#forever mery

[celluloidrainbow]

MERY PER SEMPRE (1989) dir. Marco Risi Set in Rosaspina, a fictionary juvenile detention centre in Palermo, Sicily, during the 1980s. Marco Terzi, is a teacher who has been transferred to Palermo from Milan. He obtains a temporary position as teacher inside the institution, waiting to start teaching in a high school, and has great difficulty in establishing a rapport with the young, hostile students; in particular, Natale, the leader of the group, who is inside for murder. Terzi's situation is further complicated when Mery Libassi, a trans prostitute caught for defending herself against a client, falls in love with him. With the passing of time, however, Terzi slowly gains the respect and admiration of his students, even from the most hardened of youngsters, but he comes in contrast with the director and the warders. (link in title)

#lgbt cinema #trans cinema #mery per sempre #forever mery #italian cinema #lgbt #trans #transgender #italy #lgbt film #trans film #trans actress #italian film #lgbt movie #trans movies #italian movies #lgbt media #trans media #queer cinema #european cinema #alessandra di sanzo #michele placido #claudio amendola #1989 #80s #1980s #80s films #1980s movies #1980s film #1980s cinema

[orrianreaper]

" That is NOT my name and you damn well know it! "

I realised I never actually posed this, because I was going to post it with companion peice of who he's talking to. and I never finished said companion piece. So have some old art of my tempest, Lightbringer/ Pirate Captain, Merianus Blacktide!

Sometime during what would either be before or during S1, Meri's childhood friend turned flame legion convert starts harassing his friends who're actively in the legions to try and get his attention, because he's Obsessed with him. It eventually culminates in a confrontation during a ritual Ovidius Suneater is trying to conduct, Ovidius asking Meri to join him, to be His. Meri ends up tackling Ovidius into the surrounding lava (with a frost aura up to protect himself, he's not that stupid) and Ovidius ends up with a mess up arm and the ritual is wrecked. Needless to say when Ovidius eventually leaves the cult he's in and makes a deal with the Whispers, Meri is absolutely furious to hear about it and wants Ovidius kept as far away from him as possible.

#gw2 #guild wars 2 #charr #Merianus Blacktide #I am at least 90% sure i never posted this i hope i'm right sdfgh #Anyway Meri's childhood friend gets got by Flame and it's extremely culty and destroys any friendship they had forever #even if Ovidius has infinite regrets later he's aware that bridge is burned #and Meri is just angry. So insanely angry one of his first friends in the legions treated him that way and joined flame to boot #given cub Meri had constant fears of his dad dying to flame (they were very close unlike a lot of charr parent-cub situations) #Anyways I should explain Ovidius better sometime himself he's just asdfg a Can Of Worms that likely needs a few content warning on it ^^' #because I very much used the flame legion as a Cult for Ovidius' story and it's a Rough Time For Everyone.

[whoregaylorenzo]

Mavio x Yamaha struggles x Vincent Lima lyrics

#this is very unrefined I just needed to get this forever idea out of my head #mavio #frans web weavings #for the audience of one (sara) or maybe two (mery)

[wnjunhui]

astronautjin is now → wnjunhui

tagging some mutuals (feel free to ignore this)

@leesjieuns @usershua @userjungkook97 @97-liners @coupsnim @h-aelz @jinyoungtual @jeongtokkie @boosoonseok @joanwtsn 

#since i made a poll and all my options were tied i made my own decision lol #with svt's cb coming up i wanted a svt related url #idk if i'm sticking to this one forever but i'm trying it out and keeping it for a bit #should i tag my mutuals? i'm gonna do it so sorry for bothering you #astronautjin you are a queen #you will be back when the king himself is back #mery rambles

[woozification]

i was tagged by @wnjunhui, ty mery! <3

rules: shuffle your on repeat playlist and post the first 10 tracks, then tag 10 people

1. u - ikon 2. god is a freak - peach prc 3. april shower - seventeen 4. better and better - woodz 5. ima-even if the world ends tomorrow - seventeen 6. the chaser - infinite 7. the astronaut - jin 8. too bad - wei 9. abyss - woodz 10. dream - seventeen

(laughing bc just like you, mery, i got three svt songs and one non-kpop sljkfnsj)

i tag: @chanonara, @jeongtokkie, @10281, @jjaez, @squishy-woozi, @onedirecton, @jeonwon-wonwoo, @seungkwan-s, @uservernon, and @jeonwonwoo (if you want - no pressure!)

#tag game #ty again mery! <3 #i've been listening to this stuff on a loop forever OTL

[whatiwillsay]

cam just listened to your ep with jesse on the mel b. and geri! loved it! love the deep dives, branching out. Also I'm a huge spice girl fan so this was my jam! (loved your ep. on queer speculation too, very informative)

so glad you liked it!

here's the ep for anyone else who wants to tune in:

#the spice girls #mel b and geri #meri #geri and mel b #spice girls #spice world #sapphic #wlw #lesbian #2000s #2000s nostalgia #90s #90s nostalgia #wannabe #viva forever #kaylor #gaylor swift #friends of dorothea #lgbetty #swiftgron #achele #camren

[butchdykekondraki]

babygirl im having ideas that i should not be allowed to put on paper

#[ren] #patron saint of butterflies / aviation / the woods kondraki ... rotating him around in my mind forever #also patron saint of deer / unknown / captivity meri

[the-slut-in-the-sixth-sense]

Good morning ily

Taylor Swift is a kash stan btw

OH MY GAWDDDD

Oh MY GAWDDDD

#i mean she is right she literally dressed up as a squirrel 🐿️ #i thought you did your typo thing and wrote this insted of kash is a taylor swift stan btw lol #diti meri jaan <3 #forever og tag

[amnmich]

no like genuinely someone talk to me about this. the story is amazing, the actors were perfect for their roles, and the more you rewatch it, the more nuances you find. it's focused on exactly the right things, and gives just enough time for other stuff(like inder with his dad and kaveri and her relationship with sanjay and how she treated saru) so you know enough to understand and like have an opinion on, but it doesnt take away from the main story. the character development is extraordinary, we see how inder changes himself(now that i think about it, probably subconsciously) so he can be a guy thats deserving of saru, and we see how saru eventually starts to be a bit more bold, and advocate for herself rather than just follow whatever shes told or whatever happens. i dont like the whole makeover thing, she was also gorgeous before(but i understand that its pretty much a staple at this point, across different cinemas). i genuinely do not understand why no one knows about this movie.

#sanam teri kasam #mawra hocane #harshvardhan rane #its so so so good #it makes you feel so many things #the costumes the settings the characters its just all so #like its a movie that you will literally remember forever #the actors were PERFECT #the music #the MUSIC #like i hear the first second of kheech meri photo and i want to dance #but then im also sad bc this fckn mOVIE #its a rollercoaster #its a fckn ride

[shanbini]

i save all frog related images for you 😌

did u know i frogging love u so much more ?? 💞💓💞💓💞💓💓 (us👇)

#froggietuals forever <3 #mery 🧚‍♀️ #ask

[how-is-it-in-london]

Rey bby where are you

(seriously are you okay?? Zinda ho na bbyg)

HI NYAAN

i am alive baba don't worry it's just school was killing me these few days so i didn't get the time to open tumblr

#main zinda hoon bbyg #askos #nyaan meri jaan #also i will forever read bbyg as 'baby ji'

[juneberrie]

꒰ 𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ𝐩𝐚𝐯𝐭𝐢𝐫 𝐩𝐫𝐚𝐛𝐡𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐫

—a/n: i don't know any indian nicknames so. most of these r in english. whatever is in hindi is from google translate 😭 if any of u guys wanna send some in i would love u forever

𝐌𝐘 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋

"you deserve the world, my angel." bro listen to me. pav thinks ur an honest to god heaven sent angel. he thinks ur ethereal and beautiful (u are 😇)

𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐘

"come here, honey." very simple and sweet <3 he thinks its cute

𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆

"i love you, darling." pav is such a cutie patootie. he mostly uses this one when he's tryna be romantic !!

𝐌𝐘 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄

"i missed you, my love." he likes this one bc like!!! he loves u!! ur his love!! its cute!!

𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐈 𝐏𝐘𝐀𝐑𝐈 (𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐋𝐘)

"how was your day, meri pyari?" okay so im not indian and i dont speak hindi, so this one is google translate but pav likes calling u this bc ur just so lovely!! ur amazing!! and he just takes every opportunity to remind u of it <3

#chai tea?! chai means tea!! (liz's version) #liz’s writing ♡ #pavtir prabhakar x reader #pavtir prabhakar #pavtir x reader #pavitr prabhakar x reader #spiderverse pavitr #atsv pavitr #atsv x you #atsv x reader #atsv x y/n #atsv

[ji-jii-visha]

I love Taylor's "Can I go where you go? Can we always be this close?" BUT these are ✨ DIVINE✨"hothon se chu lo tum, mera geet amar kar do, ban jao preet meri, meri jeet amar kar do" touch my soul (me) with your lips, make my song immortal, become my love, make my victory immortal and "bin puche mera naam aur pata, rasmon ko rakh ke pare, char kadam bas char kadam, chaldo na saath mere" without asking me my name or my address, keeping the customs and traditions away, four steps, just four steps, walk with me please and "janam janam janam saath chalna yuhi, kasam tumhe kasam aake milna yahin, ek jaan hai bhale do badan ho juda, meri hoke hamesha hi rehna, kabhi na kehna alvida" lives, all my lives, walk with me like this, give me your promise to come and meet me like this, there's one soul among us even if our bodies are apart, stay mine forever, don't ever say goodbye and "barkha, bijli, baadal jhoothe, jhoothi phoolon ki saugatein, sacchi tu hai, sachha main huin, sacchi apne dil ki baatein" the rain, the thunder, the clouds are all liars, there are lies in the gifts of all the flowers, only you are true, and so are the conversations of our hearts

Hindi is the language of love and promise (2)

#india #desi dark academia #indian academia #sanskrit #indian aesthetic #indian poets #desi women #indian girl #south asian #scholary academia #desi music #desi academia #desi aesthetic #love language #Hindi #hindi academia #हिन्दी #Hindi is the language of love

[wnjunhui]

'ready to love' i will always defend you

#the choreo of that song as well... like one of their best #sorry i just love rtl way too much #and she got hate for dumb reasons #i will forever be your number 1 fan #mery rambles

[his-heart-hymns]

If I had a flower for every time I thought of you...I could walk through my garden forever.

-Alfred Tennyson

Is tarah pahro tujhe sochta rehta hu main,

meri har saans tere naam likhi ho jaise.

-Faiz Anwar

pahro=continuously

#desiblr #desi tumblr #desi aesthetic #desi academia #urdu lines #urdu poetry #urdu literature #urdu shayari #dark acadamia aesthetic #dark academia #dark academia art #dark academia quotes #urdu stuff #urdu aesthetic #desi stuff #desi tag #desi teen #desi

[chand-ki-priyatama]

Ek khat mere "PYAR" ke naam

Ek khat meri "JAAN" ke naam

Uske naam jiska ab tak naam Tak nahi pta

Jisse na mulaqat huyi na baat huyi....

I don't know what you are like , cause we haven't even spent a moment together , so this letter will be my inner monologue...

Ye khat mere ishq ke liye , my everything , my muse , my poetry .....

From me Kaya ek kaviyitri aur lekhika

If you are reading this letter Jaan then I already know that I am pretty sure about you.... I even wrote it in my journal but in the fear that I can lose it so thought of posting it here.... It will be preserved here

Dear muse,

So how's life ,I am not sure about my age then but I'll take it as somewhere in my twenties. I don't know how many people did I have to go through to reach you....

I tried to find you in so many faces but at the end "GOD" always saved the day....

Cause my soul was meant to cling with yours....

Cause Kaya is meant to be yours....

Also am I still the same irritable , clingy , over possessive , overwhelmed and what not.... One thing I know is that my love for reading and writing would be same....

And future Kaya I hope you have achieved the dreams you saw as me.... I hope you conquered all of them....

You know the most beautiful thing about time is that it passes...

And the most heartwrenching thing about time is also that it passes....

I don't know how I met you but whatever the reason was I thank that reason.... I cherish you for forever..... Also did you see my journals as I always thought that my future partner will get to see them...

Pretty vague isn't it....

I can't believe that I am penning this down sitting in my room while you are somewhere doing something else....

I hope I am a "HOME" to you and so are you to me.... It's not necessary that home is a place, it can be a person too where I can be unapologetically me , where no one will judge me for who I am..... And so I always wanted to be a home to someone....

I don't know how you look physically but you must be very handsome I am not saying this by fluke cause I know you have the most beautiful soul ever , soul like yours was specially crafted by "GOD" , to meet mine , to intertwine with mine....

I always connected myself to moon cause why be someone's sun when you can be their moon and light up their life in the darkest hour...

Whenever you see the stars and moon remember that they bind me together with everyone and whenever you feel alone just look at them somewhere I am doing that too...

They bind me to you....

Whenever I'll look at the moon or the stars they'll connect me to you...

I wrote many things about eyes and I believe then too I believe in the art of eye contact... When I'll look in your eyes I wanna drown in them drown to my death and for once I don't want to find the shore I wanna drown in the depths of them and die....

I am clinging to the only hope of harness in my life which is filled with darkness... That's my dreams , my aspirations and the hope of finding you otherwise I would have died way back....

I hope I told you each and everything about me , my reasons for my nature , I hope you managed to remove my mask of outgoing , bubbly , talkative af girl and managed to see the broken beyond repair girl....

Being the way I am everyone always thought how my life is perfect but I had my own share of difficulties , I had my own problems....

I hope I make you feel loved I make you feel like home and I hope , I am a person to you with whom you can be yourself and you can share anything with me....

I wanna do many things with you like watching sunset , having a golgappe eating competition , writing with you , reading books to you , playing aankh micholi with you , going on a hiking trip with you and the list goes on.... Whenever I say I wanna do something with you just ask me - what not Kaya you have a huge bucket list....

But how can I not wish all this with you , you make me feel prettier than a sunset..

"How can I love you in a usual way

You are unusual reserved

Prettier than the stars

Brighter than the sun....

Love you are the moon to my dark sky...

Love you are like water to my parched mouth....

You are the died flower between the pages of my book...

And I want you to be only mine..."

I want our love to be forever for an eternity where even all this seems small....

After death the human brain lives on for 7 minutes replaying all the memories, please make my those 7 minutes blissful and peaceful....

I want to click many Polaroids and pics with you then we'll do journaling out of them together....

And I hope I didn't forget to give you the bracelet I made for you....

And although I believe you are a reader , but if not I would have made you one by now , if you are my man it's mandatory to be a reader but ofc no pressure (🔪)

i wanna be the one you rely on I wanna be the one you turn to whenever everything is a mess...

Aur fir mai to "Chand Si Mehbooba" hu...

क्या यही प्यार है,

हाँ यही प्यार है

दिल तेरे बिन कहीं लगता नहीं

वक्त गुजरता नहीं

This is my POV for you..... <3

You know you are my"kuch nahi" whenever someone asks "kya soch rahi ho ?"

Now imagine me playing a guitar and singing this to you accha don't imagine I'll sing cause I'll be there when you'll be reading this....

The day we met

Frozen I held my breath

Right from the start

I knew that I'd found a home for my heart

Beats fast

Colors and promises

How to be brave?

How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

i hope you liked this song cause these are my feelings for you.....

I'll love you till the end of time...

You are my muse love you are my poetry the poetry I tried writing so many times...

And I think my love for you can't be described in words it's pure very pure....

And please take my heart and never return it to me for it was ever yours , ever yours to break , ever yours to love or caress....I won't dedicate songs to you cause I already made playlists for you....

And if I ever say something in my anger please ignore it my rage is harmful but I can never stay angry on the people I love...

I love you like rain loves the land inevitably it falls for ground everytime and so will I do I'll always fall for you in every universe in every metaverse in every situation in every reality....

I want to give you a bone crushing hug....

I wanna kiss you senselessly , aimlessly and passionately....

And great now -

"I am homesick for arms that have never held me"

You see Jaan , I'll love you till all the stars in the universe burn out but you know it's a lie cause I'll love you even after they burn out...

If the stars burn out I'll give you my moon..

If the moon dies I'll give you my sun

Heck I'll give you my everything even my universe and will find you in every reality...

So if you ever think of running away from me trust me you wouldn't be able to cause we are both bound to each other by the red string of fate....

"In the Quiet nights I love you

In the rainy plights I miss you

The spilled ink of my pen miss you

The parchment of my heart wanna kiss you"

I have always been an eternal part of you , you might be somewhere but I don't know where , it's like you are near yet far and it's a fact bizarre...

I love you like Ava loves Alex

Like Bridget love Rhys

Like Jude love Cardan

Like Naina love Bunny

Like Anjali love Rahul

And then we'll set an example

Like Kaya love her Jaan....

And now I think I have spoken enough

So signing off Jaan

With love always,

Kaya

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