for anyone that is thinking of it, here’s a list of reasons why you should never overdose (or take your life in general, but this is centered around my experience with an overdose) :
below the cut- trigger warning for suicidal ideation, suicide attempt, experience with overdose.
first and foremost, and also the most important reason- there are people that love and care for you. even if you don’t feel like there are, there’s always someone who cares about you. even if it’s some random stranger on the internet. no matter how alone you might feel, there are always better days ahead. life is a cycle of good and bad, and sometimes we have spells of bad before things get good.
secondly, depending on what you overdose on, there are varying degrees of embarrassment and pain. when i overdosed, i overdosed on (go ahead, laugh at me) ibuprofen and tylenol. it was enough to make me black out for three days and i was pissing and the whole nine yards during that whole time. they had to put a piss pad under me to catch it. i’m pretty sure they also had to change my underwear. if that’s not reason enough, here are some more reasons.
when i finally woke up, i couldn’t hold anything down- not even water. i was dry heaving for another two days. now, if you haven’t ever done that, let me tell you. it was hell.
they had to put skin glue on my IV to make sure it stayed in because i was moving around so much that my skin got loose and the antidote started leaking. getting that skin glue off was painful.
also, if your liver fails, it’ll be a painful healing process.
now for some less serious reasons. what’s your favorite food? your favorite drink? if you die, you’ll never be able to taste that again.
you ever seen a really really pretty sunrise/sunset? yeah, you’ll never be able to witness that ever again.
do you have a pet? think about how sad they’ll be when they find out their friend is never coming back. “where’s ___? they were gonna play with me today.”
think about your younger family members. think about how your family would try to tell them that you’re gone. think about how sad they’d be. think about how you’ll never be able to see them again.
for those of you who are dealing with domestic violence, i’ll link a number down at the bottom. no matter what, your safety is priority. don’t feel guilty. 99% of the time, abusers don’t actually do what they threatened they were going to do.
for those of you who have a hard home life- think about how awesome it would be to live on your own or with your friends. really visualize it. a comfy bed, watching tv in the living room- wouldn’t that be cool? or think about what career you wanna go into. think about how much fun it’ll be to finally spend some money on yourself, and do something fun!
there are many, many more reasons, so feel free to reblog and add some. if you’re in a different country, please reblog and add the numbers for each of the ones listed below or anything you feel should be added.
NATIONAL DOMESTIC VIOLENCE HOTLINE (USA) : 800-799-7233 or text START to 88788
NATIONAL SUICIDE HOTLINE (USA) : 988
You can also call 911 and report child abuse. They’ll send out an officer or two as well as child protective services.
NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE : 1-800-656-4673
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I redrew my fursona :3
Original drawing
New redraw
I took away his spots and gave him some clothes. His name, likes, and dislikes are still the same i just wanted to change his design a bit the first drawing took me 41 mins the new one took me 5 hours (mainly bc of the grass) I'm not the best artist ever but I did try to draw the face (note that I can't draw faces very well considering I mainly draw non faced characters) I also liked the stupid look on his face thought it was funny. Everything in the redraw was free handed. And yes ik the proportions are bad I tried
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One of the biggest LGBT center in China was shut down
International Day against Homophobia, Transphobia, and Biphobia
Beijing LGBT Center, one of the biggest LGBT support group (NPO) was shut down by government on 5/15/2023, two days before International Day against Homophobia, Transphobia, and Biphobia. It was one of a few lasted after last year big-scale shut down, and only 16 of them existing after Beijing LGBT Center was shut down, Chinese LGBT people are facing more and more risks for only exisiting.
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CLEMENTINE FANART
I did this fanart for hasanabi while watching the gaming stream to prove that i am in fact a clem chatter :DDD
any tips are appreciated
(also for the bg i used a stock photo, no stealing here 😌)
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