James said 'I love you' first.
It was quite easy for him, showering people with love and affection. Turning those feelings into words. He took one glance at Regulus' grey eyes and fell in love for eternity. There was no going back.
For Regulus.. it was a bit hard.
He struggled to name the feeling. One time it was a tight sqeeze in his chest, another time fluttering butterflies in his stomach. Some other time a long forgotten breath. Perhaps a few hidden glances and beautiful dreams.
But Regulus fell harder among all those.
finally the day came. It happened like this.
There was a book on James' lap. Regulus could see it was Crime and Punishment by Dostoyevskey. It wasn't Regulus'. This was free of annotations.
He asked, filled with curiosity, "James, what are you doing?"
"Hmm," James raised his eyes, and smiled sheepishly, "Just-- You always tell me about him. So I thought to give it a go."
"Dostoyevsky?"
"Yes"
Regulus breathed once, twice. Then he blinked slowly. "But I thought you hated it. Him."
"No, my love. I'll read this. So then you don't have to spend hours journaling about the books you read. I mean you can still do that. But you can talk with me too."
Regulus' mouth was wide open. His heart skipped a beat. "Je t'aime."
James was very still. Eyes round like the moon. "Love?"
"I love you, James Potter." Regulus said smiling widely his cheeks hurt. He has never ever felt this much happiness inside him.
The book was forgotten and Regulus was suddenly in James' arms. Kissing, kissing and kissing.
So, that's how it happened. A stolen moment from time and a good book. From that time, Regulus would say those exact words to James for another millionth of time. And none of them would get fed up by that.
It was love after all.
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my dealer: got some straight gas 🔥😛 this strain is called “the possessed” 😳 you’ll be zonked out of your gourd 💯
me: yeah whatever. I don’t feel shit.
5 minutes later: dude I swear I just saw fyodor the convict commit arson
my buddy shatov, pacing: pyotr is lying to us
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"Captivated" Fyodor Dostoevsky x plus size! Reader
I am currently working on an ongoing fic on Ao3! "Captivated" is an Isekai that will have smut eventually. The reader is Afab and uses she/her pronouns. Only thing described about appearance really is that the reader is plus sized and fuller figured in stomach, hips and chest. Fyodor is a bit, pathetic and may be ooc. I enjoy the idea of this very self confident man being whipped immediately for the reader.
I'd love some constructive criticism in order to really grow my writing skills.
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⋆。𖦹 ° introduction ^w^
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┇ ❥┇Name › jaime
┇ ❥┇Pronouns › any
┇ ❥┇Age › minor
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┇ ❥ ┇Bands: fluids, putrid stu, amputated, static x, skinless, mortician, deftones (literally only because chi cheng was in the band), coal chamber, dystopia, rob zombie, (early) slipknot, andreas rönnberg, pierce the veil, hate eternal, sleeping with sirens, monstrosity, cavalera conspiracy, sepultura, oakwood, kittie, etc.
┇ ❥ ┇Musicians: chi cheng, jaime preciado, paul gray, mercedes lander.
┇ ❥ ┇Characters: sid jenkins (skins), vermin (coraline), mittens (bolt), simon hendrikkson (cry of fear), riley and dina (the last of us), scott evil (austin powers), kenny fisher (cant hardly wait), aragog (harry potter series).
┇ ❥ ┇Poets: chi cheng, sylvia plath, charles bukowski, fyodor dostoevsky, albert camus, virginia woolf, anne sexton.
┇ ❥ ┇Animals: dinosaurs, reptiles, (big) cats, beetles, moths, ferrets, otters, fruit bats, and spiders.
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┇› Interests: buddhism, taoism, spider-man, cry of fear, animatronics, ocean wildlife, deep art, horror.
┇› (special) interests: roller coaster crashes/malfunctions, plane crashes/malfunctions (and the alarms that sound when there’s a fault), therianthropy and alterhuman identities, zombie apocalypses, paranormal activity, psychology, anything alternative/punk etc, poetry, true crime, metal music, the last of us, urbex.
┇› Hyperfixations: coraline, chi ling dai cheng.
┇› Hobbies: practicing quadrobics, rollerblading, listening to music, thrifting, making my own clothes/accessories, playing bass, urban exploring, writing poetry, practicing white witchcraft, attending concerts, collecting cds/vinyls, reading, collecting taxidermy, journalling.
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┇ ❥ | What i’ll post: chi cheng stuff, occasional sad shit, cd collection updates, animal photography, urbex photography, awareness posts, stuff about therianthropy, metal merch, random thoughts, rants (positive and negative), metal - related diy projects, concert stuff.
┇ ❥ | Other socials: instagram: iloveechicheng, discord: ilovechicheng, tiktok: iluvchicheng.
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