#npd rage

[drifting-bones]

i'm just so damn tired and i wish i could fucking erase them from my memory because every single good memory i've ever had with them has been fucking ruined

#vent blog #vent post #bpd #bpd vent #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd mood #actually paranoid #ppd #bpd fp #bpd splitting #bpd rage #npd rage #depressing shit #abandonment issues #attachment issues #personal vent

[venusfaierie]

the cluster b urge to repeatedly slam their head into a wall

#cluster b #actually bpd #actually borderline #actually npd #living with bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd feels #npd thoughts #npd mood #npd things #bpd rage #bpd mood #npd rage #narc rage #living with npd #bpd splitting #npd vent #bpd vent #homicidal ideation #atlas.txt

[liminal-feeling]

STOP FUCKING ANTAGONIZING ME IN FRONT OF YOUR FAMILY.

#cptsd tw #ventcore #traumacore #angercore #trauma tw #ragecore #bpd rage #npd rage

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

unfortunately for the both of us, i really like you

#bpd #actually bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd problems #actually borderline #bpd feels #bpd meme #bpd memes #paranoia #bpd rage #cluster b #cluster b culture #hpd #npd #bpd fp #actually mentally ill

[borderlineangel222]

i’m afraid that one day my anger will overshadow the little love i still have left for the world

#actually bpd #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #ptsd #bpd favorite person #being borderline #bpd anger #bpd blog #bpd thoughts #actually ptsd #cluster b #cluster b disorders #aspd #npd #bpd fp #bpd rage #trauma #ptsdawareness #post traumatic stress disorder #generational trauma #trauma survivor #tw ptsd #living with ptsd #daddy issues #mommy issues #borderline thoughts #diagnosed borderline #bpd splitting #bpd #bpd awareness

[bassalien4444]

you know the vibes

#4444 #222 #bpd mood #bpd rage #bpd vent #bpd #borderline thoughts #narcissist #i hate it here #localy hated #npd memes #bpd meme #mental health #vibes

[entombedego]

i hate it when i do something so well, but people fall blind to the way i shine and don't compliment me. i just did all that and you looked past me like im a mere ghost when i know im so more than that.

the world doesn't deserve me.

#i love being the best at everything but everyone else hates it #im a hater #haterism #girl interupted syndrome #girl interrupted #girlblogger #girlblogging #girl things #npd traits #narc posting #female hysteria #toxic #toxic mindset #toxic relationship #hell is a teenage girl #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked #female manipulator #female rage #adult human female #misanthropy #misanthrope #god complex

[bpdcodone]

Guys I might have to k-k-k-k-DJ KILL MYSELF

#cluster b #bpd life #did system #bpd mood #bpd rage #splitting bpd #bpd emotions #bpd stuff #i hate bpd #bpd problems #bpd splitting #bdp #bpd feels #system #bpd #actually bpd #bpd vent #bpd thoughts #bpd safe #bpd fp #bpd info #NPD collapse but with a BPD edge so whenever something bad happens whenever I’m grandiose I mood swing into shame and hating myself😁 #borderline things #bpd tag #cluster a #schizotypal #actually stpd #did community #tw sui vent #tw sui threat

[violentviolette]

genuinely nothing i hate more these days than the word "supply"

"narcissists need supply" "npd is the need for supply" "how to get supply" "what to do when u have no supply" ect ect into infinity. it's so unbelievably ableist and othering and disingenuous and the more i see other ppl with npd adopting this language the worse and worse its getting

"supply" is not some unique need that only we have. it's validation. it's attention. it's acknowledgment. its feeling valued and wanted and seen. it's a human need that literally everyone on earth has and requires for healthy mental stability. it's why isolation is considered torture for humans. but calling it "supply" as a shorthand because u dont want to write out all those specific words is a horrendous decision that only adds to pathologizing ur entire self and worsening ur disorder

the reasons people with npd seek out that normal human need in unhealthy and maladaptive ways and cannot generate those feelings internally is what makes things different for us. abuse means we were never taught how to properly develop healthy feelings and skills surrounding those base needs because they were used against us and exploited in abusive ways. thats what makes the way we seek it out and our inability to cope with its lack disordered symptoms. but the thing we are seeking, the validation and attention and acknowledgement, is not some "other" thing that only narcissists need and needing those things at all is not what means u have npd. npd is not at all, in any way, "the need for supply" and to say so is being hugely ablest.

there's been this trend of taking ablest language and stigma's against us because narc abuse ppl have flooded the lexicon with these terms and so they're the most well known and putting positive language around it and just using it like it's fact devoid of any critical thought or nuance. u see it with supply, with malignant or covert and overt narcissism, narc rage, ect. like. this stuff is othering and ablist and stigmatizing af at best and flat out incorrect at worst. there is no way to meaningfully reclaim that language and use it to describe our experience

the push to use buzzword language and label every emotion had by a cluster b with a Moniker does absolutely nothing to actually help ppl with these disorders better understand and learn to cope with them and in fact is actively harmful and patholigizing. u stop engaging with the actual real specific things ur feeling because u stop naming them, u put distance between the uncomfortable truth and urself by slapping a title on it and not fully engaging with it. all the while othering urself and ur needs. ur now no longer just a person with specific needs ur a "narcissist who needs supply" which gets watered down and misunderstood until everyone has a different meaning of the words and u cant have a useful conversation about peoples problems and struggles and the support they need

people with cluster b disorders are normal people. we are human beings. the emotions we experience, even the disordered ones, are human emotions that everyone is capable of. our needs are normal human needs that everyone has. the specifics of them will be different, the exact how and when and why will be different. lots of it will be disordered and unhealthy and incorrect by nature and need to be reevaluated or relearned or adjusted. but the core base emotions and needs that we have are *normal and human*

#jack.speaks #npd #npd safe #cluster b #cluster b pd #cluster b personality disorder #also im not trying to speak about this from a place of superiority #like i very much used to try and work within that framework and use this language too #ive used supply and narc rage to describe things #but the more i did and the more ive seen other people use it and it become the standard language #the more harm i think its doing and the more i think we all really shouldnt be using these words for our own sake

[drifting-bones]

i hope it's worth it! i hope pushing us away and losing the rest of your friends in the process is worth your shitty, toxic relationship. i hope you two have a great time knowing that you ruined things with the people who loved you more than anything. hearing that you feel guilty now after not giving a fuck for months honestly makes me overjoyed. i hope you rot in that guilt. i hope it fucking devours you.

#vent blog #vent post #bpd #bpd vent #actually borderline #actually bpd #npd rage #actually npd #npd safe #actually narcissistic #actually cluster b

[sleepystars-blurriedskies]

Not a Narc High or a Narc Crash but a secret third thing (Narc Rage)

#npd vent #actually narcissistic #narc rage #narcissistic personality disorder #almost got physically violent over someone failing at opening a capri sun #mainly cause he forced me to be stuck in traffic because of a lack of forethought #Awake To Post

[daffythefox]

Me: I have low/no empathy, but I still have a lot of sympathy and compassion. I'd say I still consider morality a lot when I'm doing things like this

Me, in the middle of narcissistic rage:

#actually npd #npd #actuallynpd #narcissistic rage #narc rage #me when i

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

me when my personality disorder actually impacts my life and doesn’t just make me a cool manic pixie dream girl (i will have this realization twice a week)

#bpd #actually bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd problems #actually borderline #bpd feels #bpd meme #bpd memes #paranoia #bpd rage #cluster b culture is #cluster b #cluster c #cluster a #hpd #npd #aspd

[nicepersondisorder]

bpd "they said something that sounded slightly off and now i'm convinced they hate me :((" & npd "i'm going to hate them back twice as hard because they were stupid enough to hate me"

#☆.txt #i promise i'll be normal in a munite (lying) #npd #cluster b #bpd #kinda vent #🖤 #so much rage in my average sized body

[entombedego]

i dont use my jealousy to sulk in a corner and cry. i use it as inspiration to be better than you, i will be jealous and only stop when im better and have more than you. im not jealous, im inspired to be better than you because i know that i am and will be everything you wish you were

#im a hater #haterism #girl interupted syndrome #girl interrupted #girlblogger #girlblogging #girl things #npd traits #narc posting #female hysteria #toxic #toxic mindset #toxic relationship #hell is a teenage girl #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked #female manipulator #female rage #adult human female #misanthropy #misanthrope #god complex

[bpdcodone]

When I’m on stimulants my NPD traits go BRRRRRRR and ngl I love feeling so confident in myself even if it’s a farce

#npd mood #npd? #covert npd #npd problems #npd posting #npd traits #npd vent #npd things #actually npd #npd safe #npd positivity #npd #npd culture is #cluster b #bpd life #borderline personality problems #did system #bpd rage #bpd emotions #splitting bpd #bpd stuff #i hate bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd mood #bpd problems #bpd splitting #bpd #actually bpd #system #borderline things