if i didn’t know better (i’d think you were singing to me now)
Julie Molina didn’t think that she’d have to go through one of life’s biggest milestones without her mom, but here she is, standing in front of the window wondering what it would be like to have her mom by her side. Little does Julie know, Rose has always had a plan for her daughter’s wedding day. It just might take a little bit of searching and time.
“When Julie had gone to pull the wedding dress off the closet door, she hadn't originally noticed it. But as she went to pull the garment off the hanger, her eyes zeroed-in on a cream coloured something. She felt her breath catch a little as she placed the dress back down onto the bed. Quickly reaching to flip it around, she had instantly recognized her mom’s writing scrawled across the little piece of paper and pulled off the key that was taped to the back. Grabbing the note, and ignoring the shouted questions from Flynn, she ran down the stairs to find someone, anyone, who could give her answers.”
trigger warnings: mentions of canonical death (julie’s mom) and overall a lot of thoughts/feelings about Rose’s passing
word count: ~ 10,200 words
Happy (early-ish because I can’t post during work tomorrow and also timezones) birthday, @tangledstarlight!
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It’s been almost a week and my list has been shuffled some, I think it’s time for an update!
I was going to reblog the post from last week and add to it, but it got so long. I’m making a new one. Here’s a link to my top 10 a week ago.
This was my instant fav after my first listen and it’s back at the top. I just love it soooo much and if you don’t that’s fine but I don’t want to hear your thoughts on that.
This also spoke to me instantly. There were a few parts that annoyed me though, I’ve since gotten over them and it’s now in my absolute top.
This. Is. So. Good. That’s all.
This was “low” last week because I had so high expectations but I’ve since made my peace with it. It’s an amazing song.
I love this, it gives me energy and I’m always here for a song with this sentiment.
Look, this topped last week. I still love it a lot. I just, I don’t know, it’s tough competition.
Still giving me all the feels. I think it’s beautiful.
North Macedonia (-5)
Okay, this is like a baby to me, I’ll protect this song with my life. I love it, I’m weak for songs like this. It hurts my soul that I can’t place this higher.
This was actually in my top 3 a few days ago. It’s going up and down every other day. This is very much a mood song for me, I need to be in the right mood to really appreciate it.
This is such a beautiful song and I kinda wish I could place this higher too.
It’s such a tough year, there’s so many songs I just absolutely love and there’s only one song I find my self skipping in my playlist. 1 out of 39, that’s insane.
Here’s the ones that just missed out on top 10:
Romania (this has grown so much on me!! It started out somewhere between 25 and 30)
Ireland (This is also so good, but other songs are just starting to speak to me more)
Finland (I’m still a bit disappointed by this one, but it’s growing more and more on me)
Croatia (It’s a bop, I really like it)
Israel (First; she’s soooo beautiful!! and I really like this too, always find myself singing along to it)
One of my favorite rarepairs is komamiki (Nagito and Mikan) I think you might have drawn art of them before? But I feel like post game they both would feel very odd man out, like they can't heal/move forward like the other remnants and would find solace in each other. Plus Mikan patching Nagito up when his luck gets him hurt.
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Fun fact: komamiki and komanami are both tied for my second fav Nagito ship juuuuust behind komaegi.
There’s just so much Nagito and Mikan have in common and in all honesty I can see them getting along pretty easily--especially post game. Considering their intense pre-existing self esteem issues (and close connection to Junko--at least on Mikan’s side, Nagito’s can be debated but if the anime is anything to go by I’m sure he feels particularly guilty for not being awake to notice the literal despair trap they were going into), I agree that they’d feel (and try to be) detached from the others more so out of guilt than anything. I’m sure Mikan and Nagito would be very harsh on themselves in particular, but wouldn’t be anywhere near judgmental towards the other since they understand that what happened was basically out of their control. The result would be them showering the other with encouragement, reassurance, and kindness (because the other deserves it unlike themselves) which would eventually evolve into a stalemate where in they agree to try not to be actively self-depreciating (“if I have to start forgiving myself then you do too’’) that then becomes the two of them finally being able to really move on from what happened together. It’ll be a slow and hard process, but they’ll have each other to lean on and grow from. Plus, yeah, Mikan will always be there to help Nagito with his injuries, and Nagito will always be there to remind her how important and necessary she is.
Imma end it here anon because I can just keep talking about these two for so long--I--I just love them both a whole lot. I know I haven’t drawn them all that much, but I have so many doodle ideas for them, rest assured there will be komamiki content in the future 🥰
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