Chapter 2
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āIām afraid weāre going to have to let you go.ā Mr. Pennyworth says.Ā
It feels like a dagger has been shoved into my stomach. Iām not sure what to say, so he just continues anyway.Ā
āYour productivity is by far the lowest in the company, youāre not reliable to show up on time or even at all, and your long hair is unprofessional and not befitting of this companyās standards.ā He clears his throat, sifting through some papers. āWe also have reason to believe you called-in on Friday without actually being sick.ā
āWhat makes you think that?ā I say, finally speaking up for the first time.Ā
He shrugs, āLetās just say we got an anonymous tip.ā
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āEverything alright with you?ā Max asks, moving his pawn forward to free up his bishop.Ā
āIām fine,ā I say, half-heartedly moving my knight with no clear plan in place. āLost my job today.ā
Max frowns, moving his bishop out as I expected. āIām really sorry, dude. That sucks to hear.ā
āYeaā¦itās fine, I guess,ā I sigh, āDidnāt much like it there much anyway.āĀ
He still hasnāt said anything about the other day. Iām not sure if he actually saw anything, or he did and just doesnāt want to bring it up. How do you talk about seeing a bunch of sissy toys and diapers in your roommateās room? Is that even something to talk about?
I remember back in college when my roommate at the time had found a slew of sissy porn on my computer. I was there when he saw everything. That sick feeling in my stomach took forever to go away. Itās back now.Ā
āWell if you start applying for jobs, you can always use me as a reference. Just say Iām an old manager or something.ā He says, putting his Queen in a precarious position. I seize the opportunity and take it. I realize too late that it left my King open for an easy assault. An obvious trap I should have seen coming.Ā
āCheckmate.ā Max says, smiling.Ā
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As the weeks went by, so did the job opportunities and applications. I rarely received any callbacks, and even if I got an interview, Iād either get ghosted afterwards or they would call and say something to the degree of āafter careful consideration, weāve decided to go with another candidate.ā
God, the job market is rough.Ā
My bank account is dangerously low. I probably should have done a better job of saving for times like this, but I guess I was more excited about buying outfits and diapers. Still, Iām not going to make it through the next month without some sort of income. Itās time to have the awkward conversation with Max.Ā
āHey, man. Can I talk to you for a sec?ā I say, shuffling my feet into the living room.Ā
He pauses the hockey game and turns to me, āwhatās up?ā
Itās such a weird topic to bring up, but I have to bite the proverbial bullet. āIām having trouble finding a jobā¦ā I say sheepishly, āI didnāt work long enough at my last one to get severance, soā¦Iām a little low on funds.ā
He just sits there, always with that stoic expression, listening intently. He doesnāt say anything, just lets me continue.Ā
āSoā¦umm..Iām uh, gonna be short on rent this month.ā
Again he continues to stare at me, as if deep in thought, stroking his beard. It almost seems a little exaggerated. Like heās acting.Ā
āI see,ā he finally says. āSo you need me to help you?ā
As demoralizing as it is to admit, I have to. āYesā¦ā
He smiles. āOkay. No problem.ā
āReally?ā
āYea.ā
I donāt know what to say. A weight of anxiety and fear is lifted off my shoulders. I can feel it melt away as I start to relax. āThanks man, I really do appreciate it. Iāll find a way to make it up to you, I promise. Anything you need, just let me know.ā
His eyes have a strange glint to them. Like he was hoping I would say exactly that.Ā
āI actually do have a job in mind for you,ā He says, āYou can start today.ā
I sense a sudden shift in the air around the room. He leans back on the couch a bit, patting the seat next to him. I find myself sitting down beside him, not exactly sure whatās going on, but sensing something amiss.Ā
Max puts his hand on my leg, āitās okay, nothing to worry about.ā he says softly. I feel myself release a breath, feeling comforted, but still a little uneasy.Ā
Itās like heās holding something back. Like heās trying to find the words but doesnāt know how to say it. I wonder if he knows. If he saw the things in my room.
āI saw the things in your room.ā He says.Ā
Yea, Iād say he knowsā¦
My stomach does that familiar churning. The shame of what I've done, or been caught doing coursing through me. āI-i can explainā¦ā
āDonāt bother.ā He says, waving it away. āIāve always had my suspicions.ā
I didnāt know what to say to that. Iāve always tried to be so reserved and secretive with my true desires. I didnāt think anyone else would notice.Ā
He shifts on the couch again. When he does, something catches my eye, thereās a very large bulge in his shorts.Ā
Noticing me looking at the log snaking down his leg, he starts running his hand over it and smiling. āHave you ever sucked a cock before?ā
I realize my mouth is hanging open. I gulp, shaking my head. āNot a real one.ā
He laughs at that, it breaks some of the tension, then he shrugs. āWell, thereās a first time for everythingā¦ā he gently pulls at his zipper, snaking it down ever so slowly. But he doesnāt pull it out, just leaves it open, letting my imagination run wild. āDo you want to suck it?ā He asks.Ā
Again I find myself dumbfounded, this is all happening so fast, but before I can think about it I find the word escaping my lips.Ā
āYes.ā
He chuckles. āGood, because you were going to have to do it anyway. This place aināt cheap.ā
After our awkward laughter dies down, Iām left in the precarious position of what to do next. Luckily, he guides me after several seconds of silence.Ā
āOpen my pants.ā
I reach a shaky hand to his button, it takes me a bit to get my fumbling fingers to work it free.Ā
Again, Iām lost as to what to do next. Should we kiss? Do I close my eyes? What do Iā
āTake it out.ā
His direction helps. Itās easier for me to follow orders than it is to take initiative in such uncharted territory. I reach my hand into the waistband of his boxers, feeling around for it, my heart beating out of my chest. It doesnāt take me long at all to find the warm, fleshy member. I gently pull it back, it bends a bit before snapping out of the boxers to stare straight up at me.Ā
Itās big. Very big. I can barely wrap my fingers around it. The veins are popping out the side, and I can even feel his own heart beating through it. Pulsing. Rapidly. Heās just as nervous as I am but he doesnāt show it.Ā
āWell...itās not gonna suck itselfā¦ā
I realize Iāve been staring at it for a while. I use my other hand to wipe the drool from my mouth. Maybe I shouldnāt have. Somehow my throat feels both dry and wet at the same time, it doesnāt even make sense. Finally, I push past the nervous excitement, and lean forward. His cock seems to grow as it gets closer to my face. Iāve imagined this moment over and over for years. Iāve watched countless videos through the lens of girls wearing a GoPro on their head taking big, giant dicks into their mouths. But somehow this is different. Iām the girl now. Itās my POV, and itās what I've always dreamed of.Ā
I open my mouth when Iām inches away and close my eyes, imagining I'm one of the girls in those videos.Ā
The head of his dick already feels different than my dildos. Itās squishier, warmer, and tastes just a little bit salty, but in a good way. In a great way. This is what I've always wanted, and Iāve finally gotten it.Ā
I hear a soft moan escape my lips just before they close around his cock. It sounds pathetic, but I donāt care. Things finally feelā¦right. Like this is what was supposed to be in my mouth all along. All those things they told me in sissy porn were true.Ā
I take him deeper in my mouth. I find it easier to slide itĀ down my throat than my dildo. I take it as far as I can until my eyes water, then go back up for a breath.Ā
In the overwhelming rush of stimuli, I forgot all the techniques Iāve practiced for so long. I try to remember: swirl your tongue, suction on the way up, not down, and most importantly: keep it nice and wet.Ā
I let the drool run from my mouth, using my hand to coat his cock with it, taking a breath before diving back down.Ā
āSomeoneās been practicing.ā He breathes.Ā
I melt at his praise. I always wanted to be a cocksucker, and I always hoped Iād be a good cocksucker. But you never really know, my dildo doesnāt make noises.Ā
But him? He was breathing heavily, moaning, groaning, and doing all the things that told me I was doing something right. It ignited a fire in me. With every grunt he made I found myself getting more and more enthusiastic so as to make it happen again.Ā
Leaning over across the couch next to him is a bit awkward, though.Ā
He notices. āGet on your knees.ā
I take him out of my mouth and scramble a little too eagerly onto the floor between his legs.Ā
He looks down at me, almost victoriously, like his plan has come to fruition. I am in no way perturbed. In fact, my cock is screaming inside my pants. I donāt think I've ever been this hard in my life.Ā
āLooks like youāre enjoying yourself.ā He says, apparently noticing my penis poking prominently through my pants. āYou can touch it.āĀ
Is that his decision? I guess soā¦because as soon as he says it I find my hand going inside my pants.Ā
āNo no.ā He says. āOn the outside. Rub it like youāre a girl. A sissy girl.ā
Just the sound of that word gives me a wave of pleasure. Iām so hot and bothered that my body is quaking. I love the way heās dominating me. Taking my power away so I donāt have to make the decisions myself, and therefore making me more relaxed about doing something I may otherwise have chickened-out on. Would I be here, on my knees, about to suck his cock if he hadnāt made me? Is he making me? Or am I doing it on my own volition?
I knead the front of my crotch. Feeling my throbbing cock and nestling my aching balls. I feel a bit weird with him watching me, so I turn my attention back to his cock. Well, more specifically, his balls. Iāve learned that when worshipping a manāas Iām doing right nowāmaintaining eye contact while lapping at his balls is one of the perfect ways to show your submission. I also know (from being on the receiving end) that having your balls sucked does not feel nearly as good as porn makes it seem, itās actually kind of painful.Ā
So after licking his sack and stroking for several seconds, I spit on his dick and take it back into my mouth with renewed vigor. My own balls are aching at this point, I can feel them turning blue. I use two fingers and twirl them in circles over my pants while I bob up and down on Maxās dick.Ā
āFuck yeaā¦ā he moans. God it feels so good to make him make those noises. āIām gonna cum.āĀ
So am I.Ā
Knowing heās on the verge gets me insatiably hot. I want nothing more than to get him to bust in my mouth, like some sort of primal need.Ā
I hear myself moaning again. Iām not sure if itās from the pleasure I'm giving or receiving.Ā
āYou want it in your mouth?ā He asks considerately.Ā
āMhmm!!ā I swoon hungrily around his dick. My hand gyrates over my own. The thought of making a man cum in my mouth is too much to handle. I feel a warmth fill my pants as I shake and convulse, trying to keep my focus on his dick while I spasm in an intense orgasm.Ā
I feel the desire begin to fade. The reality of what I'm doing seeping in. This is my roommate, and Iām on my knees in our living room slobbering all over his big dick like a girl he just met on Tinder.Ā
āOhh yeaā¦ā he twitches. I can feel the head of his penis swelling, even more than it was before. It gets me excited again. Eager. Desperate. āRight there, just like that! Iām almost thereā¦ā
Iāve never been on the receiving end of that statement. Guys saying theyāre almost there but are actually a few minutes out.Ā
My cheeks are starting to burn, my throat is getting sore, it burns from the bile of gagging, I need air, to take a break and a breath, but I donāt want to lose my progress. I need to power through and do what I need to do.Ā
He grips the cushion of the couch. His legs flail and tense. The head of his cock is bigger than ever. His breathing becomes labored, syncopated, and then it stops.Ā
Thatās when I felt the first gush hit my tongue. Even though I was expecting it, I wasnāt exactly ready for it. Another pump, and then another. I worry I wonāt be able to hold it all.Ā
He gives a big exhale, and thatās when I know heās spent. I hold his dick and his cum in my mouth a bit, not exactly sure what to do next. I suck a bit more to pull out any remaining drops, then take him out of my mouth.Ā
The jizz is warmer than I expected it to be, saltier too, but it doesnāt taste bad. Itās my reward. A token of my accomplishment. I just sucked my first real dick, and it was everything I hoped it would be.Ā
I gulp down the load, smiling gratefully like any good little slut would.Ā
āGood job.ā He says, patting me on the head like Iām a well-behaved puppy. āNow run alongā¦ā
Thatās it. He doesnāt say anything else. Just pulls up his pants, zips them back up, grabs the remote, and resumes the Hockey game.Ā
A little disheveled, I wipe the slobber from my mouth, get up, and head out of the room like a discarded toy. What did I expect to happen? For us to cuddle and whisper sweet nothings into each otherās ear? I donāt even think I would want that. But to be thrown away like that makes me feelā¦used.Ā
Then I remember the wet, sticky stain in my pants. A reminder that I enjoyed myself, a lot.Ā
So I guess itās no surprise that when I got back to my room, I shut the door, locked it, and started enjoying myself two more timesā¦
To Be Continued
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The boy and his hats!!!!! Look at them all :D
This is like a little counter-part to the one i did of Six's masks. Also I rated the hats, which i will go into more detail about below the cut ;P
The Classic, The Original, The Paper Bag!!!!
I have like an emotional attachment to this hat, i kid you not. My favorite by far, he just looks so good <33333
5/5 hats
....Ball
Gonna be real with you, i hate the way this hat looks in game. I made it look good because I'm awesome but for real he looks so fuckin goofy in this hat, it has its charm but still
1.5/5 hats
āØRain CapāØ
I don't love love this hat on him but i can't overlook the fact that he matches with siiiiiiixx thats just sO CUTE GAH!! Twinsies,,,
3.5/5 hats
Postman Cap!!!
Kay i actually love this hat on him it's hella cute, lost points because its fucking HUGE in game. Like how is that thing not eating his whole head jfc
4/5 hats
Mokujin Mask
This is a pretty good hat i just,,, don't get the reference,, if there even is one???? maybe its a historical kind of mask hm- ok no i just looked it up, it is a reference. Anyway, yeah good hat overall but im not the target audience so
2.5/5 hats
Flat Cap! or Gatsby Cap, the way superior name
I love this hat so much he looks so cute in it, like i didn't even do it justice its so cute
5/5 hats <3
Nome <3
ok yeah I took some liberties with this one, this isn't really what it looks like in game. but that's because the in game version looks kinda lame so i made it better <3 Minorly disappointing after the wild goose chase i had to go through to get it >:(
1/5 hats :(
Hunter Hat :D
First hat in the game, it's ok,, i just think its a bit boring is all. I favor hats that cover his whole face anyway so im a bit biased. The tail is fuckin adorable tho, i love the way it trails after him :)
3/5 hats
Stuffed Bear Hat of evil
ok when i said i favored hats that covered his whole face i did not mean this one- I did amazing drawing itāØ but its horrifying in game. Which i assume was the point, so kudos ig, but this is my personal how much i like it scale and the bear's ugly >:P
1.5/5 hats
....
I... its- .... *starts crying*
5/5 hats
Tin Can Hat
Ok when i said that I favor hats that cover his whole face I meant this one <3 Got that charm from the paper bag but he kinda wonky. So cute :D
4.5/5 hats
Mummy Hat
Listen- its cool ok? cool and creepy but cool. If you haven't guessed already all my favorites are hats he looks cute in and this? yeah this ain't it...
2/5 hats
OK!! Thats all folks!!! Thanks for indulging my silly little hat scale <3
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Hi hi! Can I pls request NSFW alphabet for Kƶnig? :D he's my fave. Thanks!
KĆNIG NSFW ALPHABET ā
šiāve never done one of these but iām in total kƶnig fucking obsession rn so i cannot wait for this one. for reference iāve only seen the mw2 campaign which he was not in but this is my sort of take on him so it might be ooc so apologies in advance. pure smutš
(got this from a template online:) )
A = Aftercare (what theyāre like after sex)
even after fucking you, he wonāt leave you without a cleaning and knowing if you are ok. if youāre still awake, heāll offer a shower, a towel, or some food. or even just come comforting cuddles until you both drift off to sleep.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partnerās)
he didn't like to show it but, he loved his own cock. he never realized how large he was until he met you. your eyes widened the first time you'd seen it. he had a look of satisfaction on his face for days, though no one could see it behind his mask. he was humble about it though, knowing it's only for you to have.
he loves your whole body, but mostly your thighs. he loves when you're laying in bed, too tired or able to fuck him properly, he will shove his large, needy cock between your thighs, holding into your hips as he ruts into you. he'll do this until he finishes, but needs you even more after seeing his cum on your thighs. "fuck" he'd groan.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
some nights when youāre lazily fucking before bed, heāll leave his cock in you after he cums, pushing it as deep as it can go before you both fall asleep. his arm wrapped around you in a seemingly innocent mannor.
he loves when you swallow his cum without even needing to ask. just watching your face of satisfaction makes him hard again.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
heād never admit it, but whenever you send revealing photos he goes fucking crazy over it. if heās at work heāll leave you on read for a bit to take care of his problem in the bathroom. he just wanted you so bad :(
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what theyāre doing?)
i donāt think my boy has any experience besides his own hand. once he met you he could cum from the thought of you. you had consumed his thoughts and he had already learned a decent amount from the internet, but the real thing was unbeatable. he got used to what you liked and is able to bring you both pleasure skillfully. he can fuck right.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
cowgirl: heās such a large and tall man that itās easy to get lost and overpower you, so sometimes he likes to let you ride him, he holds onto your hips as you slam onto him while he watches you intently, your face lost in pleasure.
he also loves fucking you when youāre on your back, heās either standing at the end of the bed while you drag your nails on his bare back. or youāll both be on the bed and heāll be on his knees slamming into you. itās even better with your legs on his shoulders and he can hit even deeper, taking control with the pace using his strength.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
heās mostly serious. well at first he was just nervous. but the second he had a taste of you he knew you had ruined anyone else for him. he likes to tease though, or pepper you with kisses through his mask, making you smile.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
itās a straight line of hair, starting from below his belly button. (he says its natural) itās dark and thick, perfectly accommodating his thick cock.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
he is just entranced with you. he'll be slamming into you staring at your skewed up face and he won't have anything else on his mind but him inside of you. he'll kiss you and talk you through your orgasm. "come on, you can give me one more" he would encourage you.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
heāll only do it when thinking of you or if you send him an intimate photo, to show him you missed him. (he sent a picture back of his clothed bulge in his uniform, telling you heād be coming home soon) but heād much rather just feel you in person.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
size kink: does this even need an explanation? this guy is fucking huge. he wouldnāt even dream of hurting you, but he will dominate you and āoverpowerā you sexually all day. he will never forget the squeeze when he glided into you for the first time, not used to his size. you were gasping and clawing at him, he was too big. he just stares at you getting used to his size until you are comfortable enough for him to move deeper. he'll praise you telling you how good you're taking his thick cock.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
against the wall/on a surface: he loves being able to watch your face while he gives you exactly what you want, proving the ways he knows your body so well. the strength and control he has over you, he would never use it in a bad way, only to make you feel good. when you two bought your first home, the first place you fucked was the bare kitchen counter, boxes not even unpacked yet. you scolded him for making a mess on the counter and he just got horny again.
heāll fuck you in the shower anyday, most likley holding you against the wall as heās just so tall and big.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
the way you feel around and against him is engrained in his brain. anytime he gets distracted he will think of your mouth, your thighs, your-
he fucking loves it when you make noises for him. or when he's practically splitting you open on his cock. or the way you feel around him when you cum.
he also knows when he goes home he will always have you to come back to.
N = No (something they wouldnāt do, turn offs)
nothing that has to do with anyone else touching you. not that you would even let that happen. can you blame him? he only wanted you for himself. you didn't mind.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
i think heād love it either way. he loves you on your knees in front of him, gagging over how large he is, he wonāt take his eyes off you. he wont stop rutting his hips until he finishes. (unless you tap his thigh to stop of course! he wouldnāt want to overwhelm his little toy)
but he LOVES going down on you. overtime he learned all your sweet spots and he will make you cum at least once (on his mouth) before actually fucking you.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
he's just so large he has to ease in at first, not wanting to hurt you. he always has to stretch you out. (preferably making you cum once or twice beforehand with his fingers or mouth). but once you're used to his size and allow him to go he'll start rocking. he always gets too scared to use all of his strength, in fear of hurting you. you assured him you wanted it and he gave in, but being careful.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
no :( he wants to take his time with you! he wants to draw out so many orgasms for you until you canāt take it anymore :((
unless youāre teasing him out in public around his friends and he had enough and fucks you against the wall in the nearest private room until youāre apologizing, knowing they could most likely hear him slamming into you through the door along with your pleads for release.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
oh he wants to try everything youāre comfortable with. he wasn't picky as long as he could fuck you. sometimes out at dinner he'll tease you under the table, having to act normal in front of people.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
usually he could go for fucking hours. only tapping out once youāre satisfied. heāll leave you dripping with his own cum until youāve both had enough (which usually takes awhile)
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
he'd rather make you feel good with his own body. but if he wants to overstimulate you he won't hesitate to take a vibrator to your sensitive spot until you're a mess under him. you love to tease him too, sometimes setting the vibrator on the highest setting and edging his tip until he's begging.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
oh he is the fucking worst. sometimes he'll come home from a bad day and take it out on you, making you grind on his large strong thigh until you cum a few times, only then would he give you his cock.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
heās always making some sort of noise. itās either panting, grunting, moaning, or straight up whining. when he cums heās the loudest, especially when heās inside you. heāll say your name over and over with praises and curses until heās rode out his orgasm.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
heās way too big for most condoms. thatās it.
X = X-ray (letās see whatās going on under those clothes)
well we all know this man has a humongous cock (cough cough long and thick). he is 6 foot fucking 10. enough said.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
will fuck for hours. he just has so much energy and need for you it consumed him. if he wasn't inside you, he was wishing he was :((
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
most of the time you pass out first and he follows suit, giving you a small kiss before cleaning the both of you off and going to sleep with you. he wonāt rest unless he knows youāre comfortable.
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pine-fresh // jay (ENHYPEN)
pairing: slytherin!jay x gryffindor!fem!reader
genre: hogwarts!au, somewhat rivals to lovers, smutĀ (minors dni)
warning: profanity, a lot of making out, fingering // word count: ~4k
summary: a dash of bickering and a whole lot of miscommunication in Potions class landed you and Slytherin's Park Jongseong in detention. did you ask for it? no. did you regret it? also, no.
author's note: at last, the Slytherin!Jay of my imagination has now, sort of, come to life...
ever since I came across that edit you see on the header, I've thought about him A LOT. now that his hair is actually silver, I have thought about him MORE. especially when @jaylaxies made this, which I thought about ALSO a lot... let's just say that Slytherin!Jay has been occupying my mind a lot more than I expected.
my knowledge on the HP universe is quite limited, so please excuse if some scenes don't seem too believable (like Snape somewhat being less strict here, or detention being scrubbing the bathroom). the title of this fic refers to the password that is needed to enter the Prefects' bathroom.
now, I know I say when I post oneshots I intend for them to be standalone fics, meaning that I most likely won't write a part two. but for this one??? if a lot of you like it, and a lot of you ask for it, I might be open to writing a sequel (once I conduct a lengthy research on Hogwarts grounds)
anyway, I hope you enjoy this little treat! I'm trying to shake off my writer's block, so please expect secretary!Jay to return soon.
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As your Houseās Prefect and one of the smartest students at school, you thought it would be impossible to dislike a class. Getting good grades in almost every subject seemed to prove that you liked learning everything, but by God, you hated Potions. Other than the fact that the lessons took place in a literal dungeon, which made it colder than any of the classrooms above, you always had to deal with the unpleasant smell of whatever was brewing in the room. Add the inconvenient detail that half of the class consisted of Slytherin students, which was more than you could tolerate.
You did not know when it started, maybe since the Sorting Hat placed you in Gryffindor or when you witnessed one of your classmates getting teased by a Slytherin, but you had a strong aversion to anything related to that house. It became so bad to the point that whenever you got paired with a Slytherin for an assignment, all you wanted to do was to get the job done quickly for the both of you so you could leave the class as soon as possible.
āMiss L/N,ā called Professor Snape. Your head snapped up and you locked eyes with him, somehow convincing him that you had been listening to all his instructions despite staring into the empty vials on your table. āToday youāll be working with Park Jongseong.ā
You nodded softly and once Snape turned his head towards another student, you made an audible groan and leaned back on your chair.
āYou donāt sound so happy to be paired with me.ā
Jay took the now unoccupied seat beside you and sat with a force that made his robe flutter. The flash of green caught your eye, and you hesitantly pulled your books to your side, making room for his on the table.
āIāll handle the mixing,ā you replied, completely unrelated to his remark.
Jay frowned before letting out a soft chuckle. āWow, I guess you really arenāt in the mood today.ā
You turned your head only slightly enough to shoot daggers at him with your eyes, and his response was just a huff to his face, messing up the silver bangs on his forehead. The sound of Professor Snapeās voice caught your attention, so you straightened up and listened intently, but also noticed how Jay was mimicking you. Once you were all instructed to begin, Jay grabbed his quill and started making notes for the recipe.
For the first couple of minutes, the process went well. You were mixing and adding stuff according to Jayās dictation. However, after he misread the measurements for a certain ingredient, causing your brew to bubble uncontrollably, you began scolding him and blaming him for everything.
āWhatās distracting you? How could you have misread that?ā You half-shouted, a handkerchief in your hand as you attempted to clean up your surroundings.
āMaybe if you werenāt shaking so much when youāre holding the vials then I could have paid more attention,ā Jay retorted, snatching a vial from your other hand to prevent more spills. āWe should switch. You tell me what to do and Iāll redo everything.ā
āThat will take us even longer, and everyone else is already halfway done,ā you complained as you looked around the class. You saw Professor Snape eyeing your table.
āDo you have another solution?ā Jay asked, staring back at you.
You reluctantly agreed to switch tasks, but it turned out that Jay was worse than you. He kept spilling liquid, pouring more than needed, and overall causing more chaos than when he was just giving you instructions. Your grunts and groans were starting to gain the attention of the whole classroom, and by the time you were almost done, the bell rang.
The sound of your quill hitting your book was silenced by the footsteps of the other students exiting the classroom. They had finished their potions, and your table was literally the only one in the room that was still messy, with a mixture that looked too suspicious to be called a potion.
āI have been patient enough to let you two bicker the whole time, but for you to not finish making your potions,ā Professor Snape said as he walked back to his desk, his cape almost floating behind him.
āGreat, heās gonna put us in detention,ā you muttered to yourself.
āThat is correct, Miss L/N,ā Professor Snape continued. āOnce youāre both done cleaning up your table, meet me in my office.ā
The frown you wore on your face was so bad that anybody who saw you could easily tell that you were pissed, but between gathering the books and papers and wiping off spills with a cloth, you could have sworn you saw Jay smirking to himself.
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As you placed a bucket of water in the middle of the Prefectsā bathroom, you sighed at the exhaustion that you felt despite not having even started your detention. You and Jay were both assigned to clean up the bathroom, which, despite only being restricted to use by the school Prefects, Head Boys, Head Girls, and Quidditch captains, was in an alarmingly grimy state.
You purposefully steered away from the side of the room with the toilet stalls and stood by the large, swimming pool-like tub sunken into the ground with bath taps surrounding it. The tub was drained, and you much preferred scrubbing it to cleaning all the toilets.
Jay was standing by the bath supplies on one side of the pool, staring at the different kinds of soap, bath oils, bath salts, shampoo, and conditioner. It took a while for him to realize you were glaring at him, basically waiting for him to start working already.
āDamn, it would be worth becoming a Prefect just to be able to use this bathroom,ā Jay muttered, placing a small bottle of bath oil back in its place. āYou must take baths all the time.ā
You snorted, audible enough to make it echo throughout the whole room. āI donāt have time for baths.ā
āReally? What a shame,ā Jay sighed, rolling up his sleeves. āHow long do you think it would take for us to finish?ā
āIf you keep using your mouth instead of your hands, probably a lot longer than I expect,ā you replied without a pause, sounding annoyed.
Your snarky remarks did not bother Jay at all. In fact, it amused him, and the way he was laughing softly was not helping at all. He walked over to the stalls and finally began to work only minutes after you started.
āToday is really not your day, huh?ā Jayās voice echoed behind the stalls.
āThanks to you, itās not,ā you answered, polishing one of the hundred golden bath taps that surrounded the tub.
āYou know,ā Jay started, only to pause to flush the toilet so he wouldnāt have to compete with the sound. āI have a feeling that you donāt like me.ā
You rolled your eyes and moved your bucket to polish the other bath taps. Jay cleared his throat as he waited for your reply.
āIs it because Iām a Slytherin?ā He asked. āI mean, itās kinda unfair that just because Iām in this House, you automatically hate meāā
āI donāt hate you,ā you finally responded. āHate is a strong word.ā
āAlright then,ā Jay walked out of one stall and looked in your direction before entering the next stall. āSo, whatās the story?ā
You let out a heavy sigh and wrung out the cloth you were holding. It was a long story, you thought to yourself. You came from a family of Slytherinsāboth your parents and your older brother wereābut since you were old enough to understand and remember things, you had always been the odd one out in your family. They would excel academically and go on to achieve things you never even dreamed of. Your interests were always different, and what got you far at school was thanks to your personality and smart work.
It was still a vivid memory to you, the moment you sat down and let the Sorting Hat analyze you. You thought you would hear a confident āSlytherin!ā from the Hat, but after a couple of seconds of deciding, it placed you in Gryffindor. Switching houses was never a thing, so you did what you could and made good friends, studied hard enough to make the professors notice you, and eventually, you earned the title of Prefect as you entered the fifth year.
Despite that, throughout the years in Hogwarts, you kept hearing and witnessing stories about Slytherins, how they always happen to achieve so much but at the same time are notoriously problematic. The house you once dreamed of being a part of quickly became one that you were relieved to be excluded from, but somehow, the longing remains.
Around your third year in Hogwarts, you began hearing chatter about Park Jongseong. He became popular, it seemed, after he was assigned to be the Keeper of Slytherinās Quidditch team, and also after he had an insane glow-up. You then noticed that he was the quiet nerd who used to bury his nose in whatever book he was reading in a dark corner in the library, but since then, he had ditched his glasses and styled his luscious silver locks in a way thatā
āY/N, are you okay?ā
Jayās voice woke you up from your extensive daydreaming, and it made you realize you were polishing one bath tap for way too long.
āHow long were you polishing that tap?ā Jay asked, tilting his chin towards your hand.
His question spooked you, and you were beginning to think he might have heard your thoughts. You cleared your throat before moving to the next tap. āNot long, why?ā
āBecause Iām done with all the toilet stalls, and I noticed you havenāt moved an inch.ā
Well, thatās embarrassing, you thought. How long exactly did you zone out for?
āShould I start cleaning the poolās floor then?ā He asked, fixing his folded sleeves before squatting down and then jumping into the empty pool.
āSure,ā you said, immediately picking up your pace and trying your best not to steal any more glances in his direction.
āListen,ā Jay began, both his hands firmly holding a mop. āYou got really silent after I asked a question, so Iām sorry that I made you uncomfortable. We can continue to work in silence if thatās what you prefer.ā
You smiled as you moved on to the next tap. āItās fine. I was just tired.ā
You refocused on your own task, determined to leave the bathroom spotless, but after a moment, you noticed Jay moving oddly around the pool floor, dragging his mop in a way that was not normal. When you lifted your head to look at him, you saw that he was singing, no, lip-syncing a song and using the mop as a mic stand, completely immersed in his imagination but being considerate not to bother you with noise.
At this sight, you burst out laughing. Jay stood up straight and turned his heel to face you, looking surprised.
āPlease,ā you said after you contained yourself, ādo continue.ā
āMiss Prefect,ā Jay sighed, āthis bathroom is way too huge for only two of us to clean. Do you think we can sneak out and get our wands from Snapeās office?ā
You shook your head. āThe door is locked with a password.ā
āBut youāre Miss Prefect,ā Jay said, matter-of-factly. āDonāt you know the password?ā
āHe literally changed it after leaving us here with these cleaning supplies, Jay. I donāt know the new password.ā
Jay paused and for a moment you thought he was figuring out a way to escape, when in reality, his stomach just did a backflip from the way his name rolled off your tongue.
āSo, what youāre saying is there is literally no way to get out of this bathroom unless we finish cleaning it?ā Jay asked.
āThat is the point of detention, yes,ā you replied, shrugging.
Jay groaned and turned around, pushing his mop and reluctantly continuing to clean the pool floor. You were almost halfway done with polishing all the bath taps, and you sighed as you looked at all the mirrors waiting to be scrubbed clean too.
After a while, Jay finished scrubbing the floors, and you began to wonder if you should have taken his work instead since the bath taps seemed like a never-ending task to complete. He loosened the tie around his neck and undid the first few buttons on his shirt, making you quickly look away.
āShould I help you with the bath taps or start doing the mirrors?ā Jay walked over to your side before pushing himself up the edge and then standing up, towering over you.
āMirrors, please,ā you answered, this time tilting your chin to point at the direction of the sinks.
āReally? Because you seem like youāre taking your sweet time polishing all those taps,ā Jay said, tilting his head to one side.
You looked up at him and he had this teasing, lop-sided smirk. Meanwhile, the unintentional doe eyes you were giving him made him almost choke on his own saliva.
āJust do the mirrors, Jay.ā
You saw him smile the second you finished your sentence, and when he turned his back to you, it somehow looked like his shoulders were happy. He stood in front of the sink and did a quick count on the number of mirrors he had to clean. You saw him start from the far left, where one of the mirrors was cracked on the edge.
āBe careful with that one. Ravenclawās Head Girl almostāā
āFuck!ā
You heard Jay groan as he stumbled a few steps back, wincing in pain and shaking his left hand.
āJay,ā you sighed, standing up and throwing the cloth you were holding to the floor. āI didnāt even finish my sentence.ā
You walked up to him and stood before him with your hand out. He looked at you questionably before lifting his left hand for you to take a look.
āIs it bad?ā He asked, slightly looking away. āI donāt like the sight of blood.ā
āThat explains a lot,ā you muttered, placing your hand carefully over his. āOh, my God.ā
āWhat? What is it?ā Jay asked, his right hand shaking in panic.
āYour fingers are so thick and stubby, like cocktail sausages.ā
Jay snorted before pulling his hand away and you giggled.
āItās just a scratch,ā you said in an attempt to calm him down. āYou can carry on.ā
āWell, do you have something I can use to treat it?ā Jay asked.
You were already sitting by the edge of the pool to continue with your polishing. āDo I look like a walking first aid kit to you? Just spit on it and move on.ā
Jay looked at you, unsure of your advice. He then turned around and decided to wash his hands with soap. The suds obviously stung, so he was flinching and wincing quietly, but he could see you giggling silently from your reflection in the mirror in front of him.
āDo you really mean it?ā Jay spoke, looking at you through the mirror.
āMean what?ā
āThat I have stubby fingers,ā Jay clarified.
You were unsure what to make of his tone. He sounded curious but also hurt, or maybeā¦
āSo what if you do?ā You asked back, not paying attention to him.
The strands of your hair were becoming loose and covering your eyes, and you were dying to fix the scrunchie on your ponytail, but both your hands were wet and occupied with polishing. You kept huffing and puffing and even attempting to move your hair using the movements of your shoulders until Jay sneaked up behind you and tapped you on your arm.
āHere, allow me,ā Jay said calmly, tugging on your scrunchie.
You sat up straight and let him pull your scrunchie off, letting your hair cascade to your back. He began brushing your hair with his fingers before gently bunching it into a ponytail. He skillfully tied your hair up into a bun that was less messy than before. You were about to thank him, but he moved from behind you and jumped back into the empty pool, standing in front of you and tucking the loose strands of hair behind both your ears.
His fingers brushed against your ear, and for a moment, you were lost in his eyes. The next thing you felt was his hand behind your neck, pulling you closer as he stood in between your legs, his lips crashing against yours. You sighed as you let yourself be enveloped in his warmthāhis tongue tugging yours, his lips devouring yours, his palms pushing against your back, and his breath mixing up with yours.
You felt his hand travel lower down your back, settling on your ass before he pushed you closer to him, earning a soft yelp from between your lips. His mouth detached from yours only to give you a sly smirk before he dove back into you. Your hands rested comfortably on his shoulders as you gave into his every move, and when you felt one of his hands grazing the exposed skin of your thigh from the gap between your skirt and your knee-high socks, you gasped.
āWanna see what these fingers can do?ā Jay asked, speaking right against your lips.
Your eyes searched for his before you nodded a little too eagerly. He chuckled before sliding his hand between your legs and under your skirt. His fingers easily found their place on your clothed cunt, and despite his gentle moves, you could not hold in your moans.
āJay,ā you whimpered, hands bunching up his shirt.
āOh, I like it when you say my name like that,ā he teased, leaving a wet peck on your chin. āCan you say it again?ā
He pressed his thumb on your clit before sliding it down your folds, and he could already tell that you were soaked. You were biting your lip, and he chuckled, bringing the same hand that was caressing you up and towards your chin.
āCome on, now,ā Jay cooed. āPrefects are usually good students. Youāre a good girl, arenāt you?ā
His thumb slid upon your bottom lip, and you could almost sniff the scent of your own arousal. You were trembling at this point, desperate to feel more of him, so all you could give as a response was a nod.
āSay my name.ā
āJayāā
Your voice was muffled as he slid in a finger when you opened your mouth. You instinctively sucked on it before he entered another one, and then he hurriedly placed his hand back between your legs, pushing your panties to the side before easily sliding those two fingers inside of you.
āJay!ā You moaned loudly, spreading your legs wider so he could do whatever he wanted to do to you comfortably. Your fingers reached for the back of his head, pulling on his silver locks before you pushed his head to your neck. He began licking the soft skin under your chin before placing wet kisses down your neck. With one hand, you unbuttoned your top and pulled your collar open, giving him more access to your skin. He sucked on your collarbone softly and, at the same time, curled his fingers inside of you.
You repeatedly moaned into his ear, and at some point, you thought you sounded way too pathetic, but the way Jay was thrusting his fingers in and out of you and the way the squelching sound was echoing throughout the whole bathroom made you believe that the sounds you were making were actually quite tame.
āJay,ā you sighed. āOh, my God.ā
Jay lifted his head from your neck and flashed you a proud smirk before leaning in to kiss you again. You whined at the contact, and as your hands found his face, you began to caress him, pull him, and do whatever was necessary to send the message that you wanted him bad.
You felt the increasing pace of his fingers between your legs, and you began to feel the ache in your ass for sitting on the edge of the pool for too long. Jay pressed his thumb on your clit, and you threw your head back in pleasure, grabbing onto his biceps for support. When your moans started to sound higher and more in sync with the movements of his fingers, Jay leaned in and pressed his cheek onto yours before speaking right into your ear.
āCum for me, will you?ā
The deep tone and gentle vibration of his voice sent shivers down your spine, and with that, you finally reached your high. Your legs were shaking, and to soothe you, Jay began kissing your cheek softly. He kept kissing you and moving towards your lips, giving you a long peck before moving down to your chin and neck. He kissed the parts of your skin that were beginning to turn purple, and once he heard your leveled breathing, he pulled away to take a good look at you.
āGood girl,ā he said right to your face.
You playfully, and very gently, slapped his face. He let out a wholehearted chuckle before pulling his hand from between your legs. Just seconds later, you heard the sound of footsteps approaching the bathroom door. Your eyes widened, and Jay quickly registered the situation. He fixed your collar for you to button up before he sprinted back to the mirror he was supposed to be polishing while you frantically searched for the abandoned cloth that you had been using the whole time.
āWhy am I not surprised that you havenāt finished cleaning the bathroom?ā Professor Snape stated after scanning the area. āItās almost curfew, so wrap up and continue cleaning tomorrow. Iāll consider your detention done once this place is spotless.ā
You stood up and observed as Professor Snape reached into the pocket in his robe and took out your wands. After he handed them over to you and Jay, he turned around without further question and left the bathroom. Jay looked at you, and you sighed in relief, almost collapsing to the floor because of your weak knees, if not for Jay holding you up by your elbows.
āThat was too damn close,ā you commented, standing uncomfortably since your panties were not fixed the right way.
āIād say it was exciting,ā Jay said, leaning into you and sniffing your neck.
āJay, stop it,ā you said, placing your palm firmly on his chest.
āThatās not what you wanted me to do when I had these stubby fingers inside you,ā he teased, raising his hand and wriggling his fingers in front of your face.
You smacked his hand away, and he cackled, almost making the room shake from the echo.
āWe still need to come back tomorrow and whose fault is that?ā You asked, your back turned to him as you were tidying up the supplies.
āFault?ā Jay tilted his head. āNo, favor. Youāre missing the point. We get to come back here tomorrow.ā
You stood up straight before turning to face Jay. He boldly took a couple of steps towards you, closing the distance and pulling you by your waist to press your body against his.
āAre you honestly telling me youāre not looking forward to it?ā
With Jayās arm firmly around your waist, the heat of his body against yours, his eyes boring into yours, and his silver hair messy from the way you were pulling on it earlier, there was no way you could lie to his face.
āOkay, I am looking forward to it,ā you said after gaining enough courage. āMaybe instead of your stubby fingers, you can show me something else.ā
Jayās eyes twinkled at your daring tone, and you both chuckled before letting each other go, nagging at him as he collected your supplies while shamelessly ogling your body.
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Hi! Could I ask for Sokka (if u write him)/Zuko and Tenzin (again, if u write him) falling in love with a tattoo artist badass s/o please?
I loved your badass hcs! š«¶ youāre such an awesome writer!
Thanks in any case and have a lovely day!
I write for Sokka and Zuko, not Tenzin tho ,hope it's ok
The first time Sokka saw you was when he was undercover in fire nation grounds.
It would happen that he passed by your shop,and out of curiosity peeked inside to see what's going on and all.
And then it happens,he sees you in all your glory. Tattoos imprinted on your body making you look like a goddess.
One specific tattoo caught his eye, a dragon image surrounded by red butterflies was drawn on your back.
He could see it because you wore a dark tank top ,low enough for your tattoo to be seen by the world.
When he returned to the camp he couldn't get you out of his mind, especially the arts imprinted on your body. Unfortunately he couldn't take a better look at you without looking like a creep.
But the next couple of days he spent his time thinking of you. Katara noticed and asked what's up with him,but he just shrugged her off and continued his day, mostly thinking about you.
Soon after ,He and Katara found their way to the city,in the area where you worked at. And then again, Sokka saw you.
He tried averting his gaze,if Katara saw him he wouldn't hear the end of it.
Fortunately Katara left to go buy food for the others, allowing Sokka to stare at you.
Then it came,that feeling from a few days ago, you turned around to check if your gut was right,and there he was , looking at you dumb founded.
You shaked your head,yet approached the boy who seemed to rudely stare at you.
"It's inappropriate to stalk and stare at someone,you know?" He remains stuck, trying to gather his words and finally speak. His eyes watching as you put both of your hands on your hips,head tilted expecting an answer.
Woah,your hands are also drawn on,yet he can't really decipher the designs.
"Helooo?" You snap your fingers in front of him,his gaze turning to look at your face.
Lord,were you gorgeous. Just like the designs drawn on your body,your breath taking.
"You're gorgeous." Really Sokka? That's the first thing you speak to her? Oh boy.
Your expression contorts in a confused one, registering the words he just spoke.
"Thanks? Even so ,that doesn't excuse your staring." You furrow your brows, deciding to cross your arms to look more intimidating.
"I'm sorry,it wasn't really my intention,but I just uh, really like those things that you have all over your uh body." He points with his hand at your hands, you chuckle, realizing he was just admiring the art stuck to your skin.
"You mean my tatts?" He watches as you quirk an eyebrow, figuring that's what they're supposed to be,he nods.
"Yeah,they're awesome!"awkwardly he rubs the back of his neck.
"I made those on my hands, I have a shop downtown,but I'm pretty sure you saw me there too." You speak, referring to the time you also felt stared at,only to turn and see a flick of dark hair leaving.
Sokka blushes, he didn't mean to seem creepy,he was just stuck,that's all.
Then he recalls what you just said. "Wait,you did those?!" The boy points at your hands with a pretty shocked expression on his face,mouth almost agape.
"Yes dummy, in my shop,where I tattoo people?" You quirk a brow up, amused by his care free personality.
"No way! That's so cool!" You could see he almost jumps of the ground. Another chuckle leaves your lips.
"I could muster up a pretty cool design for you,if you ever feel like it." You shrug, your eyes darting to your own tattoos.
"Oh uhm,I'm honored but I don't know,I never really thought about something like that." Sokka laughs awkwardly, yet inside he feels so warm,like someone is fire bending in him.
"Have it your way pretty boy." You shrug, turning around ready to leave, after all there's a client you have in an hour.
"I'll see you around !" He shouts after you, attracting the attention of other people in the market.
"Who are you shouting at?" Katara pokes him in the side, making her brother joint up.
"Katara uh, no one! Just my imaginary friends." He'd give her this smile, hoping she would drop it and go on with their day.
Don't worry Sokka,it's not the last time you get to meet your dream girl ;)
Zuko admired what you did. The precision one must have to be able to do what you do...
He already said he could never do something like that.
But he does love your own tattoos.
Especially the one on your tigh, a snake surrounded by white flowers. And he made sure to tell you that.
He hangs around your shop pretty often, especially when he was hiding in ba sing se, sometimes making sure nobody is trying anything with you. It's just how Zuko is.
He even asked you one time if you would do something on him.
"You want me to tattoo on you?" You raise an eyebrow,a small smirk on your mouth.
"I mean yeah, I wouldn't mind." He would shrug ,and explain in detail how exactly he would like his design and how big,it would bring a big grin on your face.
He's a proud boyfriend, and he loves watching what you're doing.
After he becomes fire lord,you're his official court artist.
Zuko claims it's for your safety mostly.
He's just lovestruck by you and can't handle not having you around him.
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Here I go! So when I first saw tfp Ultra Magnus, the more I looked at him, the more I thought that his helem/head(?) Looked like a bat, specifically a vampire bat. So I was wondering if I could get a human Buddy, realizing this and voicing their thoughts to Bulkhead, Wheeljack, OP, and maybe Bee or Rachet? I could imagine Miko catching wind of this and start randomly calling Magnus Batman...
I didn't see the formation until I took a careful look at Magnus... I LOVE IT! If I look too hard now, that's going to be the only thing I see!
Hope you enjoy!
Human Buddy and Miko having a conversation about 'Magnus Batman' with Bulkhead, Wheeljack, Optimus Prime, and Bumblebee
SFW, Platonic, Human reader
TFP
It was such an innocent question that turned into a spiral rabbit hole.
Miko had brought up the bat looking formation on Ultra Magnusās helm.
Buddy tried to defend Magnus, but the more they looked at the Commander the more they saw the figure.
This started a look out for any weird looking shapes on the Bots and Cons.
The two just had to get an opinion about these findings from some of the bots.
Bulkhead
āBulkhead!ā--Miko
āYes? What do you guys need?ā--Bulkhead
āWhat do you think about Magnus Batman?ā--Buddy
āā¦What?āāBulkhead
He is confused when Buddy and Miko ask him the question.
Bulkhead doesnāt know what to think, he doesnāt even know what a bat is!
The next day Buddy and Miko come to the base with a power point ready and a bulletin board covered in yarn and photos ready.
He is touched that they would go through so much to try and get him to understand, even more in Miko for putting some work into a presentation.
After some explanation, Bulkhead can see it.
But only if he thinks about it hard enough.
On the occasion that Bulkhead is looking at Magnus for a long period of time, he might chuckle a bit thinking about the exchange.
Bulkhead, Wheeljack, Smokescreen, and Ultra Magnuus in a debriefing.
Bulkhead spacing out a bit staring at Ultra Magnusās helm.
āā¦Heheheā¦ā--Bulkhead
āBulkhead?āāWheeljack
āNothing!āāBulkhead
āā¦ā--Wreckers
āā¦ All right, moving on.āāUltra Magnus
Wheeljack
āWheeljack over here!ā--Miko
āMiko, Buddy, something going on?ā--Wheeljack
āWhat do you think about Batman Magnus?ā--Miko
āWhat?ā--Wheeljack
Buddy and Miko pulling up the power point and board.
āIām glad you asked.āāBuddy
Wheeljack is just as confused as Bulkhead, If not more since he hasnāt been on Earth that long.
He honestly thinks that there was some bot out there named āBatman Magnusā.
Wheeljack is a bit more enthusiastic to hear what Buddy and Miko have to say. If Buddy can make Miko create a presentation about something like this it, it has to be worth it.
Is mentally making notes about the comparisons.
Wheeljack canāt think about Magnus helm the same way now.
In a way itās a good thing.
Not so much for Magnus as Wheeljack refuses to tell him why heās laughing.
Ultra Magnus walking by.
Wheeljack, on his 15th Batman joke, making a fake salute.
āCommander Batman.ā--Wheeljack
Miko and Buddy dying of laughter in the background.
āWheeljackāā--Magnus
āBatman.ā--Wheeljack
āWheeljackāā--Magnus
āYes Batman Magnus? What can Iāā--Wheeljack
āThe children are turning red!ā--Magnus
Buddy and Miko on the ground red in the face with tears running down their faces.
Wheeljack grabbing Miko while Magnus grabs Buddy.
āSomeone get Ratchet!āāWheeljack
Optimus Prime
āOptimus, can you come here for a second?ā--Buddy
āYes? What seems to be the problem?ā--Optimus
āDo you have time to hear a quick presentation? Please?ā--Buddy
āWhat is the presentation about?ā--Optimus
Miko pulling up the Power point and boards.
āWhat is this āBatmanā? And what does he have to do with Ultra Magnus?ā--Optimus
āSit back Prime. We are about to blow you away!āāMiko
Optimus listens intently to Miko and Buddyās presentation.
He does find the comparison a bit humorous.
But also sees the children have an admiration to Ultra Magnus to having given a nickname referring to a widely popular Earth hero.
He doesnāt treat Magnus differently after the presentation.
Considers telling Magnus that the children to do look up to him though.
Ultra Magnus working late on a file.
āYou should get some rest Ultra Magnus.ā--Optimus
āThese files need to be checked on again, sir. We canāt afford mistakes in the labeling.ā--Magnus
āI donāt think the children would like to see you not at your 100% tomorrow.ā--Optimus
āā¦ā--Magnus
āUltra Magnus?ā--Optimus
āAll rightā¦ Iāll go recharge.ā--Magnus
āGood. You are not a bat Ultra Magnus, you can not stay up all night.ā--Optimus
āā¦Whatās a bat?ā--Magnus
Bumblebee
āBumblebee! You got a second?ā--Buddy
āBeep beep bep bop (Sure! Whatās up?)ā--Bumblebee
āWhat are your opinions on Batman Magnus?ā--Miko
āBeep bop boop (What does Batman have to do with Magnus?)ā--Bumblebee
āWeāre glad you asked. Miko, get the board.ā--Buddy
āBeep bop (Get what?)āāBumblebee
Bumblebee loves hearing the presentation.
Itās so much better than the mission debriefs he is used to hearing.
He laughs when the comparisons are made.
Like Bulkhead, if he stares at Magnusās helm for too long, he is going to start laughing.
He might start bat puns if he has the opportunity.
Magnus scolding Wheeljack again.
Bumblebee, on his 20th bat pun, points to the two arguing.
āBeep bop beep bep (Batās life isnāt it?)ā--Bumblebee
Magnus and Wheeljack stop arguing after hearing Buddy and Miko start laughing hard.
āOh noā¦ā--Magnus
āNot againā¦ Kid donātāā--Wheeljack
āBeep bop boop (Sorry but Iām bat to the bone)ā--Bumblebee
Harsh wheezing intensifies.
āā¦ā--Bumblebee
Bumblebee picks them both up and turns to Magnus and Wheeljack.
āBeep bop boop! (Whereās Ratchet!)ā--Bumblebee
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AKSHEJ I LOVE YOUR WRITING!! Could be possibly get more yan Wally?? I have like a horrible staring problem and usually make eye contact like a pro when talking to people due to my parents just driving those mannerisms into me lmao how would Wally react to someone with somewhat similar manners to him? Hope you have a good day/night <3333
EYE CANDY!
"And I have a sweet tooth."
summary. wally couldn't help but be interested when the new neighbor also has a habit of staring. i wonder how that turned out? (headcanons / rewritten / see end notes)
contents. too much fluff. one-sided julie x reader because mmmm, funny little fuzzy man is happy.
ā¦ Staring was something Wally enjoyed doing. He didn't do it out of malicious intentā sometimes, he does but that's a story for another time ābut rather people fascinate him a lot. From the way they dress and move to how they interact with others and the environment around them, it sounds a bit silly and weird but it's something he just can't control.
ā¦ He supposed it was because of him being an artist. After all, he did spent a lot of his time training his eye to focus on every tidbit of detail in his muses. The roundness of an apple's form, the colorful patterns on Frank's vest that doesn't seem to shift along with his movements, the cute little pads on Barnaby's feetā he had it all jotted down in his mind and every one of his paintings seemed reference his friends or the neighborhood.
ā¦ Or maybe he's just bored, dissociating on random ocassions that he couldn't help but fix his eyes on something. Maybe it was just that, but god was he so happy you're also doing the same thing as him.
ā¦ It happened during a simple hangout within your friend circle and Wally caught you staring at him. He stared, of course, unblinking as always but you also stopped blinking.
ā¦ The unprompted staring contest ended after you finally blinked, your eyes tearing up slightly. Wally laughed and offered you his handkerchief to which you gratefully accepted and wiped your tears away.
"Hey, Frank." Julie whispered to her best friend, "What are they doing?" She pointed towards the bench where you and Wally just kept on staring at each other, unblinking and unmoving like mannequins.
Frank looked from the book he was reading, squinting his eyes at you two. "I have... no idea, Julie. Can I please go back to reading now?" He sighed in exasperation, tired from not having a single peaceful moment with any of his cheery neighbors buzzing on and about.
Another puppet plopped herself down next to Julie and Frank. "Ooh, what are you two doing? Spying on the new neighbor again?" It was Sally, giggling herself silly as she nudged the unfortunate Frank's arm.
"I am not spying on them." Frank glared at Sally, his frown deepening. "I never have been and it was mostly Julie doing that since she's too nervous to even approach them."
"I'm not nervous!" Julie argued, her face flushing red. "They're just so pretty and I don't wanna make a bad impression! I know you'd also do the same if you saw a pretty person, Frank." She puffed her cheeks, crossing her eyes as she squinted her eyes at the puppet.
"Ooo, does Frankie have a crush?" Sally's eyes lit up at Julie's words.
Frank quirked a curious brow. "What's that supposed to meanā"
"Hey, guys! What are you doing here?" Eddie's voice suddenly rang through the air as he jogged up to the trio. His arms rested on the back of the bench, pushing his body weight forward as he leaned. "Is that Wally and (Name)?"
Frank immediately stood up, his face flushed for a moment before it went back to its normal grey color.
"Oh, hey Eddie!" Sally greeted, raising her hand up to the mailman who gladly gave her a high five. "Frank and Julie are spying on them!"
Frank's face bursted suddenly in warmth. "Stop lumping me with Julie'sā"
"Oh hush, Frank. I know you just as interested as we are. I mean, look at them!" Sally jabbed her hands to your and Wally's direction as if she was presenting a business proposal to the three.
"I think we should let them be, okay?" Eddie smiled, patting Sally's head. Sweat dripped down from his forehead, sliding off his cheeks in a nervous, almost jittery manner. "They're just doing a staring contest, nothing to worry about."
"I mean, that is true..." Julie hummed, pushing her lips in a form of a pout. "Wally really likes staring, and (Name) too!"
Frank shrugged, crossed his arms and leaned on the back of the bench. "Match made in heaven, I supposed."
Your staring competition with Wally came to an abrupt stop when you hear Julie scream and see her tackling Frank to the ground. Sally was cheering for Julie in the sidelines while Eddie is desperate trying to stop them from fighting.
"What in the worldā?"
ā¦ ... Moving on! Wally would never admit it but he does get flustered by your stare at times, especially in moments where he's extremely chatty and he catches you looking at him. Bonus points if you did that little smile that his heart always go kaboom though.
ā¦ He'd find himself tongue tied and his face burning redder than the color red itself! If you could just excuse him for a moment, he's just gonna scream into a pillow, thank you.
ā¦ Wally's glad that someone is like him and it reassures him that staring is a common habit people have. Not that he's insecure about it, no! He's proud of his eyes and his staring, he just loves having someone to bond over it. It's the little things that makes it special for him <33
"You know, Neighbor... Your eyes are really beautiful, have I ever told you that?" Wally asked during a little sleepover you two had one day.
"You told me that a long time ago, Wally." You chuckled, patting his head. You gently combed your fingers through his hair, it was weird seeing it down but you wouldn't deny he was beautiful.
"Oh, Ha. Ha." Wally merely said before laughing. "Ha, I see. But they are really beautiful, you know?" He mumbled, snuggling closer to you as he wrapped his arms around you. He closed his eyes and buried his face in your chest for warmth.
"I love you, (Name)."
"I love you too, Darling."
author's note. this was rewritten to be non-yandere since it was barely even yandere in the first place sjshshd but yeah!! this one gets to stay up lol
also this is my entire masterlist, wooe
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Reciprocated Feelings (Terzo x GN Reader)
āĖā” Fluff with some sexual references ā®āĖ
Summary: You and Terzo are friends with benefits, but you had developed romantic feelings. Unbeknownst to you, Terzo feels the same.
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You and Papa Terzo had been fooling around for quite some time, a few months to be exact.
It all began during one of his sermons, you were sitting in the front row, right in Terzo's line of sight. He noticed you gazing lustfully at him. You see, Terzo had a knack for being able to read people, especially through their eyes. He could tell the intention behind that look you gave him by simply studying your eyes for a few seconds.
In return, he shot you the same stare, which caught you off guard. The entire rest of that sermon was spent with you getting more and more desperate, while you and Terzo practically eye-fucked each other.
An hour after all of that began, the sermon ended, and the entirety of the congregation filed out of the main hall and into the dining hall. You however, chose to stick around a few extra minutes. This proved to be a great decision, as Terzo did the exact same. As soon as the two of you were given some space, he was able to whisk you away to the privacy of his quarters. That was the first time of many when you two did anything.
From the start, your relationship had been strictly sexual and platonic. No romance or exclusivity involved. One would message the other when in need of some sexual favors, and the other would show up at the other's room a few minutes later. You two would do it, and then part ways once again.
Of course, Terzo had others, he was Papa Emeritus of course. You were not the only one he lusted after, and you knew this. You played along with his act, you acted okay with it, and you hid how you felt internally. You would rather have him like this than not have him at all.Ā
You tried to give the impression to him that you had others as well. You didn't want to look too "needy". In reality, nobody else really interested you in that manner like Terzo did. The only person who you wanted to touch you was him. You didn't care to invite any other siblings or ghouls into your bed. Your body would only enjoy the touch of Terzo.
He knew how to please you, he could play your body like a game of chess, but most importantly, he was the one you fancied. He was your type.
Each time the two of you finished doing it, after you parted ways, you wondered what it would be like if he stayed just a bit longer. If he stayed to coax you to sleep, run his fingers through your hair, and whisper sweet nothings into your ear. You began to crave that, but still, that never happened.
At first, you brushed your feelings to the side. You ignored your heart gnawing at you. After all, there wasn't much you could do or say. You felt like Terzo was the one calling the shots, and you were just another sibling of sin.Ā
But after a few months of this, it was getting too intense. Every single time the two of you did things, you held back so hard from letting an "I love you" slip out of your mouth. Every single time, you could barely save yourself from asking "could you stay a little while longer?" as Terzo was putting his shoes on to leave.Ā
You began to realize what you felt would eventually slip out. It got harder and harder to hide it each time. It was only a matter of time before the confession left your lips.
You decided to put together a plan, a plan to ask him out on a date. You decided you would rather risk losing the sexual encounters, instead of just continuing on like this. You couldn't do it anymore.
Your plan was fairly simple, but also quite cute. You would go to a flower shop, buy a bouquet of purple lilac flowers, and show up at his office to ask. You knew Terzo would love those flowers, as he usually kept a vase of them on his desk. You were only about 50% sure of this actually working in your favor, but you chose to go along with it anyways.
The next morning, you went to your usual services, did your daily chores, and then when you finally had a few hours of free time, you took the bus down to the flower shop.
Something that you thought was odd however, was Terzo's absence during the daily sermon. Instead, it was his younger brother, Cardinal Copia, who took over. It made you a bit anxious, but you chose to shrug it off as him just being busy with something.
You bought the flowers, and got back on the bus with a sense of hopefulness. Maybe this would work out, you prayed to Satan that it would. Still, you had to be realistic, and were also mentally preparing yourself for the worst to happen.
You arrived back at the Ministry, and rushed upstairs to your room to do a few things first. You had to be quick, as dinner time is soon, and Terzo would not be in his office during that time. You made it to your room, applied a bit of makeup, sprayed on some of your best perfume, fixed your habit a little bit, and then you were ready to go.
You took a deep breath, clutched the flowers in your hands, and started walking down the corridor to Terzo's office. Quickly, of course.
You had turned the final corner to his office, when you suddenly collided with something. You panicked and reached down to pick up the flowers, before looking up and realizing who you just bumped into. It was Terzo.
He too was picking up a bouquet of flowers off of the floor, black dahlias, and looked a little flustered.
"O-oh hi Terzo. Im so sorry I wasn't looking where I was going"
You stared at him, wide-eyed, feeling the blush began to creep onto your cheeks. This is not how you wanted this to go, and why did he have flowers too?
"Ah tesoro, it is okay. Where are you off to in such a hurry?" Terzo said, seemingly equally as flustered.
"Oh uh..." you searched your brain for some sort of excuse, any kind of excuse, but you couldn't think of any. What other excuse would there be to you rushing in the direction of his office holding his favorite flowers? "I was coming to see you."
You bit the inside of your cheek as you waited for him to respond. He looked at you, then the flowers, then back at you again.
"Coming to see me? With that beautiful bouquet?"
You nodded and looked away with embarrassment.
"Well uh, actually tesoro, I was headed to do the same."
You looked back up at him and studied his face. He had a small smile, and you could see a little blush under his paints, and wait a minute... he was holding black dahlias. Your favorite flowers.
"W-wait... you were coming to give me those?" You questioned as you pointed to the bouquet.
He nodded "SĆ, and you were coming to give me those?" he questioned while pointing to the flowers you held.
You nodded. "I actually got these for a reason you know..." you said as you trailed off
"What reason is that, cara mia?"
"I wanted to ask you on a date."
Terzo smiled warmly and stepped a little closer. "I was coming to do the exact same thing."
You looked at him in bewilderment. "You were??"
"SĆ, that is why I wasn't at the sermon this morning. I was out buying these" He said in reference to the flowers
You smiled a wide smile as he handed you the beautiful arrangement of flowers. You took it from him, and handed him the purple lilac's in return.
"How did you know black dahlia's are my favorite?"
"I took a guess, I saw them in your room. How did you know I like purple lilacs?"
"I also saw them in your room" You said with a giggle
"Ah well, we are both quite observant aren't we?"
You nodded with a smile and a small "mhm"
"Well... what do you say to that date tesoro? You free this Friday night?"
You perked up and nodded enthusiastically "Yes, I am free"
"Perfetta. I will pick you up from your room at 6 p.m."
"I will be ready"
Terzo smiles at you "I can't wait"
The two of you share a kiss and part ways. As soon as you get back to your room, you place the gorgeous bouquet in a vase full of water. Terzo does the same in his office. You can't believe that just happened, but you are overjoyed to say the least.Ā
He feels the same as you do.Ā
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{5} - Paradise Gardens - Yandere!Demonic Entities!Ateez X Reader
Yandere AU & Demon AU - Book Two to Hotel California
Genre: Mature, Horror, Angst, Fluff, Slight Humour, Smut (let's go for a ride)
Pairing: Ateez X Reader (Focus on Jongho)
Words:Ā 13,630
Warnings:Ā Smut: scenting, slight hair pulling (male rec.), fingering (fem. rec.), biting, blood play and bloodletting, edging, thigh riding, marking (male rec.), minor breast play, squirting, dirty talk (lots of it), possessive talk (both ways), switch tendencies, very, very minor primal play to start, implied cockwarming at the end. Some references to Beauty and the Beast at the beginning. I think that's it, but let me know if I missed anything! This is a Yandere story, it will contain themes such as stalking, violence, obsession, possessive natures, and just general overall creepiness and swearing. You have been warned.
A/n: I really hope you all enjoy this chapter!! I honestly had a lot of fun writing it, cause it starts off really cute and then escalates quite quickly. Finally, Baby Bear gets his time to shine!! I literally cannot wait for the upcoming chapters, cause this is sort of the catalyst to them hehehe anyways, as always, feedback is greatly appreciated! Enjoy~
Also, gentle reminder that I donāt do tag lists.
Mini Masterlist - Part OneĀ - Part Two - Part Three - Part Four
āSo, youāve always wanted to hug a bear?ā
Itās about mid-afternoon the following day when Jongho poses the question, somewhat casually. He continuously spares glances at you from over his book, but youāve noticed that he hasnāt turned the page in quite some time. Heās really not as subtle as he thinks.
āWhereās this coming from all of a sudden?ā You chuckle, eyes darting up to meet his own as your finger caresses the side of your own novel.
The two of you are currently sitting in the library. You rest on one end of the couch, legs stretched out before you as your feet rest on his thighs. Jongho has long since angled himself towards you, one hand gently resting over your ankles as you keep them crossed over him for the moment.
āJust a mild curiosity, is all.ā He hums, attempting to shift his focus back onto the page in front of him.
āNothing to do with the little comment I made towards you after the fact?ā You quirk a brow teasingly.
Red begins to creep up his neck as he suddenly finds the novel before him extremely fascinating. āJust curious, is all.ā
You simply hum in response, turning to the next page.
āYou know,ā he continues. āYouāve never really asked us to shift for you before.ā
āIām aware.ā Your voice is light, a teasing lilt still found in your tone.
āIf you want something, you need only tell us.ā He says, staring intently at his book. āYou know weād- Iād be more than happy to oblige.ā
āJongho,ā his name is but an affectionate chuckle from your lips, āIf youād like for me to ask you to shift into a bear so I can cuddle you, all you need to do is tell me.ā
āI just donāt understand,ā he closes his book softly, resting it on the arm of the couch beside him. āIf this is something youāve always wanted to do, why wouldnāt you have told us sooner?ā
You remain quiet, pursing your lips slightly. Then, youāre taking a somewhat deep breath in.
āI just never want it to seem that thatās all I want from you.ā You say, voice low as your thumb traces over the cover of your novel. āAs much as I love your powers, I never want any of you to think that thatās all I care about. Youāre more than that, and I never want to be selfish.ā
āDarling, you do realize that thatās not selfish at all, right?ā He shifts forward, hand sliding up your leg to rest over your shin now. āEspecially not when we offer. Not when we want you to ask. I know for a fact that seeing that wondrous expression light up your eyes makes us all happy beyond content. The fact that we are the ones causing such joy to appear on your features means the world to us. We just want to take care of you, and if we can impress you while doing so, weāll do it in a heartbeat.ā
You lift your eyes to meet his gaze.
āWe only want to make you happy,ā he continues, nothing but sincerity shining on his features. āTo make all of your dreams come true. All you have to do is ask.ā
āAlright.ā Retracting your legs from his lap, you sit forward on the couch. āIāll do my best to be more honest and open about my desires going forward, then.ā
āPlease do, Darling.ā He smiles, reaching over to place a hand onto your thigh. āI know Iām not the only one always dying to know what youāre thinking about. Especially when it concerns us.ā
The corner of your lips quirk upwards. āThe feeling is very much mutual, Baby Bear.ā
Jonghoās eyebrows raise amusedly, his lips parting as red returns to his neck. āBaby Bear?ā
āYeah,ā you grin, eyes crinkling at the sides as you shift closer to him. āTo be honest, Iāve always wanted to call you that. Ursaring is another.ā
āOh?ā A certain smugness dances within his gaze as he meets your own. āWhy Baby Bear, though?ā
āYou remind me of one.ā You reply simply, resting your head gently on his shoulder.
āA bear cub?ā His brow furrows slightly, loving the way your fingers intertwine with his own in the next second.
āJust a bear in general.ā You say, brushing your thumb along the skin on the back of his hand. āBig, strong, fiercely protective, and loyal. Not to mention intelligent.ā
A pleased rumble escapes him at your words.
āIf Iām being honest, Iāve always pictured it being you whenever I fantasized about hugging a bear.ā You admit, and you feel him pull you closer into his side. āWhich is another reason for the nickname. That, and youāre My Baby. My Baby Bear.ā
A low, content growl reaches your ears.Ā
Jongho swears his heart is about to leap out of his chest, only emphasized by the pleasant hum you give him in response. The way youāre currently looking at him, eyes hooded as a loving smile pulls at your lips means the world to him.
āYou can call me whatever you damn well please if it means you looking at me like this at all times.ā His voice rumbles out, nothing but a low drawl as he leans into your neck. Gently, his nose brushes against your skin, nuzzling you softly. āI absolutely adore it when you do.ā
āOh?ā This time, itās your turn to quirk a brow. āAnd just how do I look at you when Iām like this?ā
Jongho takes a moment to answer, pulling away to stare deeply into your eyes.
āLike Iām one of the most attractive males youāve ever seen in your life.ā He breathes, another pleased growl reverberating from inside of his chest. āAs if you want to devour me whole. Like Iām yours.ā
āYou are, Baby Bear.ā You smile, bringing a hand up to cup the side of his face tenderly. āNot only are you one of the eight most attractive men I have ever seen in my life, but I count myself lucky every day that I get to call you mine.ā
Jonghoās heart positively flutters within his chest, his breath hitching as your words wash over him. Always, he has dreamed about hearing those words fall from your lips, and now that they have, he is flooded with an immeasurable sense of happiness. Nothing but love is in his gaze as he looks at you, leaning into your touch shamelessly as he brings a hand up to place over your own.
āNot a day passes by where I am not grateful to have you in my life, My Darling.ā He breathes, voice low as his eyes fall shut. āYou have truly consumed me in the best of ways. My soul has come alight again, and it is all because of you.ā
āJongho,ā your expression softens, heart swelling inside your chest at his admission.
āI may not be the best at expressing myself through spoken words like some of my brothers, but for you, I will never hesitate to try.ā His eyes blink open, and the sincerity you can see shining there takes your breath away. āWhich is why when I learn that there are things that I can do for you, that you want, I will jump at every opportunity to do them. I only want to make you happy, Darling. Please, wonāt you let me?ā
āI donāt need fancy words, Jongho.ā You tell him earnestly. āI value your presence. You donāt need to say anything. I find comfort in just being with you.ā
Again, his breath hitches. A moment later, and heās leaning forward to rest his forehead against your own.
āThen, will you let me do this for you?ā He holds you close, voice but a mere whisper.
āOnly if you let me ask, first.ā You tease lightly, a grin pulling at the corner of your lips.
āPlease do.ā He breathes out.
Leaning the slightest bit away from him, you stare deeply into his eyes.
āJongho,ā you begin, a gentle smile now gracing your features, āWill you let me hug you as a bear?ā
His eyes shine with an unfiltered glee as he squeezes your hand still resting over his cheek. āI would love nothing more.ā
Parting from you, Jongho stands from the couch. He can feel your eyes on him as he steps off to the side, ensuring that thereās enough space for what heās about to do. Slowly, his smile begins to morph into a smug grin, brushing tenderly against your mind with his own.
A blink, and a great, brown grizzly bear is standing right before your very eyes. You can hardly keep the wonder off of your face as you spring up from the couch, rushing over to him as your lips part.
āThatās incredible!ā Your hands find purchase on his side, feeling the intricate softness of his fur beneath your touch.
A pleased chuckle escapes him, and you watch as he turns his head to nuzzle his snout against you. The movement practically sends you toppling into his shoulder, your arms falling against his side to support you as he snorts out another laugh.
āDonāt laugh! You did that on purpose!ā You playfully scold him, hearing him huff out another amused puff of air in response.
Again, you feel him brush up against your mind. So, you let him in.
The moment your void opens to allow him access to your thoughts, an overwhelming sense of awe, wonder, and love floods him. All are emotions you direct at him. Whether subconsciously or knowingly, heās not sure. What he does know, is that he cannot prevent the pleased hum that escapes him, reverberating against you as you continue to lean into his side.
The way you begin to nuzzle into his fur has his eyes crinkling in joy.
āYouāre so soft, Jongho,ā you hum, eyes fluttering shut in bliss. āThank you for letting me do this.ā
Anytime, Darling. He coos affectionately, shifting slightly in his spot. I love being able to make you happy.
His arm closest to you gently tugs you forward as he sits up on his hind legs. Ever so carefully, Jongho draws you into him, allowing your body to melt into his embrace. His touch is soft, and you can feel the weight of his front paws holding you in place as you lean into him. The fact that you bury your face into his chest has him shaking lightly in laughter, humming contently in the next moment.
Embrace me anytime you desire, My Darling. His voice echoes throughout your mind. I can never get enough of your touch.
The way his snout buries itself into the side of your neck says it all. Even the way he inhales deeply, whole body shuddering as he scents you in his arms is apparent.
My Jongho, you hum contently, relaxing fully into this moment with him as he surrounds you: mind, body, and soul. I love you. A momentās pause. I am in love with you.
The growl that escapes his throat is low, bordering on a pleased whine as you feel him shudder within your grasp. A second later, and heās rolled onto his back, pulling you up with him so that youāre now resting on his chest.
With all that I am, I am unquestionably, irrevocably, and earnestly in love with you forevermore, My Darling. His one paw settles gently on the skin of your back. Nothing will ever change that fact.
Your heart positively flutters in your chest. A fact of which you know he hears, for you can feel the pleased rumble shake his chest beneath you. You smile.
āYouāre comfy.ā You hum, settling deeper on top of him as you hug him tighter. āI might just prefer this position over Snorlax.ā
I will gladly stay like this for as long as you desire, My Queen. Jongho says, eyes closing in bliss as he revels in this euphoric feeling with you.
You nuzzle your cheek against him affectionately. My King.
Another pleased growl echoes around the library, and you find yourself chuckling at the irony of it all.
Youāve really made this into a fairytale for me, huh? Your tone is lighthearted as you close your eyes.
How so, Darling? He inquires, his chest rising and falling steadily with every breath he takes.
Think about it, Baby Bear. You reply, an amused twitch of your lips upwards. Weāre in the library, a place that means a lot to the both of us. Iām literally laying on top of a bear I love right now who is making my dreams come true. All Iām missing is some talking chinaware and a yellow dress.
Are you suggesting our love is a tale as old as time? Jongho chuckles, affection dancing in his gaze.
It will be.Ā
The simple statement from you has tears of joy springing to his eyes.
Not a day passes by where I donāt count myself lucky you ever fell for a beast like me. His voice is somewhat strained, and you feel him swallow thickly.
You are no beast to me, Jongho. You say, nothing but honesty dripping from your words. That being said, I would gladly love a beast any day over someone unworthy of my affection. Besides, maybe I prefer beasts.
Your admission leaves him slightly stunned, his grip tightening a minuscule amount over your back.
Do you, now? His response is nothing short of amused, and you swear he quirks a brow at you.
Maybe I was referring to you being beauty. You are rather handsome, Jongho. You admit, a slight warmth rising to your cheeks as you avert your gaze. His grip tightens ever so softly. Though, I thought it would be obvious by now, given the amount of jokes and hints Iāve given about it.
What would be obvious? He tilts his head slightly in inquiry.
Darling, Iām not shy about being a monster fucker. You chuckle, noticing the way his whole body freezes momentarily beneath your own.Ā
Donāt let Wooyoung hear you say that. Jongho huffs out an amused breath. Heāll never let you live that one down.
If the self-proclaimed master of seduction doesnāt know that by now, then thatās on him. You snort.Ā
Then, if what Iām incurring is correct, he begins. Youād be okay with us using our powers in the bedroom? In that context?
You smile. Iād be more than okay with it, Baby Bear. Only if you are, of course. Consent goes both ways.
Again, maybe wait to let Wooyoung know. He chuckles, a puff of air escaping his nose. Heād jump at any and every opportunity to keep you locked in his room with him for days.
You say that like itās a bad thing. A chuckle escapes you.
With him? Jongho snorts out a laugh. Always.
Anyways, back to my original point: itās as Iāve said before, you lift your head, meeting his gaze. You are everything I could have ever asked for.
Another pleased growl escapes him, and you notice how he wiggles his feet below you happily in response. Even his ears twitch, along with his nose.
I wouldnāt trade you for the world, Darling. He grins, loving how you shift the slightest bit upwards so you can position yourself to properly meet his gaze.
I wouldnāt trade you for anything, either. Gently, you lean down to kiss the tip of his snout. Now, want to go make your brothers jealous?
Fuck, I love you. A pleased growl escapes him as he feels you slide off of him. What are you thinking, Darling?
Let me go for a ride? The wink you send him is most certainly not innocent, especially not with the sultry way your lips pull upwards in the corners.
With pleasure. The snarl that escapes him is nothing short of feral as he graciously kneels for you to climb on top of his back.
A minute later, and youāre settled comfortable atop of Jongho, your legs resting on either side of him. Your hands grip lightly at his fur as he paces around the library so you can get used to the feeling of him moving before he takes off through the house.
Let me know when youāre ready, Darling. He says, shaking out his head as he attempts to control his breathing for the moment.Ā
This is everything he could have asked for, and so much more. The fact that you were the one to even suggest it makes him happy beyond belief. Nothing is better than the feeling of rubbing such an intimate moment in his brotherās faces like this. Besides, itās all just a bit of fun, and he knows that in the long run, his brothers will appreciate how joyous this occasion makes you. Hearing your laughter is a blessing none of them knew they could ever be granted. Knowing that they are the cause of it means everything to them.
Ready! You giggle, and fuck if it isnāt just music to Jonghoās ears.
Straightening to his full height, Jongho proudly steps towards the large double doors of the library with you sitting tall upon his back.
āOnward, my valiant steed!ā You call, wiggling excitedly in your spot atop his back.
A loud roar escapes Jongho in response, practically shaking the entire house as he bounds forward. The doors of the library burst open, and you cannot contain the rambunctious laughter that escapes you, along with excited squeals, as Jongho races down the hallway.
Out of the corner of your eyes, you vaguely make out Seonghwa popping his head out of his tailor shop as you run by.
āHi, Mars!āĀ
One second youāre in front of him.Ā
āBye, Mars!ā
The next, you are not.
Your laughter continues to echo throughout the house, drawing the attention of all the males in the vicinity. The way you so effortlessly ride atop Jonghoās back has smiles pulling at most of their faces.Ā
Yunho watches on, amusement dancing in his eyes as you excitedly shout ānyoomā from across the foyer. The word escapes you repeatedly along with exclamations of enjoyment, such as high pitched laughter mixed with short snippets of you saying āwee!ā.
Thereās a look of disbelief painting Yeosangās face, but the sound of your laughter draws him in. Before he knows it, his own shoulders are shaking along with you, especially when Kuroo begins chasing after Jongho excitedly. Small chirps of affection escape that little black ball of fur, quipping about how heās going to catch Jongho for attempting to kidnap the Queen.
Wooyoung wears the biggest pout on his features as he crosses his arms over his chest. āNo fair.ā
Vaguely, you hear him muttering complaints to San and Mingi the whole time. Two males of whom that donāt appear as if theyāre fairing any better for the moment.
Hongjoong, on the other hand, looks quite exasperated.Ā
āNot inside the house!ā His eyes are wide, hands stretched out in front of him in worry as Jongho slows down to a walk.
āAw, come on, Joongie,ā you pout dramatically. āItās just a bit of fun.ā
The loud, defeated sigh you hear him heave has your features lighting up instantly. A second later, and Jongho is back to running through the house, your boisterous laughter filling the rooms.
Iām glad youāre having fun, Darling. Jongho hums happily, bounding out into the courtyard and leaping over the length of the pool like itās nothing.
Woah, your voice is full of awe as he circles back around inside of the house. This is incredible! Youāre incredible!
Your praise means more to me than youāll ever know. His whole body rumbles with his hum of contentment, ears twitching eagerly.
Slowly, Jongho lessens his pace, strutting towards his room with a certain gait of satisfaction. His chest heaves, a large grin pulling at his features as he enters his bedroom for the time being. The way you practically collapse on top of him, clinging to him so eagerly as a giddy laugh escapes your lips has him humming affectionately.
He shakes out his head.
Thank you, Jongho. A content sigh escapes you as you practically melt into his back, squeezing him tightly. This has been everything I could have ever asked for.
Iām glad. He hums, nothing but tender love and affection dripping from his gaze as he feels you slide off of him. Anytime you wish to experience something, do not hesitate to let us know. I am always ready and willing to provide for you whatever you may need.
Iāll keep that in mind. You come to stand before him, gripping his snout gently in your hands as you place another kiss onto his nose. There is one more thing Iād like to do before you shift back.
His eyes gleam. Anything, My Darling.
A devious grin is all he receives as he watches your hands reach upwards on his head. Not even a second later, he feels you tenderly rubbing his ears with your thumbs, massaging them gently.
Jongho practically purrs in response, the content hum escaping him involuntarily as his eyes flutter shut. The fact that he can hear you giggle in earnest once more sets his heart racing in his chest. His entire body heats as you continue to pet him so affectionately, your touch sending little jolts of electricity throughout.
One minute, your fingers are playing with his ears. The next, youāre shifting your hands to tenderly caress his face, giving him some affectionate chin rubs while youāre at it.
The whole time, Jongho continues to let out pleased hums, bordering on low growls. His breathing deepens, eyes remaining closed as he pushes himself eagerly into your embrace, nearly knocking you over in the process.
Darling, please, his voice is somewhat strained, and you swear he shivers beneath your very grasp. Donāt stop.
You giggle softly. I didnāt realize youād enjoy this so much.
I could never tire of your touch. He admits, eyes blinking open to stare into your own earnestly. Everything only serves to become heightened when Iām like this. Sensation, touch, his eyes flash, scent.
I thought all of that was already heightened? Your breath hitches slightly in your throat, his heated stare freezing you to your spot as your hands still over him.
Now, even more so. His voice is a mere rumble, echoing alongside the low growl he lets out.
You cannot deny the way your heart skips a beat, especially as he begins to slowly back you towards the bed. His steps are precise, stalking towards you as his sheer size consumes your senses. Truly, he radiates the aura of the predator he is right now, but you arenāt scared. No. Instead, your veins flood with something else. Something far more pleasant, of which he immediately picks up on.
You smell delectable, Darling. His eyes darken, and his tongue darts out to wet his maw.
The glimpse you get of his teeth sets your heart stuttering excitedly inside of your chest.
You swear his brow quirks. I didnāt know youād be in to this sort of thing.
You blink, somewhat caught off guard.
From the looks of things, neither did you. His whole chest shakes as he chuckles.
I think- Feeling your legs hit the edge of his mattress, you swallow the sudden dryness in your throat. I think itās because itās you that this is affecting me so.
A low, pleased growl reaches your ears. Is that so?
You can only nod in response, his dark eyes flashing as he stops himself right in front of you. His snout just about grazes your chest, your every breath closing that subtle gap between the both of you as he stares you down.
My Darling, he practically hums. There is something I would like to request of you now.
Anything. The exhale you give is breathless, and you swear he quirks a brow at you in response.
Nudging you gently with his snout, he pushes you back onto the bed. Each step you watch him take closer is meticulous until his chin rests right above your stomach. The way he can see your chest rising and falling with each inhale you take causes excitement to flood his very soul. He can just sense how this is affecting you, and he nearly has to stop himself from snarling pleasantly at the revelation.
Spread your legs for me. Slowly, meticulously, he pulls his head back. His maw parts the slightest bit, tongue practically lolling to the side as his gaze stares, transfixed, at the apex of your thighs. I wish to scent you.
The way your breath hitches, heart momentarily skipping a beat in your chest does not go unnoticed by him. You can feel that familiar rush of warmth heating your skin, sending a jolt of electricity all the way to your core. From the way he swallows thickly, you can tell that he knows it, too.
Jongho is a patient man, but never has he been testing like this before. Of course, your comfort and personal boundaries are his number one priority. Which is exactly why he is resisting every urge right now to push his way between your legs, bury his snout between your thighs, and breath in your scent like he longs to do. The sweet aroma of your building arousal calls to him like a sirenās song, and the longer he has you in his room, on his bed, the harder he finds it to continue to control himself.
One word. One movement of discomfort from you, and heāll back off.
Always, he awaits your approval.
The silence that settles over the both of you stretches on, and even with your mind open to him, Jongho does his best not to intrude. From the way youāre looking at him, eyes wide and blinking owlishly, he fears he might have just gone too far.
Again, you swallow thickly, hearing your heart pounding in your ears. Then, slowly, you begin to part your legs.
The whole time, you maintain eye contact with him, and you watch as his breathing deepens. That all too familiar darkness swirls within, guttural growls escaping him with every exhale. A sound of which that has your whole body shuddering in anticipation.
My Darling, the call of your name is the deepest youāve ever heard from him, even within your mind. The second you want me to stop, the moment you want space, heās hardly keeping himself together, but he does. For you. You let me know right away.
I will. The corner of your lips twitches upwards. Now, scent me, My King.
Youāve barely finished thinking the words when his head is shoving between your thighs, snout pressed right up against your clothed sex. You can feel his pleased growls reverberating against your skin, his warm breath fanning over your cunt even through the layers of fabric you wear.
The tearing of cloth is synonymous with the deep growl he lets out, pushing himself deeper into your cunt as he inhales your scent eagerly. You can practically feel the heaviness of his tongue resting against your inner thigh as you spare a glance down at him.Ā
Never before have you seen Jonghoās eyes as dark as they are now. He looks about ready to devour you whole, and you know that he would. All you would have to do is let him.
The shredded material of his duvet catches your gaze, but the way he nudges his nose against you draws your attention back to his own. Despite the darkness shining within, there seems to be a hint of desperation coming through, especially when his whole body begins to shake.
Please, My Queen, his voice is strained, and you can feel him shifting between your thighs. Itās not enough. The barrier- he pants shamelessly, growls bordering on feral snarls as his claws shred through the bottom half of his duvet continuously. I need more.
Your stomach clenches pleasantly at his admission, and from the way he growls, you can tell that heās noticed, too.
What is it, Baby Bear? Despite your heaving chest, you manage to lift your head to observe his every move carefully. The way you see his eyes flash once more has a smirk pulling at your features. What is it that you need?
Donāt tease me, Darling. Thereās a warning hint to his tone, pulling his head back the slightest bit in order to shake his fur out. Iām already seconds away from losing control.
This time, you feel yourself clench around nothing. The way his eyes immediately lock onto the apex of your thighs lets you know just how in tuned to you he is.
What if I want you to lose control? Your hands fist the sheets at your sides, clinging on for dear life as you hear him finally release that snarl heās been holding back this whole time.
Those are dangerous words, Darling. His breathing is ragged, and you can just tell that his claws have sunk into his sheets, grounding him as he attempts to leash his building lust for you in this moment. I would never forgive myself if I hurt you, or I overstepped any of your boundaries in favour of my own.
Your heart warms, and you find yourself sitting up in bed in order to grasp his head in your hands. Tenderly, you meet his gaze.
You have my consent to touch me, Jongho. You meet his gaze, staring deeply into his eyes. I want you to love me like youāve always desired.
You swear heās stopped breathing; his lips part as his whole body freezes. A moment later, and the deepest of snarls escapes him, a feral glint shining within his gaze as he looks at you.
Then, tell me, My Queen, he visibly begins trembling before your very gaze, shifting back into his human form as he kneels before you on the ground. āWhat is it that you desire?ā
You cup his face tenderly in your hands, thumbs stroking lightly against his cheeks. āYou.ā
In the blink of an eye, he has you pinned to the bed, his form hovering over you. His hands rest on either side of your head, body pressing right up against your own. You can feel the pleased snarl that rumbles in his chest, his eyes searching yours briefly, as if to make sure that this is what you truly want.
Always, your comfort comes first.
āJongho,ā the sigh of his name is but a breathless whisper on your lips as your eyes hood over. āKiss me.ā
The way his left hand comes up to tenderly cup your face as he brings his lips to your own has you melting into his touch. His kiss is firm, pouring all that he is into each movement against you as he holds you to him. The way your legs part to allow himself to slot his hips against your own has him humming pleasantly against you.
Breaking from the kiss, he trails his lips down to nip at your jaw before sensually laving his tongue against your neck.
āYou donāt know,ā he pants, trailing his lips over your pulse, āhow long,ā he places, wet, open mouthed kisses along your skin, āIāve dreamt of this.ā
A breathless gasp escapes you as he bites down on the side of your neck, arching into him in response.
You pull him closer.
āI promise Iāll make you feel so good, Darling.ā His voice is low, right by your ear. āIāll take such good care of you tonight. The only thing youāll be able to think about is the pleasure Iām giving you.ā
āI want to please you, too.ā You manage to speak, threading your fingers through his hair and pulling his head back so you can stare tenderly into his eyes.
āYou will soon come to realize, My Queen, that pleasing you will always please me.ā He replies, nothing but the deepest sincerity shining within his gaze. āThis is true for all of us.ā
Your lips part, heart stuttering inside of your chest as his words wash over you.
āThen, you will have to realize that the feeling is shared.ā You bring a hand up to cup his cheek, loving how he immediately leans into your touch. āI thought I told you that if itās not mutual, I donāt want it.ā
A soft, affectionate chuckle falls from his lips. āYou drive a hard bargain, My Darling.ā
āSomeone I cherish dearly told me I should be more open about my own desires,ā you smile, nothing but love dripping from your eyes. āI am simply granting his wish.ā
A pleased growl escapes him as his lips find purchase on your own once more. Greedily, he swallows all of your sounds, his one hand still cupping your face tenderly as his other sneaks beneath the material of your shirt. Only, you can feel him frown slightly as he feels a different type of fabric grace his fingertips instead of your bare skin.
Pulling away from you, Jongho meets your gaze. At the way you playfully quirk a brow, heās quick to tear off your shirt.
A low groan escapes him, pleased pants falling from his parted lips as he takes in the sight before him.
There you lay beneath him, on his bed, looking like you were made just for him. Intricate lace covers your body, disappearing beneath the waistband of your leggings and sending his mind reeling. Itās in his favourite colour, too. Maroon.
Jonghoās chest rises and falls dramatically, his hands gripping your waist as he looks about ready to devour you whole.
āDid you-ā he can hardly form a coherent thought, the only prominent one being to absolutely ravish you this very instant, ādid you wear this for me?ā
Slowly, his fingertips trail downwards, hooking beneath the waistband of your leggings.
āSomething told me that it would get appreciated if I wore it today.ā You hum, a fond, knowing look in your gaze. āGo ahead, Jongho. Iām all yours.ā
He growls shamelessly, āMine.ā
The sound of tearing fabric reaches your ears once more as he throws the remaining scraps of your leggings somewhere in his room. The way his eyes instantly flash black as soon as he takes in your form wearing that maroon singlet you bought all those months ago has excitement flooding your veins.
Jonghoās head spins. His hands are shaking and he can feel his cock throb beneath his slacks as he takes in the glorious sight of you spread out before him. The fact that youāre in his room, on his bed, wearing something for him has a warmth unlike anything heās ever felt before in his life flooding his veins.
āMy Darling,ā his eyes trail everywhere over your figure, committing this sight to memory for decades to come. āYou are so unbelievable beautiful in every way.ā
A bashful smile pulls at your lips, averting your gaze to the side due to the very heat you feel emanating from his stare. The way he licks his lips only adds to the sensation, anticipation clawing eagerly at your chest.
āJongho,ā your hands slide beneath the shirt he wears and up his chest. Not even a second later, heās torn the material off of his body, skin on full display as you drink in the sight of his bare torso. Your breathing deepens, gaze darkening as you shamelessly roam your eyes over his figure. āFuck-ā
Wrapping your one leg around his waist, you manage to surprise him. In the blink of an eye, youāve flipped your positions, hands settling onto the skin of his upper chest. Your breathing deepens, eyes swirling with a primal sort of lust heās never experienced form you. All he knows, though, is that he wants more.
āYou really have no idea what you do to me.ā Your voice is but a low whisper as you lean into him, trailing your lips against his skin. Slowly, you grind your hips into his, moans escaping the both of you as you feel his hard cock brushing against your core. āSo fucking handsome, My King.ā
A pleased snarl escapes him, his hands settling onto your thighs as his fingers sink appreciatively into your flesh.
The feeling of your teeth grazing his skin is unlike anything he could have ever imagined. The sheer eagerness he can feel in every press of your lips against him, nipping and sucking at his neck all the while, has his grip tightening on you. Shamelessly, moans escape him, tossing his head back as he feels you laving your tongue against the mole at the base of his throat. The second you start suckling at his skin in the exact same spot, nails teasingly scraping down his chest, he feels himself twitch beneath you.
āFuck- My Queen,ā his eyes flutter shut, heart full and nearly bursting at the fact that simply seeing his naked torso has made you this feral for him already.
It seems as if heās not the only one with such prominent desires for the other.
The fact that your thoughts continue to wash over him, flooding his senses with your unfiltered awe, love, and now desire has his heart beating erratically in his chest. Nothing but pure want courses through his veins, eyes swirling with that all too familiar darkness as he continues to watch you bite your marks into the skin of his neck and upper chest. The way your tongue darts out to soothe the heated skin right after has him humming in content once more.
āMy Jongho,ā you hum against his chest, kissing directly over his heart as it positively flutters from your words. āMy handsome Jongho.ā
āAll yours, My Queen,ā his voice is but a pleased growl, a choked moan escaping him as he feels you grind yourself down onto his hard cock once more. āLet Your King fulfill your every desire.ā
As soon as those words have left his lips, heās sitting upright on the bed. A hand comes to rest on your back while the other steadies you while gripping your thigh. He pulls you closer, loving the way you cup his face tenderly only to kiss him in the next second.
Eagerly, he swallows all of your sounds, feeling your one hand come to rest on his shoulder while the other tangles in his hair. Desperately, you pull each other closer, tongues intertwined as he kisses you like you are the only thing that matters.
To him, you are.
Again, you grind yourself into him.
Moans escape the both of you, parting only briefly to rest your forehead against his own. You can feel his thighs tensing beneath you, and a small whimper escapes you from the feeling.
With dark eyes, you shift your position.
Settling your hands on his shoulders, you stare deep into his eyes. The corner of your lips twitch upwards as you see his gaze flash just as you settle your core right over his one thigh, straddling him as his hands grip your waist.
Teasingly, you grind yourself against him.
Moans escape both of your lips, Jonghoās gaze darting down to look at where your bodies meet. His breathing deepens, each exhale but a low growl on his lips.
āGo on, My Queen.ā His voice rumbles out, eyes shining encouragingly. āMake yourself feel good on me.ā
The way your fingers subtly press that much firmer into his shoulders as you begin to grind your hips down onto his thigh has a shiver caressing his spine. Already, your scent surrounds him, his skin igniting with the flames of his passion everywhere you touch. He can already feel his cock straining against his pants, just aching for you. All of you.
Tonight, though, Jongho plans to take his time.
āFuck, Darling-ā his breath catches in his throat as he continues to help guide your movements over him, āI can already feel you soaking the material of my jeans. Is riding my thigh turning you on that much?ā
āYes.ā Nothing more than a moan escapes you as your eyes flutter shut in bliss.
āIs that what youāre thinking about every time I catch you drooling over the sight of them? How badly you want to grind that tight little cunt of yours over me until youāre dripping onto my skin?ā He hums, hands tightening ever so slightly around your waist as he flexes his thigh beneath you.
Shamelessly, you moan, pressing yourself down a little firmer as you continue to shift your hips against him.
āI could ride you all day, Baby Bear.ā Your voice is a low drawl, the corner of your lips quirking as you stare deeply into his eyes with hooded ones of your own.
The snarl that tears from his throat is nothing short of feral, gaze flashing black. āDonāt tempt me, Darling.ā
āYouāre making me feel so good, Jongho.ā A desperate whine escapes you, hands shifting to grasp at the back of his neck. āI fucking love your thighs. I love everything about you.ā
Greedily, he pulls you back in for another kiss, pouring all of the emotions he feels into the movement of his tongue against your own. He swallows all of your sounds, helping to guide your hips against his thigh. Again, he flexes the muscles, hearing the way your breath hitches, whines becoming more and more frequent. Even your movements become that much more desperate, clinging onto him as you continue to drip onto his thigh.
Only, before you can feel that sweet, sweet release building any further, his hands on your waist still your every movement.
A whine of disappointment escapes you, pulling away to look at him with a slight pout tugging at your features.
āMy Queen,ā Jongho breathes, staring deeply into your eyes. āOf all the things we do tonight, I have but one final request.ā
You blink, waiting for him to continue as you attempt to catch your breath.
āThe first time I make you come, I want it to be with me.ā His voice is low, and were he not already clinging onto you for dear life, he knows that his hands would be trembling from the sheer amount of want coursing through his veins right now. All he can see is you. All he can hear, touch, taste, smell. You are invading his every sense, and he wouldnāt want it any other way. āI want to feel your warmth squeezing me so delicately as you fucking drench me in you while screaming my name.ā
Your lips part as your breath catches in your throat.
āIs that alright with you, My Queen?ā He wraps his arms around you, pulling you flush against him as he buries his head into the side of your neck. āIf youād rather not wait, I can-ā
āI would love nothing more, My King.ā Despite the airiness to your tone, your words come through loud and clear.
His lips finding purchase on yours is all the answer you get as he holds you close. You can feel his pleased growl reverberate against you, his tongue darting out to trace your bottom lip before taking the tender flesh between his teeth.
The feeling of your fingers pressing into the skin of his back, drawing him in closer has another shiver caressing his spine. The way your hands feel, roaming all over every free inch of his body that he presents to you has a pride building in his chest. There is no doubt in Jonghoās mind that you absolutely adore everything that you see. A fact of which is mirrored in him. You are perfect in every way, and he will spend as long as it takes proving that to you tonight.
You pull away from him once more, only for your body to sink onto the floor between his legs.Ā
His hands begin to shake, eyes hooding over as his lips part. A breathless moan escapes him as he feels your fingers trailing up the inside of his thighs. Yet, nothing could prepare him for the feeling of you cupping him over his jeans, palm rubbing against him tenderly.
Not even a moment later, your fingers begin fumbling with the clasp of his belt, tugging the material down his legs eagerly once youāve undone everything. The way your hungry eyes take in the bare skin of his thighs has him twitching eagerly. A dark wet patch stains the fabric of his underwear where his tip continues to leak precome, and he cannot prevent the way his stomach clenches as he sees you licking your lips.
āMy beautiful Jongho,ā slowly, your hands spread his legs wider apart, fingers digging into the muscular flesh. āDo you have any idea how fucking sexy these thighs of yours are?ā
His lips part in answer, but all that escapes him is a moan. His cock throbs eagerly, aching for you in every way imaginable.
The minute he feels your lips pressing against the skin of his inner thigh, his muscles tense. His legs tremble, breathing deepening as you bite down quite sharply, laving your tongue soothingly over the mark shortly after. The way your eyes dart up to meet his own has his heart thundering inside of his chest.
Youāre looking at him akin to how he knows heās always gazed upon you. There is love in your eyes, that is for sure, but thereās also a certain feralness found there as well. A desperation inside that swirls with want, lust, but also, faintly, possession.
āI canāt count the amount of times Iāve fantasized about them,ā you admit, and a low groan escapes him as you bite down on his opposite thigh. āSo fucking thick. Perfect for riding. Perfect for marking.ā Your eyes darken, glancing up to meet his own. āPerfect for me.ā
Jonghoās entire body heats, getting lost in your lustful gaze. His breathing is ragged, chest heaving as he moans shamelessly for you. So badly do his eyes want to fall shut, revelling in this moment here with you, but he forces them to stay open. Like hell is he going to miss a single second of the beautiful sight that is you on your knees before him, worshipping his body just as he will be sure to always worship your own.
āAll yours, My Queen,ā Jongho repeats his words from earlier, but they still have the desired effect.
You moan against the skin of his thigh, eyes fluttering shut as your fingers sink into his flesh. Your hold is desperate, marks blooming all over him, painting him in various hues of red. Painting him in you.
He wouldnāt trade that for anything.
The closer you get to his aching cock, the harder Jongho finds it to hold himself back. With every mark you make on his skin, your bites become firmer, the eagerness shining through with every movement.
āDo it, My Queen,ā he pleads, voice desperate and airy. āSink your fucking teeth into my flesh. Mark me as yours.ā
Itās as if you had been waiting for his every command.
Pulling away only briefly to glance up into his eyes, you see him nod in confirmation. A moment later, youāre licking your lips eagerly, a sort of daze taking over your features as you zero in on an area of his right thigh that you have yet to mark. Leaning in, you place a gentle kiss onto his flesh before latching your mouth onto his skin.
You bite down. Hard.
A loud moan escapes him, his one hand moving to desperately cling onto the back of your head while the other shreds into the duvet beside him. He can feel his thighs shaking, that familiar tightening of his abdomen becoming all the more prominent as you keep your mouth latched onto him.Ā
The moment he feels you pull away, tongue laving over the fresh set of teeth marks that drip faintly red with his blood, he shudders. The second he feels you wrapping your lips around the wound, suckling gently at his flesh as you moan against him shamelessly, he nearly comes right then and there.
The sensation is blinding, and he desperately holds onto whatever last bits of sanity that he has as he pulls you away gently.
You blink, seemingly coming out of your trance to see the bright red of his blood slowly dripping down the skin of his inner thigh.
His hands on your shoulders ground you, and you look up at him with wide eyes.
āJongho, Iām so-ā
āDonāt you dare fucking apologize,ā his words are but a growl on his lips as he pulls you back up and into his lap. āThat was one of the hottest things Iāve ever experienced in my life.ā
You cannot deny the way you seem to clench around nothing at the guttural tone he uses. The fact that you can feel his emotions flooding your every sense through that open mind link still only serves to make it all the more intense.
He wanted you to mark him. He wanted you to claim him in such a primal way. You, and only you.
After all, everything that he is, belongs to you.
You lick your lips, the faint taste of cinnamon clinging to your tongue.
āThen, why-ā
āYou are far too good at what you do, Darling.ā Jongho grins, burying his face into the side of your neck as he pulls you flush into him. āYou make it quite difficult for me to keep my own desires in check.ā
āWhat is it that you desire right now, My King?ā You hum, threading your fingers softly through his hair.
āYou,ā he breathes, placing a tender kiss against your pulse. āAlways.ā
You squeeze him tighter, heart swelling with nothing but love in your chest.
āI want to consume you, so that all you can feel is me.ā He keeps his voice low, his chest rumbling with each word that he speaks. āI want to build you up slowly, allowing you to feel the deepest throws of pleasure that you can before pulling you back from the edge. I want to feel you dripping onto my hand as you squeeze my fingers so delicately, teasing me for what is still yet to come. I want you to absolutely cover me in you, in every possible way, and then I want you to consume me just as Iāve done with you.ā
āJongho,ā his name is but a breathless whimper falling from your lips.
āThere are many things I desire to do to you, to do with you, My Darling,ā he pulls away to rest his forehead against your own, noses brushing tenderly. āI wish to start with pleasing you.ā
You nod, leaning forward to kiss him deeply.
āI would love nothing more.ā The words are but a whisper against his lips, and you can feel the way he smiles against you.
A blink, and heās helped you back onto your feet. Another, and heās switched your positions, angling you so that youāre both facing the mirror at the end of his bed. An object of which you hadnāt noticed until now.
He pulls you down onto his lap.
Slowly, Jongho trails his lips over your shoulder, biting at one of the straps still holding that delicate lace singlet to your body. Teasingly, he pulls at it with his teeth, a pleased rumble reverberating against your back as he lets it snap back against your skin.
āAs much as I love seeing you in this just for me,ā he growls out, nipping at the shell of your ear all the while. āI think Iād prefer it off.ā
His hands, which had been gently holding your waist, move. You hardly even see him tear the fabric from your body, for one second, the lace still graces your skin, but in the next, itās been torn to shreds and tossed somewhere in his room.
The tips of his fingers ignite a fire upon your skin as he drags them up your sides. Tenderly, he moves to cup your breasts in his hands, squeezing the flesh appreciatively as his lips find purchase against the skin of your neck. His thumbs begin to brush over your nipples, feeling them harden beneath his touch and causing him to smirk.
Ever so carefully, Jongho begins to spread your legs with his own.
āThereās a sight I could never grow tired of,ā he sighs blissfully, eyes darting upwards to meet your gaze in the mirror.
The way your breath hitches in your throat does not go unnoticed by him. A chuckle escapes him, hands softly continuing to knead the tender flesh of your breasts as you catch your visage in the mirror.
He has you resting in the exact same position you had been in all those long weeks ago. Your legs are hooked around his own, his head buried into the side of your neck as he begins to roll your nipples between his thumb and index fingers.
A low moan escapes you, tilting your head back to rest on his shoulder.
āFuck, so pretty My Queen,ā Jongho hums, nipping at the side of your neck as he peers out to meet your gaze in the reflection of the mirror. āSo fucking pretty spread out like this, and all for me to see.ā
His hands never stop his ministrations, cupping your flesh tenderly as he nuzzles his face into the side of your neck.
āEver since that day, all I could think about was showing you how absolutely stunning you are when we bring you pleasure.ā His voice is but a low drawl against your skin as he purposely places wet, open mouthed kisses along your racing pulse. āIām honoured that I get to be the first one to do so.ā
Softly, he begins to trail one of his hands down your body. His fingers dance along the skin of your inner thigh, the movement drawing your attention to his own resting just beneath yours. You can see the faint outlines of all of the marks youāve given him in the mirror, but none are as prominent as one. One which sits proudly near the apex of his thighs, bright red and all yours.
You can feel his chest heaving against your back with every breath he takes, eyes locked on that same exact mark that yours are so focussed on. Each exhale is but a pleased rumble, grip tightening around your body as he presses you flush against him.
One of your hands comes up to tangle in his hair, the other placing itself gently over his own still cupping your breast. Your eyes flutter shut, absolutely revelling in this moment with him as he holds you close.
āMy Jongho,ā you breathe, feeling your body relax further into his touch.
The way you feel him twitch against the skin of your ass has a soft smile tugging at your features.
āIām yours, My Queen.ā He gladly voices his approval. āAnd youāre mine.ā
āYours.ā You confirm, grip tightening over him slightly. A fact of which that makes his lips tug upwards, for you feel it against your skin. āAll yours.ā
A pleased growl escapes him, his one hand inching closer and closer to where you need him most.
You can feel yourself clenching around nothing, anticipation clawing at your chest as you blink your gaze open to meet his own in the mirror. Your eyes lock in on the way his fingers continuously dance across your skin, teasingly cupping you over your cunt.
The second his skin makes contact with your core, his eyes flutter shut in bliss. A low moan escapes him, pulling you even closer still.
āDo you see, Darling?ā He bites down lightly on your neck, eyes peering into your own through the reflection of the glass. āSee how wet I make you?ā
As if to emphasize his point, Jongho drags the tips of his fingers lightly over your entrance, using his index and middle fingers to spread you open.
A moan escapes you at his touch, eyes focussed in on your dripping cunt as you watch yourself clench around nothing.
āFuck, listen to you,ā he groans, dragging his fingers through your folds once before circling your clit a few times. āYouāre soaked, and I havenāt even done anything to you yet.ā
āAll for you,ā your voice is breathless: airy and desperate as you continue to lean your head back against his shoulder for support.
He shudders, nipping at the shell of your ear in the next second as you feel him twitch beneath you once more. āAre you trying to make me come untouched again?ā
Despite the uneven rise and fall of your chest, a devious smirk paints your lips in response. At the way his fingers begin to dip teasingly into your entrance, your lips part. A breathless moan of his name escapes you, shifting your hips in desperation to meet his every movement against your core.
His faint touches arenāt enough, and you crave more.
He smirks, āI thought I told you that the first time we both come tonight will be together, with my thick cock buried deep within your tight little cunt. Isnāt that right, My Queen?ā
Your eyes nearly roll into the back of your head as you feel him bury two of his fingers within your dripping cunt. Slowly. The way your walls squeeze involuntarily around him as the wet squelch reaches your ears from the intrusion has moans falling from both of your lips.
āYes, My King.ā The hand you have tangled in his hair tightens, pulling him in closer.
A smirk pulls at his lips at your answer, loving the way he can already feel your wetness dripping onto his hand with every drag of his fingers against your warm walls. The fact that he can hear every movement that he makes within you is simply icing on the cake.
āGood girl.ā His eyes flash, words nothing more than a low growl on his lips as he tightens his grip around you.Ā
The way you clench around his digits has his cock twitching beneath you once more.
āYou like it when I say that, donāt you, Darling?ā He hums, a smug upturn to the corner of his lips.
āAlmost as much as I love when you call me yours.ā As if to emphasize your point, you clench around his fingers.
A low moan escapes him, his head falling forward to rest on your shoulder.
āHow you always know to say just what I long to hear never fails to amaze me.ā He admits, voice muffled against your skin as he nips at your flesh.
A choked whine of his name slips passed your lips as you feel him increase the pressure of his fingers slightly within you. The way the digits feel massaging your inner walls so tenderly has your lips parting, breathing deepening as you feel the fingers on his opposite hand begin toying with your nipple once more.
āFuck, My King,ā your eyes flutter shut. āJust like that.ā
His teeth latch onto your skin, the growl reverberating against your throat as his eyes flash black. Jonghoās lips are quick to soothe over the mark, placing open mouthed kisses along the side of your neck as he gently suckles at the skin. Only, the faintest hint of something absolutely intoxicating begins to invade his every sense, his tongue darting out to catch more of the sweet taste.
Thatās when he realizes.
Pulling his head away from you, his eyes widen in mild surprise. Turning towards the mirror, heās quick to meet your gaze, a worried, yet somewhat remorseful look greeting you.
āMy Queen, Iām so-ā
āDonāt you dare apologize,ā your tone is sharp, cutting him off easily as your eyes narrow slightly. āI offered myself to you, tonight, Jongho. That means everything.ā
Jongho can barely control his breathing as he watches you tilt your head to the side, extending your neck out to him without another thought. Glancing down, he can see the faintest trail of your blood sliding down your skin from where his teeth had been only moments before.
The feral snarl that escapes him is unlike anything youāve ever heard form him before.
He tightens his grip.
āIām all yours.ā The admission is but a pleasant sigh on your lips, hooded gaze meeting his as you clench around his fingers still buried deep inside of you.
Jagged pants escape him, and you can feel his entire body trembling beneath your own. You can see the way his eyes are locked onto that single drop of blood which slowly creeps down your skin, his chest heaving with every breath.
The feeling of his tongue gracing your skin is synonymous with the feeling of his thumb pressing against your clit. You moan, feeling the way he traces the trail all the way back up to your throat, beginning to circle his thumb in tandem with his movements. Softly, his lips encase the bite mark heās just given you. Deep, guttural groans escape him as he circles his tongue around the wound in time with his thumb over your clit.
Your entire being pulses, heart pounding inside of your chest as you lean against him for support. You can barely keep your eyes open, watching him through a hooded gaze in the mirror as he becomes completely enraptured by you.
You clench around him again.
Softly, he bites down over the mark, teeth sinking the slightest bit deeper into your flesh this time in order to fully create his claim over your skin. The snarl he releases when he feels your blood flooding his every sense, unfiltered and with a newfound purpose, has his eyes flashing black immediately.
Out of the corner of your eyes, you see his hand that had been massaging your breast so tenderly begins to raise.Ā
Bringing his wrist to your lips, Jongho peers out into the reflection of the mirror, meeting your gaze with a desperate one of his own. You can feel his hard cock practically throbbing beneath you, skin heating as this moment fully washes over the both of you.
Briefly and reluctantly, his lips part from your throat.
āPlease, My Queen,ā he nearly whimpers as his fingers still within your cunt, āDrink with me.ā
Your one hand comes up to support his arm, laving your mouth over his wrist sensually.
You meet his gaze in the mirror, the corner of your lips tugging upwards. āWith pleasure.ā
The feeling of your teeth sinking into the skin of his wrist has another guttural groan escaping him. Jongho swears that his heart will leap right out of his chest this very moment, offering itself upon a silver platter for you and only you. After all, it has always been yours. He has always belonged to you.
Softly, you suckle at his skin, the taste of cinnamon with a hint of iron flooding your senses as you drink him in.Ā
His blood is addicting, your whole body coming alight with the flames of desire the longer you drink. You can feel the liquid burning through your system, igniting within your veins as the warmth spreads all throughout your body. You cannot prevent the way your core clenches rhythmically around his fingers as nothing but euphoria begins to flood your entire system.
The feeling of him removing his hand from your cunt draws another moan from you, but little do you realize just how dark your eyes have become.
āMy Queen,ā his hands find purchase on your waist as he pulls himself the slightest bit away from you. With hooded eyes, he watches your tongue trace over your lips, painted red with his blood. āFuck- youāre so beautiful.ā
āSo good to me, Jongho.ā You hum, attempting to catch your breath for the moment. āMy handsome King.ā
His grip tightens around you waist, pulling you upwards on his bed with him. A moment later, and youāve turned, straddling his thighs as you stare down at him with hooded eyes.
A choked moan escapes him as he feels your hand return to palming him over his briefs. His cock twitches beneath your touch, chest heaving as he attempts to maintain a grip on his remaining sanity this evening.
āI canāt wait any longer,ā his voice is low, nothing more than a desperate rasp as his hips involuntarily twitch upwards against your hand. āI need to feel you, My Queen. All of you.ā
A nod is all he receives from you, an eager gleam shining within your eyes as you hook your fingers in the waistline of his briefs. You meet his gaze, waiting for that final bit of approval before you so much as begin dragging the material down his legs. Once you see him nod, quite enthusiastically, you remove that final piece of offending clothing.
A shameless groan escapes you as you see his cock resting against the skin of his lower stomach. The tip is red and angry, precome continuously leaking from the head as you wrap your hand around his base.
You lick your lips.
āFuck-ā nothing more than a pleased hiss escapes you as you can feel your heart beating in excitement inside of your chest. āSuch a pretty cock, My King.ā
Jongho moans, and you notice the faintest bit of red beginning to bloom over his chest, creeping up his neck shortly afterwards.
Slowly, you begin to pump him in you hand, loving the way you can feel him twitch beneath your fingers.
āSo fucking big, and all for me.ā You shift above him, gazing down upon him with that same look of shameless lust that youāve been looking at him with all evening. āI canāt wait to feel you inside me, stretching this tight little cunt and claiming me as yours.ā
Jonghoās lips part, eyes nearly rolling to the back of his head as you teasingly drag his tip through your wet folds. Every breath that escapes him now is a mere snarl, fingers sinking into the flesh of your thighs appreciatively as he attempts to ground himself. This is everything that he could have ever wanted, and so much more.
A devious smirk pulls at the corner of your lips as you repeat your words from earlier in the day. āLet me go for a ride?ā
āPlease-ā a whimper falls from his lips, chest heaving as his eyes lock on the way you continue to teasingly rub your wet cunt over the length of his cock. āMy Queen, please. Iām yours. Iām all yours. Claim me, Darling. Make me yours.ā
His words nearly cause you to lose your balance above him, legs shaking as you steady yourself with you free hand pressing against his chest. Shamelessly, your thoughts continue to wash over him, the pure love and desire he can feel emanating from you causes his own head to spin. Never would you have been prepared for how those words make you feel, and you believe youāre starting to understand just why they all go so feral when you say that to them.
You meet his gaze, staring deeply into his eyes as you align his tip with your entrance. Ever so slowly, you begin to lower yourself down on his cock, lips parting breathlessly as you feel him stretching out your walls.Ā
You can feel the way his hands shake against your skin, pitch black eyes locked on the space where your bodies meet. Jongho cannot bear to tear his gaze away from the glorious sight that is you sinking onto him for one second. He needs to see it all; feel you becoming one with him in such an intimate way. The way you feel dripping onto his skin, squeezing him so delicately with every inch you take has low, feral growls escaping him with every breath.
The moment heās fully seated inside of you, moans escape both of your lips. You clench around him, feeling him throb within your tight walls as your eyes fall shut.
āDarling,ā he can barely form a coherent thought, voice breathless as he practically chants the words out affectionately. āMy Darling.ā
āI just-ā you pant, head falling forward as you hold yourself above him. āI just need a moment.ā
Your tongue comes out to wet your lips, core continuously clenching around him as the euphoric sensation of feeling him resting inside of you washes over your entire being. The buildup from earlier has made you so sensitive, and youāre worried that if you begin to move over him too soon, you wonāt be able to continue to make his wishes come true. A thought which is only emphasized by how badly you want this, too.
āTake your-ā his breath hitches, eyes squeezing shut as he feels his stomach clench in pleasure. He attempts to catch his breath, ātime.ā
You swallow thickly, resting both of your hands over his chest and feeling the way his heart positively thunders beneath your touch. A fact which you know that yours is echoing right now, racing excitedly alongside his own.
āFeels so good, My King,ā you breathe, eyes fluttering shut as you give a tentative grind of your hips against him. You both moan. āMaking me feel so full.ā
āYeah?ā He hums, grinding his hips upwards slightly and loving how your whole body shudders in response. āYou love having this thick cock buried in your tight pussy, donāt you, My Queen?ā
āYes,ā you toss your head back, slowly beginning to find a rhythm as you grind yourself against him. āFills me so well, My King.ā
A deep guttural groan escapes him, cock twitching against your walls.
āFuck-ā he hisses, hands tightening their grip over your thighs as he helps to guide your movements over him. āSo tight. So warm.ā
A choked moan escapes you, involuntarily clenching around him once more. A moment later, and you feel your stomach twist pleasantly, eyes nearly rolling into the back of your head as you lean over him.
His lips are on yours, swallowing every beautiful whimper you give him. One of his hands shift to squeeze at your ass appreciatively, helping you move over him. The other wraps around your torso, fingers pressing delicately against your spine as he holds you to him.
With every shift of your hips, he meets your every thrust, heartbeat racing right alongside your own. His head spins, and he can feel that familiar tightness building in his lower abdomen already. Every sensation is heightened, nothing but love shining in his gaze as you pull away from him to rest your forehead against his own.
āI fucking love you, My Queen,ā he growls out, eyes swirling with that all to familiar blackness. āSo fucking perfect, and all mine.ā
You sit back to your full height, chest heaving with each breath as you still over him. The way youāre gazing down at him, nothing but that same look of tender love and affection dripping from your dark, hooded gaze has him completely mesmerized by you.
Slowly, you begin to trail your hands down his sides and to his arms, grabbing his hands into your own. With a loving smile pulling at your lips, you intertwine your fingers together, grinding your hips against his meticulously.
āI love you, My King.ā The smile that pulls onto your lips is nothing short of sweet, eyes shining as you move above him.
The drag of your hips against him is slow, calculated in a way that makes Jonghoās head spin. You seem to be creating a pattern of some sort, and he cannot help but follow along with each movement that you make in his mind.
Thatās when it hits him. His heart skips a beat before absolutely fluttering inside of his chest, mouth parting in a breathless moan. His eyes are staring, transfixed by the sight of his cock buried deep within your cunt as you move against him, claiming him in every way you know how.
The last threads of Jonghoās sanity snap as he feels you beginning to spell your name over him as you continue to ride his cock. His breathing deepens, every shift of your body over his own causing his eyes to darken even further. Growls escape him with each pant, chest rumbling as his fingers sink into the skin of your flesh. Barely, he contains himself.
Jongho will wait. He can wait. Heāll wait until youāve finished claiming him in this way. For once youāre done, he will claim you.
A faint tingling sensation brushes against your upper thigh, the ghost of a touch dancing along your skin. It sends a pleasant shiver up your spine, but itās not enough to break your concentration. Looking down reveals a thin, leathery tail with a spade-like tip wrapping itself around your leg. A sight that has you clenching around him once more.
An involuntary moan escapes you, hips faltering slightly as you feel him tighten his hold around your thigh with his tail. The way the tip teasingly caresses the sensitive skin of your inner thigh has you shuddering in response.
You turn your gaze back to him just as you finish the final letter, and you see him lick his lips.
His eyes flash, instantly pulling you down to his chest and wrapping his arms around your torso. Carefully, he plants his feet onto the mattress of the bed, rolling his hips up into yours.
The way you moan has nothing but euphoria flooding his veins.
He nips at your ear, arms squeezing around your waist. āMy turn.ā
The second those words leave his lips, he begins a brutal pace, thrusting up into you as he holds you to him. You body jerks with every movement, the wet sound of skin on skin filling your ears and making your head spin.
āMy fucking beautiful Queen,ā he growls, and the way you clench around him at his guttural tone has him smirking. āWriting your name all over this cock, as if it doesnāt already belong to you.ā
You choke out a whimper, his name falling like a mantra from your lips as you cling onto him for dear life.
āYour fucking mine, Darling.ā His grip tightens once more, snarls escaping him with every breath. āAnd now Iām going to claim you just as youāve claimed me.ā
Your eyes squeeze shut. The feeling of his cock brushing so tenderly against your walls, filling you so fully with every sharp thrust has you seeing stars. You can barely hold yourself together, the sensations overwhelming you and causing that familiar tightness to build quickly within your abdomen.
A broken moan of his name falls from your lips, your teeth latching onto his shoulder to ground yourself as more whimpers escape you.
āThatās it, My Queen.ā His voice is pure animalistic as he snarls, his teeth sharpening into fangs as his fingers dig into your tender flesh. āLet yourself go. Succumb to the pleasure only Your King can provide for you.ā
You squeeze him so sinfully, your essence dripping onto the skin of his thighs with every thrust he makes. You do whatever you can to hold yourself back for as long as possible, but thereās an intense feeling building within you. The sensation is unlike anything youāve ever felt before, and with every thrust, you can feel the tip of his cock brushing up against that tender spot within you.
āJongho, I-ā your breath catches in your throat as you gasp, eyes practically rolling into the back of your head.
āWhatās the matter, My Queen?ā Thereās a teasing lilt to the low drawl of his words. āGoing to come already?ā
A loud moan is all that greets him, whines and whimpers falling repeatedly from your lips. Itās as if those are the only sounds that you can make, and given the way your cunt is squeezing him so tightly, he knows youāre close.
His cock twitches.
āFucking come for me, My Queen.ā He growls, nipping at the skin of your flesh as he does whatever he can to increase your pleasure for the moment. āCome with Your King. Fucking drench me in you.ā
The very moment those words escape him, youāre tossing your head back. A scream of his name tears from your throat as your orgasm washes over you. Your whole body shakes, eyes rolling as your vision goes white. You can feel your release gushing onto him, dripping out of your tight little hole and absolutely soaking him in you.
Jongho stills inside you, a feral snarl falling from his lips are he cries out your name in bliss. He can feel his whole body tingling as he collapses completely onto the bed, your figure covering his own as he feels your release dripping onto the skin of his thighs.
His chest heaves, senses completely surrounded by everything you as he attempts to calm himself down. Lazily, he grinds his hips up into you, hearing how you whimper for him once more.
Your breaths mingle, chests heaving as you hold onto each other for dear life. Neither of you wishes to move, absolutely revelling in the euphoric bliss that floods your veins. Still, his tail remains wrapped around your thigh.
Softly, Jongho begins placing tender kisses along the skin of your shoulder and up your neck. His one hand comes up to support the back of your head, pressing his lips to yours in a slow, sensual kiss.
āYou did so well for me, My Queen.ā He hums against you, feeling your warmth pulse around him from his words. He leans his forehead against your own, a smug grin tugging at his features in the next second. āI didnāt know you could do that.ā
Your lips part wordlessly, blinking at him as your vision finally clears. You shift your hips.
āNeither did I.ā
Your admission pulls a pleased rumble from his chest, loving how he can still feel your release coating the skin of his thighs and dripping onto the mattress below.
āAre you-ā He swallows, eyes searching your features intently. āAre you okay?ā
āNever better.ā You smile, and he unknowingly breathes a sigh of relief.
āI was worried I was too much to start.ā He admits lowly, averting his gaze briefly.
You place a tender kiss to his lips, cupping his face reassuringly in your hand. āIt wasnāt too much, Jongho. It was perfect.ā You manage to get him to look at you. āYou are perfect.ā
A content rumble greets your ears. Softly, his one hand begins to caress your spine, his tail unwinding from around your thigh. His lips press tenderly against every free inch of your skin that he can find, littering kisses against your face as he holds you close.
Another pleased rumble shakes his chest. āMy beautiful Queen.ā
You nuzzle your cheek against him, burying your face into the side of his neck. āMy handsome King.ā
āI love you, Darling.ā He hums, nothing but the deepest form of sincerity and love shining within his gaze as he looks towards you.
āI love you, Baby Bear.ā Your eyes flutter shut. āSo good to me.ā
āAlways, for you.ā Jongho places another tender kiss onto the top of your head.Ā
A brief pause before heās speaking once more.Ā
āCan I get you anything, Darling?ā Thereās a hint of concern in his voice as he addresses you. āWater? A bath? Maybe a snack?ā
You shake your head lightly, a soft hum escaping you. āJust hold me, Jongho. I want to feel you against me for a little while longer.ā
A soft coo greets your ears in response, him shifting slightly beneath you so that youāre both more comfortable.
āAlright, Darling.ā He chuckles, hand continuing to stroke over your spine lovingly. āLet me know when youāre ready, and Iāll make sure to take proper care of you.ā
āYou already have.ā Your voice is a mere whisper on your lips, hearing his heart echoing alongside your own, and beating together as one.
His entire body warms. A pleasant warmth which fills his heart and spreads outwards to the tips of his fingers as he places another kiss onto the top of your head. The way your chest rises and falls in time with his own only serves to heighten the feeling.
āIām never one to skip out on making sure you receive proper aftercare. None of us are.ā He voices lowly, hearing you hum in response. āI want you to know that.ā
Softly, you nod against him. A moment later, and your breathing evens out. From the way that you curl in deeper into his chest, Jongho knows that youāve just fallen asleep.
Truly, this is everything he could have ever wanted, and so much more. Here your rest, completely naked in his arms, after allowing him the honour of making love to you for the first time. You came together, just as heās always fantasized about. Just as heās always dreamed.Ā
Never before has he felt such euphoria flood his veins. Hell, never before has he come that hard in his life, and all because of you.
You, who lays atop of him, resting soundly as he cradles you lovingly to his chest. You, who he would give anything and everything for. In a heartbeat.
Jongho wouldnāt trade this feeling for the world. From the way that your thoughts continue to echo shamelessly throughout his own mind, he knows that neither would you.
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Hello again!
Itās Anon Frog šø
I have some good news! My sister is getting leave before she ships out to Japan!
Anyway I was hoping for a request ā¦ā¦ I have long hair and it fun to do styles with it so I thought Iād ask you ā¦.
So reader has long hair and noticed they could make little horn with their hair. Kinda like pig tails but horns????? If that makes sense
Malleus noticed throughout the school day but doesnāt say anything until their late night walk.
They(reader) smiles and tell him that she wanted to try new hairstyles and remember this hairstyle reminded them of him.
Just good feelings for everyone!
Much love Anon Frog šø
Matching āhornsā
MC with the horn hairstyle
feat: Malleus
genre: fluff
note: long haired!reader, reader is referred as Yuu!reader but can be read as not, ambiguous relationship but romantic leaning, insinuation of offspring but not necessarily through pregnancy, roughly 1.1k word countĀ
I really have no excuse for how incredibly long this took to write but this was a cute idea to write and I wanted to try out this hairstyle but Iām not nearly skilled enough. Anyway, anonšø I hope you like it and that you and your sister have a great new year!Ā Ā
I know you can go big with this type of hairstyle but I got inspired by Anyaās cute do from Spy x Family. Also (somewhat) in time for Malleusā birthday so yay!
I might be busier since Iām celebrating the Lunar New Year (which involves a lot of cooking) but happy Lunar New Year to everyone and may this year be lucky and filled with great fortune!Ā
Throughout the day, youāve gotten comments about your new look. Some were compliments (courtesy of mostly Kalim and Rook), and some were just itching for a hit from you (mainly Ace and Floyd). But even with the straightforwardness of your friends, it didnāt stop your instincts from telling you that someone else is watching you, wanting to tell you something.Ā
And youād be right.Ā
During lunch, Malleus was watching you from his seat some tables away. Seeing as how he is the only student with horns (not to mention, he finds himself gazing at you a few too many times already), Malleus was quick to notice your new appearance. Two cute āhornsā protruding from your head caught his eyes as the rest of your locks curl and frame your beautiful face.Ā
āMalleus, if you stare at the prefect any longer you might burn a holeā Lilia joked as he watched his young prince. A few of the other students quiver at Malleusā gaze and wondered what great misdeed you must have committed to incur such an intense stare.Ā
āPlease Lilia, even Iām aware that humans are not such fragile creaturesā Malleus rebutted as he continued his observation. āWhat do you think was the humanās intentions for such an unique change in appearance?āĀ
Since he noticed your hairstyle, Malleusā mind was in a tizzy trying to figure out what did you mean to do such a thing? Are you imitating him the same way as Sebek does with his forced interest in coffee? Were you attempting to capture his attention as some sort of human ritual heās unfamiliar with? He has heard that couples participate in this āmatching outfitsā as Lilia mentioned in passing. Was he being too hopeful or too presumptuous to believe you are sending him a hint of your intentions?
Oh, how equally captivating and confusing you were.Ā
āIn times like this, it is better to confront your confusion than to jump to conclusions, my young lordā as funny as it was, Lilia couldnāt bear to see the young prince in his frazzled mental state (even if he was the only one to see it) any longer.Ā
Such young love, Lilia mused.Ā
Malleus took the older faeās words to heart and waited by the old Ramshackle dorm to see you. Nights like these became a secret routine between the two of you as you stroll around the dark landscape together.Ā
To his delight, Malleus heard your footsteps as you rushed out the old dorm and towards him.
āTsunotarou!ā You greeted him with a small, with your mini horns still in place. āWere you waiting long?āĀ
Malleus shook his head, a small smile graced his lips. āNot at all, Child of manā if you donāt consider an hour long. He doesnāt. āShall we start our stroll?āĀ
The night was pleasantly silent and the breeze was light as the two of you walked through the plains, with the occasional small tidbits of your day shared between you two, to which Malleus took as a lead-in to ask the question heās been curious all day.Ā
āIāve noticed youāve changed your typical appearance todayā Malleus started off āIs there a particular reason?āĀ
He noticed! You were starting to get nervous over the silence from Malleus about your new hairstyle, worrying that he didn't care or worse, it may come off as mocking towards him.Ā
āI had some extra time this morning and thought about trying this hairstyle,ā you explained, smiling as you lightly touch the locks that make your horns. āI reminded me of you and thought itād be cute if we matchedāĀ
You bravely turned to look at the tall man, trying to gauge his reaction to your new look. But Malleus was unreadable to you even as his eyes bore into you, more precisely, your āhornsā.Ā
"Does it look good?" you asked but you were starting to worry he didn't.
Thankfully, that wasn't the case at all. In fact, Malleus was trying to pace his heartbeat after listening to your explanation. What a bold human you are in wishing to emulate his horns, a feature that he is aware can be intimidating to many people. And to do it with him in mind, more charming words have not been spoken.Ā
āSuch a creative use of oneās hair. It is a fascinating form of styleā Malleus let his curiosity take over and asked you, āIf you allow it, I would like to touch themāĀ
Relieved, you nodded with a mischievous laugh, āIāll allow it, but I canāt guarantee what will happen to you if you doāĀ
āWhat a cheeky human you are.ā Malleus chuckled. He reached out to the top of your head and caressed the soft āhornsā you carefully crafted, mindful of his fingers so as not to ruin your hard work. The moment was done in comfortable silence as you stood relaxed, trusting yourself under Malleusā gentleness.Ā
Malleusā mind began drifting to the days where his horns were small like yours. He recalled Lilia regaling the tales of Malleusā younger years and as humiliating as that was, he now wondered if his children would have horns like these, so small and adorable.Ā
As the future King, he knew that he would have to sire an heir someday but he never spent a moment to visualize that image. But now, he couldnāt stop himself as he thought how cute his child would be with horns like these, along with other features from you. How cute his offspring would be with your bright eyes or your beautiful hair that you would brush as their parent. Perhaps they would have your laugh as well. In fact, he would be content even if they don't look anything like him, so long as they're your child, and his.Ā
āTsunotaro?ā Your voice broke through his wandering mind. āAre you alright?āĀ
Malleus didnāt realise that he stopped his previous attention to your hair as his mind delved deeper into thought. He also didnāt notice the small growl he emitted under his breath, but you certainly did.Ā
āYes, Iām alrightā he assured you āI was simply lost in thought for a momentāĀ
You believed him since you did see the way he had a faraway look in his green eyes. His gaze was still in the moment but there was a sense of wistfulness as he looked at you, which had you a little flustered.Ā
To ease your embarrassment, you took a step back (though you already missed Malleusā touch) and smiled your nerves away. āShould we keep going with our walk?āĀ
Malleus agreed, resuming his stroll with you. But his previous thoughts have not left as he grew fond of the idea of children, more specifically children with you. As you shared the events of your day, Malleus was pondering on what he could do to match you as you did.Ā
Perhaps matching rings?
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In search of freedom (Ch. 7)
7. What do you wish for?
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ā ā āŗ Chapter 6 ; Chapter 7 ; Chapter 8
ā ā ā ā She's been searching for freedom her entire life and everytime she thought it was laying right in front of her eyes, she was mistaken. She was running around the East Blue, seeking herself and her dreams, meeting people she never forgot. No matter how much she traveled, she could only catch a glimpse of peace before realizing everything would crumble at her feet.
ā ā ā ā Maybe it was destiny that brought her on that ship with three strangers ā foolishly, that's what she tried to believe when the moon shined beautifully and hope settled in her chest, squeezed by the same ribcage where feelings were blooming.
Pairing: female!reader x OPLA Zoro Roronoa
Warnings for this chapter: angst, graphic depictions of deaths and fatal wounds, self-harm, brief suicidal mention, canon-typical violence, tiny bit comfort at the end
Word count: 8,4 k
Theme song: fic spotify playlist (click on the link)
A/N: I'm glad I could finish the chapter so early and there are some scenes in here that I really loved writing. Also, I want you to pay close attention to the fight Witch has with the fishman. The anime watchers and manga readers that got far enough with One Piece will probably get it faster ;)
I'd be happy to hear your opinions on this chapter. Every interaction is appreciated and thank you so much for sticking to this story till now <3
The reader is referred to as "Witch" because I have no intentions of using "Y/N".
"What is your dream?"
While she would've rather expected that question to come from Luffy, the tipsy Zoro by her side, leaned against the mast, seemed to be rather intrigued by her reasons to remain with Luffy.Ā
When she turned her head towards him, one of her suppositions was proved to be right: the stars above shone beautifully, but nothing could compare to the swordsman's brown eyes. In the dark, his dark chocolate irises were swallowed by pupils dark as the depths of the oceans. No. Dark and beautiful as the night sky she teared her gaze away from.Ā
Her silence could've been interpreted in many ways and Zoro might become suspicious, but his already flushed state seemed to swallow everything in. He only looked back at her.Ā
The witch couldn't exactly spot the specific aura of his gaze. He wasn't only flushed because of the alcohol, no. He seemedā¦ soft, even. His shoulders were relaxed and the grip on the empty bottle loosened up.Ā
His question was simply something she didn't expect, as he was always down to earth, similarly to Nami. However, there was a tiny difference ā he proudly admitted he wanted to become the strongest swordsman in the world.Ā
"Iā," the word left her lips like a mere whisper.Ā
Her determination faltered under the weight of the alcohol. Until that moment, after sharing some ugly parts of her past, his remarks made her laugh and chuckle happily.Ā
"I want to be free."
One simple wish that could have so many connotations.Ā
"I don't see any rope around your wrists."
His voice was like a low rumble coming from the depths of his chest, such a pleasant and soothing sound.Ā
Their eye contact didn't break. Their gazes were locked together and she couldn't bring herself to be mad about it, especially when she was drunk enough to let vulnerable sides of her poor soul see the light of the stars.Ā
Faint, shy, but it was there.Ā
"I want to be free from myself and the expectations everyone has of me," she clarified. "Free from the rules of the world, written or unwritten. Free from the Marines that are now on my tail."
"Why did you become a pirate if you wanted to be free from the Navy?"Ā
"The sea always looked like a place where I could be free," she admitted with a weak voice. The same tiny voice her younger self used to have when dreaming of a future.Ā
Zoro knitted his eyebrows together and blinked, staring at the small beauty mark on her face he just noticed. He seemed deep in thought or rather trying to figure out the meaning of her words.Ā
He was rarely so concentrated outside of critical situations like fights.Ā
"Are you free now, then?"Ā
With a gulp, she shook her head.Ā
"No."Ā
One word. One heavy weight on her soul.Ā
"How do you wanna be free?" came another question from the swordsman.Ā
"I have no clue."
The cage around her was a metaphor. She always felt like iron bars squeezed her tighter and tighter, until she broke down, a situation that occurred only a few times a year and was always hidden from prying eyes.Ā
Realistically, there was no free place in that world. The Marine wasn't by any means as righteous as they wanted to look like and they were certainly not saviors. Of course, there were plenty of pirates that did nothing else but harm everyone and everything they laid eyes on. Some of them had ugly souls, dark and dirtied by greed.Ā
However, there were plenty of people that were so-called pirates and yet never harmed unless they had to protect someone. Like Luffy or Usopp. They never took anyone's life.Ā
Like her father.Ā
She wasn't one of those pirates. The witch has killed people, even if never solely for blood thirst. Or, at least, not yet. She deserved to die, to never see the light of a new day.Ā
A personal justice system ā that's what she's always had, that's what she grew to learn about from the crew she left barely a year ago.Ā
Deep down, she knew she would never be free. There was no liberty for a monster.Ā
When she looked at Zoro, she also wanted him to taste freedom on his tongue. Maybe he already knew what that felt like.Ā
If she couldn't find her own freedom, she could settle for protecting her friends' freedom. That would be more than enough, right?Ā
"Aren't you at fault for your own lack of freedom?" Zoro pulled her out of her thoughts.Ā
His question might've sounded as insensitive and accusing, but she was aware the swordsman didn't mean it that way. He always had his own way with words and, unfortunately, he got misinterpreted most of the time.Ā
He was simply stating a probable truth.Ā
Then I suppose I should get rid of myā
No. There was no time to think of such things, even if she was drunk and vulnerable. Admitting that to his face would be shameful of her.Ā
Maybe she wasn't that ready to share secrets yet, was she?Ā
"I most probably am," the witch whispered as she averted her eyes back to the sky splattered with stars. "At the end of the day, I'm the only one taking into account what others say and how they affect me."Ā
She didn't know exactly how to pursue freedom, but she was certain of something else: if that beautiful future stood in front of her, Zoro was probably one of the ways to find out.Ā
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The witch wasn't able to find freedom if she died at that moment, with the blue hand of a fishman gripping at her throat. There was a lingering ache at the crown of her head from when he pushed her against the wall.Ā
Her eyes squeezed shut while life seemed to slip from her hold, the same way her fingers lost their force while clutching onto the fishman's forearm. She had to find a way to get out of there, to breathe, because her lungs were already begging for some oxygen. Her vision was getting blurry and the pain in her entire throat spread like fire through her body.Ā
Maybe it was because of her hyper-aware state, but she could swear the wound on her bicep was bloody again considering the sharp pain shooting through her arm.Ā
No. There was no time to die and beg for forgiveness ā and whose forgiveness could she ask for if she stays alive? Exactly. No one's.Ā
The witch didn't know if she breathed in air or it just felt awfully familiar to that sensation, but her lungs suddenly swallowed something fresh and powerful. It ate the pain hungrily, destroying every doubt in her mind the more she thought of her promises, of the corpse of a father who still whispered in her dreams "go find your freedom".
The grip on the fishman's arm grew tighter, stronger, until her nails dug into the scales and penetrated them. Her fingers ached, the skin around her nails scratched harshly by the sharp broken scales. Fresh blood surfaced.Ā
Her eyes opened up slowly, burning with each one of her promises, this time including her own ā If I can't find freedom, I'll make it.Ā
Every nerve in her body burnt and she tasted drugs on the tip of her tongue, an addiction threatening to clutch onto her and take control.Ā
Power.Ā
The witch has never been one to love power, to ache for it and yet, there she was, with a devil-like grin growing on her face.Ā
Power.Ā
It ate her alive and she loved that sensation. The steadiness of her heartbeats, the cage of ribs that broke to make place for that overwhelming feeling.Ā
Power will never take control of me.Ā
Her eyes bore holes through the fishman's entire being. There was no need for her revolver when two shining irises had the same effect.Ā
Her vision and mind has never been clearer.Ā
The fishman was struck. A weight settled on his shoulders, pulling him down, doubts flickering in his head.Ā
Claws sank into his eyes, into his face and throat, clutching at his heart, threatening to pull it out of his chest.Ā
The fishman stumbled and dropped her.Ā
His strong grip on her throat left blooming red marks. They were ugly and her neck felt tender, but her nerves didn't register the pain properly because of the adrenaline running through her veins.Ā
The witch immediately took the opportunity, despite the lack of air in her lungs. She crouched down to take her gun, but before she could shoot again, a loud sound got her attention.Ā
The door of the restaurant broke at the floor underneath her when Luffy got thrown right into it by Arlong.
On the side of the stairs where Usopp crawled down was Sanji struggling to get back up after he cracked his back at the harsh contact with a table.Ā
People were hiding under chairs and bars from the fishmen's wrath.Ā
Her anger was fueled by each single detail. One of her shoulders felt light, while the other was heavy. The monster lurking inside her had one eye open ā the same one that pushed her to cuss out Mihawk back when Zoro got a cut through his chest. The same monster she wouldn't trade anything for, because wrath has always been her forte.Ā
The small flame of revenge started burning in the pits of her stomach. Steadily. Still vague, easy to control.Ā
She ran down the stairs and passed by Usopp, who was at that moment helping Sanji get on his feet. The witch got out of Baratie, suddenly stopping in her tracks when she saw Arlong standing a few meters in front of her.Ā
That fuckerā
Luffy shouted something along the lines of Gum Gum and she knew that was his fight to deal with.Ā
However, it was a fight she didn't know if he would win at that time, considering the way Arlong only turned his head to the side when he got punched in the face by Luffy's fists. The fishman spat blood on the wooden floor while he stepped closer and closer to the Straw Hat.Ā
In a fraction, the punch Luffy received sent him flying in the sails of a boat and he fell down with a thud, grunting. It was stupid of him to provoke Arlong further, but Luffy has never been to give up or let his enemies feel the satisfaction of a victory without a proper fight.Ā
The witch wondered if her captain didn't break a rib or two after being punched and thrown around for so long. He still had the energy to throw his fists into Arlong's face with all he's got, using his rubber arms to attack from meters away.Ā
His Devil Fruit powers were definitely the only reason why he was alive.Ā
But not for much longer.Ā
Arlong muttered something with a growl and once he sank his hand in the water, the witch knew it wasn't going to end well.Ā
The fishman didn't just splash Luffy; no, he soaked the Straw Hat to the bone and the hit with both sea water and brute force got Luffy to the ground. It was his biggest weakness.Ā
The witch's eyes widened when she saw Arlong grabbing at Luffy's shirt and lifting him in the air, opening his mouth to reveal razor-sharp teeth.Ā
Her feet carried her for only a second and she almost shouted out for Luffy out of despair ā she would rather be stabbed in the stomach countless times than feel helpless again. Out of instinct, the hand holding the gun raised, aiming atā
"Arlong, wait!"Ā
Nami.Ā
The witch snapped her head towards her friend.Ā
The orange-haired woman stomped her feet and came, leaving the Going Merry behind her. The tank-top she wore exposed a strange old tattoo on her left shoulder. She was clutching tightly onto a thin and long cylinder.Ā
"I have it," she addressed Arlong. "I have the map."Ā
The map.Ā
"I got it for you, just like I said I would."
The witch blinked away the confusion that almost made her hazy and stepped in front of Nami, stopping her from moving forward.Ā
"Nami," the witch knitted her eyebrows together. "What's going on?"Ā
Nami's eyes held no clear emotion besides a flicker of anger.Ā
"Exactly what you knew all along."
It was one of those times when the witch wished her tarot was wrong.Ā
She shook her head, one of her hands gripping at Nami's wrist.Ā
"Nami," the witch squeezed her friend's hand tighter, scared it would slip from between her fingers.Ā
"Let go."
Nami snatched her arm out of the witch's hold and her jaw ticked. She wasn't only annoyed, there had to be more in her eyes.Ā
"You cannot possibly tell me you want to do this," the witch insisted, stepping even closer, until she was one breath away from the navigator.Ā
Their intense gazes clashed together and none of them let the walls fall.Ā
"But here I am, ain't I?" Nami cocked an eyebrow.Ā
When the orange-haired passed by, her shoulder collided harshly with the witch's who was still stuck in place.Ā
No fucking way.Ā
The witch needed time to think, she had to search for some clarification with her tarot cards. She needed more time to read the energy, to figure out the situation, to understand what, where, why and when. Nothing made sense and time passed by so fast she couldn't even process it all.Ā
Luffy was so disoriented he didn't even pour enough force in his hands to get rid of Arlong's grip on the collar of his shirt.Ā
"Nami?" he firmly spoke. "What are you doing?"
"I tried to tell you, Luffy," Nami continued walking towards him. "I was never on Your crew. I only joined up with you so I could steal the map."Ā
"I don't believe that," Luffy denied.Ā
"That's because you only believe what you want to believe. Doesn't make it true."
Nami, for fuck's sake, we both know you're lyingā
The witch opened her mouth, ready to argue, to yell from the top of her lungs, but with one glance thrown to Arlong, she stopped. Saying the wrong thing might get Nami in great danger and she might lose credibility in front of him.Ā
"Sister Nami's a loyal member of the Arlong Pirates," Arlong started speaking, pointing with his chin towards the one in question. "She has been for years."
The witch didn't know why she still protected Nami, but she was certainly not going to give up on her friend at that time.Ā
Nami shoved the map in Arlong's nose to get his attention to her ā or maybe the witch has gotten to another level of delusion.Ā
"Why waste your time killing a Devil Fruit eater?" Nami reminded the fishman as if it wasn't a death sentence. "Let the sea do it for you."
"Nami, this is too far, cut the crapā" the witch revolted immediately.Ā
Before she could make any step towards Luffy, she was grabbed by the back of her neck and launched into the wall of Baratie with sheer force ā it was one of Arlong's asshole crewmates. She groaned in pain and squeezed her eyes. The shoulder she fell on sent sharp spikes through the entire left side of her body.Ā
She cussed out, struggling to get back to her feet when Arlong let Luffy drown in the sea. The witch let out a shout of the Straw Hat's name and one of her knees betrayed her, resulting in another unceremonious fall to the ground.Ā
Lucky for her, an arm curled around her front to help her up, a silver ring resting on the finger of the man.Ā
"Luffy fell in the water, go now!" she didn't even wait to be properly raised to her feet to urge Sanji to jump.Ā
Her aching body and the lack of strength wouldn't help her get Luffy out of the sea. She didn't even clearly notice when the cook left her side and jumped into the sea, too caught up in the agitation inside of her. Events passed by her faster than light. All she saw was a discarded shirt.Ā
She wasn't sure because of what powers she managed to walk on the deck, at the edge where the other two should appear from under the water. Her head turned when she recognized Usopp from her peripherals.
"Luffy?" he asked, panic building up as his hands shook.Ā
The witch would have responded if not for the answer to appear right under their noses. Sanji held Luffy tightly by the collar and pushed him on the dock with Usopp's help who dragged him.Ā
The witch extended her hand to bring Sanji on the dock with them and since then, things turned blurry despite her open eyes.Ā
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Now the only woman in the crew, the witch sat on the floor in the room that used to be Nami's, her back leaning back against the wooden wall. With eyes devoid of life, she stared up at the ceiling while pulling her knees closer to her chest, once again trying to hide herself from everyone. From everything.Ā
On Nami's bed there was still an inert swordsman and he didn't even flinch when she tentatively said his name after entering the room.Ā
"Fucking dammit," she squeezed her eyes shut.Ā
Nami left. Zoro was unconscious. Luffy almost drowned if not for Sanji. Usopp was bluffing about how "everything has to be alright".Ā
She didn't know if he was trying to convince himself or her.Ā
Because everything was wrong. It felt wrong.Ā
The witch took in a deep breath, but only half of the oxygen she inhaled got to her lungs and brain because of her constricted throat. Tears were sitting on her waterline for the fourth time that day.Ā
Too much happened since the crack of dawn and it wasn't even sunset.Ā
Exhaustion made her look years older than she was. Her head fell forward, forehead hitting her knees before the light sneaking through the windows could fall on her face.Ā
Tears filled with anguish ran down her cheeks and it was the first time she allowed herself to let at least an ounce of the weight on top of her body dissipate. The droplets of pain melted down her cheeks and sank into the material of her shirt.Ā
The witch sneaked her arms around the back of her thighs and squeezed herself tighter in a ball, lips trembling. Her breathing was ragged not only because of the lump in her throat, but also because of the firm grip that fishman had on her neck. The skin was sensitive to the touch and it hurt to swallow.Ā
Every event of that day got added one on top of another. Her fight with Zoro, the fact that he was unconscious after that dwell, Nami leaving just like the witch expected to.
Betrayal. Maybe I was a fool for trusting her.Ā
Or am I?Ā
Teeth sank so deeply into her lower lip it drew blood and she tasted copper on the tip of her tongue.Ā
Pain. That was right.Ā
The only right thing happening that day was the physical pain. Palpable, real, bringing her back to earth.Ā
Except that time it failed, because the tears didn't stop. She squeezed her eyes shut as sharp pain traveled through her body, from her chest into her limbs, puncturing each nerve, shaking her to the core.Ā
Her soul screamed, caged by sorrow, an ugly animal that sank its fangs into her flesh and ripped from the inside. Blood was pouring from her heart, soaking organs and bones, melting into the skin like acid. It burnt so fastly, yet it never seemed to end. With a throbbing head, she couldn't hold the pain back anymore.Ā
However, no sound ever left her lips parted in a silent scream. No whimper, no sob, no cry for help. The room was filled with silence as a heartbeat drummed in her ears in an agonizing rhythm.Ā
I shouldn't have come on this ship in the first place. Only if I had been wise enough to leave when I got the chance. Syrup Village was a perfect option, I could've gone on another ship and continued my mindless traveling. Why did I bother myself with this? Why did I suddenly decide it was a great idea to be part of another crew when this only has brought me suffering?Ā
With each second, she willingly aimed the gun at herself and every word was like a bullet.Ā
I should've left. I would've been happier. I should've left it all behind when I realized this won't go well. Fuck the premonitions, fuck the destiny, damned be the world.Ā
A body stripped of clothes and skin, only burnt flesh left behind the monster's bites. Broken ribs and a shattered heart pumping a meaningless life.Ā
As seconds passed by one after another and her tears came to an end, the gentle swinging of the ship pulled her into a half-asleep state.
She noticed when Luffy came into the room and she was aware of his position on Zoro's bed ā the cracking of the wood gave him away. As the Straw Hat talked, she only heard the swordsman's name being spoken, some words here and there, but most of his monologue was muffled.Ā
He probably thought she was asleep because of her slow and steady breathing.Ā
Exhaustion was clawing at her muscles and brain, but something kept her aware of the surroundings for a few more minutes.Ā
Everything turned pitch black in her perspective. A husky and deep voice made her believe she was dreaming, the tips of her mouth curling shily upwards.Ā
Only if it would've been reality.Ā
"Zoro!"Ā
Her entire body flinched and she raised her head, wide eyed. If she didn't know any better, she would've said her soul jumped out of her.Ā
"Luffy?" she whispered, confused on why he yelled the swordsman's nameā
"You're not dead!" Luffy shouted again, loud enough for everyone in Baratie to hear.Ā
He's alive? the witch thought to herself. I really heard his voice.Ā
Luffy crawled on top of Zoro and squeezed the life out of him. Literally.Ā
"Now I wish I was," she heard Zoro mumble between grunts.Ā
He was alive.Ā
The witch's lungs filled with fresh air for the first time that day. Relief washed over her and her body relaxed, shoulders deflating as some of the weight sitting on them fell into the sea below.Ā
While leaning her body against the wall, she managed to get up just to get a better view of the swordsman who was squinting his eyes at the ceiling. A heavy sigh escaped her lips, head falling forward.Ā
At least one thing went right, didn't it?Ā
After Luffy got up from above Zoro, the swordsman managed to take some deep gulps of air, chest raising up and falling rhythmically.Ā
"I had the strangest dream that Nami left," he said with a frown on his face as he closed his eyes.Ā
"She did," the witch responded faintly.Ā
There wasn't enough courage in her to look at him as she said that, instead choosing to glance at the window.Ā
Zoro looked again at the ceiling and realized her voice was too faint for all of that to be a mere joke, a prank thrown at him for staying unconscious forā¦ for how long?Ā
"It's my fault," Luffy said with his chin lowered.
From the corner of his eye, Zoro saw the witch place a hand on their captain's shoulder.Ā
"We'll find a way."
There was a promise etched onto her fragile smile. As if a simple brush of air or one wrong world could make her crumble.Ā
But she didn't. Instead, she threw a knowing look to Zoro and silently told him to talk with Luffy. She knew the Straw Hat needed his first mate's support at that moment.Ā
What confused Zoro the most was watching the witch get out of the room without too much of a word. Her hair bounced as she stepped further away from him and their friends. Even as his ribs and body hurt at every inhale, he wanted to understand the real reason for her leaving.Ā
Last time they talked, she expressed worry. What happened in the meantime? What the fuck went wrong?Ā
There was a fat chance she was still mad at him for whatever reason. Sure, she was calm, collected, but he could swear he's seen fire burning in her eyes more than just once and a grin splayed on her face at the thrill and adrenaline of a fight. She snapped at him when they fought and he had to admit it would've been sadder if she treated him with silence.Ā
However, he didn't know if that was silence or something more.Ā
Weird, he concluded.Ā
His attention went back to Luffy. The swordsman couldn't manage watching the ever happy-go-lucky captain speak like a ghost.Ā
"You didn't do anything wrong." He seriously hoped he could find the right words to bring Luffy back to reality.Ā
There's no way that crew would fall apart without a proper fight. What has been was just the beginning.Ā
"You acted like a captain."
"But the crew is falling apart," Luffy pulled his lips in a tight line.Ā
"No, it's not," the green-haired firmly affirmed.Ā
Maybe a lot more than Zoro thought has happened, but that was definitely not the end.Ā
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Before the sun could set and hide in the sea, they gathered some supplies for their new journey. They found out from the clown head ā who they found out told Arlong where to find the Straw Hats ā that Nami was most probably heading to Conomi Islands, specifically Cocoyashi Village. Sanji joined their crew, which made Luffy jump in excitement for the second time that day.Ā
Luffy's folded arms were resting over the railing of Going Merry while he stared down at the water splashing against the ship.Ā
"Does it always take so long?" Luffy spoke so softly.Ā
Sanji chuckled with the fishing rod in his hand as he waited for a fish to catch the bait.Ā
"We've only been here for two minutes, be patient," the cook reminded him. "Some days, they bite as soon as you drop the line and some days, it takes hours."
Then, he threw a knowing glance towards Luffy with an arch of his eyebrow.Ā
"But we're not talking about fishing, are we?"Ā
"I highly doubt it," the witch mumbled as she curled her fingers around her tarot deck.Ā
She didn't dare to shuffle through the cards again, a side of her afraid of what was waiting for them. It felt uneasy everytime she got the impulse of taking the cards out and finding out which one of them holds the truth.Ā
The witch was leaning with her back against the railing, not so far away from the Straw Hat, pressing her fingertips into the old box made of cardboard that fit perfectly in her hands.Ā
Luffy smiled towards Sanji before he stared into the horizon with hope.Ā
"I just want to know if Nami's okay."
"A beautiful, talented woman does not choose to ally herself with a pirate like Arlong," Sanji said firmly, convinced of his beliefs. "Nami clearly needs to be rescued."Ā
The witch breathed in deeply and widened her eyes, trying to find the right words to tell them what she knew. A pair of heavy steps caught her attention and she immediately recognized the chiming filling the air.Ā
Zoro. His hand was resting on his Wado Ichimoji ā his only sword now.Ā
"Her tattoo says different," he said.Ā
The way he looked at the witch was bringing back to life some shattered pieces of her soul. He might look serene when sleeping, but he was better that way ā wide awake and an asshole.Ā
Also, he noticed something she couldn't pinpoint. There must've been a scar on her face, most probably. At first, he only stared at her face, just to lower his gaze. Oh. She didn't sleep for two days and got in a fight with a fishman, which left some nasty bruises on her bare neck.Ā
"Well," Sanji argued, "tattoos don't tell the whole story. And like any woman, she's a mystery to be unraveled."
"Am I supposed to feel flattered?" the witch arched her eyebrow at the cook after she turned her head towards him.Ā
Right at that moment, Zoro stepped between her and Luffy, restricting her view. All she could see was his chest, bandaged and with a red patch in the center.Ā
"You should change your bandages," she looked up at him.Ā
However, the witch was hesitant when she did so. As if the man in front of her could vanish in thin air.Ā
Zoro turned to Sanji and decided to completely ignore her comment.Ā
"Nami made her choice."Ā
The cook immediately frowned, creases appearing on his forehead. His scowl was deeper than Zoro's.
"You don't know why," Sanji retorted.Ā
As if getting snapped by Usopp, Zoro scoffed:Ā
"The only thing I want to hear from you are dinner specials. You don't know Nami."
"Sounds like you don't know her either, Mosshead," Sanji spat with a taunting smile on his lips.Ā
"Oh God, stop, you two," the witch sighed heavily, annoyed.Ā
Just to get the swordsman's attention to her, she poked his back with the tip of her finger, digging deep enough to receive a light flinch. It seemed like she took him by surprise. She bent her back more as she continued resting her elbows on the railing to glance at Luffy over Zoro's shoulder.Ā
"I'm sure Nami has her reasons," their captain nodded.Ā
"I know Nami's reason."
All of their heads turned to the witch.Ā
Usopp was just walking up the stairs of the forecastle when his eyes sparkled curiously.
"What are you guys talking about?"Ā
"Nami," Zoro said quickly. "Why didn't you say anything until now?" that time, his sharp words were directed to the witch.Ā
The witch shot him a glare, displeased by his reaction. However, she would've acted the same if someone was to hide something so important.Ā
"It would've felt unfair to tell you before talking with her," the witch clarified.Ā
"You talked with her about it?" Usopp suddenly intervened, surprised by the news.Ā
The witch gripped at the tarot deck in between her hands tighter and clicked her tongue, trying to find the best words to explain.Ā
"I did. Somehow," uncertainty latched onto her voice.Ā
None of them rushed her anymore so she took her time.Ā
"Listen, this isn't as easy as it seems to be. Yes, Sanji, she didn't willingly get into Arlong's crew."
A snarky remark sat on the cook's tongue and he wanted to throw it Zoro's way.Ā
"But," the witch continued in order to stop an eventual argument, "she's fully aware of her actions. She was forced by the circumstances to do what she's doing, but it doesn't mean she likes acting like Arlong's crewmate. Nami certainly hates him from the bottom of her heart. He did something. Something that forced her to act like she's a friend just to protect something or someone. Or both. She's not only protecting herself, she's protecting what's most dear to her heart."
It wasn't the witch that spoke, but the gut feeling she had. Her thoughts didn't seem so clear in months, since her last successful tarot reading. Now, as the significance of each card sank into her brain, she knew what everything meant.Ā
It wasn't her that spoke, but her intuition.Ā
"She's keeping us away because she's scared we'd get hurt, not only because we would get in her way. Nami cares about us and that's exactly why she's pushing us away."
"Who does that?" Zoro wondered out loud.Ā
Maybe he should've kept that to himself.Ā
"You do that," the witch's head snapped towards him. "I do it. And Nami does. She said she tricked us ā which was true. At the same time, she's tricking Arlong. He isn't her crewmate, he's an asshole that stole something from herā"
The witch got so carried away she didn't even realize what she just said. She suddenly furrowed her eyebrows into the void and received confused looks from her friends.Ā
"He stole something. Her freedom."
Those words were said as she actively figured the details out, staring into the void.Ā
"Witch?" Usopp nudged her.Ā
"Yes?" she turned towards him.Ā
"Did she tell you all these things?"
There was a light chuckle that left her lips at that question.Ā
"The cards did. Her reactions just gave her away and answered my doubts."Ā
The witch knew what games she was playing. She's been doing these things for years and not only ā she trusted her gut feeling above everything else.Ā
She received an especially confused look from the cook, who had no clue why she was called a witch. He probably supposed it was because she was beautiful or maybe secretive.Ā
He should've taken that nickname literally.Ā
"What do we do then?" Zoro turned his head towards their captain.Ā
Luffy listened intently to everything the witch had to say and he made up his mind since long ago:
"I want to hear her decision for myself."
"That's for the best," the witch nodded.Ā
There was more she would've liked to say, but speaking from the gut was both easier than usual and harder when tired. Considering the last time she got some proper sleep was before they got attacked by the Marines, she could say it's been long enough for her mind to get clouded.Ā
Stuck in her thoughts as she was, the grip on her tarot deck loosened up and the object fell from her hold on the wooden floor. The witch's exhausted brain registered that too many seconds later.Ā
A deep frown appeared between her eyebrows, blinking in an attempt to clear her vision while she bent down to take the deck in her hand.Ā
Obviously, she failed.Ā
When her back was straight again, her vision went pitch black and a heavy throbbing settled in her temples. The ship swayed worse than a second ago. She groaned and pinched the bridge of her nose, eyes closed.Ā
The witch has been in that situation before. She stood still, because attempting to walk would've ended in a passionate kiss with the floor.Ā
When the sensations dissipated little by little, tiredness was everything left behind.Ā
"I'm gonna get some rest," she mumbled, the words a little slurred.Ā
With her eyes now opened wide enough to see where she's heading, she walked towards the stairs and cussed them out one by one.Ā
Falling like an idiot wasn't on her to-do list for that day.Ā
By some miracle, she managed to walk all the way into the galley. The room she shared with Nami was hers, but it was too far away. Her feet barely carried her to the dark red sofa she let her body fall on like a sack.Ā
She didn't care about the clothes she hasn't changed from, too caught up with everything that has happened. There was enough time for a shower later, when exhaustion wasn't seeping into her bones. The only thing she had the decency to do was to take her boots off.Ā
She stretched her legs and put an arm under her head, resting on her side to face the room. Not the most comfortable place to sleep in, but after all of that tumult, nothing mattered anymore.Ā
The sweet sound of jingling disturbed her again.Ā
Oh, god dammit.Ā
She was one breath away from cussing Zoro's ass and his earrings ā despite being in ecstasy that he woke up. The witch, as if expecting his next move, bent her knees to make space for him. The swordsman plopped himself down with a grunt at the other side of the sofa and her bare feet touched his thigh.Ā
She didn't dare mutter a word about his presence. Zoro could stay. Gosh, as she was thinkingln about it, she could only believe it was a blessing he wasn't only awake, but also throwing remarks her way.Ā
It was so much better than telling stories of her past to an unconscious Mosshead.Ā
Right.Ā
The edges of her mouth curled in a smile.Ā
"What?"Ā
"Mosshead," she chuckled, eyes still closed.Ā
Zoro let out a scoff and she could imagine him rolling his eyes to the ceiling.Ā
"Didn't you say you were going to rest?"
His voice was unusually low and even soft, pulling her towards the dreamland.Ā
"I'd say this place is perfect," she mumbled.
The witch didn't bother to explain she was tired out of her mind or that her feet would most likely betray her if she dared to get up.Ā
The silence was filled with their breathing and the sounds of the water splashing against their ship, the cracks of the wood. She remembered the times when she traveled with her father's crew and she would many times fall asleep curled next to a barrel while the vice-captain was still singing sea shanties in the middle of the night.Ā
"Zoro," the witch whispered.Ā
She was too weary to care about what left her mouth. It acted like alcohol ā it clouded her mind and she felt shameless.Ā
"What if I wouldn't have stepped on this ship?"Ā
That question plagued her mind and she finally said it out loud.Ā
"So the last ship was more to your taste?" he snickered. "It almost sank in the sea."Ā
"You're such an ass," and while that phrase might've sounded harsh in the past, at that moment it was filled with fondness.Ā
"Been told that before."Ā
I really missed that voice.Ā
"For someone with a big ass bruise on your neck, you sound more like a coward than I thought."
Maybe she deserved that serious tone thrown her way. Was he right? Only halfway through.Ā
"No," she was stubborn enough to fight the sleep for a few more minutes. "What if I would've been happier? Y'know, less worries, no people to haunt my ass. No anxiety."
No crying over you for being almost dead.Ā
The continuation sat on the tip of her tongue and got swallowed back with a gulp. Was there really a need for an admission? Puffy eyelids and dark circles under her eyes, chapped lips and bandages around her forearm soaked in blood. Those details were enough proof.Ā
"Do you hate us that much?" his low voice sent shivers down her spine.Ā
"It's not about that. Justā¦" she gulped and curled her fingers around the tarot deck she was still holding onto. "I want some peace."
"I say you should get some sleep."Ā
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Standing on the deck felt right, even if the witch doesn't remember why she was there. She can't point out the weather clearly, it feels blurry. Seconds ago she was in the kitchen talking with Sanji about some unusual topic she couldn't remember.Ā
Then why was she suddenly on the deck, face to face with a kneeling Zoro who had two swords piercing through his upper body from behind? She didn't only know it was him, she felt like it was him, as if the pieces connecting in her head were just right. However, it horrified her. Everything around him was blurry except for him.Ā
Him, whose essence of life was pouring down his body, creating a puddle under him, sinking into the cracks of the wooden floor. The crimson liquid melted into his white t-shirt. Now that she was looking better at it, she noticed the sharp point of a sword penetrating all the way through his stomach to the front side of his body.Ā
He was looking up at her, despite the way his chin was tilted down. Those sharp brown eyes were boring holes through her. His beautiful irises painted with the warm nuances of chocolate and coffee were scary, like no other time.Ā
Was Luffy next to her? It feels like it was him, even if she can only distinguish a silhouette in the corner of her right eye.Ā
Why was Zoro looking at her like that? She couldn't move, as if her feet were stuck in place. She didn't know if she was breathing or if she was alive anymore. She didn't know why she was on the deck, why those swords took his life away. It barely made any sense that he had enough energy to stare at her.Ā
He didn't falter once. He didn't beg for help, her name didn't come out of his mouth, no groans, no nothing.Ā
She couldn't move. As she stood in the same place, her anxiety was rising up, up, up, until she felt like panicking despite the lack of reaction. She felt like exploding, but she couldn't express those horrific feelings.Ā
She couldn't help him. Her arms were stuck by the sides of her body, as if someone had put a spell on her. She had the will to move her legs, to get closer to him, she wanted to, but she remained glued in that spot. She couldn't feel her body.Ā
She had to do something, but she was trapped inside an unmoving object that was her own body. Why?Ā
Everything snapped.Ā
The smallest hope towards an escape woke her up. Her eyes opened instantly and she raised up in a sitting position, eyes frantically searching for more clues, for answers about the horrifying images she just saw before her eyelids.Ā
Her heart was beating so fast it made her wish she didn't have it at all, a deafening ba-dump repeating in her eardrums over and over again.Ā
Unfortunately, she was face to face with the swordsman she dreamt of. Instantly, as if she was shot, she looked at his upper abdomen. For no more than two seconds, she saw a big black patch on his bandages.Ā
She inhaled deeply and her heart was beating faster, suddenly unable to release that breath of air. Her eyes widened and her hands shook, chest tight.Ā
"Hey," she heard more of a background sound.Ā
She blinked countless times, until her tired brain figured out that it was just her imagination. It was so dark in the room and her nightmare was a shock, the reason why at some point the patch started blurring out, inviting her to blink until it turned to be one small spot. It has been there since he woke up from his slumber.Ā
When the realization sank in, she let go of that breath and let out a pitiful whimper. Deep inside, it felt like relief, her eyes now squeezed shut.Ā
This time, he clearly called her name after his fingers securely gripped at her shaking shoulders, avoiding her wound. Her hands were trembling, her entire being disturbed.Ā
Zoro said her name, not the nickname she got so used to hearing on that ship. Not the usual Witch, a word that sounded so endearing coming from her crewmates; no, it was her name and it was spoken so softly she could've confused him for someone else.Ā
She had a poor attempt at recalling those images in order to figure out the reality, but it backfired. The bloody scene stuck before her closed eyes pushed her to open them up again.Ā
Thankfully, his dark gaze was warm, filled with unspoken worry. For a brief moment she wondered how he woke up, since he slept like the dead sometimes.Ā
"I'm surprised I managed to wake you up," her voice trembled.Ā
He didn't joke back at her. Instead, his thumbs started rubbing slow circles into her shoulders in order to bring her back to earth. Or, better said, back to the ship that was peacefully sailing on the sea during the night.Ā
"I think you should correct your breathing," he pointed out.Ā
Once she changed from autopilot breathing, it felt like her throat was tight.Ā
"Breathe in."
Blindly, she trusted his instructions. That mere breath shook her again, feeling shivers when she allowed the oxygen to sink into her lungs, the same way his voice sank into her being, in the cracks of her soul.Ā
It took a few minutes until that normal bodily process didn't seem like an impossible task. Her muscles were tense until Zoro squeezed her shoulders again.Ā
She could distinguish more of his face than just the warmth she noticed not long ago. His expression seemed pained with worry and not from a wound that could kill him, even if there still were bandages wrapped around his torso. Maybe it was also fear that made him look so different from usual; or was it confusion?Ā
"I'm sorry for destroying your sleep."
It was half a lie. She wasn't sorry about the touch keeping her afloat, about how she managed to breathe again only because of his presence, because he was clearly awake and alive. At the same time, she knew he needed to rest so his wound could heal properly.Ā
"Be serious," he huffed in a lower voice, clearly displeased.Ā
"I am. You should sleep."
"Just like you should, but I doubt you will."
"I'd argue about that."
She was still tired, even if her shock from earlier struck her like thunder. Her eyes could close at any moment, which she feared, because another nightmare didn't sound good even for how stress resistant she became.Ā
Since he heard her soft whimper when she was still sleeping, he had no clue what to do, how to act. One thing was clear: it was better to wake her up, despite the possibility she might get defensive and attack.Ā
Alright, now what the heck do I do? He's had nightmares before, he's seen horrendous things during his sleep countless times, but he didn't have any idea about what to do for her. Was he even supposed to do something? She didn't like being pampered ā maybe he should act like nothing happened. However, the fear coloring her face earlier shocked him as well. The witch has always been collected, she had such a firm grip on her reactions it was annoying sometimes.Ā
The swordsman shook his head, but didn't let go of her. Instead, he leaned against the cushions on his side, while his hands fell down to her forearms to get a comfortable position of his limbs and upper body. The wound on his chest sent daggers through him at each movement. Barely a day of consciously dealing with it and he's already got annoyed.Ā
The witch looked down at where their bodies were connected. His long calloused fingers were securely wrapped around her arms, close to her wrists. When did her legs end up in his lap she didn't know. Her bare knee tingled with warmth ā why?Ā
"You had a weird reaction after you woke up," his whisper stirred something in her heart.Ā
"What do you mean? I had plenty of reactions."
Are you playing the idiot with me? Zoro thought.Ā
"You were more scared of seeing me than of the nightmare."
"Oh."
Why did the Mosshead have to be so observant? It was one of the reasons why she was attracted to him, evidently, but sometimes he exposed her too easily.Ā
She dropped her chin and looked down at her own hands. Admitting that she feared his role as the main character of a tragedy for the second time felt embarrassing for some unknown reason. She's been in enough humiliating situations and he never ridiculed her.Ā
Zoro was utterly stuck. Was he supposed to move away? His body felt too heavy to get off the sofa and go to his room. It wouldn't be alright leaving her alone with her crippling anxiety either, considering she was prone to overthinking.Ā
He wanted to do something, but what?Ā
He let out a long sigh and rested his head against the cushions, his fingers still curled around her wrists. Her pulse was fast, but as seconds passed by, it slowed down under the weight of his thumbs.Ā
The witch became hyper aware of the situation, but it felt too good to move away. Her tired brain entirely registered his presence and her eyes closed. She breathed in the chill air of the night and, while focusing so intently on Zoro's presence, she fell into a deeper state of mind, half asleep.Ā
He was disturbed from his own journey into the dream realm when he felt a light weight on his shoulder. Once his eyes opened, he saw the cause: she leaned in closer to him, clearly unaware.Ā
He smelled like the sea and the familiar scent of soap clung to the unbuttoned blue t-shirt he wore. With her forehead resting against his neck, the witch could vaguely point out his pulse. The safety of his embrace lulled her into a dreamless sleep while she focused on his slow breathing and the secure grip he had on her.
Zoro filled her senses so fiercely it was impossible not to melt into him, inhaling and exhaling in sync with him.Ā
The swordsman had different sentiments about this and they were all confusing.Ā
What am I doing? he scolded himself.
He moved his head and angled his face so he could look at the right side of her sleeping face. With long eyelashes resting over her soft cheeks, she looked like she didn't have a worry in the world, even if he knew better. Her shoulders would rise and fall rhythmically in such a slow pace, making him wonder what exactly exhausted her so much.Ā
Then, his gaze fell on the purple marks on her neck and his jaw clenched. If he would've been awake when Arlong appeared at Baratie, maybe none of them would be like that. Maybe he would've had enough stubbornness to get answers from Nami and maybe Luffy wouldn't have been so close to drowning. Maybe those marks on her neck wouldn't have been there in the first place.Ā
What the fuck am I doing?Ā
Giving up, he rested his head back against the cushions with a scowl. He didn't understand himself and it was even harder to understand the woman sleeping so peacefully, too close to him.Ā
Zoro let out a low displeased sound and closed his eyes, deciding to rest for a while. He didn't dare move away or wake her up either.Ā
First and foremost he was displeased about the fact that he liked the proximity.Ā
I wonder what that fishman's face looks like. It'll surely be a pleasure to slice him in half. Ā
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the moon and her stars. - lyney
warnings : lyney has zero rizz (clickbait), i made astral references again im not sorry guys, not quite love at first sight but more the steps made towards it, gender neutral, fluff
w/c : 940
the saying "eyes are the window to one's soul" is, in lyneys humble opinion, about as true as it can get.
he would know.
while he performs his magic tricks, while he takes a stroll down the streets of fontaineā whatever leisurely activity you choose, he does it while staring people directly in the eyes.
of course he doesn't stare at one person the whole time, his own lavender gaze flies from one person to another sporadically, yet he never fails to discern the emotions hidden behind them.
are they happy? sad? having a good day? a bad one, perhaps? tired? surprised? excited?
he knows.
he watches childrens eyes light up with joy when he pulls their card out of his hatā he observes the couple arguing a few steps away, notices when the brunette's eyes shift from pure sadness to betrayal.
he sees.
which is why he also notices when someone lacks these qualities. if there is no joy, there is no shineā no life behind a person's eyes.
he wonders why your eyes seem so empty when your smile feels genuine.
perhaps you're like him, hiding burdens you desperately wish would forever stay locked up, yet you yearn for a companion to share your pain.
he has his siblings, but who do you have?
lyney approaches you one time (be it out of sheer fascination or simply seeking a change of pace, he's not quite sure) after an impromptu show he put on for some kids in the middle of the street with a singular white rose in his possession.
"hello there, you seem to be not quite enjoying the show tonight. may the great magician lyney be of any service, perhaps?"
he removes his hat with a flourish and bows, holding out the rose as an offering to you.
you lift your gaze from the book you were reading, surprised he took notice of your presence. upon noticing the rose a pleased hum escapes you, and lyney notices a fragment of what one might call 'entertainment' behind your gaze.
"did you know white roses symbolize young love and eternal loyalty, sir lyney? was your approach made with such intentions to be conveyed on this starry night?"
your tone is teasing and amused, and he is well aware of it, but whatever mirth you might be feeling doesn't quite reach your eyes, and so with a snap of his fingers and an elegant shake of the rose, he produces 8 more of them in an unarranged bouquet he hopes you will accept.
"not quite, i'm afraid. i was more so referringĀ to the symbolization of new beginnings, but if you so prefer i would not at all mind changing the meaning. or the color, if you wish," he says, brushing his hand over the roses, which have now turned a darker orange.
"'fascination', i see," you hum, "interesting choice. is there a reason for it?" you have now discarded your book entirely, giving the blond all your attention, as if hanging onto each word he says, yet seemingly not quite caring about any of them either. it confused lyney, but it fascinated him even more.
"are you aware of what people say about eyes?" you nod, inclining your head slightly, curiosity piqued, "they are the window to the soul. i've found that claim to be truthful until the day i first met eyes with you."
"is this your attempt at wooing me, sir lyney? i regret having to inform you it's not quite working."
"not yet, no. i simply wished to compliment you. your eyes are one of, if not the most beautiful i've ever seen. but, if i may be so bold as to ask, why must you suppress your emotions from being seen in them?"
your eyes flicker away momentarily and lyney pauses. perhaps he might lose this battle tonight.
"i do not wish for them to be perceived by none other than myself. i believe it's betterā nobody can use my emotions against me this way."
"why would anyone do such a thing?"
your eyes meet his then, and the world stops. everyone around him disappears and suddenly it's just you and him in this bubble universe you've createdā or perhaps you haven't created it, it was simply made for you. you are the center of it and lyney has to fight to find his place (he chooses the one that's closest to the sunā to you). may he crash and burn if he has to, if the universe decides he's meant to, he simply wishes to be as close as you let him.Ā
if the eyes are the window to the soulā or to put it differentlyā to the heart, then lyney is certain what you see in his is the adoration he holds for you. even though he doesn't quite know you yet, you fascinate him to no end and he will not stop at the ends of the universeā he will go further and further, as far as his legs carry him, to know everything about you.
he has come to agreement with these feelings of his, they are the reason he chose to approach you in the first place.
he is, however, rendered speechless when your eyes suddenly seem filled with an affection and longing he can't say he's been looked at with before.
"you tell me, sir lyney. would you do such a thing?"
you smile at him then and may the god of justice strike him down where he stands lest his words are lies, but you put the moon and all her stars to shame.
"to you? never."
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A question Iāve had on my mind for a long time BPP: do you remember how Jungkook said the J on his ring finger stands for Jungkook? What do you think of that? He couldāve chosen not to answer that question but he answered it and said it means Jungkook. Iām as strong a jikooker as anyone but it made me wonder about the JM theory. Sorry if this is not in line with your blog themes, itās OK if you ignore this ask, I just love your perspective on things and wanted to know what you think. Thanks BPP.
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Hi Anon,
I'm pretty sure my opinion about this is unpopular lol, both with jikookers who think Jungkook didn't mean it when he said so, and with non-shippers who can't stand any sort of shipping theorizing about his tattoos.
But, yes I think Jungkook is telling the truth when he says the J on his ring finger stands for his name. Itās possible he's telling a small fib to downplay his attachment to Jimin - it wouldnāt be the first time heās told a verified white lie to protect jikookās honour, as it were, so yeah itās possible that he lied. But I'm choosing to believe he's saying the truth when he says the J stands for his name. That is, as far as we can tell, the truth.
Something that is also true is Jimin calling himself ARMY. Jimin has referred to himself as ARMY several times over the years, in situations that make no sense and that get eyebrow raises from all the members.... except Jungkook. Which leads me to think it's something of an inside joke between jikook - that much is clear, but I also think it's something more than that. What that is exactly, I don't know, but here's my gut feeling about it:
Jungkook has said the person he connects most with on stage, when they are performing in front of ARMY, is Jimin. For all the members, performing on stage is their reason to live, but this is most explicitly said by Jimin and Jungkook. Some of their most heightened emotional experiences, have been on stage and/or tied to their performances. Whether it's Jimin breaking down during Rosebowl and Jungkook screaming that he loves ARMY and loves him; or Jimin crying during his performance of The Truth Untold and Jungkook moving to support him; or jikook changing the lyrics at the end of their performance of the same song and turning to look at each other as the lights dim; or a teenage Jungkook stopping in the middle of a performance to stare at an injured Jimin during their Red Bullet tour - the other members moving around them wondering why they are locked in a stare-down in the middle of the show; or how Jungkook broke down in tears during the last LY concert and turned to Jimin for comfort who then used his sweater paws to wipe Jungkook's tears...
Jikook have been doing this for years. Consistently. There's a peculiar chemistry they show only when they are on stage together in front of ARMY that frankly doesn't feel at all like the fanservice I'm used to seeing from idols. It's as though they lose certain inhibitions when they are in this heightened emotional state when performing. They connect on a level I can't fully explain to be honest, but I think it's a connection they both recognize and perceive that the presence of ARMY is one way to facilitate it.
Basically, at the intersection of Jungkook and ARMY, lies Jimin. Without Jimin convincing him during pre-debut to stay with BTS when he wanted to quit to become a dancer, Jungkook wouldn't even be in BTS. That's just one example. I don't doubt Jungkook is telling the truth when he says the 'J' stands for his name, but I think the placement of the 'J' is also intentional, and that he intentionally placed it above the 'M' in ARMY knowing that it spells out Jimin's initials. Because I think for Jungkook, he feels that the person he is, the Jungkook that's matured into a global superstar honed by hundreds of performances in front of ARMY, won't exist without Jimin.
Like I keep saying, what exactly jikook's relationship is, I have no idea. But there's something about them that's peculiar. It's wholesome and beautiful and perplexing and simple.
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#WarriorNunWednesday on Twitter (November 16, 2022)
KRISTINA TONTERI-YOUNG
Q: WAIT WAIT who do you think is a swiftie between avatrice
KTY: Bea
Q: Any anime you're watching at the moment? @TonteriYoung Just remembered that you used to cosplay so
KTY: Iām not watching any at the moment actually! Any recommendations?
Q: when do you think bea started falling for ava??
KTY: About the time she got the book out of Shannonās old room and then got hurt, but maybe even earlier š¤·š»āāļø
Q: were there any improvised avatrice moments š«
KTY: Not really dialogue-wise but a lot of small movement details were just us doing what felt natural.
Q: any funny behind the scenes story on set you can and wanna share? š
KTY: If you wait for the interview i did with Ange youāll hear about a really funny one!
Q: Not a warrior nun related question but can I ask what's it says on the tattoo in your hand? @TonteriYoung For educational purposes only šš
KTY: Itās a reference to Shelleyās Masque of Anarchy, just the word āRiseā
Q: how did you react to the finale the first time you read the script??
KTY: Um I cried
Q: are there any behind-the-scenes photos you have on your phone that you can share with us?
KTY:
Q: whatās your favourite episode in season 2?
KTY: Ghhh maybe 5
Q: we've seen Beatrice display her skills in so many various ways throughout both seasons, what's a skill you would love Beatrice to have which we have not seen (yet)?
KTY: I mean selfishly Iād like to have her do scenes in French or Russian, that would be pretty cool š
Q: how many tattoos do you have now and what tattoo are u thinking of getting next?
KTY: 4 and I donāt know really Iām taking a break
Q: whatās ur fave book? any book recommendations?
KTY: Three body problem trilogy, Dreyerās English is a funny one if youāre into reading about grammar for fun
Q: Do you know what Beatrice's plan is after leaving the OCS at the end of season 2? Where is she going/doing? and if not, what would you like her to be doing?
KTY: I mean we didnāt really set down in stone what she was going to do once she left, so in my mind sheās going to try and live her life like Ava would have wanted, while also obviously find out what Lilith was talking about when she mentioned the holy war.
Q: What was your favorite fight scene?
KTY: Church fiiiiight
Q: did you improvise any of beatriceās lines this season?
KTY: āPleasure.ā Wasnāt in the script I think
Q: do you think Beatrice left the OCS in the intention of closing the door on this chapter in her life (including Ava) or is she going to actually look for ways to get Ava back?
KTY: I think sheās definitely going to be involved with the OCS but not in the same capacity as before
Q: hardest scene to shoot?
KTY: Ava falling at the hotel. We couldnāt for the life of us look in the same spot where she was supposed to be in the air š
Q: what do you think beatriceās biggest pet peeve??
KTY: Selfishness
Q: do you have any ideas for what beatrice was like as a kid? or what activities she might have done growing up?
KTY: She was probably that kid in the classroom who just stares out the window and doesnāt really pay attention, but when called knows the answer immediately. Probably not very sociable tbh. I imagine she liked chess and puzzle games stuff like that
Q: do you put milk or cereal in the bowl first? follow up: would beatrice put milk or cereal first
KTY: Cereal first for both of us
Q: was there music playing when you filmed the dance scene?
KTY: Yeah it was girls on film by Duran Duran
Q: favourite memory with the cast while not filming?
KTY: Hanging out on the hotel rooftop and playing something like charades
Q: if we get a season 3, what would you personally like to see from it? With Beatrice and with the rest of the charactersš
KTY: Iād like to see Beatrice solidify herself as her own person separate from being a nun and allow herself to live like sheās always wanted to live. As for the others thatās really up to them!
Q: do you have a scene that was your favourite to shoot this season? The dance scene in ep.1 looked so much fun!
KTY: Ava passing through the portal was probably my favorite to film
Q: what's your go-to starbucks drink? and what would be beatrice's? š¤
KTY: I donāt drink coffee anymore so my Starbucks order was some kind of breakfast sandwich š
. Sheād probably go for a black tea.
Q: please elaborate to me what you think bea & ava were doing in switzerland? especially since they were sharing a room and bed
KTY: They were hiding and trainingā¦..? And probably watering the plant of loveā¦.?
Q: Do you think Beatrice would like Warrior nun?
KTY: I think Beatrice is more of a documentary type of person given the type of life she lives š
Q: do you think Sister Bea would drink alcohol again after that night?
KTY: Probably. We all do things we say weāll never do again but surely enough give it a few months and here we are again š„¹
Q: What do you think is the first thing Beatrice will do after leaving the OCS?
KTY: Probably procure some clothes she likes
Q: If you given a chance to play any other character besides Beatrice from Warrior Nun who would it be ???
KTY: Lilith cause sheās a boss
Q: which warrior nun character are you most similar to
KTY: Probably a mashup of Ava and Beatrice
Q: Do you have any series and movie recommendations?
KTY: Guillermo de Toros cabinet of curiosities
Q: Have you added anything to the scenes or did you just follow the script?
KTY: We all discussed scenes at length and changed a bunch of stuff to some extent
Q: Was that Beatrice's first kiss?
KTY: Probably not but itās the one that means the most
Q: can you confirm that bea sleeps on the right of the bed whilst ava sleeps on the left?
KTY: š¤·š»āāļø Iād see bea sleeping on the side closer to the door.
Q: Any scene you shot that isn't in season 2 but you wish it was?
KTY: Nah they got them all
Q: do you plan on doing any other conventions in the future š
KTY: Iād love to
Q: What was it like working with Alba, especially in those moments when she has so much emotion in her eyes?
KTY: I mean sheās a great actress so itās awesome to play off that š
Q: Regarding the glowing divinium sword in the post-credit scene, what do you think that meant?
KTY: I just supposed it meant Ava was coming back, but we didnāt really discuss what it actually meant
Q: how was it filming during the lockdown?
KTY: Very very strange and stressful tbh
Q: Do you think that Beatrice taught Ava how to present herself as a leader amongst the OCS?
KTY: Iām sure they talked about it in Switzerland
Q: Are you big into reading or video games? If so what's been your favorites lately!
KTY: Little nightmares 2
Q: do you think Ava and Bea would often wait for each other after the day's work at the bar so they could walk home together? š
KTY: I can see that happening yeah
Q: how many seasons would you like warrior nun to have
KTY: As many as possible
Q: can u tell us the person responsable for the most bloopers??
KTY: We are all equally responsible š«
Q: what do you think is Beatrice's love language?
KTY: Quality time
Q: how long does it usually take to film a fight scene?
KTY: Depends on the fight scene. It wouldnāt be uncommon to spend 6 ish hours on one
Q: A lot thinks that the forehead kiss was an improvisation, was it?
KTY: Iā¦ā¦think soā¦? Iām not sure
Q: NAUR you don't remember???
KTY: BRO it just sort of happened ok it all happened real fast
Q: what is the biggest difficulty in being a warrior nun ?
KTY: The constant threat of death
Q: what was your reaction when you first read the script of the avatrice kissing scene?
KTY:
Q: Do you think Bea always wanted to leave the OCS and everything that happened only served to motivate her to finally do it or did she leave to honor Ava's wish that she live her life?
KTY: I think she didnāt intend to ever leave, but her bubble has been popped by Ava so she realizes she canāt live there truthfully and honestly.
Q: now who do you think beatrice would be if she wasnāt a nun her aspirations and all that
KTY: Maybe sheād be a surgeon or engineer of some kind
Q: do you think bea knows ava is out there somewhere and will come back to her that's why she smiles in the last scene?
KTY: I dont think she knows for certain, but she knows sheās making the right decision for herself
Q: u ok here? LOL
KTY: Yeah I like laying down on the ground
Q: What was the first feeling when you finished watching season 2? Say hello to Brazil, we love u šš§š·
KTY: Hello Brazil! Love you too x / I felt very relieved š
Q: What's a weird skill you'd like Beatrice to show off next season?
KTY: Making sushi
Q: i think we need an answer to the biggest problem, how old is beatrice?? i say about 21
KTY: Probably closer to 24
Q: hii kris i was wondering if you would like to dye your hair different colors like pink, blue or green?
KTY: Ive had my hair all kinds of colors in the past already š
Q: do you know if we will ever get to see a blooper reel? š„ŗ
KTY: I donāt know if even I will ever see a blooper reel š
Q: did you or any of the cast take anything from set and if so what heheh?
KTY: š¤«š¤«š¤«š¤«š¤«
Q: as a viewer, do you also find reya sketchy?
KTY: Uh yeah mad shady
Q: you mentioned that there were some funny bloopers from season 1, including you crashing into an ArqTech wall. Any funny mishaps to report from season 2?
KTY: Some interesting acting while hanging from wires in the church. š
Q: how fun was it to play tranquilized?
KTY: Itās hard actually lmao
Q: thoughts on pineapples on pizza?
KTY: Whatever boats your goat š¤·š»āāļø
Q: Surfing or Mountain Climbing? choose one. š¤
KTY: Shnurfing
Q: In your interviews you do a lot of face touching. How much of you bled into Bea with the way she has this instinct to hold peopleās faces? And the way in which she touches Avaās face with so much tenderness and softness? Was it on the page?
KTY: I think itās kind of a me-ism. I touch my face when Iām nervous but I think for bea it means something else.
Q: which is your favorite: jealous beatrice or jealous ava?
KTY: Jealous Ava
Q: of all the locations you filmed in this season, which did you like the most and why?
KTY: Prado museum
Q: Who do you think cooked in their apartment Bea or Ava?
KTY: Probaby bea
Q: Everybody loved Bea's casual clothes. She seems more like herself and free. Could u talk about it? Did u help create her style?
KTY: Yeah I mean I had some say, but ultimately it was up to Christina the costume designer. Itāll be interesting to see how her style evolves š¤·š»āāļø
Q: how do we best convince non-believers (ppl who don't watch the show) to come over to our side?
KTY: I mean what do you lose by watching a show? Even if you donāt think youāll like it just give it a try and then decide š¤š¼
Q: Was there a lot that changed with the script because of Maryās absence?
KTY: Yes there was. She was missed
Q: is this a reference to Ava being in the other side or you and alba are just being in a silly mood in the vid and the song is just a coincidence to Ava's fate? We really want to know (video)
KTY: Itās a total coincidence tbh lmao
Q: who is the best cook in the cast š«£
KTY: I honestly think weāre all pretty good cooks!
Q: Beatrice walking around with her hands in her pockets....a comfort thing or a character choice?
KTY: Both. Also that way I donāt have to think about what to do with my hands.
Q: does ava make spectacular cuba libre or did bea just say it once out of pity and now ava wonāt stop making her the worst cuba libre known for mankind
KTY: She probably makes a good cuba libre but the alternative theory is hilarious and I like it
Q: what type of fighting costume would you like to see beatrice in now since she left the ocs?
KTY: Honestly Iād want cool jackets and cargo pants with military vests and turtlenecks. But thatās just meš«
Q: what is your favorite avatrice scene and /or line in s2?
KTY: I like the fight in the apartment
Q: Do you ever miss being on warrior nun set
KTY: Yeah all the time
Q: Do you think Beatrice still have hope that Ava will come back? and do u think she'll continue waiting for her?
KTY: I think she will wait in hope
Q: sock sock, shoe shoe or sock shoe, sock shoe?
KTY: Sock sock shoe shoe finish one thing before starting another otherwise Iāll get distracted and never get shoes on at all
Q: is bea a dog or cat person? / What about yourself? š¬
KTY: Cats probably š¤·š»āāļø / Both tbh
Q: what was your reaction when you found out that avatrice will finally kiss this season?
KTY:
Q: do you believe or wish there was a scene where beatrice comes out to her parents, regardless of their reaction?
KTY: Yeah that would be cool. I mean any scene where weād get to see Beaās parents and how that family interacts would be awesome.
Q: u have more action scenes where we can clearly see ur face and it's really amazing. did you have injuries shooting those scenes???
KTY: Noooo we were kept very safe by the stunt team š
Q: how does your back feel from carrying all this promo?
KTY: Like I need a better chiropractor
Q: on a scale of 1-10, how satisfied are you with your performance this season?
KTY: Could always do better / The number would fluctuate too much so š¤·š»āāļø
Q: Do you think we will have more of Beatrice's back story in S3? possibly an encounter with her parents? Or do you think she has cut them out of her life?
KTY: I Hope we get more backstory! It would be so interesting to meet her parents. Tense scenes tho lmao
Q: what do you think was yasmine face during the avatrice kiss?
KTY:
Q: Thoughts on Reya? š
KTY: Much suspicion much confusion
Q: Bea with an undercut, I see it
KTY: Fuck yes any excuse to have short hair tbh
Q: The scene between Beatrice and Camila about falling in love with the warrior nun was it supposed to be between Beatrice and Mary?
KTY: š¤«
Q: no context warrior nun 3/?
KTY: We laughed a lot about this line
Q: what made u stop drinking coffee??
KTY: Crippling anxiety
Q: āwatering the plant of loveā what are you? 70? š
KTY: š
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Little Astarion blurb
Little Astarion x Tav. I haven't finished the game yet, like not even close, but I thought this was cute. I saw a couple of these prompt fly by on my tiktok fyp. I haven't written in a while, so Astarion might be a little OOC. Also, not proofread. fuck it we ball. I guess this has minor spoilers for the game?
Word count: 1000+
Summary: Astarion told Tav he doesn't remember what he looks like, Tav decides to help out.
It was his rare moment of vulnerability with me. One where I had to hold him, unable to comfort him with words. I could tell him it was okay, or that I could fix it, but the harsh reality was that I could not. Astarion knew that, I think it is why he accepted the hug. IT was the most I could offer and the best he could take.
It was in a random chest along the road I found it hidden; a sketchbook and a pencil. Some of the pages had been filled out already, drawings of animals and what not. Though there were enough empty ones left. I am far from the best artist around, but I am decent enough when I have a reference. And luckily, I had.
The lanterns around Astarionās tent accentuated his face even more, the shadows casting over him. His features appeared even sharper. I sat by the campfire, a reasonable distance away. Thankfully, the vampire was rather focused on whatever book he was reading. He seemed to read something every single night, and I still had no clue what exactly, just that he was pretty invested in it. I was thankful for it now, though. He wasnāt exactly paying attention to his surroundings, so it didnāt look too weird when I was staring directly at him while scribbling away on the blank pages. It took me a while, wanting to make sure it was perfect, to get his features right.
When I was done and ready to show it, I suddenly doubted if it was worth it. Maybe it would look weird; you do not just draw your road companion. Right? I shrugged, to hell with it. Surely doing something with a good intention shouldnāt be a reason for him to suck me dry. Literally.
With a sigh I stood up, closing the book. I walked over to his tent, the toe of my boot nudging the pillows he was seated on. Astarion looked up, his red eyes meeting mine. Everytime I see them I wonder why it took me by surprise he is a vampire. He rested the book in his lap, an eyebrow raising, āWell, hello, darling. Is there a particularly good reason youāre interrupting a perfectly good read?ā
I had to resist the urge to roll my eyes at his dramatics. Instead I flopped down on some pillows next to him, my legs crossing, āI think my mere presence is a good enough reason,ā I retorted. To my amusement, I got āI canāt argue with you thereā back. I let out a sigh, holding up the book, āI drew you something.ā
His brows raised, an intrigued look etched onto his face, āOh?ā
I opened the book, quickly flipping through it to show it to him. He frowned as he examined the paper, taking the book from my hands, āWell, thank you for this perfectly good drawing of a goat?ā He looked at me, āIf this is your way of flirting with me, I have to admit you could do a lot better.ā
āWhat?ā I snatched the book from him. I had opened it on the wrong page, a drawing of a goat with some information from the previous owner drawn on it. āShit-ā I muttered, trying to quickly flip to the correct page. My calloused hands, however, had some trouble actually grabbing onto the correct page. It took some colorful curses and angry fingers, but soon I had the right page in front of me, a drawing of the man before me on it. I handed it back to Astarion, āThat wasnāt- This is what I drew you.ā
His hands took it again, his eyes widening as he skimmed over the page. I held my breath as he did. With this elf, any reaction was to be expected. He is not always the most predictable, to say the least. āYou drew this?ā
My eyes met his again, and I nodded as I slowly let out that breath, āYeah.ā
It was silent for a brief moment, though I felt like maybe time had stopped and it just started playing again. āWhy?ā he asked.
āYou told me you havenāt seen what you look like in a long time. I donāt know- I guess I wanted to show you. Iām sorry if thatās weird- or creepy. I didnāt-ā I was cut off, the breath pushed out of me as he lurched forward. My initial thought was that he definitely did think it was creepy and now came to fucking eat me, or something, but instead his arms wrapped around me. His embrace was cold, but it still warmed my cheeks and I could feel my heart increasing speed. I then realized my hands were stiff next to my body, and I decided to return the hug.
āThank you,ā his breath tickled my neck, āI forgot what I looked like, what others saw when they looked at me. You just gave that back to me.ā With a sigh he pulled away, a grin on his face as he looked at the drawing, āIām so beautiful, you must be horribly in love with me.ā
I snorted and rolled my eyes, āOh, totally. Simply irresistible.ā
āExactly what I thought,ā he chuckled, āOh, and darling, if this is your way of flirting with me, Iād be lying if I said it isnāt working.ā
I could feel the flush return to my cheeks, I was sure he saw it, too. āOf course it does, Iām a treat. Prettier than you, even,ā I retorted. His hand flew to his heart, āHow you hurt me,ā he said, āNow, if you will; you could use your rest, and I was getting to quite a cliffhanger before you decided to interrupt me,ā he glanced at me, āThough for good reason.ā
I smiled and was about to get up, before I felt a surge of confidence. I sat on my knees. One of my hands came under his chin, my fingers tilting it up as I leaned down to place a kiss on his cheek. āGoodnight, Astarion,ā I whispered, before rising to my feet and walking to my bedroll. As I got comfortable in my sleeping bag, I saw Astarion caressing the drawing from the corner of my eye.
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a stray cat from a toy shop
while i'd noted it before, this post by @iwtvfanevents gave me a title for the cat painting in claudia's room: The Kitten's Art Lesson by Henriƫtte Ronner-Knip. (if you enjoy being insane like me go read the artist's biography at the link, but keep in mind that just because you CAN draw parallels doesn't mean they were necessarily intentional. but they ARE delightful.)
let's take a look at the kitten's art lesson!
the kittens are studying under the watchful eye of the adult cat, who seems disappointed by the lack of decorum. the kittens are in a playful mood! one of them has torn through a painting. another is clinging to the art board with tooth and nail... just playing or trying to hold on after nearly falling? a couple are in a half closed drawerāalmost like they could be trapped inside at any moment. one has actually found a paint brush but doesn't seem to know what to do with it. the teacher is not impressed.
i can't help but note the one staring towards us from the drawer looks awfully familiar:
the art teacher and students aren't the only cats in claudia's room; there's also a cat statuette on the mantle (click to see the closeups in full.)
above the cat painting, there's a blurry painting of what looks like some women sitting, and one of them looks she might have a cat in her lap, though that might be wishful thinking on my part. the bottom of the painting blends in so well with the wallpaper that at first glance i actually thought the painting had been cut into, which sent me on a wild train of thought but yeah that's not actually true lol. but the effect is interesting regardless. the cat on the mantle definitely evokes the idea that it escaped from the painting nearby, and could flee at any momentāand in episode 6, it's no longer on the mantle or anywhere else that i can see.
i wonder if it broke along with so much else in the house at the end of episode 5, or if claudia moved it somewhere. fellow insane people keep an eye out, a kitty's gone loose!
so... why cats?
there aren't many cat references in iwtv compared to other animals, but the ones that are there speak volumes. in episode 3, we see louis bite into a black cat as a substitute for the human blood he craves. later in the evening lestat says he "fears for the feline population of new orleans" (after comparing louis to fish and birds). when louis reaches a breaking point, "rats, cats, dogs, would no longer suffice." so what he really wants or needs is something else?
in the next episode, claudia delivers the punchline:
āI used to [live around here] too. I remember there used to be a toy shop a few doors down by there. They used to keep stray cats in boxes for people to take.ā
claudia sees herself as a cat. louis took her in like a strayāa helpless little kitten in need of rescueāand he took her (took for free because no one else wanted her) from a box at a toy shopāa place where you find things to play with.
but cats love to play and they love sleeping in boxes so this is fine actually!
...right?
claudia knows herself much better than anyone else in this show. she is a cat in a kitten's body.
the thing you always have to keep in mind about cats is that they are not docile and subservient by nature. they don't do things because they are told but because they choose to. a cat's fur may be pretty and soft to touch, but don't forget those sharp teeth and claws! it's not that they don't like to be pet at all, you just have to get permission first. and even if you do, they might just change their mind, as is their right.
cats do like good company but they also like their independence. they prefer to come and go as they please; not to be locked up inside, and not to be kept on leashes. they like boxes because they feel safe in there, but they also like to jump out for play time: hunt! catch! kill!
they may be small and cute and soft but they're still predators, and brutal ones. if they don't get to hunt for their food in your care, you better find them another outlet or they'll go for your ankles. they developed that instinct to survive, but hunting also happens to be fun! cats love to play with their food.
if you manage to earn their trust, they'll make for wonderful companionsābut do not make the mistake of assuming you can ever own them... or you'll have to sleep with one eye open like they do. they're quick and clever but also patient, and they know how to move without a sound. let them out of your sight for even a second, and you won't know what hit you until it's too late. and they'll relish the kill!
no matter how others may speak of her, claudia is not a lap dog, nor a bird in a feathered nest. lestat is not a beauceron herding sheep, and his last name does not make him a lion. the three of them are not fellow dogs either. from the very beginning, claudia knows she's a cat. and by the end, she realizes what lestat let slip in the pilot: he's just an overgrown fucking rat. and while āa cat and a ratā rhymes, that does not mean they're the same thing.
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