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lovetransaction · 9 months
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glad one john winchester refers to jensen as his 'firstborn', one john winchester can't stop talking about how beautiful and sexy jensen is, and one john winchester wore a party hat over his baseball cap at jensen's bday party for dean. i feel we've got the entire spectrum of john's attitude towards dean covered, ty for your service dear johns 👍🏾
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howlingday · 2 months
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Can we get the trio of lesiban arc moms again. Maybe threatening Ozpin and Ironwood, meeting the Rwby parents, or getting revenge on Cardin for bully their baby boy in different ways. Or something else you came up with. I just want to see the trio of mama arcs.
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Ozpin: And that concludes the minutes from our previous meeting. Once again, I'd like to thank you for attending the Beacon Academy Annual PTA meeting. Now, are there any emergent gripes the parents would like to bring forward regarding their children that was not adressed previously- Yes, Mrs. Arc?
Madame Arc: Yes, Uriel-Mauve Arc, and I'd like to discuss the issue with bullying situation at this academy.
Ozpin: Yes, we are aware of the bullying issue in the Academy, and we have done what we can to ensure that it will not happen again.
Madame Arc: And what HAVE you done? After all, I'd like to make sure my son isn't being tormented by Winchester's son.
Papa Winchester: Now see here!
Madame Arc: Oh? See where? I'm sorry, but could you speak up from down there?
Papa Winchester: Why you-
Ozpin: Order! Order! Please don't turn this into another brawl, Mrs. Arc and Mr. Winchester.
Mama Arc: (Leans over, Whispers) Hardly a brawl when she can just step on him.
Misses Arc: (Giggles, Clears throat)
Ozpin: Ugh... Are there any other issues to be brought up?
Misses Arc: (Stands) Yes, Alice Arc, and I have questions about the academic quality of Beacon Academy, and the efficiency of the faculty teaching here.
Ozpin: I can assure you, Mrs. Arc, that our faculty are the best suited to teach their students, and that the students are never in danger while under the tutelage of our professors and doctors.
Misses Arc: You say that, and yet I hear statements regarding these "best suited" faculty from my son. Such statements include-
Ozpin: (Under his breath) Oh god, she's pulling out a list...
Misses Arc: "Always being paired to battle..." Khm! Well, I'll refrain from naming OTHER students.
Papa Winchester: (Grumbles)
Misses Arc: But it was the decision of the Beacon faculty to do so. Also, "Having to share notes because the doctor spoke too swiftly".
Ozpin: Brothers, why do you torment me?
Misses Arc: And "being able to goof off because of a long-winded tale" that I will assume is not in the curriculum.
Ozpin: Damn you, Port. Khm! Yes, well, I'll be sure to evaluate our faculty members to ensure your children are properly being taught all they will need when they graduate and enter the real world. Are there any- Hah... Yes, Mrs. Arc?
Mama Arc: Yeah, uh, I was just wondering- Oh, right! I'm Juniper Arc, and I had questions about the quality of meeting our children's dietary needs.
Ozpin: I would literally take my ex-wife over this right now...
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imagineredwood · 17 days
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Hey beautiful! I see your headcanons are open; was wondering if you can do a headcanon for Coco falling in love. Thank you baby! ❤️
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He’s sure in the beginning that he won’t fall for you
That it’ll just be something casual
A few dates here
Having you meet him at the clubhouse for patties there
He’s clear that he doesn’t want anything that will be too serious
Just companionship
But slowly he starts falling, no matter how hard he tries not to
Wanting to take you out more
Asking you to wear certain outfits
Feeling his heart flutter when you get your nails done in his favorite style or color and then show them off to him
How he normally hates being on the phone and yet now he’s got it glued to his hand often
Tapping the screen to see if you’ve texted
Sending you texts himself
Sneaking off to call you when time allows
How he always seems to find himself thinking about you when he’s laying in bed ready to go to sleep
And the way his thoughts shift to you as soon as he wakes up
He knows he’s in deep then
And so do the boys
Teasing him all the time
Asking when the wedding is happening
Asking if he’s gonna give Letty a little sibling
Everyone is all in agreement that he loves you, he’s just the last to admit it
But when he does, he’s all in
And good luck getting rid of him
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eggcompany · 2 months
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Baby Cas and his Owl
Uncle Sammy gives Little!Castiel a big stuffed owl and oh boy, it sparks something in Castiel. Dean is really in it now because these Shemllow things? Cas loves em
“Okay baby, time for uncle Sammy’s gift. Say thank you.” Dean smiled at his baby.
His birthday boy. It was Cas’s birthday and everyone had come around earlier when he was still being a big boy. Only a few people waited until after everyone else left so they could give the babe presents. Sam, Gabriel, Charlie, Uncle Noodle (Garth) and of course Papa Bobby.
Charlie got him a new white button up for Big Cas and a new bumble bee bath headband for little Cas. Papa got Cas a box of socks and a new blanket. Uncle Noodle got him some knick knacks and a few new movies. Gabriel got Cas a bath set and some pajamas because little Cas loves pajamas and wears his out frequently. Sam got him some baking pans and now this gift. This was the last gift before daddy’s. But daddy said he had to get his in private.
“Tank coo” Cas said as his daddy handed him a big box wrapped in yellow wrapping paper. Uncle Sammy was sitting next to Dean on Cas’s left. Cas clumsily tore away the paper to reveal a plain brown box. He popped the top off of it and reached inside.
He touched something very very soft and excitedly grabbed and pulled the kinda hefty object up and out.
Cas let out a big loud squeal at the sight! He pulled out a big blue squishy soft owl plush! Cas automatically pulled it close to him and hugged it.
“Woah Sam, where’d you find that?” Dean asked as he leaned over to his brother. Sam was smiling happily as he watched Cas look and pet and rub his face on the new plushy.
“Seen it online. They’re like really popular. Squishmallow or something like that. Good for sensory sensitive kids. Everyone loves em” Sam said to his brother who nodded. Dean would have to check it out.
Cas was currently cooing lightly and rubbing his face on the new toy. He just started really liking stuffed animals.
“Daddy! Daddy! Look at what Uncle got me! Owl! Owl!” Cas said lifting up the almost two foot tall toy to Dean.
“I see baby! You like it?” Dean said in his daddy voice which was just lighter and not as harsh.
“Love it! Thank you Uncle Sam! Thank you! Thank you!” Cas said and got up from his seat in the floor to run over and engulfed his uncle in a big hug. Sam hugged back and patted Cas’s back.
“You’re welcome, Little Man.” Sam said and Cas went back to his pile of gifts and gift wrapping trash smiling holding his new favorite thing.
Soon enough Dean learned that Cas really likes his owl. Cas called it Owl and Owl went everywhere with him. Everywhere.
Getting changed after an accident? Owl would sit on the changing table. Getting a bath? Owl sat on the floor next to the door as to not get wet. Eating a snack after coloring? Owl had its own plate and would usually get one of whatever Cas was eating (Cas would eat owls food too but he didn’t tell daddy that). When Cas was watching Tv or coloring or doing anything at all, Owl would sit next to him.
Big Cas even still liked the thing. “I like the color” Cas would claim as he carefully sat the toy on their bed at night or after he finished making the bed in the mornings.
Three months after Owl joined the family Cas got another gift. This one from Charlie. She walked into the basement of the Novak-Winchester residence holding a big brown box.
“Little Bumble, I got something for you!” She called out. Dean followed her down the stairs to where Cas and Owl was laying on his back in just a pull up and big yellow hoodie watching Total Drama Island. Cas perked up and sat up.
“Hi ‘arlie” Cas said behind his fingers which where almost permanently place in his mouth no matter how many pacifiers and teethers Dean bought.
“Hey come here I got you something.” Charlie sat down on the couch a little ways away from the TV.
Cas wobbly crawled over to her and sat on his butt in front of her on the floor. Dean stood in the door way watching.
“Here we go. Daddy over there already cut the tape so you can go ahead!” Charlie said looking over at Dean smiling. Cas got all wiggly excited and pulled at the box flaps. He gasped at what was inside.
“It like Owl! Cow! Cow!” Cas squealed and pulled the squishy cow plush to his chest he rolled over onto his back and stretched to grab Owl.
“Lookie Daddy! Owl hab friend!” Cas was squealing and rolling with joy holding the two plushies. Charlie was glowing.
“You like it, Bumble?” Charlie asked even though she knew the answer.
“Love it! Love it! Love it! Thank you thank you thank you!” Charlie was then smushed a bit by a quite large baby and his two favorite plushies.
“Hey baby you know Charlie can’t hold you like that.” Dean rushed over. Charlie wouldn’t say a word but Cas was too heavy.
Cas slipped off her lap and onto the couch beside her.
“Sorry” Cas said but didn’t quit smiling and holding his toys.
“I’m so happy you like it!” Charlie said to Cas while looking at Dean.
Now MooMoo sat with Owl. Everywhere. Cas would show everyone the two plushies whenever anyone came over.
Everyone knew Cas LOVED them. And Dean sensed soon the babe would have many more of these shmellow things.
Papa brought him a lion with a fuzzy mane.
Gabriel brought him a big fat pink cat.
Garth got him a green dinosaur with orange spikes down it’s back.
But Dean? Dean was the worst of all. He got Cas every single squashmallow he saw.
Soon Cas had his nursery filled up with the things. Small ones to play with and bigger ones he cuddles and big huge round ones that he uses as pillows all perfectly soft. When Cas was grumpy and fighting littlespace Dean would go to their bedroom and get Cas’s Owl. It never failed to put Cas into a floaty and happy headspace.
Cas ended up with well over thirty little animals. And when they brought home another baby named Jack... well Cas shared.
All except Owl and MooMoo.
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welldonebeca · 5 months
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Bonding (IV/Final)
Summary: When new feelings are revealed after the changes in their little family, the Winchesters realise their relationships needs a little bit more work than they expected. WC: 2.6k Warnings: fluff. Smut.  Dirty talk. A little bit of degradation. Praise kink.
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Dean closed his eyes when Bobby slapped the water in the bath, splashing it all over his face.
This was their second bath today. After smearing food all over themselves earlier in the morning, they had done the same with the paints Thea had bought for them.
He was shirtless and drenched, and Dittie looked about the same as Rufus kept shaking his long locks - the boy took after his Papa, with the same attitude about keeping his hair long and running away from haircuts, just like Sam did since he was his age - soaking his mother more and more every time he did it.
"Baby, stop splashing mama," Dittie tried to be stern.
Mary just giggled.
"Come in and play, mama," she made grabby hands at her. "Come play with us!"
Dean raised his eyebrows, turning to her in question.
Well, the tub was very big. Sam had selected it because it fit him and left space out enough for someone to follow him inside just as well. She would fit there easily.
"Nope," Dittie clicked her lips. "We are going to finish bathing you three, and you are going to go to bed."
They all whined together, all in sync like the triplets they pretty much were.
"But mama!"
"Not buts," Dittie corrected them, leaving no space for protests. "We have an agreement. You played, and it's nap time now."
"No! Mama! No nap!" Bobby argued.
Dean rolled his eyes. The kids were very young, but apparently they were doing something very right, because their language skills were very good.
"You get cranky when you don't nap," their mother remarked.
It was all Dittie and Thea's idea - and instructions - to make sure the kids had all the explanations possible whenever something went against them. He didn't understand a single thing about that, but followed when he could. Sam, obviously, was very enthusiastic about it.
The reason, obviously, wasn't enough, and they just whined more, squirming and trying to run away when they tried to dry and dress them up, and Dean had to hold the boys while Dittie ran to get Mary dressed up before she escaped the bathroom.
"Hey, you don't want to stay in that dirty tub all day," he squeezed them, trying to play good cop. "And you can just play together in your room if you don't want to nap. It's alright."
They continued to pout, though not struggling much, and Dean carried the three into the room in his arms - they were getting bigger now, he could barely do that for too long now.
"Daddy," Mary whined, slouched over his shoulder in a very tired voice. "Not sleepy."
He chuckled, shaking his head.
"Well, I can't move the mountains," he sang the song from their new favourite film. "I can't make the flowers bloom. I can't spend another night up in my room, waiting on a miracle."
Dittie smirked as she opened the door to their shared bedroom - they were planning on renovating the house and adding at least four new rooms to fit their growing family, and making their bedroom larger - when she heard his voice. Dean grew up with his mother singing him to sleep, and had understood the technique once he had his own pups: singing put them to sleep immediately.
They all knew that very well.
"I can't heal what's broken," he moved side to side, rocking them a bit and smiling when they sniffed him, rubbing their noses on his bare skin. "Can't control the morning rain or a hurricane..."
Skin to skin contact always made the babies calm down quicker, regardless of which parent was doing it.
According to the girls, he had a good voice. It always flustered him when they pointed it out, though.
"Always waiting on a miracle," he put Bobby down, doing the same with Rufus right after. "A miracle."
The kids were drowsy, but not yet sleep, which was what they went for when it came to bedtime.
Sleeping was for the bed.
"Always walking alone," he patted Mary's butt gently when she raised her head to look at him. "Always wanting for me. Like I'm still at that door..."
It was a very sad song. However, he didn't think he would be able to put them to sleep to 'We Don't Talk About Bruno'. It was a little too exciting.
Mary's eyes were droopy as she looked at Dean, though not reaching for him while he set her down.
"Like all of you shine," he covered her with her blanket.
He stepped away as she grabbed it, getting comfortable, and he could see how Dittie was caressing the boys' noses down, humming along with him, stepping back.
"I would move the mountains," he continued, skipping the bridge of the song, too exciting for a lullaby. "Make new trees and flowers grow."
He checked their electronic monitor, making sure it was on and calling Dittie with a finger, stepping out of the room together.
"Someone, please, just let me know where do I go?" he lowered his voice.
He let the door just near close, stepping out in silence steps and into the master bedroom, checking on the monitor and sighing in relief when they were all fully asleep.
"It's gonna be five of them next year," Dittie remarked, covering her small - though growing - bump with a hand. "We better get ready."
He closed his eyes, shaking his head and pinching the bridge of his nose.
"We really need space," he sighed. "At least four new rooms, they are not gonna be babies forever."
Dittie crossed her arms.
"Well, Thea and have been looking online," she told him. "And we were thinking of bringing that up."
He raised his eyebrows, a little confused.
"Oh?"
"A new house is a good idea," she suggested. "There are a couple of places around here in the neighbourhood with a good space and a good number of rooms..."
"Nope," he interrupted her.
They weren't moving out.
This was their home, they weren't leaving their home.
"Dean, we don't have space for two more kids," she pointed out. "We barely have space for the ones we already have."
"We'll renovate the house," he told her. "As soon as we are back from Bunny County."
They were planning a trip into the girls' town, so that they could get officially married  - each brother would be legally married to both twins, and each twin to both brothers - as the bunny communities were the ones with the polyfamily regulations.
"Dean, that's not what my town is called," she scoffed, rolling her eyes.
"Whatever," he shrugged. "But we are rebuilding the house so that it can fit all kids and adults."
Dittie shook her head, smiling a bit.
"What, you want to protect your territory:?" she teased him, walking to him and laying her small hands on his chest.
Dean raised his chin, puffing up his chest.
"This is our pack's home," he declared. "It's my duty as an Alpha to make it into the perfect home."
Dittie licked her lips.
"I can't lie," she smirked. "It does make me wet to know you think like that."
He looked at her in surprise, raising his eyebrows again.
"Oh?" Dean put her hand on her hips. "It does?"
She nodded, smiling mischievously.
"Very much so, Alpha."
Dean couldn't help but smile along, squeezing her round hips.
"Well, we have the place to ourselves," he remarked, raising his chin. "If we are quiet enough."
Dittie seemed interested, and he raised his finger to her face, tapping the tip of her pretty nose, getting an idea.
"Why don't we go take a real bath?" he suggested. "We are already wet, after all."
Dittie stood on her tiptoes, kissing his lips, and Dean pulled her shirt up, tossing it away and picking her up.
He took the two of them to the bathroom, quickly moving to start the bath while kissing her, holding her closely as it ran and filled up.
Dittie whined as he moved his lips down, kissing her neck and sitting her down on the edge of the tub as he moved to kiss her chest, chuckling when she reached out for the soap, squeezing some inside the tub.
"I want bubbles," she squirmed.
Dean just let her, moving his hands down and squeezing her thighs before letting them wander to her little tail.
"Dean!" Dittie yelped when he pulled it gently, and he could scent how she got wetter.
"Look at you, baby," he licked her nipple. "All wet, so fast."
She squirmed, and he bit the fleshy part of her breast. Being pregnant always made her so fucking sensitive.
"Such a horny bunny," he kissed her stomach, pulling her shorts down along with her underwear.
Dittie whimpered, lifting her hips, and he kissed her thigh, squeezing her ass with one hand and checking the bathtub, checking the water.
"It's good, Alpha," she whined, trying to squirm, his little desperate baby.
"It is?" he teased her.
"Please," she whined. "Can we go in now?"
"Go in, then, pretty bunny," Dean stepped back, giving her space to move and taking off his own clothes, quickly putting them in the laundry basket and raising his eyes to find Dittie looking up at him, hiding her body under the water and with only her nose and eyes out.
Dean slid in by her side, though he wasn't able to hide his body - he was much bigger than her - and grabbed his bunny by the ear, pulling her to straddle his lap.
"Dean," she whined, smacking his chest. "Be careful!"
He chuckled. Yes, their ears were very sensitive. If he pulled on them just right, it was very pleasurable, but if pulled wrong, they hurt.
"It's not my fault they are so pullable, baby," he teased her.
The bubbles were hiding a bit of her chest, like out of a cheesy porno, and the tips of her spiky red hair were dripping with water.
"My own goddess of beauty," he teased her sweetly.
Dittie squirmed, and Dean smiled.
His little bunny loved being praised, but always blushed, all flustered, when it happened.
He moved his lips to her neck, kissing along with the place he'd sunk his teeth into - that said she was his -, licking her sensitive mating mark.
"I gotta be the luckiest wolf in the world," he sighed, taking a hand to caress her body.
Dittie whimpered, and he could feel her body heating up like a burning flame, and could suspect that she was already wet.
She whined, hiding her face on his shoulder, and Dean kissed her soft jawline.
"You are so perfect," he whispered. "Always so good for your Alphas, such a good mama for our pups."
"Dean," she mumbled against his skin, all high-pitched, and he didn't need to look at her to know she was blushing deeply.
"Such a pretty bunny wife," he raised a hand to her tits, caressing and pinching one of her nipples. "Always so hot and ready too..."
His cock was already halfway hard, pressing against her soft belly.
"So welcoming for Alpha," he rubbed his nose on her skin. "Always so good."
His fingers wandered lower and lower, and he smirked when he felt her clit already engorged and slicky.
"Please," she moaned against his skin. "Please, Alpha."
Dean hummed a little, circling the sensitive bud slowly.
"Please, fuck me," Dittie pleaded.
She moved her little hand to his dick, stroking it up and down, and she hummed against his skin as he  quickly hardened between her fingers.
"Wanna be filled up," she begged. "Please, Dean?"
Dean chuckled.
"You want me to get all messy, don't you?" he teased her.
“Yes,” she whined.
"Please."
His bunnies really loved to get messy.
"Alright, baby," he pinched her clit.
Dittie yelped and gasped when Dean lifted her up in his arms and turned her around, leaving her back pressed against his chest as he pulled her legs up to her chest, sinking her on his cock.
"Is this what you wanted?" he asked, moaning along with her, feeling her slick eloping his dick and her warm pussy welcoming him.
She threw her head back, resting it on his shoulder, and Dean adjusted himself, looking between her legs and watching her cunt swallowing him up. He would never get tired of watching her like that.
Fuck, she was so small and still took everything of him.
Dean just hope the baby wasn't too cramped. Mary never complained when he fucked Thea while she was pregnant.
"Yes, Alpha," she moaned.
Bunnies were made to fuck, after all.
"Look at you," he took a hand to get pussy, playing with her clit. "Such a good little wife for your alpha, with a nice tight cunt... bunch of holes that are all mine to use."
She moaned, squeezing his cock, and he licked her available skin.
"That's what you were made for, uh?" he teased her. "Take cock, perk your little cotton tail butt and present anytime I need you."
Dittie moved her hips more, too lost in pleasure to even answer him.
"None of those meek bunny Alphas were enough for you," he bit her earlobe. "You need two big wolves to fill you up with their cocks and breed you full of babies."
"Yes, Alpha," she moaned.
He kissed her jawline and continued to move her fingers over her clit, holding her close and she came with a muffled moan, covering her mouth with her hand to try and keep herself from waking the babies.
Dean shifted her in place, pushing his bunny to brace herself on the edge of the tub, fucking her fast and hard and continuing to play with her, grunting restless and holding her in place as she squirmed.
"Dean," she panted. "It's too much."
Fucking hell, she was so wet that his cock was almost slipping out of her pussy anytime he pulled away.
"Are you sure, baby?" he teased, feeling her pussy squeezing his cock, knowing too well she was going to cum again any time now. "It's too much? Too much what?"
She whined, resting her head on her own hands, legs faltering, and Dean held her in place with one big hand.
"Too good," she arched her back, raising her pretty ass more, offering herself more.
Slutty little thing.
"Just cum for me again, baby," he grunted.
She did, muffling her little moans with her hand, and Dean grabbed her pretty tail in support mid-orgasm, grunting when a third orgasm followed the second on its tail, using her body to support just before letting himself cum along, releasing himself into her pussy.
They panted together as they both rode their orgasms, and he caressed her hips and back gently as they did so.
"The bath is probably filthy now," Dittie croaked, looking over her shoulder at him, and Dean chuckled, pulled his cock out.
"Sam can clean it," he caressed her tail. "It's okay."
He watched her as she stood up, and licked his lips as his eyes followed his cum, dripping from her pussy and drooling down to her fleshy inner thighs.
"Dean," she turned around, making him look at her face. "Don't look at me like you are hunting me."
He raised his eyebrows, and she reached up, touching his ear with the tip of her fingers, and he realised they were pressed down, and his body was in complete hunt position.
"I mean," he chuckled. "You are prey, baby."
She rolled her eyes, though kissed his lips briefly before stepping out of the tub and into the shower, leaving Dean alone and confused.
"Hey!"
"What?" she smirked. "I thought wolves hunted prey."
He blinked a couple of times, processing her words before realising what she meant, and his body moved to react properly, ready to stalk and hunt her.
"Alright, little bunny," he smirked. "I'll hunt you."
. . .
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venuscameron · 8 days
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current fixations 𑁤. bellamy blake, anakin skywalker, rafe cameron, & dean winchester
about me 𑁤. my name’s mikaela but pet names like ‘baby,’ ‘sweetheart’ are always welcome, i’m nineteen, hispanic, amateur writer + editor, makeup and fashion lover!
fave shows/movies 𑁤. the 100. outer banks. the walking dead. supernatural. grey's anatomy. sons of anarchy. the vampire diaries. teen wolf. the maze runner. the hunger games. 21 & 22 jump street. star wars; revenge of the sith.
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roseunspindle · 2 months
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this is for harmless silly fun, also what is a time line?
John Winchester crawls out of hell...nods to his kids...and then instead of heaven, finds himself in the bunker (he finds out what it is later) during a get together of sam and dean, their families and kids, and various friends.
Dean's family consists of Him, Cas, and Benny (returned with Sam from Purgatory)
Their kids are Emma (Sam found her as a baby in purgatory and still feeling horribly guilty over her death, brings her back through, without the amazon magic/forced growth, she reverted to infancy. Dean cried when Sam handed her to him.
As of John's arrival she looks something like...
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She has her amazonian strength and powers, only without the firced aging and whatnot she isn't bound to kill her father nor does she want to. (except when he makes her eat vegetables) She and Gertie are best friends. Dean gave her the middle name Karen, in honor of Bobby's late wife.
Cas, Dean, and Benn have also adopted a little boy, who's parents were the victim of a Djinn. They didn't mean to keep him but...Dean is and always will be a sofite for small chidlren.
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Joseph "Jo" Robert Winchester
John is not okay...how is his good, obdient soldier son married to a damn vampire, an "angel" and one of his kids isn't even really human?
Sam's marriage is even more perplexing (upsetting/infuritating) to John.
Sam himself...John wants to take a a pair of scissors to his younger son's head so badly...
No, this kid of his is "married" to three people. He and Dean both claim their multi-partner marriages are accetable by virtue of being "married by God"
Sam's wife is a girl, she's nineteen, Claire Novak-Winchester, who weirdly refers to Dean, Benny, and Castiel as Pops, Papa and Dad...apparently she and Sam texted a lot and when she asked to him to go hunting with her after she graduated high-school...they fell in love. That would be...somewhat comprehensible...then his other two partners are men and one is supposedly both the Pagan God Loki as well as being the Archangel Gabriel and the other is Satan...fucking Lucifer. John's pretty sure if he wasn't still technically dead he'd have a stroke.
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Even worse, before he got married, he'd had a breif fling with a 300+ year old witch Rowena and had a daughter with her. Mary-Ellen Winchester. He's the primary parent for her as Rowena was "well aware of her lack of motherly instincts"
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(looked up red haired baby plaid on pinterest XD)
Then apaprently after Sam andClaire got together properly with Lucifer! and Gabriel Claire had a baby with Satan. (in this world it just wouldn't make sense for Lucifer to purposefully have a child with a random woman) Claire is a big incredibles fan though so her baby's name is Jack James Novak-Winchester, and his nickname is Jack-Jack. With Lucifer and Gabriel supporting her and helping her Claire survived her pregnancy pretty easily. Jack-Jack wasn't planned but Claire decided to go ahead with the pregnancy as she figured the word wasn't presently ending, she was already pregnant, she was in a stable relationship and had plenty of extra parents and family to care for the baby even though she personally wants to keep hutning.
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*in this world Lucifer was kinda just sad but impressed that Sam "beat" him. They hung out in the cage, Sam and Adam acting as family therapists for Michael and Lucifer. Michael was more...shell shocked over the failure of the apocalypse and that his father let this happen...by the time Death comes to retrieve Sam's soul they are all fairly okay with each other. Adam and Sam have bonded. Michael has gotten to the point where he can admit "father must have changed his mind" if not that God may have abbandoned them or not care anymore. It's only been 180ish years. Death is rather delighted that he doesn't have to block Sam's memories, as Sam, if a bit...odd from having had exactly four people to hang out with for nearly two centuries, is pretty stable. (He still finds having flesh and actual places to go weird at times). He is upset that Dean didn't think to "rescue" Adam.
So when Amara rises and they go to Lucifer's cage the intent is to see if Lucifer and Michael will help and get Adam out. Sam...had come to care for Lucifer during their cage time and Lucifer had said that he didn't feel an urge to destroy all human life anymore. It was still a mega show of trust that had Sam saying yes to Lucifer this time. Adam is perfectly fine serving as Michael's vessel, withour coersion this time.
Post God and Amara making up, with Samifer and Michadam honestly more refereeing the argument than actually doing much fighting.
God remakes Nick's body, now capable of holding Lucifer and young john winchesters that Sam and Adam might be free. Adam, who is happily in love with Michael just laughs and laughs over getting to finally have some "daddy" issues of his own.
Gabriel is rescuded from Asmodeus and he and Lucifer reforge their bond. It's actually Claire who gets Sam to admit his mega in love with both angels.
Adam and Michael are dating.... (John doesn't quite know how to look a his youngest child...)
Kevin and Samandriel are together with their own rescue baby. There had been a haunting that Kevin found on accident. The little girls parents survived...but...they weren't very good parents. (hello sad beige parents who viewd their child as more of an acessory than as a human) Dean had jokingly called the girl "Kevin Jr." when he came back with her, the little girl barely verbal due to ghost and parent trauma. From then on she refused to be answer to any other name.
Mrs. Tran adores her granddaughter.
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Garth and his family are attending.
John's even more alarmed when actual demon's are also in attendance. Abbadon, Crowley , and Meg. Meg makes kissy faces at him.
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Suptober22
Day 23: Sleepless Nights
This time I'm bringing you one scene from my destiel fic "Love me Anyway" you can find here.
Bodyguard!Castiel comforting CEO!Dean having a panic attack. The trigger? Thunderstorms. He spent so many sleepless nights trying to fight his nightmares. Yes. Tha angst but also, the romance with comedy to balance the narrative.
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" Hush, little baby don't say a word, Papa's gonna buy you a mockingbird. And if that mockingbird won't sing, Papa's gonna buy you a diamond ring ." Castiel rushed over, kneeling down next to Dean and wrapping his arms around him, pulling his head to his chest.
"It's okay, it's okay, I'm here, I'm here, everything is gonna be okay, shhh ." Castiel felt Dean reach around his back and arms and grip him tightly. Another thunderclap rang out. Dean tensed and pressed his head against Castiel even harder.
"And if that diamond ring is brass, Papa's gonna buy you a looking glass… " He continued singing.
"Everything's gonna be fine. I'm here," Castiel whispered again, and closed his eyes.
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Thank you @winchester-reload for hosting this event!
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Grand Piano V {Dean Winchester X Male Reader}
this one is short because I had to find that Batman fic myself. next time just follow instructions
TJ wakes up with a t-shirt and sweatpants and hears footsteps coming down the hall. His bedroom door opens, and a toddler and a young boy burst into the room.
Boy: Papa's awake!
They get into the bed, jumping and hugging TJ. He sits up, not wanting to be caught off guard.
Little Girl: Guess... guess what I got at school today? 
TJ: What?
Little Girl: I got a... a gold star, and it was huge.
The girl throws her arms out explosively, almost hitting TJ and the boy.
TJ: Wow!
Boy: Dad told me to ask you, and I already know you're gonna say yes. But can we have a camping party for my birthday? 
TJ: I love camping.
Boy: I told Dad that.
Jackson: You told me what?
Jackson walks into the room with a tray of food. Eggs, bacon, grits, sausage, and fruit with a mimosa. The children move over to the other side of the bed as Jackson puts the tray on TJ's lap. Jackson leans in and kisses TJ on the lips, but it isn't like when they were dating. It was something new, something TJ liked very much.
Boy: I told you that Papa would let me have a camping birthday party.
Jackson: He never said that. He said he loved camping; there's a difference, Scott.
Scott: Hope got to pick her birthday party. It's not fair that I don't get to choose.
Jackson: First of all, Hope is three. She's not going to remember her third birthday. And I never said you couldn't choose. I said it was up to your Papa.
Scott: Please, Papa, please?
The boy begs TJ with praying hands, and TJ looks at Jackson, who just stares in return.
TJ: Okay. As long as we get to have a bonfire. And tell scary stories. And sleep in tents.
TJ's smile gets wider with every word, and Scott hugs him around the neck.
Jackson: I'm okay with that if me and Papa have our own tent.
Jackson smirks, making TJ genuinely smile from his heart.
Jackson: Let's let Papa eat his breakfast. Jensen is coming in from Stanford, and he's picking up Prue from Pawpaw Richie's. Once they get here, we have a full day planned.
Jackson picks up Hope and kisses TJ on the cheek waiting for Scott to get down, but he has to tell TJ something in his ear.
Scott: Jensen has a boyfriend, and he calls him Baby.
Scott gets down, and Jackson takes the kids outside to play.
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A Twitter User Watches Supernatural
Okay, some background first…
I am a Twitter user, a former Twitter user. And have decided in order to fit in here I need to get into the mindset of a Tumblr user. Now I figure the best way to do this is to watch hit CW show Supernatural, and post about it here. I’ll be giving my recap and review as an Ex-Twitter user and hopefully by the end I will understand what Tumblr is all about. My partner is an avid Tumblr user and Supernatural fan, so they will be fielding any questions I have along my pilgrimage. So here we go…
Season 1, Episode 1: Pilot
Recap
Okay so the show starts with baby Sam and baby Dean, living the American Dream with their parents. Their mom (who’s name I have forgotten) is awoken in the middle of the night by Sam’s crying, a theme I have to imagine is persistent throughout the show. She sees a man at Sam’s crib who she thinks is Daddy Winchester. I have been told it was not Castiel and Castiel doesn’t show up until much later. She eventually realizes this guy wasn’t the dad and she gets got.
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We get a nice little time jump and get to see Sam Winchester (played by Jared Padlock, and who is not to be confused with his character in Gilmore Girls, who is named Dean) is living the life. Dean breaks into his house, makes it known he loves Smurfs, and invites Sam on a cross country road trip to find their missing Dad. We cut to the thing that Papa Winchester was chasing and *gasp* it’s a lady. A lady that kills people! Sam and Dean impersonate some Federal Agents which is probably half a dozen different crimes; it was at this point I realized this show was incredibly queer-coded and that Castiel was probably introduced to make a dynamic less like Game of Thrones-like. The Winchester Brothers eventually find out that there was a lady that jumped off a bridge near where all these disappearances are happening and it turns out the ladies children drown in the tub. Dean’s many crimes finally catch up to him and he is arrested but Sam, The Lamer of the Winchester Brothers, is able to go make an old man cry over the death of his wife and children. Dean is able to escape prison and multiple felony charges with his quick wit and charm. The brothers meet up on the bridge where they see the ghost of the dead lady. It seduces Sam, for whatever reason… Dean was right there. Dean tries to shoot this ghost multiple different times, and eventually Sam forces the mom to go back to her home, where her ghost children take her to super mega hell I guess. Sam goes home only for the same thing that happened to his mom to happen to his girlfriend! I can hear Sigmund Freud writing about that one. Thankfully Dean is able to save the day with his charm and smirk and he then convinces Sam to hunt some more bad guys with him.
Review
This was a pretty good first episode, aside from the whole thing being filmed like the trailer for a 2005 horror movie. I’m definitely Team Dean, Sam is like that guy you invite to a party and then he sits in a corner and broods until you ask him what’s wrong and then he tries to read you his poetry. Their dad seems fine, I hope he’s not abusive or something.
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Rewatching All Hell Breaks Loose: Part 2
Welcome to “Damned DeanDean, Undead Stringbean, and Sad Poppa Bobby: A Supernatural Rewatch Blog” with Lor and Mace!
 Up today, s2,e22: All Hell Breaks Loose, Part 2
 Dean breaks down at the thought of life without Sam and can’t handle the idea that he failed at his one job: to protect his little brother. He makes a deal with a crossroads demon to bring Sam back to life. The price? Dean will go to Hell in one year. Sam comes back to life, as promised, and seems fine, but he’s sus. As is Bobby. Of course they both sort what it is Dean did right quick (cause they aren’t DUMB), and they each separately and in their own ways try to convey to Dean that he’s worth so much more than he thinks he is. Meanwhile, demon stuff. Azazel uses Jake to open a gate to hell. The boys manage to kill Azazel, but hundreds of demons are let loose before they can get the gate shut again. John also escapes, pats Dean on the shoulder, nods at Sam, and ascends to Heaven. Swell.
  Below is a log of our real-time reactions as we watched. Remember that there may be spoilers for any part of SPN’s 15-season run here. Note also that the nature of our conversation is adult and thus it may contain adult language and themes.
 [and we begin:]
  Mace:
 SIGH
 Lor:
 NOW we get the song
Mace: 
 YES
 Jensen is SO GOOD in this episode
 Lor:
 YES
 Mace: 
 the look he gives Bobby MY GOD
 Lor:
 "you don't think I've given enough?" Oh HON
 Mace: 
 right?!
 Lor:
 omg the SHOVE
the way they are looking at each other
 Mace: 
 the poor baby
 Lor:
 "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Please just go" I CANNOT
 Mace: 
 Bobby’s poor heart, too
 Lor:
 YES
 THE TEAR
 Mace: 
 one son dead and the other hurting so much
 Lor:
 those are HIS BOYS
 Mace: 
 YES
 Lor:
 YES
 Mace: 
 I can’t help but like Jake even if he did gank my Stringbean
 Lor:
 AGREED
 Mace: 
 “I just wanted you to be a kid”
AAAAAAAAHHHH
 Lor:
 "Dad didn't even have to tell me. it was always my responsibility" GAAAAH
 Mace: 
 “I had one job. and I screwed it up”
 Lor:
 "I had one job and I screwed it up" AND THE CRACKING VOICE I CANNOT
 Mace: 
 DEAN WINCHESTER NO
SOMEBODY HOLD HIM STAT
 Lor:
 DEAN BABY YOU ARE MORE THAN JUST YOUR BROTHER'S KEEPER
(Fuuuuuuuck 327)
 Mace: 
 (YEEEESSS)
 Lor:
 "what am I supposed to do"
 Mace: 
 the chin waivering
 Lor:
 GAAAAAAAAH
 Mace: 
 (wavering?)
 Lor:
 (lol. that one)
 Mace: 
 (I never remember)
 Lor:
 roaring baby mrrrrrrffffff
 Mace: 
 oh Dean honey no
 Lor:
 Do NOT DEAN MICHAEL WINCHESTER SO HELP ME I WILL SMACK YOU SO HARD
 Mace: 
 and thus starts the vicious circle
 Lor:
 YEP
 omg the sexual harassment vibe
 Mace: 
 YEP
 do NOT call his soul tarnished
 Lor:
 RIGHT?
 look, lady, if you think he's a turn off GET OUT OF LINE
 Mace: 
 HAHAHAHA
 Ooof that “Sammy?"
 Lor:
 YES
 and that HUG
 Mace: 
 YES
 Lor:
 Are important things happening here? bc I am very distracted by dean and his henley and his scruff and his freckles
 Mace: 
 YAS
and Sammy’s puppy eyes
 Lor:
 YES
 Mace: 
 and he’s HURTING
 Lor:
 YES
 OMG Bobby's face
 Mace: 
 oh Bobby
 Lor:
 And the look he gives Dean. like "oh we are SO talking about this later"
 Mace: 
 YES
 Lor:
 yeah Dean he has SOME BOOKS IN THE TRUCK
 Mace: 
 HAHAHA
You are gonna GET IT, DEAN
 Lor:
 YES
 Mace: 
 Papa Bobby is PISSED
 Lor:
 YES
 god Dean trying to joke and it's not working
 Mace: 
 oh Dean. OH DEAN
 Lor:
 yes, Bobby he is that screwed in the head
please hug him
 Mace: 
 poor Bobby
just think how much he must hate John right now
 Lor:
 "you can't tell him. you take a shot at me or whatever you gotta do, but please don't tell him"
I CANNOT
 YEP
 Mace: 
 YES
 Lor:
 omg the way Dean hugs her
 Mace: 
 yeah
 Lor:
 nope, Dean, the other Samuel Colt
 Mace: 
 snork!
 Lor:
 it's a radioshack. a radioshack is inside
 Mace: 
 HAHAHAHA
 Lor:
 who directed this ep? why all of a sudden we are up everyone's nose?
 Mace: 
 snork!
 Lor:
 "is that so?"
 Mace: 
 “be all you can be"
 I don’t like him, but he’s witty
 Lor:
 right?
 no no, Jake, the end of the world is S5
 Mace: 
 HA!
 Lor:
 shoulda shot him, Jake-o
 Mace: 
 YUP
 Lor:
 mrrrggg wee Dean Winchester behind a tombstone with a gun
WHY IS THAT HOT?
 Mace: 
 YAS
 Lor:
 the way Dean can't look Sam in the eyes
 Mace: 
 ope, cat’s out of the hellbag
 Lor:
 HAAAAHAHAHAHA
 Mace: 
 why didn’t he just make them all put their guns down with his mind?
 Lor:
 I was just wondering that myself
 Mace: 
 or have them all shoot themselves
 Lor:
 maybe there's a limit to his power?
I mean, NOW there is, but
 Mace: 
 snork!
 Lor:
 dang, Sammy
 Mace: 
 right?!
that’s probably fine
 Lor:
 ooooof the look on Dean's face and then Sammy wiping the blood off
 YEP. definitely fine
 Mace: 
 definitely
 if it’s a devil’s trap, how exactly are the demons breaking through it?
 Lor:
 right?
 Mace: 
 ooof DEAN
 Lor:
 sheer numbers? I dunno
 his poor pretty little head
 Mace: 
 maybe devil’s traps only work one way? and this one was to keep ’em out and away from the gate?
 Lor:
 oh maybe
 (their use of "ever" in "better deal than your dad ever got" makes me NUTS. it implies either John made several deals OR that John's deal was a LONG time ago. NEITHER IS TRUE)
 Mace: 
 ooof, yeah
 Lor:
 grumbles in copy editor
 Mace: 
 if Yellow Eyes were smart he wouldn’t have kept that gun loaded...
 Lor:
 right?
 PUSH HIM BACK IN!
 Mace: 
 you know how much I love this show, but there’s a lot of loosey goosey writing going on here
 HAAAAHAHAHAHA
 Lor:
 oh yeah there is
 a shoulder touch and some tears don't make the last 23 years okay JOHN
 Mace: 
 yeah, JOHN
 Lor:
 Target
he's at Target, Sammy
 Mace: 
 HA
 Lor:
 I need someone to clean up Dean's forehead
I VOLUNTEER
 Mace: 
 SNORK
 oh SAMMY
 he’s got the hurt puppy going ON
 Lor:
 "don't get mad at me. don't you do that." I CAN'T. Dean you're killing me. that's not fair, baby
 Mace: 
 “there’s nothing I wouldn’t do for you”
 Lor:
 oh my boys
 Mace: 
 YAS
 no one cares about you Ellen
go home
 Lor:
 lololololol
 Mace: 
 oh…WAIT
 Lor:
 seriously
haaaaaahahahahahahaha
 Mace: 
 too soon?
 Lor:
 "we've got work to do"
 Mace: 
 “we got work to do"
YAS
 Lor:
 I still CANNOT BELIEVE that (among other things) they did not take the opportunity to call back that line in the finale somehow
 Mace: 
 don’t they?
I thought they did
 it was definitely in the last few eps, right?
 Lor:
 do they? maybe like in the middle of the ep they do?
but I wanted like a reverse. "our work is done" or something. or "we have shit to do" and they close the trunk and they're at the beach or something
 Mace: 
 YES
 [after the episode had ended] 
 Lor:
 so, given that Dean actually did go to hell, I guess his deal is fulfilled and Cas pulling him out didn't count as wiggling out of it? cause while Dean was making his deal I had a truly AWFUL AU idea of Cas pulling him out and Sammy goes back to being dead because Dean didn't fulfill the deal
 Mace: 
 LOR, NO
WHY
 Lor:
 IT'S NOT MY FAULT
 Mace: 
 YOU’RE THROWING MY SAMMY BACK INTO DEAD
HOW VERY DARE
 Lor:
 I AM NOT
Demons. DEMONS, MACE
 Mace: 
YOU had the idea, LOR
but it’s okay because your precious DEAN is OKAY i guess
 Lor:
 whistles. looks around innocently
 Mace: 
 (I can just hear Cas chiming in with “well, Sam IS an abomination…”)
 Lor:
 (Haaaaaahahahahahaha)
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Bishop with a 5’0” girlfriend that’s feisty and just as charming as he is would include? Thanks so much for this! I also just wanted to tell you that you’re such an amazing writer! And thank you so much for providing all of us with your amazing blog. 💜🙈💜
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Thank you for the kind words and support 🥰 I appreciate you
He thinks you're the cutest thing in the world
He's somewhat of a short king himself, at least in comparison to the other Mayans
So it's nice to have a girl that's a good bit shorter than him
That still can be small and babied by him
But he also loves how well you can hold your own despite your size
You command respect, much like he does
And he absolutely loves that about you
You're quick and witty
Warm and loveable
But also fierce and not one to be taken advantage of
You work perfectly with him to balance him out
You can pamper him and help him feel like a man when he needs it
But you can also stand up to him and put him in his place just as quickly if needed
So he relies on you
Trusts you
Sees you as not only his girl but also his confidant
Bouncing things off of you when he isn't so sure he wants to tell anyone in the club just yet
He loves to cuddle you
He loves to have you in his lap
Loves when you cuddle him like a little backpack
He just loves each and everything about you
Because you're his
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#4
Realities of a big girl
Personal Rant Incoming:
We like to pretend that as a society we are getting better at accepting people for who they are. Maybe we are. But where I sit and from what I see that isn’t the case. One of my friends has a father who dislikes me (long story short I called him out on some shitty behavior and he did fix those behaviors afterward but has talked trash about me ever since. Although he blames it on how I acted at a fancy restaurant even though I have no prior knowledge, still, on how to act at a fancy restaurant) and right now my friend lives with her dad again. Well on a series of weird events I found myself in the area and my friend had some things for my offspring, so I stopped by. He said no words to me when I was there and since he was on the phone I said no things to him. After I left he apparently told my friend “That is a big girl” which she told him off and that she sees me as only me and that is how he should see me...I tried to not let it bother me because I know he just wants to talk trash
BUT this isn’t like a single occurrence. This happens all the time. Let alone the fact that I hardly eat to begin with. And I have so many other instances running around in my head. Being accused of eating all the food on a trip I took with another friend, being eyed and told nothing in a store would fit me, and just generally being shamed for my body.
All of this while still adjusting to the fact I have PCOS and my journey to have another offspring is going to be more complicated and my WEIGHT might not even be something that I can totally control. But I gaslight myself into thinking that everything is in my head: I’m fat because I am lazy. I don’t need to eat I have plenty of fat. My spouse will eventually leave me a skinnier person, especially as they lose weight. And I want all these thoughts to stop because I know they don’t belong but....I have a million instances where they prove to be true.
Anyway, my friend also said something that night as I ate my first real meal of the day, and it stuck with me. “You deserve to eat” just something that simple. I hear it from others, my spouse and such but at least it adds another voice of reason to combat the bad.
I’m trying to be a better human for my offspring. That includes teaching her fat isn’t a bad word and to love yourself no matter what. I still struggle everyday with the voices and what I was taught, I only hope that I am laying a foundation for my baby to be able to walk the world with their head held high in a way that I have not been able to do yet. I hope that I can make that shine brighter than it ever did for me. And hopefully someday, a little at a time, I will see myself in a better light too.
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#3
You are awesome and sweet and caring towards everyone. You be the best. That be my opinion
I have no idea who this is from or how long it has been sitting in my inbox, but thank you. I kind of needed this today.
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ugh
I told a person I was on Metformin because I have PCOS and it is a recent diagnosis, which sucks since I want more kids. The person replied with ‘Metformin is bad for you’ and why...why would you say that. So I replied with “Yeah and all my bipolar meds are supposedly bad too.” And she was quick to reply with “Yeah super bad.”  My response was simply “Not worse than unaliving myself” and I think perhaps I took it too far. But seriously I am sick of this same argument.
1 note - Posted August 26, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
Infertility
I never thought I would be here. My daughter happened so easily without aid. Now I am here with a diagnosis of PCOS and two little bottles to help me make another. This time it won’t be a happy accident. This time will be painstakingly calculated with medicine and a schedule. This time the baby will be made out of timing and plans. Will the passion still be there? Why does this feel like such a big failure? Do I have a right to complain? Some people long for one child and I selfishly want more. Why does this hurt my feelings so much? What if even this fails? What if I do it wrong? What if this is because I don’t deserve more? Am I a good enough mom? Am I good enough? These are all the things I think and feel as I look at those two little bottles.... I will push on regardless and hope that this works. Adjusting to new things are hard. Hopefully I will be with child soon. Waiting is always the hardest thing. 
4 notes - Posted October 5, 2022
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Same anon- I did watch Supernatural over this summer for more Jensen.. And weirdly Dean didn't do a thing for me! Where's the Soldier Boy beard?!? And so baby faced at the start. 40's & bearded must be my Thing. I liked SN but not sure sticking around for it and giving up Hawkeye opportunity was the best idea. Hopefully he gets offered some better roles since he was fantastic in The Boys
OMG, I know, Jensen was so baby faced that first season!
Ugh, I loved it - all that angst! Dean crying! (OMG, Jensen can actually cry.) JDM making an appearance as hot, monomaniacal Papa Winchester. Misha! The cars, the music, the monsters. Agh, it had everything for me.
Except I could have lived without Sam Winchester. I so hate him.
LOL.
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impala67-aka-baby · 3 years
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Dean: If we ever have a kid and its a girl we should name her Lizard and call her Liz and people would be like “oh, is that short for Elizabeth?” and she’ll have to say, “no, my name is Lizard.”
Cas: You are officially never allowed to touch a birth certificate for the rest of your life. Ever.
Sam: Did you just say a kid? As if you don't already have kids?
Jack, to Claire crying: Dad disowned us.
Caire, patting Jack's back: It's ok Jack. We still have papa and Uncle Sam.
Claire, to Dean and Cas: I'm so glad you adopted me when I was a teen
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thesurvivorseries · 5 years
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tag drop O2 aka characters
FEATURING...
stiles stilinski as badass human
scott mccall as puppy eyes
derek hale as sourwolf
peter hale as creeper wolf
isaac lahey as baby beta
erica reyes as bitchy beta
vernon boyd as silent beta
lydia martin as certified genius
allison argent as hunter katniss
jackson whittmore as jackass
kate argent as psycho bitch
gerard argent as psycho grandpa
chris argent as mr winchester
liam dunbar as baby blue
danny mahealani as best jawline
malia tate/hale as wild thing
kira yukimura as foxy ninja
bobby finstock as cupcake
jordan parrish as new hot deputy
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