#contant criticism

[family-trauma]

Yup, this right here, unfortunately. I tried to set boundaries and clearly told them to stop but I got much more criticism, was told to stop arguing and being disrespectful, was told that they have to constantly criticize me because I make mistakes that force them to criticize me and lastly it's because they love me lol.

I think I've become mostly insensitive to their words now after knowing that they are knowingly abusing me and unwilling to admit it.

#absurd #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mental wellbeing #toxic #toxic family #toxicity #toxic people #dysfunctional family #selfhelp #self help #self therapy #negative criticism #contant criticism #toxic love #emotional abuse #family-trauma

[zan0tix]

And it was nice to see you actually enjoyed a media ive enjoyed, I wanted to enjoyed it, but it was hard because ive hearing contants negatives about the fandom in social media (how ive feeling negatives that people dont like dirkjake) So hearing u enjoyed dirkjake make feel better that maybe i can enjoyed homestuck again, so thankies :0

PRO TIP FOR BEING A HOMESTUCK FAN: Log off twitter! 💕

Homestuck is soooo fun and enjoyable when you dont have a bitch in your ear telling you everything about it and all the characters that arent dave or karkst suck 24/7!!!! OFC READ IT CRITICALLY when homestuck is Bad its badbad but damn if homestuck isnt GOOD when its good. Its really fun to analyse and discuss the good parts theres so many interwoven pieces that all fit together somehow I LOVE IT.

I think the best way to enjoy is homestuck is to find friends! Ive had the most fun here by reaching out and befriending mutuals who like it as much as i do and sharing our ideas together. Ive literally muted all the annoying ship names and homestuck tags on twitter because its made my experience there so much more fun😭

If people dont have actual analysis or evidence from the comic behind what theyre saying IDGAF. I feel so much more at peace not listening to people lie at eachother about characters and then all congratulate eachother about “being right”

People shit on literally every ship there. And then everyone in the comments will agree with them LMAO ITS SO WEIRD. Personally i really enjoy having canon material to think about since like i said before theres so many moving parts its so interesting to see how they all come together with the bigger picture and greater themes!! So i love thinking about the canon relationships way more.

I think alot of fandom opinions come from prior experiences detached from canon content itself, the dirkjake yaoi apocalypse was real and i think made alot of people hate them😭 when in canon theyve got so much substance and are really important to act 6.

If you didnt get to have fun with homestuck because of fandom opinions id reccomend trying to read it again ^^! Its way more enjoyable appreciating all the artistry and complexities of the narrative for yourself than trying to fit the understandings of people who erm probably dont have sources to backup their claims about things. Theyre usually just saying things online to get interaction bait 😭

Thank you for the asks though!! I really appreciate it :D I hope anything i said was helpful or insightful LOL im so good at rambling about homestuck (insane)

#daniel talks #homestuck #GUYS. I THINK I LIKE HOMESTUCK… #Anyway erm yeah guys STOP USING HSTWT ITS NOT GOOD FOR YOU IM BEGGING #Read homestuck for what it is!!! and have fun with it! thats what matters :D

[daystarvoyage]

Update Working on the our House fashion review and my YouTube self inserts, had a job to take care of outta fandom, and new looks coming & editing room right now.

COMING FRIDAY Toh fashion Hootview at 4pm

Don’t worry I have updated notes,

There’s so much good Contant that I’m editing right now and it’s open for criticism.

I see the owl house has died down with the shipping bs but there a lot to be worked on so

Now hear me out my next video regarding the debunking series on the owl house

Which one of these would you like for me to make? 

Because after watching a show, there’s some things that need to be read to filth, and tea need to be spilled,

YOU DECIDE OWL HOUSE FANDOM!!!!

#the owl house #toh #lumity #luz noceda #hunter toh #huntlow #toh amity #lunter #toh gus #gus porter #toh hooty #hooty #theowlhouse #the owl house hunter #huntmity #hunter wittebane #caleb wittebane #belosprequel #belos toh #augustus porter #fashion #clothing #Disney #Disney channel #toh critic #toh criticism #toh critical #youtube #Daystar Voyage #kyokocane

[dreamtydraw]

oh, I think I know which game you mean, I played it too, and I sadly gotta agree with you (*´-`) I also agree with everything fishy anon said! I actually have so many thoughts on this topic, but I won't bore you with that!

instead, I came here to say that I feel sad about Sage and sad that we'll never get endings for Last Legacy ( ´-｀) (the hyperfixation is back full force)

anyway! I hope you're doing well dreamty!!

hugs and love <3

~🌿

Please share your thoughts plant ! Visual novels and dating sims are contant i'v been enjoying for the past 10 years but since I like to analyze them well I have a lot to critic about that media and also how people who consume this media act.

OH SINCE YOU'RE REPLAYING LAST LEGACY ! Have you played roadkill ? If yes who is your fav ?

and the meow meow never leave.....

hugs and love, I'm still sick and I have an art block rn so I appreciate having some talk with you, thanks.

Hope you're dooing well.

#plant anon #anon ask #ask answer #dreamty's ramble

[isdalinarhot]

I cannot believe people like this blog all I do is post about Dalinar and Sadeas having gay sex and maybe once in a blue moon something that is Sanderson critical I don’t know just like I don’t know I think it’s really great that people out there like my Contant because I don’t think my Contant is very good but people seem to like it and I’m glad that they do?

#drunkposting #apologies if this is incoherent I’m using text to speech partially #purple dragon jungle juice #luke.txt

[mrslittletall]

The Legend of Zelda TotK Update: I was far less frustrated then yesterday. I searched the west of the beginning town and found quite a few shrines to explore. The enemies I found I could manage to.... with better armour, medicine and contant saving. I have six hearts now and one more endurance container and that seems to be fine. I also found one of the caves for clothes, the one that help against electricity. The fruit that I found there are super duper useful to disarm enemies. I also managed to get another tower and looked at the sky briefly. It seems to be rather small compared to the big Hyrule map. I was also in the depths. Came out on a bridge and saw an enemy dragon. I bailed. One critic I have, the zonai tech in the shrine isn't explained properly. In one shrine there were these stakes in the ground. I removed them and thought you can ONLY put them in the ground. Nope, you can put them ANYWHERE. That would have been easily solved by showing one of them in the wall...

#little plays games #the legend of zelda totk #totk spoilers

[radiant-reid]

Hi!I really like the kids and Spencer Instagram but I think it be more beneficial if you would also post them with babies of different colors because not everyone is white and you should be mindful of that as a Contant creator!!Also I think that it would also be cool if you would just label your fics for white readers or just keep everything racially ambiguous:)

i totally get where you're coming from with this one and i appreciate the constructive criticism.

i was half expending comments like this when i got the request and i was hesitant to write it for this reason, which i why i wrote in the first request that i write any Instagram posts with children who look like Spencer, as if he had them with himself, because it's impossible to find pictures where the children are racially ambiguous

i can definitely write more with children of different ethnicities, but there are nicer ways of asking for that :)

#rr answers

[melonmelts]

meow meow meow

I need to rant about things that have been on my mind and it's silly to do it on tumblr but I want to keep track somewhere, and rn I feel like tumblr is the way to go! although I feel so much more content with life, like I haven't felt this hopeful in years! all my evil thoughts keep hanging around, and sometimes they all come flooding in at once. so I just need to write it out and that way I can see everything more clearly.

I fear no matter how happy I am and no matter who I surround myself with, I will always stick to the same way of thinking. I'm afraid and lonely, but also longing for love and validation. I try to feel content on my own, and convince myself I'll be safe and happy on my own, but it's not enough. theres a difference between feeling alone vs being lonely, and it feels like I'll never have a choice. I'm too tired. I'm tired of sudden changes, and feeling so out of control. I'm tired of feeling like thing's are getting better, only to get hit with some random major life change or experience fucking plot twist out of nowhere and or all my emotions coming back to surface. goshhhh my brain, my fucking brain.

I will always overthink and overanalyse everything; too aware of how other's perceive me but unaware of how I perceive myself, and who I am, how I feel about myself. I will always feel jealousy bubbling up slowly eating away at me - I feel envious of everyone, even my closest friends, about the smallest things.

I will inevitably resort to distancing myself, hiding from everyone, and avoiding everything. I can't afford to hurt anyone anymore, it genuinely tears me apart knowing that the closer people get to me, the worse they'll feel around me or about me. I will always feel the need to distance myself from other's before they get the chance to leave me, it's happened all throughout my life, I can't trust myself to be able to fufill someone's needs, to make them feel happy and comfortable around me. I make everyone worry and feel paranoid and by distancing myself it feels like I'm doing it on purpose. no matter how much love I receive, I feel like it eventually fades away because I'm too scared of being vulnerable, too close to people. everything ends up kicking in and I become so extremely self aware and open my eyes to everything I so bpindly missed. I always think - how oblivious can I fucking be. it makes me never want to speak to anyone ever again. I feel so out of touch, so selfish and unaware, yet too aware at the same time?

no one's perfecf and it's okay to make mistakes, but I feel like when I do, it makes too much of an impact, and god do I feel like such a horrible person.

I will always be sensitive to the smallest things. any criticism, even if it's constructive, it makes me feel like an absolute failure and want to drop everything and give up.

I feel the most stable I've been compared to the past few years, but I'll always be atleast a bit unstable and unpredictable. I fucking hate being perceived I hate it I hate it. I always fear I'll hurt everyone because the more comfortable I am with someone the less I think before I speak, and the more likely I am to hurt people.

so I drift away from everyone, I can't reply, I subconsciously stop myself from becoming too close to people, but sometimes I cant help it.

it's jusy a contant battle between myself and my brain but its getting better

things are getting better I have gone through so much already and I'm still here and I'm still going even if its just a little bit at a time.

gosh i cant be bothered to reread i am going to regret this but whageverr

#yo mama #keep it in your notes

[devalchineselitblog]

Week 13 Blog 

Pages read: 271-320

Word Count : 545

Summary (402):Chang loved Chairman Mao and said stuff like “Long live our great Leader Chairman Mao” and started to tear up. She also continued saying “How lucky how incredibly lucky I am to be living in the great war of Mao Zedong!”. Chnag is thinking to her self that how world go on living without seeing Chairman Mao in person and she wanted to change that. Chnag wanted to build stronger china in order to support world revolution so she started working hard .One day Mr.Kan had been devoted to the party and wrote a suicide note and then slashed his throat with a razor. when chang mother know about Mr.Kan she cried. she liked him very much and she knew that that Mr.Kan was under inhuman pressure to acted in that way.Later Mao crated “Red Guards” this was about teenager who grew up fighting and being violente where in this group.Red Gurads did stuff like burning down books and art and beating teachers. Now Mao had the power to control from Red Guards.Red Guard people beat up chang Grandmother brother Yu-lin and his wife and two of the children were exiled to a barren part of the country.In chnag school pupils were proudly wearing red armbands and saying red guard.She is trying to stay out of this trouble but people who are non-red Guards were attached to red group and take them on their various activities.As previous wrote that Mao People aka Red guard are targeting book to destory it because it contant country heritage.Chnag school was getting worse and worse as a seventeen-year old became a Red Guard leader because of his father was the party chief.Later Chnag was forced to join red guard she joined because spite of what happing around her.Jin-Ming is person that was in same school and was in his first year.He wanted to become a scientist but him and his boys form a gang, so later Jin-Ming gang and Red guard organization was merged into one.Even chnag sister Xiao-Hong was founding member of the red guard at school at age of fifteen. Later Chnag brother Xiao-hei was almost twelve he had the same primary school as chang and red guard. In middle school xiao-hei and his friends were eager to join red guard because it meant freedom to live away from home.

Critical Analysis (81):Author included this quote “I had always been hopeless at sport and hated them, except tennis, previously this had not mattered, but now it took on a political connotation with slogan like “Build up a strong physique to defend our motherland”. Chang choose this quote because people in her country are bad politician and making the country worse.so now she want to make it a better place so now she had to defend and make it better place for other.

Personal Response (62):This part of the book that I read this week was interesting because currently in the book people are going not in a good situation because of Mao who is leader and he created a group called red Guard who is destroying home and burning country heritage and not respecting other older citizen. So it's pretty bad time currently in the book.

[phillyvewor]

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[technowoah]

Cant Handle This

Quackity's facade keeps breaking, and he tries to keep the pieces together. You're the only one who can make him show his true self

- Quackity x gen neutral reader

- this is a long one yall.

Now playing...

Can't Handle This (Kanye Rant)

Bo Burnham

0:01 ─●──────── 3:29

⚠︎ swearing, angst, mentions of mcyttwt, based on the song above, and ofc its not proofread

Part of my Inside Special!

Quackity sat in his chair currently streaming right now, he seemed like he was having a good time from your spot on his bed. You were currently laying on his bed after he invited you here to relax.

You two had laid in his bed just enjoying eachothers company until he got a call from Tommy saying he was ready for the lore stream which sent Alex into a frenzy. Alex sent out a quick "Im sorry" about the lateness of his stream and then quickly set everything up.

He then started to stream which left you alone on the the bed to your own devices. You were scrolling through Twitter looking at Alex's fans talk about what's happening on the stream and posting screenshots of his character and himself.

You admired him from afar as he ended the lore part of his stream, he took time to type on his phone to text you that he decided to stream longer to talk to his fans. He looked to you and you have him a nod with a smile and he gave one back.

"Hey guys! That's the end of the lore!" He exclaimed to his chat as he types at his computer setting a new background.

You continued to listen to him praise his chat for supporting him and making him be able to make those types of streams. You were always proud of Alex no matter what he did, you were always his number one supporter no matter what happened in reality or on the internet.

"So anyways! I wanted to talk to you guys! How are you all?" He smiled at his camera looking back and forth from his chat.

◇T0mm71nn1t: THE STREAM WAS SO GOOD QUACKITY

"Oh thank you! Im glad I could share this with you. It takes so much to put into these movite type streams, so I know now it is all worth it."

Quackity's pov. . .

He felt so overwhelmed, he shouldn't have began to stream again. The stress of putting everything together, plus being late to the stream made him rush into it more. He just wanted to lay back down with his lover who was enjoying watching him stream, and that's the goal he wants. His goal was to entertain, it was his job and he doesn't want to fail, he doesn't want to crack.

◇Mayatooni3: WE LOVE YOU QUACKITY

◇catiiequak: QUACKITY ITS MY BIRTHDAY CAN I GET A HAPPY BIRTHDAY??

◇yriaaolic: 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

"Happy Birthday!" He said seeing the comment pass in a second. "Happy Birthday to anyone who's Birthday it is today."

Right now it was hard. It was hard to keep up when there was always a constant demand, the constant need to be perfect, his past being brought up, and trying to one-up his content everytime. He loved this, but at the same time it had the same weight as a job.

In the back of his mind he knew the "When is Quackity streaming???" is mostly lighthearted, he never wants to leave.

"Quack are you okay? Im fine! Just thinking about how to get something to eat at 2am." He laughed lying to his fans, he wanted to stop this stream.

He kept looking over to his lover lying their head on his pillow scrolling through their phone and alternating their vision from him and their phone. He always caught a glimpse of their small smile everytime he looked. He was doing something right.

"Do yall think Taco Bell is open? The only problem I have is that Im fucking starving."

He paused for a moment taking a deep breath trying to keep his emotions down. The stress was getting to him, and he fucking knew it, but he didnt stop. He was going to get burnt out eventually and stop streaming and YouTube all together, but he needed this. He needed a break, he needed to take time for himself and stop putting on a happy face when he isnt.

TTS ◇pulixsaxe: "Did you see what was happening on Twitter quackity?"

"Wait what's happening on Twitter?" He asked with a weary laugh.

I can sit here and pretend like my biggest problems are

Pringle cans, and burritos

The truth is, my biggest problem's you,

Your eyes widened as he mentioned Twitter. Truth be told he was trending because of his stream, yes, but also they brung up stuff from his past again in the wake of another content creator's past or present being brought up. You hadn't paid attention to that, you were only getting fueled up from Twitter bringing up an issue that he already had addressed.

Tempted to speak and tell him its fine, he already spoke up before you.

"I bet it's fine! I dont wanna... I don't need to look." He said with a smile. He always had that smile on.

Either it was a full smile or a half smile. It never left his face and it comforted you somehow. Maybe it was that you were his significant other, but you always wondered if anyone saw the same things as you. The things like his smile that never left his face.

"Yeah! I dont need to look at that." He waved his hand dismissing the comment away. He then sighed letting his shoulders relax as you saw his smile fade and his eyes close for a second and immediately put that small smile back on his face while his eyes were glossy, but bright.

He needed to end this stream soon. You saw his face fall then in a split second come back to life except his eyes were glossy with tears. You wondered if anyone else noticed.

"I want to please you

But I want to stay true to myself

I want to give you the night out that you deserve"

His eyes tearful as he tried to blink them away trying to not make a scene.

"Sorry! Allergies ugh!" He said as he wiped his tears away claiming them as allergies.

"Are you crying? No! Im not a pussy!" He yelled at his chat in a joking manner.

He was crying and he felt weak. He felt emotionally weak, and weak as in not strong, he didn't feel strong and his lover who was sitting on his bed with a concerned look on their face always told him that it's okay to feel weak. The only meaningful thing is how you pick yourself up, they always told him, bur now he felt at rock bottom.

He wanted to give his fans "himself", the goofy, lovable, loud, quick-witted, Quackity. But then again his lover always told him to separate Quackity from Alex. He wanted to give himself to his audience, he wanted to be authentic and share himself, but he cant. Alex isn't all laughs, he is serious, calmer, and when he gets on the screen is when he lets it all out then goes back to his more calmer self. That's not what they want.

"But I want to say what I think

And not care what you think about it"

Giving himself meant dialing back, he wants to tell how hes actually feeling, he wants to say what he thinks about Twitter, what he thinks about certain friends, about his fanbase, and then leave it alone. He wanted to delete social media and then speak his mind without knowing what anyone is saying about it. It was paradise to him, but of course it cant be that way and that's what he hates. He feels like a actor when he really wants to be himself.

"A part of me loves you,"

Alex loved his fanbase, he had such a supportive fanbase that loved his content. Some of them did atleast he didn't fully know, but they gave him the courage to do this time and time again knowing that his content is at least taking them from the harsh reality of real life for a few minutes or hours. This was the reason he did this, for them.

Alex would never admit this but they boosted his ego too, it would for anyone. The fact that there were people who wanted and enjoyed content from him made him feel good about himself.

"part of me hates you"

He hated the contant criticisms, he hates that they feed his ego so much that it makes him want to stream more to feel good about himself and to make people get away for awhile. Alex knew inside of his heart he couldn't truly hate his fanbase, they gave him everything he ever wanted. He hates them for that and that's such a scary thing. He never fails to wonder if he did the things to deserve all the love and hate he gets.

"Part of me needs you,"

They feed his ego, they make him want to go above and beyond. Alex knows that his fanbase is the reason he is here in this chair infront of three expensive monitors. He knows that this is some sort of a job that he needed. He needed the push to keep going and that was them, it was the 200k people watching his stream watching him answer questions about him and

"part of me fears you"

He was fearful of loosing himself to them. Loosing his authenticity to them was something he feared. He didnt want his funny, loud persona to consume him and make him forget about Alex instead of Quackity. He fears what they think as well, he claims he doesnt care, but he does he wants to please them. It feels like two parts of his brain fighting about if he should care or not.

"And I don't think that I can handle this right now"

The text-to-speech bot continued to speak out people's comments that theu paid for while he sat there quietly. He bit his bottom lip trying to not break down infront of everyone he needed to be strong. He needed to be strong.

If he looked up at the camera everyone would see his tears, they would see him breaking.

He played it off as he brough his shirt up to wipe the tears away, claiming it as sweat.

"Im good! Im sorry I spaced out for a second." He shook his head.

He saw you look at him with that same concerned look on your face. As he switched his gaze between you and his computer, he felt his tears come back again.

"I don't think that I can handle this right-"

"Alex." You tried to get his attention.

"Yeah guys Im fine!"

"Alex"

"I don't think that I can handle this right-"

"I have plans later for another lore stream, so Ill start doing that later tonight."

"ALEX!" You yelled and his head turned around to face you.

"What?" He laughed, biting his lip again.

You couldn't stop him doing this, you could try to course him into going to bed, but right now you couldn't find the words. You just stared at him while he looked at you with a somber smile trying to tell you that he was okay.

He felt his mind telling himself that he need to rest. He wouldnt allow himself to and thats why he was breaking down.

"I don't think that I can handle this right-"

Alex was blinking rapidly trying to keep his breathing and tears at bay while he answered his fans.

"My allergies are fine! And I drank water today."

◇moonchild21: WE LOVE YOU

◇sopusand: Why do you look like that?

◇wuackityoo: are you crying??

"Crying is for the weak! I am a strong manly man! Im crying cause I noticed how alpha I am!" He tried to play it off as a "Im a man" joke but you could see right through it.

"I don't think that I can handle this right-"

"I don't think that I can handle this right-"

You had sent a quick text to Alex which told him to end the stream for his own mental health, but he left the message unread. He began sniffing and the wiping his eyes again. It was a wreck and you couldn't seem to stop it without literally dragging him out of his chair.

Meanwhile the screens were getting to Alex. Alex's eyes were getting tired of the bright screens and the rapid messages that popped up on the screen overwhelmed him for what it seemed like the first time ever in his strraming career. He wanted to give them the fun night they deserved and wanted, but he knows it's getting hard to. He dosent know how long he can keep this up.

As Alex kept joking around about his eyes and physical state the chat was filled with "LMAO" and "HAHAHA" which fuled him more and then at the same time makes him want to stop.

Look at them, they're just staring at me, like

"Come and watch the skinny kid with a

Steadily declining mental health, and laugh as he attempts

To give you what he cannot give himself"

He cannot give himself the luxury of happiness. As he went on with his career it became more and more like a chore, there was mostly down days and of course there were up days, but recently Alex gave his fans the happiness and laughes they wanted while when he turned off the camera he couldn't replicate that same energy as he had before.

It messed him up, he felt himself become separated from his streaming. He wasn't being himself anymore he was being Quackity and that became more apparent as the days passed. He wanted to be himself on camera and at first thats what he thought he was doing. He was himself then it turned into a persona.

Alex wasn't okay and he he needed to take a break from the internet for a while, but he tries to act like he dosent have a dilemma going on inside of his head everytime he sits in this seat. Its for the fans.

"Think that I can handle this right-

I don't think that I can handle this right-

They don't even know the half of this right-

They don't even know the half of it"

"Alex you need to end the stream. Please?"

He looked towards you again where you moved your position from the middle of the bed to sitting up on the end of the bed.

"Ive told you millions of times." He paused for a moment looking down at his lap before looking back up to you. "Im-Im okay." He nodded trying to convince you.

"But I know I'm not a doctor, I'm a pussy, I put on a silly show

I should probably just shut up and do my job, so here I go"

"Cant you belive them!" He laughed to his camera. You scoffed at his comment but still kept an eye on him as he talked.

You didnt need to baby him at all, but right now you were worried about your lover.

Alex continued talking and talking, which you drowned out. You were focused on his face and how he faltered time to time just showing a small frown.

He laughed and showed them a good time even though he was hurting. He kept going and going and you were convinced he was going to hold out until you heard him sniff multiple times while trying to make a joke about the new Minecraft update and how the glow squid has no use.

"Stupid ass squid! Why- why? Its no use expect for glowing ink. Who voted for that!?"

You can tell them anything if you just make it funny, make it rhyme

And if they still don't understand you, then you run it one more time

"Dumbass squid!" He pulled up a picture if the squid as he yelled at it.

You began to worry even more as you saw tears running down his face. He quickly tried to wipe them away, but he knew everyone saw.

Handle this right

You don't even know the half of this right now

Right now (Haa!)

Now

Handle this right

I'll handle this right, I handle this right now

Alex leaned back in his seat and had a blank stare towards the monitor. Looked down for a second and then you heard sobbing coming from his spot. Alex had his head in his hands and was crying harshly into them.

He had finally broken, he couldn't stop the tears from coming and the loud sobs that came from his mouth. He was trying to desperately breathe in to be able to sob, but ended up hiccuping while doing so.

Your eyes widened as you rushed to him resting your hand on his knees and you kneeling infront of him.

"I cant do fu-fucking anything!" He yelled into his hands.

"Hey! I know. Its okay." You tried to console him.

"Its not I try so hard! And I-"

You cut him off. "You are a hard worker Alex and you deserve a week or two off. Take care of you self babe." You stood up bringing his hand with you and trying to make him stand up. He followed your movements and stood up with you putting his head on your shoulder crying into it.

"I just ca-cant right now!"

"You dont have to do anything right now babe."

"Im sorry!" Alex sobbed.

"Dont be." You said bluntly trying to get your lover to calm down.

You rubbed his back soothingly as he sniffled into your shoulder. "Im sorry for ruining your shirt." He tried to laugh through his tears.

"Dont be sorry! Please. You just need rest okay?" You kissed his forehead and he nodded in response.

Alex raised his head up an started to pepper kisses all over your face as you laughed. He gave you one last peck on the lips as he walked away to quickly change into night clothes. You smiled as he laid underneath the covers and continued to softly cry into his sheets. At least he was in bed and not makijg himself even worse.

He couldn't stop the tears from flowing, it was like a flood that could only be stopped with time. He felt like a boulder was lifted off his shoulders only to be replaced with smaller rocks. The smaller rocks was the guilt he held. He felt guilty of making his lover worry about him, he didnt want you to worry.

You rushed over to his desk and turned off the stream and his computers not even bothering to give them a goodnight or goodbye. After the computer lights were turned off it was quite dark in the room except for small light.

Finally you were where you wanted to be all day, in bed with Alex. But this wasnt the predicament you wanted.

"Forgive me. I just cant do shit right can I?" His eyes were still full of tears and he was getting tired.

"Alex dont listen to anyone but yourself." You tried to console him.

"That's what I'm telling myself."

Silence filled the room as you looked at him through tearful eyes of your own.

"Alex, you're so amazing and I cant even tell you how much I appreciate you, and how much you change my life. You do so much shit right its scary sometimes. Some days I think you're perfect, but there's-"

"There's no such thing as perfect." Alex finished your sentence.

"Exactly! Even the best people have their downfalls, they just dont show it. And Alex I know you struggle with that! All I can say is that I love you for you." You finished.

"Can I talk to you about my dilemmas?" He tried to laugh again.

"Tomorrow we can talk. We both need the rest." You said to him as he closed his eyes and nodded in response. He gave you a kiss on you lips before laying back down to sleep.

"Thank you."

"Thank you

Good night

I hope you're happy"

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[awkwardgaydude]

Just watching some great British bake off and one of the contants got some comments from the judges, and then was like saying uts good to hear that from then and not just their parents. And my brain was like oh so criticism from others to show you do need to improve rather than just parents always being critical. Took me a few minutes to realize no their parents always say its good so hearing it from others is good

#kinda makes me go :-/ #if my first thought was shitty like that

[5typesoftrash]

okay im just gonna say something here and kinda wordvomit

@ all y’all destiel/dean antis who make meta about how abusive dean is to cas and sam: super fuckin valid. I respect that and i hope that engaging in fandom in that way is fulfilling to you.

@ all y’all destiel/dean antis who show up in the inboxes of harmless destiel shippers who aren’t coming at you and shame them for shipping destiel because of the instances of abuse in canon: that behavior is NOT valid. stop doing it.

people should engage in fandom the way the want to. in my case, that means (generally, although not all the time) ignoring/retconning away Dean’s abusive traits and behaviors and presenting his relationships with both Sam and Castiel as healthier than they are in canon. and I don’t want to see Dean-critical shit. that’s why I block the ‘anti dean winchester’ ‘anti dean’ ‘dean critical’ and ‘anti destiel’ tags. 

I shouldn’t have to out myself like this on the internet just to be considered valid in the way I experience my fandoms, but I’m going to because apparently it’s needed: i am an abuse survivor myself, and choosing to engage in it this way is how I protect myself from triggers, the same way that I sometimes do the opposite - writing about Dean’s abusive actions, specifically in scenarios involving him owning up to them and growing or Sam and/or Cas recovering and healing from them - in order to cope with my own abuse.

so tl;dr -- if you don’t like Dean because he’s abusive in canon, good for you! (that might read as sarcastic but I mean it genuinely) keep creating and consuming contant that reflects your views and feelings. but if you wouldn’t mind, please tag it correctly, and don’t harrass people who don’t share your views for choosing to engage differently.

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[howtodrawyourdragon]

Omg, hiccstrid meeting online for that au prompt thing?

Summary: Hiccup has lost his leg at the young age of fifteen. As he’s suffering from some pretty bad pains in his leg, a crush he has met online will brighten his dreary day.

Author’s Notes: Here it is! The first part of the shipping AU prompt chalenge. :D

https://howtodrawyourdragon.tumblr.com/post/176311533300/send-me-a-ship-and-a-number-and-ill-write-a-short

Hope you like it! And constructive criticism is appreciated!

You can also look for this one on AO3 and FF.Net with the title ‘Online Angel’.

Breathe… Just breathe…

Hiccup needed to keep reminding himself of that.

Just breathe and it will go away eventually.

It was a lie, but still he felt like this was the best solution he could think of. His pain medication was downstairs in a kitchen cabinet and he did not have the energy to get up and go get it.

There was also no way Toothless could grab it for him, though he certainly would not have minded to do him this small favour. The hallways and doors just weren’t fit for a growing Night Fury such as himself.

Hel, his father could sometimes barely fit, which didn’t say much as Stoick was a mountain of a man.

Then there was also Sharpshot, a small Terrible Terror his father had adopted for him for the very reason that Hiccup would not be alone when confined to his room. But the cat-sized dragon had been let out a little while ago to stretch his wings and was not expected to return in at least half an hour.

“Oh, come on.” He whimpered as he rolled over, some part of him glad that no one would get to see him like this. Haddocks had always been proud people. Even all the way back to the days of the old Vikings of Berk, of which they were the descendants.

He could hear Toothless send him a long comforting warble through the open window, something that eased him at least a little.

It was the Night Fury’s way of telling his young Rider that he was not alone. It was all he could do when unable to be by his side. That blasted house wasn’t big enough for him to move around in without knocking things over left and right.It frustrated the dragon to no end and Hiccup could hear it.

For a moment he allowed himself to smile at his dragon’s affections. His stump of a left leg still burned, but at least he could still appreciate Toothless. He felt just a little bit less alone.

But the glee he felt was small compared to when he heard his phone buzz on his nightstand.

His heart fluttered at the sound, skipping an entire beat as a dozen butterflies settled in the pit of his stomach.

Biting through his pain, Hiccup moved to lay on his side to face the buzzing phone so that he may pick it up, quickly unlocking it with a few swift moves of his opposable digit.

He noticed an unread message and the butterflies grew wilder.

“Good morning! Just got out of bed, still waking up. You?”

Another beat was skipped as Hiccup read his newest text from Astrid, a girl he had befriended some months ago not long after the loss of his leg. They had met online and still she made him feel this excited to be talking to her.

“Been up for hours. Time difference and all.” Was his reply, which his mystery text pall could notice wasn’t as cheerful of a greeting as she was used to receive from him.

“Leg bothering you?” She knew. Of course she knew.

Hiccup had met Astrid online one day while he had only just been discharged from the hospital. Stuck inside with barely any way to hang out with Toothless and already no real human friends to speak of, the boy had scoured the internet. He browsed and searched until he came across one ‘HoffWithAnAxe1’ on a site mostly dedicated to memes, the perfect place for a bored mind.

They had bonded over disliking a meme that had sprung forth from this supposed real Berkian tale of how a man and a woman were about to be wed. The woman fought hard to gain her lover’s attention, but his love was reserved only for ores and metals.

Historians often speculated this was a cautionary tale parents would tell their children before bed to warn them about being greedy, but then somebody just said “what if the dude was just really into scrap metal lol?” and thus the scrap metal meme was born.

Hiccup had never liked it. Some unknown part of him almost felt offended. He had never dared to speak his mind until he came across Astrid, who thought the meme as tasteless as he did.

For what reason neither of them really knew. Everyone besides them thought it was hilarious. Even his cousin from his mother’s side, Snotlout.

Astrid wasn’t even sure why she had an account on that site in the first place. It was far from the places she was usually on.

After an extensive discussion about the scrap metal meme, the two kept stumbling onto each other again and again until the two had eventually decided that they should just share personal contant information and be done with it.Astrid was the one who send the first text and they have been talking to each other ever since.

“Yeah, it’s my leg again. Couldn’t go to school today. Dad told me to stay home and rest. As if I can get out of bed.” Though his stump still burned and ached, Hiccup felt a little bit of energy return to him with each text he and Astrid shared.He had told Astrid about his situation fairly quickly when one night he was in need of someone to vent to when getting used to his prosthetic wasn’t going as smoothly as he would’ve liked.

Though it must’ve been a big shock to her, she had accepted it instantly, had not asked any questions he may not have wanted to answer and instead provided him with a patient listening ear.

Hiccup was certain that night was the first time he felt some kind of spark ignite something warm in his chest and it has been steadily growing ever since, nursed and raised by their daily contact.

“Oh right! How are Toothless and Sharpshot?” Astrid asked, knowing about the boy’s dragons from all the times he could not stop gushing about them and all the photos he had send her way through the months. She had quickly been made aware of how much of a dragon nut he was.

Likewise, he had quickly come to discover just how fierce of a personality she has and that it was the Hofferson tradition to give their children an axe at some point in their lives.

It sounded like such a Hooligan thing to do and it was soon after that Astrid had come clean and told her internet pall that she was from Berk too. It was just that her mother’s work took them all over the world ever since she was little.

Hiccup could not believe his luck. The first girl he ever had such a good connection with turned out to be from his hometown too.

No longer quite as busy with the pain from a leg that we no longer there, Hiccup immediately responded.

“Does it matter? Toothless’ head is to big to fit through the door and Sharpshot ditched me.” His answer no longer spoke of his exhaustion. Instead his dramatic flare shone through for her entertainment.

Usually Astrid would then respond with some sign of her amusement, but instead she had their conversation take an entirely different turn. And Hiccup wouldn’t have it any other way.

“Hiccup…?”

“Yeah? You okay?”

“Mom said we’re moving back to Berk soon.”

Butterflies and skipped heartbeats could not compare to the absolute happiness he felt upon reading that last text.

Hiccup shot upright in bed as he read it over and over again.

It had seemed impossible at first, but his pain had been forgotten. Instead all he knew in that moment was the excitement of knowing that the girl he had met online months ago when he was at his lowest, the same one who had quickly become his crush as they conversed, was finally coming to Berk. They would finally meet each other face to face.

“Hiccup… I can’t wait to meet you.”

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[guillemelgat]

Happy 2019, and Happy International Year of Indigenous Languages! I wanted to put up a song to mark the occasion, and even though this one is kind of A Lot (it’s rap en valencià, what were you expecting), I think that the message shines through. It doesn’t shy away from the difficult truth about bringing back marginalized languages, both how frustrating it is trying to combat the social and institutional apathy towards them, but also how strong the determination of the people, especially young people, is to bring them back. It’s a good fight song for this year, and hopefully it’ll ring true for more of you than just Valencian and Catalan speakers. Enjoy! I gràcies a aquells que lluiten per un futur millor!

A casa meua el valencià sols el sentia al Babalà At my house I only heard Valencian on Babal๠així que pots imaginar com el parlava als 13 anys: so you can imagine how I spoke it at 13 years old molt mal. Tot i que sempre aní a la línea, very badly, even though I always went online si açò no es mama a casa la cosa aquesta no avança. if it’s not given to us as home this thing won’t go anywhere Amics canviant el xip per a parlar amb mi, tinc. I have friends who change over to talk to me De sempre parla catalana, exceptuant si a prop estic. Always speaking in Catalan, except if I’m nearby I així a tot el país situació de confrontació And that’s how the whole country is, situation of confrontation i qui parla d'indepèndencia és qui parla de solucions. and the ones talking about independence are the ones talking about solutions I tu? De quin equip de lliga ets? Jo, de cap. And you? What team are you for? I’m not for any. A estimar aquestes coses a mi no m'han ensenyat They never taught me to love those sorts of things perquè el món dels sentiments és manipulable. because the world of feelings is easy to manipulate "Español del 2000, tu primero", n’és exemple. “Español del 2000, tu primero”² is an example No em pregunten d'on sóc, no tinc cap sentiment de patria, Don’t ask me where I’m from, I don’t have any patriotic feelings però sí de lluita d'un nascut a l’ Espanya opresora. but I do feel a part of the fight as a person born in an oppressive Spain Sentiment solidari en la lluita per València. A feeling of solidarity in the fight for Valencia Part de la resistència d'una cultura atacada. Part of the resistance of a culture under attack Les coses que em commouen són els voluntaris The things that move me are the volunteers de les brigades; Llatinoamerica, els revolucionaris in the Brigades³, Latin America, the revolutionaries comunistes combatint contra un món injust; communists fighting against an unjust world les nacions oprimides per culpa dels invasors; nations oppressed by their invaders les petites victòries; les cançons dels cantautors; the little victories, the songs of the singer-songwriters⁴ el poble unit per a fer caure als traïdors; the people united to bring the traitors down, ma mare contant-me històries dels treballadors my mother telling me stories of workers i el meu avi plorant mentre recorda temps pitjors. and my grandfather crying while he remembers worse times Les places criden gràcies. Quasi estiu fora les cases: The squares cry out their thanks, it’s almost summer outside the houses Recorren els carrers milers de gent que ballen danses. Thousands of people, dancing traditional dances, reclaim the streets Xiquets, majors i Professors. Trobades de colors. Kids, older people, and teachers, colorful meetings Mentre quede un de tots encara queden esperances. While just one of the whole remains there’s still hope Gràcies als que lluitaren abans per nosaltres Thanks to those who fought before for us Per establir les bases d'un futur que ens ha de vindre. To establish the bases of a future that has to come for us Gràcies als anònims que la fan servir. Thanks to the anonymous people who use it (the language) Gràcies al jovent que dona forces per seguir. Thanks to the youth who give it the strength to continue So de guitarres a un fons groc amb quatre barres és: The sound of guitars on a yellow background with four stripes⁵ is l'eina de lluita d'un poble que s'obre i aguanta ben fort com un roure. the tool of battle for a people that opens up and stands strong like an oak A ells el pot coure però som incorruptibles. They might let it burn but we’re incorruptible Sabem on anem, tenim un futur a escriure. We know where we’re going, we have a future to write Els últims a riure serem davant de la burla absurda The last to laugh will be us when we’re faced with the absurd joke que una cúpula ens va condemnar a suportar. which a dome condemned us to hold up Però estem farts d'aguantar i a poc a poc anem guanyant But we’re tired of dealing with it and slowly we’re winning en els detalls com que els xavals plenen els concerts d'Obrint Pas. in the little things, because the kids are filling up concerts for Obrint Pas⁶ Teixit social i cultural: treballen pel que altres no fan, Social and cultural fabric: they're working for what the others won’t sempre esquivant amb dignitat els cops que donen els de dalt, always dodging with dignity the blows struck by those from above assegurant als seus veïnats que el món encara pot canviar assuring their neighborhoods that the world can still change si primer canviem aquell que en el espill ens surt davant. if first we change what the mirror shows before us Sumar coneixements per parlar bé i perfeccionar Putting our heads together to speak well and to perfect el nexe que ens uneix, veure com creix al teu costat the nexus that joins us, to see how, growing by your side la quantitat de gent que decideix alçar les mans is the number of people who decide to raise their hands i junts i juntes comprometre'ns per el valencià. and together to unite for Valencian [ TORNADA:  I al poble viu se’l veu lluitar. And the living people, you see them fight Se’l sent cridar per defensar You hear them cry out to defend la llengua que sempre ha estimat. the language they’ve always loved Han intentat fer-la oblidar, They’ve tried to make it be forgotten han volgut mantindre’l callat they’ve wanted to keep it quiet i el poble continua endavant. and the people continue forward ] Valencià apitxat, del de castellanismes, Central Valencian⁷, from the one with the Castilianisms mecanismes com la diglòssia han funcionat. mechanisms like diglossia⁸ have worked A la ciutat serà més difícil d'escoltar. In the city it’ll be more difficult to hear Ací els propis parlants ens sentim com exiliats Here, as its own speakers, we feel like exiles Sense educació: no hi ha llengües, Without education there aren’t languages sense conversar: No hi ha llengües, així sols son febles, without conversation there aren’t languages, they’re only weak that way sense la unitat no hi ha llengües. without unity there aren’t languages Defensem la nostra parla, oblidem les diferències. Let’s defend our mother tongue and forget our differences Se'ns mengen de fora si no estem junts, no és just They’ll destroy us from the outside if we’re not together, it’s not right que amb tants anys d'història els de fora ara ens poden. that after so many years of history outsiders can do that Va sobreviure a Franco i a Felip cinqué, digui'm It survived Franco and Philip V⁹, tell me per què perdre el temps en discussions que ara no importen. why waste time on discussions that don’t matter La transició ens va separar, potser estan equivocats The transition separated us¹⁰, maybe they’re wrong Però no s'ha d'oblidar que continuem sent germans. But we shouldn’t forget that we’re still brothers Hi ha un enemic comú i ben gran que cal enderrocar. There’s a common and very big enemy that needs to be brought down I gran part d'ell s'allotja a la nostra mentalitat And a big part of it lives in our mentality I és una llengua, que em fa gaudir de motivació It’s a language that makes me feel motivated i és que és la llengua, per la qual lluite en cada cançó and it’s a language for which I fight with every song perquè mai desaparega i mai deixem de gaudir so that it never disappears and we never stop enjoying it perquè mai siga oblidada no ho podem consentir. so that it’s never forgotten, we can’t allow that i dis-me tu si veus, llibertat d'expressió als nostres carrers and tell me if you see freedom of expression on our streets si veus respecte per qui defensa la llengua que emprem, if you see respect for those who defend the language we use si et taxen de: guarro,catalufo i no sé de que més. if they criticize you as a guarro, catalufo¹¹, and I don’t know what else Mitjans de comunicació ens manipulen la mar de bé. The media manipulate us even in a sea of good intentions Hi ha molta ma llarga, resistim al carrer, There’s a lot of heavy-handedness, we’ll resist in the street defensem la parla, fins que ja no pugam més, we’ll defend our mother tongue until we can’t anymore a mi m'han ensenyat que lluitem pel que volem, they taught me that we fight for what we want combatre per un ideal i per la teva gent. battling for an ideal and for your people Respira i mira al teu voltant que no estàs sol, Breathe and look around you, you’re not alone l'escena creix, la llengua resisteix a tots els colps, the scene is growing, the language is resisting all the blows gràcies a tots que varen ser pioners de la cançó, thanks to all those who were pioneers of song⁴ gràcies a aquells que lluitaren per un futur millor . thanks to those who fought for a better future [ TORNADA (x2) ]

Cultural Notes:

¹ - Babalà was a children’s show in Valencian/Catalan. [more]

² - España 2000 is a far-right, anti-immigrant, Spanish nationalist party from Valencia. [more]

³ - I’m pretty sure this refers to the International Brigades in the Spanish Civil War. [more]

⁴ - I think these two lines reference the Nova Cançó movement of the 60s. [more]

⁵ - This refers to both the Catalan and Valencian flags, which are four red stripes on a yellow background (sometimes with added designs, depending on the flag).

⁶ - Legendary Valencian band Obrint Pas [more]

⁷ - Valencià apitxat is the central subdialect of Valencian, which is sometimes looked down upon as being more “Spanishized” and less rich (but as good linguists we know that’s not true). [more]

⁸ - A situation where two languages are both used in society, and by the same speakers (as opposed to two languages coexisting with different populations of speakers). 

⁹ - Philip V won the Spanish War of Succession and this victory is often considered to be the beginning of the imposition of Castilian language and culture on the rest of Spain. [more]

¹⁰ - The transition to democracy broke Spain into different comunidades autónomas, each with their own government, two of which are Catalunya and the Valencian Country. This line is implying that this has divided the two.

¹¹ - These are two insults commonly used against speakers of Catalan.

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