#ohmygod choosing their colours is hard

[akasika]

Dragons of Silvermoon

#ohmygod choosing their colours is hard #it's a great opportunity to draw them again and again with different colours hehe #another option for halduron is red or bronze #rommath is nether dragon but he might be great blue as mage #and another option for lor'themar is bronze or black #warcraft art #world of warcraft #dragon art #wow art #dragon #halduron brightwing #lor'themar theron #rommath #artists on tumblr

[joyfulhopelox]

Rosy Carnation

Pairing: painter!Min Yoongi x skater!reader (non-idol! au)

Genre: fluff, tiny bit of angst

Warnings: some talk about social anxiety, Yoongi is a bit harsh in the beginning but rest is just pure fluff

Word count: 6k

rating: pg

Summary: There was nothing in this world that Yoongi hated more than busybodies. Unfortunately for him one particular ditzy skater decides to break the peace by crashing into his life and offering him a rosy carnation

Copyrights @joyfulhopelox for both the work and the banner (thank you @mochi-molala for giving me the artistic approval for this think you didn’t realise how much it helped)

This is part 3 of my Love Blossom series and quite unedited, i tried but some mistakes may have escaped my notice

As always please leave feedback and/or talk to me as i love to hear from you! Enjoy <3

There was nothing more peaceful than being able to sit by the river in the early hours of the morning. Every day without fail, Yoongi would take advantage of the sleeping city and set camp by the riverside situated just on the outskirts.

The place was far from being secluded, its location sign-posted by the popular park that housed it. But he knew that during those hours no one bothered to visit, everyone was busy with their office jobs. It wasn’t that he was unemployed, it just so happened that his job allowed him to work from wherever and at whatever time. In fact, the more scenic the location the better for him. As a painter he had the freedom to choose his office, and his most prefered location happened to be by the riverside. The stillness of the morning, the sun just about to peek out from under the city skyline and the sound of the birds conversing amongst each other relaxed him. And if there was one thing that permitted Yoongi to paint without restrictions, was the tranquility of everything around him.

His normal spot, under a beech tree, was rarely used, the pathway that passed by it not being used by the general population. Sometimes he would spot the occasional cyclist passing by on their way to work, sometimes he would hear the scraping of the skateboards doing tricks in the skate park located behind the wall of trees that surrounded him. But no one ever bothered him, or was bothered by him. And it suited him and his needs just fine.

Yoongi disliked it when his flow was interrupted. Luckily for him, it rarely happened. No one threw him more than a glance as no one found the scene to be out of place. Sometimes he would be pulled out of his thoughts by the yap of a dog that got too excited at the prospect of a new human. Other times he would be questioned by the curious child that has never seen a painter at work. Those did not inconvenience him, the innocence and sincerity of the interference was enough to not disturb him.

However, what he miscalculated that day was the early start of the fishing season. One bad trait of being a painter working under your own schedule was losing track of time. And so when that one morning he trudged along with his canvas and his tools to his sacred spot only to find it occupied by fishermen he almost had a panic attack. He forgot all about that, and so unprepared, he did not know what to do or where to relocate. Pausing for a couple of minutes, his eyes scrutinising the men sitting on the riverbank in complete stillness, he contemplated on setting up his stool next to them. But when one of them yelled in glee at having caught a fish, he decided he’d rather not. Fishermen needed to be still because of the nature of their activity, that did not mean they were quiet people overall.

Disappointed and a bit frazzled, Yoongi picked up his canvas from where he set it next to his foot and left the area to scout for a substitute.

After what felt like a good few minutes of walking in circles, he found himself passing by a small public garden right in the middle of the greenery encompassing the riverside. He inspected it quietly, his eyes taking in the flower arrangements and the neatly cut grass. Has that always been there? Probably, it is not like he ventured out of his safe spot. But now, when forced to he realised that maybe there were other places where he could sit and paint in peace. Determinately, he walked into the small gated garden familiarising himself with the layout. There were some benches strewn across the space, all of them framed by vibrant rose bushes, some young oak trees judging by their height but what caught his eye most importantly was the small gazebo tucked away at the back of the garden gated by rows of variously coloured carnations. He decided that it would be the perfect spot, it would have to do for now. Not like he had any other choice. The morning was almost gone, the heat of the midday sun bleeding its way into the breeze. Soon the park will get busier and busier.

Dumping his belongings on the ground he sets off to unpack everything so he could get started. He felt strangely excited about this new spot he had found. Somehow, the novelty of the environment has given him the inspiration that he needed for today’s session. He normally shied away from new experiences, new people and most importantly unexpected circumstances, but this circumstance was more than welcome.

As he sat on his stool, paint brush in hand, the blank canvas staring at him, daring him to fill it with his vision he bit his lip. Suddenly so many ideas zoomed through his mind that he had a hard time deciphering which one sounded the best.

However, none of them made it on the actual canvas.

A skateboard zoomed straight past his feet,out of control, knocking into his carefully placed tools; acrylics and brushes scattered all over the ground in various corners of the gazebo. An exasperated yell and some harsh pants followed said abomination. Yoongi, who was too stunned to even form a sentence or comprehend what was happening around him, stared as you ran towards him at full speed.

“I’m so sorry, sorry sorry sorry” you repeated zooming towards him at breakneck speed. Still in shock Yoongi still couldn’t process what was happening around him. You were going to barrel straight into him but all he could do was blink, his brain still trying to catch up with the situation. One moment you were running towards the skateboard and the next moment found you laying sprawled at his feet.

“Ouch” Yoongi blinked once, twice, three times, and reality finally caught up with him.

He stared at the mess around him. His canvas was lying on the ground a few good feet away from him, its white clean surface now completely smudged with dirt and his acrylics and brushes were all scattered at his feet. The sight of his paints not only disorganised in such a fashion but also crushed and spilled all over the ground caused his stomach to drop. They were not the cheapest and they were also the only ones he had left. It was clear there was nothing to salvage, he had to go once more to the art store and buy more.

“Ohmygod i am so sorry!” The frantic voice was loud enough to make Yoongi wince.

You were not having a good day, and it showed. You started the morning by burning your toast. Then you forgot to grab your keys, which resulted in you having to beg your landlord for the spare in the early hours of the morning. To say they were not pleased was an understatement. You spilled coffee on your white top on your way to the park. And to top it all off you ended up hurtling towards an extremely handsome man.

You decided in the morning that you would try to learn that late kickflip your friends have been trying to teach you, but as a new skater you decided to practice in the garden just off the side of the skate park. One foot placement went wrong and your skate ran from under your feet flying towards the unsuspecting victim.

Luckily it did not hit him, however it scattered all of his belongings all over the dirty ground. It felt as if you were watching all of that happen in slow motion, when in reality it probably only took you a second to react. Trying to help and get a hold of your skate, you rushed to catch it in time before it disappeared into the row of carnations. But you miscalculated entirely the distance between you and the stranger, his foot halting your run.

And that is how you ended up there, on the floor, at his feet, covered in his paints.

You sprung up as fast as you could ignoring the tingling in your leg and started apologising profusely. However, the harshness at which you crashed on the floor combined with the speed at which you got up were a fatal combination. The blood rushed to your feet quicker than you could process and your knees gave out from under you. In an attempt to not crash onto the floor again you grabbed onto the closest stable object you could. Only, it happened to not be an object but a person. So with a clammy hand you latched onto the man in front of you.

Yoongi did not know what to do. You had grabbed onto him with such conviction that his brain malfunctioned. He hated to be touched, especially by strangers. And so when the fight or flight instinct kicked in he shrugged you off violently causing you to crumple on the floor once again.

“Ouch.” Your butt hurt and you wanted to be annoyed at him, but when you looked up to let your feelings known and your eyes locked onto his panicked ones, you paused. He looked ready to run off on you. “I- uh, am sorry” You tried once more to get up, this time as slowly as you could. You knew there would be a bruise later but it was not something you were unfamiliar with.

Yoongi did not respond to you. He couldn’t, his brain was still ready to shut down. He normally ran away from any human interaction, the nature of his job enough to facilitate such behaviour. Being faced with it and in such an unexpected way caused his anxiety to be at an all time high. And so he did what he normally does best; he retreated within himself completely ignoring your apology.

Silently he stepped away from you and crouched down to start picking up his belongings. With an anguished sigh he took in the mess that his acrylics had become. It was going to cost him a lot to be able to replace them but what other choice did he have?

Taking his silence as a sign of anger, you panicked. If there was one thing you could not stand was to see someone angry. Especially when it was directed at you. In an attempt to amend yourself to him you crouched down next to him and started picking up his stuff. “I am really sorry. I didn't mean to. It was just a new trick that i wanted to learn, and i am a newbie at all this and so i was scared to go to the skate park and try them. And I am a clutz and I knew this was going to happen at some point! The day has already started on such a bad note-”

You knew you were rambling, you were nervous. But Yoongi did not care about that. He just wanted you gone. He wanted his peace back, he wanted to get his work done and retreat back to his home and most importantly, he wanted you to get your hands off of his possessions.

Without looking at you, he harshly grabbed for the brushes that you had gathered in your hand. “Leave” he surprised himself at how resolute he managed to sound despite the slight waver in his voice.

“Are you angry? Oh my god you are! I am so sorry again, let me make it up to you! I really did not mean to destroy your work!” you get up once more rushing towards the canvas that lay a few feet away from the two of you. Picking it up you stare at the blank piece of material.

“Oh, are you an artist?” you turn to him, your eyes sparkling with excitement. Completely forgetting the incident from earlier you giddily walk over, the canvas extended towards him.

Yoongi could not believe his eyes, your brash behaviour in front of a complete stranger that has made it clear he wanted nothing to do with you was baffling to him. He contemplated for a second the thought of you being deaf, but then no because you had clearly heard him the first time. His anxiety quickly morphed into annoyance, if you weren’t going to leave he decided he would.

Taking a hold of the canvas you were handing over to him he pulled it out of your hands and stuffed it under his arm. Crouching down again he hurriedly stuffs his brushes and acrylics in his bag. He wanted to get out of there as quickly as he could before you had the chance to touch any of his belongings again.

“Hey, i-uh. Please don’t be angry. I really am sorry. Look you don’t have to leave, i will go” Yoongi paused, his hand hovering above his palette. Chancing a glance at you, his eyes widened a fraction. You looked completely frazzled. Not even looking at him, your eyes focused on your fretting hands. He could just about see a snippet of your face and the way your bottom lip was trembling slightly made his anger melt a little. Maybe he has been a bit too harsh on you.

“Yes” he offers offhandedly whilst placing his canvas back to where it was before.

At his change in tone your head snaps up and you gape at him. “What?” you breathe out in surprise. His soft but deep voice took you by surprise. It was extremely smooth and you had not expected it to come out of his mouth.

He did not offer you anything else, leaving you gawking at him, watching as he set up his canvas onto the easel. You were silent for a couple of minutes trying to understand what he had meant when it finally hit you.

“Ah! You are an artist! That is amazing, what type of paintings do you do? Is it nature?” you clapped your hands excitedly. “Of course it is nature Y/N, he is in the middle of the gazebo how dumb can you be” you muttered to yourself whilst shaking your head.

Yoongi glanced at you from his periphery. He wasn’t feeling as threatened by your presence as he had before, but that did not mean he was comfortable with you being there. He observed you for a couple of seconds watching as you muttered to yourself for the time being. He took it as a chance to set his palette down and tried to squeeze whatever was left of his acrylics onto it.

You realised a bit too late that you had started daydreaming whilst muttering to yourself and so with rosy cheeks you mutter another apology.

“You apologise too much.” Yoongi did not know where his courage had come from but he couldn’t stop the words spilling from his mouth. “I asked you to leave.” His harsh words caused you to flinch, but your eagerness to see him paint rooted you on the spot.

“Is-uh,” you took a deep breath in trying to calm your beating heart, “is it ok if i stay here and watch you?” You cringed at how voyeuristic that sounded. But you had to admit to yourself, the honey haired guy, with soft plump cheeks and pouty lips has caught your interest and you were not ready to part with him just yet.

Yoongi didn’t respond, he’s made it clear he wanted you gone, but he finally understood that the clumsy human that managed to wreck his set up was a stubborn one. He chose instead to ignore your presence and settle on his painting, giving you unspoken permission to do as you pleased.

Catching onto the meaning of his silence you beamed and sat yourself down.

Trying your hardest to be silent you bit your lip. You knew he wouldn’t appreciate you disturbing him any longer. Soon enough, you slipped into a daydream your eyes focused on the flowers behind the hunched form of the intriguing artist.

Yoongi sighed in satisfaction, his painting was finally finished. He had opted to use greens this time, the nature around him inspiring the concept behind this. However, he could not help but add the dots of red here and there, its fiery tumultuous colour breaking the tranquility of the greens. Just like you had thundered into his life just earlier.

“Woah” broken out of the daydream by the sound of his sigh, your eyes focused on the painting before you. You knew you were easily impressed but this painting was stunning. “That is so cool” you whispered in awe.

Yoongi blushed, he had been complimented a lot on his work, but there was something about the sincerity shining through your statement that frazzled him. He nodded in acknowledgment. He had enough knowledge to be aware that he needed to thank you for the compliment.

“Oh!” you sprung up suddenly the transition making him jump. “I am late!” You quickly picked up your skateboard. “Ah,” stopping mid run you turn back. Rushing to the bushes of carnations you pick one up. With confident stride you head back.

Yoongi watched you, once again his mind completely discombobulated by your abruptness. When you halt in front of him and push the flower into his hands he doesn’t know how to react. Instead he just sits there waiting for your next move, his mind once again preparing him to flee.

“It was nice meeting you….uh?” You realised you did not ask for his name, so as you urge the flower into his grasp you wait patiently for him to offer it to you. When after a minute of silence he doesn’t you try again. “What is your name?”

“So can you like...teach me how to paint?” you eyes brightened at the thought.

“What?” Yoongi sputtered. A week has passed since the first time you decided to literally crash into his life. A week of your mindless chatter. Even so, he had tried his best to ignore you and your childish view of the world. He was ignoring you, but it was not like he couldn’t hear you.

He was not expecting that request, and yet, it shouldn’t have come as a surprise to him. Your randomness and innocence has been taking his breath away from the moment he saw you. You were all over the place, clumsy and random. He did not want to sit and ponder at that thought, feeling the shiver of anxiety creep back in. Schooling his expression to a neutral one he shook his head and went back to his canvas.

“No” the harsh tone of his voice made you flinch.

Not noticing the effect his words had on you he carried on, “You’d do a very poor job of it, and it hurts to think you’d waste all this material for some doodles.” Not giving you a chance to respond he sighed and put his brush down. “Finally finished.” He sat and observed his work for a couple of moments. He was satisfied, it was not his best work but he liked the outcome. The blue colour scheme gave him a sense of peace.

Realising the silence had gone on too long he turned around to face you. You were unnaturally quiet, your face scrunched up as if in deep thought. He would have thought you’d gone into one of your daydreams if not for the shiny gloss in your eyes. He could not understand why his heart did that flip, or why his mouth formed into a frown mirroring your own. Had he said something wrong? Mulling over his words he decided that maybe his tone was too harsh but you spoke up before he could try to remedy it.

“Ah, i see, you are right” you sniffed trying to mask the tears in your voice. “I am quite clumsy, there is no way i can make something as beautiful as this.” You gesture to his work, the canvas a swirl of blues, it reminded you of the ocean. You did not know why his words stung, it’s not like he didn’t have a point. You were probably incapable of creating something like that. Stick figures were all you could draw, and even those tended to be lopsided.

Yoongi’s heart clenched. “Uhh-” he did not know what to say, it wasn’t as if he could take it back. He did not want to take it back, he wasn’t a liar. But maybe he could have turned you down a bit softer than he has. He may have been awkward in social situations and missed a lot of cues, but the tears gathered in your eyes were hard to miss. Even he could sense the sadness that overpowered the atmosphere.

“It’s ok, i need to, uh go. I’ll see you next time. Here” you quickly drop something next to his brushes and without a second thought you turn away from him and leave as quickly as you’d arrived.

With your back turned towards him, your feet taking you further and further away you could finally release the sob that has been threatening to surface.His words hurt. But you were well aware it was not the words that caused the tear in your heart. It was the unfeeling and harsh way he threw them at you. You contemplated whether or not you should chance a glance behind you, but decided against it. You did not think you could stand the sight of him stepping on the last bit of dignity you had. A rosy carnation.

Yoongi knew he usually missed a lot of social cues. For example when the curator asked him out for a coffee and he told them he stopped drinking caffeine because it caused insomnia. Or when the gallery director had wanted to shake his hand in greeting and he simply just stared at it. It wasn’t as if he was unfamiliar with them, it was just that it took him a lot longer to process these cues than the average human being.

When you’d left him the carnation he simply threw a glance at it but did not give it a second thought as he carried on painting. He almost left it there when he packed up his tools- almost stepping on it. He saw it just in time, the rosy colour attracting his attention. He bent down and picked it up gently; the flower was almost wilted from the heat. Prepared to throw it away he thought of you and stopped. The sight of your flushed cheeks, your distressed eyes and the gleam of your tears weighing heavily on his mind. With a sigh he cradled the flower in his palm, he would put it in between the pages of a book and press it dry.

Yoongi had no clue why he kept visiting the gazebo to work on his paintings. His previous spot so rarely visited that he’s almost forgotten where it was. He tried to convince himself it was because fishing season has not ended and so he would have been bothered by the men setting up around him. He tried not to think of the fact that the thought of not having your voice there, or the noises of the skateboard you practiced with caused him distress. He told himself it was because after a month of having you there with him, you became part of his routine. Like the background noise of a radio in the morning.

He could not pinpoint when your mindless chatter and pleas to ask him to teach you how to paint had become comforting to him. Even at home when he would try to read, he would pick up a book and open it only to come across a rosy carnation drying in between its pages.

You had made it a habit to leave him a flower every time you came to see him. He did not ponder too long as to why, but he’s kept them all. He did not want to ponder too long on that thought either. So he ignored it, but deep down he knew why.

Your eagerness, your clumsiness, your childish view of the world were enough to melt the wall he has built around himself. Somehow, you chipped at that wall with determination just like you did on the first day you met. Ungraceful and uncoordinated.

He knew you’d wormed your way into his soul and just like the flowers he kept pressing for safekeeping, he’s ingrained the memory of you into his brain.

When you’d started to ask more personal questions he found himself answering without a second thought.

“So, uh, have you always wanted to be a painter?” You were sat next to him tinkering with the wheels of your skateboard, from time to time getting distracted at the way his long fingers were clutching the brush. You blushed, thankful he was distracted by his work.

“No,” Yoongi paused to bend down and pick his palette and you thought that was the extent of the information he was willing to provide. “My parents wanted me to be a lawyer.” With a new colour on his brush he squinted focusing on getting the lines just right, the tip of his tongue sticking out slightly in concentration.

The silence that ensued settled heavily around the two of you. “Oh,” your voice did not sound too surprised. Yoongi glanced at you, you were gazing at him with such understanding that he found it hard to tear his gaze away. “Are they happy you chose to do what you love instead?” You carried on, trying out your luck.

Yoongi looked away from you, he couldn’t say what he wanted to say whilst your eyes were digging deep into his soul. “I wouldn’t know.” He shrugged as if to make a point. “I left home to move here and haven’t spoken to them since.”

The words, heavy as lead, echoed in your brain. But they were not unfamiliar. “I am sure they would want to talk to you. My parents died when i was young and i was raised by my grandparents.” Your voice sounded casual, but the slight change of tone made Yoongi raise his eyes to look at you. You were smiling at him, your face not giving away any of the pain you were feeling inside.

Yoongi may have been socially anxious, but he was observant, he couldn’t help it, it was the nature of his job. His eyes picked up on the way your chin trembled and his ears caught the slight waver in your voice. He didn’t know how it happened until he felt the corners of his mouth raising up. And with an uncertain smile in your direction, he managed to erase the sadness that clouded over your face.

“Pick up that brush” his tone softer than you have ever heard it.

“Huh?” You didn’t know where the change in tone had come from, but it managed to take you by surprise.

“Pick up the brush,” he repeated his head nodding in the direction of said tools. “And come here.” He stood up from his stool gently grabbing your wrist and pulling you up. The contact of his cold hands on your warm ones made you shiver, but in the heat of the summer it felt comforting. You savoured the way his gentle hands pulled you into the chair and handed you the brush he had been holding. Softly he guided your hand onto the canvas and your breath stopped.

His hands, the hands you had been observing ever since you met him, were smooth. His long slender fingers imprinting themselves onto the back of your hand. You couldn’t tear your gaze away from the way the pale skin of his slender wrist peeked from under the long sleeve he was wearing. The skin on the inside of his wrist almost translucent enough to allow his veins to show.

“Like this” he steered the brush onto the canvas, his voice so close to your ear it made you your heart skip a beat. When the bristles made contact with the material of the canvas leaving the mark of the acrylic on it, you knew. Just like the doodle he’s made, his mark on your heart would be permanent.

Yoongi didn’t know when he started craving your touch. It just happened. He carried on giving you lessons, finding it ironic how adamant he was at the beginning to refuse you. Little by little he started looking forward to his morning ritual of setting up in the garden, your clumsy self stumbling in the gazebo just as he was about to set his easel down. He would not even sit himself first, he would grab your hand allowing himself to revel in the way your smaller rough hand would fit into his larger one and sit you on the stool. Handing you the brushes he would sit next to your skateboard and watch as you tried to create something on the canvas, your brows furrowed in concentration.

How ironic that you would switch places. He would sit for a couple of hours watching your uncertain movements and listen to the small sounds of glee when you’d manage to get the brush to do what you wanted it to. His heart would pound in his chest when your tongue would flit across your lips subconsciously and the small smile gracing his lips would be a permanent fixture on his face. He did not care that he hasn’t painted in a few weeks. He was more than satisfied watching you.

When your painting session would end you’d end up talking for hours under the shade of the gazebo, the smell of flowers wafting all around you.

And you would always leave with lighter hears and the crinkle of a smile indented in the corner of your eyes and him with a rosy carnation cradled to his chest waiting to join the rest of the others.

When one morning you didn’t arrive at your usual time under the gazebo Yoongi noticed. He decided to wait for you for hours, but when the sun bled under the city skyline and the night settled in he decided it was time to go home. With a heavy heart and an empty hand he returned home hoping that the next day you would arrive and tell him about your day.

But one day turned into two, which turned into a week, which then turned into two- and before he knew it a whole month had passed.

In the beginning Yoongi would wait for you patiently, hoping that he would hear your yelps or even your greeting from afar. When that did not happen, he decided he would use that time to continue painting, maybe you’d arrive halfway through and ask him about it. When that didn’t happen either he noticed that instead of a smile on his face he now wore a frown.

After a whole month of not seeing you he became numb to the feeling. He decided that he would not let his mind ponder too much on your absence. But he could not completely block the way his thoughts would return back to you, and he could not help the wistful gaze he would throw the carnations around the gazebo.

As the months of summer wilted into the chill of autumn, the day he decided to stop waiting for you was the day you once again stumbled into him.

Running as fast as your leg permitted you halted a meter away from him, your breath coming out in harsh pants. Yoongi faltered, the grasp he had on his brush slackening, the tool clattering to the ground. He didn’t say anything, he couldn’t. Instead his eyes took in the way your form trembled with exhaustion, stopping at the wrapped up parcel you had under your arm.

“I am so so so sorry” you rasped, the effort causing you to cough. Looking up at him, your gaze met his dark one. He did not look upset, or even disinterested. He looked concerned, then you realised the state you came to see him in.

Yoongi took notice immediately at the lack of skateboard, this time replaced by a crutch. The way you were favouring one leg over the other concerned him. Had you been in an accident?

“I am so sorry,” you repeated, taking him back to the first moment he’s met you. Your clumsy self apologising incessantly and rambling in nervousness. “I fell one day whilst on the way here, and i broke my leg. I did not mean to stop showing up i promise! I had wanted to come see you as soon as i left the doctor’s office but the injury was worse than i could have suspected and- and” your voice wavered, trembling in exhaustion, still not having caught your breath.

Yoongi got up without a word, his silent form approaching yours. When only a few inches were left between the two of you he places both of his hands on your shoulders halting your apology. Looking up at him your gaze softens, his eyes were glossy but his mouth curled up in a smile.

“You’re ok” he repeated over and over as if to reassure himself. Your eyes now mirroring his own watery ones you nod.

In a flash he hugs you tightly, your crutch clattering to the ground and the parcel under the other arm making a dull thud as it hit the dirty floor. You gasped in surprise, your arms not knowing where to settle themselves. After a couple of seconds your brain catches up and relaxes and you melt into his hug. Despite his hands being always cold, his hug is warm and inviting.

You think back to the first time you met, how his cold words told you to leave him be. The drastic change in his attitude and demeanour make you smile softly. You burrowed your head in his shoulder inhaling his scent. He smelt of oils and acetone with an undertone of something floral, and you gasp. Carnations.

As if remembering something important you pulled yourself away from his touch, the cold autumn air making you shiver at the loss of contact.

Yoongi is confused for a moment, his eyes widening in panic. Has he made the wrong move? Has he read your intentions wrong? His heart clenches at the thought of you not returning the feelings that bloomed in his chest. But when you offer him a reassuring smile and bend down, grabbing onto his arm for support his emotions settle.

“This is for you” your hands were shaking. Handing over the mysterious parcel, you waited patiently for him to take it.

He glances at it uncertainly, but when you push it towards him his hand wraps around it. With as much skill as he could he opened it with one hand. Tearing the paper away he gasped. The corner of a canvas is sticking through the whole.

Looking at you in surprise your nervous eyes urge him to carry on. So he does.

The paper now completely teared open, his eyes settle onto a familiar flower painted onto the canvas. A carnation.

You watched him open your gift. You had tried your hardest during the time you were stuck at home with a cast on to practice and after weeks of painful frustrated tears, you’d finally managed to get it right. You had wanted to convey your feelings in a way that he would understand without feeling the pressure to conform to societal norms. To show him how much his effort to accommodate you and include you in his secluded life meant to you.

“Did you know,” you were whispering, “that rosy carnations mean admiration?”

Yoongi finally got it, realisation dawning over his features. He looked up at you, overwhelmed by the emotions flooding his chest. You were still smiling at him a tear now running down your cheek. “I wanted to convey my admiration for you in a way that would be permanent.” The hand on his arm tightened as if you make a point. “So i tried my best to do that.”

Yoongi smiled, not the uncertain smile you were used to, a full smile, the gums of his teeth showing, his features softening.

“A painting is not eternal, but with the artist the painting it over and over again it can be.” His free hand cups your cheek gently. “So stay with me.”

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[hargreef]

Hi! I read your two-shot on ao3 and loved it. Do you think you could share some headcanons for those stories about Five and his recovery?? I really liked how you wrote him being young in his mind again💜

hi anon!! thank u so much for reading !!

i give u :

he has nightmares very often about his time in the basement & just refuses to battle them out alone

so he gravitates towards different siblings each time

klaus takes him up to the rooftop of the academy to see the stars whenever he’s having a bad night

sometimes five has such strong flashbacks about literally all his trauma that it fucks him up for hours and he has to lie completely still on the couch with either his own or one of his siblings hands covering his ears just to refrain from losing his actual mind

dolores remains a disembodied voice in his brain that speaks constant support and comfort, being the ecouraging, confident extension of himself that really does believe he’ll get through this

five starts asking allison to make his sandwiches for him

she cuts the crusts and all

diego brings him on walks around the city just to get him out of the house, and a lot of the time if five gets overwhelmed he begrudgingly asks diego to hold his hand

there’s just that paralysing fear of being held captive again always lingering in his subconscience

vanya continues to play the violin for him whenever he’s struggling to sleep

luther colours with him sometimes. he reassures him that it’s not a childish activity and buys a fuckload of adult colouring books for them

it actually proves to be really therapeutic for five

and a useful tool when he needs something to keep him busy other than fucking equations

at some stage klaus and five actually find dolores at the clothes store and five nearly has a breakdown when he sees she’s not wearing sequins

like it seriously is giving him such a hard time

he just can’t accept it

“where are her sequins????? why doesn’t she have sequins??? she likes them???? why won’t they let her wear her sequins???”

he literally gets so upset over this like he’s so mad

so klaus is all like ??? what the fuck five

and decides lol yolo and drags his brother arseways around the store to find a dress for this goddamn mannequin

then five decides that he can’t choose which one is perfect until he sees them tried on and klaus is delighted

so they go into the changing rooms and have a full on fashion show with klaus modelling this ugly ass sequin dresses with five giving them full out reviews

he literally judges on the semming.

the semming.

“no that neckline isn’t flattering and will itch her. the arms are an awkward length and will dig into her elbows. she doesn’t like v-necks.”

like he’s so fucking picky and klaus is like ohmygod five she’s a fucking mannequin

eventually they find one that’s just perfect and shamelessly shove it on her while somehow managing not to get caught by the employees

and then they go get ice cream after and five is on cloud nine

family outings are a must-have for five

the hargreeves insist on bringing him everywhere because this guy has seen literally jack shit his whole life

has he ever been to the movies???? ever gone cliff diving???? been anywhere remotely sugary other than griddys??? fuck knows

so they either all go out together or take turns each week introducing five to new things or carefully bringing him into old environments not associated with his time as an assassin/held captive

five steals luther’s clothes

luther pretends not to notice

five steals diego’s knives

diego also pretends not to notice

five steals klaus’ knitted sweaters

klaus does notice and makes sure five knows it

“five i built that sweater give it back.”

“finders keepers you imbecile.”

five constantly takes comfort items from his siblings and builds this whole mf nest out of them

they all make a huge thing out of saying ‘i love you’ and enforce it to be said like every night

anyways this got long my sincere apologies

hope u enjoyed !!

#for anyone thats confused i wrote a two piece about five getting kidnapped #its sad #five hargreeves #tua #the umbrella academy #number five #umbrella academy #number five the boy #the umbrella academy headcanons #luther hargreeves #diego hargreeves #allison hargreeves #klaus hargreeves #ben hargreeves #vanya hargreeves

[thenearsightedmicroraptor]

top five kinds of FROG !!!!

-SLAMS HANDS ON DESK- YOU GUYS ALL KNOW WHATS UP!!

This is Very hard to choose i will say. but. I will do my best. to narrow it down.

1. Common water frog (also known as green frog or edible frog but DO NOT!!!)

(source)

This boi is to me the Classic Frog™. They live in denmark, but me seeing any is still a Bit More Rare than our classic toady boys, so I have seen them around enough that I feel like i Know Him, but it’s still an Event and a Treat when I meet him. He is handsome, he is green, he is Pointé, and I lovs him

2. Common toad (also known as European toad)

(photo by me)

This boi I know well. He resides in our local pond and leaves many a babies for me to watch in awe through spring and summer. He is a handsome fat boi whom I share many a fond memory of. He is beautiful and poisonous and does a good wampening. What’s not to love.

3. African bullfrog (also known as pixie frog. for some reason?)

(source)

He is gigantic, this man! He is large and he is ANGERY. He’s also a really good dad and protecte his taddipoles, guarding where they are swimmening around and, like. pouncing on everything that moves. An icon. He also has pseudo-teeth nub things in his mouth and he eats mice. We must shame him, but how can we, when he is so handsome. Some ppl keep them as pets, and we must fear them bc they have the most powerful familiar of all.

Also when i say he is gigantic, I mean it (link)

4. White’s tree frog (also known as dumpy tree frog)

(source)

LOOK AT THEM. LOOK THEM IN THE EYE. THEY ARE SO GENTLE AND KIND. This frog wants to hear all about your problems. I love them…. so much. They come in a variety of colours and some of them are brown, or green, or almost pastel blue. They make really good pets, are very chill, and can be housed together … and they are fat! and cute! ohmygod they are SO CUTE!!!!!

5. Horned frog (also known as pac-man frog)

(source)

This is yet another classic pet frog, and we have bred them to come in different colour morphs and all of them are SO HANDSOME. They call her pac man bc she is Mostly Mouth. She has handsome profile and BIG HEAD, for holding many noble thought. or for eating mice. they unfortunately also do that. It’s a bit distressing. I love her anyway tho, bc she is noble and handsome. I am a little unclear about the different species, there seem to be a couple different ones, but that’s okay bc I love them all!

Special shout-out to the glass frog, that weird little critter. love u. you go, w your funky little organs on display.

#friendmily #ask #frogs tag #long post #top fives

[cheerioss]

happy new (tears) year

welp the new year (and decade) is here, so i thought i write a little something, and why not a mishmash of angst (dont worry it’s barely there lol) and a big bunch of fluff it’s crazy. wanted to go for marichat but then this came to mid so yea :) anywayy hope u enjoy this lil short thing and happy new year!! :))

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The Dupain-Cheng household was colourful. No kidding, the house is just filled with multi-coloured fairy lights and glow sticks. New Year’s was just around the corner, and hour walk down the path of time and there it would be. And so, a party is held, to send off the current year and welcome the new one with family and friends.

A whole lot more people came then expected, humans interacting with other humans and laughing with even more humans. This didn’t deter Tom and Sabine though, they continued hosting the party with elegance. The more the merrier they always say. The table had a selection of food laid out on it, each item contributed by the different families that attended. Cider flowing, video games playing, faces smiling, the party was in full swing. A Dupain-Cheng celebration never fails to disappoint, this one included.

Marinette buzzed around the house, making sure all the guests are enjoying themselves, letting her parents relax with the other adults for a bit. Rose and Juleka were huddled by the warm fire munching on pastries, Kim and Alix were currently half-drunk from all the dares(the sober, responsible grown ups were not amused with the children with their underaged drinking *ahem* Roger *ahem*), and Nino and Alya were currently in the corner whispering among themselves suspiciously, which Marinette was sure she knew what it was about. The others were sitting on the ground cheering on a game of Mecha Strike.

Adrien-who was miraculously (pun not intended i swear) allowed to the party with Kagami (also a surprise)- was covered head to ankle with glow sticks. Seriously this guy went crazy he finished a whole box himself and that was like 50 sticks. He was currently conversing with Luka about Jagged Stone and the instruments they play. Kagami was sitting by the side clearly awkward and trying to camouflage with the wall behind her cuz ohmygod there are two hot guys in front of me. The pigtailed girl who was watching from afar deflated slightly at that due to how close her crush and one of her other friends were, wishing it was her who stood beside him instead. But she can’t. It was way too awkward and sort of tentioney to go there.

The clock sure ticks fast, as soon the long hand’s ran close to the 11 mark, indicating that it was slightly more than 5 minutes before the new decade began. (wow a new decade already. time really does fly :) ) Adrien and Kagami were left talking in a corner, seemingly getting closer by the second, Luka long since away from the conversation. Marinette’s heart couldn’t take it, her chest slowly constricting in on itself at the sight. So instead of being with everyone else for the countdown, she snuck up the stairs to her attic-turned-bedroom, before heading to the balcony. Uneasy thoughts swirled around her mind as she looked up at the barely there stars, mostly erased by light pollution from the city below.

Adrigami’s gonna be alive soon, well pretty much alive now, and Adrienette’s dead for good now. What will i do, Monsieur Stars, how will i ever move on?

Adrien and Marinette actually got together after the ‘just-a-friend-zoning’ shenanigans was over, pure sweet, gooey cheesiness around them. So their breakup came as a huge surprise to everyone, disappointing the Adrienette shippers around the city. It was mutual though, both of then clearly not ready to have a relationship in their lives. And they were still friends, hanging out with everyone together except alone with the other. But no matter how hard to tried, how long she took, she couldn’t get her ex and friend out of her head.

Tikki, who had been perched on her shoulder trying to offer comfort to her friend suddenly buzzed away, leaving Marinette conscious of her surroundings. She didn’t turn when the skylight on the floor of the balcony opened, and internally breathed out in relief. At least it’s not an akuma. She assumed it was Alya though, in her too sad to even acknowledge you fully mood, and started speaking to the presence behind her.

“Alya if you’re here to try to get me in on one of your ‘seduce Adrien and make him fall for me again’ plan, I’m not in. He’s clearly with Kagami.”

“Well, I’m not very sure I’m up for being seduced,” a chuckle followed, “but I am now very curious about this plan.”

A shriek nearly slipped out of Marinette’s lips if not for the fact that she placed her hand over her mouth, a silent scream the only thing that remained. She couldn’t speak, couldn’t blink, couldn’t move. Adrien was afraid he’d be seeing her eyeballs fall out, so he continued.

“Sorry for just coming out here, I saw you being sneaky and decided to follow.” Then he did that cure little thing were he rubbed the back of his neck with his hand. Oh god he was adorable.

“Wh-Wha...Aren’t you- gah?”

He heard the many questions in that unintelligible nonsense, understanding everything she was trying to put into words without success. He always did.

“I’m here because I want to talk to you. Yes,

I was with Kagami, and no, we aren’t a thing. I heard you talking to the stars young lady. I... don’t feel that way for her, so I had to be honest with her.” The teasing smile never left his face even if it got a touch shy and awkward.

Oh no I said my thoughts out loud.

“Yes, you did.”

Darn it!

“Anyway, I just wanted to try to confess about how I can’t move on no matter how hard I try and to get some kind of closure or something if you’ve managed to move on with life... but I see the feeling’s mutual?” Hope. Spilling out from his voice, so much.

“You’ve got a minute, hot stuff. Tell me what you wanna say before the year’s over and we’ll see where to go from there. I want to hear everything so speak.” Her confidence is somewhat there, something in her heart fighting it’s way up against the sadness from before. The young man gladly followed the demand.

“Marinette, I know we’ve parted ways thinking it’s for the best as we weren’t up for it, but I still think of you every moment, still falling deeper and deeper into your trap as each day passes. You’ve stolen my heart long ago and it’s so deep in your clutches I simply can’t get it back anymore.

“I want to treat you like the princess you deserve to be once more and make up for all the time we’ve lost. I want to hold you again, shower you with affection and gifts and love. I want to make you smile that smile that I miss so much. I want my best friend back.

“I’m ready now, and I’m not going to choose anyone else, because I can’t... So, Princess, if you are ready as well and are willing... Will you have me? Again?”

The countdown’s starting in the living room.

10! 9!

Her brain short circuited.

8! 7!

His doubts starts streaming in.

6! 5!

She nods her head quickly, tears slipping from her eyes. He laughs out his relief, tears leaking out of his eyes as well.

4! A step closer.

3! Heads tilting forward simultaneously.

2! Eyes fluttered close and breaths mingled

1! Happy New Year!

Lips pressed gently against lips as cheers erupted from downstairs, completely unaware of the sweet fluff happening upstairs. The bells of the Notre Dame rang loud and clear but were not heard by the two teenagers. It lasted for a minute, both parting in need of air.

“Happy New Year, Princess.”

“Happy New Year, my Prince.”

—-

Bonus:

“Geez, my cheese can’t cover up the sweetness here!” A cheese-loving cat kwami grumbled from a shelf in Marinette’s room.

“Well, I guess you wouldn’t want your own New Year’s kiss?” His counterpart asked slyly.

“Nonono, come here sugarcube. I need that kiss to survive the suffering until they figure out their identities.”

#miraculous #miraculous ladybug #ml #mlb #marinette dupain cheng #adrien agreste #miraculous fanfic #adrienette #plikki

[crossant-creachure]

85 Questions Tag

Thank you @timothythemultifandomedowl for tagging me! I know we don’t talk, but I find it sweet that you thought of tagging me for this ^^ Okay, here goes:

Last...

Drink - A banana/milk smoothie with chocolate powder and espresso powder

Phone call - to my dad to ask which cereal to bring from the store

Text message - responding to my friend

Song you listened to - Fire Fire by David Micheal Bennett (AKA The Spine from Steam Powered Giraffe) ((you all should check SPG out, the group is amazing))

Time you cried - Yesterday I laughed so much tears escaped my eyes, and I see that as crying so

Ever...

Dated someone twice - Nope

Kissed someone and regretted it - Also nope

Been cheated on - Luckily not

Lost someone special - Too many people already

Been depressed - I’m not diagnosed with depression but I feel like I wouldn’t be surprised if it turns out I do have it

Gotten drunk and thrown up - ..... I haven’t even been drunk. I’m not legally allowed to drink yet

Favourite colours - Blue, green and black

In the past year you have...

Made new friends - Yes I did!!! And I appreciate every single one of them!!!

Fallen out of love - Sadly, yes... I still feel guilty over it even though I know I can’t change how I feel, and it happened a few months ago

Laughed until you cried - Yes,,, it happened yesterday

Found out someone was talking about you - I??? Don’t get this one????

Met someone who changed you - Hmmmm,,,, I don’t know actually. I don’t notice much whether or not I change

Found out who your friends are - Yes, and I’m glad

Kissed someone on your Facebook friends list - I don’t have Facebook

General

How many of your Facebook friends do you know irl - Like I said I don’t have FB XD

How many pets do you have - Two! A French bulldog and a cat

Do you want to change your name - I think maybe? I haven’t given it much thought but sometimes I do feel like the names I have don’t suit me all that well

What did you do for your last birthday - I threw a party for my family + back then girlfriend

What time did you wake up today - At like, a little past 11am

What were you doing at midnight last night - I was calling with two of my friends

What is something you can’t wait for - The start of university bc it’ll be my first year! Also I can’t wait for my first paycheck so I can sign up for my Uni’s Quidditch team!

What are you listening to right now - atm nothing, but I was planning on listening to Fire Fire on loop while answering these questions :/

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom - random,,, but yes

Something that gets on my nerves - lately there has been an annoying high toned beep outside and it’s clearly audible when the back door is open. But the beep doesn’t have a consistent timing and it aggravates me so. Damn. Much.

Most visited website - Uhhh, probably Tumblr? But I go on ao3 a lot as well

Hair colour - Dark blonde/light brown

Hair long or short - I consider my hair long, it’s just past my shoulders but I want to cut it short when I have the money to do so

Do you have a crush on someone - Nope, and I don’t want it to happen either

What do you like about yourself - I really like my eyes, and the shape of my smile, also I like how I’m slowly starting to feel like I’m getting my life back on track

Want any piercings - YES!! I want more piercings in my ears and maybe I want a lip piercing and/or an eyebrow piercing as well

Blood Type - I honestly don’t know

Nicknames - Ies, Isa, Bobo (I hate this one), Frederik (sadly I’m not called this anymore), Gurp, Hobi, Ieskam (only my granddad can call me this), Aboe (no one ever call me this, it’s special to me)

Relationship status - Single, and not ready to mingle bc I enjoy my solitude

Zodiac - Libra

Pronouns - She/her and they/them. Usually I am okay with both but I have days when I can only tolerate they/them

Favourite tv show - I gotta say The Great British Bake Off, that shit is intense

Tattoos - I don’t have any but I would like a tiny turtle on my wrist and perhaps some of my favourite lyrics on my arm when I’m older

Right or left handed - Right handed

Ever had surgery - Yes, I think, but I can’t remember what it was like since I was at most three years old

Piercings - I have two earrings in each earlobe but I haven’t worn earrings in a while so idk if they are closing or not

Sports - I don’t play any yet, but I am planning on joining the North Sea Nargles quidditch team soon!!

Vacations - I have been abroad to Sweden, Denmark, the UK, Belgium and France on vacation. I would still like to go to Japan, Canada, South Korea and Germany, and back to Sweden, on vacation

Trainers - Uhmmm,,,, what???? I don’t get this question, sorry

More general

Eating - The most recent thing I had was a risolles

Drinking - I had that that banana/chocolate milk drink about two hours ago now, but I might drink some water in a bit, I’m thirsty again

I’m about to watch - Nothing, I guess

Waiting - For dinner to be finished so we can eat

Want - To be okay again

Get married - I’d do it to make finances easier if I were to ever live together with someone, I think marrying is overrated

Career - I don’t know what I want my career to be, but it’d be neat if I could professionally publish a novel

Which is better

Hugs or kisses - Hugs! I love hugs! The warm feeling of human contact, knowing you’re wanted. Hugs are the greatest when it’s with someone taller so you can hide from the world in their embrace

Lips or eyes - I’m going with lips. Eyes are gorgeous, don’t get me wrong, but I love the way people’s lips move differently when they talk. Or the way lips stretch in different shapes when people smile... now I’m soft...

Shorter or taller - I always say I hate being short and hate having to look up at taller people but,,, honestly,,, I don’t mind it all that much. As I said before, hugging taller people is wonderful, and tall people make me feel safer, as if they can protect me.

Older or younger - I don’t think I care much. I have older and younger friends alike, but I have noticed I have the tendency to baby my younger friends much. Going in mother mode, calling them ‘kid’ affectionately, that sort of thing

Nice stomach or arms - Well my definition of a nice stomach is a squishy belly so definitely that. But nice lower arms/wrists are hella great as well to look at

Hookup or relationship - The choice is easy: relationship

Troublemaker or hesitant - Hesitant, I don’t have the confidence or dare to be a troublemaker

Have you ever...

Kissed a stranger - Nope, and I’m not planning to

Drank hard liquor - Haven’t done that

Lost glasses - I don’t have glasses...

Turned someone down - Uhhh ya I have

Sex on first date - Ew no, no sex for this ace

Broken someone’s heart - Yes, and it broke my own in the process

Had your heart broken - I broke it myself

Been arrested - I have not, I am also not planning on making that a thing

Cried when someone died - Yes I have, too many times already

Fallen for a friend - I have

Do you believe in...

Yourself - No, but I am trying to change that. Regrettably, there hasn’t been much progress yet

Miracles - No

Love at first sight - I guess??? I won’t be able to experience it myself so I stay skeptical about it, but if it happens to someone else good for them I guess

Kiss on first date - Dunno... perhaps a kiss on the cheek would be okay?

Angels - No, but ghosts yes, and ghosts can be good

Other

Best friends’ names - Anne (I only have one best friend)

Eye colour - Grey with green and yellow/orange, my eye colour changes from day to day

Favourite movie - Hmmm... I can’t choose one so I’ll write a few of my faves. Black Panther, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Robin Hood: Men in Tights and Hunt For The WIlderpeople

Favourite actor/actress - Lee Kwangsoo

Ohmygod the list is done... jeez this is a long post, thank you if you decided to read until here, I hope this wasn’t a complete waste of time for you...

Uhmmm so here I go tagging others I guess: @wastelandnoodle @sapphicprincesswarrioryuckfou @wlwskz @gaystayby @wannamakesomemagic @funeeek

All of you please know you do not have to do this if you don’t want to!

Uhmmm this has been an information dump about me, so long!!

#85 questions #tagged #long post #own

[89xhshb]

Same ones you sent to me! All part 5 & 7~

I actually wanted to send more but didn’t wanted to make you write that much~

PART 5: RELATIONSHIPS W/OTHERS

In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how?

This is interesting. My treatment definitely change depending of how well I know people. I am a totally different person around my best friends than I am around the people I work with or my hyungs and I guess that is normal for everyone? I just grew more comfortable around them. I so depends on who is the person. I am never an asshole without a given reason towards people anyways.

Who is the most important person in your life, and why?

It is not one person but two: My mom and my sister.Why? To put it shortly:  They are both incredible and strong women that put up with me on daily basis. That solely should make them superwomen. 

Who is the person you respect the most, and why?

My mother. For her way of overcoming any obstacle and hardship and always keeping a smile on her face. For setting an example of how hard work is always rewarded. Not only for her strength but also for how she is as a person. She is the one person I absolutely look up to. 

Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.

OHMYGOD. There we go. I actually have three best friends~ I am a lucky one. Jiyong is one of them and how do I even describe him? He is my best bro. The person I would call to help me discard of a body with no questions asked. Me and him go way back for as long as I remember. Describe him in one word: FABULOUS. Second is Trouble. You may know her go by Hyuna sometimes. I also knew her for before joining Cube but we became really close a couple of years back. She is my partner in crime and my best wing man. Describing her in one word: TROUBLE. Third is my sister surprisingly enough. Describing her in one word: PSYCHO. I will get punched because of that~ My sister sometimes reminds me of a younger version of Trouble at times. They are both stubborn  and witty but I love them both~ My friends spectrum extend from Cube to YG to even SM? I guess people from the industry. I also have some childhood friends but we kind of grew apart. I still catch up with them via social media and random get together. 

Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person.

I do not have a spouse. Define significant other. I am significantly interested in you.

Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.

Man of course I’ve been in love. Which one should I talk about? I only fell in love properly like over my heels in love with someone two times in my life. First it was in high school:  a teenage love which actually looking back was such a cute experience man. Once five years ago when I feel in love with my ex girlfriend. What happened? Long story short: We met, we fell in love, we broke up? As for describe the feeling of being in love…You just look at that person and you just think it. Feel it. You feel this warm feeling that you get after coming home tired from an exhausting day of work. Being in love with someone is when seeing them happy makes you happy. It means no matter what comes your way you are a team and you work together. Even in a fight there is no one against the other, it should be both of you against the problem. 

What do you look for in a potential lover?

I don’t look for anything specifically? I never exactly looked for a lover it just happened? I assume it will have to be someone who can put up with myself since I can be a handful, someone with a sense of humour and caring? 

How close are you to your family?

SUPER CLOSE DOESN’T EVEN CUT IT! I just went out drinking with my sister last night and I see my mom at least once a week. I love my family and I want to spend as much time with them as possible. We’ve been through so much together and no matter what changes life brought our way we always relayed on each other to overcome it. 

Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not?

I did not but of course I want to. I cannot really see myself right now married and with kids but the image is not that bad once I get pass my sarcasm and self depiction jokes. Looking at my partents’ marriage and my childhood I probably want something similar to that deeeeeep deeeep inside.

Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?

My family. Jiyong. Trouble. 

Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?

I know Jiyong will always have my back because he proven so countless of times. I know I can also count on my family and most of all myself. 

If you died or went missing, who would miss you?

My family and I dare to think my best friends would miss me as well? THEY ALL BETTER MAKE MY FUNERAL FUNNY OR I WILL COME BACK TO HUNT THEM

Who is the person you despise the most, and why?

OHHOOOHOOO I have a couple of people who I really cannot stand. YG is one of them from the top of my head. 

Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?

Both? Depends. Sometimes is not worth arguing sometimes I am just so pissed I will argue the hell out of it. But I tend to try and avoid unwanted headaches .

Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?

Yes and no? Depends once more. I definitely take leadership in drinking and video games.

Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?

I used to hate it but since it became a must do for the job I don’t mind it anymore. 

Do you care what others think of you?

I stopped doing that long ago. I just got tired of feeling bad about myself due to the way some people thought of me. I know I am not the most perfect person on earth I am far from it but I am being myself with all my good and bad parts. which I am perfectly aware of. 

PART 7: SELF IMAGES & OTHER

Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?

I wake up quite early, coffee and cigarettes, eat breakfast, shower, get ready for work, smoke on my way to work, hit the studio, smoke break, dance rehalsal, lunch, luncj break smoke, gym, home, dinner,smoke,  watch some anime or movie and then sleep? I have it disrupted most of the times as there is always something changing but mainly it would be like that?

What is your greatest strength as a person?

Determination and perseverance. 

What is your greatest weakness?

My big mouth

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

My attitude? I am actually working on that. 

Are you generally introverted or extroverted?

Extroverted

Are you generally organized or messy?

In between~

Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.

Dancing, bowling, sweet talking. As for bad: fashion, being punctual, being organised?

Do you like yourself?

I like who I am around you lately. 

What are your reasons for being an adventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)? Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public? (If so, detail both sets of reasons…)

I am a huge comics fan and I guess we all wanted to be Superman or at least one of the X men when we were younger. But I am not doing good deeds for the sole purpose of being consider a super hero I just do them?

What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime?

Live a life with no regrets and make my mom proud. 

Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

In a dance studio working on improving myself. I also hope there will be someone waiting for me at home. One can hope~

If you could choose, how would you want to die?

Drowning. I know I am weird fml

If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.

Make sure to leave everything for my mom and my sister to have a easy life. Spend time with my friends and drink? Smoke? OH I would use the death as an excuse for Cube to finally release my mf album! Maybe postmortem they will finally do so. 

What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?

My voice. 

What three words best describe your personality?

Complicated, colourful, twisted

What three words would others probably use to describe you?

Flirt, Funny, Dope sorry misspelled Dork..no wait I didn’t~

If you could, what advice would you, the player, give to your character? (You might even want to speak as if he or she were sitting right here in front of you, and use proper tone so he or she might heed your advice) 

What is this…probably to stop overthinking each good thing that comes along and enjoy it

@taeminv

#r; #Tinkerbell #man I am slow.... #taeminv

[spacefires]

IB Survival Guide: PART ONE

As someone who’s been through the IB program and finished with horrible mental and physical health, here are some tips and tricks so that you guys don’t end up like me :)

Disclaimer: subject specific tips vary for SL/HL students, go to the bottom of the post to see what HLs and SLs I took

IAS

Please please start your IAs early! Split it out across multiple days! Honestly each section takes around 30 minutes for IAs

GET ALL YOUR THOUGHTS ON THAT PAPER AS SOON AS POSSIBLE FOR ANY IA.

Even if it’s the worst rough copy in the history of the planet, get all your words on there, THEN start editing, formatting, and adding pictures. Trust me, this is much less stressful and your final copy will probably be much cleaner

Science IAs- START YOUR EXPERIMENTS EARLY get as many trials as you can in!

Be sure to talk to your teachers about ideas for your papers beforehand!

Geography/English/French IAs- start early for these too. If you’re like me and you have “oh shit” moments when you suddenly get really good ideas half way through your work and have to restart, starting early for these is a good idea. Especially for geo, writing the IA is relatively easy, spreading it out over 4-5 days works well.

Peer editing is always a good idea, people may catch things you didn’t

EEs

CHOOSE A TOPIC YOU LIKE- Interest plays a big part in how well you do, choosing a topic I was interested in made me not mind spending so much time on my EE

Choosing a topic you don’t like may increase your chance of leaving it to the last minute

START YOUR EEs EARLY and have at least 3 drafts. I split mine up over the course of 4 months, and came out with an A on my Geography EE.

Like the IAs, do one section a day, for example, start with introduction, then methodology, etc. etc.

DO NOT LEAVE YOUR EE TO THE LAST MINUTE PLEASE

I highly suggest doing a geo EE because even if you don’t have results you’re okay, you just have to explain why there was no correlation

Geo EE protips: have lots of pretty handdrawn maps, you can have an ok data analysis and still get a good grade, have good methodology, 

discuss your EE with your supervisor often, make sure you udnerstand what you’re studying

EXAMS

Oh boy this is the scariest part of IB for any student

REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW as much as you can!

Study each subject for at least 5 days!

DO AS MANY PRACTICE EXAMS AS YOU CAN

Seriously, doing practice exams helps you get used to IB’s way of asking you things and you have an idea of what to expect

Do the practice exams guys

Just do them

If your school has mock exams, study really hard for them so you get an idea of how you need to study for the actual examsLook back on mistakes you’ve made on tests/mocks

While studying, focus on your weak points, but don’t ignore your strong points-- forgetting things is easy

SLEEP EARLY DURING EXAM WEEK 

Being refreshed and ready to go is important because youll be able to focus better and your brain will work better-- I did this and it was good

If you’re allowed to take snacks into the exam, take snacks into the exam (but not loud snacks, gummies and stuff)

take water into the exam but don’t drink a lot of water-- pee breaks are a waste of time

if you need to pee during an exam try to hold it in

just try to avoid having to pee

ENGLISH/FRENCH EXAMS:

You can study for your English Lit and French A lang lit exams in like a day if you’re not too keen on getting above a 5. Be familiar with the material

Memorize 5-7 important quotes-- preferable really short ones

Even if it’s not mandatory to memorize quotes, sticking quotes in is an asset

Spend 10-20 minutes planning your essay out, get your ideas down on a paper before writing your essay

Remember: quality over quantity, even if you have lots written down, it’s your ideas that get you most of the marks

Use highlighters, highlight important words, quotes, etc in the passages you’re given

annotate your passages

Have a colour coding system for your passages when you highlight, each colour should be an important point, but have 3-4 main important points, so 3-4 colours (this helps with planning as well)

If your prompt is like, discuss 2 OR MORE something something, discuss only 2, it’s easier, and you waste less time planning/writing, and you can have more ideas

SCIENCE/MATH EXAMS:

Practice problems are good, on top of practice exams

Understand the material!!!!!!!!!!! Memorization is not understanding!!! IB asks a lot of questions that require application

If you suck at calculus, try to understand it better and don’t be like me and assume there isn’t going to be a lot of it.

Seriously study the calculus @all you SL students

Study the calculus

GEO EXAMS

Yeah for this you need to memorize really well, see how well you know the material by going out on walks pointing at things and seeing how you can relate it to what you’ve earned

Study from multiple sources for geo, sometimes there are details that are missed

Memorize lots of case studies and stats!!!!!!!

memorize graphs and maps too, drawing them to support your points in your answers shows how well you understand the material

STUDYING

REVIEW OH MY GOD REVIEW E V E R Y T H I N G as much as possible throughout the year!!!!!!

Tips to force yourself to review:

Take shitty notes in class

This way you have to retake good notes-- wow you’re going over material that was previously taught!

Make cheatsheets! Even if you don’t use them during tests, cheatsheets are a great way to have all your material on one page and ohmygod look at you you’re reviewing your notes again to condense them!

Flash cards work too

Find a way to enjoy writing notes--  for me, I like using fancy pens and highlighters, that way I looked forward to doing it

Find a study environment you like! A cafe, the library, the park, even a different part of the house

Changing your study environment can also help you focus-- a change of scenery helps sometimes and you won’t get bored!

Talk to yourself

Seriously just explain concepts to yourself talk to yourself hearing yourself say it makes the info sink in better

Make really weird mnemonics idk it worked for me

Group studying can help for courses that need discussion in order to better understand concepts-- Geo, English and French

Explaining things to people also helps

Do your homework kids-- even if your teacher doesn’t check it, always find time to do your homework

Do things based on a level of priority

example: I have a test and a big project worth lts of marks due tomorrow (I would focus on the project, but still study for the test enough to have a good grasp of the material)

I know tests don’t count for IB but this is what your teacher bases your predicteds off of, so study hard for them kids. It is also a method of review

Most teachers understand how students can get extremely stressed out with the amount of work we get, if you need an extension for a non-IB related thing, you should be able to ~politely~ ask them

Time management is key, set up schedules for yourself

If you’re studying something you hate, go hard at it for a limited amount of time, then go and study for something you like, or take a brain break

TAKE BREAKS MAN

seriously taking breaks while studying is good

Use apps like forest to keep you focused

reward systems are good too, I do it with chocolate (one piece everytime I finish a chapter)

TOK

 lol good luck

The essay and the presentation are tough-- but you can do it.

The nice thing about TOK is it’s mostly a thought dump, so dump your thoughts before organizing them into an essay

Discuss TOK things with your friends a lot-- you’ll understand better, trust me, you’ll also get good ideas for presentations and stuff!

Get an interesting topic for your TOK presentation ok

discussion is the best advice I can give you guys

TOK is a special course

be prepared to get very angry because all your thoughts will contradict each other

existential crises are fun

That should be about it for Part 1 really, this is mainly academics based, I might add to this as time goes on.

If you have questions!!!! I took Chem HL, Bio HL, Geo HL, English Lit SL, French A Lang Lit SL, and Math SL, and did my EE in Geo. I’m happy to help any young ones out :))

Good Luck all you IB Students! You guys are brave, you can do it :)

#masterpost #ib #International Baccalaureate #tips #survival guide #studying #study tips #studyblr #ib student #ib studyblr #ib survival #ib stuff

[poeticjaes]

i was tagged by the lovely flower silvia @wonhosflower !!

1. what makes you feel good about yourself?

o dang hmm i guess i feel good about myself when i do something that i like or when i achieve a goal?? i’m both a capricorn and an infj so like,, i’m very stubborn and determined?? i have to do what i want and do it until it reaches a certain stage before i can truly be satisfied and feel good about my own abilities

2. if your soul could sing a song, what song would it sing and why?

bloom by The Paper Kites i think? because i’m someone who grew up without much love and attention so i’m always yearning for something? and i’m not exactly sure what that something is, so i’m always asking myself and idk this song makes the process less weird and confusing. (i love this song so much really)

3. plan your ideal wedding (with your bias maybe? let’s daydream)

o dang okay wonho are you ready!!

my ideal wedding would be on the beach omg, maybe at maldives or something. the theme would be minimalistic and the colour scheme would be baby blue, white and silver. everyone will attend with some flowers and we’ll put it all together as a symbol of blessing from them to us!! there’ll be a piano there and the pianist will play according to a playlist that wonho and i made together (that cd will be the wedding gift for the guests!!) and we’ll have our nice little wedding and out honeymoon there as well o man now i’m emo

4. gold or silver?

silver!! gold gives makes me feel old for some reason

5. what mythical creature would you be?

can i please be a fawn cause like,  when i was watching narnia back in the days, i always loved mr tumnus ohmygod the kindest, cutest fellow ever for smol old me

6. your bias is knocking on your door exactly right now- what do you do?

blush, try really hard not to choke and invite him in oh man i’ll make wonho some ramen and make sure he gets lots and lots of rest!!

7. an accessory you always wear:

i don’t wear much accessories honestly?? but i do have my earrings all the time otherwise it’ll just be an odd hole on my ear HAHAHAHA i do wear rings if i’m felling it tho!!

8. do you enjoy dancing? are you good at it?

omg no i can’t coordinate my body and you know what!! i can’t remember the dance moves HAHAHAHAH

9. describe your morning routine go

i open my eyes, find my phone, go on twitter, go on tumblr, get out of bed, find my cats, brush my teeth, eat my breakfast and stone

on a school day though I JUST WAKE UP, BRUSH MY TEETH SHOWER AND LEAVE

10. what’s the grossest thing you’ve ever eaten?

i don’t eat gross things bc i’m a picky eater hehe but the nastiest shit would be spoilt beancurd ohmygod 10/10 would not reccommend

11. this is not a question! surprise! tag someone and tell them how much you love them. let’s spread some love! 

@wonhosflower 

okay silvia i know you tagged me but like??? i must include u??? i love you so much bub you were nice to me right from the start when i created this account omg when i had no friends and nothing, you were here tagging me in things and sending cute things into my inbox efnlansdnasf it made me so so happy but i didn’t dare to do the same back to you bc i was scared HAHAHAHAH but i just want you to know that i love you a lot!!! thank you for being in my life bb

and ofc @chaerismatic

my awkward emo ass was taken care of by u angie thank u so much for messaging me and stuff especially when the concept photos for shine forever was coming out but i was replying so slowly sdjfanlnsfqklwe you never dropped my ass and i’m so??? thankful???? thank u for tolerating my crap angie you’re a tru angel that’s a blessing to us mere mortals

alright!! i’m going to ask ya’ll a few questions!!

1. what’s your aesthetic?

2. what was That Thing that made you stan monsta x?

3. if you could spend a day with your bias, what would you do?

4. what’s the one thing that you want to be remembered by

5. would you choose love or glory?

6. what would your perfume smell like, if you had to make one?

7. favourite time of the day?

8. did you drop any group before ulting monsta x or was monsta x your first and only ult?

9. where do you hope to be 5 years from now? what would you be doing?

10. what’s your starbucks drink order??

i’m tagging 

@chaerismatic @wonhosthiccthighs @wonhosbub @hyungwvn @ukihyunnie @94wons @sh0wnu @m0nst4x !!

#tagged #chatter time with yin #ya'll don't have to do it!!

[its-the-hamfam]

I did the tag!!

name: Dorian nickname: Dori, Dor, anything really! :) zodiac sign: LiBRAAAH I AM HERC- hogwarts sign: gryffindor aayyyyye height: I'm really short. It's sad - 5'1 sexual orientation: bisexual yay ethnicity: paper favourite fruit: aaaa I love all of them. Strawberries, blackberries, kiwi, pineapple, etc. favourite season: WINTER favourite book/series: ahem...everything. Harry Potter, Divergent, Hunger Games, etc. But then I also love everything Stephen King and Jack London has written. Aye. favourite fictional character: I CANT CHOOSE BETWEEN MY MANY HUSBANDS AND WIVES AND CHILDREN GOODBYE (lol) favourite flower: ghost orchid. favourite scents: okay so mint, vanilla, ink (it's weird I know), flowers, wood burning, my school burning :D (JKJKJK) favourite colour: dark blue. Like the colour of the sky when the stars just start to come out. favourite animal: OHMYGOD anything that's fluffy, cute, and innocent aaaaa favourite artists: oh um Vincent van Gogh was nice (ehehehhehehehehheheh) tea/coffee/hot chocolate: tea! :) average hours of sleep: wait what number of blankets you sleep with: usually one (not counting the sheet) but if it's cold out and yOU MAKE ME SLEEP IN THE BASEMENT WITH NO HEATER LIKE FIVE (thank you relative. it was a great night of hypothermia.) dream trip: nEw yOrK cItY last thing I googled: some secret stuff for my new theme ahahhaha Blog created: shoot around Christmas time?? If you look hard enough you can find the fluffmas fics I wrote at the very start of my blog. I started on like day 20 wow dorian number of followers: 760 what I post about: everything and anything. If I'm feeling artsy I spam with aesthetics and violins. If I'm feeling like I usually do, musicals and TV shows and feels (AKA HELL) I write fics tho so yay do I get asks regularly: not really, no. I do occasionally get them and they make my day, even if it's a request or something @becauseweregay (It's my third time changing it. It originally was @building-palaces-from-paragraphs and that was when I joined the hamfam hehe)

[vildenooras]

I was tagged by lovely @isakvaltzrsen. Thank you so much!

rules: tag 20 people, answer 20 questions

nickname: my parents call me Nonnu, my friend calls me Noris (it’s a long story with weird finnish words lol). zodiac: leo height: 162 cm last thing i googled: Ulrikke Falch (idk why?!) favourite music artist: I listen to so many different music styles and artists so this is really hard… but I’ll say that Tokio Hotel will always have a special place in my heart song stuck in my head: Astrid S - Vi er perfekt men veden er ikke det ( i LOVE astrid s like when breathe came it was on repeat like 24/7 in my spotify) aaaaand also Your Song by Rita Ora, i love that song so much!! last movie i saw: I watch so little movies nowadays but it was probably the newest Pirates of the Caribbean what am i wearing right now: black lace shorts and a basic grey top (i woke up like an hour ago i’m here drinking my morning coffee) why did i choose my url: i love vilde hellerud so that’s that. and then i guess i was like well noora is okay too and made up this url (also my name is noora but idk i didn’t put that noora part in because of that i think) do i have any other blogs: nope, i was earlier diannastaylor but i accidentally deleted and i’m kinda sad because rip all those post from 5? years but yeah what did your last relationship teach you:  well i’ve never been in a relationship but there was this thing this year and when i think back to it i think i should’ve been braver? and from this and last year i’ve learnt that you can’t force yourself to forget someone. average hours of sleep: now that it’s my summer holiday probably 8 or 9 but when i start school and work i’ll be happy with 7 hours  religious or spiritual: idk i believe to something but i don’t quite know what that something is favourite colour: ipastel colours lucky number: 9 favourite characters: ohmygod this list is gonna be a long one… from skam i’ll say vilde and isak (ok and even). Then i used to love glee so i have to say rachel and kurt and quinn and blaine. aaand i love blair and chuck from gossip girl AAAND seth cohen from the oc!! and i love arya stark from got. and i could go on and on about harry potter books but yeah i’ll just say hermione granger. how many blankets do i sleep with: in winter with 2, now with one dream job: well i’m studying education but idk what i actually want to do with my degree. I’m really interested in all the international stuff so i kinda would like to have that aspect in my future work. but yeah my strategy these days is not to think about jobs and stuff lol

Aaaaah thank you so much, I loved answering these. And I feel like my answers are really long and I could’ve answered even more longer haha but yeah thank you so much and have an amazing sunday ❤

aaand now i should tag more people but idk who i’d tag so if anyone who follows me wants to do this pls do, i would love to learn more of you🌸 

#about me #tag games

[gyeomd]

20 Questions

i got tagged by @kpop4queen tysm for tagging me! :)

1. Name: Emily

2. Nickname(s): idek lol probably bitch

3. Star Sign: Aries

4. Why did you choose your URL: bc yugyeom is my life at this point tbh

5. Post: i dont rlly get this one imma skip it haha

6. Lucky Number: 18

7. Height: About 5’‘4

8. Song Stuck in My Head: Jay Park - All I Wanna Do (i been watching choreography videos to it)

9. When did You Create your Blog: Literally years ago wow i used to be an emo black and white blog

10. Favourite Solo Artist: i have no clue i like groups :) i guess i’ll say Jay Park

11. Ethnicity: Caucasian lol im too pale :c

12. Favourite Fruit: Bananananas 🍌

13. Favourite Season: Summer

14. Favourite Scent: Lavender is good also Lemon yup

15. Number of Followers: 1092 (tyvm)

16. Favourite Colour: its so hard i like blue and pink a lot though

17. Favourite Animal: Monkeys ohmygod

18. Favourite Bands: GOT7, AOA, Gfriend, Monsta X and lots more

19. Sleep Hours: Legit either 2 or 10

20. Favourite Game: I used to be so into GTA lol, nowadays i never play anything i have an igot7 game app that i play if i’m bored xD xD

I literally wanna tag everyone that follows me just say i tagged u c:

[compassionborn-blog]

92 TRUTHS TAG GAME

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag!

tagged by : @tithonuscurse

tagging : @brokenbrxther, @barbiesdead, @bloodsheds, @crazyimpulsive, @calledforthis, @cforbes-progeny, @condemnedtragedy, @efferxescent, @femmefatalings, @feathertricked, @hisbattles, @hishell, @immortallockwood, @lovedrage, @lcstway, @mercycries, @magicsucker, @noredemption, @objectivelyhot, @puckisms, @redrrrum, @sociosiphoner, @somethingpoetiic, @thechiyonosakenyc, @truehorror

LAST… [1] drink: orange dream milkshake / smoothie [2] phone call: work ( they tried to get me in early on sunday. nope ) [3] text message: asking if kiki was alive [4] song you listened to: helpless from hamilton [5] time you cried: today, watching stelena videos

HAVE YOU EVER… [6] dated someone twice: yes [7] been cheated on: yes ( but honestly I think that relationship was a catfish ) [8] kissed someone and regretted it: yes [9] lost someone special: absolutely [10] been depressed: it’s a constant state, sometimes better than others, but always there [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] purple, the color of royalty [13] blue, a feeling and a hue [14] silver, gentle purity as it shone

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: yes [16] fallen out of love: no ( didn’t fall into a love to fall out of ) [17] laughed until you cried: yes [18] found out someone was talking about you: yes [19] met someone who changed you: yes [20] found out who your true friends are: always [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: no

GENERAL… [22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: 96% [23] do you have any pets: a cocker spaniel named roxy [24] do you want to change your name: no, i quite like it as is [25] what did you do for your last birthday: went to get a drink with my mother at red robin [26] what time did you wake up: first time today? 7:30 or actually out of bed time? 2:20 [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: writing replies as always [28] name something you cannot wait for: live action beauty and the beast on thursday ( 7:00 ticket ) [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: a few hours ago ( i live at home ) [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: depression. without it so much would be different [31] what are you listening to right now: zootopia ( watching on netflix ) [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: grandpa tom, tom my cousin, tom my neighbor, tom my friend’s muse ( yes sometimes i converse with muses lol ) [33] something that is getting on your nerves: the hate on emma watson and la!beauty and the beast [34] most visited website: tumblr [35] elementary: bullied for most of it, only miss music  [36] high school: wouldn’t go back, too much was difficult and not the classes [37] college: currently online after complications, hoping to go back in person next fall [38] hair colour: brown [39] long or short hair: long and in need of haircut [40] do you have a crush on someone: not unless you count celebrities, but even then [41] what do you like about yourself? ... i’ll get back to you on this one [42] piercings: just one per earlobe, honestly

[43]blood type: o+ ( i think, too tired to be sure, i do know it’s o though ) [44] nickname: kyls [45] relationship status: single [46] zodiac sign: aries [47] pronouns: she/her [48] fav tv show: the vampire diaries ( sigh ) [49] tattoos: none  [50] right or left handed: right

FIRST… [51] surgery: tonsillectomy and adenoidectomy, paired together when i was five [52] piercing: i was 13, just my ears [53] best friend: honestly, i don’t remember, i was younger than five [55] vacation: king’s island ( amusement park in ohio ) [56] pair of trainers: don’t remember, kind of dislike tennis shoes

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: goldfish ( cheese crackers ) [58] drinking: mist twist ( lemon lime soda ) [59] i’m about to: try to finish replies [60] listening to: zootopia still, movies take time [61] waiting for: beauty and the beast [62] want: depression gone [63] get married: won’t happen for awhile, i’m nowhere close [64] career: planning ( wanted ), cashier ( currently )

WHICH IS BETTER…

[65] hugs or kisses: depends. [66] lips or eyes: eyes [67] shorter or taller: taller [68] older or younger: older [69] romantic or spontaneous: romantic [70] nice arms or nice stomach: nice arms [71] sensitive or loud: sensitive [72] hook up or relationship: relationship [73] troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? no [75] drank hard liquor? yes ( tequila is ohmygod ) [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? yes [77] turned someone down: yes [78] sex on first date? no [79] broken someone’s heart? yes [80] had your own heart broken? yes [81] been arrested? no [82] cried when someone died? yes [83] fallen for a friend: yes ( at least crushed on one )

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? no [85] miracles? i try to [86] love at first sight? no, lust  / attraction at first sight, though, yes [87] santa claus? i wish i still had that innocence [88] kiss on the first date? yes [89] angels? i don’t know

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: i don’t know, there’s a few i’m close to but we don’t talk as much anymore so insecurities kick in, yanno? [91] eye colour: hazel [92] favourite movie: the princess bride or hook

#( idek ) #☆.*┊ ❝ ᶤ ᵠᵘᶤᵗˑ ᶤ'ᵐ ᵃ ᵠᵘᶤᵗᵗᵉʳ ❞ (aboutooc.)

[wadatsumi-no-suigyoku]

03142019 _ 10:50PM

Happy Pi Day! Another questions thing ‘cause I’m bored :D 

(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed? I don’t have a closet where I sleep :’) 

(2) Do You Have Freckles? nope

(3) Can You Whistle? yeppp

(4) Last Song You Listened To. Rewrite the Stars - Zac Efron & Zendaya vers. from The Greatest Showman 

(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour? black or blue

(6) Relationship Status. taken

(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now? 42 degrees Fahrenheit outside 

(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky? always.

(9) How Many Followers? 0. we gon’ keep it that way on this side blog

(10) Zodiac Sign. eastern - dog  western - aquarius 

(11) What Is Your Eye Colour? brown

(12) Take A Vitamin Daily? nahh. not yet lol 

(13) Do You Sing In The Shower? sometimes

(14) What Books Are You Reading? none right now. I should definitely get back into that

(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14. literally too lazy to do this rn lol maybe i’ll come back to this question later

(16) Favourite Anime? aaahhh I can’t decide... probably banana fish 

(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of? Nick

(18) Do You Collect Anything? pokemon on pogo :D 

(19) What Did You Have For Lunch? banana, honey-roasted cashews, & cheezits

(20) Do You Dance In The Car? no way that is so dangerous while driving lol 

(21) Favourite Animal? right now, probably jellyfish 

(22) Do You Watch The Olympics? depends on the event. 

(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed? like 2AM

(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now? nope

(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean? pool. the ocean is scary :O 

(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog? mine, obviously. lol 

(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water? bottled! water can definitely taste different! 

(28) What Makes You Happy? food, anime merch, and the people I love :D 

(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now. insert bored.gif here 

(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music? with! I need some sort of chill music in the background. silence becomes distracting with the thoughts swimming around my head 

(31) Dogs Or Cats? honestly, both. 

(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be? black or some shade of ocean blue 

(33) PlayStation Or Xbox. PC bitchessss. I will never understand xbox controls for my life. 

(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean? neither!! deep water is scary no matter where. 

(35) Do You Believe In Magic? nope. there is always a trick underneath. 

(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing? beige 

(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue? noooo. I don’t know how people do it 

(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It? both. I save a majority of my paycheck & gotta spend the rest on necessities ;) 

(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You? uhhh.... a french cookie wrapper (unopened, cuz i’m not a slob like that who just leaves wrappers lying around) 

(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now? SHEITH. uhhh... that’s pretty much it. lol 

(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly? nahhh. we took care of some in first grade tho. 

(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People? depends on what the event is, but I’d hope not. 

(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams? oh yes. I can’t remember most of the details when I wake up, but the details I do remember, they are fcking weeeeird. 

(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes? The idea of the adventure & traveling is fun, but I hate planes just for the popping of my ears ;~; and the landing. I hate that feeling of my stomach lurching. 

(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry. ohmygod. KIMI NO NA WA. ;~; 

(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds? uhhhh... peanuts? I guess? I don’t really like either though... 

(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be? OLDCODEX <3 

(48) Are You A Picky Eater? I wouldn’t say so. As long as it doesn’t smell repulsive, I’ll try anything once. 

(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper? if I don’t have any responsibilities in the morning 

(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning? nahh. I love watching & hearing storms from inside. they’re pretty calming. 

(51) Do You Like To Read / Write? oh yeaaah. I should do both more often. I used to a lot back in middle school, but I still enjoy them. 

(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud? only when I’m doing chores xD 

(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents? oooh carve pumpkins! I’ve never carved one before in my life. 

(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up? Kaze to Hoshi ni Dakarete - Kuribayashi Minami

(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather) still winter~ spring is coming up next week though! 

(56)What Are You Craving Right Now? panda express, korean fried chicken, cajun shrimp, pasta, any food. LOL 

(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed. it’s just all gay anime porn & memes lol 

(58) What Is Your Gender? female 

(59) Coffee Or Tea? tea! <3 

(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About? nahhh.. life of an adult, dude. 

(61) What Is Your Sexuality? ima dirty hetero lmao 

(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning? hayll nah. 

(63) Favourite Pokemon? milotic! sobble is coming in hot tho LOL 

(64) Favourite Social Media? twitter 

(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories? dumbbbb. tried too hard to be like snapchat 

(66) Do You Get Homesick? nopee since I’m here everyday. lol 

(67) Are You A Virgin? nah

(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now? suave - the cheap drug store brand :D 

(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free? i’ll rent that crappy motel room. why not? 

(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life? yaaa

(71)  Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters? detective pikachu! 

(72) Do You Miss Your Ex? fuck no. I don’t wish the best for him either. 

(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now? “Let justice be done, though the heavens fall.” 

(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest? heterochromia :D doesn’t matter which colors

(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set? LOVED swinging as a child. I don’t pass by many parks nowadays though. 

(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate? sticky rice & broccoli :D 

(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone? too many. lol pogo is the major one, then a bunch of idle tapping games 

(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not? no, because I am not certified 

(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight? oh yeah. 

(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network? lol i’ve definitely tried 

(81) Do You Like Meeting New People? not really. I’m sooo antisocial and bad with people ;~;

(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them. not on a regular basis. for special occasions? yes. 

(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed? I don’t have a bedroom door :’) 

(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today? went to work, ate, now I’m sitting on my ass. 

(85) What Do You Wear To Bed? t-shirt & shorts! 

(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now. pretty much all the basic stuff. I don’t use most of it though. au natural :D 

(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person? definitely a night person xD 

(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc. noo that’s too many D; 

(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened. I don’t remember any of them 

(90) Favourite Soda Drink? canada dry ginger ale :P 

(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite? crunching leaves / crispy food 

(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More? jeans 

(93) How Do You Look Right Now? comfy xD ready for bed. 

(94) Name Something That Relaxes You. laying in bed, in a warm pile of my blankets & pillows <3 

(95) What Tattoo Do You Want? I’ve only really contemplated two different ones..   first one is kinda nerdy - I want a blade of marmora insignia on the back of my neck  second one would be having cursive-calligraphy-written ‘agape’ on the inside of my left wrist 

(96) Favourite YouTuber? right now, it’s gotta be The Try Guys :D