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silent-swiftie-ph · 2 years

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Nov 9, 2022

So doing this random journal again. It’s been awhile since I’ve written or talked to myself. Anyways, lately has been a rollercoaster ride for me. Dad’s bypass operation, my stressful birthday, missing my biggest stan’s “Taylor Swift” album launch, etc.

I dont know if I am for any fandom whatsoever, but as long as I can remember, Ive been a swiftie all throughout my life. I remember first hearing her songs back in 2006/2007, I was just a college student then dreaming of making a dent in this world. You know, I came from one of the top universities here in the Philippines so I was a bit full rather fool of myself.

She went here for her fearless album, but i was dead broke that time. Also, I didn’t have any support “fandom” friends with me. All of my friends are either, so-so with her or just freaking against her. 😂 well, i am still in that shit till now.

Kanye west incident, was angry as hell. I remeber rubbing the topic to my friends even though they didnt like it. I was connecting it to women power and artists equality. Like fellow artist should you know support each other. I know the feeling since I used to write my own songs and play it on my guitar when I was 13 years old. It just so happened that, that dream is something that the society here deemed impossible to achieve.

Red album was released and she also had a schedule here. I was a budding analyst and I was actually in the ticketnet website or whatever looking at the ticket prices fucking 2000 pesos for gen admission. I thought to myself that, damn. I would also need to pass this one. (Though looking back, i should have just used my mom’s credit card and worked my ass off to have it paid).

Fell of the radar for the next years or so… sadly when taylor started having model friends. I’m nowhere near their stature, im fat, im nerdy, im boyish, and im a geek. How on earth could I connect with them? Though, id still be looking back and forth from afar, this is also the time I had a gf, but unfortunately she doesnt like taylor as well. I’m bisexual by the way.

When 1989 came out, i was secretly wishing for a concert here in Manila. I really wanted to bring my then gf there and introduce taylor to her. But it didn’t happen. 😔

It was also the time that taylor was with KK, and a bunch of hotties like calvin, tom, alwyn. And I was like. “Whoaw, mom your so active all around the place. I will never ever be able to reach you.” Well I was secretly rooting/shipping kaylor because I was also in that phase during that time frame 🥲🫠

Fast forward to reputation, damn that album blew me away. It was my break up album. Well, not necessary that it’s a break-up album but I was listening to it endlessly to numb myself. I was eyeing to watch it in US coz I was supposed to go there in that certain tour dates for my business trip. Lo and behold, my business trip was rescheduled and what I did was just to visit an empty stadium and try to breathe in the essense of whatever is left in there. Hahahaha

Lovers is a mixed album for me. I mean I love it but confuses me all the time. I am no decypher queen type of fan. I think im just a creative and intellectual one. Its a declaration of love but im feeling a sense of lgbtq+ vibes to it. Tbh, i really thought Taylor was going to out herself. Hahahaha. Well, i dint care about that but lol, it was just my thought.

Miss Americana!!! This one blew me out. Personally, i have been an activist in all of my social media accounts. As I said earlier, i graduated from one of the top university here in our country and it is also a national university, so technically i have been programmed to think radically against any form of facism, unequality, racism, genderlect and everything. This film blew me away. It rekindled my connection with Taylor. I was so proud of her. I always thought her as someone who is a rockstar but not an activist. Well there are some hardcore feminist lines in her song but as a fellow feminist and activist, this really like “Mom, please hug me. I wanna be with you again” moment.

I was so sure that i will see Taylor but pandemic happened. I was a holy fucking mess. I was able to get into folklore, but damn i was a ghost for like evermore, fearless, red, and sadly midnight (which i am catching up), honestly, midnight released me from my voidness. It pulled me again here in this world. Everyone’s telling that this a dark album, but i actually dont care. I can relate to this. It’s like telling me that hey, there is this patriarchal shit going on, anxieties, over thinking, tunnel vision shits that fell through, but you will still be here. Live the hell that you want, even with a blood stained dress, love the hell that you want even you dont want to marry, forgive yourself for being the anti-hero, forgive that kid. Forgive that kid, let this all loose and celebrate, live, you’re on your own, kid. Your gonna be fine.

Always.

PS please be here in Manila. I believe I’ve saved enough to get VVIP ticket. HAHAHAHA But srsly, i wanna thank you so much Ms Swift

@taylorswift

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riyawriteshermind · 3 years

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Frost In Love

What if? Jotun Loki X reader

Summary: Loki seems to be pretty intrigued by Thor’s new midgardian friend. and y/n’s Vegas trip looks like its going pretty good until her alien friend decides to go overboard. (And everybody knows Stark Parties are the best!!).

Warnings!!: SPOILERS FOR THOSE WHO HAVENT WATCHED EPISODE 7 YET. A little bit of cursing. Some mentions of making out and nudity. So read at your own risk.

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“Don’t tell him, but, the kids’ too dumb to comprehend things like this. He’s got a bigger brain than Tony, but common sense…..not too much”. You reasoned tapping your head and shrugging.

Wanda gave a snicker in response as we made our way into the garage. “Besides, he’s too young anyways”. With that you and Wanda headed out into the road with one of Tony’s Wrangler. “Pretty nice climate for a road trip”. Wanda chimed in as she closed her eyes embracing the wind in her hair. You hummed in response as you slung one elbow out of the window with the other on the steering wheel.

“U sure you don’t wanna join me Wands?” You asked her as she shifted to the driver’s seat. “Umm…I dont think so… im having too much fun pretending to be experiencing a breakup, listening to the new SOUR album.” She states earning a crooked smile and a knowing nod from you. You decided not to waste any time going more and more into the eye of the crowd.

…

Jane and Darcy stood aside their mini portable lab, scanning through the thick crowds for the supposed ‘alien visiting earth for the first time’ phenomenon.

Jane continued to look up and down to the tablet in her in her hand, hoping to find some explanation.

She finished, as she stops at what her device indicated, looking at a handsome, blond, broad, hunky laughing with a bunch of reptilian looking humanoid creatures.

“Imma go talk to him”. Jane replied after a short pause. “im gonna make first contact with an alien-” “-first? I think half the strip beat you to it”. Darcy teased her friend.

Gently tapping on his shoulder the huge figure turns towards Jane, looking around before finally noticing her.

“There you are, all the way down there. So tiny I almost stood on you” He asked chuckling at her height.

“I’m Dr –“ “Well, well, well if it isn’t Jane the physicist Foster!” a voice too well for Jane to over hear speaks from not too afar.

Both of the aliens, well, both aliens to eachother turns their head towards the source of the sound. Jane curses under her breath seeing her standing there with her gorgeous h/c slightly curled, her e/c glimmering with mischief as always and her s/c hands crossed, her booted feet thumping on the ground as she made her way towards the duo.

…

“What are you doing here? The physicist America never appreciated. In the middle of an intergalactic party, that too in Vegas.?!” You sassed, adding a dramatic enthusiasm to the last words. Jane lowered her head down before shooting a glare and an eye roll.

“And what are you doing here with hunky, beach-wave barbie?” you questioned looking at the man with a well overly build figure.

“The names’ Thor…Thor Odinson-“ “Pfft! Yeah right” you scoff as your eyes linger on his not so funny- serious face, then travelling down to something that caught your eyes, held in his hand. “The Mjölnir”. You mumble as your head shoots up to meet his face as he held up the hammer with an innocent smile. “You’re Thor- of Aagard-“ “the relam of the gods” Jane chimed in as you both looked eachother in utter shock. “God of…thun- hammers!!”. You correct yourself as you regained from your initial sock, back to your cocky self. His toothy grin fades as he furrows his eyebrows looking at you. “Prince! Of Asgard” you mirror his actions as you both exchange a firm handshake. Then immediately turning to Jane changing is approach and placing a kiss on the back of her hand, making her blush.

“Welcome to Earth!! I suppose you are the host of the party?” you quip as you cross your arms.

“yes! Its been awhile since ive had a good time. And Midguard, though being small, your parties are pretty lit”.

“Midgard might be small but its people are known for their big brains, Heart aaand…PARTIES!. Especially the ones hosted by Starks.”

“Well then I suppose we can party together Huzz-”

You slightly push down the glass he offered to you with a scoff and an amused chuckle.

“Oh, what is that light box thing you’ve got there? Oh its magic. I love magic!! Did you build this all by yourself?”. Thor enquires as he marvels Jane’s tablet. “Excuse me? I happen to be an astrophysicist with multiple PhDs-”. “Yeah exactly, the only reason I tolerated you in highschool was because of-”

“Y/n??” a voice from behind you made you turn your head towards the brunette with a…duck? Trailing behind her. “Darcy!! I’ve missed you sugarplum” “me too sassy Stark”

…

You were chatting with Darcy when you heard Thor flirting with Jane.

“And your eyes…do all geniuses have such deep dark eyes?” Thor purred as jane giggled blushing , moving a stand of hair behind her ear. ”No wonder yours is blue…and you” you continued pointing at Jane “too naive”.

“But you know what I think, your too naïve, rude and insulting person who just craves attention. Otherwise I don’t think there is a need to disparage such a wise woman.” Thor praised Jane, defending her. “Don’t defend her while you are still foreign to the reason behind it”. And for the record, I don’t crave attention…Starks get everything they want cuz they attract it. Watch ME”. You snarl, Darcy wincing at your tone indicating what’s about to happen.

You slightly tap and clear your throat into the mic, turning a few heads and within a fraction of seconds the crowd of humans going wild. Howling your name. you turn towards the trio, smirking. “See what I mean Barbie?”

“Apparently Thor God of hammers does’nt know who Y/N Stark is”. A deluge of ‘boos’ followed as you commented. ”Lets show Em’ aliens how stark parties are”. Thor’s frustrated grunts got immerse as the crowd goes wild. “Watch and learn pointbreak”. Walking back you notice his seething glare making your lips forge into a devious smile.

…

The hour hand seemed to be taking a stroll as everyone- human or not partied senselessly. Your apologetic smile was replaced with a glare as you quirk your eyebrow at-“watch it you puny earth-girl”- an armour clad woman hissing at you. “Chill down Mulan, don’t go all Pheobe on me”. Spotting Darcy on a bar you start to walk towards her, just as the woman pulls you by the hair. Screeching “these are not extentions” you tangle her legs with yours knocking her down, out of muscle memory. “you don’t want to mess with an avenger”. You start walking off after you help her up from the ground earning shocked glances from 3 men that seemed to accompany her.

“Did you just take down alien princess Mulan, single handedly” “I just got smarter and harder in the nick of time~” you muttered ordering a drink, earning a snicker from her which soon died down as you both spotted familier figures walking towards you. You knew they were probably come to blows- for what? You had to think. Was it for beating him at casino craps or beating up his friend. “Hey look barbie is friends with Mulan over here-”

“-crossover nobody asked for but definitely needed” Darcy finished both of you exchanging a high-five. ”We’re here to apologise…” Thor blurted, fidgeting with the end of his scarlet cape. You were physically taken aback. “Volstag informed me, it was Sif’s fault, both bumping into you and pulling your hair”. You looked the 4 standing behind Thor, amazed as realization hit you. You all were standing in an awkward silence until Thor spoke up again. “Now, it is your choice to accept the apology-“ “N-no I-uh accept, its- just wasn’t expecting that” you quickly reply with a sleepish smile. “no, no you needn’t apologise its alright, it was a bit of ad-lib action” you interrupt, as Sif starts apologizing with a bit of hesitation. “You’re Sif and the warriors three…right? Im kind of a fan, I’ve read about you guys in Norse mythology books”. You confess with a shy smile.

After that it didn’t take you much time to become buddies with the guy eerily familier to Chris Hemsworth. You honestly started having much more fun. You and sif were at a cotton candy stall when a few teenagers came to you asking for a selfie to which you accepted. “You have magical powers!?” Sif swore out loud as you released a few ice butterflies as requested by one of the teenagers.

“Well I wouldn’t call it magic, just a product of being Hydra’s lab rat”. You explained to her about the avengers and your brother “Tony stark AKA Iron man and I’m Y/N Stark AKA Sinister Frost”. You both were pulled from your conversation as you heard Thor speaking louder than his usual loud self. “Loki you’re the absolute best” Thor bantered to a Towering blue guy wearing a raindeer-like ice horns. ”You’re my brother from another mother man, I mean it.”

“Oh! Loki we have everyone here Fandral, Hogun, Volstagg, Sif… Oh & that’s our new friend Lady Y/N Starkdottir”. You snickered out loud at Thor’s last name for you. Im definitely using that on Tony. You mutter to yourself.

“OH!! Look at you such a tiny little Midgardian…I had to squint really hard to notice you”. Loki teased laughing with his ice bros. Loki turns once again to continue to pock mullock at you only for him to now come face to face with you, shocking him a bit. “I don’t get intimidated by tall guys” you growl, words seeping like venom from your mouth, levitating with a few whisps of indicolite lingering beneath your feet. “Bratty! I like it”. He purrs with an amused smile earning a scoff from you. “Loki. Loki Laufeyson. Crowned Prince of Jotunheimen” he boasts stretching forward his massive finger for you to return the hand shake. You give him a skeptical look before introducing yourself specifically not forgetting to include your alias. Then finally you wrap your fingers around his index finger only for your both hands to start glowing crazy bright, a mixture of gold, Labrodite and emerald green forming an envelope around you both earning gasps from people surrounding. Loki’s face was filled with confusion and yours in hysteria, knowing what’s happening. The same thing had happened when you first met Wanda. You yanked your hand away from his, navigating your way out of the shroud of magic, as you glean a few whispering voices.

You landed near Darcy & Jane, getting bombarded with questions. “I don’t know!! It happened when I met Wanda for the first time, but I thought it was because of our connection to Hydra”. You were trying to reason an explanation yourself simultaneously answering their questions. But that didn’t last more than 2mins as the smoke cleared and you chocked on nothing as your gasps were drowned by others’. The once 12 feet hombre was now shrinked down to half his usual size. You bit your lip watching Thor’s horrified expression and finally getting a good view at the prince- No more blue?!. “Oh dear God did I break him-” clasping your mouth as you realized that was not supposed to come out loud, you stood there now face to face with Loki clad in green black and gold leather costume. I-i-uh-swearididntdothatonpurpose. You began, but pursing your lips immedieately when he raised his hand motioning for you to stop talking & started stalking towards you with a frown.

You slowly mumbled an apology as he came closer, people surrounding you in anticipation. “Hey, don’t worry it’s a part of my power-“ he started taking your hands in his “Oh thank god” you continue after breathing out a huge sigh.

”I thought I did something wro-” “but it entails mighty amount of powers…how did you do it?” “Honestly I have no idea, it has happened before once with one of my friends…but other than that” you trail off giving a shrug. “You don’t have to worr-“ you abruptly stopped rambling when you felt him place a kiss on the back of your hand. “I aspire to get to know you more” Loki says with a genuine smile. “Because of how powerful you think I am?” you retort with a smirk and a quirked eyebrow. “Absolutely not, you yourself seem like a mighty fine lady, I would like to get to know the real McCoy” chuckling you nod your head in agreement. “Then lets party”.

With that Thor watched you & Loki dwindle into the multitude of The Fabulous Las Vega Nevada, hand in hand. From the helicopter flight over the bright lights of the Las Vegas Strip in the Maverick. To the ‘VOID’, the most immersive virtual reality experience ever. From, smallest snack stalls Loki accompanied you around like a love sick teenager. He was very intrigued by you, from noticing every minute details like how you bit your lip while you concentrated on the target, how cute you look while you scrunch your nose in disgust or frustration, curling your lips into an adorable pout when he denies something, cheeks tinting a darling pink when he complements you.

To the point where he had to compose himself when you found something ablaze and jumped around hugging him or embracing him in a long tight hug when he won something for her. He was slowly, no scratch that- fast , faster than Thor’s lightning when he gets super drunk, he was falling in love with Y/N. All these pent up emotions that had been bugging him nonstop had come to a breaking point when this happened. Which brings us to this scene, both of them had just finished beating Thor and Jane in dashing cars when she pulled him into a photobooth while he was spilling his tea to Thor in secrecy. He almost fell on top of her tripping on his cape.

‘Damn

Those eyes I could look at them for centuries.

Shit I’m staring at her.

Just scoop her up and put her on your lap’.

He thought, but just as he was snapped out of the trance he felt her slightly pushing him onto the bench and positioning herself on his lap. There you go, Loki didn’t know what kept him from passing out then and there. He didn’t know it could go anymore up hill from there, but then it did. He watched as you adjusted yourself, grinding into him slowly and sensually. Faces inches away from eachother, literally breathing the same air as you slipped an arm up his shoulder and around his neck.

By this time you started thinking if was he playing hard to get or is he as dumb and oblivious as Thor is to Jane. You whispered a ‘smile for the camera’ into his ear as you slightly turned your head giving silly poses for the first few, with Loki mimicking your style. As the camera started to click the few final pictures you turned back to him griping his shoulders and placing a chaste kiss on his cheek. You bit your lip and looked into his eyes as you pulled away. Loki bought his other hand, the one which was not now griping your waists tightly, to your hand and slowly sliding up your arm as he leaned impossibly closer. He looked into your dilaiting pupils as slowly tugged your chin simultaneously fluttering both your eyes close. He mumbles a “you don’t know how long I’ve wanted this to happen” along your lips before closing the distance.

Was it because he was a god? He tasted sweeter than sugar syrup. Your lips were softer than the divine mochi you persuaded Loki to try a few hours ago. As cheezy as it sounds you felt fireworks going off, butterflies elephants in your stomach. You tug his dark locks slightly, your hand tangled in them and the other’s acrylic nails raking through his sculpted abs, setting off a groan from the back of his throat making you feel the wetness between your thighs seeping in. Loki nips your lip earing a moan from you, taking advantage and slipping his tongue inside your mouth deepening the kiss. He pulls you impossibly closer slithering his hand inside your top, brushing your sides sending a shiver down your spine.

“Lady Y/N your photos- YOU GUYS KISSED?! – oh you guys are still at it” Thor screeched like a kid in a candy shop as he almost ripped down the photobooth curtains and covering his eyes as he witnessed his holler didn’t have an effect on you both. “Thor saw” he breathed out into your neck. “I couldn’t care less” you gasped as Loki latched on to your pulse point, kneading your breasts through your thin lacy bra.

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Moving the curtain an inch or 2 you poke your head outside the booth looking for anyone who was left in the surrounding area. “Loki!!” you scold him as you felt him hug you from behind biting your earlobe. “Don’t blame me for not being able to keep my hands to myself when someone as sexy as you is standing right in front of me” Loki purred into your ears. “Coast is clear” you mumble pulling him out and scrambling into an alleyway, giggling. You bit your lip as you held back a snort. “What has got my sweet thing so giggly…Hmm?” without another word you got on your tippy toes comb his hair, detangling it carefully. Loki’s lips tugged at the sides to form a shy smile as he watched you concentrate on your work. Just as you were about to finish Loki quickly slipped his hand around your waist giving your ass a squeeze. You gave out a small yelp, giving him a small hit on the shoulder making him chuckle and capturing your lips in another kiss. As it got more ‘little less conversation and little more touch my body’ suddenly you both were dripping wet. No, literally soaked in water. Yelping you look up to find Thor and the others standing on the top.

“Just thought this would cool you guys from all the heated session you were having!!”. Thor commented pointing at you both. “Then I think its revenge time”. You quip as Indicolite and emerald colours seep through both of your hands. Thor’s girly screeches filling the air as you drop icy cold water on him.

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You groan as you feel your head pounding. ‘stop spinning, stop spinning’ you mumble as you sat up on the massive bed. It was only when you felt the sore feeling between your legs, flashes of last night’s incidents cane to your mind. “I just fucked a god” you mumble looking around the room scattered with both of your clothes. “So you wouldn’t mind going a second round?” Loki asked wiggling his eyebrows pulling your naked body towards his. “Hmmm..as tempting as that sounds, I’m worried about something else”. “And what might be th-“. Loki was cut off by loud knocking on the door. Putting on one of his shirts you walk to the door opening it. “M-Maria?” you question with a horrified expression.

“Maria Hill, acting director- Y/N?? what the hell are you doing here?” “I – uh can expl-” “And you didn’t inform about this..MADNESS?” “Maria just- give me a minute lemme get dressed-” you slightly flinch at her groan. “I. Don’t. Give. A. Shit. My god you’re worse than your brother” you raise a hand in front of Loki’s face as you got excused by maria. You both got dressed silently and as you were exiting the door one of the agents yanked your arm growling for you to make it fast. ”Lay a finger on her and I’ll make you regret for being born”. Loki snarls, you biting back your tugging lips. “What’s happening? do you know them?” Yeah that’s SHIELD, the organization we’re working for”. Loki gave you a quite nod and you both went out only to witness captain Marvel fighting Thor.

“I knew this would happen if I had informed SHIELD, that’s why only told Tony about this. You had to do it right? You had to get the spotlight. For what? To prove who?” you suddenly started lashing out on Jane. “Well you want them to destroy the DAMN country, partying?” “And you really think bringing out aunt Carol will solve everything? Her one hit is equal to four nuclear bombs, you’re concerned for the country? That shit can take down the freaking whole continent!!” “I don’t know why your always hold a grudge against me” “y-you don’t- you wanna know huh?” you levitate icicle flames forming on your hands and eyes. “Do you remember or should I remind you of the day in high school when you shouted to the whole school that I was the adopted daughter of Howard Stark and I was with them only for the money?” you ask her rising higher and higher crimson colours starting to seep from the crystals in your hand. “N/n!!” you hear your brother’s voice making you turn around. “Tony?”

It must have been the sudden startling voice that made you lose control, now you were falling to the ground. “Y/n!!” Loki’s green whisps of magic surrounded you, catching you in his arms. “No, no, no y/n wake up…wake up” Loki mumbles caressing your cheeks. “Move away from her you aliens!” Tony shouted at Loki kneeling down before an unconscious you, readying his blasters. “No, they didn’t hurt her she stressed her powers too much” Stephen spoke from behind darcy, mumbling ‘when did this creepy dude get here’. “She…had a misunderstanding, safe to say”. Strange concludes as he slides a hand from your forehead to your chin, a groan escaping your lips. “Why the fuck did I get a Deja Veu” you mumble waking up clutching your head.

“So your saying, they’re gonna do exactly what I thought was going to happen” “yes” “and aunt carol agreed to that?” you ask coking your head. “Eh…more like followed a command”. You all stood around Jane’s mini van as all sorts of customizations were made to the machine in order to summon Heimdall. “You sure this gon’ happen?” Jane questions as she makes the final adjustments. “I mean bringing pepper always made tony stop his parties”. You replied to Jane, tony shooting you a glare and an eyeroll. “Where did your clingy guy go? Don’t tell me those giant ice balls ate him” your brother joked chuckling refering to Loki. Those are his ice bros, that’s his actual form. You mumble walking over to Jane leaving Tony agape and dumbfounded. It wasn’t that long until Jane got transported to Asgard and informed Frigga about Thor’s antics. Captain Marvel’s ‘blow’ was saved by Frigga’s warning to her son. It was fun watching Thor run around asking for help to all sorts of creatures, them calling him a party pooper.

“You did the right thing kid” you heard carol’s voice from behind you, giving her a warm hug. “I’ve missed you! Is space treating you well?” “oh you know…the normal saving galaxy stuff” she answered giving you a wink. “By the way I have someone I’d like to introduce you to” you said to Carol looking right at Jane. You should have known better, that it was actually Sharon who spread those rumors, her convincing you it was jane who did it. “You can have your first alien contact moment with her, the actual first alien…and less crack head” you said looking at an embaressed Thor, holding a very dirty Mjölnir and a disappointed looking Frigga. “Darling?” you heard a too familier voice speak, making you crane your neck up. It was Loki his voice laced with concern made you snicker, your mind wandering to the scene when you scolded him for not helping Thor. “Well hello Prince of Jotunheimen, what great service have I done for you to call me such a nick name?”. “Do I need to remind you?” he asked cheekily, receving an eyeroll from you.

“it seems we have a bigger problem?”

“and what might that be” you ask.

“Do you remember us using protection?

MARVEL MASTERLIST

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mysticetus · 2 years

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if ur cool with it id like to know more abt ur thoughts on the walten files, ive never been a fan of it since it feels kinda lame

i tried watching it awhile ago to see why everyone was talking about it and its simply not my thing. it feels tonally dissonant and far too derivative of preexisting works to feel genuine. to put it bluntly it feels dead.

im not going to complain about its unpolished nature because i genuinely like works that allow themselves to be a little rough and i typically love when artists set out to create their own series like this independently. in the context of that i never expect it to look completely cohesive, and in some instances it can lend itself to whatever tone the series is going for. however in the case of the walten files it starts to get distracting, especially with the amateur nature of the voice acting and script writing. it makes it hard for me to take the series seriously.

the creator has a sort of ugly attitude as far as ive seen, in that the series’ success has made them act big headed. they give entire plot points and character summaries on twitter.com rather than integrate it into the series. they act condescendingly toward their critics and lean very hard into the fandom part of their audience. the fact it has a merch page just makes me feel a little yucky about the earnestness of the art. i understand artists need to make money (in fact i encourage buying from artists, and i am artists) but plushies and t shirts feel sort of evil to me, at least in the context of this kind of series.

and maybe thats another reason i feel yucky about it, because it feels so specifically engineered to generate a fandom culture around itself. it has all the tropes to the point it feels baity. this “retro” “analog” horror stuff has become very popular in recent years and im not going to say it inherently fails but its rarely effective when it’s overly reliant on the fact that it looks “old” to have any sort of character, and this results in it feeling very lifeless. this combined with the (forgive me for using this term) prominence of “sexyman” type characters that are glitchy cursed haunted robots or tall guys in suits who drink and murder children, and the dialogue trying and failing to be funny/snarky and really destroying the 70’s/80’s immersion by using modern slang and internet jokes, it just gets very grating. i dont know why but (embarrassingly) i actively start feeling pissed when i watch it.

i dunno. maybe some of my anger toward it is unwarranted, because in my head it’s the face of a lot of phenomena that i really hate on the internet. i was trying really really hard not to compare it to petscop because its rarely fair to compare works to that series, but in episode 3 it very clearly wants you to compare it to petscop. so im gonna compare it to petscop. sophie walten is paul leskowitz for women and also done embarrassingly poorly, because this series tried to create a paul type character while unaware of what makes paul work. the pills thing is kind of hilarious. it writes these things from a perspective devoid of empathy, imo.

it also very clearly takes after fnaf and specifically other fan works like squimpus’ fnaf vhs series, which i personally think does everything the walten files tries to do but better. and i sincerely think this is because its elements are included with specific purpose. the walten files feels like it includes things because it thinks it would be cool rather than because it would genuinely serve what the series is setting out to do, which is clearly some sort of arg-adjacent mystery. thats how i feel about a lot of “analog horror” stuff actually … it just would “look cool” and it’s relatively easy to pull off on a superficial level. this is rarely executed well, however, because the substance of the series itself has to also be designed around that era, otherwise the immersion falls apart.

those are my exhaustive and blunt feelings about it. but im just some guy. ultimately it doesnt much matter its just annoying and my only worry is how it sets a standard for this kind of art going forward.

id love to open this for discussion though like. i think its a very interesting case study and i like talking about it with others

#ask

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elladories · 3 years

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hq boys when ur on ur period

warnings: period/blood mention!!

characters: akaashi, oikawa

a/n: i kinda (??) got my period today by some odd chance and now im rlly cramping up and im writing comfort for myself HAHA,,, how r yew guys btw <3 its been awhile since ive written

request status: open!!

♡ akaashi:

- he's out for a gentle morning walk to his favorite cafe to grab a muffin and maybe some coffee when he gets the text that u might have to postpone ur date with him because u arent feeling well :(

- of course akaashi understands, but u didnt specify what u werent feeling well from so he takes it on his own responsibility to visit u and check up on u <3

- he probably grabs a warm drink for u from the cafe and heads to your house,,, when he arrives, he's met with a very sleepy and uncomfortable s/o wrapped in a blanket

- "hi darling, is everything alright?" akaashi asks, a hand coming up to cup ur cheek and the other rests on ur head to give him an indication of ur temperature

- once u explain to him that u dont have the flu or a cold and that ur on ur period, he gently kisses ur head and sets u down on the sofa so u can get some rest <33

- akaashi puts u under a blanket and makes sure ur comfy before taking off his shoes and jacket cuz ur comfort comes first

- he immediately heads to the kitchen before digging around for medicine and maybe something small for you to munch on

- after u take meds and eat, he insists u take a nap (even if its right next to him/in his lap) akaashi usually sits next to u and lets u press ur head into the crook of his shoulder when u guys r cuddlin ^__^

- though akaashi doesnt completely understand the pain ur going through when ur on ur period, but he's always ready to take on the responsibility of taking care of his angel <3

♡ oikawa:

- u cant tell me oikawa doesnt go for a jog every morning,, he wakes up really early to go for a jog and maybe to watch the sun come up and take pictures with it <3

- he wakes up early and ur back is to him and he hears u groan in ur sleep

- "hi love, good morning" oikawa turns ur body to face him and peppers ur face in leetol kisses to wake u up <3 soon after, u blink awake and when u look down theres a bit of red spotting around ur bottom half because u got ur period in ur sleep </3

- "baby, is it already that time of month?" oikawa frowns, leaning back against the headboard as u slowly try to sit up. u nod at his question and he groans playfully

- "again?! u literally had it not even a month ago!!" oikawa pouts, sitting up and throwing his legs off the bed,, he immediately cancels his morning run because u need him more right now

- u watch as he walks around to the bathroom and u hear the water running, indicating he's running a bath for u <3 good boyfie

- with a super big yawn and a ruffle of his messy brown locks, he approaches u with an "up" and proceeds to scoop u up from the bed in his arms

- "tooru- i'll make a mess" u pout, but he only kisses the top of ur head

- "you know tooru always has ur back, dont u? as ur wonderful boyfriend, i will clean it" please he loves u sm :((( /pos

#haikyuu fanfiction #haikyuu x you #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x y/n #oikawa x y/n #oikawa scenarios #oikawa tooru #akaashi fluff #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu imagines #akaashi x you #akaashi oneshot

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thithesandofferings · 3 years

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Gym...Date Raian x Reader

TW: 18+ MINORS DO NOT ENTER

Semi-public sex, Rough- (but is anyone surprised-) Scent kink, spit kink - hes just nasty and we love him for it.

It wasnt often when you would accompany Raian to workout, but today you felt a spark that you needed to. You did skip a few workout days yourself and its been awhile since you felt that satisfying soreness post workout. You and Raian both had a love for working out and thusly transformed your own gym in one of the downstairs rooms. Throwing your phone on the bed you quickly changed into some short and a sports bra and went down to meet him. When you got there Raian was already starting his routine so you decided to start on your warm ups seeing how he didnt wait for you. Simple stretches is what you decided to begin with before some cardio.

Your eyes glanced to where Raian was, he looked so focus while he worked out. It was a side to him you hardly saw and it was actually quite refreshing. He seemed so in tuned with every raise of the dumbbell, releasing air whenever it went back down. He truly loved the sport he did, regardless of how dangerous it was. Well he might be more dangerous than the sport itself. You found yourself giggling to yourself, which caught his attention. His eyes met with yours, he smirked, knowing well you were staring at him for some time, causing you to almost choke on your own spit.

You quickly turned and continued on with your stretches. Slowly raising your hands above your head you stretch and then just as slowly bend over to touch your toes. You repeated that process until you heard a heavy object fall to the ground. You paused mid stretch to look back and saw Raian picking up the dumb bell he apparently let dropped. You stare at him confused.

"H-how did you manage to-"

"Shit happens OK!"

".....ok..." After dragging your eyes from him for at least a minute you finally get into your routine. This one was by far one of the hardest ones you could have picked. It literally worked out your arm, legs, back, glutes and thighs. You finally had a 2 minute break and you so happen to meet eyes with Raians again. He looked done with his routine so he was just sitting on the bench motioning for you to come over by him. "..huh?...but im not don-"

He raised an eyebrow .

"...Raian please...im almost done-"

"Y/N if I ask a third time you'll regret it"

With that you instantly go to his side. You go to sit next to him but he grabs your waist pulling you into his lap.

"Noooo im sweatyy"

"So"

"So?? I dont wanna-" your words got caught off, feeling something wet along your back.

"Just as i thought...you taste delicious" he said dragging another wipe across your arm now. He pinned you tightly against his lap and pulled you back even further. He then made his way to the crook of your neck, he kissed up your nape to the bottom of your ear. Slowly licking and nipping, licking and nipping at your wet skin

"R-raian...please...atleast let me...shower first"

His grip tightened as he growled into your ear.

"You see...ive been watching you all that time...ive been finished with my workout from long old time and i couldnt help but observe my little kitten busy with hers." He breathed in your ear. His breath was hot...hot and dripping in want and need. His voice also seemed to crack a bit which was a sign he was really...really ready to break...or well to break you.

"But...i...F-FUCK.." He slipped a hand between your leg. At this point you wasnt sure if it was sweat or arousal but your will to care was slowly leaving you. His thumb began running circles up and down your clothed folds, increasingly picking up speed as he continued.

"I bet this tastes even better huh?...you dont know how bad i wanted to bend you over this bench whiles you did your stretches...made it hard for me to concentrate on my own fucking exercise."

He bit down on your shoulder and then licked around it. "- but you knew what you was doing...right kitty? Thats why you wanted to come work out with me here"

"N-n...no..i..i didnt"

"Dont lie to me kitty...what other reason did you have then?" He made use of his other hand, grabbing both breasts at once and squeezing. He always knew the exact location of your nipple and wasted no time in kneading them.

".....i..i..just-HHHHNNNGG_i..."

"Speak up kitty...i cant understand a word you're saying" he smirked behind you. At this point his erection was more than visible and even more so notable as you sat on him. The heat alone coming from off of it was enough to make you whimper and try to ground down on him for some type of friction. ANYTHING!

He stilled his hand from between your legs and grabbed your head back by your hair. Skillfully wrapping them twice around his hand in once quick fluid motion of his wrist.

"Now now kitty, are you that fucking desperate for my cock? Tryna grind down this naughty ass on me like that...no no kitty...you gotta earn it first." You could only whimper and whine as his grip tightened in your hair.

You struggle to even swallow the spit accumulating in your mouth, yet right now only one thing was on your mind. "What color kitty?"

"..g-green..."

"Good girl" he smiled before crashing his lips into yours. It took little to no time for you to allow him into your mouth. His tongue quickly taking over your senses as he literally kissed you breathless. His hand flew down into your shorts and swiped up your folds before parting them, causing you to break the kiss. He took advantage of this moment by quickly removing his fingers and placed two of his large digits into your gapping mouth. "Suck it clean kitty...and then i'll clean up the rest downstairs"

The moan you let out around his fingers was by far the most shameful thing you ever heard but then again you didnt care much. You notice the way his eyes closed as soon as he felt your tongue wrap around his fingers. The wet lapping motion you did with his tongue was enough to drag out a throaty moan from him which even caused him twitch.

"FUCK...you're so good with that tongue kitty...so..so fucking good" he pulled and pushed his fingers in your mouth, basically face fucking you with his hands. At the last pull you sucked on his fingers and did a small bite as he popped out of your mouth. When he opened his eyes all you saw staring back at you was dark black irises. Oh shit. Without a word he lifted you up and threw you over his shoulder and started off towards the stairs.

"You caused this on your self kitty" he said smacking your already sore ass.

"I just wanted to work out...its been so long since i was sore from a workout"

"If you wanted to be sore from a workout....you only needed to ask...i'll make sure you're fucking sore alright. Really fucking sore"

-Krissy

#raian x reader #Kure Raian #raian headcanons #raian drabbles #kengan ashura

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simpsiren · 3 years

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closer to you

lee jeno x reader

main masterlist

the sequel

description. you’re in a 2 year relationship with jaemin. the two of you know very well that you arent each other’s soulmates but you still felt that jaemin was the right one for you. that is until you are celebrating your 2 year anniversary with jaemin that memories of you being with someone else in your so called “past life” starts coming back to you, as if wanting to make you realise that your soulmate is still out there.

genre. soulmate au, strangers to lovers au, fluff and angst

warnings. none? except for the fact that reader becomes violent in their words when they’re stressed i guess

a/n. literally got this idea from the flashback tiktoks thats been appearing in my fyp. like ive seen it so many times that i just had to write about it HAHA alrighty thats all enjoyy :D

when the idea of soulmates was first represented to humans, humans deeply believed in it, and would follow the idea of it religiously to find the one that they are truly meant to be with. however, now in the modern day, the idea of soulmates is slowly disappearing. people still believe that the number engraved on the side of their right foot is the time and date that they’ll meet their soulmates, but people of this generation start ignoring that fact, marrying someone that isnt even their soulmate. it left their actual soulmate to either die alone, or having to force themselves to love and marry someone else other than their soulmate.

and now here you are, surrounded by your friends with jaemin sitting next to you, your boyfriend of two years who’s number on the side of his foot does not match yours.

“blow out the candles already!” you hear johnny screaming. you and jaemin turn to look at each other at the same time, giving a smile before blowing out the two candles on the red velvet cheesecake that signified your two year relationship with jaemin.

you laugh loudly as everyone claps for the two of you. jaemin quickly places a peck on your cheek, making everyone smile widely. “i love you.” jaemin whispers into your ear.

“i love you too.”

“do you really not care who your actually soulmate is? you know very well jaemin isnt yours.” you purse your lips into a thin line as you find jaehyun leaning against the doorframe of your bedroom.

“does it look like i care? who the hell even cares? ill be with who i wanna be! i aint gonna follow some ‘oh you’re destined to be with this guy’ type bullshit.” you giggle to yourself as you took a sip the whiskey in hand, despite already being in a very drunken state.

jaehyun walks over to you and snatches the glass away from you. you whine and beg for it back, but you know all too well that jaehyun is not going to give you what you want. you let out a huff in response.

“my god, evaline. how drunk can you be?” jaehyun takes a seat on the chair that faces your bed, in which you are currently rolling on and mumbling to yourself about god knows what.

jaehyun sighs as he looks at you. he’s been your friend for almost forever yet he still cant get over the fact that no matter how hard he tries to persuade you that jaemin isnt your soulmate, you give zero fucks about it.

“i really hope he comes in your dreams or something. if i can’t convince you, then why isnt the world doing anything about it?” jaehyun whispers to himself, resting his chin on his palm as his elbow is placed on the arm rest of the chair.

you wake up with a sharp pain in your head. you wince as you slowly tried to sit up straight. you rub your eyes and try looking around your room. everything is normal, except for the fact that jaehyun is sleeping on your chair. you shrug your shoulders as you let out a long sigh and stare at the door in front of you, spacing out for a little. after at least five minutes of you doing nothing and staring off into who knows what, you gather up your strength to stand up from your bed. you stagger your way over to jaehyun.

“jae, wake up already. make me something to sober up- ouch!”

your foot suddenly hurt, making you stumble back and fall onto the floor. you flinched in fear when you realise the number on your foot is glowing. you scream in pain as you feel as though something thin and sharp is constantly stabbing your foot. the spinning in your head only made it worse. jaehyun wakes up from all your screaming and drops down on the floor to assist you quickly.

“evaline? eva! what’s wrong? wait why’s it glowing..” jaehyun eyes travel from your scrunched up face to your leg, noticing the number that’s glowing.

suddenly, your vision became blurry. you lost sight of what’s happening around you. you dont see your room and jaehyun in front of you anymore. you struggled as you try to squint your eyes to get your vision to be clear. it took awhile for your vision to come back. and when it did, something wasnt right.

it was like you were having a flashback. a flashback to a time you were unfamiliar with. you didn’t remember experiencing it at all. but the flasback looked like memories that you feel a sudden strong connection with.

the flashback was vivid. you couldn’t tell exactly what was going on. you saw a guy, estimated to be around your age, who’s smiling widely till his eyes form a thin line and holding up a polaroid camera to your point of view. you heard him laugh as snaps a picture and the camera’s flash shined your view. you soon focused your vision again onto the guy. he’s waiting for the film to develop. and that’s all you saw. a small snippet of a far distant memory which you arent even sure if it happened.

after that, you snapped out of your odd trance. you feel jaehyun shaking your shoulders with the look of extreme concern on your face. you bring your hand up to your head and scratch it slowly as you tilt your head in awe. jaehyun stops his actions as looks at you wierdly.

“what the fuck did i just experience?” you mumble to yourself, trying to process what you just went through. you look up from the floor to see jaehyun blinking his eyes rapidly.

“you saw what?”

you were this close to slapping jaehyun in the face.

“how many times do i have to fucking repeat myself?! i got a flashback of a memory of some random dude that i dont even know about!”

jaehyun’s mouth remains open in shock and confusion. it took him a few seconds to process your words. and when it did, he places both his hands on the table.

“its a sign.” your forehead creases as you look at him weirdly.

“the fuck you just say?” you pick up your fork and stab it into your freshly cooked fried chicken meal.

“is this the first time you experience it?” jaehyun asks you as he takes a sip of water. you took a moment to think about it.

“yeah it is.” you breathe out. jaehyun only nodded his head. he starts thinking about what he wished for that night had something to do with what happened to you.

“you know what? forget it. i need to meet up with jaemin for our date. ill see you around.” you finish what’s left on your plate, waving to jaehyun before leaving the restaurant.

jaehyun watches your back as you slowly disappear into the distance. “it cant be... can it?” jaehyun shakes his head and continues eating.

“hey, babe. how was lunch with jaehyun?” jaemin wraps his arm around your waist as he leans down to peck your lips.

“it was good. let’s get ice cream.” you give off a wide smile and dragged jaemin to the famous ice cream shop that you were dying to try.

by the time you were halfway to finishing your ice cream, it was already 8pm. you’re weekly ice cream date with jaemin never fails to be extended as your chats with him grow longer and longer with every date.

as jaemin was talking, your mind goes back to the time you had that odd flashback. you wonder what it meant, or whats the significance of it. why did that suddenly happen to you? what can you do to make it go away? because for all you know, you have everything you need right here, in front of you. you had jaemin.

“eva? hello~?” jaemin waves his hand in front of you to snap you back into reality. you shake your head vigorously. “oh shit im sorry jaemin what did you say?” jaemin smiles softly as he repeats over what he say.

it was about 10pm and you decided it was finally time to go home. you would have taken the train alone but jaemin insisted on accompanying you home and going back by himself after. you and jaemin were walking down the street that will lead to your apartment when jaemin sudden opens his mouth to ask you something.

“did you ever believe about the soulmate thing?” you stop walking and turn your body to face jaemin. jaemin does the same, shoving his hands in his pockets.

you shrug your shoulder and placed your weight on one leg. “i used to, but i slowly started to think it was ridiculous and that i should be able to love who i want, not someone im destined to be with.” you reply, slowly reaching your hand out to run your hand through jaemin’s hair. he smiles at your touch and pulls you in with your other arm, hugging you gently.

“im glad to be the one that you love, despite the fact that im not who you’re destined to be with.” jaemin strokes your hair and digs his head into the crook of your neck. you rub his back slowly. “me too.” you kiss jaemin on the cheek and pull away, smiling softly. “come on, we’re almost at my apartment.” your hands trailed down to meet jaemin’s, interlocking your fingers with his and you both continued walking down the long street.

however, for the first time, it felt as though jaemin’s hand didn’t sit right with yours, like his hand didnt belong to fit in yours. you look down at the interlocking hands. you never felt this way before. why did it occur to you only now?

“something on your mind, eva?” you hear jaemin ask. you shot your gaze up from your jaemin’s hand to his eyes, shaking your head as you faked a smile.

weird

a week has passed since that weird encounter of yours. you couldn’t get it out of your head. every hour of the day you’ll spare a few minutes thinking about it. why did you feel so connected to it? you felt eager to know about what i meant. why did a few seconds of experiencing a distant memory would be etched into your mind as you constantly replay what you saw that time?

you found it funny how you were already so deep in your thoughts early in the morning. you lay in bed looking through your social medias for awhile before getting out of bed to head to the living room.

you see jaehyun sitting on the couch, immensely concentrated on whatever’s on the television screen. you take a seat beside jaehyun, looking down, you see him munching on a bowl of popcorn.

“popcorn for breakfast. really?” you raise an eyebrow as jaehyun nods his head and offers the bowl. you take it regardless of your comment and stuffed popcorn in your mouth.

“you didn’t shower yet?” jaehyun asks. you only shrug in reply. jaehyun looks at you with a disguested look.

“i bet you didn’t shower either, now did you?” jaehyun kept quiet as his eyes widened yet still glued onto the screem. you observed his reaction and scoff, rolling your eyes. “idiot.” jaehyun glances at you and chukles, reaching out to take a handful of popcorn.

“what are you even watching?”

“a movie that i didn’t finish last night.” that explains the popcorn then.

you focus your mind on the movie, despite not knowing what it’s about. everything seemed normal until you see a couple suddenly come on screen. they’re apparently at a amusement park.

almost instantly, you lost sight of your surroundings. oh no.. it’s happening again. you shut your eyes tightly as your vision became blurry once again. you opened your eyes widely to find yourself at an amusement park. a flashback is now occuring, this time it was different.

the flashback. it wasnt a memory you’re unfamiliar with. its jaemin. you see jaemin come into view. it looked like you were taken back to your third date where jaemin brought you to an amusement park. you see him running in front of you happily. jaemin was about to turn around, and you remembered that exactly after that he smiled at you. but he doesn’t. you realise that its not even jaemin.

the one you’re seeing now is the guy from your previous flashback. the polaroid guy. he smiled the exact same way he did when he took the picture of you in the flashback. the guy reaches out to take your hand and you’re being pulled towards him. why does it feel like you’ve seen him somewhere? or maybe you haven’t, but feel like you would some time in the future.

“eva? god, evaline! wake up please!” you hear jaehyun’s voice.

“did it happened agai-“

“it happened again.”

you look around. everything was back to normal. you look at jaehyun. but his eyes were fixated on your foot, he looks shocked. you slowly tilt your head down to look at the number on your right foot. it changed. the number.. reshuffled themselves?

“you’re seeing that too right..?”

you nod your head slowly. its getting more weird. the number on your foot said that you’ll meet your “soulmate” on february 12th, 2020 at 7:06pm. but now, it changed itself to become december 6th, 2020 at 2:19am.

basically it went from 12.02.2020 19:06 to 06.12.2020 02:19

“did i space out again?” you look up at jaehyun as he nod slowly, still looking at your foot in shock. you couldn’t blame him. what happen? did it somehow extended the time you’re about to meet your soulmate? why did it happen? what does it mean?

you told jaehyun what happen. and he almost fainted. you let out a long sigh.

“im telling you its a sign. probably the guy you’re seeing is your soulmate.” jaehyun says lazily and he muched on some strawberry pocky.

“then why was jaemin in the flashback too? isnt it weird?” jaehyun nods his head quickly. he puts down the pack of pocky on his lap and blinks a couple of times. you see the gears turning in his head as you assume that he’s trying to come up with an explanation.

“maybe jaemin’s tied to the guy? like maybe jaemin knows him. or the dude’s from your past life and somehow jaemin is representing the guy in your present life.” jaehyun looks down to see his pocky was stolen from you. you nod your head and you continuously stuffed each stick into your mouth and eating them. “urgh i dont fucking know what to do about this!” you groan in frustration. suddenly, something hits you.

“wait. what’s today’s date?”

jaehyun lifts his phone up to check. “30th november. why?” jaehyun asks. “oh wait.”

“you’re telling me i have a full week until i meet my so called soulmate that i dont even know where ill meet him?!”

you scoff in disbelief. jaehyun doesnt respond, only staring at your face like he’s seen a ghost.

“can i somehow break someone’s neck and slam it on the wall for like i dont know, 5 hours?!”

no reply from jaehyun once again.

“oh for fuck’s sake i cant do this! im heading to johnny’s tea shop for my depression tea. meet me there if you want, i’ll probably be there the whole day as my head constantly spins.”

you quickly got up from the couch and get ready. jaehyun sees you coming out of your room with a hoodie and plain wide legged jeans. you only grab your phone and keys and waved jaehyun goodbye before leaving the apartment. jaehyun sighs.

“i might have set her temper circuit short.” jaehyun whispers to himself and sighs, getting off the couch as well to head over to johnny’s tea shop. “literally could have drove her there but oh well.”

when you enter the shop, johnny face lit up with a huge smile. he runs over to hug you but his smile soon fades away and into a confused look when he sees how pissed you look.

“that’s very... interesting.” johnny comments. you sigh and nod, fiddling with the teaspoon in your drink. “yeah well its not going to be fun once jaemin knows.” johnny stops in his actions and looks up at you. your eyes glanced at johnny before tilting your head up from the drink that wrapped around your hands.

“yes i haven’t told jaemin. i didn’t think it meant anything at first but now...”

“you have to tell him! soon! its a sign!” johnny exclaims. you smacked your hand onto your forehead lightly. “i’ve heard that phrase countless of times by jaehyun and now you too? can you please explain?” you whine, scratching your head vigorously as you argrily take a sip of tea.

you were stressed, very stressed. life was going so well until this happened. you dont know who the mystery guy is. you dont know why he’s “memories” with you suddenly come back, especially when you’re in a really intimate relationship with jaemin. the same question keeps repeating in your head over and over each day and it gets more stressful when you try to think of an answer for them.

“no no listen. it happened to my relative. she was 3 months away from marrying her boyfriend who’s number doesnt match hers. and then she started getting weird flashbacks and she said that the number on her foot changed so that she wouldn’t miss a chance to meet her soulmate in the future instead of the past. and the so called memories? they’re memories that you’ll make with your soulmate once you meet them. the world is trying to make you realise that the guy in your flashbacks is your soulmate and not jaemin.”

you kept silent. so what jaehyun said was right. it was a sign to encourage you to find your real soulmate instead of settling for the one you arent meant to be with. you let out a sigh of relief as you finally know the background information to your whole situation.

“that’s a lot to take in.. how am i suppose to tell jaemin?” you frown as you look out the window. you love jaemin, very much. but to be honest, for the whole 2 years of your relationship with him, everything felt perfect, yet something was off. you never managed to pin point what, until now.

“oh i texted him just now when you were talking to me and he’s coming since he wants to see you.” great. you arent mentally prepared to tell jaemin yet and he’s going to arrive here in 15 minutes.

“evaline! johnny texted me saying you were here and i immediately rushed over.” jaemin comes up from behind and kisses your cheek. you purse your lips into a thin line and you look to johnny leaving his seat. he nods his head, in a way to give you confidence to tell jaemin about the whole ordeal.

“jaemin.. i have to tell you something.” when jaemin takes the seat where johnny sat, you reach your hand out to grab his, slowly soothing your thumb over his skin. “mhm yeah what?” you look up from his hand to his face.

“ive been getting um.. signs lately. flashbacks. jaehyun told me that the guy, who’s always the main subject of my flashbacks could be my soulmate. and i might be meeting him soon, on 6th december.” you whisper to him, biting your lip.

jaemin swallows his own saliva, blinking at you a few times as he tries to process what you said. he lets out a long sigh and painfully puts on a soft smile.

“i knew it was going to happen to one of us sooner. ive heard about the flashbacks. its bound to happen sooner or later.” you nod your head in response.

“im sorry, jaemin. i love you very much-“

“its fine. i understand. im glad the world made you realise that you’re soulmate is still wondering around somewhere, and that it isnt me. im happy i got to spend 2 years loving you.. it made me feel good.” you interlocked your fingers with his, smiling softly before letting go.

you could tell jaemin was hurt. like a knife was stabbed into his heart. you see it behind his smile, his eyes. you knew him all too well.

“we’ll still be friends. and i hope you’re soulmate will come to you.”

jaemin only nods. you lean in and give one last passionate kiss on the cheek before hearing the bell above the door ringing, and noticing that jaehyun has arrived.

december 3rd, 2020. you’re three days away to meeting your soulmate. where? you werent sure.

“good morning, evaline.” you hear jaehyun say. you just got out of bed and you were walking to the kitchen when you see what jaehyun was doing. he’s reading a book. your vision went blank.

its another flashback. you start to mentally prepare yourself as yoh want to absorb as much information as possible on your soulmate in the small portion of the memories.

“the book’s is interesting.” you’re hearing your soulmates voice. you try to figure out if you’ve heard it or not, but shake it out of your head when yoh remember your goal of gathering information. you registered the tone of his voice.

he’s sitting on a bed with round gold glasses on, in his pajamas.

your soulmate laughs. the same way he did the first time. he turns the book to you and it showed his phone betweem the pages of the book, resting there. “just joking!” you hear him say. you take a look at the wallpaper of your soulmate’s lockscreen. it was a picture of him kissing your cheek. it looked oddly the same as the picture you and jaemin once took together. however, there was a text above the picture. evaline heather and lee jeno

lee jeno. that’s the name of your soulmate.

december 5th, 2020. you’re starting to mentally prepare yourself. you dont know where you’re about to meet him. you tried coming up with all possibilities. to be frank, you were more excited about whether the places you thought of might be the place you meet your soulmate rather than being nervous.

the three flashbacks you had. it felt all too familiar. like you’ve known this lee jeno person forever. you feel the connection each time.

when the clock strikes 12am, your mind unknowingly decides to go to the park. the park where you and jaemin first met. you dont know why. it felt like your body was urging you to go there. you lazily got ready and headed out the door, of course you told jaehyun about your outing before leaving the apartment.

you had your hands shoved into your pockets with your hoodie on as you yawned. you breathed in the night air, admiring it dearly. when you reached the park, a quick glance at your phone told you that its 2am. you sigh and took a seat on the bench mindlessly after walking around the park.

you sat there for a few minutes, looking up into the sky and staring off into the distance. suddenly, you felt a presence next to you. you turn your head over to see a guy.

“you seemed pretty lonely so i brought ice cream-“

that voice.

“what’s your name?” you interrupt

the guy pauses and smiles. his face, his smile. its just like the one in your flashback.

“lee jeno. you?”

you didn’t reply. its him. he’s your soulmate, he’s here.

“why does it feel like ive known you for a very long time..?” you slowly started to ask as your eyes looked at him up and down.

jeno chuckles. “maybe..” you see jeno taking off his slipper on his right foot and lifting up his foot. you see the exact number that’s engraved on your foot.

“im your soulmate.”

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theravencawsatmidnight · 3 years

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Pink Chains pt Five

Punk! Kyotani x Bubbly F! reader. Aka my favorite cliche trope. It lives in my head every second of the day.

Kyotani owns a grunge /punk apparel shop after leaving the Sendai Frogs after a incident with the Black Jackals. He designs his own clothes and hires Oikawa & Iwaizumi as his employees. Everything goes smoothly for awhile, till you walk in; pink dress, big smile , and bubbly personality. His whole life stops in that moment.

W! Brief Violence

Before you and Kyo could go to the zoo he had to drive everyone back to the beach so they could drive home. Yahaba was hiding in the back seat by the window , still red in the face. Oikawa was next to him and constantly teasing Yahaba over you , Iwaizumi was on the right by the window in the back, Mattsun was in the passenger seat and Kyotani was driving,,, with you on his lap.

“Its fine” he told you. I mean hes not gonna let one of his friends hold you so .. And besides, this was funner. You held onto his neck giggling while you peppered kisses on his neck the whole way to the beach. Mattsun was the last to leave Kyotanis car, he wanted to check on his red panda tattoo on you and you happily showed him it. The red was finally all healed up and the whole tattoo looked very nice to him. He pat your head and said goodbye to his friend as he exited the car closing the door. Kyotani took off and plugged the directions into his cars touch screen.

“Kyo? Should I move to the seat?” you asked him, wiggling on his lap as he drove.

“Your fine right here on me sweetie.” he told you, nuzzling his cheek into yours.

So you sat there the whole time, giggling each time someone did a double take as they passed. You told Kyo about your day and what the girls said to you too. It still pissed him off but it was taken care of now.

“Kyo?” you were rubbing at his chest.

“Hm?”

“Are you okay after this morning?”

He thought on it for a few minutes, the only sound was the music coming from his car. He groaned heavily and placed a hand on your thigh pulling you closer to him. “Yeah, im okay sweetie”

“Promise?”

“Promise” he gave you a gentle kiss as he pulled into the zoo's parking area.”before we go in i have to tell you one thing though”

“What is it?” you were about to open the door but he had stopped you, causing you to get all pouty and puffy in the face with him. Kyotani smiled and kissed your cheek laughing lightly.

“So i know one of the employees and i need to see if hes working today”

“Okay!!” you opened the door wiggling off Kyos lap getting out and Kyo was quick to follow you and pull you back to him locking his arms around your hips as he hip bumped his car door shut.

“Kyo!!!!!”

“Hm?” he kissed along your neck holding your wiggling body with a smile on his face.

“The pandas!!” you whined with a big smile on your face til you felt his fingers start to move over your tummy .” KYO!! Tickles!!!”

“Okay okay, but please stay close to me okay?”

You whipped around to grab his ring hand squeezing it tight. “You stay close!! Dont want anyone stealing you away”

He laughed walking you up to the entrance to pay and buy a ticket. “Ive already been stolen by the best person sweetie.im not goin anywhere”

Miyagi Zoo was a small zoo, basically a big circle with some attractions down separate walk ways that lead to birds, a petting zoo and the gift shop. But it all looped back around to the entrance.

The first animals were the lions; you were so excited but the display glass was occupied by some people and you could not see. Kyo pulled you close while he waited for the people to move, he could see them but that was because he was 5 ‘ 11, he did not want to wait too long since he still had to find his friend and see the rest of the zoo so he moved himself behind you , wrapped his arms around your hips and lifted you up into the air so you could see the lions who were asleep on the rocks enjoying the sun. you had grabbed onto Kyotanis shoulders to steady yourself and people looked back to see you and the look on Kyos face, they quickly moved and he smugly walked closer with you still in the air. The glass was cold against your hands when you touched it to steady yourself to look in. it was two males and three females all asleep enjoying the sun. Kyotani had never seen a lion before so he was equally as excited but seeing that excited grin on your face just made it 10x better. He set you down and you gave him a big kiss on the lips , you also grabbed his hand running off to the next animals.

The second animals were the timber wolves and that was .. an interesting experience; no one was looking at the animals so you and Kyo were free to get right up to the glass to look for them. They appeared to be hiding and you did not want to leave without seeing at least one so Kyo crouched down next to you to look into the enclosure. A pile of leaves was moving up and down and he could see a couple paws sticking out. “Sweetie, down here. ones asleep” he told you. You folded your dress behind you to crouch down next to him and you gasped a little loudly once you saw it. He was asleep, the sign said this enclosure had 6 timber wolves in it but they all must be asleep somewhere.

Kyotani liked wolves, they reminded him of his friends and they were very misunderstood creatures , like him. You leaned into his side placing your hand on his wolf sleeve and Kyo laid his head on yours as you both watched the wolf sleep. The other animals could wait a little longer to be seen.

After a few more minutes Kyo was about to get up with you when a grey wolf came out from under the leaves and right over to the glass. Kyotani expected you to latch on to him and be a little scared but instead he watched you wave and say hello to the wolf. He pulled you to him giving your cheek a kiss, you were perfect.. So so perfect.. The wolf stared at you both for a little while till new people started to come over and dashed off to hide. Kyotani helped you up and you both made your way to the petting zoo holding hands.

The little goats refused to interact with Kyotani.. It was kinda funny. They loved you and loved to eat at your dress while all they did with Kyo was scream at him. People were staring because you were giggling trying to feed the baby sheeps with a brown goat eating your dress and a black goat screaming its head off at Kyotani. A pig came over as well to use Kyo as a rubbing post for an itch and he was not very happy but what the hell, hes lucky hes a cute pig. The screaming was starting to get to him though and you had to get some food for Kyo to get on the goats good side. He held the food out and instantly the goat stopped his screaming to munch on the food. The quiet was a relief for everyone…

The last animals were the red pandas but Kyo was preventing you from getting close to the enclosure, he had his arm hooked around your waist and seemed to be looking around with his phone out.

“Kyo!!!! Im gonna tell Iwaizumi!!!”

“Pft oh yeah Sweetie?” he leaned down to nibble your neck. “Whats Iwaizumi gonna do?”

“Something!!!” you struggled against his grip but you were not getting free. You could see the big tree that was the main part of the exhibit and a bunch of tall glass with smaller trees and climbing toys spread out all around .. just a little.. Closer..!

“Mad Dog ! over here!”

“There he is. Okay sweetie this way” he led you to the side of the exhibit over to an employee who had a big smile on his face . his name tag said Takahiro on it.

Kyotani bumped his shoulder against the man and Taka did the same saying hello to his friend.”this her?” he asked, giving you a big smile.

“Yep, Sweetie this is my friend Takahiro, he was on the team too”

“Nice to meet you!!!” you beamed .

“Aww. shes adorable, you ready ?”

“ready? “ you turned to Kyo and he pulled you with him gently.”but Kyo the pandas…”

“Cmon sweetie.” he locked his arm around yours as Taka led you both past the Employees Only area next to the exhibit.

Taka opened a door and Kyo snuck you in with Taka closing the door behind him. “Okay,” Taka said. “15 minutes max Kyotani”

“Sure sure” he moved you closer to what looked like the inside of the exhibit. “Stand right here” he told you.

You hold his hand tight unsure of what was happening and heard Taka whistle a tune. Soon enough you realized and got the biggest smile on your face.

Four little red pandas ran over flopping all over each other and right into your legs to rub on them . “KYO!!!” you instantly crouched down to pet them and give each one a hug, you were also a crying mess.

Kyotani nudged his friend after snapping a picture of you with the pandas. “Thanks Takahiro”

“Mmm sure, i dont just let anyone back here ya know”

“Yeah yeah, trust me i appreciate it “ he looked over to see you holding a red panda and trying to pet each one at the same time.

“Hows the store? The guys?”

“All good, i made up with Yahaba too.”

“Really? Thats great Mad Dog, proud of you. You look like your doing good.”

“Im doing amazing now,” he gestured to you. “Never been better Takahiro”

Taka nudged his friend teasing him over how sappy he was being and you made sure you pet every panda at least 10 times before it was time to leave. You thanked Takahiro and he waved his hand saying it was not a problem.

After Taka escorted you both out Kyo took you to the Gift Shop where he bought you a red panda plush and a red panda bag that had a fake tail hanging off it. The gift shop also had a cheetah display that said they save a cheetah with each purchase. He bought 6 of them. It was time to leave after the gift shop and you were just so happy with your day, everything was perfect. Kyotani opening up to you, saving you from the girls at school, the surprise at the zoo. You were falling deeper and deeper for him.

It was a good day for him too, after a rocky morning everything turned out great. Making up with Yahaba helped a lot and he was happy to have his friend back. He took care of those dumb girls that were bothering you and got to take you too the zoo . seeing your smile all day was the icing on the cake for him. Things were going so good with you and he never wanted it to change, he never wanted to mess it up and wanted to hold onto you forever.

When you got to the car you asked Kyo if you could go for ice cream before heading home and he agreed, one was close by so you both could walk to it. It was dark now and Kyo wanted to invite you too sleep at his place tonight. You were almost at the ice cream shop now but something stopped you.

“Kyo? Did you hear that?”

“Rr..”

“It sounded like a kitten?” he said looking around.

“I think over by the bench there, i gotta go see, it might by by itself..”

Kyotani was unsure about letting you go by yourself but he was close enough to the bench if you needed him. “Okay sweetie, come right back please.” he held your hand a little longer before letting go , he watched you hurry off and he leaned on the ice cream shop to wait, browsing his phone.

“Kyotani…?” it was a … familiar voice.

Kyo looked up and his heart nearly stopped.

“Kitty...kitty,,,” you crouched down looking under the bench to see a scared little kitten hiding under it. “Hey there.. Im not gonna hurt you.. Cmere baby” you held your arm out and the kitten sniffed it.

“It is you.” the voice got closer and Kyotani was frozen.”Bastard what was your deal back then huh?”

“...i..” he squeezed his phone trying to come up with words. No , no, this cant be happening now. Stay calm Mad Dog..

“Thats it.. Cmere..” you cooed the kitten out to you and picked it up hugging its shivering body. “There there.. Your safe now, ill take care of you, wait till you meet Kyo, hes a great-”

CRASH

You looked up to see something… something you thought you would never see. Kyotani hit the brick wall hard . he wiped the blood from his chin and grabbed a spikey haired man punching him directly in the jaw.

“Did you hear me?? Fuck was your problem huh?” he stepped closer. Kyotani put his phone away and stepped away trying to focus on this guy and see where you were. “Can we do this another time?” he asked putting his hands up, he was shaking,

“I dont want any trouble” he told him.

“Oh you dont? But giving me a black eye that was swollen shut for two weeks is fine? “ he grabbed Kyotani by the shirt and Kyotani was slammed into the wall.

“Fuck you Kyotani if you thi-” he punched him, right in the jaw. “Get the FUCK off me Bokuto!!!” he grabbed Bokuto by the shirt slamming him to the ground.

“Kyo….?” you were frozen in place and your heart nearly jumped up your throat when you saw him punch Bokuto in the mouth.

@galagcica @kozushiki @zopzoop

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@derpeedoo @squeaky-ducky

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keigoslego · 4 years

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Dadzawa Pt 2

You dont need to read part one for this to make sense, its just kinda the same AU

Sorry for like not uploading in awhile ;; My health is HORRIBLE so ive been lowkey dying but im back now. I’m still not too confident with my smut yet so have this short domestic thing with Aizawa

part one

It’s been about 4 months since Aizawa and you welcomed your daughter, she inherited almost all of her father’s looks-- which made you a bit disappointed but you only hoped that she would start to take some of your traits when she grew older.

“It’s not fair,” you complain with a sigh. Even though she was only 4 months you were back on the job, even if it was just paperwork.

They needed you out there, and nobody but fellow heroes and a select few of the U.A students even knew of your daughter. Her entire existence was like a target on you and Aizawa’s back.

She was the biggest secret in your life, you wanted to protect her for as long as possible. And you dread the day she becomes public knowledge because she could get hurt or worse.

It was hard enough keeping your pregnancy on the low while you would walk outside, baggy shirts and multiple layers were to go to whenever you wanted to go outside. Thankfully the small neighborhood understood Aizawa’s and Your concerns and kept quiet about the ordeal.

“I can take her tomorrow you know,” Aizawa says, setting down some coffee in front of you.

You take a sip, “I don’t want to trouble you though.”

Aizawa raises an eyebrow, “You do realize that it’s my kid as well right? It’s not fair for you to have all the responsibilities.”

Taking another sip you look at your husband, “You’re gonna take her to U.A tomorrow?”

He shrugs, “I don’t see why I cant, she’s pretty quiet for a baby anyway so I doubt she’ll cause that much trouble. I’ll drop her off before I go on patrol.”

It’s not that you didn’t trust U.A, it’s the wild students that your husband was graced with that made you worried. But, you really needed a break from her to focus on your work-- even if it meant only a few hours, “If your students touch a single hair on her head I will be committing manslaughter.”

Aizawa chuckles and kisses your cheek, “I don’t doubt that.”

Your husband leaves your office for a moment only to come back with your daughter. She was glued to his hip, having some of his hair crunched in her small fist. Looking at them like this you could really see the resemblance, not that you would ever cheat on Aizawa but anybody would know that the kid is his.

The raven hair, his eye shape-- she was his little twin. She even shared the same laid back personality and almost never cried. If she was having a moment it only takes Aizawa’s touch to calm her down.

“I have a feeling she’s gonna pick you as her favorite,” You smile taking another sip of coffee.

Aizawa smirks, “I mean I’m not exactly complaining. She’ll learn how to fight from the best teacher out there-- it’s me if you haven’t guessed”

“Shouta I swear to god,” You laugh.

“If you think I’m gonna let her leave my house without knowing how to put somebody in their place,” He pauses to wipe her mouth with his sleeve, “I’m afraid you’ve got the wrong husband.”

“She better come back in once piece tomorrow, In fact how will you watch her while you teach?” You ask taking another sip.

“Didn’t we just get that carrier thing?” He replies.

“I mean I guess you can use it,” You roll your eyes playfully, “thought you would carry her all day.”

“Are you challenging me?”

The two of you look at each other before breaking out into laughter.

#aizawa x reader #aizawa shouta #aizawa #my hero academia #fanfic #boku no hero academia #dadzawa

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kyber-kisses · 4 years

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Southern Nights (2/4)

Dean Winchester x Reader

Warnings: all of the feels, and fluff. Dean being the softest boi

Summary: After a situation with the BMoL, Dean finds himself running towards the person he fears for the most besides his brother. But even when he finds her safe and alive, he can see that something isnt right.

a/n: Ahhh so you know how i said it would be two parts? I lied. Its gonna be four. Anyways I hope you enjoy and feedback is greatly appreciated.

Part 1

You had been uncommonly quiet.

Throughout the day Dean had continued to watch you closely, like he could somehow piece together what was going on with you just by watching. Even after they had packed it all in for the night, you remained much more quiet than normal as you moved around the kitchen to make dinner. Every once and awhile you would hum along to a tune on the radio but that was about it.

“You okay, Dean?”

The hunter sat up straight at the sound of his name on your lips, his arms folded over the kitchen island. “Me?”

“. . .Yeah?” You paused cutting up an onion to look at him. “Who else would I be talking to named Dean?”

He swallowed before quickly nodding. “Yeah, yeah im fine. Why do you ask?”

Shrugging you went back to work, the sound of the knife hitting the cutting block muffling radio momentarily. “You've just seemed quiet that's all.”

“Me? You're the one that's been quiet all of today!”

You looked up from your work once more, eyebrows raised at Dean as you slid the contents off the block and into a pan. “I haven't been quiet. Ive talked to you and Sam today-”

“No that's not-” letting a hand slide down his face he stood up, walking around the island towards you. “I'm just saying, you haven't been as talkative as you usually are. You haven't cracked a single joke today. Not one.”

“I'm sorry?” you tired, not really seeing where Dean was going with this.

“You're always cracking jokes and making lighthearted comments. You haven't done that at all. Whats going on?”

“Why do you think somethings going on if im not telling jokes?” You laughed lightly, reaching around him for a pepper.

“Um- because that's who you are? energetic, lively, funny Y/N.”

“Well I’m sorry, I was a little busy helping you and Sam find your missing mother.” You began, your knife going through the pepper with much more force than needed as you began dicing.

“I just want to know if your okay, that nothings bothering you-“

“Dean, I am Fi--” Your words were stopped short as you yelped, knife dropping to the block as you drew your hand back. “Fuck-” sure enough you had managed to cut yourself, the blood leaving the slice in your finger to run down your wrist.

“Jeez, Y/N-” Dean was in action before you could stop him, moving forward to gently guide you towards the sink. “This might sting for a sec.” Flipping on the faucet he let your put your hand under the flow of water.

“Ive been through much worse, Dee. I think ill live.”

“Im sorry, this was my fault.” Dean sighed, inspecting the slice in your finger.

“Last time I checked I was the one wielding the kitchen knife.”

“I know- but I-” You pressed a finger to his lips, shaking your head. “Don’t. If you wanna really help me you can grab the first aid kit that's in the cupboard.” You nodded your head in the direction you were talking about. “Got it?”

“Mmmhmm.”

Lowering your hand you gave him a soft smile. Why was he always doing that? Blaming himself for no apparent reason. Putting your hand back under the faucet you focused back on the cut until Dean was back at your side.

“Will you at least let me patch you up? To make up for pestering you?” He tried, clicking open the lid and rummaging through it for bandages.

You let out a dramatic sigh before sitting yourself down on the kitchen island. “I guess . . .i mean, it is very hard to say no to that face.”

that got a chuckle out of the hunter before he slotted himself between your legs and carefully taking your cut hand in his to inspect. “I know, I'm a goddamn gift aren't I?”

“Oh, I wouldn't go that far.” You smiled, using your free hand to prop you up as you watched him disinfect and wrap the cut. Every once and awhile Dean would look up from his work, eyes finding yours before giving you an almost timid smile.

Bastard. He really had to stop doing that if the two of you were going to try to continue only being friends. You could hear the little voice in your head screaming arms length away! Arms length away!

At that same moment one Sam Winchester came walking back into the room, hair still wet from his recent shower. At the sight of the first aid kit and the scattered materials he paused on the other side of the island.

“What the hell happened?”

“You're brother stabbed me.” You stated bluntly, sliding back off the granite counter and bumping your chest against Deans as you did. Weasling past him you gave him a pat on the shoulder.

“hey, no I didn't!”

“That’s exactly what a person who just stabbed someone would say.”

“Why you little--” You cut him off yet again, this time handing over the kitchen knife to him with an amused grin. For a moment Dean could see the normal you again, and he couldn't help but smile back.

But something was still there. He could see it under your smile and the glint in your eyes.

“You goin somewhere?”

“Uh, yeah. I called dibs on the shower next. You two can finish up dinner.” Backtracking away you gave them both a wink before disappearing around the corner. Once you had vanished Dean let the facade drop before whirling around to look at his brother.

“What?”

Dean waited another second, making sure you were out of earshot before planting his palms firmly on the island. “Alright, tell me if I’m crazy— but Y/Ns acting a little off isn't she?”

“Off in what way?”

“Off in like- she’s not her usually energetic let’s go kill some monsters attitude.”

“I mean. . .maybe?” The younger Winchester shrugged, not quite understanding what his brother was getting at. “She did say she was spending the week resting up after that rugaru Hunt. She’s probably a little drained from that.”

Dean ran his palms down his face, “yeah, but think about it. Jody said she had been here for almost five weeks. Five, Sam! Five! When have we ever known Y/N to stay in one place for that long? Hell, even during thanksgiving last year she only stayed a few days before running off towards another case.”

“I don’t know what to tell you, Dean. Maybe if you’re so worried about her just try talking to her?”

Dean sent his brother another glare. “Have you not seen me trying to do that all day? She just keeps acting like she’s fine- and I know for a fact that she is not.”

Shaking his head in defeat, Sam moved past his brother to continue making dinner. “She loves you Dean. Anyone can see it, and I know you can too. She’ll open up as long as you actually try. And if you love her, you will.”

* * * *

Thankfully Dinner had been more lively than the rest of the day. And for awhile you actually had managed to almost convince Dean you were fine. The three of you spending a good few hours seated at the kitchen table and reminiscing about days gone past. You were cracking jokes again, and laughing at his. From across the table Dean would watch as the corners of your eyes would crinkle and you would double over in laughter. If he could he would stay in this moment forever. One where you all were happy and full of energy.

and then that perfect little image had to fade.

It was almost like you ran out of steam or something because your laughter slowly pattered out and it was like watching you cave in on yourself. You became quiet again, losing yourself in thought as you washed the dishes. Dean couldn't stop himself from glancing over at you each time you passed him a plate or dish to dry. That dullness behind your eyes. Leaning backwards, he made eye contact with his brother. The younger Winchester slowly beginning to see what he was talking about.

“You know what, I can finish up here Y/N. You've already done so much for us.” Sam pipped up, putting a reassuring hand on your back.

“Are you sure?”

“Yeah, of course.”

Raising your hands in surrender you backed away from the sink. “Well then go for it I guess.” You sighed. “Ill be on the porch if you need me.” retreating from the kitchen once more, you paused at the threshold. “Dean, you comin?”

“Oh, uh- yeah. Yeah ill be out in a sec. Im gonna help Sam finish up.” Dean quickly stuttered. He watched as you gave him a puzzled look before walking away. Not a second later a soapy hand smacked the back of his head.

“Why'd you do that? That was probably the perfect time to talk to her.”

“I. . .Panicked?”

“You-” Sam paused, pinching the bridge of his nose. “You panicked? Since when do you panic around Y/N?”

“I don't know! Sue me!” Dean whisper snapped, rubbing the suds off the back of his head from where his brother had smacked him.

There was another round of silence before a grin slowly spread across Sam's face as he watched his brother. “God, you are so in love with her aren't you?”

“Shut up.”

“Its cute.”

“Dammit Sammy, I said shut up.” Dean growled, wiping his hands off with a towel before throwing it on the counter and walking out of the kitchen and in the direction you had gone.

Dean was expecting to have to search for you, but it only took two steps out the front door to find you. Between the string of yellowish porch lights and the yard lights in the planter boxes you were easy to find. The sun had set hours ago, but the night air was still warm, and the stars were brighter than usual. You were stretched out in the grass, drowning in the sea of life around you as blades of grass tickled the soles of your feet. You were fiddling with the dials of your old radio when you heard the bang of the screen door, looking up.

“You okay?”

“Yeah.”

“Sam again?”

“. . .Yeah.” Dean sighed, making his way down the steps before stopping and sitting on the last one. “But its nothing. You dont need to worry.”

“I always worry.”

“I know.’ He paused, watching as you sat up and swung your body around to face him. “You must really like it here.”

You shrugged, setting the radio down in the grass as some oldies playlist softly fell through the speakers. “Yeah. Its quiet here. Unlike every sketchy motel in America.”

“Yeah. You’re right about that.” He lightly chuckled, pausing only for a moment when you got up and moved to sit down next to him, hands wrapped around your knees.

The two of you sat like that for awhile, letting a comfortable silcen fall between you. No words spoken. Just easy silence. During that time it felt like the world had stopped. The only sound being the soft hum of the radio next to you and the even softer drone of katydids and crickets that seemed to come from everywhere. At some point a yellow tabby cat slunk across the grass just beyond reach of the porch lights, jumping up to swat at a lightning bug.

After a few minutes you spoke up again, your voice soft. “Thats another thing I like about you.”

“What?”

“Your a good person to sit with. You always offer silent comfort when needed. Sometimes before I realize I even need it.”

A small smile fell across his lips as he turned his head to look at you, surprised to find you already looking back. You were much closer than he originally realized, and he felt his breath hitch in his throat. You could feel his breath fan across your lips when he exhaled.

God, you were so close- so fucking close. The temptation to close the remainder of the gap between you had Deans heart doing barrel rolls. It was like some silence dance between the two of you, both set of eyes meeting before focusing on lips- and then back up to eyes.

And then the moment was severed when you pulled back, shaking it off.

Dean sucked in a breath after watching you for another moment. “You gonna really tell me what’s going on with you?” He finally spoke, making sure to keep his voice soft as yours, afraid to disturb the serenity laid out in front of you.Somewhere in the distance a dog barked.

“Does it really matter?”

“Yes. Because I’m worried and can see that you aren’t your usual self.”

You didn’t make eye contact, instead you kept your gaze on the tabby stalking through the grass. Why were you so afraid to say it out loud? It had been gnawing at you for days now but actually saying it? And to Dean no less?

“Dean, I think I’m gonna quit hunting.”

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insidetheacademy · 4 years

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Say You Love Me

pairings: Peter Parker x Reader (peter and reader are both 18+)

summary: in which reader wants Peter but Peter is happy in his relationship

warnings: angst angst angst and bad writings

gif credits: tomholland (i cant tag them:-(!)

part ii part iii part iv part v

the birds were chirping outside of my apartment signaling to the flocks of other birds to go home as the sun was going to set. you were sitting on the couch with your phone in hand scrolling through instagram when a message notification dinged and it read a familiar name “peepee”. you read the message and it said “what are you up to?”, you hover your thumb to the notification and send a quick reply “hello to you too– i’m currently on my couch just hanging. how about you, spiderboy?”.

surprisingly after a few seconds he replied, it wasnt quite like him to reply fast enough due to him patrolling often when the sun goes down but you guessed maybe he’s taking a break from it.

“do you maybe want to eat sushi? i’m super hungry,” he said, you then shoot back “sure why not. i’ll meet you at our usual spot,”. your phone dinged yet again but you didnt need to look at it as it would probably be him saying okay.

you went to your wardrobe and picked out a black top with a pair of jeans nothing too flashy. you wouldnt want to dress up just for some silly “eating with your friend” kind of date plus you knew that Peter would dress down anyway so why not do the same? after you grabbed your bag and your phone you headed out to meet Peter.

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as you walked into the sushi restaurant, you stopped to search for Peter, your eyes then stopped when you saw a brunette boy with the biggest grin who’s sitting at a table next to the sushi counter waving at you. you head over to him and exchanged hi’s.

“how’s it going, spider boy?” you asked cheekishly, he rolled his eyes and replied “the same old same old. Aunt May’s out of town for the next few days,” you nodded in response. “i must say, tonight you’re looking quite marvelous,” he said sarcastically not knowing the butterflies in your stomach that he just set free. you sticked out your tongue at him and say “you’re not being slick, Parker,” he laughed it off and continue to look at the menu. the waiter then came to take your order.

once the both of your orders came, the both you digged in straight away. the whole time they were eating it was filled with laughters, chewed food shown on your tongue to him and light conversations. after you were done eating, you split the bills.

whilst walking back home, he asked you “hey, y/n, how do i ask a girl out?” you laughed at him and said “i dont know, Pete?? i guess try giving her flowers and then hit her with the big ol’ question.” he nodded mentally taking note eventhough it was so simple an ant could remember it. you hoped and pray that this girl is you.

you were curious to know who was this girl, you tried asking him but he said its a surprise. you would’ve thought that you stopped here but oh no, you tried pushing Peter into spilling it but he refused to do so.

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it was 8am on a Saturday and your phone was vibrating so loud. what an annoying sound you thought to yourself, trying to get back to sleep as it would most probably some unknown caller. it stopped. well, for awhile then it got to ringing again, frustratedly you got out of bed to look at your phone and it was Peter calling.

“you better have some good explanation on why you’re calling me at 8am on a Saturday, Parker.” you said sternly to him to which then he respond with “uh, yeah, so i’m trying to buy flowers for the girl i’m asking to prom and i don’t know what kind of flowers are girls into,” you mentally palm yourself to his idiocy and replied “get a rose. its cliché but its kinda romantic in a way, i guess,” how the hell were you supposed to know what other girls like? all you know was that you liked sunflowers and allisium. so you asked him to get the most basic flower, a rose. he thanked you and immediately end the call. great! now you can go back to sleep.

time skipped to 8pm, you were lying on you bed just listening to a song by Heart Attack Man. you were just vibing to the song when the doorbell rang. you paused the song and went straight to the door. you opened the door to meet a brown eyes and a curly haired boy, he was smiling like crazy. you looked at him weird, “what’s up, Parker?” he then proceed to hug you and he literally squealed “I asked Jane to go to out and she said yes!” your heart shattered to million pieces.

not gonna lie, you thought he was gonna ask you. i guess he was still pretty clueless about your feelings towards him. he went on and on and on about Jane’s reaction when he asked her. you couldnt do anything except smiled and nodded at him. though it was breaking your heart you couldnt do anything.

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it has been a year since Jane and Peter are a thing. ever since he has gotten together with Jane, Peter had bailed you so many times. it happened frequently to the point where you had stopped texting him altogether.

you tried moving on, tried going on dates with loads of people. even people who are not your type. well eventually you found one guy, his name was Sam. he was actually kinda perfect but you broke things off with him but the feeling was mutual. you both decided that the both of you are too busy.

you were walking at a park when you saw Peter with a girl beside him. he caught your eye and gave you the hugest smile ever. you noticed his familiar warm smile but you chose to ignore it and look at the opposite direction. “y/n, wait up!” you immediately stopped in your tracks as he stop running to you taking a deep breath, you look at him pitifully.

he asked you the usual catching up stuffs. you were trying hard to not cry when Jane came to him and greet him “hey babe! who’s this?” Peter then introduced you to Jane “Jane this is y/n. my best friend.” you exchanged smiles with Jane, she then said to Peter “i gotta go home now, babe. i got work tomorrow.” they pecked each other on the lips before she goes and you wanted to puke.

you were awfully silent when you’re with him, he couldnt help but noticed it “is everything alright, y/n? you’re not your usual self.” you wanted to cry at his words. you try to control yourself and try to tell him the truth, “can I be honest with you Pete?” he nodded frantically and you continued “i... i kinda like you. i have always liked you since high school. i want you for all of my life. i had someone during the time we stopped talking, but everytime he kisses me, i wish it was you. everytime he hugs me, all i could think about was your-“ Peter cuts you off with a stern voice “thats enough,”

you were taken aback by his voice and the fact that he cuts you off mid sentence. you looked at him trying to hold back the tears, “y/n, look, i like you too but as a friend. i’m happy now with Jane and i wouldnt change it for the world. i am sorry that you like me but you have to find another.” you winced at the words that he said and you couldnt help but walk away.

you were sobbing absentmindedly on your bed, holding to your dear heart. this is what you expected him to say. this is what you had expected to happened. it was all like a nightmare. you pinched yourself so many times wishing that it was to wake up in his arms while they were cuddling watching a boring movie but it isnt and you had to accept it.

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a/n; feedbacks are welcomed!! and so are questions!’ everythinge is welcome, i am so bored with locking myself for another 2 weeks!!!

#peter parker angst #peter parker #spiderman #tom holland #tom holland smut #peter parker smut #avengers #marvel cinematic universe #mcu #tom holland x reader #peter parker x reader #god help me

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10 questions tag pt.2

hoo boi okay so ive been tagged in this a lot so im going to split it up into parts but this is alr a lot to read so if u read all of this u deserve a cookie so reply back with cookie and ima send u kithes and hugs

thank u to every who tagged me!! @byunbaekby @neocitybynight @bumblebeenct

aurora’s questions (these r from awhile back hehe

what’s your favorite dish from your culture?

i like phở gà (chicken noodle soup) or bún bò huế (hhh idk it in english)

vegetables or fruit?

fruits? i don’t like either

what’s the last book you’ve read and did you like it?

i think i had to read frankenstein for decathalon before corona hit and no i did not ugh

what inscription would you like on your tombstone?

heart nutted too hard or leyna [redacted] ; jk i actually dont know, i guess in loving memory leyna her love shall forever be remembered thru photographs bc even when the people change, the memories still stay or something (my brain is chaotic rn)

what should they teach in high school but do’t?

definitely financial literacy and how to do taxes and whatnot

who would you most like to sit next to on a 10 hours flight and why?

probs jisung or renjun bc lbr jisung and i would be the type to play smash the entire time and snack (and also if i fell asleep on his shoulder that shit would be so cute omfg) but renjun and i could continue talking for hours hahahah

what skill would you like to master?

cooking/baking!

what movie title best describes your life?

to all the boys i’ve loved before (ok not rly but i couldn’t think of much)

what’s the best way to start your day?

waking up well rested with my outfit planned and no rush getting ready to go eat brunch w my friends

what pets did you have while you were growing up?

i never had any pets hehe i’m allergic and mis padres say no

milly’s questions

where is the favourite place you’ve ever been?

i think i really like the city in toronto!! it’s super aesthetic and the vibes are amazing but i didn’t get to explore :( @longassride kidnap me pls

what is your best school subject, and if it changed drastically why?

it’s always been english haha but i’m not even that good

animated or live action films?

i prefer animated tbh the live action films i’ve seen don’t do any justice

do you play any instruments, how long for?

i play the bassoon and it’s been like 6 years (don’t need fooled i hate it)

have you told anyone irl that you have a blog?

yeah lmao a lot of my irls know and i let some follow me but we dont talk about it too much

favourite social media?

instagram or tumblr

can you quote me something from your favourite book?

“There comes a time when the world gets quiet and the only thing left is your own heart. So you'd better learn the sound of it. Otherwise you'll never understand what it's saying.” — Just Listen, Sarah Dessen

what was the last tv show you finished in its entirety?

fuck i have no idea i don’t even think ive ever finished a tv show... oops?

do you have an all time favourite nct fic on this site?

i have many so it’s so hard to choose but one of my all time favs might be @/starlightkun’s ayakashi series for jeno called featherbrain and @lovingyong’s tatbilb series for jaemin. i stayed up until 7am reading featherbrain and i didn’t stop rereading it for a wk bc it was everything i’ve ever liked in one story since i was super into otome games at one point and if i’m being honest, kelsie’s series helped move past a lot of hardships bahahah i could probably quote a few lines honestly bc they mean so much to me

if you could time travel, when would you go?

the 90s!!

sunny’s questions

If you could pick one artist to soundtrack your life, who would it be?

niki bc she is queen and relatable !!!

If you could have a Magic Eight Ball that really would answer your questions, what would you ask it?

am i going to be happy and successful?If you could bring one cryptid (supernatural creature) to life, what would you choose?

If you could bring one cryptid (supernatural creature) to life, what would you choose?

honestly that’s so hard ugh i might say angels/demons (i know that’s two but the concept has always intrigued me)

Coke or Pepsi?

coke but i don’t like either

What is your guilty pleasure?

otome games hehe but i guess just reading ff/webtoons all the time

If you had a title after your name (e.g. Alexander the Great) what would you want?

leyna the lover or some shit like that haha i rly dont know

Would you rather have a band who narrated all your movements through song or the paparazzi follow you around?

haksjsk i think band bc it doesn’t always have to be a literal narration and paparazzi would expose my every move

If you could be a K-Pop idol, would you be? Whether or not you answer yes, would you date an idol?

no i wouldn’t because it’s too much of a sacrifice to give up everything and dedicate my life to the toxic industry. and personally no i wouldn’t unless i rly loved them and it happened naturally bc it’s again a huge sacrifice and it’s difficult on both ends

When it rains, are you inside watching from the window or outside twirling in the puddles?

inside haha i could never go outside during rain

If you could time travel to any time period, which would you choose?

maybe the late 80s or 90s.. it seemed like a lot of fun to interact with people without technology. drive in movies, cheap candy, rollerskating down the boardwalk, the fashion and music, the vibes

my questions:

what is your usual resting facial expression?

what was your favorite childhood cartoon?

would you ever have kids? if so, do you have any baby names ready?

whats your favorite way to talk to people? (irl, text, call, ft, etc)

what color fits your vibe and why?

what is your preferred way to be comforted? emotional support or finding a solution?

how long have you been on tumblr?

do you wash your clothes right after you buy them or right after you wear them?

do you have an ideal type or any celeb that matches your ideal type?

do you believe in soulmates?

you’re under no obligation to do this but tagging: @lovelyjsuh @nanasarea @neolights @jaemallow @jaetyhm @glossyjaems @cherrysung @yongiefilms @juyeonzz @lovingyong @gohyuck @longassride

#leyna.txt #leyna.tags #i have more i swearrr #txt

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