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#okay and then i went a really long time without reading so now im like wait wait go back
holytrickster · 11 months
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listen i dont like fëanor but i can't deny that getting so mad you literally burst into flames and crumble away into ash is kinda fucking relatable
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katz-chow · 7 months
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im a ghost girlie but my love for soap is literally incomprehensible and i have this headcanon where its ghost x reader but soap third wheels all the time and its not like in a mean way at all, they’re just a trio that is basically inseparable. i also hc that they make so many jokes about being a throuple to the point where its not rlly a joke anymore lmao. anyway, this is all to ask if you’ll write some headcanons about that dynamic. fluff ofc! if u feel comfortable writing a little bit of poly soap x reader x ghost, i’d be very gracious 🙏🏽 but no pressure!
soap, simon, and the not-so-single parent
warnings: gn!reader, ghost x reader, soap x platonic!reader, my interpretation of ghost & soap, domesticity, fluff, johnny being johnny, simon being simon, reader being the concerned parent, third-wheel soap
a/n: this shit be on my mind constantly that johnny just loves to annoy and thirdwheel reader & simon. some of this is inspired by irl stuff. i'm not really into a poly triangle personally and i just can't imagine them, especially simon, to be okay with it, sorry!
humble beginnings
johnny didn't find out that simon had a romantic partner until you two reached past your 1 year anniversary. it happened by pretty much chance too, here's how that went: simon forgot a file, you were off of work, you drove to base, you dropped off said file using your dependent clearance, he kissed your cheek goodbye right in the doorway of his office (masked), johnny turned the corner, and as simon pulled away, you looked at johnny who was desperately trying to seem busy on his phone as he walked away hurriedly. he was on the calculator app. simon and you gave each other a look and he nodded, knowing that you've been wanting to meet the colorful coworkers (and his closest friends) for a while now. you called him over, soap, as you've remembered, not everyday you see a mohawk. johnny freezes and turned around to see you beckoning him back to the frame of the office, and simon with his arms crossed, staring a bit annoyed actually. he was chill when you two introduced each other, not wanting to embarrass himself. his eyes lit up though, when he heard you invite him over for dinner. "lovie..." simon started out, a gentle hand on your back. you hit his chest with the back of your head playfully, "no, no, this will be good for us. first diner party in our new house" "HOUSE? HOW LONG HAVE YOU HAD SOMEONE" he wanted to scream at simon's face, what came out however was a "i dinnae want to be a bother to you both" you insisted and he felt bad (but also curious), so dinner it was. simon took off his mask to please you and well, it was the comfort of his home. he rolled his eyes as johnny quipped that he certainly was "quite the opposite". from that day forward, it was the three of you against...manchester i guess?
children, the both of them
johnny tags along whenever you two are running errands on leave or on off days when they're both stationed at home. sometimes it's just you and him, or him and simon, or all three of yall. it started with a "we're having brunch, wanna join?" and now it's more like "we're going to the zoo, 9 am, get there" they make up the weirdest challenges and it feels like you're babysitting them both. simon, doesn't see it, he's a grown adult man, he's not silly. johnny says it's just in his nature like how it's natural that wombats poop in cubes (he walked ahead to read that tidbit and walked back to regurgitate it back at the two of you). challenges include: simon and johnny getting into a long debate about which is better, the smoked salmon crepes or the chocolate crepes, and when they mix them together, who can eat it all without puking? who can get to the butterfly sanctuary the fastest without running? who can find your favorite fish in the 30,000 gallon (113562.35 liter) fish tank WHILE holding their breath as if they were swimming in the water johnny telling you that his jokes are the best, simon butting in and using the "i'm your boyfriend, surely my jokes are better" card. you wanted to throw them both out of the car as they kept going back and forth with the most stupidest, tasteless, dad jokes ever. johnny saying he can drive better than simon. simon saying he can fly a broken helicopter and land safely. you're in the driver's seat. simon quipped that he would be a good artist compared to this shit's canvas (picasso) and johnny saying that his cat can paint better. simon said dogs can do it better. johnny said- you get the idea simon threw up after the 8th time on a rollercoaster. johnny threw up on the 9th. you, however, went through a nice scenic boat ride :)
quiet mornings
you three are closer than yall think. whenever they're both away, you always miss the noise they bring in the kitchen, trying to figure out how to make muffins or...popcorn. the three of you doing the daily wordle, crossword, and sudoku. "what's c for?" "c4 is an explosive, bonnie" "no johnny, what does C STAND FOR? fucking idiot..." mornings when you both are expecting johnny are never quiet, especially when he announces that he's there by knocking on the front door and saying "it's johnny!" when someone opens it. even when he's not there, you can at least hear simon's almost silent breaths if it wasn't for how close you two were. you miss them when they have to leave, you know it can't be forever, but damnit you missed the buzzing of them both. you don't miss, however, johnny and simon playing drunk monopoly.
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secret-sturniolo · 6 months
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stay - chris sturniolo
summary - based on the prompt "stay with me tonight, please." where chris comforts y/n after she gets hate
warnings - hate comments, lil angsty
a/n - this one is kinda short but i like it so hopefully you guys do too
why is y/n here again?
i get the feeling y/n is using the triplets for clout
i thought we made it clear nobody likes y/n
lmao y/n really thinks she has a chance with chris who's gonna tell her
The comments came flooding in on the new car video the triplets posted, where I joined them as a special guest. It wasn't the first time I had gotten hate for being friends with them, but usually I was able to ignore it as there wasn't very much of it. But this time, I couldn't just ignore it when the majority of the comments were mean ones about me. Overwhelmed with sadness and anxiety, I stood up from the couch as I announced that I was going to head back to my place.
"Are you sure? Is everything okay?" Nick asked me.
"Yeah, I just don't feel good all of a sudden." I replied.
Nick and Chris shared a glance before looking back at me.
"I can get Matt to drive you home if you want?" Chris asked me.
"No, no, don't worry about it. I'll text you guys later, okay?"
I made my way out the door and into my car. I waited until I had pulled out of the driveway, but then the tears started rolling down my cheeks. Am I really that bad? I thought. It was only about a five minute drive back to my apartment thankfully. Ignoring the smeared makeup I could see in the mirror, I went straight to my bedroom and laid down, staring at the ceiling. I tried not to, but I picked up my phone and started reading more of the hateful comments directed at me. My promise to text the boys when I had gotten home was long forgotten as the sadness took hold of me, and I fell asleep, tired from crying.
Chris's POV
I thought it was strange how y/n suddenly decided to leave. It was very unlike her, and she didn't even give a good reason, simply saying she didn't feel good. I tried not to worry about her too much, but as time went on I just couldn't shake the feeling.
Our new video had been up for a while now, so Matt, Nick and I decided to check YouTube to see how it was doing and if people liked it. Right off the bat, we could see that it already had more views than we normally get, which at first glance seemed like a good thing. I watched as Nick's eyes widened at the computer screen, mouth hanging open. I grabbed the laptop to see for myself what made him so shocked. Scrolling through the comments, almost every one was about y/n. My expression quickly changed to match Nick's as I read through them.
"Dude, do you see these? They're all about y/n, and they're terrible!" I said, showing Matt the screen.
it's so obvious that she likes chris. im embarrassed for her
do people actually like y/n?
why would they hang out with a girl like y/n? shes not even that pretty
My heart dropped as I finally realized why y/n "wasn't feeling good".
"Matt, you have to drive me to y/n's place, right now." I said urgently.
Matt seemed to understand instantly. "Okay, I'll go start the car."
When we got to her apartment, I told Matt he could go back home and I would call him if I needed a ride. I grabbed the spare key from my pocket as I unlocked her door. There was no sign of y/n in the kitchen or living room, so I made my way to her bedroom. I softly knocked on the door, but there was no answer, so I slowly opened it. My heart broke when I saw her curled up on top of her covers, dried mascara on her white pillows. Without even thinking, I moved to her bed, and gently laid down next to her, pulling her into my chest.
Y/n's POV
I felt someone wrap their arms around me, and for a moment it startled me as I opened my eyes, but when I realized who it was, I snuggled deeper into his chest as I began crying again.
"Shh, it's okay. I got you." he said gently.
We just laid like that, with my head in his chest until finally he spoke again.
"I'm so sorry I didn't realize sooner."
"Am I really that bad, Chris?" I asked, sniffling.
"Absolutely not, y/n. Those people are just morons who aren't happy with themselves so they like to pick on other people. I know they upset you, but that's exactly what they wanted to happen. You can't give them what they want."
I let his words sink in for a moment. "So you read the comments?"
"Yeah, and they're wrong by the way, about everything." he said, looking into my eyes.
I realized what he was saying, but I was too tired to bring it up right now.
"Stay with me tonight, please?" I asked him.
"Of course. Let's get you under the blankets though, it's getting cold."
I giggled as he lifted me up to pull the blankets out from under me. I rolled over, and he pulled my back into his chest, as we matched each other's breathing. I sighed contently as he gently played with my hair sending tingles down my spine.
Just as I was falling asleep, I felt his breath as he whispered against my neck.
"I love you, y/n"
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b0r3dtod3ath · 6 months
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"Do it"
F1 masterlist
Summary: Oscar convinces you to bite him
Trigger warnings: Blo0d
A/N: Halloween special with vampire!reader <33 also omg his neck is so pretty im gonna d1e
Word count: 643
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You and Oscar had been dating for a few months now. You told him you were a vampire pretty early on as hiding it wasn't easy. He was a bit confused but when you explained everything it slowly sunk in. You always assured him that you wouldn't bite him especially without consent or overall do anything to him and that modern vampires rarely bite humans.
With time Oscar got used to it. You were more of a human than a vampire actually. The thirst for blood and sensitivity to sun were the things you struggled with. Your boyfriend secretly found it very cute. He was amused by the light in your eyes when you were thirsty and the way your teeth would get more pointy. He always made sure he had an umbrella with him to shield you from the sun and he regularly stocked up on human blood for you. With time he figured out your preferences and what kinds you liked. There were a lot - some in juice boxes that were more everyday and some more high-end in glass bottles similar to wine.
It was a chilly October evening when the two of you were sitting on the bed under a few soft blankets. Your backs pressed to the headboard as you were reading your book and Oscar was reading some kind of data analysis from his last race. Even though you weren't living together and that you just stayed overnight, you still felt comfortable with silence between you two. You started getting more and more distracted by the dry feeling in your mouth. Beautiful, glowy skin of your boyfriend that sat next to you didn't help either. I'm just gonna finish this chapter and go grab something you kept repeating to yourself but your reading pace only got slower and slower. You caught yourself staring at Oscar a few times hoping he wouldn't notice. He did. "Wanna tell me something?" he said, not looking away from the paper in front of him. "Mhhh I don't know..." Oscar looked at your puppy eyes and slightly parted lips and knew what was going on. He chuckled because he knew you were so thirsty that you couldn't even form a proper sentence. He moved your book aside and took your hands in his. "Honey, If you really want to drink my blood, go for it" With the speed of light you were on top of him - your thighs on each side of his, your hands caressing his jawline as his rested on your hips. "I won't turn into a vampire, right?" "No, don't worry" "Will it hurt?" the question caused you to feel a bit bad for him "No but we don't have to do it if you don't want to. You will just feel a pinch and you will fall asleep for not more than half an hour, I promise." "Okay, go ahead, you have been waiting long enough" he said as he took off his t-shirt giving you more access to his neck and collarbones. You planted many kisses from his ear, down his neck till his shoulder. You could feel his heavy breathing and you swore you could hear the blood flowing in his veins. He tilted his head back and made himself more comfortable as you sunk your teeth into his skin. The sweetness and warmth of the blood caused you to pathetically let out a small moan. When you were done you looked up to your boyfriend seeing he had already passed out. His eyes were closed and bare chest indicated his slow breathing. You tucked him in and went to grab him a big glass of water for when he wakes up. You turned off the lights and laid next to him "Thank you, I love you" he quietly mumbled as you kissed the mark you left.
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judysxnd · 1 year
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OK girl we need some sexy time with pedro × reader . Write it how you like for us💋❤
OKAY the other day I just said to someone that I wasn’t comfortable writing smut and all, but im going to try to go as further as possible. Also, I am listening to “double fantasy” by The Weeknd (oh my god I love him so much) as I write this.
Update: OH MY- OH MY GOD!!!! I can’t believe it!! I dit it!!! And I like it!! Also I didn’t really know if you were actually asking for smut, so I did it anyway. I’m so proud of me for being able to write sexual content. I am still not that comfortable doing it though, but for now it is manageable.
Minors, please do not engage, +18 only!
Warnings: sexual content
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It’s both your day off today. And it’s been like that for almost two weeks. Taking two weeks off was very much needed, knowing all the work you’ve both been doing. You were exhausted, it was the least you could say. The first week, you left. You both really needed to disconnect a little. The second week, you just decided to chill home.
Today was Wednesday, and, not going to lie, you were bored. You got up around 10am, Pedro not so long after.
“What are wee going to do today?” You asked, as you were making coffee for the both of you. Pedro was next to you, leaning on the counter.
“I have no idea” he yawned
“Here” you said, giving him his coffee
“Thank you mama” he smiled. He kissed your cheek, which made you blush. You both headed outside, enjoy the warmth of the sun.
You had lunch around 1pm, then you decided to tan a little while Pedro was reading a book next to you.
“Damn” You heard Pedro say. You were laying on your stomach so you couldn’t really see what he was doing.
“What?” You felt a hand move the strap of your bathing suit a little
“You- how did you tan so fast?” You laughed
“Monoï”
“Mon- what?”
“It’s an oil, that makes you tan faster”
“Wait- you’re literally putting oil on to cook yourself?” you both laughed
“If you say it like that- well yeah”
“Why didn’t you take your top off?”
“What?” You said turning to face him
“You know, not to have strap marks”
“I don’t mind them”
“Oh okay”
“And I’m not really a fan of public nudity”
“Public?” He laughed “who’s there to look at you?”
“Well you, but if I start tanning without the top off here, it’s not to put it back on somewhere else, there’s no point in doing it either way”
“Wh- me? I literally see you naked-” you smirked
“If you just want me to take it off just say it” you sat in front of him. His eyes wondered on your body, obviously on your breasts, then back to your eyes.
“Okay, take it off then” not moving your eyes from his, your hands slowly started to undo the knots of the straps of your bathing suit. First the one on your back, than the one on your neck, which made you top fall off.
“Happy?” His eyes scanned every inch of you. His stood up, and got closer to you. He lifted your chin up.
“Very happy” he smirked. Putting your hands on his waist, you stood up.
“Now it’s my turn to be happy” he smiled. “Take off your shirt” licking his lips, he took his shirt off. “The shorts too”
“Hm hm, it’s not your turn anymore”
“Wh- well that’s not fair, you’re wearing more clothes than m-” he cut you off
“Take the bottom off”
“Only if you take the shorts off first”
“That’s not how it works” you looked at him with a surprised expression
“Oh this is how it is going to work though” you stared intensely at each other. He finally gave in, seeing you were not moving, and took his shorts off. He was left in his underpants, that were showing his bulge. Looking at him up and down, you put your hands on his chest, slowly going down, but Pedro stopped you.
“Cariño, es tu turno” (darling, it’s your turn) oh he went Spanish mode. He knew the effect it had on you. But you also know what it means for him. He is long gone. It made you smirk. Both of your hands on your waist, you slowly took off your the rest of your bathing suit off.
“Bueno, sabes lo que tienes que hacer” (okay, you know what you have to do) you added. He did not expect that one for sure. When he spoke Spanish to you, you could cum right here and then. But it was the same for him. Speaking his native language? Oh my- it was a turn on.
“Qué estás haciendo princesa” (what are you doing princess) he said in a low voice. You smiled.
“Sabes lo que estoy haciendo” (you know what I am doing) you said, your right hand travelling on his chest and stomach, and even playing with the hem of his underwear. And that was it. He couldn’t take it anymore. He put his hands on your waist and grabbed you. It made you squeal. He put you on his shoulders and headed inside the house.
“Oh you want to play? Okay let’s see” he said, slapping you ass at the occasion. Once in the bedroom, he put you on the bed. You were out of breath. He grabbed your ankles and pulled you at the edge of the bed. He kneeled in front of you, his hands going higher and higher. “We’ll see how long you can hold” he smirked.
He started kissing your thighs, slowly going up to your core. You straighten up a little so you could look at him. Your right hand went into his hair. He looked at you for a second, then he started to work on you.
“Already wet and I barely touched you.” He said, his hands now traveling on your body, from you breasts, to your waist, and licking your pussy at the same time. Oh he knew what he was doing. You threw your head back, closing your eyes, mouth open. His tongue was perfect.
“P-Pedro please” he stopped for a second, which made you whine a little.
“What was that sweetheart?” You looked at him. He was teasing you.
“Can we skip this and go to the part where you actually fuck me?” You tried teasing too. It could work and send him to the edge too, therefore he would actually fuck you, or, he would take his revenge and make him tease you even more and longer.
“Eres impaciente mi amor” (you are impatient my love) he smirked. He slightly got up to kiss you passionately, while his right hand went to your pussy, continuing what he had started. It made you moan in the kiss. “Yeah that’s it” he said, looking at you taking his fingers. “You’re getting close isn’t it” you kept moaning. “I need you to answer baby doll”
“Y-yes” Your arms started to shake. They couldn’t support you anymore, it was getting too much. Pedro put his left hand on you back, holding you more.
“Not just yet” he said as he started to plant kisses in your neck, making it extremely difficult to contain your orgasm.
“I-I can’t” he suddenly removed his fingers. It made you gasp due to sudden stop and lack of touch. You looked at him, confused and panting. He got up and started to lick his fingers.
“You taste so good” you smirked. He then left to the bathroom. You laid down on the bed waiting for him. You could still feel your orgasm being near, so you started to touch yourself. Biting your lips, you closed your eyes. It felt so good. Pedro saw what you were doing. As much as he liked it, right now, he didn’t want you to cum just yet. You suddenly felt a hand holding yours. “Darling, you know it drives me crazy when you do that”
“What, I can’t play too?” You sat up, and saw that he was holding a condom in his right hand. He smiled at what you said. He opened the condom, while you took his briefs off. After he put the condom on, you laid back on the bed as Pedro placed himself above you.
You placed both your hands on his cheeks, looking at him. You could see the lust in his eyes. Your thumb was caressing his lips. You felt the mood change. As it was playful before, you felt the sexual tension rise even more, but being more sensual then before. You kissed him languorously.
“You’re ready?” He asked you, staring into your eyes. You nodded. “I need words princesa”
“Yes I am ready”
“Stop me if it hurts, at any point” you smiled. He was just too sweet. Despite what you were doing, he would always be very careful with you. You love that about him. You love everything about him. You kissed him again. He slowly entered you, burning sensation spreading all over your body. After a few seconds of adjusting, for the both of you, Pedro started to go back and forth, slowly at first. His head in your neck, he started to moan as well.
“Oh yes- it just- you feel so good” you managed to say between moans. One hand on his back, another in his hair, every part you touched were sending him to the edge. At some point his movements started to get faster meaning he was close. His right hand was working on your clit at the same time, giving you a full experience, and getting you closer each second.
“Wait for me mama” he said, kissing your neck a little, feeling the vibration of his moans against your skin.
“P-Pedro, I-I’m”
“me too” you both climaxed, close to one an other. You were both breathing heavily. You lifted his head, smiling. You kissed him as long as you could. After that, he laid next to you.
“I wouldn’t mind a shower now” you said. It was a hot day, adding the heat from the session, refreshing was a good idea. He looked at you.
“Round 2?” You smiled
“Okay” you got up and went into the bathroom, followed very closely by Pedro. The shower might not be as refreshing as it could be.
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arlestial · 7 months
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Hiii your pink theme is very cute i just wanted to ask could you mabye write boyfriend hcs for luna from bllk?
❝i regret you all the time❞
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synopsis : He was a player, a womanizer. You were his top-prized desire : completely unreachable. But hell, he’d chase after you halfway around the world if he had to.
pairing : Leonardo Luna x genderneutral!reader •— Blue Lock
tw : angst and comfort at the end, a tad suggestive (nothing too extreme), a sort of ennemies to lovers ? (Uses of "womanizer" but the rest can be read as genderneutral)
word count : 2350~ words
author-note : Hi !! It’s been a long time since I’ve wrote for Luna, so I hope it’s good. Im actually extremely proud of this one. It’s not really hcs, I got carried away LMAOO. I was busy finishing One Piece, (btw don’t be shy and drop some requests in my ask box :)) Thank you for your request (and your kind words 💗), and take care of yourself ♡
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LEONARDO LUNA never had to "search" for someone. Truly, he was a dick. Sleeping with women every nights, leaving without a note nor a call, the sheets still tangled from the activities the day prior. Simply, enjoying small pleasures where his job as a professional player leaded him to. And then he saw you, at a random bar while he was drinking with his teammates. Dancing with your friends, oh so gracefully, smiling and laughing with all your teeth, all prettily dressed. He swore he’d never seen someone as angelic as you. So, he smiled to himself, and with all his ego and his pride, an overly confidence, he walked to you.
Everything went extremely quickly. He was too stunned to speak, to let any sound escape from his lips as you walked away from him, rolling your eyes. His teammates never laughed so hard : Leonardo Luna, the og womanizer, just got humbled by being rejected ? He was mad. It was so embarrassing. His cheeks were flushed in a deep red, and he cursed under his breath. How ? Were you blind, perhaps ? It was the first time ever he got rejected by a woman, and he hated it. But for some reason, a reason he didn’t understand, he wanted to try again. He didn’t want to let you go, not just yet. So he hurried to follow you towards the exit of the bar, his teammates still laughing their asses off, much to Luna’s dismay. He wanted to grab your wrist, but he stopped himself.
"Hey, don’t you know me ? Like.. you live in a cavern or something ?"
You turned to face him, and let out a sigh.
"Actually, I just don’t care. I’m not interested."
Luna frowned. Okay, so you knew he was a famous soccer player. But you weren’t interested by any means ? He smirked. You were playing hard to get.
"Come on. Just give me one chance ?"
"Listen. You’re a player. Everybody knows it. I’m not interested when it comes to assholes who play with people’s feelings like you."
He scoffed, a cocky laugh escaping from his throat. Okay, maybe you were right. He liked your attitude. He leaned on the doorframe, a teasing grin dancing on his lips.
"You don’t find me attractive ?"
"I’ve seen much better."
And with these words, a mocking smile on your face, you left the bar, walking in the empty, dark streets without any worry. Luna gasped dramatically, and hurried to follow you in your tracks.
"So you’re gonna follow me now ? What a creep."
"Nah. Just walking you home."
"I’ve never asked you to do that."
"’M just being a gentleman."
You chuckled. His cocky attitude was pitiful.
"Didn’t know you were a chaser, after all. Disappointed because I haven’t fallen for you the first time you talked to me ?"
"I’m definitely not.", he smirked, "But for you, I’d be one, doll."
"Quit the petname, dude. We’re not together."
"Yet.", he corrected. You sighed, amused by his determination.
LEONARDO LUNA wasn’t capable of letting you go. Well, you piqued his interest, after all. He wasn’t used to be rejected, but you made this rejection so sweet, so intoxicating. He couldn’t get enough. He walked you home, and with a little persuasion (aka, promising you he wasn’t going to spam you all the time) he got your Instagram (he giggled like a teenager when he saw that you accepted his request on your private account.) Since that day, you were always there in his thoughts, day and night, more than he had excepted. It was a game of cat and mouse : him, constantly flirting with you, and you, ignoring or rejecting him again and again. His teammates were confused; he wasn’t the type to run after someone, it was quite the opposite. Luna was used to be a living fantasy for most women and men, he didn’t even had to try to please. But it was different this time. Always refusing to go on dates with him, refusing his gifts or his advances. You were completely unreachable, a hopeless and absurd desire of his. What Luna wanted, Luna got; and right now, he felt like a frustrated little child who had just been denied the toy he wanted his mother to buy him at the mall. And gosh, the more inaccessible you were, the more he craved- no, needed you. So, he took his phone in his hands, and once again, searched for your account in his Instagram conversations (actually, he didn’t have to search. You were on top of his contacts, probably because he decided that he won’t talk to anyone until you accept a date from him.) and texted you. You were peacefully reading a book on your couch when you heard a ding from your phone, followed by a buzzing sound. You closed your book and reached for your phone, watching Luna’s text on your wallpaper. (In all honesty, you were - each time - surprised to see a certified account sending you a message, before realizing that it was Luna. Again.)
4:47p.m. | leonardoluna : Hey, doll
just wondering if you were free tonight ?
- read at 4:48p.m.
4:51p.m. | yn.ln : hi, yeah i am. why ?
- read at 4:51p.m.
Luna smiled at the screen. He lied down on his bed, back pressed against the mattress as he waited for your answer impatiently.
4:51p.m. | leonardoluna : care to join me for dinner ? my treat, obviously
- read at 4:51p.m.
He rolled on his bed, his elbows now resting on the sheets. He sighed in defeat. You weren’t answering. You were probably gonna reject him again - with or without a proper excuse once more. He turned off his phone, throwing it behind him on the bed, frustrated and disappointed - wait. Did he just heard his phone ringing ?? He hurried to grab his phone, unlocking it messily, his eyes almost glued to the screen.
5:00p.m. | yn.ln : why not
- read at 5:01p.m.
You agreed ? A huge grin displayed on his face as he celebrated his victory with a disconcerting enthusiasm.
5:00p.m. | leonardoluna : coming to pick you up at 8, then ?
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5:01p.m. | yn.ln : sure. sounds good to me
see ya then :)
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5:01p.m. | leonardoluna : see you, pretty
promise you’re gonna like it. picking a good place rn
- read & liked by yn.ln at 5:03p.m.
He jumped off his bed, immediately calling a fancy restaurant to book a table. He knew the owner, so he arranged a table for you two. Luna thanked him. He wanted to kick himself : this stupid, huge grin painted on his face, that he couldn’t erase. This feeling was astonishing; maybe, it was his chance to pull you ! Finally, after all these efforts.
LEONARDO LUNA’s smile dropped, his joy fever slowly fading to a terrible dread. At first, he just wanted you in his bed. A one-night-stand without any worries, without fuss. But here he was, giggling like a teenager in love for a random person that wasn’t interested a single bit ? What the fuck was he doing ? He frowned. Was it a mistake ? He didn’t want to be in a relationship. It was too much to handle for him, the distance, the attention to give, the responsibilities that came in the package. What was he supposed to do, now ? He was anxious. He never felt anxious. He sat down on his bed, his face in his hands, exhaling deeply. He looked at your text, over and over and over and over again. You wanted to see him. He felt nauseous, probably for the first time in his entire life. And right now, the thrill of it all disappeared, giving way to a terrible, overwhelming, sensation of pressure.
You were standing outside of your house, rubbing your arms in an attempt to ease the goosebumps on your skin, arisen by the night cold breeze.
8:15p.m.
Maybe you should’ve stayed by the fireplace, at least for some minutes.
8:25p.m.
Okay, he was just late. A latecomer, huh. You should’ve wore something else, at least, not these short clothes.
8:35p.m.
It’s probably his job. Being a professional soccer player has its flaws, for sure. You should’ve called him, at least, to tell him you were waiting him to pick you up outside, like it was planned.
8:40p.m.
You decided to text him again - now, a bit worried. You should’ve asked him to meet at the restaurant directly, at least, to know where you were supposed to go. Perhaps he had a car accident ? You frowned, seeing his "online" status on Instagram. You looked at the conversation another time.
8:05 | yn.ln : sorry, I just got out, took a bit too much time to prepare lmao
you’re probably driving, so be safe
anyway, i’m waiting outside for you to pick me up :)
- read at 8:42p.m.
8:15p.m. | yn.ln : is everything okay ?
- read at 8:42p.m.
8:22p.m. | yn.ln : Luna ? It’s not funny yk
I can walk to the restaurant if you have an issue, just give me the address
- read at 8:42p.m.
8:40p.m. | yn.ln : for fuck’s sake, im worried, can’t you just answer the damn phone ?
where are you ??
luna ?
- read at 8:42p.m.
8:42p.m. | yn.ln : gosh, you’re here, I was scared something happened to you
i’m outside, is everything okay ?
- read at 8:50p.m.
8:50p.m. | yn.ln : you’re not gonna answer, are you ?
- read at 8:52p.m.
Tears in the corner of your eyes, you bit your inside cheek in a faint attempt to keep them from falling angrily on your cheeks. Your hands were trembling - from the cold, or from the frustration ? Honestly, you didn’t know. Obviously, he played with you. It was his goal since the very first night. How could you be this fucking dumb ? Naive ? He just wanted you in his bed, and he was tired already of his new toy, aka, you. So he threw you away, like he did with everyone else. You were too silly, artless, to think that someone like him could like someone like you. Incisive insecurities, bittersweet thoughts, appalling regrets, permeated your mind as you turned off your phone, deciding to take a walk outside to soothe your nerves.
8:54p.m. | yn.ln : you’re a fucking asshole. i should’ve listened the rumors about your mf face.
how could I believed you ??
srs, go fuck yourself.
you are the biggest regret I’ve ever had
- read at 8:58p.m.
8:59p.m. | yn.ln : go on, spend your whole life fucking people like they actually want you, ig.
- read at 9:00p.m.
Maybe it was childish, but you needed to get those feelings out of your chest. You were disappointed, felled even. Your friends warned you, but you haven’t listened. How could you ? He was so nice to you all the time, always asking about your day and all. You always refused to go on dates with him, thinking he was just playing for a night with you. But after one month, you sincerely thought he wanted a deeper connexion with you than just sex. And you were wrong, of course.
LEONARDO LUNA never drove this quick. He was probably like - at 110 k.p.h on a 50 k.p.h road. His hand on the steering wheel, the other on the gear lever, pulling the car out of the intersection. He haven’t even cared about the others that were honking several times because of his awful (and dangerous) driving, his thoughts were busy, because of you, and only you. He was so stupid. So fucking stupid. To think that it was a bad idea to talk to you, to get accustomed to your texts, to your honey-like voice when you were calling him. He liked you. Maybe even more, he didn’t know. He parked his car messily on the sidewalk, getting weird stares and side-eyes from passers-by. He spotted your walking figure and immediately ran after you, his breath short and unsteady. Good thing he knew where you lived since the night he walked you home, one month ago. He bit his lip when he grabbed your wrist, and you turned to face him, tears rolling down your cheeks. He hated himself, right now.
9:11p.m.
"You ? Fucking bastard, leave me alone." You sharply said, trying to get away from his grasp. He immediately took you in his arms, one of his hands resting on the back of your head, stroking your soft hair. He shoved your face on his chest, trying to reassure you.
"I’m- I’m so sorry. I got nervous. I’m just not used to feel this kind of things towards someone. It’s the first time; actually. I was scared. Scared of being rejected with true, heavy, feelings, this time. I beg you,", he inhaled, his voice wobbly, "please, forgive me."
"I can’t trust you.", you mumbled, your voice muffled by his clothed chest, trying to push him away as harshly as you could.
"You can. I didn’t think- fuck. It’s hard to say that. That I could fall for someone so quickly, so easily. It’s so simple to talk to you, I’ve never felt so comfortable around someone in my overall, miserable existence. I want to give you my whole heart, my whole soul, okay ? I fucked up, I know. And I truly don’t deserve you. But I can’t help, but being selfish again, one last time, please, just wanting you, your smile, your laughs, your soft touches, wanting you by my side permanently. That’s all I’m asking for. A second chance, because I don’t want anybody else to have you. I want to be the one you come home to, the one you think of when life is all troubles and worries."
"Look at me. Tell me you hate me, reject me over, I’m not worth your attention. But I won’t stop thinking about you, I’m just not able to do it. Don’t let me down. Please."
You tilted your head up, seeing his green eyes wet already. His trembling hands wandered to your cheeks, gently stroking them, as if you were made of porcelain that his sins could shatter into tiny million of pieces, in a instant.
He leaned and pressed a tender kiss on your lips, his free hand searching so naturally for yours, intertwining your fingers together. When he pulled away, he gave you a small, weak smile, as if he’s seen his whole world being destroyed by a zephyr. You returned the smile, as he wiped away your tears.
"Promise not to let me go, then.", you answered in a whisper, your heart beating at an unsteady, loving pace.
"I won’t."
You both laughed slightly at the cheesy scene, his enamoured gaze drowning into yours.
"Now come on, honey, we have a date to attend to."
LEONARDO LUNA thought that, at first, you were a challenge. A cocky challenge, egos swinging, wondering if he could pull you like he always did with everyone. What Leonardo Luna wants, Leonardo Luna gets. However, now, he was just a puppy running after you, completely smitten. He liked to say that he was in charge, in control : but everybody knew that you had him wrapped around your finger.
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dopenightmaretyphoon · 7 months
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Happy Birthday Hon
Authors Note: This has been a long time in the making, im sorry it's short.
Trigger warnings: one-sided feelings, bad mother?
If there was one thing you hated more than anything, it was your birthday. You had always had bad experiences, whether it be your family putting your twin brother first or yours, exs forgetting you just lost all hope in birthdays so you didn't celebrate it. You always woke up to half assed text from your mother reminding you that you're another year older without being married or having kids.
When you had first started at Abbott, Melissa was determined to learn everything about you. You were happy to answer most questions apart from when your birthday was, so in true Melissa Schemmenti style she stormed into Ava's office and demanded she told the red head when your birthday was. Ava gave Melissa the information not really thinking about anything.
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The day of your birthday came quicker than either you or Melissa would have liked. Melissa had spent most of the night before setting up plans and making sure to get you new supplies for your classroom as well as a few things for yourself.
You woke and chose not to look at your phone, you got dressed and headed to work but unlike normal you are the first teacher to arrive. You never beat Barbara and Melissa, you shrugged not thinking much about it and head to the staff room, walking in you sat in your normal seat on the couch and finished off the grading you started last night.
Melissa woke up in a panic, she had slept passed her alarm which made her late. Not that she could be since her alarm would make sure she would be at work at least half an hour earlier than the other teachers. She sighed and got dressed making sure to pick up your presents and headed out.
Barbara walked into the staff room expecting to see you as she had seen your car in your normal spot. As she walked in, she found you curled up on couch reading a book
"Happy birthday sweetheart"
You nealry broke your neck spinning around to see Barbara stood at the coffer machine
"Uh yeah... thanks I guess"
You chose not to question how Barbara knew and went back to your book. 20 minutes later Melissa walked into the staff room and sat next to you.
"Happy birthday hon"
You had heard Melissa boots on the floor walking towards to the staff room so you had already put down your book and sat better.
"Thanks, what's all this?"
The red head looked at you confused
"Birthday presents, what did you think they were?"
You shrugged, looking a little confused, trying to think about who's birthday could be the same as yours
"I'm not sure, who's birthday have I missed?"
Barbara and Melissa share a confused and worried look, Barbara was the first to speak from the table
"No one's sweetheart, it's only yours today"
You looked between the women even more confused now, millions of questions went through your head. How could they have known? Why have they got your gifts? Is this some sort of prank?
"/n? Y/n?"Melissa saying your name snapped you from any and all thoughts
"Yeah? Sorry what did you say?"
"Are you okay hon? You seem a little out of it"
The read head repeated
"Yeah, I'm okay. How did you know? Why did you get me gifts? Is this some sort of prank? Where are the cameras?"
Once again worry and confusion is written across Melissa’s face
"Ava, we care about you, this definitely isn't a prank and the cameras aren't here yet"
You sat there for a minute taking everything in. Barbara walked over and sat the other side of you.
Barbara unlike Melissa had choice to keep a distance from you as the older women didn't want to confess feelings for you knowing her best friend had a massive crush on you.
"Sweetheart, it's your birthday. Everyone deserves presents and to be celebrated"
Melissa hummed in agreement, both women watched as you processed everything. You turned Melissa to face you and kissed her, it took Mel a minute to release what is happening but the second she does, the red head pulled you closer and deepen the kiss.
Barbara watched happy that her best friend and you were happy despite the aching feeling it gave her that you would never like her.
You spent your birthday happy for the first time ever, Barbara faked a smile the whole day and Melissa happily spoilt you.
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simplyxsinned · 1 year
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HEY HI HELLO HOW ARE YOU??
i hope ur having a good day/night!!
i wanted to request somerhing w/ kaeya diluc and tartaglia(if thats fine by u ofc!) them comforting u after crying the whole day or hours or something like that its my first time requesting so im EXTREMELY nervous AND ENGLISH ISNT MY MAIN LANGUAGE i hope that u can understand what im trying to say😰
SEE YOUU AND LOVE YOU BYEE!!!
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𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓 𝐈𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐒
✦ a/n; awwh darling there’s no need to be nervous when requesting <33
✦ genre; hurt/comfort
✦ characters; kaeya, diluc, tartaglia x gn!reader
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✧ KAEYA wouldn’t hesitate to bring your quivering self into his arms, cooing and comforting you, he knows everyone has bad days or just days you just want to breakdown and cry. You didn’t dare say anything or look up at his face, cause you knew that he’d be concerned, you hated making him worried about you..so you bury your head in his shoulder, hoping to hide your face from his gaze.
“it’s fine, darling….just breathe, there you go..” he leans in to your head to give it a kiss, he loves you, he really does. It saddens him to see you like this, if you’re concerned about him finding it annoying to find you often crying, don’t be, he’s here to make sure you’re okay. He'll still love you no matter how you look or how you feel, as long as it's you...
✧ DILUC hates seeing your eyes all puffy and red…he can’t even directly look you in the eyes now. In truth, it makes his heart break into tiny pieces. He doesn’t really know what to do other than bringing you a cup of water and trying to get you to close your eyes and take a rest.
“My love please.. for me at least?” His voice cracks a bit at the end, his hands on your shoulders, softly wiping the dried streaks of tears on your cheeks with a regretful expression on his face, he pushes you down on the bed then lays beside you, tugging you close and kissing your head. He softly pats your head and tangles his finger in your hair, after hearing your calm breathing, he finally lets himself to relax.
✧ CHILDE went out early this morning for his fatui work, leaving you all alone in this empty house. You couldn’t help but feel lonely, it’s too quiet, without a choice you only can hear your own thoughts or either talk to yourself in your mind. Usually it goes like “Should I make omelettes for breakfast?” to “What if he gets hurt while in duty?” Of course, at last your mind wanders to your dearest husband, how could you not worry about him?
Ah yes and here you are, sitting in the corner of your shared bedroom, legs bent and pulled close to your chest. Everyday it's a cycle, he leaves, you're alone and then you feel sad, you cant help but pity yourself. Lost in your own depressing thoughts, you did not notice the figure hovering over you. "What happened..." his voice was small, almost like a whisper. He grabbed your chin, letting him see your face, you didn't see his hands trembling. Be prepared for him to take a looonggg break from work after you tell him your concerns, he's going to pamper you >:)
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Thanks for reading <33
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monstertidbits · 7 months
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hi i loved this finale very much i love falin and im so happy shes back...... also im obsessed with the choice to make laios forever unable to indulge his monster autism, and making him king. ITS SO INTERESTING i love this direction even though it sucks for laios, maybe there is something to be said about how you don't always achieve the thing you want most in life and that's okay, and the life you live is still worth a lot.... and also it's so something to me that laios is being such an adult about this, like yeah he wishes he was having fun doing his own thing and he really doesn't want to be king, but SOMEONE has to and unfortunately for him he's the absolute best candidate (((PRECISELY BECAUSE OF HOW WEIRD HIS PRIORITIES ARE))), so he'll do it, AND HE'LL DO IT WELL, he'll be the awesome, competent and kind ruler, but he'll still be kinda sad and mopey about not getting what he wanted. LIKE HE'S SUCH A GOOD KING, he brought so much good into this world, but he doesn't get particularly high and mighty about it because he doesn't really care that much about being a king. HE'S SO CHILL ABOUT IT!!!! motherfucker really ushers in a time of prosperity and peace, and he's still just sitting on his throne thinking "man.......... the monsters will NEVER hang out with me........... what is this life......." I LOVE HIM SOOOO MUUUUUUUCHHHHH i love that his whole future thjng is not getting what he wanted at all but absolutely excelling at the thing hes doing (that doesn't really do anything for him). absolute icon and my personal hero
NONNIEEE YEAHHH!!! I remember back when i first read ch60 and i was like "wait... this feels wrong", not liking the idea of laios becoming a king bc i knew it wasn't what he "really wanted". but now, after reading how he actually got to that point, it makes sense. and it's still kinda bittersweet. because we know that his interest in monsters was amplified and became all consuming bc of his struggle to connect with other people, feeling alienated everywhere he went. so not being able to interact with monsters much anymore and being a king of other humans is actually forcing him to face all those fears and struggles he was running away from all this time, and learn to define himself outside of his expertise. watching the best and worst of humanity so very closely as their ruler, and finding his own place among them. but the thing is, he always had a home to return to in the few people he loved. and that's why, through all the hardships and pain, it's still worth it. he was ready to have something taken away from him and quite literally had to give up his most defining trait. so who is he now? can he manage without the comfort of monsters?
the answer is yes. he is not alone. and it may not be the most satisfying conclusion for him but it might be what he needed most. to learn how to live in peace with his own self, with the world surrounding him. and all being said, it was pointed out time and time again: how he wasn't really planning for the future, how he didn't have any strong conviction leading him. but it all changed after he killed his sister with his own hands. i think chapter 67 was a defining moment in laios's journey for many reasons, but especially this: for once, he chose not to run away. he decided that HE will be the one to challenge his fate and bend it as he wishes. otherwise, he could've given up on resurrecting falin long ago. but he didn't, not just for the sake of his sister but those people who put their faith in them and tried their best FOR them. it's ironic, how it was precisely inside the monsters' world that he was finally able to connect with the humans he despised so much in the most genuine way. and after facing the absolute worst, he can definitely find in himself the strength to deal with anything, king or not. so like you said- the man is gonna be fine somehow. i love him so much
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ariiloveskeanu · 8 months
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I just read your Vincent de gramont head canons and I thought they were really wholesome!!! If you have the time (no pressure, lol) could you do a one shot where the reader accidentally walks in on Vincent while working (perhaps while he kills someone) and now he’s gotta console the reader
marquis vincent de gramont oneshot !
warnings: mentions of death, very brief mention of throwing up, mentions of blood, vague mention of nightmares
this is probably so bad so im genuinely sorry in advance :(( i tried using french pet names so if any of them are translated wrong pls let me know! i'm almost 100% sure i'm using the gender neutral versions but i apologize if they're not, though this is completely gender neutral! i've definitely written better than this and i'm sorry if the writing is kinda icky, it's 12 am where i love so im extremely tired :c i'm also very sorry to the ppl who have been requesting, i'm trying to make each one as good as i can without throwing out random words!! i lowk enjoyed writing this so i hope you like it and thank you for requesting!!
[Name] felt as if they owed vincent. They felt as if they owed him for all the kind things he's done for them during their transition back to normal life. They knew how hard he worked for them, how many things he's had to sacrifice to get them where they were. [Name] fixed him his favorites on a platter, taking their time and putting their care into it. [Name] knows he could easily have someone bring stuff to him as he pleases but, they missed him too much to miss the opportunity.
It was hard leaving their old life behind. It does things to you, being so desensitized to hurt and pain. It took them a while to acknowledge that. Years of nightmares plaguing their dreams of a better life are far behind them now. Vincent always made jokes about it, how they went from a cold hearted contract killer to his fiancé in a matter of 4 years. It was beautiful to them.
The sound of slippers pattering against the floor rung throughout the hallway, the only sound [Name] could make out as they approached his office. [Name] took a deep breath, shaking their head to rid themselves of their negative thoughts and the growing pit in their stomach. The feeling was far to familiar to go unnoticed.
One knock, then two, then three, that turned into four. Usually, he would call out and let them in. The silence was deafening and it was the sound of ringing ricocheting off their skull that brought [Name] back to reality. They hissed, feeling the sudden migraine. They balanced the tray in one hand, the other moving to push open the door.
The sound of glasses shattering rang through the large office as the heads of his guardsmen snapped towards the source.
There was blood everywhere. The metallic smell overwhelming their senses and nearly pushing up their breakfast.
"V-Vincent?" [Name]'s voice strained as they looked at the scene in front of them. Multiple bodies with multiple bullet wounds laying dead on the marbled floor, and their dear husband wielding the gun.
What were they supposed to think? It's not like it was anything they weren't used to, but life in the lap of luxury was almost too good of an opportunity for them to ruin by staying in the same old violent habits they had before.
"Now, now, no need to be so dramatic," Vincent said in a gentle yet seemingly dismissive tone, uncanny in comparison to the violent scene that lays in front of him.
It had been so long since they last saw something like this, so long since they last saw him do something like this. [Name] understands it's part of the job, they really do, and they thought they had been okay with that. But seeing the lifelessness in their eyes, the blood on Vincent's hands, and knowing that he had just taken lives was very different than imagining it and forcing themselves to forget about it. It all came rushing back to them, and the years of trauma and guilt they felt just for being a part of this violent lifestyle hit [Name] all at once.
"What did you do?!" [Name] says, their voice hoarse yet lowered as to not push him further. They step further into the room, looking around and letting their glassy eyes fall on the man they loved.
"I didn't mean to cause you any distress. We're just carrying out a business transaction. The client pays, we provide a service." [Name] nods shakily, watching as his bodyguards exited the room to give them privacy.
"I know, Vincent." They say, looking up at him the sound of his thick french accent. [Name] sniffles and wipes the few tears off of their face. [Name] ignored everything past his first sentence, inevitably yearning for his comfort.
They step over the bodies, walking over to him as he stood behind his desk. They wrap their arms around him, their head resting on his chest as he rubbed their back.
As flawed as they both were, [Name] knew that it wasn't worth getting upset over. As much as they tried to bury those memories, as much as they tried to forget that part of their life, [Name] knew it was doing more harm than good to just push it down instead of accepting it and moving on. He taught them that. Through their many breakdowns and slip ups, he would always be there.
"I know you're frightened, seeing me like this. I understand it. Let me assure you, mon chéri, I had no choice but to do what I did. I tried to reason with them, to avoid bloodshed, but they would not listen. Please know, mon amour, I would never hurt you."
[Name] rubbed his back aswell, nodding their head as they took a step back and wrapped their arms around his neck.
"You don't have to explain yourself to me, mon cher. I chose to leave that behind, I don't get to make that choice for you." They reassured, feeling slightly guilty for making a 'big deal' over something that seemed so unimportant in their point of view.
"Don't feel guilty, love. You can't help what you feel, can you? It's what makes you, you." Vincent says, his previously cold demeanor softening as he rests his hands on their waist. He leans in to press a warm kiss on their lips. "I wouldn't want you any different, mon amour, truly."
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mknae-jongho · 7 months
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All night long
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Seonghwa x fem!reader (reader name: janae)
Genre: Smut
Word count: 4.9k
Warnings: Jealous, hard dom!Seongwa , hair pulling , name calling( slut, babygirl) , choking , gagging , overstimulation , manhandling , pussy slapping , spanking , (unprotected sex) etc…etc… ( READ AT YOUR OWN RISK ) Sorry for any word mistakes.
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Seonghwa we’re stressed out enough and his girlfriend janae are making it worse. She were flirting with mostly all of the members( mostly san & woo) Which were aggravating him even more. “woo your so funny.” she laughed leaning on his shoulder with her arms wrapped around his neck. She was doing it on purpose to see how far she can go for seonghwa to finally snap. “ janae don’t go to crazy now, i don’t want seonghwa to beat me up haha.” woo laughed. she smiled and got up to go to the kitchen to grab a snack. “hey does anyone want a snack.” you asked everyone. everyone replied with a yes.
While goin to the kitchen you noticed how seonghwa was watching you but looked away looking at his phone without saying anything. You walked out the kitchen with snacks and drinks. “you guys want to play a game??”woo asked.
You were the first to reply. “ouu yes i wanna play something.” jumping into san’s lap getting excited. San arm went around you waist because he knew the game you were playing. He looked and saw how seonghwa were looking at you two with an expression on his face. Seonghwa stared at you when he saw san lean into your ear which made you look at san and you both laughed putting your head into his neck.
Suddenly san saw seonghwa getting up walking towards the both of you. Before you turned to look at seonghwa you felt a harsh pull on your arm and pushing you back down onto the couch him sitting beside you after.“what game are we playing woo?” seonghwa asked while still staring at you with slit eyes and a scary expression on his face, his expression was so intense you had to look away to the floor. “Umm, we can play last to stay up.”
“What’s that?” san asked scooting you closer to him to make seonghwa even more pissed. “It’s a game when you hold someone on top of you kinda like a yoga position & whoever hold the person up the longest wins.” hongjoong replied.
“okay time to choose partners.”woo said. “i pick hongjoong since his a little small”jonho said.
“im choosing janae.” seonghwa said. “no i wanna be san partner,” you looked at san squeeze his muscles. “since he’s strong.” That made seonghwa hot balling his fist but he didn’t want to show his anger so he waited to see your next move.
Pairs: (jonho, hongjoong), (san, janae), (mingi, yunho), (yeosang, wooyoung)
“i guess i’ll be the judge to see who wins since i’m the only one left.” seonghwa said getting up.
“ready janae??” san asked looking at you smiling. “yes.” you got up taking off your shoes while san took off his jacket leaving on his white t shirt and black shorts. you stared at him noticing how seonghwa barely made a move.
“ouu san, how much do you workout.”you said biting your lip jokingly but seonghwa didn’t take it as a joke.
“i workout a-.” he was cut off by seonghwa. “let’s start the game shall we.” he said with a certain type of tone he use when he’s getting annoyed.
san, jonho, mingi, & yeosang lied on the floor getting in position. There were a 30 minute timer on to see who can hold the person up. “ready?” san asked. “yes boo i’m ready.” that nickname really did something to seonghwa but he continued not wanting to mess up the game.
you, woo, hongjoong, & yunho leaned back with your backs turned towards them with their legs on side of you putting down all your weight on their hands. “start” . the timer started now we wait and see.
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5 mins later…
mingi was complaining about his arms hurting for the last 4 minutes before yunho collapsed, which means they were out. you and san was doin good so far. jongho and hongjoong doin great. now yeosang and woo was a different thing. By the looks of it; it looked like yeosang was struggling by his face expressions. then boom, woo went down with a laid out yeosang. “woo what did you eattt.” he said with in a exhausted voice. “haha, the shit janae cooked earlier. it was good too i was hungry as fuck so i ate about everything.”
Now it’s just you & san vs jongho and hongjoong.
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15 minutes gone by in total with means there’s 15 minutes left.
jongho’s still standing and san’s still standing so we don’t know who will win so the rest of the members are just watching waiting to see who wins.
Another 10 mins gone by leaving 5 mins left on the clock. And during those last 5 mins…..Jonho finally gave up and lost which means you and san wins!!! San slowly brings you down and you butt rubbed against his dick getting him on rock hard and guess what… seonghwa noticed again getting him real hot.
San helped you get up as you both jumped and hugged celebrating your win. As everyone settled down, it’s time for movie night so everybody grabbed snacks, drinks, pillows & blankets. you sat on san lap, after sitting down you felt something poking you on your butt slightly by your private, you knew what it was you just didn’t say anything not wanting to be awkward. you saw seonghwa walking towards the couch sitting at the very end alone , legs spreaded , arms crossed and head tilted back with an angry expression. you smirked slightly knowing he’s feeling heated. “janae pick a movie.” san handed you the remote. “okay sure, how about an action movie.” you put on a action movie and leaned back on san chest pulling the blanket over you as he put his arms around your waist.
One part in the movie made you laugh as you bend down knowing san was feeling a little pleasure on his…(yk😉🤫) leaving him tilting his head back biting his lips as his legs twitched a little bit.
Sitting back up looking at the tv you saw seonghwa looking a you on the corner of your eye so you did something that may went a little too far..well a lot far…
Looking at san seeing his head tilted back, you got up and got back in his lap, but this time facing him sitting your pussy right on his dick wrapping your arms around him, his eyes shot up at you with a shocked expression.
“janae what are y-.” he was cut off by you. “shhh, ik what i’m doing.” you went even further want to piss seonghwa off some more. You pulled the blanket over you and san head putting your head in his neck inhaling his scent while hold his left cheek moving down to his stomach rubbing his abs stopping right there.
Suddenly you felt the blanket get snatched off and your hair getting pulled dragging you in you and seonghwa shared room.
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“That’s how you wanna play huh?? wanna act like a FUCKING SLUT,” you felt a slap on your face. “HUH??” he grabbed you by your hair throwing you on the bed standing infront of you staring at you intensely, unbuttoning his shirt. “what are you talking about hwa , i wasn’t doin anything.” you said pushing his buttons even more… it’s gonna be a long long night for you…
“really,” his tooked off his shirt, crawling into the bed still looking at you. “so you really tryna playing with me rn.” he said grabbing your throat.
“get undressed, now.” he said pulling you out of bed before walking towards that specific dresser where you keep all your sex toys at. You saw him pulling out a vibrater, and whip, cuffs, and a gag ball.
You got undressed slowly, when you got your shirt off half way you felt a grip on your waist pulling you close to him then felt a sting on your butt cheek. “speed up!” he said then pushed you away from him making you fall back onto the bed.
You keeping up the same slow pace makes him even angrier. you heard something fall on the floor and footsteps walking towards you. you felt a yank pulling off your shirt. “ janae STOP. FUCKING.PLAYING WITH ME AND TAKE THIS SHIT OFF!!” he yelled getting aggressive and aggravated.
“aww are you getting mad, it okay pumpk-.” you said before feeling a hard slap on you face. He gripped your jaw before bending down to your level.
“You’re really pushing my buttons, it seems like i gotta show you who the fuck you should play with.”
“well it seems like i was playing with you ya know. you don’t gotta get so mad.” you said laughing. He seeing you keep pressing his buttons really wanna punish the fuck outta you and that’s exactly what he’s gonna do.
“Janae,” he looked at you. Walking towards you he yanked you by your hair pulling you out the bed before turning you around picking up the cuffs to put them on you.
“get on your knees.” he stared at you.
“no i don’t feel like it, they kinda hurt from being on san most of the day.” you said looking back at him.
Now that got him deep…
He grabbed you by the throat walking you back until you back hit the wall.
“haha, Janae…Janae, you just don’t know what the fuck i’ll do you you huh,” he said while removing the rest of your clothes. “ you just keep asking for it.” he said while laughing tryna control his anger but it’s not working.
“Get.On.Your.Knees.!! NOW!!” he yelled.
You got a little startled, and decided to get on your knees. “Good girl.” he said slapping you twice softly. Unbuckling his belt, he slid the belt out of the loops and put it over his shoulders knowing he’s gonna need it later.
Remove all of his clothes he slapped his dick across your face. “spit on it.” he grab your hair. you listened because you didn’t want to make him angrier than he already is. Spitting on it he began rubbing himself. “suck it.!” Wanting to tease him a little just a little, you kitty lick the tip licking his precum.
“Janae. Stop.” he said before sliding all of him in your mouth hitting the back of your throat. tilting his head back groaning fucking deep into your throat making you gag and slob dripping down him balls and your chin, he pulled out of your mouth before taking the belt off his shoulder holding it in his hand. “why??,” he looked down at you. you stared back at him before looking down at the floor sitting down on your feet.
“i asked you a question. Don’t make me repeat myself.” he said putting a finger under your chin making you look up at him. “hwa i was ju- i was umm-” He walked behind you before bending you forwards. “Just what.??” Spank. “huh??” Spank. “JUST WHAT??” he pulled your hair leaning you back to look at him. “beside flirting with san,” Spank. “Getting in his lap.” Spank. “Being all touchy with him.” Spank.
You were a crying mess, and boy he was proud.
“HUH.?!!” Spank. “Don’t be a bitch now, crying when you were being a little slut earlier.” Another spank landed, this time on your pussy. “OMFG HWA THAT HURTS!!” you screamed loudly while crying. “ SHUT UP.” Spank. “ don’t like this huh?” Spank. “you think i enjoyed what you were doing earlier,” Spank. “HUH!??” SPANK. “c’mon you can take it.” Spank. “ you a big dog right.” Spank. you were screaming and hollering. SPANK. SPANK. SPANK. SPANK.
“se-seong-hwa, pleaseee.” you said crying getting up running away from him. “please stop,” sniffing and crying. “Janae get over here!” “hwa”. “GET OVER HERE NOW. DONT make me chase after you now get over here!!” “seonghwa please, it hurts hwa.” He suddenly walked towards you to grab your wrist but you ran to the other side of the room. “JANAE, if i catch if i swear it’s not gon nice now GET. OVER. HERE.!!”you looked down tears streaming down your face slowly walking towards him while his still looking at you with that same angry expression gripping the belt tightly. he grabbed your wrist before grabbing your jaw pushing you back down spanking you even more for running.
“why you run, you wanted this right??,” Spank. Spank. Spank. “you asked for this shit.”Another spank. you close your eyes tightly. “look at me.” slowly opening your eyes.
“get up.” he said before standing u. “i can’t hwa.” you looked up at him with tears steady goin down your face. “you can. and you will. so. GET.UP!!” you got up slowly struggling a little, waiting for what was next.
he turned you around to uncuff you before pulling you back onto him whispering into your ear, “i was actually planning on being gentle and making sweet love to you tonight, UNTIL,” he grabbed your throat. “you decide to pull the stunts you did.”
Turning you towards him wrapping both arms around your waist & you putting your arms around his neck. “janae stop touching me,” you slowly put your arms down. “ did you think what you did was funny??” you look down quite.
“Janae i asked you a question, pls don’t make your situation worse than what it is.” “i- i.” you stuttered. “i-i-i.” he said mocking you. “hmm?” Spank. you stumbled. “what the issue?? hmm?” Spank. “cat got your tongue.??”Spank. “you got me talking to myself,” he said grabbing your jaw. “i know i’m asking you a question.” Spank. Spank. “ don’t wanna talk??” Spank. “ANSWER!”
“ i found it as a joke hwa, im sorry.” you said not feeling so tough like earlier.” “A JOKE, YOU THINK WHAT YOU DID WAS FUCKING FUNNY,” SPANK. “HUH??” SPANK. “Hwaaa, i’m sorry!!! Please hwa im so sorry.” you said crying again. He grabbed the belt again not feeling yet satisfied. “ bend over on the bed.” “Hwa ple-.” “JANAE.BEND.OVER. NOW. Don’t need no back talk.
You listen to him and bend over. You felt a hard sting on your cheek. SPANK. SPANK. SPANK. SPANK. SPANK. SPANK AFTER SPANK. “ hwa please ss-stoppp, i’m sorry pleaseeeee!” “shut up!” SPANK. SPANK. Minutes later the spanking stop.
You were exhausted but he wasn’t not even close done with you. He grabbed the gag ball & cuffs and put it on you & giving you one last spank. “come get in the bed and lay down.” he told while getting in the bed. you got in the bed and laid down as told.
He spread your legs getting in between them. He looked up at you before diving in licking and slurping making a sloppy mess. He then added two fingers spreading you open to get you prepared for him. you’re a slobbering mess even tho your moans where muffled. “mmmm hakfuhebs” that was all you could say. “feels good??” he said fingering you even faster, and sucking on your clit, you clenched around his finger and he knew you were close to cumming, so he went even faster and sucked even harder. Suddenly you squirt everywhere but that didn’t stop him, he fingered you even harder and faster sitting up on his knees to go deeper. Your legs shaking and trembling like crazy. you “MMMMMM.” he stopped to take off the gag ball. “Scream for me, daddy wants to hear you!” he said before diving his fingers deeper back into you, wanting to hear your moans he puts he head by your mouth.
“FUCK SAN” you quickly covered your mouth as you felt his movement stop. He sit up still fingers deep staring deeply into you soul. He pulled his fingers out, “you really like san huh.” he said before slapping you across the face. “moan his name again, i dare you!” He slaps you again even harder. “say it, do it.” he says getting closer laying on top of you .
“i’m sorry hwa..” you wrapped your arms around him. “Take. your. hands. off of me!!” he said pushing away your arms. “seonghwaaa.” you said in a whining voice. “shhh, i don’t want you touching me, especially after you moaned his name.” he moved your hair off of your sweaty forehead before sitting up to get under the cover.
“come here.” he pushed the cover back so you can get on top of him. Once you got on top him he put the cover on top before kissing you. He put his hands on your hips making you grind on him moving you faster and faster. He moved his lips to your neck leaving big marks so he can reminded them who you belong to.
“put my dick in you.” he said biting your earlobe. You moved your hand down to line him up at your entrance. “bounce on it.” he told you putting his hands behind his head. slowly you began bouncing up and down. “bounce faster” you sped up a little bit. He moved his hips towards yours to go deeper putting one hand on your throat and another on your hips taking over to move faster and harder into you. He pulls you closer to him. “who do you belong to?? hmm.” he grunt in you ear. you were a moaning mess so you couldn’t speak. “answer me janae, who. do. you. belong. too.??” he gave you a hard spank on you ass.
“i belong to you seonghwa,” you moaned “ i’m gonna cum hwa.” he kissed you “cum on my dick whore, cum on daddy’s dick!! ohh fuckkkkkk!” he groaned. your pussy clenched around his dick meaning you were close. Suddenly you were flipped onto your back, he put one of your legs on his shoulders going deeper. “ ohh fuck janae, your so tight mmm feels so good,” you moaned into his ear wanting to touch him but you can’t. “my little whore, all mines to use, this pussy belongs to me ,” he said thrusting harder getting close to an end . “ understood??” he made you look at him looking at your fuck out face. “hmm, do you understand?.” he kissed your lips slipping in his tongue. “yesssss, i-i underst-stand hwaaaa,” he bit his lips loving your expressions. “i’m cumming, oh my gosh i’m gonna cum hwa.” your eyes roll to the back of your head as your legs began to shake.
“daddy’s cumming too babygirl, gonna breed you so full of my cum. his moans getting louder , the sound of wet skin clapping and his moans did something to you. Suddenly a splash went everywhere on the both of you, “ fuck you squirted on me baby girl mmmm.” he bit his lips tilting his head back when suddenly a warm liquid released deep inside of you but he kept fucking you at the same pace riding out your high.
He collapsed beside you after pulling out laying on his side looking at you fucked out. he got closer to you turning your face towards him. “did you learn your lesson??”
“yes.” you replied putting you head under the cover not wanting to look at him. he continued to look at you for a minute before saying, “good, i hope you learn who the fuck you belong to & who do not play with!” he pushed your head away
“get up, so we can get cleaned up and go back with the boys.” he gave you one last kiss.
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You both got cleaned up and went back to where the boys are. Seonghwa went back to where he was expecting you to sit with him. They were all still acting normal except for san, he was just looking at you , staring. you don’t know what it was so you just went to go sit beside him.
He continued to stare at you til you sat beside him, “you okay san? he didn’t say anything just continued to stare at you before he leaned in the hug up wrapping his arms around your waist, putting is head in your neck.
“i heard you moan my name , wanna tell me about that ??” he asked squeezing your waist.
“Janae!” you hear seonghwa say. you looked at him and he gave you that look. you nodded your head knowing what he mean. you felt san began to suck on your neck, and i think seonghwa noticed (🤦🏽‍♀️again) .
“SAN” seonghwa yelled which made san jump and all the members at him.
“janae get over her now.” he pointed at his lap. you got up quickly and walked towards him sitting down on his lap facing him, he put the blanket over the both of you covering you both up. “do i need to take you back there.??” he asked you looked deeply on your eyes. You shook your head no. “ Remember your place janae.” he whispered into your ear before your kissing from your jaw to your lips.
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am i the asshole for becoming this girls only friend then not responding to her for 3 years?
I (16) started out at a new highschool and the teachers asked me (or more they told me, bc how am i supposed to say no) to be friends with this girl because she had no friends. basically they asked me to spend my breaks with her and sit with her in class.
me and her had nothing in common. it was always really awkward talking to her. every lunch id try to make conversation but itd always die out into an awkward silence until i was like "okay. im just going to read my book now."
i hung out w her a few times outside of school and it was always unbelievably uncomfortable. should mention this kid had a terminal illness. i started worrying about the fact that i was her only friend and that i didnt even like hanging out with her and that i had to try harder to be her friend bc what if she dies young die to her illness and no one goes to her funeral. in all honesty i wanted to just be casual friendly acquaintances with her, but due to the fact that i was told to be her friend, that she had no other friends, and that she had a terminal illness, i forced myself to be more than that for her when i didnt even enjoy being around her and even found her rly rude (she would lash out at other people for very small things like mishearing something she said, which made me very scared to ever aggitate her)
I was struggling mentally and i dropped out without saying anything to anyone (all unrelated to her) we followed each other on instagram, but when i started transitioning i made a new ig not connected to my deadname or old transphobic highschool friends in any way. i never contacted any of my friends from highschool after i dropped out. It wasnt personal, it was a fresh start.
about three years later i logged back into my old ig accidentally and saw i had like 80 dms from her. the dms went between "miss you. school isnt the same without you!" to calling me a bitch and insulting me. some messages were rly long others were just her spamming guilt trippy "im sorry i made you hate me... its my fault you left....." over and over. she was way more emotionally attached to me than i realised. and i felt like absolute shit. had absolutely no idea what to say. so i didnt say shit.
i just logged back out without replying.
am i the asshole? should i have responded, try to go through the same forced friendship again? or would it reopen old wounds to respond now?
What are these acronyms?
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alreadyblondenow · 2 years
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Can we fix it?
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Johnny x Female reader
Genre: Breakup, Fluff, smut, slight angst
WARNINGS: Unprotected sex which is not advisable in real life situation, mentions of alcohol, drunk Johnny, cursing. Sorry if ever I left anything out.
TMI: This is for the readers who still comes back here and reading my old stories. Honestly I want to write and make time for it again and just like this fic, I want to fix my time hahaha forgive me though. But thank you for your support until now! How are you guys loving ‘2 Baddies’? I bought 6 albums this era, for sure I’ll buy more but I’m saving up to see NCT Dream and WayV next month. So, I think I’ll support 127 more during repack! I hope everyone is loving the album and has been streaming. Let’s give 127 wins huhu also im just uploading this thru phone so it might be jambled :(( sorry
“We need you here asap— he keeps smashing things” Jaehyun spoke through the phone as you hear Johnny at the background trying to get the phone from Jaehyun, shouting your name.
It’s been only weeks since you and Johnny broke up. He didn’t take it too well obviously, and you can’t believe you’re on your way to his place to take care of him. As soon as you arrived at his place, you went to the kitchen to heat something up for Johnny. And soon as you showed yourself to his friends, they were all relieved but Johnny was feeling… guilty, disgusted by himself and honestly all he wanted to do is hug you so tight.
You were purposely not answering every message he sent, not answering his calls, everything. You tried your best to avoid him. So now… you’re like a ghost. It almost felt like the first time he saw you. Your first date. A beautiful night. But now… the night was still beautiful because he finally saw you after the breakup but, he’s so broken right now.
“You can all go— sorry,” Johnny said, trying to get up from his couch while being mindful of the shattered wine glass on the floor. Successfully, you caught Johnny struggling to walk straight heading his room after you see Jaehyun and the other on their way out. You were quick to grab Johnny’s waist and helped him towards his bed.
He’s quiet now.
But he’s looking at your every move.
“We were fine. Why did you leave me like that” he started. Still in his drunken state. He leaned forward and rest his forehead on yours, all you can do is soothe his back and close your eyes.
“Wasn’t I your perfect man? How can you ruin us like that— we were fine” he cried out again. This time theres tears in his eyes and he was whimpering, blaming himself and trying to keep you closer to him even more.
You on the other hand, continue to gently try your best to sober him up. You used to have moments like this back in the past, moments that involves sweet talking, planning what to have for breakfast the next day, or how many rounds can you guys do for tonight’s love making. But now it’s just crying and wishing that you could go back in time.
“I wasn’t okay all the time Johnny, you have to understand that I can’t pull you down with me”
“What are you talking about—“
“You’re too good for me Johnny.
“What does that even mean? You’re the one who’s too good for me”
“No Johnny. Shut up you don’t know—“ you were getting really frustrated.
“No. You shut up. You didn’t even let me have a say in this. You just left me while I was still fighting and longing for us. I get it you’re not perfect, but I don’t need perfect too. I’m not perfect too, but when did I ever pushed you away? When did I ever stopped being a better version of myself?— I thought you love me”
He continued crying and whimpering.
You continued to listen and miss him even though you’re holding him. And you agree, everything he said is true and to be honest you’re already regretting that you left and made your lives miserable. It has been… nothing but dark skies ever since you left him.
Maybe all you need is talk. Talk it out. You never gave him a chance to convince you to stay.
“Fuck it— life continues without you. Fucking leave, that’s where you’re good at”
He pushed you away lightly, careful not to hurt you physically but the heartbreak that you’re feeling right now hurts even more.
As you close the door gently and proceed to cleaning up the mess he did, you remember how beautiful your relationship was with Johnny and you managed to ruin it and burn all the bridges down in a matter of weeks. You went inside again his room to take care of him, putting a clean shirt and managing to clean him up. It’s the least you could do.
What you didn’t expect was soft kisses on your neck from Johnny while you change his clothes. You missed the feeling of his lips. But what will happen to whats left in your relationship if you give in? You certainly didn’t want to be fuck buddies with him if that’s where he’s going. What you have… or what you had, was way more special just to go down this road.
“I need you to stop” you said calmly when you already felt Johnny’s big hand inside your shirt, cupping your boobs. He was humiliated once again, removed his hand before he left a soft kiss on your temple. He’s sorry and he’s already forgiven. Always.
And when the morning comes, regret was the first things that came into Johnny’s head. He was aware of what happened last night. What he said and what he did. But he didn’t expect to see you sleeping uncomfortably on his couch, freezing.
Of course you felt his presence in an instant. You’ve been craving for it. “Sorry I passed out, I was waiting for the sun to come out” You said with a warm smile, hoping that things between you two cooled down from last night.
“Well the sun is out. You can go now” he said coldly. He didn’t know why. He just felt the urge to be cold towards you this morning.
“O-okay. Thank you” you rambled and clumsily gathered your stuff. Heart broken as you help yourself out of his house. You never thought that Johnny would push you away like that… it must’ve hurt him too when you did the same thing to him.
Days went by and you two continue to miss each other.
You wanted to get back together, but you were scared that he will push you away again. And you can’t handle it anymore. Johnny on the other hand, was giving moving on a shot… because he thought this is really what you wanted.
But then again, the alcohol was just like magnet for the both of you. You received yet another emergency call from Jaehyun, telling you to go to this bar because Johnny needs you and has been asking for you non-stop.
“Can I pass this one out?” You asked Jaehyun through the phone.
“I believe no, the manager of the bar is already mad. Please Y/n, just this one time we’ll never bother you again”
Of course you went to the given address and looked for Johnny. There you saw him sleeping soundly outside the said bar and your heart was breaking as you watch him mumble that he’s tired and lost.
“Hi… Johnny, it’s me. I need you to take my arm—“ you said when you finally approached him.
“You’re not supposed to be here. Who called you? Jaehyun? Fuck him. He should know that I’m not your responsibility anymore, leave Y/n” he gently pushed you away. Again. And that’s it. You knew you couldn’t handle experiencing this again.
Of course you stepped back. But you watched him from behind, followed him every step of the way until he reaches his house. He forgot where he put his keys and if he’s totally being honest right now, he’s about to throw up from too much walking. When you decided to take it from there and offered to open his door, he didn’t stopped you because all he wanted to do is run towards his sink. But life had other plans for him because by the time you finally opened the door, he tried running inside but ended up tripping and you were quick to catch him. Making him throw up on your clothes.
You then realized how fucked up he is right now. Johnny is not usually like this. He’s never a handful and he never forgets to handle his own problems.
“This is all because of you” is all he can say.
And that completely broke your heart.
When things cooled down and you finally got the chance to clean yourself up. You were crying while you think over and over again what Johnny said. You told yourself. This it. This is exactly why you broke up with him. One last cry and you will be totally out of his life.
Of course Johnny felt bad while watching you clean yourself while crying. He was having second thoughts about saying he’s sorry but what he said is the ugly truth. Either way he did not hesitate to hand you clean clothes and tried comforting you the best way he could. “I should be the one crying— stay for the night, the bed is yours”
But you couldn’t stand it anymore. You did not look at him while you try and make yourself decent again. You even ignored the clothes he gave you. “I’ll be fine. Good night Johnny” you said weakly and head towards the door.
Frustration hit Johnny again. And this time when you were just about to leave, you wish that he will stop you. Please stop me. You secretly wish, tears running down your cheeks.
And in an instant you felt him hug you from behind. Immediately hugging you oh so tight that you couldn’t breathe but you love the feeling of it. “You can leave tomorrow. Just stay for the night” Johnny said. He knew that by the time he watch you leave again, he will regret not stopping you just like the night you broke up with him.
Given that you cant get away from his tight embrace, you assured him that you wont leave and sleep here at his place. He slowly gave you some space and head towards the bathroom again and handed you the clothes for the second time before he says ‘good night’
Heading towards his room with your heart beating so fast, you changed your clothes, with only his shirt on and your panties. You sat on his bed for hours and hours, thinking about the future. If this is the last night you’re going to be together like this. Apart and broken. Or you can go outside and fix it. Either way, you’re not sleeping.
But just as you were about to stand up from your comfort… Johnny opened the door and walked towards you, sitting in front of you and reached for your hand immediately. You didn’t stopped him.
“I don’t want to fight. I don’t want to talk for hours and hours. I love you and I want you to stay. Not just for tonight though,” he was close to tearing up but he was stopping himself, “H-hug me if you feel the same” he said weakly, his grip tightened wishing you would pull him in for that hug.
And so you did. And you didn’t just hugged him. You immediately kissed him lovingly and said your sorry for ruining your relationship. He shut you up with a heated kiss, feeling his soft touch all over you. Hearing the words, “let’s never hurt each other again” and “I don’t want to hear the word ‘sorry’ from now on” and immediately made you giggle when you felt his lips on your neck, kissing you down until you’re comfortably under his huge frame. Feeling his hands all over your body, slowly running it up and down. Even his touch felt so good and warm that you missed him already when he pull away to remove his clothes.
It almost felt like it was your first time with him again when you were watching him remove your clothes. Every touch, every kiss and every sound you hear from him makes you tingle and your nipples hard. Of course he saw it, he smirked and teased it, making you whine and grab his shoulders but he didn’t stop. He flattened his tongue and gently flipped the tip on your nipple, making you close your legs and became sensitive. Johnny loved your reaction and to be honest he just missed doing this to you so he pulled you up and made you sit on him, making him hug you with both arms, and let you grind on his hard cock, making it wet with your pussy juices.
He licked your nipples softly, making you weak and melt with his feathery touch on your back, sucking and biting it gently when he wanted to hear you. Ending his teasing with lots of kisses on your chest all the way up your lips until you two fell on the mattress again.
“Want to make me harder?” He asked sweetly, lips beside your ears, nibbling it until you say stop and switch places. Johnny spread his legs very wide and you did not hesitate to lick his long and thick cock. The only cock you love and made you cum so any times already. You gave him head for a few minutes, playing with tip and watching him stop himself from cumming.
“By the way you can’t cum inside me tonight, you might get me pregnant—“
“What’s this torture I thought were okay?” Johnny pouted with lidded eyes. He wanted to fuck your mouth so bad but tonight is not the right time to be filthy. “But can we fuck raw?” He made you stop sucking him and pulling you to an embrace, cleaning your face his hand and switching places with you again.
“Of course we can fuck raw, what are you? A stranger?” You let out a small laugh and kissed your boyfriend’s lips. You knew the moment you placed your lips on his, he will immediately line his cock in your entrance and slowly thrust in.
Smoothly and slowly. Johnny is fucking you now, making you crazy and dizzy with his cock, making you moan and ask for more. He was bigger than ever, you thought that he will rip you even though he was going slowly. Bodies on bodies, he fucked you even slower and deeper, he was moaning the whole time with furrowed brows and when you came and tried closing your legs, he stopped them from closing and started kissing you hungrily. Feeling his whole weight on you, slowly fucking you open until you didn’t have a choice but to cum while he was still fucking you and still catching his orgasm. Slowly.
It’s crazy how no one moved fast but you two were tired and sweaty as you both catch your breaths. Of course Johnny came outside and was quick to grab a tissue. You laugh and helped him clean up, spreading kisses all over his body until you’re both covered with his thick blanket, both very naked beneath it.
You’ve never been this close before. Tonight was just very different.
“Do you want to live with me?”
He said out of nowhere while you were playing with his hands.
“What? Where did that came from?” You asked and came closer.
“I don’t want to see you leaving my place again. I swear Y/n— I’ll go crazy” he caged you with his long legs, and made you laugh again. He was still hard but he didn’t want to go another round, he was just happy and excited again for the future, he told you.
“Thanks for fixing us, for us.” You looked him in the eye and rolled on top of him so you could have a good look at him. “Yes I would like to move in with you,” you smiled and placed a kiss on his soft lips which formed a smile.
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dreamofjoys · 9 months
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— 𝗖𝗛𝗣 𝟮 𝗜𝗡𝗧𝗥𝗨𝗗𝗘𝗥𝗦
→ this chapter is part of a series that I am working on. please visit here for more information before proceeding to read
→c/w: fem reader, slow burn and boring but i need to write it this way for a build up, spoilers for chap 6, quite obvious that reader likes malleus... and malleus needs a proper therapist to sort out his feelings
→ chapter 1 (previous) / chapter 3 (next)
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Tomorrow came in a blink of an eye, but Malleus never got the chance to fulfill his promise to hang out with you.
It was chaos everywhere. Someone had decided to blow a hole on Ramshackle's roof top, making it look more like a broken and abandoned house.
"Vil!Jamil!" You screamed out to your friends who were passed out cold. The robots seems to be unaffected by their state before carrying them and flying off through the broken roof. You wished to pursue those intruders, but your lack of magic and ability to fly says otherwise. "Are you all okay?!" Rook shouted, fussing over the duo who were unconscious while keeping a look out for the rest.
"Quick, let's bring them to the infirmary!" Epel's frantic voice managed to snap you out of your trance as you hurriedly rushed to help your fallen friends. You were too shocked to process what was going on, mindlessly compelling to Rook's instructions (seeing as to how he decided to take charge of the situation)
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"So, Idia and his family are responsible for all this? But why would they do that?"
The question looms in the heavy and tense atmosphere. None of them knew why their friends were captured, except for the fact that they might get experimented on.
Malleus's eyes slides towards your figure, noticing how awfully quiet you are. Ever since all dorm and vice dorm leaders were summoned for an emergency meeting, you had not once spoken a word, choosing to only fiddle with your fingers, an invisible sweat dripping down your forehead as the memories of previous events replay in your head.
You were scared and nervous.
A foreign feeling creeps up to Malleus's heart, caging it with an unbearable heat that threatens to destroy it at any moment. He denies the feeling, choosing to focus on meeting you later on. Perhaps, that will be the best timing to ask about your state.
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"Are you sure about this, prefect? I mean you don't have to go with me, ya know-"
"Yes im sure!" You cut off the boy, determined to show your decision to go after Rook to save your other friends. You were scared, but at the same time, you don't wish to just lie around in ramshackle and do nothing but worry about your missing friends. Besides, you don't really have anywhere to stay after the disaster that was bestowed upon your only "house".
"This is not the first time I have thrown myself in such a dangerous situation." You reassured Epel, who was looking at you with worried eyes. "Besides, what kind of friend would I be if I leave my own friends alone?"
"You are right, Y/N. Let's not waste any time now!" Epel hurriedly beckoned you to ride on the broom with him since he was the only one capable of using magic to the fly the both of you. You bite your lip in anxiousness, holding onto the broom for dear life as Epel chants a long string of words, before the broom lifts the both of you up into the sky, flying to the direction where Rook went.
In the back of your mind, you momentarily thought if Malleus had read the text message that you had sent earlier, to inform him that the outing tonight would be cancelled since you are heading towards the Land of Grief to save your friends.
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Unfortunately for you, Malleus had never received your text message. Why? It's obvious, he broke his phone again. He only learnt about the intention behind your disappearance when Crewel had summoned another meeting with the student leaders to update about the situation.
And now, he’s left standing in the aloof house alone, letting reality sink into him that you were gone somewhere without him. Ramshackle looks more abandoned and deserted now.
Malleus should be happy that Ramshackle had went back to the way it was before, but why does he feel so miserable? Why does it feel like the thorns of briar valley are scratching all over his body, especially his heart? It felt so uncomfortable to the point where he just wished that this feeling could be erased with magic.
"Malleus, here you are." His guardian appears beside him, floating up to see the boy who has an extremely unhappy appearance on his face. "Sebek was making a fuss about your disappearance, so I came to check up on you. How are you feeling?" Lilia asked, watching Malleus heaved up a sigh before confessing about his feelings.
"Why am I feeling this way? I thought that I would be happy when Ramshackle is back to the way it was. But now, it feels like the thorns are wrapped tightly around my heart, mocking me for my uselessness. I felt uneasy about Y/N's disappearance, and I can't stop thinking and worrying about her. It feels wrong for this place to be empty. It feels wrong without her presence."
Lilia stares at his ward with wide eyes, unable to believe that Malleus had just willingly talked about his feelings. He had watch him grow from young till now, know him like the back of his hand. But still, Malleus's confession managed to surprised the old fae.
"How do you feel about Y/N?"
"Im worried for her."
"Sorry, let me rephrase my question," Lilia cleared his throat, before staring at the young seriously. "What do you see Y/N as?"
There was an awkward pause, before Malleus manage to choke out a response. "She's a friend." Those words felt so wrong on his tongue, and yet it's somehow the only response he can manage to come up with.
Lilia raised his eyebrow, giving Malleus a 'are-you-serious' look, but decided not to pressure him further. "Mhm sure. Let's go back now shall we? I'll cook dinner for you." The mere mention of Lilia cooking had completely thrown off any worries that Malleus had. Instead, they were replaced with fear of Lilia's creative dishes.
"Ah...it's fine. I already ate."
"It's that so? Well, too bad then! Maybe another time."
The both of them went back to the dorm in silence, but the answer that Malleus had gave to Lilia still lurks in their mind. They both knew that you were definitely more than a friend.
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Vil's continuous high pitched crying has been tormenting your ears for awhile now. While you pity him for turning into an old man, you could not help but feel an incoming headache whenever his cries reach your ears. Maybe Malleus can solve this problem and reverse Vil back to his usual 18 year old self?
You had never felt so much relief when your feet finally landed on school grounds, quickly shuffling to position yourself slightly further away from Vil to give your ears a break. You looked around, seeing that some of your friends had gathered and was waiting for you and the others to come back.
"Prefect! Im glad that you are okay. Have you seen Jamil?"
"Right here, Kalim."
You laughed when Kalim tackled Jamil into a hug. Both of them landing on the ground with a soft thud as Kalim starts rambling off about all the things that have been happening. You start looking around the field, hoping to see that one person that you have been thinking about even when you are at the Land of Grief.
"You are back, Y/N." Speaking of the devil, malleus had teleported infront of you. His tall form towering over you, looking at you up and down to check for any injuries. "It seems like you are well."
"Yup! I had help from the other dorm and vice dorm leaders. They are in a worser state than me though.
"Mhmmm," Malleus hums, finally feeling the heavy feeling in his heart lifting up. Now that you are fine, he's delighted that the uneasiness he had been feeling for the past day is gone. He wanted to ask himself why, but decided to brush it off as it was nothing.
"Why didn't you tell me that you were going to the land of grief?"
"H-huh? I did text you on my phone though!" You dig into your pocket, fishing out an old phone before flashing your screen to Malleus, showing him the text that you had sent him.
"Oh, it seems like I did not received it cause I broke my phone again."
"Again? wow, you must be really strong." You snickered, enjoying the pouting expression that Malleus had. "By the way, your dorm is no longer able to function as it is." Malleus stated, making it your turn to pout now as you ponder about where you should stay now.
Please not savannahclaw again, that place is stinky-
"Do you want to come live in Diasomnia? We have a spare room to offer."
"Really?! I can stay in Diasomnia?" Your eyes sparkled in excitement. hands clasping together as you looked at him eagerly. "Yes."
"Yay! Thank you tsunotarou! Let me go pack my things now, if I have any left." You smiled sheepishly, before darting off to your old dorm to look for any undamaged items.
The corner of Malleus's lips lifts up into a smile as he watch your figure becoming smaller and smaller. Something about your smile and your child like behaviour makes him feel weird... again. This time, his heart tickles.
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virtualfungus · 30 days
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was thinking about franmaya in bed last night and im so insane about them!!!!!!!!!
its mostly about the parallels (obsessed with them).
even before they really start to get to know each other (possibly just after the first trilogy), they feel that connection of a grim legacy they have to bear, and one they won't give up on either, with maya becoming the master of kurain and franziska still being a prosecutor.
then obviously, i think theres this forbidden (as in, pearl vehemently being against it at first) but enticing element in falling in love with the girl that prosecuted you. but thats also bc franziska is genuinely trying to become a better person. yes, she will keep saying shit like "this is the von karma's way", but over time, she wants to change what even is the von karma's way (*aggressively points to her dialogues with sebastian*)
they both really admire each others strength. speaking of which, i think franziska is one of the only person who really sees that strength in maya, bc its easy to think shes just quirky and dumb but my girl went through so much shit and yet she still smiles. ofc, not all of her smiles are genuine, but a lot are. franziska doesnt understand it at first, but comes to find her strength, her resilience, beautiful and especially inspiring; turns out being strong is not all about being tough and not showing emotions.
it may sound silly, but franziska realizes its okay to just be human and flawed (or what she perceives as flaws). bc of course franziska is deeply flawed, but either shes revering her flaws as a result of her upbringing or trying to suppress to the point of harm.
mayas like "its okay to show your emotions and be vulnerable". but, eheh... that means maya has to put her own advice into practice, which isnt easy, but is liberating.
they can both be unashamedly themselves without being judged. because before being the master of a technique that could otherwise very much disappear and that requires thorough training and being an international prosecutor taking down smuggling rings, theyre young women who had so much taken from them, including their childhood. they can be silly, they can be themselves without being their occupation first.
maya rants about the steel samurai all the time. franziska initially finds this show childish, but maya really sells it and just reading way too deeply into it, but hey, shes just so passionante and franziska loves when shes like that. on the other hand, franziska will read a shitty book and tear it apart and maya lives for the absolute violence.
of course its not always perfect. at some point, their relationship becomes long distance. on top of that, theyre not always the best at communicating their feelings clearly, especially in the beginning. franziska can get upset easily and always want to have the last word, so they can argue for a while. overtime they do learn how to communicate better and yeah.
would their relationship last forever to the point of getting married and adopt? honestly, probably not. but their relationship is deeply meaningful, and theyll forever hold the other in high regards.
there are so many other things i thought about and worded so well in my head yesterday but i forgor and now idk how to properly explain it.
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eundiarys · 1 year
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19. all too well
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genre : idol! au, fake dating au to actually really dating, fluff, no angst i think, my humor (sorry)
warnings : not proofread lol,
summary : in which — yn who just debuted gets into a dating scandal with one of the most famous group members because of a misunderstanding and is forced to fake date with him. what happens if it isn’t as bad as she thinks? and and what if she finds comfort with him?
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( A WEEK AFTER BREAKUP NEWS )
taehyun was a very simple person. he wasn’t big in socialising, so if he liked someone’s first impression that means there’s a chance of him and that person getting along.
you were one of those people. when he first met you, you were crying but he didn’t think it was a bad impression. he felt the need to comfort and reassure you everything will be okay.
at times went on, he started liking you more and more. being an idol comes with lots of responsibilities and hardships, his members helps him but taehyun doesn’t talk about his feelings. not with anyone but you.
you were his light in a dark world where the atmosphere was always gloomy. you were there whenever he needed you, and he finds everything you do interesting. he doesn’t mind doing anything or nothing, as long as he’s with you.
it’s true that he loves you, but why did he have to go and create an unhappy ending for him and you?
even in his bed, tired and feeling devastated about the news that just came out, he’s still thinking of you. pining for you, even when he knows he has hurt you.
he still remembers how your hand fits perfectly into his, your lavender perfume scent, your adorable giggles everytime he cups your face to wipe off ice cream on your face.
he remembers everything, all too well.
he was stupid for making that decision — he feels empty without you. at the time, it may seemed like a logical reason. with the “i want to focus on my career” bullshit as a reason.
taehyun could care less about my career right now. you both literally had no one stopping you to actually date. you are all he wants.
but it’s too late now. and he can’t fix it anymore.
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