#marriage between your own masculine and your own feminine energy

[astroismypassion]

Astrology observations 🏕🚐⛺️

Credit goes to @astroismypassion

🚐🏕 Pisces Juno can outlive their committed partner, marriage spouse.

⛺️🚐 Libra MC might be well-known for promoting self-love, wellness and well-being. These are the natives that remind those around them to take care of themselves in a caring, compassionate way.

🏕🚐 Wherever there is Gemini over your Natal chart is very duality is present. If you have Gemini over the 5th house, you could crush or develop a romantic interest on two people. If you have Gemini over the 7th house, you could feel tempted to be in a partnership with two people. If you have Gemini over the 4th house, you could have two mothers or mother figures. If you have Gemini over the 3rd house, you may not be able to choose between two best friends to make one your true best friend, so you could have two best friends instead. If you have Gemini over the 9th house you could have 2 marriage partners in your life. If you have Gemini over the 1st house, you could be consciously or not put in situations in your life where you are the second person in some scenario. If you have Gemini over the 8th house, you could have 2 people you are physically intimate with or/and you share a deep trusted bond. If you have Gemini over the 11th house you could belong to two friend groups. If you have Gemini over the 2nd house, you attract people that could date two people at once.

🏕🚐 Libra Chiron or Chiron in the 7th house, even some Venus Chiron aspects are sometimes trying to “buy” love by overextending themselves, such as doing acts of service, giving gifts in attempt to win a romantic interest over.

🚐⛺️ Sagittarius Ascendant either is overdoing it in a romantic partnership or »underperforming«. These natives either give a lof attention, affection, care, gifts to their partner or they are withdrawing that energy and not doing enough.

🏕🚐 Based on real life patterns, I noticed that often you make fun of your Jupiter sign, house, degree, even Jupiter aspects to other planets. So if you have Jupiter in the 2nd house, you may try to mimic words, gestures, actions in a humorous manner and make fun of Taurus Sun.

🚐⛺️ If you have Taurus Juno, you could attract a committed partner, spouse that collects things just in case they will use it later. Huge »hoarder spouse« placement.

🏕🚐 I mentioned before in answers to mailbox questions, but 4th house Synastry really is much more clingy than 12th house. With 12th house Synastry there is occasional ghosting, you're ignoring each other due to misinterpreted actions or words, you forget to answer the other person or you pretend you didn't see them or you are just a bit oblivious or unaware. But with 4th house is non-stop clingy energy. People you have 4th house Synastry will want you attention, be in your energy or around you daily. So it can really get tiring, much more than it is with 12th house Synastry.

⛺️🚐 I think it's not talked enough how Libra Chiron people attract a lot of people who abuse substances or/and narcissistic romantic partners.

🚐🏕 Gemini Juno people get very, very quickly embarassed by something their partner did or said. But to be fair, Gemini Juno natives quite often do or say something to embarass themselves too.

⛺️🚐 Pisces North Node and North Node in the 12th house people often sacrifice their own health and well-being by being dedicated to something, which can in the long run cause them ilness or health issue, condition.

🚐🏕 In Composite charts, the woman and how she feels about the connection, acts is represented by the Moon placement. The man, the more masculine energy is represented by the Sun placement. But the second thing I noticed interpreting Composite charts is also that Venus placement serves as »a second Composite Moon« which also shows further the traits of the woman, feminine in the connection. And Mars placement is »the second Composite Sun« which shows the traits of the man more in-depth.

🚐⛺️ I think Juno house really shows more the location of meeting your partner rather than their traits. Juno house shows circumstances, where you meet them, what was happening around. So Juno in the 6th house would point to meeting at work. I would say Juno sign more so indicates traits rather than getting along with person who has planets in that sign. For example, you could have Gemini Juno and wish for a talkative partner who is active and present in conversations, but you may prefer more stability than person with Gemini placements can offer. Most often I think people don't really like the typically personality of their Juno sign, but more so just bits of it. So if you have Gemini Juno, you may not like someone who gossips, but more so you like that they are able to keep the conversation going with stimulating topics.

Credit goes to @astroismypassion

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[cooki3face]

what will your marriage be like 💍

I’d been thinking about how much humans fight and disagree but the one thing we have in common is the love we share for things around us. For people in our lives. We have wars, we fall into different categories politically, we have different souls purposes, we have different needs, different desires. But most often, what we do share, what we all desire is to love and to be loved. So anyways, here’s the reading for today. I’m working on trying to crimp out two readings a day or within the week.

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channelled music 🎵:

There Is Something on Your Mind- Big Jay McNeely

Misty- Ella Fitzgerald

At Last- Beyoncé’s cover from the Cadillac record’s soundtrack

I Wonder Why- Dion & The Belmonts

Stormy Weather- Etta James

A Sunday Kind Of Love- Etta James

Channeled locations 📍: Vancouver, New Orleans, San Francisco, New York city, Maine, South Carolina, Seattle

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I see this being a marriage with someone you knew in the past whom you had a true love with that you may have had to walk away from or put down for a while in the name of growth or internal alignment. Like right person wrong time. Of course that doesn’t exist spiritually because all the time is the right time, divine timing is always right but you know what I mean. I see happiness and genuine joy within this marriage with this person. I see two people celebrating their marriage and their love and what it took to get them there every single day of their lives together like you know that drake song where he says “it might not mean nothing to y’all, but understand nothing was done for me, so I don’t plan on stopping at all, I want this sh*t forever.” The two of you put a lot of work in for yourselves for this connection, this connection was divinely orchestrated. All the pain, all the hardship, all the separation was for the greater good so you guys can grow and have the divine love you wanted.

Everyone’s gonna be looking at the two of you. I see you guys glowing, I see the two of you rising to success in each-others love and in each-others presence. There’s so much self love and confidence between the two of you. It’s giving power couple, it’s giving when two people in a connection are very attractive and have a lot going for themselves. Everyone wants to look at them, everyone wants in on their connection and the love they share, everyone aspires to have that one day. I’m hearing Beyoncé, “so many people that I know, they just tryna touch ya. Kiss up, and rub up, and feel up on ya. Give you some time to prove that I can trust you again I’m gonna kiss up, and rub up, and feel up, kiss up, and rub up and feel up on ya”

I get heavy feminine energy within this group. Some of you are involved with a masculine or this masculine from your past is someone who is very desired or that people will desire even more when you guys come together and wed. This masculine could’ve been someone who clung to romantic/sexual company in his past for some time out of insecurity with me getting something from Beyoncé’s lyrics about getting time to prove she can trust someone again so she can really love on them and I think that’s kind of the energy of this connection. The two of you rising out of karmic cycles and habits and finally growing up and coming out of the storm to be the people you two need for each other and being able to share the most divine love and forgive the past and have peace.

Yea, the king of cups is coming out, this is my favorite masculine in tarot. This is a masculine whose caring and compassionate and loving. Emotionally in tune, in connection with his own inner feminine. He’s the embodiment of a healed water sign masc lover in my opinion. Some of you could want a water sign partner or have water in your own chart and need someone who can appeal to your needs in that way. And this is going to be the relationship, open, caring, gentle, and supportive and this person will be that as well. I see this marriage or this union being a personal celebration for you pile one, maybe even for your significant other as well. You guys have worked so hard and this is your reward or your personal idea of success and fulfillment to be with this person and share a life with eachother.

All the stagnancy, all the pain, will be gone from your lives and from this connection. You guys struggled individually and as a collective and I hear spirit saying that now you deserve someone to be happy and abundant with. This person is gonna be really good in bed as well, their going to keep you over the top satisfied. I see you guys having very passionate and loving s*x lives and maybe even potentially creating a large family together. Like if you’ve ever seen queen Charlotte where she’s telling her kids that her and George created all the many children they had all by themselves without any help. You guys give queen Charlotte and king George vibes. Love is so deep and real and unconditional despite obstacles or obvious flaws within one another. You love eachother through it all. Regardless of it all and that’s all that matters. Go watch queen Charlotte on Netflix if you haven’t man. Ugh. It’s so good.

Yess, this ten of Pentacles upright here speaking of wealth, long term success, and family !!! I see you guys becoming very wealthy together as well, being able to give your children and yourselves good, long, prosperous lives. So beautiful. You and this person may end up having a lot of children together as well. I see you guys getting to work. Someone carries the energy of the empress, or the divine mother here. You could have a cancer moon or some prominent cancer placements in your chart. This person is gonna load you up, keep you pregnant like clock work. Everyone is gonna be tired of y’all like damn do you really need another baby shower this year too.

Overall success and abundance with this ace of pentacles proud and upright. Very good.

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channeled music 🎵:

Drunk In Love- Beyoncé

Adorn- Miguel

Tennessee Whiskey - Chris Stapleton

Ooo Baby Baby- Smokey Robinson & the miracles

channeled locations 📍: Texas, Little Rock Arkansas, California, Alabama, Connecticut, North Dakota, New Hampshire, Georgia, Philadelphia, Country sides and suburbs,, Canada

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You may meet this person at a rough time in your life or at a time where you may have isolated yourself from others or stepped into some sort of hermit mode. This could be after some sort of heart break or some type of significant life experience that causes a lot of insecurity and self limiting beliefs to come to the surface to be purged or be removed. A dark night of the soul or some sort of right of passage towards your ascension with this eight of swords upright speaking of negative thoughts and imposed restriction here. I’m getting this pain or this isolation and hurt may be caused by your spouse or your significant other. But there’s a lot of change and transformation here with the death card upright. Cycles ending. There’s a lot of mixed energy here for this part of the collective. I’m getting some of you may be coming out of rough relationships and being burned repeatedly in love and mistreated and pushed into a path of learning and healing and some of you may end up marrying someone or are married to someone who doesn’t have good intentions towards you and that you may separate from and grow into yourselves because of.

You may have an astrology placements that indicate complications and love and long term relationships. You could potentially get married early and get divorced due to turbulence or general just lack of happiness and harmony within your marriage. But whatever this downfall is or whatever this drama or turbulence is will lead you down the path of releasing limiting self beliefs and embarking on your own personal spiritual journey and path to self love which will bring in a greater love and a true love for you later in life when the time is right here. This person that you’ll find yourself married or committed to in the beginning, some type of truth will come out about them that will lead to this not working out.

But, this new love that blossom and come from your ending in your first connection or marriage will further propel you into soul searching and really finding out who you are and becoming secure in yourself here. This is going to be someone whose going to benefit you, whose going to compliment you and push you to be a better person and continue to heal and improve. You could have similar chart placements as Ariana grande or relate to her love life in some way. She’s known for having somewhat of a turbulent love life or to have issues within her personal relationships.

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channeled music 🎵:

Valerie - Amy winehouse

Beggin’ - Maneskin

Hey ya - outkast

Milk - Kings of Leon

Creep - Radiohead

Cherry wine - Hozier

Ho Hey - The Lumineers

channeled locations 📍: Brooklyn, Chicago, San Diego, San Francisco, Colorado, Oregon, St. Helens Oregon, Washington, New York City, Long Beach California

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I’m getting that some of your are masculine energies, masculine energy dominant or are literally men lol. I keep hearing over and over the opening lyrics to Hey ya by OutKast.

The song Hey Ya is a really chaotic and high energy song we all know that but there’s an artist on TikTok who has a beautiful soft cover of the song and i feel like it really captures the energy I’m getting from these lyrics. Link to her TikTok.

You could marry someone you feel really anxious or worried about your connection with. I hear someone worried about losing their person or losing this person in particular. Many of you will marry someone you know already or someone who plays a massive part in your life or who shaped what love means and what love meant for you. Spirit is telling me that this person and this connection was given to you to to you to test your strength and push you to become the person you were meant to be become all along because this person inspires you to grow and go the extra mile in life.

This person gives you hope, you may feel as though your purpose in life is to love this person because they inspire you so heavily. This person may trigger some sort of spiritual awakening for you or lead you down a journey of self discovery and soul searching as well. I see this person teaching you and allowing you to release your fears and open up your heart. Someone’s heart chakra could be blocked or has been closed off for a long time due to trauma and other issues. This marriage with this person will be full of clear communication, in depth conversations, and clear and healthy boundaries and ideas. This person could create a safe space for you or a safe environment. I see you and this person becoming an example of what a harmonious and healthy relationship is meant to look like. You out of anybody knows what it feels like to be in unhealthy relationships or have a turbulent and draining relationship dynamic with someone I’m hearing and this is not that. This relationship will be a breath of fresh air for you.

I see you being someone who is anxious in energy or is prone to pessimistic ideas or thinking due to your anxiety as well. Like the second something positive happens with this person especially if you know this person already your mind finds a way to push you away from them out of fear of becoming too comfortable or too vulnerable and then leaving you or pulling away from you but I don’t see this with this person with the four of wands upright. This person loves you unconditionally, you can’t lose something that’s unconditionally. That’s gentle and that doesn’t judge you or intend to hurt you the way that people may have in the past.

I’m hearing it took someone a while to come forward and take the leap of faith to pursue this relationship because they couldn’t decide if they were worth this persons love and time or if they were strong enough to handle this person rejecting you or walking away from you because you felt that they would and that they would wake up one day and realize that they don’t want you anymore or feel burdened by you. But I see you looking at this connection when you guys are married and the rough part of the push and pull that you feel in regards to this person blows over and you being proud and abundant because this relationship is long term, steady, and giving.

This person is made for you, your relationship and connection is very divinely protected and orchestrated pile three. And all of this will be revealed to you more and more as years progress within this marriage here. You and this person are incredibly connected on an intuitive and spiritual level you share so much love and compassion for one another as well. You think yourself less than this person or someone who doesn’t deserve this persons love and presence and that’s simply not true. I hear spirit saying if anyone deserves this person, if anyone is made for this person, if anyone deserves a love or connection like this it’s you.

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That’s it, lol I might take a break from love readings for a moment because the collective is very steady and my readings can often be repetitive but many of people within the collective are about to get married or be in the most divine love within their life. A good amount of the collective is still learning what love means and it may take them a while to find that but otherwise everyone is exactly where they’re meant to be. 💕

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[fxiryheiize]

♡ Midpoint Synastry Part One

What Is A Midpoint? A Midpoint represents the halfway point of two celestial bodies. It is the mathematical point of the center where two planets meet. Midpoints are highly sensitive as they are a combination of the energies of two separate planets. Therefore, the Midpoint Individual will be the most affected by the energy.

How Do I Calculate My Midpoint? Sadly, Astro.com does not have a Midpoint Calculator so it's best to use Astroseek.com's Midpoint Calculator instead!

What Are Midpoints Used For? Midpoints are used to reveal underlying and complex dynamics in one's own Natal Chart or the compatibility chart of two parties.

♡ Commitment and Longevity can be seen through the activation of the Sun/Saturn Midpoint in one's chart in Synastry. Sun = Vitality , Saturn = Longevity. It is the most potent when touched by someone's Sun, Juno, or ASC. This aspect is found in almost all of Hollywood's Long Lasting Marriages.

V. Beckham - Sun/Saturn Midpoint Conjunct David Beckham's Juno + ASC.

B. Lively - Sun/Saturn Midpoint Conjunct Ryan Reynold's Juno

J. Woodward - Sun/Saturn Midpoint Conjunct Paul Newman's Sun.

Tom Hanks - Sun/Saturn Midpoint Conjunct Rita Wilson's Venus.

♡ Having your Sun/Venus (feminines) or Sun/Jupiter (masculines) Midpoint in someone's first house has a very similar energy to having Venus or Jupiter in someone's first house. It can indicate attraction, an "ideal type" and therefore an ideal partner.

(In this context) In a Man or someone who is looking for a feminine partner, the Sun/Venus Midpoint represents the ideal feminine partner and the Sun/Jupiter Midpoint represents oneself. In a Woman, or someone who is looking for a masculine partner, the Sun/Jupiter Midpoint represents the ideal masculine partner and the Sun/Venus Midpoint represents oneself.

B. Lively - Sun/Venus Midpoint in Ryan Reynolds First House

R. Reynolds - Sun/Jupiter Midpoint in Blake Lively's First House

P. Newman - Sun/Venus Midpoint in Joanne Woodward's First House

E. Presley - Sun/Venus Midpoint in Priscilla Presley's First House

N. Kidman - Sun/Jupiter Midpoint in Keith Urban's First House

♡ Moon conjunct Sun/Moon Midpoint can indicate a Soulmate Relationship, especially if it is a Double Whammy.

Joanne Woodward's Sun/Moon Midpoint in the same sign as Paul Newman's Moon

Paul Newman's Sun/Moon Midpoint in the same sign as Joanne Woodward's Moon

♡ Asteroid Eros (433) conjunct someone's Moon/Mars Midpoint can indicate intense sexual attraction. Additionally, much like a Moon-Mars conjunction, it can indicate physical and emotional attachment.

♡ Saturn conjunct Moon/Mars Midpoint can indicate delays in sexual activity in a romantic partnership

♡ Venus conjunct Venus/Uranus Midpoint can indicate Love At First Sight

♡ Asteroid Amor conjunct someone's Moon/Venus Midpoint can indicate long lasting affection between two parties (platonic or romantic) no matter how their relationship plays out

♡ Mercury conjunct Mercury/Ascendant Midpoint can indicate that the Midpoint person feels as though the two parties have a natural affinity between their intellect and communication and that they feel comfortable sharing their thoughts with the Mercury person.

♡ Asteroid Agapenor (5023) conjunct Venus/Mars Midpoint can indicate True Love, whereas Asteroid Cupido (763) conjunct Venus/Mars Midpoint can indicate Limerence or Infatuation

♡ Asteroid Hera (103) conjunct a feminines Venus/Lilith or Mars/Lilith Midpoints can indicate jealousy or vengeance in a relationship

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[thebawdybaldurian]

These drabbles just kept coming (heh) as I finished today’s SFW prompt. I really want to explore Tav’s backstory (a sexual awakening at a bard’s college) but I might just convert it into an original story in its own fantasy universe, so I can actually start producing stuff that is publishable. The first drabble directly follows where the SFW prompt ends and the second one is more post-Netherbrain as Tav and Astarion fuck and suck their way up the Sword Coast looking for a cure for Astarion.

Content Warning: youthful sexual exploration and fantasizing, masturbation, inappropriate use of spells/magic.

Addy closed her eyes, picturing the type of person she’d like to meet, trying to ignore the longing between her thighs. She appreciated the feminine form as well as the male, so if she fell for a man, he would have to be beautiful and gentle and vice versa. She remembered the statue she’d seen during a recent museum trip, sketching with her drawing class. It was of an ancient Elven god, carved expertly into white marble. She’d lingered and done several sketches of him, blushing as she drew the naked parts of him she’d never yet experienced in person. His facial features were soft and elegant, swirling curls atop his head. His body was lithe and muscular, the perfect marriage of the feminine and masculine.

She shifted her thighs again, her wanton desires tingling inside her. She was too shy to talk to anyone at her school and her parents didn’t allow her extra-curricular time. She sought solace from her unfulfilled desires, stealing erotic books from the library. They’d helped her escape her sheltered life and had made her desires bloom even more. She rolled onto her side, letting out a long sigh, and allowed her hand to drift under her pants. She pictured the statue coming alive and touching her, exactly how she touched herself. He would understand her body so intricately, bringing her to ecstasy in moments.

She moaned quietly into the floor, letting her hand explore herself. She wondered how much better someone else’s hand would feel. She stopped her probing for a moment, her mind suddenly focusing on an idea. That idiot Jorgan had been good for something other than a terrible meal today. If her parents wanted her to practice magic all night, she would, though in an entirely different way. She got up, locking her door and pulling off all her clothes. She brushed her fingers against her womanly body, curves finally forming on her a few years ago. She climbed into bed, pulling the covers completely over her.

She focused on her conjuration, smiling when the faintest of glows penetrated the darkness of her covers. She flexed the mage hand’s fingers with a thought, moving them closer to her body so she could trace down her curves again. “Oh…” she gasped, as the fingers brushed against her clit. Something about the arcane energy of the hand felt so much different than her own. She teased the fingers around her, her muscles flexing with pleasure, letting out a soft whimper as her concentration lapsed or the spell duration had ended.

She quickly conjured it again, focusing her attentions more urgently. She writhed against the hand, rolling on her side again so she could quiet her moans in her pillow. She felt an ecstatic climax, her entire body trembling with pleasure. She caught her breath, wrapping her arms tightly around herself as her orgasm ebbed. Someone knocked loudly on her door, trying the handle. “I hope you are working on your spells in there!” Her mother called from the other side of the door.

“I am,” Addy yelled back with a smile.

She spent the rest of the evening doing her own type of magical experimentation, combining Grease and Enlarge spells, Haste and Silence, and her favorite and final of the night, a Mage Hand with the lightest of Thunderwaves. The vibrations left her breathless and screaming into her pillow. She lay panting under the covers, deciding to stop by the bard’s college after classes tomorrow to see about their application and scholarship requirements. If she was going to make use of her magical abilities, she wanted to do it on her own terms.

During Tav and Astarion’s post Netherbrain adventures to Luskan, they spend some time at a museum in Neverwinter.

Content and Warnings: Sensual touching, PIV sex, oral sex.

“Does my hair look anything like that?” Astarion brushed his fingers through his curls, looking at the statue of the ancient Elven god. This particular wing of the Museum of Neverwinter was filled with ancient statuary. Tav blushed a little, well acquainted with the statue. There was the slightest resemblance between the two of them, aside from the curls carved so expertly atop their heads. They both had the same strong, but beautiful facial features and lithe frames. Perhaps she saw all her old fantasies manifested in her future husband, the first time they’d met on the beach. She was as utterly besotted with him now as she had been then.

“A little,” she smiled, nudging closer to him. “Yours are much softer and not just because they aren’t made of stone.”

They usually walked everywhere arm in arm, but with all the fragility of the artifacts in the museum, they were forced to navigate through the exhibits slightly apart. She heard the elderly docent behind them tut quietly as Tav leaned in to kiss him. “Actually, I used to fantasize about this statue when I was younger,” she gave his ass a playful squeeze, the docent tutting louder.

“Really?” He grinned widely, bending forward slightly to read the plaque. “H’saar, one of the earliest iterations of the Elven fertility god. Doesn’t look very fertile to me,” he eyed the statue’s subdued member.

“They don’t ever sculpt huge cocks on them,” Tav giggled, pulling Astarion away before the docent sounded any more complaints of their behavior in her throat.

“I suppose you are right,” he mused as they moved on to the next display, another nude figure with a subdued penis. “Probably to keep little minxes Iike you from fondling the statues,” he teased.

“Oh, we still would,” she teased back, sticking her tongue out at him. “Why do you think they put them behind a rope?”

He glanced back at the Elven god for a moment, then pulled her into a small alcove. “So what did you think about…with the statue?” He purred, pressing her up the against the wall. He kissed her, nipping her tongue gently.

“You’re going to get us kicked out,” she blushed. She walked them back out of the alcove, whispering in his ear. “I thought about him coming to life…and fingering me, just like you do…”

“Mmmm,” he grinned devilishly, his eyes already looking for the exit. “Go on.”

“I’d be sketching here alone, at night. They let us come here quite often and after hours to practice our figure drawing if we were short on models. Sometimes I’d start touching myself and he’d come to life before my eyes. Or I’d be so engrossed in my sketching and would suddenly feel his hands on me. They were just the silly fantasies of someone who had never had sex before.”

“I don’t think it’s silly,” he blushed. “I actually kind of like it. Being so horny you bring a statue to life.”

“You are my statue brought to life,” she pulled him close again. “You are perfect. You are everything I ever dreamed of.”

“Would you let me be your god tonight?” He kissed her again, stopping them in the middle of the floor.

“We are closing in ten minutes,” the docent loudly cleared her throat.

“I can hold very still,” he whispered and gave the woman a dirty look, pulling Tav along with him.

“More role playing?” Tav grinned widely.

“And more sketches of myself to look at,” he added.

“I didn’t bring any of my supplies though.”

“I bet they having something in the gift shoppe,” he motioned with his head as they neared the exit.

They could barely take their hands and eyes off one another as they browsed the small shop full of tchotchkes, replicas, and faux relics. They grabbed a large sheet of vellum and a charcoal set, in addition to a faux gold crown that would make a perfect substitute for the statue’s. They hurried back to the inn, Tav grabbing a quick bite to eat as they walked. They began quickly getting undressed, Astarion completely and Tav remaining in her dress. She tore the vellum into smaller sheets as Astarion perfected his godly pose, the faux crown perched perfectly atop his curls.

She sat cross-legged on the bed, as she did when she usually sketched, taking some deep breaths to steady her excited hands. He struck his pose, mimicking the statue, still able to see her in his periphery. “Try not to get too distracted by my larger cock,” he joked as she set her charcoal to the paper with a soft scratch.

“Statues aren’t supposed to talk,” she teased back.

Her eyes tracked over his perfect form as her hand flowed across the page, almost able to sketch him from memory. She smudged the charcoal with her finger to create a dark background, transferring it to her skin as she stroked herself idly. He stood as still as possible, the soft scratching of the charcoal and her quiet breaths quite soothing. A buzzing fly soon invaded their fantasy, Astarion trying to shoo it away with only his weak breath. “There’s a fly,” he finally swatted at it with his hand. She chuckled slightly, climbing out of bed as the fly continued to buzz around him, landing on his hair.

“I think it’s attracted to your pomade,” she blew gently into his ear, making the fly leave and causing his skin to prickle.

She walked around him several times as he continued to stand completely still, looking for a good angle for her next sketch. She settled onto the desk across from the bed, sitting atop it and letting her feet rest on the chair. She’d hiked her dress up to her thighs and sat with them spread slightly, her finger teasing along them as she began a new sketch. Eventually her sketching slowed, her fingers finding their way across her body as she saw the pink blush of his cock getting darker, knowing he would soon be fully aroused.

She let the sketch slip from her hands, floating down towards his feet as she took both her hands to herself. One reached up her skirt, probing inside her underpants to reach her slick warmth, the other unfastening the neck of her dress, pulling it down to her waist so she could fondle her breasts. He kept his eyes forward, still only able to see her subtle movements in his periphery. He already knew where her hands were going, her quiet moans and sighs making his cock drip pre-cum. When it began to wobble desperately for her touch, he finally broke his pose, slowly approaching her as she pleasured herself with her eyes closed.

He opened them with a kiss, uttering not a word, statues couldn’t talk after all. He parted her lips with his thumb, her eyes looking at him like she really hadn’t been touched before. He didn’t have a statue to lust after, but she was everything he’d ever dreamed of too. The Gods finally answered his prayers by sending him his own Goddess. He slipped her dress over her head and took the faux crown off his, placing it atop hers. He smoothed her hair slightly and kissed her again. He pulled at her underpants, sliding them down and letting his hand slid along her slit, exactly as she liked it. She moaned a little louder, lifting her knee onto the desk so he could reach her g-spot. He played with her until she was on the edge, nuzzling his nose against hers when she whimpered.

He slowly eased his cock inside her, her knee trembling as he did. She grasped the back of his neck gently, leaning back a little so he could penetrate her even deeper. The desk wobbled slightly as he fucked her, one of the legs a little uneven. She eventually wrapped her legs around him, balancing on one arm as he pulled away from the desk slightly. They’d already paid for two broken beds this trip, they didn’t need to add a desk to their tab. She reached her other arm around the back of his neck, letting him carry her and have complete control of her cunt.

He fucked her harder, bouncing her along his cock, ready to make her scream to the Gods for him, which she soon obligated, calling his named loud enough to reach Elysium. He erupted inside her, his divine seed filling her womb as she quivered around him. He managed to carry her to the bed before collapsing on top of her. “My Gods…” she sighed happily, returning his crown to him and grabbing his curls.

He sat up with a grin, his cock still buried inside her, and circled his palm around her clit. “Astarion,” she protested, but slowly began to move her hips with him.

“The God of Fertility always makes you come twice,” he purred, watching her body undulating as he brought her to orgasm again.

He finally released her hips, kissing up her stomach, and nestling beside her as she slowed her breath. “I love you, my Goddess,” he nuzzled her ear, gently blowing in it as she had done, watching her skin prickle.

“What would my domain be, my love?” She asked, tracing her fingers up his back, sliding them along the scars she knew so well.

“Hmmm,” he mused, nibbling on her ear. “Blowjobs?”

“Blowjobs!?” She cried, playfully pushing him back onto the mattress and climbing on top of him.

“Yours are divine, after all,” he grinned.

“Well…” she eyed him, resting her chin on her arms, laid across his shoulders. “Maybe my mouth will accept an offering once you can get hard again.”

They chatted for a bit, their bodies still pressed against one another. They planned the final leg of their journey to Luskan, where they would be meeting with the arcanist who possibly had a cure for vampirism. They made out until her mouth eventually wandered down him again, the excited blush to his cock returning. “Here, you need this,” he put the crown back on her head as her tongue teased him hard again. He held it in place, along with her hair, as she sucked him to the Heavens and back, milking every last drop of cum from his balls. “Quite the offering,” she swallowed the last mouthful of him with a radiant smile. “Perhaps being the Goddess of Blowjobs isn’t all bad.”

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[alyjojo]

Past Life ☯️ Karmic Spread February 2023 - Taurus

Gender I’m Picking Up On (in the past life): Female

Who You Were: 8 Wands, 3 Wands, The High Priestess, The Hierophant, Strength

What You Did: 9 Cups, The Lovers, 6 Wands rev, Queen of Swords rev, Page of Swords

How It Ended: Ace of Swords, 9 Swords, 7 Swords, 3 Swords

What Karma Was Brought With You: 5 Swords, Queen of Pentacles rev, 2 Wands, 4 Pentacles

Who You Brought With You: The Hermit rev, King of Wands, 4 Swords, Temperance

Additional energy: Queen of Wands rev, 4 Cups rev, Knight of Swords rev, 9 Wands

Past Life Oracle: Baby, Medicine Man/Woman, Male-Female, Finances

Dreaming Way: Bouquet & Lilies

Charm:

Palm Tree 🌴 on Lilies

This life was not very long ago at all. In your marriage, you were the more of the typical “breadwinner” personality and your husband was more the nurturing kind, at a time when that was not the norm. And you were a counselor, a female one, the reading specifies cases of “pre-marital” or marriage counseling. You gave couples a safe space to vent their concerns, together or separate, and you either helped them find the path to togetherness again or helped show them that things may be beyond repair, you saw it as a 50/50 outcome but you were helpful regardless, you freed people of the burdens they carried quietly with no judgement. I do see a husband, and one child, but you were very work focused, almost more married to your job than your home, and that’s a personal conflict you’ve brought with you into this life, a stereotypical masculine vs feminine conflict and what’s “expected” of you. Bouquet & Lilies shows your past life at its core, you encouraged people to create a paradise within their connection, as something beautiful to be shared as two separate individuals merging as one.

Your own marriage was very happy, they aren’t really mentioned other than the switched dynamic. Work was life to you. The end of your life is very unclear. It doesn’t say what was done to you or how, it shows you having said to other people you were afraid you were being stalked, followed, watched, something like that, maybe in some specific instance or place. Those people you told were later devastated when something ended up happening to you, and you’d been right the whole time. This was a time before cameras were everywhere, cell phones weren’t a thing yet. I do get that person was eventually caught, in your case, Justice is your vindication by the law.

In this life, you’re still conflicted over “feminine jobs”. Could have a more “masculine” moon, rising, and/or 4th/10th house. Or a conflict between those houses specifically, placements in both opposing each other. Cooking, cleaning, mothering, sewing, old fashioned “woman” stuff. You carry very negative attitudes towards these things, which aren’t wrong necessarily for others, but they are not for you. You’re still a more work focused person. You’re also not a fan of sharing finances or joint things, if you have a person, you probably have separate accounts and strict standards over what is who’s job. To a level of kinda controlling even tbh, 4 Pentacles can turn into a greedy “what’s in it for me” type of mentality, especially with Queen of Pentacles rev. A negative imprinted attitude towards materialism and finances. What’s yours is yours, there is no sharing. Who you have brought is a King of Wands that comes in and out of your life, you break up and you reconcile, then you probably separate again and they’re back again. This is the *only* person that has a soul tie to you here, and it’s not a good one. Not that they’re bad, but they’re here more for instigative purposes. They may only come around when they’re in trouble or need money, which is a test for you because you don’t like to give. The whole next row shows you being the Queen of Wands rev (and there’s definitely an Aries vibe in you). This last row is saying no, this person is not your soulmate, that’s why this Queen is rev, and no, they’re not good for you. Don’t even pick up the phone the next time they try, which seems inevitable, or even current. Pain is attached to this person and Spirit is like nope this one is 100% a lesson only 🙏 They may have been the stalker 🥸

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[torahtantra]

49. Parsha Ki Setzei. "Into the Fire." Part 7.

24 If a man marries a woman who becomes displeasing to him because he finds something indecent about her, and he writes her a certificate of divorce, gives it to her and sends her from his house, 2 and if after she leaves his house she becomes the wife of another man,

3 and her second husband dislikes her and writes her a certificate of divorce, gives it to her and sends her from his house, or if he dies,

4 then her first husband, who divorced her, is not allowed to marry her again after she has been defiled. That would be detestable in the eyes of the Lord. Do not bring sin upon the land the Lord your God is giving you as an inheritance.

-> Any act of adultery- worship of a man who is not your husband as if he were a god are grounds for divorce from partner and the community.

The answer is to find a man who actually looks and acts like a god and stick by him, he is very likely to do the same in return. The same is true within the self. If we look at all the marriages in the Torah, each one completes an epoch in life.

We cannot separate from life through divorce and then find a new one we need to grow up, settle, do the work and then Rest. This is what is meant by Shabbat, and why Shabbat is called the Bride, it is the culmination of one set of commitments to the Self in readiness for the next; the Seven Days are Preeminent as is Shabbat.

5 If a man has recently married, he must not be sent to war or have any other duty laid on him. For one year he is to be free to stay at home and bring happiness to the wife he has married.

This is best explained here:

I. The Cosmic Roots of Marriage

When a man and woman unite in marriage, their personal union draws its power from the cosmic marriage that underlies the whole of existence — the bonding of the divine masculine and feminine energies emerging from the Creator's Infinite Light to generate existence, a world, and life.

Indeed, the entire Seder Hishtalshelut--the kabbalistic blueprint of the spiritual infrastructure of creation—is modeled on a male-female dynamic: masculine "lights" (orot) unite with feminine "vessels" (keilim), masculine "wisdom" (chochmah) unites with feminine "understanding" (binah), male "holiness" (kedushah) unites with female "immanence" (shechinah), and so on. On each level, masculine and feminine energies unite to "give birth" to the next link in the chain of spiritual "worlds" that channel the flow of divine vitality into our world.

Readings on the Cosmic Roots of Marriage:

Tzimtzum

A Wild Idea

Men are from Chochmah; Women are from Binah

The Chochmah/Binah Dichotomy II

Kabbalah of Love

This male/female dynamic pervades every level of existence. The relationships between spirit and matter, heaven and earth, G‑d and the people of Israel, the Written Torah and the Oral Torah, the Jewish people and the Shabbat, soul and body, mind and heart—all these are "marriages" in which the coming together of contrasting forces results in the creation of life on every level.

The significance of this correspondence is twofold. One the one hand, "From my flesh I perceive G‑d" (Job 19:26) — we can use our own marriages as a metaphor and model through which to better understand the divine reality. This works in the reverse as well: because we know that human marriage derives from the cosmic marriage of G‑d and creation, studying the mystical texts which scrutinize these divine processes allows us to better understand the foundations of our gender differences, how to bridge the gender divide, and how to become better husbands and wives to our spouses and better actualize the tremendous potential of marriage.

To use the self to engage in war while trying to merge him with the Self through marriage to the temple, to work, to play, would undo the marriage.

6 Do not take a pair of millstones—not even the upper one—as security for a debt, because that would be taking a person’s livelihood as security.

Millstones or Sefirot, of which there are 5 pairs are found in the Kabbalah:

Chochmah - wisdom,

Binah - understanding,

Daat - knowledge,

Chessed - kindness,

Gevurah - strength,

Tiferet - beauty,

Netzach - victory,

Hod - splendor,

Yesod - foundation,

and Malchut - kingship.

Everything that happens in the spiritual worlds takes place through the medium of the Sefirot. However, as previously mentioned, they are not G‑d, and the Kabbalists warn that one should not pray to them. In the words of Tikkunei Zohar: Elijah opened his discourse and said: ‘Master of the worlds, You are One but not in the numerical sense. You are exalted above all the exalted ones, hidden from all the hidden ones; no thought can grasp You at all. You are He who has brought forth ten “garments,” and we call them ten Sefirot, and revealed worlds; and through them You conceal yourself from man.

You are He who binds them together and unites them; and inasmuch as You are within them, whoever separates one from another of these ten Sefirot, it is considered as if he had effected a separation in You.

7 If someone is caught kidnapping a fellow Israelite and treating or selling them as a slave, the kidnapper must die. You must purge the evil from among you.

=Christianity. Christianity is a standalone faith like Judaism. They are not gateways for each other. Judaism encourages interbreeding for the purposes of global unity but not at the expense of thought leadership of any kind in any one of the branches of religion.

The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints however is completely forbidden due to its beliefs the Torah mandates incest, sex with minors, which was forbidden in Eden, the minting and use of weapons and interference in secular government.

8 In cases of defiling skin diseases,[i] be very careful to do exactly as the Levitical priests instruct you. You must follow carefully what I have commanded them. 9 Remember what the Lord your God did to Miriam along the way after you came out of Egypt.

=Do not listen to propaganda. Do not treat men like gods, do not long for the afterlife.

10 When you make a loan of any kind to your neighbor, do not go into their house to get what is offered to you as a pledge. 11 Stay outside and let the neighbor to whom you are making the loan bring the pledge out to you. 12 If the neighbor is poor, do not go to sleep with their pledge in your possession. 13 Return their cloak by sunset so that your neighbor may sleep in it. Then they will thank you, and it will be regarded as a righteous act in the sight of the Lord your God.

=We all borrow from God:

G‑d entrusts us with our soul and strength, and allows us to exploit them for our own purposes. We can choose to spend our time wisely, or to dissipate ourselves in sloth and negligence. We are liable for the state of our own souls, and the final debt will devolve on no one but ourselves.

As we awake every morning, we beg loan of our souls from G‑d; and as we retire to sleep at night, our spirits are restored to their rightful place. Yet, who among us can claim to have honestly and conscientiously guarded this gift of life, or truly lived up to the promise that the new dawn brought? I am guilty of carelessness and neglect, and the scars and stains of existence reflect badly on my conscience.

I am afraid. I have damaged my soul, and will eventually be held accountable for my mistakes. My only hope is to take my G‑d with me. He redeems my soul in peace, and as long as I shelter in His shade, I am never truly alone.

I resolve to be better in the future. I pledge to turn my life around, and I will cherish and guard that which is not mine. However, as I undertake this commitment, I am comforted to know that G‑d is with me on my journey, and just as I set out accompanied by Him, He will accept me back under all circumstances and in any condition.

14 Do not take advantage of a hired worker who is poor and needy, whether that worker is a fellow Israelite or a foreigner residing in one of your towns. 15 Pay them their wages each day before sunset, because they are poor and are counting on it. Otherwise they may cry to the Lord against you, and you will be guilty of sin.

16 Parents are not to be put to death for their children, nor children put to death for their parents; each will die for their own sin.

-> to die for a sin is to trade acts associated with the Ten Plagues for those found in the Ephod. The actor and the act must both die at the same moment.

17 Do not deprive the foreigner or the fatherless of justice, or take the cloak of the widow as a pledge. 18 Remember that you were slaves in Egypt and the Lord your God redeemed you from there. That is why I command you to do this.

19 When you are harvesting in your field and you overlook a sheaf, do not go back to get it. Leave it for the foreigner, the fatherless and the widow, so that the Lord your God may bless you in all the work of your hands. 20 When you beat the olives from your trees, do not go over the branches a second time. Leave what remains for the foreigner, the fatherless and the widow. 21 When you harvest the grapes in your vineyard, do not go over the vines again. Leave what remains for the foreigner, the fatherless and the widow. 22 Remember that you were slaves in Egypt. That is why I command you to do this.

-> At the end of the Exodus during the Instructions for Pesach, God said no one is to be left behind.

The Orphan, the Widow, and the Stranger: Our Obligation to Defend the Defenseless​| Sefaria

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[celestecity4]

Energy reading about you and your FS relationship + Moodboard ☁️

PAC reading

Disclaimer: This is a general reading so take only what resonates.

Close your eyes, take a deep breath and pick the pile that attracts you the most💌

PILE 1:

I see your FS and you having everything (material wealth) but still feel like you're missing something in the relationship. There seems to be some pressure from others for you both to be a certain way. Both the parties here seem a tad bit manipulative in a sense of taking advantage to boost their own egos. Please don't fret because this energy is only felt slightly. I guess the both of you are pretty young or got married before you could figure out your own needs and impulses. I see the both of you acting out of impulse at different times and getting rebuked by the other. There is a playful vibe. It almost feels like a highschool lovestory where both of the parties are quite childish. On the flipside, I see the both of you triggering each others fears and anxieties in a good way to get rid of them.

I don't hear from the cards that you guys will be necessarily maturing together but rather alone and it is very much needed. I see the both of you holding and carrying a lot of burden on your own instead of sharing it with each other which is the essence of marriage. After the both of you are done dealing with your own issues and obtaining closure I can def see you guys prospering better. I think your FS and you might require couples therapy which is a good move because approaching a professional like that means you're ready to work and put effort for your relationship.

Channelled song:

Touch it by Ariana Grande~

"Cause everytime I'm with you I go into a zone

and I remember all the places you wanna go

Take me all the way~"

Random channelled words: Ghost, Ambiguous, Biscuits, Classroom, Location drop, Difference, Ribbons, Fox and Blank

PILE 2:

The energy is so ethereal, pure and nurturing here! Your connection is one of a kind even divine if I must say. You might have been quite a confused individual as a child but with your partner I see the both of you embracing each other in the most vulnerable states with nothing but love. There seems to be challenges that you both are meant to face but it's clear that those are trivial in comparison to your love for each other. I feel like your FS as well as you both love kids a lot and there's a hint of pregnancy for sure, twins at that. I think the both of you love kids because kids are the most authentic and untouched souls on this planet. I see the both of you learning a lot as you raise your own child!

This is the kind of connection where your inner child feels honoured, seen and appreciated. Your FS might be quite a private person and your relationship is not plastered to the public at all. Your FS seems to be quite a protective person even though they might not be vocal about it they def do care about who you share your divine space with and won't hesitate to call them out. Overall the masculine and feminine energies are very fixed here but that doesn't mean you both don't embrace the other energy. Your dynamic is so beautiful and pure that people don't get jealous but rather inspired to have something of this sort for themselves.

Channelled song:

Streets by Doja Cat~

"When none of them came through

and now I'm stuck in the middle

and baby had to pull me out~"

Random Channelled words: Neutrals, Expectation, Lock, Fabric, Portrait, Elite, Cousin, Confusion and Us

PILE 3:

Your FS is def older than you or atleast way more mature than you. There is a purpose for your union as I see a higher calling that you have to attend to. I see one of you being a workaholic (most probably you) and that affecting your relationship slightly. There's something major you would have to give up to be with this person but it's for the better for the both of you. One small message that popped in between is that both of you might have sharp tongues or are too stubborn for a conversations. So, its better if you don't talk about your problems the same day it occurred. Give it some time and then when you've both calmed down, you guys can talk it out. Something reallly cute here is that even when you're in the midst of a massive fight your FS will never complain about it to their friends or any third party but will defend you over anything<3 That's such a beautiful attitude to have towards your partner imo.

I lowkey see a third party eying your or your partner. I feel like you both have to be cautious of the people you let in your "Friend circle". Although I see both of you being loyal there's this one outsider that's trying to stir and ignite something from the both of you. So, think before what you react to. Most likely your FS went through similar experiences you did so I see you taking solace and lessons from how they dealt with it.

Channelled song:

Don't blame me by Taylor Swift~

"Don't blame me, your love made me crazy

If it doesn't you ain't doin it right

Oh Lord, save me, my drug is my baby

I'll be using for the rest of my life~"

Random channelled words: Transparent cloth, Privilege, Gift, Repeat, Ash, Splurge, Explicit, Trigger and Process

Thank you for reading and I hope it resonated!

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[jgoddesstarot]

Pick-A-Pile: How Will You & Your Future Spouse Spend Sunday Mornings? 💋 (18+ only)

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🔮Disclaimer: This reading is for entertainment purposes only. Tarot readings are based upon my intuitive interpretation of the cards and about possibilities based on your current energy. Energy is forever changing and nothing is set in stone. Always remember, you have your own free will to make whatever decision you feel is best.

🔮 How to select a pile: Close your eyes, focus on the question in your mind, and take three deep breaths--slowly inhaling & exhaling. Open your eyes after the third exhale and let your eyes scan the images again until they land (or keep being drawn to) one. It's OK to pick multiple piles.

🔮How I read: I use a mix of tarot cards, oracle cards, along with my intuitive abilities of claircognizance, clairaudience, and clairsentience.

🔮Pile 1:

You and your future spouse (fs) are going to let it flow on Sunday mornings. I see Sundays snuggled in bed, sipping coffee, lazy sex, and slow & sloppy blow jobs👅😋. There will be alot of mutual of oral satisfaction happening between you and your fs as you enjoy this relaxing time together after a hectic week.

Some one here (either you or your fs) like to mix food & sex. I see Hershey's chocolate sauce being drizzled on various body parts and sensually licked off😏

Even when you two have kids, I see you being able to schedule and carve out sexy time together in private.

🔮Pile 2:

Fresh air, farmer's markets, and a relaxing drive along a scenic country road is how you and your future spouse (fs) like to spend your Sunday mornings. I'm getting exhibitionist vibes from this pile.

Trying knew places to eat and being out in places you usually don't have time to go during your busy week is what you all like to do.

Discovering new things together is something you and your fs enjoy, and sex on a lovely blanket in an open field surrounded by nature is a favorite way for you two to end your jaunts on Sunday mornings.

Slow, mesmerizing strokes with the feminine on top is what I see. She knows how to ride😌 and the masculine in this connection always enjoys her toe-curling techniques.

Both you and your fs are refreshed and rejuvenated after your jaunts on Sunday mornings😁

🔮Pile 3:

You are my most traditional pile. I feel you and your future spouse (fs) are religious and go to Sunday service (i.e. Catholic Mass or Protestant Service) on Sunday mornings. This doesn’t feel forced, this feels like you two were raised in certain faiths and continue to honor your beliefs into marriage.

I see alot of order and structure with this dynamic, but it's mutual. Therefore you and your fs wake up early on Sunday mornings (like 5am) for pillow talk & to discuss the plan for the day. (For some who picked this pile, I'm sensing one of you could be in the military 🪖).

Well, while discussing your plans, this is when you get your sexy time in😏. Since traditional is what I see, I see the masculine giving the feminine some oral sex first to get her in the mood, then climbing on top of her for missionary position.

Oh, don't mistake it, you and your fs have and intense (but discreet & proper😌) sex life. Both parties orgasm because your fs has an amazing stroke game🙂

After a few quick kisses, you both proceed to shower, wake up the kids, and get ready for church ⛪ 😇

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[americanoddity]

All about Asteroids- Astrology Notes #1

Asteroids are influences of feminine energy in the natal chart, with Pallas being the least feminine energy of the asteroids. 

Chart owners can be more sensitive to the energy of specific asteroids when they are found:

-On the angles IC, Midheaven, Ascendant, Descendant

-Conjunct North or South nodes

-Conjunct or in dynamic (the big 4- trine, conjunct, square, opposition) aspectation with the luminaries (Sun and Moon)

-In water houses: 4th, 8th, 12th

*Retrogrades in any asteroids can signify karmic tie-ups in these placements

Juno- placed between Mars and Jupiter. One of four major asteroids. Think commitment, give and take in partnership, the partnership itself, infidelity, betrayal, fairness, and compromise, multi-tasking, union, represents true love, marriage partner.

Where we seek to make things balanced, fair, and right. Shades of Pluto, Venus, Scorpio, Libra, 7H and 8H. Triggered where Juno is in the chart, place of potential power and empowerment but issues with balance of power, infidelity, and betrayal. Clues as to how we make most of our connections. Tells us what way or which area we’re deeply bothered if we aren’t treated properly. May not work well in Scorpio

Chiron- Association with Pisces and Sagittarius. What your biggest wounds are and how to heal them, inner soft spot

Hygeia- placed between Jupiter and Mars. One of four major asteroids. Personification of physical health and mental health in chart, agreement is a sign of holistic healing, casting out disease, how we incorporate healing, wellness, nutrition, and health in our lives. In transit, Hygeia can show medical intervention, surgery, sickness, and imbalance if aspected poorly. Can show healing, wellness if aspected positively. Negative placements show hypochondria, fear of doctors, chronic illness. 

Eros- in the orbit of Mars, Mars, Aries, Scorpio. Sexual objectification, passion and desire, creativity, can be reckless in pursuit of desires, creative passion, creative joy

Sappho- poetic or artistic ability, graceful self expression, friendship, same-sex attraction, aptitude with words, true sexual character, smarts, more subtle than Eros

Psyche- Venus, Taurus, Libra. Soul, mind, inner self, where you have the ability to transform, blossoming into a person who can love and be loved, self actualization, raising consciousness, totality of self, integration

Eris- feminine equivalent of Mars, exalted in Cancer. Strife, discord, discontent, regenerative planet, feminine side of aggression, of war, of assertiveness, of anger, and of moving out into the world. 

Pholus- small start of a major event, turning point, situation involving three generations at a time, curing certain addictions, something that happens and you can’t get ahold of it, the catalyst

Sedna- ultimate freedom of spirit, tendency to fall victim to our own vulnerability, deceit, betrayal, isolation, aloofness, inaccessibility, having too high an opinion of oneself, aloofness, arrogance, refusal to grow 

Chariklo- Wife of Chiron, the wounded healer. Graceful enforcement of boundaries, grace, how one heals themself and others, compassion, spiritual awakenings, expansion of self care that comes with individuation, astral travel, awakening, tempering boldness and harsh honesty with thoughtfulness and self respect

Pallas- Daughter of Jupiter. Wisdom, creative intelligence, healing, genius qualities, masculine energy, how you make difficult decisions, how you temper instincts with reason, strategy you use to navigate new environments, strategy in life, intellectual alertness, relationship with fathers

Ceres- Earth mother, food, cooking, nutrition, gardening, how you feel nurtured, how you nurture others, where you easily provide love and comfort, depth of love, natural world, rhythm of reasons, womanhood, fertility, parenting, reproduction, attachment in relationships, self-care, relationship with mothers

Vesta- Daughter of Saturn, association with Virgo and Leo, weaker in Libra or Pisces. What you’re devoted to, how sexuality will develop, sacrifice, commitment, service, light inside of you, what is most sacred to you, how you express your spiritual devotion, where you’re willing to work hard, how you keep your home, how we feel towards home, how we feel towards family, concern with self

Icarus- Mercury, Aquarius, Gemini. Rash decision, reckless actions taken without heed for consequences, not heeding advice, energy of youth, impulsivity, inability to accept or follow advice, desire to escape restrictions and limits, inflation, freedom, risk, defiance, the fall, death

*There are multiple liliths, all signifying different things. I’m just going based off of the information I’ve been able to find on these two. Black moon is just a black moon symbol in the chart, whereas black moon Lilith will have the cross at the bottom of the moon. 

Asteroid Lilith- Association with Scorpio. Rebellion, dark side of human psyche, human potential, being gifted and how you use the gift in reality, innovation, confrontation, unconventional, instinctual 

Black Moon Lilith- forbidden fruit, you at your worst, intuition, seduction, supernatural, psychic ability, psychic healing, charisma, addiction, obsession, drive, impulse, sexual attributes and tendencies, dark emotions

You can find your asteroid placements here: https://horoscopes.astro-seek.com/asteroids-astrology-online-calculator

Readings are open. 

#asteroid #asteroid astrology #black moon #black moon lilith #astrology #astrology notes #asteroids #chiron

[kookiepredictions]

Jungkook Twin Flame Reading

A little post in honour of Jungkook’s birthday after which I’ll be taking a break :)

 Jungkook Twin Flame Reading

 The relationship dynamic between Jungkook and his TF is so interesting to me. To say that they are made for each other is a huge understatement. If human beings have several layers and levels to their being, then it is safe to say that Jungkook and his TF are compatible at every level; that’s how “destined” they are. Even if you take away the spiritual aspect of their connection and just focus on the earthly, physical dimension, they are the type of people who would be instantly drawn to each other. It’s not enough said that they are each other’s type. They could walk into a room full of people and instantly pick the other. Each has the physical appearance that the other finds attractive, the personality that the other admires, and their overall goals and ambitions in life too are very compatible. Whether they hit each other up at the bar, met in a park, hooked up on Tinder, or had an arranged marriage, it doesn’t matter— they would end up together. It’s like in the movie ‘The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind’, where the protagonists erase each other’s memories repeatedly but still end up falling in love every time they meet again. Now you would say, how nice for them, that must make their TF journey so much easier than others’, but (very) interestingly, no, it makes it just the more difficult.

Since they are so obviously compatible, picking each other is an obvious option. It’s like, I don’t need to be divinely guided to pick you; I’d do it anyway. And this is what makes the connection so confusing because there are literally 2 Levels in this connection: 1, where they can just be together as partners or spouses or whatever other earthly relationship term they want to subscribe to, and 2, where they can show up as the Divine Masculine and Feminine and hence have a higher dimensional connection. The difference between these 2 options is that the 1st, while not terrible, would be a mere earthly connection wherein both operate from their wounded selves and therefore their love has conditions, projections, and therefore hurts and problems. This type of relationships is not very uncommon to find and one might even argue that what’s so bad with that? Every relationship has problems. That’s normal. But then I urge you to ask yourselves, is it normal or it is normalized? Also, it might be commonly seen, but with their potential to be Twin Flames, Jungkook and his DF are not here to have a “normal” connection. And they are definitely not here to subscribe to the normalized version of love as it exists in the world right now. As TF counterparts, they have been given a choice to opt for more, also known in the TF community as creating new relationship templates. This is why I had mentioned in one of my previous posts that simply being born and then meeting your TF counterpart does not automatically make you each other’s Twin Flames— it only makes you “potential” TFs. It’s only when you show up as your most authentic or Divine self that you are actually “being” TFs. This is not a very simple phenomenon to understand and a lot of times, TF counterparts meet each other and are caught up in the earthly, or lower chakra attraction that they feel for each other. This looks like intense sexual attraction, daydreaming and overthinking about each other, and being almost addicted to each other. Is this a very bad thing? No, definitely not. Understand that the lower chakras represent our earthly existence and as such, all experiences stemming from them ground us onto that aspect of life and done right, it’s a beautiful experience. Also, one thing I disagree with a lot of people about is that the TF connection is not romantic. Oh but it is! The TF connection is not a fairytale. Heck yeah it is! But I also understand where they are coming from. I think the problem is in the way the words “romance” and “fairytale” are perceived these days. I don’t know about you, but fairytales to me are all about boy meets girl, fall in love, want to be together but problems arise, misunderstandings happen, third parties interfere, sorrows and tears, breakthrough, problem-solving, maybe even some fights, songs and dances, and finally, union. This don’t look like the TF connection to you? Of course, the TF journey is not so oversimplified, linear or one-dimensional, and doesn’t end in like 1 ½ hours. But that’s still the gist though. As for romance, again, I earnestly think the meaning of romance is so skewed right now, it makes me sad. As far as I have lived (and loved), romance has never been just about wining and dining, flowers and chocolates, singing and dancing (although they are a part of that and a very fun one at that). For me, the TF connection is romance at its peak. If romance is defined as the expression of love and affection, then there can be absolutely nothing more romantic than a person who would stop at NOTHING to be with you, to the point that they would take an axe and strike down their own ego, burn and destroy themselves over and over again to be their most authentic self because they see you and think, you’re worth it. So many people in the world right now would rather replace you with someone else simply because they are too proud to look into themselves and heal their wounds that are stopping them from experiencing true love, and continue living with their masks on. Masked people bringing flowers and diamonds and basically everything else other than their heart has never been a romantic notion for me. But yes, the skewed definition of romance these days does not accommodate such depth of the emotion and expression of love, so it’s limited to being perceived (and executed) as materialistic and surface-level exhibition.

TFs, upon meeting each other for the first time, experience all of these earthly tendencies. In itself, it’s not a bad thing at all. It’s sweet, spicy and exciting because seldom do you find a person that gets your heart racing like that. The “relationship” too, seems within your reach. But just when you reach out for them, the tower moments happen. This is when TFs realize that there is much more than what appears on the surface and you got to dig deeper. With Jungkook and his DF, it just was even more confusing because them being so compatible and an “obvious choice” for each other, the delays and the “ifs” and “buts” just did not make sense. This was especially Jungkook’s energy where he was more focused on the earthly manifestation of this connection because that’s what made sense to him— boy meets girl, fall in love, together bam! (Lol I had to make that joke cuz it’s a special day). He was also focused more on the external manifestations of problems in the connection, for example, he would think, I cannot be with the DF because of X, Y, Z. But the TF journey, like any other spiritual journey, will always teach you to look inward. Any problem and situation in life is always the external manifestation of something that is wrong inside, and therefore that’s where all solutions lie. On the other hand, as DFs are usually initiated into the spiritual journey first and are more concerned with that aspect of the connection (explained in detail in a previous post), his DF kept running away from him because Jungkook’s state of mind was not supportive of her spiritual quests. It’s important to understand that neither of them was consciously doing this; both did what they did because that’s what made sense to them at their level of healing. As the “lead” in this journey though, somehow it all started with the DF. She felt the call to opt for that higher dimension in their connection and to move away from him when he wasn’t in the ready state to even understand, let alone, support that spiritual aspect, which is what is known as the Separation— the part where both parties need to focus on their own healing. However, it’s one thing to know what to do, and quite another to embody that knowledge and act on it with the trust that everything will ultimately work out. So for a while, she too was caught up in her lower dimensional cravings. It’s safe to say that just like Jungkook, she was terrified of losing him because like I said, even in a non-TF way, they seemed so perfect for each other, you just do not want to miss the chance to at least give it a shot. But her soul would be tugging at her to complete the tasks that she had undertaken prior to incarnation, in other words, her soul contract, so she wouldn’t be able to be fully present in this connection either. And so she would do this thing where she would take a step forward towards her destiny and then look back at Jungkook where he was in his journey to see if he would join her. Repeatedly. But this connection IS about your soul journey, her indecision and mental to and fro would energetically keep Jungkook in an indecisive and back and forth state too. It’s like everytime she would look back to see if she was making a mistake, Jungkook would look back to see if he was making a mistake. This was keeping him attached to his karmic situations, which would then drain him, which would make him want his DF more to fill him up, which would create energy drainage for the DF which would ultimately repel the DF and she would want to run far, far away from him. This pushing him away in turn would hurt and confuse Jungkook and he would start doubting the connection and his self worth and start thinking that he doesn’t deserve her and that she is staying away from him because she isn’t interested in him and it’s all in his head, and so he would think of walking away from her before she leaves him. This is the push and pull dynamic in this connection and this was the loop that they were stuck in for a while.

Over time though, his DF has been inching closer and closer to her destined path, trying to find faith in herself, in the connection and in Jungkook and has been looking back less. Recognizing her role as the lead, she has had to make the difficult decision to solely focus on herself and put Jungkook out of her mind— a “whatever happens, happens, I’m not abandoning myself for anyone anymore” kind of a decision. This has been difficult for her because she has always naturally been someone who puts other people’s needs before her own. When she likes someone, it has always made sense for her to almost sacrifice all her needs and wants for the other person’s. However, this energy has never been reciprocated to her in her previous connections, and her life would always eventually turn out to be one where her needs were always in the backburner. As I had said in a previous post, when she first meets Jungkook, the way he treated her was quite different from others. While other men would make these big show of love while ignoring the smallest, most basic things about her, Jungkook was observant of the little subtle things about her and more importantly, always willing and even seeking to do things that felt tailormade for her. While other people made their moves with agenda, Jungkook had this energy of just vibing in the moment, doing little things, making her smile. It was like he had even forgotten to set a purpose or intention of interacting with her; he just did what he did because it made him so happy. This caused her to put down her guard and a connection was made. However, this connection, or specifically, the happiness and bliss in the connection did not last long because both were interacting from a co-dependent place— they were both doing things trying to seek happiness from the other, to fill an empty void in themselves. But as I discussed earlier, when you seek something outside of yourself, it is never enough because that void can only be filled by you. So, what started as a beautiful and fun connection started morphing into a confusing, draining and hurtful one. This was very the signal to start levelling up into a higher dimension of the connection— the connection in itself wasn’t wrong; it was just that it was established in a lower, 3D dimension that was keeping it embroiled in pain and struggle. The DF was the first to recognize this and felt it in her heart to first, individually level up. But as said earlier, she was constantly looking back in doubt, afraid she might just lose him, which, true to the TF connection, kept Jungkook stuck in a fear of losing her. When Jungkook is stuck in the energy of this fear for long enough, external problems would manifest to reflect and amplify that fear, which then, as I said, would make him want to leave her first before she could leave him, because he felt that he loved her too much to ever be able to bear the pain of his heart being broken by her.

In present times, his DF has been a lot more confident in herself and in this connection. This has happened because she has spent considerable amount of time healing her trauma patterns which has immensely increased her faith in the Divine and she is able to see this connection clearly, not just from a knowledge point of view, but also from a deep feeling. In the past, she was stuck in the confusion of “if he is right for me, then how does it make sense to leave him behind?”, the same confusion that Jungkook had. But then again, when she stayed behind, there would be all these differences of opinions between them and problems and hurt would ensue. Both saw each other as their destination and yet, the path each proposed to take was different. Jungkook took the more rational, practical path while his DF was inclined to the more spiritual, “listen to the Divine, have faith and let go” path. Incidentally, the spiritual path is not irrational either. The real, practical problems in their connection did not go unnoticed by the DF. She noticed the co-dependency, the fact that she was constantly putting her own needs behind to try to address his needs and also the fact that even after that, Jungkook was still stuck in fear, doubt, confusion and misery. But more than anything else, she saw the once-beautiful connection deteriorate every day. This was painful to her because from the moment she saw Jungkook, as an intuitive and foresighted woman, she knew he was the one, and that this would be a beautiful and fulfilling connection, and the start had even been that way. The intense attraction, waiting for each other everyday, daydreaming when they were alone, every love song finally making sense— stuff straight out of a movie or a romance novel. But this reality kept slipping off, and it hurt her to see it all go down the drain. So when she realized that this connection needed to be anchored to a higher frequency, she had to make the choice of walking away from him to work on herself. She knew that she wasn’t being her most authentic, divine self, and as such, wouldn’t be able to create an authentic and divine connection. While in the past she was afraid of being judged by him for the choices and decisions she made, more recently she has stepped into the confidence that living her life from her heart is not something she should ever be afraid of, and if Jungkook is the divinely destined partner that she thought he was, he would never stand in the way of her living a life that made her happy. She also knew that unless she heals herself from her own trauma and wounds, she would not be able to love him right either. She isn’t perfect and in the past she has done many a hurtful things to people she loved and she is afraid unhealed, she would do the same to Jungkook. In this energy, she foresees the connection to become riddled with problems and trauma bonding and she would rather leave him and this connection right this instant where it is still relatively peaceful, than create a reality where they hurt each other that much. It’s funny that in her past relationships, whenever she hurt her partner, she would feel guilty for behaving that way more because she feels it was beneath who she is, but on hindsight she will be like, well they still deserved it for being complete jerks to me. But with Jungkook, she feels like she wouldn’t be able to ever willingly hurt him because she believes he doesn’t deserve to ever be treated that way, so it could only mean that in such a state, she would only hurt herself each time and she didn’t want that for herself either, so she feels like she’d rather stay away from him and the connection than cause all that. This is similar to how Jungkook feels about her as well, which is why no matter how tough it gets for him to go on without her, he always reminds himself that he couldn’t possibly with her until he became capable enough to give her all the happiness that she deserves, so that’s where they would mirror each other. And yet, everytime he feels empty, he wants to reach out to her. However, as the DF has started becoming confident in the connection, and stopped looking back in doubt, Jungkook has been feeling confident too. The more she heals, he heals. Now, they are both on their adventures of finding themselves while still recognizing the presence and impact of this connection in their lives. I think they’ve both realized that trying to escape this connection is a lost war. Instead they are embracing it and letting it guide them while still learning to put themselves first. Even after all the doubts and fears, their destination still remains the same, and the path seems to be aligning as well because they are both trying to meet each other halfway. Will there be anymore problems, confusion, doubts, fears, anger, frustration? Maybe, maybe not. But like I always say, that’s not the point of life at all. Nor is that the point of relationships. Problems might still arise but unlike in the past, they won’t be swept into co-dependency. The DF has learnt to listen to her heart every time, even if Jungkook does not agree with her and will address Jungkook’s needs only when she has ensured that her own needs are met first. In return, Jungkook has learnt to trust that his DF’s path will never be separate from his— time and time again, he has seen his DF return to him, never ceasing to love him and he has learnt to trust more in the Divine to give him what he believes belongs to him. Soon enough, they will be whole, complete and happy enough on their own accord and this will create a harmonious and blissful interdependent connection between them with the earthly intense attraction as well as the divine peaceful stability.

Just to avoid an abrupt end, let me share one of my favourite quotes that aptly defines this journey (except add “vice versa”):

“A woman's heart should be so hidden in God that a man has to seek Him just to find her.”

― Maya Angelou

 Happy 24th birthday Jungkook, I hope you always know and remember that you are well loved, not because the person or the people who love you are good people, but because you deserve to be loved always. What is yours will never pass you by and what you seek, seeks you I promise. You will see, in time. Every single thing in this connection and in this journey might not make sense and it might seem long and dragged out, but if you want the other person to consider your needs, you must consider theirs too. That is true love. And it is yours. You’ve worked for it and you’ve earned it. Your DF wants you as much as you want her. But she won’t give herself to you unless she deems herself as someone you deserve and you deserve the best. She knows you already think she’s perfect but she also knows that you have the biggest, the kindest and the most accommodating heart and you would never make anyone feel lesser than. But she’s adamant lol. She says, Jungkook deserves the best and he will have the best. Please allow her the time and space to do this not just for you but also for herself— allow her to heal her insecurities so she never feels small and insignificant anywhere she goes. Don’t forget that your destination is the same. Allow her to take a different path once in a while if she so pleases, and don’t be afraid to do the same. Do what YOU want to do and what is best for you. Always. If it hurts her ego, best believe that it is HER problem to take care of. If you are meant to be, mistakes and slip ups will never get in the way of that. If you are meant to be, neither of you should ever have to hide any part of yourselves. Trust that being your most authentic selves, no matter how odd, shameful and unforgiving it might seem to you, will always bring you closer. That’s just what unconditional love is. That’s what you are divinely created to have. If you have to hide, pretend and suppress any part of you to please the other, it’s just not love, and believe you me, your connection won’t last that way. I know it’s scary, to show those parts of yourself to another, parts that even you haven’t been able to accept, embrace or forgive, then how are they going to do that? She knows and she fears the same about herself. But know that you both have to show up as who you are, otherwise this connection remains a daydream and an illusion, the bubble of which will burst sooner or later. You both have been given the opportunity to create something that is not just missing but is needed in this world right now. Take it and make the best out of it. At the end of your lives, as you sit on your porch, watching the sunset together, you will get to look back in triumph and gratitude for one hell of an adventure. Happy birthday once again! May this day be the start to the best, happiest, most fun, most exciting, most exotic, most peaceful, most authentic and most soul-ly fulfilling life you have ever wanted.

 P.S. I really wanted to make a small and compact post but for some reason I rambled on and also I feel so tired after this I want to go to sleep immediately. I don’t have the energy to see what I’ve written anymore so I hope it all made sense. See you after my break! PPS. :) :) :)

[renaissanceer]

Sensuality, Sexuality, & Creativity

Things to note. 1. I am not a teacher. 2. I make up words sometimes to describe what’s going on in my head to the best of my ability. 3. I have a lot to say, because creation is such a huge topic with many intricate aspects. 4. Read with an open mind!

        The formula for pure artistic expression; how it...

is delicately interconnected, the relationship between the Divine Masculine and Feminine on a spiritual fundamental scale, and kundalini energy.

I write this under the beginnings of a scorpio full moon, a few hours before its peak. I have not written in a long long time… and for this to be the subject that ignites my passion…says a lot about this intertwining energy itself.

At the basis of creation…there are two principle flows of energy that compliment each other and are so grandiosicously simple yet complex in their own ways, that they flow together effortlessly.

The divine masculine and the divine feminine. Feminine is the more flowly, free forming, chaotic, incubating..the juice of pure inspiration. The masculine is action driven, the vessel, problem solving, the burning will and excitement to creating. 

There can not be one without the other. Sexuality and sensuality shows itself in art of all kinds, in the totality of the myriads of ways of artistic expression. the artist goes into trance like states of euphoria and complete spirit dancing, the medium being the vessel as you play with the sensuous orchestra of your choosing. Art is sex. All of creation is. Sex is seen in my eyes as the perfect marriage and harmony, the perfect dance of the Divine Masculine and Feminine. No matter your sexual preferences, or gender, one can experience the true essence of sex, through the study, and indulgence of creation. The more you know and practice, the better it feels. The more you get to experience and experiment with what specifically feels good to YOU. 

Sex is world-bending, and personal. It’s unique and curate-able. It’s ancient, and artistic— artesian. 

For me there’s a comfort that creating paintings, and tasting lips alike that shrouds me like a warm blanket just at the thought. The translation of artistic expression to, passion and enamor interchangeably. True art.

 CREATION

Art, Eroticism, Emotion, Mythology… & their interconnectedness

e·rot·ic

/əˈrädik/

adjective

adjective: erotic

relating to or tending to arouse sexual desire or excitement."her book of erotic fantasies"

Origin

Mythology is the tale of creation, through symbols. Across all myths, they aim to explain the unexplainable happenings of the world. Both the inner, psychological, subconscious worlds; and the physical, social world we all live in. eroticism and creation go hand in hand. For to be erotic is to partake in an expression of creation. Everything is a symbol and a reflection of the “macro to micro” law. As above, so below. This is true art.

A perfect example of a powerful symbol…..the Serpent

                                    Toltec Dual Headed Serpent

“Ometeotl! This is a traditional expression, which means “may this become real” or more literally, “the two energies (may combine to create),” as depicted by a double headed serpent. It also means the union of the energy heavens and of the physical world. “

The serpent has been one of the most ancient and sacred symbols to indigenous peoples across all regions of the world since even before the beginnings of linear time. I chose this specific Toltec symbol of the two headed serpents, since the art, the tangible mythology, invokes the energy I am calling in further. The dual ends symbolizing balance, the curves in their tails feminine* and free, yet uniform with the direction and intent of the masculine*. The perfect representation of union. And more importantly the beauty and power of divine union. Potent. This balance of divine polarities create the space for manifestation to play about. This is the realm in which nature is in order. The snake is an expression of raw, almost godly power. The eastern world observed the power of the snake through the kundalini practices, using the symbol of the naga as a spiritual reconnection to higher will, bliss, and devotion. 

There are so many symbols in the world. And their main stage to play on is in art. 

#creation #art #symbology #mythology #food for thought

[brother-hermes]

Are you willing to share your thoughts on sex outside of marriage? I am curious of your perspective as you’ve written before about celibacy. Would sexual immorality be considered any sex before marriage? Is it still considered adultery between two consenting adults if neither one of them is married? Or is it possible to have a divine union without a man made marriage certificate?

Wow. Straight up dangerous territory.

The King James Version took a harsh line on the term porneia- like they decided it was fornication without understanding Koine Greek. That variation of Greek is what the New Testament is written in. We now understand that porneia means harlotry- like adultery and incest- so we go with sexual immorality as a blanket term. This is a problem for traditional churches because it’s too open ended. As in, sexual immorality could be meaningless sex to multiple partners to one person and masturbating to pornography while in a committed relationship to another. It puts the passages regarding our sexuality in the field of the subjective opening it up to interpretation. Sprinkle in the NIV going with marital unfaithfulness or infidelity and it’s no wonder we have confusion.

The broader context of Pauls writing seems to define sexual immorality as anything outside of marriage. Women were bought at a dowry back then and were practically property too though. Some of the other writings suggest that one shouldn’t get involved with people outside of their Faith- a house divided and what not. It’s a very sticky subject.

I, being an abstract thinker, view the Bible as an allegory meant to be interpreted by the reader as a means of drawing us closer to the source of all being- to God. That being said, I view the Song Of Solomon and all of the Apostle Pauls writing on the union between men and women as spiritual instructions on unifying feminine and masculine energy within us. I’d probably confuse you attempting to explain that so it’ll be a later thing.

Sex is natural. We are all here because two people decided to share themselves with each other. The moral question comes into play when we ask ourselves why. Some people seek to release their frustrations into another or use them as objects. Some people use sex as a means to get things that they want. When we look at it in that perspective sexual immorality makes sense. We are taking something sacred- the ability to create life, the ability to join with another and share our very essence- and turning it into something meaningless. But… if it’s between two consenting adults planning a life together, then what immorality are we even talking about?

What does sexual immorality look like to you? That’s what I would ask myself. I would pray on why I want to explore my sexuality and discuss it with my partner. Then, I’d find someone who’s completely against it and hear why they have taken such a hard line on it. Read the passages yourself. Follow the notes that lead to other scriptures and dissect them. Whatever you do, just stay prayed up and don’t look at yourself with disgust for feeling a natural desire. Sex is completely normal and I loathe how some of us have been made to feel by our Christian upbringing.

Personally, I’m celibate because I haven’t overcome my own personal problems yet. I’ve been horribly codependent in the past and am overcoming a mountain of traumas. Until I’ve completely surrendered to God- and I mean 100% surrendered- I have no business projecting my insecurities onto anyone else. I don’t masturbate and watch pornography because it changes the way I view others. It’s hard, for me- I can’t speak on everyone, to look past the flesh of a person and see them for who they are if I’m constantly watching streams of perfectly shaped people airbrushed to perfection. It also clouds my spiritual practice and messes with my ability to concentrate- problems I’ve never had in relationships. So, I made a personal decision to serve God with mind, body and soul and await further instruction- getting therapy and working through traumas and meeting my spiritual director in the meantime. It’s a process, not a rigorous dogma I’d expect anyone to live up to.

Take away- what is sexual immorality? How would you define it? How will expressing yourself sexually add to your life? What would you be giving up? Pray on it and study the scriptures a bit. Just remember: SEX ISN’T SOME AWFUL THING.

#sexuality #asks #christianish perspective

[000inreality000]

PSA TO BLACK WOMEN:

Never put your life, reputation or career on the line for any man!

Porsha Williams, Yandy Smith, Nicki Minaj, JT are a few examples I can use of some recent women who have:

Porsha literally took the heat after it came out that her new fiancé was her coworkers and friend (which she lied about not being) husband. What she didn’t realize is that Simon, who is well known and African will never get the same backlash as she did simply because he is a Black Man, his status and Africans with money are known to have multiple women/wives. After calling out women who sleep and flirt with married men and denouncing those with the Jezebel spirit she became a hypocrite for the price of “love”. Sooner or later he will be adding a new wife to their partnership or completely get rid of her.

Yandy Smith got pepper sprayed, marched and advocated for prison reform all for the love of her husband Mendecees who was locked up for years, leaving her to take care of the kids she has with him as well as his own from previous relationships. She donned her ring (which never came with a wedding) for years in front of his previous baby mamas faces (which already should been a red flag) just for her to ask her husband on national TV if he would do the same for her if she was locked up, which he replied something of the sort: “I don’t think so..”

Nicki Minaj put her career on the line for some random turned husband Kenneth Petty. This one is hard because she is legendary and often gives great advice to younger girls. Yet, Im not delusional and I will never hold my tongue on wrongdoings of someone no matter how liked they are by the world/how big their fan base is. Nickis need for control and her over powering masculine energy led her to choosing some of the most feminine men (i.e. Safaree, Meek Mill). Nicki took the heat for her husband after fans found out that he is a registered sex offender. The victim who was raped even came out about harassment she received from the two (yes even Nicki). As a result of him registering as a sex offender, Nicki’s address also had to be shared, allegedly. Along with this his net worth is lower than hers! The video she just posted driving with him in the passenger is so cringe that I can’t even watch it. She’s too much of a self proclaimed boss bitch to have someone like that on her arm. I think everyone was rooting for her to be with someone with just as much influence and who had a bigger net worth than her. I thought the marriage was enough but sadly she took it even further by having a baby with him.

Lastly, JT. While she was locked up everyone, even I was rooting for her to be released to finally rejoin Yung Miami. Yet, after fans became angry with her after her old tweets became viral her getting into a relationship with Uzi made things worse. While she threw subs and argued (by herself) with his ex Brittany (who everyone knows is the ex that he will always go back to) Uzi stayed quiet for the most part. After Britt came out with text messages between them two confirming that he was still talking to Britt while being with JT, that is when Uzi came out and finally publicly claimed JT. On a show she bragged about having a good man, but on a live he could be seen controlling and disrespecting her. She is ultimately ruining her “brand” while Uzi’s will stay afloat because again he is a rapper and a Black man. The final straw was her getting a very noticeable tattoo of his name. Not very City Girl like.

#I wrote this fast but I think I got my point across #me

[quantumconfidence]

The Stigma Of The Trophy Wife & Why I'm Proud To Be One

Trophy wives and the never ending stigma... So much to say and so much to address. In this blog post as you read it in the title is all about why being a trophy wife (TW) is what I was meant to be. And most probably who you're meant to embrace too.

Keep reading Sister.

First of let me start with this mini clip...

This is all self explanatory to me and many other women who believe in hypergamy. The natural selection and order of things for women who desire to be married to a masculine man.

There's SO many negative cliche about being a trophy wife. The main one being a pretty air-head married to a rich old guy waiting to die so she can inherit all his assets and money.

And then you hear everyone around you saying things like: "why do you want to depend on a man? beauty doesn't last forever and some day he will replace you with someone hotter and younger"

But to me this is coming from such a small minded and scarcity point of view. These idea are filled with lack of everything.

There's SO, so, so much more than this about thinking of yourself as a TW!

Let's address a few of these points though because that is very important.

The "pretty air-head" Idea:

Who said that beautiful women were air-heads?

Just like everyone in this world, God has created each one of us, and you, with a special gift that NOBODY will ever provide like you do it. And that's a FACT.

I personally have worked for the largest and most successful companies in the world during my corporate career. As a people manager in technical supports, and I was VERY successful. These are definitely NOT the type of jobs or accomplishments an air-head would ever reach.

(If you're reading my blogs for the first time, Hello, My name is Mrs Queen and I'm the proud owner of this eCommerce business.)

And so, since when do we have to chose? I mean, hello scarcity mindset!

How being attractive, and maintaining your physical appearance ever kept you from being knowledgable and intelligent?

The "You'll always have to look pretty for him to stick around" Idea:

I cannot explain how this idea to me is SO basic, and SUCH a poor mindset!

Whom ever said that, clearly DOEN'T understand what makes a man marry you, when he truly believe that you're the woman of his dream. Or what makes a man stay with you for the rest of his life. So I'm going to spell it out loud, and preach. I hope you're ready?

First of all, a man stay kept if HE wants to stay kept. That has nothing to do with you but let's not ignore the following because these are contributing factors.

As a woman you're a WHOLE soul and PACKAGE by yourself. You do NOT ever or ever had to be with anybody to complete you. EVER. let me say it again, never, EVER.

And men DO understand that. They're looking and craving for that ENTIRE package. They want to experience it they want to live in it, forever and ever. This is literally their number one reason of living and striving in this world.

Yes, their MAIN reason to be alive. I'm not exaggerating.

What package am-i talking about?

Ok let's start with the obvious one:

1/ Your beauty. 

yes your face and body. And all appearances are appreciated in this world.

If you're thinking "high maintenance" and or "too exhausting" let me tell you the following very simply.

The way you care and take pride in your appearance has NOTHING to do with a man.

Never. EVER.

It has however EVERYTHING to do with how YOU, my sister, honor and love yourself. It's your way of respecting and glorify God's creation of you.

And if a man (your husband) gets to enjoy the perks too, that's his luck.

So don't allow laziness, or misconceptions to twist your mind. Taking care of yourself, and maintaining yourself is your godly duty as a woman. Let me say it again, it's self love and self respect.

Then,

2/ Your Feminine ENERGY. 

I'm literally talking about how your presence makes him feel. Have you ever had a phone conversation or just met someone and the tone of their voice, their smile gave you goose bumps and elevated your energy right away?

Making you smile, and feel warmer inside? That's what I'm talking about. Some people have the power to project their amazing energies into you and make you feel amazing in split-seconds. Everyone is of course different but the ones who love you, DO feel the energy of your soul.

And masculine men CRAVE for the feminine energy. The loving, the kind, the healing, the peaceful, resting, warm energy. They NEED you to be fully immersed into it, and let him join you into it.

They will do and pay anything to help you sustain and protect this beautiful environment. And it starts with the place you live in. Your body (back to point 1). Then your home. and the rest of your universe.

3/ Your RESPECT for him: This goes way deeper than the way you love him. Men will ALWAYS prefer being respected than being loved if they had to chose between the two. If you haven't read them, check out these books:

Love & Respect: The Love She Most Desires; The Respect He Desperately Needs

5 Love Languages

These are most definitely books that WILL drastically improve your relationship for the better. Feminism has us fooled with many ideas, and yes I'm fully aware that this movement gave the western woman many rights, and I'm not talking about this.

The movement also pushes women to violently disrespect men in MANY different ways, on a daily basis. Making you believe that it's a synonym of empowerment. It's not, it truly isn't. It's the number one key to ending your days living in an apartment with hundreds of cats.

4/ Your brain & your drive:

Masculine men do not want air-heads anyway. They want smart driven women who know how to balance all the things stated before and their lives.

A woman who can literally put all this shit together. HER shit together I should say to be more exact. DO not try to rule his life. That's HIS job. Not yours.

A masculine man wants to lead most of the times. LET him. If you believe and trust him, this won't be hard for you to do.

If not, and I mean if you deeply believe that your man cannot lead the way in your relationship, then you probably chose the wrong kind of man for you. It's never too late to find the right one.

Please note: These points ARE the WHOLE package and aren't in any particular order. One doesn't compensate for the others. ALL, meaning EACH one of them are part of the whole package that is you.

So what's a TW then?

It's in masculine men's nature to want to provide, it DOES NOT mean that you shouldn't have your own. As a matter of a fact it is crucial that you have your own AND let him provide.

One idea that I love the most in Islam, is that it is clearly stated that a man has to provide for his household and his wife's need. Only then a woman will submit to him and respect him fully. She can however have her own sources of income and decides if she wants to participate in the household spendings OR not.

Other religions have similar ideas too.

A TW is literally what ever you want to be. But most importantly she KNOWS how to be the most unique version of herself. And that IS ENOUGH.

But then what if you just do NOT want to work?

It took me a while to come up to a very simple realization. And that's because while growing up my mother always pushed me to "be independent". And to this day she still does.

I had to pounder very deeply on these things.

First of all, your value as a woman does NOT depend on what you can "bring to the table". It never was and never will.

Your value does NOT depend on how productive you can be. How much money you can earn, how much achievements you can reach. NONE. OF. THAT.

You are WELL worthy of being loved and taken care of, and just simply existing because you do. period.

Let me say it differently. You were born WORHTY. There's NOTHING that you have to do to be worthy. Your man, husband should know and appreciate that at it's right value.

You are NOT a financial burden. You ARE valuable, without having to do or achieve ANYTHING.

Your value is in you BEING you. Going back to the "whole package" idea.

Is this laziness?

I know these days if a woman doesn't want to work, she's labelled lazy. It's not. It's about understanding that the "whole package" is contribution in itself. It's HIGHLY valuable.

As I said, it's a man's reason for living, so he can experience that "package" with you.

But the scriptures say that you have to be a hard working woman at home or an active member of the society....

Yes. And you already are. Directly or indirectly. A woman who lives in her "whole package" vibe is an inspiration of everyone around her. That's her CONTRIBUTION to the world if she feels that it's enough. So it is. And there should be no room for shaming this.

And the ones shaming these women, are the ones who don't understand what I just wrote about.

The idea of "Keeping your independence"

I cannot believe how much I have been SO stubborn in grasping, holding on SO damn hard on my "independence"....

As mentioned growing up that's something my mom kept on repeating to me. That's because her marriage to my father was far from being exemplary. And I get her from those circumstances.

Let me remind you if you had a mom like mine, you are NOT your mom and your husband is NOT your father. Therefore your marriage and experience with it ARE NOT the same.

My simple question to you is: Why would you want to feel "independent"? How does being married truly makes you feel? Trapped in any ways?

I pondered so hard on this one. As a married woman I DO NOT want to be independent. I am married. Independence is the complete opposite of marriage.

Do you want independence still? Then be single! you'll have plenty of independence.

Marriage and being a wife truly requires from you to completely abandon your maiden self. That's only then that true union is ever possible. Marriage is two people coming as one. If you have found a husband that you love and loves you back, you won't need to feel independent.

We very often take love and relationship advice from women who are still wounded. My mom for example is currently single.

And the teaching she can ever pass on me are the ones of a woman who's been through three failed marriages. That's precisely why I do NOT take marriage advice related to "staying in a successful marriage" from her.

Who have you been listening to so far? Are they in the type of marriage that you aspire to be in? If not, then I invite you to reframe your way of thinking around what they taught you to believe.

The "he will go for someone younger" idea:

Ok, yes that happens, because some relationships aren't meant to last forever. But who says YOU won't do that before he does?? Or leaving him for a better option? Who will treat you better if your current one starts tripping? THAT right there is the TW mindset.

Because you know your value, and the value of being the "whole package".

Your aging DOES NOT diminish your worth or value. It does NOT. The way you perceive yourself is the ONLY factor that can have that effect ladies. Not a man. Not what your mom would say. Or what your "friends" who mean "well", or your community members will say.

NONE. OF. THAT.

It's you vs YOU.

So why wouldn't you feel proud to FULLY be your own FULL package anyway?

You can have it, so flaunt it for you, for God, and your (future) lucky hubby sister.

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[a-little-slice-of-fandom]

A) hi how ya doing? B) I miss you C) can you analyze anything of Aragon? Thank you :)

Hey anon! I’m doing good ❤️❤️❤️ thanks so much for asking! I hope you’re doing well too!

Aragon is really interesting to me, because her song is kind of like the bohemian rhapsody of six. Very few people will say that it’s their favourite, but everyone will instantly sing along because it’s so catchy! Plus, it’s a great song to follow ex-wives with. It keeps the energy up and introduces the audience to the plot of the show.

I will say this until the day I die: while I would love if more songs were as scathing as say AYWD...you could never start with those songs. It’s too much too quickly. You need the more catchy, light-hearted songs of Ex-Wives, No Way and DLUH to start with because it helps get the audience invested in the show and the plot as a whole. Six, first and foremost, will always need to work dramatically. That’s why the old, more openly bitter No Way was changed to something a little more light-hearted.

The first thing that always comes to mind when I think of Aragon is regal. She’s the queen who was married to Henry for 24 years and was a Spanish princess as well. She’s the refined, confident queen who knows her own worth and honestly? I get the vibe she just wants a little bit of respect from the other queens. While some people characterise Aragon as rather cold, I honestly don’t get that? The show portrays Aragon as a very loyal person despite all that Henry put her through, and she clearly cares for Mary and also, to a lesser extent, Parr as her god daughter (remember she calls Howard “the least relevant Katherine”...meaning she does see Parr as relevant.) and she often refers to other queens as “babe” even though she was just arguing with them five seconds earlier (harking on the idea of forgiveness, something I think Aragon is very good at in the show!). Plus, while there’s only one line referring to Mary, Aragon is always so protective of her and warm to her. In the album, Renee’s “aw, hi baby!” is the most adorable and heartwarming part of the song and it’s clear she adores her daughter, while the “oh, you don’t remember?” in the live versions is so protective of her baby. It’s honestly something we don’t discuss enough. Moreover, Aragon’s song is one of the most energetic, but she has her earnest moment of pleading as well, along with her undisputable strength of refusing to back down and accept Henry’s lies. She is also incredibly passionate when talking about something she loves or defending herself when she has to (which make sense! This was the woman who rode with an army wearing armour while pregnant. Aragon was not to be messed with!).

I personally disagree with people who try and claim that Toby and Lucy wrote Aragon as the “angry” queen because she never truly gets to the levels of boleyn or seymour (yes there’s the miscarriage argument where she does raise her voice but like...are we ignoring Seymour’s “boohoo Mary had the chickenpox” or the fact that Boleyn is also shouting in that argument??? And she usually goes louder than Aragon???) and yet she’s so often defined by that trait even though other queens share it and are even more extreme. And yes, Im fully aware of why certain people characterise aragon in this way and I’m so annoyed that even though we continually call out the fact that’s it’s problematic, it continues to happen. However Aragon does have flaws like every good character should. Aragon just won’t try and listen to the other queens. She refuses to accept that Boleyn or Seymour might have had a worse time than her. Now I personally never got the feeling that Aragon blames the other queens for anything. Her feelings are directed at Henry. Notice in now way she talks about how henry is “running around with some pretty young thing” and she refers to him having “one son with someone who don’t own a wedding ring”. Those people? They’re clearly supposed to be Boleyn and Bessie, two people who are actually on stage at the time. But Aragon doesn’t take an easy shot at either of them in her song. She doesn’t say their name or call them out or try and involve them in her song. Contrast this with DLUH where Boleyn grabs Aragon, forces her to be front and centre in this verse and then insults her constantly (“three in the bed” = airing Aragon’s and Henry’s ✨ intimate issues ✨ with the entire world while “Don’t be bitter, cause I’m fitter” and “he doesn’t want to bang you, somebody hang you” are both pretty self explanatory). I think it’s absolutely key that Aragon doesn’t blame Boleyn or Bessie or direct any misplaced feelings towards them in no way or the show. Her (very justified) feelings of anger and betrayal are (generally) directed at Henry. And that’s something so many people ignore! And I personally wish more people would be like Aragon in this regard in the real world. I don’t know if other people agree with me, but it’s your boyfriends/husbands job to not cheat on you, not someone else’s. I do know some people think that Aragon is slighting Boleyn and Bessie in that verse but if we’re sticking to tudor ideals, Aragon not mentioning them by name (in essence keeping their “dignity” and “honour” intact) would be the kinder thing to to. (Note I’m only saying this with Tudor ideals in mind. I also think Aragon fully knows that Bessie was 13 when Henry started making advances on her and again, refuses to blame Bessie for what happened because she knows she’s a victim).

However...Aragon doesn’t ever try and listen to other queens and will insult them if she has to. She (along with the other queens like Boleyn and Seymour) gets more and more defensive and petty as the show continues. However, she never gets to the same levels of hard hitting insults has say Boleyn. But I mean...Aragon was a queen who went through so much in her lifetime and never was able to really talk about it. Yes, she resisted Henry trying to get their marriage annulled, and she was one of the strongest women at the time, but she couldn’t deal with her emotions the same way that we can today. She never got to told Boleyn to go away or leave her alone. She never got to bad mouth Henry because he was the king. She was, first and foremost, a lady, and she was expected to act in a certain way all of her life. And now that she’s reincarnated in modern days, she doesn’t have to do all of those things. She can be annoyed and let it show, she can tell Boleyn all those things she wanted to do back in the day. Some actresses even lean into the idea that it’s sort of cathartic for Aragon to FINALLY just say what she wants to say without having to worry on how it would reflect on her as queen. Mind you, I still think that Aragon considers how her words would reflect on her (much more than any other queen) but she definitely has more wiggle room within the show than she did during her reign.

In addition, while the fandom also like to reduce Aragon to obsessed with her religion, I actually really like how her relationship with Catholicism is portrayed in the show. While I do concede that Aragon’s faith is sometimes reduced to the butt of the joke, that’s not always the case and I personally really enjoy how Aragon seems to gain a lot of strength from her religion, instead of it holding her back or hindering her. While I do understand why so many characters in media struggle with their religion or find it suffocating (my relationship with Catholicism is...fragile at the best of times), but I genuinely love this idea that Aragon’s faith is what guides her and gives her inner strength in times of need. I mean,,,when she’s pleading to Henry during now way, the music slows to something that sounds more like a gospel song, Aragon is kneeling with her hands clasped and there's bright white light around her (i also vaguely remember something that looks like a crucifix behind her as well? But I'm not 100 percent sure on that). At the time where Aragon is most vulnerable and needs to find inner strength and wants guidance...she turns to her religion and that's seen as a very positive thing!!! The same with Aragon's verse in Sox. Moving to a nunnery and finding friends there is something that's now postive and liberating instead of being stuffy and boring and restrictive like nunnery are often portrayed as in media. (yes I know that's also a play on Henry wanting to send Aragon into the nunnery after their divorce but I do think that there’s no malicious religion-basing in Six is a nice touch that’s often overlooked).

Finally, Aragon’s costume is quite important to her character. It is one of the more feminine outlines (especially the updated version on broadway) and I do think it’s an inadvertent issue that the queens with the more stereotypical feminine costumes are more catty whereas the more stereotypical androgynous or masculine outfits (aka Parr and Cleves) are often the voices of reason, but I don’t think that’s intentional or is intended to comment on anything. It’s just a coincidence. However, the gold of Aragon’s outfit obviously symbolises her love, courage and passion, along with indicating her status as a noble. While yes the rest of the queens were all noble in some way before they married Henry, Aragon was a Spanish princess and the daughter of two incredibly powerful monarchs. She was probably the highest standing out of any of the queens, and her costume reflects that. I also think that her wearing gold to flaunt her status could be her trying to make up for the years between her marriages to Arthur and Henry (where she didn’t have many provisions made for her as far as I know) and also the last few years of her life. (I’ve seen differing reports on how Aragon was provided for after Henry divorced her, with her claiming that she was living in poverty while others state she got 3000 pounds. If anyone has any confirmation then let me know). Either way, her wanting to flaunt her status after her reincarnation by wearing lots of bright gold makes total sense. I’ve also seen a few people say that the bust on Aragon’s costume is the most historically accurate but I can’t confirm that, although if it is then that’s a really nice touch.

Well this took ages, but it was fun to finally get to analyse stuff again AND do it on a queen who doesn’t get discussed very much!!! Aragon often gets reduced to “catholic” or “angry” within this fandom, even though she is just as complex as any other character within the show but she just expresses things in very different ways. And that’s okay! This whole show is about how women (and NB folk!) are different and do have different experiences and do express things differently and have different personalities and that’s okay! We should celebrate our differences.

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[umi-ananda]

Monthly Tarot Readings for Fire & Water Signs - April 2021

Fire themes - Clean-up. Challenges regarding abandonment, relationships, and loyalty.

Water themes - Good fortune. Moving ahead slowly but surely. Crossroads and life changes. Paradigm shifts.

Aries

Tea leaf

March / Significant of something in relation to this past month or future.

Cobweb / Protected from negative forces beyond your control.

Archway / New opportunities, possibilities, and paths opening up.

Caterpillar / Things will not always be this way. A change is coming.

Beginning

Feminine energies stand out and seem to place one within a position of waiting. A period of silence offers a grand opportunity to expand vision and clarify pursuits and root intentions. Some form of wealth is highlighted and may require you to release something held dear. Precision of choices and behavior is important in this regard. Barren spaces will provide some benefit. There is an encouragement to stand firm as the end of a cycle nears.

Mid-month

Choices made in the beginning of your month come into emphasis now and may require an exchange of gifts. Your capabilities will bring great strength to a perplexing situation. Home and hearth stand out here as well as the beginning of a new cycle. Masculine energies may be felt as in alignment but wavering. The reliability of someones position may be questioned. There is guidance to trust in what is strongly felt but not yet seen. Improper behavior with regards to a document may arise.

End

Feminine energies are highlighted and bring a rebirth of sorts. Dynamics between two women appear promising but will require a balancing and/or juggling act. Great fertility embodies complex situations. The conception of a child or business can be seen — and will require your attention in a different way. (Mother of Coins / Five of Baskets)

Leo

Tea leaf

Pig / Beware of greed.

Coins / Money will be coming to you.

Tent / Temporary situation.

Beginning

A crossroads presents itself now and seems to promise a reunion with a child, distant family member, or old fling. New contracts stand out prominently and may require actions associated with what is currently perceived as old paradigms. Toxicity appears with a certain novelty as celebrations may be in order. There is an encouragement to release what is no longer needful; outdated thinking and modes of operating stand out in this regard.

Mid-month

With current challenges emerge answers that provide a sense of hope. Dynamics involving family or a specific family member stand out here as certain behaviors will not longer yield familiar tolerations. Whoever provides the glue to an old deed benefits from release. Temperance appears as the greater goal now.

End

A man or masculine figure provides sweet relief during a time of increased pressure. Someone will be required to make choices that appear questionable, but bring personal stability. A sense of abandon may be felt in this regard. A clot or clog stands out in the minds eye. There is an admonishment towards stopping something that has been incessant. New directions provide greater opportunity. Healing abounds. (Two of Sticks / Six of Baskets)

Sagittarius

Tea leaf

Flute / Disappointment in a friend or lover.

Mountain Road / You are on the road to success.

Chair—Filled / Someone new is entering your life.

Beginning

Certain elements of your world are in the end stages of completion — and may necessitate a kind of juggling act. Emotional energies are felt coldly now and may need time set aside in order to feel. Focus on monetary pursuits and stability bring the promise of abundance and increase one’s hopefulness for change. Feelings of destitution and/or impoverishment connect strongly to old karmic indicators and will require the necessary ritual for release. Mindsets can be seen from different angles now — as a new paradigm is in order.

Mid-month

Formalities play a strong role during this time as you may be called upon to navigate through complex dynamics. Legalities or an inquisition of some nature may arise. Messages to come and go may highlight someones need and/or regretful behavior. There is an encouragement to be mindful of synchronicities and strong Ancestral messages. Answers may come through dreamtime more than realtime. A period of contemplation may become dire.

End

You will be called to move emotional connections onward. Old relations hold bitter taste and will prompt you towards a new direction. A new relationship may arise and call for a period of seclusion. Light will be shed where only shadows have lain. A rude awakening may be felt strongly — as well as a dismantling of sorts. (Five of Baskets / Two of Coins)

Cancer

Tea leaf

Butterfly / A change for the better.

Pineapple / Reconciliation.

Casket / Someone going out of your life.

Beginning

Great fertility exists and plays out within elements of home and family life. Building blocks present opportunities based off decisions made in one’s past — a secretive element may be synonymous here. A dispersion of some sort triggers memories in regard to abandonment. A time of contemplation may become necessary. There is an encouragement to move forward keeping elements of your life to yourself. There is a cautioning against giving information to “outside people”.

Mid-month

Messages to come during this time provoke a distinct kind of stagnancy and may cause you to feel ill-at-ease. You may realize that more time is necessary in order to navigate properly through the difficult dynamics of a presenting situation. Plans to travel may be postponed as may a discussion of some kind.

End

You will find yourself pulling inwards now as it will be important to conserve upon energy. Pain in regards to a child or group of children may surface now and require a sudden change of plans. Work appears to be a motivating factor here as someone realizes the attainment of money as the higher goal in mind. An old companion may resurface and agitate an old wound. Release will be important now. Eventually the tides may pull you in a direction of socializing and fun. Lightening the realities of the heart may become the medicine. Old cycles end in your world. (The Big Queen / Four of Sticks)

Scorpio

Tea leaf

Carriage / A journey, either physical or mental.

Wheel / Indecisiveness. Allowing your life to ramble aimlessly.

Jug / Lighthearted, carefree time.

Beginning

Spiritual messages come through in strange and unfamiliar ways at this time. There appears to be a continual message that highlights a pending upset. A delayed message may relate to this. Strong foundations play out amidst what appears as deep ingratitude or a sort of carelessness. There is an encouragement to maintain a position that embodies your hearts clearest desire. What plays out during this time may not be fully understood now. Time is necessary.

Mid-month

A particular judgment call must be made and this will entail dynamics in connection to a male authority figure or father. Where an exchange of messages indicates something rather shocking, fatigue regarding the matter may bring an anticipation of release. Certain realizations stand out now and will lead you to make different decisions. Monetary pursuits and home life are highlighted.

End

As a change in direction emerges certain decision pend movement. You will find yourself seeking new outlets to embody your expression. Universal currents appear to move in ways that look beyond your activity. What is undesirable makes no difference here. There is guidance to be patient now. The energies in operation require a maturity that only comes as a result of time. (Daughter of Knives / Three of Knives)

Pisces

Tea leaf

Rat / Someone working against you behind your back.

Egg / Success assured with good plans and hard work.

Marriage

Moon / Changes in your life.

Beginning

Delayed messages to come in now seek to bring justice to a long outstanding dilemma. Past efforts yield benefits not fully understood and underestimated. You may be called upon to help settle a dispute or dissolve a long-term problem. Creative endeavors bring illumination to shadows or what has been overlooked. Universal energies work diligently on your behalf.

Mid-month

Cycles bring certain endings and may highlight disappointments with regard to a union. Monetary gain or a particular autonomy may be sought with regards to a connection. There is an encouragement towards flowing with current pursuits and navigating in way that enhances peace of mind. The outcome to a situation may be very different than what is currently being perceived. All things require time.

Someone who stands on the outside of a relationship, promises gain of some kind. Regardless of current distaste, movement in this direction centers around change.

End

It may become necessary to stand your ground regarding work or business endeavors. A period of waiting may become necessary. There is an encouragement to conserve energies now and do what is necessary to move through fears. An entanglement may be more of your own making than that of anyone else’s. Illumination around this is highlighted. Healing takes an unexpected turn and presents an opportunity that may have been delayed. (Son of Knives / Dr. Buzzard, Seven of Coins)

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