#daishou angst

[jean-vi]

Lie To Me | Levi x Reader

Pairing: Levi Ackerman x Reader Inspiration:  “Chizu ni nai basho e yume wo hasete / Shiharau no wa Risiko der Freiheit” - Jiyuu No Daishou by Linked Horizon Summary: Facing the female titan, you find yourself in a sticky position. Genre: Angst, Fluff (?) Warnings: Major Character Injury, Spoilers for Season 1 of SNK, Most events that occur in this work do not actually occur in the season, but the context is a spoiler. WC: 4.3K A/N: I have been writing fanfic on here for a while under @tae-cup but this is my first AOT Fic. I hope it reads well :) Other: Masterlist

Part 2

    You didn’t think you’d ever get used to riding horses for hours at a time. You understood, fundamentally, that they kept you alive when you were outside the walls, but at the same time, you really did not enjoy the constant jolting. It was truly a beautiful day to be outside, no doubt about it, but maybe this was…a little too outside for comfort. The walls had been your home for many years until you joined the Scout regiment. To be completely honest, it had been a bit of a rash choice, a sort of rebellion against the Military Police that terrorized your family. 

    Your hands gripped the reins with uncertainty. The first time you’d left the walls, all those years ago, you’d been excited. The world felt fresh and new. Now the sky felt like a rotten apple and the people were all the same: excited or nervous recruits and down-trodden experienced soldiers alike. One person caught your eye though. 

    You looked up from the reins to view the people in front of you. Squad Levi. You were a relatively new addition. You were the newest member until the nuisance known as Eren Jaeger joined. It wasn’t that he was particularly annoying, although sometimes his shouting and monologues about freedom did grate on your ears, it was more that he injured himself a lot. You understood the basic fundamentals of his abilities, like being able to heal considerably quicker than a normal human, and regrowing whole limbs wasn’t out of the question either. Being the designated medic, not by choice, you had made a name for yourself by chasing after any squad members who had the slightest ailment. Eren Jaeger? Well, he had lots of them, and it was considerably more draining. 

    The others had laughed and thanked Eren for keeping you off their backs. That was only a few weeks ago. Now, here you were. There was always a grimness to the air on these missions. The usually lively squad was dead silent. The beating hooves of the horses pierced the air. It was too quiet, too calm. 

    Your eyes roved from person to person. You were taking the rear with Eren in front of you. He was just a kid, but he had the stare of someone much older. Next was Petra. She was always a good friend to you. Her smiles and determination brought light into this serious squad. You finally rested your eyes on Captain Levi. 

    At this moment in time, you were having trouble remembering why you were chosen for this team. Still, he had trust in you and so you would have faith in him in return. It was a mutual sort of arrangement. Going into the Scout regiment, you had known some basic first aid. It was a skill taught by your mother. After hearing about your unwavering interest in the Scout Regiment, she had insisted on teaching you the basics. 

    “You can’t stop me.” You hissed. 

    “I know.” Your mother sagged in defeat. “I know you have this–this anger deep inside. I just don’t want you to go into this mess unprepared.” She took your hand and held it firmly. “Let me teach you what I know. I may only be a midwife and I may not be of use to you, but I want you to be of use to others.” 

    You sat down at the dining table and waited as she fetched her bag of tools. 

“And another thing, sweetie,” she whispered as she drew out the needle and thread, “make yourself important, irreplaceable.” 

    A red flare went off, somewhere to your right. A return green flare to your left. 

    “Captain.” Eld called out and the Captain glanced at the flares. 

    “Petra, fire the flare.” He said simply. 

    “Yes, Captain!” The woman responded quickly and sent off the green flare. 

    Well, things were getting interesting. There was already a titan so close. It was a little unnerving. You’d seen scouting missions fall apart before and you really did want this to be the exception. Defeat after defeat. The wounds dragged on. Another set of hoofs joined the marching beat. 

    “Captain Levi, a message!” The new girl shouted as she sidled up to the right of your squad. You observed her carefully. She seemed shaken, but not harmed. The girl was sweating and her hands were gripping the reins too hard to be considered relaxed. 

    “Report.” The Captain commanded. 

    “The right side scouting squads have been decimated! There are huge casualties!” The girl cried. 

    Levi seemed to think for a moment before nodding in the direction of Petra. 

    “Petra, pass on the message.” He commanded. “And thank you for the report.” He addressed the girl who nodded and fell back, racing towards the right. You saw it now; flares screeching into the sky, puffing black smoke. 

    “An abnormal this far in?” You wondered aloud and you had been with the team long enough to see the tell-tale signs of distress. Still, Levi remained a statue-like figure. His head barely turned in the direction of the flares. 

    “The formation has fallen apart. We have no choice but to divert to a more advantageous position.” Levi responded after a short pause. You then sense the shake of the new recruit ahead.

    You considered yourself pretty straight-laced and a person who was rather blunt. However, you didn’t exactly lack human compassion, which you speculated that the Captain in front did. It wasn’t that he didn’t care for human life, it was evident that he did based on his role in the regiment, but he didn’t react much to anything. This stone cold expression of his definitely paid off when you asked for his help in the medical ward. 

    “Hey.” You pulled up next to Eren. His face was downcast and his eyebrows were sinched together. “We’ll find your friends.�� 

    It was a promise that was more than likely false. You had wanted to say that they would be alright, but that was certainly a lie. Eren’s expression was that of a boy who was already imagining his friends dead. You didn’t want to see those thoughts come to fruition, they were children after all, but this world was cruel in the worst ways. 

    “I told you to stop saying things like that.” Levi spoke and there was something in his vocal fry that made your heart quicken. 

    “I know, but remember what I said?” 

    The man thought for a moment and then dipped his head. “Continue.” 

    A few weeks earlier

    Levi had always been a good steady hand and a calming presence. It was probably what first drew you to asking him to assist you after missions. You felt a little guilty asking an already exhausted man to continue to work, but he had agreed. He was rather apathetic but he worked diligently. 

    “You told that man that he would be okay.” Levi seemed perplexed, truly, as he looked towards the corpse on the ground. “You shouldn’t lie to the dying, so why?”

    “I don’t know.” Was your first response. It was something you seemed to say often with the man, but this time you took a moment to ponder his question fully. “I guess when a person is forced to deal with death and the inevitable pain, they need to be told lies to keep themselves sane.” Then you took a deep breath. “In less metaphorical terms, in order to keep them on our side until the end, they need to feel secure.”

    Your hands were shaky after long missions or stressful days with lots of patients. The day was just winding down now and it was another heartbreaking loss. Less and less soldiers seemed to come back alive and intact lately. It was mentally and physically draining to care for the wounded, but for some reason, Levi kept coming back. He would hand you the needle and thread and when your eyelids began to droop, he’d finish the job for you. It wasn’t in any gentle or particularly caring way. He’d take the needle and thread, as if commanding you to sleep. But you never could sleep. You’d drift in and out of consciousness sitting on the ground nearby. Tonight was one of those nights. 

    “Get some sleep.” He said quietly as he finished and fixed your rough stitching job. It had been hurried because the soldier was bleeding quickly. Now, the table was covered in blood and you couldn’t stand looking at his disfigured body any longer. You’d saved his life, but he’d never walk again. 

    “I can’t sleep on nights like these.” You responded gruffly. You were stubborn and Levi shared this trait. 

    “I know that, but you need to be able to properly treat people tomorrow. They need your best mind.” 

    You paused and then frowned, shutting your eyes in thought. “So you save the lives of humanity by getting four hours of sleep, right?” 

    “I am here to save myself and only myself. I can get by on four hours. You, on the other hand, are stupidly trying to save the lives of all these dying soldiers. It is a pursuit that will lead you nowhere.” He snipped the thread and set his hands down on the table with a heavy sigh. You ignored his scorn for your current occupation and decided to rest your head against the cold stone.  

    “You say you’re only here to save yourself, and yet you have so little regard for your own life?” You said softly, on your way to dreamland. You heard the soft fabric of his clothes rustle and you felt his gaze slip to your face. The glance was fleeting and warm, but he remained focused on the task at hand.

    “There are some people I can not bring back. I should have died with them years ago, and although they want me to lay them to rest, I will continue to cruelly live on in their name. It is purely selfish.” He responded. 

    You thought on his words for a moment. Levi seemed the opposite of selfish to you. 

    “Some would call that selfless.” You shrugged before the night took you away.

    “My friends.” He was muttering to himself. 

    “Eren.” You tilted your head down to look him in the eyes. “Don’t worry. We will find them.” You’d probably be finding their bodies and even that would be a miracle. With how close the titan had reached, you doubted a bunch of recruits would be able to stand a chance. “And if they’re injured, you know I’ll fix them right up.” You assured further. 

    The boy looked away and you took that as your cue to fall back. Still, even if he didn’t fully believe your lie either, it was something to convince himself of. Captain Levi spared you a glance. You went back to dreaming. You day dreamed about what your life could have been like. You imagined a world where titans no longer terrorized humanity. Would you have still chosen the path of medicine if it weren’t needed for your survival? Would you have…fallen in love? Maybe a doctor or a nurse you worked with? Maybe a stranger you’d met at the market? What did all this daydreaming do you anyway. It wasn’t going to change the situation. 

    “Captain, I hear something.” Oluo shouted. 

    Levi looked behind him and, of course, everyone else followed suit. There was a thud, but it was faint and seemed so far away. In the distance, behind, was a tiny dot. It was moving at an alarming rate, though. 

    “Is that–” You started.

    “ –the abnormal?” Petra finished as you both stared in horror. 

     The Captain gave away nothing. 

    “We continue riding forward.” He insisted and you usually trusted the man but this was absurd. The forest was out of the way and more of a barrier than anything else. It just made no sense. Then it hit you. The useless ODM gear currently strapped to you would become a lethal weapon in the forest. 

    “Understood.” You replied, but you truly did understand this time. 

    “Captain! We could have saved them!” Eren screamed as the soldiers zipping through the trees were swatted out of the sky. This titan really was terrifying. You’d never seen one that looked like it before. Despite being at the back of the formation, you remained vigilant in looking straight ahead. You probably trusted a self-appointed “selfish” man far too much. 

    Eren’s exclamations were becoming more desperate. 

    “There’s another dead.” The boy cried and it did tug at the heart strings. 

    “Eren,” You began, “I work with the dead all day, every day.” You felt the listening ears of your teammates, even Levi, especially Levi. “I know their deaths were violent, but they were quick.” You continued and you heard another crunch. God, you were really sick of people dying. You could feel your eyes wetting as the slaughter continued behind you, but you refused to let tears fall. With a steely determination, you stared straight ahead. “It is much better than suffering a slow, painful, death later on a table in a strange room.” 

    “I agree.” Levi added and your eyes fell on the back of his head. He was so calm and reserved in a time where even Eld was nervous. “Cover your ears.” 

    You had just enough time to register his words and mindlessly react. 

    Bang!

    For some reason, you saw him watching you as the world exploded in light. 

    “Did we really capture it?” You asked, waiting for anyone to answer. 

     “It would appear that way.” Petra murmured. 

    “You guys leave, switch to ODM gear.” Levi instructed. “Get Eren to HQ as fast as possible.” 

    “Yes, Sir!” You all replied in unison. You unstrapped the small medical bag from your horse and wrapped it around your shoulders. 

    The Captain disappeared from sight. You switched to your ODM gear, flying from tree to tree. Everything was moving so quickly and the green of the forest hid most of the sunlight. However, a movement caught your eye. 

    “The traitor.” You heard Eren hiss. That’s when you saw them. The Scout Regiment logo felt wrong to be displayed on a traitor to humanity. 

    “Move! Move! They’re closing in!” Eld shouted and you began to weave through the trees. 

     “Gunther!” Petra screamed and you knew. You knew what happened. Fuck. You didn’t want to see the body of a person you just saw yesterday, but you needed to. You looked back and you acknowledged him. He hung lifelessly, swinging like a pendulum. 

     “Go! Go! Go!” Eld continued and you followed. It wasn’t your business for heroics. 

     Then, a flash of yellow light, like lightning striking. You couldn’t hold back a surprised scream now. Shielding your eyes, you felt your hair sizzle and the air pop. Then, like something out of your worst nightmares, the titan was there. She was fast and agile. Her movements were unlike any other titan you’d seen or killed, but you supposed this was unlike any other mission you’d been on. 

     “I’ll kill her, once and for all.” Eren screamed to Eld as he raised his hand to his mouth. 

    “Stop!” Your eyes widened and you felt breathless. “Please, just let us handle it. We’re the best, after all.” You tried to reason with him. 

     “Trust us.” Petra nodded. 

    Eren looked from you to your squad to the titan. The titan was closing in and you didn’t have much time left. 

    “Trust us.” You pleaded. If Eren transformed, it put so much at risk. You couldn’t risk him getting taken. 

    “Okay.” He finally said and you all breathed a collective sigh of relief. He turned and zipped ahead. “I trust you.”

    You watched his figure fading into the distance as you and the others began your assault. Eld moved in to distract. The wind was rushing in your ears as you positioned yourself on a tree. You didn’t have quite the kill count as the others, but you understood the basics. Petra and Oluo sliced into the titan’s eyes, causing the monster to stumble back into the tree. 

    “It’s protecting its nape!” You shouted and you flew in to join the fray. You hooked onto its ligaments and began slicing. The tendons in the arms were gone and the shield on her nape dropped. You hesitated to celebrate as the others looked on in victory. They wanted the killing blow. 

    After seeing and hearing the cries of all those soldiers she’d killed, you wanted to slaughter her too. You could feel their pain fueling you to push on, even as your gut began to sink. It was just too easy. 

    “Strike the neck, now!” Eld yelled his war cry and you hooked onto her nape to join him. The female titan lunged. You pulled back with a scream, but Eld was already bit in two. Blood began to stain the grass. No. 

    “Eld!” You screeched. You watched as his body fell. No medical miracle could bring that back to life. You frantically turned to the others. “We need to regroup!” 

    “It’s–It’s impossible.” Petra was muttering as she flew away from the titan. “It’s only been 30 seconds or so. That’s just not–” 

    “Petra!” Oluo warned, but it was too late. Blood splattered on a tree. 

    “No, no, no.” You whispered as you retreated. 

    “I’ll kill you.” Oluo went in for the exposed nape. Your eyes widened. 

    “Wait! Stop!” You shouted, but it didn’t matter. You’d never seen a human kicked that hard or that far, but Oluo was gone on impact, you knew that from the sickening crunch. There was no way. All of squad Levi? Gone? 

    You landed on the grass. You felt numb as you stared into the face of the titan. Falling to your knees, you looked up to the sky, past where her form blocked the sun. Maybe, in this giant forest, it wouldn’t be such a bad place to die. You’d be with your comrades. You dropped your medical bag and accepted this fate. The female titan stared down at you and then her hand was wrapped around your body. Her grip was so tight, you felt your bones cracking like sticks and now you screamed in agony. 

    “You killed them!” You were a mess. Tears were running down your face and now you couldn’t breathe. You came face to face with the female titan. Her hair covered her blind eye. 

    A blinding light and Eren had abandoned the plan. You felt the pressure on your body ease up and then suddenly, you were falling. You had no time to grapple to any trees. You just plummeted to the ground. 

     The air left your lungs and every breath, every movement, every shake of the ground, hurt. On a scale of 1 to 10? This was a 10. The two titans were fighting and their rumbling moved farther away. You almost wanted to thank Eren. Now, you’d be able to die in peace. 

    Captain Levi. 

    The whole squad was wiped out in one go. You didn’t have it in you to sit up, so you lay with your back tucked between the grasses. It wasn’t long after the explosion of light that you noticed a familiar figure flying through the trees. 

    Levi had come to a stop above Petra’s body. You were in blinding pain, but you needed to get his attention before he left. 

    “Captain.” You choked out, but for some reason, he heard you. He turned to you and jumped down from the tree. His feet landed softly next to you and he didn’t hesitate to kneel beside your body. His rough, but nimble, hands circled yours. The Captain could have said any number of things, but chose these:

    “Do you want to be saved?” It was simple. He was giving you the option to die peacefully with your comrades or be saved. You usually couldn’t read Captain Levi very well, but when you looked at his face, finally, you were taken aback. 

    Anger. His mouth, set in an ever-present line, was now tilted into a frown. His eyebrows were pushed together ever so slightly and his eyelids dropped into a killer gaze. You had wondered at his emotional capacity for years now, but with this single gaze, you understood him. You understood how he needed to protect himself from the death that surrounded him. You refused to be another comrade that he’d be haunted by at night. Looking at the sky, you realized you had a long life ahead of you. Now was not your time to die. 

    You had your answer, and it was for, just as he said, purely selfish reasons. You couldn’t muster the energy to move or speak, but your eyes slid over to your fallen medical bag. And now Levi had his answer too. You wanted to say you saw him breathe a sigh of relief, but it was probably an illusion. 

    “Don’t worry, you’ll be okay.” He parroted your blissful lie as he grabbed the bandages from the bag.

    You found the nerve to speak with that comment. “Maybe you were right. Lies don’t help the dying much. We know it’s over.” 

    “You are not ‘the dying.’” He bit back with a deadly tone. You didn’t flinch. Instead, you wanted to laugh. He finished the wrapping and sat back. “I don’t know what else to do.” He finally admitted. 

    Your gaze moved to the treetops. Everything was fading and going in and out of darkness. 

    “Nothing else you can do.” You mustered. “I’m probably bleeding internally. I’ll die before leaving this forest.” 

    “You will not.” The man said quietly and when he stood, he stared down at you with an incredulous expression. “Why do you accept your death so easily? You will survive and you will live until you are old. Do you hear me, idiot?” 

    You smiled as your eyes slid closed. “I hear you, Captain.” 

    A Few Days Later

    The last remaining member of Squad Levi. You lifted your hand gingerly and stared at the wrappings. They were clean, fresh. That must be good. You watched the dust particles filtering through the sunlight streaming in. A roof. That was a good sign. You were in a bed. Also a good sign.

    “Don’t move.” A harsh voice commanded, but your lips pulled into an easy smile. 

    “Captain, I wasn’t aware you cared so much.” 

    “Do you know how hard it is to deal with all those injured scouts when you get yourself injured?” Levi was sitting in an armchair in the corner of the room. His legs were stretched out lazily as he reclined, one hand nursing a steaming teacup. “Don’t do it again.” He took a sip. 

    “Yes, sir.” You grumbled and dropped your hand. The man got up and moved to the side of the bed, where you could see him better. 

    “We are now the only members of the Special Operations team.” 

     You tilted your head back and stared at the wooden beams. What were their last thoughts? Last sight? Probably the forest floor and trees the size of castles. That forest was littered with bodies now. It felt like a terrible nightmare. 

     “I am hardly special enough for any ‘Special Operations.’” You countered. “Why do you even want me on the team?” 

    He gave you a blank stare, which was a common occurrence. “Because you were on it before and you’re alive and breathing.” Levi reasoned. 

    “I think I should switch to being a medical helper instead, full time.” 

    “Why are you arguing with me, idiot?” He frowned. “You are a part of Squad Levi still and you always will be. That’s how it works here.” 

    “I could just get myself thrown out.” You chuckled. 

    “And I’d just argue that you stay, like last time.” 

    The conversation fell silent. Then you shifted to look out the window. “I care for this team, a lot, but there is no team left.” You sighed. “I guess that only leaves me to care for you, Captain.” 

    You heard his footsteps and he was now in front of the window, just staring at you. His usually intimidating gaze was gone. 

    “I wouldn’t have saved you if I didn’t care either.” He stated simply and leaned against the window sill. The light fell so perfectly on his face, highlighting the curve of his mouth, the sharpness of his eyes. 

    “I would have saved you, too.” You added. 

    “You would save everyone if you could.”

    “And you wouldn’t?” 

    “I save people I think I can save.” He shrugged. His grip tightened on the edge of the window. “I don’t know why I saved you. I was sure you were going to die, and maybe I should have let you.” 

    You pressed your lips together. “I’m still glad you lied to me. I will be truthful in saying that I asked you to save me for purely selfish reasons.” 

    “I guess we have that in common.” The Captain crossed his arms. Your eyes widened and he tilted his head. “Did I say something amiss?” 

    “No I–” You stopped yourself. “I just didn’t realize you cared.” 

    “If I didn’t care, why would I spend all those nights with you, fixing up the worst injuries I’ve seen?” 

    “Because you care about…human life?” 

    “Because I care about you, idiot.” He said roughly and moved to your bedside. The man took your hand in his and it was eerily reminiscent of the forest. You could almost smell the dirt. 

    “Maybe I care about you too.” You finally said and he dropped your hand. His face fell back into its usual stone-cold expression. His only acknowledgement was a dip in his head.

    “Get some rest.” He said bluntly and headed for the door.

    “You as well, Captain.” 

    He let his hand brush against the door frame for a moment and then left. A fleeting ghost. A vision. You wished you could hold onto his hand for a just a bit longer. It was nice to be in good company. 

To be continued...?

#aot #attack on titan #shingeki no kyoujin #snk #aot x reader #snk x reader #levi ackerman #levi x reader #levi ackerman x reader #fluff #angst #Spoilers: season 1 snk #Jiyuu No Daishou #Levi #Female titan

[leavethesydney]

kuroshou - angsty breakup - mwarch

Kuroo Tetsurou, and Daishou Suguru-- not always was a relationship doomed to fail. But as the years went on the more doomed it grew. It was 11:30pm as Kuroo gave his soon to be ex 5 desperate kisses, Daishou stood there as his boyfriend left this trail on his jaw, mouth, cheek, neck. For if he moved he would give in, he would look into Kuroo’s eyes and cave and kiss back.

1. On the mouth, Kuroo pleaded, “Look at me.”

2. On the cheek, “Say something.”

3. On the neck, “We can make this work.”

4. Again, “You really aren’t going to say anything?”

Kuroo grabbed Daishou’s jaw forcefully each kiss you felt Kuroo grow more and more desperate.

5. “YOU'RE A COWARD YOU'RE WEAK. THIS IS WHY we

would--

never--

work.”

Kuroo gave him one last stare, Daishou remained silent but you could hear his shaky breath. The only thing that gave away that this was tearing him apart. A breath that foreshadowed once Kuroo is gone he is going to rip his room apart in utter frustration. And then immediately clean this up so no one knows that Kuroo Tetsurou left a giant crater in his heart.

Kuroo and Daishou cried separately, half an hour later at 12:00am. Kuroo cried in his car, before he was able to drive away. Kuroo kicked the floorboard in frustration swearing he would hate the name Suguru for as long as he grew up. Lovers devolving into rivals, a scowl if he ever saw his face. How dare he cause him to seem so desperate, no words, no emotion at all.

Daishou tore his room to shreds, placing his headphones in his ear scrolling through his playlists to find one that matched his broken heart. He deleted every photo of Kuroo and him that night, lovers devolving into rivals. No more soft words for his rooster head boy, for if he let out anything but insults he’d fall head over heels again.

Kuroo looked at the contact of his ex. Finger hovered over the delete button as the final five kisses played in his brain. He threw down the phone in the passenger seat and drove away.

#haikyuu #hq #haikyuu!! #kuroo tetsuro #daishou suguru #kuroshou #kuroo x daishou #breakup #angst #haikyuu angst #kuroo tetsurou x daishou suguru

[suguruslut]

Bro I had no idea Kuroo x Suguru's ship name is Kuroshou, I've been referring to them as Kuguru whenever I write fics of my idiot boys😂😭

Anyway, here's a masterlist of my "Kuguru" fics so far!

Suguru_Slut’s Kuguru fics

1. Stuffed

College roomies Suguru and Kuroo agreed to attend each other’s family Thanksgivings; their two days of expected family drama and awkwardness turns out to be packed with clapbacks, wrestling matches, sexy relatives, coming outs and romance.

Rating: Explicit           Words: 18,985

2. Until The Gentle Spring Day

Omega Kuroo is accidentally knocked up by his mortal enemy, Daishou Suguru, during his junior year of college. The thrills and lows of pregnancy go on as Kuroo and Suguru slowly inch closer and closer to love, waiting until the gentle spring day comes to change their lives forever.

Rating: Explicit           Words:  195,046          Chapters: 9/9

3. Hooter’s Halloween (side pairing)

Akaashi and Bokuto were supposed to wear matching costumes for Kuroo's boyfriend's Halloween party. After some miscommunication, their hopes to win cutest couple are derailed, but Bokuto thinks car sex is just as good as a night of free drinking. Maybe even better.

Rating: Explicit           Words: 5,665

4. Pitbulls, Parolees and Parents

Kuroo meets with his best friends’ wedding planner to help out with the details for their Christmas wedding. Their mutual dislike is forgotten by the shelter owner until Suguru comes to his shelter looking for a dog to adopt, when their mutual “dislike” quickly starts to develop into something very different...

Rating: Explicit           Words: 9,132

Part 3 of the Pitbulls and Policemen series

5. The Great Halloween Baking Championship!

Only three competitors remain in the Halloween Baking Championship; while the other two contestants focus on their final bake, Kuroo is having difficulty taking his attention off the show's irritating, pompous celebrity host, Daishou Suguru. Mostly because they have been secretly dating since the contest started and are doing a poor job of hiding it.

Rating: Mature           Words: 6,556

6. When You’re Right Here

Daishou Suguru gets into a terrible car accident following his final high school volleyball match. The last person on the face of the earth he wants visiting him in the hospital is Nekoma's captain, the rooster-looking idiot and annoyingly hot middle blocker, Kuroo Tetsurou, the same person Suguru has harbored a secret crush on since middle school.

Rating: Teen and Up          Words: 5,927

7. Pets & Plus Ones

Suguru is busy enough as it is, making sure everything is perfect for Akaashi and Bokuto's wedding; add in the fact that the best man, Kuroo Tetsurou, the shelter owner who helped Suguru's precious son find a forever friend, the same person Suguru has been secretly sleeping with for the past two months is giving him "the look"? Yeah. Daishou definitely should have packed another pair of clean underwear.

Rating: Explicit          Words: 10,425

Part 4 of the Pitbulls and Policemen series

#kuguru #im sticking with it #kuroo tetsurou #suguru daishou #suguru x kuroo #nohebi #nekoma #volleyball #haikyuu fanfiction #haikyuu #fanfiction #fluff #manga #anime #humor #omegaverse #angst #first meetings #enemies to friends to lovers #first kiss #accidental pregnancy #bokuaka #enemies to friends #lovers #single parent au #haikyuu halloween #witchy au

[tjsmultifandomshit]

Fanfiction Idea

Hey all,

so I've had an idea floating in my head for a while about a haikyuu fic that I might just start writing soon. Think fluffy, angsty, and with the childhood friends to eventual lovers trope, I'm not talking about IwaOi, even though I love them. Nope, Kurodai. The basic premise is that Kuroo and Daichi have been friends and neighbors for years, ever since Kuroo moved to town when he was five, and Daichi has a heart condition, of which I do not know yet (research is underway). The condition Daichi has doesn't let him play volleyball (sad I know) and Kuroo has to come to terms with the fact that Daichi might not live long enough to graduate highschool with him. If you think I'm forgetting the Captain Squad, fear not, for there will be plenty of chaos from that department, as well as various Karasuno players, such as Suga, Asahi, Kiyoko, and Ennoshita, and yes, Daishou being an ass.

What do y'all think? Leave your ideas, opinions, and comments down below, I can't wait to see what you guys might inspire me to add!

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[erina-writes-headcanons]

Kamomedai and Nohebi Masterlist

Hello Everyone, This is the Masterlist of my planned post and the link to the post of the scenarios. You also can see some of the symbols below.

🌹: Smut

🥀: Angst

🍭: Fluff

😂: Comedy

🧐: Random

🧸: Domestic

😐: Non-Specified

🗡️: Gore/Yandere

❤️: Romantic

Also, If you want a commission for a one-shot or a series, you can click this link:

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Hello Everyone. I’m starting a commission. If you want a request, you can message me in here, Wattpad and Quotev.  I'm going to make a com

ERINA WRITES- HAIKYUU, HETALIA, KNB

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Kamomedai Masterlist

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Daishou Suguru - Captain

When their S/O in their Period (Part two) 🍭🧐

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[saigethearies]

saige’s terrortober presents…

trust me

while on an expedition into space, your budding romance with osamu came as a pleasant surprise- the murderer hiding amongst your crew, not so much.

alien!osamu miya x fem!reader

contents/warnings: murder, manipulation, and slight yandere, side character deaths, service dom!osamu, unprotected vaginal sex, vaginal fingering, oral (f! receiving), size kink, osamu is PACKING, praise, belly bulge, dacryphilia, use of pet names, betrayal, angst in the end, osamu still has his dyed hair but he’s in his twenties, this is basically an among us au bare with me

wc: 6.7k

18+ MINORS DNI

an: this one is posted a little late but it works out so it gets to be posted on samu’s actual bday!

“the fuck you mean you found a dead body?” terushima bites out from next to you.

your brain felt like it was lagging as panicked voices sounded off around you. there was no way one of your crewmates was dead. you’d all had multiple health screenings before getting admission into the space exploration program. no one would have gotten the green light if they were in bad health, so how could they just have died? and within the first week?

unless…

“there were multiple stab wounds,” director takeda said, trying to keep his voice as calm as possible to prevent the surrounding tension from worsening. “as of right now, we can only assume it was a homicide.”

the room fell silent as everyone let the news sink in.

“ya gotta be fuckin’ kiddin’ me,” a voice drawls from across the circular table. “we’re stuck on this floatin’ hunk of metal and we’ve gotta damn killer on the loose?”

atsumu miya had a scowl on his face, arms crossed over his chest.

“if that’s the case then we need to start narrowing suspects down now,” oikawa followed up. “someone in this room is a murderer, unless we have a stowaway hiding somewhere.”

“security is top notch, there’s no way someone would have been able to sneak on,” kanoka rebutted.

“well then,” daishou started. “it’s time to start hearing some alibis.”

“i was doing weapons,” asahi supplied.

“i can vouch, i was in the room with him,” oikawa added, the other nodding in agreement.

one by one, all of your crewmates stated where they were, what they were doing, who they were with.

“i was in navigation with the twins trying to get the ship back on course,” suna said. “since dumb and dumber decided it would be a good idea to push a bunch of random buttons.”

“i was tryin’ t’ find the air conditionin’!”

“don’t rope me in with his bullshit,” osamu miya muttered from besides his brother.

you spared a quick glance at the grey-haired man. out of all the people on the ship, he seemed to be the one you always found your eyes wandering to.

“where were you?”

the question pulled you back into focus. you turned to see terushima staring down at you, awaiting your response.

“i was reading some samples in med bay.”

his eyes narrowed. “did anyone see you?”

you blinked. no, no one saw you, but that’s because you were the only scientist hired on with a medical background. most of your time in med bay was spent alone.

would that make you look suspicious?

you figured that honesty was the best policy, so you went ahead and told the truth.

“no, i was there alone- but no one else is ever really in there unless they need treatment or need to run an errand, if that makes any difference.”

“so what i’m hearing is that you don't have a solid alibi.”

you felt your hands start to shake. “i-i guess not…”

“let’s hear where the hell yer ass was, terushima.”

the two of you turned to see osamu’s dark grey eyes trained on the man interrogating you. the intensity in them almost sent a chill down your spine.

“ya seem desperate t’ go ahead and put blame on the lil’ lady without even giving yer own alibi yet.”

was he defending you?

terushima sent him a glare. “i was emptying the trash in storage. daishou saw me when he passed by.”

a furrow appeared on said man’s brow. “uh, hate to say it man, but i don’t remember seeing you there.”

“the hell do you mean? you literally walked right by me!”

“the only people i remember seeing before the emergency alarm sounded off was kanoka and the director in shields. i was dropping off some supplies for them.”

“you can’t be serious right now!”

“well look who doesn't have a solid alibi now,” atsumu taunted. “it seems t’ me like yer dejectin’-”

“projecting,” suna corrected.

“-projectin’ onto someone else because ya don’t wanna look guilty.”

“you’re trying to imply that i did this?” terushima shouted.

“if the shoe fits.”

“that’s enough,” director takeda declares, getting the bickering to subside before it could escalate further. “we don’t need to jump to conclusions and we don’t need to fall into hysteria, either. making a rash decision based on little evidence won’t help anything. the body was found near the reactors, so on the complete opposite side of the ship from where everyone allegedly was. Therefore, we don't really have any leads at the moment.”

“so what do we do?” asahi asked, anxiety written all over his face.

“for now, everyone just stay alert and on guard. try to stay in groups or at least pairs if you can. i don’t think the killer will lash out if more than one person is around, and if worst comes to worst, we’d at least be able to pick out who was with who. if you do notice anything suspicious about a fellow crewmate, come report to me directly. rumors will only cause trouble. understood?”

everyone gave their confirmation, you barely being able to mutter yours out.

there was really a killer amongst your ranks.

you were stuck on a ship traveling further into outer space with a murderer.

“good. meeting adjourned, everyone back to your tasks.”

you turned back towards med bay, practically moving on autopilot as your mind picked apart every piece of information you just received.

“i find it interesting that the person closest to the reactors at the time of the murder was you. that is, if your story was even true”

the voice was followed by a hand roughly grabbing onto your arm, halting your retreat. you turned to see terushima’s glare trained on you, his grip tightening. “everyone else might be letting your shitty alibi slide, but i'm not.”

“your own alibi wasn’t even solid,” you argued back, trying to wrench free from his grasp. “you don't have any right to accuse me, if anything i could be saying the same things to you right now.”

“you’re a lot more combative than you were a few minutes ago. i guess you dropped the quiet, innocent girl act now that we're not surrounded by others, right?”

you wanted to deck this guy. how dare he continue to try and accuse you of one thing after another when you haven't done anything wrong. especially after his own shaky alibi had been exposed.

“that’s not the case at all, i just don’t like to be bothered by a hypocrite!”

“i’ll show you a fucking-”

“get yer filthy hands off’a her.”

osamu was at your side before you could even register. while the expression on his face seemed blank, terushima could see the silent fire raging within his eyes, practically challenging him to try and disobey the grey-haired man’s order.

still, the shorter man made no move to release you, which prompted your unexpected savior to speak again.

“if i have t’ tell ya twice, yer not gonna like what happens next.”

with that, terushima finally released you. he scoffed before turning to storm out of the room.

you let out a breath you didn’t even realize you were holding in.

“ya alright, there?”

looking up you met the dark, concerned eyes of osamu. the contact had the inside of your stomach turning into an ocean, waves swirling around within you as you held his gaze.

“i’m okay, thank you,” you said, trying to ignore the feeling of your cheeks heating up. “he seemed relentless, so i really do appreciate you stepping in.”

a smile then appeared on osamu’s face, and you wanted to burn the image into your memory forever because goodness did that man look handsome.

“it’s no worries, my ma taught me better than t’ just stand by when a lady’s ‘n trouble.”

you felt the corners of your own lips curl upwards. “well then she did a really great job.”

“how ‘bout i walk ya back to med bay,” he offered. “director said we needa stick together, wouldn’t feel right if i just let ya wander off alone.”

the waves inside your stomach felt as if they were growing to tsunami-level proportions. you had clearly noticed that osamu was a handsome man the day the crew was all introduced to each other, but you reasoned that you had a job to do on this ship so you couldn’t let yourself get distracted by what was essentially a schoolgirl crush.

now, however, the person of your attraction was guiding you through the halls with a large hand placed on the small of your back.

“i feel like we’re ‘n the start of’a nightmare,” osamu said, pulling you out of your thoughts. “can’t believe shunki got offed by someone on the damn crew.”

“yeah, it’s insane,” you replied. “i still can’t really wrap my head around it.”

“ ‘m sure that terushima jackass barkin’ atcha hasn't made it any easier for ya, huh?”

you sighed. “no, but i guess he does have somewhat of a reason. my alibi can't be corroborated by anyone. besides, nerves are running rampant right now, so i can't really blame him.”

the two of you reached med bay, osamu reaching for the handle and opening the door before you could even lift a finger. he was every bit as chivalrous as he was handsome, your knees feeling slightly weaker as he ushered you inside.

“well i think his reason for comin’ atcha was bullshit. he doesn’t have a solid story, either, so his whole outburst is rubbin’ me the wrong way. be careful ‘round him, will ya?”

the thought had crossed your mind during your earlier altercation with terushima. you knew you weren’t a killer, but him? it could be entirely plausible that a murderer had just been laying his hands on you. if osamu hadn’t come to your aid…

“i’ll try and steer clear of him,” you replied. “thank you again, osamu. i appreciate it, really.”

“of course,” he replied with a smile coming back onto his face. “and you can call me ‘samu.”

returning his kind expression, you nodded your head before turning to grab the samples you were working with earlier.

“anythin’ i can help ya with while ‘m here?”

“you don’t have to stay if you don’t want to, walking me back was already sweet enough of you.”

“nah, we gotta stay ‘n pairs, remember? can’t let ya just sit here by yerself with a killer on the ship.”

by the look on his face, you could tell osamu wasn’t going to take no for an answer, so you relented by pointing to the wireless connection panel on the wall across from you.

“i think that could use some maintenance.”

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while very tense, the next few days were quiet. no more killings, no odd behavior from anyone- besides terushima’s rotten attitude towards you, but at this point you were just getting used to it. everyone was taking it day by day, each uneventful twenty-four hours being looked at as a win. crew morale was constantly wavering, however. it was hard to feel confident in your coworkers when one of them was secretly a murderer.

your safe haven amidst all of the suspense was osamu.

he continued to spend hours at a time with you in med bay, your once silent workplace now filled with chatter and laughter. when it came time for him to leave to go attend to other tasks, you would often tag along.

“buddy system, right?” he would say.

atsumu and suna would also occasionally find themselves keeping the two of you company in med bay. watching the three of them banter was probably the best entertainment you were going to get on the spacecraft. with the way the dark-haired man interacted with the twins you would think that they’ve all known each other for a very long time, so you were surprised to learn that they’d only just met at the start of the expedition.

“it literally reminds me of mustard,” suna remarked, earning a burst of laughter from osamu.

“shut yer trap, sunarin!”

“did you just not think to use toner?”

“there is nothin’ wrong with my hair!” atsumu defended.

the bickering had been going on for the past five minutes, suna always finding a way to goad the blonde into being his personal entertainment. he almost had a talent for being able to get under either of the twin’s skin, antagonizing them almost as much as they antagonize each other.

“if yer worried ‘bout what's wrong with ya then yer hair is the least of yer worries,” osamu piped up, earning a small giggle from you. you were too engrossed in recording your sample data to notice the content smile come onto the grey-haired man’s face at hearing your laugh.

he came up behind you, leaning down so that his head was hovering above your shoulder. “what ya got goin’ on here?”

you kept your face turned down towards your desk, not wanting him to catch onto the way your cheeks were heating up at his close proximity. “just going over the results from asahi’s blood test.”

it was no doubt to you that after spending so much time together, there was…something brewing between you and osamu. at first you figured it was just physical attraction, but the more you were around him, the more you began to realize that wasn’t the case.

you felt a comfort with the man you hadn’t felt with anyone else before- not any of your friends, not any of your exes, not even your family. there was no denying that there was a genuine connection there, and whether you were falling for him so quickly because of the circumstances or because you were truly that into him, you didn’t know.

and it didn’t really matter to you, either. every day on this spaceship could end up being your last, so you chose not to waste your time overthinking.

“need any help?”

“no, but thank you, ‘samu. you're always so considerate.”

before he could reply, kissy noises were sounding off from the other two occupants in the room. the glare osamu sent atsumu and suna would probably have most peoples’ stomachs dropping, but the two of them seemed unfazed.

it was then that a red flash illuminated the room, a harsh buzz ripping through the air.

the emergency alarm.

you dropped your pen.

“dammit!” atsumu yelled. “not another murder!”

a hand was placed on the small of your back, guiding you to stand on unsteady legs. “don’t jump t’ conclusions, we don’t know fer sure.”

“well what else would it be?” suna asked.

you began to move towards the door, osamu’s palm not leaving your body.

“i guess we should go find out,” you muttered.

the walk was silent, the once tense atmosphere of the ship now suffocating as days after days worth of anxiety had come to a crescendo. the four of you waited as the cafeteria doors slid open, revealing the rest of your crewmates gathered around the meeting table.

well, all of them except one.

not again…

once you had all gathered around, director takeda spoke the words you’d been dreading to hear since the adjournment of the last meeting.

“another body has been found.”

silence.

“oikawa and asahi found daishou in the electrical room. he wasn’t moving and they couldn’t find a pulse.”

“that’s right around the corner from where the last body was found,” kanoka observed.

“on the same side as med bay,” terushima muttered under his breath, loud enough for you to hear.

you frowned. “can you at least wait until we get all the details before you try and start accusing me?”

“why? we’re already two men down, we can’t let this shit just slide again.”

“we won’t,” takeda firmly interjected. “there were several small bruises on daishou’s neck, so it seems that his cause of death was asphyxiation.”

“so whoever did this was able to choke a grown a man to death with their bare hands,” oikawa observed.

“wouldn’t that mean we have the culprit’s fingerprints?” you asked.

“unfortunately the perpetrator was wearing gloves.”

“damn,’ asahi sighed.

“well if they killed the poor guy with their bare hands then i really don’t think it could be the lil’ lady,” atsumu commented.

“yeah, ya really think these tiny ass fingers could choke a man?” osamu added, lifting your hand up to prove his point. your stomach fluttered when you saw how huge his looked compared to yours.

“here the two of you go fucking defending her again,” terushima barked. “she didn’t even have an alibi last time!”

“neither did you,” suna said.

“yeah, and this time all three of us were with her,” osamu motioned between him, his brother, and their friend. “so she has the damn alibi yer so bent over.”

“okay, so we know oikawa and asahi were together again, then the four of them were with each other,” kanoka listed. “i was checking oxygen levels with the director.”

all eyes turned to the remaining unnamed person.

“terushima, where were you?”

the man blinked. “i was doing weapons.”

“did anyone see you?”

“i-uh, well no, everyone was off doing other things.”

director takeda frowned. “so you have no one to confirm your whereabouts?”

“second time this happened,” oikawa commented.

the pierced man sent the brunette a glare.

“since he mentioned it already, wasn’t daishou the one who denied being able to verify terushima’s story last time? and now he’s dead, too.”

everyone went quiet at suna’s observation, terushima’s eyes widening.

“are you seriously implying that i fucking did this?”

“the evidence isn’t really pointing towards anyone else right now,” kanoka said slowly.

“what the fuck.”

“everyone else has alibis,” oikawa said, prepared to lay the facts on the table.”you’re the only one who’s been unaccounted for both times, and you have a possible motive for the most recent killing. no one else has the cards stacked against them like this.”

terushima looked around the table, everyone regarding him with a careful, withdrawn look.

“guys, come on!”

director takeda took a slow breath. “i’m sorry, terushima. but we’ve already lost two lives, and right now you’re the only suspect. we have to do what’s best for the crew.”

“fuck you,” he bit out, practically snarling. “fuck all of you! what are you gonna do now, shoot me?”

“no,” his superior said slowly.

“the ship has come equipped with a different way to handle violent members.”

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never in a million years would you have thought that what director takeda meant is that terushima would get ejected. thrown out into deep space to choke and freeze.

it felt so cruel and unusual. yet, your boss insisted that this was the best way to go about it. keeps the threat away without needing anyone to bloody their own hands.

you tried to take his word for it, but you still couldn’t help but feel that there had to have been a better method.

thankfully, the relief of the murder mystery being solved was enough to keep you from dwelling on it for too long. the atmosphere on the ship was light again, everyone more lively and talkative. there was still an underlying somberness held for those departed, but no more going through the day with bated breath.

well, almost.

you still couldn’t fight the feeling that something was…off.

as if your ship’s little mystery had been solved almost too easily. too conveniently.

“what’s wrong?”

osamu’s voice pulled you from your thoughts, standing at the entryway to your sleeping quarters.

“oh! hey,” you said, getting up from your desk. you had to crane your neck so much to look up at him. you tried to ignore how that fact made your heart skip.

as if he could read your thoughts, the grey-haired man brushed a strand of your hair behind your ear. “ya didn’t answer me.”

you gave him a small smile. “i’m okay, ‘samu, just tired.”

he frowned. “i don’t believe ya.”

a sigh escaped your lips. “i guess i’m just a little overwhelmed. i’m glad we found terushima out and all, but this whole ordeal has just felt like…a lot. and i think i've been struggling to calm down again, after things were so tense for a while.”

“i don’t like seein’ ya this worried, pretty girl like ya shouldn’t be frettin’ over a thing.”

the comment didn’t catch you completely off guard. osamu had started to become a little more flirtatious, but you always figured it wasn’t that serious. probably just a way for him to be affectionate.

as his dark eyes bore into you right now, however, you started to think that might not be the case.

“i’m okay, really.”

the hand that had brushed your hair away hadn’t left your face, thumb brushing against your cheek.

“i can see yer face lookin’ all gloomy,’ he said, moving closer to you. “c’mon, darlin’, talk to me.”

you took a deep, steadying breath. “i just want a break from all the stress.”

his hands were then roaming your back, pulling you into his chest. his lips found themselves at the shell of your ear.

“then let me take care of ya, sweetheart.”

the sexual tension building up over the past week came to boiling point when osamu’s lips slotted against yours, desire spilling over the sides and shrouding each of you in a cloud of desire. he started to press more firmly, tongue sliding in between the seam of your mouth.

he broke away from you. “ ‘s this alright?”

you nodded, eyes wide, before osamu’s lips chased after yours again, hand coming to the zipper of your pink bodysuit. he dragged it down slowly, revealing more of your skin inch by inch.

stepping out of the material, you stood before him in your matching set.

“so damn beautiful.”

you placed your hands on the back of his neck, eyes staring up at him doefully. “wanna see you too, ‘samu.”

“whatever ya want, darlin’.”

he peeled off his own bodysuit next, grey in color, and was left in just his briefs. gently leading you back towards your bed, he laid you down slowly.

kissing you once more, osamu started to move down your body, leaving little pecks against your heated skin in his wake.

“what are you doing?”

“i told ya i was gonna take care of ya, sweetheart.”

he pressed a kiss below your belly button, fingers gripping the hem of your panties. he glanced towards your face, chest tightening at the sight of your lust-blown expression, waiting for your okay. you nodded, and thus osamu peeled the lace off.

grabbing the underside of each of your thighs, he spread them open. kissing the inner part of each of them, his lips then finally descended onto your glistening cunt.

“ ‘samu,” you squeaked out.

he smirked, tongue grazing up and down your sensitive nub. the sensation had you mewling, fingers tangling into his dyed locks. your sounds made osamu smirk against you, adding two fingers into your cunt in hopes he’d hear even more.

the muscle started to move against your clit faster, mouthing against it like he was starved. another finger was then pressed into your pussy. you weren’t used to being stretched that much.

“too much,” you whined out. “ ‘s too much.”

“ya need t’ take it, sweet thing. if yer gonna take my dick later, ya need this.”

you felt your breath catch, the thought of being filled by him leading the heat in your stomach to start building.

finally hitting his fingers against that spongy spot deep within your walls, a cry ripped from you as he started to put all of his focus there. your legs were starting to shake, so osamu decided now was the time to switch up the motion of his tongue, drawing circles on your bundle of nerves.

you spasmed as your orgasm tore through you, whimpers leaving your lips as pleasure overtook every nerve within you.

osamu removed his mouth and fingers from you, inching back up your body before hovering over you.

“did so good, pretty girl, so good.”

you felt his thick fingers creep behind your back, undoing your bra. his eyes drank in the sight of your tits as he pulled the garment off of you.

kisses and bites were littered along your chest, small praises whispered between each. his lips moved back up your neck, leaving a final peck on the tip of your nose before speaking.

“ya think yer ready?”

you knew what he was talking about, nodding your head vigorously, excited to be able to feel all of him.

however, all of that excitement left your body when he finally removed his boxers.

oh…

you should have known. osamu’s whole frame was big and broad. why would his cock be any different?

god, would that even fit? none of your past boyfriends even came close to his size.

he must’ve seen your face grow pale. “what’s the matter, darlin’?”

you gulped.

“...that’s not gonna fit, ‘samu.”

“it will,” he replied, not even seeming fazed by your concern. “trust me.”

“but-”

“ya trust me, right?”

his gaze was zeroed in on yours, and you felt yourself become transfixed by just how endless it seemed, as if the space surrounding your little floating ship existed in osamu’s eyes.

“yeah, i trust you.”

another soft kiss met your lips. “good.”

his thumb was at your clit again, an attempt to distract you from the head of his cock pressing against your opening. he began to push in, a small whimper leaving your lips as you could already feel the burning stretch.

“relax, doll, ya gotta relax.”

more kisses were then peppered against your lips, silent reassurances as osamu entered into you further, each new inch making your brain feel as if it was going to explode.

“little cunt ain’t used t’ takin’ somethin’ this big, huh?”

you shook your head, confirming his suspicion as tears started to leak from your eyes.

“well, first time fer everythin’, sweetheart.”

you had no idea how he got the whole thing to fit inside of you. your pussy felt as if it was being torn apart at the seams in the best way possible, jaw going slack as he bottomed out.

“oh.”

osamu hummed. “tightest cunt i’ve ever been ‘n. yer just a dream, aintcha?”

you wanted to reply to his praise, but all that could leave you was a scream as he started to pull out and push back in. starting a steady pace, the man pulled you into a hungry kiss.

never before had you ever been so filled, moaning aimlessly into his mouth as the only thought your brain could come up with was so full, so full, so full.

he parted from your lips.

“ya feel it, darlin’?”

you didn’t have a clue what he was talking about until he thrusted back in, palm coming down against a protrusion in your tummy. the realization had more drops falling down your cheeks, babbles bubbling up your throat. he was going to rip you apart, and you were more than willing to let him.

“ ‘m gettin’ close,” he warned, forehead resting against yours. his hands then grabbed each side of your hips, holding you in place as he picked up the pace. “need ya t’ cum too, doll. ladies first.”

your cunt finally couldn’t take anymore battering, muscles spasming as you came hard on osamu’s cock. you saw him grin as your body shook, finally allowing himself to release with a low groan.

he made sure to pull out of your overstuffed pussy before you could get too stimulated, situating himself at your side so he could pull you into his chest. you rested your cheek against his pec.

stillness overtook the room as you tried to compose yourself, body still twitching with aftershocks.

osamu chuckled, kissing the crown of your head.

“i told ya i’d make it work. see, ya can trust me.”

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the next twenty four hours were absolute bliss. you and osamu were practically connected at the hip, all ooey gooey and lovey dovey with each other. atsumu and suna made gagging sounds every time they saw the two of you, but neither of you cared. nothing was going to ruin the oasis you’d built with one other.

the emergency alarm figured it was up for the challenge.

your eyebrows knitted together, pulling away from your lover’s side as you heard the sound pierce the content silence you’d been sitting in.

the uneasy feeling from before, the feeling that something still just wasn’t right came back to you.

“it might just be some mechanical issues,” osamu reassured, clearly trying to calm you down. you met his gaze, slightly taken aback by the expression in them. it was hard to read, but you just chalked it up to him being antsy, too.

“hopefully.”

the broken, bloodied glasses of director takeda proved the two of you wrong.

oikawa held them in the palm of his hand, a grim look on his face.

“he was in navigation,” he started. “i could barely even recognize him, that’s how bad the damage was.”

you couldn’t stop your lip from wobbling. your nightmare was still ongoing, and now the one person who kept you all sane had been beaten into his grave.

what came next broke you even more, though.

“kanoka is dead, too.”

two murders.

two murders on the same damn day.

you bit your lip, keeping your cries as silent as you could as the news settled.

suna was the first to speak. “do we need to move their bodies out of there, and give them a nicer…resting place, like the others?”

“that’s the thing,” oikawa’s tone now had an edge to it. “kanoka’s body wasn’t with the director’s, it was in lower engine.”

“so what does that mean?” you said, frustration starting to prick at you. “the killer moved her body? or had enough time to get from one crime scene to the other?”

“no,” asahi said. “oikawa was across the hall cleaning the air filters when he heard crashing in navigation. he remembered the time was around 7:30 pm. i was checking the reactor when i heard kanoka scream, and the clock on it read 7:27 pm.”

“ya mean t’ tell me they were killed at the same time ‘n opposite sides of the ship? how the hell is that possible?”

“is the answer not obvious?” oikawa bit out at atsumu. “there’s two fucking killers, and it has to be one of you four!”

“one of us?” you said in disbelief.

“yes!”

“wait a damn minute,” osamu started. “ya mean t’ tell us that if there’s two killers, it has t’ be two of us? not the two of ya, who’ve been stickin’ together since the beginnin’?”

“what ‘samu said! y’all have always been each other’s alibis, ya could have been bullshittin’ us the whole time!”

atsumu had a point. oikawa and asahi always being each other’s alibis would have been one thing when there was a singular killer, but now that there’s two? they could have been covering for each other the whole time. but still…

“if we were the killers why would we give away that there’s two of us? that makes no sense, we’d have nothing to gain from that.”

oikawa voiced the exact thought you had been thinking. they would have the element of surprise keeping their partnership under wraps, it doesn’t make sense why they would expose there are two murderers when it would be easier to let the impression there’s a singular one linger.

yet, you had gotten to know the other three people at the table. there was no way osamu, atsumu, or suna could be a killer. there was just no way.

“you could be playing mind games with us, who knows,” suna assessed. “there’s no telling what fucked shit you’re willing to do if you’re out here cutting people up.”

“no one is trying to play tricks!” asahi yelled. “the innocent people on this ship are in serious danger, we need to figure this out now!”

“the four of us see one another on a regular basis,” osamu said. “the two of ya are the outliers here.”

“we each have three other people that can vouch for us! the two of ya only have each other! yer outnumbered here!”

you were so overwhelmed. so much muddled information was being thrown around, no solid theories being able to stem from such minimal evidence. you weren’t going to be able to use your brain on this one, you were going to have to trust your gut.

“we’re supposed to believe the pair of two people aren’t the killers and instead the duo is hiding in the tight knit group of four? that shit doesn’t add up in the slightest, the two of you are talking out of your asses.”

oikawa and asahi turned to you.

“you’re smart, please tell us you believe us.”

you bit your lip.

“i just…can’t wrap my head around the idea that any of them could be killers.”

“don’t let being buddy-buddy with the three of them cloud your judgment. like i said earlier, why would we expose there are actually two killers if we were the two killers?”

a theory came to your mind, and you weren’t sure if you thought it up because it was actually plausible, or because you just wanted to prove your lover and friends were innocent. regardless, you shared it.

“the three of them are bigger than the prior victims, so they would put up a tough fight. two against four would be hard to pull off with them, so you could be exposing the murderer duo so that we get rid of two of ourselves and then make it a two against two.”

oikawa and asahi both blanched at your statement.

“she’s a genius!” atsumu exclaimed. “y’all really thought ya could put one by her, huh?”

“she’s wrong! we would nev-”

“i don’t know about you guys,” suna interrupted. “but i’ve heard all that i need to hear. let’s get them the fuck off this ship.”

the screaming and shouting that ensued as he and the twins pushed the two accused men out of the room and down the halls had you covering your ears, eyes squeezed shut as more tears dropped down your face.

you tried to tell yourself that you were okay. the murderers had been caught for real now, you were going to be fine. you were safe.

the ship went quiet, yells no longer being heard. that was all you needed to know that oikawa and asahi had been ejected.

footsteps pulled you out of your thoughts, suna regarding you with a nod as he re-entered the room.

“you alright?”

breathe in, breathe out. “i should be.”

“good. i'm gonna go send a message to headquarters. someone needs to tell them what the hell has been happening.”

you bid him goodbye as he left. standing up, you decided that being wrapped up in osamu’s arms felt like a good idea after the intense moment earlier.

they weren’t in med bay, so you did a little searching before hearing their voices from inside the admin room. you were about to enter the room before a sentence spoken by osamu stopped you in your tracks.

“i told ya t’ fuckin’ wait a while-”

wait for what?

“ ‘m sorry, i just wanted to get it over with! i told ya i didn’t want t’ be the one t’ kill the director.”

not even the limitless space outside could create the coldness you felt seep through every pore in your skin.

please be dreaming.

“ya still nearly got us exposed.”

“who cares? we’ve picked enough people off anyways. ship is ours.”

your pulse currently rivaled that of a racehorse, your brain not being able to deny what it just heard.

the twins were the killers.

osamu was a murderer.

movement to your left caught your eye, the brothers exiting the room only to stop in surprise when they saw you.

you tried to paint a look of nonchalance on your face, but it was too late. the panic was written all over you. there was nowhere to hide.

two very different emotions came onto their faces. atsumu practically looked predatory, whereas ‘samu almost looked as panicked as you.

“darlin’, listen to me-”

“cut her the bullshit, ‘samu, ya already dickmatized her enough.”

you found yourself backpedaling, fingers trembling as you attempted to put as much distance between you and them as possible.

“c’mon, angel, why ya look so scared?” atsumu taunted. you watched in horror as his brown eyes shifted to an inky black, the blonde about to lunge at you before his brother grabbed him by the collar of his maroon suit and yanked him back.

“not her,” osamu bit out, trapping his brother in a headlock. “i told ya anyone but her.”

“yer no fun, ‘samu!”

you didn’t wait around to watch them squabble, turning and running towards communications as fast as you could. you had to get to suna. he needed to know, and you weren’t going to be able to stand the slightest chance against the miyas without him.

choked sobs left you as you sped through the halls, sorrow and guilt eating you alive. sorrow because the man you had started to fall in love with, the man you had given your body to, the man you felt safe with ended up being a murderer. you felt beyond just betrayed.

then, your guilt stemmed from the fact that so many of your crewmates lay dead now, and several times you had let their killers roam free. not only that, but you’d also stood by as numerous innocent people were sent to their death outside in the vacuum of space.

you knew something was still off. you knew.

but your gut instinct had been fogged by your stupid, mushy emotions.

this was all fucked.

this was all so fucked.

“SUNA!” you screamed, sprinting into comms with red and bleary eyes.

“what is it- whoa, what’s going on?” he asked, placing his hands on your shoulders.

“we were wrong,” you said, throat tightening. “it’s the twins, they’re the killers! they’ve been playing us the whole time.”

“damn, that’s tough.”

his unserious response confused you. maybe he was in shock?

“also, correction,” the dark-haired man began. “the miyas haven’t been playing us the whole time…”

your heart nearly stopped when you saw suna’s greyish-green eyes turn the same black shade that atsumu’s had.

“...we’ve all been playing you the whole time.”

you couldn’t move, not registering suna’s grip on your shoulders tightening until you were being ripped straight out of it.

“don’t fuckin’ touch her.”

you felt yourself become engulfed in osamu’s arms, back pressed to his chest as he kept the two of you facing the other two…imposters in the room.

“dude, seriously? she’s the last one standing, we could complete the set.”

“sunarin’s right! c’mon, ‘samu!”

you felt his hold tighten around you, the same hands that slaughtered your crewmates now protectively embracing you. that fact made your head hurt.

“i told the two of ya, ‘m keepin’ her. lay a damn finger on her and ‘m rippin’ it clean off ya.”

he was met with begrudged silence from the two other men before suna let out an exasperated sigh. “fine, i guess she can live. she did really help us out by vouching for us back there, fucking oikawa almost had us figured out.”

“a pretty face t’ look at on the ride home won’t hurt.”

“watch it,” osamu warned his brother.

you didn’t know what they were talking about. you didn’t know what home was for them. all you knew was that you were gonna get dragged along, whether you liked it or not, by a man who built a bond with you through sugar-coated lies.

osamu leaned down, kissing the side of your cheek before whispering in your ear. “all my feelins’ are genuine, darlin’, that i can assure ya.”

you felt his fingers intertwine with your still shaking ones.

“ ‘m gonna take good care of ya, i promise.”

_____

saige’s terrortober masterlist

#saige’s terrortober #osamu miya x reader #miya osamu x reader #osamu miya x you #miya osamu x you #osamu x reader #osamu miya #miya osamu #osamu miya smut #miya osamu smut #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu smut #hq x reader

[nicka-nell]

SFW-Requests/HC

Osamu - feeding his s/o

Matsukawa - comforting his stressed out s/o

Ushijima | Satori - comforting their s/o in her pregnancy during a bad day

Osamu | Kuroo - comforting their s/o in her pregnancy during a bad day

Bokuto | Suna | Atsumu - comforting their s/o in her pregnancy during a bad day

Sakusa | Akaashi | Sawamura - comforting their s/o in her pregnancy during a bad day

Semi | Oikawa | Kenma - comforting their s/o in her pregnancy during a bad day

Akaashi | Ushijima | Iwaizumi - React to your ex boyfriend writing to you

Sakusa | Kuroo | Oikawa | Sugawara - What they give you for the anniversary

Sakusa - Accidental confession

Ushijima | Tendou - New year celebration

Osamu | Atsumu - Miya twins with their twin babies

Ushijima | Atsumu | Sakusa | Suna | Kuroo | Iwaizumi - Showering with their s/o

Suna - Remember us this way (angst) Part 1 | Part 2

Atumu - break up because of a pregnancy (angst)

Suna - pregnancy confession going wrong

Ushijima | Atsumu | Sakusa - Seeing you in lingerie

Ushijima | Sakusa | Atsumu | Osamu - Would they talk about their relationship or you with reporters

Oikawa | Osamu | Kita - Things you fight about and how they comfort you afterwards

Kuroo | Ushijima | Suna - Things you fight about a lot and how they comfort you afterwards

Good morning kisses - Bokuto | Futakuchi | Kita | Kuroo | Oikawa | Sawamura | Ushijima

Awkward boyfriend moments - Atsumu | Bokuto | Oikawa | Osamu | Suna | Ushijima

Awkward boyfriend moments - Kita | Iwaizumi | Akaashi | Kuroo | Daichi | Ennoshita | Matsukawa | Kageyama | Hinata 

How they found out they love you and how they confessed - Semi | Ushijima | Daichi | Osamu

18+ Requests/HC 🔞🍋

Akaashi | Oikawa | Kuroo - Having their first time

Sawamura | Sugawara | Tendou - Having their first time

Iwaizumi | Bokuto | Kozume - Having their first time

Osamu | Sakusa | Atsumu | Haiba - Having their first time

Suna | Matsukawa | Ukai | Hanamaki - Having their first time

Kyoutani | Ushijima | Kageyama - Having their first time

Daishou | Kita | Azumane - Having their first time

Yaku | Nishinoya | Hinata - Having their first time

Semi | Shirabu | Futakuchi - Having their first time

Kunimi | Yamaguchi - Having their first time

Iwaizumi | Ushijima | Tendou - How they comfort their s/o when she thinks he wants to break up because of another girl

Atsumu | Sakusa | Oikawa - pregnancy sex

Osamu | Hinata | Suna | Tsukishima

Social Media-AU/Text Messages

SMAU: Ride of love - Osamu x reader | Atsumu x reader

Ushijima |Tendou - I’m breaking up with you

Bokuto | Kuroo - I’m breaking up with you

Kozume | Kageyama - I’m breaking up with you

Atsumu | Sakusa - I’m breaking up with you

Kuroo | Kozume | Kageyama | Oikawa - Tell him "I love you"

Ushijima | Tendou | Bokuto | Akaashi - Tell him "I love you"

Ushijima | Yamaguchi | Atsumu | Kuroo - He accidentally confesses

Kozume | Ushijima | Tendou - Tell them you're pregnant

Kageyama | Sawamura | Oikawa - Tell them you're pregnant

Sakusa | Atsumu | Akaashi - Tell them you're pregnant

Bokuto | Osamu | Kuroo - Tell them you're pregnant

18+ Oneshot🔞🍋  

Suna x Kita x Osamu x Atsumu x reader - Pinned down (DC/ Mafia-AU)

Suna x reader, Akaashi x reader - Pinned down Part 2 (DC/ Mafia-AU)

Server Collab

Autumn Leaves - Colorful colors, joy and love (Ukai x reader)

Fantasy - Just a dream (Sawamura x reader)

Fist choice - Tell me when (Atsumu x reader)

Meet Ugly - Misunderstanding (Sakusa x reader)

18+ Server Collab 🔞🍋

Fantasy - You will be mine (DC/ Ukai x Reader)

Prompt: If he knew - Say... Who do you belong to (DC/ Ushijima x Reader)

Secret Santa - Merry Christmas Princess (Sakusa x Reader)

Hard at work - Behave, little brat (Atsumu x Reader x Sakusa)

Mythology - Trapped in eternity (DC/ Kuroo!Hades x reader!Nymph)

Public Sex - Just one stop (Suna x reader)

Halloween - Payback time (Suna x reader)

Three times the charm - Pleasant Distraction (DC/ Suna x reader x Osamu)

#nelas navi #haikyuu navigation #haikyuu x reader #suna x reader #atsumu x reader #osamu x reader #ushijima x reader #bokuto x reader #oikawa x reader #kuroo x reader #sakusa x reader #akaashi x reader #kita x reader

[jean-vi]

Lie To Me Pt. 2 | Levi x Reader

Pairing: Levi Ackerman x Reader Inspiration:  “Chizu ni nai basho e yume wo hasete / Shiharau no wa Risiko der Freiheit” - Jiyuu No Daishou by Linked Horizon Summary: The unknown label on your relationship causes tension. Genre: Angst, Fluff  Warnings: semi-graphic depiction of injury, spoilers for season 2 WC: 2.6K A/N: thank you so much for all the love :) I wanted to continue this story and I’d already planned out more of it when I published the first part, which is why this one is so soon after.  Other: Masterlist

Part 1

    “Needle and thread” 

    “Here.” 

    “Scissors.” 

    “Got it.” 

    Your eyebrows furrowed as you worked. 

    “Antiseptic.” 

    A scream of pain, a body writhing in agony. 

    “Bandages.” 

    You wrapped carefully before halting. Something wasn’t right. You pressed your finger to the patient’s neck. You took a sharp breath in. There was no time to waste. 

    “Administering CPR.” You announced and began the chest compressions. 

    “I’ll take over when you’re tired.” Levi said as he stared at the man’s fading spirit. 

    “Come on, come on.” You hissed. “Check his pulse.” You barked. 

    Levi checked the pulse. “No pulse.” He reported grimly. 

    You blew a strand of hair out of your face and continued chest compressions. There was little hope to bring him back now. The wounds were deep. You didn’t even know his name. You could see Levi watching you carefully out of the corner of your eye. He was probably wondering when he should step in to stop you. You never gave up on patients and as much as he tried to ignore it, he did worry about the fatigue. You were starting to sweat and the other medical staff were beginning to get overwhelmed by new patients. 

    The latest mission hadn’t gone well. The Scouts needed to regroup and there weren’t enough beds. You’d been instructed to leave those on the brink of death alone. They would take up more resources, time, and energy with little chance of return. You understood this logic, but your conscience refused to acknowledge it. Levi was told to stop you, should you get into another frenzy like what you were doing right now. You felt his hand on your shoulder. 

    “He’s gone, Y/N.” Levi began in his matter-of-fact tone. 

    “Check his pulse.” You demanded and then, like a miracle, the man took a slow breath in. Even Levi’s eyes widened in surprise. He believed in your abilities to care for the wounded, but you were an optimist. He hurriedly searched for the pulse. 

    “Pulse. I have a pulse.” He announced and began redoing the bandages. 

    “Yes!” You celebrated breathlessly as you stopped chest compressions and sat on the ground. Levi finished the job and you both waited for the next one. He leaned against the wall and ran a hand through his hair. 

    “It’s a miracle. I guess I never expected to see that.” The Captain said. He winced as he stretched his legs. His leg was broken, definitely, but he still managed to help you with your work, despite all attempts to stop him. The injury was still healing from the mission, which you expected, considering the extent of ligament damage.

    “You don’t think I forgot, right?” You suddenly said, looking at the rough bandage job on his leg. “A broken leg is no little thing.” You then pushed onto your knees and reached for the bandages. He grasped your wrist quickly. 

    “It’s okay. I’m fine.” He said. 

    “You did a terrible job.” You pointed out. “You should have just asked me to do it.” 

    “You were tired and needed your sleep. I wouldn’t have even thought of disturbing you.” Levi murmured. You raised your eyebrows and then stood up. You walked over to the bandage rack and grabbed a fresh roll. You then knelt next to him and began to wordlessly re-wrap the injury. 

    “I said you don’t have to.” Levi repeated. 

    “Is it pride?” You questioned lightly. “Because I’m wide awake now. You have no excuse not to let me help you.” 

    He fell silent for a moment and watched you work. You were focused, your brows furrowed and your lips pressed together. All the people he’d trusted and cared about were now gone. The Captain couldn’t escape death. Yet, here you were. He wasn’t lying when he thought you were going to die earlier. He’d grown apathetic, filled with sorrow and numb to the possibility that any one could survive if they were around him. 

    “You really did pull off a miracle.” He finally said. 

    “Gotta pay back my miracle somehow” You smiled. 

    “What’s going on here?” He asked as you reached the last few wrappings. 

    “What do you mean?” You answered quietly. 

    “You know what I mean.” He sighed and you finished the roll. Then you sat back on your knees and shifted your head to the sighed, humming to yourself. 

    “Hmm, I’m changing your bandages.” 

    “Don’t play dumb, please.” His eyes were soft and his mouth was a firm line.  

    “Okay, fine.” You crossed your arms and your tone made him raise his eyebrows. “We’re a confusing mess, you’re a confusing mess–” 

    “Do you understand what kind of place this is? Take your papercut elsewhere.” An attendant barked and interrupted your conversation. 

    “It’s not a simple papercut!” The man argued and your eyes followed the two arguing back and forth. 

    “I think I should go handle this. We’ll talk later.” You muttered. You missed his sad expression and his thoughtful gaze as you stood. 

      You hadn’t seen him as more than a comrade, a special coworker, until recently. You supposed your gaze had always lingered on him longer or that your heart would beat a little quicker when he was around. Still, he was merely your Captain and someone you wholeheartedly trusted, not in a romantic sense. There were boundaries, but sitting in rooms, operating on people, living in spaces where death occurs every day, made you realize just how little anything mattered. In both a good and bad way, you were beginning to think that nothing really mattered anymore. Status, power, money. None of that mattered on the brink of death. 

    “The rich man continues to beg me to save his life when there is no life to save. He says he’ll pay me money, but he needs to offer that deal to the gods, not me.” You said and Jean nodded thoughtfully. 

    “I don’t know how you do it.” 

    “I don’t either.” You frowned. 

    The dining room was a ghost town. Taking long shifts in the medical ward gave you little time to actually sit and eat, especially when it was rush hour at the dining hall. You were lucky that Jean just happened to not have eaten yet either, despite the hour. You knew that Levi was probably nursing a cup of tea in his office and it bothered you that you couldn’t help wondering about him. How was his leg? Was he in pain? Would he be able to sleep tonight? 

    Jean was a part of the new squad now. It was weird, seeing them laugh and joke with each other. You used to have that. 

    “Are you okay? You look troubled.” Jean said. 

    “I envy you. Which is funny—to envy a recruit.” You laughed. “It’s supposed to be the other way around, but that’s just not how this regiment works, does it?” 

    The man looked caught off guard. Here in front of him was a person who had seen immense loss with her own eyes. 

    “You’re a part of our group now.” He offered hopefully, but your face turned bitter. You could feel yourself closing off, just like Levi. There was too much loss in caring for other people. 

    “I can’t risk that.” You murmured and stood up slowly from the table. Did you really want to be like Levi? He was so closed off, so dull-eyed. You didn’t, you wanted to let people in, but Levi made it look so easy, so peaceful, to just be alone. “I’m sorry, Jean.” You finally admitted. “I’m just tired, don’t be concerned.” You smiled brightly to try and dissuade his concerns. You were reaching the exit when he called out to you. 

    “You and the Captain seem close.” He shouted. You paused for a moment, stuttering in the doorway. Your teeth grinded together. “I’m just saying that I don’t think he’d spend all that time with you, alone, if he didn’t enjoy your company.” 

    You smiled to yourself, a soft and small one, before heading for your room. 

      The door burst open with a bang. You jumped, the hairs on your neck standing up, as you pulled away from the patient you were tending to. 

    “It’s Nifa.” Levi barked and you rushed to help pull her body onto the closest table. 

    “Get me bandages, antiseptic, and a needle and thread.” You commanded and the nearest nurses gave a firm nod. You turned to your patient, your friend. Well, Nifa wasn’t really a close friend, more of an acquaintance, but someone you knew nonetheless. “Where is the wound and what was it caused by?” You began to open her shirt so you could look for the injury. The blood was everywhere. You turned to look at Levi. He had blood running down his face as well and your eyes were impossibly wide. 

    “And you!” You started angrily. “What happened to you?” You demanded, but he shrugged it off. 

    “Don’t worry about me. It was a gun, she’s injured somewhere in the abdomen.” He said lowly and you pursed your lips before turning back to Nifa. You held her hand for a moment. The nurses came running in with the requested materials.

    “We’ll fix you up, okay, Nifa?” You said soothingly. You took the newly arrived tools and got to work. “‘Somewhere in the abdomen’ is not very specific, Levi.” You muttered and began searching for the hole. Ah, there it is. When you touched the wound, there was a low groan. 

    “Here.” He handed you the bandages and you cleaned the wound. There was still so much blood. 

    “I’m not a surgeon.” You suddenly announced. You knew she was bleeding internally. The bullet probably punctured her liver or other vital organ. She was going to die, but you refused to believe it. The blood kept oozing and pulsing out of her wound as she squirmed for any sign of relief. 

    “You’ve pulled off one miracle this week, can you not pull off another?” Levi said as he watched you work with a hooded gaze. 

    You shook your head, “I’ll try.” Then, the girl went still. You realized at that moment that you weren’t ready for her to die. She was so young and she had a long life ahead of her. You looked to Levi. 

    “Check her pulse.” You said quickly and you both rushed to check both her wrist and neck. “No pulse.” You reported.

    “No pulse.” Levi agreed. 

    “Starting chest compressions.” You said, trying to restart her heart. 

    The minutes ticked by. It was driving you crazy. Why couldn’t you get her back? 

    “Why” You huffed as you continued to press on her chest. “Why isn’t she coming back?” You let out a frustrated breath and went to try and resuscitate her mouth to mouth. Nothing was working. 

    “She’s losing too much blood.” A nurse piped up. 

    “I think she’s gone.” You finally said and Levi placed a hand on your shoulder. To your surprise, he gave you a gentle push and began compressions himself. 

    “Stop.” you tugged on his shoulder. “Let her rest.” Your throat was closing, tears were already forming. He didn’t answer, he only kept trying, as if in a frenzy. It resembled yourself. You finally saw yourself in him. “Levi!” You shouted. “Stop!” 

    Only then did he freeze. His chest heaved up and down. The bandages were rolling on the floor, the needle and thread forgotten. He slowly turned to look at the girl. Her eyes were glassy, her mouth agape. 

    “She’s dead.” He said apathetically. With that, the Captain straightened his back and took long strides for the table. He began to clean, picking up the fallen tools and placing them in their bins. 

    “Wait, Captain.” You hesitated. The man had seen enough death,. He wasn’t like your assistants who you had to coach through deaths. He just went about his business like nothing happened. “Do you want to talk about it?” 

    The body was being wheeled away. She wouldn’t even get a proper burial. There were too many bodies and not enough graveyards. She would be burned and her bones would be indistinguishable from the others. That’s all humans were; bones. You had learned this through your years in the medical ward. 

    “Nothing needs to be said.” He breathed as he began wiping and disinfecting the table where she had laid. 

    You were quiet and you began to help him pick up the objects that had been misplaced. 

    He began organizing the scalpels, “We are just two people. We may care a lot for each other, but nothing could ever become of us.” 

    You froze. Then you walked towards him, hesitation in every step. “You don’t mean that, do you?” 

    He didn’t respond, simply continuing his work. He was always working. 

    “I know you’ve lost people. We have both lost people who meant a lot to us.” You whispered. “Petra, she was like a big sister to me.” 

    The man stopped as you mentioned your fallen comrade. He took a deep breath in and then moved to the bins where he began organizing the various ointments. 

    “Please, Captain.” You placed your hands on the table. “Levi. Tell me, let me in. I work with you every day and you barely say a word about yourself. I tell you everything and you’re like a complete unknown still. You’re the only thing I have left of our friends.” 

    He slammed a bottle down on the table and turned around to face you. His eyes were wide in disbelief or perhaps anger. 

    “I can’t get into anything with you.” The man said calmly. “It’s too risky for both of us.” 

    You had your answer. It was definitive and commanding. You didn’t usually cry, but for some reason a tear just dropped down your face. You hadn’t even registered that you’d been tearing up. 

    “I’m sorry. I won’t push it any farther.” You whispered. You turned to leave, the mood having gone sour, even more so than before, if that was possible. 

    “Wait.” 

    And you did. 

    “I want to, I do. I want to let you in, I want to be with you.” 

    You looked back to face him slowly. You held your breath. Was this a dream? You never imagined it playing out this way. 

    “But I won’t be good to you. I’m not soft and cuddly. I don’t think I’m a good person after all I’ve witnessed, all I’ve done.” He said softly. You took a few steps toward him and he followed suit. 

    “Levi.” You reached out and grasped his arm. “All I’ve ever seen in you….is good.” 

    And the Captain smiled. He really did. It was small and it was weak, but it was there. A faint line, a single twitch that made your heart soar. 

    “I don’t want to lose you and bare seeing your ghost.” 

    “I’m not a ghost. I won’t be as long as you’re alive.” You promised. “You don’t have to protect me.” 

    “What if I want to?” He hummed and then, just like that, he was pressing his lips to yours. You returned the favor easily, wrapping a hand around his head. When the innocent kiss ended, he still had that faint smile. 

    “You should smile more often.” You chuckled. 

    “Sorry, this is all you’re getting.” Levi said and turned to the last bin. 

    “I’ll get you to laugh someday.” You said cheekily and you hugged his back, wrapping your arms around his middle. “Let me bandage your head, though.” 

    He simply placed a hand over yours and silently went to work. He knew he was putting his heart on the line again, but maybe, just maybe, this gamble would work out. 

Fin.

#aot #attack on titan #shingeki no kyoujin #aot x reader #snk x reader #levi ackerman #levi x reader #levi ackerman x reader #fluff #angst #spoilers: season 2

[pavo-ocxllus]

❝ 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐛𝐣𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐬. ❞

𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡… haikyuu!! but make it enemies to lovers. 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠… haikyuu!! boys x gn!reader (unfortunately, i was on vacation while writing this, so most likely not everybody was here since i had to write in html format and got hella confused) 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠… pining, fluff, angst, strictly enemies-to-lovers, mass headcanons 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬… angst, pining, possibly one-sided love or one-sided rivalry. 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐜𝐮𝐭… i swear if i see this quote once more i’m gonna cry (not before finally watching bridgerton tho)  fun fact: the 4th headcanon was actually based off of a real life grudge i had in middle school track (no, i did not end up liking them)

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩. — you didn’t want to do it, and they certainly didn’t want to do it. however, in a world that acts like not having a romantic relationship at a certain amount of time is downright horrible, social pressures from everyone to your parents, friends, and literally strangers on the street inevitably led the two of you together. it was, apparently, out of pure convenience; all of your other friends were busy, and now here were the both of you, hand in hand, in a bustling party, where they had no clue who most of the people were. this situation unfortunately also made it where they were “forced” to hang out with you... well, now that you thought about it more, “forced” is a rather generous word, given how they either are a little bit too affectionate, even for a supposedly fake relationship, or how he might adamantly deny he was when you point it out. 

↳ SUNA, KAGEYAMA, yaku, kyotani, sakunami-ish, GOSHIKI, SAKUSA, semi, kuroo.

𝐭𝐡𝐞 ❝ 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐥𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐭 ❞ 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩. — mutual hatred spread like an invasive species in the both of you ever since the two of you met each other as children; perhaps it was just fate that you two practically loathed every square inch of each other. of course, the hatred seemed to do nothing but strengthen as the two of you grown older, as seen by the way he walks you home since he’s practically the only one the school who knows and is near where you live, the way he splits his lunch with you when you forget yours, and most notably, the longing gaze he gives you across the room when he sees you all happy and smiliey with someone who wasn’t him, and of course, when he seems genuinely cheerful when he's around you. he’s definitely doing this because he hates you.

↳ kawanishi, DAISHOU, kai, WATARI, GOSHIKI, matsunhyakuzawa, kinoshita, HINATA, nakashima, ARAN, yamagata, watari-ish, LEV-ish, inuoka, iwaizumi

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩. — to say you were flat-out stoked when you got the job was definitely an understatement... and everything seemed practically perfect; the salary, the hours, the conditions. it just seemed as if everything was going in your favor! however, as one of your co-workers were showing you around the workplace, your eyes weren’t looking at the direction they were supposed to and spotted a rather familiar young man. maybe your eyes were tricking you... maybe he was just eerily familiar, but it couldn’t possibly be him! before you started eternally racking your brain for possible excuses for why he out of all people was here, your fellow coworker interrupts your thoughts, causing you to rush over to them, embarrassed, but now without the weird feeling of eyes on you. even with such a subtle interaction, the coworker leading you around the workplace couldn’t help but feel as though they’re going to be in a world of hurt tommorrow.

↳ TSUKKI, ennoshita, ukai, KUGIRI, yamamoto, TANAKA, NOYA, suna, makki

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩. — is there one, single, thing that this guy cannot do better than you? honestly, it just seems like he’s good at everything; from athletics to academics, and maybe even throw in art there too. it’s frustrating; maybe it’s just you, but either they verbally say it or not, he just seem to be mocking you with his aura alone. insecurity aside, you couldn’t help but feel the burning need to not only succeed, but at the very least, beat him, and it’s the very same for him. (plot twist: he really was trying to show off, but this mess happened instead).

↳ kenma-ish, KAMASAKI, ATSUMU, osamu, kuroo, TSUKKI (insufferable), suga, kita (he’s way too damn perfect), kindaichi-ish, kunimi (insufferable 2 electric boogaloo), NUMAI, GAO, oikawa, iwaizumi-ish, AKAASHI.

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩. — the thing about this relationship was that unlike the others, this particular one didn’t have any history of bad blood between you and him. however, similar to most of them, the tense atmosphere always came when the two of you were in the same room together. unfortunately, it seemed as though both of your guardians had agreed  that it was romantic tension, causing the two of you to be married on the next day. the night before the ceremony, the bed sheets were... cold... almost, even when the both of you were more than aware you were sharing the same bed. it’s less casual teasing and more distant than anything. this “relationship” wasn’t going anywhere, everybody and their mothers know it. regardless, with absolutely no effort on both of your parts to get to know your spouse better, there's simply no hope.

↳ YAMAGUCHI, washio,  ASAHI, MONIWA, udai, ikejiri, daichi, AONE, teshiro.

𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲𝐞𝐝

#𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐞.! #𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐤𝐲𝐮𝐮!! 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐞.! #kuroo x reader #osamu miya x reader #atsumu miya x reader #osamu x reader #atsumu x reader #kageyama x reader #kenma x reader #haikyuu!! x reader #nishinoya x reader #akaashi x reader #bokuto x reader #numai x reader #washio x reader #daichi x reader #hinata x reader #oikawa x reader #suna x reader #ushijima x reader

[kavtsuki]

everything i post will have adequate warnings and tags applied, but for the safety of everyone here i ask that you please make sure to read this post carefully before sending in a request. requests are currently : 𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍 !!

𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒 : 𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆

i write fluff, angst, smut, headcanons ❪ max five characters ❫, drabbles, alternate universes, and short stories ❪ 5k+ words ❫.

i post some taboo content that anyone under the age of eighteen is not allowed to like, reblog, or interact with. those types of posts will have a "minors do not interact" on it.

i also write stuff that may include age gaps, poly/threesome+, dubcon, incest, toy play, light bdsm, breath play, praise and light degradation, supernatural ❪ i.e. omegaverse, werewolf, vampire, etc. may include knotting in certain cases ❫, choking, stepcest, mommy/daddy kink ❪ to an extent ❫, and dacryphilia.

i will not write about cheating ❪ on the reader's behalf ❫, manipulation, abuse, etc. however, i will write about the reader being cheated on ❪ although not explicitly; mostly just mentioned in passing ❫.

i write strictly male!character x fem! or gn!reader !! i do not write character x character pairings.

i highly suggest reading the warnings on every story that i create in case anything included is possibly triggering for you as a reader. do not proceed to read any story of mine before you have safely comprehended what you are about to read.

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐆𝐔𝐈𝐃𝐄

HARRY POTTER UNIVERSE . . . harry james potter, ronald weasley, neville longbottom, draco malfoy, blaise zabini, theodore nott, dean thomas, fred weasley, george weasley, bill weasley, cedric diggory, oliver wood, james potter, sirius black, remus lupin, sebastian sallow and ominis gaunt.

THE BAD BATCH . . . all of the bad batch members ❪ excluding omega ❫.

DC UNIVERSE . . . bruce wayne ❪ gotham version, battinson version, and comics version ❫, jason todd ❪ red hood, titans, and arkham knight version ❫, dick grayson ❪ nightwing, young justice, and titans version ❫, tim drake ❪ young justice and comics version ❫, damian wayne ❪ comics version ❫, wally west ❪ young justice version ❫, garfield logan ❪ titans version ❫, conner kent ❪ titans and young justice version ❫, and jaime reyes ❪ young justice version ❫.

GOD OF WAR . . . kratos, heimdall, brok, sindri, thor, freyr, mimir ❪ before  beheading ❫ and baldur.

ASSASSIN'S CREED: VALHALLA . . . male!eivor varinsdottir, sigurd styrbjornson, vili hemmingson, hrolfr/rollo, ubba ragnarsson, hytham, basim ibn ishaq, otta sluggason, aelfred the great, and leofrith.

MARVEL UNIVERSE . . . bucky barnes ❪ the winter soldier ❫, stephen strange ❪ doctor strange ❫, peter parker ❪ andrew garfield and tom holland’s versions ❫, and pietro maximoff ❪ quicksilver ❫.

HAIKYUU . . . all of karasuno, all of nekoma, all of aoba johsai, all of date tech, all of shiratorizawa, and all of inarizaki. other characters include takeru nakashima from wakutani south, yuudai hyakuzawa from kakugawa high, suguru daishou, kouji hiroo and isumi sakishima from nohebi academy, and sakusa kiyoomi and motoya komori from itachiyama institute.

BOKU NO HERO ACADEMIA . . . all of class 1-A and all of the league of villains. other characters include mirio togata and tamaki amajiki from the big three, tetsutetsu tetsutetsu, sen kaibara, and neito monoma from class 1-B, hitoshi shinsou from the department of general education, yo shindo from ketsubutsu academy, inasa yoarashi from shiketsu high, and pro heroes shouta aizawa ❪ eraserhead ❫, keigo takami ❪ hawks ❫, taishiro toyomitsu ❪ fatgum ❫, toshinori yagi ❪ all might ❫, enji todoroki ❪ endeavor ❫, tensei iida ❪ original ingenium ❫, and mirai sasaki ❪ sir nighteye ❫.

JUJUTSU KAISEN . . . inumaki toge, gojou satoru, chousou, ryoumen sukuna, kento nanami, junpei yoshino, aoi todo, itadori yuuji, and megumi fushiguro.

BUNGOU STRAY DOGS . . . all of the armed detective agency and all of the port mafia. other characters include edgar allan poe and mark twain from the guild, and fyodor dostoevsky from the decay of angels.

DEMON SLAYER . . . tanjiro kamado, zenitsu agatsuma, inosuke hashibira, and giyuu tomioka. other characters include kyoujurou rengoku from the hashira group, genya shinazugawa also from the demon slayer corp, and yushiro the demon.

KUROKO NO BASKET. . . all of seirin high school. all of the generation of miracles, yukio kasamatsu from kaijou high school, takao kazunari from shuutoku high school, tatsuya himuro from yousen high school, and reo mibuchi and kotarou hayama from rakuzan high school.

ATTACK ON TITAN . . . all of the scout regiment. other characters include marco bodt, moblit berner, and reiner braun and bertholdt hoover from the marleyan warriors.

TOKYO REVENGERS . . . manjiro sano ( mikey ), takashi mitsuya, shinichiro sano, naoto tachibana, ken ryuguji ❪ draken ❫, atsushi sendo, chifuyu matsuno, baji kaisuke, kazutora hanemiya, ran haitani, rindou haitani, nahoya kawata ❪ smiley ❫, hajime kokonoi, wakasa imaushi, and souya kawata ❪ angry ❫.

OBEY ME . . . lucifer, mammon, leviathan, beelzebub, belphegor, simeon and diavolo.

VOLTRON: LEGENDARY DEFENDERS . . . keith kogane, lance mcclain, and lotor.

MYSTIC MESSENGER . . . hyun ryu ❪ zen ❫, yoosung kim, jumin han, saeyoung choi ❪ seven/707 ❫, jihyun kim ❪ v ❫, and saeran choi ❪ ray/unknown ❫.

OTHERS . . . leon kennedy + chris redfield + carlos oliveira + ethan winters ❪ resident evil ❫,  joel miller + tommy miller ❪ the last of us - video game version only ❫, steve harrington + eddie munson ❪ stranger things ❫, rick grimes + daryl dixon ❪ the walking dead ❫.

#.reqs

[collin-thegreat]

Welcome To my blog

I'm Collin, I'm 18, but I'll be turning 19 in May.

just your regular emo, weeb chick.

I update this post anytime i finish a draft

I refuse to interact with Minors and ageless blogs because I don't feel comfortable interacting with these types of blogs they will be blocked as well, my old content may not have mentioned "minors do not interact" but that doesn't mean interact with any of my content if you are one.

I consider minors as below 18

this is a blog about mostly anime, and I will eventually be writing fanfics, one-shots for many anime guys and girls requests are open, as well as brainrots 😝 I take fluff, smut, not big on angst but I will write angst for certain characters, for these guys, girls, and more.

There are characters from some of these below that I will only write platonic and fluff and maybe angst (depending on the character you choose) cuz I don't feel comfortable doing any smut for them cuz I do not see them as someone other than innocent

Jujutsu Kaisen

Gojo Satoru done- birthday drabble Toji Fushiguro Nanami Kento in progress- Nsfw Headcanons Megumi Fushiguro Sukuna Ryomen done- nsfw headcanons Naoyo Zenin Toge Inumaki yuuta Itadori Yuuji Nobara geto Choso Mei Mei Maki Zenin Mai Zenin

Haikyuu

Sakusa Kiyoomi (my mans/daddy) done- sfw headcanons done- NSFW headcanons done- part1 of sakusa birthday one-shot Atsumu Miya (pretty boy #3) Osamu Miya (Better twin) in progress- NSFW Headcannons Kita Shinsuke(pretty boy #4) Suna Rintarou(pretty fox boy) done- NSFW Headcanons done- SFW Headcannons futakuchi Aone Oikawa Tooru(pretty door) Terushima(daddy) Ushijima Wakatoshi(Buff daddy#1) Iwaizumi Hajime(buff daddy #2) in progress- NSFW Headcannons Done- Music Drabble Bokuto Koutoru (buff daddy #3) Daichi (Buff Daddy #4) Yaku done- Music drabble Kuroo Tetsuro(daddy rooster) Done: music drabble Akaashi Keiji (Pretty boy #1) Yamamoto done- Music drabble Kageyama Tobio(Pretty boy #2) Tendou Satori (Kinnie #1) Semi Semi Daishou Lev Sugawara Done- sfw/fluffy headcanons Tsukishima (salt boyo) Kenma done- music drabble shoyo (platonic only. this could change in the future) if you want others request

Naruto

Kakashi itachi sasuke naruto

Fairy tale

gray fullbuster natsu dragoneel rogue sting laxsus Mira Cana Erza Sting cobra/eric lyon gajeel juvia jallal

Obey Me

Lucifer done- sfw headcanons done- nsfw headcanons Diavolo levi mammon Beelzebub done- Nsfw Headcanons belphie barbatos satan solomon asmo simeon luke (PLATONIC ONLY)

Spy x Family

Loid yor

Demon Slayer

Muzan akaza douma tanjiro inosuke shinobu rengoku uzui obanai giyuu zenitsu kanea

Balance Unlimited

Daisuke Haru

Mha

Bakugou not done- sfw headcanons not done- NSFW headcanons Shoto Dabi hawks Aizawa midoriya denki kirishima Overhaul Shinsou twice tamaki monoma Present Mic Tetsutetsu Shindo Sero Ojiro will add more when I get the drafts done❤

attack on titan

Levi Ackerman done- sfw headcanons done- NSFW headcanons Eren Jaegar mikasa Erwin Hanji

bungo stray dogs

Osamu Dazai Chuuya Atsushi Ranpo Akutagawa Doppo

hunter x hunter

Chrollo hisoka illumi feitan gon (platonic only) Killua (Platonic only)

Nijisanji En

Vox Akuma Ike Eveland Ren Zotto done- NSFW headcanons Uki Shu Luca done- clingy reader on period fluff Mysta Aster Sonny Hex Haywire Fulgar Alban Doppio Ver Vanta Claude shoto zali Yugo Kyo(platonic only) the girls are only platonic that's why I didn't put them but I will write anything platonic for the girls

Genshin boys

Zhongli done- NSFW headcanons

Diluc Xiao Neuvillette Wriothesley done- NSFW headcanons razor(Platonic only) albedo kazuha Kaeya Childe Alhaitham Itto Wanderer Kaveh Cyno Gorou(Platonic only) Ayato pantanlone Zandik(Dottore)

Tokyo Ghoul

Ken Kaneki Touka Kirishima Hideyoshi Ayato Kirishima Koutarou if there are more you want just ask

Honkai Star rail Boys

blade dan Heng dan heng imbibitor Lunae Gepard Sampo in progress- Nsfw Headcanons Jing Yuan Dr. Ratio Aventurine

Argenti

Luka

Loucha

Welt boothill

Gallagher will add more to this one once I know and figure out their names

Seraph of the end

Guren Ferid Shinya Crowley

if you have more just DM me and request

#x reader #sakusa kiyoomi #miya atsumu #inarizaki #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu x reader #attack on titan #daisuke smut #demon slayer #obey me #fairy tail #jjk x reader #vox akuma smut #naruto #bungo stray dogs #my hero academia #anime #ren zotto x reader #hunter x hunter #genshin impact smut #honkai star rail #diluc x reader

[gh0stchoir]

Angst idea

Kuroo and Daishou dated in their first year or two of highschool and broke up. It was a nasty breakup. Daishou got with Mika to try and distract himself and forget about Kuroo. Yet he never left his mind. Mika ends up breaking up with Daishou because he's been to invested into volleyball and volleyball alone. It's his way of a distraction. Kuroo makes fun of Daishou when they play against each other bc of the breakup. Kuroo acts like they never dated and it hurts Suguru so damn much.

When fall comes around, they bump into each other. Kuroo makes sly remarks and Daishou loses it. Asking why does he act like they never were together. Yelling at him that after all these years all he can think about is him. Not Mika, not volleyball, him. And it hurts him. Kuroo stands quiet as he watched Daishou pour out his heart to him and sobbing. Kuroo waits for him to go quiet before hugging him and crying himself, explaining how he felt. He only pretended like it never happened because it was a way to cope. He made fun of Mika breaking up with him because he was glad he wasn't with her anymore. He still loved Daishou so much, more than anything.

#Kuroshou #I'm normal #idk what possessed me to make this

[miyababes]

miya osamu.

long fics. (5k+)

a place you can return to by shibaraki [ single dad!osamu ] [ nsfw ]

long shots by ahtsumu [ college au ] [ teacher's assitant!osamu ] [ sfw ; fluff ]

you wanna pizza me? by kodaiki [ pizza delivery boy!osamu ] [ sfw ; fluff ]

fics. (2.5k+)

ghost of you by kodaiki [ sfw ; angst, open ending ]

short fics. (1k+)

after closing by shibaraki [ sfw ; fluff ]

comfort of home by sunamour [ sfw ; fluff ]

drunk by lovelyunholyc [ sfw ; fluff ]

exes by heartaro (+ tsukishima, iwaizumi) [ sfw ; hurt/comfort ]

first place, first choice by duino [ sfw ; angst with happy ending ]

furniture shopping by sunamour [ sfw ; fluff ]

good boy by bjbex [ nsfw ]

overtime by eightonenine [ sfw ; fluff ]

secret by neoheros [ sfw ; fluff ]

sleep in by lovelyunholyc [ sfw ; fluff ]

stoner sex by bjbex [ nsfw ]

sweet on you by etherrreal [ sfw ; fluff ]

tease by neoheros [ sfw ; fluff ]

the joyride by shibaraki [ sfw ; fluff ]

the way to a man's heart by elysianslove [ sfw ; fluff ]

there's only you by shibaraki [ sfw ; angst with happy ending ]

there's only you by shibaraki [ sfw ; fluff ]

trouble by lovelyunholyc [ sfw ; fluff ]

you get jealous of their manager by ceijoh [ sfw ; angst with happy ending ]

drabbles.

sfw: [ 1 - 100 ].

accidental nude send by elysianslove [ nsfw ]

; [ part two ]

angry sex by saetoru (+ iwaizumi, sakusa, atsumu) [ nsfw ]

bigger by demxnscous [ best friend's brother!osamu ] [ suggestive ]

boyfriend thoughts by aiiwa [ nsfw ]

cock kisses by saetoru (+ sakusa, atsumu, oikawa) [ nsfw ]

dating a milf by adoringhaikyuu (+ sugawara) [ nsfw ]

guilty pleasures by hornime [ nsfw ]

insecure by elysianslove [ nsfw ]

; [ part two ]

period sex by bobaji (+ iwaizumi, bokuto, aran, tendou) [ nsfw ]

playing with his balls by saetoru [ nsfw ]

riding his thigh by elysianslove [ nsfw ]

scumbag by ilyluffy [ boss!osamu ] [ nsfw ]

scumbag boss!osamu by ilyluffy [ nsfw ]

sex in the back of onigiri miya by elysianslove [ nsfw ]

show you what it's like by elysianslove (+ iwaizumi, suna) [ nsfw ]

somnophilia by saetoru (+ suna, sakusa) [ nsfw ]

tease by elysianslove [ nsfw ]

they find out you hooked up with their friend/teammate before you started dating by adoringhaikyuu (+ akaashi, iwaizumi, suna) [ suggestive ]

thinking about you by demxnscous [ best friend's brother!osamu ] [ nsfw ]

turn on by tteokdoroki [ nsfw ]

headcanons.

horny thoughts by saetoru (+ atsumu, suna, bokuto, sakusa, iwaizumi) [ nsfw ]

prettiest when overstimmed by saetoru (+ sakusa, suna, oikawa, atsumu ) [ nsfw ]

timestamps.

2.01am by kodaiki [ sfw ]

3.25am by sunamour [ sfw ; fluff ]

5.47am by saetoru [ sfw ; fluff ]

9.03pm by elysianslove [ nsfw ]

9.48pm by sunamour [ sfw ; fluff ]

series.

smau.

asking him to rail you by toru-oikawas-milkbread [ nsfw ]

asking you to cuddle but you have to turn them down by toru-oikawas-milkbread (+ atsumu, sakusa, kita, suna) [ sfw ; fluff ]

'finish the heart' trend by arhvste (+ suna, iwaizumi, akaashi) [ sfw ; fluff ]

leaving you on read after you say 'i love you' by toru-oikawas-milkbread (+ atsumu, sakusa, kita, suna, lev, yaku, semi, tendou, ushijima) [ sfw ]

reacting to you leaving them on read after they say 'i love you' by toru-oikawas-milkbread (+ atsumu, kita, suna, sakusa, daishou, numai, kuguri, hoshiumi) [ sfw ]

responding to 'do you only care about my body?' by oikawa-torus-milkbread (+ atsumu, sakusa, kita, suna, lev, yaku, semi, tendou) [ sfw ]

responding to you being clingy by toru-oikawas-milkbread (+ atsumu, sakusa, kita, suna, lev, yaku, semi, tendou, ushijima) [ sfw ; fluff ]

responding to you texting them 'you hurt my feelings' after a fight by toru-oikawas-milkbread (+ atsumu, sakusa, kita, suna, lev, yaku, semi, tendou, ushijima) [ sfw ]

sending you a dirty text by toru-oikawas-milkbread (+ kuroo, kenma, atsumu, sakusa, kita, suna, semi, tendou, ushijima) [ nsfw ]

you ask him 'on a scale of 1-10, how annoyed are you with me right now?' after a fight by toru-oikawas-milkbread (+ atsumu, sakusa, kita, suna, lev, yaku, semi, tendou, ushijima) [ sfw ]

you ask if he's jealous by toru-oikawas-milkbread (+ atsumu, kita, suna) [ sfw ; fluff ]

you ask them for nudes by toru-oikawas-milkbread (+ atsumu, sakusa, kita, suna, lev, yaku, semi, tendou, ushijima) [ nsfw ]

you ask them if they still find you attractive by toru-oikawas-milkbread (+ atsumu, sakusa, kita, suna, lev, yaku, semi, tendou, ushijima) [ sfw ; fluff ]

you ask them to 'pick a number between 1-10' and send them that many nudes by toru-oikawas-milkbread (+ kunimi, kindaichi, kuroo, kenma, atsumu, sakusa) [ nsfw ]

you send them a dirty text by toru-oikawas-milkbread (+ atsumu, sakusa, kita, suna, lev, yaku, semi, tendou, ushijima) [ nsfw ]

you text them 'i think you could have been nicer to me today' by toru-oikawas-milkbread (+ atsumu, kita, suna, sakusa, daishou, numai, kuguri, sakishima) [ sfw ]

you text them 'i want to sit on your face' by toru-oikawas-milkbread (+ atsumu, sakusa, kita, suna, lev, yaku, semi, tendou, ushijima) [ nsfw ]

smau series.

#masterlist

[zeltqz]

hi! so i read your latest kuroo angst one shot (not me hoping for a part 2) and was wondering one - well more that one but this one the the most important(?) - thing.

mika x kuroo started at the end of middle school (but i suppose they started liking each other prior the middle school dance so mika kept her crush/interest in kuroo a secret from reader 🤔 …also what happened when they got together? like mika knew reader had a crush on kuroo and pretended not knowing it?) and it ended during their 1st year of high school. the party was for their upcoming high school graduation so WHY was kuroo jealous/pissed of at daishou? his relationship with mika ended at least two years prior the pool party 🤔🤥 even if daishou got close to mika out of pettiness it wasn’t really kuroo’s business anymore 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

oh what was mika’s reaction to kuroo’s behaviour- him not giving a fck that he basically used reader (w/o her knowledge) to get a reaction from daishou - bc in the end mika ended up with daisho and not kuroo 🤥🤥

there’s more i’d like to know but im scared it might be a bit overwhelming to try to answer to all of my questions 😅

hehe question time

also ask me whatever you want, i like talking abt my own fics (idk if that sounds self centered but uhh anyway)

LEMME ANSWER NOW

AHEM

mika didnt like kuroo till after he rejected yn during the truth or dare. they didnt start dating until after the dance and the relationship lasted from third year middle school to around first year high school. it didnt last because kuroo waws focusing on volleyball and she went to daishous school instead so they barely saw each other

mika knew yn had a crush on kuroo but thought after the rejection that yn would no longer like him so she went afterr him

(dick move anyone reading this (boy or girl idc) PLS dont go after ur friends crushes its so annoying)

kuroo was mad at daishou not because he was dancing with mika, honestly kuroo couldn't give two shits about mika they havent spoken since they were like what 15?

he was mad/jealous because he knew daishou chose HER (his ex) out of every girl in the party just to get on his nerves. because he wasn't all over mika before they had an argument, like minutes after their arguement he decided to go after kuroos ex

so kuroo decided to do the exact same because he knew that daishou had been crushing on reader for a while but was totally unoblivious to the crush the reader has

so kuroo didn't know that reader liked him, the time she asked him to help her, he didn't know that was her way of spending time with her and the way she asked him to the dance either, he was genuinely thinking of not going but decided to go anyway and mika directly asked him out which is probably why they decided to go together

i made sure reader didn't ask him straight up because i wanted young kuroo to not understand social cues and instead ask him if he was attendending but yeah

then in high school he forgot about reader because they barely spoke. the only times they intereacted was probably less than 5 times in total

and mika was hurt that daishou was only using her to get to kuroo but she didn't care about kuroo that much anymore anyway, she is older now and don't care much abt that flop relationship

but mika and daishou start dating because they started spending more time together and enter their canon era hehe