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naayewolf · 1 year

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Kamaboko Squad Relationship HCs [Fluff / Smut]

The Kamaboko Squad’s Relationship HCs. I’ll put a warning for when the smut begins. *!MANGA SPOILERS!* Pilf = Person I would Fuck Notes: Please let me know what you think and feel free to leave requests/Kudos. If I don’t get requests or ideas soon I’ll just work on my “Inner Demons” Douma x Reader book until I do. Personally, Inosuke, Genya, and my QUEEN Kanoe were my favorite to write in this one I got to thinking about my thing for uncut dicks and then I realized that this was the Taisho period … I don’t know if the Japanese practiced it, but if they did it would be a thing only wealthy people indulged in. So in theory- most if not all boys would be uncut. Given the ones who grew up rich like Kyojuro, who would be due to the money to do so.

Tanjiro:

He would be a gentle lover. But I imagine he would take up most of the work in the relationship due to his father and hero complex.

Love the idea of family, he would probably want a LOT of kids.

He would prolly let you rest for a week or two after birth and then get you another one

ALWAYS considerate of your feelings.

He would be clueless to your feelings/ advances towards him at 1st, so you’d have to make the 1st move.

I think it would be a friends-to-lovers scenario with him.

Zenitsu:

He’s a pants pissing coward, a shameless-

No really if you're in a relationship with Nitsu you better be ready for the waterworks. [Tear breathing 1st form-]

I think he would treat you with general respect and love for your well being and mood.

He would bring you flowers or candies if you were upset

Aight maybe this is just me, but Zenitsu is fruity as HELL. So every time you’re like “DAYUM” as a hot guy walks by he’s gonna be like “DAYUM” as well.

If he was in an open relationship, he wouldn’t be a simp to EVERY woman he came across. He might treat them with respect, but to him, you’re his QUEEN.

Inosuke:

Alright it’s time for the king of the mountain.

He would take your confessions as a ‘mate request’ [Or a “Hey court me” proposal] and if he was the one to make the 1st move, I think he would court you like an animal would. [Make a nest, try to cuddle you, burn the kitchen do- make you food]

He would have known of mates from living on the mountain he came from, so I think you’d have to teach him how to act in a human relationship.

ALWAYS hungry. Always. You’d have to keep him fed child style

He would try and challenge anyone whom he thought had interest in you. [Family included]

He would want a medium sized family, I imagine twins or triplets that way he could call them cubs [Idk what baby boars are called T’v’T]

Genya:

He would be scared of you at 1st

He would shy away from you and refuse all help you tried to offer him [Medical, “Here, take this rice cracker”, etc.]

Hell, he might even yell at you like he did Mitsuri in the manga [Dude if a naked pilf came up to me rubbing on all of my muscles in a secluded area I wouldn’t have scared her away. Dudeeee- Tanjiro would’ve hear some clapping from that onsen!]

He would be the shy type, but if you guys were out on the town, he would hold your hand constantly

He would want a family but not one that’s big like tanjiro would. [Maybe one or two kids]

Always considerate of you, I would think his main flaw would be him worrying about making a mistake and making you hate him like his brother.

Kanoe

You would meet by getting injured and sent to the Butterfly Estate.

She would flip her coin to decide whether to say hi or not/ Heads-yes Tails-no.

The coin would inevitably land on heads and you would be approached.

You would be captivated by her every breath.

I figure this would go from simple admiration, to straight up hidden yandere vibes.

You would join her training and she would [Try] to teach you flower breathing, or at least the forms-

If you were in a relationship with her she would not use her coin as much to talk to you.

She would be very accepting of kids; and due to her upbringing, would want to adopt one or two. [Preferably from troubled homes.]

⚠️🔞!NSFW WARNING!🔞⚠️

{I had.. The MOST fun with this bit. Also these are comical and will include inside jokes for Kny content}

Tanjiro:

Oh God .. Ik most people think he would be a bottom but for the sake of these HCs he’s a top/switch.

Ok so I picture him with a slightly above average dick so like 7-8 inches with a small width. But dear reader .. HE CAN USE ALL THEM INCHES JUST RIGHT.

He would probably put Nezuko in another room and then be like “Get yo ass on that futon .. and prepare, for the night of yo-”

No but seriously tho I think he would put everyone outta the room and go in the cuddle-kiss-CLAP sequence

He would definitely fuck with purpose. Babies. My Tanji wants babies. And so the breeding begins [Almost ferally] He will straight up BEDPRESS YO ASS 5 TIMES IN A ROW.

I’m sure he would like you to ride him a few good times.

He would cuddle you for HOURS after while whispering sweet things to you even if you fall asleep. [YOU WILL.]

Zenitsu:

Bottom .. all the way. If you were to initiate a sexual perspective to your relationship he would die on the spot.

He would be gentle. I think he would seek out your pleasure before his own.

His cock would be average [6-7 inches] with average length.

He would be reduced to a moaning mess underneath you after his 1st release.

Very open to experiments in bed. Though his favorite would include dressing up in sexy outfits [Him or you]

Dude honestly- Nitsu in a maid costume with a boob window .. O//O

Nipples .. Suck them , pinch them, bite them. He’ll LOVE it.

Inosuke:

Definetly fucks with purpose. To mate you, have baby boars, be yours.

He’s going to be possessive and maybe a little sadomasochistic.

That dick gonna be 6 inches but THICC. [He gets it from daddy doum-]

Definitely likes leaving hickeys and bites. Your hips are gonna have dark red hand marks on them from how hard you two would go.

I think he might ‘breed’ you 4-5 times every week or two- So your ALWAYS gonna be walking funny 24/7 [Provided you can walk at all-]

He would probably hug you up in possessive cuddles for a nap and then you would wake, and either just cuddle or you’d read him a book.

Genya:

Aight so he’s gonna be the type to use his abilities to full advantage U`v’U. So that extra strength and fangs? Oh yeah he’ll use them

His dick would be 8 inches with a WIDTH to it. Like- no moving for you the next day.

I imagine he would use his demon speed to CLAP your ass.

No walking for you. He would make DAMN sure of that. I think he would like a family being so close to women in general.

He would shy with every praise you threw his way. Personally I see him as a power bottom more than a top.

He would be an after-cuddler for sure. He’ll hold you onward into the next afternoon after yall have sex.

Kanoe

For yall’s 1st time, she would wait until Kocho was out on a mission and then call you to her room. [Separate from the others for noise control~]

She’d ask you if you wanted to engage her in a sexual game involving her coin. One of you calls out a position/activity and then flips the coin. You call it in the air and if it lands on that side you can do that to the other player.

This would quickly become her favorite game to play with you, and you would play it whenever Kocho was away on a mission.

She would have a small patch of hair on her pubic mound but keeps it trimmed.

Gets touchy after you two do any sexual stuff [As if she wasn’t before] Will spoon you as tight as possible.

#kamaboko squad #Kamaboko squad HCs #Fluff

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nahimjustfeelingit-writes · 14 days

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thank you for the advice. I will try to find a writing tribe and try to flip my mindset around. I did a lot of writing on ao3, fanfiction.net and inkitt but started on mibba years ago. I ended up deleting my inkitt all together just because in general it’s hard to build a following there and majority of the stories they push are the typical billionaire/mob/mafia/werewolf/plain jane/damsel in distress etc tropes. if I hadn’t heard such horrible things about wattpad’s algorithm, I might’ve tried my luck there.

I know that everyone won’t like what I write, but I had readers telling me they would read whatever I put out and it just didn’t happen. there weren’t too many books about the same topic that I found, and the ones I did find were male centered, and I was trying to do the opposite. I appreciate all the tips and you sharing your experience 💙 I haven’t posted anything for months, but I’ll leave the documents alone now. thank you for taking the time to help me. you’re amazing at what you do which is why I asked you for help. I don’t know if it’s a goal of yours, but I could see your work on the big screen and I hope I do. we need fresh material, and you know how to captivate an audience. if you ever decide to put a price tag on your writing, my coins are ready! have a good night!

I have an A03 and I don’t use it at all lmao the Fanfiction.net however how is that going? I’ve tried to pull up my account to read and it’s weird idk if the site is down or not. Wattpad and I have a bad relationship lmao I had an account on there when I started writing and I had so many followers and so much engagement and somehow it got deleted! So I had to create a new one and I haven’t updated there since. Have you thought about Tumblr? I feel like this is the fastest way to get engagement besides Wattpad.

Awww thanks so much!!!!!!! & the thing with readers you really never truly know their intentions. You can kind of gage what they prefer to read and what they don’t and go from there, but it sucks when you’re trying something new and they don’t reciprocate!

You’re welcome you can talk to me anytime 🩵 & that’s really nice of you to say 😭 I feel like I would have a long way to go with that but it feels good knowing that you guys are so encouraging!

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tinyyzz · 3 years

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Bet's a bet!

Notes: Hey! so this time i had an idea for a tough and badass (y/n) but i'm not the best at writing those nor dont usually write those often so if this is a little , weird(?) question mark(?) I apologise. Also i might experiment on modern AUs soon :D

so that was my original note thing, i just wanted to say that i would be making a slightly different one this time bc hey growth in writing huh? (*cries*)

I hope you guys enjoy this one too!

(Also a half crown is 1/8th of a pound, idk how much that is since I don’t use that currency so you do the math—)

Prompt: none

Tommy Shelby x reader

tagslist!!: @captivatedbycillianmurphy @babylooneytoonz @thomasinada @shelby-love

Bang!

You put down the plastic toy gun and furrowed your brow annoyingly when the ball hadn't hit the target that you wanted.

"Ma'am..." the stall owner called to you in a worrying tone."You're running me down with all your winnings."

"Keep them my dear sir, and I do apologise." you chirped, smiling apologetically and waving your hand dismissively." But I'll have another round if you don't mind, trying to get your pups."

"Oh, I see." The man returned a nervous smile, it wasn't everyday he saw a woman winning his prizes," good luck then."

You reach into your pocket to pay the stall owner another round, but your palms start to sweat when you feel nothing but lint in your small purse, when suddenly from the corner of your eye, you see a few pennies laid beside you.

"I'll pay for it." Sounded a familiar voice.

You turn to see a smoking Thomas Shelby, dressed in the usual Peaky Blinder uniform in all its intimidating and dangerous glory.

"I didn't expect to see you here." You remarked as you nod at the stall owner in thanks as he passed you a reloaded toy gun. Immediately aiming carefully at the target that had sat all the way at the other side of the stall.

Somewhere at the back of your mind there was a warning alert. This was the man that screwed other women, this was the man Ada told you not to get infatuated with, this was the man you wanted to avoid, this was the man you hated because...

...this was the man you regrettably had feelings for.

He simply shrugs." Had nothing better to do."

"Or maybe had no one to do." you muttered scathingly under your breath, whether he heard it or not you didn't care, cursing when you saw that you didn't exactly quite hit the bullseye when you shot.

"You've won something." he comments confusingly at your cursing.

You pointed, using you toy gun, at the moving, musty cardboard box that had been filled with a small and energetic but very dirty puppy.

"Yipping little thing, adorable." you grinned. "Top prize, bullseye."

"Birmingham's no place to raise a mutt." he states casually." Need help?"

You scoffed, ignoring his first statement." I'm fine thanks, besides, stall owner wants it rid of."

He studies you for a while before saying." A pint and a half crown if you do it within your chances."

You stared at him incredulously.

Is he doubting me?

"Are you doubting me?"

"Just a bet." he replies, a casual smirk playing on his lips.

(Not that you were looking at them)

You scoff and shake your head." Alright then. Prepare to lose Thomas Shelby."

Turning away from him, you raised your gun and readied your aim.

Bang!

Missed.

One shot gone, 2 more tries left.

You furrow your brows in determination, ignoring the feeling of being watched by him, ignoring the need to impress, but before you could shoot again, you hear two voices announce themselves loudly behind you.

"Tommy! Is that (y/n)?" bellowed the voice of the eldest Shelby.

"Hey (y/n)" John greeted simply.

"(y/n)'s trying to get the top prize." you hear Tommy explain beside you.

"Hello Arthur, John." you say, not letting up your aim." Dearest Tommy here bet me a half crown and a pint if i win."

Sounds of chuckling erupted from the other two brothers, praising you and saying that it was nonsensical to bet against you. A smile grew on your face with all the compliments, but a nervous feeling that wasn't there before grew in you as you shot again.

Bang!

Missed again.

Damn.

Last shot.

Now with your pride on the line, you turned and narrowed your eyes at Thomas, who was looking at you smugly with a raised brow . Bloody wanker, tossing your head, you take aim and shoot once more.

Bang!

Bullseye.

You exclaim with a victorious." Hah!" and enthusiastically waved the stall owner over to you." Good man! Bring that box over!” You turned to look at the two other brothers behind you that had erupted into snickering while patting their respected brother’s back sympathetically.

You smiled at the amusement of it all, it really wasn't a normal sight to see him lose.

You take the pup and the box altogether, grinning at your victory. It really was an adorable thing, or he, to be specific, you chuckle. You sigh teasingly at Tommy, stretching your hand at him” A half crown as we agreed, Mr Shelby.”

He stares at your hand for a second, as if deciding whether or not to give the money to you (being the sore loser as he was) but he gives a slightly defeated expression as he reaches into his coat reluctantly only to flip the coin towards you. Watching as you caught it expertly with your free hand in mid air.

"Bet's a bet Tommy." you winked, playfully," now, am i getting that pint or what?"

#tommy shelby imagines #tommy shelby #tommy shelby x y/n #tommy shelby x reader #peaky blinders #peaky blinder fanfic #peaky blinder imagine

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binunus · 3 years

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college bf!rocky

a/n next is our rock and aegyo king sorry sanha park minhyuk !! also I was going to post this yesterday :( but me and my roommates got a little too lit for valentine’s and I literally sat for 7 hours straight in zoom so I couldn’t finish it until now but !! I hope you loves enjoy!!

→ genre: fluff, smut

→ word count: 4.9k

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alright aright alrightttt

we’re gonna switch it up a little bit

add a little flavor

because as much as I would love to say that college bf!astro all got their partners in a cute and smooth sailing way

we all know relationships aren’t that easy

but before we get into how you and rocky met

major: dance

are we surprised? no

rocky is a prodigy in dance

he’s been dancing since he could walk

he started choreographing at age 6

it just made sense for him, like even his parents were like go pursue dance, you’re not a law or business type of kid

he can master any type of dance from jazz, to ballet, to street, to contemporary, to tango, whatever you can think of

he’s roommates with music tech!jinjin

jin literally takes care of him all the time bc rocky??? when he comes back to the apt after dance practice?? dead weight

only passes his gen ed classes bc eunwoo tutors him

if it weren’t for the boys, rocky would literally live in the dance studio

they make sure to drag him out for fun and food at least once a week

or they join and keep him company while he’s practicing

have they gotten noise complaints before while messing around in the dance studio? yes

rocky is loud alright, especially when he’s with astro

he’s a perfectionist, literally will not leave the studio until he’s 100% satisfied with his progress

oh the amount of times myungjun and jin nag at him to take care of his health

now now

you’re also a dance major

people could say that you and rocky are the top two dancers of your year

gasp a rivals to lovers au??? you betcha baby

granted you switched into a dancer major your second year so rocky technically had seniority

but boom baby as soon as you made your appearance, it rocked his world

now im not saying rocky’s cocky bc obviously he’s a cute hardworking humble boy

but was he used to always being placed first in evaluations or getting the highest marks??? yeah

so the first time you placed first and he placed second??? it lit a bit of a fire in him

he’s seen a ton of good dancers in his time, but no one has ever matched his capabilities better than you

there was an unspoken rivalry between you two, everyone knew about it

you both always wanted to upstage the other

there was always a tension whenever you two were in the same room

but like...have either of you ever really talked to each other besides side remarks in class?

and it didn’t really help that the whole dance department basically pit you up against each other to see who was really the best dancer of your year

so you and rocky never had the proper introduction to a friendship, it just went straight to rivalry

and then came the announcements for the end of the year showcase

and instead of putting on a solo, the department chairs decided to have you and rocky perform a duet

and you’ve never worked with him before so you were dreading the first time you met up

you to your roommate: ugh i can’t believe im partnered up with rocky, that arrogant rude–

your roommate: have you ever even talked to him, y/n? he’s actually very nice

you: no...but that’s what he wants you to believe!

your ego sorta just went along with the whole thing

and rocky was 15 min late to your meeting bc he was out eating food with the guys so your patience?? very thin

literally as soon as he stepped into the dance studio, the air turned stuffy

rocky could feel you glaring at him and he just smirks??

rocky: did I make you wait long y/n?

you: yeah you did

he liked pushing your buttons?? idk he just felt satisfaction knowing that any small of action of his affected you that much

it made him feel like he was winning or whatever

and god it took literally forever for you two to decide on a song and genre of performance for the showcase

you wanted contemporary, he wanted ballet

you were literally disagreeing so much on it that you had to ask Siri to flip a coin

and then you fought and said that Siri was rigged when it chose tails (contemporary)

so you decided on a happy? mix of both

rocky at the end of your first meeting: i get that we’re not exactly friends, y/n, but we have to work together so let’s at least be professional

you: i can if you can

rocky: fine

you two literally bicker like five year olds on a playground

even the guys are like ???? why are you being so childish ???

you have 2 months of preparation until the showcase and you start meeting once a week for choreography and practice since given the assignment

you two are pretty civil for the most part, you make the contemporary parts and he makes the ballet parts and then you combine it when you meet up and see how it can incorporate and complement each other

there’s not much joking around ?? like you know how rocky’s a clown when he’s teaching astro choreography?? it’s not like that at all

and honestly you two are too caught up in your rivalry and tension to notice that your styles really match and highlight each other well??

there’s definitely a lot of “i could do this better than you” from both sides

i repeat: you are children

and then there’s this one practice where you and rocky are trying a pas de deux for the first time

(i literally looked this term up, it’s basically what jungkook and jimin from bts did during the 2020 mma black swan intro...if you haven’t seen it, watch it bc it is perfection mmm chefs kiss)

and you don’t know if it’s because you didn’t have enough momentum or rocky didn’t prep himself enough for the lift but he ends up dropping you and you both fall

and you both immediately start blaming each other for the mishap

until you lift your hand to point at him and it just hurts

it’s like a switch goes off, rocky’s immediately concerned and he’s like gently taking your hand like: holy shit are you okay??

you shake your head and you’re wincing whenever you try to move it

you: ow fuck rocky, I think it’s sprained

and he suddenly feels so guilty, like he goes silent

you: can we stop for today? I’m gonna go get this checked out, make sure it’s not broken

rocky: do you want me to go with you?

you: no. I’ll see you next week.

boy he feels so bad, he texts you throughout the course of the following week asking if you’re okay, asking your roommate if you’re okay, telling you he’s sorry that he dropped you

you didn’t respond much, not bc you felt weird texting him–well, you did a little bit shhh–but bc you were beating yourself up for getting injured a month before the showcase

you show up to practice the next week with your wrist in a compression bandage

and he doesn’t greet you with a quip like he usually does, he immediately grabs your wrist (gently) and he’s like inspecting the bandage

you: uh...the doctor said I should be careful with it for a week or two if i want it to heal faster. so don’t bitch at me if i’m not going all out

rocky: y/n...i’m so sorry...I didn’t mean to injure you, it was my fault that we didn’t execute the pas de deux

you just shrug: it was both our faults...if I didn’t fall on my wrist maybe we could have avoided this little obstacle

rocky: if I caught you correctly, you wouldn’t have even fallen

you: are we really arguing right now about this??

and then the two of you just laugh???

this is the first real pleasant interaction you’ve had with him

and you notice like wow rocky had a nice smile

you: i should be back to normal before the showcase so we should be fine

rocky: don’t push it though while we’re practicing alright? if your wrist starts hurting then stop, and don’t even think about doing any floor choreo

the atmosphere between you and rocky change after that

he becomes pretty concerned about your recovery–and maybe it’s bc he still blames himself for the cause of it

each night before your set practice days, he always shoots you a text asking how you’re feeling and how your wrist is doing

he brings ice packs, painkillers, and extra bandages during your practices just in case you need it

and you’re actually pretty touched by his concern

about two weeks before the showcase, your wrist is back to full movement and you’re like excited to actually practice to your best ability

from now on you see each other twice a week, just to get that detail and fine-tuning perfected

rocky’s still a bit hesitant to have you go full out but you reassure him that you’re fine

you both try the pas de deux again the day you take your bandage off

and you can see that he’s nervous to try it

you: rocky, i’m fully healed now. we haven’t practiced this move since the first time and we need it in our routine

rocky: but...y/n, what if I drop you again??

you: you won’t...i trust you

and you really did, that move requires a lot of trust between partners and you know? maybe it didn’t work out the first time because of the lack of trust between you two

and so you go through the full routine and rocky was holding his breath when that part of the choreography came up but you both successfully did it!! and it was a beautiful move

he was so excited at the end of the run through that he hugged you

and you were smiling too bc this was the first time you did a full run through without any stops in between

you both don’t even notice that all the hostility is gone??

and the tension suddenly changed from hatred to...dare I say it...sexual

oo baby the day of the showcase you two were hella nervous

but c’mon you and rocky were the best of the best so ofc you absolutely killed the performance

your energies literally merged as soon as the music started

every move was flawless

and you both had to face each other during your ending pose and you were just like looking at him like ??? wtf ??? did you maybe wanna kiss him??

and you know the look that rocky has in his eyes when he’s dancing

imagine that literally piercing into your soul

you got the shivers waiting for the lights to dim

you both received a standing ovation after your duet obviously

astro watching it bc they always support rocky: they’re gonna fuck 100%

fast forward to the next term bc you both didn’t really have a reason to contact each other during summer break now that the showcase was done

you and rocky had two classes together, dance research and advanced modern technique

it was then that you started to see his actual personality and how goofy of a person he was

you still had a rivalry of course, but now it was healthy

instead of trying to bring each other down, you both started motivating each other to do better

and yes you’ve always been impressed with how good of a dancer rocky was (and vice versa), but now whenever you saw him practice you start to feel a little bit of stir in your stomach and shit are you blushing??

and then you two get paired up again for your midterm evaluation

your teacher: i saw the chemistry you had for the showcase last term, i think you two would work well together for this project

and god is your teacher trying to murder you??? the theme of this midterm was “couple dance” to encourage collaboration or whatever

you were just thankful that the song choice she gave you was more upbeat and not sensual bc you know for a fact that you would not survive doing a sexy dance routine with rocky

but that didn’t stop the way your skin felt like it was on fire whenever he touched you for partner-dependent moves

this time around, you did the choreography process together and it was actually pretty fun??

you and him would bounce back ideas and joke around whenever something looked stupid

you and rocky did this by the way for reference

and then there was one late night when you two were practicing

it was around 2 am, no one else was in the music building and you both didn’t have class the next day so you two were just like fuck it let’s just practice until campus security kicks us out or whatever

you both were literally dancing for four hours, not just this new routine but old ones and freestyles as well

and then you were doing your new routine and during the part where he had to twirl and dip you, you both fall again

but no one got injured this time luckily

and you both just burst out laughing, maybe you were a little delirious at this point in the night

you: i can’t believe you dropped me again

rocky’s laughing and you both just look at each other, and he’s hovering above you right???

and your heart is beating so loudly in your chest you’re positive he can hear it

and you’re thankful that your face was already hot from dancing so that he couldn’t tell that you were in fact blushing

rocky’s like looking at you for a good minute or so and he’s just like thinking in his head: have you always been this cute?

and maybe it’s bc you guys have been getting along so well lately and the vibes are??? immaculate

but the atmosphere suddenly gets super thick and he !! just !! leans down !! and !! kisses !! you !!

and phew baby you bet that you immediately respond to it

you’re literally making out on the floor for like five minutes

and mind you, five minutes is a long time

until rocky’s phone rings loudly through the speaker and you both suddenly separate

he scurries to his phone and you sit up trying to compose yourself

jinjin: park minhyuk where are you?! it’s 3 am!!

you literally hear jinjin scolding rocky through the phone and you laugh a little bc it’s so cute how he’s getting nagged right now

rocky: hyung...im practicing...

jinjin: do i need to drag you out of there?! i’ll literally call bin to carry your ass to our apartment! how long have you been practicing huh?? have you eaten dinner at all??

rocky: okay okay I’ll come back home

he turns to you after ending the call and he’s so !! shy !!

rocky: I guess that’s the end of our practice haha...do you want me to walk you back to your place?? it’s pretty late out

you: yeah that’d be nice...hm you sure your hyung’s not gonna call a search party for you??

you’re teasing him and he just pouts

rocky: i’ll be fine

rocky walks you back to your apartment and it’s a little?? awkward??

but before you bid him goodbye he’s like: uh...the kiss earlier...sorry if I surprised you

your cheeks are hot again: it’s um...it’s okay, I didn’t mind it...it was actually pretty nice...I guess...

and rocky’s heart skips a beat and now he’s blushing: yeah...it was...i’ll see you in class then??

you: yeah, i’ll see you. text me when you get home okay?

he nods and waits until you’re safely inside and then he just starts grumbling to himself

rocky: i’ll see you in class?? could i say anything more stupid???

rocky’s adorable okay

him texting you when he gets back: im home :)

you: that’s good! good night rocky :)

he goes to the guys the day after like: i have a predicament !! me and y/n kissed !!

jinjin: that’s why you were late last night??

eunwoo: you dirty dog, doing it in the dance studio??

rocky: we didn’t do anything else hyung !!

bin: so did you ask them out??

rocky: no...i said...i’ll see you in class

myungjun: i’ll see you in class?!?! are you an idiot??

sanha: hyung even I’d ask y/n out after that

rocky: i know !! im dumb okay!! help me

sanha: you’re a lost case sorry

jinjin: why don’t you start with, hey y/n do you wanna get some food with me??

rocky: AHHHH

yes he does want to ask you out, yes he does want to kiss you again more than he’d like to admit, but he’s shy

you’re not faring any better, you and roommate were literally talking about it all weekend

the next time you see rocky (in class), you two are awkward as fuck

you both keep stealing glances at each other and then if one of you get caught, you both immediately look away

those 50 minutes of class could not go by any slower

and you were so ready to book it after the professor dismissed you but then you hear rocky call your name

rocky: hey y/n, are you free right now?

you: uh yeah! why what’s up

rocky: do you...um...wanna get some coffee with me?? or food or something??

you: do you mean like just to hang out or...uh like a date?

rocky: a date...if you want it to be

and cue the blushies again

you and rocky end up going to this cute cafe and get smoothies bc neither of you were feeling caffeine at the moment

and the whole time you two are just ??? so cute and shy and awkward with each other ???

which is such a contrast from how you two would dance together

rocky’s so sweet, really the cutest boy

gives you so many butterflies

the two of you end up going on little cafe dates before practice

and you’re all cute and wholesome

and then he turns all passionate and dominant when you start dancing

like wow alright rocky giving you whiplash or whatever

when you show the routine for your midterm, the teacher and other students give you both high praises

and he’s all giddy after class and he goes up to you: i think its safe to say that we have really good chemistry when we work together, don’t you think?

you’re smiling hehe but you wanna mess with him a little: hmm i think we’re alright, but who knows, i might mesh well with someone else

and then he’s all frowny, a little jealous: what do you mean someone else? do you make out with someone who just has alright chemistry with you??

your eyes go wide and you put your hand over his mouth: im kidding!!

rocky just smirks at your embarrassed reaction and he like tickles your sides

and then he just grabs your hand like: don’t find another dance partner y/n, just be mine

how could you say no to that??? especially when rocky’s just looking all handsome and charming and shit??? exactly. you can’t and why would you ever say no in the first place??

you and rocky dating?? biiiig news in the dance department

and even outside of it

bc lowkey rocky had a bit of a fanclub bc of how good he is at dancing, are we shocked? no

the boys are so happy for him !!

you meet his friends literally the day the two of you start dating

and you’re a bit nervous meeting them bc ofc you want them to like you, they’re his friends

but they’re so sweet...and headass

when rocky brings you to their dinner, the five of them literally start applauding at your entrance

you were so confused and rocky’s just out here with second hand embarrassment

he’s the cutest boyfriend

shy with pda in public (unless you’re dancing), most he’ll do is hold your hand

but in private he’s very clingy

loves backhugging you

he also tickles you when he wants to be a little shit

which is 50% of the time

very playful bf, will tease you at least once every day

if you two are just practicing dancing, he’ll make any sort of excuse to hold you or kiss you

asddfadsjf he’s so cute

gets very soft at night especially when you two are worn out from practice

just wants to go back to your (or his) apartment and cuddle and sleep

imagine just you two cuddling in bed after hours of dancing and he’s just spooning you and he mumbles tiredly into your shoulder: you’re amazing y/n...you’re one of the best dancers i’ve ever seen

and before, his pride would have never allowed him to say that, but now it can

not really one for pet names in my opinion, but he does call you “my y/n”

after you two start dating, you begin to call him by his real name, minhyuk

or you say hyukie

he lowkey loves it when you call him that, it’s so endearing

the guys teasing him, cooing at rocky all gross like : heyyy hyukkie

then rocky just like crosses his arms: only y/n can call me hyukie

he didn’t realize he loves couple dances so much until you and him are dating

well he only loves it because you’re his partner ofc

alright hear me out !! slow dancing with rocky

slow !! dancing !! with !! rocky !!

he dims the lights in the dance studio until it’s just a single spotlight and some slow romantic music comes on and he just grabs you by the hand and twirls you once before pulling you close and you’re just swaying side to side

and then he presses your foreheads together and he’s just looking into your eyes and gives you the softest smile

!!! im freaking out!! i want this so bad !!

that’s how the first i love you comes out

surprise, you say it first

okay but like in the moment, the atmosphere is literally so perfect, and you can just see how much he treasures you and you always feel butterflies whenever he does this, but there was just something that night that made you say it

like your chest was constricting so hard and you were thinking to yourself, i love this man

and so you just said it

and omg the smile on rocky’s face just widens and he kisses you so sweetly before he says it back

loves kissing you, your lips are like a drug to him

can literally make out with you for hours

has pushed you against the walls of the practice room just for a little make out session

ahhh here we go ladies and gents

sex !! with !! rocky !!

first and foremost, dance studio sex??? yes

especially if it’s just you two late night practicing like the first time you kissed?

mirror kink? maybe so

and bc y’all are ~flexible~, you bet he likes bending your back like a pretzel

he’s a very passionate lover, your pleasure is his #1 priority

loves foreplay just as much as the main event

but oof his hips?? grrrrr bark bark ram me over with a truck

his stroke game is so good

literally knows how to fuck you in all the right places

and his stamina??? god tier, can go at it for hours on end

into edging and overstimulation, oof you bet you’re cumming at least twice during every session

i cannot stress this enough!! thigh riding

you know he has thighs of steel

will make you cum just from riding his thigh

most of the time you guys start off slow and sweet, and then just boom it turns it hard sex

will definitely get turned on from doing a sexy dance routine

the amount of times he’s wanted to just fuck you in the middle of class bc you turned him on?? but ofc he has public decency he won’t do that

he knows you get turned on from his fingers oops

anal or vaginal fingering?? he’s all for it baby

he’s loud during sex, all the grunting, huffing, growling, oo im getting chills

not afraid to tell you how good you’re making him feel

not really into spanking, but he grips a lot, like his fingernails have definitely left some deep imprints in your hips or your ass

hair pulling?? yes, both sides receiving

okay but if you call him rocky during sex? big turn on

i can’t explain why, it just is

favorite position?? cowgirl

he loves when you’re on top of him

yes he likes seeing you try to fuck yourself on him

and then when he can’t take it anymore and just grabs your hips and thrusts up into you until your body literally collapses on him

he always tries to make you cum first but oops sometimes baby just busts a nut

yes you will probably tease him about it and then he’ll just shut you up by kissing you

on another note, no way to turn rocky on faster than sucking on his bottom lip when you’re kissing

will cuddle you after cumming, like he doesn’t care if either of you are sweaty or messy, he’s hugging you for at least five minutes

honestly becomes a baby after sex so it’s more like you’re giving him after care sksksk

the switch he makes from being a sex fiend to a clingy cuddly boy? whiplash

like you need to go to the bathroom to pee or something and he’s like: but...i wanna hug u

i would risk it all for rocky yes

anyway after graduating, rocky becomes a choreographer for this really famous dance studio and get recruited to join a highly-competitive dance troupe

you both do long distance for a little bit bc obviously he’s back home but you have to travel with your group for competitions, sometimes even internationally

and so that caused some strain in your relationship bc distance sucks, but you would always make sure to call him every night before going to bed and despite any time zone difference, he would always answer

your biggest supporter !! literally flew out to surprise you during a big dance competition in london or whatever and you cried happy tears bc was he really there right now??

that’s when you knew that he was the one :’)

you spent the night w him in his hotel room and after a good couple rounds of reunion sex, you were like trying to test the waters a little bit: i missed you hyukie

rocky: i missed you too, but now that you’re here with me, nothing else matters

you: what do you really think about this long distance thing??

rocky: it sucks...but i know it made us stronger. i feel like we can get through anything now

you: yeah, i agree

rocky getting paranoid: omg why? are you thinking of living abroad?? y/n, do i need to start looking at dance studios out here??

you have to hold in your laughter bc he’s so cute: why? would you move out of the county for me if i wanted to??

rocky: i mean...if you’re thinking of leaving for good...then yeah.

he gets so shy and quiet and you’re just !! wow you love him !! he’s yours !!

you kiss him shortly and you smile: no, i’m not gonna live abroad. I miss being home and I miss seeing you all the time. I told you before, I’m thinking of leaving the troupe in two months and then gonna find a job back home for good.

he lets out a sigh of relief: you scared me a little

you just laugh: I only wanted to confirm something and hmm I was right

rocky: what did you wanna confirm??

you being a confident baddie: that I wanna be with you for the rest of my life

rocky feeling his heart implode: you mean it??

you scoffing: why would I be lying about this?

he just laughs and kisses you: I wanna be with you too...I’ve been thinking it since the last time you visited. How much I love you and how much I hated seeing you leave for who knows how long, but I didn’t wanna say anything bc you’re still living your life and I didn’t want a promise like this to influence you to come back if you didn’t want to yet.

two months later you’re back for good and move in with rocky

you end up becoming a choreographer at his dance studio too

you and rocky: the couple™

and you live happily ever after

somewhere down the line...

sanha: hey remember when you two hated each other?

eunwoo: remember when you injured y/n??

bin: remember when you freaked out to us about your first kiss together

myungjun: and you said i’LL sEe yOu iN cLaSs

jinjin: those were fun times, right hyukie?

rocky: i hate you all

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yikesola · 3 years

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ooh can you explain your wheel? did you make it? how did you decide what’s in it?

🥺ily— I use an app called “tiny decisions” and it’s really helpful when I’m stuck with that kind of paralyzing executive disfunction of “I know there are things to do ,, but idk what to do😭”

The app also has a random number generator and a coin flip which I find helpful but mostly I use the wheels. I have them broken up by what the day’s pain level is bc that dictates what I’m going to be able to ask of myself. The better days are <6 (which I mean I haven’t been below a 4 since nov2019 but I like the ambiguity of the less-than sign akskdk)

It’s got things that involve me being out of bed and out of my room and generally moving around, but it also has things that take up more mental energy that I can usually only extend on these good days. This one also has two wheels I might be sent to, “tactile list” and “write/read list” so:

And then the next tier which I showed in that earlier post, a mid level pain day of 6-8. These are usually things where my mind is still saying bzzzz but my body is saying mrrrr

Then lastly the level 9 (there is no level 10 wheel, the only task on level 10 days is “go to ER” so I don’t need a wheel for that😩✌️). This is for days where I’m horizontal, my brain is fried, I can only really passively intake things. I like media here I’ve already seen bc I’ll be in and out of snoozes so it’s okay if I miss bits here or there

I started this habit when I was in college and didn’t know really how to prioritize my classes, I wrote them on a piece of paper 1-5 and the 6th spot was for phone scrolling, and then I would roll a dice and do what it landed on for at least 15 minutes. I’m looser with myself now lol like if it lands on something and I don’t actually wanna do it I’ll just ,, reroll aksnfks also the choices can change a lot when I think of it, for example last week all the “unpack” options were “pack”✨

#ask #answered #indistinct-echo #yes I will take any excuse to gamify akdjfks

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crimsonandcloverwrites · 3 years

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bhah ch8 reread as fast as i can before ch11 arrives help

aww Dani nervous for Jamie’s big race is so cute

i love Dani’s whole photography thing n her wanting to document their lives it’s so sweet

i’m suddenly stuck on the whole blue as a theme thing n now I’m noticing it everywhere/remembering their tent was blue and now their school colours are blue and Dani’s car is blue and I think Jamie’s house is blue. and of course THE SCRUNCHIE

god I love track star Jamie

flip these two are cute together

‘a favour for good luck’ god idk why this gets me so much I think like... Dani giving her this little piece of herself is so wholesome but weirdly loaded i just love it

the carson eddie banter is so funny sdkdhfgj

Dani is such a lil ball of emotions I’m obsessed w her feeling a million things while she watches Jamie

she’s a winner baby!!

also love that this is her setting the record that was mentioned in the prev chapter we love lil details being followed through

Jamie going straight for Dani when she won god that’s so cute

aw Jamie gets a kiss (and a whole gay crisis lol) for her win how sweet

oh no the beginnings of Dani and Eddie

pls this is so soft Carson and Judy so proud of Jamie

I just ate so many carbs I am finally properly fueled for this reading sprint (solidarity w Jamie)

aw Nan quietly proud of her

fkjdfh Dani and Jamie playing footsies at the table

god Nan n Jamie are such a force together truly terrifying to be stuck in the middle of I’m sure. Also fuuuck cld u imagine grown up Jamie and Nan interacting and Jamie in particular being a bit more chilled out and them getting along a lot better but finding their way back to silly little bickering arguments that are really just them knowing they can do that w each other and still be ok at the end of the day bc they love each other ouch it hurts to think about :(

lmao Jamie losing her mind at the sight of Dani in a towel lol I can just imagine her having the same reaction when they’re together too

oooh is the watch from Jamie’s great uncle (? Nan’s brother that she was named for right?) that’s so cool

ugh I want Dani to get her travel adventures so bad

god everytime Dani touches Jamie or says something really sweet or just gives her a look Jamie is suffering so bad

THE MIXTAPE (LITTLE BLUE DUDE SCREAMING AT THE SKY.MEME)

oh god they’re really just gonna curl up in Jamie’s bed and listen to this declaration of love mixtape while Jamie plays with Dani’s hair hold on a minute wait a second

oh no the eddie of it all

aw he brought her flowers (like I am not here for their relationship overall but he does do some sweet things sometimes and he does clearly care abt her)

ugh of course Jamie helped pick them out tho this whole situation is so complicated

god I’m so sad for both of them that their relationship ended up like this. Dani loses that friendship she cherishes so much when it becomes something else she never wanted and Eddie is in love w a girl who will never love him back that way. it really is heartbreaking

oh god the house party time for chaos

Jamie my beloved. sdkjfhsdkjfh and Roger trying to put the moves on her pls this will never stop being funny to me

ugh Dani already feeling so trapped in this life I hate it I hate it

Jamie fiddling w the coin necklace while she watches Dani n Eddie together feels like... she knows she’s losing Dani on some level ouch my heart

is this when Jamie was telling Ed of for letting Dani get drunk wdjkfhdj always the protector aw

she’s still wearing Dani’s scrunchie oh my god. u may have her hand ed but u will never have her hair ties

Dani’s dress MORE BLUE

this is such an interesting event w them like they’re best friends and they’re together so much but they avoid each other for half the party it’s so like... indicative I guess of things changing between them hmmmm

cursed spin the bottle. poor Dani

the zippo lighter. i love seeing things from the box in these chapters. like a gay scavenger hunt

the inadvertent cigarette kiss oh my god. also a little bit like... Jamie just leaning into the pain huh??? I get to put my lips where her lips were but it’s around this thing that has the potential to kill me. god the implications

a little fireside cuddling w ur soulmate ur never gonna kiss how romantic

the sandalwood. I fuckin love that she held onto this scent after Dani told her she smells nice one time. gays really do be like that huh

god this really is the softest moment

christ that almost kiss is so intense how did they just carry on as normal after that I would have died

lol “did i interrupt something?” bro........

dsfkjhdkj Jamie GROWLING at him hahhahahahhaha

oof Dani just wants more of her. I love there was the mention of her carefully constructed walls crumbling and now she’s just like... in this little bubble of almost with her n trying so hard to hold onto that in any way she can

and now she’s back w eddie ouch I hate watching the things she wants slipping out of her grasp

lmao Eddie not putting his arm around Dani when Jamie is there. she really put the fear of god in him I love this angry little lesbian so much

poor Carson being dragged to sports games like “no I’m gay I can’t”

lmao the pair of them trying to be sneaky smoking around the corner (and also having more Moments god the tension of it all)

oooh this Orpheus and Eurydice ref spicy (also fuck this was the beginning of her actually losing Jamie huh god the storytelling... *chef’s kiss*)

oh no Nan :(

god Karen is so awful how could u just break the news to your kid like that

it’s only pain hours from here on out huh

poor Jamie god my heart breaks

something about Dani saying she’s sorry and Jamie just saying she has to go put Mikey to bed fucking breaks me. the fact she’s just lost everything, her home and the stability she was missing from her childhood that she got to have for such a short time, and she can probably barely even process it but all she knows is she has to take care of Mikey. fuck

god her destroying her bike because she’s just so devestated but anger and destruction is easier to feel than being sad.... ouch

“You don’t - you don’t have to feel anything right now. I’ll feel it for you. For the both of us” how dare u make me cry like this

god Jamie giving the scrunchie back feels like such a fucking sad little acknowledgement of her deciding she has to do everything on her own noooo

Dani trying to confront her mom god this is all so much for them to be dealing with I am so sad

tiny mikey saying “want nana” so much pain

Jamie just clinging to Dani when they’re sitting in the pew bc it’s the only way she can ask for help right now ow

“Don’t fight me” my fcking heart this chapter is so sad I need a drink

Jamie is far too young to be self-medicating her way through this god this hurts to read.

this chapter has such a melancholic loss of innocence vibe like going from the teenage parties and boys and track meets and only really having to worry about themselves to this massive amount of responsibility on their shoulders when nan dies (like as much as Jamie tries to push her away Dani takes on a huge burden in trying to help her too) it’s so fucking saaaad

Jamie just breaking and finally crying all this out in Dani’s arms holyyyy shit that will never not break my heart

god Jamie just. determined to raise Mikey on her own cause god knows what the alternative is :(

oof the thread of Jamie determined to fix things. baby sometimes u just cant.

Dani trying so hard to hold things together in the ways that she can :*(

god this ending I am in pain. i know it’s ultimately for the best like Jamie and Mikey absolutely could not carry on like that but.... bro... bro..... ouch

ok gonna go cry in the shower for a bit n then i’ll be back for ch9

#bhah #this really was the highest of highs and the lowest of lows #trying to speed read that might have been a mistake

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loniereads · 3 years

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cr: Sufficiently Advanced Magic

*spoiler warning*

Chapter 1 - 5

Chapter one

“I was prepared in a thousand different ways that didn’t matter” - Me for every test I’ve ever taken ☺️✨✨

Omg is he gonna go look for his brother 🥺 This book said found family but make it literal - side note, love the name Tristan.

I hope it’s explained as to WHY hundreds of 17 year olds are enduring a judgment to their possible death????

Imagine you’re brother going basically missing, your mom leaving, and then your dad pulling you out of school so you can prepare to possibly ✨die✨

“It could take years to grow strong enough-” 🥺 He’s going to sacrifice years of his life and risk certain death just for a chance to reunite his family is this book gonna make me cry?

I don’t like his name as much as I like his brothers but yanno whatever- how do you even say Corin

I already hate the dad??? Hello? Your first son is gone and your second could follow in his fate and you don’t even see him off?? Fuck you buddy why are book dads such assholes

“I loathed hurting people. I always had.” so i have decided that if anything happens to Corin I will kill everyone in the room and then myself. WHAT A CUTIE SWEET SOUL

If this book forces him to hurt someone I’ll riot-

Oh my gosh he hates fighting but he’s willing to fight for his brother I LOVE HEALTHY BROTHER RELATIONSHIPS they’re so pure

Corin is so nice to try to explain all of this weapon stuff and rune stuff to me like I have any idea wtf he’s talking about- he’s talking and I’m like I’m just happy to be here ☺️

I feel like the fact that he’s paying for everything he takes is important- like maybe other people just take and don’t leave anything? But he’s like here’s a coin for you scary tower~

“It was too cute to die” why do I love Corin so

What a cute ass sweet ass cinnamon roll, my god🥺

HE FELT GUILTY FOR KILLING A SHADOW SNDKDNSK I love him sm what a king

Chapter two

Why does everything he say sound so intelligent

ldmoaha not Corin having a convo with a book

It’s been too long since I read a normal romance book why did my brain just decide to ship Corin and a BOOK

Ok but him taking time to ask about his brother has me so soft

What the flip chapter 2 was so short??? ):

Chapter three

“You shouldn’t have done that” how ominous and amazing and I love it

He so casually was like OH LOOK A DEAD BODY OH LOOKIE PEOPLE

Omg is he gonna find his brother in here- OH MY

OMG HE DID AHHHHH

just... kidding. He did infact not find him.

Oh wait someone younger than him though- so is going into the tower a choice? That would make it a little better. Like you decide when you go in or? I NEED MORE INFO PLS

The word resh is growing on me

He risked his gold key on her 🥺

I love this little merry band of criminals- also just hoping the kid doesn’t yanno....die

omg Keras is out here crushing stones with his bare hands 😏 hellooooo

Wait I’m so conflicted??? I want to trust Keras and Vera but I also want to trust the book alsnsish

Vera is a whole mood I really hope she’s not like evil or just a weird thing in the tower or idk whatever I want her to stay

AWWAIT ☹️☹️☹️ They left Keras behind- that can’t be it. He’s gotta come back right? Like book person is gonna save him? Right!!??

Chapter four

VERA SUCH A BADDDDIE

This ‘kid’ they’re carrying is just making out like a bandit, he’s just getting carried through the tower 😂

WOW FUCK YOU VERA??? UH I HOPE SOMETHING KILLS HER-but not rhe kid 😔

Okay this might be a weird jump- but WHAT IF THE BOOK ENTITY ISSSSS HIS BROTHER??????????? Like the book person seems to really care if Corin lives? so it’s either just like a really caring person, OR HIS BROTHER

Pls let me be right

That would be so cool

The book entity helped him to finish the rest completely? Is this allowed? This feels not allowed

Corin: fighting monsters with criminals in a magical tower, very time sensitive needs to escape quickly

Also Corin: lemme just wrote a little diary entry ✨☺️

So obviously he’s going to get to keep his memories

Also like he got out of the tower so easily? What?

“And don’t let anyone hassle you about your attunement.” HOW VERY OMONIOUS OF YOU TO SAY

Honestly- Fuck Magnus Cadence

REPLACEMENT? What?

His childhood bestfriend is his half sister? I love that???? Instead of making them love interests they’re half siblings that’s cool as hell. We love childhood friends to siblings trope

I will reiterate, FUCK MAGNUS CADENCE

I hope we get to see their friendship bc I’m here for this trope

Chapter five

🥺 he sent the boys glove to his parents I’m so soft

Their relationship makes me so happy?? Like I love this. So they better reunite or I’ll riot

BROTHERLY RELATIONSHIPS ARE THE BESTTT

I miss Keras 🥺

I am so unsure of Sera. I do love the sudden sibling, and I really really hope they end up having a cool relationship and like she helps him find his(their) brother and hdjsjdjs

If anyone gives Corin a hard time for his attunement I’ll throw hands-

Not them earning points at their schools- All I can think about how is “10 points to gryffindor”

I love the word behooves

Can they go back into the tower already 💀 This down time is killing me. I want book entity, Keras and that boy who was unconscious the entire time back.

-side note, I absolutely love how all three of them(Keras, Corin, and Vera) were all so concerned with this unconscious boy and they literally carried him to complete safety. Who is this boy?? Will he come back? I miss him he better not be be dead. Vera can die but not unconscious boy.

I don’t know if I’m supposed to like Sera... but she’s giving me “I’m better than you because I have a better attunement” vibes and I do not like that at all so if Icneed to I will pretend to doesn’t exist.

Aw the schools has like animal representatives decisions?? CUTE UM. - there’s way too many for my brain to keep up with but I love them anyway

Not them assigning kids to basically play pranks on everyone else and tell them if they don’t find the prankster kids they lose points- what a weird ass school

“You and Patrick were practically brothers” GIRL YOU CANT SAY THINGS LIKE THAT TO SOMEONE WHO HAS AN ACTUAL BROTHER WHO IS MISSING AND/OR DEAD

-Also I know Tristen isn’t dead because like then what would be the point huh? HUH? So he’s got to be alive

Or I’ll riot.

“A walking rainstorm” idk why but that is so fucking adorable. I love my new comfort raintorm, Corin.

I can’t wait for them(Corin and Sera) to meet up with their friends and they have to explain that they’re now half siblings.

Them reminding him to not lose his little sigil pin makes me feel like he’s going to lose or forget it ummmm

Imagine getting fucking EXPELLED because you forgot your pin on your other uniform.

I feel like that would be me honestly. Are people not just...forgetful in this universe??

Ngl i would hate to be in the tortoise division

Corins attunement is lamer but his division is called the Phoenix? Like that’s so much cooler than tortoise

The fact that sera is trying to convince me the Spider division isn’t real makes me feel like she’s in it???

I know my babey Corin didn’t mean this as snarky as I would have liked him to but I love this line so much.

SARCASTIC BOYS WITH DADDY ISSUES OWN ME AND IM NOT ASHAMED TO ADMIT IT

Ngl I was hoping they would have roommates- I love a good school roommate dynamic

For the third time I would like to make my opinion to be known; FUCK MAGNUS CADENCE

Why has no one made a playlist for this book on Spotify? I am throughly disappointed

Not Corin being ghosted by his book-

I wish I had half the motivation Corin has? Like it’s my boys first day of school and as soon as he gets into his room he starts studying. I would have taken a nap

Oop jk as soon as he couldn’t find the rune he was looking for he went to lay in bed.

I’m sorry what in the hell is Wyddsday??? Did I miss them explaining to hat this universe has different names for it’s days of the week?? How am I supposed to know when this is Corin? Or what day it even is currently

World building is so intricate and interesting and I absolutely live for it- but it’s literally so frustrating sometimes learning and remembering everything

Okay Sera being less irritated about her studies being interrupted because it’s Corin is cute

Fuck

I still don’t know if I’m supposed to like Sera

Tashday, Fersday, Kyrsday, Tensday, Vasday, and Wyddsday- either I can’t count or they’re missing a day. And what order do they go in? I need a calendar insert pls and thanks

Wait wait did he just run into an ex? What is this sndlsnsin “long-buried emotions”??

Oooo we get a name. Cecily Lambert

I didn’t possibly think I could relate to Corin anymore than I already do but here I am

The dorm chiefs introduce themselves to everyone? How cute and Curtis didn’t seem at all annoyed by Corin asking so many questions I love when upperclassman in books aren’t rude for no reason. It’s such a tiring trait they often have smh

I need his exams to hurry up because I would very much like to get back to the fast paced tower scenes-

I know absolutely nothing about Jin but I love him immensely

#book commentary #if you’ve read this pls dm me ☺️#sufficiently advanced Magic #arcane ascension #uhhhhh I’ll just edit this post whenever I have thoughts

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reddrobins · 4 years

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the shadow [d.wayne]

Older! Damian Wayne x Reader

Summary: A new vigilante in town is starting to get on Damians nerves. After telling his friend about them, he soon finds out that maybe working with ‘the shadow’ isn’t as bad as he thought.

Request: Aldkwkddkwj i love your writing sfm,, could you please write a damian x reader where he rants to her alter ego about her? Like he's in love with her civilian self and he asks for advice without knowing its them? Idk if that makes sense rip

"They are insufferable, (Y/N). I cannot stand to be around 'the shadow' for longer any longer than 5 minutes. I mean seriously, what name is 'the shadow'?"

You currently sat on the floor of the Batcave as Damian put on his armor, ranting about Gotham's newest vigilante. "I dunno bird brain," You started, calling him the now overused nickname (which he hated by the way),"I kinda like the idea of a girl vigilante. It's empowering."

"Tt.:" Damian gave, slipping on his domino mask, "But, we already have a female vigilante, Batgirl."

Rolling your eyes, you stood up from your spot, "Yes, but, Batgirl doesn't work alone. The Shadow does. I respect her."

Now in full Robin get-up, Damian walked towards the weapons cabinet, grabbing his katana, "Well, I don't. She's an annoyance and a distraction, Gotham would be better without her." The teen vigilante got on his cycle, putting it in gear. "Whatever the verdict, I do have to go on patrol now. Feel free to stick around the manor. I shall be back in two or three hours."

You waved goodbye to Damian, then took out your phone - checking the time.

11:30. Perfect, you thought, just enough time to go home and change.

Taking the elevator back up to the first floor of the manor, you gave a rushed goodbye to Alfred (and of course Titus too!) then sped out the front door.

You made it home just in the nick of time. 12:00, you thought, enough time to patrol and be back before Damian.

Dawning your silver and black costume, you tiptoe through your house's hallway, as to not wake your mother.

You unlatched the front window and jumped out of it, landing on the nearby fire escape. You checked your phone, which also served handily as your data pad.

'Two reports of armed robbery, one home invasion and three homicides' your phone reported.

Deciding that Damian and Bruce had the homicides covered, you went towards Gotham National bank, ready to take down whomever had thought tonight was the perfect night for crime.

As Bruce finished putting cuffs onto the suspect of murder number 3, he turned to Damian, "I have this covered, there’s still an active robbery at the bank - I need you to head over and report back to me who it is. Do not instigate, Robin."

The teen nodded and with his gun, grappled onto the closet building. Luckily, the bank wasn't too far from the location of the homicides and Damian made it to the robbery in no time.

He jumped down from the scaffolding of an apartment complex and raced over to the back of the bank, where he could easily sneak in unnoticed.

That was until he bumped into someone.

Swiftly, Damian rolled back, tripping the mystery person as he did and unsheathed his sword, pointing it at their neck.

"Whoah, Rob - chill out dude." His victim whisper-yelled.

Damian almost groaned, he knew that masked voice all too well.

"Shadow? What the hell are you doing here." He hissed, putting the sharp weapon away.

You dusted off your costume and stood up, narrowing your eyes at Damian. "I could ask you the same thing, bird brain. But if you have to know, there's a robbery in the works. I'm here to end it."

Though on the outside you seemed calm and collected, you were freaking out internally. Crap. you thought, I cannot have him figure out who I am. He'd never let me go out again.

Breaking you from your thoughts, Damian continued, "Tt. Sure you are. That's why I am here. To do a job that's much larger than the means of you." He pushed past you, checking your shoulder, and reached the back entrance.

"It's locked," you hollered. "I already tried that genius."

Damian glared at you, then took out a batarang, swiping it up and down in between the door crack until a click sounded. The boy-wonder turned towards you, smirking, "But you don't have batarangs. Genius."

As he snuck into the bank, you quickly followed after him, closing the door behind you.

Robin looked at you in disbelief, "Why are you still here?"

Angrily, you said, "Excuse you, but this was my case. I was here first and I plan to finish it." You may have loved Damian, but Robin sure was an ass.

This time, you pushed past him and into the main centre of the bank.

"Two-Face." You whispered.

There him and his goons stood, bags filled with money in hand as they pointed their tommyguns at the tellers and unlucky patrons.

"Alright!" The rouge yelled, "On the count of three I'm going to flip this coin, Tails, you all live and heads," He said darkly, "My men shoot you all."

Somewhere in the commotion, a woman cried out, begging for mercy - this didn't sit well with Dent.

"To show you that I mean business, Roy!" He yelled at one thug, who nodded before lifting his gun.

Oh my god, you thought, He's going to kill that woman

You had already seen enough and before the shot rang out, you lunged at the armed man, wrestling him for the gun.

"Shadow!" Robin yelled out, watching you struggle to unarm the thug.

Two-Face had a different plan. This time, he raised his gun, aiming it at you.

However you were too enthralled with trying to save the sobbing woman from Roy, thus Harvey's actions went unnoticed by you.

But not by Robin.

The teen vigilante jumped out of the shadows, throwing a batarang at the chamber of the gun, blocking the shot.

"Gah!" Two-Face yelled out in frustration, "You little brat!" The man spun around, failing his gun about - trying to land a hit on Robin, who easily dodged all of the attempts.

You on the other hand, were fighting a losing battle. You had successfully gotten Roy away from the women and were now on his back, trying to get a grip on his neck.

The man was big, much bigger than you - maybe even stronger. But you were more agile, and were able to block most of his hits.

You however, couldn't stop the goon sneaking up behind you until it was too late.

Red stained the front of your costume and you were thrown to the ground.

All the while Robin had long knocked out Two-Face, now his focus on getting the people to safety, that was until he heard the shot.

"Shadow, No!" He screamed. In his fit of rage, he charged the two goons, easily neutralizing both of them.

"Batman!" Damian said into the coms, "The Shadow has been shot. Everyone else is neutralized and tied up. I need the batmobile."

His father gritted his teeth, "I thought I said not to instigate."

Damian was in disbelief, did he really wish to start this argument now? "I didn't. The shadow did, who by the way, Batman - was shot. I need help urgently."

"On my way." Bruce answered. "Until I'm there, do not let them sleep. How bad is the wound?"

Damian looked over to your bleeding form, "Bad enough." He then added, "But not fatal."

As you were bleeding out, you couldn't help internally scolding yourself. How did I not hear him? You thought, Now I am never going to make it back in time. Even through your haze of pain, all you could think about was making sure Damian, though he stood in front of you, never found out.

Damian came into your peripheral view and he reached out to you, cradling your head in his lap. "Shadow can you hear me?"

You nodded, giving out a pained laugh, "I'm not dead yet D-Robin. Of course I can hear you."

Yet. Damian's body clenched at the notion that you were going to die. "You are not dying. Not on my watch, (Y/N)." He said forcefully.

Your eyes widened, He found out. He's going to kill me before this bullet does.

"Damain I- How'd you know?"

He gave a light chuckle at your surprised face, "Beloved, You're the only one who calls me bird brain. How would I not know it to be you?"

You shrugged, accepting your stupidity of trying to fool the world's best detective's son then winced in pain, "I guess you're right..." Then, "So, then this means the end of vigilantism." You said solemnly.

The boy shook his head, dismissing your thought. "No. You're an excellent fighter (Y/N). Hell, you've bested me a few times prior. Though I'm not fond of 'the Shadow' per say, I am fond of you and I will not stop you from doing what you wish."

Smiling weakly you have Damians hand a comforting squeeze. "From now on though, I'll take your lead, don't feel like getting shot again."

The other teen nodded. "Yes. This experience was far from enjoyable."

#damian wayne #older!damian wayne #damian wayne x reader #older!damian wayne x reader #older! damian wayne x reader #robin #robin x reader #batfamily #batman x reader #batfamily imagine #batman imagine #batman

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shslstraws · 5 years

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Hello! Hope your days going well, I’ve been looking around and see your ✨beautiful art✨, and I curious to see your ideas/headcanons of your dr ships? I always like to see people’s interpretations of them^.^ (also your valid for top Saihara cuz I’m a Power-bottom Ouma enthusiast and-)

Hello! My day(s) have being going wonderful, thank you for asking! I hope you are doing well too, thank you very much for this ?? Like I’ve always wanted to discuss my ideas and headcanons, so thanks for this,, a blessing,,

I’m one hell of a multi-shipper but I’ll discuss my big damn ships. WHICH IS TWO, I REALIZED JUST WRITING ONE OF THESE, I WROTE SO MUCH THAT I CAN’T EVEN WRITE ABOUT MY TOP 5. SO HAVE TOP 2

Oumota (my fav ship)

Reading some of golden-redhead’s fic; Nobody Said It Was Easy (one of my fav Oumota fics btw), I do like to confirm that Kokichi and Kaito moved into an apartment with each other. Basically, vr au, just started to live with each other due to the fact that they let each other see with their masks down at the end, and they seem to grow an understanding of each other. They eventually become friends then to lovers, I always love that trope.

Kokichi bought a galaxy printed blanket for Kaito, on his birthday, and he thinks it’s an eyesore sometimes. But the look on Kaito’s face when Kokichi spots him snuggle up with it, Kokichi doesn’t ever regret buying it. (Kaito just really thinks of Kokichi when he snuggles up in the blanket btw, I drew them in the blanket actually!)

For a loooong while, Kokichi suffered from ptsd nightmares when they first moved in, Kaito just couldn’t leave him like that?? He invites Kokichi to like,, sleep with him in his bed, after a month of living together, and Kokichi just teases him. But he silently goes in that night, Kaito finds out in the morning, since he wakes up early, but says nothing of it for the both of them. (It just becomes a habit)

Kaito is actually afraid of loud noises? Like, REALLY loud noises. Due to ptsd triggers to the loud slam of the press and the awful noises that was also with it. Thunderstorms are the worst. Kokcihi notices this and feels kinda lost, he doesn’t know what to do but wants to help. Kaito tries to keep it together during these times, but Kokichi can see right through him. At first, he’d try to joke around and tease at him, just to make Kaito feel normal and back to reality. It eventually doesn’t work and Kaito is stuck in that moment of time, so Kokichi silently starts forming circles on his hand to keep him grounded. Just like how Kokichi goes to Kaito’s bed after a nightmare, this becomes a habit and they say nothing of it.

They don’t say anything to each other about these acts of kindness bc they don’t know how to react to it? Maybe still in the mindset that they HAVE to hate each other. But they get over it, and once in a relationship; Kokichi begins to make small talk as he rubs circles in Kaito’s hand. And, of course, they both decided to finally sleep in the same bed instead of separate beds in separate rooms.

Of course, they tease each other and pick at each other everyday. But since they started dating, it’s just more in a loving matter?? Although Kokichi will be like, “ewww, Momota-chan is trying to flirt with me, disgusting”

For my version of a VR AU,,, I kinda want to go a different route for Kokichi; career wise. I love seeing fitting jobs for him in fics like, actor and such. Excellent ideas and I love them! But I want to be different bc IDK I JUST DO BE LIKE THAT. And wanna make Kokichi a psychologist? Just once he recovers from his trauma, and helps Kaito deal with his, he just feels like he can be good at it? Which was laughable when he first told Kaito, but then he saw Kokichi was serious and was like, “oh shit, you’re dead set on this.” And Kaito becomes proud of him, so supports him through it. Kokichi is still a little shit but only to those that are not his patients, of course.

I actually did concept art of Kokichi as a psychologist, since I got a request to have my take on older Oumota, I’ve been putting so much work into the concept so then I can make the perfect drawing, but here’s psychologist!Kokichi

Yes, he gets glasses. He was so whiny about it when Kaito found out Kokichi’s sight wasn’t the best as it was before. So after FORCING him to go to an eye doctor, Kokichi pouted when he got his first pair. Kaito just found it cute. He normally wears contacts though, only wear glasses, “to look professional”, even then, he doesn’t wear them as much. HE REALLY DOESN’T WANT ANYONE ELSE KNOWING HE WEARS GLASSES. He hates them. Kaito gets very excited when he sees his boyfriend with them; he took a picture when Kokichi didn’t notice until the picture was taken, and the doof left the flash on, so Kokichi chased him around the apartment demanding him to delete it. And Kaito is laughing and having his phone in the air high so he can’t reach it. (But Kokichi eventually gets it off his phone, from a surprise kiss)

Although Kaito HATES being what the game made him to be and what he thought everyone expected him to be, he was afraid to even consider to pursue being an astronaut for real. He was afraid that he fully lost himself if he were to “give in”. But he learns that he wants to be an astronaut, not because of the false memories given, but because he wants to in this life. His life. His decision.

Both study hard in university when pursuing their chosen careers, both procrastinate a lot. But eventually one or the other will try and get them back to work. Or if Kaito is working too hard, Kokichi will try and lighten him up and get him to take a break. Very rarely, Kaito will have to do the the same with Kokichi.

OH MY GOD OKAY, NOW ONTO THE OTHER SHIP

Saioumota

Shuichi basically had a crush on both of them, he didn’t know how to even confess. NONE OF THEM DID BC THEY’RE MESSES.

So, going off VR AU again, afterwards Kaito just decides that they all are going to live together. And Shuichi was okay with that, Kokichi was like, “haha okay, since you can’t seem to get enough of me” but was honestly relieved inside that he had somewhere to go.

Few months were awkward for Kokichi, especially since Shuichi and Kaito started dated. He just felt like “the third wheel” and wanted to move out, but he had no where to go. So he was in this cycle in his mind for awhile.

Shuichi tries multiple of times to get Kokichi to join them on many occasions, but again, Kokichi didn’t want to be that third wheel.

Kaito DOES have feelings for both Shuichi and Kokichi, but was most unsure,for the longest time, about how he felt with Kokichi. It took Shuichi’s talks to finally get him to understand and comes to terms, damn, he’s also in love with this rat.

It was when Kokichi didn’t come home for about a week, that Kaito confessed when he just suddenly came back. Of course, he was shouted at Kokichi and they got in an argument, and just everything that was buried blew up there and then. Shuichi just comforted them both after the argument with his gentleness.

They ALL just started dated afterwards, although it was hard for Kaito and Kokichi to become closer. Kokichi easily warmed up to Shuichi first, since he just always felt closer to the detective? He was just on edge for awhile about if Kaito’s feelings were true. But he warmed up to him eventually.

For a long while, Shuichi would be middle spoon (haha) since Kokichi’s and Kaito’s uncertainty. But once Kokichi warmed up to Momota, he just scooted himself between the two of them during one of their cuddling sessions. Kaito looked dumbfounded and then looked at Shuichi like he just earned the trust of a stray cat. Like, “LOOK, SHUICHI, HE’S TRUSTING ME” silently with a big dumb smile.

After then, Kokichi loves being the centre of attention for both of them. He loves being middle spoon but also let’s Shuichi be middle too bc he loves cuddle him.

Their usual dates are to a nearby park, mainly if they need a breather from any stress, one of them will suggest or just force them to go to the park. And they all know that it means that they just want to the best for each other.

Shuichi is usually the one to come home and find a mess of the apartment from Kaito and Kokichi. And gives them a “really?” look as they point fingers at each other.

Kaito eventually gets a job, Shuichi was the first to get a job to support them, but that left Kokichi alone. And he was so clingy when they got back, he demanded SO MUCH ATTENTION once they came home. And whined about being bored all day without them.

When they all have their bad day, they just cuddle up together and take a nap and just relax. Although Kaito will be the one to try and cheer them up later in the night by stargazing.

Shuichi loves talking about the novels he reads to his boyfriends even though they don’t know what he’s talking about most of the time or understand, Shuichi knows but really appreciate them just taking interest in something so small. It means so much to him.

Kokichi is the last one to wake up in the morning, and Shuichi and Kaito always debate to wake him up before they go to work. He’ll whine if he doesn’t get a goodbye from them and he’ll whine just out of grouchiness of being woken up. So it’s always flip a coin and it’s always, “it’s your turn, Shuichi” “Kaito, it was my turn yesterday”

SURPRISE THEY GET MARRIED AND MOVE INTO A NICE HOUSE LATER. And they also get a dog,,

AND THAT’S THAT, IM SO SORRY BUT HERE’S ALL MY HEADCANONS, TAKE ‘EM

#strawstalks #strawsanswers #rambles #headcanons #but thank you again for asking me this #i love just rambling about stuff like this #and hearing other people's ideas in my ask box #it's just so nice to see my ask box full of things #thank ya'll #oumota #saioumota

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miserablesoldier · 5 years

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I Don't Know

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Possessed! Reader

Summary: Bucky Barnes has been crushing on you from afar in the gym and Wanda has had enough and decides to befriend you but she wasn’t expecting to see what’s inside your head.

Word Count: 1.5k

Warning: swearing, possession, kidnapping (?)

Author's Note: This is a one shot and I don’t tag people so please don’t ask, thank you. Feel free to listen to the song to get a gist of where I was coming from at 4 in the morning. IDK by Bruce Wiegner.

You knew exactly who he was as soon as the very first day you joined your local gym. You went out of your way to not catch his line of sight, meet his eyes or collide into him in any way.

You used very visible and bright blue ear phones and an arm strap that held your phone as music blasted into your ears. It helped to ignore him and the resident in the back of your head.

The voice in the back of your head didn’t belong to you, it belonged to someone or rather something demonic but you had no choice but to house it.

You made a deal, and now, you’re alive but you’re never alone.

It was a coin flip daily on the whether that was a good or bad thing. Seven out of ten times it was bad, but there were some good days and you prayed for those every time you woke up.

Wanda was working her body on the elliptical and saw almost immediately where her friends line of sight was staring at.

Her eyes caught the sight of you, running casually on the treadmill against the wall on the other side of the gym. She shook her head, exhaling and slowed down her rhythm and sliding off. Making her way to Bucky by the weights.

“You know it’s considered creepy to stare at a woman in the gym these days.” Wanda smirked, crossing her arms.

Bucky blinked and set the dumbbell on the rack. He shook his head with a chuckle. “I wasn’t staring.”

A lie. “Oh? Is the term ogling? Leering? Being a 100 year old virgin?”

“Wrong super soldier.” He said, avoiding the questions. He had to admit to himself he was staring but not in a creepy way (he hoped) as it was obvious that you were beautiful but it seemed he’s lost whatever charm he had in the 40s.

He just can’t seem to walk over to you, pick up a conversation with you like a normal, functional human being as he should be. You would come in nearly every weekday and run for an hour or two, then head to the swimming pool do your laps and then leave. Not that he knew your schedule or anything.

“Talk to her then, she’s not going to bite you.” Wanda suggested, shrugging her shoulders and looking over to you.

She had an idea.

And a point. “I can’t...” He's afraid, not of rejection, but of the possibility of him telling her all of his baggage, her running away from him, her being frightened of him and the darker part of him. He hated that.

“Then I will.” She left him, walking confidently over to you.

His eyes widened as he just stood there frozen, watching her walk over to you. A coldness spread through his stomach and straight to his heart, he was nervous and had those butterflies that they all talk about in the movies and books.

Wanda tapped on your shoulder, confused you slowed down the treadmill to a stop and pulled your earphones out of your ears.

Threading the ear buds and wires through your fingers, you rose an eyebrow and chose the polite route. “Yes?”

She looked familiar but you weren’t sure where to place her in your memory. She smiled warmly at you before speaking. “I’m Wanda, me and my friend, Bucky, have been going to this gym for a while now and he’s got this adorable crush on you. He’s too shy to say anything though.”

This was new. She looked back at Bucky and you followed. You saw him, and now you could place her. She was one of those Avenger folk.

Play the part of a bubbly, happy gym girl.

The voice told you and you conceded. You gave him a shy smile, he waved back to you. He was incredibly handsome, intensely strong especially with that metallic looking arm of his, but you couldn’t go there. That wasn’t your future.

Play the part, you remembered. You turned back to Wanda and smiled. “He's shy?”

She laughed and nodded. “Doesn’t look it but he is. Is it okay if I give him your phone number?”

“Not my name?” You smirked.

She liked you. “Well, he’ll need something to moan out.”

This could be fun.

Shut up, you willed the voice in your head.

You gave her your phone number. “My name is (Y/N).”

Wanda was thrilled. “Thanks, hopefully I’ll see you soon.” She winked and placed her hand gently on your elbow and felt something she shouldn’t have.

A dark, old presence.

Kill. Kill. Kill.

It feels so good.

I bet it’ll feel really good to kill him.

Her eyes widened, her fingers lit up with a red essence and it shot up straight to your forehead, sending you to a quick and deep sleep.

You fell forward against her, limp like a rag doll.

Bucky saw the whole thing and rushed over, making sure no one saw. He held you up and you rolled against him, he lifted you up, holding you as he would a bride.

He glared at Wanda. “Why did you do that for?”

She shushed him and ushered him to the emergency exit. “I accidentally read her and she wanted to kill you.”

He shook his head. He couldn’t process that right now. They made it into the car park, Wanda opened the back seat and he slid you in the back, closing the door and getting in the drivers seat.

It was much later, you slowly started to wake up but you kept your eyes closed for as long as possible. Feigning sleep, you felt the straps and confines around your wrists, ankles and abdomen.

You heard her voice, the one who knocked you out and a male voice, you assumed was Bucky's, the one that harboured some sort of crush on you.

Use that.

You’ve done enough, you thought and you listened to what they said.

“Oh, yes, Steve, we will be fine alone in the compound while you and the others are on mission. What could possible go wrong? Oh, right, we kidnapped a woman!” He hissed out.

Wanda tapped her foot. “She will wake up soon and we can find out exactly what she wants from you.”

Nothing, I want to go home. You sighed, announcing your consciousness to them both. They both stood up as you opened your eyes.

You noticed the gun in his hands, your eyes softened at him. “That won’t be necessary.” You winced at the pain in your back.

“I think it is, (Y/N), why do you want to kill him? Did someone from Hydra send you?” Wanda questioned you, her hands lit up red again, ready to strike when provoked.

Your brow furrowed, more confused than you were before. “I don’t know whatever Hydrant is, and I can explain what you think you saw in me.”

The light disappeared from her fingers and he lowered his gun. “What do you mean think she saw?”

You sighed, you hated explaining this part of you. “I am possessed.”

A silence passed.

Wanda spoke first. “Possessed? Like, um, demon possession from those horrible horror films?”

You rolled your eyes. “No, I don’t spin, distort my body or crawl like a crab on the ceiling.”

Bucky chuckled. “Then what?”

“Twenty years ago, I sold my soul. Then, when my time was up ten years later I was killed and dragged into hell. In January of this year, I made another deal to come back but with a friend that takes up residence in my head.”

Another silence.

They didn’t believe you.

“Show me.” Bucky said, you looked up at him.

“I show you and I can go home?”

Wanda considered it. “Yes, but we keep tabs on you.” Until the team comes back from their mission.

Don’t make it worse.

You nodded and closed your eyes, they quickly flashed open pure black. Wanda took a step back but Bucky stayed where he was, staring at you, entranced.

The demon behaved and relinquished control back to you. You looked back at Bucky. “Still want to go on that date?” You laughed a little.

Bucky smiled. “Yes.”

I just want to find a way to get out of my mind,

Craving validation from some people I don’t like,

I don’t know them so why am I caring so much?

I don’t know

#bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes #wanda maximoff #reader insert #marvel fanfic #fanfic #bucky x reader #marvel cinematic universe #marvel #the winter soldier #marvel fics #mcu

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theteaisaddictive · 5 years

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okay but you can't just tease us with a wedding meme mentioning ejts in the tags. spill :D

ask and ye shall receive my dear :D

1) Who proposes? 2) How do they propose? 3) Reaction of the one being proposed to

in the middle of the chaos post-transformation, belle probably whispers to eve that she never wants to leave her side again.

‘i know, i know,’ eve whispers. ‘i remember. i’ll never leave you again.’

‘no, i-’ belle says. ‘i mean, i want to stay with you forever’, and she drops to one knee right there on the newly-constructed balcony, still strewn with rose petals and the rosy-fingered dawn. she holds out her left hand palm-up. ‘do you?’

eve joins her kneeling on the ground, her legs still shaking from the transformation. she takes her hand, her eyes almost shockingly large now that they’re in a human face. ‘yes. yes. yes, belle, dearest, of course.’ she leans over and they kiss.

they kiss for quite a while.

4) How they tell the others

chip, of course, asks as soon as the general excitement levels have gone down, ‘are they gonna get married?’

the senior staff all glance at each other wondering who’s going to have to finally teach this emblem of hope for the future about homophobia, but before the silence can get more than half a step beyond natural, eve chimes in with an ‘of course we are, chip. in fact, belle asked me not twenty minutes ago and i said yes.’

while mrs potts is relieved that eve is human again and that she’s no longer cold and cruel-hearted, she notices a certain fire in eve’s eyes that came straight from her father – the stubbornness which means she’s going to get her own way come hell or high water. it used to apply to hunting, and petty matters of daily life. mrs potts is proud to see it used to marry belle.

(marie doesn’t find out that they’re married for … a while. how long an interval it’s going to be? haven’t decided yet.)

5) Who’d they choose as ring bearer

chip, of course! who else?

6) Who’s the one that spends the most time worrying about preps for the wedding?

surprisingly, there isn’t actually a lot of time to prep for the wedding. neither of them have much of a taste for fancy celebrations and would prefer a simple ceremony, so that’s what they choose. (but yes, eve does manage to get her bee in a bonnet regardless)

7) When they go looking for their outfits

it’s less ‘looking for outfits’ and more ‘repurposing old ones’. belle would be more than happy to just wear her best blue dress, but even though eve had a transformative experience shaped by queer love, she’s adamant that belle has a new, different dress she’s never worn before for the ceremony (so belle is in basically the celebration dress from the remake, and eve is in essentially ella’s wedding dress from the 2015 film but minus the train. yes i am trash. no i refuse to apologise.)

IMAGINE THESE BLUSHING BRIDES. ALSO YOU WILL HAVE TO IMAGINE THEM AGAIN FOR ROSES AND LAVENDER BUT PRETEND FOR A MOMENT THAT LILY JAMES IS PORTRAYING A GENDER-SWAPPED BEAST HERE AND NOT CINDERELLA

8) Fusses over the other before the wedding day

they’re both very concerned about each other and it’s very sweet. they both stay up the night before the wedding in the library, keeping close together as midnight approaches. belle rubs her fingers soothingly against eve’s head and intermittently finger-combs her hair, and eve absent-mindedly runs her hand in circles over belle’s back as they talk quietly about tomorrow.

9) Reactions to their wedding attire

ok so how i picture it is that since neither of them have people to give them away (léon and cogsworth offered their services, but both women declined), they mirror the ballroom scene so their first glimpses of each other are as they go down the stairs to the landing before descending to the ballroom proper. both of them almost stop in their tracks because of how BEAUTIFUL and RADIANT and HAPPY the other looks to be marrying HER. eve cries two tiny tears before she even reaches the landing.

10) Who whispers the other “you look great”

belle to eve. they’re holding hands as they walk towards the servants, lefou and stanley, wait why are those two there what plot points will they be relevant to and léon

11) How are they feeling during vows

nervous as all fuck. jittery. excited. overjoyed. eve actually does start to cry during her vows. belle doesn’t, but she gets very, very close.

12) What do their rings look like?

simple, thin gold bands. they wear them on their right hands.

13) The kiss

the vows are exchanged. the rings placed. cogsworth looks at eve, whom he’s known and loved for the best part of a decade. ‘and now, by the power invested in me by the princess of this realm, i declared you to be married. you may now kiss the bride.’

belle smiles so wide that it hurts her cheeks, and she and eve take a step forwards at the same time. eve sweeps her into the kiss, one hand resting on her waist while the other cups belle’s neck. belle rests her own hand on the plane of eve’s back, allowing her other hand to brush eve’s shoulder as she kisses her wife. and for a moment in that kiss, it’s like their first up on the balcony – uncertain and desperately tender. eve breaks to take a breath, and belle pulls her back in for another kiss, their lips moving gently as the gathered congregation cheers. because they kissed. because they’re married. because eve is her wife.

14) What do they whisper to each other after vows?

nothing. they just look at each other. they’ve already said everything.

15) When cutting their cake, and afterwards

the wedding breakfast is basically a garden party in the grounds with the staff and aforementioned guests. there is enough food and cake and drinks for everyone, and as the afternoon fades into the evening the mood goes from bright and joyous to quietly happy, but in that way where the amount of emotion present is the same it’s just expressed differently if that makes any kind of sense. both brides make speeches, and both begin their speech with ‘on behalf of my wife and i …’ (they had to make lumiere flip a coin bc they both wanted to go first but didn’t want to take the chance away from the other and it was halfway to becoming one of those stupid fights that in a sitcom would be the episode one cliffhanger of the wedding two-parter, but luckily lumiere was in possession of the throuple’s two brain cells that morning so he managed to de-escalate the situation.) belle went first, but the line got the obligatory cheer from the guests both times.

16) The two dancing together

chapeau (or a Chapeau-Adjacent Character bc atm i can’t remember if i wrote him in or not) starts playing the fiddle, and the wives take their place on the ballroom floor (the reception has moved back inside by now). think home (reprise), the high note then gently glissandos down to the beginning of beauty and the beast. (can you glissando on a violin? idk. maybe it’s just a piano thing but you know what i’m trying to get across here)

they dance the steps that they first performed while eve was still a bird, and then eventually devolve into a gentle waltz.

after the first dance, it’s country dances for all!! poor chapeau has his work cut out for him, but léon can play and stanley brought his accordion so by the end of the night everybody who has to play gets to dance to at least three songs.

17) Who takes a picture of the other

not applicable! HOWEVER plumette takes quick sketches throughout the day, and in later years belle and eve have official portraits taken in their wedding dresses on repeat wears, so between one and the other they have plenty of memories.

18) Who lifts the other up (bridal style)

eve sweeps belle off her feet (again) (it’s something of a recurring motif for them)

19) The reaction of the person being carried

belle laughs, shrieking a little because she was caught off-guard. she presses small kisses to eve’s cheek and neck until her arms give out and she has to put belle down again.

20) Wedding night

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no, no, no, i’ll be genuine (and mildly explicit). they leave (eventually). chip fell asleep about an hour ago. the night is (fairly) young. they go up to the west wing together. eve can’t stop grinning. she has a wife.

once safely in the west wing, they help each other out of the fine materials of their dresses and remove their stays, but otherwise stay pretty much fully dressed. they pile up on eve’s bed, in a similar position to how they were in the library the night before; belle is lying directly on the pillows, while eve is resting with her head on belle’s shoulder and their legs intertwined. before long, of course, they start kissing. and they clutch at each other, pressing so close they can feel their heartbeats through the layers of muscle and bone and fabric. and eve takes a very long time to roll belle’s stockings down her legs, kissing each inch as it appears. and then she kisses several other areas of her wife’s body (and belle can barely look at her as she does it, but the sight of that blonde head between her legs causes her to dig her fingers into eve’s hair, and that was a rather interesting discovery for both of them). and then belle, after a moment to catch her breath, pushes eve over to her back and pulls off her chemise. and she is just as slow as eve was, tracing her hands over eve’s body, and when she does finally push eve’s chemise away to press her lips to naked skin, the look in eve’s eyes is one she never forgets.

and then, after a long while, eve says, ‘we’re married. you’re my wife.’

‘and you’re my wife,’ belle says just as quietly. she presses a kiss to the top of eve’s forehead.

‘i never thought this would happen,’ she says. ‘not even before the curse. i thought i would be like my mother, and that the most i could hope for was either to have a husband who would be kinder or to live as an old maid.’

belle wraps her arm around eve’s shoulders a little tighter, as if she wants to protect the girl of eighteen whom she never even met. knowing belle, eve thinks, that’s probably the case.

‘i’m so glad i met you, eve,’ she says. ‘i never thought this kind of love could be possible. i’m beyond overjoyed that it’s with you.’

she cards her fingers through eve’s hair, the glint of her ring catching in the moonlight. a few minutes later, eve rearranges their positions, so that they’re both covered by the warm blankets and she’s pressed into belle’s back, her arms draped around her. their hands find each other under the covers, and they fall asleep peacefully on their first day of married life.

#asks #ever just the same #stagepresenceofapotato #DID THIS MAKE ME EMOTIONAL ABOUT WEDDINGS??? MAYBE SO!! MAYBE SO!#how many times did i write some variation of YOU'RE MY WIFE??? let me count the ways #GOD THE EMOTION I CANNOT #it's the tenderness

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hivedent · 5 years

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on “operation blow us all the fuck up”

sources:

ARANEA: Ok then! ARANEA: Has everyone settled down? Do I have everyone's attention? MEENAH: attention huh MEENAH: whoda thought MEENAH: you would want any of THAT ARANEA: Just stop. Please? ARANEA: I know it's only 8een minutes since you died, and you pro8a8ly aren't thrilled to see me for any num8er of reasons. ARANEA: 8ut for me it has 8een millenia! I have 8een waiting a long time to see you again, and orient you to the afterlife.

ARANEA: However, I don't think much of it will make sense without some major contextualization. ARANEA: There's really quite an amazing amount of nuance to the full sequence of events. Many different players, personalities, conflicting agendas, all interwoven together. ARANEA: I'll need a little time to set the stage for everything to 8e comprehensi8le, if you all don't mind indulging me for a while. ARANEA: You could say it all started during our darkest hour, when it 8ecame clear our failure was inevita8le. I took it upon myself to venture into the palace of my denizUMPH.

please be aware that these were MY PERSONAL NOTES. theyre full of me deciding things and arguing with myself and putting ideas out there to see what sticks so i can come back and refine it when i can

Aranea and Meenah meet up upon a large floating lily pad over what used to be their Battlefield before it was destroyed prematurely by the Reckoning. The time has come. It was made clear long ago that their session was bleak. There would be no winning for them. Aranea Serket headed directly to her denizen, Echidna, to ask what route should be taken. Echidna of course informs the Scorpio girl of a method called The Scratch, initiated only once a game has become unwinnable. Echidna continues to explain that the kids will cease to exist and will reincarnate as average people on a different planet. You know. The basic deal behind The Scratch.

Meanwhile, out in the Void, Meenah is communing with the Horrorterrors who are very adamant that Meenah use the Tumor to kill everyone just before the Scratch so that they will continue to live on in the dream bubbles (this is in part mostly to carry Horuss who is carrying Calliope over into continued existence). As one would expect, Meenah is thrilled with the idea of staying around and being immortal and in charge forever.

Now the logistics and details behind this are a bit shady, but it boils down to this. Aranea and Meenah have only just recently had a fight with each other that really shook their friendship. Aranea is skeptical that the Horrorterrors’ plan even works. Why should you trust a bunch of octogods anyway? Aside from that, an eternity of death doesn’t sound exceedingly pleasing, nor does the idea of a mass suicide to accomplish that.

The two set off to accomplish their goals. Aranea accompanies Damara to transport the Cardinal Movement to the Battlefield for their final goodbyes. During this time, Meenah has retrieved the Tumor and is ready to begin her part. Aranea and Meenah continue to have conflicted opinions on how to go about this. Aranea is excited for her new potential life!

Each of the girls have acquired half of their crew to debate what they should do. Aranea has accumulated Rufioh who claims that he couldn’t even manage to face death to reach god tier and the idea is just too gruesome for him and Horuss who says he would not want to keep on existing forever without his beloved. Cronus joins in as well, claiming that he finds it sexier when women aren’t trying to kill him. He also makes a passing comment that Aranea would give him favors for siding with her (which she did not. And if she did they were not sexual). Latula thinks that conceptually it’s not really a solid plan and there is nothing suggesting it is a good idea. The entire idea just sounds grody. Mituna joins her because DOOM.

On Meenah’s side she is accompanied by Kurloz who simply stares vacantly at everyone with a wide smile on his face and Damara who is only siding with her because she refused to be with “the cheaters” and who just wants to start the damn Scratch already and get it over with finally. Both are also interested in Lord English’s propagation. Kankri believes that he will be able to help spread social justice in the afterlife. Porrim claims she is obliged to go with him, not daring subject an afterlife to Kankri without her intervention. This is mostly joking as she also admits it might be fun to get to keep living so to speak and that SOMEONE has to protect the little guy too. There were a lot of things in her life she never felt were complete. Similarly, Meulin believes in the optimistic concept that there is much to do- even if all she gets to do is talk to Kurloz forever, it is something to do. Kurloz may have also convinced her to join him because Lord English.

The two begin to face off in whose plan should work, and who should be allowed to be Scratched if that is what they want. If nothing else even just half of them can blow up while the others leave to be Scratched. Either way, the numbers are tied and no conclusion can be reached.

Flashback time for explanations!

[calliopes soul is involved with this somehow, i mentioned this in a previous post]

(Meenah’s oven, Porrim’s mannequins, Latula’s coins, Rufioh/Damara’s egg timer, etc . Die’s voodoo doll does not count. He has had the doll since he joined. Then again so did Biscuits and Eggs. This is not important. Stop riding me.)

There is also the matter of a First Guardian. This Guardian is cool. And unlike Scratch they are neither creepy nor do they fuck up the entire planet. Though they do claim to have a great interest in watching and observing the story. This is mostly because the Guardian is stuck in a dimensional pocket. Something like the Void. They are incapable of acquiring power from the Green Sun. As such, they’re black. Fizzled out in the Void, powerless. Unlike Scratch’s lit-up white. This is in part because Horuss/Calliope’s soul was used to ectobiologically birth them. And because I fucking said so. This is similar to how Lil Cal embodying Caliborn’s soul created Doc Scratch. A puppet linked to Caliborn. Whereas this Guardian is enveloped in the Void housing an antithesis of Scratch, one who embodies Calliope. But she’s not going to explode from their head or anything like Athena or Lord English. They’re just. The antithesis. They will only acquire their First Guardian powers once they have been summoned into their universe proper.

For some reason or the other Aranea has Quarters’ quarters. Maybe from during her fling with Latula or maybe Latula gave them to team members for whom the numbers/colors fit. Also I’m not sure on the specifics of this but BASICALLY she is intent on flipping them. Specifically Snowman’s. Because it’s a double sided 8 coin. What more of this decision could I POSSIBLY answer. Now it could be a few things. Perhaps she knows what it does. And she intends on flipping it to summon-kill herself so that she may be Scratched and avoid the afterlife. With… her teammates somehow? Maybe she somehow wants to flip it to decide what they do. I do not know. Like I said. They were shaky and hazy. THE POINT IS: Aranea flips the stupid Eight Ball Snowman Coin. She uses her Luck powers to make a favorable outcome… whatever that might be considering both sides are the fucking same. Maybe she bet that the coin would land on its side and if it did Meenah wouldn’t blow everyone the fuck up.

Anyway, Damara’s sick of this. Probably Damara. Someone has to shoot. But Cronus doing it wouldn’t make much sense. So Damara shoots the coin midair. Presumably Aranea’s Luck only ends up affecting how Damara hits the coin. Because it goes straight through the center. It is now just a black circle with a hole through it. But do you know who else is associated with just a black empty circle? THE FIRST GUARDIANNNNN. So it lands and they appear in a flash, all green and white and flickerin and makin people pass out because that’s just too much.

Now their influence is only right then. They can’t just go back in history and have always BEEN ALREADY THERE. They just can’t. They don’t even really HAVE that time stuff. I guess. ITS’ NOT IMPORTANT. POINT IS. FIRST GUARDIAN SNATCHES UP ALL OF THE JUJU AND ON THE SCRATCH THROWS THEM INTO PARADOX SPACE WHERE THEY APPEARIFY WITH DOC SCRATCH. Doc Scratch then distributes them to the leprechauns before Caliborn even meets them. There. Now they have their stupid Juju. Idk, they probably do some other capricious plot-altering GARBAGE too.

Anyway, for some godforsaken reason Aranea and the crew agree to not get Scratched and Meenah’s like yessssssssssssssssssssssss. Maybe because of the First Guardian being summoned being taken as a sign. Maybe Meenah does it without consulting them. I don’t know. So Damara starts the Scratch, and Meenah gets the Tumor at the ready for just the prime moment. I don’t really get what’s going on. Basically everyone agrees with Meenah but Meenah and Aranea are still kind of bitter and feuding. However Aranea gets scared and like what if this is the last time they ever even see each other? So she begins to apologize to Meenah and

SYSTEM ERROR: MEENAH PEIXES BLEW YOUR SESSION THE FUCK UP

SYSTEM REBOOT INITIATED. SCRATCH COMMENCING.

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Sunday was Mother’s Day, so I spent a little time sewing my fursuit paws to kill time before getting ready to go to her house. I wanted to be there a little after 2 and buy her a plant from my work, but we didn’t leave until after 2 because my sister was slow and lost her glasses. We got her a pink petunia, and I drove there kinda weird because I’m shit at directions. We talked and had a nice time and my uncle called and my cousins said they missed Indiana which was sweet :) eventually we left so emily could do homework and study for finals, and I sewed a little more and did unspeakable atrocities and multiple war crimes and spent too much time on TikTok and played Pokémon mystery dungeon until it was time for bed.

Vaccine day!! Drank water and played a lot of Pokémon mystery dungeon until it was almost time to get ready to leave. My mom asked me to go to the gas station real quick to get her soda and chips, and I was worried that this trip would make me late for my appointment. They didn’t have the soda she wanted but I got her some chips and some Cheetos popcorn for myself. I rushed home, ran inside to give her her chips and blurt out I was running late, told Siri to take me to the Kroger on X road, and gunned it there as fast as I could. I was already late as I pulled up, but I didn’t recognize the parking lot or anything around it. Then I realized it was the wrong fucking Kroger >:( in my rush to get directions and go, I didn’t check the exact address and just tapped the first one apple maps gave me. The one I needed was half an hour down the road the opposite way I had came :( but it wasn’t all bad, as I sat in my car trying to call and ask if I could still get my shot even if I missed my appointment, a woman walked in front of me to her car and a pint of ice cream fell off her cart. I hung up the phone and got out to hand it to her. She was very grateful and said that was so nice of me and cracked a joke saying there would have been chaos in the house if she had forgotten it lol. I told her to have a nice day and went back to my car, called Kroger back, got no help other than an automated robot voice telling me to go to their website, gained my composure and typed in the exact address I had saved in a picture. I’m so mad because it would have been SUCH an easier drive if I went the right way first, it literally would have been a straight shot from my house there down one major road. But anyway I got there, they said i could still get my shot, I filled out a paper, sat down, the nurse shot me and I hardly felt it (very anticlimactic compared to last time where I worked myself up to tears. I think I already knew it wasn’t going to hurt, so I was already more relaxed so less muscle for the needle to fight), no reaction in the 15 minutes there, so I left and went to the Starbucks across the street for 2 cake pops, one for me and one for my sister. The drive home was uneventful, just a straight shot down X road pretty much. I took the opportunity to sing mlp songs in the car, both canon and fan made. Even tho I was alone and my windows were up it still felt embarrassing and wrong to sing at like a shouting volume lol. So I got home and turns out Starbucks lies about the 2 flavors they had available so my sister got cookie dough instead of birthday cake, and I got chocolate. It was really good tho, I’ll probably get one again some time. Then I hung out and played Pokémon mystery dungeon until my mom had me do a Walmart grocery pickup. I didn’t want to get out of my pajama pants so I wore them there since I didn’t have to get out of the car. Drove home, gave mom her stuff, played Pokémon mystery dungeon, slept.

One of these night I had a dream about running into a friend* who I had ghosted on Snapchat. We were in a Menards or sams club, just a large store, and I had to run around and avoid him as he chased after me, wanting to know why I never opened his text. Some girls told me it was going to be a suicide note, others told me I was horrible for ignoring him. It didn’t leave me with lasting feelings as I woke up, but I know I’m guilty about it in the back of my head. I already KNOW if I open it it’s just going to say “hi,” and talking to him is annoying, and idk why I was friends with him for so long, and I don’t want to keep in contact with him, but he’s a sad shitty boy and I feel bad for him but I don’t want to take responsibility for him or try to make him feel better or whatever. But some good news is that Snapchat is no longer giving me a notification about it, since it’s been 4 weeks now. I just don’t want to think about it anymore. I’ve been asking Siri to flip a coin when I see the notification, waiting for her to flip 3 heads in a row before I open it. So far that hasn’t happened. I wish there was a way for me to open it without him seeing that I did and just not respond, but that’s not how Snapchat works :/ whatever. I had another dream the next night where I became severely depressed and daughter out things to make me feel worse, and when I woke up I just thought it was funny. As soon as I was conscious enough to realize I was asleep in my bed, I felt better, which is what made it so funny. Idk.

And as for today! I was fully prepared for vaccine side effects to hit me like a train today, but I woke up feeling completely fine, even after sleeping on the shoulder I got shot in. Obviously there was a little residual upper arm soreness and stiffness, but other than that, nothing. I texted my friend how her side effects were, and she said it was bad when she woke up but after like 3 hours she was fine. I had asked my work for a day off so I could rest, but since I wasn’t feeling anything, I told the garden center boss I was available today to work. So I played Pokémon mystery dungeon until I had to get ready and leave, but the car I was supposed to take was doing it’s rumbly engine thing again, so my dad revved the engine really hard for a bit until it fixed itself. Work was pretty uneventful, just shuffling plants forever. I did get a new vest, tho. ACTUALLY ONE REALLY FUNNY THING DIS HAPPEN TODAY. My coworker and I were moving hanging planters when we saw 2 birds on the ground fucking each other. She thought they were fighting at first, and it was really damn funny. After work I went to Hardee’s to use my coupon, but apparently they discontinued their normal chicken sandwich?? So instead I got 2 chicken clubs for my sister and I and the drive through lady gave me 2 buy one get one free coupons for when their new breaded chicken sandwich comes out. I thought the club was just ok, but my sister took 3 bites and decided she didn’t want it. I had a couple bites of hers, but gave the rest to my dad when he got home. Oh also he deposited my paycheck into my bank account for me :) he also brought home sushi and these flavored pretzels that are really good but I always end up eating too many 😔 so I played Pokémon mystery dungeon for the rest of the night, eating my sushi and some pretzels somewhere in the middle of it. And now I’m typing this up, but my hips and elbows hurt :( I think my hip pain is from standing and walking back and forth and bending over so much at work, and the elbow pain from holding my arms in the same position playing Pokémon mystery dungeon so much in the past week. I think I’ll just pop an Advil and sleep it off.

Worked 1-5 today

#may 2021 daily #2021 daily

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carissaspiring · 6 years

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I have therapy tomorrow and I’ve just decided on actually being honest because I really am a hot fuckin mess right now and I feel very desperate for a.n.y.t.h.i.n.g to make it stop and I know I really should utilize that help even if it does mean having to rat myself out about being dishonest with the MD because idk...maybe he’ll work with me even? Idk?? One way to find out?? I’m desperate.

But also on the flip side of this coin, who wants to bet on me just getting too nervous and tongue tied to even express everything I know I need to? Me for sure. Like there’s a super good chance he’ll be like “so how are things going” and I’ll reply with something super stupid like “uhhh not too great. I don’t know. I don’t know.” and he’ll be like “how so?” and the rest of the session will just be me saying one really prolonged and drawn out “uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh”

#ed recovery #op

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cherrydobunny · 7 years

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Only For You - 🌙 Taeil

Group: NCT

Genre: Fluff? Romance? idk.. o.O

Word Count: 1,900+

A/N🍁: This is my first ever fan fiction so I hope you guys like it! Also please show our Moon 🌙 more love he deserves everything and more!

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It was a perfect summer evening, the skies were kissed in candy pink and the slight breeze was pure bliss to the heat you had to endure throughout the day. As the last few exams left of the year were coming up next week you were stuck again at the library studying, luckily for you the library had opened up their doors that led to the main campus courtyard. Which is why you were sat on top of a miniature hill studying looking out in-between the space of two college buildings trying to savour the moment of the beautiful sunset. You were waiting for your close friend Taeil to finish with his study group for the group project he was currently working on. After about an hour the time read 19:25 on your watch as you closed your books calling it a day. You laid back on the grass closing your eyes enjoying the sound of nature and the breeze on your skin. You heard the footsteps of people going by until one pair stopped next to you. "You know it isn't safe to make yourself vulnerable of your surroundings" "Hello to you too ~" You replied in a cheerful manner as you recognised the voice. You opened your eyes to see Taeil towering above you as he looked down at you. He's normal dark hair and bangs swept back away from his face revealing his forehead making him look incredibly attractive(more than normal anyway). You sat up as he sat down beside you. "How long have you been waiting?" Taeil asked worried. "Not that long, don't worry" You reassured. "We went a bit over as we couldn't agree on the preparation of shrimp, and we had to write up our instructions on the prep and reasons why before leaving." "I'm guessing it was on whether to have the tail or no tail" "Of course it was!" "Why didn't you flip a coin, Taeil?" You snickered. "Haha I'm glad you're having fun. It's so annoying though why do we have to all have the same answers when the point of the course is to find our own individual flare." "Hey you're a great cook! So don't worry too much about this, anyway next year you get a chance to intern at an actual restaurant and show your skills" "I guess you're right" "Of course I am!" You nudged him with a cheeky grin as he smiled down at you. "When did you put your hair down?" "Half-way through studying, I know it's messy but it was frustrating me" "No you look great, I told you to let it down more often" "oh, thanks. I'll let it down as often as you let your forehead breathe" "Only for you then" Taeil winked. Your heart stopped for a second but you still replied with "Only for you" which came out as more of a whisper than you had wished. You and Taeil have been really close friends for around three years now. You met through mutual friends in freshman year of college and grew closer and closer over the years sharing the same interests and hobbies. When you first met him you just thought of him as a genuine nice guy who was blessed with good looks. But at some point last year you realised you were totally head over heels for him and there was no return button. From then on everything changed on how you took his kindness. You had to control your crazy heart when he was around so you didn't make it obvious. Especially when you made eye contact, or he showed you that illuminating smile. So now as you looked up at him, staring down at you with a look you can only describe as warmth and home, your hands began to get clammy from nervousness and your heart started its sprint. You both stared into each other's eyes for longer than normal in a comfortable silence. And you could've sworn his eyes were darting down to your lips like yours were to his. The both of you started to lean in, when a car honked in the distance near the campus car park which startled you both away from one another. This wasn't the first time this sort of moment has happened between you both; it happened for the first time around last year when you were both laying down on your bedroom floor talking about random things until questions of crushes came into place and you told him there was someone you liked and when Taeil asked you who it was all you told him was that it was the person most precious to you. You were convinced that you had given it away then but either Taeil didn't want to ruin the moment or wanted you to confess in a better way or maybe he was embarrassed to think of it as it being him. Matter of fact it can't be anyone else but him. If you hadn't had a near kiss moment at that time like right now, you would've been convinced he didn't like you that way at all. But since then you've had a lot of those moments as well as the staring at each other for longer than necessary. You had also asked if he was interested in anyone in a teasing manner but he had only replied with being scared of confessing and mumbling about not wanting to risk a great friendship. You had decided not to press him on further. If he did like someone else then he would tell you. However, with these frequent near kiss moments happening you knew he reciprocated your feelings for him and that you both had kind of made a silent mutual agreement to let it happen naturally. "Come on let's go" Taeil startled you out of your trance as you realised he had taken your backpack and books and was offering his hand to help you up. "Okay" You placed your hand in his warm one. "Where are your things?" You asked realising he didn't have a bag with him. "Only had my textbooks and notepad, and they're in my locker. I need them tomorrow again." "Let me just take my books to my locker, hold on one second" You grabbed your books from Taeil's hands as you lightly jogged to the lockers on your right hand side and back again. "I can take my bag also, Taeil" You tried retrieving your bag but Taeil wasn't having it. "What kind of gentleman would I be, If I didn't carry it for you plus it's not heavy" "But you were cooking for majority of the day which means your arms and shoulders would be hurting, let me carry it. C'monn" You whined. "No way, now let's go home" Taeil grabbed your hands to stop you from reaching for the bag again and spun you around. You both made your way over to your shared apartment which was about a 15 minutes walk from campus. You had decided to rent an apartment together as it saved you both a lot of money rather than taking university accommodation. You or Taeil usually always had other friends round but since summer vacations had already started for majority of students, your other friends had already left. Meaning this was the first time you and Taeil were home alone for movie night this year. As you slowed down your step a bit to watch Taeil walk ahead of you, you were excited and nervous of this rare opportunity to spend an evening completely by yourselves even if it was as friends. _________________ When you had played rock, paper and scissors on who gets to choose the movie you didn't expect to get more than one surprise. The first being Taeil winning, as he almost never wins against you. The second being he picked a romance film. And finally the third being the fact he was knocked out ten minutes into the film and had gradually leaned more and more into you that now his head was on your lap as you contemplated on what to do. He must've been really really tired to fall asleep this early as he usually does all nighters with no problem. To say you weren't a little disappointed would be a lie as you really looked forward to spending time with him. He looked so peaceful as you traced his facial features with your fingertips. You know in movies this is the part where you're meant to kiss him whilst he sleeps but you couldn't break that kind of personal boundary, even if all you've been thinking about for the past year is kissing him. You gently removed his head from your lap as you went to get a pillow and blanket for him. Once you had placed the pillow under his head and covered him you sat on the floor in front of where he laid on the sofa just about midway so that he still had access to the T.V. if he does wake up. It was nearly 1am when the movie was in its last quarter, when you felt arms wrap around your shoulders in an awkward back hug as Taeil slid onto the floor beside you. "I'm so sorry, you should've woken me." "Hey for you to fall asleep that early you must've been super tired" "Thank you for the pillow and cover, but I really wished you had woken me up" Taeil pouted at you as his arms hugged your waist closer to him. You placed your hands over his arms as your heart did somersaults, he had never been this touchy with you before. You now stared at him the movie forgotten, "Why?" You questioned him. "I really wanted to spend the whole evening with you" "You did I was by you the whole time" "Nooo" Taeil pulled you more, practically picking you up and now you were on his lap, the sudden movement surprised you that you held onto his neck. "I wanted it to be special for both of us, this is a rare occasion for us to be alone you know" With each word his face got closer and closer. Your foreheads now touching and heavy breathing you managed to breathe out a reply. "I know" You caught your breath a bit before continuing "Since you're here it's already special to me." "Do you know how much you mean to me" He hugged you closer if that was possible. "As much as you mean to me" You replied as you moved one of your hands to cup his cheek. "Why didn't we do this earlier?" Taeil questioned, one of his hands going into your hair. "Do what?" "This." Taeil captured your lips with his in an overwhelming kiss that had you feeling warm and fuzzy from head to toe. You kissed him back with as much love and passion as you could as your senses went wild. You used your hands on his neck and hair to pull him closer as his hand on your waist tightened and the other in your hair moved in a way which felt like a massage. Everything felt heavenly. Once you parted you were pretty sure you were both equally blushing messes with swollen lips. You just stared at each other smiling like fools. "Sorry you missed the ending of the story" Taeil said as he kissed your cheek. You smiled up at him as you wrapped your arms around his waist. "It's okay I like the beginning of this one better."

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