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obeymematches · 3 years

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Ooh are u taking requests ?

Can I request the brothers (and the other characters minus luke if possible) reacting to us not saying "I love you" back when they leave as a small prank ?

Your hcs are really fun!!!

yes i’m taking! thank you for sending in a request ily<3

ok first off. that is not a very funny prank :( :( or i’m just boring? but it can happen to the best of us- maybe mc genuinely just forgot-

You don’t say “I love you” back before they leave👿

(is it a prank...did u just forget... who knows...)

Lucifer:

Anticipates to hear your loving words before he leaves, considering how rarely he is so blunt about his feelings. When you stay silent or just reply with a simple “take care byebye” he is surprised???

Doesn’t want to overthink it but your reaction lowkey makes him think it’s because he is going out for dinner without you? He thought you were already over your jealousy towards Diavolo though so what is this about now?

When he comes home he doesn’t mention it at all unless you continue to act like such.

Mammon:

“See ya MC, love ya!”

with that he is already opening the front door, turning his back to you-

Stops for a second to hear your words. Turns back when he doesn’t hear an “i love you too” and just says something like

“Said I love ya, MC!”

he isn’t going to let you get away with this>:(

Gets extra cuddly when he gets back but in general he doesn’t mention it. Might get you a little something on his way back. (chocolate? what if u r mad at him) Will probably do the same to you in the future though

Leviathan:

Honestly there aren't going to be many occasions when he leaves without you. So in case you do it that one time when he actually wants to go somewhere-

MC? Do you not love me now? MC?? I'm sorry I know I should've told you about it sooner-

Boy might change his mind and stay with you instead. Please reply to him

Satan:

Are you sure you don't want anything? In that case see you later. Love you MC.

Silence. An eyebrow raised in surprise. He is going to the grocery store and you don't even want to join him and you don't say love you back- there must be something going on

Probably talks to Asmo about it before he mentions his concerns to you. Similar to Lucifer he'd probably wait a little before bringing it up, maybe you are just a bit moody today.

Asmodeus:

See you tomorrow babe, I love youuu

He blew you some kisses before he left the house, as if your "have fun!" slipped his mind completely.

That is what you think until he gets home on the same day instead of tomorrow, unlike he promised.

You have to listen to drunk Asmo cry because he doesn't want you to be mad at him.

Beelzebub:

I'll be back. I love you. Bye.

After he hears your "okaaay, bye Beel!" he turns around to give you puppy eyes, eyebrows furrowing just a little.

What he do babe what he do :( :(

Again, not one to mention it or make a fuss about it, gets over it by the time he is back with dinner.

Belphegor:

Bye MC, love you.

Honestly I think he'd remember this moment- not going to mention anything, but next time you have to leave without him you bet he is going to do this to you.

Gets extra cuddly when he gets home though and you get zero privacy for the rest of the night

Diavolo:

"I better get going now, bye MC, I love you so much!"

You do reply something simple but obviously no such thing as "love you too"

I don't think he'd let you get away with it, probably gets back to you and quickly kisses your forehead

"I almost forgot the most important part"

Come on MC take the hint- he is looking at you- say something-

Barbatos:

"Goodbye my dear, I love you."

(why does he have to sound like it's your funeral)

Doesn't think much of it, might assume it's just not something you do. Though it kind of hurts him a little because he hardly ever feels this way and when he opens up it's not so lovely-

Probably doesn't say 'I love you' again anytime he leaves in the future. you have to walk it back mc

Simeon:

I can't wait to see you again. I love you so much.

Patiently waits until you reply. If you still refuse to say it he smiles a little, commenting about how he made the conversation awkward.

As a joke he might do the same to you in the future, I mean I can see it in him.

Solomon:

I had fun today, thank you MC. I love you.

Probably holds you and has a hard time letting go every time one of you has to leave. I just think he is more clingy than he lets on. Especially if it's just you two.

I don't think he'd analyse your words though, like he genuinely thinks you just forgot and it can happen. It's fine. Doesn't mention it and doesn't have his revenge (intentionally).

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burgerkang000 · 3 years

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Email for better love lives

I HAVE A NAME FOR THIS ONE YAAAAAY

im doing the read more thing, cuz u know scrolling ugh

@beyoncesdragon @aixy-hpsa (if anyone else wanna be tagged, let me know!!!)

This is a Yunho fic!

enjoy?

You met San at a compulsory public speaking class, where only you both had to attend for grades; it was filled with nerds who came voluntarily. And your bond begin with bored out glances at each other and loud sighs exchanged. And after that you guys hung out a lot, went to get coffee while doing homework, caught rides with each other, and waved whenever your paths crossed.

You met Yunho when San wanted you to meet his friends that he wouldn’t stop talking about, which made you slightly jealous; you yearned for a bond like that. You pushed that thought away, nothing good comes with jealousy. And while San and his friends would go about their own business, you would stick to the side-lines, not knowing what to say or do, even though they try their best to include you.

Yunho would be the one to keep you company, actively telling you about his day and attentively listen when you were asked about yours. He would also help you study and take you out to grab coffee when San would be too busy.

Anyone would be a fool to not fall for Yunho, with his smile that make his eyes crinkle at the corners, teeth on display, fluffy hair. Who wouldn’t fall for him, at least you could keep it inside, and no one had to know.

“Look at Yunho in this picture, he looks so handsome” San shows you the pictures from your quick break before the exams to the arcade. You take a glance, damn. You know that the moment you open your mouth, you’re screwed.

“Hmm”

“I don’t like it when you’re vague”

“Yes Yunho is cute” That’s all you plan on saying anyways, but you had to panic, because what if San thinks you’re not commenting on it too much and picks up that you’re crushing on Yunho? Ok, so you were overthinking.

“Too cute that it’s impossible he exists, I mean I see him every day but it’s not like I believe he’s real, there is a limit to being cute and all. I mean a recreation of a Greek god- I mean he should be a Greek God himself-”

You were cut short by San’s exploding laughter and as you voice your confusion to him, he still laughs until you violently shake him-

“Yah! Why are you laughing?”

He finally calms down enough to tell you-

“Just say you have a crush on him”

You open your mouth to deny-

“Admit it~” He says scrolling through his phone again.

You huff out, San was your best (read: only) friend, it wouldn’t hurt to tell him, so you nod the tiniest bit, and San grins from ear to ear.

“I mean, I didn’t see it coming, but when you started rambling off like that, it was obvious.”

You sigh.

“You tell this to anyone, I will personally murder you”

“Sure sure”

And after that, he thankfully let you change the topic.

Ever since then, whenever you’d meet Yunho, right after that, you’d whip out your phone to text San; something vague like-

“He’s wearing a red sweater”

“He dyed his hair blue!”

“Kill me”

And then you’d go home and text San about how a person; a human, cannot simply be so beautiful, and ramble off about him.

“But sir, I don’t have an email” You tell the professor, who has just asked to submit your assignment by mail.

“Don’t whine to me, and make one, is there a student your age without email? How do you have social media accounts?”

“I don’t have them” you reply

“Just make one, it’s extremely useful, and won’t take much of your time” He said, in a brushing off manner, guess he doesn’t believe you.

You nod and sigh as you leave to the next class. If you can’t whine to your professor, you can whine to Yunho. Who listens to the whole thing like the god damn angel he is, and as you open your phone to create one, he gently coaxes it out of your hand, asks you if it’s okay if he creates one for you instead and when you nod he turns his attention to the phone, while you’re just dumbly staring at your hand, where Yunho’s hand made contact with yours.

“Look, I sent my self a mail using yours, lets chat on mail for a while, you can get used to it” He says, you nod, and talk for a while, and then Yunho had to go. You wave at him while he leaves and you text San.

“What’s your mail?”

And when you finally get it, you send him a mail.

URGENT: JEONG YUNHO TOUCHED MY HAND, I REPEAT JEONG YUNHO TOUCHED MY HAND, MOM COME PICK ME UP PLEASE.

I MEAN HE WAS FABULOUS TODAY TO, IF IT WASN’T OBVIOUS; HIS HAIR WAS SO SOFT I CLIKED A PIC, LOOK:

[Image attached]

DO ME A FAVOUR, WHEN I DIE, SIT ON THE VERY SAME CHAIR HE’S SITTING ON, LOOK AT THE SAME DEIRECTION HE’S LOOKING AT AND BURY ME THERE, WHILE YOUR AT IT PRINT THIS ON MY GRAVESTONE.

WHEN I DIE PLEASE TELL HIM I LOVE HIM IN THE OTHER WAY.

BYEBYE

Later that day you get a reply from San saying that you’re too dramatic and an email from Yunho, which you didn’t think much about the time. He was the one who wanted to talk in mail, so you open it and-

And you realise you accidently send it to him too.

*cue freak out*

“So I must have send it to him too-” San blinks at you for a while and then-

Laughs at your face saying random things like

“This is gold”

“Nonononono”

“Never in my life- never”

At this point, you think he’s just spewing English vines that he’s been watching a bit too much to be considered healthy. And now you’re overcome with sadness, and as soon as he notices, he starts apologising and you bow you head, you think you look like a rag doll, and then cry. And san runs circles on you back, occasionally tucking strands of hair behind you ear and wait till you finish.

After a good while of snot- running type of crying, puffy eyes and ringing ears, you start to ramble, a habit that got you here in the first place.

“I don’t think I’m ready for rejection, I mean I was perfectly fine watching him from the side-lines. Heck I would watch him get married and I’d probably say nothing, like I’m not dying inside, proceed to get married, I’m crying tears of happiness-”

“What makes you so sure that he’s going to reject you?”

“I don’t know ok? But this isn’t a movie, he sees me as a friend and I had to go and catch feelings for him.”

San sighs.

“So, what’re you going to do now?”

It was hard, but you finally managed to blackmail San to help you avoid Yunho situations.

“And how long do you plan to do this?”

“Until my plane ticket and Visa to Alaska are approved and I change my name to Veronica Fall”

He looks at you, and the look speaks for itself, you’re being dramatic. You raise your arms in mock surrender and flop on top of the bed.

“Tomorrow everyone is hanging out, Yunho will be there, you coming?”

You pointedly grin at his cheeky expression, and he mimics the way you had surrendered just a few moments ago.

You stare at the response you had given to all the missed calls from Yunho.

I’m busy

Sorry, I was showering

I’m going to be busy for a while.

And you watch as the three dots move, and then stop and then move again, you feel as if your heartbeat moves along with those dots, stopping when it disappears, and then finally a response.

We need to talk, I gave you your time, and it’s not fair.

You feel like this is a new side of Yunho you haven’t seen, an assertive one. And you realise, just because you’re a coward, doesn’t mean that you can leave Yunho in the dark, even though you have fears of Yunho leaving you, getting awkward; deep down, you know, that Yunho, he’d never treat your feelings as something useless. And that makes you feel more in love.

And who knows unrequited love may not be so bad, maybe, just maybe; for Yunho it might not be so bad.

Fine

After sending the last text, you get up to clean the place, take out boxes littered about, and books and papers all lying about that you haven’t cared to put away. You do the dishes, and tie your hair into a pony, you’re distracting yourself from the real problem of facing him, for now you let yourself do it; later, you can scream at yourself.

And a right when you reach for the broomstick that you had tucked in deep behind the storage room; you hear a knock at your door.

You don’t think much about it, until you open the door. Low and behold; Yunho was standing at the doorway, a determined look on his face and he walks past you into the house.

You can’t help but think; geez, come on in. But you’re just salty.

And he opens his phone and shows it at your face, too close to read, practically in between your eyes, its touching your nose too. And you’re the dramatic one.

“Explain; explain this email, that was, I figure, supposed to be sent to San, explain why you’ve been avoiding me and my calls, and wherever I go right after I replied to this, I’m not going or letting you go until you do.”

And his voice cracks at the end bit, but you don’t notice, you’re in a bubble of thinking; thinking how to phrase this, just overthinking; maybe.

And moments which feel like hours pass, and you decide to do this the ripping off the band aid way. But it turned out more like the ramble it off way

“I like you? No, no that came out wrong… I love you? Yes, I’m pretty sure I love you, and don’t worry I know you’re not into me that way-”

And you don’t know what really happened; there was a hand on your face, right under your nose, and he was right in front of you.

“Sometimes, everything you say is nonsense.” He breathes, you open your mouth to respond, and he applies more pressure with his palm, to keep you quiet. You can’t help but think of the way your lips mouthed at his palm, not the time; not the time at all.

And then he continues.

“You don’t know how relieved I am to hear that, the moment I got that email, it took me a few minutes to understand, but when I did, I already pictured our five adopted cats, not gonna lie”

Your eyes widen in shock, did he just indirectly say he like you back, in the form of cats? This is why you fell for him in the first place.

“Did I creep you out? I must have creeped you out, forget I said that.”

And you laugh behind his palm, and he slowly removes it, moves it to your shoulder, drags it down the length of your arm, and interlocks it with your hand, a sweet smile on his face, the contagious one, so it’s only law that you smile back, teeth and all, since you can’t hold it back.

“We should go on a date.”

“That; we must.”

You were on one of your many dates, too wind up in each other to not notice the others who also wanted to hang out with you, you totally kept the news from San; you and Yunho are in this together, so he needs to also be comfortable with telling San, after a lot of thinking, you both settle on letting them find out, which may take years to get in their daft heads, but for now, you both have put fate in them.

San caught on way too quickly, the moment you enter the café and sit down, he says-

“So you’re not moving to Alaska? Or is your husband; Yunho moving with you?”

You blush and look down-

“Look, I can explain-”

And he breaks into a wide grin,

“I’m happy for ya”

You and Yunho were scrolling through many of the messages you have send to San; the ones fawning over Yunho, as much as he likes to get you flustered, he himself also gets flustered, so it’s a win-win situation.

“They haven’t caught on yet” you suddenly say.

It’s true, other than San none of them have caught on yet that you both have been dating, and that’s kind of weird, since it’s been almost a whole year.

But it’s not like you’re gonna sit them down and tell them. You and Yunho have a better plan.

Well you have a better plan.

“-and they walk in on us!”

“…..”

“Or not?”

“No”

You end up inviting them over for dinner, and as they take their first bites, you happily chirp in that you’re dating and Yunho adds that you’re moving in with, leaving everyone to choke on their food, except San, who had a cocky expression, which soon turned into a choking fit, who’s cocky now?

And Wooyoung looks up, and goes “Wait, you’re serious” and continues choking, this time on nothing.

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welcometoherdomain · 3 years

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Chapter 4

"Ow." YN moaned in pain as she held her head, feeling the tinge of pain. She slowly got up from laying down and wandered around, and it hit her. She holds her chest to feel the beating, it's still beating she sighed in relief, her rhythm of breathing is okay. Then she recognizes where she is, in her room. Looking at her outfit, it is not the same as yesterday. And again, she remembered what she did, her eyes widened. Before she hurriedly got out of the room, she yelled her 'Thank you to God' for having her another day to live. Without fixing her hair, she got out and went to Kenma's room.

Before she open and hold the knob, she hears loud laughter on the first floor, she hurriedly went downstairs and saw them in the dining room laughing while eating breakfast. She saw Shoyo laying his head on the table, whining how his head-turning because of too much alcohol and so as Bokuto while Akaashi gives him water and pushing him to eat. Also, seeing Yachi eating with Akane, she then holds her head and remembered what happens, the only thing she remembered is that the part when she kissed Kuroo and the cops come making them run, and her with someone she doesn't remember. Running in the pouring rain.

She still looking at them until she feels some warm air on the crooked of her ear. She jumped and almost screamed, making the people at the table looked at her. "Hi," Kuroo said looking at her smiling, she blinked, then she remembered last night what she did, her eyes widened and her cheeks got redder. "Uhm... Ku-Kuroo san last night." before she continues her words she was pulled by someone, making her face out of Kuroo. It was Kenma. Looking at her intently.

"Hey, she talking to me, such a rude boy Kyanma!" Kuroo teased while he went near behind her. She was going to face Kuroo again but he didn't let her, Kenma pushed her to a chair, making her seat, on his lap. Her eyes widened. She quickly stands up but he pulled her again making her seat.

"Woohh! Finallyy Kenma-san!" Shoyo teased while eating the bowl of rice with veggies. Still groggy and hangover hitting him so bad.

YN stand up again but now Kenma tightened his grip on her not making her stand up anymore.

"I didn't know that Kenma-san can be territorial. "Bokuto yelled as he claps happily. Akaashi smiled. YN feels more embarrassed about what's happening to Kenma, she doesn't know what's happening to him? But she knows she likes it yet is not used to being Kenma like this to her.

Kenma get a spoon of rice with a pinch of fish and veggies in it, he then points it to YN's mouth, she looked at him. "'Eat," he said. She doesn't know but she just opens her mouth and eats the spoonful of food.

"I thought you don't like her,"Kuroo asked now seating in the opposite of Kenma and YN, Kenma looked at him and lift his chin up. He put down the spoon and put his hand on YN's waist, making YN straightened her seat, giving an electric sensation coming from his hand, her breath fastened. Kenma leaned on her shoulder and kissed it. "yes, I hate her." he said. YN gulped and all of them laughed, seeing YN dominated by Kennma was fun to see for them, knowing how it affects her, Kenma smiled and make his heartbeat skipped a beat.

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"Thank you, officer, we're really sorry. thank you again," YN said bowing for the 3rd time so like the others, the police is in front of their house and they ask how and what happened last night, YN and the other say they're sorry so as Kenma, telling it won't happen again.

They stayed outside as the cops went to their cars and drove away from the house. Shoyo bid his goodbye because he needs to attend practice so as Bokuto and Atsumu, they take the same path while Akaashi bid also his goodbye because he needs to finish his tory due on next week. "Byebye~ sorry for the trouble~" YN giggled as she waved her hand, Yachi and Akane hugged YN first and said their goodbyes. "Byebye~ Kuroo-san I'm sorry for what I did." YN bowed, Kuroo just laughed and flicked YN on her forehead. "I'm still serious for you, it Kenma make you cry." he then looked behind her where Kenma standing playing with his Nintendo. "going to steal you for sure." he softly said making her flustered all of the sudden. Then Kenma saw what's Kuroo's doing and went in front of them still his eyes playing on his Nintendo. "Shut up Kuroo. You can go now." he simply said, Kuroo laughed again and waved his hand to YN, she just smiled and waved back. As Kuroo went to his car and slowly disappear on the road, Kenma now leave in front of YN and went back to the house, YN snort and raised her eyebrow, "Back with his attitude again tch!" she said and throw some tantrums outside and follows him behind, while Kenma intends to do that and he smiled again while still looking at his Nintendo.

Once YN got back inside and Kenma sitting on the sofa, she pouted and sit next to him but Kenma decided to tease her again and moved away from her, YN's forehead squinted also her eyes. She went near him again and again he went away. "Tsk I hate you! Playing me like that! I'm not a game.' She seriously yelled but he just laughed making her angry even more. " I'm serious!"She yelled, but he ignored her, she sighed heavily and stomped her feet away from him, leaving him on the couch. But before she can go, hands were wrapped around her waist, hugging from the back, she feels his breath on her shoulder, she blinked nervously but she maintained her angry impression.

"Sorry." he softly said. He then went in front of her, making YN even more embarrassed and her cheeks redder. "Cute.' he said making YN covered her face and internally screaming. "Do you remember last night?" he asked. YN uncovered her face and looked at him questioned. She shook her head and bliss of moment her lips were claimed by him. It was a long kiss, 'he kissed me.' YN thought knowing that this is the first time kissing him, forgot that this was her 2nd kiss from him. The kiss lasted for a minute, Kenma stopped and he can see Y/N covered in red, she can't look directly at him and her breath changed, Y/N slowly put her hand on her chest, her heartbeat starts to fastened. Scared and excited at the same time.

"Wh-what happened to hating me?" she asked nervously still not looking at him.

"I still hate you." he said quietly. "Hated you," he added softly, holding her chin and making her look at him, YN gulped. He's looking at her very intently and deeply like he's memorizing every detail of her face, his heart fluttered, butterflies starting to fly in his stomach. "Who would think that one day everything will change," he said now smiling. "You power me up," he said cheesily, YN giggled. "You're cheesy.' she said giggling now Kenma is embarrassed and red.

"i-I like you okay?" he said shyly, YN giggled again. "This is my first kiss," she said but Kenma smirked. "You don't really remember last night? " he asked, YN closed her eyes and try to remember everything. "No," YN said still closing her eyes. And again a kiss happened, making YN's heartbeat go crazy, silence filled the living room only their heartbeats exchange beats as the butterflies in their stomach go crazy. Then slowly, her memories from last night come, kenma was the one who pulled her, as they run through the pouring rain, she crying and very vivid Kenma lift her face and her eyes almost heavy and can't cry anymore, Kenma looked at her.

"Let me." she broke the kiss. "Yes, and I hate you for doing that. It supposed to be -" YN remember now, she smiled like she was reborn again, "you remember?' Kenma smiled, and she slowly nods. "Looks like your persistence got me." Kenma teased and now pulling her waist closer to him. A dream, she thought, "I thought that you will never like me.' she softly said. "I thought too," he said now holding his cheeks caressing it like a gem," but every trouble you caused was my wake-up call kitten," he said. "The thought of you hating me keeps me wake up at night," he added, caressing now her lips. "but I need to go you know that," she said. "I know. And I can't stop you if that's what you're planning," he said sadly, he now put his forehead on her forehead. YN feel her chest tightening, she slowly gulped and endure the pain. "But you will come back right?" he said. Making her lost her rhythm of breath, 88 days before her death.

She chose to face her death, accept it. Knowing that Kenma will never like her. Ever since she became part of the family, hatred, annoyance, irritation is what he hears and feels from Kenma, she's okay with that as long as she showered him with her own sincerity of love, allowing herself to love before she leaves everything.

She gulped, the pain from her chest became heavier, tears formed beside her eyes. "Please," he said. And that's it, she wants to live again, for him, for the future with him. She nods and hugged him so tightly. " I love you," YN said. "I love you too," he answered making her even more eager to live.

Stopping the hug, Kenma kissed her deeply and now letting himself fall into the rabbit hole not wanting to get out and finally encounter the feeling of love with her.

Next chapter will be a detailed bed scene.

#haikyu x reader #kenma x reader #kenma

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sugarandspice-games · 3 years

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Okay, so I finally got through Saeran's good ending, I might go back and play the normal and other bad endings later if I feel like it, but as that was an emotional rollercoaster, I need some time to recover. But I'm going to put my full review under the cut.

Will I be releasing my rewrite outline at this point (though not really a rewrite, since I made it before the AE was ever released when I was drunk and salty at the lack of news)? I'm not sure. I wasn't 100% satisfied, but we'll call it a good 65% as I feel like there was more I liked than I hated. I'll leave that decision up to my dear readers, whether or not they want to see it. (Though there are only like... 8 of you here and I know you're probably here for Obey Me content and not MysMess)

I do plan on playing the Jumin Bad End DLC, but I may not liveblog it as I haven't really heard good things. This seems like another ploy for fanservice, but I do want to get more lore about Jumin's backstory, and honestly... I'm gay and want to see those sexy CGs. That being said... this is the last I will discuss the canon material on this blog, and it may be the last time I engage with the canon material (as I believe cheritz has announced that this is the finale anyway, and will no longer update the game). I will most likely continue to create fan content for it, as Sugar and I have our own sort of... fanfic thing going on with the characters and our OCs. But this is a personal and huge special interest of mine, and rather than go through everything and pick it apart for the rest of my days... I want to leave the game and the characters I love so much with only my happiest memories. They'll live on in my heart.

But I digress... here is my semi-condensed review. Sugar may talk about it as well, though I do not speak for them. THIS SHOULDN'T NEED TO BE SAID BUT HERE THERE BE SPOILERS. DO NOT READ IF YOU DID NOT COMPLETE THE GOOD END OF RAY'S AE.

The Good:

Saeran. Saeran was the best thing about this route. His character development was beautiful, and every time I saw him, I felt my heart swell with pride and love. His new sprites are so adorable as well as his beautiful CGs, and he looks healthier and happier in a lot of them. He's grown to be such a loving, gorgeous, wonderful man despite everything that happened in his painful life, and his story is nothing short of inspirational. I have a lot of love for Saeran, I have from the moment I saw him but this route really drove it home for me. He will have a special place in my heart among my fictional loves that can never be replaced.

Jumin Jumin Jumin! Jumin was one of the absolute MVPs this route, he was doing the most and boy... I just want to hug him. Even though he was in horrendous pain he was doing the absolute best he could to help everyone. He's been a love of mine for a long time, and that love only grew in this route. I was also glad to meet Driver Kim and see the interaction between him and Daddy Han Sr. (Because obviously Juju is the junior Daddy Han lol)-- even though I have mixed feelings about the Chairman, it makes me happy to see Jumin getting the caring he deserves from his father. And the fact that he even turned his back to let Jumin express his emotions without feeling embarrassed... Fucking killed me.

They did Rika right this go around. Yes, she got off to a really rough start, but she was very human and bearable here... and complete with her realizing her wrongdoings and working to right them in the end. It was a gorgeous arc, I'm so happy for her. I have a love hate relationship with her character, as she used to be a very badly written villain IMO... but one of the good things about Another Story in general is that it gave her depth that she didn't have before. And if they wanted to redeem her, they 100% did it right here, even if she had a rough beginning and had to make mistakes to get to where she was. I thought it was very human. Good on you, cheritz.

Vanderwood got a lot of good interactions here, and I'm really happy they gave us more Van content. Even if we're not getting a route for him, it's enough to me to finally see him expressing the affection we all know that he holds for Saeyoung, and working to help him.

The twins finally get to be happy! Need I say more?

Everyone doing well in their lives made me really happy too... most of the other routes had this problem where if one person got to be happy, someone else would have to suffer in exchange. I'm so glad that everyone got a happy ending.

The new chats made me extra emotional... I'm not sure why, to be honest, I think I'm just happy to see everyone again. It had been such a long time since I played Mystic Messenger, and talking to everyone again just like old times felt like returning to a childhood home (though I was 19 when I discovered this game initially, haha). I cried a lot, which is extra weird for me since I don't tend to cry in general.

Yoosung loves Saeran soooo much... in fact, everyone does. It made me happy, bc I was initially worried that he wouldn't have made friends with the RFA or that it would be awkward, but seeing everyone loving him and him being sweet back to them was adorable. Jumin also loves him and you can't change my mind (though maybe that's my wishful thinking of being in a Jumin & Saeran sandwich talking...)

So many good messages in this AE, and they hit very personally. I came to the same realization last year, that in the end, nothing in life matters except love, since you can't take anything else with you when you die. I shan't elaborate more!

Everyone's voice acting was so good! It was so beautiful and emotional, I could feel it through their voices. I usually skip the voice lines since I read so fast, but I'm happy I didn't.

The Bad:

Oh Jihyun... what have they done to you? I know I said he wasn't OOC and I stand by that, but it really feels like the writers hated him this AE. Even his sprite looked so awful and blurry. And he didn't get any good realization that he deserved better or anything, the literal cult leader and prime fucking minister got to be redeemed when he didn't. What the actual fuck. Sugar will definitely have more to say about it, and probably in a more articulate way, but let it be known that I don't like it either.

Furthermore, even if it's not OOC, it's structurally sloppy for him to come to some realization only to stay the exact same as he's always been. And same with Rika too. As I said in a previous post, having them both go through these realizations only to make them the villains again really felt like beating a dead horse. What can I say except AAAAAAAAA. WHAT THE FUCK?

Again, I must reiterate... why'd they make it so you have to be a bitch to Rika to get the good ending? I get that it's probably wish fulfillment for some people in the fandom, but it isn't for me. I really don't have any desire to berate or insult her bc in the end she needs serious help (even if I wanted to throw hands with her sometimes), and if the point was to call her on her misbehavior... some of it went too far (looking @ the "Don't stab Saeran's eyes out!" choice. I didn't like that at all, especially since it felt like you were making fun of Jihyun's trauma.) It especially made the end of her arc fall flat when she's like "Thank you for being kind and trying to understand me..." like, gurl... the game didn't let me do that without making me bad end! Jeez.

Also, literally why was it necessary to redeem the prime minister? He's a monster who tried to murder his own children. It's okay if they needed that scene where Saeran and you tried to understand him, but having him actually come around made no sense... why would he want to listen to you or Saeran when we've seen time and time again that there isn't really any good in him? He's just not a good person. And no, I'm not saying this because I wanted him to die or anything! ...Okay, maybe I did. Fuck that guy. I hate him. (Also the whole "you're only this way because you're lonely!" was so corny, I didn't choose those options but gjkgkgkfk)

The Ugly:

Have y'all heard about how much I hate the agency Boss? I hate him so much... I want to drown him in the toilet. I want to feed him taco bell laced with laxatives. I want to-- anyway, I digress. Not classifying this under bad because cheritz did their job by making him hateable and oh boy, did I hate him. He made me want to barf. I also commend his voice actor for somehow making me feel greasy through the screen. Seriously, dude, hats off to you. You are a genius.

That's about all I have to say for now... you can peruse my talk tag if you want to see any of my other thoughts on this game, but they don't tie into the good and bad. Despite the flaws, I enjoyed myself this route and I'm happy I played it. Even though there will always be things to improve upon in this game... I'm happy I picked it up, and I'm happy I met everyone. I would write them all letters or something but that'd be kinda corny since they're just game characters and won't see it anyway, and I know I'm not the only nor am I the most attractive MC out there... so this is Spice, signing out! Byebye, Mystic Messenger. You'll always have a special place in my heart.

All of the... weird horniness between Rika and Saeran made me feel grossed out. Her having him in a collar with a leash, and the game options that insinuate she has a thing for him... ew ew ew. Please stop it. That shit is so disgusting and I'm going to puke.

@ Both Saeyoung and Saeran: stop fucking trying to die all the time! Seriously! Let me love you and want to save you, when will you get it through your thick skulls that one gay ass MC who loves you very very dearly would NEVER be happy if you died? AAAAAAAA

#ray ae spoilers #mysmess #mystic messenger #ray after ending #spice talks #mysme salt

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thekingsparty · 4 years

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i will put a cat update under the cut, also safe to say (and see) i’ve been a bit absent. i don’t mean to be but mental health and stuff is eh. pet sickness triggers under the cut again. taking my boy to the vet again tomorrow so i gotta sleeps now but hopefully i’ll be around some tomorrow after that. <3

blood test results came back today.

it’s not fip. it’s not what the vet basically dropped on our heads as incurable and untreatable and most likely the case. first thing is, my other cat isn’t endangered, which is a great relief.

now the bad news, taigi still is very sick. his pancreas values are bad and so are his kidneys. it was via phone today so we don’t know details, but it’s bad. vet isn’t sure where the fluid in his stomach’s coming from now, but it could be the heart or ..something. he’s truly at a loss for now. but what we do know is that the fluid needs to be gone, so that’s the first thing we do tomorrow (today tbh) morning, puncture his furry lil belly to let the fluid out and also see what it is, whether there’s blood (pls no) etc. bc of the fluid, the xray couldn’t get through to taigi’s liver and other organs which means he can’t see those yet, so likely after fluid gone, another xray will tell us more. he said it could also be tumors in the kidneys making them fail, but it’s also likely the pancreas being on strike caused the kidneys to fail, so first thing we also do starting tomorrow is antibiotics. my other cat had pancreatitis and was called dead and antibiotics saved her despite all the vets saying it’s unlikely she’ll make it. (some even said she won’t make it through the week, it’s been years now.)

then he’ll get anti-fluid meds to stop water/fluid from collecting in his belly, hopefully he’ll find the cause and then we’ll try and strengthen the kidneys with infusions twice a week if there’s no tumors, which i hope there aren’t and don’t think there are. i know he’s old and old cats often have them but given that the pancreas is v bad, it kinda fits together? tumors would be like.. extra. pancreas would have no reason to be a douche if kidneys failed bc of tumors i think. but we will see.

what annoys me the most is that all the signs for kidney troubles are everyday-taigi things. we do the big blood test thing every year and his kidneys (unless vets missed it?) have always been fine and he’s been drinking tons for half his life and peed a lot half his life and he also has an appetite for all kinds of yummy things and demands food etc. all i’ve read was saying how kidney failure in pets makes them stop eating and so they get thin etc. and people are looking for stuff to help with appetite. he’s got none of those issues. so we couldn’t see. the fluid yes, but it’s been only a few weeks and we’ve waited to see if it went away or not. he’s old so we can’t keep running to the vet him with and stress him out. it just bugs me so hard that there was nothing strange to witness, no change .. he’s even started licking himself again recently. not v much but some. i just wish he’d shown us in some form.. like.. anything at all that something is up. he literally hasn’t changed behavior or so at all in years so ack.

anyway, thing is... it’s still grim af and i’m crying my eyes out just thinking about all the maybe’s, but like.. we have a fighting chance now, y’know? we knew he was sick when vet said fluid is a bad sign and fip we would’ve been unable to do anything, we would’ve just been forced to watch, but this? we can fight it. antibiotics, byebye fluid meds, kidney-friendly food, infusions twice a week etc. taigi is a fighter, he always has been and all his other values in the blood test are insanely good. he doesn’t pee without wanting to and he doesn’t seem to be in pain, so i think if tumors are a no and we can find out where the fluid comes from (vet said it miiiiight be the heart) he can have some more time?

i’m aware even if all goes well, it’ll probs just be like half a year to a year (he’s 18 after all and the kidneys are bad, that’s a fact apparently) but like.. that’s ok. i just refuse to let a bouncy, snuggly, purry, demanding (af) and active lil man go before his time. if he no longer wants to, then that’s cool, but until then we gonna fight.

anyway, pls bear with me. he is my first baby, my first love. i’m just really afraid, worried, upset and in a constant state of panic. i didn’t have as many panic attacks in weeks than i’ve had since tuesday alone.

thanks for all the nice messages, they mean the world to me <3

#out of collars ( ooc )#pet sickness tw #cat sickness tw #it's long.. i ramble #i'm afraid so i talk a lot to convince myself of things lol #wish me luck in trying to sleep #i.. haven't been >_>

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bluehhj · 5 years

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listen to me — chapter 42

LISTEN TO ME — 0042

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Seungmin barely waited for Chaerin to park the car on the side of the road, and sped off. The Canadian also wasted no time and tried to call the ambulance as she descended the slippery ravine. The wet soil made her sneakers sink and made the task of getting to the scene of the accident even more complicated, but the adrenaline that ran through her veins made her able to get through all the obstacles and set the location for rescuers at the same time.

The lack of lighting also made a lot of things difficult. One of Jisung's car headlights was still on, but the pale yellow light was pointing in the wrong direction. Seungmin turned on the flashlight on his phone and didn't have to think about deciding who should try to help first, and even though he had attended several surgeries at the hospital and witnessed things considered traumatic for many people, he swallowed as he looked at Jinah.

The front window was shattered, and the driver's side door was so damaged that just one pull was enough to make it pop out. Seungmin was puzzled that only the passenger-side airbag was deployed, after all, it was a current car model and was supposed to work properly. His attention, however, wasn't on that detail for more than a few seconds, and then his fingers touched Jinah's bloody neck for some pulse. Seungmin closed his eyes.

On the other side, Chaerin had a little more trouble touching Jisung, since the other door was firmly in place and she had no choice but to finish breaking the already cracked glass. Kwon tried to raise the lock, but it didn't move. She eventually gave up on it when she heard Jisung moan in pain and struggled to punch the airbag away and allow Han to breathe better. His forehead was bruised and there was an ugly cut on his left shoulder which was bleeding considerably, but nothing too serious seemed to have happened to him.

Chaerin took off her sweatshirt, wearing only a white shirt, and folded the fabric vertically to stop the bleeding on Jisung's shoulder. The boy, who was, obviously, stunned, tried to dodge the painful pressure, but Kwon didn't pull away.

"Calm down, it's going to be worse if you move," Chaerin said, squandering a calm she didn't even feel inside. It was the first time she had been helping anyone under those conditions, she wasn't used to so much blood. "There's already an ambulance coming, it'll be fine."

"Don't let him sleep, Chae," warned Seungmin, focused on doing what he could for Jinah, even though his resources were scarce. "It appears to have been a concussion, his blood pressure must remain high so that there is no coagulation or lack of chemicals in the plasma."

"I didn't understand anything you said last, but okay."

It was as if Jisung's head could explode. Even though the pain bothered him, the feeling of helplessness and lack of processing in his mind was a thousand times worse. He had no idea how and why Chaerin and Seungmin were there, nor was he aware of the way the oak slanted after the crash. The only thing Jisung really cared about was Jinah and her snow-white blouse was getting more and more dirty with red.

"J-JinJin..." his right hand touched his girlfriend's arm, but she didn't move. The tears were already running free and salty down Han's face. "No, please, no. You c-can't leave me alone."

"She'll be fine, don't worry" Seungmin lied and forced a weak smile. His hands were soaked with blood that wasn't his own, which made the scene somewhat ironic in the eyes of anyone who could see. Anyone but Jisung, who was so bewildered, that he wanted to hold on to any hope, so he believed Kim's words very strongly.

Han's eyes weighed and he closed them for a moment. Half of his conscience wanted to stay active, but the other half was slowly getting lost. Realizing this, Chaerin fussed with his hair, warning him.

"You can't sleep now, Jisung. C'mon, talk to me about anything, just don't sleep."

"My shoulder hurts."

"I know."

"Then stop squeezing it, damn it."

"I can't," lamented Chaerin. "Blood is still coming out."

"Where the hell is this ambulance?" muttered Seungmin, almost sounding pained. Kwon watched Jisung's sleepy state and, before messing with him again, muttered to Kim:

"On a scale from zero to ten... How much?"

Seungmin met her gaze and knew she was referring to Jinah. Sighing softly, he answered using the same minute intonation: "Two. Maybe three."

"Two what?" Jisung wanted to know.

"Two ambulances" Chaerin brightened when she heard the sirens. The red and blue lights began to glow in the distance. There was little left. "Hold on."

Please.

♡˖°

Jade never thought she could cry watching Toy Story 4.

The purpose of going to the movies was to cheer her up and make her think of nice things that didn't involve her ex-boyfriend — it was so hard to talk like this about Changbin! —, but, when they settled into the soft chairs of the dark room, the american ended up comparing the company of friends to Seo's company and came to the conclusion that eating popcorn without having someone hugging her or stroking her hair was horrible! Not even Chan's affection, Felix's jokes, and the many candies Hyunjin put in her mouth filled Changbin's lack in her life. In short, Jade had red eyes when the credits started to rise. Maybe the snacks they ate at the diner, right after the movie, were the only really good part of the night, but, otherwise, she just wanted her bed and her therapeutic pillow.

"At least you smiled about six times," said Felix, trying to be optimistic. The quartet was standing on the sidewalk of the building where Kang lived. Hyunjin was the driver of the time and still had to take Felix home, but got out of the car anyway to wait for Yoorim, who should have stayed around after Changbin had left. "It's a significant value compared to the rest of the week, right?"

"Right," the corners of Jade's lips merely lifted. After all, she was happy for her friends' attempts. "Thanks for putting up with me."

"You put up with all my existential crises, nothing fairer," said Chan. "And thanks for the ride, Hyunjin."

"I'll charge you next time, just letting you know," Hwang joked, drawing a chuckle from the two boys and one more minimal smile from Jade. His attention was directed to Woojin as he approached the group, alone. Hyunjin, therefore, said, "I thought Yoorim was with you."

"She went home shortly after Jinah left" the elder one shrugged. "Said she had a headache."

"That's weird, she didn't even text me."

"I thought it was kind of weird too, but it's Yoorim. We get it."

The ringing of Jade's phone was the next thing to hear. She fumbled in her pants pockets and picked up the vibrating device. A frown appeared on her forehead as she read the contact's name.

"Why is Chaerin calling me?" she asked rhetorically and answered. "Hello?"

Woojin observed her reactions. From confused, Jade turned unreadable as Chaerin told her something on the other end of the line, then, turned pale as a sheet of paper. Jieun parted her lips and they trembled, her restless eyes starting to water.

"W-where?" she stammered in a small voice and, after a few seconds, muttered a 'thank you' and ended the call.

"What happened?" Chan asked, startled by her mood swings.

"Hospital," Jade gasped, not knowing what to do with her hands, or the words they wanted to run over each other. "Jinah. Jisung. Accident"

"What?!" Hyunjin practically screamed and was driven by the urge to run back to the silver pickup truck. Woojin forced himself not to be robbed by the trance state that came with the news shock and was the first to accompany him, followed by Felix. Chan had to pull Jade into the remaining seats, and then the tires sang down the street, marking only the most turbulent night of their lives.

♡˖°

It was as if Chan was anesthetized.

Most people's biggest mistake is thinking that similar tragedies happen only to others, never to themselves or anyone close to them. When proven otherwise, ecstasy comes in much greater and devastating proportions. It's as if the floor is opening and an infinite void is ready to swallow the rubble, and as much as you blink your eyes and want to wake up, it's not a nightmare. It is real, solid as a stone.

Chan began to shiver when he saw Chaerin and Seungmin at the hospital reception. They paced, restlessly, and if until then he was having trouble believing what had happened, he had only to look through the couple's bloody clothes to have his last proof. Without even asking anything, Chan cried. It was stronger than him, much stronger.

"How are they?" Hyunjin asked, his voice screaming urgency. Jinah had become someone very special in his life, but, above her, came Jisung, his childhood friend, his confidant, his mate, his little brother. Hyunjin didn't want to lose him. He didn't want to lose them both.

"We haven't had any news yet," Chaerin replied.

"But you two were with them before help came! You're a doctor, Seungmin! Of course you know!"

"Jisung will be fine," the younger Kim said slowly, contrasting with Hwang's obvious agony. It was no cold matter, Seungmin was simply being trained to remain calm at times when the collective will consisted of throwing everything into the air.

"And Jinah?" Jade asked.

"As Chaerin said, we haven't had any news yet. She's having surgery now, but..."

"But?" in the face of others hesitation, Woojin encouraged.

"... But I'm so sorry."

a/n: you guys can interpret this last sentence as you wish hehe i'm laughing but i'll just leave it to you guys to create your own theories

i’ll be back soon, byebye <3

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pinoyprincess01-blog · 7 years

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Boomerang love pt1

Boomerang: An object that you throw away but comes back.

Description: Jimins first love moves away then comes back four years later. He remembers everything she doesn’t will he succeed in regaining her memory or will he fail?

word count: 2,136

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“Hey, Jimin lets meet after school at our hideout.”

“Why? Something on your mind.”

“Let’s just talk about it later, you better be there.”

Everything was moving too fast in my mind I couldn't wait for the day to be over. Rushing out of the classroom sprinting to the treehouse a few blocks away from school just to meet Jimin.

“Hey so what did you want to talk about?”

Reaching at the top to where Jimin was without hesitation wrapped my arms around him and started to sob like crazy. He didn't need to say anything to make me feel better all he had to do was hold me. At times like these no words were needed. Everything about him made me feel at home. He was my home, and I shattered into pieces when I found out that i had to leave it.

“My dad found a better job opportunity in the U.S. My flight leaves early tomorrow.”

Tears sprung out of my eyes for the second time while letting go of him.

“I promise I tried to stop him, we argued and, and-”

“Its okay, everything is gonna be okay.”

Looking back up at him his thumbs moved to caress my cheeks and wiped my tears.

“Don’t forget me…”

“Promise i wont ever…”

4 years later…..

“Im gonna miss you guys so much.”

“You better keep in contact with us.”

“I will, I promise.”

With tears streaming down my face, I wave my hand back to my friends while entering my car. My parents always tend to travel a lot because of their jobs, my mother as a travel nurse and my father as a management consultant they're rarely home but whenever they do come home they shower me with gifts. And I've always appreciated that but the one thing that annoyed me the most is that we tend to move to different places too often. But this time they promised to move one last time and stay there. They've chosen to move back to my hometown where I was born. I wasn't too sure about it because I couldn't remember anything or anyone about my hometown. But I’m pretty excited to, because I want to explore and get to know more about it.

“Promise that this is the last place we’re moving to.”

“We promise baby.”

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“Welcome home”

Wow this house is bigger than my last two houses combined.

“Let’s unpack and you can rest, then we’ll call you when dinners ready”

“Actually I'm not tired can you guys tell me more about here because I can’t seem to remember anything about when I was younger.”

“Of course”

“Thanks mom”

“So, what in particular do you want to know about?”

“Everything.”

“Well, this is the same house we lived in back then, oh and i forgot to tell you, if you want you can go visit Jimin.”

Jimin, this name rings a bell but I'm not really sure why.

“Jimin? Who's that?”

When I suddenly asked her, her mouth dropped.

“Jimin, Park Jimin.”

“Can’t remember”

“You can't be serious, you're joking right?”

“My dear mother would I ever lie to you? But seriously, why is it such a big deal that I can't remember him?”

“HOW DO YOU NOT REMEMBER PARK MOTHER FUCKING JIMIN!”

“I don’t know, I mean a lot of things happened these past few years.”

“Ok well, the reason why i’m so shocked is that Jimin was your best friend here, you two were practically inseparable from each other. You did everything together, went to the same school, ate together, played together, slept together the list could go on and on. But honestly what is wrong with you how could you not remember him? And whenever he wasn't around you, you were either crying or whining.” For fucks sake you couldn't even sleep without this boy beside you.”

“How are you so sure he remembers me exactly?”

“I’ve been in touch with his mother ever since we left. She even said sometimes she caught him crying to himself because of how much he missed you. And you cant even remember him. Unbelievable.”

“Well…can’t you tell them to come over so that i can see him then maybe I’ll remember.”

“They are, I forgot to tell you.”

“Can you describe how he was like?”

“Sweetest boy anyone could ever meet, adorable, hyper etc..”

“What was I like?”

“A pain in the ass.”

“— —”

“’Im kidding, I’m kidding, unlike now you were very quiet, everyone loved you and always called you super cute.”

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*Doorbell rang*

“Y/n, get your ass up and answer the door!”

“Im in the bathroom!”

Goddamn it why cant i remember anything honestly what’s wrong with me? Whatever I need to just chill then I’ll come down later.

“Y/n get down here!”

“Coming!”

Before going down I checked my hair trying not to look bad. I mean I need to leave a good impression right?

“OMG is this y/n? You're so beautiful! We missed you so much!”

“Thank you I missed you guys too!”

I think I do at least.

“Where’s Jimin?” My mom asked.

“Oh he's at home. He stayed at home because I told him that y/n would meet him there.”

WTF WHAT DO I DO!!! Shit. Ok, ok whatever I’ll just meet him there talk, chill, then leave. But one more problem where’s their house. Pulling my mom to the side while Jimins parents talk to my dad.

“Where’s their house?”

“Down the road, first house on the right. Byebye now.”

Of course my mother pushes me out the house. Now I don’t know where the hell I'm going. Down the road first house on the right….Down the road check, now first house on the right check. Wow, this house is huge are these peoples rich?

“I can do this, I can do this.”

*Rings doorbell*

I don’t even know why but my heart is beating like crazy.

*Door opens*

Holy fuck this boy is gorgeous. Before I got to notice anything else I felt two arms wrap around my waist.

“You have no idea how much I've missed you.”

“Umm hey, are you Jimin?”

With that he let go of me, and looked at me confused.

“Yeah, who else did you think it was?”

“I don’t know anybody else from here, all I know is that my mom told me your name is Jimin and we used to be close.”

Jimin POV

She’s….So beautiful. I’ve waited so long for her to come back. I’ve missed her, I’ve wanted to touch her, I've needed her for so long and still do…It wasn't long till i hugged her.

“You have no idea how much I've missed you.”

“Umm hey, are you Jimin?”

What…..Is she talking about?

“Yeah, who else did you think it was?”

I don’t know anybody else from here, all I know is that my mom told me your name is Jimin and we used to be close.”

She can’t be serious, I mean 4 years is a long time but there’s no way she can’t remember me, there’s no way she can’t remember…

“Are you joking cause it’s not funny.”

“I’m serious. Dead serious.”

“You’re saying you don’t remember me?”

“I guess.”

“Then maybe this will help you remember.”

Y/n POV

Suddenly one of his hands moved from my waist to my cheek. But without knowing why, I felt as if I've been longing and expecting this feeling from him, the feeling of being touched even though we just met, or just reunited from being apart for a long time. His lips were so soft and it seemed as if it fit perfectly with mine. But…

*Flashback*

“Don’t forget me…”

“Promise i wont ever…”

Few hours later…..

“Omg my parents are gonna kill me, I have to leave….I guess this is our goodbye……”

We hugged one last time

“Goodbye Jimin I’ll miss you…”

“Goodbye, Y/n…..”

With that, I turned around and started to fastened my paste but just before I got to run I felt somebody's grip around my arm turning me around, next thing I new I felt my lips against somebody else’s.

“Jimi-”

“I love you….I’ll wait….I’ll wait for you.”

One last tear left my eyes. Looking down I couldn't face him, because it hurt too much to face the reality.

“Why didn't you tell me this earlier?”

“I didn't know you were leaving.”

More tears stared to fall out of my eyes from hearing the amount of pain in his voice.

“Look at me.”

I didn't budge. His fingers lifted my chin up to face him. He kissed me one more time, this time longer and more passionate. But I had to pull away no matter how good and comforting it felt to be in his grasp, it would just hurt even more later on.

“Im sorry for everything but I have to go”

Turning around I ran full speed without looking back. Why did it hurt so much to leave him?

*End of flashback*

Pushing him away from me I couldn't take it anymore, everything was too much to take all at once.

“What is your problem? We just met like a minute ago!”

Covering my mouth I couldn't deal with what just happened.

“I’m sorry, I have to go.”

I start to run back as fast as I can.

“No wait!!! Y/n!!!!”

I needed time to think.

*Back home*

“Mom im home!”

“How’d it go with Jimin?” Do you remember him how that you've seen what he looks like?”

Just the fact that we kissed when we were like 7(not actually)no biggie.

“A few things came in mind.”

“I mean something is better than nothing. Right baby girl?”

Looking at her I just smiled and nodded my head.

“Im tired, goodnight mom.”

“Night baby.”

“Oh right, wheres dad?”

“Do you not hear him snoring”

I just started to laugh while walking back upstairs to my room.

*Morning*

Feeling the sun in my face, I kept my eyes close hoping that everything was just a dream but as I opened my eyes and looked around unfortunately it wasn’t. Everything about the house made me feel at home, probably because I lived here before, or maybe because of the few memories that I remember. Heading downstairs, I stopped in the middle of the hallway to look at the photos on the walls that my mom put up. Looking closely, in every photo that I was in, seemed to have a the same boy….Weird.

“If you’re wondering who that is it’s me.”

“GEEZ u scared me!!!”

“Haha sorry” “Anyways what are you doing here? Where are my parents?”

“They went out with mine and they told me to come here.”

“…..Okay.”

Not paying to much attention to Jimin I turned my head looking back at the photos, when one particular photo stood out to me.

“Do you remember anything?”

He took a few steps closer to me.

“That one.” I grab the photo where me and Jimin are sleeping on one of the couches and I have a huge band aid on my knee.

“I remember standing on a swing and falling off, then when my mom was done putting a band aid on you came and brought me somewhere to sleep and calm down but then eventually we both fell asleep next to each other. Am I right?” Looking back at him his eyes seemed to sparkle at the fact that I remembered something.

“Yeah that’s what happened. You know your mom used to tell me sometimes that when you visited your grandparents you couldn't even sleep without me beside you.”

Stepping closer to him I whisper in his ear.

“I mean I was a little girl, but Im a big girl now don’t worry about it.”

Taking one more glance at him his gaze felt stronger but with that I walk away heading to the kitchen. While walking away he followed me and as we reached the kitchen his hands found their way on my hips and placed me on the counter while he rested his hands beside my hips. Without words being said our faces seemed to move closer to each other. As our lips were about to touch, the door swung open. And at that we both pull apart from each other. I jumped off the counter and went to the bathroom, while Jimin stayed in the kitchen to talk to our parents.

Jimin POV

“Hey Jimin where’s y/n?”

“I think she went to the bathroom.”

“Okay…And I need to tell you something about y/n.”

“Okay what about y/n?”

“I’ll tell you when she's out the house.”

“….Okay.”

Thats weird I wonder what she's talking about.

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imthatrandomgirl · 7 years

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I may not be tumblr-famous or anything but...

I just need to type the saddest thing that happened to me today. Earlier, when I was about to feed my dog, I found his cat friend right outside our house, struggling to breath (he sounds like he is coughing) and not able to stand up. I don't know what to do so I called my mama and told her about that. She and my brother came out to see him. After a while, Mama said, "Sleep now. So that you won't be struggling anymore. " I was just behind her with tears. I don't want to cry. I wanted to carry the cat (we didn't name him because my bro and I are fighting over it) and help him stand. But I can't. The cat later jerked its head, then just dropped it. His breathing stopped. He's dead. So I walked away and went to my room. I'm crying while typing this. Good-bye, kitty cat. Byebye, Matt. Be happy in kitty heaven. 😢

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satendou · 4 years

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hiii!!!!!!! can i request a scenario where tendou (+ bokuto if u want!! if not that’s fine) seem to only say they love reader during sex and it’s making the reader really insecure and unsure if the relationship is serious or not. i love ur writing!!! seriously i’ve read monster at least five times ❤️❤️

as if i wouldn’t do poly if you give me the option. if you give me an opening i will take it don’t test me. i don’t think i filled out the exact requirements of your request but this is what i came up with so

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❀ུ۪ they probably don’t even realize what they’re doing honestly. like tendo is better at physical expressions of affection just because he’s afraid of how verbal ones will be received. it stems from telling people about his feelings for them and watching the disgust on their face afterwards. physical expressions are clearcut and you have to be willing to receive them, so there’s less chance that he’ll be rejected because he reads physical tells very easily. ❀ུ۪ bokuto, i hate to say it, literally just doesn’t think about it. if you say you love him, it’s got to be just that, with no other add ons because he’ll lock onto the additions and forget to respond. sorry bo. ❀ུ۪ tendo figures out something is wrong first, obviously. since he can’t quite figure out what it is, though, he doesn’t say anything and just watches for a while. ❀ུ۪ bokuto doesn’t take long to figure it out either tho. when he asks what’s wrong, he’ll take your reassurances at face value for a little while, but when your mood doesn’t change, he’ll start to realize it isn’t nothing after all. he’s not as tactful as tendo about approaching it tho.

you tried to ignore it, really you did. they probably didn’t mean to do it, especially tendo. he wasn’t used to affection in general, so when you expressed that you loved him, he would often draw you into a tender kiss but never say it back.

in bokuto’s case, you just chalked it up to him forgetting. which, when you actually thought about it, only made you more insecure whenever he was hovering over you in bed. the only time he said it was when his hips were rutting into yours, the words a harsh grunt as he pleasured the both of you.

“babe?” tendo asked, resting his hand atop yours. he watched you jump and give him quick smile, not meeting his eyes. “what’s going on?”

you stilled, hand curling into a fist on your thigh beneath the table. you knew better than to lie to him, knew you would never get away with it, but still you said, “nothing. i’m fine.”

you didn’t ask him why.

sharing a glance with bokuto, tendo realized even he noticed your strange behavior, his yellow eyes narrowed with concern as he stared at you.

“no, there’s definitely something,” bokuto said, and tendo wanted to facepalm as you stood up.

you couldn’t even muster the energy to pretend today, gazing out the restaurant window with a distant expression. “i, uh, need the bathroom. i’ll be right back.”

you couldn’t bring yourself to look into the mirror, afraid seeing yourself would make you cry. you were already having a hard enough time holding back tears today, the fear and insecurity especially prevalent as you tried to have lunch with them. every little thing, from an overlooked comment to each whisper shared between them across the table, felt like a barb in your skin, sinking in and causing another negative thought to surface.

you weren’t sure if you could keep the facade up any longer, knowing you needed to just talk to them about it. surely they would understand.

they were waiting for you at the register when you emerged, sharp eyes following your movements through the crowd. you were shrunken in on yourself, one hand on your shoulder and the other on your side as if to hide yourself from something. when you came to stand beside them, your gaze remained locked on the window, watching the people pass by outside.

“let’s go home, hm?” tendo asked, staring down at you while bo led the way through the tables.

the bell dinged above the door and you were hit with the cool fall air, each of your hands being taken in one of your partner’s, though your grip was loose around their fingers. they tried to fill the silence for you, but it fell flat whenever you hummed in response instead of saying anything, eyes locked on anything but them. there was a flare of guilt in your chest, settling like a rock in your stomach when you caught a glimpse of bokuto’s hurt expression, his shoulders slumped when you didn’t laugh at one of his jokes.

you really needed to talk to them, but as the key to your apartment slid into the lock, your heart slammed in your chest. you didn’t even know how to bring it up, how to articulate your worries, and there was the very real fear that bringing it up would cause truths you didn’t want to know to come to light.

maybe they really didn’t love you and only kept you around out of pity, or maybe they had fallen out of love with you before they ever got a chance to say the words-- those thoughts settled like ice in your veins.

the door shut behind tendo, the silence inside the apartment was tense as they stared down at you. you felt like you were under a microscope and you knew it was well deserved. they were hurting just as much as you and, by saying nothing, you were all hurting each other.

“tell us what’s going on in that pretty little head, princess,” tendo cooed, turning you around and drawing you into his arms. he had shed his hoodie, and his t-shirt did nothing to muffle the sob that broke out against his chest.

whatever he had expected, it wasn’t that.

bokuto was on you in an instant, wrapping his arms around both you and tendo and cocooning you in a warmth that would have been comforting a few months ago, but was now stifling. still, you couldn’t bring yourself to pull away, because it would mean looking them in the eyes as you asked the dreaded question.

“do you love me?”

they took a moment to understand what you meant, your voice thick and hoarse as tears streamed down your cheeks, and it felt for a moment like the room rocked-- at least for tendo.

all those whispered ‘i love you’s’ came back to haunt him as he realized his response wasn’t enough for you. he should have known as much when they stopped coming, but he had ignored it.

bokuto took longer to get what you meant, returning tendo’s stunned, understanding look with a quizzical one, one brow raised.

tendo forced your head up to look at him, cupping your tear stained cheeks in his long spidery fingers, and said, “of course i do. i love you so much it hurts. i don’t even know how to express how much i love you, sweetheart.”

your eyes widened at the conviction, fresh tears spilling down and pooling between his fingers and your skin. you had only heard him speak that passionately about volleyball and manga, and never had he looked so serious before. you blinked rapidly, trying to clear your blurry vision as he leaned in, covering your lips with his.

it was about that time that bokuto finally fitted the missing puzzle piece and bent nearly in half, nuzzling your cheek and littering kisses on your skin. his heart hurt seeing you so torn up over the whole thing-- he knew for a fact it was a big misunderstanding. you had never heard the way he and tendo talked about you when you weren’t listening, but he realized now maybe you should.

“baby, ‘m sorry,” he murmured into your ear. tendo pulled away, allowing bokuto to spin you around to face him. his hands were larger and more callused than tendo’s when he cupped your face, making sure you continued to look at him as he spoke. “i love you too. so much. i love you more than volleyball and-- and barbecue and--”

he paused, and tendo piped up. “volleyball?”

bokuto shot him a sharp look but couldn’t quite hide the amusement, causing tendo’s lips to curl up at the corners.

you hid your face in bokuto’s chest then, letting tears spill anew as the weight in your chest disappeared, allowing you to breathe freely again. through shuddery breaths, you said, “‘m sorry i didn’t say anything sooner. i thought-- i thought i was just being silly.”

tendo’s arms covered yours around bokuto’s back, his head resting atop yours as he said, “we’re sorry too, princess. we should have said it back. i guess we just... it doesn’t matter. we won’t let you down again, ‘kay?”

“okay,” you murmured, looking up into bo’s bright yellow eyes.

before you could think, his lips had captured yours, prying your lips apart so he could slip his tongue into your mouth. you felt yourself being lifted up off the floor, tendo’s laugh rumbling against your back as he said, “you beat me to it, ko. wanna show her how much we love her?”

bokuto pulled away to look at him over your shoulder, lips shiny and swollen from the kiss.

“oh yeah, i think she deserves that, don’t you?”

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satendou · 4 years

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𝕕𝕒𝕪 𝟝: 𝕤𝕒𝕦𝕟𝕒

⇀ kasamatsu yukio

“yukio, are you alright?” you asked, peering at him in concern. his cheeks were far too red, even considering you were sitting in a sauna, and you were worried he was going to collapse. scooting closer, you cursed when your towel came loose, slipping down to expose your breasts before you could catch it.

“i-- uh, yeah, fine,” kasamatsu stuttered, averting his eyes towards the sauna door. how he had managed to get stuck alone with you of all people was beyond him, and he wasn’t sure if the gods were trying to be kind or play a malicious joke on him.

your eyes narrowed as you watched him look at anything but you, allowing you ample time to take in the view before you. regardless of how shy he was, kasamatsu was built like a god.

sharp blue eyes, choppy black hair, and muscles honed from years of playing sports all combined into a man that anyone would be lucky to have and, if he weren’t so stuttery around women, he could have his pick. which was why you felt blessed to be here with him, although you weren’t sure where the rest of the team was. they and the other managers should have arrived ten minutes ago, but there wasn’t any sign of them.

leaning even closer caused him to lean the other way, sucking his lip between his teeth and nibbling hard enough to leave marks in the skin. “uh, w-what are you, um, d-doing?”

your hand met his forehead, brows furrowed in concern, but he didn’t feel any warmer than usual. the towel around you slipped again, falling open and sliding down your back and this time when you grabbed it, you kept it clasped between your hands, leaving your cleavage exposed.

kasamatsu choked on a moan, covering his face with one hand. how were you so oblivious?

“you look like you’re about to pass out,” you said, resting your hand on his knee.

though a towel separated your skin from his, your touch still sent a shock up to his crotch. the towel did nothing to hide his growing erection, and his awkward shifting to try anyway only drew your attention.

a soft gasp escaped you, and he caught where you were looking, an even deeper flush unrelated to the heat overtaking his face. a bead of sweat trickled down your chest, disappearing into the swell of your breasts, and he visibly gulped. “i-- i’m sorry-- i-- what are you doing?”

you had hoisted yourself up, hitching the towel up around your legs, and settled in his lap. your knees were on either side of his thighs and his breath hitched as you settled right over his hard cock. the realization that you weren’t wearing panties sent a shiver through him, and his nails dug into his palms to keep from touching you.

“well,” you murmured, hands coming to rest on his broad shoulders. they were damp and the muscles flexed under you, tense like a wound spring and you wondered what it would be like when they snapped. “i’m kind of coming onto you and this--” you ground your hips down, listening to his breath catch in his throat, “-- can’t be comfortable.”

“we-- we’re in public, _____,” he hissed, hands finally coming up to rest on your hips. they did nothing to stop you though, if anything pressing you down harder, and there was a definitive quiver in his voice. “what if someone walks in?”

the smile you gave him was almost devilish and he swallowed harshly. when your hands released the towel, it seemed to fall in slow motion, revealing your body to him and he groaned audibly in the back of his throat.

“i don’t think the others are coming,” you whispered, leaning forward until your breath mingled with his. his was rapid and uneven, eyes wide and full of anxiety, but he didn’t stop you or push you away. “yu, kiss me, please?”

hearing the usually stoic captain curse sent an unexpected chill up your spine, his voice gravelly with repressed lust and need. the kiss was more gentle than you expected given his hold on your hips, the skin molding beneath his fingers as he squeezed. you could feel how much he was holding back and carded your fingers through his hair, deepening the kiss and hoping to signal he could let go.

he groaned when your tongue dipped into his mouth, the sweet taste of you permeating his senses and, before he realized it, he was undoing the towel at his hips.

“you’re sure?” he rasped, thumb finding your clit when he settled you back down. with no towel impeding you now, he could feel how wet you were all over his shaft and moaned. his other hand came up, plucking one nipple then the other to hardness while he occupied your mouth with his tongue again.

your hips rolled, dragging your clit along the sensitive underside of his head and he twitched beneath you. pulling away, you laid a trail of kisses down his cheek to his ear, nipping the lobe before whispering, “i’m sure, captain. i want you to fuck me, please.”

“fuckin’ hell,” he groaned, pretty blue eyes narrow and hazy with lust. “need to prep you first--”

but you resisted, carding your fingers through his hair and slotting your lips against his in an aggressive kiss. your first touch on his aching cock caused him to jolt, and when you guided his tip to your entrance, all his willpower to resist fled.

your lips parted against his, a low gasp of pain escaping as he slipped inside. his hands tightened on you at that, brows furrowing in concern as he stopped you from going further.

“w-wait, you don’t--”

you cut him off with another kiss, distracting him and his hands loosened. you choked on a small noise of pleasure, nails digging into his shoulders as you sunk down a few more inches. “been waiting for this for too long,” you whispered, lifting up and spearing yourself on more than half his cock. his eyes rolled, head thumping back to hit the wall when you squeezed around him before continuing. “yu, do you know how long i’ve wanted you? but you were always so shy i didn’t know if you wanted me too.”

his heart skipped a beat at that, swinging his head back up to look directly at you for the first time. “i need you to take all of me, _____. god, please, i’ve been such a coward,” he moaned, forcing you down further still. you were so tight and warm and he had wanted this for so long that he felt like he was dreaming. “‘m gonna make it up to you now though, okay, princess?”

your toes curled as your hips finally met his, and he held you there for a long moment while he kissed you again, feeling you clench around him. your breaths came out in puffs against his lips as you shifted, whining in a need for more. “yukio, please please make it up to me and move*.”

“okay,” he whispered, helping you rock your hips against him. “i’ve got you.”

sweat rolled down your temples, your hair sticking to your neck as you rode him. the sting of his cock stretching you out was gone, replaced by waves of pleasure as you rode him. the air was stuffy and thick, clouding your thoughts and narrowing your focus down to the drag and pull of his cock inside you, your clit grinding down into his pelvic bone.

his lips left a trail all over the exposed column of your neck, down your shoulders and chest before latching onto one pert nipple. you tightened around him, hips stuttering in their rhythm, and he forced it back into sync with his upward thrusts.

“yu--kio--” you whined, yanking harshly at his hair, and he groaned around your nipple. he swirled his tongue around it as you ground down on him, more soft noises mixing with his name and praises. “you’re so big, so feel so good, yu. i’m gonna cum, want you to--”

releasing your breast with a wet pop, he moaned, “me too, princess. come on, cum around me. need to feel you cum for me.”

his thumb found your clit, circling it sloppily, spreading your slick around and your rhythm stuttered again before picking up until you were crying out his name into the thick air. your toes curled as the pleasure peaked and you fell forward into his chest, letting kasamatsu fuck you through your orgasm. you dragged him over the edge with you, breathing a broken, stuttered slur of your name against your neck.

when you caught your breath, you pulled back, tilting his head up to look at you. a bright blush was spreading across his cheeks, and he kept looking to you and away again.

“i uh, c-came inside. i’m so--”

you interrupted him with a kiss, tongue delving into his mouth and swallowing his moan.

“it’s okay,” you whispered upon pulling away. “i plan on this a lot more now.” he was still half hard inside you, and you squeezed around him to emphasize your point, drawing another moan from him.

“in that case,” he murmured, and grazed his thumb over your still sensitive clit, listening to your gasp with a smirk. “i think we could use a bit more time in here.”

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