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Thinking a lot recently abt Touya who doesn’t become Dabi and instead finds a nice quiet life and falls in love with y/n only for Shoto to come along and ruin it all once again by asking him to come home and reunite their family
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saeist · 1 year
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what if one part about going abroad that Sae hated was that he had to get more shots for foreign diseases bc he has a fear of needles?
nah i dont think so 🙏
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qawcamiz · 1 year
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Texts from him ... ˚ ✽
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Diluc Barely uses his phone as it’s not necessary for him to use the internet and when he does use it, he does so on his terms, Such as messaging and calling you.
He’s not very good at social media and is never particularly outgoing, but he knows how to manage it well enough.
He doesn't pay attention to his phone, Whenever someone would message him, He would only look at the contact name and then proceed to ignore it completely. But, this doesn't happen that often since most of the time, the contact name would be 'Y/N L/N' and there isn't much more than that.
Whenever he's bored or has nothing better to do, he would open his phone and scroll through his contacts list. The last name he always ends up looking at whenever it was opened is 'L/N'
Believe it or not, the only reason he has been getting bored in the first place is that you aren't beside him, He would end up messaging you, Let's say...
14:09 [ grumpy hus <3 ] ; hi
14:09 [ grumpy hus <3 ] ; when are you coming back?
14:09 [ grumpy hus <3 ] ; it's so empty here without you
14:11 [ y/n ] ; aw miss me already?
14:11 [ y/n ] ; my shift is abt to end dwdw
14:11 [ grumpy hus <3 ] ; I miss you love
14:11 [ grumpy hus <3 ] ; take care, or i can pick you up?
14:12 [ y/n ] ; don't sweat it bb, I can drive myself, save ur clinginess for later iloveuuu 😜
14:12 [ grumpy hus <3 ] ; ilyt, drive safe.
Diluc wouldn't let anyone see this side of him. In other's eyes: He's a professional. He isn't a clingy guy who couldn't survive a day without having his s/o beside him & he wasn't a clingy guy who kept on texting his lover like a fool. 
What about him messaging you while he's drunk or out of his mind? That makes him a clingy guy who couldn't live without his lover, And the fact that his fingers were tapping away to the words sent by you makes him a needy man with a fast throbbing heart,
20:07 [ grumpy hus <3 ] ; hi baby
20:07 [ grumpy hus <3 ] ; fuck
20:07 [ grumpy hus <3 ] ; my head hrts
20:07 [ grumpy hus <3 ] ; I m ss u
20:08 [ grumpy hus <3 ] ; I love u zomuchhh
20:08 [ grumpy hus <3 ] ; I want to gk home
20:09 [ grumpy hus <3 ] ; baby
you missed a video call from grumpy hus <3
you missed a video call from grumpy hus <3
you missed a video call from grumpy hus <3
20:11 [ y/n ] ; bro what's happening
20:11 [ y/n ] ; are u drunk LOLLL
20:11 [ y/n ] ; where are uuuu
20:11 [ y/n ] ; SORRY BABY I MISSED UR CALL I WAS COOKING DINNER
20:12 [ y/n ] ; WHY AREN'T U HOME YET 🤬
20:13 [ y/n ] ; hellooo?? dilucccc?? lovee?? darling?? hottie?? whatv nn?? ANSWERrR!!
20:15 [ grumpy hus <3 ] ; Hey y/n this is Kaeya, I'll drop my bro there, bro fell asleep + I THINK bro hates alcohol now 😢
20:15 [ y/n ] ; HUHHH
20:15 [ y/n ] ; alr alr plz take care
20:15 [ y/n ] ; I'm sosorry gosshh why is he even there, drinking? 😠😠🔪
20:16 [ grumpy hus <3 ] ; dw no one was hitting on him, if that's what u r worried about 😉😉
20:16 [ y/n ] ; why would I be worried abt that?? that guy always clings to me lololol 🤭🤭
He had gotten used to the routine of greeting you good morning and goodnight through text, You're the first person he'd check before getting up, and the last person he'd talk to before closing his eyes in hopes of falling asleep again.
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BONUS:
11:14 [ y/n ] ; TELL ME AALREADY!
11:14 [ grumpy hus <3 ] ; Come Again? 
11:14 [ y/n ] ; WHAT'S MY CONTACT NAME IN UR PHONEEEE FGHGHGFA RAHHHH
11:15 [ grumpy hus <3 ] ; is it really that necessary?
11:15 [ y/n ] ; rude. OFC, IT IS. ⁉️⁉️
11:15 [ grumpy hus <3 ] ; Fine, Your contact name is y/n, Happy?
11:16 [ y/n ] ; coMEE ONNN YOU'RE KIDDING
11:16 [ y/n ] ; pls tell me that's a joke 😭
11:16 [ y/n ] ; i named u 'grumpy hus' with a '<3' ON IT AND WHAT I GOT IS A SIMPLE 'y/n'
11:16 [ y/n ] ; that's so fu c king plain, are we not dating?.
Replying to: I named u 'grumpy hus' with a...
11:17 [ grumpy hus <3 ] ; Am i supposed to be offended or what?
11:17 [ y/n ] ; neither 🖕
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sweetiecutie · 7 months
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love your writing!!! I’m so super new to fanfics and stuff like that and whatnot and I mean I’m 22 - where have I been hiding??? this is my first time like asking / writing to someone so plz don’t hate me I just really love your writing style and English also isn’t my first language (that’s when you know the fic is gonna slappp).
please feed my sinful soul with more slasher!könig. if you want to, of course.
I was thinking of so many different scenarios this could pan out …
imagine his idiosyncrasy’s at each murder now shifting to leaving tokens of love and obsession and hidden messages to Y/N. like flowers scattered around the body or discarded poems written and placed on the body, but he never does anything to compromise their safety by directly referring to Y/N. and how he sort of turns into Y/N’s super stalker, super overprotective. like he’d somehow figure out that oh they need new shoes - bam, new shoes would randomly appear in their home and it’s exactly their size and just to their liking (especially if they lived alone because then he might turn into perv/stalker-slasher by placing little cameras everywhere tee hee hee…)
AND PLOT TWIST THAT HE MIGHT BE A VERY VERY PROMINENT MAN IN THE COMMUNITY?! Very trusted and loved. Like a well-established family doctor? Or the mayor? Or something? Not like he owns one of the largest farms in the area, like the richest farmer in the area - not like an animal farm or whatever … something romantic - a vineyard
And I mean just so that Y/N can get over the death of their BF quicker - maybe Slasher!König targeted him because he was cheating or something that could hurt Y/N?
Sorry for this long message. I don’t even know why I’m sending this thing I just want to discuss it and I don’t know how. There’s so many different ways this can go
Also. Is writing fanfic also as fun as reading it? Do you get the same kick? Because I wanna start writing …
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Danke und tschüss!
xxx
Caty
First of all - how DARE you expose half of my amazing plans for these series?!?!? Girl, you read my intentions like an open fucking book😭
But still I want to keep a bit of an intrigue over this✨
You’re definitely right, I see König as more of a psycho-stalker one, completely fucked in his head, and a fact that no one can tell just because he’s so good at keeping straight face, wearing a mask of a friendly neighbour? Absolutely delicious. A pretty girl will smile and joke with this gentle giant, batting her long eyelashes up at him with a subtle blush dusting her cheeks, noting soft quirk of man’s lips, hoping that König may like her back. The next night this dainty neck of hers will be snapped in few places from vicious grip of huge hand, her stomach sliced opened, bright blood painting everything red. Among all mushed up insides her womb is missing - König taking it, since this whore was offering it to him so openly a day before.
And idea with wine garden is so freaking good, I haven’t thought about it even (omg I know abt these sm, since I live in wine region of Germany😶‍🌫️) So I will definitely think abt incorporating this into the story, thank you dearly for suggesting it!
Overall, I’m really happy you enjoyed it, and hope you’re looking forward for new writings, that means a lot🩷🩷 Never be afraid to send in submissions or texts, they make me super happy!
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ultrvmonogamy · 5 months
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it's sadly ironic that i'm kinda sick of this blog n have outgrown its purpose in a lot of ways n prolly would've killed it n moved on but now i rly can't bc if i do ppl r gonna be more inclined to believe gross bs abt me
also plz take a moment to imagine how i feel after pushing myself so hard to be as open n authentic as possible n to be willing to expose my arguably ugliest aspects here n then someone says shit that's untrue abt me n that i know no one can possibly have bothered to verify bc doing so would be impossible given that it's untrue n yet hundreds or thousands of ppl have chosen to support that person who has gotten me called the most disgusting things n led me to receive countless messages telling me to kms n whatnot n this includes some of the most popular bloggers on this site n i forget what i was saying but wtv y'all if ur like this i 100% honestly believe ur supporting the absolutely disgusting thing that so many of y'all say should be punishable by death how do u plead?
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missegyptiana · 11 months
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Just wondering how you admit that she's being racist and at the same time giving her your money making her more rich and more famous while she does not care about her fans of colour. And your take on that do what you want is okay ig but you do realise that supporting a racist does make you racist right? You're saying you don't support racism and is still supporting someone who does not give a damn about racism unless it affects her directly. Please if you're still a taylor swift fan you're a racist and don't care about any issues unless you're directly affected. And you don't have any right to say it's not. If you try and think about it logically, I'm pretty sure you'd get this conclusion too. Maybe you're in denial but you are supporting a racist and performative activist and to see you say it's okay to do that is harmful.
wow do u realize what ur saying to me. i shouldn’t even be answering this. cause what u r saying is hurtful. ALSO I HAVE SPOKEN UP ABT MANY ISSUES ON MOST OF MY PLATFORMS IF YOU KNEW ME AT ALL. INCLUDING TUMBLR. I STAND UP AND POST ABT MANY ISSUES THAT DONT ONLY AFFECT ME. GET UR FACTS STRAIGHT. WTF. do not tell me how to feel abt it. and how fucking dare you call me racist because of this situation. that’s disgusting. but. she’s not racist. im not racist. i don’t support this decision of hers but i support her as an artist. i can speak up about things she does but still be a fan of hers. yes she did hang out and date a racist and ignored what we said about him. yes i’m angry that she’s thinks what matty does is fine and how she is silent about her fans who are minorities. read my posts about this stuff. but she’s been in my life forever and has helped me through a lot. i’m not going to continue typing cause this message is harmful to me and other swifties. plz read what you type before sending things like this.
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candydollita · 2 years
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i opened ma dms 4 a while bc i cant stand not talking 2 someone rn, plz message me abt wtv idc jus need someone 2 talk 2
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IM MAKING A GROUP CHAT
If u have Snapchat and u would like to join a tdp/rayllum group chat, plz add this acc:
ashrivaa_4312 (AKA thedragonprincegirl)
Ill usually accept requests within 24 hours and once I've accepted, message me THIS CODE:
TDP4312
When I reply back with ':)', u have been successfully added to the group chat!
I doubt many people will see this post so it might just be a few people for a while, but if u need unreliable advice or just want to chat abt anything, feel free to message me at any time on snap :)
I might spread this message across a few platforms such as tiktok, instagram, deviantart, etc. But for now it's just us tumblr ppl!
Also if ANYONE SEES THIS, can we plz try to get the word out about the Rayllum wedding plans(see previous post and a post soon to come) so reblog, tag someone, like, screenshot and send to someone idfk even just joining the soon-to-be document will help :)
Also I'm still thinking of a name for said group chat so ig it'll be a surprise 😂
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softnriot · 3 years
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I am looking for a new person to get a slightly unhealthy crush on, must: - have a cat - hang out with me often - be able to kill spiders for me
send me a message to apply
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wnfshipper · 2 years
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THIS IS FOR SOME PEOPLE OUT THERE SAID THAT GEORGEBUR ISNT REAL!
1. Just because they don't stream together doesn't mean they're not close
2. And that stream "the vlog" is unplanned. Thats mean they're stream during HANGING OUT!
3. Wilbur's cheeks are very red when it comes to George, especially the 'wine stream' (no mf lighting here k?)
4. And when he's drunk, HE MENTION GEORGE A LOT
5. There are others but NO, HE ALWAYS TAKES GEORGE FOR SAMPLE
6. They literally get on calls alot recently (on private), they call eachother nicknames, they tell stories they had together
7. George calling Wilbur "Will", "Wibbles", "Wilbah"
Wilbur calling George "Gogs", "Gogy", "Gogsta", "baby"
8. If Wilbur doesn't like George, why did he do a 'don't say G word' stream he could do someone else's name
9. Wilbur is so excited when George plays with him. Thats the 'We're hanging out dangerously' stream, at 01:14:50. You can check that out
10. George turned on Wilbur's notifications
11. They playing together off stream
12. The 'Taunt' music video. Wilbur chose George to join. He can also choose someone else but no
13. Wilbur easily accommodated George's request
14. There are many videos about George in wilburs best of 2021
15. "Listen, Wilbur, we'll catch up over a burger" -George asked Wilbur out for a fourth date
16. Wilbur carried George
17. Matching outfits
18. Wilbur gave George his hats, glasses
19. Wilbur knows George hates avocado
20. They already had 3 dates
21. 1 secret date, proof:
22. "I touched George on his shoulder he doesnt mind" -Wilbur
23. "George, im drunk and im lonely come visit me!"- Wilbur
24. Wilbur watching the boxing vlog and laughing at george’s jokes
25. “you’re a man after my own heart, georgenotfound” -Wilbur
26. Wilbur lets George hear songs before they released
27. “yeah, i messaged you because i was worried you didn’t like loud noises”- Wilbur worried abt George
28. “we were kind of in the middle of something” -Wilbur said to Quackity that they were in the middle of something
29. "That time you came to Brighton and i felt in love with you" -Wilbur
30. "Youre so strong" Caught George 4k simping
31. They had sleepover
32. Touching
33. "We should a stream where you do exactly what i say, for 2 hours straight!" -George
34. They watched each other's stream
35. George and Wilbur playing 'who wants to be a millionaire' and the chase until 3am together
36. "We're like this 🤞, we're like this 🤞, me and George 😌" -Wilbur
37. "What would mine be? George- George- Wilburnotfound, Wnf😌" -Wilbur
38. Leaving no space for Jesus
39. Appeared in each other's Instagram story
"Yall good now?" (FOR THOSE PEOPLE THAT CANT EVEN ACCEPT THE SHIP, YALL DONT NEED TO LIKE IT BUT AT LEAST ACCEPT IT!)
Note: Thats all i can find, if yall got more, plz tell me. I'll put it on this post :D ❤
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ajdrawshq · 3 years
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Give me the pkm center OC reviews plz 🥺🥺
PLEASE i am just. This is gonna be abt Tei primarily bc Dia is a Slight Sore Spot atm ill just talk abt her later at some point as well as my other non kh related ocs but yea im just. Just. Look at he
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These are the only decent refs i have on hand so please bear with me (the second i just doodled like a sec ago after realizing i have No good art of him in his post-war state ffs. first one is pre-war) BUT some basic info since hes one of my keykids yknow: age 11-12, around 4'7" in height, transmasc n aromantic, part of the Anguis union until the keyblade war, primarily wields Sleeping Lion, left-handed.. i think thats it. Anyway,
He is just babey! Just a lil dude! Funky puppy boy. I want to pick him up and put him in my pocket. Kiss him forehead. Buy him candy and puppy. I would die and kill for him but he can do that himself also. Not the dying. Hes not allowed to die. He can kill whoever he wants tho if he kills someone they definitely deserve it. He wouldnt but like, he should. And he could
Little dude has many things to say!! But alas!! He cannot say anything!! At least not physically bc some bastard messed up his throat in the keyblade war. Also his eye. So he matches my now one eyed cat (opposite eyes, even. Wild). Still a talkative kiddo tho!! God help u if ur not totally fluent in Daybreak Town's sign language bc he signs SO fast and SO big he wants u to know everything on his mind Right Now. Hes not even fully fluent himself hes kinda just winging it most of the time. If that doesnt work for u get ready for him to submit college length essays about whatever he was up to on his last mission (spoiler: he learned how to make flower crowns and is explaining the entire process in depth. Hes giving u one also) or how cool his chirithy is (spoiler: Extremely cool, u Wish u were it) or even how cool Ephemer is (spoiler: basically similar to chirithy, but with a slightly sadder tone. Hmm). If phones existed in the ux era he wouldve Thrived. Multi texting Tei's beloved hed send like 20 messages per minute. Oh he is definitely not neurotypical im just now realizing this
Also heres a bunch of pkmn center reviews i found that sum up my train of thought whenever i think abt him and that i now quote daily
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ultrvmonogamy · 5 months
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I may be dum or sumthing but what does ur last post even mean can you clarify plz? (about slander)
no i'm dumb bc i forgot to turn my anons back off 🙃
it's likely that i did not express myself v well at least for the casual reading audience, so plz don't think ur dumb on acct of my likely convoluted wording.
i just spent the better part of a couple hrs (more if u include the preparation of factual evidence) elaborating a particular situation to someone and am now fried n shaky n recovering from feeling utterly disgusted by it all. when and if i ever address that situation w a wider audience, i wish to do so in a manner that does not cause undue injury to anyone involved, all of whom as far as i know already feel personally harmed.
i made the post ur referring to, however, in a more general sense bc there has been a rash of similar situations (in no way related to me personally), especially of late it seems (although it could be that it's just always like this here but i simply was not as keenly aware until experiencing it for myself).
i'm not sure who will or won't be able to access the link i've pasted below, but i would urge literally everyone to at least give its contents a quick read (it's p concise and includes references) if u've not recently examined any statistics abt lying. in fact, it'd be wonderful if u were to do that (or search for statistics abt when, how often, n why ppl lie if the link doesn't work for u) before continuing to read this response:
https://www.crossrivertherapy.com/research/lying-statistics
ppl talk a lot of shit around here it turns out, n there seems to be no shortage of recent examples whereby they enter dms n make claims abt others that r undoubtedly sometimes valid n other times spurious, but if i were to guess then most often they fall somewhere in between. the thing abt that in between territory--which btw is where i would say most of life happens--is that it's incredibly easy to spin. half truths, curated portions of conversations, feigned contexts, emotionally charged appeals to principle n such can sway opinions 180º in an instant.
from there some portion of the ppl that received dms go on to further propagate and act upon what they were told, and much like the telephone game (is that even still a thing ppl know abt?) the message that's spread grows increasingly distorted. perhaps these next generations feel they r righteously fulfilling a duty to others by continuing to spread the message they heard (which is to say it might not even be the message they actually received), perhaps they connected to it on a personal level bc of their own past experiences, perhaps they simply enjoy spreading hurtful rumors, or perhaps they r driven by any number of other motivations. in the end i'm not sure to what extent that even matters.
but unlike in the telephone game where the original message's basis in reality is of no import whatsoever n the distortions that have occurred by the end of the chain only serve as often humorous examples to demonstrate just how lossy an unregulated flow of information can be, in this context of social media (and even more emphatically in the kink community where every last one of us is contending w some kind of emotional damage, baggage, disease, active abuse situation, or similar, every part of this misguided process has the capacity for absolutely grave consequence even extending far beyond personal character assassination.
each and every one of us here is vulnerable to both sides of this. i'd wager that each n every one of us has some trigger or another such that when confronted w some specific claim, our stomachs drop n our guts turn in a manner where logic n critical thinking go out the window n r nowhere to be found by the time we've acted on an emotional response, whether or not its premise is sound. and i'd wager just the same that all of us have aspects of our pasts and/or presents that if cast in a certain light can appear smth ranging from sketch to gross to absolutely vile. some of us were not involved of our own volition, some r haunted incessantly by regret or wishes that we'd known better or handled things differently, and some of us would not have entered into given situations if we'd known what we were getting into. some of us were understandably naive, while others of us should reasonably have known better. some of us were drunk or high or otherwise compromised in faculty. some of us simply brush it off n march on while others work w every breath to grow and do better and others still r simply awful human beings.
u cannot know a person's character by looking at a snapshot of their life. u cannot presume to know their motivations, which in fact they may not even know or have known themselves. and u most certainly cannot know the truth of what actually did or did not transpire based on someone's word alone. furthermore, it is quite possible that a person who has originally made a claim against another might at once be making such a claim in earnest yet also in error. on a personal level, i have wondered for what will soon have been 4 months whether or not a person who claimed smth abt me actually believes the thing they said to me and others--tho actually i do not know specifically what they said to others, but i do know what they said to me is incontrovertibly factually untrue (but to be clear i am disinclined to believe that they did so w malicious intent).
anyway, i digressed a bit there at the end, but my point is that the importance of due diligence in seeking the available facts, even if ultimately one can only make a subjective judgment call based on those facts, cannot be overstated. there's too fucking much at stake.
my quip abt ppl requiring more info in blog bios than they do before slandering is that ppl r relentless beating pots n pans and demanding genders and age ranges and political views and pronouns in a bloggers bio or else don't even fucking look at the blog bc it's not for u (although for some unclear reason it doesn't seem to matter if ppl's anons might be children or nazis or child molesters), yet some of the same ppl r apparently content to conspire in the shadows, load their own guns as they provide ammunition to others, n start pointing n shooting at they don't even rly know who or rly know why and (at least some of the time, which i know through personal experience) haven't even begun to invest any semblance of diligent investigation into the matter first.
so, yeah, i don't know who needs to hear it, but wrt the ppl who do need to hear it, i rly don't know wtf they imagine themselves to be doing and i feel v strongly that they need to put some critical thought into it all.
i hope that helps, and also i hope it's coherent n not riddled w confusing grammatical error n whatnot.
thank u for caring enough to ask (assuming u didn't ask w the intent of harvesting smth to use against me, bc yes y'all rly do have me that paranoid now).
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cutiepje · 3 years
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I WANNA TALK ABT CHAIN OF IRON WITH SOMEONE
CAN SOMEONE MESSAGE ME PLZ
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fluffy-puffy22 · 3 years
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Rules and what you should know:
I don’t have to many rules, just a few simple one.
1. No being rude to anyone! That includes me and anyone you may come I contact with while you read my stuff.
2. Please don’t try to message me directly and just say that I “write a character wrong” Bc I made them a little ooc or wtv. My writing is my own and you don’t like you you can leave it write them yourself.
3. Don’t steal my stuff please. I work really hard at what I write so the last thing I need is someone saying what I put my time and effort into is yours. I don’t mind you reblogging it just don’t repost my stuff.
4. The characters you see in my masterlist are the ones I love to write, are most comfortable writing, and the characters I simp for. If you don’t see a character in my masterlist then I most likely don’t wanna write them I’m sorry. Either that or I just forgot abt them. So don’t yell at me bc I don’t have Aizawa in my list.
5. Speaking of Aizawa, I will not write for Any of the teachers in BNHA, Iida, Tokoyami, Endeavor, Overhaul, Twice so don’t ask plz.
6. Remeber, this is MY BLOG! Do not tell me I write something wrong and tell me to re-do it! You can request but don’t try to control what I do
7. I will write smut and fluff, no just angst ok? I’m not good at writing it but I can incorporate it into my writings if I decide or someone asks for it!
8. Have an age in your bio plz. I like when people heart my stuff and all, but please know I’ll feel uncomfortable if I find out your like 12 or something.
9. I won’t write piss kink, scat, vomit, non-con, incest, period sex, endeavor anything, pedophilia, r@pe,
Now for random stuff abt me!
I obviously like anime! My favorites are MHA, Haikyuu, Tokyo Revengers, and SK8 the infinity.
My favorite colors are maroon and black.
I don’t read manga I can’t just sit and read it but I wish I could.
My favorite anime characters are Kirishima, Izuku, Miya, Kenma, Suna, soul, Tamaki Amajiki, Hikaru and Kaoru Hittachin, and Meliodas.
I write when I’m bored lol.
And that’s really it for my rules and things about me. So if you read, comment, request or anything just remember my rules k? Thanks love you byeee.
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dragonqweenmarychan · 3 years
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Tsukishima x reader
Hey there again, today I present to you a Tsukishima x reader story, where he asked you out and you don't know how to answer, even though you like him. Therefore you take a walk at night to clear your mind.
Contains: fluff, late night walk, angst, comfort and maybe a tad of anxiety
(NOTE: Plz, don't do that irl or do that but be safe)
☆As always, I'm open for recommendations☆
Hope you enjoy🤗
- What happened? You never text me at this hour, is everything ok?
- I've been thinking abt this for a while now and ik that it could ruin our friendship, but if I don't say it imma gonna hold it in and regret it...
- Huh? Couldn't this wait until tomorrow? Or at least some other time?
- Yea, ik it's kinda late rn, but I want u to know that, I may be in love with u
- Whaaaaaaat? That's crazyyy
- Oh shut up, you don't have to tell me how u feel rn, I can wait and It's ok if u don't see me that way. Gn shortie <3
- Ahhhh, you give me a headache. Gn ig
Those were your last messages. You couldn't believe it but also hoped for it to happen. 'But, why do I feel like this? Even though I wanted it and maybe even hoped for this to happen I don't feel anything, weird', you think to yourself, while you are just putting on an oversized tshirt and some pair of shorts. 'I must look funny', you say to yourself.
You couldn't see the colors because it was night, 'ahhhhh who is gonna see me? That's right, no one!'
You put on your shoes and get some cash, to buy yourself something from that vending machine in the playground next to your house.
It was a clear night, the stars were shining, 'more than usual', you pointed out. The moon was beautiful as always and the playground empty, just like every night.
'Ahhhh, what am I supposed to do with him?' You question yourself. 'Anyways, let's go get a drink and start contemplating afterwards.'
You sat on the swing with your drink in one hand and on the other you had your phone.
You were out of words, you didn't know what to do. 'Ahhhhh, god, why are relationships so hard?' And it wasn't even official yet. 'Why are my feelings so out of place?! They don't do me any good!'
As many times as you read those last few messages, you just couldn't seem to decide.
'If I say yes, does that mean that we are going to stay like this forever? And if not? What am I gonna do then? Ahhhhhh, this gives me just a headache, I should probably say no...'
As you just sit there, trying to figure out what your final answer will be, you get a text.
'Please don't be mom', you pray. Your prayers were heard and you noticed that it was from Tsukishima.
- Hey, ik I just said gn, but could we meet? It's late, but ik how you can be...
- Yea no prob, I'm just sitting on the swing in the playground next to my house
- Ok cya
You were nervous that you would see him after his confession, but was there any other option? 'No' you answered your own question.
After five minutes, you notice someone coming. You two were almost neighbors, hence your friendship. But, to be honest, you hated that friendship, you wanted him to be YOURS, but that of course never happend... until today.
His slender figure was easy to recognise, tall and long limbs combined with beautifully toned muscles (that weren visible now but you knew he had them bc of your family beach trips you did every summer). 'Ahhhh what am I doing? We are just in highschool and I feel like this!? And why is it that I can't give him a clear answer? Why am I so indecisive?'
"Heyyy", he greated you with a smirk on his face, you could see his green eyes shining in the moonlight.
"Heyy i guess, come sit with me" you pointed at the swing next to you.
"So, what are you doing here? At this hour and alone?" He asked you, trying to start a conversation.
"Uh, so... I- I just wanted to think i guess", you answer him, trying to oversee the fact that you may be blushing. 'I can't let him know how I feel, I mean, I myself don't really know...'
"I get it, maybe wanna share with me what triggered those thoughts?"
'Ahh, I see, now you're acting as if nothing happend, but are you really gonna keep this up?' "- Nothing really, I just felt like clearing my mind after our last conversation that's all." 'NONONONONO, I just did everything wrong! Now, he may be questioning my love for him and take his feelings back', you imagined.
"Look, I told you it's okay, you don't have to give me the answer now..."
"Yeah, but I still don't want to keep you waiting if the answer is something else..."
The moonlight, was now shining on his goden blonde hair, tonight it was extra fluffy, 'did he just shower?', you wondered, the lime sour smell of his shampoo was also in the air.
You were so lost in your train of thought, that you didn't notice him come nearer. You were just a breath away, but you still felt the pent up years of unrequited love slowly build up inside of you.
You thought he was going in for a kiss, but he just hugged you, well... he squeezed the life out of you.
"I know sometimes I can be greedy, but please, just this once... I beg you... don't go..."
For a second you thought he was pranking you, but after you saw that he didn't say anything you just cuped his face with your hands and made him look you in the eye.
"I won't go"
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so ill get to our big shared chonker of a message hopefully later tonight (sorry i'm taking a little bit with it! i've been weirdly busy the past few days), but i just wanted to respond to the shorter one + address the latest mission!!!
fun fact, you and i are in a very similar position with jun haha. i have a lot of wips with him too, but like, i've never finished a jun fic outside of short little one shots... which is quite frankly obscene because minghao has a word count dedicated to him that's literally more than everyone else in seventeen... I don't even know how many times more because my latest fic with him just reached about 50k... but jun is meant to be my second!!!!! i really want to finish something long with him 😭
still! I know you said its your fault but I will apologise for the confusion regardless! And look at someone who both writes and enjoys angst, no angst is ever too much hehe. there's a weird sense of catharsis in tragedy, at least my onion. I'm excited for how tragic things will get in your latest jun wip. A FREE ONE WAY TRIP TO SPAIN WITHOUT THE S... I LOVE THAT... BUT I totally understand! bittersweet stuff in general sticks with me longer than any other genre of fiction I find, because you continuously think about how they could've been happy but it didn't work out for x or y reason, or maybe even a combo. I'm so happy for you though, I know how good it feels to work on something that you can't stop thinking about, because I've got that fever myself hehe. and that's such an interesting way to write? I can never bring myself to write out of order so I always really admire those who can do it haha. I just never trust myself to remember what details I have established when if I do it out of order like that. Is that how you usually write your longer fics or is this one different?
YESSSSS I ABSOLUTELY AGREE... and he's expressed his desire to act so many times... pledis please... I'm begging u... he would be so good in a tragic drama...
omg I'm so dumb I have to share this with you but ??? I started watching it and I was like wait a minute why do I feel like I'm missing a lot of context... but it was still fun to watch all the characters interact (plus it made me tear up which like.... wowee)... but turns out I started on episode one of SEASON 2...... IM SUCH A FOOL.................. 😭
also! I don't know if you saw the next mission, but were you up for making a play list? I just thought I'd ask before I sent in any prompts!
- 😺 carat anon
HOLY COW I NEVER ANSWERED THIS I’M SO SORRY :(((((((
omg no worries! i have also been weirdly busy??? idk why but i hope you're able to get some rest soon <3
i'm gonna work my way backwards :D
re: the new mission - yes!!! i LOVE curating playlists, like LOVE IT. idk why but let me know any genres you like/don't like, anything at all and i'll do my best!!
OMG SEASON 2 HAHAHA that's so funny plz!! tho tbh, the nice thing abt hospital playlist is that there's no major plot but yeah, there is a bit of context you'll miss out on T^T i hope season 1 is going well tho!! it's kinda long if you're not used to it, but i promise it's super worth it :D idk if you’ve had time to watch anymore, but i’ve been watching it/catching up and it’s rly so good. i cried so much in like…ep 5 of s2? i think? idk one of those ones. but i just rly love how they portray the small things in life. it’s rly beautiful and so well done.
i think my favorite fics are actually angsty ones. i love happy endings for movies and stuff, but the fics that make cry and hurt are my fave?? kinda interesting, the contrast. but yeah, i think you’re right abt that, there are always those lingering ‘what if’s’ those angsty fics always leave you with T^T i mentioned this in the most recent ask, but i can’t write in chronological order rly, lol. i tend to just write scenes that pop into my head first, and then go back and piece it together. it’s tricky for sure, but if i try to move chronologically, i tend to get stuck. so i just jump around instead. and i did that w jun. i divided it up into 4 parts, and then wrote fcertain scnes and then went back to add what i felt i needed to fill in the gaps!! but not trusting yourself w the details, i literally did that w this fic. there are some inconsistencies but it’s posted now and i’m like…too lazy to fix it LOL. but maybe i will……..
wahh!! junhao have dedicated word counts!? that’s amazing. what are they?? :o if you don’t mind me asking ofc.
WAIT 50K WORDS OMG. I WAS JUST READING THAT A STANDARD NOVEL/NOVELLA IS LIKE ANYWHERE BETWEEN 50K-100K WORDS OMG. you’re so amazing, i rly respect you for that omg i would LOVE to hit 50k for a single fic T^T
anyways SO SORRY THIS IS LIKE WEEKS LATE I AM A DUMMY AND DIDN’T REALIZE I NEVER ANSWERED THIS KLFDJASKLFLSA
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