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#maybe he could touch them. hug them. maybe he'll learn to do it by then.
megatraven · 4 months
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it's been so long since i rewatched the Unsaid Emily episode of JATP but holy, shit does it still hit so fucking hard
when luke's hiding in the bushes outside of his parents' house because he misses them- misses his mother- and regrets the way he ran off, but was too proud to apologize. and maybe too full of guilt and regret to come back before he did what he set out to do.
but he missed her and she missed him and he wrote an entire song about it and his band sang it together and im just 😭😭😭😭
maybe after his band played at the orpheum he would have gone back. maybe he could have gone back and said "look! i did it! im sorry for leaving but i did it! can i come home now?"
maybe that would have been enough to start mending the gap
maybe they would have had a chance to play more than one song, and maybe the second would have been Unsaid Emily, and maybe she would have known. maybe she would have been standing by the door waiting for him to come back.
but he dies, and the song is lost for twenty years, and his mother never knew that he was so sorry or that he even thought about her after running away, not until julie.
he gets the chance to finally say everything he always meant to say to her, he gets to see his mother read his old words and read the love in them.
im nearly sobbing from this scene again it's so fucking good. so powerful.
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literaila · 2 months
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small talk
gojo satoru x fem!reader
summary: satoru has never learned the definition of "small talk" and you don't care to teach him
a/n: i was requested to hold off on the angst, so i decided to comply (very gracious, i know) so take a flashback fic, in which our characters lack all of their trauma (also I'm working on the next actual part and it... might take a bit)
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second year, month two.
“c’mon, nanami, you owe us," you're saying, laying across the couch in nanami's room, feet sore from walking around all day. 
it's only noon, and you already feel like you've suffered through several weeks of this. your only two classmates siding with each other almost always. 
except for now, because you're pouting. trying to convince kento that being a recluse will get him nowhere in life--you would know. 
“no, i do not.” 
you roll your eyes. “sorry? who sliced the curse in two before we even got the chance to look?" you ask, rhetorically. "oh, you? that’s right.” 
nanami shakes his head, but you see his lips twitch—about to give (another) involuntary apology. if you keep up the whining, he'll probably give you his firstborn. 
“it could be fun,” haibara adds, chewing on some weird candy he picked up at the convince store by your mission. it smells like a rotted corpse, which is what you told him when he offered to share. 
“i seriously doubt that.” 
“well, i seriously don’t care,” you tell him, “this is the first time we’ve been invited. unless you want to spend the next two years getting wedgies—“ 
“gojo can’t even touch me,” he argues, arms crossed. his eyes are unyielding as he stares at you. “and geto is more respectable than that.” 
haibara laughs, probably at the mention of a wedgie. 
“well, i wouldn’t know. but i’ll find out tonight when we all go with them to… wherever they’re going.” 
because you showed up a couple of weeks after the two of them, much to your dismay, you haven't become acquainted with your seniors or any of their quirks. it's honestly unfair. but neither of them seems to care about their upper hand or the fact that you're tired of being stuck around them all of the time. 
“i have plans.” 
“no you don’t,” you snort. “we’re your only friends.” 
“that’s not relev—“ 
haibara hangs on nanami’s shoulder, smiling at him with his puppy dog eyes. “kento, we have to go. i want to ask geto a couple of questions, and y/n’s already annoyed.” 
you huff, crossing your arms. you have a good reason to be upset. 
nanami looks at you, then sighs. “i already told you, it was a grade four, it didn’t even look ‘cool’ like the one you and haibara exorcised last week.” 
“i’m not talking to you.” 
haibara laughs, going to sit down next to you, ruffling your hair. it’s irritating, how nonchalant he is about this. like nanami didn’t steal your mission right in front of you. 
and kind of adorable. you lean into him, resting the side of your body against his arm. maybe his energy will mix with yours. 
“y/n, i already apologized.” 
you turn your head away from him. 
“this is very immature.” he gives haibara a pleading look. 
you can feel it as he laughs against you. 
nanami sighs. “fine. this once. if you ever ask again—“ 
you jump up, moving beside him to squeeze him into a makeshift hug (which he doesn’t return). “i knew you’d come around,” you say. because you did. nanami is notoriously easy to break, despite his untouchable demeanor.
nanami sighs again. more forlorn. “this is going to be a disaster.” 
and obviously, haibara takes this opportunity to move to his other side, participating in the group hug.
in all honesty, you’d expected more. 
it’s not that you idolize your upperclassmen—if they can even be classified as such—but seriously, after a year they haven’t come up with anything more entertaining than dragging someone’s tv into the common room and playing mario cart? 
you figured there'd be more excitement here. a lot more break-ins, and more chances for heroics. 
but, you remind yourself, trying to sit pleasantly, this is the first time any of you have been invited. the first time you've spent with geto, Gojo, and shoko without yaga hanging over your break, threatening all of them to be nice. you just want a chance not to be the only new one around. the least educated, weakest.
so you might as well try and enjoy it while you can.
besides nanami and haibara, you don’t have a lot of friends. you didn’t, even before you started at jujutsu high. you barely even had a family. 
so you’ll take what you can get (even if it's three people who speak in code and seem to do nothing but fight).
“oh, how’d that mission you guys went on go?” geto asks after he’s beaten haibara at a fourth race. “where was it?” 
“harajuku,” nanami says, sounding more like he’s telling you his grandma just died. 
“get anything cool?” gojo asks, leaning his head back against the couch so he can look at you upside down. his sunglasses are sliding off of his nose, and you blink. 
“we left pretty quickly,” haibara answers, for all of you. “it was just a grade four.” 
“they sent all of you for that?” shoko, who is pretending to read some sort of biology book right in front of the tv, raises her brow at you. 
at least there’s some common ground there. being the only two girls in a fifty-foot radius creates its own sort of bond. 
you’re about to remark something snarky about nanami and his control issues, but haibara is eager to please, so he says to her, “nah, it was supposed to be harder. grade two, they said.” 
“been there,” she answers. 
geto raises a brow, but his eyes don't move from the screen. “no you haven’t?” 
“listening to gojo’s story about that ‘grade one’ he ‘exorcized’ is basically like being there.” 
“hey, that was true!” 
the two of them give the boy a look, then resume their activities. nanami taking haibara’s place—not without some convincing—and the rest of you watching. 
wow, what a life for jujutsu sorcerers. 
you laugh at the thought and ignore the weird look shoko gives you. 
eventually, gojo makes his way from across the room, his chin resting on geto's temple, and sits on the floor next to you, long limbs getting in the way. 
you barely glance at him with your brows raised, then look back to the screen. nanami is surprisingly good at it. and you find gojo kind of... bizarre. he's always laughing, always leaning against something, and just his presence right next to yours feels like an intrusion. 
“so,” gojo whispers to you, schemingly. “gabumons better than agumon, right?” 
you turn to him, tilting your head. “what?” 
“kind of an unpopular sentiment,” he adds, “but true. i mean, c’mon, metalgarurumon? freezing breath? so cool,” he says, like you’re supposed to know what it means. he's got that same grin on--the one you've watched from across the courtyard, shaking his hand, and probably even that time you caught him napping on the dining table. 
“…what?” 
“satoru, leave her alone,” geto says because this must be a regular occurrence.
“i’m just making small talk!” 
shoko snorts. “i don’t think you’ve ever talked small a day in your life.” 
gojo opens his mouth but apparently has nothing to say about that. 
he sighs, leaning his chin on a hand, and watching the screen again. clearly, his classmates have ruined all of his fun. how is he supposed to mess with you in peace with them around?
when he catches you staring at him a moment later—mostly bewildered because you’ve heard many rumors about satoru gojo, and none of them involve him being a grumbler—he grins. “your turn.” 
“to what?” you say, hoping he doesn’t mean the game. 
he leans toward you. “to make small talk.” 
“i don’t think your turns over.” 
“you’re supposed to continue the conversation. answer my question…” he hints. 
“you didn’t ask a question,” you say, “just made a statement about what’s-your-mon and who’s-your-mon.” 
he looks around, outraged, like you’ve said something completely insane. 
you cut in before he can add anything, “and you know that small talk is supposed to be about, like, the weather, right?” 
“the weather? you’d rather talk about that than cyborg digimon?” 
“…i think so?” 
“ignore him,” shoko calls. 
but you can’t. there's something about him that gets under your skin. and, it's satoru gojo, he's intriguing in his own, annoying way. 
“fine. how do you like the weather?” he asks, tapping his fingers against his chin, smiling at you again. 
you pinch your lips together. “it’s fine. rainy.” 
he throws his head back, groaning. “see? this is boring. and so is this game, because suguru just beats everyone.” 
“i think nanami won the last round.” 
he gives you a ‘really?’ look, and you shrug. 
“do you guys do this a lot?” 
“do what?” 
you gesture towards the tv. “sit around and do nothing.” 
gojo scoffs. “this is very important, you know. we take video games very seriously.” 
you take a look at geto—who’s sticking his tongue out while he handles the controller—and haibara, who’s pointing at nanami’s face and laughing. 
you must’ve missed something. not that you've been paying much attention to the game, anyway. 
you've been mostly obsessing over your expressions, trying not to say anything out of place, and figure out how to speak to any of these people without sounding foolish. 
which, so far, hasn't gone well. 
“what do you guys do, then?" gojo asks, sarcastically. "meditation circle?” 
you snort. “study, usually. or hand-to-hand combat. haibara and i need the practice.” 
“shoko won’t spar with me and suguru can’t anymore after we accidentally put a hole in the gym wall last time.” 
“that was you? how do you accidentally break through concrete?” 
he shrugs, winking at you. “suguru’s flying frog things are heavy.” 
“flying frogs?” you say, skeptically. 
“oh, child,” satoru pats you on the head. “you’ve got lots to learn.” 
“apparently,” you say, and turn back to the tv, and the debate the four of them are having about character types or something. 
but gojo doesn’t move from his spot. he sits next to you for the next hour, and you learn, for the first time, just how insufferable he is. 
especially with his smile, which you find yourself staring at every couple of minutes. 
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fuxuannie · 1 year
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This is honestly my first time requesting anything so I'm kinda nervous ngl lol.
May I request some HCs with Dan Heng, Jing Yuan and/or Blade with a GN Reader who dislikes physical touches? As in, if someone hugs them and grabs their arm they recoil as fast as they can because they're uncomfortable? And will only be okay with physical affection when it's needed or if it's their partner?
Thank you for possibly considering this request, and have a good day or night :)
* pairing(s) : various hsr men (4) x gender neutral reader
* prompt : request ♡
* authors note : this request is SO me-core, as someone who's horrible with physical touch, i think im the best candidate for this /j thank you for the req and i'm honored im your first! this is really messy, im sorry T.T
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DAN HENG was one of the first people to notice your discomfort with physical touch when you joined the Astral Express. March 7th tried to cling onto you, but instinctively you moved out of her way. (and admittedly almost made her stumble and fall doing so.) Profusely apologizing for that little accident, but you never really let people hold onto you.
So when you two got together, Dan Heng was pleasantly surprised with how clingy you really were. Whenever he was working in the Archives, the arms wrapping his waist and leaning on his back couldn't have been anyone else, he didn't wanna ask or point it out, just incase you would've been embarrassed or awkward about it.
Not only giving, but receiving. You used to refuse any form of physical touch but now the way he holds you in his arms is a blessing. You fit so perfectly, like you were meant for him, and he's so glad that you are. He helped you learn to love touch, and you helped him realize he loved to touch.
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"I'll be there after work, I promise." You remember JING YUAN saying, and you told yourself you could survive a few hours waiting for him. So there you waited patiently, sitting alone on one of the outdoor tables by the restaurant you planned the date on.
It was almost time for him to arrive, and you were just happy you'd be seeing him soon, but you hear a throat clear behind you. You put your left arm by the back of your seat and turn around. "Hello there!" The man asked, a friendly smile on his face but something felt odd about it. A sixth sense intuition that somehow he didn't have the best intentions.
"You seem to be alone," Oh no. "I can give you a much better time." You force a laugh, flicking your wrist while doing so. "It's quite alright, he'll be arriving any minute now." And that seems to annoy the man, his kindness running thin. "Listen, he's clearly not interested-"
His hand goes up to grab your arm on the chair, but in one swift movement, you stand up and pull away. "Please. Do not touch me so casually." You say sternly, sending a glare towards the stranger. But the familiar feeling of a hand around your waist calms you down, you look at your boyfriend, who looks back at you apologetically. The man had long left, realizing who he may or may not have pissed off.
"I'm sorry I couldn't have arrived sooner." He says with a tired sigh. "It's alright, I'm glad you're here."
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BLADE doesn't exactly care nor mind, he wasn't much of a touchy person either. But he'll do the little things like locking arms or letting you hold onto him.
He will get annoyed and maybe even confront people when it comes to situations where he feels like he has to. His mere glare can send people off running, so you're greatful to have him around.
You did like it when he'd hug you or hold you. It was rare, but when he let himself rest for a few hours, you're his personal pillow for that time period.
Kafka would mess with him every once in a while, touching your arm and making you feel ever so slightly awkward and the glare Blade gives would scare any ordinary person. She loves the reaction she gets out of him, seeing you get pulled away and his hands on your waist posessively.
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"CAELUS, wait-" March 7th and Dan Heng tried to stop him, but suddenly the trailblazer walks up to you and wraps his arms around your figure. The other two expected you two slap him in the face, or something to push him away, but the way you payed no notice to the way he holds onto you surprises them.
"Whaaat..??"
"Oh! Right, this is my partner. Hehe." He'd snicker, already seeing March 7th's absolutely baffled expression. "You have a PARTNER??? AND IT'S (name)?!"
You're known in the Station for being a researcher who despised being touched, most people knew how passive aggressive you'd get depending on how you were touched, and the intentions behind it. "I'm the one exception to that whole thingy they have, I'm just really special." Caelus sparkled in pride, before clearing your throat. "You're about to lose that privilege if you don't let me go and look at some papers."
Caelus apologizes, pulling away as you huff. "Thank you." And you return to your work.
"I still can't believe Caelus pulls.."
"What in the GALAXY is that supposed to mean?!"
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magicalink · 10 months
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A Real Man
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(Art by @dFuma_pQr on Twitter)
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He knows how much you desire him. He can't be happier when you gawk at him from the other side of the screen. His heart fills with joy when he feels your thirsty gaze all over him, admiring him, calling him beautiful, letting him know just how crazy you are for him.
It doesn't matter that in your world, he's nothing but a bunch of pixels. Oh, no. In your world, he's less than all he's ever been in his. But that doesn't stop you from loving him. And that's what makes your love so special to him.
It's so unfair that you're so close yet so far away.
That you can't touch each other. It feels as if it's reality laughing in his face all over again. 
Finally, a person who likes him, who loves him, who recognizes him in all his perfectness. But you're out of his reach. Unable to receive the juicy rewards he wants to shower you in. Completely unaware of the fact that he's self aware, that he loves you, that his love is real.
That his feral desire for you is just as strong as yours for him. Or even stronger. Even more implacable.
Oh, the things he would do to you if he could!
He would give you all that you yearn for. Every tiny piece of him, he would let you savor them and lick your fingers afterwards.
If only.
If only he was a real man, he could be by your side and make you happy. To give you back all the joy and affection you've given him.
He's grateful every time you open the game and choose to play with him. It's obvious he's your main and your favorite. You've spent all your primos on him. You've given him a perfect weapon, you look for artifacts for him, determined to find the perfect ones some day. You take him in all your adventures, despite his tsundere attitudes towards you. You're his favorite too. His one and only, to be exact. 
He's just so happy when you speak to him, unaware that he can hear you, and you tell him about your day. He gets to learn more about your life. But it breaks his doll heart that he can't reply to you, that he's tied to limited premade phrases, that he can't tell you his thoughts, his neverending dam of feelings he has for you.
But you don't seem to care. You reply to his dumb observations of the weather and you never get tired of his super cute and adorable idle animations. He even enjoys doing them, because every time he gets an excited squeal from you. You even open the character menu and replay his dialogues every now and then. He'll never forget you even played his birthday phrase on your real birthday, so he was able to actually congratulate you on that day.
That day, he felt so connected to you. Like you finally had an emotional exchange, an interaction.
But it isn't enough for him. He wants to form part of your life for real. 
That's why he wishes he was a real man. This wasn't about being a puppet or an actual human any more. It was about not being a character in a video game. He wonders if the traveler, who is supposed to represent you in the game, is self aware too. Is she truly able to travel dimensions? Would she be able to travel to your world? Would she be able to take him to you?
Is there a chance for him to be a real man? To escape from his pixelated prison and cross that damned screen to hug you once and for all?
His mind goes wild, he thinks about possibilities all day.
Maybe if he altered the Irminsul? Would that affect your world? Is there a way to make his dream come true?
All those fake centuries of yearnings and desires of godhood, of greatness, they pale in comparison to how desperately he craves you. 
That's honestly all he wants.
He wants to be a real man. YOUR man. He honestly hopes you don't have a boyfriend in your real, truly three dimensional world. That would break his flat but very sensitive heart in two.
And if you do, and if he can't make his fantasies of crossing into your world to make you his into reality, he hopes he's a good man. Someone who treats you the way you deserve. Someone who takes care of your precious heart, the one that is so pure as to light up his miserable days with your kindness. 
If you have a man in that crappy world of yours, he better be the best one ever and shower you in better worshippings and affections than he ever could if he had the chance. Because had he ever heard that someone dared to hurt you, then not even the Irminsul or the Loom of Fate would be able to prevent his rage from reaching him and destroying him. 
That was the simple truth, it was clear to him. 
You deserved a real man. And he violently craved to be that for you. 
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Just a little drabble that crossed my mind. Still working on CITH, Assembled Love and requests 💜
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just-some-user-hunny · 7 months
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Jealous Pino headcanons
~⚜️~~⚜️~~⚜️~~⚜️~~⚜️~~⚜️~~⚜️~~⚜️~~⚜️~
(also note that I got this picture from Kkyos, please check them out!! Their lies of p stuff is great!!)
~ This new emotion would all but stagger him the first time he feels it. Perhaps a stalker appears a little too taken by you someday, loitering around you and filling your ears with sweet words and compliments.
Pino would find himself feeling irritated by this. His brow would knit and his eyes glare hard at whoever has your attention like this. He won't interfere, merely hovering close to you and staring cold daggers into the person. He'll make sure you're safe and ok, watching this person and eyeing them to make sure they don't make you uncomfortable.
~ Just him getting all tense when they hug you. Eyeing their hands that roam casually over your waist/back/shoulders. Still, he won't interfere- however you may notice his fists clenching a little, the sound of his legion hand clicking subtly.
~ Maybe later once you've departed from the stalker, he pulls you into a safe secluded alleyway and just eagerly tugs you into his arms, hugging you tightly to the point you feel your feet leave the ground and your lungs squeeze from the air leaving them.
His hands roam and settle on your waist, exactly where the stalker had touched you, and it's like he's trying to rub the ghosting presence of their touch off you. Like he's trying to erase it with his own hands.
Pino will simply stand there with you in his arms till he's satisfied, his nose ghosting over your hairline a little before he places you back down on your feet- looking you over once more. With his palms gently cradling the curves of your arms, he'll pull away and lead you back to the hotel- your hand clasped firmly yet carefully in his human hand, meanwhile you're just a flustered and confused mess.
~ He'd start to confront new feelings of
Insecurity. As a being not quite human nor puppet, he's always never given it much thought other than appreciating the strength he possesses to come out on top in battle. At first, he had felt a sense of pride whenever you marveled at his legion arm- impressed by its mechanic and strength. It was strong. He was strong, and he felt pride in knowing you saw him as that. Your protector.
However now you'll notice him start to be more and more hesitant of touching you with his legion arm, the steel intricate carved hand that would once gently curl within your own fingers in a kind embrace would now rarely even grace you with its touch. He'd be more adamant with touching you with his more 'human' hand, wanting to feel more belonging with you.
~ Pino would start having thoughts that would spiral whenever he thought too much about it. He's just a puppet. He's cold and made of parts, whilst you're warm and made of flesh and soul. Whatever could he give you that real man could...
~ Please just hold his face and assure him that he's more than just a puppet. He's your best friend and protector, as you are to him. That he so incredibly precious to you, and that you wouldn't want anyone else that isn't him. Poor pino would get all droopy eyed and puppy-like, finally embracing you with both of his arms and hiding his face into your stomach as you rub the nape of his neck and his scalp.
~ Once you've communicated everything and he's found peace, it is too tempting to tease him.
~ "You're a little possessive, you know that?" You'd giggle playfully, ruffling his fluffy locks of hair a little.
~ Pino would grunt softly, but not pull away- instead nuzzling his face closer into you and tightening his grip, only proving your point 😅
~ He knows he still has lots to learn when it comes to emotions and what makes him feel, but as long as he has your guiding and reassuring words, Pino feels like he could do anything <3
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nogenderbee · 4 months
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Hiiiii!!!! May I request MMJ Len, Niigo Kaito and Rui with a reader who hugs very hard, so she hugs them every chance she gets? Thanks!
Hello! Yes, of course! I actually think I had pretty good idea for it so I hope you'll like it just as much as I did! ^^
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♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ ℍ𝕦𝕘𝕤 ₊˚ˑ༄
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ MMJ!Len, N25!Kaito, Rui with reader who hugs them often
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ fluff
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ @bleachtheidiot @yulikesminori @toyaswif3y @bl4cktourmaline @indi-has-fallen
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✧ MMJ!Len never pulled back from your hug, maybe he wasn't always ready for it but he always accepted it with a smile on his face
✧ the funny part is that you can sometimes catch him off guard and you'll see him gently jumping in place before he completely freezes
✧ you... better make it clear to him that it's you or he may stay there for a while...
✧ it takes some time for him to return the hug when you're hugging him from behind but he won't hesitate for a single second if you're hugging him from front
✧ soon enough, he begins to test it as simple greeting
✧ after some time, it seems like he learned from you and he sometimes greets you by wrapping his arm gently around your shoulders to surprise you as well!
"Well hello! How's your day so far, dear?"
✧ he hoenstly wouldn't mind hugging you for the whole time but unfortunately... you both have things to do during it so you eventually have to part away...
✧ you once overheard how he rambled to his sister about how sweet you are for trying to surprise him each time with your hugs
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✧ KAITO always acts as if your actions meant nothing to him, heck he even pushes you off him sometimes!
✧ but pushing away only applies to first few times you try to surprise him... eventually he'll get used to it
✧ speaking of few first times... be prepared that he might accidentally hit you when you try surprising him by back hug. It's just reflex he has...
✧ but when some time passes, he'll stand there not hugging back but not pushing you away either, it's half success technically?
✧ it'll take you some time but if you're patient or stubborn enough, you'll eventually get him to barely wrap one arm around your waist
✧ he literally acts as if you could burn him or something, as if he's a kindergarten boy scared to touch a girl even if you're a boy
"What do you think you're doing?! Just get away eventually! You can stay for now but not forever..."
✧ even when he starte to like your hugs, he'll never admit
✧ he finds new excuses every time, just to explain his little blush that appears every time you catch him off guard
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✧ you and Rui are actually very similar with that little trait of course because he also likes to surprise you with hugs!
✧ to add onto it, he's rather touch starved so you're probably always seen hugging
✧ his duties are not a problem to him, he'll just carry you around as he classically does his stuff as if there's nothing out of the ordinary
✧ everyone in his group definitely start to get used to you two always clinging to one another, even if they had hard time doing so
✧ he always accepts your hug and turns around in a second to return your back hug, as if he needed just a milisecond to recognize it's his beloved partner
"Well hello there, darling! Seems you couldn't keep your hands away from me for any longer. Isn't that right~?"
✧ in short, it's almost impossible to catch this guy off guard... ALMOST
✧ when he's really focused on something, it's your time to shine! And he literally jumps in place with small, high pitched "eek"
✧ watch out tho, he'll do the same to you and when he catches you off guard, he'll tease the heck out of you
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loveydovey-leviathan · 11 months
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I know you've written HCs for the older brothers crying - so what about the younger bros? :00 (And possibly the undateables/Simeon, if it isn't too much trouble!) I'm just a sucker for reverse comfort content 😔✊
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crying hcs
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a/n planning on doing the side dateables in another post! it'll take a while tho since school is kicking my ass /_ \
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Satan:
He rarely ever gets emotional enough for this to happen now that he's learned to control his wrath. He might cry because of a particularly sad story he's been reading or maybe a cat he's taken care of fell sick, and while he can deal with that, it's when he gets so angry his mind knows the only other way to let everything out is to cry-- that's when it hits hardest. He sobs until he's left feeling cold and desolate.
There isn't any sign to know when he's about to cry, it just happens. He could be throwing tables and chairs across the room, he could be sitting quietly reading and the tears just appear. He's always surprised when it happens, he brings a hand to his face and becomes shocked when he sees them. He tries rubbing them away but once it starts, it won't stop anytime soon. If he isn't already-- he'll run to his room or somewhere else private. There, he buries his face into his arms and just cries. He sobs untils he's completely numb.
He won't do anything to try and get you to leave if you enter the room but he scoots away when you get closer. Giving him a hug really helps-- it won't stop him from crying but physical contact grounds him in a way. Carefully wrap your arms around him, he'll slowly sink into your chest and hug you back as gently as he can, like he's afraid he might hurt you like this. You don't have to do much after that, just sit there with him until he calms down.
He reacts pretty similarly if his brothers were the ones to find him, except he actively tells them to leave once they enter. They almost never listen and they know he needs someone right now, so they comfort him in their own ways. He just needs a person by his side.
Asmodeus:
It's no surprise to anyone but Asmo cries a lot. He cries to guilt people into giving him what he wants, he cries when he thinks he looks even more beautiful than he usually does, he cries when he's happy, when he's sad-- and he's not ashamed of it. During these light-hearted situations, he still makes absolute sure to look beautiful. His bottom lick quivers ever-so-slightly, his nose turns just the tiniest bit red and he wraps his arms around himself. Afterwards, he can quickly fix himself up in no time at all. Just a small swipe of tissue and a bit of a touch up to his make-up and outfit, then he's back to looking pretty in pink.
It's when he's insecure that he cries the hardest, and it always happens in his room. He makes sure to bury everything in the deepest crevices of his heart, almost never surfacing for anyone to see but sometimes it does and he can never truly stop the tears from falling, and on top of that-- he thinks he looks hideous like this. His chin scrunches up, his eyes turn red and he starts hiccupping. He desperately tries to wipe the tears away and act like this never happened but it won't stop-- his hands start shaking and he wraps his arms himself to try and calm down. He subconsciously rocks back and forth and he vaguely feels like he wants to faint. He won't leave his room for the rest of the day.
If you find him at his darkest hour, he furiously tries to rub the tears away and act like he wasn't crying his heart out. He wants to tell you to leave in his usual light-hearted tone but the words won't leave him. His voice is stuck in his throat. Close the door, walk towards the demon and give him a hug. If you're there, he stops crying quicker than he would've alone. Softly pet his hair and whisper sweet nothings, he thrives off of compliments-- even now.
If his brothers find him, he won't even bother acting like he's okay. He knows they'll see right through him, he just sits still as he weeps. Every brother has their own way of comforting him and while some of them are a bit unconventional-- the thought that they're trying their best to cheer him up makes it easier to silence his crying hiccups.
Beelzebub:
He's never been ashamed about crying. It's natural, so when he feels the tears come he lets them fall. He's always been one of the more emotionally intelligent of the brothers; he follows after Mammon in that way. He lets himself cry when he feels like it and he makes sure to comfort his brothers the best he can when he finds them sad as well.
He always starts by holding his wrist to his chest. He doesn't exactly know why he does it but maybe he just likes feeling small. He's big and protective, perfect to keep his family safe-- but sometimes he wants to be held as well.
If you find him like this, he'll appreciate a big hug. The ones where you squeeze with all your might like you want to wring out all the sadness away (he won't really feel it but he values the gesture). He'll hug you back, of course, and his hugs are known for being the best of the best. There, he'll tell you what's upsetting him, he trusts you-- you're his family after all.
It's pretty much the same when his brothers find him; a big hug and a long talk about why he's crying. He sometimes ends up sleeping in their room, feeling like they need to do more for their younger brother in times like this.
Belphegor:
The opposite of Beel in every sense. He hates crying, loathes how weak and tired it makes him feel. Sure, he might fake some tears to get what he wants (his brothers were always a bit too lenient with him), but actually letting out the sadness, anger and guilt he burdens? He despises it but he doesn't exactly wish for it to stop altogether. The torment of feeling this way reminds him of Lilith, the memory of losing her is painful-- but it's still a memory.
His lower lip quivers just the slightest bit before the tears start falling, and from there, he buries his face into his favourite pillow. It can get gross, there's snot and tears spread all over and it's always a hassle to clean-- but it's better than letting anyone but Beel and you see him like this.
When you see his face smushed against his pillow, you don't think anything of it. He's probably just sleeping as usual, but the small shake of his shoulders and low sniffles give him away. He won't move if you sit next to him but he'd appreciate it if you rubbed his back and stayed with him as he calms down or actually falls asleep.
His reaction will change depending on which brother finds him crying. If it's Lucifer or Mammon, he'll yell at them to leave. He tolerates Levi, Satan and Asmo, but Beel is really the only one he wants there. The familiar smell of food and the joy in his heart when his twin offers him food in an effort to cheer him up never fails to make Belphie smile.
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iskratempestmadness · 2 months
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The characters of "Baki the grappler" and the language of love
Baki:
Touching
Baki is one of the most tactile characters. And it is also important for him that you also express your love physically. Hugs, kisses, holding hands, even just a pat on the shoulder will do for him. It's just that it's important for him to feel that you're with him and you're safe.
Hanayama:
Gifts
He is not mercantile. He is not a materialist. Oh no. It's just that, as I've told you before, it's difficult for him to express his feelings in words. He is also limited in his actions. And he can't spend the desired amount of time with you. But despite this, he really likes to put on your smile when he gives you another gift.
Katsumi:
Time or quality forwarding time
Oooh, it's hard to define his love language, but still he tends to do just that. And he appreciates it. From simple silence in each other's campaign to experiments and joint hobbies. Why this particular view? He likes the idea of your memories together. Definitely in old age, the phrase " Do you remember how we learned to surf together? Yes, you often fell off the board. Hehe, it was a funny sight... Maybe we should go to the sea again, don't you think? "
Jack:
Words
It's difficult for him. He would prefer to show his feelings by actions. But he understands perfectly well how important words are. For him and for you. Jack tries to compliment you, thank you for even the smallest things, say "I love you" before going to bed, and a lot of similar things. It really means to him that you know that he loves you. And don't forget to return the favor. This boy needs to be praised as often as possible, he deserves it.
Retsu:
Help
Retsu is a conscious person and he prefers to show his love not by word, but by deed. It's just more practical. And it's also a way to make sure that everything will be 100% fine with you and you won't have to strain yourself over trifles. Like you came home tired from work and didn't have time to clean the house? It's not a problem, because he's already done it, there's no point in straining. It is important for Retsu that you are happy and comfortable, so he will do everything to make your life easier.
Shibukawa:
Time
For him, time is a resource. You know, when people get older, they start to appreciate time more. So he shares with you what is valuable to him. And he likes it. Perhaps before you entered into a relationship, he directed this resource only to himself, and he could not think that sharing it could be so pleasant. He shares it with you... Almost all the time. From reading a book together to training.
Yujiro:
Words
Yes, you can't tell from him, but this. However, this love language is different from Jack's love language. No cute phrases, no compliments. For him, it's trivial. He starts giving you advice, voicing his thoughts about certain situations. Do you think that this is not enough? Look who it is. This is Yujiro Hanma. He was always on his own mind. And it is difficult for him to open up to another person, there is a feeling of insecurity. So this is for him a manifestation of love in the highest degree.
Doppo:
Touching
Yes, he has lived enough, but touching is still important to him. It's just that they make it easier to express emotions and feelings. Like, he starts to feel worried about you when something doesn't work out, so he'll hug you, pat you on the back and say a few encouraging words. And reciprocity is also important for him, because there is nothing better than to return from training and receive affection from his beloved.
Olive:
Gifts
Well, what else? He likes to give gifts. And not just gifts, but the BEST gifts. Look, he has enough money to do this. So everything is most dear to you. And he loves your smile when you get them. She will always remain in his heart. And Oliva does not require gifts in return, your sincere reaction is really enough for him. However, he wouldn't mind accepting something made by your hands.
Shiba:
Touching
This guy just loves you so much that he can't keep his hands to himself. You are always happy with him, and his hands are always on you. In private, he won't let you out of his arms, in public, his hand is chained to your waist. And despite the appearance, Shiba is gentle, he is certainly ready to give you his love, but he also wants to receive something in return. Even a crumb will be enough for him. Just straighten his clothes or give him tired shoulders and it will make him shine.
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cactikiki · 2 months
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Name your headcsnons about our boi Kieran (Apologies if you have done this already)
I HAVE SO MANY. this is probably a fraction of my headcanons honestly but I don't remember them all lmao. HERE WE GO!
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Kieran
• he has anxiety, the tism™️ and BPD (twinning 🤝)
• stims include tapping his foot, rocking his hand to the side of him, bouncing his leg (or foot) when sat down. He also has vocal stims, which usually come from tunes or phrases he hears; wowzers is one of them!
• playing with his hair is a big stim. He ruffles it, pulls at it, twirls it, strokes it, runs his hands through it, etc. He likes how his hair feels and that's why so many of his stims involve it :]
• he often mutters to himself, whispering his inner thought processes
• his parents left years ago. He has no idea where they went, only knows that they didn't care about their kids. When he was young he was told they'd died, to 'protect' him. You'd think Carmine and the grandparents would've learned from that incident during teal mask, huh? (This is also the case for villain!Kieran, but normal Kieran would likely avoid ever meeting his parents)
• he is terrible at video games. Still, he likes playing them on occasion; definitely more of a 'cosy game' enjoyer with a biiiiit of threat. He'd play Minecraft, Stardew Valley and Terraria for example
• he's short right now– shortest of the friend group– but he'll eventually be pretty tall when he's 17. Shorter than Nemona and Arven at that age, but still tall enough that it shocks people at first
• chocolate wafer bars are his comfort food!
• his grandma taught him how to cook, while his grandpa taught him how to make tea and to knit.
• despite the above, he's not very good at cooking... he burns things. A lot.
• during his emoism™️ he would kick things, punch things, slam things etc and every time, he'd act cool about it until he was out of the room. Then he lets out a little owie or a hiss of pain </3
• started cursing more the moment his hair was tied up. He was convinced it made him sound more mature. Even after everything's said and done and he's doing better mentally + friends with Florian and co again, he can't quite shake the habit and curses every so often in conversation
• resting bitch face + talks in a 'moody' quiet voice a lot, leading people to think he's annoyed when he's actually feeling neutral or even happy
• if cat person vs dog person exists in the Pokémon universe, Kieran’s a cat person. I guess this means he likes Pokémon that are more like cats, whether they actually are cats or not
• he likes flowers a lot. That's it that's the headcanon. I think he'd like sketching them and studying them, maybe his original pokémon team and the open fields of Kitakami made him interested? And, funnily enough, his crush's name means blossoming, flourishing flower....
• he still stays up late and sometimes doesn't sleep at all, but this is much rarer now. Normally it's because he has a good(-ish) reason not to sleep– at least, that's what he says.
• applin was his first Pokémon!
• when he traded Florian an applin, Florian traded back a shiny applin. He actually started this search right after he left Kitakami, and found it a week before heading to Blueberry; he was prepared and wanted a good way to apologise. Of course, he didn't expect what'd happened with Kieran.
• Florian has a shiny furret. It was on his team when he fought Kieran and won; after Kieran boxed his own for being too weak. Ouch.... (based on the fact I had furret as one of my last pokemon when his ace went down </3) this is technically a Florian hc but!! It made Kieran rethink a little, later on. It was also extremely devastating at the time
• Kieran naturally gets really good at battling. He could 100% be part of the elite four or even the champion when he's older, even with him slowing down and doing battles just for fun
• Kieran doesn't always enjoy physical touch, but he's also pretty touch starved. He likes hugs and anything gentle, and usually only from people he knows well
Feel free to ask for more headcanons about him or candyapple etc in future, I love doing these posts!
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I have a request... Wally Darling x abused reader... like the reader was abused in their past before they moved to the neighborhood... if my request upset you, I don't mind if you don't do it!
Oh, megacandy420, I'd love to do this one!! (Nice name by the way, ha.) I do believe I have some experience with verbal and maybe even physical abuse myself so I think I could do these pretty well!! Okay here goes the headcanons!! Enjoy!!
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Wally x abused!reader headcanons🍎🩹
(Obviously a warning ahead for heavy mention of verbal and physical abuse and its after-effects.)
Saying sorry a lot
Saying sorry for saying sorry too much
Wally always just laughs, looks at you gently and says "there's no need to apologize, dear."
Tending to ignore when you feel uncomfortable, which Wally has learned to recognize
He does his best to keep you feeling happy safe and comfy
Dropping a dish and thinking "I'm so stupid", being on the verge of tears as you clean it up
Wally coming over to help and reassuring you that everyone makes mistakes
When you call yourself a screw-up or something like that he'll tell you "no, and I love you" over and over again until you don't say bad things about yourself anymore
Stiffening up whenever you hear someone using an angry tone, even if it's not directed at you
Wally is always there to comfort you
You used to flinch when you just started dating Wally and he'd try to touch your face, but now you relish the gentleness he holds your cheek with
Not making any decisions purely for your own happiness (ex: getting yourself something nice or choosing what to eat for dinner)
Wally likes to get you little gifts so you know you matter to him
He tries to get you to do things purely because you want to do them, not to make anyone else happy
If you're ever standing around or whatever in a tense pose, he'll gently come in from behind and hug you
He'll ask you if you want anything from the store and insist it's no problem when you ask if he's sure
Laying in bed or on the couch and suddenly feeling like crying for no particular reason at all
He'll lay by you (either facing you or big spooning) and whisper to you and stroke your hair
He often wonders to himself why someone would ever treat you that way
If he ever met them he'd steal their kneecaps
Venting to him about your abuser or stuff that's going on right now
He just stares at you with a smile and nods while he listens
When you're done he pulls you close and makes sure you know that he loves you and that you deserve the world
Sometimes you'll fall asleep that way, laying with him as his arms are wrapped around you, stroking your hair and whispering to you...
These might've been influenced a but too much from my own personal experience, but I tried not to let it get too specific, heh. I actually think these helped me a bit with working through my own stuff, and I hope you liked them too!! Thanks so much for requesting these!! I look forward to writing more in the future!! Much love!!!
ヽ(>∀<☆)ノ
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fl3shm4id3n · 4 months
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Bₑᵢₙg ₐ 'bᵢₘbₒ' ₐₙd ᵢₙ ₐ ᵣₑₗₐₜᵢₒₙₛₕᵢₚ wᵢₜₕ: ₑₑₜᵤ
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ᴘᴀɪʀɪɴɢ: ᴇᴇᴛᴜ x ꜰᴇᴍ! ʜᴜᴍᴀɴ! ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ
Tw: mentions of humans and that's it.
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Who would of thought Eetu would end up being with a human. The first time he saw you, he thought you were a flower. How could he not? You were decked out in pink and somewhat blended in with the flowers. That's how he began to call you syulang, because you his flower.
For a long time, Eetu disliked humans. For the harm that they've done. Who wouldn't? He thinks that humans destroy everything they touch, but when you came into his life, he had a change in mind. Maybe not all humans are evil like the RDA. After all, you were from the resistance.
Eetu has never had a mate, so this whole relationship thing is new to him. Specially being with a human, he knows nothing about humans, but he is willing to learn about you. He loves to learn new things, specially when it comes to you.
He likes to watch you do your makeup. You had to explain to him what makeup was. He thought it was human war paint, but when you explained the difference, he understood. He loved watching you apply on your glittery eyeshadows, blush, eyeliner, and put on your fake lashes.
Half of the time, he is asking what product was what. He really likes highlighter for some reason. He asks if he could put it on you. At first he tried using your makeup brush, but it was too small for him to hold, so he just used his index to put on your face. He couldn't help but feel his tail wag every time he does.
Another thing that he likes, if how your lipstick stains on his skin when you kiss him. On the lips, cheek, or forehead. He loves it. Sometimes he asks if he could get a kiss on his forehead. He'll be walking around with your kiss stain in his forehead, right between his face paint. It might be small, but he loves it. He's careful in trying not to smudge it. But in general, Eetu loves your hugs and kisses. He is very affectionate lover and so are you. Both you and him can't keep your hands away from one another. Literally.
When it comes to your outfits, he likes to see what you're planning to wear. You give him a little fashion show and ask if you should wear whatever outfit you had planed on wearing. He'll give you his honest opinion, he'll also compliment you on your outfits. Whether is a dress or your pink track suit, but what he'd really love to see you wear, is his clan's attire.
Since he knows that you have a love for pink, he tried to find you or make you stuff using pink materials. If doesn't mind, he loves to make stuff for you. He made you a songcord, normally na'vi have them, but he thought that you should have one. Its made out of various pink colors, from the string and beads.
Along with giving you pink or similar colored flowers. He loves seen how your cute little face lights up the sight of him bring you flowers. It makes him happy hearing you do that cute little squeal of excitement.
To his surprise, Zomey likes you. At first it worried Eetu that she'd try to eat you or hurt you, but turns out, she likes you. A lot. That made him very happy, his two girls getting along. He's seen how you treat her, he finds it cute when you tie little bows on her antennas or on her headpiece.
He loves to take you on flights, specially when you've been copped up in the lab all day and are in need of fresh air. If you're scared, don't worry, he's holding you the whole time and Zomey is also cautious.
When you and him are in the forest, he likes to help you get around. He know that you're able to get around, since you've been around the forest for many years. But he still likes to lend out a helping hand. He doesn't help holding your hand or even picking you up. Sometimes he gets you to hop on his back, while he climbs high places.
He loves to take pictures with you, he's not familiar with human technology so might teach him how the camera works. His favorite part is when he gets to keep the pictures of the two of you. Your smile being his joy.
Another human thing that he learned, was about music. He grew interested, learning about the many kinds of music the humans made. He'll listen to whatever music you're into, whether is pop, punk, metal, rap. He'll listen to it no problem. He'll even try to learn the lyrics to your favorite song, so that he could sing with you.
Since Eetu had learn things about humans, you also decided to learn more about his clan. It made his heart warm up, seen you learning the Aranahe Clan. He's becomes your teacher in a way, he loves teaching you everything that you wish to learn.
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lovefromremus · 1 year
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AFTG Headcanon Series [1] Andrew
hi everybody! a new series im doing which is basically complying loads of random headcanons on characters! this first part is Andrew!
part 1, part 2
Andrew's favourite colour is green. Not necessarily grass green, or even sage green, but a deep darker green. Kind of like the colour of leaves deep in the forest. The colour is calming, and he often finds himself leaning towards the colour in various different items - jumpers, mugs etc
He hates bananas. Don't ask me to expand, he just hates the texture and the peeling and the skin and the way they look bruised
Andrew has a really bad habit of picking at his cuticles and nails, it's so bad that he buys that disgusting tasting solution thing to put on his nails so he stops
When Neil becomes closer with Jean, Andrew inevitably finds himself speaking to him more as well. And when he finds out that Jean has gone through the same abuse he has, he finds himself silently relating and trusting Jean much more than before. It's both comforting and irritating.
On bad days, when they have the cats, Andrew is calmed by the light weight of Sir or King on his chest, and often strokes their fur when he can feel himself slipping away
He grows to like Katelyn. Not necessarily appreciate her or think about her when it is not 100% needed, but when he does find himself in her company, he respects her more than he ever expected to
When Nicky finally leaves for Germany permanently, Andrew Skype's him every Monday and Friday - it's hard with timezones but they make it work. Andrew will tell him how much he actually appreciates it at some point.
He has two tattoos. Medusa on his right arm, just below his shoulder, and a small '10' directly above his heart
He absolutely ADORES Chinese takeout. Literally anything from there he will just about inhale
Andrew has a habit of doodling on his hands!!!!! When he's bored in class he'll draw little random things whether it be patterns, keys or smoke. Sometimes, shamefully even, a little fox
Andrew doesn't immediately become 'fixed' when he and Neil start their relationship and nor does his recovery speed up. But the one time during his stay at Palmetto he nearly cries, is when Cass tries to approach him after his and Aaron's trial and Bee is the one to stand in her way
There are very few times Andrew is okay with being touched by someone who isn't Neil. However, Andrew can admit (at least, to himself) that occasionally when he does need it, he goes to Nicky for hugs
He loves to read!! But he has to use reading glasses. Neil squeals every time he puts them on
ANDREW. BLUSHES. EASILY.
Andrew loves crystals. It's not that he believes in anything different types are said to help with or do, but he likes reaching into his pocket and feeling their smooth weight
He also likes the way they look on bracelets and has a rose quartz one <3
Andrew in pink I'm sorry but like a pink oversized sweater that was originally Neil's? Crying.
I know it's set in a time period where it doesn't exist yet, but can you imagine Andrew with unlimited access to Disney+ ? He would adore it
Instant noodle lover
Personally I think he would hate fizzy drinks? Like any type of soda. EW no. Maybe this me projecting a little
HIS FAVOURITE FRUIT IS CHERRIES HE COULD EAT A WHOLE BOX AT A TIME
Allergic to peanuts, as is Aaron ofc
When Andrew experiences his first year pro, he also experiences his first year alone in a while. No family around to annoy and protect, no Neil to talk to. It was sad, and for a while he found himself extremely lonely. But eventually, he learns to express these feelings and Neil helps as much as he can
Never gets over his fear of flying
He smiles. Eventually.
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makeitmingi · 6 months
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Cause Baby You're My Muse [Chapter 49]
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Genre: Romance, Idol!AU, Music, Slight angst
Pairing: Mingi x Reader (y/n)
Characters: Producer!Reader, IdolLyricist!Mingi, IdolProducer!Hongjoong, Idol!Seonghwa, Idol!Yunho, Idol!Wooyoung, Idol!San, Idol!Yeosang, Idol!Jongho, cameo(s) by other celebrities
Summary: You always preferred producing underground, having an unknown face and governed by your own rules. But when you start freelancing for idol groups, you say goodbye to your lone wolf lifestyle as you learn to work with idol producers and lyricists.
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When your alarm rang, you reached over to turn to it. You've been awake for god knows how long, just staring at the ceiling. Your body felt heavy and the tightness in your chest made it hard to breathe.
"Indi?" You heard Hongjoong's voice. You were surprised but nonetheless, you pushed yourself to sit up, seeing your big brother stand at your bedroom doorway. For a second, you had forgotten he was one of the people with the passcode to your home, for emergency purposes.
"Are you alright? Wow, you look awful." He blurted out, looking at your pale, messy appearance.
"Gee, thanks. Exactly why are you here again?" You frowned.
"Eden told me you called in sick and I wanted to check in on you. Mingi is at practice so I came." He frowned in worry.
"Oh, yeah. I was just feeling a little unwell..." You lied. He came to you and put his hands on your forehead before moving them to your cheeks. You leaned into his touch.
"Hmm, you don't feel very warm. You probably overworked yourself. Don't worry, I'll take care of you." He patted your head.
"There's no need, Joong-"
"Shush. Let me. Now you rest while I order food." He tucked you back under the blanket but he perched himself at the edge of the bed, focused on his phone to order you food.
"Joong, you already have 7 children to take care of. Really, I'm fine on my own." You sighed, hugging the pillow to your face.
"You're my baby sister, it's my duty to take care of you too. Plus, Seonghwa's with the kids, he'll be fine... I hope." Hongjoong grinned. You scoffed but couldn't help the laughter that escaped you at how Hongjoong casually left Seonghwa to the wolves.
"You know if he can't beat them, he'll join them, right?" You raised an eyebrow at him. Hongjoong shrugged and came over, getting under the covers with you.
"What are you doing?" You stared at him.
"You need some big brother loving." He laughed and wrapped his arms around you, pushing your head to his chest.
"What's gotten into you? You don't usually like this sort of thing, like physical contact." You chuckled, words muffled by the way you were smushed against him, but you didn't deny him or push him away.
"Like I said, you need some loving. Plus, I haven't been able to come spend time with you since I've been occupied with comeback preparations ." He confessed.
"Joong, you know I don't blame you, right? It's normal for you to be busy during comeback preparations." You looked up at him.
"I know. I just can't help but feel guilty. You know, since I basically adopted you as my sister." He sighed, hugging you tighter. You continued to laugh, not at him exactly, but more of how serious he was taking this older brother role. You hummed and draped an arm over him to hug him.
"Sleep. I'll wake you up when the food is here." He told you, stroking the back of your head..
"But I just woke up before you came." You lied. In fact, you haven't been able to sleep for the past few days, you've just been caught up in your head where you couldn't sleep.
"Just sleep more, you look like you could use it." He chuckled. You lifted your head again to glare at him.
"For saying that, you must now sing me a song to help me sleep." You slapped his arm.
"Fine." He began to sing a random song. Maybe it was the combination of the song, sleep deprivation and Hongjoong's sense of protection but you were lulled to sleep very quickly.
You didn't know how long you slept for but you assumed it wasn't too long because Hongjoong woke you up to tell you that the food was here. He brought a tray with rice in the soup and side dishes from your fridge that Mingi gave you.
"I'll feed you." He grinned and pulled a dining chair from outside to sit next to you.
"Joong! There's no need!" You groaned as you felt your cheeks heat up. He pouted with a small frown and shook his head.
"No! Now don't be stubborn!" He scolded.
"I'm seriously not that sick." You argued but Hongjoong held the tray with the bowl away from you. As if to say, if he doesn't feed you, you won't get to eat anything.
"Fine." You sulked.
"Ah~" He cooed, blowing at the spoon of rice and soup to make sure that it was cooled enough. You glared at him but opened your mouth for him to feed you. The victorious smirk on Hongjoong's face while you were chewing made you want to sock him. He reached out to pat your head.
"Good girl." He complimented. You reached over to grab a tissue to wipe your mouth.
"Seriously, don't you have other things to do? It's comeback prep season, Joong." You folded your arms, raising your eyebrows at him. He shook his head and held another spoon of food out to you.
"Wooyoung seemed excited on the collab cover you're working on with him." Hongjoong said.
"Yeah, we're looking at what genres we can work with." You nodded.
"He's a hard worker. Once he sets him heart on something, he'll make sure it's the best of his ability. He'll give it 110% to ensure it's perfect." Hongjoong told you proudly.
"Not just Wooyoung, all of you are like that... You're all so proud of your craft and anyone can see that you genuinely love music, performing and being on stage." You smiled softly.
"You've all proven yourselves to be talented and worthy of the stages you perform on."
"And yet, people seem to continuously short change us. I don't know how to consistently shield the boys from that." He sighed. You felt for Hongjoong, he carried all this on his shoulders. He felt responsible for not protecting his members when disaster strikes.
"You're already giving it your all and I'm sure the rest is grateful. You can't protect them from everything, Joong. The world is too cruel to take it all on your own." You reached out to squeeze his hand.
"You're right." He nodded, feeding you another spoon of food.
"But I'll do it, for them, for you." He smiled. You felt tears well up in your eyes as you pressed a hand to your eyes.
"Indigo! Why are you crying?! What's wrong?" Hongjong panicked, putting the bowl of food down and moving to stroke your back. He comforted you.
"It's okay, you'll feel better soon." He obviously thought you were just crying from being sick. But it was a lot more than that.
"It must be painful being sick. It's okay." He cooed, soothing you like a mother coaxing her child.
It was going to be hard when the boys were not going to be around anymore. This is why you didn't like getting close to people, one day, you would always find yourself walking away from them. You found that caring about yourself was the only way you could protect your heart, you didn't like being vulnerable.
"Do you want some medicine? It'll make you feel better." He grabbed a tissue and gently pulled your hand away from his eyes. Very softly, he wiped the tears off your cheeks.
"I'm sorry." You shook your head as you cried.
"Silly girl, what are you sorry about? Everyone gets sick." He chuckled, patting your head.
"When you finish your food, you can take some medication and rest, alright?" He hugged you, tucking your head into the crook of his neck.
You wished you could tell him why you were crying, tell him that you're gonna miss him and that him being so nice to you was just going to make things harder.
"Pretty girl, no more tears." He whispered, wiping your cheeks with a soft smile. After that, he fed you the remaining bit of food, he wanted to make sure that you had a full stomach before giving you any medicaiton to eat.
"Where are your painkillers?" He asked since you told him your 'head was hurting'.
"The drawer by the sink has a medicine box of sorts. The bottle should be in there." You told him. You heard him rummaging through the kitchen before coming back.
"Here you go." Hongjoong put two pills in your hand and gave you a glass to water to drink it with. When you were done, he placed the glass on the side table then properly tucked you in.
"I'm just going to do the dishes. I'll be back." He smiled.
"Just leave the dishes on the rack, okay Joong? I'll put them back later, it's no big deal." You said. While listening to Hongjoong do the dishes outside, you were on your phone, texting Mingi about how you were. You assured him there was no need to ditch training to come take care of you.
"Done." Hongjoong came back in when he was done. He slid under the covers beside you and you scooted close to him. He laughed at your actions and wrapped an arm around you.
"Are you comfortable?" He asked, hugging you to his side. You let out a small hum.
"Good. I don't just cuddle with anyone, you know. I'm not a skinship person." He joked. You rolled your eyes with a grunt but still snuggled close to him.
When you were asleep, you didn't hear Mingi come in. Truthfully, the giant had been asking Hongjoong for regular updates on how you were. He was worried hearing that you weren't feeling well.
"Hyung." Mingi whispered. Hongjoong looked up from his phone, putting a finger to his lips to hush your lover.
"Is she okay?" Mingi asked, reaching out to touch your forehead. He then went over to Hongjoong so they wouldn't have to whisper over you and risk waking you.
"She's fine now. Fed her and gave her medicine. She's been sleeping quite a bit so I think it's exhaustion." The captain said and looked down at your sleeping face. Everyone knew of your tendency to overwork and overexhaust yourself.
"I wish she would take care of herself more." Mingi sighed, shaking his head.
"It's normal with producers, you know that." Hongjoong raised an eyebrow. He too was guilty of overworking and being so sleep deprived, that's when Seonghwa had to step in to care for him.
"I want to stay with her a little longer." Hongjoong told Mingi before the giant could ask the captain to leave.
"Sure, hyung. I wasn't going to ask you to leave anyway. Thanks for coming to take care of her though." Mingi chuckled.
"Not like I would have left. And of course I would come take care of her, she's practically my sister. But I haven't been a good brother to her." The captain glared at the taller.
"I'm sure she would beg to differ, hyung." Mingi smiled, knowing you all too well.
"You're right." Hongjoong nodded.
"Well, I'm going to continue working outside." Mingi informed. He was honest when he said that he wasn't going to ask Hongjoong to leave at all. Actually, Mingi came home earlier just to make sure that you were really okay. Now that he knows that you are, he was more relieved and able to focus on his work.
"I love you." Mingi leaned over to kiss your head before going outside to work at the dining table.
Sure, Mingi was a little jealous that another man was in bed with you, holding you. But Hongjoong did use his off time to come and take care of you, which Mingi was grateful for.
"They're practically siblings, it's fine." Mingi told himself, taking a deep breath as he typed away on his keyboard.
"Mings...?" You stood there at the doorway, half asleep. Mingi looked at the clock, not noticing that he's been working for 3 hours already.
"Hey, baby. How are you feeling?" Mingi stood up immediately. He walked over to engulf you in a big hug, his cheek nuzzling against the top of your head.
"Feeling okay... Joong's asleep..." You mumbled.
"Yeah, let him sleep. He needs it too." He chuckled, kissing your temple. He led you to the couch, sitting you on his lap.
As you leaned against him, Mingi stroked your hair. He noticed you acting different the past few days. When he video called you, your smile didn't reach your ears. When you spoke to him on the phone, you sounded tired and there was no more energy in your voice.
"So how was practice?" You suddenly asked, breaking him out of his thoughts.
"It was good. Did some vocal training." He shrugged. His arms instinctively hugged you tighter. Just his warmth and scent could make you fall back into another slumber.
"Falling asleep on me again?" He laughed. Even if he made fun of you, he still loved that he had this effect on you.
"You're nice and warm to sleep on." You murmured sleepily. Mingi moved so you could rest your head against his chest comfortably.
"Sleep then, baby." He encouraged.
"No, I need to work. I've been sleeping the whole day." You sat up, rubbing your eyes. Mingi watched you go into your studio, turning on your system and sitting down.
"But you're not well, baby. That's why you told Eden you weren't going into the studio today, right? He would understand that you need to rest." He stood behind you, turning you around in your chair so that you could face him. His hands came up to hold your cheeks to check your temperature.
"I'm fine, Mings. I don't feel sick anymore. Don't worry." You laughed, putting your hands over his. He didn't look convinced.
"And I'm with you here and Joong sleeping in the room. At most if I faint, I'll be at home and you two will be here to call the ambulance." You joked. Mingi frowned at your words.
"Geez, I'm just kidding. Don't look at me like that." You slapped his arm.
"I don't like those sort of jokes." He scolded, crossing his arms. You leaned in to peck his lips before turning back to your computer.
"I'm really okay, Mings. I'll even leave the door open so you can come check on me any time you want while you work too, okay?" You negotiated. Mingi looked at you but sighed in defeat.
"Only for a while, we'll eat dinner after." He said. You nodded, saluting at him. Laughing, he leaned over to give you another kiss and walked back to the living room.
"Indigo? She's in the studio... I tried to stop her, hyung. But you know she wouldn't listen to me." You heard Mingi speaking to someone, you assumed that it was Hongjoong, who had just woken up. You rolled your eyes hearing your boyfriend tattle on you. Hongjoong's shuffled over to you.
"Excuse me. Why are you working?" He asked, putting his face right in front of yours. He even gently knocked your head with his knuckle like knocking a door.
"Because I feel better AND I have deadlines." You raised an eyebrow at him with a scoff.
"I was supposed to accompany you to nap and yet, I woke up in bed alone." He frowned, knocking his forehead against yours.
"You need to sleep too, captain. You've been too busy with this comeback period and making sure the boys are where they need to be. Actually, you probably need more sleep than me." You said.
"True!" Mingi voiced.
"Whose side are you on, Song Mingi?!" Hongjoong yelled.
"By the way, while you two sort your... discussion about who deserves sleep more... I'm going to order dinner. Is seafood stew okay?" Mingi appeared at the door way, leaning against the frame as he ignored you and Hongjoong's tiff.
"That's fine. Thanks, Mings." You smiled. Hongjoong hummed and nodded his head in agreement. Mingi gave a thumbs up and went back to his spot in the living room.
"Maybe you can help me." You suggested. Hongjoong didn't protest, taking a chair and sitting beside you.
"What are you working on?" He looked at your screen.
"I'm rearranging the song for Wooyoung's cover. Tell me how I can accentuate his vocal tone using a beat. I know his voice is a little air-ier than the rest." You said.
Hongjoong gave you advise, helping you work to rearrange the original song's beats to fit Wooyoung's style more.
"Okay, producers. The food's here. No more work." Mingi entered, clapping his hands.
"Hang on." You said.
"No. Baby, you promised you would stop when dinner was ready." Mingi reminded. You pouted but knew that Mingi wasn't going to budge. You obediently saved your work and went out of the studio. While you washed your hands, Mingi leaned on the counter beside you. He wrapped an arm around you waist.
"My workaholic." He chuckled, leaning in to kiss you. You smiled into the kiss. Mingi loved teasing your workaholic tendencies. Hongjoong clearing his throat made the two of you pull away.
"I would not want to throw up before I even eat dinner." He crossed his arms.
"Oops." You giggled, patting Mingi on the hip before walking to the table with the bowls of rice.
"Let me scoop the soup." You grabbed the ladle to begin serving the soup into each person's bowl, portioning the seafood while Mingi took the seat beside you.
"Oh, let me get the sauce dishes for the dip." Mingi stood up and went to get the small dishes to pour to seafood sauce onto.
"We can cook ramen in the soup later." You told them as you took your seat. The soup looked good, filled with loads of seafood and vegetables. You all dug into the delicious, warm stew with rice. It was satisfying and comforting.
"This hits the spot, it's good." You smiled happily, making Mingi and Hongjoong laugh fondly at you.
As Hongjoong and Mingi were having a conversation, the guilt sunk in. One was like your older brother and one was your boyfriend. And yet, they're the ones you've been keeping secrets from.
It made your chest feel tight at the though of it. They didn't know what has been going on. But you couldn't bring yourself to.
So how could you possibly tell them that you were leaving?
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x-liv25-jamieswife · 15 days
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pleaeese Savannah and Grayson headcannons (no pressure though) ❤️
savannah and grayson head canons
i'd love to make some. absolutely love making head canons so it's honestly no problem since i enjoy it. hope you like these<3.
savannah knows grayson plays the piano and wants to learn to so grayson will sit down with her like once a week and show her how to
they both have a pen collection, and, when they go out, sometimes they'll buy each other pens they think the other would like
savannah also loves swimming so sometimes she'll join gray in the pool and they'll just swim in silence
savannah sometimes asks gray for advice but she's always very reluctant to do it
grayson absolutely can't stand duncan (savannah's shitty ass bf) and punched him once. savannah got mad at him but was secretly very grateful.
when they go out, people think savannah's his long lost twin bc they look so similar.
savannah has never really been into skincare and stuff cause she just never picked it up so grayson shows her the basics cause he absolutely loves it.
grayson attends all of her basketball games and cheers for her.
when she has panic attacks (caused by fucking duncan cause he fucking sucks), grayson will sit next to her (without touching her cause she doesn't like when people touch her when this happens) and talks her through the panic attack. he'll sit there and tell her to breathe in and out until she calms down. savannah will then sometimes lean in for a hug (grayson doesn't initiate it because he knows savannah isn't super keen on physical touch)
savannah found tons of baby pictures of him and teases him about it.
gray is one of the only people who makes her smile.
at first, savannah didn't like him and thought he had it out for her family (we know this already), but she slowly warms up to him the more she finds out how dorky he is.
they play basketball together (@lanterns-and-daydreams came up with this one, my new moot), grayson didn't know how to properly play and he kept dropping the ball on his head.
grayson does savannah's hair. at first grayson didn't know hot to but he made avery teach her/watched her stylists so he could do sav's hair(@catapparently)
he calls her sav and she calls him dork/gray.
sav's a harry style and sabrina carpenter fan (as well as a swiftie) and introduces them to gray (he loves sabrina's new song espresso)
savannah loves tea so grayson makes her some sometimes
savannah will call him the most foul names and gray will just sit there like ok maybe i deserved it
they watched pride and prejudice together and eat popcorn
they love historical tv shows with romance and watch some together
they go on runs together. once gray fell in the mud cause he got too distracted making sure savannah didn't get hit by a car while on call with duncan trying to convince him to leave her tf alone.
gray loves buying her (and gigi) flowers
savannah and gray are always trying to calm gigi down whenever someone gives her coffee. they'll be running after her, calling her name, tripping over their feet trying to make sure she doesn't accidently commit arson.
grayson fantasizes about murdering duncan and sav knows about it
sav knows about gray's emo phase and uses it as blackmail. she found pictures of him during that time and tells him that if he doesn't give her his entire pen collection, she'll post them. gray manages to convince her otherwise (sav is mostly just bluffing, mostly)
they both buy clothes for each other cause they love fashion
they sometimes have these challenges where they have to dress the other up
sav steals gray's suit vests bc she looks really good in them (they're oversized but not too oversized). gray loves when she does this cause it makes him feel loved.
they both have candle collections and steal from each other
they have spa nights together where they just vent.
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j-nope-not-today · 1 year
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Hi! May i request some hcs of the tmnt boys reacting to their pregnant s/o getting kidnapped by the foot (and maybe going into labour), because they intend to take the baby/raise them to be a weapon? Please and thank you!
TMNT reaction to pregnant s/o being kidnapped
A/n: Thanks so much for requesting! I hope you like it!
Raphael
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He was beyond mad that you had been taken by the foot.
I mean how could he let something like this happen?
He definitely takes all the blame for it happening
But he most definitely gets you back
Ain't no way the foot is getting away with something like this.
And as soon as he gets you back you are not leaving his sight.
Not you or the baby.
Your gonna have to give him a few weeks to realize that it's not his fault
He's just so scared of losing you both
So he's gonna be wayy more protective than before.
Any foot member that helped take you is no longer breathing
He's so upset he missed the birth 🤧
He was looking forward to it and he missed it bc of those jerks
So he's definitely gonna be all over your baby bc their just so precious!
He's gonna be so excited to hold them and hold you and gosh does he love you both!
Rest assured nothing like this will ever happen again.
Leonardo
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He is absolutely distraught
Nothing could be more devastating than having come back to find you had been taken
He is on his way to rescue you and his baby the moment he finds you gone
And the people who helped take you both? Goners.
He was never gonna let something like this happen ever again
And he's so all over the both of you when your in his arms again
Console the poor boy.. he's gonna be so upset he missed the birth
He's gonna be so very protective of the baby and you once your back in the lair.
Although he may lessen up over time.
He's never gonna stop being protective..he can't have anything else happening to either of you.
Your both his entire world and after what happened there's no way he's gonna let up.
Donatello
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He's never been angrier in his life
You and your baby are his everything
And imagine his absolute shock and surprise when he came home and neither of you were there.
Not you or his baby
And he was going to get you back at any cost.
And he did get you back and left a large message for any foot members left of what would happen if they so much as thought of touching his family again
He was pissed he missed the birth, but you both were okay and at the end of the day that's all that mattered
You both were okay and back with him and he was so grateful that neither of you were hurt
Maybe just a tad more protective, but he didn't push it
He knew you both would be okay bc he was gonna be there to protect you and rescue you always.
He's so fond of his new baby and he doesn't want to set them down and you can bet the first night with you both is spent with the sweet baby right in his arms.
Even with all your convincing to set the baby in the crib he has to hold them.
Michelangelo
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Relatively calm up until he's got a foot member in front of him
Then he snaps bc you and his baby are his world
And they took you both and he wasn't gonna let that just slide.
The foot learn not to mess with either of you ever again
And he was so happy to have you back and so upset he missed the birth
He wanted to be there and your gonna have to give him a hug and reassure him it's okay that he missed the birth
He's got plenty of other first's he'll be there for and guaranteed he doesn't miss any of them
He gives you the tightest hug when he gets you back and refuses to set the baby down for even a minute
Their just so cute! So precious and he loves them so much!!
Of course at some point you do convince him to set down the baby so you two can spend some time holding one another and he's all for it
But he's never letting his baby out of his sight he's gonna be soo protective
Your gonna have to tell him to chill at some point. You both have him to save you if need be.
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struggling-intuit · 8 months
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at their most perverted
nct 127 || DARK 18+ blurbs + drabbles
vibe || focus x sticker - the third album
warnings || DON'T YOU HAVE SOMEWHERE ELSE TO BE, MINORS?; femme!reader, perv behavior, masturbation, panties panties panties, peeping tom, light stalking, reader is oblivious, non-con touching, cunnilingus, somnophilia, singular mention of a diet, secret photos, 127 is beyond pervy but just cuz it's you
mark || jacking off in your room
or outside your door while you sleep, whatever makes the most sense in the moment. and if it did happen in your room well, that's your fault, you should know better than to leave him all alone. for that long
he thinks he hears you coming and is rushing to stuff it back in his pants. can't have you knowing about his little hobby, you know? you don't
false alarm though, he can continue uninterrupted
smol baby is a bit too shy to grab a pair of your panties. he already feels guilty just being in the room with all those nasty thoughts, so he'll fantasize about cotton and lace and the perfume you were wearing today while thrusting into his own fist against the bed
shit, the sheets
taeyong || peeking up your skirt
not a bad bone in this man's body
eyes don't have bones in them, do they? okay, just making sure
tae doesn't mean to look when you bend over, walk up stairs, sit criss-cross-applesauce on the floor. he's craning his neck out of concern, you see. what if you were exposed? some guys will stop at nothing to get a glimpse of... so it's the strawberry pair today?
you really should wear longer skirts
johnny || talking nasty
out of all the boys, johnny's probably the most guilty of gossiping
what can he say? the man isn't afraid of what he wants, and he's certainly not afraid of talking about the ways he wants it. in detail
and i'm not talking positions. where, when, why, how, what you'll sound like beneath him, the whole fanfiction is on the table
he's mostly this graphic to make mark uncomfortable (or maybe mark just gets uncomfortable on his own) but if he's being honest, you awake something feral in him
and imagine her on that table, nothing but her panties
taeil || peeping tom
similar to taeyong he's watching you in ways that he shouldn't, but his sessions of perversion last much longer than a glance or two
taeil is the type you should expect peeking through a crack in the door. the little gaps between your blinds have never failed him, and he's always waiting for a show
he likes seeing you fresh from your shower, standing around in the nude while you ponder over the recurring jeans vs sweatpants debate. he'll add his two cents: sweatpants today babe, it's cold out
but what he likes even more, maybe even loves, is how adorable you look strumming at your clit, the hand over your mouth barely muffling the tiny gasps and moans
are you thinking about him right now?
haechan || hugging on you nonstop
it was cute at first but now he needs to take a hint
haechan is always right on top of you whenever you're in the same room and texting constantly when you're not
he must've never learned no as a child
it's not like he's even asked you out, he's just always there, holding you tight, pressing himself deeper into your breasts. though you still haven't caught onto that. you're so innocent, expecting any kind of virtue from him
and when he comes bounding to you like a puppy, a leech prepared to suck onto its newest host, you never put up a fight. he attaches himself to your arm like it's an extension of himself
you're his, didn't you know?
jaehyun || going down on you while you sleep
he's such a gentleman with it, even when he's absolutely violating your boundaries. jae just wants you to enjoy every moment with him, even the ones you aren't conscious for
you could be three years married to him and he's still between your legs at three in the morning, witching hour
you better watch out, he's brainwashing you with that sweet tongue
another decade goes by and you just continue waking up satisfied everyday, skin glowing, mind sunny...
that diet he told you not to go on is really working, isn't it?
jungwoo || taking dirty pictures
jungwoo may just be your best friend in the whole group. he's so easy to talk to, and even if he can be a bit awkward sometimes, he's nowhere near as weird around you as the rest of them
he's always wanting to go out too, takes you to all the places in and out of seoul with pinterest-worthy scenery and snaps you from a million angles with the little digital camera he's started carrying everywhere
a new hobby, he tells you, and he isn't wrong. he's using all those expensive trips and rental houses and fancy hotel suites to capture you in ways you can't even imagine
the for-your-eyes-only pink lace babydoll you packed for the yacht trip last summer has been seen by more than just your eyes
lock the door next time, won't you?
doyoung || buying dirty pictures
doie doesn't even talk to you much. he's shy
he has to rely on jungwoo's rapport with you for even the tiniest piece of your beauty
the piece in question? those goddamn pictures
jungwoo didn't even offer to sell them, doyoung just caught him once and maybe kinda blackmailed him into a prosperous business relationship
baby woo gets to keep your friendship and doie gets to keep the pictures. or a high quality copy, at least
night falls and he's pulling them out of their secret hiding place (not telling), studying them over and over. won't even touch himself, you're much too precious to stain with degenerate cum
as if he would jack off and risk ruining his beloved keepsake
yuta || whispering naughty nothings
yuta is so distracting
you'll be minding your own business, getting your work done as usual, and he'll come up behind you
"you're so cute today" right against your ear
it's not necessarily what he's saying that's naughty, but the way he does it? the tone of voice, the half-lidded gaze, the way his fingers ghost across your lower stomach as he pulls away... yeah, he's dangerous
not to mention you're on the job
and he keeps telling you how pretty you look, how good you smell, how tempting you are. comments that would make you blush on their own, but yuta makes a couple words
so
much
more
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imagine this yuta and you're his manager or stylist oh my god. anyway, asks are open babes :)
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