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imashoe69420 · 1 year

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Can you do a donnie x female reader, that reader has a crush on donnie but was worried that he might not feel the same or might reject reader or maybe wasnt interested on relationships. But little did reader know donnie felt the same but doesnt know how to confessed, he might asked april (or mikey) to asked reader what do they think of donnie or if reader like like him. (he also hid a small camera on april or mikey to listen their convo)

reader would rambled what they love about donnie and they suddenly said been like " I do like- no, love him, but I'm afraid he might not feel the same or reject me, If he doesnt feel the same then I'll respect it and move on already" what would donnie react what reader said?

The Perfect Apprentice

Rise!Donnie X Fem!Reader

Pronouns: Feminine (she/her)

Timeline: Post-Movie

Warnings ⚠️: Mild language

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Things started out innocently.

April volunteered to be a tutor to high school student (Y/N) in order to obtain more credits. Soon, the young women learned that they had a lot more in common than they thought. Even after they completed their tutoring, the two would hang out frequently; (Y/N) eventually becoming an aid to April in exposing corrupt and unethical organizations.

Soon enough, though, the four-eyed teen revealed one of her biggest secrets to her partner in crime: April’s “foreign exchange student” friends. If someone had told (Y/N) that she was going to meet a bunch of walking, talking crime-fighting ninja turtles, she’d laugh in their face before questioning their sanity.

But now that she knew it was real, the girl couldn’t stop herself from asking the mutants question after question:

Who created you? What’s your diet like? Do you even need food? Why choose Martial Arts over another fighting style? (Y/N) wanted to know everything about each and every one of them.

Raphael, Leonardo, and Michelangelo didn’t really know how to answer most of her questions, but the purple clad turtle, Donatello, was very helpful.

The two of them became fast friends. (Y/N) would often help him in his lab, spending hours sometimes days tinkering away at whatever Donnie had been working on. During their downtime, the two would play video games or think about other inventions that would better society over a cup of coffee.

Eventually, something other than admiration began to consume their minds. And neither knew how to process it.

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(Y/N) threw herself on her bed and sighed exasperatedly. Donnie was on her mind and she couldn’t shake him. He hadn’t even texted her and he still ran rampant in her head, consuming all the thoughts she had throughout the school day, the walk home, and now while she tried to rest.

It had been happening for the last two weeks. She noticed when she would practically sprint to her phone whenever a notification sounded off, hoping it was the mutant turtle genius asking her to come into the lair to help with another invention. Or (Y/N) would be making dinner and wonder if Donnie was hungry; maybe she could bring some food down to him.

Honestly, the teen questioned her sanity. Donnie was someone she almost idolized. He was extremely intelligent, always having a new plausible idea that (Y/N)’s peers just didn’t—no couldn’t—come up with. Not only that, but he enjoyed talking to her. She almost never had to ask him to work on a project. The turtle would text her nearly every day requesting her presence.

Donnie made (Y/N) feel wanted, and that’s what she liked the most about him.

So why did she feel so guilty about liking him? In general, it was because she didn’t want to ruin the friendship she cherished more than life itself. She felt like Donnie would have no problem cutting her —a human—out of his life.

(Y/N) could’ve have been more wrong.

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Donnie was ten times the mess you were. The turtle caught himself pacing around his lab, fantasizing about his lab partner. Not dirty fantasies, but ones were he confessed to her and she received it well. But who was he kidding? Although he knew he was brilliant and probably one of the best scientists/engineers to every exist, he had to face the music:

(Y/N) was a human girl and he was a giant talking, bipedal turtle. A mutant. A freak of nature. What he was wasn’t natural; not even from Earth. There was no way (Y/N) would like someone like himself. On top of that, he wasn’t very physical and kind of emotionally inept. The purple turtle was also too caught up in his projects and experiments, and there were times where he would barely speak to (Y/N) when she was in the lab. Maybe the occasional “coffee?” or “did I leave the wrench over here?”, but besides that, no words were exchanged.

It made him almost angry. He knew he had to stop these feelings; tell that little voice in his head to pipe down and appreciate the girl as just a lab partner and no more. But every time he would shut the voice up, it would come back louder and louder, practically screaming at him to pursue his desires.

So Donnie conducted an experiment.

He knew April was the only one he could trust with this information, so the turtle recruited her. At first, she adamantly refused to do it, feeling like it was a set up.

“Look, I get you’re nervous and all, but don’t you think it’s a little weird to hook me up to a microphone so you can listen in?” April cocked an eyebrow at him. “Why can’t you just talk to her?”

Donnie gave the college student a pleading look. “It’s not that easy. It’s different for you, for humans.”

April sighed and shook her head. “Yeah, I get that. But it’s not like she doesn’t know you already, and she’s comfortable being around you. I don’t think it’s gonna be a bigger deal just because you’re a mutant.”

The purple clad turtle took a few seconds to process what his friend had said. It was somewhat true. When him and (Y/N) first met, she was more fascinated than frightened. She wanted to know more about him and his brothers, not run away from them.

But Donnie also knew he couldn’t risk this. He had to at least know if you were interested or not, then he could decide what face to put on from there. It took a bit of coaxing, but April finally agreed to do it.

~~~

(Y/N) softly hummed to herself as she fiddled with some wires connected the SHELDON when she heard quiet footsteps enter the lab. The girl spun around under the pretense that the purple turtle was to make an appearance, but was soon relaxed when she saw April instead.

“Oh, hey!” (Y/N) smiled. “What’s up?”

The college student shrugs slightly with an awkward laugh. “Nothin’ much. Whatchu workin’ on?”

(Y/N) gestured to the motherboard she was reprogramming on SHELDON. “Just some minor fixes to SHELDON’s programming. His artificial ocular system has been glitching lately.”

Man, maybe they are meant for each other, April thought.

“Aw, cool, cool… but I had a question about something. About Donnie.”

The high school student nearly dropped her soldering iron into the robot when April revealed her true intentions in talking to her. “Uh, what—what about him?”

A smirk creeping on her face nearly gave April away. “It’s just… you guys’ve been hanging out for a few months now and y’all seem really close. I was just wondering if you, like… y’know… liked him?”

(Y/N)’s heart thumped loudly in her chest as she attempted to avoid the older teen’s gaze. Had she been that obvious? There was no way! She always tried her best to stay calm, cool, and collected when hanging out with Donnie. How could she have known about her feelings towards him?

“I-I—well, not like anything crazy—er, it’s not like… well… uhm…” she stuttered beyond belief. “I mean… I just… admire him, I guess? He’s really smart and there aren’t a lot of people like that at my school. It’s—well—almost like my dream to work in a lab and stuff so…”

April tried her best to hide her smug grin once again. This was the best day of her life. “Oh, yeah, I feel you. Well, I was just wondering—”

“Please don’t tell him.” (Y/N) spoke quickly.

Suddenly, the college student broke out in a cold sweat. Shit shit shit…! Hopefully she doesn’t take this “spy business” personally.

“Y’know… I kinda have a feeling you won’t have to.”

~~~

Donnie slowly placed the headset he’d been using to listen to April and (Y/N)‘s conversation with.

“Holy shit… holy shit…!” He whispered to himself.

No one had ever talked about him like that, not even close. She admired him. She thought he was brilliant. Smart. From what he had gathered, (Y/N) liked him in the same way he liked her.

Was this all really real? Did (Y/N) actually like him? Thoughts bounced around in the turtle’s head. Although it had seemed to like him, she never said it verbatim. But despite this, Donnie enacted his plan.

~~~

“(Y/N).” The scientist greeted the girl as he took a seat next to her in his lab, noticing she was still tinkering away on SHELDON.

“O-oh, hey, Dee!” She stumbled over her words. “You missed April. She was here not too long ago.”

Donnie hummed in response before gently taking the soldering iron out of her hands and attempted to do what (Y/N) had been struggling on for the last two hours or so. SHELDON soon booted back up with a “sup dudes!” before flying off deeper into the lab.

(Y/N) giggled, hovering a hand over his shoulder in gratitude. “Thanks!”

After another hum, Donnie slightly opened his mouth getting ready to say something. But when the girl gazed up at him with a curious expression on her face, his words were caught in the back of his throat. The two stayed a few seconds like this until the purple turtle sighed.

“I won’t beat around the bush: I knew April was here earlier.” He admitted. “I… I was listening.”

The high school student suddenly groaned before covering her face with her hands. “Oh my god, I knew it…! I knew she said that for a reason.”

“I’m sorry.” Donnie quickly apologized. “I just wanted to know if you… felt the same.”

Bugged eyes protruded out of her head when he revealed his true feelings. There was absolutely no way he really felt the same way she did. This must be a prank.

But the almost pleading look on Donnie’s face told (Y/N) otherwise. “I… I mean—I do, but… no, no, I do. I really do. You’re amazing,Dee. And I like spending time with you.”

The giant turtle’s shoulders finally relaxed as he exhaled. Without much warning, (Y/N) leaned forward and pressed a kiss against his cheek. Before Donnie could react, the girl quickly stood to her feet and speed walked out of the lab.

Donnie couldn’t help but smile at her flustered form as he yelled after her, promising to text her soon.

#rottmnt #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt fluff #rise donnie #rise donnie x reader #rottmnt leo #rottmnt raph #rise of the tmnt #tmnt x reader #rottmnt x reader #tmnt headcanons #rottmnt headcanons

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harrysdimples · 5 years

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#ok let me ramble on for a bit in the tags #I truly feel like the DUMBEST bitch alive #why do I do this to myself!!!#god the girl I really fancy just had a massive convo w me about how i'd make a really good girlfriend #and said im kind n caring and stuff :'))#which made me uwu #but IM A DUMB PERSON who stILL has not told her my feelings for her after two!! whole!! years!!!#but it's ~complicated because telling her would mean a whole host of problems would arise #in that im not sure she sees me in that way #and it might ruin the friendship #and it would mean I would have to come out to peeps that I don't want to yet!!#and I might just embarrass myself!!#but I seek this validation from her #because I love her!!#and my heart my explode soon!!!#send help!!#AH #ruth rambles

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scandeniall · 2 years

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PDA + Nights Out + Close Friends

Aka how they are with PDA when you're with your close friends. (plus what kind of bars he likes) | Atsumu, Suna, Sakusa

a/n: this is unedited and is prob so bad because i 1: haven't written fr in months and 2: just started rambling

warnings: uhhh yall are old enough to legally drink, timeskip (just i references money), and like a 3/10 on the suggestive side.

Atsumu: Likes pretty much any bar. Enjoys a jam-packed night club and it’s flashing lights where he can get loud and have fun with the people he cares about even if he ruined another pair of white sneakers because of it. Also a fan of taking it somewhere a little more upscale (but not old) so he can get dressed up. Enjoys both good sports or dinner-esqe bar where he can just hang out as well. He's down for anything really. Now when it comes to PDA. Atsumu is clingy, but not in an overwhelming way. He’s relatively shameless (within reason) around strangers so being with friends changes nothing, You gotta be ok with your man being all on you to date Atsumu. His attention is pretty 50-50 split between fully being on you and on the group. He Is almost always touching you. Whether its pulling you on his lap, his arm around your shoulders, or if youre letting him sit for a moment cause all the stools are gone– his hands are glued to your hips swaying while he talks mindlessly with friends. There is the occasional slip towards your backside. When his hands do wander and grip he makes it a point to redirect his focus back to you, and gives you a stupid little smirk. “So pretty baby,” while drawing you in for a kiss. When walking his hand is in yours. When he's not touching you, hes either so close to you to where personal space is nonexistent, or doing you a favor such as scoping out where the bathroom is or getting you a drink. Speaking of, he buys all your drinks without a second thought. Also will drink half your drink if you don't watch him “it's good. I’ll just get ya another one.” Won't hesitate to buy you whatever little $20 cocktail you want. If you're torn between two, he’ll just get both. If you two arrive separately, he's dramatic when seeing you. “Damn baby. You look good. Let me see the back” while checking you out.

Suna; A fan of dives and pubs the most. Although he doesn't mind going to a more crowded place if the music is a vibe. It's obvious that the two of you are a couple, though he isn't obnoxious with the PDA. He's already done that on his priv/close friends story (aka has already posted his usual hand on your ass cause it looks so good pic). You two almost always arrive together. He jokes that you're his chauffeur. The type to start a makeout session in the car because he won't do it all out in the open. Strangers can kinda pick up the dating vibe in the way his arm is casually swung around the booth, but only on the side youre sitting on. If for some reason you switch sides, so does his arm. If you're at a place with good music, he does rap/sing along directly to you. Whenever you get up, his eyes are always glued to your retreating figure. When you're talking his eyes are frequently glued to your lips. Gets the drinks but will complain (but its not a problem at all. That man is down bad for you remembers almost every drink you tend to like). Always makes sure you two don't get the same drink you can try one another's. Some nights his attention is mostly on you and others its more on the group. Even its not as much on you, he's super aware of you and how you may be doing. If you suddenly get quiet he gives tiny nudges and mumbles if you're alright in your ear. Come back from the bathroom and something different? He’ll stop his convo mid-sentence to try and figure out what's up. Need a moment outside, he’s there with you, hand on your lower back guiding you out. “You good? We can head back if you want. I’m tired of hearing atsumu’s voice anyways.” He’ll joke to get you to crack a smile.

Sakusa: almost between a mix of atsumu and suna when it comes to bar preference, but not really. Is more into the high concept where he can dress up or relatively empty dive bars where he can just hang out with those closest in peace over a round or 2. A surprising fact is that he also kinda enjoys live music bars, though he’ll often be towards the very back of the crowd or on a balcony level. It’s not super obvious that the two of you are a couple to anyone outside of your friend group. But with that being said, he’ll shut down any patron, bartender or whoever that even attempts to flirt with him by looking over at you. Also when it comes to going out (at either the dive or the live music) he won’t have a problem wearing a shirt with a neckline low enough to give the tiniest peak of any mark you’ve left on him while doing the dirty. He does always sit next to you though, although it’s not always so close to where you’re touching like atsumu nor will his arm be swung over like Suna. He has you hold onto his forearm if he ever needs to guide you. Another super attentive boyfriend who pretty frequently checks to see if you’re ok. His attention is more on you than the entire group but that’s just cause he’s in love and shows it by showing you he’s listening to whatever you’re rambling about. Who goes to get drinks is pretty split, but he’ll always pay for them. While he prefers having his own drink, doesn’t have a problem drinking after you. Will taste your drink if it’s something new. If he hates a drink you love, he's a smartass who will talk shit! Deadpan bf but he’s hilarious. If it's a night he's drinking more, he gets more touchy as the night and drinks go. Nothing too major, just a hand on the thigh drawing mindless circles. Will lovingly bump your knee (or you if it's somewhere you're standing.) as well after a few drinks. You two don’t always arrive or leave together. If one of you has to head out early, he’ll place a kiss right below your ear with a whisper of “be safe.”

#hq x reader #haikyuu imagine #atsumu x reader #suna x reader #sakusa x reader #hq imagines #atsumu headcanons #suna imagines #haikyuu imagines #atsumu drabble #sakusa imagines

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sereisstuff · 2 years

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𝐃𝐞𝐣𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝

JJ maybank x Fem!plus size reader

ASK: Can you please do a jj x reader where they are best friends and the reader has feelings for jj but those feelings are not reciprocated however he always sends her mixed signals which makes her think he likes her. One day she overhears a convo of him talking to the boys where he is basically degrading her and it breaks her heart. She starts to ignore jj and he starts to regret and misses her. FULL ANGST PLS N THANK YOU

Summary: JJ never meant for you to hear him, but you do.

Word count|| 2K

Warnings: Angst? best friend!reader. JJ actually does like the reader back but it's barely mentioned.

A/N: I listened to ribs when I was writing this, I don't know if it's angst enough and I most likely missed the entire point of the ask but still do enjoy<3

It broke you, hiding behind the couch. Legs curled as you eavesdropped on the boy’s conversation. Having earlier arrived not wanting to ruin what sounded like a heated debate, logically choosing to stay behind until Kie got there.

Oh, how wrong it was to do that.

Like a fine chandelier, slowly unhinging until it clashed with the floor; breaking into hundreds if not thousands of pieces of shattered glass. You felt your soul unhinge. It wasn’t a sweet feeling, nor was it pleasant. You could feel the strings of your heart slowly being plucked, one by one. Tauntingly ripping your mind to shreds as though the organ was a piece of thin paper.

“She’s up my ass constantly Pope, it’s like I can’t breathe around her. It’s so fucking suffocating” You could hear how his words jumbled his speech, “She’s so annoying bro,” He huffed, encasing your body like a hardened piece of armour, relinquishing in your pity.

But you stayed, you always did. Hoping this was some sick joke, where he’d laugh it off and pretend it was something he was dared to say; how childish.

“She’s more oblivious than a child, it’s like give her a moment of your time and she’ll take it the extra mile” JJ rambled on and on, you could only imagine his hands in the air. Flailing around like a wild cat.

Pope and John b shook their heads, listening to him ramble about their best friend; including JJ.

“JJ, you should really stop,” Pope begged, leaning into the table more. He worried you’d hear and if he hated the words leaving JJ’s mouth, so would you.

JJ’s eyes were bloodshot, high off fumes. He rolled his irises, sinking into his chair before pointing towards Pope “Why do you think I'm telling you this Pope? I can’t fucking handle it anymore. She is around me all the time, worrying, talking. She’s always so fucking happy. I can’t get a single thought in without her being there.”

You couldn’t listen any longer, sniffling with your hands in between your knees and then adjusting upwards. You covered your ears, slowly removing yourself from the porch. Pope was the first to notice the movement, then JJ. Turning around as a reflex, he saw your back then the way your shoulders shook.

"Y/N" he yelled but you ignored him.

By now you had already gotten into your old beaten down truck, locking the keys in the ignition. Then without looking forward, you reversed. Fast, swift and heavy like your tidal wave of emotions.

You felt stupid for believing he ever liked you, you felt pathetic. Your body shook with the shivers of anguish raining down on you. It wasn't a sweet feeling, that's for sure.

"You'll always be my favourite girl cupcake"

You remembered clearly how he whispered that into your ear when you had been drinking at yet another spontaneous kegger, you were feeling low that day. Having had an argument with your mother about taking care of your nephew once again, JJ knew about your relationship with her and made sure your night was full of surprises.

He pulled you up from the log, reeling you into his embrace as he danced around you. Jokingly shimmering until he saw that divine smile cross those gloomy features of yours, hands latching to your waist like they were magnetically drawn. You danced all night, listening to his jokes, watching him lip-sync to the most atrocious songs. Watching how the roaring fire shone through those oceanic eyes of his.

That was the night you felt the touch of his lips, gracing your neck. An innocent kiss full of sin, one out of comfort. But that was it, nothing more than that. You were used to being by his side, being his source of comfort. You didn't mind, he was your best friend, the man you did not choose to love but did it so effortlessly.

That small latch of his skin against yours was so quick, so small but it was on your mind. Like vinyl on repeat. You knew his adamancy towards intimacy but this was like no other. A peck of endearment, a subtle hint towards his intention, the beginning of an end.

You hadn't spoken to him since, nor John B. You'd briefly sent a love heart to pope and Kies message of concern when you didn't show up for the kegger they invited you to, or the movie night you all planned. Coming up with some lame excuse that was slightly breaching the lines of truth.

You couldn't bear the thought of being around him any longer, invading his space. You felt betrayed, the one person you thought you could trust, sat there. Complaining as though it was second nature to him, that you were so abundantly annoying that he could no longer handle seeing a single strand on your head. The way the words left his mouth made you feel as though you were dead weight he carried because he had to, not because you were his best friend.

You'd given him what he wanted.

JJ was growing paranoid by the minute, had you heard him? Was that you that left? Why weren't you answering any of his calls?

"Have you heard from y/n?" He asked, Kie looked back at him with a shrug. She had heard from you, but it was a momentary lapse of time.

JJ was walking around the HMS pogue on yet another, burningly hot day. The usual, slight music, beers in the cooler, surrounded by the ones he loved. JJ loved days like this, laughing until his stomach ached, messing around with everyone. Bantering until the sun made its awaited stop behind the hills and entertaining everyone with his spontaneous antics, high off his kite. Flowing with the light breeze gently gracing their midst.

But he'd never felt more alone.

He could feel the sting in his heart when he thought about you. He knew it was you leaving that day when he was ranting to John b and Pope, he could recognize those locks anywhere. The stifle tears sliding down your plump cheeks, hugging your face with a pool of your own accord. But he didn't want to admit it.

He missed you so much.

JJ wanted your embrace back, he wanted your comfort. Despite the circumstances, JJ needed you. He didn't care how bright you shone, how wide your smile stretched. He hated himself for even thinking about what he'd said about you that day; JJ was infuriated with himself. With you.

You were such a warm person, a green light in a field of red. The solace he craved, you were the one person who gave him unconditional love even when he didn't deserve it. The one who stood under his stormy clouds, shielding him from his own thunder.

"JJ, she's probably taking a rest right now." John b levelled, trying to stop the blonde boy from pacing around the kitchen. Everyone watched him. Concern drenching their exhausted faces.

JJ grabbed a hold of his locks, pulling them slightly "is she messaging any of you?" He asked, looking up from his wandering pieces of hair. His eyes were growing puffier by the day.

"Pope?" He locked his gaze with the lean boy. Eyes searching for answers. Pope knew something he didn't, he could feel it.

"Nothing bro," Pope answered.

JJ slammed the door of the chateau open, not wanting his friend's to see him right now. He regretted it all, he regretted speaking about you how he did. He hated that you shone so brightly, so golden that you completely had him entranced. That you made him feel so much security with little words, you were a danger to him. He was the opposite, he was impulsive. He held his anger on the tips of his fingers and drove through obstacles without precaution. You held him like he was the most fickle being in the world.

You were too perfect for him. It angered him. But it was nothing compared to how he felt about the way he treated you.

You continued to ignore everyone, not once switching on your phone. It had nearly been two weeks since that day, your heart growing heavier by the day. You genuinely liked him, even if he didn't grant you the chance, you'd still love him. Not as your own but as your best friend.

You were curled up by your bed, blankets suffocating you like your evergrowing thoughts. It was betrayal at its finest.

Your mother had left for the night, taking your nephew with her. You didn't know where she was and you didn't care. Now that you had nothing to distract you, you couldn't help but shed a tear. It wasn't like losing a bond. It was like a source of light you built together, dying down. Eventually only being lit by you, like a candle dying out but you still tried and tried to get it to light again.

Your trance was halted when an angry knock vibrated your windows.

You rolled from your bed, peeking through the corners. JJ noticed immediately the shift in movement. Having locked gazes with you, that singular moment had him feeling light-headed.

Your window creaked as it opened slightly.

JJ gave you no time to speak, latching on to the window and then lifting himself into your bedroom pushing you back slightly to adjust towards the new body in the room.

The boy's eyes were dark, bags slightly forming just above the puff in his eyes. Face red in both anger and anguish.

"You haven't spoken to me in two weeks" he whispered.

"Why do you care so much JJ, you didn't care before" you plauded, shifting the weight on your feet. You had to sit down, not used to being up so much anymore.

JJ examined your face, much worse than his. Your eyes were sunken, eyelids half-open almost like you had been straining them. Your body was slumped, hair running amuck. He did this to you.

JJ calmly breathed in, restraining himself from an outburst "I care y/n" he breathed an airy reply. Still so quiet.

"You don't JJ, you don't need to lie to me. You don't care about me or else you never would have said those things, you don't need to come to my house to reconcile your feelings"

JJ groaned, biting the inside of his cheek. His glazed eyes met yours again but you weren't looking at him, you were looking down. Just as you felt.

"I fucking care y/n. That's the problem"

JJ leaned against the wall, feeling equally as tired. He'd been worried the first day you hadn't answered his messages, or John B's. Not even Kie. He knew he was the cause of this but he was so violently on cloud nine that he said ridiculous things. JJ had been dealing with a lot lately and he did the one thing he promised not to, that's why he was at the chateau in the first place.

"That's not my problem though is it JJ" you snapped, venomously targeting him. "Because I'm a good fucking friend, I care about everyone, especially you. I make sure everyone is okay, that your problems can be shared and will only be known by me. That, that you can feel safe with me because God forbid you befriend a person you hate"

You took in a breath, fighting the urge to scream and losing your voice. Feeling the effects of water pouring through your eyes starting to crumble your chords. "Unlike you JJ. I love all of the pogues. I don't just handpick the ones I think are perfect enough" you couldn't hold it back anymore, you'd be anything but perfect in life. Choosing to move from being defensive to being the one defending those who needed it.

You could hear the faint sniffles hurricaning in front of you. He deserved it.

"You know JJ, I hate that no matter how much I hate you. I'll always be there if you ask because I care. That's what caring means"

"I didn't mean it, I really didn't." JJ huffed for air, peeking up from his spot, he noticed the way your eyes lingered on the floor. That burning sensation crawling past his orbs like repetition.

You closed your eyes, coating your lips in the sleek of your tongue. Feeling the salt coating your throat.

"There's nothing more I regret than saying what I did about you that day. I was so hurt, I searched for anything to help me get over it. I always came to you. You felt safe to me, you feel safe to me."

You couldn't wrap your head around it.

"I can't do this anymore JJ, I can't have you treat me like something to fill your time and then turn around and act like I'm a joke"

You tilted your head up, meeting his eyes. JJ hadn't uttered a word after that, staring thoughtlessly behind you. He couldn't form any words to describe how much he regretted it.

Your eyes hardened, taking his silence personally "Just go JJ"

"Let me explain" he begged, his voice cracking as he stepped towards you. He didn't want to lose you.

His chords tied as he uttered in whispers "please"

But you couldn't, you loved him dearly. More than friends, more than lovers. He was your entire universe.

Universe's can crumble and they can rebuild.

"JJ I'm done, please …. Just go" you pleaded knowing the more he begged, the less strength you'd have to deny him.

JJ felt his heart crack, he royally fucked up this time.

He sniffed back his cries, curling his fist then releasing them. His eyes were bound on your sullen figure.

"Are we ever going to be okay after this?" JJ whimpered slightly, to a fault.

"I don't know JJ. I don't know if I can trust you again"

He rushed forward, grabbing hold of your face in the palms of his large hands. They were callous to touch but felt warm against your cold skin.

His eyes implored your own, searching them. You were the only person he would have truly fought the world for, his best friend.

"You'll always be my favourite girl"

With those words, you had grabbed his hands. Removing them from your face, you didn't want to break Infront of him. The tears gushing from your face weren't even the worst but you couldn't handle the sight unfolding before you.

JJ looked back one more time, promising to himself he'd do anything to get you back to him. No matter what.

#jj maybank x you #jj maybank x plus size reader #jj maybank x reader #plus size reader #jj maybank #jj maybank imagine #JJ maybank!angst #jj angst

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whoacanada · 3 years

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‘Wishful Thinking‘

Summary: Every NHL champion gets a single brush with ice magic. When Jack takes his first cup with the Falconers, he accidentally undoes the wish that brought him back from the brink of death in 2009, and Bitty becomes hell-bent on lifting the cup himself for a chance to set things right.

A/N: Finally posting some concepts I’ve played around with that aren’t 100% complete massive fics, but still pretty solid, just little things that might be enjoyed. Yet another cup-wish-gone-wrong-au with monkey-paw components. Also inspired by discord convos about canon!Jack meeting an older, veteran NHL!Bitty and having a lot of feelings. Also mentor/father-in-law!Bob trying to help Bitty navigate the NHL. There’s more to this floating around but this is the meat of it

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Bob can sense when it happens. A shift of something monumental that he’s only felt on a handful of occasions his entire life. A quick glance across the ice finds a number of the celebrating Falconers looking around curiously, unsure of the sensation; for so many, it’s their first brush with ice magic. A pleasant novelty. The vets, though, they look to each other.

Bob turns and doesn’t have to look far to find his son, one hand clasped around the cup, the other around Eric Bittle’s waist, smiling from ear to ear. Something about the moment is wrong, but Bob can’t quite determine why as he’s overcome with a wave of nausea. The stadium lights are too bright and he blinks hard, face scrunching, trying to force whatever wrongness he’s feeling out of himself.

Someone’s made a wish.

The moment passes. Bob’s vision clears. There, veiled in a shower of blue and gold confetti, is Eric; alone at center ice, face twisted in confusion as he looks around for the man who only moments earlier had been in his arms.

“You take the cup, you get one real wish,” the decades old, bourbon-lacquered voice of his first coach reminds him. “But only the one. Can be something small, like an empty cab in the rain, or it can be something big. World changing, even. The one thing, the most important thing — ”

“No,” Bob breathes. “Please, no.”

“— You never use your wish on another player.”

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They don’t know exactly what Jack wished for, but the next time Bitty’s blades touch the ice, it’s as if he’s stepped into the body of a new man. No more slurs. No more targeted chirps. He’s just one of the boys.

He plays. He wins. Then, the offers start to come.

NHL teams looking for fast wingers, team players, leadership material; not one of them mentions diversity, or Eric’s status as the first out NCAA hockey captain. No one cares. No one remembers Jack, and no one cares about Eric.

The best and worst case scenarios rolled into one. If this is the reality Jack unknowingly traded his existence for, Bitty has no choice but to walk through the door his partner opened.

Bitty swallows, trying to force the words out on one of his now nightly calls with the man who would have been his father-in-law in another world, if the shared connection between them hadn’t been interred in a Montréal cemetery almost a decade prior.

“I think . . . I think he wished for acceptance.”

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“No one remembers anymore.”

Eric scuffs his skate against this ice, building up a small pile of shavings before scattering them again, focusing on the soft white as if somehow he’ll be able to transport himself bodily to somewhere cool and quiet. Jackson Hole. Banff. Tremblant. Anywhere but here. Anywhen but now.

“Saw Tater last week at a press junket. Blank stares all around. Some days, most days, I wake up and I don’t know how I got here. I can go without thinking of him.”

Weeks. Eric doesn’t say aloud. Months. Those hideous mornings when he wakes up beside a warm body and forgets they aren’t him. They aren’t supposed to be him. Was there ever even a him.

Jack. Eric mouths silently, just to remind himself. His name is Jack.

The details always slip. The universe constantly trying to correct the fallacy of Eric Bittle remembering a man who died before they technically ever met. Faded photographs and corrupted memory cards. Selfies that used to have two people in frame. Vlog posts with cosmic ADR, swapping Jack’s name for someone else’s like a hastily rewritten script. Eventually, even Eric’s memories turn traitor. First times lost to reshoots and post-production magic. Blue eyes are brown. Black hair is blonde. Jack becomes Phillip. Eric’s first love recast. In desperation, he pulls a page from Memento, finds a tattoo parlor and has ‘Jack Laurent Zimmermann’ inked in dark, unmistakable letters on his inner thigh. Adds a cup, the Falconers’ crest, and the date they lost everything. It works well enough until the name fades; there are still days where a hook up will ask why Eric has a championship tattoo for a team he never played with.

Now, all he has is Bob.

“That’s why I’m here.” Bob reminds. “That’s why we talk.”

“But what happens if we don’t.”

Bob’s familiar assurances rumble through the phone. Constant. Refusing to acknowledge the harsh realities of the passing of time. The ever-present doomsday clock moving them both toward disaster — Bob aging, Eric aging out. He’s good, but he isn’t great, and the only offers coming his way are single-season contracts with teams that haven’t sniffed a championship in years. One day very soon, there will be no more chances for Eric to undo what’s been done. No more favors to ask of teammates that have long since forgotten a world where Jack Zimmermann was a college graduate and a rookie MVP. Not just an addict. Not just dead at nineteen.

Eric listens to Bob ramble, asks him to tell him a story, to tell him about the Jack that Eric never really got to know. The Jack he can barely remember. A man that Eric has dedicated his entire life to honoring, to bringing back — from where he cannot fathom — and Bob obliges in a soft tone Eric imagines is not dissimilar from how he must have spoken to his son as a child.

Eric ignores his teammates rushing around him — tossing chirps and gentle insults about his ‘Sugar Daddy’ — and focuses on the accented voice in his ear; grasping desperately at the memory of a man who doesn’t exist. Pretending. Hoping.

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Across the ice, Eric sees Kent Parson watching him. When they lock eyes, the aging star glides toward him, under a guise of one amicable captain greeting another. He’s pushing 37, and while the years of competitive play are starting to show, he’s just as viciously handsome as the day they first met. At least, Eric thinks he is. He can’t imagine a life where Kent Parson strolled onto a college campus and played beer pong at a frat party, but there’s a folder of old photos on Eric’s computer. Jack is in none of them, but there’s one of himself and Kent. Smiling.

Eric can’t recall why the image bothers him so much.

Parson used his wish years ago on something that he’s never bothered to share — and Eric’s far too much a gentleman to ask a man who was once a rival what he wasted his golden ticket on — but now, he’s slowing down, and this is supposed to be his farewell season. Going out with a bang, riding the high of his fifth cup win. He’s worked hard, and he deserves to shove the Penguins back down into obscurity for another season. Deserves it far more than Eric, with his selfish, single-mindedness that’s ruined god knows how many careers in the last decade between his own ruthlessness and Bob’s meddling.

Except. . . this is also likely Eric’s last season. His last chance to undo the great tragedy of his life, and Parson knows it.

“How you feeling, Peaches? You ready?”

Eric hates the nickname in the same way he hates when his father calls him ‘Champ’.

Eric fights his own shame because he wants to be honest, say, ‘No, I’m not ready, I’ll never be ready,’ but Eric can’t ask for what he wants, anymore. He wants the Aces to balk on a power play. He wants Parson to flub a pass and throw the game — he even knows the man would probably do it, too — but Eric needs to come by a win honestly. They learned the hard way in 2022 when Eric hands were wrapped around the cup, wishing, praying, crying, pleading . . .

Clear eyes, full hearts, or some such bullshit.

Cheaters don’t get wishes.

“I can’t remember, anymore,” Eric admits as they square up across the face-off circle, the resigned terror of an inescapable end creeping upon him like the burn of an old injury ignored for far too long. “Kent. Please.” Parson leans down, rests his stick against the ice, and holds Eric’s gaze as if to say, I’m here. Trust me. Just play.

The puck drops.

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There’s someone watching him, young, handsome with dark hair and the kind of bright blue eyes that scream ‘notice me’ with all of the biological bluntness of neon plumage and a mating dance. The man weaves through the crowd, unnoticed by Eric’s teammates, and comes close enough that Eric can’t help but assume familiarity. He must be a fan, the way he’s flushed and excitable.

Eric’s drunk enough on the moment that he’s happy to indulge his baser instincts. He also literally can’t remember the last time he brought company home and if there’s ever been a night to get laid, it’s this one.

“Crisse, look at you, Bits.”

The man is caught between being awestruck and simply struck, reaching out to touch Eric’s arm but not quite making contact, like his depth perception is the tiniest bit off. He drops Eric’s old nickname so easily, so earnestly, that for a moment Eric thinks they might already know each other — but that’s impossible. Eric would remember someone so handsome, so very much his type.

“Only my friends call me ‘Bitty’.” Eric cautions, raising his half-empty champagne bottle in a mock toast and flashing his best ‘you’re coming home with me tonight’ smile. “But I’m more than happy to to get acquainted with you, Sugar.”

Eric isn’t usually this forward, this unrestrained. Tonight, it doesn’t matter, he’s celebrating: another championship, the end of a career, a life well lived. It’s to be expected. What isn’t expected is how the man’s relieved smile falters; as if Eric’s unbridled joy is somehow misplaced.

“Bitty? It’s me.”

“And ‘me’ is called . . . ?”

On very few occasions in Eric’s life has he been able to witness true devastation first-hand; and those instances were related to deaths, hockey losses, or blackout morning afters.

“Jack.” The man says softly, face slack with surprise. “It’s. . . Jack. Bitty, you know me.”

“If we’ve met before, I’m sorry,” Eric apologizes, hating to see the kid look so defeated. “I meet so many people — ”

Over Jack’s shoulder, Eric catches sight of Bob Zimmermann and waves, delighting in the way Bob’s face lights up when he catches sight of Eric, practically going supernova when he notices Jack as well, crossing the ice like a man possessed; Bob moves to pull them both into a hug but Eric’s new friend holds up a defensive hand and Bob stops mid-gesture.

It’s extremely apparent something is off, and between the reporters, the confetti, the champagne, and the fans, Eric is missing all of the context clues.

“Just won my last cup,” Eric singsongs, gesturing with the bottle between his mentor and the man Eric would very much like to fuck — who look very similar now that Eric can see them side by side. “Everyone’s super excited, right? Yeah? So, what’s going on. Did someone die?”

“No.” Bob says quickly, eyes flicking between Jack and Eric warily. “No. Not . . . that.”

“Severely injured?”

“. . . Non.”

“Okay, then, we should be celebrating!” Eric throws his arms wide and nearly clocks a passing teammate. “No more party pooping, Bobbert. Speaking, this is my new friend, Jack. Jack, Bob, Bob, Jack. Though, I’m getting the feeling you two might know each other. Or might be . . . related.” Eric gasps and smacks his free palm against his forehead. “Oh my god, the Tremblant retreat? Is that where I know you from? Listen, I was fucked up on pain meds that whole weekend, I am so sorry if we’ve already met.”

Despite Eric’s continued attempts at clarifying their shared mystery past, Jack keeps looking at Bob with that same wounded expression and it’s really killing Eric’s buzz.

“Bob.” Eric redirects. “Help me, here. Cutie’s nervous.”

“Eric, this is my, ah, well,” Bob’s smile is so forced, so tense, it looks more like a grimace. “Well, this is my son, Jack.”

There is only one ‘Jack’ Eric has ever known in relation to Bob Zimmermann, and he is not someone to be mentioned in polite conversation.

“Your son?” Eric echoes slowly. “Your son, Jack.”

Bob realizes what Eric’s tiptoeing around and casts a furtive glance toward the younger man, lifting two fingers to his cheek conspiratorially to imply ‘it’s a long story, not meant for public ears’. Eric knows how to play along.

“Wow, okay, did not expect that, but now that you’re saying it, I can one-hundred-percent tell. You have the same, well, everything.”

Eric takes Jack’s hand for an obligatory shake, not missing the way Jack’s features twist up into something caught between flattery and misery, before staring down his pseudo-mentor.

“My question is this, where have you’ve been hiding him — because how long have I know you, Bobby? Shame.”

“I’ve been . . . away.”

Jack’s tone is weighted with context Eric absolutely does not possess, but can definitely read into. Given the age difference and Alicia’s conspicuous lack of attendance this evening, Jack’s definitely a love child from some 90s Zimmergroupie. Or, original Jack didn’t actually OD and Bob spirited away his kid to keep away the prying eyes of the public; but that wouldn’t explain the age difference or the shared name.

Oh, Bobbert.

“Couldn’t wheel him out too soon,” Bob jokes, but Eric can tell the man’s heart isn’t in it, reinforcing Eric’s suspicion.

“Well, I’m happy you did,” Eric says graciously, trying to smooth over the awkwardness. “He’s very handsome, when he isn’t doing this Eeyore impression.”

“Just like his father,” Bob says reflexively — defensively — as Jack goes pink. “Eric, will you excuse us for a moment? Back in five minutes, tops.”

Eric offers a gracious wave, gaze lingering on Jack’s retreating back — and backside, bless — watching Bob rest a firm hand on his son’s neck, gripping tightly to lean in and furiously whisper something. As Eric watches, Jack looks back over his shoulder; it’s not the fond glance of a potential paramour. Regret, maybe? Grief, definitely.

He must be as disappointed to be cock-blocked by his father as Eric is.

Across the ice, Kent Parson has rushed Jack, gathering him into a crushing embrace that the younger man returns easily — burying his face against Parson’s pads; pulling back only when Parson grabs Jack’s shoulders to push him away, taking a long look at him, holding his face between his hands briefly before pulling Jack back into his arms.

They don’t just look like old friends, it’s a reunion of desperation, like the videos his mother sends of soldiers coming home from war, but before Eric can think better of it, a teammate fists a hand in the collar of Eric’s sweater and pulls — away from Bob’s forlorn love child and forgotten first meetings — and the night goes on.

Bob doesn’t return. Neither does Jack.

Eric doesn’t even notice.

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#Part I #maybe?#zimbits #omgcp #angst #long fic #cup magic #ice magic #my stuff #my fic #NHL!Bitty

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chaosmultiverse · 2 years

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@l8trd8tr Answered:

“Oh, hey man.”

“Abdu’s the name and skatin’ is my game, but that aside guess you could say I do some spelunkin’ every now and then. Now, I hear it already ‘ain’t it ironic for the mummy to be tomb raidin’?’ and I simply raise you ay if everyone else is out n’ about with it who says I can’t? ‘Sides, I never really take anythin’ already claimed– be kinda be rude, y’feel?”

He’s definitely rambling, though he seems to catch himself.

“But, hey, that’s ‘nough about this old pile ‘a bones. What’s your deal?”

Wonderful this guy was totally clueless and also nothing seemed clearly wrong with him, perfect marriage candidate. “Oh those sound like very interesting interests, you know there are actually a lot of interesting tombs and ruins within my home dimension, there are actually planets that are just tombs and ruins I’m sure you’d love to explore them.”

Both from how past interactions had gone and also the ‘how to flirt’ book The Prince had been reading he was (kinda) learning to be a little slow to ask someone to marry him, sure by the end of the convo he would have asked.

“My deal? Mar- I mean, I enjoy romantic stuff like romcoms and opera but I do enjoy more low brow things like game shows! I mean I’m also a prince from a different dimension and in search of a m- partner but I don’t want to bore you with all those small details.”

#🤴 {The Role Of A Prince} {IC}#🤴 {Set The Stage} {Main Verse}#l8trd8tr

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stray-tori · 3 years

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An Innocent Sin & the good gay flashback ft. my descent into madness

I wasn’t sure if I should post this but I mostly want it archived so here we go. This is from like,, September?

So. “An Innocent Sin” is a dumpster fire unlike anything I’ve ever seen. I don’t remember why I decided to read it. maybe I was crazy. Either way... I read it. It soon started to touch upon (very very outlandish) sexual abuse which I thought was interesting. (the angst, not so much some of the wack circumstances surrounding it)

ANYWAY. at some point... we have a flashback. And not just that. It has a gay character.

And it turns rly gay. which mind you, is still in a het smut manwha (that has a “gay” side couple, but still!)

And it destroyed me.

For those who want to read it because I genuinely think the flashback is a decent bit, it’s all the bonus chapters between chapter 77 and 78 I think. There’s a part before that too, but idk where exactly anymore. (It’s on lezhin! or your platform of choosing)

I don’t THINK you’ll need any other knowledge to get the flashback bit? but it’s been a while.

Below the cut (rip mobile users), you can read all of my amazing reactions (all of these were text messages, for context - but I took most of the replies and convos about other things out). Post is also tagged as long post. :))

(i’m serious, this is fucking long)

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Here I am. Liking the gay flashback character. Feck. Main dude is still straight but idk it's cute pff

This is a mess. The girl white hair likes, likes black hair, maybe, but thinks white hair is attractive

What just happened is sth I'd like to know too pff He's so cute tho omg. Watch me melt Can we stay in this flashback before everything got perverted af and before white hair gets assaulted all the time I would send an eyebrow emote if I could Context: he's asking he says it again

Ik it's not mutual but loookkk he's so sweet. He's kinda rude in present time, can't we stay in this flashback forever

I never asked for gay, never expected gay but I got gay

This story is trash why am I still reading it shdhhd

He caught his mom cheating. And now she's forcing him to watch??? What is thissss Well adoptive mom But still sudhdidu what Bitch how dare YOU exist

Save my babyyyy

Yay sister that's not yet a rapist to the rescueee

This flashback is actually just nicer in every way let's just stay here This is a super long flashback btw Idek anymore what triggered it

Okay I think I'm gonna make the sensible decision and let this dumpster fire rest and just go sleep

It was very wild. I kinda wanna see white hair get therapy but it has 90 chapters and I'm at like 30... So I'm very concerned this is gonna be very dragged out. Idek if it's even finished ahahsududi - but I do kinda wanna see where it goes and see more cute Noah (white hair) so. Here we are.

yeahhh like i was down for the sexual abuse angst but then the mother killed the adoptive son's mother bc the dad had a thing for her?? and it was someone a person studying with white hair knew and so he's investigating and I'm like how did this turn into a crime organisation kind of plot

hhhhhhh i... i appreciate these horny things also tackling abuse but it always kind of gives me weird vibes to have both, especially when its very horny. And when people are horny to people who've been abused. Idk but I'd assume... you might try NOT to tie them up if they're frequently bondaged during their assaults. I'm just.... disjdksdj hello?? am i weird?? why are they fine with it???

also this manwha is so wild, theres this murder mystery investigation thing and then theres just a couple doing honry stuff sprinkled in between and i'm like OKAY

they rescued a guy in their basement and he's understandably very traumatized and they're trying to question him cut to our main couple trying bondage which i still dont understand bECAUSE HE'S A RAPE VICITM WHY ARE YOU OKAY WITH THIS the ones questioning arent the main couple of course but idshkjds

like im glad he's somehow okay with all this horny stuff despite his trauma and im glad he can be happy and have a nice relationship but DO WE NEED THIS MUCH OF IT he's very cute tho

i like that even when i try other stuff lezhin recommends me it still has large amount of gay in it

[mei: i mean... that's pretty great, if you ask me]

I mean I agree, I'm enjoying the gay eheheh these tonal whiplashes there's not even that much white space between the panels fhjd nvm it just turned horny goddamn it can there be 1 chapter without fucking? okay, there were the flashbacks

WE ARE BACK IN FLASHBACKS but im not getting the gay relationship, sad

OH WAIT AM I GETTING GAY COMFORT bc thats very good too

OH NNOOO this turned sad very quickly

I'M SORRY IM SPAMMING BUT THIS IS JUST ANGSTY

I'M :((((

different species confirmed

I rly like them :((( I like the current girl too but it's just..... very horny with her. the flashbacks are nice [current tori edit: she’s very unloyal idk why i said I liked her] im weird HHHHH RIPPP

someone help him he looks so saddddd

not sure if thats the most healthy relationship but I'LL TAKE IT

AWWW black hair's mom cooks mild food for them bc Noah can't eat spicy food :((( im soft

PFFF

I LOVE THE FLASHBACKS :(((

awww

i feel like theyve done much more bonding than noah's current relationship. I mean yes I think its cute when she comforts him, too, but they rarely do anything besides be horny together

OH OH THEY'RE KISSING

best buildup, honestly

the position is hornier than I'd like later here goes hope it stays cute

D-did someone just respect the word "stop"??? I am amazed

i think you might uh. have some trauma stuff too so yknow

Dohye is a little dramatic in his reassurance but it's all rly cute so I'm :(( I like them a lot pls stay like this getting invested in flashbacks is always like: ik it wont stay but pls stay like this

hELP

chapters ending in "i wanna touch him" is never good. I'm scared. Oh okay he didnt do anything. PHEW. He's already better than the girl, can't they just end up together lmao

[Noah was jealous]

w-why do you look so evil dohye haukdhjs

oh. oh no. the horny is starting. pls dont... just be cute forever

DOHYE NO YOU WERE SO DECENT WHY ARE YOU LYING ABOUT KOREAN TRADITIONS TO GET HIM TO DO STUFF HORNY STUFF TOO NO PLS STOP I JUST- WHEEE TvT the manwha is actually less visually horny in the flashbacks but im not sure if its bc its BL which isnt rly the genre of the manwha or if its bc they're still kids basically, which... I'd respect the latter, tho I'd prefer it to be like this constantly haha

okay. he's not respecting stop anymore, but it's also more of embarrassed nature more than "no i dont want this stop" so maybe i can forgive it. Still losing points, but he hugged him and it was sweet so HHHHHHHHHHH NOT SURE HOW I SHOULD JUDGE THIS SITUATION

They [Noah’s family] forbid him to visit his friends house I AM DEVASTATED

understandable they're a rapist, a fucked up murderer mother and a father with a thing for younger women so

tho he dont know any of that but yknow he's so pretty just fucking end me on the spot

hooo

they are boyfriends and ik from the future that his sister is gonna ruin it allll she has those drugs that make visual imaginations feel like they rly happened to the person (dont know if thats real but holy fuck its terrifying) and she's used it before to say that Noah assualted her. and im pretty sure shes gonna use it again bc there was a panel of Noah remembering Dohye being uhhhh intimate with her and thats why Noah began to hate him and im so sad im not ready for it. bc he's denied it in the future and i honestly couldnt see it happening even before that or she drugged Dohye, i guess thats a possibility too

[current tori: oh girl, it’s neither and it’s wack]

which if, btich you gonna die even more enough rambling, more reading. this makes me so sad but also spicy

on the manwha note, he thinks Noah doesnt like his family bc he's adopted and doesnt feel comfy which....... fair enough i suppose. and he's so cute im gonna melt just looK AT THIS

SHUt UP, IM GONNA CRY

OH MY GODDDD he ate like ice and gum and all that, and Dohye assumed it was bc of the more spicy food and got rl worried, but he was just trying to get the smell out of his breath bc he wanted to kiss him ukhsdjs HOW CAN YOU BE SO CUTE HELLLOOOOOOOOO

look at them. LOOK AT mY BABIESSSS

how am i ever gonna care about the main couple again aww he-he wanted to go to the same highschool as him :((( im sad bc i know its not gonna happennnnnn

[mei: also at this point, you're literally never gonna care about them. i don't even know the main couple that well and i honestly don't care about them whatsoever.]

WAIT NO they're actually going to the same school awww ik it wont take long until sister fucks it up for them but for now theyre so sweet ohmygodddd

cant he move in with them, fuck his family honestly

dohye he's not a fucking pokemon iukhsdjs

oh. its. turning horny i am displeased with this development but i guess its natural for their relationship however COULD YOU DO IT AT HOME AND NOT IN SOME DUSTY SMALL ROOM how do ppl do this i like that the comments too are just "... is anyone still carng about the other girl?" sakjds

this is the best 3 panels in existence.

h-he just took your hand dohye idk what to tell you

[mei: "you blush at everything i do" god if that isn't me, idk what is]

awww its cute dohye is getting bonus points bc he invited Noah over while his mom wasnt home, they watched some sexual stuff and he DIDNT try to do anything what is this where can i get more of this

"well im not okay"

MY BABIESSSS

they still didnt do much btw they're just kinda exploring and its honestly nice TvT I dont want this to ever endddd

[Dohye sees Noah’s sister and approaches her] N O

N OOOO

this is the starttttt of something.......... TERRIBLEEEE

:((( babyyyy

I AM EMO

Noah was drugged im sure. hes having dreams and waking up in pain and the sister is asking doyhe over I DONT LIKE THISSSSSSS OH HE DECLINED

OKAY OKAY he saw him with her again but it was from behind and im not sure if it rly happened??? oh no this is terrible. Noah :((( poor child

i am so emo about this

[reminder he’s been abused TvT]

[the sister: “Don’t you want to know why?”]

i will. murder someone he called to ask her to delete his number btw what is this manwha but this is just gonna make it that more tragic when whatever happens that breaks them apart :(((

he's such a good bf but Noah just wont TELL him his side I'M SO SAD

I AM SO SAD

It cant end im actually tearing up nooo you were so cuteeee and happpyyy

[*sister is telling dohye to come to the gym hall*]

what else is she gonna do she already teared [current tori: ahem... T O R E] them apart THAT'S NOT DOYhE. THATS NEVER HIM. OH MY GOD. is it a look alike??? damn, she's dedicated to just. ruining it, huh

I’M

I’M SO SAD

now he's switching SCHOOLS NO NOOOOO how will i ever find happiness againnnn NO they're misunderstanding further they're not talking properly i mean i get it but oh my god

I'M :(((

NO NOOOO pls make up in the future at least omg he tried to clear it up tooo ahhh i dont even have hopes for them getting back together but i just i want them to clear it up im crying first manwha to make me cry and it's this dumpster fire ahaha maybe a little too bc it kinda hit a little close to home i guess but goddamnn ittttt they were so cuteee and so happy and AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

OH NO. Noahs getting drugged and assaulted. And he's realizing it happened before, he just forgot. I am. so sad it's not horny drawn either which i appreciate but MY HEART NO

N O DONT YOU DARE MAKE THIS WORSE

Im. gonna cry more

Doyhe kept an eye on him im so emo :(( but he thought he was doing well enough and gave up.... Im im so sad no i want you to make up and get back together its all just a stupid........... MEHHHH will i ever find sth like this flashback again

[mei: p-probably not, no]

i am so devasted i dont even wanna go back to the main couple just fucking. i want this relationship back :(((( but i guess the investigation might end up somewhere so hhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhh the baker manwha had a similar flashback feeling so. i just gotta find more of that haha

BUT THIS WAS SO SAD??? im so emo

[Dohye got kidnapped // the flashback commentary stops here but I think my descend into madness is pretty funny too]

OH YEAH THAT HAPPENED. THE FLASHBACK WAS SO LONG I FORGOT. NOOOO SAVE HIM. JESUS CHRIST PLS JUST ONE GOOD THING

its. actually rly smart to have another, more focused on them flashback, before the arc where he gets kidnapped by the rapist murder household so. good job. from a meta perspective but also NO but also. maybe theres hope for them making up at least after all :(((

[main couple kissing] this is. very weird now. but im glad he has someone, he deserves it but dohyeeeee

and switching to sex, YET AGAIN now i wanna see this EVEN LESS THAN I DID BEFOREEEE it's even.... a threesome now with one of the other characters why are you like this why can't you be. like in the flashback i am so upset HAHHHHH WHEEEZEEEE

I am just stop fucking jesus christ PLEASE I DONT WANNA SEE IT ANYMOREEEEE

im just stop the horny pls just tell me who that new guy is and why doyhe likes him so much

[mei: this manwha is a fucking mess but at least we got your lovely commentary out of it]

dhsuksj thanks i feel honored at least i got cute BL out of it before everything went [back] to shit

[mei: THAT TOO]

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tbh im getting kinda mad about doyhe... i dont... feel like he'd just fall instantly for a guy who looks like Noah... but eh not my character

i just want closure for dohye at this point, fuck everything else ... not literally pls theres already too much of that

pls get it together for like 1 chapter is the investigation even still happening i am so confused save dohye plEASE wait what i have less than 10 episodes left Dont tell me this shit isnt even wrapped up yet

[Dohye is having a breakdown over the Noah double not coming to see him anymore]

yeah i this... doesnt feel like Dohye... at all... Even when Noah was rejecting him he was just kind of... taking it with some humor and maybe he was a little desperate and risky sometimes but... oh well... i do want him to get better but... im having a hard time believeing this development??? he never seemed overly anxious or anything. but who knows what else they did to him. Sister can still go fuck off tho

[...]

i mean. i liked the flashbacks a lot honestly??? it stayed simple and focused on the dynamics and less trying to balance smut with murder plots

[dm partner: NO THAT'S WHAT I MEAN LIKE CLEARLY THE AUTHOR CAN MAKE A GOOD STORY SO I'M JUST... CONFUSED AS TO WHY THEY DIDN'T STICK WITH SOME SOFT, FLUFFY BL ROMANCE MANWHA AND DECIDED TO MAKE WHATEVER THIS IS INSTEAD ]

okay i dont care bc dohye is currently getting assaulted nobody asked for this why i just. this is terrible. he was... so sweet. he doesnt deserve this. nobody does of course but jesus christ pls someone save him at least its not horny visually, one saving grace

ah... the assult is back to being depicted horny-ly thank you for nothing

[... removed some general confusion about the plot]

YES. SOME SHIP FOOD.

i am. suffering i mean i cant stop but GOD

okay so apparantly. the sister. has just an arsenal of people who look like other people Dohye, then Noah... and even Noah's GF??? this is ridiculous??

one good message

why

did you feel the need to add that [actual tired rage]

im gonna die this manwha is gonna kill me im laughing but im suffering oh hes arrested great and thats the end and the last update was in january of this year

why AS IN NOAH IS ARRESTED nobody who actually did anything is arrested What is this why is this AHHH I at least wanted the complete-ness of finishing this but now I'M JUST SUFFERING

[ mei: I MEAN TO BE FAIR I'D BE SUFFERING TOO BC JUST... WHAT THE FUCK I HAVE?? MANY QUESTIONS?? AND MANY CONCERNS BC THIS MANWHA IS JUST... AN EXPERIENCE ]

its an experience allright WELL

_______________

yup that’s it.

in my head, in a twist of events Dohye and Noah make up and are actual endgame. Something like that must exist out there but I won’t ask because it’d destroy the surprise and ruin the point.

That’s it.

Have a nice day.

#an innocent sin #dohye x noah #noah x dohye #long post #tori talks #tori has opinions #reactions #yes I do this often in our dms #poor mei #toriqueue

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dreamiehrs · 5 years

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jealousy issues ➛ h.rj

genre: jealous!renjun, fluff, maybe a lil angst, best friends to lovers, you’re oblivious and renjun’s annoyed lmao, high school au, bestfriend!renjun

pairing: renjun x you

requested: yes

note: hihi! this was requested by this beautiful anon! I actually found this request pretty interesting bc I had to think of how renjun would be jealous... so I hope you enjoy it! ty for requesting :) (gif credit: @renjunhuang)

you and renjun have been besties since... god knows when

just kidding, you and him have counted the years and it’s been around six years

aka since sixth grade!! you two met in math class when the teacher put you beside each other

that was probably her worst decision, to be honest... his witty remarks, which you always tended to bounce back and forth with him about, left the teacher in an annoyed mode the rest of the day

you guys were good students, though. so she wasn’t *that* annoyed, you know?

naturally, you guys started to learn more about each other and figured out you guys like a lot of the same stuff!! this led up to you guys exchanging numbers and hanging out almost every other weekend

your hangouts with renjun were something you always looked forward to

he never failed to make you laugh with his clever words and his sense of humor

as the two of you got older and went into high school... it seemed like everything had changed between you two

obviously, you two were still besties and nothing would change that, but as the two of you grew up together, sometimes you would find yourself thinking that renjun has... dare you say... gotten attractive over the years?

his features had become more molded and he’s started dressing more... impressively... the latter probably because you told him what style of clothing you liked guys to wear

you would mentally smack yourself whenever you thought of him that way, though. you shouldn’t be thinking of one of your best friends like that, right?

you would have your occasional crushes throughout high school, and he would, too

however, your flirting skills were at an all-time low, so you would never act on your crushes. you would just wait for them to pass by and not really be phased by it

renjun would tease you non-stop about your crush (if you had one at the time)... but at some points during you two’s convo he would seem... kind of stormy

like one day, during sophomore year, you plopped down in front of him at your lunch table

“how is my wonderful best friend doing today?” you asked as you took a bite of your sandwich

“terrible, now that you’re here.” he would bite back, but you were unphased as you stole one of his grapes

“oh shush, you know you love me.” you wiggled his eyebrows at him and he just gave you a look of disgust (in a loving way of course)

you then went on your rant about how much you admired upperclassman na jaemin, about how kind and caring he was, all that stuff

renjun’s mood and his smile quickly had fallen after he heard that boy’s name fall from your mouth

you didn’t seem to notice as you kept rambling, but you did spot his clenched fist which rested on the lunch table

“injunnie, you okay?”

his nickname snapped him out of his trance as he stood up and gathered his things

you just looked up at him, your eyebrows knotted in confusion

“where are you going?”

“you know, y/n, if you want to gush about your crush, how about you do it to someone else, alright?”

after his outburst, he quickly strode away from you and left you sitting at the lunch table, all alone

what just happened?

after you got home after school today you thought a little bit before hearing your phone chime

you unlocked it to see a text from renjun

injunnieヾ(❛ε❛“)ʃ: I’m sorry for my little... outburst earlier today. it was a really stressful day for me and I ended up letting it out on you. I shouldn’t have done that

you: ...it’s okay. promise you won’t get angry when I mention jaemin?

injunnieヾ(❛ε❛“) ʃ: I’ll try not to

you were still concerned after you guys cleared everything up... something just didn’t... sit well with you... ya know?

it took all of your brain to agree on this, but you had decided to try to stop liking jaemin

you didn’t want to lose your friendship with renjun, so it would be for the best, right?

you still had crushes after this, though. in junior year you were infatuated with the school’s star wrestler, lee jeno

renjun stayed his usual protective self and would nag you every five seconds about your crushes... at one point he said something along the lines of “you’re too good for them.”

“don’t flatter me, injunnie,” you replied and brushed the warm feeling in your chest away by pinching his cheek instead “what happened to my impolite friend, hmm?”

he almost decked you after this but someone’s presence at the end of your table made him decide not to

your cheeks went bright red and you quickly removed your hand from renjun’s cheek. he just scoffed and you sent him a pointed look afterward

you tried to telepathically send him a distress signal as jeno got closer to you two with every passing moment, but you knew you were toast when jeno finally sat next to you

“hi, y/n. so... I have a wrestling tournament tonight, and I was wondering if you were interested in coming to watch me.”

you could feel renjun’s eyes watching you intently but you were too excited with jeno sitting next to you “it depends on if I’m busy, but more than likely, I’ll be able to go.”

“okay, great. see you there.” he gets up excitedly and acknowledges renjun before striding back to his table

you lie your head on the lunch table, peering up at renjun “what am I gonna do, injunnie?”

“what do you mean ‘what am I gonna do?’ go see him tonight, dummy.”

“...injunnie you’re acting strange. do you have a fever or something?” you put your palm up to his forehead and surprisingly, he lets you

a small, but sad smile covers his face and you feel a pang in your heart

“just trying to get over someon- I mean, something.”

your heart felt heavy the rest of the day after renjun told you that

something was deeply wrong, and you were going to figure out what that ‘something’ was

you dialed jeno’s number and informed him that you weren’t able to go. his goodbye sounded more upset than you had expected, but you didn’t let it get to you as you texted renjun

you: meet me at my house in twenty. we’re having a well-needed movie night tonight

injunnieヾ(❛ε❛“) ʃ: what about jeno?

you: I canceled on him

injunnieヾ(❛ε❛“) ʃ: oh

you: yeah

you: pick up snacks nerd!!

injunnieヾ(❛ε❛“) ʃ: you really wanna be smacked tonight, huh?

you took no time getting in setting up the living room for movie night

cue the tons of blankets, pillows, and stuffed animals you tossed on the couch in the living room

yes, you two still made pillow forts... yes, they were very comfortable...

while you were hitting the ‘on’ button for the tv, you heard three knocks on the door, which meant renjun was here

you quickly opened the door and headed back to decorating the couch, leaving him standing in the doorway

“psst! yn! a little help here?”

you hadn’t noticed that he had four full bags of snacks in both of his arms

“sorry buddy, can’t you see I’m busy over here?” you teased and you heard him huff before closing the door with his back

he set down the bags of snacks near the pillow fort you had constructed before meandering over to you

you can feel his eyes on you and you look up at him “what?”

“why did you cancel on jeno?”

“let’s discuss this in our cozy pillow fort, hm?” you lightly take hold of his hand and lead him into the pillow fort, which is beautifully decorated by yours truly :)

you take a deep breath before starting: “okay, so I canceled on jeno because I knew something was up with you. every time I would mention my crush, during the past and now, you always seem to get upset afterward.”

he stays silent, and you take both of his hands in yours in an attempt to get an answer out of him

“is it something that I did? was I being too dense again? please, just tell me.”

your heart’s beating a mile a minute with how anxious you are and renjun doesn’t help slow it down when he responds with: “I love you, y/n.”

after those four words left his mouth, you were now awfully aware of all the physical contact you were making with him, but you didn’t dare move your hands from his “w-what?”

“I’m in love with you, y/n,” he repeated, out of breath this time “I’ve been in love with you since freshman year, even though you were really cringy in that year.”

you giggled and lightly kicked his shin before he continued: “then when you started talking about all these crushes you’ve had I started getting... jealous. I couldn’t help myself sometimes, and it didn’t help that you went on and on about them...”

“...I didn’t say anything about your crushes...”

“that’s because the only person I’ve had a crush on is you.”

“...oh.”

the air starts to become awkward and you start internally freaking out

“you know what? just forget everything I just said. I-”

“injunnie, no. the truth is, I like you too.”

you can see from his facial expression that he’s trying to process this new information “wait, what about your past crushes, and your crush now?”

“jaemin was an actual crush of mine. I did have an interest in jeno, but you being jealous diverted my attention from the said boy. you’ve been giving me butterflies in my stomach since last year, but I’ve been suppressing my feelings in fear of ruining our friendship.”

“wow, we’re really both fools, huh?” you swat the top of renjun’s head “okay, okay, I’m joking.”

“after all that emotional drama, let’s go binge-watch movies now!” you drag him out of the pillow fort and onto the couch, where you two laid on top of the other as you turned the tv on

while you were finding a movie to watch, renjun pressed a soft kiss to the side of your cheek before whispering: “I love you, y/n.”

you felt your heart melt before mumbling back: “love you too, injunnie.”

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combat-wombatus · 3 years

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uHm if you do these and if you want to do it I’d love a bnha matchup <3?

• my name is Aubri, I’m bi but prefer MHA boys tbh. I go by she/her, too.

• I’m a very Gryffindor person. (Sorry if you don’t know Harry Potter - 😖)

• I’m a June cancer, and I have ADHD and anxiety. My anxiety can be literally crippling somedays, but it’s gotten better overtime.

• I’m a bit of a class clown and usually just a clown 🤡 but that’s irrelevant. My teachers all hate me but like school-wise I do well so we have a love and mostly hate relationship 🤧

• I’m usually the ‘entertaining’ friend, in elementary the popular kids would invite me to play games with them because, “you’re funny” and it was like the biggest achievement ever 😭👍🏻 then they’d ignore me but that’s another therapy session

• I’m usually made fun of by people for being ‘weird’ and ‘insane’. Like all through elementary everyone thought I’d be a criminal when I grew up JUST BECAUSE I HAD UNDIAGNOSED ADHD - I hate it here 😐🦶🏻

• I’ve always been super into crime stories/true crime (where my anxiety comes from, I’m always worried about a pesky serial killer just killing me. It’s usually being kidnapped tho lmao) so I knew and still know like all these murder facts and sometimes I’d just randomly be like;

“Hey did you know it takes 12 hours and 2 days to dissolve a body in acid?”

“If you bury a dead deer over a dead body you buried deep in the ground, when police dogs sniff it and people dig they’ll just think it was the deer and won’t dig any farther.”

• So maybe people had a reason to be scared of me and think I’ll be a criminal someday, i dunno.

• I love love love reading and writing, and also debating. The things I’ve wanted to be when I grow up are basically: Dog shelter worker, actress, FBI agent, politician, and a writer. But usually I just want to do something that makes a positive impact on people. Like i wanted to be an FBI agent to solve crimes for people. I wanted to be a politican so I could actually help a lot of people. The entertainment industry also seemed like a way to make people happy. Idk, but then I decided I couldn’t be a politican at 10 because they were all corrupt and to be one I would have to be too. 😫🤌🏻 we love some good childhood angst

• the only subjects I’ve ever excelled at are ELA and Social Studies aka History, and Math I can’t do to save my life. ELA comes easy for me and I usually don’t have to work that hard and/or get too stressed over it. But I always get the meanest teachers for some reason. For example, one time I did my final essay for like 30% of my grade in 30 minutes the day it was due and I got an A+ 🦟🦗🦟🦗

• Uhhh id describe myself as a pretty loyal friend, I’m a ride or die type of girl. A story from my childhood that summarizes it pretty well is when I was in 2nd grade my friend wet her pants and she didn’t want to go to the nurse for it alone so I peed my pants so I could go with her and she wouldn’t have to be alone. Like, you know, a professional problem solver

• and I have genuinely attacked people for fucking with my friends but don’t snitch pls 🕳🏃‍♀️💨

• But also just anyone, people at my school tend to come to me with their problems for me to either help solve them by reasoning, or just to confront the other person like the bad bleep I am 😈😈

• I also have a huge daydreaming problem, it’s literally maladaptive daydreaming. So paired with my ADHD I don’t get shit done like ever.

• I have really high empathy levels I guess, like I always say hi to everyone I see on the street, especially if they look sad 😔 I’ve done it ever since I was a little kiddo.

• My fashion sense is very much a preppy/alt style. I wear those ripped tights and fishnets, I also have the MOST BIZARRE JEWELRY- like who allowed me to buy the gummy worm glittery earrings, hmmm???????? and those Mary Janes???????

• But I love crew necks and pleated skirts so I always obide by the National “hoes dont get cold” policy 🇺🇸😫🦅

• I wanna move somewhere someday, I don’t want to stay in America for very long

• I can speak Latin, French, and my native language which is English.

• My music taste varies, but my all-time favorite artists who all of their music they’ve ever put out has been my favorites are, Billie Eilish, Melanie Martinez, and Conan Gray.

• I no-joke have a sign in my front yard that says;

In ✍️ this ✍️ house we ✍️ don’t ✍️ worship Jesus ✍️ but instead ✍️ Melanie ✍️ Martinez

• My favorite shows are MHA (duh), The Promised Neverland, and Malcolm in The Middle.

• and I’m not going to tell you what I prefer in a partner, because that ruins the fun 😤

• but I will say I cannot be friends with someone who doesn’t really make me laugh. Like I’m used to doing most of the talking in convos but if you’re just boring I’m sorry it’s nothing personal but no thanks 😐✌🏻

• About my physical appearance, I have fluffy n curly brown hair, but when it’s in the sunlight it looks sort of brown but golden yk?? It’s shoulder length :) I have bleach blonde streaks in the front. I like wearing eyeliner most days, too. I’m pretty average size/ on the skinnier side. Kinda high key inscure abt my body bc I got flat shamed in elementary EVEN THOUGH I HAVE TIDDIES NOW- whatever 😤🙄. I also have crystal type blue eyes, and I do have fairly big eyes. But, like, not weirdly big. A good big. My cheekbones are ALWAYS PRESENT so sometimes I get called a Tim Burton character but it’s cool ig ☠️☠️ oh and I’m kinda short. I’m 5’3, even though my doctor said I’d be 5’7. I feel like I was either tricked by the doctor or someone just stole my destined height while I was asleep. It’s probably cause I didn’t keep an eye out for Selener 👁 😔😔

• I’m a definite night owl, like all of my energy comes at night which really sucks cuz I can’t do much since everyone else is asleep.

• My love language is touch starved so I’ve never figured it out ✌🏻😗🔫

• but I am an attention whore so idk 😏

• I’m a huge introvert with social anxiety. It isn’t as bad as it used to be cuz I used to not be able to like go to restaurants but now I’m much better.

• I’m a huge history person, mostly like sad history LMFAO. Uh but a lot of my hyperfixations have been on history. Some examples are The Roman Empire, Julius Caesar himself, Anne Frank, The Titanic, the Black Plauge, Helen Keller, Marie Curie, Slavery in the US, Joan of Arc, and just a lot more. I always love talking about these things if someone would let me ramble to them but no one ever does 😖 it also got to a point where for all these subjects I’d go to the library and try to find a book on them but usually I’d either have already read it or I’d read it and know all the information.

• I’m super into Greek Mythology, I have 7 books filled with the stories, I’m going to Greece maybe this summer to see it’s history, and named my hamster Aphrodite but we call her Aphie. I also will talk about this forever and ever if you let me.

• My favorite color is yellow, my favorite food is literally nothing I never have an appetite, my favorite planet is Saturn, favorite song is Tag Your It by Melanie Martinez atm but it changes like everyday.

• Music is a huge safe-space for me if I’m feeling down or having a panic attack. It calms me down n is overall my coping mechanism 💃🏻💃🏻

• Biggest fear is spiders, even looking at one gives me a panic attack and I cannot sleep at all for that night, adding to my insomniac ass 🧎🏻‍♂️🏌️‍♀️

• I’m mature for my age, I don’t exactly like hanging around kids my age and I get along better with older crowds.

• i don’t like conventional dates, (I PROMISE IM NOT TRYING TO SOUND ‘QUIRKY’ AHAHA) I kind of like having a best-friend type partner more so dates that aren’t as romantic as like the movies or a fancy restaurant suite me better. My dream date is playing Monopoly on my bedroom floor 🦧

• Also I hate getting gifts. End of story. If someone gets me a gift like awe that’s nice but never again, I’d prefer to get you one. Especially in a romantic partner 😐 i keep a journal of my friends’ interests and hobbies so I can get them the perfect gifts for their bdays and Christmas’s. Been doing this ever since 4th grade.

• Though I don’t have much actual experience with relationships🧍🏻‍♀️

• I’m a huge believer in ‘family isn’t blood, it’s who you make it’ because I have a pretty shitty family life and my childhood has been trash. My friends are my family to me.

• Also if my friends don’t like my romantic partner ✨ GOODBYE ✨. Sorry girlie, bros before hoes 🦨💨

I was going to put more but I’m so so sorry for how LONG AND COMPLICATED THIS IS- idk if this is a autobiography or a matchup at this point 🤦‍♀️ don’t feel pressured to do this and if matchups aren’t open IM SO SO SORRY LMAO uh yeah ilysm 🦎🎂🧃

OMG ASLDFKJHASLKDJH

🥺 i’m so sorry bby but matchups are closed ;-; my 100 follower event was over while ago (i guess i should’ve specified that in the asks i answered LKSAJHFLKJAHDS SORRY IT’S MY BAD) but you sound so cool?? i had a lot of the same hyperfixations interests (heLLO helen keller was badass AF and the roman empire was messed up but still v cool, anne frank was awesome too) i also may or may not have wanted to be a politician when i was younger alskdjfhalkdhj but now i’m just 🧍🏻‍♀️ lost and anyways you’re amazing >.< love u lots and don’t forget to drink water and eat a lil something hehe :p

#coco answers #nonnie <3

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haikyupid · 4 years

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Order from Haikyuu Teens,

uhh ,, hello !! if it’s not too late , could i get a dalgona matchup latte please ? i am a infp-t & my enneagram type is 9 ! people who didn’t really know but now they do say that i always looked/seemed like the kind of person who is really cold & stuck up (only bc i look “mean”) . i’m very loyal . i’m the kind of person who’ll support & be there for my friends . i’m also caring (maybe a little too caring from what my friends tell me. but, i even know that myself) & i tend to be really selfless . once i get to know you , i’m really childish & i always try to make a dumb joke to make you laugh & ,,, i become more talkative & loud . i always catch myself rambling about random things & having too much enjoyment talking about things that i really like . mainly , only people who are close to me see how i really act & behave . i was never really an out-there kind of person ,,, i always like to keep to myself . but moving on to cons , i’m a total pushover— like— i’m not even going to lie about that fact . it sucks but , it is what it is . i overthink waay too much & it causes to make myself panic sometimes . i’m really stubborn & i also really don’t know when to shut up & i tend to be very vain . i also keep my feelings to myself because i feel like i’ll be such a burden or just ruin the mood . i’m a total lazy person & i tend to really take things to heart (which makes me want to morph myself into a person that someone wants me to be) & dear gOd ,,,, i’m so awkward (that it even makes my friends feel uneasy or awkward as well) . i really love to draw , stay up late , sing , & dance (even though i’m very terrible at both ^__^;;) . i also really enjoy being stupid on calls , sending memes , korean food , & kpop ! hmm … my dislikes ? well— i don’t like it when people are obviously being rude for no reason . i dislike very bright colors (neons) , spiders , getting dirty , the cold , & squash . let’s see … in a relationship , i like someone who will make feel safe & loved . i have very low self-esteem so i seek someone who is supporting , too . someone who is caring even if they tend to act cold or maybe stubborn . & i like someone who’s going to be there for me like i’m always going to be there for them , no matter what . i also really like a someone who is strong , cool , & protective . i do like that small things like “hey , go to sleep .. its late” & “good morning/good night” text , heh . but i things i don’t like too much in a relationship is too much pda . i’m not really a big fan of making out in the halls & stuff . but ofc i don’t mind holding hands & small kisses on the lips (i like to show all my love & affection behind closed doors) .

aCK- i hope this is okay & not too much- sorry if it is !! i hope you have a wonderful day ! :>> i really love your blog ♡♡

Thank you so much for ordering and checking up on Kyupid's Love Shop. One Dalgona Matchup Latte coming up! Huh, I’ve been seeing lots of side effects for this one… anyways, I matcha up with ˚₊·͟͟͟͟͟͟͞͞͞͞͞͞➳❥

➞ before you two were in a relationship, ryuu didn’t actually… particularly like you, he was still smitten with ms. kiyoko y’know

➞ he’s sadly one of those people who do judge the book by its cover, but only because he prefers to be surrounded by positive people, and well… you didn’t particularly radiate that kind of vibe with, uh, your face (he really do be a hypocrite though with that ‘grr grr thug’ face of his 😔✌️)

➞ ryuu found you so intimidating (and beautiful, but he was in denial back then), you once saw him do his signature ‘gangsta’ look at you; yeah… y’all definitely didn’t get along at first — but ahem, let me introduce you to another matchmaker, ennoshita!

➞ enno knows your true personality and he vibes with you so well, therefore it really confused him when you accidentally slipped in something about ryuu’s attitude towards you during one of your guys’ convos (y’all were in a group project together) and he knows the reason why ryuu tends to avoid you, so he devised a plan to get you two to know each other: have a study date!

➞ when ryuu walked into the room and saw you, mans turned into the flash and just dashed towards the exit — but enno was one step ahead, so he got nishi to lock the doors before dropping off tanaka, and his attempt to leave failed

➞ it was soooo embarrassing for the both of you when enno kept on trying to keep a conversation going between the two of you; but when he decided to leave to make hot chocolate, ryuu apologizes and voices his concerns, and you just reply with “oh… oh, yeah that kind of happens… a lot” so you try to explain your side; he was honestly heartbroken from hearing that you experience it often, so he made it his mission to make it up to you

➞ and now would you look at that! you and ryuu are suddenly a couple now— (better thank enno for that)

➞ he will apologize profusely about the way he treated you beforehand, even if you’ve already told him a millions times that it’s fine; like y’all already have kids and he’ll still be like:

“hey, honey…”

“yeees?”

“you remember that time in high schoo—“

“omg, ryuu, not this again…”

“i just want to say that i’m so sor—“

“it’s been 19 years!”

➞ you will honestly feel like a queen, i’m being legit here; he’ll not only be your king, he’ll also be your knight in shining armour, and your butler — he’s the whole package, bby, and you’re one lucky girl to get all of that

➞ you think you’re too caring? nah, ryuu’s about to show you the life of a full time simp (skjkskss ik that being a simp is like so looked down on, but ik that every girl wants a man who’s a simp anyways)

➞ i’m kidding, he’s actually not a simp (A man who foolishly overvalues and defers to a woman, putting her on a pedestal) but more so he’s a doting boyfriend; you just know that you’re always gonna be at your best once you get into a relationship with him, so in a way, you are treated like a queen but not to the point where he worships the ground you walk on

➞ unless you tell him that you need some space, he’ll either have his arm lightly snaked around your waist or his hand resting on the small of your back; it’s his way of knowing that you’re protected and safe around him

➞ this relationship’s dynamic works extremely well since you both balance each other’s personalities in the aspects that you won’t have to worry about being a pushover around him since that’s not something that’ll occur with him; your more reserved personality compliments his outgoing one since if ever needed, you two could bring out the other side more in each other; he tends to have a more free personality (he’s still mature, but tends to enjoy life’s offerings) so whenever he feels that you’re overthinking again, he will coo and just reassure you that it’s okay to overthink sometimes, but it’s not worth having it control your entire mood and day

➞ ngl, he’s hella stubborn as well, but when it comes to you, he makes sure to understand your thinking first and then decide before he’ll let you take control — unless he thinks you’re completely wrong, then he won’t hesitate to put a foot down because he’s not going to help you turn into a spoiled brat, which is what hubby-material boyfriends do!

➞ to him though, it’s okay to be a lil’ vain, everyone wants to look to their best! but if it does however is on the verge of crossing the line of being full-on narcissistic, then he’ll confront you about it and ask you about why you’re acting the way you are, he’ll just try to put you into healthy-thinking mode back again

➞ you like memes? welp, that makes the two of you then! he definitely sends those wholesome memes, but his most favourite one to send you (especially as one those ‘good morning texts’) is:

➞ then he follows it up with ‘good morning, babe. strong power thank you to you always 😙😙 i love you so much. see ya at school!’ (aight, sorry, i just had to)

➞ kpop dances and karaoke on. the. daily! it doesn’t matter which song he’s dancing/singing to, as long as he gets to see you smile and know that you’re happy, he’ll do it all for you; he’ll also be your hypeman, and you’ll legit feel as if you’re an actual kpop idol with all the cheering he does — we love a supportive bf in this household

➞ *cough* he’ll sing lemonade by jeremy passion to you and he sounds so fokin beautiful— *cough*

➞ during calls with him, all you can hear is very loud laughter; whoever hears it (saeko for the most part) will just unconsciously smile since your guys’ laughs are just so genuine, even if it sometimes sounds a bit like a bunch of overheated kettles, they’ll just know that you both are having such a good time together and i mean, who wouldn’t want something like that?

➞ with you, he’s the type to send a message asking if you’re awake at like 2 AM, and if you do reply then expect him to come thru your window with some food in hand because he just felt like hearing your voice and seeing you; if not, then he’ll just send some cute message like ‘sleep tight and have good dreams, baby, i’ll see you tomorrow at school’

➞ once you two started dating, ryuu just had a more realistic view of relationships and he honestly prefers it way more than the scenarios that he’s created; now he appreciates privacy when it comes to showing affection instead of full-on just laying it all out in public, it just makes it that much more special to him; holding hands and just small skin contacts is his much more preferred pda than bear-hugging you or kissing you

➞ he’s not as needy as most expected him to be, in fact he actually often just caters to your needs because to him that’s enough; so expect small gifts here and there like making you a bento box, buying you strawberry milk, key-chains and bracelets, etc.

➞ he’s just more mature when he’s in an actual relationship because he does think that that’s something special that should only be shared between the two lovers; that doesn’t mean that he won’t occasionally show you off though, so you may or may not accidentally hear him rambling to the vbc about how lucky he is to call you his

➞ he will remember and notice every little thing about you; he notices that you’re humming some new kpop song absentmindedly? he’ll ask you about it during lunch; you made a small comment about liking korean food? he’ll make some for you! and best believe it tastes amaaaaaazing

➞ with ryuu, the thought of being a burden won’t ever cross your mind because he will often remind you that you make his days so much better and thank you for it (just good shet right here)

➞ even if you feel bad for not going to gyms with him because of your tendencies of being a lil’ lazy, he won’t force you at all; he’ll either just give you a kiss on the lips and walk you home before going, or he’ll call you whilst he’s at the gym; you’ll just feel so appreciated

➞ oh, and you won’t ever have to be worried about being awkward! there’s no such thing when you’re with your boyfriend ryuu, everything just comes so natural when you’re with him, everything will just feel so right

➞ this is the relationship that everyone knows will eventually turn into marriage and building a joyous family, and everyone expects to be invited because they all wouldn’t want to miss any part of yours and ryuu’s genuine relationship that they’ve all more than likely have been a part of since the beginning; in short, everyone wants to witness your relationship’s full story till it’s very end.

I hope you enjoyed your Dalgona Matchup Latte! Here’s a visual of your chaotically genuine relationship with Tanaka Ryuunosuke: After seeing your true persona during the study sesh with Enno, he’s become all flustered every time he looks at you instead of looking at you with his usual ‘imma thug’ look; Your first kiss (he planned it, no kidding — literally place, time, the vibes, he just wanted it to be perfect for you); Tanaka likes to take his shirt off, so when you both cuddled for like the third time, and just blacked out from exhaustion after a heavy day of practice, he wakes up to find you cuddled up against his chest which is bare, this man screams— his thoughts were like ‘omg, did we do it? was i drunk? omg, pls forgive me, y/n 😭’… and you’re just left there like ‘bruh, dafuq?’; when he’s feeling appreciative of you or just being soft in general, he hugs you similar to the gif and kisses your temple before burying his face into your hair to whisper “i love you so much, y/n, you don’t even understand”; him holding your hand to his face and just talking to you, whether it’s about your day or his, or telling you how much he loves you, is probably something that he does all time whenever you two are alone.

Thank you so much for ordering and being patient with Kyupid's Love Shop, I hope you’ll still order in the future! Have a very very lovely day, sweetie ♡⋆.ೃ࿔*

an: lmao, forget about kiyoko, you his girl now. periodt.

sorry this took waaay too long, bby 😔 the spa day turned into a whole pamper-me day so i was out all day… i’m really sorry, i hope you still like your order even though it came later than promised 🥺 if there’s anything wrong (gif, colored texts not showing up) then please message me!

tanaka is waaaay too underrated, but i honestly think that he’ll literally be one the top 5 best bfs from haikyuu, like legit this man will make you feel like a damn queen (kiyoko do be lucky tho) maybe not in the beginning, but like definitely after a few weeks or so.

#kyupid’s love shop #dalgona matchup latte #tanaka ryuunosuke #haikyuu matchups #hq matchups #submission

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tenerifeholland · 6 years

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Hotels and Twin Beds (Tom holland x reader)

Anon request: "Hey ❤️ can I request a Tom x reader? She’s travelling with Tom and his brothers and Harrison and has to share a hotel room with Tom, but instead of two beds it’s only one double so they have to share? And they wake up cuddled together and maybe there’s a bit of morning smut and feelings are admitted?"

So, I kind of skipped the smut part because it didn't feel genuine to write about that while they just admitted their feelings, so i wrote the fluffiest of fluffs, lots of kisses and a long makeout session. Hope it covers that :)

This is one of the pieces I feel the most happy with and the longest as well. I hope you enjoy it as much as I did while writing💓

Word count: 1.580

•

You, Tom, the twins and Harrison entered the hotel lobby, rambling about who is the strongest Avenger.

"Oh come on, Haz, it's obvious Thor is the strongest one. He is a god, for fuck's sake!" You cut off Harrison, pulling your suitcase a bit harsher than usual.

"Wanda literally held Thanos that had 5 infinity stones with one hand while she was destroying another one with the other. Thor didn't even do much." Harrison retorted and Sam turned around, "What do you think, Tom, you're an Avenger after all?" and Tom snapped out of a haze of watching you while you talked so excitedly.

"I,uh, I will have to agree with y/n." Tom backed you up and Harry scoffed.

"Yeah, because you are too busy staring at her, heart eyes."

You blushed and ignored what Harry just claimed, keeping up with your argument with Haz.

"Shut the fuck up, Harry." Tom pushed past all of you, careful not to hit you and made his way to the reception.

"Hi, we had 2 rooms reserved, one in the name of Harrison Osterfield and the other for Tom Holland."

The girl behind the counter looked up and smiled sweetly, checking her tablet.

"Yep, rooms 216 and 217, all ready. Follow me and you can leave your bags here, they will be handled for you." She took 4 key cards from their blocks and she headed for the elevators.

"There you go. Two for 216 and two for 217, enjoy your stay." She left with her phone starting to ring and before you even knew, Harry and Sam started bickering on who will have the key.

You and Tom left Haz to deal with them and opened your door, just to come across a huge twin bed. You two were close friends, really close friends since childhood in fact yet you didn't think you'd have to sleep on the same bed. You and Tom stopped doing that when you guys became quirky teens, to avoid any awkward encounters.

"Well, I-I'm sure we can ask them to change this with...separate beds." Tom looked at you, his brown eyes unreadable unlike any other times you tried to extract something from them. You didn't really want to do that but maybe Tom did. How could you possibly know? Then you remembered what Harry said this morning and you silently muttered, "It's okay."

Tom's eyes immediately opened, not believing what you just said, so he pretended he didn't hear it.

"What?"

Your cheeks became flushed suddenly, "I mean, we are best friends, after all. Wouldn't it be weird if we did that? The twins would make fun, at least. And we did share the same bed, for years, so what's the difference now?" You all let those out in one breath, afraid of chickening out.

"The difference is that I fucking like you and I want to kiss you." Tom thought but he just smiled faintly, "You're right, there isn't any difference."

•

The whole squad went out to explore the city and it was the most fun you had in a while. Harry and Sam were like two children constantly finding something new to explore while you, Harrison and Tom enjoyed the actual sightseeing. You and Tom were walking a little closer than normal, your hands casually touching or your arms brushing at each other.

Harrison was throwing meaningful glances at Tom every once in a while without you noticing

After all five of you ate at a beautiful Italian restaurant with a few drinks and a lot of laughs that made the other customers glare at you at times, you and the twins were feeling a litle tipsy and it made the night even more fun in your opinion. The group sat in a circle on the beach while the sun set and you were all over Tom. He laughed as you tried to convince him that you should swim, making you sit down and wrapped his arms around your shoulders to hold you there.

"I think that is a great idea." Sam said and Harry nodded, flicking Harrison's nose. Harrison chuckled, "Not when you three are drunk."

You pouted for a while before calming down, the sea breeze always had that effect on you.

After a while, your eyes started to get distraught from the tiredness and Tom suggested they return to the hotel and call it a day. Everyone agreed and you guys reached your hotel quickly, Haz and the twins closing the door of room 217 as you and Tom entered 216.

You changed into your pj's in the bathroom while Tom did the same outside.

You brushed your teeth with eyes closing and put your hair in a braid, like you always did before going to bed.

When you were done and left the bathroom, Tom was checking his phone, already inside the covers.

"Today was a nice way of starting a vacation." You said as you slowly laid down.

"It was fun." Tom agreed.

"Even though I got drunk and annoyed you?" You chuckled and Tom smiled , the sides of his eyes wrinkling.

"You've been doing that since sophomore year, I think I'm used to it." He replied and you giggled, missing these short night convos.

"Goodnight Tom." you turned off your bedside light, making the room dark.

"Goodnight, Y/N."

•

You woke up to the sound of your alarm, knowing it wouldn't wake Tom up anyways. He's always been a heavy sleeper.

What you didn't expect was being tangled all around the boy.

His arms were wrapped around your waist and your head was on his chest, so close that you could feel his steady heartbeat. One of his legs were between yours and the other was under. You could recognize his familiar scent and it made your heart flutter, something that you had been trying to ignore for a while now.

You managed to put a hand over your phone to turn off the alarm before it drove you mad, making Tom shuffle and part an eye open.

When he realized what was going on, he panicked. A lot. He didn't think this would've happened, he tried his best to fall asleep as far as he could.

You quickly untangled yourself from him as he did the same and you sat criss-cross on the bed, both of you trying to stay calm.

"I-I'm sorry, I didn't- I didn't mean to, fuck," He brought a hand to his hair, something he did only when he was nervous.

"It's alright, I was feeling warm at least." You smiled, still unsure of what to do.

Tom was still so close to you as he sat on the bed and you could practically lean in and kiss him, with the possiblity of ruining your friendship. Your cheeks were flushed with the thought, your braid now loose and Tom wanted nothing but to press his lips onto yours.

And he didn't want to escape anymore.

"Screw it." Tom whispered before cupping your cheeks and kissing you, your hands immediately going to the back of his neck. His heart sped up more as he felt you kissing back and wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you closer. You hummed with content, finally getting a taste of him. His eyes were fully closed as yours were, not wanting this to end, ever. He pulled you to his lap and his lips left yours for a second, making you whimper in anticipation. He straddled your waist, wanting to remember every second this.

When you finally broke the kiss to breathe, his hair was messed up and his eyes were darkened, pupils dilated.

"Well?" You looked at him with a huge smile, a question hidden under the word.

"Well, what?" He looked at you innocently, only to tease you.

"What is this, dork?" You pointed at his lips, then yours.

"This is my way of showing how much I like you." He planted a quick kiss on your lips afterwards, brown curls brushing on your forehead.

"Well then, this is my way of showing I like you too." You pulled him back to the bed, on top of you, knowing both of you wanted this for the longest time.

His hands wandered around your thighs as he kissed you, still not believing how you two ended up here. He made his way to your neck, peppering kisses and nibbling at the same time. You pulled him back up to your face and,

"Aye, lovebirds, stop sucking each other's faces off and come out here, we're gonna miss breakfast." Harrison shouted.

Tom stopped and sighed, you blushing now that the entire floor had surely heard him. He rolled off of you, laying down next to you.

You buried your face into the pillow as Tom yelled back, "Go get your bloody breakfast, Haz. We're coming!"

"This is so embarassing." You screamed into the pillow and Tom let out a laugh.

"Come on, darling." He got up and held your hand, pulling you up to your feet.

"I suggest that we stay in bed forever because there's no way I'm facing Harry and Sam ever again." You whined and Tom pulled you into a hug.

"I will beat their ass if they annoy you, love."

You hid your face in the crook of his neck, still red. He raised your chin and kissed your forehead gently.

"Let's get dressed, we have all the time in the world but for now, we need breakfast."

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bts-aesthetics-for-the-soul · 6 years

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boyfriend!bangtan ➸ studying | Headcanon

genre: fluff what a suprise

warning: none

a/n: @starry-eyed-mochi i thought this would be cute if you guys have any requests. dont be shy :) xx

masterlist | suprise!

Jin:

♡ prepares his hardworking angel “brain food”

♡ quizzes you from the kitchen

♡ always cracking puns..

♡ “hey do u like Science?”

♡ “Jin I love you but dont do it-”

♡ “Because I got my ion you”

♡ “I’m an aRT MAJOR!!

♡ windshield laugher echoing to where you’re studying

♡ sigh

♡ it’s sweet tho because he only does it to keep you from stressing too much

♡ once he’s done cooking he goes over to you to shove food in your mouth

♡ and then pecks your chipmunk cheeks

♡ always making sure you have enough breaks

♡ will literally close your laptop

♡ shaking his head disapprovingly

♡ “yah! you said you would have a rest now”

Yoongi:

♡ he finds you studying a great opportunity to work

♡ or... cuddles he’s sneaky about it too

♡ he begins with nestling his head on your shoulder

♡ peeping over at the textbooks your reading

♡ slowly slipping his arms around your waist

♡ pouty bby

♡ “cuddles?”

♡ “I still got a lot of work to finish, bby”

♡ yawns in a pout im so soft

♡ suddenly pecks your lips and leaves

♡ comes back with takeout and fluffy blankets

♡ “cuddles now?”

♡ how can you refuse

♡ brightest gummy smile

J-Hope:

♡ usually on his phone sitting next to you studying

♡ occasionally looks up from his phone

♡ peCK! pecK!

♡ goes back to phone

♡ eventually gets bored with you not giving him attention

♡ starts playing with your hair

♡ scooting next to you real close i wouldn’t mind that ;)))

♡ whininGG

♡ “Jagiiii,,,, when are you going to finishhhh???”

♡ aegyo activated

♡ “hobi, i need to study tonight bby”

♡ “fine..”

♡ suddenly pulls you in his lap

♡ win/win

♡ he gets has you in his arms and you get to study :))))

♡ plus shoulder massages

Namjoon:

♡ 10/10 best boyfriend for this

♡ minute of silence to appreciate how this snack would be as a boyfriend in general..or husband. Oof

♡ spent a hr to make you flashcards

♡ quizzes you 24/7

♡ brushing your teeth

♡ middle of watching netflix

♡ when you answer correctly you get rewarded with his dimple smile

♡ incorrectly, he’ll go slowly how you went wrong and makes sure you understand let that sink in

♡ he kinda has this sixth sense when you’re stuck

♡ immediately helps you

♡ kisses your temple when you finally get it

♡ sometimes you may ask a relatively simple question

♡ “what’s a synonym for refuse”

♡ he goes full philosophical on you

♡ you kinda give up and just google it

Jimin:

♡ I think Jimin would also be boyfriend goals in this aspect

♡ gentle words of encouragement

♡ always gives you an Eskimo kiss when he’s sees you studying

♡ writes little notes in your notebook to motivate you

♡ secretly because he wants you to think of him all the time

♡ “proud of you, sweetheart”

♡ he gets a lil carried away so now your book is covered in lil cute doodles

♡ u aint complaining tho. its rlly cute

♡ he’s also very intelligent not just a cute smol’ bean

♡ learnt what your’re studying so if you need help he can assist

♡ comes up behind you and wraps his arms around your shoulders

♡ “need help chubs?”

♡ “hmm not right now bby. thanks tho”

♡ gives you an eyesmile

♡ “ok just tell me when you do”

Taehyung:

♡ he’s not as distracting as Hobi but still..

♡ on occasions he can be a big distraction

♡ messing with your hair

♡ smothering you in kisses

♡ tickling you

♡ begging you to do aegyo for him

♡ tho i think most of the times he’s pretty chill

♡ but he has this habit of just starting a convo outta nowhere

♡ you’ve kinda mastered listening to his ramble while working

♡ he’s probs doing something like drawing while listening to music

♡ I don’t think he would be the most helpful (although he is very witty dont get me wrong)

♡ I think he would rather just encourage you and make sure your ok

♡ when he’s see you stressing

♡ he would take your hand

♡ grab the pen u were using and draw a heart

♡ beams his box smile

♡ “dont stress, darling. you’re working rlly hard”

♡ when he’s see you staying up rlly late

♡ “y/n come on. you can finish later. you need to sleep now” imagine him saying that gently in his deep voice w0w

♡ takes your hand and leads you to bed

Jungkook:

♡ normally just playing overwatch when you study

♡ comes over once and while to peek at what you’re writing

♡ he’ll press his cheek against you

♡ this obvs make you soft coz how his cheek would be soft

♡ anywho...

♡ he totally ruin the sweet moment by pointing to some your work

♡ “that’s wrong”

♡ “what? no it’s not”

♡ “uhh yea it is. can’t it help if your’re stupid”

♡ eyeroll x100

♡ takes a sit next to you

♡ has his head in the palm of his head

♡ just admiring you

♡ “I can’t focus with you doing that Kook”

♡ “oh well”

♡ preceeds to just admire you

♡ suddenly takes his camera out and snap pics of you

♡ “heY!”

♡ runs out of the room with the biggest bunny smile

♡ repeat this process 8 more times

♡ one time he asked if you needed help coz you seemed stressed

♡ but you said you had it under control

♡ “oh thank god. I hate school”

kasdljfs i forgot to add a kookie gif^ jeez louise, fin

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inagetawaycarxo · 7 years

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GAME ON

Pairing: Damon Salvatore x Reader x Kai Parker

Featuring: Y/n, Damon, Kai, Bonnie, Klaus (mentioned)

Summary: Kai and Damon have a thing for you, the only problem is you are in a relationship with Klaus.

WARNINGS: cheating, cursing, supernatural themes, interruptions, witchcraft or should I say warlock craft, vampirism (I suppose).

Word Count: 914

A/N: Requesting is open for tvd/to!

(e/c)= eye colour

Just as you were about to give up, you felt a hand on your waist, and another hand grabbing the cup, you turned around. Being face to face with Damon.

“Damon.” You gasped out.

Smiling at him as he smiled back at you, handing you the cup.

“Thanks.” You mumbled.

“No, problem beautiful.” Damon spoke, taking his hand away from your waist.

“So, what are you doing here? Not that I don’t mind.” You rambled, making Damon chuckle.

“We had a lunch date, remember.” Damon spoke.

“Oh, yeah right off course I do, let me just get ready.” You mumbled, running up your stairs…

・。・゜☆・。・。☆・゜・。・゜。・。・゜☆・。・。

“So how is my favourite Mikaelson?” Damon joked.

“Klaus is good, I mean he has hope, his new kid, so things are a bit weird with us.” You answered, looking down at your food as you stabbed the salad with your fork.

“I don’t know why you’re even with him, just like I don’t know why you had to be friends with Kai.” Damon grumbled, just as you were about to say something, someone sat beside you.

“Who are we talking about?” Kai asked as he put his arm around your shoulder.

“Klaus and you.” Damon grumbled, glaring at Kai, Kai just rolled his eyes.

“Hopefully, good things.” Kai said, looking at you as shrugged your shoulders.

“Why are you even here Kai?” Damon asked.

Stabbing his fork into the food that is on his plate, while looking at Kai with a death glare. Not that it fazed Kai, he just smirked.

“I saw my favourite witch friend and you and thought, why not keep her company.” Kai answered.

“We don’t want your company.” Damon growled.

“You might not, but (y/n) certainly does.” Kai smirked.

“I’m pretty sure she doesn’t.” Damon argued.

“I’m pretty sure she does” Kai shot back, taking a chip from Damon’s plate.

“Guys it is okay if the both of you hang out with me.” You spoke, Kai and Damon stared at you for a second, then looked at each other.

“Yeah, well I was hanging out with her first.” Damon snapped, making Kai smirk.

“I can see that.” Kai grumbled.

“Boys, as much as I love this convo, I have to go.” You sigh, hopping up. Not that they noticed between their bickering.

“I don’t see why she’s your friend, why is he your friend (y/n)?” Damon grumbled, looking over to where you sat, but you were not there. Kai’s eyes went wide.

“Where did she go?” Kai asked.

“Maybe she ran away from you.” Damon grunted out, getting up, but Kai stopped him.

“Don’t worry Damon, I got this.” Kai spoke, saying something under his breath, walking away, Damon tried to move but could not.

“That little runt.” Damon seethed…

・。・゜☆・。・。☆・゜・。・゜。・。・゜☆・。・。

Kai walked up to the pathway of your house, with a huge smirk on his face.

He opened your door and walked into your house. Walking up to your bedroom, sitting down on your bed. Making himself comfortable on your bed. Smirking at the bedroom door. You opened your bedroom door. Letting out a scream as you saw Kai. Hugging the towel closer to your chest.

“What are you doing?” You asked as Kai walked closer to you. His hand rested on your waist.

“I just wanted to say I am sorry, I wrecked, your little outing with Damon.” Kai apologized, his other hand moving your wet hair from your face.

“It’s alright, you didn’t ruin it.” You reassured him, his lips touching yours, his hand gripped your cheek, pulling you closer to him, your hand gripping your towel tighter. Your other hand pushing his chest. Kai pulled away from you. Looking intently into your eyes.

“Kai what are you doing?” You gasped out. Breathing heavily.

“Yeah, Kai what are you doing?” Damon asked, from behind you, you turned around to face Damon, holding your towel tighter to your body. Eyes widen in shock.

“Just entertaining her.” Kai replied, smirking at Damon.

“With your lips.” Damon grunted, glaring at Kai.

“You know I always win.” Kai smirked.

“I’ll see you later.” Kai spoke, kissing your cheek, walking past Damon with a satisfied smirk.

Damon came up to you, his hand holding your arm lightly.

“Are you okay?” Damon asked, his thumb rubbing soothing circles into your skin.

“Just peachy, but I will be fine if you let me get dressed.” You grunted making Damon’s hand let go of your arm.

“Right, well um…. I will just wait outside.” Damon spoke. As he stumbled out. of your room.

You let out a sigh. Then went to put your pj’s on. Damon was brought out of his thoughts when the bedroom door opened.

“Why are you here, Damon?” You asked him. Standing in front of him. Trying to shake off the warm fuzzy feeling Kai gave you.

“I just thought, I would make it up to you, for that whole thing at the grill, with that weasel.” Damon explained.

“You’re not going to kiss me as he did?” You teased.

“No.” Damon lied, making you giggle.

“A movie marathon, I will watch your favourite girly movies.” Damon spoke. Rolling his eyes playfully.

“Yes.” You squealed…

・。・゜☆・。・。☆・゜・。・゜。・。・゜☆・。・。

“So dramatic.” Damon grumbled. Watching mean girls. His arm around your shoulder. Your head resting on his shoulder. You looked up at him.

“It’s just a movie.” You mumbled, looking into his blue eyes, as he looked into your (e/c) eyes.

Damon moved his head closer to you. the both of you in a trance. Damon’s lips pressed against yours, as his hands caressed your cheeks.

“Sorry, I’m late and OH…MY…GOD.” Bonnie gasped out, her hand covering her mouth, looking at Damon and you pulling away from each other rather quickly.

“I have to go.” Damon announced getting up. Vamp speeding out of your house. Leaving you with a shocked Bonnie.

“Chip?” You asked, nervously.

“His lips were on yours and-” Bonnie stated, sitting down next to you.

“Yeah, you need a chip.” You muttered, avoiding her judge eyes, as you put the bowl of chips on her lap, ignoring what she was about to say…

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athyrabunlord · 7 years

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Taisho Roman AU headcanons

A/N: some ramblings/character outlines; this is meant to be a humorous, slice-of-life/episodic romance sitcom kind of AU lolol Based off of [these official illustrations] Ships: KanaDia; YouRiko; YoshiRuby

Penguin Books [Dia, Kanan, Riko]

Dia

the founder and owner of a publishing house - Penguin Books no copyright issue with the real life one btw rofl

Loves literature, which is part of the motivation for her to pursue this path

Thinks Kanan has a way with words (when she's not trying) and it'd be a waste not to put such talent into writing

Thinks no one knows about her relationship with Kanan (Riko rolls her eyes at this); is a bit of a prudge yet sometimes she does doki-doki things subconsciously

Extremely protective of Ruby, but has no idea her little sister already has a girlfriend and is probably better at relationships than she is

Kanan

Writer, loves traveling around to get inspiration or just to chill, which does inspire her; also walk around and show off the scarf Dia gave her

Was a wanderer doing odd jobs here and there before a chance meeting with Dia; she sent Dia love letters/notes, which is how Dia discovered her 'talent'; while she does enjoy writing, she enjoys Dia reading more

Under Dia's tutelage of proper format and grammar etc, she became a novelist

Acts like an oversized puppy sometimes; Dia feeds her wakame like kibbles while she writes

Dense with capital D; she can (unknowingly) easily set up the perfect mood, only to ruin it by suddenly jotting down notes or outlining aloud

Riko

A talented illustrator working with Dia and Kanan; currently serializing a manga series under pen name Lily

Mainly prefers charcoal or watercolors, but interested in foreign 'crayons' as well

To avoid getting blinded by her boss and colleague's blatant not-flirting, Riko tends to hang out at Mikanya most of the time; they have delicious sandwiches there

She met You briefly there one fine afternoon; that night she stayed there until closing hours to see if You would come back, much to the staff members' amusement; her defense was that You’s shorts were too distracting, which is understandable cuz mmnnn yummy legs

Thinks no one knows about her crush on You, when in reality Kanan is writing a story based on her and You;

Dolphin Express [Mari, You, Yoshiko]

Mari

Owner of Dolphin Express, a ¼ Italian fond of the Japanese culture

Likes teasing the hetare captain and her hetare adopted sister

Met Kanan on an island when the latter was looking for inspiration; while she loves Kanan's books, she prefers listening to the much more interesting real-life romance of Kanan & Dia and watching You & Riko dance around each other

She's the culprit behind some of Kanan's and Riko’s more daring ideas

Playfully argues with Maru every time she's at Mikanya, about why coffee is better than tea

You

Captain of one of the many cruisers under Dolphin Express; loves her job

Rather than going to izakayas with her crew, she likes spending time at Mikanya, where her childhood friend Chika is Mikanya's proprietor

Recently found more excuses to go there, to sneak glances at the pretty artist but never dared to talk to her

At one point Chika had enough and ‘accidentally’ spilled a drink on Riko; chivalrous You automatically went to help out, held a decent convo with Riko until she realized it, blushed, and fled

Enthusiastic in helping Yoshiko get alone time with Ruby but somehow always ends up spending time with Riko instead, not that she's complaining

Completely oblivious to Kanan and Dia's relationship, or Riko's mutual crush on her

Yoshiko

A full Japanese who pretends she's British (Yohane); Mari's adopted sister; Enjoys traveling and learning foreign languages and customs

Avid reader of the Penguin Books' collections, esp Lily’s manga

Very exasperated at her friend You's obvious crush on Riko

Oblivious to her own embarrassing flirting attempts with Ruby in public; in private, she's quite charming and suave with her; no one knows she and Ruby are a couple already

terrified of Dia, for a good reason; hence her fail-flirting with Ruby in public to test the waters and so far, not good

Mikanya [Chika, Hanamaru, Ruby]

Chika

Proprietor of a tea house; but prefers blending in as a waitress than do management stuff upstairs in her office

Enjoys all the stories You brings back with her from her travels; likes reading Kanan's books and Riko's manga as well

Happily provides ideas whenever asked; good matchmaker

Pleased that her tea house is the source of inspiration for Kanan's latest novel, about her two friends

gives Mari special treatment because she’s the only one who actually does call her ‘Chikacchi’ like she asked everyone to

Hanamaru

A waitress at Mikanya; loves reading and provides feedback for Kanan and Riko’s drafts

Protective of best friend Ruby, but Yoshiko is ‘a bit of a failure but a good person zura’

Thinks Yoshiko should just be herself instead of Yohane

Nibbles on bread as she watches You and Riko's not-so-subtle glances at each other

Sips tea as she watches Kanan and Dia acting like a married couple already

Ruby

A waitress at Mikanya; enjoys helping the chef come up with dessert menu

Doted on by everyone especially Dia; so she actually finds Yoshiko teasing her quite refreshing; Yoshiko doesn't coddle her like others

Yoshiko's secret girlfriend, also the only couple to successfully hide their relationship from everyone; unlike popular belief, she’s the top

Appreciates You's attempts to help her and Yoshiko, so she tries returning the favor too

Thinks Onee-chan and Kanan-chan should just get married already

#athyra writes #sorta #athyra rambles #Taisho Roman AU #kanadia youriko yoshiruby #just some headcanons #cuz I'll prolly never be able to do more with this ;;3;;#feel free to write or doodle with this lolol #too many things I wanna do and too little time #crack elements present

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ALRIGHT LETS DO THIS

I’m equipped with a selective attention span and a moderate understanding of Japanese, TIME TO LAY OUT MY THOUGHTS ABOUT CHAPTER 49

Obviously: spoiler alert, I won’t try being vague either. Screenshots included, along with some minor translations that are more paraphrasing than actual translations.

SO FROM THE TOP

YOSANO LEADS THE CAVALRY AND THEY LOOK DAMN GOOD DOING IT!! VERY HOPEFUL SHOT. THEY’RE KICKING SO MUCH ASS. Which is understandable tbh like in terms of making use of abilities? They’re is Illusion Support, Healing Support and a Tank, this is about as Dream Team as it gets. Also YOSANO so A++

(Anyone realise that Harukawa’s art in this chapter is fucking heavenly? They really did the Most this time. I love them so much it’s killing me.)

Next up THESE ARE LIKE. SOME OF THE HOTTEST PANELS I’VE EVER SEEN FROM BSD I SHIT YOU NOT I THREW MY PANTIES AT THE SCREEN. RANPO IS TURNING IT THE FUCK UP, NO ITEMS, FOX ONLY, FINAL DESTINATION. AND CHUUYA. CHUUYA, MY SWEETHEART, WARINESS IS SUCH A GOOD LOOK ON YOU. THANK YOU BASED HARUKAWA.

If anyone wants to know: Ranpo here is referring to Chuuya as ‘Beautiful Hat-kun’! I’m not sure if this has happened beforehand, but IT SURE IS NOW AND I SURE AM... CONSIDERING IT. BOY. I FORGOT RANPO IS OLDER THAN CHUUYA UNTIL HE USED ‘KUN’ LMAO I LOST IT.

The convo’s gist is: Chuuya: I’m not gonna fight an ADA member with no ability Ranpo: Oh? But you’ve lost to Dazai, yes? Chuuya:

Then KATAI’S PLACE. THIS WHOLE PART. I CAN’T ACTUALLY BEAR TO POST THE WHOLE THING SO HERE’S THE GIST OF ME:

1) KUNIKIDA FUCKING BAREKNUCKLE PUNCHED A HOLE THRU A CEMENT WALL BOI WHAT THE F U C K

2) Atsushis face extended my lifespan (the rest of the manga tho brought it back down to 0)

3) Fun fact this panel was the first spoiler I saw before reading the chapter. I thought to myself, ‘ah, Kunikida went with Atsushi! Splendid! That means we’ll get to see KNKD talk to his husband Katai!’

4) I’m so sorry. I jinxed it. I cursed it. I’ve failed all of you. THATS THE FACE OF A MAN WHO JUST WATCHED HIS FRIEND OF 10 YEARS GET SHOT BY A FUCKING DEMON. STONE COLD. IM DEAD INSIDE BITCH. DEAD!!!!!

5) I CANT EVEN BEAR TO LOOK AT IT ALL I WANT IS FOR KATAI TO COME B A C K PLEASE KUNIKIDA’S BEEN THRU E N O U G H JUST... LET HIM HAVE A BREAK N HUG HIS FUTON HUSBAND WTF

THEN NEXT UP IS FUCKING AKUTAGAWA AND KYOUKA LIKE FUCK

LIKE BITCH WHAT THE FUCK!! WHAT THE FUCK!!! HE SAYS ‘IT’S BEEN A WHILE’ WHICH IMPLIES?? SO MUCH??????? I LOST IT IMMEDIATELY?? APRICOTS: DROPPED.

AND THEN THE LEGENDARY PANEL

HE SAYS ‘FINALLY (AFTER A WHILE), AN OPPONENT WITH BACKBONE’ (I THINK?? HE USES A JAPANESE EXPRESSION THAT IMNOT FAMILIAR WITH) LIKE BRUH

Personally this part wasn’t all that interesting to me until the later half of it but I’LL GET TO THAT

Skipping over the RanChuu part bc idk what to say fam, they’re trapped in a murder mystery now and Ranpo literally said “Let’s try not to die together” im Tired That They’re Targeting Me Like This

Tbqh i feel that if my senpai grabbed my fucking knife and snapped it in hald with his bare hands i��d be fucking terrified but KYOUKA... SHE’S BEING BRAVE AND ALL. LOOK AT HER EYES. THEY’RE A FOCAL POINT THROUGHOUT THE NEXT FEW PAGES

I’M TOO LAZY TO ACTUALLY PUT PAGE BY PAGE HERE SO HAVE THE DIALOGUE INSTEAD

Aktgw: Isn’t it odd, Kyouka. Your eyes. They are very different from when I first met you. =FLASHBACK, 6 MONTHS AGO TF= Kyouka: Are you the one with the Ability that can cut through anything? Aktgw: If so? What of it? Kyouka: Snow Demon killed my parents. I want revenge. So please kill me, the owner of this demon. =FLASHBACK END= Aktgw: From your eyes, it was obvious. You hated life. From the time you jumped off the train, until the ship, and the whale, you did not see meaning in living. Kyouka: What would you know about that? Aktgw: I do know. Because there was (I knew?) a child with those same eyes, void of life’s purpose. Kyouka: What happened to that boy? Aktgw: The same thing that happened to you. Through meeting certain people, and through meeting certain groups, they were able to lose those eyes. AKUTAGAWA’S FLASHBACK ATSUSHI (!!!!): I SAW WORTH IN KYOUKA, EVEN THOUGH I’M WORTHLESS MYSELF...!! (MY FAV PART, WAIT FOR IT) Aktgw: ...Kyouka. Aktgw: よかったな (Yokatta na) (YOKATTA NA) (ITS HARD TO TRANSLATE BUT THE SENTIMENT IS ‘IT’S GREAT’ (THAT YOU FOUND THE ADA’))

AND HE SAYS THIS WITH ENOUGH SINCERETY THAT KYOUKA LITERALLY OLLIES RIGHT THE FUCK OUT!! SHE LOOKS SO WORRIED TOO LIKE FML... I’M WORRIED TOO BITCH AKUTAGAWA LITERALLY SHOWED A FUCKING EMOTION!!! AND ATSUSHI IS THE ONE WHO BROUGHT OUT THAT EMOTION IN HIM!!! WHAT!! THE!! FUCK!!!!

MY SHIN SOUKOKU HEART BITCH I CRIED. SO MUCH. FUCK. AKUTAGAWA SHOWING KYOUKA AN EMOTION FUCKING RUINED ME!!!

Ah the rest of it is lemon man rambling and the cavalry RETREATING I didn’t bother translating it bc im not interested in him, basically FUCK!! THIS CHAPTER WAS WILD AF

#bungou stray dogs #chapter 49 spoilers #bsd spoilers #shin soukoku #chapter translation #only a teeny bit tho #THIS CHAPTER IS TOO MUCH #THIS CHAPTER SO GOOD BUT SO MUCH

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