#in my notes

[carlandrea]

Actually I’d like to think that at some point during a fight Nerdanel told Feanor that he’s absolutely exhausting to live with

And then you know he looks at her like he’d just been shot

#silm #probably a mistake to post about feanor #whenever i do people. well they show up #in my notes #feanor #nerdanel

[midnightcomeandpickmeup]

Cause you my darling can't be described with bunch of symbols made by human.

#me and who #desi academia #desi teen #desi tumblr #desiblr #i found it #in my notes #shitpost #if only someone could describe me in that way

[chunkypossum]

#in my notes #adhd lists #ther's a lot more of these #they dont make any sense #writers ramblings #ramblings #writers

[fynnisshit]

A scrapped piece of literature I wrote in my notes app :P (idk how to describe it it's just kind of poetic smut?)

☆☆☆

Blue

This wasn't a completely new situation. It's just a new feeling. I was completely entranced, under a spell, by the man who stood just 3 inches away from my shaking body. His eyes were like spring ponds as he stared down at me. He made me feel like he was looking at a Claude Monet painting when he looked at my slightly uncomfortable and definitely unflattering awkward body. My legs were propped up on his shoulders, and he undid the stubborn and stuck zipper on my old and worn-in blue jeans. I closed my eyes, my head resting on the pillow, soft like a lily. I let this man-- a man in which I had only started dating just a few days prier-- do all the work.

He was a soldier but held me like a poet.

He was rough, and his calloused hands felt like they held oceans' worth of stories and experiences, that my small deplorable little life could never even wish to compare to.

I dont remember anything but feeling like I was drowning in in sweet horchata. Next I knew he was gently fucking me, like he was painting a landscape with soft oil paints and i was the canvas. The way he spoke was... overwhelmingly smooth. He made me feel like the most beautiful thing in the entire world. Like dew drops on a spiderweb or the softness of yellow flowers in a valley. I was in love.

#fanfic #literature #poetry #poetic smut #notes app #in my notes #smut #soft #soft smut #fluff #stuck in my head

[villainous-ace]

Sooo, still working on how I want to go about the next chapter of "Do No Harm", a Boros x Saitama modern Mafia AU Fic.

But until then I'ma just post a bunch of my Genosai fic drafts/concepts from my notes.

Currently the first chapter is at 116 hits so if you read it thanks alot!

Not my image but if if its yours or you know who it is please let me know in the comments so I can tag and follow them!!!!

#one punch man #opm #i love onepunch man #opm saitama #saitama #opm fic #fic update #in my notes #notes fic #sorry ive been procrastinating #fic procrastination #lord boros #borosai #borosai fic #saitama x boros

[reiish-writings]

To the loves I have lost

To the people I left behind.

To the people who left me behind.

I hope for your healing. I think about the damage I’ve done.

I work for my healing, I think of the hurt you must have felt to direct such hurtful things towards me.

I hope when it all blows over and the wounds close and nothing but the scars remain you save a fond memory for me. Maybe a prayer for my success as well.

I still have to remind myself not to miss you too much.

#open diary #thoughts #dear diary #in my head #quotes #transparency #word vomit #wordporn #headspace #in my notes #my words #notepad #writerscorner #writerscommunity #writing #writbelr #writeaway #women writers #words of mine

[hanawsstuff]

My dumbass didn’t know that we have to wait a couple of days or even weeks to get an invitation from ao3.

#pew pew #dawg I was about to #copy paste a fic #that is absolutely bad written #in my notes #hehehehehhehehehehe

[streaminn]

Omg sephs back

#In my notes #Missed them for a moment and I wondered where they at

[vixendoe]

wlw post: men dni

my sapphic bigender ass

#sad. but oh well #hate calling myself that word but it's the only way i can describe it without getting Twitter Opinions #in my notes

[autisticlangaa]

there is something so fun to me about headcanoning my fav characters as autistic bc they r just like me!!!! and no one can tell me they arent

#they are just all autistic #i have lists #of autistic characters from everything i like #in my notes #autistic #looks at solitaire book #micheal holden #tori spring #autistic real

[solitarydoomsday]

just a tip for any endo advocates, uh. maybe DON’T be a prick to random teenagers that were not taught proper critical thinking skills? and maybe don’t do it over fucking endo system discourse??????

like, yeah, i fucking get it. it gets pretty fucking infuritating after a while, listening to person after person recite the same shit over and over and pushing your words away and shit, but some of us! maybe!! got told by fellow traumagenic systems!! that endos were just kinda monsters who COMPLETELY DISREGAURD OUR TRAUMA!!!

i’m SO fucking sorry that some fucking teenager made you pissed because they’re a system against endos and i’m SO sorry it made you think that they’re such a goddamn bigot over it, but how about this? GROW UP AND ACTUALLY BE A DECENT PERSON ABOUT EDUCATING THIS SHIT IF YOU WANT YOUR FUCKING POINT ACROSS.

because, get this, people MAYBE aren’t gonna listen to you if you call them an abelist, fucked in the brain, bigot RIGHT off the bat, without having any prior fucking knowlegde on this person and saying they’re an asshole IMMEDIETLY without considering the other side’s argument and considering WHY they may be mad in the first place? especially when people on the other side of the argument (WHO ARE SYSTEMS) have expressed why they don’t like endos LOUD AND FUCKING CLEAR?? just a fucking thought.

i know i haven’t even gotten this much shit about it, but if others are saying this shit gets pretty bad, i’m just gonna delete the stupid autism creature post and remake it. i never wanted this shit to flare up on my blog like this over a stupid dni banner, i just really didn’t want someone calling the autism creatures in my post a fucking terf, and honestly im going to delete anything i said about stance against endos to the best of my ability. i don’t know what my stance is anymore and frankly i don’t wanna even get into it. i just wanna exist with my stupid homestuck blog in peace.

and to any of my followers: from this point foward, NO ONE ASK ME ABOUT ENDOS *OR* MY STANCE ON THEM. I WILL NOT EXPLAIN. DO YOUR OWN RESEARCH.  this will be going in my pinned post.

#syscourse #actually #the first person i got into this shit with fucking vaugeposted about me lmao #saying how 'syscourse is so stupid' #when they literally wouldnt even say TO MY FACE that i was wrong #and yet went on a rant about how its abelist if im anti-endo if i was a singlet #in my notes #to somebody else. #tldr endo advocates like this can suck my dick

[darkclouud9]

i have watched nothing other than EthoSlab the past couple weeks. (With the exception of Double Life and Friday Night Stabby Stabby).

I have watched Vinyl Fantasy, Spellbound Caves, Kaizo Caverns, Simulation Protocol (twice), Diversity 3, Terra Restore 2 (like five times or something, including the Team Canada Montage video of it-), Uncharted Territory, 1 and 2 (just finished 2).

I'm about to start Uncharted Territory 3.

And I've already watched all of Sky Factory 2.5, Labyrinth of Puzzles, all of Team Canada's Don't Starve, plus all of Etho and Doc's Don't Starve.

I am mentally okay.

#i have too much free time #i only do school one day a week now #send help #but not really #Uncharted Territory also became #Uncheritory 2 #in my notes #idk how that happened #etho #Terra Restore was funny #i might rewatch it again #and sky factory #i miss sky factory

[bokkerijder]

pro-AI in the sense of "they taught a bread scanning computer to recognize cancer cells" etc etc

against AI in the sense of "we stole artwork from hundreds to thousands of artists, didn't credit them and didn't financially compensate them"

#rambles '24 #ok to reblog btw #all my posts are ok to reblog #if not i would make them unrebloggable lmao #edit: i am a fool #i said that thinking this would maybe get 5 notes or something #and now we're here lol

[kochei0]

I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon

#greek mythology #ares #athena #greek gods #dont get me wrong it aint athena slander but it sure is ares praise #on some level at least #man justly accused of bad things deserves some mid praise more at 11 #thank you romi for helping me with words though i duly noted you insisted on ares not being cautious rather than him not being careful #romi be like “i want him to care” and honestly good you should say it #also EPIC led to this and i just..... i want to draw some animatics man i just need infinite time now #my long lost love for greek myths just will never stop coming and they dont stop coming and they dont stop coming #i want some vulture design in here for ares but not sure about this one #kochei doodles

[vamprisms]

i feel like a lot of the 'i hate kids' crowd would be more tolerant if they understood that due to a kid's limited experience of the world that 4 hour flight might just be the longest they've ever had to sit still for or that trapped finger might literally be the most pain they've ever felt in their short life or they might not have ever seen a person with pink hair ever so of course they want to touch it or nobody's told them yet that they can't run around the museum and they only just learned cheetahs are the fastest animals so of course they want to put that to the test. how were they supposed to know etc etc.

#like majority of the time kids are not just 'being naughty'. they have big feelings inside little bodies it's a lot #also like. #it should be illegal to dye your hair fun colours if you aren't prepared for kids in public to ask if youre related to a my little pony #EDIT: the notes on this post are an absolute cesspool. i don't care about your reasons for hating kids you sound like a disney villain

[reiish-writings]

But is it too bad to say I want to feel the passion of a love burning with hundreds of suns if but for a moment? If just to say I felt it in my fingers. Burned my tongue in the taste, singed my own feathers and fell like Icarus.

For a breath.

For an instant.

For a second.

Just meet oblivion, to see if he is as sweet as the artists say.

To look into someone’s eyes with hope and terror and a hundred questions and one answer.

#open diary #thoughts #dear diary #in my head #quotes #transparency #word vomit #headspace #in my notes #my words