I just want to say like, I was full an adult, like 20 years old, when I found out than trans was even something a person could be and now I look back at teenage me who would sometimes wish to be a boy and I’m like...why did I not figure this out like the second I heard the word?
we should talk more about the over sexualization of pjo characters from the fandom(and the books to an extent), and how one of the most sexualized characters happens to be one of the younger characters and gay
I'm a lesbian but genuinely sometimes I think some ppl are more likely to be bisexual bc when I take those men lesbian think are hot quizzes I do it bc I'm bored n in my head someone cld be my beard bc I wldnt want an ugly white man to be it like how most of some random quizzes are But at, worse it's like self harm when I think too hard abt actually defending or dating men . Some ppl shd examine that maybe they are attracted to men bc some ppl DO actually seem to have fun with those quizzes to want to actually date them like even if they weren't a celebrity who was unattainable ? Not to say that it's an end all be all thing but it's also like perfectly OK to think and examine it and change ur mind, instead of forcing into a label
i'm nonbinary genderflux, and recently i've been a bit confused about my sexuality. someone asked me once if i'm bisexual or pansexual, and i'm aware i'm neither because i'm asexual, but i still don't understand if i'm biromantic or panromantic. i don't know which label to use, and honestly i like everyone! it makes me anxious how i don't have myself figured out, and i'm aware it's okay to take my time knowing myself, but i feel like at this point i really need someone to help
read the definitions, think about history, and be forgiving to yourself if you change your label later, don't worry about it <3
So I’ve basically set up a text dump for all of my overwrought Ai:TSF thoughts - now all of the various jupewter rambles can be chucked into the same place (this is getting silly now, I know, I am sorry)
Anyway I’m fondly titling chapter one, “This Made Up Renju I Have Stored In My Brain Probably Has Some Real Issues With Intimacy, Huh?”
Tee Bee Haych I have been apathetic towards catholicism for so long because my grandma always taught me that if you didn't go to heaven, you would go to purgatory unless you were really really bad as a person, in which case you would go to hell, so i just always banked on going to purgatory after death and gave up on trying to get to heaven because the standards were too high and i never felt like i could get in just on my own (and also i didn't like going to confession but didn't view any of the sins i committed as mortal sins)