
The boy wrote 7 songs that got leaked, and you wonder why I know they’re about her? Y/N is a lyric or title word used in all of them! Thats right, all 7 songs. I’ve done the best thing for everyone and written out the lyrics for you to look through, I’ve only kept one chorus and each new verse, if you listen to the song and its repeated I only wrote it down one for you, blah blah you get it? 
Great! Heres the first one, it’s called Voicemail.
You took a deep breath and scrolled down.
The look on your face,
The hurt in your eyes,
Made me realize, my lover was gone,
I never got to say goodbye.
Oh, Oh, Ah, Oh.
The words I had said, not true,
I’m so sorry you heard them too.
When you came home in that dress,
Mascara dripping onto your chest.
I knew I had fucked up,
One voicemail turning us to dust.
If you ever hear this song,
Know that I was wrong,
You were the best thing in my life,
Now those flames have turned to ice.
Oh, Oh, Ah, Oh.
Y/N, please remember the love we once had together,
So I know I am real
And then maybe, we could try to heal.
Heaaaaaaaaaal.
Wow you guys, this SONG! Totally sucks that harry didn’t mean to release them cause totally invasion of privacy (sorry harry), but lucky for us we’ve got some info on what happened between Y/N and him! 
I’m thinking maybe a voicemail gone wrong? They could have been in a fight and he said something that cut too deep? Lmk what you guys think, heres the next on called Gone.
You scrolled through them, you read all the songs. Lover’s Funeral, Drunk Thoughts, Empty Seat, Your Sock Drawer, and then finally, Y/N.
Alright, we’ve made it to the last song my dudes. And personally it’s my favorite!!!! This was the last song leaked, but I feel the most important. Here’s Y/N.
Oh, Y/N, Y/N, Y/N,
You make my heart fly,
I feel as though I could touch the sky,
I only need your love to try.
My love, love, love
You shine brighter than any star above.
Make me count everyday,
I should have tried to make you stay.
Oh, Y/N, Y/N, Y/N
I know we can agree
That I’m a bastard
Im a flake,
You made the right choice
Walking out on me
But could I have
A second chance,
I know it would be worth it
In the end
Because I’d get,
On one knee,
And promise myself to you
For all eternity.
Oh, Y/N Y/N Y/N
My love, love, love
Oh, Y/N Y/N Y/N
My love, love, love
You gasped, basically jumping away from the computer like it was on fire. Thoughts raced through your mind, you grabbed your head, trying to keep it all together. 
He wanted to marry you? Impossible. 3 Years ago this man was thinking about proposing, then how could he say all those horrible things about you?
“He’s not worth another heartbreak, stop it, stop it!” You chanted to yourself.
While you paced back and forth making a dint in your soft white carpet, you had tuned out the notifications for instagram, twitter, and calls coming through to you. 
But then a certain dial tone popped up that you had only set for one person.
Ding!
Ding!
Ding!
You glanced to your phone on the table and froze.
Bastard (wasn’t allowed to block, fuck PR)
Sent you a message.
Bastard (wasn’t allowed to block, fuck PR)
Sent you a message.
Bastard (wasn’t allowed to block, fuck PR)
Sent a voice file “Mrs. Styles.”
Bastard (wasn’t allowed to block, fuck PR)
Sent a voice file “I Should Have Fought.”
Bastard (wasn’t allowed to block, fuck PR)
Sent a voice file “I’m Sorry.”
<3
here’s part 2!!!!!!!!!
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Imagine if Kai fell in love with pop’s daughter and he’s extremely delusional that their destined to be together that he ticks her into marrying him and when she realizes her mistake she’s pregnant
This ask is so beautiful, thank you so much. We all love Kai being a delusional idiot.
@zuffer-weird-girl I thought this went pretty well with the pictures so might as well kill two birds with one stone :> ~~~
Title: Cherry Blossom
Yandere!Overhaul x F!Reader Warnings: Angst, fluff, mentions of pregnancy, mentions of sexual acts, gore, blood, murder, slight nsfw A/N I tried looking for how old overhaul was when he was taken in but i couldn’t find anything so im just gonna go say that he’s 6. Sorry for the time skips at the end, i wanted to finish this by tonight and was running my creativity dry trying to finish it. ~~~ As you waited in the garden for your father to come back from his walk you sat in your favorite tree and read your favorite book. You must have read it so many times that you know each word by heart. “Here my boy i want you to meet someone.” You heard your fathers voice coming into the garden and you looked down and saw him walking with a boy the same age as you. “Hi father! Who’s that?” You laughed as you looked at them from the branch you sat on. Your pigtails moving as your head titled to the side. “Well this is Kai Chisaki. He will be living with us now! Kai this is my daughter (y/n).” You waved hi in the tree as you smiled down at the boy. The boy looked up at you with a lazy gaze before his eyes widen when he saw you truly.
The sunshine that glowed through the branched and leaves of the cherry blossom tree gave you a heavenly look to you. The sunshine outlining your being, you smiling down at him gave you this angelic persona. “H-Hi...” Was all he could say before you jumped from the tree and ran to give him a hug. “Finally! I have someone to play with!” You giggled as you kept your arms wrapped around him.
“Now now, Kai here doesn’t like being touched. Clean freak here.” He could feel your arms leave him quickly and before he could bask in your warmth once more you had backed up and apologized for hugging him. “Sorry about that Chisaki! I didn’t know. Wait do you have a quirk?” Your question annoyed him but his tiny heart kept bumping in his chest. “Yes...” Was all he said before you crossed your arms and pouted. Fearing he did something wrong he went to speak but pops had beat him to it. “Now (y/n), i know it sucks that you don’t have a quirk but hey at least you got Chisaki to always protect you right my boy?” Yes he would. ~~~ 5 years later Kai sat in the living room watching you intently as you concentrated on your homework. Your hair in a messy bun to keep it out of your face as your eyes were glued to the paper.
“Ugh Kai can you please help me? This is hard!” You whine while looking at him with those puppy eyes. He had let you call him Kai cause you needed to be able to say his name before you got married. Yes he knew he was still young, but that gave him plently of time to plan the wedding!
“Uh Kai?” Your voice snapped him out of his thoughts.
“Yeah sure.” He kept his straight face so you wouldn’t know his feelings for you just yet. It had to be the perfect time.
“Thanks Kai!” You give him a light hug making him freeze and have a light pink spread across his face.
“Okay...um..what do you need help with?”
~~~
3 years later
Kai growled as he saw you hanging out with the new boy. What was so cool about that disgusting quirk filled verm? He was going to taint you, take away your perfect pure form.
“Dude, you done burning holes in the back of his head?” Hari’s voice grabbed his attention. Hari was a friend he met in 3rd grade (don’t actually know if thats acurate but bare with me) He was one of the only people he could stand besides you.
“He’s trying to take (y/n) away from me.” His voice went a note lower as he watched you talk to him like you’ve known each other for years.
“Their such a cute couple don’t you think?” Kai snapped his neck towards a random girl who was fawning over the ‘cute’ scene in front of her.
“What?” Kai said trying to keep his composure.
“Oh didn’t you hear? He asked her out and now they started dating! Their so cute together!” The girl giggled before running off to her friends leaving Kai in a state of seeing only red.
“...Uh Kai, I’m seeing a face on you that concerns me.” Hari says as he see’s his friend seething with anger.
“How dare he?”
“What?”
“How dare that disgusting pig steal what’s rightfully mine.” The rumble from Kai’s voice made Hari realize that Kai wasn’t fucking around.
“She belongs to me, she was mine the day I met her.” Kai’s hands were shaking with anger as he looked at the two of you smiling.
“Well what are you going to do about it?”
“There’s only one way to make sure that Angel stays all mine.” Hari raised an eyebrow at Kai who turned and looked at him.
“We kill him.”
~~~
That Night
Kai had planted a note in that boys locker, saying it was from you and to meet him by the Cherry Tree in the park to ‘talk’.
After waiting a few minutes, hiding in the branches of the Cherry Tree, the boy finally shows up to the park walking towards the tree.
Kai watched as his target go right under the branch he was hiding, looking for you.
Kai jumped from the branch and landed on top of the kid before placing his fingers on the boys face, making him explode into nothing but blood on the grass.
Kai looked down at his dead rival with a derranged look in his eyes as his smile covered his face. Little blood droplets going down his face landing on his clothes which were already soaked in blood making Kai scratch at his arms. Trying to make the hives go away.
“Angel is mine and will always be mine...”
~~~
The next day
“Kai did you hear! (R/N) went missing last night! No one can find him!” You ran up to him worried as you looked around paranoid.
“Really? That’s unfortunate.” Kai was lucky enough that his mask that he wore covered his smug smile. Of course he went missing, that filth could be around his perfect angel.
“What if he was kidnapped?! We could be next for all we know!” You shook in your spot before jumping onto Kai holding onto him tightly to try and hide your scared expression from him.
“Don’t worry an-(y/n), no one will hurt you as long as im around.” He let out a sigh of relief. He almost called you his angel. Well yes you were but the first time he wanted to call you that was when he would confess to you.
“You really mean it?” You looked up at him with your (e/c) eyes hoping he was serious. 
“Of course I would never let anything happen to you.”
Angel
~~~
Ya’ll are in your twenties now
Kai sat in his office at the Shie Hassakai base, looking through the paperwork that seemed to be never ending. His pen hitting the table as he tries to think on anything other then you. 
You plagued his mind every day. Ever since that filth tried to take you away from him, he was always paranoid that someone was gonna take you away from him. He would often day dream of a little family with you. Kai wasn’t much for kids but they would be pure just like her. 
He would sit for hours at his desk thinking about what it would be like to see you walk down that isle. To be married to him. That way once your married, you would never ever be able to leave him. He would make sur-
“Hey Kai! I was gonna watch a movie by myself but I thought maybe you wanted to watch one with me?” Kai’s cheeks light up in happiness as the thought of you next to him made him overwhelmed with joy.
“Sure.”
~~~
You both sat at the couch while watching a movie you had picked out. Kai usually wasn’t a fan of horror but if it meant getting cuddles by  you he was willing to do so.
“I can’t believe you haven’t even jumped yet! Did you already watch this movie?” You crossed your arms and pouted.
“No. Why would i rewatch a movie I have already seen?”
“Fair point I guess, h you’ll never believe what happened!” You said as you looked up at Kai squealing.
“What?”
“Someone asked me out on a date! I met him when i was getting groceries!” You smile at him waiting for a response. 
“Really....” You didn’t notice the danger in his voice as you kept talking about this one disgusting filth that dared to ask you out.
Was he gonna have to take care of the trash again? Yes. He would do anything for his angel. And he was gonna have her all to himself.
No matter the consequences...
~~~
Kai slowly walked behind you as you made your way to said date. He couldn’t let you go wandering off by yourself could he? No. You were quirkless, you NEEDED him. And he needed you so it all played out.
There was no room for anyone else in the picture.
Kai quickly hid in a nearby alley waiting and watching for your ‘date’ to show up, just so he could see what he looks like.
And to get some info on him and how he should go about killing the trash.
He watched you from far away as the tiniest gust of wind blew your hair a little bit making Kai smile as you try to put it back into place while forming a small pout. He could watch you all day. Your (h/c) hair shinning as it caught the attention of the sun.
He noticed that you were looking around a lot as well as looking on your phone. He raised and eyebrow before remembering that your date was suppose to be here at 2.
It was 3.
He had spent so much time watching you that the day went by fast. Not that he was complaining of course. He enjoyed watching you, but what he didn’t enjoy was you crying.
You had gotten up from your seat and started taking off in his direction.
‘Nows my chance!’
“Oh hey (y/n), what happened?”
“He stood me up..” You say as tears streamed down your face. Kai looked at you and couldn’t help but feel a tiny bit of lust.
The way your eyes were watering made his mind run wild with unholy thoughts of you on your knees sucking him off, looking up at him while tears streamed down your face as you gagged around his-
“Kai?” You ripped him of his lustful thoughts making him look down at you. You hugged him tightly burying your face into his chest.
“Yes?” He replied trying to hid his lust.
“Am I just that ugly that no one wants me?” You looked up at him, your tears staining his shirt. He looked at you with softness in his features but anger in his body.
How dare some low life filth make his angel feel bad about themselves. That trash will deserve anything that Kai gives him.
“No, your not. You are beautiful. A very beautiful angel.” Your eyes teared up before you hooked your arms around his neck and buried your face.
“Thank you Kai.”
~~~ 
7 months later
Kai stood at the alter watching you as you walked down the aisle. Your white dress hugged your body perfectly, letting his imagination run wild.
Once you stepped onto the alter he knew that once this was over he was gonna claim you. Make sure that you never ever leave him again.
And claim you he did
~~~
1 month later
You sat at your bed that you shared with Kai. A happiness filled your entire being as you looked down at the pregnancy test. A positive pregnancy test.
You get up and jump up and down in excitement. Oh how happy Kai will be right! He would make a great father! He loves you so much so why wouldn’t he love his child.
You couldn’t wait to tell pops either! He had been away for awhile so you couldn’t wait to tell him the good news when he got back!
Pops had been gone for about 4 months. He sadly missed your wedding but Kai said that pops wished he could be there.
You smile as you grab some clothes out of your closet and proceeded to put some on, not dressing fancy but in comfortable clothes.
You open the door of your room before skipping in the hallways of the compound. Your feet making a pitter patter noise like the sounds of children’s feet.
Wait children?
You turn around and see a little girl no more than 6 running as fast as she could towards you. You run towards her as well worried as you saw her arms and legs covered in bandages.
“Woah, woah, sweetie. What’s wrong?”
“Please help me...he..he hurts me...” Your eyes go wide as you grab the trembling child in your hands before picking her up and running in the compound trying to find a random room so you could talk to the little girl alone.
You open one room and close the door, locking it before turning it around and gasping at the sight you saw.
Your dear father lying on a hospital bed. IV’s hooked up to him. He looked terrible. You go over towards your father with the little girl in your hands as tears run down your face. You held your fathers cheek with your remaining hand before you turn to the child and set her down.
“Who’s hurting you sweetie? I promise I will make them pay-”
“It...it was mister Overhaul... he uses me as a lab rat. He’s the one who put my grandpa in a coma!” The little girl cried into your arms. You soon realized that this was your niece. You father told you of a older daughter he had that left so long ago.
“Who’s Overhaul baby?” You say as your grip on her tightens as you try your best to comfort her.
“He..wears a black or beak like mask and wear a really ugly green coat-”
“Kai...” You covered your mouth as more tears run down your face as you and the little girl both sob into each others arms.
“What’s...your name little one?”
“Eri...” You rub her back as you try to calm her down, her sobs getting quieter as she soon felt relaxed in your arms.
“Thats such a pretty name you know.” You say as you rub her scalp.
“Thank you-”
“(y/n) have you seen-” You and Eri both stop as you both look in horror at the man in front of you.
Kai- no Overhaul stood above you both watching as your grip on Eri tightened and you looked at him with hateful eyes.
“What in the absoulte hell is wrong with you?! How could you put my father in a coma?! He took you in when no one else would! And how dare you use this little girl as a lab rat! She’s a child Kai! How can I expect you to take care of our child when you can’t even take care of Eri!” you shut your mouth quickly. Fear coursed through your veins as you felt Eri shake in your arms.
“Your...pregnant?” Kai looked down at the scene in front of him. 
This wasn’t suppose to happen. You were suppose to never find out about Eri, he was going to tell a little lie to you about pops but you were never suppose to find out about her.
“Let me explain angel-”
“No! NO I will not let you explain! Your hurting a child Kai! What has she done to deserve this?!” You scream at him holding Eri as tight as you could before you felt her be whisked away from your arms. You turn your head to the side to see Hari holding Eri in his arms.
“Not you too.” You hiccuped. Hari said nothing only looking away from your sorrowful gaze.
“Bring Eri back into her room. I have business to take care of.” Hari nodded before walking away. You tried to get up and grab him from his arms but were only met with a pair of strong arms wrapped around your chest.
“I can’t having you leave me (y/n). I know you’ll see what im doing is right in the future.” You go to scream at him only to feel a sharp pain in your neck.
“Did..did you just drug me?!” You yell as you begin to fade in and out of consciousness. 
“I’m doing what’s best for you. And if that means locking you away so you’ll never leave me then that’s a chance I’m willing to take.” Which was the last thing you heard before you fell into darkness.
“I love you my angel~”
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