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shittonofapples · 2 years
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Salty Blueberry
Your loud, histrionic laughter
Your strength, I so admire it
Your passion, it makes me falter
Your eyes, the intensity... my very being you alter
When you hold me, the warmth makes my heart beat faster
I've numbered in a notebook the ways you affect me
Only five I've had the courage to give thee
But the list is as endless as the seconds when I hold your leg
Please, oh, lovely goddess, let the butterflies in my body rest
Can't you see the way my chest get fuller when you're near?
Can't you hear the pumping drummer that you've made of my heart?
Can't you feel how there are stars in my skin in the prints your fingers leave?
Can't you smell the world sweeter like I do when you're here?
Please, taste the bliss and agony in my tongue and never let me out of that kiss
Kiss?
Kiss...
But you don't kiss, you cede your very essence. You let out your anger and your love and your sadness in every breath between lips. You love intensely and you live instantly. How could I ever dare to dream to try to take? Take away from you those crushes you so dreamily chase? I would gift you the stars in my eyes and the throbs of my heart if it meant I could see it every day in yours.
I'll let you share those lips with me anytime you desire to.
I'll keep mine shut.
I'll keep my gaze from yours.
I'll keep my heart locked away.
I'll keep yours happy.
I love seeing you happy. I love seeing you. I love...
I love blueberries.
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coolauntlilith · 9 months
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So I finally watched Sense8. I regret not watching it sooner for a couple reasons. But I'm so glad I finally watched it.
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theloveinc · 2 years
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Soooooo Hawks is demi? 👀
(in ref to this!)
honestly i would make every character demi if i could LOL... but for this, whatever you want! i just presented that narrative because it fit anon's thoughts and i agreed with it.
if u think he bangs on the first date, then he bangs. but if you don't... then.... yes, absolutely demi hawks🤩🤩🤩
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lansangprincess · 1 month
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What I Want to See in HBH S3!⋆·˚ ༘ *
note that this is a list not to be mistaken as things i expect to see in s3
the introduction of a new trans character !
the introduction of a new character who will have a cutesy and fun lovey storyline for quinni <33
harthony uno reverse card—harper starts to realize she has feelings for ant but is scared to confess bc she's still dealing w her trauma and doesnt want to lose him
ant main storyline !! we find out a lot more about his home life (this is for the bitches w religious trauma, it's me im bitches) and find out what his ethnic background is bc i realized that ive been assuming he's wasian this whole time but it's never actually been said
i miss a parent-child storyline actually (like darren and their dad had in s1). i think quinni would be great for this
chook in jail jfc
sasha home life—could be redemption, could be not. im chill either way, i kinda enjoy getting annoyed at her (just no more ableism pls). if she does get redemption tho could she pls tap into more of her succulent chinese meal, dinussy side like she is so hilarious when she's not being a performative activist lmao
less spider screentime im sorry like hurrayy he's been redeemed but i want to highlight the other characters now
missy&darren storyline. i dont even know what kind of storyline but i just feel like theyd be so entertaining together constantly roasting people
verbally canonizing that ant and harper are queer/pan (established) and spider's demi (new revelation)
ca$h/darren & missy/spider double date could be fun and random. maybe they bump into each other at a carnival or smthn and compete against each other at ring toss idk
another classic hbh mystery to be solved BUT THIS TIME, amerie isn't a main character of it
✧˚ ·the entire main group doing karaoke✧˚ ·
A few more thoughts...
i miss malakai already but i think it would be too narratively convenient for him to come back at the start of the season so i dont want to have any expectations for his (and the amerie/malakai) storyline. imma let the writers take me wherever they want me to go
what i dont want to see is a new love interest for my amerie like i feel bad for the new plot device dressed as a white blond boy that will be tossed away once the amerkai endgame is done cooking
no more darren&quinni angst no more darren&quinni angst no more darren&quinni angst no more darren&quinni angst 😭
what i want to hear in a new season of hbh is some chappell roan like imagine HOT TO GO! playing in hbh it would be amazing
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What is your opinion about the vertigo poster that Tim posted? People are saying that is a confirmation of Buck being in love with Eddie…
Im really tired about all the “will they, won’t they” and I love Lou and Tommy/Buck relationship, do you think Lou will come back for season 8 or are you of the opinion that they’ll break up on the finale?
Idk the meaning of Vertigo(tell me). But the things I know:
People was talking about "this detail"(I can name like 5 right now without thinking much) says what buddie will happen. But it never happened
Ryan literally called Eddie HETEROSEXUAL. which means now no one sees him as queer and nothing like that will happen. Especially while he still deals with Shannon and her ghost, if ever. All the talks "but Tommy/Eddie was in plan means Eddie is queer" miss the point it was on the same stage of planning as Maddie/Eddie before 2x1. They had idea, they looked at their story, talked with actors and said "no, It's not what we will do" and dropped it. So now people need to understand that in canon creators see Eddie as hetero. Ryan sees him as hetero and Tim really respects and listens to opinion of his actors about their characters (I still hc Eddie demi btw, but people need to understand hc and canon is different things and I respect Ryan's opinion)
Ryan also said it was important for him and Oliver to play how queer man comes out to his straight friend and nothing between them change. It was important for him to play it to the situation he had with his close friend to show that men can stay close as before even if one of them comes out
Lou said bucktommy are thriving during what seem like 7x9/10 shooting
Tim called bucktommy rom-com and rom-com couple stays happy together in finale
Oliver is excited about exploring bucktommy's relationship and said it exciting to work with Lou and he hopes to get to know him
Both Ryan and Oliver told that they want to show that men can be close and vulnerable how buddie are without any feelings involved
Oliver said he doesn't want the situation where queer guy comes out and it means he's in love with his best friend
Lou till yesterday was not active in cameo which means he more likely was shooting and they kept it secret bc it can be spoiling. I can't see Buck's good and exciting coming out story, when he's so smitten, end with break up in the finale
Also, bucktommy kissed right after Bobby's wedding speech, right after madney's kiss with the love song which soooooo deep connected to madney's love story still playing. They could drop the music, not show the kiss, but they did. To show the point that Buck and Tommy are falling for each other step by step. And Tommy is the one calling Buck 'Evan' and it was confirmed important(and that Lou was instructed not to call him Buck) in they way that Buck loves how Tommy calls him that and to point out how different Tommy is. Which means that they plan to leave Tommy as long term. At least try to and gather reaction from ALL the fans, not just buddie fans
Also. It's season 7. And all the seasons Buck tries to find stability in love life, settle down. And it starts to get boring and painful to see how 911 use him to bad love stories and arcs. The last season started with him trying to prove he can be good captain eventually and Bobby tells him he needs to gather some more experience and settle down at ease, before he will be ready. And it's actually time for Buck to settle down. And Tommy can be it. Person who likes him, who respects him, who runs to him, who chooses him. Buck can settle down with Tommy and be finally at ease with love and look at what else life has for him. New hobbies, new possibilities in job(not even become a captain, but for example lieutenant as somehow our show doesn't have it, they might think about adding it. Or become mechanic. Or something), new friends even
So, I'm pretty positive this poster means nothing more than Tim appreciated the, as I know fan's work(correct me if I'm wrong), and Bucktommy and Lou are here to stay and people should get use to it
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demiesworld · 9 months
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IMAGINE... eren having you suck his dick and then sending a video of it to your annoying ex.
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you were sitting on your knees, hands rubbing on eren's thick thighs, while your mouth was stuffed with his cock when it happened. your phone kept pinging. eren would have just dismissed it as one of your homegirls texting you some off-the-wall shit, but when he glanced to see who it was from, that's when he got mad. "hold up. stop!" he exclaimed, putting a hand on your forehead and forcing you to stop sucking his dick. as much as he wanted you to continue, he was furious about an unknown number texting you. eren unlocked your phone using the four digit PIN code you had and then read the messages you were receiving. "who tf is this?" he showed you the phone's screen, holding the phone up to your face, and squeezing it so tight it could of shattered in his hand. your eyes squinted at the number then you grew surprised when you recognized it. "t-that's... my ex." "your ex?!" eren shouts and flips the phone screen back to him. "how in tf did this fool get your number ma'?" "idk eren, please don't," "nah bc this fool gon learn today, and you are too." your breath hitches and you feel a throbbing between your legs when he said that. eren told you to go back to sucking his dick, which you do without question or argue. eren shifts on the sofa, spreading his legs wider, whilst opening the camera on your phone and recording you sucking him off. the flash on, and it zoomed in to his fat, rigid cock slathered in your spit mixed with his precum in your tiny mouth. his inked hand appeared in the frame, and long fingers grasping the back of your head. "this your girl right?" your glassy eyes seductively look up at the camera, and eren chuckles, "my bad lil bro, this was your girl. till your ass fumbled the bag and let her get with someone like me. shiiit, now she don't wanna leave. ain't that right ma?" you briefly nod your head before bobbing your head up and down as if putting on a show for both eren and your annoying ex. eren raised your head up from his leaking dick and you released it with a wet "pop". your chest was heaving as you were gasping for air. "eren..." "come on baby, tell this lil punk that you're good over here." "...im good over here. s-stop texting my phone." your boyfriend flipped the camera to the front, showing his face as you returned back to sucking his dick. eren smirked into the frame, then sneers, "you heard it here lil bro. now stop texting her, she busy."
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♛demie: originally i had this with toji or gojo in my mind, but i really wanted to write some eren content so... yeahhhh.
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mostlymaudlin · 10 months
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not responding directly to that post abt Neil’s demisexuality bc i have no ill will toward op or anyone reblogging it but also I have thoughts. it’s a very slippery slope to put rules on what’s ooc or not in fanworks. its nice to be able to see ourselves in characters and it’s totally fair to not enjoy portrayals of said characters that we disagree with. but when we find a connection with the source material, then imo that’s the end of where we get to claim any type of ownership of a character — fanfiction is the wild west and there’s no point in introducing morality to it when so much exists and it all caters to different audiences. to me, “ooc” is not a real thing, because every fic writer is going to portray the characters different than the source author does, because that’s how art works. so if people want to make neil more sexual in fanworks then that’s their right — we have the power to grimace and close the tab when we find fic we don’t like. it just means it’s not for us. but it’s not inherently wrong. esp with neil, his backstory and relationship to sexuality are so complex. he literally avoids thinking abt it at all in the books except for what’s happening right in front of him with andrew. there’s actually so much wiggle room! like, he literally says allison is “hot but off limits” at one point before spiraling into thoughts abt his mom — im not at all saying this proves he’s not ace/demi, or that he’s attracted to allison, but there’s lots of ways to interpret that. and there’s plenty of things about neil that people might connect with beyond sexuality — like, that’s not the only reason to be writing about him. fic writers might be more focused on exploring other aspects his character and that’s their right. and ofc worth mentioning that the aspec experience is soooooo vast like for me, i am aspec but if i vibed w someone even on a platonic level right away and they wanted to, i might smash bc im sex-neutral & it could be fun even if I’ve got a different relationship to attraction/arousal.
ANYWAY fanfiction is a contribution to a community, but individual works are not community-owned… we’re free to dislike anything, but i think it sets us all up for failure to make claims abt what’s a right or wrong way to portray characters in fic
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Do you have any headcanons for radiohuskerdust dynamic?
Im so sorry this took so long to reply to i literally let out a screech of joy when i got it and wanted to wait till i was home for the day so i could properly reply LOL
GOD YES I HAVE SOME♡ I HAVE MANY EEE
Overall i view Alastors role here as some flavor of queer platonic— he has the potential to be a caring partner but doesn't care much for romance specifically (yes my aromantic ass is projecting a lil shhhh)
My personal favorite take for them in canon is that eventually over the course of Alastors redemption he does eventually let Husk go— i have. Many feelings on that whole situation too but this is gonna be long already so SJDKEKDK just know i see them eventually getting to a point where they accept that neither of them are perfect and can let things go. Alastor considers Husk a very dear friend, and does in fact hold a high amount of respect for him, and Husk feels the same (although hes a little more Tsundere about it sksksksk)
Angel is very much so the glue that holds this ot3 together LOL
Like i think both Husk and Alastor fall for him first and through Angel find a way to actually communicate over the strange mix of feelings they've had with each other. Angels good at reading other people, he can tell they have *something* going on and isn't afraid to point it out.
I constantly see people making Angel hate Alastor but sorry no i do not agree at all.
Despite the initial impressions of each other, Alastor and Angel would be FANTASTIC friends. Once Alastor understands that Angels humor is just that, humor, hes not actually expecting anything from Al, he starts meeting Angel halfway on his jokes, adding onto them. Once they start to realize they can bounce off each other and actually bond oh god its OVER.
Alastor finds Angel actually very charming to be around, and Angel realizes Alastor isn't a prude or anything he just has some firm walls up.
God they'd be INSUFFERABLE together
You know that post thats like "i ship this ship but like specifically as a comedy duo" yeah thats radiodust in my heart LOL
They'd be the bane of Husks existence together.
Also Alastor is capable of being a huge gentleman and i can see him treating Angel to fancy dinners and "Dates". Alastor has no care for romance but he knows how to treat someone well and Angel basks in the attention.
They'd just VIBE so well!! Maybe its bc i spent years watching the hunniecast streams but god i think Radiodust make such a fun duo. If they put their heads together they can be a menace to society.
Alastor also gives off cheek/hand kiss vibes. He would do that shit and Angel is a sucker for it (both Husk and Alastor would treat him so well okay spider boy deserves it)
Husk and Angel have the most "Romantic" dynamic of the three ofc, and Alastor is happy to spend their date nights off doing his own thing. Huskerdusts dynamic is pretty much exactly as canon— i don't have many notes to add to it i Genuinely love how canon is handling them so far.
I won't dive off into nsfw here kwkfkwkd but i DO have thoughts on how that would work in this lineup.
I will say overall i see Angel as hypersexual, Husk as Demi, and Alastor as a sex neutral-Ace.
Like he just doesn't GET it but he can find some compromises if one of his partners askes.
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tennessoui · 2 months
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do you have any non-human anakin fics, or even fics where u could hc anakin as a human passing alien(his wings were cut off as a baby or smth) i’ve been on a non-human anakin thought kick lately (its sooo thematically resonant like he’s trying to fit in but he’s not quite there and it seven more of a betrayal towards his own self if he serves the human dominated empire also we never see his legs in canon so we never know) and you’re like, one of the best writers in the fandom but i haven’t found anything from u bc i’m bad at looking through tumblr. like would obi-wan even know anakin wasn’t human if it wasn’t pointed out? would he feel betrayed by his anakin’s intentional hiding this from him? or would anakin just like think like ‘oh yeah it’s normal for some humans to have little horns and fangs ofc i’m human like obi-wan?’
anyways i hope u have a good day
ooo what an interesting ask!! i thought about this for a bit and i can really only think of 3 fics/aus where anakin is very obviously non-human(/adjacent) + where there's at least a ficlet of writing for it, and only two is set in the gffa (where jedi exist) and none are the same vibes you're talking about (where obi-wan is unaware how non-human anakin is)
haunt me then - anakin has "come back wrong" after padmé brings him back from the dead. he's very non human here and obi-wan is both insanely unsettled and insanely glad to have him back so if you want non-human & unhealthy relationships this is the fic for you!!
we walk among the clouds in the sky - the closest thing i'll ever get to an indiana jones au/atlantis au where obi-wan is a professor&explorer and anakin is a demi-god who has been waiting for him to show up <3
fae anakin au - here on tumblr! obi-wan is a jedi padawan when he meets fae anakin, who gets him to promise that when he is "of age" they'll marry. obi-wan, with a concussion, promises this and then is very surprised to see fae!anakin (who is now his husband) pop up in his quarters a few years later
i know eldritch anakin is a big thing and i even know there are a ton of fics with eldritch/nonhuman anakin out there from other authors, but i can't think of a single one!! im sorry :( i haven't written a lot of this specific thing but god does it sound delicious
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shittonofapples · 3 months
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To the girl whose inner universe is enough to make me question my sanity and my evitative attachment issues.
It took me a day, a single day, to install myself in your head and, hopefully someday, in your heart.
It took you a week for me to be so enthralled in your light I follow like a moth to a flame.
I am now so scared to lose you, when a month ago I didn't even fathom someone like you could exist.
Why, oh lovely universe, would you place her in front of me just when I had decided not to pursue anything with anyone anymore?
It feels like a bad joke, for me not being able to accept her when she is a dream in a meat suit.
A bad joke, for me to be about to see stars and feel the quiet of the universe in her eyes, but just decided to put away the telescope before that.
Art: Insta @reindrawsapples
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peskytimeswithscar · 4 months
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ok it's headcanon time for.... grian!!!!
in regards to identity i view him as being aro-spec, while i could find a specific label i feel like c!grian wouldn't care much into finding that label, i think he'd prefer to just identify as being on the spectrum but he wouldn't really put in the time or effort into researching it
he also is asexual!! however im just asexual myself so all my blorbos must be asexual bc it feels. weird if not
and he's gay!!! gay man, gay gay homo (but actually this is mainly just because of yhs where he says hes "no im into dudes", plus i just cannot see c!grian with a woman that man is gay)
i also see him as being on the asensual (sensual attraction is the desire to touch others in a non-sexual way, e.g. cuddling, kissing, etc) spectrum !! mainly demi-asenflux because i feel like he would only like touch from people he's close + sometimes really doesn't want to be touched, but sometimes/alot of the time he really wants to and is the clingiest
he also gives off vibes of being on the aplatonic spectrum but i cannot think of anything in specific, maybe demiplatonic and cupioplatonic? i just feel like smth is up w this man's platonic orientation,, he def wants to have friends and is willing to do so but he only really feels platonic attraction whenever he's actually close to a person
i could probably go more into detail but those are the primary ones in my head for his sexuality so lets (finally) go onto GENDER!!!!
this man is definitely transgenderism!!! he identifies as a trans-man tho i do feel like his standards of being a man definitely differ to society's, he's most definitely gender non-conforming and he mainly wears androgynous or feminine clothing most of the time (though he only really wears skirts or dresses if hes cross-dressing as ariana griande)
he also probably is somewhere on the non-binary spectrum he just doesn't really identify with it
i feel like he primarily uses it/he pronouns? he definitely feels less than human due to his watcher roots so it got used to being called it/its, he also only is called she/her when he's cross-dressing as ariana griande, and if i had to give him some neoprns i feel like he'd enjoy chirp/chirp's? or some sort of parrot themed neopronouns
i also think he wouldn't get top surgery! it's easier for him not to since he only gets dysphoric over the shape they cause (which can easily be solved via a binder) instead of the actual chest itself
ok gender part over now it's time for some other headcanons
this man is definitely 100% neurodivergent, i feel like in particular he has adhd (this man cannot finish the back of his bases and gets distracted off tasks like a dog seeing a squrriel) and autism!!! i feel like he sometimes goes non-verbal (though i feel, as a parrot hybrid, when he's non-verbal he just ends up copying what other people are saying to him, so maybe that could be considered semi-verbal?), i think he would stim ALOT using his wings, he's happy and suddenly u have feathers everywhere because he flapped them alongside his hands
i think he would also have really bad rejection sensitive dysphoria, he definitely dislikes getting rejected from things which leads to him bottling alot of things up and causing plenty of the scarian miscommunication we're all too familiar with
he also stims with bird noises alot! he likes to chirp and squawk when he's happy, tho that may also just be because he's a parrot hybrid
he definitely changes hyperfixations like the wind, one week he likes this one thing and another he likes this other thing, and i feel like he would only really have 1 or 2 special interests that actually stick around (one of them likely being architecture/building, the other probably being birds and such)
he tends to have a very changing routine and schedule due to his adhd HOWEVER he has some routines (mainly with scar in them, who prefers to have very set routines cause that man also has autism) which never change or both of them get stressed out (e.g. morning/night routine, a routine that started in the desert and then followed them onto hermitcraft - they both get very stressed out on the life series since it disrupts their routines)
this was.... alot more text than i was expecting to write but anyway!!! expect a scar one at some point
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our-aroace-experience · 4 months
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I cannot figure out if I'm bi, greyaromantic or demiromantic. its like am I confusing platonic feelings for something else? or is this what its supposed to feel like? and I got embarrassed in a conversation because I sarcastically said "well I don't know who I'll like so I'll just go with both" and the person who has no concept ofaromatic stuff took that comment to literally about "romance being something you have to try" and im cringing so hard right now its bothering me because it makes it sound like I need to go through extra emotional distress of forcing myself into things that make me uncomfortable just to know "wow I feel worse but now I know the hard way!" all I know is that I'm a genderfluid boy and that I'm ace. also sorry for vent but gender dysphoria really hard bc I wear all mens clothes and still get called a "girl" makes me so angry I AM NOT A FUCKING GIRL
it’s possible you can be bi and demi/greyromantic, but you could also be aro! i’m sorry you feel pressure to find a label, you don’t need to if you don’t want!
as for the dysphoria, you might want to check out @our-genderfluid-experience for that!
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artsycrapfromsai · 7 months
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Legit following for your OC and Astarion comic to make sure I don't miss any potential updates. I'd love to know more about her though if you wanna share ^_^
LJSKJHFJHSDGD HELLO
To be very clear, i have no idea if I'll draw anymore with Amaryllis and Astarion djvjjgf it was very spur of the moment
That said, i might but i can't make any promises fjhcjjvc
And thank you aaaaaaa im so glad you like my comics and OC enough to follow for them 😭💕💕💕
I actually have a whole tag dedicated to her!! Just look at #Amaryllis on my blog!!
But the tl;dr of it is that in her main DnD campaign, she's a homebrew mix! Her race is Flowershifter (type of non hostile Fey) and Brightmaid (unborn child blessed by s unicorn- basically, she's a unicorn girl), and her class is muscle wizard
She grew up very isolated with her adopted dad in the Fey Wilds, bc hunters and poachers would try to capture or kill her for being a Brightmaid. (Brightmaids being easier to kill than unicorns, especially children)
Her dad taught her how to fight aggressively to protect herself, and she busied herself with reading everything she could (not very much 😔), and by making clothes.
They had very few materials, but her dad would go and find some for her, and it became one of the few ways she could express herself. She wanted to make cute clothes for herself so bad, so she learned how
She struggles a lot with understanding emotions (showing them specifically), and grew up extremely lonely. She ran away from home bc the loneliness was basically killing her, and she was finally too curious. Plus she wanted to prove that she was strong enough to protect herself now.
She longed to learn about everything she could - people, places, history, everything
But she starts out really socially awkward and unaware of a lot of societal norms (like flirting). she longs to make friends and often tries by giving them gifts (which doesn't always work in the main campaign, bc she's Fey, and some think she's trying to gain a favor)
Amaryllis loves reading, learning, sewing, fighting/sparring (she is extremely stubborn about winning), cute things, bunnies, strawberries, and cuddling/hugs/physical affection in general (bc she only got it from her dad and wanted friends to share that with)
Her dad couldn't kiss her on the forehead bc of her horn, so he kissed her cheek, and so she internalized that as a way to show people she cares about affection!!
Amaryllis is extremely demi-sexual and demi-romantic, so it takes a long time for her to like someone romantically djhcjcx which is honestly why me n my friend went with Astarion as her love interest in the playthrough with her, and if i do draw more comics, it would be a slow burn for them all fjvchchc
She's also in a polycule with 5 other boyfriends currently, her main love interest being Percival (who has a lot of similarities to Astarion fjhfjhg) and i have a ton of art of them on my blog
Aaaaa that's all i can think about right now!! Thank you for the ask!!
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aroaceconfessions · 1 year
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im somewhere on the aromantic and asexual spectrum(s) & all my friends know and are cool with it. im not solely fictosexual/romantic but i do often like to indulge in those kinds of fantasies with my fav characters and whatnot, admittedly. i think im greyromantic/sexual or demi personally in addition to the fictional characters thing and one of my friends understand where im coming from but another one doesn't get it and tbh made me feel like i was kinda being judged by him a lil bit. we were on a call with one other friend and he said "for being the only asexual in our group you sure seem fine making a lot of sexual jokes" and how im not uncomfortable with the topic of sex and things like that. i started explaining how im sex averse and wouldn't be likely to engage in sex unless i really felt connected to a person AND on top of that felt sexual attraction to them but its just never happened and i think its unlikely to happen. im fine with sex jokes and stuff too, sometimes i think they're funny. but when i explained that to my personal knowledge, i can only feel sexual attraction to certain people under certain conditions and can't see myself engaging in sexual activity, he responded with "and are those conditions being a fictional character?" and it just kinda ???
it set me off, a lot. and it hurt. and i said no and he said he doesn't believe me and i cant tell if he's joking or not but it made me super feel like shit and start questioning my ace identity and also made me feel highly invalidated. im not even questioning it out of doubt because i KNOW im acespec AND arospec. i dont like to label it any further than that and the whole fictional character thing has nothing to do with how i identify personally bc i feel like i could want to have sex or be in a romantic relationship with someone but i haven't met anyone who has made me feel that way at all. i dont wanna sound like a "if i met the right person" case but i wouldn't doubt it for me personally as just myself even though thats not really my point.
i just felt invalidated and then i kinda went nonverbal after he said that and it made me deeply upset. I've been so confident in being aroacespec and this felt like i was being shamed and it tore me down and i cant even tell if he was genuinely serious or kidding but either way i didnt appreciate it.
sorry this got ranty
Submitted April 13, 2023
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a-deck-of-cards · 10 months
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core 4 polycule hcs ( + some lgbtq+ hcs )
bc i want what they have :(
inspired by this post!1!1! ( go check it out srsly, it’s amazing )
tim is transmasc n bi
kon is cis n omni
bart is cis n asexual but he’s not too sure
annnd cassie is bi n closeted demi-girl
and ofc all of em are poly
tim is dating benard and cassie is dating cissie as well !!
tim is autistic, bart is audhd, kon has adhd and cassie is cassie (im not too sure yet)
when bart is overexcited / overwhelm, his powers go haywire and he really can’t control it anymore so kon uses his ttk to pull bart back to his feet
ma kent would invite them over to the farm where they learn how to make flower crowns with their colours
tim is red, bart is orange, kon is blue and cassie is yellow.
tim and kon were the first ones to start dating, then cassie joined in and then bart.
they would do cuddle piles all the time to get rid of the touch starvation.
tim didn’t want to tell bruce about this yet because he was unsure on how he would feel and whether he could accept it
they (cassie, kon, bart) told him to take his time and whatever happens, they will never leave his back.
cassie have chronic nightmares and panic attacks because of the nightmares.
tim would help cassie whenever she’s having one because he’s the most familiar with it and he’s usually up due to his insomnia
he would stay with her until she falls asleep again
kon, bart or cassie picks tim up to go to places bc apparently vehicles take too long
sometimes bart and kon would abduct tim bc they have no sense of boundaries.
cassie is too sensible to do that though.
everyone except bart have a drivers license to use when they’re in their civilian identity
bart is either too distracted or can just use his super speed without being seen.
bart has the biggest hair out of all of em
so they like to play and braid it sometimes
they also played with tim’s hair when he grew it out.
(short hair cassie supremacy)
cassie and kon are tall and is very muscle-y and tim and bart are small and lanky (tim especially)
so when they cuddle tim and bart have to be on the top or else they’d get crushed.
bart and tim constantly play video games with each other because yk theyre both obsessed.
i feel like ppl underestimate kon’s ttk
he can literally control any matter at touch
so he helps warm up cassie’s stomach whenever she’s have cramps
tim is the only one who gets sick bc
bart’s a speedster and they heal very fast, kon’s half kryptonian and well cassie’s a demigod
so they band up together to try and take care of tim when he’s sick
but tim would say he isn’t for the first couple days until it became too big of a bother
and he has it worse bc of his missing spleen
usually it ends in chaos
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Omg I love your modern Hantengu quad squad headcanons 🥹🥹 Can I request some general headcanons on what it’s like to date them (separate or poly? You can choose-). Like how did they meet Reader? What made them fall in love? How do they show affection? What the brothers like when they’re jealous? Etc.
【♛ demie: im going to do them separately, bc as much as i can take them all (not in a fight) i dont understand the dynamic of poly relationships. but here you go anon!】
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𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐮 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬 (𝐬𝐟𝐰)
pairings: sekido, karaku, aizetsu, urogi x afab!reader
characters: sekido, karaku, aizetsu, & urogi
synopsis: headcanons on what it's like to date the hantengu brothers (separately ofc)
contents: suggestive themes + swearing
notes: the hantengu siblings are all the age of 22 and are college students.
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• let's begin with the oldest of the bunch sekido!
• INTRODUCTIONS. sekido met you through a blind date that his younger brother, urogi, made for him. his brothers were all sick of him always being at home and thought that he needed a girlfriend to get him out of the house. sekido was the first to arrive at the restaurant urogi made reservations for him at, and then you showed up in your best outfit, makeup done, and you immediately caught sekido's eye.
his jaw had dropped from your timeless beauty as you crossed through the floor to get to the table he was seated at. usually sekido was never a speechless man, but when he saw you, he couldn't think of words to describe you. your tender smile that you gave him when you sat down and introduced yourself made his heart beat stop for a moment.
sekido didn't have much luck when it came to women either. so during the date he was a little reserved and seemed awkward answering some of your questions. you assured him that he didn't have to open up to you so quickly, that this was just a first date and possibly there would be more to come after. he froze, but then for the first time ever he had a small smile.
the date ended with sekido escorting you to your car and asking if you'd like to go on another date with him. you said yes and gave him your phone number so you two could go over your schedules, and discuss it.
• FALLING IN LOVE. he fell in love with you when you were helping him baby sit his baby brother zohakuten. zohakuten could be a brat, and him and sekido would butt heads a lot. so sekido just gave up on trying to reason with him. but your motherly instincts came out when you were with zohakuten and you got him to actually eat his vegetables. sekido didn't know how you did it, but you did. and it was then that he fell in love with you.
• AFFECTIONS. sekido shows his affection for you through gift-giving. you would go to your mailbox or to your front door and see a package there from sekido. he bought you things that you would mention during minimal conversations and look at whenever you two went shopping. you have to beg for him to stop when the gift-giving become too much. he does like to hold your hand when you're out in public, but he doesn't kiss you on the lips. he keeps the PDA to a minimum.
• JEALOUSY. gets jealous when a man is flirting with you right in front of him. he trusts you around men, but he doesn't trust them. he would go up to them and demand that they leave you alone. as soon as they see the intense murderous stare in his eyes they would leave. when you ask him about it, he would say, "i don't like the way that fucker was looking at you."
• PROPOSE. i see sekido as being a traditionalist. so when it is around the four year mark of you two, he will propose to you. he is not keen on having an extravagant marriage proposal. sekido will do it in the most inexpensive way possible, while at the same time making it unforgettable for you. he takes you out on a date to the fair, proposes to you on the ferris wheel, and takes a selfie of your hands wearing the engagement rings on them. simple and sweet.
since sekido is a traditionalist, he would probably like to have a traditional japanese wedding but after you two have done yours. if you're from a cultural background, he would be easy to sway in having your traditional wedding first.
• PHONE. his lock screen is a photo of you during your birthday when he took you out to a restaurant. in the picture there's a birthday cake with fireworks on it and you were smiling so happily in it. the picture had a sentimental attachment to him because you had a bad week during the week of your birthday and the night out with sekido made it better. his home screen is you and him holding your hands and showing off the engagement rings. the diamonds in them were blinging too. your name in his phone is "My Forever and More"
• OFFSPRING. he only expects to have three kids with you, because he wants to keep the family small. he grew up in a large family and knows how it is with some children feeling neglected emotionally by their parents. he dealt with it as being the eldest quadruplet. you end up having a first-born son, then another son, and afterwards a little girl. which was perfect for sekido. all the children are precisely three years apart in age.
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• INTRODUCTIONS. you and karaku met, not surprisingly, at a frat party. he wasn't a member of the fraternity, but was friends with one of the frat members and they invited him. anyways, you were invited by one of your friends who just so happened to be dating a member of the fraternity.
you were a bit hesitant to show up since parties were not your thing. you would rather be home in bed on a weekend night, instead of here surrounded by drunk young adults. the smell of liquor wasn't pleasant either and you kept covering your mouth and nose to prevent gagging.
you make your way outside to the patio to get some fresh air and away from the drunkards inside of the house. as you were coughing, and trying to take in some air, the sliding door that connected the patio to the house opened. out came karaku.
he immediately recognized you as being "akaza's girlfriend's friend" and introduced himself to you. he asked if you were ok and you came clean, you let him know that you weren't feeling this party at all and desperately wanted to go home.
karaku asked how you got here and you said you got there by koyuki driving you here. he was aware that koyuki and akaza were to put it bluntly, preoccupied at the moment, and offered to take you home. you were going to object but karaku insisted on taking you home if you were feeling disdain for this party.
to put it short, karaku drove you home and like a gentleman he even escorted you to your door to ensure himself and you that you entered your home safely. then a week later, at the college, you ran into karaku when he was with his brothers and started talking to him.
• FALLING IN LOVE. honestly, he was in love with you when you two started going out on your fifth date. what really sealed it for him was when you were pushing your first year anniversary and karaku's mother was becoming sick due to an undiagnosed disease. he wanted to stay with you, but you were adamant on him spending time with his mother. you told him that you will always be here by his side, and that his mother's health should be a priority for him.
now karaku was aware of how much you didn't like to be away from him at all. though when you said those words to him, he fell in love with how selfless you could be. so when he left for a while to be there by his mother's side and then returned to you, karaku told you he loved you.
• AFFECTIONS. i picture karaku as showing his love through physical touch. he is big on PDA, only if you're comfortable with it. so expect lingering kisses on your lips, hand-holding, his hand holding your ass, and him embracing you from behind. he likes to hide his face into your neck and smell your perfume.
• JEALOUSY. he gets jealous when guys are around you. he's fine when your with his brothers because he knows that they know their boundaries with you. but let him see you around another man other than himself or his brothers, he will get irritated. karaku would just walk up to you, take you by the hand and lead you away from the guy. when you ask him why he would just say, "i don't like the guy."
• PROPOSE. he would propose to you two years into the relationship. probably propose to you somewhere romantic like on the beaches of italy or underneath the eiffel tower in france during the night. he wants for the proposal to be flashy, and most important memorable.
the wedding will be held somewhere tropical. like the caribbean with everyone in his life invited. his brothers, his parents, his friends, his favorite teacher from school, literally anyone and everyone who met karaku.
• PHONE. totally has your name saved in his phone as "WIFE❤️️💍" even before he marries you. his lock screen is the marriage proposal with him on his knee and you in shock, the picture taken by a professional photographer, he doesn't trust his brothers with photos. his home screen is a picture of you in your clay face mask, laying on the couch sleeping.
• OFFSPRING. he wants to have just four children with you. his dream is to have a first-born son, then the rest of the genders don't matter to him. what actually happens is on your first pregnancy you end up having twins a girl and a boy, then a boy, and then a girl. they are all between two to three years apart.
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• INTRODUCTIONS. you and aizetsu meet when you're at your job as a barista. you've never seen him before so you guess he was a first-time customer. when you greet him with your standard greeting he smiles shyly at you and quietly asks you what was any special drinks. you recommend to him the popular sakura strawberry latte. he asked you what do you personally recommend for him and when you go to ask him what type of drink he preferred, such as temperature wise, whether he was interested in sweet, etc. you tell him to get an iced coconut and pineapple matcha latte with whipped cream. he orders it along with a creme-filled croissant. after that he leaves and you thought you wouldn't see him ever again.
but no he shows up again to your job and orders the same items. sometimes you initiate a conversation with him while you're placing his order to get to know his character. over time you learn that aizetsu is a quadruplet, his favorite color is blue, he practices some martial arts, and he is an ariana grande fan.
it takes the umpteenth visit to your job for you to ask aizetsu on a date. you were thinking that he would never ask you out first since you get the sense that he wasn't confident. he admits to you that he wanted to but was afraid for your rejection. you take him out on a date to the aquarium then treat him to some ice cream. he says that it should be the other way around for him to treat you, but you denied that saying that a woman can treat a man.
• FALLING IN LOVE. aizetsu fell in love with you when you were showering one day and singing to one of your favorite songs. he was sitting there listening to you sing, while you were off-key at the high-notes, he did enjoy hearing your voice. he thought you were absolutely adorable, and when you got out from the shower he confidently told you he loved you.
• AFFECTIONS. aizetsu is not very big on PDA and he will not initiate it in public. you would be to the one to do so, but you keep it to a minimum. the least you two do is hold hands, kisses on the cheek, and linking pinky fingers. he prefers to keep lip kisses, groping, anything like that in private. he also shows his love for you with acts of service. for example, if you have a pet he would feed them their breakfast or take them out for a walk for you. he doesn't cook, though he will buy you takeout from your favorite restaurant. anything that you typically do on your own, he would try his best to do it for you.
• JEALOUSY. as we all know aizetsu is shy and doesn't know how to voice his opinions or to say no to someone. if he sees a guy flirting with you, he wouldn't know what to say to them, so he would just be there sulking. this is when his self-deprecating thoughts would start and he'd believe himself that he wasn't good enough for you. you, however, would just tell the guy to fuck off and go back to your lover. you would have to comfort aizetsu all night long just to reassure him that you would never leave him.
• PROPOSE. he would propose to you somewhere between a year and two years into the relationship. aizetsu would write you a long letter, confessing his feelings for you, and it would be at least five-pages long front and back. the ring would be taped onto the sheet of paper with the words in capitals, "WOULD YOU MARRY ME, PLEASE?" you look at him standing before you in your doorway, hopefully, before you run into his arms and hug him. accepting his proposal.
the wedding will be a private wedding. he would marry you in the privacy of a church with his family and close friends included. he wouldn't choose a best man because his brothers would be fighting for the title. so he wouldn't have one. when you walk up to the altar in your white dress, aizetsu would be crying at your beauty and it would be hard for him to believe he was marrying you.
• PHONE. his lock screen would be a picture of you holding your pet in your arms and looking at the camera with a happy, loving gaze on your face. you were fresh-faced, out of bed, but still beautiful in aizetsu's eyes. his home screen is a picture of you and him. you're both laying down on a blanket, faces turned to each other and kissing each other on the lips. his name for you in his phone is "LOML ❤️️"
• OFFSPRING. as the middle child of a five-member family, and accustomed to being ignored, aizetsu would be opposed to the suggestion of having children. it's not like he doesn't like children, he just doesn't want to have a child and distance himself from them. if you do end up persuading him into making a family, he would just want one child. you give birth to a baby girl.
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• INTRODUCTIONS. you and urogi meet at the local gym he works out at. urogi damn near saves your life, because while you were distracted talking to your personal trainer, a guy who was being an idiot flung a 5lb medicine ball. he was throwing it to his friend, but the friend ducked and you were right behind him. immediately urogi sprung into action and dropped his dumbbells to intercept the medicine ball from hitting you. he caught the ball, however, he winded up falling on top of you, and you both landed on the mat. urogi got up and apologized for falling on you like that, then explained why he had to do it. when you understood him, he went back to the guy and threw the medicine ball aggressively at him. he berated him for being careless (which really is shocking, urogi was a reckless fool but this guy was on another level) and told him to be careful.
you were shaking to admit, because the thought of almost being seriously hurt overwhelmed you. urogi saw you being shook-up and he asked if you were okay. you told him you were fine, although he didn't buy it. urogi took you over to a chair and sat you down, directing you to drink your water to ease your nerves. after he had comforted you and saw you calm down he asked if you wanted to work out with him. when you brought up that you had a personal trainer he asked if he could join your training session and you agreed.
urogi outdid you when it came to squats, leg presses, and bicep curls. you went to the gym three times a week and always met urogi there. he would stop his own workout routine to join yours and talk to you. as you two got to know each other, you told your trainer you wouldn't be needing them anymore and instead turned to urogi for guidance in exercising. this is how you and him became a gym couple and an out-of-the-gym couple.
• FALLING IN LOVE. he fell in love with you when he took you hang gliding through the mountains. he was waiting for you on the ground while you were flying with a trained instructor down to the target. one of instructors he flew with said you were "a badass" with how you handled the diving and twirls in the air. urogi stood there staring at you in awe while he agreed with the man. it was after you came down to the target zone, and when you two were in the car when he confessed that he loved you.
• AFFECTIONS. urogi is very affectionate and vocal about his love for you. he's the type to text you at the end of a conversation "I love you", before he leaves for work he tells you it, and would just randomly blurt it out. he likes to give you piggy back rides, holding you in his arms, and kiss you on your neck. he doesn't care if you are in public or not. urogi will show the world that you are his. shamelessly likes to show of the marks you give him as well.
• JEALOUSY. he gets easily jealous of men and yes that includes his brothers. while he does know that they wouldn't try to tempt you into doing anything with them he still doesn't enjoy them being around you. this is established when urogi had took you away from aizetsu simply because you were helping him bake a cake for his girlfriend. when you confronted urogi about it, he just blindly kisses you in the heat of the moment, and confesses, "i don't like sharing you with anyone. you're mine."
• PROPOSE. urogi would be the one to take the longest to propose to you. not because he doesn't want to marry you, but because he didn't know when to propose to you. you would be in a six year relationship with him, before he would literally propose to you. the proposal would be at the hang gliding park he took you to when he first said he loved you. you were directed by some people to stand on the target zone and wait for further instructions. you were dressed in a short gold dress with fuzzy trim on the skirt and in black stilettos. urogi flew in on a hang glider from behind you, with an instructor and laned just feet away from you. he took off the jumpsuit he was wearing to reveal a cream-colored buttoned shirt, black slacks, and sleek black dress shoes. when he got on one knee and told you to turn around that was when he shocked you with the proposal. of course a pro photographer was there to memorialize it.
the wedding would be extravagant and memorable. im talking about releasing doves into the air, tons of people as the guests, and reciting your vows to each other. the wedding ceremony wouldn't be held in a church, but just at a ballroom his family rented out.
• PHONE. his lock screen would be a picture of your silhouette. it was a photo he took of you one night before you two did the deed so to say. to him it was sexy because he could see your curves while your identity would be anonymous to anyone who would see it. his home screen is you and him on your wedding day. he had cake on his face, that he did himself, and you were laughing at him. your name on his phone for you is "BABY GIRL💕"
• OFFSPRING. sheesh, urogi is expecting an army from you. he wants at the least, yes you read that right, at the least six children. unlike his brothers wanting to keep it down to a minimum regarding the amount of kids, urogi would want to have a big family. you give birth to him a first-born son, then a boy, then a girl, then twin boys, and lastly a baby girl. he doesn't let you have a break either because each the first three births are exactly a year apart, and the rest are two years apart. only because you lamented to urogi that you couldn't take care of newborns and toddlers at the same time.
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notes: i had so much fun writing this! i just hope what i wrote matched with like the character's personality. anyways let me know what you think! reblogs and feedback is very much appreciated!
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