#i lost my first draft

[cough-ii]

aftg as quote book pt 4 !!

“its just a silly little twerk of mine” - nicky

“i wouldn’t mind being called woke. im awake arent i?” neil/wymack

“enter hot take on kevin” *drops the mic, takes a bow* - neil

“Just a reminder we are HALF WAY THERE and we are LIVING ON A PRAYER” - renee @ games

“Led by you hoe” - Alison

“i physically cannot play with my balls in my bedroom” - neil?

“Fuckin this, fuck that fuck fuck fuck” - wymack

“Porn is a genre” - nicky

“Reading porn is better than not reading at all” - nicky

“We are all bussin” - nicky

“Don’t shoot the prime minister…please” - everyone @ andrew

“He gave himself a DIY circumcision” - be creative

“I live under a rock. It;s very warm” - neil

“The only way youre getting out of maths this year is if you kill yourself” - neil

“Don’t kill yourself” - wymack

“Tomorrow we’re going to learn how to be better bullies :)” - dan

“I have nothing important to say ever” - aaron

“I am wrong in the head” - kevin

“Some people say lots of things to get off” - nicky

“It was such a delicious luxury to have a warm drink” - matt

‘I got my pussy waxed’ - alison

‘i feel so much better without my pants’ - matt

“neil you’re flirting” - dan “oops…” neil

“Impact on the victim… DEATH” - andrew

“Stop doing magic in class please” someone to andrew

“‘You look good enough to eat,’ Andrew Minyard had said, the first time he came to pick him (Neil) up. When they got home again he did begin to eat him”

“Hey hoe 💅” alison

“That is tighter than a fishes ass hole” - matt

“Are you ok you look like a drenched rat” - dan

“If I get your name wrong, blame your parents” -wymack

“I was on drugs I didn’t know what I was doing” andrew

“I have thousands of dollars to my name” neil

“why did you threaten me?” kevin “because i wanted to” neil

“Dragons have pronouns too” renee

“i very much enjoy getting renee wet” - Alison, dunking water on renee

“andrew is a crack up” - nicky probably almost got shanked for this

“talk dirty to me” andrew “What if I tied up all your hands and legs and then threw you down the stairs and you died, but we were friends who liked practical jokes, would that be murder?” neil

‘Who was humping the statue?’ - dan

“Little red riding hood in bed with the wolf” - Alison

“His eyes are penetrating you” kevin @ neil unironically

“There are a number of ways you can skin a cat” andrew when one of the cats piss on the bed

‘Just shake ur ass and no one will notice’ nicky

“Why is it always mother fucker this, mother fucker that? Why is it never father fucker” neil

“I’m very private with my fists” dan

“I had some guy in my car and he said ‘i want to commit suicide’ and i said ‘no, not in my car get out’” - twinyards

“Girls, you’re semi-hysterical” wymack

“I touched your boob im sorry” matt @ dan

“Not just jumping off the religious sculpture, they were humping the religious sculpture” - renee, traumatised

‘DANCE you idiot, D-A-N-S…’ - kevin

‘We’ll talk about the sex party another time’ dan

‘I have a gin and tonic every night, it keeps me young’ wymack

“I was in a rage and i broke his nose” neil ab kevin

“Some people need to be chemically castrated” andrew

“Don’t chew gum in front of Jesus” renee

“I’m hearing plenty of smashing noises over here” allison in the cabin

“Oh why don’t you crawl back into your hole” andrew @ neil

“Legalise recreational use of cannibalism” aaron in a presentation

“CMERE YOU LITTLE BOLLOCKS!” wymack

“Stabbing them 3 or 4 times is plenty” andrew

“My brother got dropped on his head” andrew

‘Comparing sizes’ nicky

‘Ive been stalking you all’ kevin

“Shit, Shit, SHIT, Oh my god, SHIT. That’s fucked” nicky

“She called him gay so i threw the chair at her” neil

“I’m gonna die” aaron “Don’t care.” neil

“Get help please” dan

“Young people’s music today, I just don’t get it” abby

“We all have the homosexual gene” andrew

“I’m not going to get you to go around class and looking if people have homosexual characteristics” andrew maybe

‘i saw this really big tombstone and i asked ‘is that where jesus was buried?’’ andrew @ renee

‘What if I worked 55 hours a day?’ matt?

“now that i’m your legal guardian i guess i should look after you” dan a/o matt @ neil

“lesbians are people too” neil

“Charisma test? caress my balls” nicky

“Do you want to do a quickie to de-stress” andrew

“If you are interested in any horizontal refreshment” andrew

“Spit on your hand and stroke my cock at a medium pace, play with my balls and tell me how big they are” (…….. i have second hand embarrassment) - allison

“Do you think Jesus had daddy issues?” alison

“We all get stressed sometimes but cursing is not fucking ok” dan

“I'm working, im twerking and im jerking” nicky

‘It’s a good kisser it’s so smooth and soft and warm’ neil ab his homework

#sorry this took 6 months #i lost my first draft #hope yalls enjoyed lmaooo #these had a lot of nicky potential #aftg #all for the game #tfc #the foxhole court #andreil #aftg incorrect quotes #incorrect quotes #neil josten #andrew minyard #nicky hemmick #kevin day #alison reynolds #renee walker #dan wilds #matt boyd #david wymack #abby winfield #quotes #aaron minyard #aftg shitpost

[ash-and-starlight]

one day, in a thousand years

#I THINK I HAUVE COVID #oh to meet your love after a thousand years at a museum exhibit of your past lives #thinking about them makes me so sick so ILL DISEASED #I AM NOT IMMUNE #spc i’m cursing u forever for this wtf. WTF bro wtf #ouyang’s last thoughts were a desperate plea for esen to wait for him. #he has NEVER called him by first name he has NEVER asked him anything #and his last thought is asking him to wait #and esen does. bc he would have given ouyang anything he asked for #god i hope u get rawed so good it makes up for all the lost lifetimes u earned it #he who drowned the world #she who became the sun #the radiant emperor #general ouyang #esen-temur #(zhu also present in the golden imperial dragon and the golden light of gayness that brought them together again) #my art #not super proud of how it turned out tbh tbh it looks better in my head 😔😔 #would’ve stayed in the drafts if not for my need to feed this 4 ppl fandom #and if not for robin motivation nfngdjfb ty kissa you forever #id in alt text

[khaotunq]

TYPECAST: First Kanaphan edition

#first kanaphan #the eclipse #moonlight chicken #blacklist series #wolf series #only friends the series #not me the series #wake up ladies #my gifs #my edits #mine: first kanaphan #mine: typecast #userjamiec #tuserhidden #tuserrowan #tostrangers #idk if any usertags will work bc of how far down they are? but #should i use the edit tags instead of the show names? #i don't wanna use bl source or asian lgbtq~ tags bc they're not all bls #i don't fuckn no how to tag thisssss #i am in DISTRESS #i was about to say presented without further commentary but then i did my alt texts #sorry about that. #i lost my mind making this set btw #nobody's allowed to ask chiara about it #i have khaotung drafted but i have to go download a bunch of episodes to gif some of the characters #u better believe i have typecasts written for a bunch of these boys but lord knows if i'll ever do em #i didn't do kim because 1) i haven't watched the shipper and 2) i just have him described as 'dead' because i think i'm funny #i didn't do f4 or astrophile either bc i haven't watched them and don't intend to

[ksenya-and-the-artistic-cucumber]

Moonie

Moonie

Late at night there's Looks To The Moon in the brain

#Rain World #Iterator #Slugcat #Rain World Survivor #Looks To The Moon #First one is a repurposed draft sketch where I lost energy not even halfway into laying out the sketch #its also water draining out of Moon's chamber after a rain cycle #tjefes ID in alt. btw #My art

[neptunym]

what galacta knight did in time prison

#kirby #galacta knight #meta knight #king dedede #uhm. i drew this to test out my new cintiql #this has been on my mind since i first took a look at galacta knight's story. so like 5 weeks now #i just had to get this out of my system #id included #i wanted to re-do this but i lost the lineart (ms paint ate it idk) #and this has been in my drafts for forever now so im just posting this #kirby fanart #gala doodles

[coffeeandcalligraphy]

Augustus makes him tea and tells him to lie on the couch, to stay there as long as he needs as if that isn’t what he’s already been doing, says he’ll order pizza and does he want anything right now, he’s got leftover beef pho, he’s got canned tomato soup, he’s got stale animal crackers but those are still edible right? Harrison says nothing which is what they both expect or maybe it isn’t because Augustus takes Harrison’s face in his hands the same way he holds clay and stares at him, unblinking, for a long while.

a little 5 minute sketch in the notebook for lost gods 👍👍

#wow being sooo brave posting this here & not on my sideblog like I’ve been doing for days 👍👍👍 #if u are not caught up over there I’ve been handwriting a lot! #didn’t have much time tonight so this is a random vignette lol #first draft!!! kind of continues off a scene I posted on the other blog a while back! #I realize that I have not posted at all about lost gods on this blog oops #lost gods

[rottingsoftly]

i spent an hour and a half dying over and over at the hands (claws? flies?) of mutated Dimitrescu in Villahe of Shadows difficulty and honestly i wouldn't have it any other way

#i got her in the end tho #and then maybe cried a little #and them propmply proceeded to die at the hands of the first Helmet Guy i came across #re8 #resident evil 8 #resident evil village #re8 lady dimitrescu #lady dimitrescu #omg just found this in my drafts #this was like right before my playstation broke and i lost all of my progress lmao

[givemetherapyimawritingtravesty]

For @goodboylupin 's RS Candy Hearts (nearly a year late 🙃 but will I ever forget about it? Maybe never ...)

Maybe Never - Three Times Sirius Won’t Shut Up About His Husband, and One Time Remus Won’t

(1)

“You know, MY husband is an author. Writes all kinds of things. See, he started in journalism and then made his way to publishing. These days, MY husband writes high fantasy instead of hard hitting journalism. Though in my opinion it’s still ‘hard-hitting’…” Sirius trails off with a smirk and a nudge to Remus, who is standing beside him, hands in his pockets.

Remus blushes, leaning in to grumble, “Really? Must you talk about me at every opportunity? I thought you wanted to get in and out of this benefit your brother’s hosting. You hate these things.”

“I do. But I love talking about MY husband. All accomplished, supporting me and my art.”

“Like you don’t make well enough money selling under your family name anyway. Will you ever tire of talking about me?”

Sirius hummed, “Maybe Never.”

((2))

Another Sunday brunch with Remus’ parents, another meal sitting back and watching Sirius drone on about him. Remus has already finished eating is sitting with his arms crossed, leaning against the back of his chair and occasionally sipping his tea.

“See, MY husband just submitted his newest work to his editor and so MY husband is taking us on a little vacation to London to celebrate while he waits for edits and feedback. Not that there’ll be much that needs editing, MY—“

“Yes, dear, Your husband. Our son, must you refer to him like that every time, he has a name that we gave him,” Hopes says with a teasing smile. Truthfully she finds it endearing more than anything, but she has to call her son-in-law out on it anyway.

“Yes, I must,” Sirius says matter of factly.

Remus scoffs, “Don’t you think you’ll get sick of it?”

“Maybe Never, so get used to it.”

(((3)))

“So anyway, MY husband loves this recipe. MY husband says it’s the only good think my parents ever gave us, besides me and my brother of course.”

“Sirius, who are you— oh. Hi, instagram,” Remuss says as he sees the phone propped up against a bag of flour.

“Here he is now, MY husband. Say hi everyone.”

The comments flood with greetings as Sirius continues on baking away. Remus walks up to him for a brief kiss.

“Will you ever even consider stopping referring to me so formally?”

Sirius smiles ear to ear, “Maybe Never.”

(+1)

Remus stands beside Sirius at the art gallery opening, glass of champagne in hand and smiling politely at whoever comes by to talk to Sirius about his art. Currently, some gentleman is talking about considering buying some art for his office, something about sprucing up the family practice.

“Well,” Remus interjects during a brief lull in the conversation, “MY husband, I’m sure, would also be more than happy to do some commission pieces for you too, if there is a theme you have or if you wanted something relating to… teeth? Dentistry, correct?”

“Yes, yes, that’s correct. You think that would be something he— you could do?” The man looks from Remus to Sirius.

“Absolutely, MY husband loves the opportunity to create things especially for patrons. I’ll take a business card if you have one and have MY husband reach out later this week.”

“Yes, I will contact you and we can discuss what you might have in mind for the pieces,” Sirius says, extending a hand to shake before turning to Remus as the man wanders away. “Really? MY husband?”

“How’s it feel?” Remus asks with a smirk.

“Will you ever not tease me? I just like calling you mine.”

“Will I? Maybe Never,” Remus whispers as he leans in for a kiss.

#rscandyhearts #wolfstar #remus lupin #sirius black #in my defense my account got deleted and it took actual MONTHS to get it back and i lost the draft but then i re wrote by hand and ta da #maybe never #thank you again for doing this fest it was one of my first ever and still love it its so cute

[septembersghost]

i'm so, so, so normal about both of them. btw. in case you wonder.

#how i KNOW i've fully lost it is the instant ability to recall that photo of el...okay brain #his hand is somewhat different but i saw aus and that first one was immediate memory. 💫😵💫 #the second two? were already in my drafts ajfsdkljfdsg #seeing the movie on the big screen def didn't make me immeasurably worse than i already was i don't know why anyone would think that! #sorry. #elvis presley #austin butler #i am appropriately insane about them in very different ways tbh #they are dear to me. is the thing. #🌞💖🌞💖🌞

[mdemn]

“you guys and the don, none of you think i got plans. but you’re wrong. i got big plans.”

marshmallow - victoria hannan, outhouse (for jacob) - rachel mckibbens, mafia: definitive edition (hangar 13) - glory and gore - lorde, birthday - andrea gibson, glory and gore - lorde, mafia: definitive edition (hangar 13), aeschylus- the oresteia, war of the foxes: “the stag and the quiver” - richard siken

#i have to post it. i just can’t keep opening my drafts and staring at it #it’s okay. it’s OKAY #*clenches fist* ​doing sam first set the bar TOO HIGH #BUT ALSO #PAULIE GETTING A SIKEN QUOTE AND NOT SAM?? UNHEARD OF FOR ME #paulie lombardo #mafia the city of lost heaven #mafia definitive edition #mafia 1 #mafia trilogy #mafia video games #quotes #web weave #web weaves #doomed by the narrative #on future #victoria hannon #rachel mckibbens #lorde #andrea gibson #aeschylus #orestes #the orestia #richard siken #post: poetry #post: personal #tw blood #blood #mafia definitive edition spoilers #the death of art

[badolmen]

Not to be extreme but dear God hold onto hope.

Things will be better one day. People will sing and dance in colorful clothes under dazzling lights again. A parent will rock their child to sleep on a quiet night again. A grandparent will teach their grandchild to cook a family recipe again. People will laugh and cry and love and grieve in the most mundane of ways once more. This will happen no matter what you believe, but hoping and believing in such things will ease your heart and kindle your resolve to see it within your lifetime. Have hope, and you will give life to the world you hope to see.

#ra speaks #personal #current events #okay to reblog btw it’s easy to fall into despair with the news of late but do not surrender your hope #hey so like. had a kinda bad breakdown last night. for personal reasons and *gestures* my deep rooted sense of justice as an autistic human #and I saved the first line of this post as a draft while crying at 10 PM #and not much has changed today but. I am secure in my hope for a better world. my belief in justice for those wronged. #maybe not tonight. maybe not tomorrow. but soon - one day - I will see celebrations of life and love and home for a people torn asunder #I can’t do much. I want to do more than sit safe and cry out for those who have lost their voices to the violence #I’m angry. I’m grieving. but most importantly I’m imbued with hope and love. it’s the least I can do. #and most days it will be all I can do. and should the opportunity arise to do more I will take hold of it with both hands until it burns me #the very same way hope now burns in my heart with the complete conviction that there will be justice and reckoning for these crimes #anyways. my blood sugar is low I forgot to eat dinner. have hope and feed it with the anger and grief you cannot act on now. #vocational woes

[bananasofthorns]

she lord on my huron till I'm long lost

#SORRY ABOUT THIS ONE GUYS #had this thought at work and had to fight to not laugh aloud. my sense of humor is so terrible #lord huron #long lost #banana made a post #this is the first time i have used the tumblr draft option to actually draft a post #instead of saving videos to watch later lol #ANYWAY. yeah im sorry #not sorry enough to not post this though

[eliza-makepeace]

I think a lot of people would laugh if I said Padmé was attracted to Anakin's maturity, but when he's not showing off or being selfish, he can be very mature indeed. In fact it's these moments of maturity that lead his teachers to wrongly assume he's responsible enough to pursue a relationship with Padmé without letting it interfere with his Jedi commitments

I'm certain Padmé was attracted to Anakin for his maturity. She saw him as the "boy she knew on Tatooine" and the only way to have that idea broken is by showing him as a grown-up, as someone who is intelligent and has mature thoughts about things. And I think there's a scene in aotc where she does.

It's the scene where she and Anakin are travelling to Naboo as refugees, and she asks him about what it's like to be a Jedi and whether or not he can love people, since she believes it to be forbidden.

Anakin's response is incredibly deep, and thought out, and mature: "Attachment is forbidden. Possession is forbidden. Compassion, which I would define as unconditional love, is essential to a Jedi's life. So you might say that... We are encouraged to love."

He proves then and there that he knows the rules, and that he has his own reasoning for them, his own "philosophical" understanding of them. Personally I really love the "which I would define as" part, because it shows he's been thinking about it long and hard (perhaps as a means for self-justification because he doesn't fit the actual dogma).

Her reply is looking at him with the most loving eyes, the first way she looks at him like that, and saying "You've changed so much". This is the first time she sees him as someone grown, as someone she has to learn to know because she actually doesn't know him anymore, she knew the kid he used to be, not the grown guy he is now.

It's a shame the scenes where they visit Padmé's family were deleted because I feel they show a more relaxed, young adult Padmé who has parents and an older sister that treat her like the daughter and younger sister Padmé is, and Anakin acting as a grown person who offers a bit of reassurance and comfort to Padmé's concerned relatives, and wants to make a good impression. It makes their dynamic, them rediscovering each other (Anakin seeing Padmé not as a queen or as a woman who has an ambitious political career, but a girl with parents and a sister; and Padmé seeing Anakin the way her parents and sister do: a young man who clearly has passionate feelings for her) much more organic and natural.

However I don't really agree with the idea that his teachers "allow" (or, rather, look away from) his relationship with Padmé because of his maturity. I don't think they really consider their relationship at all. Obi-Wan does, but he turns a blind eye because he loves Anakin and knows Padmé makes him happy. Not because he thinks Anakin is mature. As for the rest, e.g. Windu or Yoda, I don't think they know Anakin and Padmé are together, and if they do I don't think they care. Anakin is their biggest asset during the war, he's the poster boy, a beloved general, the hero with no fear. Forcing him to leave the Order in the midst of a conflict is counterproductive, and it would bring a lot of bad press for the Jedi. As long as he complies with the Serious Stuff the council asks him to do, as long as his presence helps the morale of the troops and the republic in general.... They've got bigger things to worry about than Anakin occasionally slipping into Senator Amidala's bed.

Still, I truthfully don't think that's the case. Regardless, I 100% agree: Padmé is really attracted to Anakin's maturity, and in fact it's what makes him appealing to her from the beginning. That and his amazing cheekbones.

#ask #anakin skywalker #padme amidala #anidala #skyberrie #i wrote this post twice lmao cause the first time i was kinda working #and i left it in my drafts to finish it and then it wasn't there #clearly im technologically incompetent but thats a story for another day #i still think this version of the post is better than the lost one lmao #btw i LOVE anidala related asks #so keep 'em coming #also big KUDOS to hayden for acting the way he did in the refugees scene bc the way he says 'so you might say we are encouraged to love' #makes me absolutely FERAL. he knew what he was doing ppl. he knew #its soft and sweet and gentle but also certain. idk how he does it #hayden i love you

[cryptic-michael]

I'd like to give a Warm Welcome to!!!

Wilhelm Felix A.D. Steinauer!!🎉🎉🎉🎉

A real sweet fella who's somtimes just a little on the bitey side of things~

Wilhelm, also known and referred to as Will, is from the early to mid 1600s, having also been from a smaller than most village, with a family who ran the local apothecary/medicine shop.

He's a vampire, older than most, and has seen more than he could ever have imagined in life itself, then again he never thought he'd live past his mid 30s, let alone get to see times actively change and grow around him....or the inventions of people.

His Sire, wasn't...the best person, and while it's not common for a Sire to die at the hands of thier creation, it isn't unheard of and used to be quite common at times especially with weaker less than good Sires who were just playing, toying with humans and didn't quite care about them.

Which was Will's case. He was turned and it was agonizng, neglectful and full of pain and agony, starved even after being turned so he in a fit of hunger and anger, devoured and drank his own Sire and was free but oh at what coast?

(More under the cut!!)

He's sweet, however. Having seen and committed multiple horrors and had a few to meny sleepless days worried about the world, has left him both shaken and sweeter than cotton candy. He won't ever be cruel on purpose let alone go after people who've hurt him, he tries tries so so hard to be sweet..

....not to say he hasn't had his fair share of news paper articles back in the 1800s in various spots thinking there was some murder running lose no, it was just Will starved and angry at life and those people. I mean, who misses vampire hunters?

Now, Will is German, (I'm sure some might have gathered from his name).

He's German! And certainly doesn't ever seem like it, then again what is a German meant to seem like? Especially one as well traveled as he, who's lived all over and is quite fond of anywhere but Germany......the recent years of his home have been...rough to say the least.

An extremely important and fun fact about Will, is that he's transgender, Female to Male! He wound up transitioning towards the turn of the 1900s, and was fully transitioned by the 1940s. Do vampires still need their hormones and such? Uhh, well he's not to sure it was a vampire who gave them to him, and he's frankly to scared to stop his treatments.

He knows if he stops he hurts and gets sluggish so he'd rather not risk it.

His fill name is Wilhelm Felix "Anton Durchdenwald - Steinauer.

Felix, funny enough was picked from that silly little cartoon cat which first came onto the screen in 1919! He latched into it, full of awe and wonder for it so so much he named himself from it! He still keeps up with those cartoons too, even has a couple of button pins too!! Felix the lucky cat fits him to, since he considers himself very lucky! And of cource happy.

"Anton" is more of a Slavic name, especially used in Russia, and was technically a nickname given to him from Max. It means "Priceless/Praiseworthy" which Max wouldn't trade uhh yeah he finds him Priceless and Will loves praises.

Durchdenwald means "Though hr forest/woods" and was given to his family due to their home being in the woods and their home, also had their apothecary you'd visit at times. So it was given to them, and well he's not seen that name in the last hundred years so he adopted Steinauer, simply a stonemason last name.

He has quite the fashion sense as well! Opting for more if a 1960s - 70s look, similar to odd psychedelic patterns and a MOD look when he's in the mood, to looking like he works at a lighthouse and owns a boathouse.

He has range that's certian.

Will can often be seen in some form up button up, jeans or corduroy pants, and an ascot for certian. He tends to wear colored sunglasses, either a sort of red or blue haze over them, and gloves as well. He has anckle boots on normally, or some form of dress shoe. (Or normal boots)

His button ups are either long or short sleeved, and even then he sometimes wears a cost with them as well, or jacket, vest of sorts. He likes his layers. If not those he'll wear a turtle neck, due to having a prefrance of having his neck hidden and covered for....numbers reasons.

He has a cane, which is more than an accessory! Sure he's used it to trip people, and hit a few, but he's a rare case of a vampire still needing help and aid with having something wrong with them. In this case, a very bad leg thst tends to give out at times. No amount of feeding can fix that, but it can lessen some things.

He's known Max for well over a few centuries, well over 200 years he knows that much seeing at they met in the 1700s, and well now it's the 1980s soo...yeah. they've stayed close friends turned loves, turned now bitter as can be at eavhother due to everything.

Sure they're each others true love, they'd kick for each other, but somtimes Max can be a little paniced and selfish, and while Will can be forgiving, he's not so sure he can be this time around.

He's also at least a hundred years or so older than him, a great deal older than Max in Vampire years, although is much younger in human years. If Max is meant to be maybe mid early 40s, then Will is just barely in his 30s, if that at all, and late 20s definitely. He's also around 5'8 (with the boots) but still has to look at and pull Max's tall ass down to him.

I'll obviously make more about Will, but!! Here's a drawing of him, plus some photo refrances!

Will! And his sort of hellish cat Sony (Sonny without an extra N) which is just as bad as a hellhound protection wise and oddly very good at listening to him. The cats very sweet and of cohrce knocks things down.

Face refrances!!!! Please God don't ask who they are I don't remember...ones an actor the other a singer/actor I think??? It's a rough idea for what Will could look like, more so the right guy, but with a more wild hair look to the other.

Then clothing of course the clothes.

Ask and ye shall receive!!!! Please tell me and leave ask about Will I'm obsessed and I live with this little guy I've created and I already want to make a little fic about him🥺💕💗💕💗

Ask and ye shall receive Will tags!!!!!

@hypocriticaltypwriter @misslavenderlady @popironrye

#THIS TOOK ME SO FUCKING LONG TUMBLR WAS A BITCH AMD DELATED MY FIRST DRAFT WHAAAAAA #i love him please enjoy my boy💗 he wont bite i promice~ #agian theres SO MUCH MORE im going to probabky have to break up post for him becuse theres SO MUCH LOOOOOOORE #feel like matpat- THE LOOOOREEE!!! #sorry anyways!!!! #the lost boys #max the lost boys #the lost boys max #tlb #tlb oc #Will Steinauer -🌟 #max x oc #max x will #max the lost boys x oc #jeeze the fuck else do i tag this as.... #oc #my oc #my art #mikey ocs

[grimalkinmessor]

LITERALLY BEGGING AO3 TO SEND UNPOSTED DRAFTS TO YOU IN AN EMAIL WHEN THEY DELETE THEM LIKE THEY DO FOR FULL FICS THIS IS THE FOURTEENTH TIME I'VE LOST A GOOD CHUNK OF WRITING PROGRESS BECAUSE I MISSED THE CUT OFF FOR DELETION 😭😭😭😭

#ao3 #archive of our own #THE FIRST CHAPTER WAS ALMOST DONE AND IVE LOST HALF OF IT #im usually good about getting to them on time and reuploading them but sometimes im busy and i miss it #i dONT WANT THIS TO HAPPEN EVERY TIME I MISS IT #LIKE THEY USED TO GIVE YOU THE TIME IT WOULD BE DELETED AND I COULD SET ALARMS #BUT THEY DON'T DO THAT NOW SO LIKE WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO #'but grim why dont you just write it somewhere else first-' BECAUSE I NEED TO SEE HOW IT'S GOING TO BE FORMATTED ONCE I POST IT JANICE #plus seeing it in Fic Format helps with my motivation to write #hence why only HALF the chapter is gone instead of the FULL chapter bc i started the fic in docs #god just please #please #im begging #send me my drafts when you delete them its a gut punch every time #😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #grim rants

[rollinpinwheel]

Daily HC: Love, Hate & Sex

Romantic // Platonic, aka “Love”

Pinwheel can fall in love with anybody, he's panromantic if you will. That being said, this is not an emotion he's ever tapped into. Pinwheel doesn't tap into many emotions in the first place, the most common states you'll find him in is deliriously happy, sassy, filled with schadenfreude, frustrated perhaps, or manic if it's a good day.

That's not to say he can't feel hate or sadness, or love for that matter. He has that spark of sentience from Asmodeus programming it into all of his fizzies, but he is constantly running away from those feelings. Not thinking too hard on them, or else he might never come out of that depressive slump. He would be furious, realise life is unfair, and most of all, meaningless, bro would have a goddamn mental breakdown. So he dissociates, lives off of dopamine highs, and at times, is near delusional to stay in denial.

Okay so what the fuck does this got to do with love?

Well, since he is constantly keeping his feelings surface leveled, not daring to tap into anything that might leave him thinking about his situation for too long… he is very much the same with relationships. He doesn't consider people friends, and he has never even thought about love, because he hasn't let himself do it. He thinks love is being appreciated by an audience… people cheering and you getting something out of it, in this case, their hard earned cash… he never stopped to reflect on anybody Actually loving him, because nobody has approached him about it, not even the kids he performs for. He will mock Blitzø saying nobody loves him…

But he doesn't know what love is. Literally.

If he was to fall in love, you'd give this machine a goddamn character arc in the process. A robot discovering emotions they do not understand.

There's also the fact that Pinwheel is a fucking challenge to deal with. There are those who adore his silly antics on the stage, foolish children or delighted parents, but anybody who Knows Pinwheel, knows he's a crude, rude, disgusting piece of scrap metal, that while he's good at quips and he can be kinda charming at times, there is little else to appreciate…

I just say good luck. And also I wanna know Why-

Sexual

Will go into detail how his body works in blue text, skip if it bothers you. Ace Solidarity, I've got those days too ♤

Pinwheel was created to fuck. Yes he's an entertainment bot in a theme park, but at the core, he is one of the earliest prototypes of Mammon's “collaboration” with Asmodeus. He's got the package, I'm considering having him have different sets of genitals, he's got that heart ass, he's got a cum dispenser and storage for both oral and anal, he can heat up and cool down on demand, he's got soft little silicone tits shaped like hearts, he's Got It All.

And this man has never scored.

MIND YOU, he just isn't sexually attracted to strangers. He wears his intact cherry with pride, refusing to “stoop to his fellow fizzies’ level”, pleasuring nobody even if they beg him to (Fizzarolli-stans you're gonna get banned from the daycare park). He's just simply too good for you. Have you seen this body? Have you noticed that he's a Star? You can't have this, even if you did dare to get close enough to cup a feel.

That's not to say he can't develop sexual attraction, or have days where he's feeling a bit frisky. He just needs to develop an emotional connection with the person in question first… and this might take some time, he can't just switch his drive on.. and some days it just isn't going to happen. If you can woo this fizzy then yes, there's a chance you catch him one day wanting to try out all those functions he's got going on…

Or your sexual tension from your intense hatred might also be a kind of connection that tips the scales… you just gotta make it personal. He is hated by many people, but so far, he doesn't want to fuck any of them. Make it hot, coward.

#nsft #source code [ hcs ] #// there i did the thing #i fucking lost my first draft #but here it is