#Tw: starvation mention

[waccozzz]

vampire dib au

more people should also add the fangs to his shirt in vampire aus, that ideas very silly.

i feel like he would refuse to drink human blood (saviour complex or whatever) and he would only target zim

#invader zim #Invader zim au #Dib #Vampire dib au #Vampire dib #Tw: starvation mention #dib membrane #Sillyisms

[bullet-rebuttle]

Cassette for Raijin

Tw: Implied abuse tw: homelessness tw: starvation mention

The unnamed child’s last word he heard from his parents were behind this very restaurant late at midnight.

“Alright brat. Stay right here. We will pick you up in the morning. Don’t talk or look at anyone.”

They never came back.

He did listen for awhile at least. Whenever an adult gave him concerned looks he would run off refusing to speak a word.

It soon did dawn on him that noone was gonna come back for him.

Well..that’s fine. Wasn’t like he ever felt wanted in the first place.

Still..it was upsetting..even more so when hunger stroke him..he walked over to that very restaurant and..yup..everything costed a certain amount of yen. Yen he possessed none of..

He runs back out to the back taking notice of the dumpster behind. Inside is abandoned food customers didn’t finished it or food that went unused.

If nobody needed it anymore..and it was free for the taking..

So he did it. He did make sure to examine each meal to make sure it was at least safe to eat. If he got sick from eating rotten food he wouldn’t be able to go get a doctor after all.

That was his life for a while..it turned into just going through the motions. Wake up behind an old building or bench, occasionally go into a lake, dumpster dive for food, and back to sleep. All while avoiding other people..perhaps it was stupid of him. But..he couldn’t help but be afraid of being judged or taken. The possibility of them being like his parents worried him..even if he truly felt nothing for this life he had to live.

It was like all of his emotions turned off just to survive..until when like it or not he would be found.

#tw: homelessness #tw: implied abuse #tw: starvation mention #✈️raijin hirose✈️ #or..soon to be I guess

[ask-alterwolf-curseko]

You're going to starve him.

[He scoffs, rolling his eyes.] Dramatic, much? I gave him a single jar that's just about his size with plenty of them. If he starves, so what? Not my problem. He's got space rocks— meteorites to munch on should he run out.

#ask-alterwolf-curseko #lupus in the driver's seat #lupus; alterwolf ghost #ask #bubbleberryuniverse #tales from the multiverse #therapy carpool #therapy carpool canon #post session 88 ask #k-0/tk-0 debut session #angst #event: shiny is missing! #tw: starvation mention

[electrozeistyking]

Hello, welcome to The Rare Bites AU! I was going to draw J and V, but my eagerness to show this to you was far too strong. Here's some notes on it:

-the disassembly drones are pretty much starving and scrawny. uzi hates that her colony basically lied to these guys because they're only attacking because they're desperate to feed. she's like "DAMN WE'RE A BUNCH OF FUCKING LIARS HUH."

-j, n and v are some of the rare few disassembly drones that reached close to adulthood. they're all shaky and weak by this point, but still strong enough to take down a worker if they absolutely pushed themselves to do it. their population has been shrinking for years, due to starvation, overheating and killing their own young.

-"And our parents are leaving these fuckers to starve over one stupid deal they failed to uphold and won't even tell us about?! Like, come on! If these guys were human, they'd be all bony and shit! That's gross! What the fuck is wrong with us?!"

-n unwittingly reveals how bad their situation is by announcing that j and v might kill him in order to feed themselves when they find out he's had more than enough to drink (uzi's like "damn" and gives him some extra oil canisters. the workers have enough as is, so she doesn't bat an eye over having to give any up to disassembly drones).

-because these three don't really have a major reason to hate each other, i like to imagine that n, j and v basically fell asleep in a very shaky cuddle pile in order to feel less alone in this cruel world, and eventually begin to include uzi. at that point, they feel safer and start gaining weight and showing their true personalities. :3

-long story short, they start off in a bad place but then everything gets better because of uzi's input. :3

#rare bites au #murder drones au #murder drones n #murder drones uzi #mentioned but still there: #murder drones j #murder drones v #ask to tag #i'm not insensitive i'm just stupid #tw starvation #tw cannibalism #but kind of not so subtly implied??? the babies are being munched on

[xxno-thoughts-just-chaosxx]

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#A surprise Junior to add some much needed sweetness to this page #luigi #bowser #fanart #comic #grimdark #fancomic #princess peach #mario #bowugi #prisoner!au #tw: ed mention #TW: SH #TW: Starvation

[cheesecakethots]

Hellooooo, good morning from my side of the world. I saw a post about regretful yanderes, so can I please get a regretful yandere ask for the hxh adult trio with Feitan pleaaaaseeeeee🥺🥺. Ignore if it's too much trouble.

From your one and only crazy chicken 🐔🐔

ok i kinda struggle with hxh trio having regret because like. they don’t seem the type to. kinda?

below the cut: hisoka (very short), chrollo, Illumi, feitan

hisoka. 0 regret. horrific man. will not ever feel bad about whatever he does to you.

chrollo and illumi are a little bit tricky for me.

chrollo keeps up with the gentleman act, but has zero regret in taking you away. his punishments are also very thought out and planned, so i don’t think he’d come to regret them, as in his eyes you truly deserved what was coming to you. i can see him feeling some ounce of regret when you push him too far and the act drops; he might lash out and leave you with at most a broken wrist. he’d feel bad if you started going quiet after that, but mostly because he enjoys talking to you so much.

but i also think that something in the heart he thought he didn’t have starts aching at the sight of you crying. i imagine this in a scenario where you’ve been with him for a while now, and you haven’t been lashing out or trying to escape. he’s usually very in tune with your emotions, but for a split second when he looks up from his book to see you silently crying he feels his eyes widen, and breathing halt. the feeling in his chest is probably the closest thing he can have to actual regret.

illumi is similar in the fact that his punishments are very thought out, however i see them also being much more extreme. with chrollo if you run you get a condescending caress of your cheek before being knocked out and carried back. with illumi you could end up with two broken ankles. he’ll get some form of silent pleasure at carrying you around everywhere and having you rely on him entirely, so don’t give him the opportunity to do so.

illumi doesn’t like seeing you sad though. when he stalked you for like… two days before just taking you for himself, he felt something in his chest grow warm at watching you interact with things that made you happy (not people, though. that made him feel a little bit sickly.) seeing you play with a stray cat on your way home from work had him thinking that you would be a good mother. the next morning you woke up in the zoldyck estate, so… yeah.

you might become quiet the more time you spend with him, thinking that maybe that’s what he wants of you. he’ll regret if he makes you feel like that - like chrollo, he’s also hooked on the sound of your voice. he’s just a lot less obvious about it.

similarly to chrollo i imagine he doesn’t like seeing you cry. you’re his wife, you should be happy. it kinda depends on why you’re crying though. if it’s because of him he’s probably already convinced that he’s done nothing wrong and that you should get over it. if it’s his family, he’ll probably have a talk to them to see what happened. if it’s anyone else he’s seeing red. quite literally too; whoever it is will be drained of all blood they have available.

now. feitan. hrm.

as far as i’ve seen of him feitan seems to be one of the worst yans you could be stuck with. is mad at you for the fact that he’s in love. has considered many times just killing you so he can be rid of all of these feelings but every time he just can’t bring himself to, and it makes him more mad.

definitely sadistic. he doesn’t care to explain to you why you’ve made him mad sometimes, and it’ll be hard to know if you have because he’s always mad. the only time you see him content is when he’s come back from torturing someone (and also when he watches you sleep but you don’t need to know that.)

being with him is like walking on thin ice while wearing a suit made out of molten lava.

his punishments will hurt. bad. expect a lot of bruises or broken bones, and he’s pretty fast to dish them out. he actively enjoys seeing you cry, so that isn’t going to help with anything.

but. i can actually feeling some sort of regret at times. very VERY rarely, though.

one time he locked you in the basement for a couple of days, forgetting that you needed food and water to quite literally survive. you couldn’t really focus on much when he came back, but you could swear you saw actual panic in his expression.

he never apologises for things like that, but you’ll find yourself warm in bed, some microwaveable meal you enjoy on the table next to you, as well as maybe a book or game you used to go on about. it’s pretty much the only form of regret you’ll get from him, but you’ll take it over anything else.

#tw yandere #tw.yandere #yandere #yanderecore #yandere chrollo #yandere hxh #yandere chrollo lucilfer #yandere chrollo x reader #yandere hxh x reader #tw kidnap mention #yandere illumi zoldyck #yandere illumi x reader #yandere illumi zoldyck x reader #yandere hunter x hunter #yandere feitan #yandere feitan x reader #tw starvation

[phleb0tomist]

the recent surge of articles on severe ME is shattering my heart. we’re looking at a live, ongoing portfolio of the NHS’s failure to protect young ME patients, the same failures that cast a shadow over both my childhood and my current life, and it’s so wild that things aren’t changing. there’s no repair, no apology for the highly preventable suffering or the deaths, which are mostly young women.

the improper care of ME patients isn’t because of a lack of funding, it’s because of ignorance & stubbornness. the bare minimum of appropriate care to prevent a severe ME patient from getting worse is to allow them to be somewhere dark, quiet, lying down, hydrated & fed, and somehow the NHS can’t even provide that. my main shred of hope is that this is finally being reported and i wonder if that will be the catalyst for a little bit of repair. i’m desperate to believe it will be

#feel free to reblog. it means a lot that ppl are becoming aware #txt #negative #medical trauma #medical. #severe myalgic encephalomyelitis #myalgic encephalomyelitis #chronic illness #starvation tw #death mention #let me know if more trigger tags are required

[brainr0t-landfill]

🌃Mercurial:

Ghoap x male reader

Chapter One/Prologue: Abstain

"I found you, I found the door."

-Mitski, I Want You

(please mind the tags, I don't know how the UK train system works, English isn't my first language apologies for any mistakes <3)

You kiss them goodbye on the doorway, you make sure their jackets are zipped up, you promise to keep the windows locked and to not go out at night, Simon smiles, his eyes crinkling above the surgical mask.

"Gonna be good for us, hare? Sure hope so."

It's half joking, half threatening and desperately hopeful.You focus on the spot between his eyes as you nod, stomach twisting into knots and hands sweating.

You press your ear to the metal door and listen to their footsteps fading away then you rush to the balcony and watch the black, truck you repainted last month go down the road, through the U turn and disappear, your knuckles white against the railings your forearms stiff, eyes so wide and unlinking untill they water and force you to blink. You're scared that any moment now the other shoe will drop, they'll turn the car around and John will ask you if you really took them for such fools as Simon rumages through drawers and wardrobes laying every bit of your pitifull escape plan on the floor, like a wolf gutting a hare. Then you'll be driven back to the lonely, stuffy shack in the woods in the trunk, hogtied and gagged, feeling every bump on the road.

The trunk opens and you shut your eyes against the onslaught of white hard light, nose stinging from the cold as you curl into yourself out of both fear and well deserved shame, guilt. They're talking above you, familiar voices blurring together and becoming white noise. You feel like an insect pinned down, getting dissected.

Someone places their hand over your eyes, rubbing at your red, runny nose with their calloused thumb.

"Oh lovie."

"Carefull Si, cannea back out now."

There's silence for a second and you know they're exchanging the kind of look that saves their lives out on the field, the kind of look that explains and understands.

"Gotta let him learn his lesson ,hmm?"

"No other choice left."

Simon runs his hand over your face and rubs at your neck, that still smells of someone else. Mature and cold with hints of narcissus.You can see his internal conflict in his darkned eyes and see you can see his attachment, his love, his despration winning out.

You look up at them at Simon's wide set face and his unfocussed eyes dried out from lack of sleep, John bends down and picks you out of the truck setting you down on aching feet, still clad in socks as he flicks his knife out, a flash of fear goes through you, gutted by the same knife you had bought for him on his birthday, how fitting.

"Run 'n I'll break ya legs,."

"Last resort Si, might never heal proper again."

"Wouldn't tha' a good thing by now?"

You hear a sigh, both exasperated and heartbroken.

"Hope not."

Simon holds you in place by the shoulders as John cuts the ropes away, his jaw is set but his sweet blue eyes are wet, tired and you can't help the immense guilt you feel at putting them through this, for pushing them so far, for staying when you knew you'd do this.

Then you lift your face and see it, the cabin it's a box really, no windows and only one heavy door, John had mentioned his father had built one for hunting ,you wonder if it's the same one. You look over the dark wood walls and the door padlocked from the outside, your fear snowballs, all consuming and rattling your ribs. The idea of being trapped in the small, dark space is nauseating, it terrifies you in a way so primal, so reflex you think you'll bolt for a second, you think you'll beg scream, anything, anything. John straightens up and caresses your face.

"Just for a little while hare, just 'till Si n' I are back from this misson, then we'll come 'n get ya, promised we'd never leave eachothe, remember?."

He rips the tape off your mouth and gives you a soft sweet kiss, familiar lips failing to settle you for the first time, well groomed stubble scratchy against your moist skin, Simon presses his cheek against yours.

"It has everything ya need and we'll be back before you know it, just behave yourself and you'll never have to see this place again."

His voices is gravel against your skin, his breath smoke but you can't focus on them pressing against you on either side or the ropes laying undone on the grass.

All you can see is the cabin, the padlock, the wardens, the convict.

You had stayed for a long time in that cabin, long enough for your food to start running out, long enough to grow both lovesick and resentfull, long enough to get yourself together and fix the old, busted hunting camera you had found shoved between the wall and the bed.

You bought two flasdrives a week ago before their deployment and hid them in your tool box, on one you upload images of the cabin, of chains, of bruises, dents in the wall and your room ransacked time and time again.You know it's not a strong case and it's not meant to be. It's supposed to be a reminder for what you did, what you're running from, your sentencing.

On the other flash drive you upload all your happy memories, screenshots of loving wordsand jokes, selfies together, pictures of gifts and vacations, the apartment you saved up for with them. To keep you warm, souvenirs from the last place you settled in, from the last place you let yourself be loved.

You tuck them into the struddiest back pack you own, four changes of clothes, underwear, very basic toiletries, some fancy jewellery you'll have to pawn off later on. The money, fake ID and passport you had hidden in the inner lining of one of the coats John's forgotten about a long time ago, discarded at the back of his closet.

You pack the bag in under ten minutes just the way you practiced, the hard part is the note, you write over and over again palms sweaty and hands shaky eventually you settle on;

'Stay safe, I love you, goodbye.' Flowery language and false promises feel ingenuine when you're leaving everything the three of you have worked for, everything they'd tied their hearts to , it feels cowardly when you're running away. You leave the crumpled up notes on the top of the trash and your shared card on the table. You keep your promise ring in your pocket.

The walk to the train station is torture, every loud step is Simon, every wide shoulder or brown jacket is John, you feel like you're drowning in a pool filled with snippets of them, like driftwood caught in a storm much bigger than he'll ever comprehend. You either dread the day they'll be nothing but memories or salivate for it, you can't decide with the overwhelming panic, the sick excitement.You buy a day pass and a burner phone before you throw away your cell phone.

The bus ride is calmer, when you don't think about the pub you met in, the small flower shop you routinely bought foxgloves and bluebells from, the record shop Johnny loves, the workplace Simon insisted he drove you to whenever he could; the lufe you're betraying, the blessings you're running from.

You sit arms crossed and face hidden under your hood as you watch the city flash by, the further away from home you get the more guilt you feel; guilt for letting them in, guilt for misguiding them, guilt for aggravating them again and again and again untill either one snapped, guilt for leaving when you had just convinced them you wouldn't even think of it.

You swallow it down and watch the city speed away colors blurring like oil paint.

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#cod mw2 #cod x reader #cod x male reader #ghoap x reader #ghoap x male reader #ghoap x reader AU #tw toxic reader #tw implied cheating #tw codependency #tw controlling realtionship #tw implied abuse #tw first fiv ever basically #fic #Mercurial #tw mentions of starvation #flower symbolism #i researched too much for #tw shitty writing #call of duty x reader #simon ghost riley #simon riley x reader #simon riley x male reader #john mactavish x reader #john mactavish x male reader #simon riley x john mactavish x reader #angst

[antiendosystemterms]

Starving alter

An alter formed from trauma related to starvation or not having enough food to eat.

((term made by us. Flag made by us.))

#did #actually did #anti endo #did system #endos dni #system #endos fuck off #alter #alter terms #system terms #tw starvation mention #tw food talk

[itsguysnightitsironic]

Surviving enough to start living again.

Survival it's eating the apple before it falls from the tree. Living it's picking fallen apples to make a pie. And what's sweeter than an apple pie?

I can't believe a victim of war crimes, who lived through starvation and other abuse, ended up being best friends with a professional chef who makes sure he's always full and satisfied. I, I can't-- Don't touch me, I'm soft--

I can't believe they are legally married-- Fae magic it's fun--

#legends of avantris #once upon a witchlight #tw food #gideon coal #kremy lecroux #tw starvation #tw kidnap mention #tw abuse #gideon be like fire himbo and his backstory is literally a victim of war crimes #like DAMM #you good big man? #tw eating issues #love these two #a couple of fellas

[snowe-zolynn-rogers]

Random Imagine:

Imagine it was Eclipse in a newly built body to have gone to the daycare to harass Sun and gets shot with the barrel.

Eclipse has just enough nanobots to reform as a kitten. Sun simply tosses him from the daycare and Eclipse lives within the vents for a while, eating whatever he can grab from the kitchens and simply trying to survive within the PizzaPlex’s vents.

One day the vents over the theater go crashing down due to a prank from Monty and Lunar finds a malnourished, injured, feral Kittenclipse in the wreckage of the vents and gets him cleaned up and bandaged up.

Sun and Moon find Lunar curled up hugging Kittenclipse while Eclipse is asleep and Lunar is petting him and asks him how he found that particular kitten and explains that that’s Eclipse and to toss him out of the daycare again before he wakes up.

Lunar retorts that Eclipse may have been horrible but certainly didn’t deserve to be as neglected and abandoned as Sun, showing him how skinny and hurt he is, in tears showing Sun he can see Eclipse’s ribs and spine. He’s too tiny to defend himself, the world is too dangerous to throw him out!

While they’re arguing, Eclipse has a nightmare that turns into a panic attack and begins crying and making pitiful little yowls, which Moon picks up on and holds him, gently waking him up and trying to calm Eclipse down. Moon shuts down their argument rather harshly but shows them the terrified kitten having a panic attack, telling Sun they absolutely weren’t throwing out a helpless kitten no matter who it was.

Moon infuses him with more nanobots and gets him back into a normal body but it takes a long time for him to recover from months as a cat and he still retains many of his cat habits like sleeping in the vents, getting food from the kitchen disposal, rubbing his head on his things to scent them, hissing, purring, and even curling up on people and sleeping.

#five nights at freddy's #fnaf #sun and moon show #sams #kitten eclipse #fnaf eclipse #fnaf sun #fnaf lunar #fnaf moon #snoweytrashposts #snoweytalks #snoweyrambles #snoweyrants #five nights at freddy’s imagine #sun and moon show imagine #sams imagine #tw near death mention #tw neglect mention #tw starvation mention #tw injury mention #tw abandonment mention #realized i haven’t annoyed you’s ll lately with these #take this

[thelunarsystemwrites]

LusterrorTale

A horrortale x underlust AU!

(Lore below cut! TW for talk of: suicide, death, sex, sexual violence, starvation, depression, addiction!)

So the idea of LusterrorTale, is after a neutral run from Frisk—Toriel and Asgire are dead, as they killed both. So Undyne immediately became queen.

So... things play out, magic in the underground starts dying. They're trying to fix to core, food starts running low as magic does-

Dead. Alphys, who was keeping the core alive... killed herself. So the core kinda just.. breaks, with only Sans knowing how to fix it.

This sent Undyne into a deep depression with her lover dead. In a fit of rage, she blamed Sans for it and you know.. shattered his skull. (She blamed him because he was helping Alphys with the core, so she believes Sans should've seen the signs.)

Now, with the core dead and magic at an all time low—In this au, there's one natural way of making magic with two monsters—Which is uh, doing the deed. It causes magic to build up.

Sooooo basically all the monsters, since they're starving for magic, all kinda go sex crazy. They become addicted to it, since they're desperate for the magic that becomes like a high.

In this AU, it focuses more on sexual violence, depression, starvation—It's a blend of Horrortale and Underlust in the fact that it combines starvation with desire. The design for Sans here was originally intended for an AU I was making with a friend, but we changed it. So I decided to give this guy his own AU!

So yeah, SA is unfortunately, very common in the underground. So is Monsters offing themselves, it's INCREDIBLY depressing. The idea is the underground has reached its lowest, where everyone is scrapping for a bit more.

...Oh yeah, the human who falls is a therapist-

HorrorTale by sour-apple studios!

Underlust by NSFWshamecave!

LusterrorTale by me!

#tw #tw sex #tw sex mention #tw sex abuse #sex tw #tw sui talk #tw self destruction #Tw #tw sa mention #tw assault #tw sex assault #tw abuse #tw sa #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #tw depressive #tw depressing shit #tw death #tw injury #Tw starving #Tw starvation #Tw blaming #LusterrorTale #LusterrorTale sans #underlust #Horrortale #Cw #Au #au undertale

[ask-alterwolf-curseko]

*No longer in creature form, it pops out from behind him.* Realistically, he's going to starve. Even if you left him hundreds of containers.of olives, they're not a food that's sustainable enough to actually make him not hungry.

Please. It's perfectly sustainable enough, regardless if he hates them or not. Why would you care that much—

[He stares at them, astonished at the unnecessary and uncalled for math lecture.]

#ask-alterwolf-curseko #lupus in the driver's seat #lupus; alterwolf ghost #ask #bubbleberryuniverse #double asks #tales from the multiverse #therapy carpool #therapy carpool canon #post session 88 ask #k-0/tk-0 debut session #angst #event: shiny is missing! #tw: starvation mention

[lovelesslittleloser]

People should be more afraid of asexuals, because they’re the only people that are immune to one of the seven deadly sins

#seven deadly sins #maybe they have metaphorical lust. lust for the aesthetic #asexual #we also should fear aromantics but they aren’t necessarily immune to lust so fear them for the usual reasons #pride? sometimes can be negated by self-hatred but usually shows up when you do something to be proud of. as it should #greed? you might donate your money to orphans but if anyone touches your collection of shiny trinkets their hand will be removed #envy? unless you have never met any other living beings I don’t think it’s possible to escape this one #wrath? work in public service for a week and we’ll get you wanting to fistfight god #gluttony? eating disorders are a thing; however you should definitely eat something unless you wanna die #sloth? insomnia is a thing. but you should probably sleep if you don’t want to be driven mad upon the rocks #honestly too little of the seven deadly sins is also bad. no sloth? you’re barely functioning. no gluttony? you die of starvation. #no wrath? you’ll become a doormat. no envy? you’ll never want to improve yourself. no greed? you give all your stuff away and are now poor #no pride? you don’t love yourself AT ALL. no lust? no new generation. #and frankly that last one isn’t bad in the slightest considering that much is also true for people with a same-gender significant other #(unless they are also trans and willing but that’s a them problem to have) #plus overpopulation is a thing anyway so frankly the less lust the better. #the avatar of lust has been too overworked the past few decades and and wants a damn break for once #tw eating issues #tw eating disorder #eating disorder mention #shitpost

[whump-queen]

look i know i said im not much for sickfic,, (frankly im already in one)

but here are some sickfic adjacent tropes im feral for—

concussion whump

starvation whump

overwork/over-exhaustion

heatstroke

sleep deprivation ohmygod

#idk it’s all only mentions but tw anyway #i don’t remember posting this. #did I queue this forever ago tf #well here ig #sleep deprivation #tw head injury #starvation tw #environmental whump #tw concussion

[brokenfoxproductions]

Went to the ER for an endometriosis flare up that was aggravating my back issues.

They gave me Tylenol, ordered a transvaginal ultrasound (and made fun of me for having vaginismus, which made it difficult to get the ultrasound probe in), asked me repeatedly "what's aye-lurr dan-liss (Ehlers-danlos)?", misgendered me repeatedly and responding to my correction with "change it legally and I'll care", and then discharged me whenever I was still in 8/10 pain. They told me that I couldn't wait for a ride home, I would be removed from the building if I didn't go. I explained that I don't drive, I didn't have a ride, there's no Uber in the area, and my only option was to walk 2 hours to get home. I wasn't in a place to walk at all, I was in extreme pain and hadn't eaten anything for a few days, but I had no choice, so I walked 3/4 of the way before collapsing in someone's driveway and waiting for my partner to come get me. Now my pain is closer to 10/10, but I can't do anything about it.

Thanks Wayne Memorial Hospital. Thanks for that.

#trauma #ptsd #lgbtqia #disabled #disability #ehlers danlos syndrome #eds #ehlers danlos #endometriosis #spinal cord injury #emergency room #tw not eating #tw ed #tw disordered eating #tw starvation #i wasn't not eating on purpose I'm in a situation where I'm not allowed to eat normally because of abuse but still tagging ed mentioned #vaginismus