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scarasimping · 7 months

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a brat reader with ningguang PLSPLSPLSPLS IF YOU DO THIS I WOULD LOVE IT HAVE A GOOD DAY

note: so this was literally my first ask ever and i just kept putting it off TT im not really happy with what i wrote but we need more fics for the sapphic genshin fans !!

also i hope my description of a vibrator makes sense, i was picturing like one of thos rabbit vibrators (i think thats the word?) the one that goes inside fem parts and also stimulates the clit

not proofread lmao whoops

words: 900ish

contains: dom!ningguang x fem!reader, oral (ningguang receiving), fingering (reader receiving), reader has a vibrator in them, bondage, edging, ningguang is both nice and mean at the same time, let me know if i missed anything lolz

NSFW BELOW THE CUT !! MINORS DNI !!

If there was anywhere you loved to be most, it was on your knees in front of Ningguang . Despite her piercing gaze, she still petted your head with such care and gentleness, her fingers twirling through the strands of your hair. your head laid on her thigh, hands tied in front of you with an expensive, golden silk ribbon. Merely ten minutes ago she had you underneath her, playing with your pretty hole and using her fingers to stretch you open until you were writhing underneath her frame.

Her fingers pressed against your insides, prodding at all of your sweet spots, going until nothing filled your mind but how she felt inside of you. Her lips found yours, kissing you slowly and passionately as if she were savoring the taste of you. Though tied, your hands grabbed onto anything you could get ahold of - your own leg, Ningguang's forearm, or even just holding each other. All so you could keep your grip on reality as she gave you pleasure that sent you to the heavens.

That was, until she pulled away completely just before you could cum. Ningguang smirked as you whined underneath her, tears brimming your eyes.

"Please..please, why?" You begged underneath her. She merely clicked her tongue and stared down at you, a devilish glint in her eyes.

"You were the one who wouldn't let me work earlier, whining about how mean I was for not paying attention to you..." She held out the fingers that were previously inside you in front of her. "So now, you're going to take what I give you, and hopefully learn some patience. Got it, dear?" she taunts,

A huff escapes your mouth as you grind down on nothing, hoping for some friction.

Staring up at Ningguang, you notice she was still holding her fingers out to you. Your arousal coated her digits, and she stared at them with a faux curiosity, before telling you to open your mouth. You just stared at her, not moving an inch, so she took her other hand and pried your jaw open.

As soon as your lips parted, her fingers darted inside, pressing down on your tongue.

"Clean them for me, dear." She ordered, and you obeyed without a second thought. She smiled as your tongue swirled around her fingers, slowly pulling away when she deemed them clean enough. A string of saliva connected her fingertips to your tongue, and you swear her gaze got even more intense.

"Let's see what else you can do with that mouth of yours, other than complain." She hummed in amusement, before climbing off of you, sitting on the edge of the bed. "On your knees."

Only an idiot would disobey her when she asks you like that, which is how you got to where you are now.

On your knees in front of Ningguang with your hands tied, a vibrator shoved inside of you as your lips latched into her puffy clit. Her thighs squeeze your head, limiting your hearing, but that didn't matter because you were making her feel good.

"You don't get to cum until you make me cum," she had said, yet the vibrator pressed deliciously on your sweet spot inside you and hooked around to pay attention to your clit as well. It would be a miracle if you could last that long.

Your hands tug restlessly at the silk holding them together, itching to touch her, to grab her thighs and pull her closer, to lose yourself in her. Yet still, you could do nothing but try your best to please her with only your mouth.

On your knees in front of Ningguang, hands tied like you were praying to and worshiping her. Yes, this is where you belonged.

Wrapping your lips softly along her clit, you push yourself into her, starting slow at first. Soft little sucks onto her sensitive bud before swirling your tongue along it. Her hands tangle into your hair, the claws on her index and middle finger scratching softly at your scalp. You were eager: both for her orgasm and your own.

The vibrations inside you were almost too much, tears pooling along your lashes as you tried to fight back the urge to beg some more for your release. Ningguang wouldn't hear it. She had already decided on her punishment for you and you couldn't disobey her again.

As you continue your movements along her beautifully wet folds and clit, and her orgasm gets closer, her hands tug more on your hair, pushing you into her. Her thighs squeezed around your head, the soft flesh squished against your ears and muffling all other sounds.

You couldn't even hear her pleas and moans at her getting close, until finally she releases on your tongue. Her warm liquids are sweet on your tastebuds, better than any of the wine or nectar she could buy.

Not long after, your own release follows. The tension in your stomach snaps and spills onto your thighs and marble floor beneath you.

Ningguang runs her hand through your hair as you lean your head on her thigh, cooing about how cute you look and how good you did for her. Her hand comes down to rest against your cheek, thumb lovingly running across the chub there.

"So good for me, you listened to me so well during your punishment…what do you say I reward you now?"

#ningguang smut #ningguang x reader #ningguang x you #genshin ningguang #genshin impact #genshin #genshin x reader #genshin drabble #genshin smut #mmmm gay people #ningguang

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ithaquasbbg · 8 months

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As of today, I’m back in school & athletics, so I’ll be slower to post requests (still will when I have time- mostly weekends + a few weekly posts) be patient with me please, I am getting to all of your requests! I am alternating matchup & others ☺️

Please - Ithaqua x reader

Tbh in this fic the reader is terrible to ithaqua..

Tw: Unhealthy (bordering abusive) relationships, murder, Ithaqua is LEGITIMATELY delusional

Based on (only loosely): “Racing into the night” - Yoasobi

….

Ithaqua stands in the middle of an iced over lake, staring up at the moon above him, then back down into the hole he had created earlier, blank expression visible in the dim reflection. “What have I become?” He asks himself, touching his face, forgetting about the blood on his hands for just a moment. But upon seeing it, he screams in terror, falling to his knees as he reaches into the icy water to clean his hands and face, the cold burning his skin as he sobs. How did he get like this? How did he fall so far?

….

He remembers the day his life began to go downhill, the way you gave him a blank expression as he cried on his knees in front of you. You had just told him you were leaving, that you no longer loved him. “Please, (Name), please-” he croaks, holding onto your hands desperately, your gaze slowly shifting into a smirk as you lift his chin up, staring at his wide and tear filled eyes. “Oh how I love those pretty tears of yours..” you mumble, wiping his eyes as he leans into your hands. Ithaqua knew this wasn’t healthy, that he was hurting himself by staying with you, but the idea of being alone again was so horrifying that he put up with it.

This was normal, you threatening to leave him as if he was nothing, like he was a piece of trash to simply dispose of. Though all your heartless words and yelling gave him at least some semblance of belonging, of happiness. Even if he was about to start crying once again, he needed this, Ithaqua needed to belong somewhere, to feel secure again. Though some days you were sweet, gentle. Cupping his cheeks and kissing away the tears. “Oh, darling, don’t cry” you’d tell him as you leave kisses on his forehead. But a part of him knew it was an act to keep him there.

Some days he’d hold you in his arms, stroking your hair as you cried into his shoulder. You needed control so desperately, so Ithaqua let you control him like a puppet, your puppet. “(Name), I love you..” he’d whisper, leaning in to let you kiss him. He was yours, but you were not his. Ithaqua knows this but still takes your hands on those days you’re too upset to leave the house, laying by your side and comforting you.

But those moments made the bad moments so much worse, the way you lash out at him is hurtful. “Oh look at you, crying again.” You say one night, gripping onto his chin tightly as he bites onto his lower lip, choking back sobs and quiet “im sorry”’s. Though tonight you seem much less entertained by Ithaqua, instead, you seem disgusted with him, letting go of his face and turning towards the door. “I’m tired of this.” You simply tell him, causing Ithaqua to rush and try to grab your hands. “(Name)! No, please don’t leave me- I’ll be better, I promise- I-” he’s cut off by a harsh smack across the face and the door closes a moment later, leaving him sobbing on the floor.

Though as much as he wants you to stay, a part of him buried deep down is relieved that you were through with him.

….

He cries alone for days, wincing every time he looks at his own eyes in the mirror, seeing your reflection in them. The days feel never ending, never changing, as he cries and cries. He finds himself unable to smile, feeling as if you had taken all of his happiness with you when you left.

And so Ithaqua comes back to your home, begging like an animal until he sees that smirk of yours one more time, feeling as if you were in control. But Ithaqua has been hurt too much, driven too far down the rabbit hole by your treatment, feeling as if he could not be happy until he ended it all, ended you.

You don’t expect the way he stabs you in the back, quite literally, laying in a pool of your own blood as you pass, Ithaqua running and locking himself in the bathroom, the sounds of his unintelligible screams coming from through the doors. He does this so he doesn’t hear your cries anymore, so he doesn’t change his mind on getting rid of you.

And when all is said and done, when you finally go silent, he exits the bathroom and picks you up, walking under the cover of night and coming to a frozen lake he used to skate on with his mother before everything had went wrong. Ithaqua doesn’t even realize that he’s dropped you in the damned hole he had created until it’s too late, watching you disappear into the Icy water for good.

“What have I become..?” He asks himself, slowly noticing the blood all over his face and hands as he looks at his own reflection in the moonlit water. Crazy. He’s gone crazy.

He reaches into the water, wincing in pain as he scrubs and scrubs, trying to get the blood off of his face and hands as he screams for his mother, even a god he doesn’t believe in for help, for forgiveness. He doesn’t stop until he rubs his face raw, shivering in the cold. “You want help?” He hears your voice, a delusion, as he turns around and looks for you, unable to find the noise. “You’re a monster.”

“You made me like this!-” he screams, unable to find you as he slowly begins to pull at his hair and sob, begging for it all to stop, for his head to quiet down. He didn’t want to deal with the guilt any longer. “I’m not a monster, I’m not a monster!-” he keeps repeating it to himself over and over until the sun rises, and there’s no trace of Ithaqua, having shed the last of his humanity. It seems even after death, he could not escape your words.

#idv fandom #idv fanfic #idv headcanons #idv imagines #idv x reader #idv scenarios #idv matchup #idv ithaqua #idv night watch #identity v ithaqua #ithaqua idv #ithaqua x reader #night watch idv #night watch #idv

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parasytte · 1 year

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How would your oc's react to male reader saying he wants to have children

this request was made before elijah and casey came around so they arent in this !! they are talked about a little at the end tho

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august wells is very excited !! he already has it all planned out. the guys a hopeless romantic, and he dreams of a domestic life with you !

he's definitely dreamt of having kids with you before and he's given it a lot of thought. but you saying that you want to have children ?? he's over the moon with joy !

after freaking out for a bit, august calms down and starts to talk about this seriously, but he still has that big happy smile on his face. he goes over all of the different ways you guys can have children until you both decide on the best option for you both. (august defiantly hasn't spent hours researching different ways for you both to have children whatttt)

despite his father not being around, he had an amazing mama to learn from, so he'd be an amazing dad.

morgan hickks doesn't know how to feel. children ? with him ?

he's ... okay with kids, not the best but he's not the worst. he's had to take care of some of his younger siblings from time-to-time due to his not-so-great parents.

morgan's never really thought about having kids before, so you saying you want to have children really opened up a rabbit hole of thoughts and questions.

i can't really see him having kids. maybe when he's older, like in his 30s or 40s. morgan's a wild card when it comes to this.

jude myers is anxious, to say the least. don't get me wrong, he's incredibly happy that you love him so much that you want to have kids together, but he's just so anxious.

being a parent is a lot and that scares him, and you'll have to soothe his anxiety, but after a lot of talks with you i can see him wanting to become a dad, too.

jude would be a pretty good dad though ! albeit a very paranoid one, and he'd be a bit of pushover and give the kid whatever they want, so there would be times you'd have to step in and be stern, but jude would be very loving and he's determined to give his and yours child the loving family he never had.

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im on a writing roll today idk the cogs in my brain are turning for once yall best enjoy it !!! i was going to put casey and elijah in this but they're written in like a school setting so while theyd maybe like to have kids with you itd be later on in life

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azusaluvclub · 2 years

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Ok ok hear me out,, the hand post and bedroom post gave me LIFE and now I just gotta know what kind of music you think the boys would listen too?? If you’re taking requests and feel like writing it of course ❤️

hello !!! thank you sm for the request !! since you didnt specify what characters to include i just decided to most of eunjang + a few of the union boys since i felt most confident about them, but if theres someone you wanted to see that isnt in this post, feel free to let me know and ill be happy to answer !

music is a hugeeeee interest of mine so this was rlly fun for me to write !! hope u enjoy !!

gray yeon / yeon sieun

⋆ maybe its just me, but i feel like a lot of what sieun listens to would depend on his mood or what hes doing in the moment !

⋆ when hes going about his daily life or needs a mood-lifter ? definitely gravitates to genres like soft pop + indie ! for studying ? hes probably got those lofi music streams pulled up in the background- always has the volume super low though, otherwise he finds it hard to focus :,)

⋆ still, whenever hes missing suho or feeling down, he tends to put on some of suhos favorite songs :(( in a way its healing for him; it reminds him of the good times they shared, and even if he cant exactly be around him now, he can still be connected with him through song~

⋆ since i think hes more of a genre person than an artist person, i dont think he rlly has any favorite singers/groups ! but i do think hed like stuff by IU, Heize and a lil bit of Clairo, and other similar artists~

ben park / park humin

⋆ definitely a pop enthusiast imo !! i feel like he would enjoy more upbeat stuff that gets him in a good mood, or that he can work out to lol- (also would love listening to stuff he can do impromptu karaoke or fall over dancing to when nobodys around lmaooo) hes a pretty energetic guy, so it only fits that hed enjoy energetic music as well !

⋆ would also love latin music, w a soft spot for the oldies (and reggaeton) :)) i see him having been raised on a lot of his mommas favorite artists from her teenage years and enjoying them together being a fond memory from his childhood~ but also i think he would enjoy a lot of older music in general, as its very nostalgic for him (and who doesnt love indulging in a bit of that ?)

⋆ i dont think he has a lot of favorite artists, nor is he a superfan of any, but some of them would be Crystal Kay, Selena, Kali Uchis, Red Velvet and 1st gen groups like S.E.S + Shinhwa ! but a lot of what he listens to is whatevers popular or playing on the radio (or even songs his sisters show him !) lol, so he isnt too picky :,)

alex go / go hyuntak

⋆ listen . this guy canonically had an emo phase (if u can call loitering by the ocean "emo") so if that doesnt tell u where im going w this, thennn .. :,)

⋆ listened to a lot of classic emo/screamo bands like Pierce the Veil, Of Mice & Men, Asking Alexandria, as well as Bursters ! probably found the mv for caraphernelia while scrolling through youtube one night and fell down a major rabbit hole, but it introduced him to a lot of bands that got him through middle school :D

⋆ though hes older now i dont think he would ever really grow out of that phase, so his tastes are still similar ! definitely listens to a lot of rock/metal subgenres (post-hardcore, nu-metal, alt-rock, etc-), but i also think hed really like hip-hop too ! doesnt listen to much outside of these genres tho :,)

⋆ imo, some of his favorite artists + bands would be ones like Seotaiji (including his stuff in Seo Taiji & Boys), Bursters, Dynamicduo, Sevendust, Girugamesh and a bit of Pierce the Veil !

gerard jin / jin gayool

⋆ being the music junkie that he is, gayools likes would be broad for sure !! considering the fact that music overall is such a big part of his life and his arc in wh, i cant see him being picky about what he listens to~

⋆ still, he would definitely have his preferences ! ive always headcanoned Slam as being an alt-rock/indie-rock band and so i think a lot of their style would be heavily influenced by all sorts of rock and metal subgenres (i have many opinions about this if anyone was interested in hearing lmao), so i think his own musical interests would be similar to that ! would enjoy anything from stoner metal to midwest emo to post-hardcore lol

⋆ but again, his overall taste would be pretty expansive, so he definitely has a little of everything (pop, r&b, jazz, etc. etc.) rolling around in his spotify likes :,)

⋆ his favorite bands would probably be stuff like FTIsland, The Smiths (yeah ...), Citizen, The Rose, with a dash of Deftones thrown in there for good measure (mainly their stuff post atf tho) :D

rowan im / im juyang

⋆ similarly to how his personal style + interests would be, juyangs music taste is very eclectic !! not only because i think he would love engaging with a wide varity of genres (and just a variety of things in general; he gets bored easy lol), but partly thanks to the friends he made in aus- through them and his own pursuits, hes found PLENTY of killer songs + artists-

⋆ doesnt have a favorite genre/s either ! what he does love tho is obscure music- its become a hobby of his to spend his nights avoiding studying so he can deep dive on youtube for the most underground stuff :,) rlly good at finding it too !!

⋆ although he isnt picky, i think hed gravitate a lil more towards rock + r&b :,) with dashes of indie + reggae + hiphop thrown in there for fun !

⋆ i can see him enjoying artists like Brandy, 311, Blood Orange, Missy Elliott, Tame Impala, and The Strokes !

stephen ahn / ahn suho

⋆ ive mentioned it before in the bedroom post, but i wholeheartedly believe suho would be a major gg fan </3 probably has lightsticks and signed photocards and all the like from his favorite groups lmaooo- he esp gravitates towards a lot of the more fun and feel-good concepts a lot of ggs do, and has stayed up wayyy into the night learning the choreographies more than once :,)

⋆ outside of that though, i think hed be a big fan of dramatic pop ballads + acoustic, coffee shop type music :))) hes also a frequent enjoyer of having world tours in the shower, so songs of that genre are always his go to- but also, imo, he really appreciates the actual talent that goes into some of his favorite songs, and loves listening to ones with meaning or that he can relate to~

⋆ some of his favorite artists would be soloists like BoA and groups like Wonder Girls, GWSN, 9Muses, and some bgs like Seventeen + TXT (probably has some western pop divas in his likes for good measure tho lmao)! but overall ?? he would be a die-hard Twice fan , case closed :,)

jimmy bae / bae jihoon

⋆ undercover boy group stan for SURE. saw Tvxq’s performance of mirotic on music core when he was little and it absolutely changed the trajectory of his life- hes not embarrassed about liking the music but he IS embarrassed about being a fanboy :,) so his signed Shinee album and misc bg posters are kept wellllll hidden lmao (only jack knows about this, and has gone w him to many a concert as moral support-)

⋆ he likes other stuff tho !! mainly rap + hiphop, western or korean- so think Drake + Kanyes older stuff, Gang Starr, Drunken Tiger, Jinusean, etc~ stuff that gets him pumped up when hes working out, or that he can blast when taking his motorcycle out for a ride into the darkness lmao

⋆ his favorite bgs tho ? i can see him rlly liking groups like Shinee, Block B, Exo, and BTS !! (probably has a few of their earlier albums collecting dust on his bookshelf tbh-)

wolf keum / keum seongje

⋆ this is one where i feel like yall are gonna fight me on it but ... hear me out :D between an cluster of things — union stress, caffeine, heavy smoking + drinking, etc — i headcanon seongje as being rllly prone to headaches + migraines, which noise-heavy music wouldnt exactly help-

⋆ w that being said, i can see him gravitating a lot towards more softer, chill, easy listening type tunes ! i dont think hed be too picky about genres, surprisingly (?), rather the sound itself, so his likes range anywhere from old ballads he grew up hearing, to soft rock, to rap !

⋆ because of that, i dont think hed have many favorite artists either, if any lmao- but i also dont think hed listen to music a lot outside of like,, maybe studying/focus purposes, or more often as background noise when things are just a lil too quiet for him, soooooo :,)

⋆ (that being said if i had to name an artist/group ?? i think he wouldve listened to a lot of epik high in middle school, so he still has a soft spot for their music lol)

#weak hero #weak hero webtoon #weak hero headcanons #gray yeon #ben park #alex go #gerard jin #rowan im #jimmy bae #wolf keum #stephen ahn

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lutawolf · 1 year

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hi luta, i just want so slide by and say thank you

for bringing kind metas (posts) on lita/prapaisky , and mame's a bit too. i am forever grateful.

im a tumblr user for bl stuff in 2020, followed some huge blogs & learned a lot about bl cuz im fairly new. i had forgotten about it until i rejoined a couple months ago for prapaisky' lita -- expecting to share the same excitement / reading wonderful metas / learning things again

i ... im pretty perplexed to read the blogs i used to read for info / metas im looking forward to ... expressed mean, mean, things.

i felt nauseous. i didnt realize the people whose metas i used to love can be so. cruel. i had hoped i can find some articulation of what I felt, as a shared feelings, but not only i didnt find it, i, felt ashamed to even had my feelings from the first place. i had to dived in the tag rabbit hole and finally found blogs that expressed the opposites, and thank god i did. thank god i did.

(followed them right away, n unfollow thw prev blogs that i now, see, as ... no)

this tho, had me actually ignored the whole tag whlist it airs, and put notif on for the ones i now value, yours included. it got me thru the whole journey of ep11-13, especially, Especially, 12. the special ep tho, the special ep got me branched out again towards the tag and see people bashing it again undermining it as the sex ep. and kinkshaming rain. is it so bad to have a happy, mutual, consent sexual relationship? i thought we dont kinkshame now

i . i dont know what to think. i am sorry to barging in like this. i just. all these upsetting experience piled up and i just. had to. express my gratitude that u at least shown me the kind side of this perspective.

i apologize for the incoherency, english is not my first language, i wish this isnt too rude..

no need to answer this if u dont want to, i just, had to say it to you. all the love, anon.

Hey Hey lil 🐇,

First, let me say welcome back to Tumblr! I'm actually pretty new. I reached a year anniversary this month. Though I am not new to bl at all. I'm OG there.

Negative reviews are a part of life. However, there is a difference between being hateful and writing a neg review. There is a difference between cancel culture and I don't watch this or participate in this type of art. I think that people are failing to see the differences. Life is not white and black.

There will always be kink shaming. It's not from men though. It's from women. These same women that are talking shit, reading romance on their kindle when no one is looking and wouldn't think twice about their boyfriend asking them to wear a French maid costume. As an amazing friend once told me, this is your room and you cultivate it the way you need to. He blocks people left and right, creating the atmosphere that he wants on Tumblr. I've learned to do the same. I may end up in a bubble but it's a tiny community of people I truly enjoy and love.

Never apologize for English being your second language. Being bilingual is an accomplishment that should only get love not judgement. You guys will never and I mean NEVER see me criticize the way someone writes, from spelling to commas, to anything. I'll never do it. I might ask for clarification but there will never be criticism. We are all here to learn and better ourselves and that is not accomplished by sitting in judgement.

I really appreciate that you read my blog and enjoy it. It means the world to me that you guys reach out to me. All the love. Wishing you the best. Thank you, 💜💜💜

#luta question and answer

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konnorhasapen · 1 year

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Hey~~ for the Redacted Ask Game - Freelancer, Starlight, D.A.M.N. 💞

OMG HIIIII- (I literally was not expecting anyone to ask me anything💀💀 but I'm so happy people are :D) thankies for the ask!!

Freelancer (what is a skill you'd like to learn and be good at?)— I've bounced around interests quite a bit, and I know some stuff and can do that stuff decently, I'd like to think^^; the thing that I've been hellbent on recently is bass! I've been playing guitar for a few years now and I'm hoping that gives me at least a little but of a buff when learning how to play bass :)

Starlight (what is your favorite constellation and/or planet? What's your zodiac sign?)— My favorite constellation is Orion. I'd like to give a super detailed reason as to why, but I don't think I can. I don't know very much about the constellations—though I'd love to learn (I love learning about anything I don't know or understand tbh-)—but Orion is one of very few constellations I can see right from my backyard, and every time I look at it, I just feel kind of comforted? Little hard to explain and kinda dumb, but I'll stick with it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

D.A.M.N. (how did you get into Redacted?)— This is a really funny story to me actually- it's pretty long so I'll put it under the cut.

I've gone most of my life being subject to my older sister and her incessant obsession with all things vampires and werewolves, so I grew to hate the whole genre altogether. Not to mention, as I got older and was still being forced to sit down and watch The Vampire Diaries with her (otherwise she'd cry and accuse me of not loving or caring about her and make me feel kinda shitty, so I just sucked it up lmao) I came to realize that it was just... horribly written. I'd say horribly acted, but I don't think I can fully blame them for the god-awful teen angst that was poured into that show by the tons. Anyway- when I got into the whole asmr rp thing, I was mostly just listening to normal boring domestic stuff (and comfort for trauma and all that blah-blah-bull). One day, I stumbled across a recommended video from Mr. Redacted ASMR (at the time) and was... less than interested when I saw it was an audio of a "feisty werewolf boyfriend" so I kinda rolled my eyes and continued with my boring normal human stuff. Then, few days later I'm hit with another Redacted recommendation, but this time it was a "nervous air elemental" I was still a little iffy bc this was the same guy who had the werewolf bf stuff, but I went ahead and added it to my playlist of "listen to later" anyways. And then proceeded to forget about it and never touched it.

Couple days after that, I was hit with yet another Redacted recommendation! And this time around it was "a flirty vampire," so now I was like "jfc, why am I getting this stupid vampire and werewolf crap in my recommended??" Scrolled twice, came across another "nervous air elemental" audio and shrugged as I added it to my list, but then promptly forgot all about it yet again.

It was a month and a half. I was still getting this "Redcated ASMR" guy sprinkled generously throughout my recommendations on the youtubes, so I finally said "fuck it, what the hell is this dude all about." Took a gander through his playlists, rolled my eyes again at all the werewolves and vampires in his most popular audios and decided to still steer clear.

Then, as someone who was evidently a sucker (no pun intended) for a good injury comfort, I was suddenly struck with an offer I was admittedly hesitant to take: "Vampire Tends to Your Injuries." I saw it was by that same Redacted dude. Finally, I said "fuck it" and gave it a shot. And now, here I am; one year later stuck in this rabbit hole I don't think I will ever want to climb out of.

(I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO MENTION THAT IM STILL SO PISSED OFF AT MYSELF THAT I DIDN'T JUST GIVE THE FIRST LASKO AUDIO I CAME ACROSS A LISTEN BC IF I HAD, I GUARANTEE I WOULDVE FALLEN IN LOVE AND GOTTEN TO LISTEN TO THE FRED AND BRIGHT SERIES BC I HAD BEEN GETTING RECOMMENDATIONS AND HAD AUDIOS SITTING IN MY PLAYLIST FOR OVER A FUCKING M O N T H BEFORE I ACTUALLY CAVED FFS-)

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yandere-daze · 2 years

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HI OH MYG GOSH GOOD DAY DAZE!!!! its been awhile since ive last checked on tumblr KSJSN but im on the app rn and yes!! the character limit doesnt apply here sooo.. now that i can type in everything i wanted to say, i hope u dont mind me rambling for a bit!

first of all, tysm for answering the df ask!! ive taken in all of the newfound knowledge + the fact rhat. that. that they have sm potential now that im thinking about them again. they literally pop up in my head in the most random times????? me just minding my business doing hw and then suddenly theres a non-existent voice in my mind just chanting “double face partners in crime” over and over again LMAO

i really enjoy the thought of them having little competitions and a rivalry to win reader over except its just one-sided for kohaku 💀 madara patting him on the back like “sure bud lets do this!” with his signature mama aura. i can just imagine him being like (✿^‿^) and kohaku just giving him the most dead face ever in response while getting a body bag out IM SOBBING THEYRE SO SILLYJDJFHH

ALSO !!!!! STIPPLING !!!! BANGER SONG!! i agree kohaku sounds really good in it like,, his vocals are godly i love him so much </3 i listen to the song while studying a lot!! its really calming and genuinely one of my fav enstars songs huhu (+ i almost fell asleep to it and accidentally dropped my phone on my face AKJSJS)

anyways moving onto the next thing i wanted to talk abt, i recently started twst >:D i wasnt really that interested in it prior stumbling upon ur blog but i recently finished binging on ur enstars stuff and i wanted to read more of ur writing sooo.. i ended up checking ur twst works >_< i was actually p aware that u wrote abt it awhile back when u still had ur old layout but i only ended up checking them out now JSJDN eventually i fell into the rabbit hole of mentally-unwell-pretty-boys-who need-a-therapist and now im stuck and im not sure what i should feel abt it /lh

everytime lilia appears on screen all i can think of is why theres a war criminal here. enstars has a chokehold on me like the first thing i thought when i saw riddle was KASA????? THE HANAE NATSUKIFICATION OF TSUKASA SUOU???

but im enjoying the game so far!! i really wanted to punt ace to the moon at first but now he is my little meow meow. i will put him in a blender (affectionate)

other than that, i hope ur doing well!! make sure to rest up and drink lots of water. have a nice day! ^^

🍡 anon

HEYHEY! Great to hear from you again, 🍡 anon! So it looks like the mystery of anons breaking through the character limit has been solved? I don´t really understand why you´re able to type an unlimited amount in the app but you´re so restricted on desktop. It makes zero sense to me but at least we know now? I´ve almost always sent in asks through the tumblr app so I wasn´t even aware of a character limit until you told me jkflef

And you´re right, they really do have so much potential and I´m so happy you enjoyed my little rambles!! Lmao the grip they have on you is immense, run while you still can! This is only the first step for them to have you all to themselves!!1!

The one-sided rivalry, I´m crying💀 Kohaku is so serious about this too and Madara is just like "yeah you go kid, slay!" And him grabbing a body bag while they´re having this conversation took me out. Like that was just so casual I can´t snflsfbl No but literally I feel so giddy reading and responding to these asks but I always feel so formal because writing a lot makes me want to keep the correct grammar and stuff so i´m worried that i come over as...stiff or something which I definitely don´t want!😭 I´m just a silly little guy happily typing away on my keyboard!

STIPPLING YES! THE BEST SONG OF ALL TIME; CHANGE MY MIND! Kohaku really does sound so lovely in this song, there´s a reason why I put this song in the highest tier when I was ranking all the enstars songs that one time! I even put it as the very first song even though I didn´t really rank them within the tier or anything like that. But the song deserved it <3

Also does anyone else feel like the song is really short when playing enstars music? Or is that just me? I know looking at the actual time of the mv that it´s a normal length of a song but I SWEAR it feels so short when I´m playing it. It´s over so quickly!

And omg you started twst? And you were interested because of my stories?? WAHHH I´m so flattered, really!😭😳 I´m always so giddy whenever someone says that I managed to drag them into one of the two fandoms like...good! *rubs my grubby little hands together as my evil masterplan comes to fruition*

Mentally ill pretty boys is definitely a shared concept between the both games jflsjnlf i hope you´re enjoying your time so far though!

Lilia truly is a war criminal, it´s true! Also funny that you´re saying this about Tsukasa, I actually had the reverse thing kind of happen to me. As you can probably tell from both my old and my new profile pic ( and also my old header picture sfl) I really like Riddle! And I started playing twst before I got introduced to enstars by a friend so when I looked at Tsukasa I definitely went "omg he kind of looks like riddle. YOu guys have the same hair!!". It´s no surprise that both of them have me in a choke-hold now. Do I have a thing for redheads? Maybe so skfslbf

I relate so hard to that Ace thing tho. Like the first time you meet him in the prologue and he mocks you for not knowing the great seven and everything I wanted to punch him! And I mean he kind of still is an asshole but now he´s *our* asshole, you know? He´s definitely grown on me as the story went on!

Man I feel like I´ve written such a long response, I´m sorry jnlf

Also new drinking game : take a shot every time I write "definitely" because I´m noticing a certain tendency here

( Please don´t do this actually )

#anon ask #🍡 anon

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infisonicosm · 1 year

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Omg, I'm gonna do this on anon, so there or no biases, but I would love a ship!❤️

I'm 5'4 with long wavy/curly hair, green eyes, and a curvy build. I used to play sports but quit in high school. But don’t let that fool you I am still very competitive and am so grateful to be coaching the younger generation!! I’m pretty reserved and introverted but I hold my own and don’t let people push me around. I’m also the eldest child in my family so my friends have always called me the “mom friend” I always have everything in my purse at all times and whenever someone need something I am prepared! Also being the eldest I’ve always been pretty nurturing. I love the outdoors especially the beach. The beach is truly my happy place where I can connect and feel so at peace. I love love love animals and currently have 4 dogs of my own. When I’m not studying or coaching I can be found reading, binge watching new girl or drag race, listening to music or falling down a rabbit hole of some random special interest of mine. My music taste is mostly rock, country, folk, metal, and indie/alternative music. IM adding this in last minute but I also collect pins! Anytime I travel I make it a priority to get one or if a pin just catches my eye it’s coming home with me!

I'm going with my gut here and I'm shipping you with Danny!

I can't shake if that I just think you and Danny would be adorable together. I can see him being a coach dad in the future, sports season would be a BLAST in your home! You guys would be such a great team. I think of your home being a lot like my cousins, full of noise, laughter, love, and a little bit of screaming too :P

On the weekends if you're not at a ball park, you'll be camping! Danny's Mom talked about how they traveled for 7 years in their RV and made so many memories! I can see him wanting to do that with his family too! Camping on the beach??? A DREAM!

Since he's infatuated with your love for pins, he will make it his mission to get you one from every place they visit on tour. It would be his favorite gift to give you. It's also a gift for him too though cause he falls in love all over again watching you excitedly go through them.

#shelly's saturday sleepover #shelly ships #greta van fleet #gvf #danny wagner #danny gvf

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waywardfeathered · 1 year

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KNOWING YOUR PARTNER WELL CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER. REPOST.

name. Havu.

pronouns. they/them

preference of communication. Discord. My handle is in my rules! Tumblr IM box is difficult for me, but if you prefer that, I will also communicate there.

name of muse. Castiel, or in non-canon human verses, Castiel "Cas" Krushnic.

rp experience / how long. On tumblr since 2013, before that mostly one-on-one in private since around 2006.

best experience. No one best experience, but in general muses connecting. Like when you end up building dynamics and storylines that take on life of their own, when there is something coherent between muses no matter the nature of it, when you connect enough ooc that you mutually appreciate each other even if it's just in the form of liking each other's dash game posts or whatnot.

rp pet peeves / dealbreakers. Harrassing people for fictional content no matter how problematic you believe it to be, posting/sharing callouts over fictional content (honestly this counts as harrassment and bullying), policing what fictional themes other people are "allowed" to write of any kind (a polite "don't follow me if you write gore/smut/coffee shop aus/abuse/anything" is fine and not harrassment or policing), individual urls on DNI lists, bigoted beliefs/behaviour.

fluff, angst, or smut. angst, smut, and fluff, in that order. I will write pretty much any genre, but I do tend to love writing angst or angst-adjacent themes more than something entirely happy even though I will gladly do the latter as well. I like writing smut, and am open to writing it without us needing to be friends or close ooc; I only am not comfortable writing smut with muns under 21.

plots or memes. Both! Let's say that I am more likely to do better with at least some vague plotting, something to write towards or based on, even if it's a one-line simple idea. However. I will happily wing things as well.

long or short replies. I prefer 2-4 paragraphs per response. Longer tends to get hard for me. Shorter tends to get too short to say enough. But, I am happy to do single para or novella. I firmly believe that matching length is bullshit and that it's natural for reply length to fluctuate, exposition and such might naturally make a reply novella while action or muses having a conversation where they keep responding to each other works better with just a couple of paragraphs if not less, because I find it awkward to kind of... interject in between, with a reply, and it starts to easily feel like I'm writing three threads in one go with longer form dialogue/reaction heavy threads.

best time to write. No specific time. I do best if I have a sleep schedule, but other than that, I'm on disability and not restricted to time tables through a job or anything that sort.

are you like your muse. Not very. I relate to a lot of Cas's experiences in how I've been controlled and abused, and I share many quirks with him (he's very autistic coded and I'm autistic), but in general we're super different people. He's much more self-sacrificing and emotion driven, where I'm a lot more self-preserving and analytical; he views life through his heart and I look at everything analytically and don't tend to feel very deeply emotionally. He has strong moral convictions; I of course have my opinions of right/wrong, but I tend to juggle multiple points of view at once and have no issue going against my own morals on a lot of things. He has a very intuitive way of his opinions, feelings, and the universe and such, like of course he contemplates such things a lot, and he has a lot of self-doubt, but it's very different from the way I operate from a set of a logical framework that I am constantly adjusting with new factual information and where he wishes to be steady-footed on his beliefs and sense of self etc I am naturally always in flux and analysing and comparing and going down rabbit-holes of what ifs. He is good at being practical and taking action, I am really passive and impractical.

tagged by: @collidingxworlds, thank you! tagging: @solheimisms, @righteouslysin, @normaltothemax, @detectiveconnor, @lovepurposed & anyone who wants to!

#; mun #; outofgrace

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pumpkinsy0 · 2 years

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Wanna talk about demi fluid/gender fluid curly?🌿

YES THE FUCK I DO OK

im runnin this based off of my experience before i start i want everyone to know that before i startso YEA HERE WE GO TRANS CURLY WOO

general genderfluid hcs:

•before i start imma say it now curly prefers he/him pronouns, but hes also ok w she/her pronouns as well as they/them ones, and unless they tell otherwise u could use any of em cause he doesnt rlly care about pronouns that much

•so basically curly always felt like there was more to him genderwise like he wasnt just a boy if u know what i mean and i feel like that feeling only grew and grew as he got older so he couldnt exactly ignore it

•at some point he was just like “fuck it” and decided to like explore his gender identity more, searching up terms n what not seeing if they worked for him, so for some part of his life he just didnt know fuck shit about what he was genderwise

•this eventually led her into a rabbit hole and eventually for a good while she thought she was a demiboy, and she felt more comfortable gender wise but she felt like deep down it still wasnt her bc she realized her gender wasnt something that could just, b one way and STAY that way, and boom thats kinda where it rlly started of her finding out she was genderfluid

•ngl he struggles w that “ur not trans” mindset quite a bit on his off days ig u could call it, like they feel like hes not even though absolutely he is, like he wont b seen as trans in other ppls eyes and that messes w him quite a bit, and he just never thought he would b trans and now he is and thats kinda a mind fuck for her, and all that combined fucks him up sometimes i hope this made sense💀

•he was pretty happy/relieved when he found out cause god DAMN it was annoying to go through, but at the same time its pretty u real to him, but hes doin fine rn guys🫶🏽

•super supportive mfs around them especially tim, angela, and pony, their #1 supporters xoxo

small demilfluid part:

if u dont know what being demifluid is its basically like one part of ur gender stays the same while the other one is just changing constantly, hence why its called DEMIfluid, only one part of ur gender is changing, and thats the genderfluid part

•OK so if u want them to b demifluid, theyre nonbinary as the part of their gender that stays the same

•he literally goes through the same thing as i stated above, just a lil more soul searching bc of that ‘static’ gender part

GENERAL HCS WOOHOO:

•this entire post is a thing bc i wanted everyone to hear about curly in a dress for a date w pony and now ponys staring hard bc theyre pretty

•*cough cough* steals angelas clothes *cough*

•but her and angela do shop together idc idc

•telling ppl was kinda nerve wracking for her a lil but they were totally fine w it!!!they dont rlly feel like telling/coming out about it anymore so she doesnt rlly do it anymore, in her mind its more of a “if ppl find out then so b it” kinda deal

anyways genderfluid/demifluid curly guys!!!!!🏳️‍⚧️

if u got anything else feel free to share n what not, ok post over byeeeee

#curly shepard #purly #the outsiders headcanons #the outsiders hcs #angela shepard #tim shepard

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mysticssum · 2 years

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I need to get this out somewhere and idk if its just me or whatever.. but I am seeing a LOT of mystic messenger related stuff and comments in TheSsum.. which is fine but I feel like its kinda rude..

Half of the comments are like "Zenny, my only love <3" "Teo's cool but Saerannnn" "I hope Teo has a dark side like Jumin" "mystic messenger >>>>" just constant comparisons all the time. and while I get it, yes, I miss mystic messenger too. You have got to be respectful and let it go. at least for this new game.

Im pretty sure Cheritz already said they won't be making anymore content for MM so can we just leave it be and not force this completely new game down this comparison rabbit hole?

Of course its not going to be MM, its a different game. There's a different storyline, romance route, even the layout is different. Because its a Different. Game. Stop trying to look for a MM copy in it. Of course, there will be similarities and references, here and there. (It's made by the same company after all.) But that doesn't justify robbing Teo of the chance to be seen as his own character, when you're constantly comparing him to Yoosung and Seven??

Had The Ssum been marketed as a sequel or really anything related to MM at all, I'd maybe understand. But it wasn't. The game is its own thing.

I'm sorry for the semi-tangent, its just somewhat upsetting to see this game that Cheritz has impressively been working on for years get constantly compared and overshadowed by its predecessor.

I just wish people would respect that instead if trying to act like it's a rip off Mystic Messenger.

Hello Anon!

I understand what you mean. I was quite surprised by the comments in the free emotion study of the day mentioning the mysme characters. Personally I don’t mind it either, but I see how that can be off-putting as the mystic messenger characters have their own game and if you want them you can download mysme.

I want to say that since the Ssum’s in its infancy, the game hasn’t established itself yet and so comparison’s will be made to what the Ssum’s users are used to. Due to the influx of Ssum players orginially finding out about Cheritz through mysme, combined with Mystic Messenger’s popularity- it seems only logical that the game would be mentioned. Yet, I can see how that’s frustrating and your feelings are valid, anon! Hopefully the comparison’s will decrease onwards as the Ssum establishes more of its own identity. We’re only a few days into the game after all lol.

I’ve seen many people compare Teo to a bland character, however, we are still learning about him and the game is 200+ days long so we can’t say for certain who he is most like for certain. To play devil’s advocate though, I will say that the Ssum is meant to be spiritual successor to Mystic Messenger and not to mention there is Mysme Easter eggs inside the game so it does feel inevitable.

Also, no worries! I’m totally chill with you venting! :) It’s important to express yourself and I’m happy to listen! It’s great that you don’t want Cheritz’s hard work to be overshadowed by their previous game and its highly considerate of you. In retrospect, Mysme had saved Cheritz as a company when they were struggling to make money. So while it’s important that the Ssum and Teo are popular as to ensure the longevity of the Ssum, having Cheritz’s previous game be mentioned is free advertising which could be good for the company. As for fans though wanting to move on from Mysme and just focus on Teo, yeah, it’s tough seeing the Mysme boys be mentioned. You’re definitely right that The ssum isn’t a ripoff but rather part of the same type of game as Mysme.

I understand what you mean. I was quite surprised by the many comments mentioning the mysme characters. Personally I don’t mind it either, but I see how that can be off-putting as the mystic messenger characters have their own game and if you want them you can download mysme.

I want to say that since the Ssum’s in its infancy, the game hasn’t established itself yet and so comparison’s will be made based off what the Ssum’s users are used to. Due to the influx of Ssum players originally finding out about Cheritz through mysme (myself included), combined with Mystic Messenger’s popularity- it seems only logical that the game would be mentioned. Yet, I can see how that’s frustrating and your feelings are valid, anon! Hopefully the comparison’s will decrease onwards as the Ssum establishes more of its own identity and Teo reveals more about himself. We’re only a few days into a game with 200+ days worth of content after all lol. To play devil’s advocate though, I will say that the Ssum is meant to be a spiritual successor to Mystic Messenger and not to mention there is Mysme Easter eggs inside the game, so comparison’s do feel inevitable.

In retrospect, Mysme had saved Cheritz as a company when they were struggling to make money. So while it’s important that the Ssum and Teo are popular as to ensure the longevity of the Ssum, having Cheritz’s previous game be mentioned is free advertising which could be good for the company. As for fans though wanting to move on from Mysme and just focus on Teo, yeah, it’s tough seeing the Mysme boys be mentioned. You’re definitely right that The Ssum isn’t a ripoff but rather part of the same type of game as Mysme.

If you’re seeking advice at all, the best I can say is that we’ll have to wait it out to see if the comparisons will become a daily thing. Cheritz has implied to have big plans for the Ssum and hopes to add more characters, so hopefully Mysme will be just an afterthought in the far future as the Ssum creates its identity. Speaking in practical terms, if possible I would recommend trying to ignore mentions of mysme in game and telling Cheritz you enjoy the Ssum when you can. We don’t know how much exactly they listen to us, as frankly they have had a terrible track record communicating with us 😅 But letting them know you enjoy the game goes a long way, even if all you do is comment on their latest post on tumblr or twitter. While the Ssum’s four year journey has been wild, its important to be positive and tell Cheritz we like their game as to express our gratitude for their hard work and to see more Teo in the future :)

Regardless, I hope you’re having fun with the Ssum, anon! Hopefully, my replies here could provide some solace.

#my post #jihyun answers

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shotorozu · 3 years

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BABE , i saw a hc ( i think it was urs) where the boys’s s/o was really fashionable, ( as somebody that’s gone viral on pinterest a little too many times ) I WAS WONDERING , what if you did a todobakudeku ( separately please omg) with somebody that’s like the emma chamberlain of fashion and they own everybody’s pinterest boards and stuff AHAHA IDK , the amount of times somebody has said ‘ wait ur that one pinterest girl right?? ‘ ANYWHAHEEIE I LOVE YOU N HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! 💗💗

pinterest famous s/o

character(s) : midoriya izuku, bakugou katsuki, todoroki shouto (bnha)

legend : [Y/N = your name] afab! reader, they/them pronouns (at the request of anon) strong quirk hinted; not specific

headcanon type : fluff, crack-ish (x reader)

note(s) : thank you anon!! so ok, i still used they/them pronouns even though the reader is afab (again at the request of anon) and whdjwkd sorry for the inactivity :,) also im gonna post more later so— sorry for the delay

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midoriya izuku

when middle school midoriya finally got a phone, he downloaded pinterest for the sole purpose of looking at screencaps of heroes

but then, he hasn’t touched it a few months, because he’s been training with all might

then, when he finally had enough free time again— he decided to go on pinterest

but instead of finding any heroes he could look at, he found the prettiest human being he has ever seen in his entire life 💀

that person was a different type of beauty, y’know— they weren’t just fashionable, but their beauty was,,

timeless? that’s how he’d describe it. yeah. that person lived in his head rent free for a while

sadly, he feels like you’re that person he sees once in his life, and never again 😔　which isn’t the case

when he finally meets you, midoriya realizes that you look VERY familiar— someone on pinterest, that he unfortunately, didn’t know the name of

but then wait! he realizes that you’re that person. that one person that blew up on pinterest, and ended up in all of the fashion boards.

okay, you’ve been recognized a few times in the past, just because you were pinterest famous— but you didn’t expect him to recognize you

“wait,, you know me?” you asked him when you saw the realization sink in

and you were honestly,, flattered when he went on a tangent on how you were on all of the pinterest boards, and how your sense of fashion was timeless

but you know what’s the best thing of it all? when izuku developed a crush on you (and not because he thought you were just an attractive face)

it was very easy to find pictures of you online! he says it’s for research but,, he tends to look at them for a long time

probably has 3-4 pages dedicated to your hero costume— since fashion icon = fashionable, yet a very practical hero costume!

does he get jealous whenever people fawn over your looks, or whenever he sees comments in pinterest comment sections just asking for your socials in such desperation?

hmm,, yes? he does occasionally feel like someone like you, should be with someone as equally beautiful as you

he thought he was always plain looking, but you wholeheartedly disagree! in fact, you fell in love with his ability to pay attention to detail.

to the random creeps in the comments section, he just contacts the uploader and asks them to delete any malicious comments and it works 100% of them time.

on the brighter side, he helps a lot with taking your pictures (if you ask him to) and sometimes! he’ll even appear in them

izuku will always be your #1 fan!

bakugou katsuki

at first, you’d be like “katsuki owning pinterest? naaah.” but! i think he would

being an all might fan, he liked looking at all might screen caps— and while katsuki would be on the discreet side, he’d find himself looking at them whenever he has extra minutes to burn

not to mention, the cooking recipes on there aren’t the worst, so he doesn’t just use pinterest to look at screen caps of heroes doing their work

and, how could he forget that you’ve been bugging him to search for rare screen caps? he says that it’s useless— but he finds himself digging for you anyway,

which is whyyy

he finds an entirely different rabbit hole, and it’s way past 10pm, 3 more minutes wouldn’t wound him.

the blond doesn’t know how he even stumbled on.. this side of pinterest. the one that kind of hurts his eyes.

the more well known side of pinterest, that is covered in pictures of fashion boards, and the standard pretty person.

the ‘aesthetic’ side, kaminari calls it— it makes bakugou cringe, and he was just about to refresh his page

when he spots something familiar, it’s you‼️ well it wasn’t just you but, you were dressed in something,, nice.

like sure! you’re attractive. but that’s not why he’s dating you, there’s a lot of reasons as to why

but, he’s baffled. seeing you in a different light, and in such nice clothing, what more, when he sees that you’re actually everywhere. he hasn’t seen this much of you and your attractive ass before

katsuki told himself that he was going to sleep a few minutes ago, but now? he’s left admiring all of your pictures.

how did he not know that his s/o’s pinterest famous? you’re practically in every single board!

he confronts you the next day in an oddly weird manner, “you didn’t tell me you were famous on that stupid pinterest app.”

you’re sheepish, “welll, i didn’t know that you were going to stumble on that side of pinterest!”

he doesn’t say anything, and really! it looks like he doesn’t care about the newest discovery of his s/o

but he shows his feelings in his own way.

like, how katsuki insists that he finds a new outfit that you’d absolutely love— one that’ll fit with your aesthetic

and that he insists that he does your graphic liner, because you’re going to ‘poke your eyes out’

makes an entirely different account to reply to those simps and creeps in the comment section, sort of like

random pinterest user : “the things i’ll do to be crushed by them 💦”

pinterestuser461903 : “go touch some fucking grass.”

also would’ve commented “your art sucks” at the poorly done drawings of you in the comments, but knows you appreciated the art— so he doesn’t

(still thinks the fanart doesn’t do you enough justice)

he’ll be super proud when someone notices you in person like “yeah that’s fucking right, but too bad they’re super attractive and way out of your league.”

in short, it looks like katsuki doesn’t care at all about your pinterest famous life, but he’s your #1 supporter

todoroki shouto

i am certain for this one— he doesn’t have pinterest

well, he didn’t have pinterest, until midoriya convinced him to create an account, but it kinda just ended at that

but the person that actually made him use pinterest was sero, because he kept bugging him to give it a try

todoroki finds the app very practical— he can find screen caps of heroes in action, and he can also find oddly helpful tips in cooking (and in anything)

but sero was like “todoroki, what about the aesthetic value??” and todoroki didn’t really get that part to be honest 💀

todoroki, being clueless didn’t know what to search for— so sero being the wonderful friend he is, helped him search for it

and that’s when it happened. it didn’t take that long, but they eventually found an entire section just full of pictures of you; their classmate and crush

“is that Y/N?” mina notices what they’re looking at, and she observes the picture “oh wow— it is her! no wonder why she looked familiar.”

“it’s impressive! our classmate is pinterest famous!” they continue to look at every single post in each board, and todoroki’s left to observe in silence

he has definitely taken a liking to you, even if he didn’t realize it at first— he liked you because of your hard work when it came to training, personality and patience, not because of your looks

obviously, todoroki thinks that you look good in anything, trashbag style or not. but seeing you in this light was interesting.

so after training, todoroki would spent a good portion of his time scavenging for more pictures— not because he was obsessed or anything

but because,, he really liked your pictures. maybe it was because without you in those pictures, it would feel incomplete

he didn’t know how to approach you after this discovery, which is why he’s glad that you approached him first

“todoroki! what are you looking at?” you took a peak at his screen, and you’re baffled to see yourself, and that very famous picture of you

he’s quiet for a second when he realizes that you’ve caught him staring at your pictures, but he explains calmly, “sero accidentally discovered your pictures,, and i just wanted to take a peak at them, if it was okay,,”

and he’s relieved— well, you’re also relieved. you didn’t know how your crush would react if he ever saw those pictures, but your heart skipped a beat knowing that he enjoyed looking at them

“it’s alright todoroki,” you smile, honestly over the moon as you spoke “i’m really glad that you like them.”

sometimes you’d get shy whenever he’d go on pinterest just to look at your pictures, “todoroki, not that one! that one was really old,,” is what you’d say whenever he’d look at your older photos but he’d still look at them anyway 💀

at first, todoroki helped you in his own subtle way. since he’s quite the fashion icon— he’d recommend you clothes to wear for future pictures

he eventually confessed— and it was because you were talking to him while he was really tired, and he blurted out that he really, really liked you and you almost passed away because of his words

so yeah— it was a case of secretly admiring their beautiful best friend to lovers scenario

he’d go the full mile when it came to taking your pictures. he’d check the weather forecast just in case if it was going to rain for that date, and impromptu picnic photoshoot

that boyfriend that has pictures of you in his photo gallery, and has a backstory for each photo if anyone were to ask

also that boyfriend that knows how to take pictures, will probably even lay down to take them, even if you didn’t kindly ask him to

when you asked him to join the picture, he didn’t really know how to— but he made it work! and the both of you guys went viral

but this isn’t all one sided, no— whenever you guys would cuddle, shouto would simply stare at you with HEARTS in his eyes,

and even before he leans in for a kiss, he’ll stare at you with so much love in his eyes, while he traces his thumb across your cheekbones. man’s in love— you’re gorgeous.

he knows that you know that he’s not with you because of any ulterior motive, you both have mutual trust in each other— so it’s not something you guys will bother on questioning because you’re both hot asf lets be real

he’s not uncomfortable whenever people gawk at you in public— i mean, you two get stares on the regular. and how could they not stare at you? you’re very attractive, and he’s glad that people recognize that

but he’ll get protective if they’ll try to be a threat to your loving relationship with him, he won’t be afraid to be blunt

regarding the comments on each pinterest post— he hates it when people say things out of the line

always tries to hide them from you so you don’t feel bothered by them, but if you knew about them— he’ll be sad :,(

but he’ll end up mass reporting those nasty comments— and they always get taken down, because of the shouto todoroki luck

in short? man’s whipped, and the both of you guys are SO attractive together— what more if people knew about the om chemistry?

really— you being pinterest famous was just a nice plus, he fell in love with you for you

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ablazenqueen · 2 years

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hihi!

im someone who’s super new to Asian dramas and especially bl in general…

as someone now broaching these waters and generally interested, could you give me any recommendations?

ive fallen into the rabbit hole that is bad buddy- even though I still have no clue how…

and i know for a fact that im enjoying bad buddy.

ive followed like- a scary amount of people since… because im genuinely invested now.

and i always see these pretty gifs and everyone fangirling (or boying) over everything.

but I have no clue where to start! *cries* :(

i know ive seen a good fee gifs for was it bad and crazy?

i think ill enjoy it.

going off of that… can you help me? give me a few recs to ease me into the waters?

lots and lots of love,

gabi.

<3 <3 <3

Hey Gabi, thank you for the ask! I hope you’re having a lovely day!

Fell into the Bad Buddy rabbit hole too, huh? Can relate, my friend, can relate. Luckily, you have one of the most delightful fandoms here to keep you company!

Now on to the actual ask part of your ask, I think you just asked one of my favourite questions ever. I live for the day someone requests show recs from me. Which is to say that I have a rec list all ready to go and I’m 110% prepared to answer this. And I’m delighted to be your guide on this journey!

The one thing I’ll note, however, is that I usually personalize my recs to the person I’m giving them to (I take reccing very seriously) so, since I don’t know your personal tastes outside of Bad Buddy and potentially Bad And Crazy, I’ll just be recommending some of my own personal favourites and shows that I think are especially good for gently introducing you to the BL genre. I hope that’s okay! And don’t worry, I’ll keep this as spoiler-free as possible (nothing past the first ep of the show, pinky promise).

First thing’s first, you’ll see as you start to watch more Asian LGBT dramas that the style and tropes vary from country to country. I’m personally more a fan of Thailand’s cheery, lighthearted approach to BL/GLs but I know some people prefer the more natural displays of physical and sexual intimacy (passionate kisses, sex scenes, etc.) in Taiwanese shows. Korean’s style is typically quite pretty but they struggle to pull off any form of physical intimacy (lots of cringey kisses, lemme tell ya). Pinoy BLs are… harder to describe? Still a good time though. And I haven’t seen enough Vietnamese shows to find any I’ve personally liked so far (the only theme I’ve noted with Vietnam is camerawork and audio that makes me crinkle my nose, the directing isn’t my favourite but I think that might be due to low production budgets). But my biggest deciding factors in choosing which shows make it to my rec list are: a romance that’s genuinely easy to root for (healthy, believable, eager, consenting), entertaining to watch, and no creepy consent issues (tragically quite common and I’m very picky about this, which really cuts down the list).

So I’ll give you at least one example of each. And you only mentioned BL so I kept the list strictly to BLs but feel free to shoot me another ask if you want GL or just plain ole Asian drama recs too! My list for those is much smaller but I do have a list if you’re interested.

A Tale of a Thousand Stars

Origin: Thailand

My Thoughts: Personally my go-to when I introduce my friends to BL. The story is compelling, I love all of the characters and their development, it’s one of few BL I can think of that doesn’t have a side pairing and I think that’s a good thing, it helps you focus on the main ship. Beware though, it’s a tad angsty. (But with a happy ending!)

Vague as Possible Synopsis: After receiving a heart transplant from a volunteer teacher, Tian decides to follow in her footsteps and become a teacher in the village where she taught. There he meets the villagers, who are slow to trust, and Forest Ranger Phupha, a well-intentioned pain in the ass.

2Gether

Origin: Thailand

My Thoughts: I absolutely love the premise and the tropes in this one! It has fake dating, it has all the music tropes (I’m a huge sucker for music tropes), and it’s just really fun. (I have my gripes with this show, especially the second half but I won’t get into it. This is a rec list, not a pros and cons list. If someone wants my in-depth Things I Liked vs Things I Didn’t for this show though, let me know, I could ramble for days.) And I would highly recommend watching the second season. I haven’t finished it but I’ve heard that it fixes some of the things I didn’t love from the first season (and it’s directed by Bad Buddy’s director, our Lord and Saviour, P’aof).

Vague as Possible Synopsis: Tine, our lovely protag, is sick and tired of this guy who keeps flirting with him so he enlists the (initially reluctant) help of a musician named Sarawat to ward the guy off by fake hitting on Tine.

Cherry Magic

Origin: Japan

My Thoughts: Wholesome fluff to end all other wholesome fluff. The main pairing is to die for, they’ll give you cavities. And I love the little friend group they establish.

Vague as Possible Synopsis: An office-set romance in which our adorkable protagonist Adachi wakes up one day to find out he can read minds. Oh and also accidentally finds out through said mind-reading ability that his superstar coworker has a huge crush on him. Cue shenanigans.

Light On Me

Origin: Korea

My Thoughts: Pretty. I already said Korean dramas were pretty, right? This. This is what I mean (also Color Rush but I have mixed feelings about that show). Just the way it’s shot is really nice. It’s also wholesome and the characters are very loveable and their development is top tier!

Vague as Possible Synopsis: Lifelong loner-by-choice Taekyung decides one day that he wants to make friends. His teacher recommends joining the student council where he’s met with… mixed responses.

Be Loved in House: I Do

Origin: Taiwan

My Thoughts: The bestie quartet is amazing, I love them. Good main ship, two good side ships. There’s a cat so gold star for that.

Vague as Possible Synopsis: The employer of the company Shi Lei works at quits and is replaced by Yu Zhen, whose first decree upon walking into the office on his first day is that employees are strictly prohibited from dating. This doesn’t sit well with the employees in question so Shi Lei sets out to convince his new boss to abolish the rule.

Gaya Sa Pelikula

Origin: Filipino

My Thoughts: Really like the rep and discussion of queerness in this one. And the use of the fake dating trope. This is probably my least favourite on this list but it’s probably also my favourite Pinoy BL. Although #My Day was cute (if a little read: very weird).

Vague as Possible Synopsis: Well. There actually isn’t much plot to this one. Pretty much all you need to know is that it’s fake dating (my beloved).

Manner of Death

Origin: Thailand

My Thoughts: This one is probably my all-time personal favourite (aside from Bad Buddy which is shaping up to be one of - if not THE - top rec on my list) because murder mysteries are my cup of tea. However, it’s probably not for everyone (but you did mention an interest in Bad and Crazy so I’m assuming that means you like crime shows?) and it’s definitely not typical for the BL genre. I probably wouldn’t watch this first. But if you’re a fan of murder mysteries and crime shows like I am, this is a definite rec (maybe watch a few others on this list first though).

Vague as Possible Synopsis: Dr. Bunn is new to town. He’s a coroner. There’s a murder. There’s a mystery. Boom. Done. That’s the plot. (Hire me, MyDramaList, aren’t my summaries amazing?)

A few others I liked for some reasons, disliked for other reasons, but wouldn’t not rec:

My Engineer (Thai, cute as hell side ships, personally not a fan of the main ship)

My Gear and My Gown (Thai, convoluted but sweet romance, pacing issues)

Hello Stranger (Pinoy, cute, I’m just not a fan of the video-call format)

#My Day (Pinoy, really weird but good, takes you some time to warm up to the love interest)

I Told Sunset About You (Thai, it’s amazing, there’s just one thing that rubbed me the wrong way, but I know it’s very well-loved in the BL fandom and I generally quite liked it)

Kieta Hatsukoi

Origin: Japan

My Thoughts: Okay, I hesitate to recommend things before they’re done airing but Bad Buddy and Keita Hatsukoi have been my two exceptions to this rule. As with Cherry Magic, this is wholesome and heartwarming as hell, the friendships, the romances, it’s all adorable.

Vague as Possible Synopsis: Due to a misunderstanding, Aoki’s desk neighbour ends up thinking he has a crush on him and he can’t deny it without throwing his friend under the bus. Shenanigans ensue.

I hope this won’t come as a surprise but from what I can tell, it looks like Bad and Crazy is going to be an implied but not canon m|m (censored) romance. It’s listed as a bromance. (I don’t know if you were expecting it to be a BL, personally I’m probably going to watch it anyway.) But! If you want to watch an upcoming crime show that’s actually a BL, I’m personally suuuuper hyped for Not Me, which comes out this Sunday! The trailer’s on YouTube if you want to give it a look. Other upcoming BL shows on my to-watch list that you might be interested in - if you prefer watching things as they air - are Kinnporsche (presumably airing in April) and Enchanté (presumably airing… eventually? some people have been guessing it’ll take over Bad Buddy’s time slot so we’ll see), trailers also on YouTube.

I hope this helps!

#thanks for the ask!#watch me just butchering the plot of these shows #my rec list is reeeeally small compared to the probable dozens upon dozens of shows I’ve watched #bl recs #bl dramas #asks #bad buddy #keita hatsukoi #manner of death #atoats #2gether #beloved in house #gaya sa pelikula #light on me #cherry magic

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stormblessed95 · 3 years

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Hello,

I don’t have a question really. Just want to tell you that I enjoy your blog! You have a great writing style and I relate to way you think. Even so, I cannot believe I’m following such a blog. So out of character for me.

I fell down the BTS rabbit hole several months ago. No one is more surprised or embarrassed than I am. I feel like I’m fangirl if and I’ve never done that! Not ever! I have never followed any celebrity.

Started with BTS video showing up on my YouTube feed. One view of that video and I was intrigued. Who were these makeup wearing, beautiful, and talented men? They danced as well, if not better, than anyone I’d seen. They were mesmerizing! There began a quest to be able to tell them apart and know their names. An embarrassing number of hours on their content later, and I was smitten!

I have never invested so much time and interest on any celebrity. This is not like me. I’m not sure I like it. LOL! It’s crazy to me and I do not understand my reaction. Why am I so captivated?

I love watching the connection BTS members have. Their love for each other is beautiful. I love seeing their dream become reality and their hard work pay off. The physical affection between them caught my eye initially . They are constantly touching each other. This does not happen between straight men in my western culture and I didn’t understand it.

JHope radiates something and his skill at dance is breathtaking. Jin is gorgeous and very funny. They are all gorgeous and talented, but what most pulls me in are the interactions between Jungkook and Jimin. I’ve said this elsewhere, but watching them is like watching a love story that has gone on for years. The way these two look at each other is beautiful and I find myself rooting for them and wanting them to be able to live each other. It’s just the craziest thing to me. I don’t know these people and I don’t know whst their relationship is. I need to stop. Haha. Meanwhile, I will keep enjoying your blog! Thank you for your hard work!

Thank you for your kind words. Im glad you found and enjoy BTS! I have never followed a celebrity like this before either. I follow one author this hard and a few others pretty obsessively but not quite the same. But celebrities like this? Never before BTS. They are special and have something special about them. Don't be embarrassed about loving them though. Never be embarrassed about something that you are passionate about and brings you happiness and joy. Love whatever you want to love and do so without fear and without holding back. Life is more enjoyable that way for sure.

Glad you are here! And thank you for the compliments on my writing 🥺🥰 Don't know if I will ever get used to those. Lol but I appreciate them!

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too-gay-for-marvel · 4 years

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it started slow

a/n: im alive! for now! im getting my shit together again so i SHOULD be a little more regular with my writing inshallah. also, i think at this point yall should know that if you send a request, theres a 90% chance itll turn into a oneshot and,,,,,, im not sorry 🤷🏻‍♀️

Request: Bonjour, love I was wondering if you can do a Natasha X reader, where they get into a big fight because Nat has been spending more time with Carol, And after their fight the reader leaves, and Natasha's mad but Carol tells her that she has been spending way to much time with her. But can it have a good ending. Thank you

Word Count: 2231

Warnings: none

Pairing: Natasha x Reader

It started off with training.

Everyone trained with each other, it was nothing new. Sometimes you would train with Nat and sometimes you wouldn’t, it was just the luck of the draw. It wouldn’t hurt your feelings because at the end of the day, you were still a professional. Maybe you preferred training with Nat, but you weren’t unreasonable.

But the amount of times Nat “happened” to get paired with Carol for training was suspicious.

You had brought it up to her one night at dinner. Just a simple “you’ve been training with Carol a lot lately.” You weren’t trying to stir shit, but maybe you had sounded a little too accusing. But Nat just brushed it off, said it was on Fury’s orders. And who were you to argue against Fury? So what if Nat was training with Carol every morning, maybe it was for the best.

Then it carried on into the afternoons.

You would never tell Nat not to hang out with other people. Past experience had led you down that rabbit hole and there was no way on hell you would do that to someone else. Besides, you were ecstatic that Nat had other people to hang out with because she needed some fun in her life.

So Nat would end up going to lunch with Carol almost every other day, and you would send Nat a quick smile and tell her to have fun. Maybe those lunches went long sometimes and you wouldn’t see Nat again until the evenings. It was fine. It just meant she was having fun, right? Sure, it was taking away some of the only free time you two had, but it was fine.

But then it continued into the evenings and that was the last straw.

Sometimes Nat wouldn’t come back until ungodly hours of the night, or she wouldn’t even come back at all. You weren’t going to accuse her of cheating because, first and foremost, you trusted her with everything in your being. But it still hurt that she was spending her rare free time with someone that wasn’t you.

Now, you didn’t think yourself an unreasonable person. You didn’t think yourself a controlling person either. All of you had jobs to do, and if you weren’t a cohesive unit then things were going to go wrong. That was how the job had always been, and it wouldn’t change. That being said, you didn’t think it was such an awful thing to miss your girlfriend.

So when Nat came home at 3:34am (because you were both supposed to have a night in), you weren’t in the mood to compromise.

“It’s late,” Nat had said when she noticed you sitting at the kitchen table, four empty coffee cups scattered around you and another in your hands.

“Wasn’t sure you’d noticed,” you said, barely louder than a whisper.

“Why are you still up?” Nat asked as she took her boots off and hung up her coat. Like she hadn’t been gone all day and missed another date night.

“I was supposed to have a movie night with my girlfriend,” you said a little louder, “maybe you know where she was.”

Nat froze for the smallest fraction of a moment. If you hadn’t known her for as long as you had, you wouldn’t have even noticed it. Maybe you shouldn’t have noticed it. You should have just ignored it and let Nat lie her way out of whatever was going on because it would be easier. And just as quickly as it had happened, it ended.

“She was with Carol,” she said simply before leaning against the counter that she had moved to.

“What a surprise.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

“You’re always with Carol.”

“I am not,” Nat defended, and you could see the defiance in her eyes. The belief that she was right and there was no possibility of her being wrong. A look you absolutely adored when it wasn’t directed at you.

You didn’t want to get mad. Your whole life had consisted of keeping your cool in these tense moments. It should have been easy to stay calm under pressure. But the way Nat stood with her arms crossed defensively over her chest and the way she tried to appear nonchalant in her stance pissed you off. How could she not see it?

Did she think you were blind?

“When was the last time we had a lunch date?” You asked with a raised brow.

“Last week,” Nat shrugged.

“Two months ago,” you corrected.

“Then I’ll take you tomorrow.”

“I’m going on a mission tomorrow,” you shot back, your voice raised just enough to send a message. “You would know if you weren’t always with Carol.”

“What do you have against her?”

“Nothing!” You finally shouted as you shoved your chair back and stood up. “I have nothing against Carol! You deserve friends and people that love to spend time with you! But I have everything against you treating me like your second choice.”

Nat opened her mouth to argue, but you shot her a look that shut her up.

“I don’t care how often you hang out with friends, because it’s important,” you reiterated, “but I will not be second best in my own goddamn relationship.”

Nat continued to stare with that unreadable expression that you still had yet to understand. And it didn’t make you mad like you thought it would, no. No, actually, it made you sad. Sad because after telling your girlfriend that you felt like second best, she had nothing to say. She didn’t bat an eye.

And you couldn’t argue with that, could you?

No, you couldn’t. So you walked past Nat, grabbed your coat and keys, and left.

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Natasha didn’t move from her spot for almost 10 minutes after you left the Compound apartment. She hadn’t considered it “storming out,” but you had certainly left in a hurry. And right after you had shut the door the gears in her brain had started turning. You were wrong, she hadn’t treated you as second best.

Right?

No, of course she hadn’t.

Had she?

With a frustrated sigh, Natasha turned and grabbed her coat and left, making her way to the gym. If the past had taught her anything, Carol would still be there. Which would be great because then they could work out some anger and maybe even get a bit of advice. Not that Carol was good with relationship advice, but who else could Natasha ask?

I don’t treat you as second best, we do things all the time, Natasha thought as she walked down the sidewalk, hands shoved into the pockets of her coat.

I always come home to you, isn’t that enough? She crossed the street without looking, knowing that the cars would screech to a halt if need be.

There’s no way it’s been two months since our last lunch date. The coffee shop you both frequented passed by without so much as a glance from Natasha.

If I really treated you so bad, why didn’t you tell me sooner?

The doors to the gym posed no obstacle as Natasha shouldered them open and trudged inside. She had started the walk with a mission, a dedication to work out her frustration, but now that she had made it to her destination… now her chest felt constricted.

“Didn’t you go home?”

Natasha looked up from the hole she had subconsciously been staring into the floor and saw Carol wiping the nonexistent sweat from her neck. She had been training with Danvers long enough to know it was almost impossible for her to sweat. Damn enhancements.

“Had too much energy,” Natasha said as she shrugged her coat off and dropped it onto a bench.

“You sure?” Carol asked, an uncharacteristic uncertainty in her voice. But Natasha still didn’t turn around and instead worked on wrapping her wrists.

“Absolutely. On the mat, Danvers.”

She didn’t look up, knowing that Carol would meet her on the mat even if she wasn’t really sure about it. But they both met in the middle and Natasha finally looked up to see a look in Carol’s eyes. A look that Natasha knew meant Carol was not happy with her. But she knew there was no chance she would actually be called out on it.

With that being said, the both of them started sparring.

Something was off with the way Carol was fighting though, and no matter how much Natasha goaded her, it didn’t change. All she wanted was to get hit so hard that she could try to make sense of what you had said to her earlier. Maybe if Carol knocked her senseless then your argument would be logical.

“Nat,” Carol said after a lull, “go home.”

“A few more rounds,” Natasha shrugged before going at Carol again.

Only Carol took it seriously this time.

Now, Natasha was a master at hand-to-hand combat, there was no question about it. But when compared to the power of an infinity stone? It wasn’t fair; still surprising though. So when Natasha was slammed down onto the mat with Carol’s knee pressing against her chest, she was shocked.

And pissed.

“The fuck, Danvers?”

“You’re never home anymore,” Carol accused as she leaned down to be closer to Natasha’s face. “Go home.”

“It’s fine,” she shot back before trying to push Carol’s knee off. But she wasn’t kidding around and was using all her power to force Natasha to listen.

“When was the last time you took Y/N on a date?”

“None of your business,” Natasha said, but her heart started racing at the question.

“You’re always with me,” Carol accused again. “You need to go home.”

“Y/N’s not even at home,” Natasha admitted, shocking the both of them. “So what’s the point?”

The look Carol gave her was almost insulting. But she removed her knee nonetheless and helped her up to her feet. And the look she continued to receive forced Natasha to face things she didn’t want to because if Carol was giving her that look, then the odds of Natasha being wrong were… pretty high.

“Go home and wait,” Carol said with a pitied smile. “Trust me.”

And with that, Carol left. Didn’t even wait for Natasha to give confirmation that she would listen to the advice, but she didn’t need to. They both knew Natasha would listen because, if she were being honest with herself, Carol had managed to stay with Maria for years.

Maybe the air force had been good for something.

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It was weird to come home after so long apart. You and Nat would separate because of missions, obviously, but this… this was different. You hadn’t parted with a kiss and a warning to be careful. It was silence and fear and frustration all balled up in your stomach, and the distance had only made it worse.

You shouldn’t have been gone for so long, but you were too upset. Right after you had left and gotten back from your mission, you had called Fury to tell him you would be gone for a few weeks and that you needed space. Of course he had listened, but part of you had wished he would have made you stay. If you had stayed, you would have been able to force Nat to talk to you.

Because she was wrong and she needed to know, her pride be damned.

But after five weeks of a mission and cooling off, no one had called and instead of giving you time to calm down, it just made you more upset. So that was what led to you putting your key in the lock to your apartment once again. Part of you hoped Nat was in there.

The other part hoped she wasn’t.

“Oh thank god.”

A pair of arms wrapped around your waist the moment you opened the apartment door. The force of the collision was almost enough to knock you off your feet, but you managed to keep your footing. And just like that, with those familiar arms wrapped around you, your heart felt like it was home again.

“You were right,” Nat said quickly once you wrapped your arms around her shoulders in return. “You were right and I’m sorry.”

You pulled back just enough to be able to look her in the eyes. After so long together, you would know if she was telling the truth based on the look in her eyes. There was nothing but regret, sorrow, maybe a bit of fear. But most importantly, you saw truth.

“How long did it take you to admit that to yourself?” You asked her with a raised brow.

“I-,” she paused, her eyes flickering between yours. “A few hours.”

“That quickly?”

“Carol beat it into me,” Nat admitted, and your facade finally broke.

“You’re an idiot,” you chuckled before leaning down and leaving a light kiss on her lips.

“Your idiot,” she mumbled against your lips before moving forward for another kiss, this one deeper than the first.

You know you both needed to talk about it. A kiss and an “I’m sorry” wouldn’t be all it took, especially if there wasn’t a real understanding of what had gone wrong. But you could talk about it in the morning.

Right now, you needed to feel home again.

#requests #natasha romanoff #natasha romanoff x reader #natasha x reader #black widow #black widow x reader #black widow imagine #natasha romanoff imagine #marvel #marvel x reader #marvel imagine #my writing

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