#numbing the pain

[dwarfman403-blog]

I think I may be trying to limit my human experience by numbing it with weed and alcohol

#alcohol #tw alcohol #alcohlism #addiction #numbing the pain #afraid of change #afraid of the unexpected #afraid of moving forward with uncertainty #that is my greatest fear #and being hidden in the tags #broken up like this #no one will ever find #it #and learn my greatest weakness #I won’t #move forward until I know #100%

[foreverlostdontwannabefound]

“And I’ve just got to let myself feel the pain, because if I don’t, if I keep numbing it, it’ll never really go away.”

― Paula Hawkins

#pain #depression #books #quotes #the girl on the train #numbing the pain

[cedarshade]

some sad boy in the mirror content for y'all

#dick grayson #dick grayson fanart #nightwing #nightwing fanart #dc comics #dc comics fanart #batfam #silly goose won't ask for help #silly goose is numb to the pain <3 #silly goose should get a therapist #and go to the doctor #and get the bathroom light fixed

[katie-wants-donut]

This is what it's like mourning on this godforsaken site

#bob's burgers #dead end paranormal park #inside job #hopefully this numbs the pain😢

[hotmcrodz]

I dunno how I feel about this design but I decided to put out anyways

ofcourse a hotrodz art wouldn't be complete without having porter topless

#art #I feel so numb aaaa #idk if I like it or not its 1am and im sleep deprived lol #clothes were a pain in the ass never again jk #porter solaire #redacted porter #redacted audio #redactedverse #boyfriend asmr #vampire boyfriend #hotrodz #edit: omg im so sorry the red is so saturated 😭😭😭

[feral-ballad]

Unfortunately I threw my heart to the dogs. Never mind. No one will notice how much is missing from the inside, will they?

Jeanette Winterson, from Gut Symmetries

#jeanette winterson #heart #sadness #numbness #emptiness #pain #excerpts #writings #literature #prose #fragments #selections #words #quotes #prose collection

[corwnvus]

I'm so upset that they aren't real 😒

#the marauders #marauders era #harry potter #marauders fanart #wolfstar #genderfluid sirius black #remus loves sirius #sirius black #remus #remus lupin #remus knows how to numb sirius' pain #they do the hokey pokey #they are both slags

[barelyliving-barelybreathing]

'suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem'

I think it's past temporary when I've felt the same for 10 years now

#personal #numb #tw #wanna die #lost #i want to disappear #suicidal #suicide #depressed #depression #pain #whats is happiness

[s4dgvrl]

Sometimes I wish I could just make myself dissappear.

#life #mood #quotes #tired of life #bpd #heartache #heartbreak #unlovable #hurt #pain #lonely #empty #depression #numb #suicidal #second choice #not good enough #worthless #love quotes #sad quotes #feelings #sadness #heartbroken #black and white #u cant save me #can i just die? #im going to kms #no sleep #never sober #zitat

[worthless-misery]

Dear diary...

All of this feels so pointless...

I feel like I'm wasting my time here.

There's no point in me being here if all I ever do is suffer...

#dear diary #tw #i'm very tired... #worthless #empty #tired #useless #i want to die #i hate myself #i'm sorry #pain #alone #anxiety #self harm #suicidal #sad #depression #heartbreak #hurt #hopeless #kill me #lost #lonely #broken #numb #not good enough #personal

[sasswonfp]

In honor of my own two day migrane i made batman suffer alongside with me. shit i do on accident while under the influence of migranes. ALT desc provided

#batman #green lantern #the flash #justice league #justice league unlimited #jlu #jl #dc #dc fanart #dc meme #granted ok when i slammed my head into a doorway it was dark #so like #yeah #but i did legit go for a few minutes like “oh i geniunely think hitting my head stopped the migrane” #no. it did not. #the pain just increased to the level of throbbing numbness and then when it subdued it was just. migrane again. <3 #not pictured after this comic is batman going back to the cave immediatally and telling alfred with a grave voice #to delete all watchtower footage from 2:43AM to 2:50AM EST. #he cannot let that exist in the archives #he avoids GL for the next month straight because he does not want to admit anything close to the truth that he just was That Out Of It. #homegrown art

[raainstorms]

Karen Page Appreciation Sad Moments (1/3)

#karen page #marveledit #daredeviledit #marvel #daredevil #mcu tv #edits #karen page appreciation #this scene is such a sucker punch #the most painful in the show imo #imagine knowing your father blames you for your brother's death #and can't even bring himself to care what happens to you #I understand he's emotionally numb after losing both his wife and son but my god #poor karen

[stil-lindigo]

rare non-palestine post real quick because my finger joints have been hurting really bad for the past three days and drawing is my life so i'd really appreciate any pointers to make them stop hurting

#my fingers arent swollen or inflamed #anti inflammation gel does nothing #a heatpack is soothing but only goes so far #ive held ice cubes for a while and it numbs the pain mostly but thats also a temporary measure #pls help #ill delete this later

[fibrospoons]

Spoonies & new symptoms

Is it a new symptom of an illness I already have, or a different new illness?

Is a side effect of a new treatment? If so, which one?

*vaguely searches Internet*

Internet: "Call 911 now! Go to A&E!!!"

Me: I will choose to ignore it until it becomes a problem.

#spoonie #endometriosis #fibrospoons #spoonie problems #chronic illness #chronic pain #mirena coil #elhers danlos syndrome #fibromyalgia #spoonie life #my foot keeps going numb #it's probably fine

[vaguely-concerned]

Thinking about the symbolic weight of smoking in the TLT universe that comes to the fore in The Unwanted Guest -- the way it moves through from person to person: Pyrrha smoked, and Augustine wanted to impress her in all her stone cold fox MILF James Bond glory (and tbf who wouldn't) so he started too. and even though as far as he knows she's been gone for a myriad and is never coming back, he keeps the habit. Ianthe sees something in the hollowed-out Faberge eggshell of Augustine that resonates with her, all that gilded eloquent emptiness and disdain through the ages, so she picked it up from him to try to emulate it. She picked it up so hard that Palamedes -- the exact spiritual antithesis of the 'smoking! on a space station! what a powermove' ennui Ianthe so admired -- spontaneously unnerded enough to even known how to, simply from a sort of contact contamination of the soul.

G1deon and Augustine sharing a jittery smoke after their near-Harrow experience during soup night, and it's the closest thing to any real sense of brotherhood that remains between them. Pyrrha going ten thousand years dying both literally and for a smoke (and then Camilla sold her fucking cigarettes (for a third of what they were worth, probably Pyrrha's own good, and also more importantly grocery money). what an entirely haunted time to be alive etc.). Augustine and Mercy trading a cigarette back and forth in the middle of their collusion over the love and murder of god.

An act of small and measured self-destruction in the name of something a little bit like connection when you're stuck somewhere in yourself where love itself dares not or cannot tread (ritualized, transmissible)..........

#the unwanted guest #the unwanted guest spoilers #the locked tomb #ianthe tridentarius #augustine the first #pyrrha dve #palamedes sextus #this series is going to make me lose my mind completely one day (affectionate) #the locked tomb meta #the fact that ianthe seems to have had some genuine admiration for augustine makes my head spin. of course though. #of course she sees the person who looks the most like he's successfully made himself impervious to the world #utterly untouchable and impossible to hurt because he isn't even really there #and she believes it! even after seeing the john mercy augustine mess at the end! because it's such a seductive idea #when you've stuck yourself in an inevitable ocean of pain to think you could make yourself numb enough that it doesn't matter #it's the emotional equivalent of 'oh there's water all around? well I just won't breathe in then. easy lmao get on my level' #she holds on to that thing from him even when it's been proved to be both impossible and ultimately untrue even in him #because uh. oh I'm about to be kind of sad for ianthe what the fuck is going on. he might actually have been the closest thing #to parental and especially paternal affection she's ever known. certainly known enough to try to model herself after #IMAGINE how fucked up the nine houses must be when augustine the first registers for anyone as a model of psychological survival #ianthe do you really want to be yourself completely so much that you're willing to be nothing. I mean yeah probably but. oh my god #gaining nothing at the cost of everything

[lucywucy126]

Day 3 - injured after a fight

#blue beetle #jaime reyes #khaji da #dc comics #jaime reyes week 1 #dc fanart #poor guy someone help him he’s going through it #no tienes nada Jaime it’s literally just a broken leg and a dislocated shoulder. estás bien -_- #it’s okay khaji da numbed him so he doesn’t actually feel all the pain #I swear I’ll get Jaime week done eventually