#LOOK I JUST WANT MARI TO BE SHOWERED IN AFFECTION

[castles-in-the-eyre]

been thinking about casual affection

#posted the lukanette one separately but i felt like they all had to be together here #marigami #pro lukamari #lukadrienette #lukadrigaminette #adrigaminette #lukagaminette #kagaminette #adrienette #LOOK I JUST WANT MARI TO BE SHOWERED IN AFFECTION #ml fanart #miraculous fanart #art tag

[talesof-old]

breaking | j.p.

pairing(s): james potter x gn!reader

warning(s): angst, breakups, leaving long term relationships, implied unfaithfulness (james doesn’t actually cheat), other woman lily evans, reader deserves better, idk this isn’t proofread or edited, they could never make me hate you lily

word count: 1.2k

a/n: sorry this took me so long, i’ve been teaching myself to crochet and i’m also trying to leave my current job

masterlist

james potter + relationship breakup + no happy ending

It used to be easy, saying James Potter was the best boyfriend you’d ever had.

He’d gone out of his way to shower you in affection and prove himself a capable partner. He’d remembered every important date, what your favorite things were, and why you hated the things you hated. James had been perfect.

You leaned back in your chair. Pieces of parchment littered the desktop, ink staining the expensive wood. You’d given up on caring. A glance at the clock on the wall gave you the time.

22:15.

You huffed. Date night, James had said, like that would fix whatever this was.

This, really, was a wedge driven in unknowingly by one Miss Lily Evans. You couldn’t blame her, really. If you’d asked, she would back away from her friendship with James and be perfectly content. That’s what made it so hard to hate her. She liked you, and would do anything to maintain your friendship.

Instead, like a fool, you’d believed James when he said he’d be home early to have dinner with you. After an hour had passed you’d changed out of your nice clothes and into a pair of pajamas, choosing to work to pass the time. About twenty minutes later, you heard the front door open.

In shuffled a weary James, glasses askew and hair messy. Your heart clenched. Here stood the boy (now man) you’d given your heart to years ago. Here he was, breaking it.

“Hey.” Your voice filled the dimly light room, echoing in the bare corners like some evil spirit.

He looked up at you, eyes blinking owlishly as he tugged off his shoes. It took just a second for the image of you to register. His lips twisted into a guilty grimace, though you weren’t sure he was genuinely regretful.

As he approached, you were hit with a wave of floral and ink perfume. You sighed. Lily’s perfume, which she’d found sometime during your time at Hogwarts and stuck to, was far from unfamiliar. It suited her beautifully, though currently it clung to your skin like aa unwanted disease.

“I’m sorry, we got caught up at the pub.” You nodded. The boys night Sirius had proposed. To forget everything going on for one night. Perhaps you should’ve told James just to stay at your friends’ flat tonight instead.

“We had plans.” Your voice wavered, the telltale sign of tears burning your throat. James nodded solemnly. He made to reach for you, but seemed to second guess himself as you shied away.

“I’m sorry, honey, but Pads wanted to stay-“

“Okay.” The finality in your tone had him pausing, brow furrowed. You moved then, gathering up your papers as tears pricked at your eyes. The rational part of you knew that you needed to speak up about your feelings in order to make a change, but you also didn’t feel like you should have to. James made plans with you, his partner; surely that was just as important?

“I’m going to bed.”

Defeat swirled in your gut. Tomorrow, you’d call Mary. If she couldn’t give you advice, she’d at least help you pack up your things.

“Honey, please.” Something desperate filled his tone. You clicked your tongue to distract yourself from the heaviness in your chest. James stepped forward.

“I just lost track of time, promise. I’ll make it up to you.” You shook your head. This was the make up. This was the second chance. Not a single bone in your body wanted to give him a third. It wasn’t fair to expect you to continue to shatter your heart just for him. You cared more about yourself than that to let it continue.

“You already made a promise like that James, don’t lie to me.” Irritation flashed across his face.

“I’m not lying.” You huffed, clutching your papers in your hands. You’d leave the ink. He’d probably need it more than you.

“Merlin, You told me that the last time, James. What else am I supposed to believe?” He ran a hand through his messy curls. “I don’t understand.”

An incredulous expression took up residence on your face. You blinked furiously as you looked at him.

“What don’t you understand? You come home to me after missing an apology dinner, smelling like another woman. Lily Evans no less.” Venom laced itself through the words as you spoke them. His jaw clenched and he crossed his arms. Muscles tensed as he took in the anger in your eyes. You didn’t often get angry, not like this.

“Lily is my friend, I won’t let you make me feel like shit for spending time with her.” You threw your hands up in the air. The clock down the hallway ticked away, eating at you as you turned away from him.

“I never asked that of you, don’t you dare put words in my mouth.” Tears finally spilled over your cheeks. He scoffed.

“At least look at me.”

You whirled around, eyes glassy and lip trembling. Frustration rose. Here you were, crying over the loss of a relationship that hadn’t even ended yet. You swiped at the tear tracks.

“Why? I can’t do this anymore James. I love you, really, but it isn’t fair for me to have to keep asking you to occasionally put me first.” James wore an expressionless look as you spoke. Your heartbeat thundered in your ears, an unsteadying drum to your own heartache.

“I do. I don’t understand where this is coming from.” A forlorn feeling took root in your stomach. He didn’t understand. Maybe you were fooling yourself, thinking you could work through this one. After everything, it was too much to bear.

“Alright.” He furrowed his dark brows.

“I’ll ask Mary if she can swing by tomorrow and help me pack up my things.” He startled, reaching for you once more. A sob caught in your throat as he gripped your shoulders. The soft florals of Lily’s perfume engulfed you.

“What? No, what are you talking about?”

Something undecipherable had leaked into James’ words, panicked and shaky as he searched your face. All he found was resignation. You were giving up. James shook his head, licking his lips and leaning down to stare directly into your teary eyes.

“You’re leaving me?”

You let out a breathy laugh, humorless and cold as it curled around your ears.

“You spend more time with Lily than me these days. I won’t fight for someone who isn’t doing the same.” You watched as his face fell. His lips parted as though to speak, but no words fell from his lips. You knew he couldn’t defend himself from the truth; at the very least, he couldn’t defend himself from this truth.

You spoke again. “I love you.”

You pried yourself from his tense grasp and made your way back to the bedroom, locking yourself in the bathroom for privacy. After tomorrow, you’d no longer be in a relationship. James would no longer be your boyfriend, and peace would have to be made. You shared too many friends for the opposite to be an option. You sighed, pressing the palms of your hands into your eyes to keep the tears at bay.

When did it all go wrong?

#james potter x you #james fleamont potter #james potter drabble #james potter oneshot #james potter #james potter x reader #james potter angst #the marauders #marauders x reader #marauders era #marauders #harry potter x reader #harry potter

[nochukoo97]

netflix and chill;

Pairing: Jungkook x OC

Summary: Your boyfriend and you settle down after a long day of work, what seems to be like a peaceful night of netflix and pizza turns out to be a disaster when someone unexpected turns up at your front door

Warnings: Mentions of alcohol and nicotine, Jungkook almost gets caught 😮, italics are in korean

Word count: about 1k

“Hi Jagi,” Your boyfriend greets you with a boyish grin as he leans down to peck you, “Miss you,” Jungkook mumbles as he climbs on top of your body and pecks all over your face. You giggle at the sudden burst of affection as your body wrapped in a blanket is caged by your boyfriend’s muscular one.

Jungkook had been at the tattoo parlour the whole day today, busy with new customers and appointments, so the moment you woke up, the space beside your bed was empty of your boyfriend.

“I bought pizza for us, come outside and eat?” He breaks the silence after a while, but you whine in response, “I’m a bit lazy baby, I just got in bed, don’t wanna leave,” you bury yourself further into the mattress and bring the blanket up to cover your face.

You almost scream when Jungkook pushes his arms under your body and lifts you off the bed, but somehow you’re already used to your boyfriend's usual antics, so you had guessed he would have done that. “Hey! Put me down,” You slap his tattooed arm as Jungkook stares at you in amusement. Still, you drop the blanket off your body and allow your boyfriend to carry you to the sofa outside.

When Jungkook rests you down on the couch, you immediately smell the pizza from the kitchen, and you trail behind him secretly, now in excitement at the smell of the food. “I thought you didn’t want to get up? Suddenly so eager huh?” Your boyfriend raises an eyebrow at you.

——————————————————————

The atmosphere is rather calming as you two sit side by side quietly munching on your food as you watch “The Glory” on your TV. There’s an absurd number of candles being lit up around the coffee table by your boyfriend who insists that it adds ambience, as well as Jungkook’s galaxy projector that lights up the living room further.

You notice at the corner of your eye, Bam chasing the lasers being flashed on the wall and you immediately whip out your phone to capture the moment. Jungkook laughs at the sight as he walks towards the fridge to grab two bottles of beer for you and him.

It's peaceful for another good thirty minutes when suddenly, the doorbell of the apartment rings, your boyfriend looks at you puzzled, both of you sure that no delivery was scheduled nor had you invited anyone over.

“Aigoo, look at you, have you been eating well?” The voice of Jungkook’s mum sounds throughout the apartment as your eyes widen in surprise. Jungkook’s parents were known to come unannounced, which was definitely not a good thing for your boyfriend since he was into many non-traditional things that his parents would typically frown at.

In this case, the bottles of beer and his Lost Mary on the coffee table were out on display for the whole world to see.

You approximately had a maximum of ten seconds to get rid of both items, so you grabbed the bottles and ran to the fridge to shove them with the many other alcoholic beverages stored in your shared fridge.

However, you end up being far too late to retrieve the other item as Jungkook’s parents walk into the living room with your boyfriend following behind with a nervous look on his face.

His eyes widen as he spots his Lost Mary on the table, head jerking almost vigorously in an attempt to get you to try and sneakily hide it away. But you also have no clue how to approach this situation as your boyfriend’s parents start to shower you with questions.

“Look at you! You’ve become even prettier since the last time we saw you, Aigoo,” Jungkook’s mum reaches for the apples of your cheeks as your boyfriend winces and gives you an apologetic look. You reply to her questions with eagerness as you tell her about you and Jungkook’s whereabouts in the past week.

“Gguk-ah, you have to eat healthier too, this pizza looks very oily!” Jungkook’s father starts to nag at him as he takes a closer look at the box of pizza on the coffee table.

Shit. One more look to the left and your boyfriend is busted.

“Hahaha, yes we were just about to keep it,” you put on a laugh as you reach to close the box, strategically reaching for his Lost Mary and hiding it under the box and you bring it to the fridge.

You then decide to shove it in your pocket for the time being, deciding that it was a better hiding spot than putting it in the fridge.

After about thirty more minutes of Jungkook’s parents catching up with the both of you, they finally decide to head back home.

Your boyfriend sighs as he shuts the front door.

“You saved me, almost got caught again,” your boyfriend talks between kisses as he cages you against the wall and kisses down your neck. You laugh as you reach into your pocket to give him back the item.

You push back his white beanie as you card your fingers through his hair, and your boyfriend sighs at the touch.

“Come on, let's go to bed, you’ve got work tomorrow again,” you free yourself from his hold, taking his hand you lead Jungkook back to your shared room after turning off the TV, and blow out the candles. Jungkook insists on bringing one to the room, to which you reluctantly agree, but your boyfriend looks happy as he stares at the flickering light with huge eyes, and you laugh in amusement at his antics.

#jungkook fluff #jungkook #jungkook au #jungkook ff #jungkook smut #jungkook x oc #jungkook x reader #bts #bts ff #bts fic #bts jungkook #jungkook comfort #boyfriend jungkook

[outsideratheart]

45 either Alexia or Alessia

45 //defending them, even when they’re not there to witness it//

It was a tense camp to say the least. When you met Alessia in the reception in SGP she all but threw herself into your arms.

“Hey, hey” you stroked her hair and held her tightly “what’s wrong?”

“I told them”

She didn’t need to specify. There is only what thing this could be and when you saw the looks her soon to be former team mates gave you it confirmed it.

“Here” you give her your room key “go to my room. I have a meeting to Sarina but I’ll come up as soon as I’m done”

And what you said had been the truth. You did have a meeting with Sarina but as you left you heard Ella and Mary talking badly about your girlfriend. You decided there and then that you had one more thing to do before joining Alessia in your room.

“If that’s what you have to say I suggest you keep Alessia’s name out of your mouth”

The table fell silent upon hearing your voice. You tended to have this affect but more so when you have the calm emotionless tone that means anything but that.

“Are you asking as our captain?” Mary knew she was pushing it but she was hurting. What she she wasn’t aware of is how much she was hurting Alessia.

“No. This has nothing to do with football” you kept your love life and your career separate, church and state or at least you tried.

“It has nothing to do with you Y/N” Ella chimed in.

“Like hell it has nothing to do with me. Alessia means everything to me. I will protect her from anything and anyone. I just didn’t think that it would you two that I’d have a problem with. You are suppose to be her friends, you Ella are her best friend or so I thought”

“I am her best friend”

“Clearly you’re not. Best friends don’t do this. Until this is sorted I want nothing to do with the pair of you, do you understand?”

Again, silence fills the room so much so that you could hear a pin drop.

You took the looks of guilt and regret as an answer and left the team to continue doing whatever it was they were doing. There was someone your would much rather spend your free time with.

Upon entering your room you find it empty but a second later Alessia reveals herself in nothing but a towel, freshly showered.

“You showered without me?” You pull her close and clasp your hands on the small of her back.

“How was it?”

“Fine”

“You said something to them didn’t you?” Alessia knew you and she knew how fiercely protective you were of the people you love.

“Shall we watch a movie?” You avoid the question.

“Y/N”

“What about Luca? You love that film”

“Y/N answer my question”

“I simply proved that nobody upsets my girl and gets away with it”

#Alessio Russo x reader #woso x reader #prompt #ficlet

[stillfrownyclownlol]

What if i

Did some Tyler x Logan headcanons ...?

Well don't worry because I'm literally gonna post them anyways

-Tyler is...4ish months older than him and like 20-25 cms taller

-Hehe their relationship starts very awkward :) uh for one Tyler thinks he's straight (he's not) and Logan is still nervous about his queerness (intersex gay guy because I SAID SO)

-so...it's very...slow

-but they get there. Tyler crushes on him first cuz he's a silly little guy like that.

-overprotectiveeeee because Tyler has some issues. Logan appreciates the sentiment but he also does not like being babied.

-Tyler helps him with his t-shots because Logan is afraid of needles 🥲 He wants to move to those gel patchy things or oral pills

-Logan will infodump about any of his hobbies! Floriology, astronomy, astrology even though he knows Tyler thinks it's stupid- Ty doesn't like talking more than necessary so he likes listening to him :) Thinks it's cute how he lights up

-Tyler's love language is acts of service. Brings Logan food, helps out at the shop if he can, goes with him on errands...

-Logan will bring him big bouquets of specially curated flowers with deep meanings behind them. Tyler has no idea he just thinks "pretty flowers for me??"

-James and Mary gave Tyler the single scariest shovel talk of his life lmao 💀 and he KNOWS they have some shady business, they put the fear of God In him pahdoskwu

-Ty carries around extra contact lenses for him in case its necessary! :D Also has a little glasses cleaning cloth.

-Logan makes him sweets because he's just a sweetie like that ✨️ Flan, tres leches cake, sopapillas...omfg I'm hungry now 😭

-Tyler PLAYS SONGS FOR HIMMMM ❤️❤️❤️ Logan cries every time which makes Ty panicked 😭

-Corny ass pet names but only in private, surprisingly Tyler uses them more often. "Starboy" when he wants to tease him, or "Cielo" when he's feeling soft.

-Logan makes them take selfies all the time on dates which Ty says is annoying cuz he's "unphotogenic"

-Tyler in his baseball uniform makes Logan flustered as hell LOL. Ty knows this and WILL use it to his advantage 🤡

-Ngl when he's comfortable in the relationship Tyler is super flirty and likes making Logan blush. His affection manifests by being Hella mischievous lol. Is sauve without even trying, but when he does try sometimes it'll just fail lmao, Logan still thinks he's super cute tho <3

-Um they go stargazing and look at meteor showers or shooting stars and Logan will just be nerding out like "have you ever seen anything so beautiful?" And Ty will just look at him. He's thinking it but he's not gonna say it 🫥

-Tyler gives really intense hugs that usually lift Logan off his feet. He really likes that.

#sbg #school bus graveyard webtoon #sbg (webtoon) #school bus graveyard #tyler hernández #logan fields #tyler x logan #tygan? #loler? #idk the ship name

[albertasunrise]

Oops Baby - Frankie's Girl

Masterlist

Summary: Being best friends with Frankie meant movie nights, drinks with the guys and a shoulder to cry on when you got your hear broken. He is head over heels for you but you don’t feel the same… yet a drunken mistake will tie your lives together forever!

Relationships: Frankie Morales x Reader

Warnings: Like AO3 I choose to give none. Read at own risk. 18+

Series Masterlist - Part 1, Part 2

You hated their happiness. 

You hated watching as the two of them seemed to fall madly in love with each other. All the while your realisation that you had, indeed, developed feelings for your best friend had kept you up at night. Your heart seemed to ache. Permanently. You had lost count of the number of nights you had cried yourself to sleep. 

So you distracted yourself in whatever ways you could. At almost seven months pregnant you were struggling more and more with day-to-day tasks. But with Frankie often distracted by his new girlfriend and Benny busy training for his upcoming fights. You often found yourself struggling on. You didn't want to be a bother to Will. He had enough on his plate so you did what you could. 

Ben took on the role of best friend as the weeks went by. Frankie did what he could. The nursery was almost finished. The furniture was built and the painting was done. All that was left to do was start unpacking the clothes and toys you'd been given at the shower Frank had thrown a few weeks after you'd learned you were having a girl. 

Ben was busy putting up some artwork you'd bought when you'd carried in two refreshing glasses of lemonade. Placing the beverages down, you rubbed your side, wincing at the stitch-like pain you'd been suffering all morning. 

"Everything okay?" Ben asked upon noticing your obvious discomfort. 

"Yeah... Just got a stitch or something." You groaned "Joys of carrying life inside of you." 

"You should go see a doctor." Said Ben as he hopped down from the stool he had been using a moment ago and helped you sit "Could be something else." 

"Ben, I'm fine." You grumbled but you didn't stop him from helping you to the seat Frank had ended up purchasing.

You'd be lying if you said you weren't a little concerned that this was something more sinister. The pain had been getting gradually worse over the course of the day. What had started as mild discomfort had started to take on a stabbing-like sensation. 

"Have you called Frank?" Ben asked and you shook your head.

"No." You panted as you tried to breathe through it "He's busy with Mary and I didn't want to worry him." 

"You're pregnant Titch!" Ben exclaimed, "You know he'll drop anything if you need him." 

"I know." You grumbled "But I don't want him to - AH - I don't want him to think I'm - Ahhh Ben it really hurts." 

"Right!" He piped up as he helped you to your feet "We're going to the hospital and I am going to call Fish on the way." 

...

Frankie watched as Mary puttered around the kitchen. He loved to watch her cook. It was something she was passionate about and the fact that she was excellent at it made it easy for him to let her spoil him. 

Lately, however, he felt his retched heart failure getting the better of him. He felt weak all the time. Very little energy to do anything more than sit on the couch with her each night. She didn't seem to mind the fact that he didn't feel up to sex all that much anymore. 

Despite Mary telling him he wasn't. He knew he'd put on weight. His soft stomach looked rounder. He'd put it down to how well she fed him. She was careful to make foods she knew wouldn't affect his condition. Something that he deeply appreciated. But boy did he miss steak. 

His phone ringing pulled him out of his thoughts and glancing down at it, Ben's face flashed on its screen. 

"Who is it, babe?" Mary asked as she looked up and smiled at him sweetly. 

"Just Ben." He replied, pushing himself to his feet. 

"You should answer it." She said softly "Could be important." 

"It's Ben." Frankie chuckled "Likely wants to boast about the latest bird he's pulled." 

"You sure?" 

"You told me you wanted me to be more focused on us when we're together." Frank replied as he cupped her cheek "I promised you I'd do that... Ben can wait." He finished as he put his phone on silent. 

...

"Goddamit Fish." Ben growled as his third attempt to reach the pilot went unanswered. 

"He's probably busy." You sighed as you gripped Ben's hand and gave it a gentle squeeze. 

"Yeah well, he's about to become a father." Ben snapped "He shouldn't be ignoring his fucking phone." 

"Ben, you need to calm down." 

"Calm down?" He panted "You're suffering from stomach pain and your 7 months pregnant!" 

"Ben-"

"What if something's seriously wrong?" He shrieked "What if you-" 

"Don't finish that sentence." You warned and he sighed "I'm sure it's just because I've been overdoing it." 

"Titch..." Ben trailed off and you gave his hand another gentle squeeze. 

"We'll be fine

...

Frankie was pounding on your door. After dinner, he'd snuck a look at his phone and had seen the multitude of missed calls and texts from Ben. He didn't wait to be invited in when The younger Miller brother opened the door. 

"Where is she?" He asked as he pushed past his friend, eyes scanning your lounge. 

"She's in bed." Ben grumbled "Nice of you to show." 

"Ben!" Frankie warned but the younger Miller was having none of it.

"No, you don't get to talk to me like that Fish." He growled "She could have lost the baby whilst you were busy fucking Mary." 

"I wasn't-" 

"Doesn't matter what the fuck you were doing." Ben snapped "You can't go ignoring your phone when you're two months away from becoming a father. 

"I want to see her." 

"She's sleeping." 

"Please." Frank pleaded "I fucked up okay! I should have answered." 

"You're right." Benny growled but his features softened when he saw how wrecked the pilot then looked "She and the baby are gonna be fine. Just need to take it easy." 

Frankie nodded before allowing Ben to lead him to your room. You looked comfortable where you lay. Hand resting on your prominent bump as you smiled up at Ben as he appeared through the door. Your expression changed when Frank followed behind him. 

"Look who I tracked down." He chuckled as he stood aside so Frankie could make his way to your side "I'll leave you two to it." 

"Titch I'm-"

"It's fine Frankie." You interrupted "I know you were busy with Mary." 

"It's not okay." The man sobbed as he rested his hand on your belly "If something had happened to you both I'd never have forgiven myself." 

"Nothing did happen." You sighed as you gave him a weak smile. 

"Titch... You've got Pre-eclampsia." Your eyes dropped at the mention of the condition "From now on. You and the baby are my priority!" he stated matter of factly "I haven't been here for you and I should have been." 

"Frankie..."

"Don't argue with me Titch." He sighed "Please. I need to do this." 

You could only nod. Giving him a weak smile as you let your exhaustion take hold. 

You took things easy as the doctor had instructed. Ben and Frank wouldn't allow you to lift a finger. The two men waiting on you hand and foot as your pregnancy moved into its final month. You appreciated the help too. 

You struggled to get around most days. Your ankles were swollen and your back ached. You were miserable. But the boys made sure you were well taken care of. 

Things in Frank's personal life however had become strained. He was desperately trying to juggle his time between you and Mary. She had been understanding of your situation. Always making sure that he was fed and well-rested when he came home to her. The situation was taking its toll on him. His health took an obvious nosedive as the weeks went by. Mary found herself wrestling with her understanding that you were about to become parents and her concern for how your condition was affecting him. Yet she kept her mouth shut for Frankie's sake. 

"How are you feeling?" Ben asked as he passed Frankie the wrench the man required. 

"Been better but comes with the territory when you got heart failure." Frankie chortled.

"I meant about the baby." Ben said as his brows drew together "Only a few weeks to go and all." 

"Oh, right." Frankie replied, not lifting his head from under the bonnet of Ben's truck "Yeah, excited." He then stated as he stood to face the younger man "Can't believe I'm gonna have a daughter." He chuckled. 

"Everything okay?" Ben asked, his concern obvious "You been feeling okay?" 

"Just tired." Frankie said as he shrugged his shoulders "Meds might need tweakin'." 

Ben nodded, smiling when Frankie handed him the wrench back and asked for a different tool. The bonnet slamming shut made Benny jump and turn on his heels to see his friend sprawled on the ground. 

"Fish?" Benny called out as he dropped to his knees, frantically searching for a pulse "FISH?" He all but yelled when he found none. 

"HELP!" He yelled as he started compressions "MARY!" 

His calls were answered by a sob as Mary sprinted outside to see the blonde working on her lover. 

"What happened?" She sobbed and Ben just shook his head. 

"Call an ambulance!" He ordered and she nodded, wasting no time pulling out her cell phone and dialling for help. 

She was then at Frankie's side, holding his hand as she pleaded for him to come back to her. 

"Please don't do this to me, baby." She all but screamed as her fat tears streamed down her cheeks "Frankie... please!" 

The sound of sirens filled the air and in the blink of an eye, she and Ben were being pulled to one side as the EMTs took over. 

"No pulse." One stated as another strapped a mask over the pilot's mouth. 

Then his shirt was being cut away and two paddles were placed on his chest. The medics then shocking him until finally, his heart beat again. 

...

You rushed through the halls as your eyes frantically searched each sign for your destination. Then, just as you started to think you’d been sent the wrong way, you saw the dreaded words you were looking for. 

Cardiac Care Unit - CCU

When you’d receive the call from Ben to say Frank was here you’d almost fainted. His statement still echoed in your head as you rushed through the doors, eyes scanning for anyone that looked familiar. 

“Fish’s had a cardiac event.” 

What did that even mean? Had he had a heart attack? 

Was his condition getting worse? 

Finally, your eyes landed on Benny and you choked on a sob as you sprinted to him, hands cradling your small bump. 

“How is he?”

“Stable.” Ben replied, eyes brimming with unshed tears “His heart just fucking stopped.” Ben choked "One minute we were checking on something with my truck and the next he was on the ground..." 

"Benny..." You trailed off as you held him.

"He said he'd been feeling a little off lately but I didn't think-" 

"This is not your fault Ben." You stopped him in his tracks "Frank's heart's not been good for a while. But he's going to get the best care and he's going to be fine." 

Ben nodded. Knocking a few of those tears in his eyes loose before pulling you close again, gasping when he felt a kick against his stomach. 

"Did she?-"

"She's obviously saying hello to her uncle Ben." You chuckled as you smiled up at him. 

"Hey, lil' Titch." He said sweetly as he placed his hand over your bump, grinning when he was greeted by another kick. 

“What’s she doing here?” Piped up a new voice and your eyes drifted to Mary who was standing, glowering at you. 

“She is his friend.” You growled at her, feeling your blood boil at her eye roll. 

“She’s also carrying his child.” Ben growled out “She deserves to be here.” 

“If she's such a good friend, she would've noticed how sick he's been lately." Mary growled and your stomach dropped. 

"He has?" You all be whispered, eyes drifting to Ben whose head hung low "Why didn't anyone tell me?" 

"It shouldn't be everyone else's responsibility to tell you when someone's health is shit." She growled and Ben had had enough.

"Back off Mary." He growled out, his eyes dark as he glared at her "She's had her own shit going on and you know that."

She all but scoffed. 

"He wouldn't be here if she noticed he was struggling." She snapped and you sobbed, clutching your bump as your eyes flitted between you her and Ben. 

She was right. You hadn't noticed that Frankie's health had been declining and you hated yourself for that. You'd been so caught up in your own situation to see that Frankie, the father of the life inside of you, was suffering himself. 

"I'm so sorry." You choked as you looked at Mary with a wrecked expression. 

"Yeah well, you can tell that to him." She growls "If he lives." 

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[wa-kaizen]

channeling you and your soulmate | PAC

art credit; tono @/t0no idea credit; my violet @the-wild-candy

this idea does not belong to me but to violet/elly!

I thought it's a beautiful and very sweet idea! i never saw anything like this before so i would like to try it! keep in mind these can be both a platonic or romantic soulmate! if you feel called to multiple don't be afraid to check out each. this will be focused mainly on conversations and the way you two will interact.

with this I will use tarot as a guide not as a base for the reading! so instead of the usual 50%, this one will be 80% intuition, so take it as it resonates.

PAID READINGS ♡ masterlist

꒰ piles ꒱

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sections ༉˚

‐ conversations

- moments

- random things that come through

- media that might be relevant - songs/movies/shows -

- things that connect your soul to one another

- your differences & things you share in common

- signs before you two met/will meet

                         ꒰ welcome  ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

— have fun!

꒰ pile one ꒱

black and white lady cats on a walk, facing each other

cards the hanged man, queen of pentacles, seven of swords, dove, cow, bear, archangel mary, seraphim seraphina, archangel haniel

cocoon of white light - rest in perfect love, understand oneness, shower of blessing, - open yourself to receive, pay it forward, caring community - participate and belong, enrich your life

↳ ❝ [ conversations ] ¡! ❞

green will be feminine and pink will be masculine.

" Should I get this checked out? " " For the third time I am no- Oh God, that looks ugly as hell "

" If I would be a star among millions of others would you look at me? " " I would search the sky just to find out where you went "

" Why don't you go? " " I want to see your face for a little longer "

" I think I might be bipolar " " babe, we already got the medical diagnosis "

" Hey Stacy- " " I am NOT listening to that joke again "

" Have you ever heard about this theory of- " " Yes, I am listening "

↳ ❝ [ moments ] ¡! ❞

these are visions.

The wind brushes their hair onto their face as they smile at you looking forward yelling cheerful nothing as you are in a good mood causing them into slowly falling in love with you.

Them walking home in the dark, in winter, snow surrounding the street they are walking in, which happens to be small. Warm street light shines on their face when they receive a text from you which will either result in; crying, running to you or feeling loved. The message you will send will depend on how your day will affect you.

Two people dancing to the ketchup song in some sort of gathering in a house, being silly and enjoying their time together. It possibly being morning or night time since both people look comfortable rather than dressed up.

Soup being cooked on a stove, person in charge of cooking making their heart's loved one taste it. - It's a traditional reddish looking dish and has potatos if I might add. -

Laying next to one another, listening to music while sharing earphones/airpods, feminine having eyes closed and relaxing being unaware of masculine watching with adoration in their eyes, full of love. - Hearing dandelions. -

Painting together, cheeks messy from black paint, both holding the same brush while trying to make strokes on a white canvas. - this could be a symbolism for some. -

↳ ❝ [ random ] ¡! ❞

these will be things that could happen to end up being relevant.

greys, sunflower seeds, oversized shirts, a white puppy, 80s, death of loved one, sneakers, a place! a rock in front of a river surrounded by trees but not quite a forest, ants?, culture - you two have different ones most likely -, swimming, live savers, old 2006 camera - grey with stickers, apple stickers?, hay hat, fair?, theme park, 'aim well and win!', the ketchup song - y aserejé-ja-dejé de jebe tu de jebere seibiunouva majavi an de bugui an de güididípi aserejé-ja-de jé -

↳ ❝ [ media ] ¡! ❞

these could happen to end up being things you both love or hate, just anything you could connect over.

mr krabs memes, tiktok, gen z, food accounts - saw girl eating dumplings - , dumb humour - disrespectful at times disgusting, very much gen z humour but not 'quirky' one hidden as secret desires, y'all are just both weird -, gangnam style - ? -, '🐱 clean 🐱 tight 🐱 fresh' - get help /j -, joe jonas - ??? -, disney, stereotyping, social judment, cultural apprication, 'dumb truck', hot in here by nelly, rocks - music & and literal rock -, electric guitar, lot of blacks & neutrals, cold play, 'if happy ever after did exist'

↳ ❝ [ soul connection] ¡! ❞

these could end up being; past life connection, soul family, destiny together, just whatever that relates you two to one another.

You both went through a kind of lesson that have pained your soul a lot in the past, and possibly still affects your trust. This is for sure love related, someone close to you two hurt both of you in ways so similar to each other.

It can be related to friends, parents but for most of you this is a romantic love interest who happened to cheat on you.

For them while this made them more appricative of what they have and may go out of their way to show affection due to trauma, they also have trust issues and might be insecure even though they try to hide it. They are very calm & gentle, their aura is very pure too. While for you this experience made you very paranoid and emotionally aggressive, I can see you accusing them while yelling. This is due to a mis --- understanding. This will be the root of the problem in this relationship. They are the calm and gentle earth while you are the explosive fire capable of destroying it. I know this is a hard to swallow pill for most of you however, for the majority of you the toxic - or hurtful - person in the relationship will in fact be you. Not saying you aren't able to love them, I sense many many love here, however you need to do heavy shadow work to regulate your emotions in a healthy manner.

Trigger warning; Mentions of R4P3

I know, I know, that sounds scary for some of you, but it's fine, it is indeed not for all of you. If you have been betrayed by a friend there's a huge possibility they have been betrayed the same way as you if not the exact same.

That betrayal could have been them sleeping with your ex or crush, them befriending the person who raped you, them hurting a little sibling of yours by bullying them, them disrespecting your mom.

Literally anything you can possibly think of. They have went through the pain you do, and they understand, they want to talk and they know you want to talk as well.

Here, there is no anger, no explosion, just two hurt souls connecting over what was supposed to turn out love yet turned onto a knife in your back.

I got a vision of you two laying on your back, outside while looking up at the sky, talking about all the things you two experienced, shedding tears and talking about how none of you deserved to go through that. - and I agree, you didn't. -

Otherwise, the rest is people who connect over trauma from their parents who were equally bad in raising them. Maybe mental health problems as well.

Such as depression or anxiety. Or who separate ones, who "compliment" one another. - For example, your weakness being their strength and vise visa, thus helping each other grow in specific eras in life. -

What came to my mind upon that is ADHD and Autism, but of course, you should rather take this as an example and not as a fact.

↳ ❝ [ two sides of a coin ] ¡! ❞

You two, to no surprise share a lot in common.

They share your fashion style - although they are more fashionable -, your humour, love language, level of intelligence, societal understanding, morals, political views, joy for things in life and even the things you two hate.

Anything that could be the core of your being.

Your sense of self could be the same, however your nature could be the complete opposites. I would say almost as if you two are twin flames. - Do not take my word for it though. -

They are gentle, sweet, understanding, good with words, charismatic, someone who always has control over their situation.

You are passive, think with your emotions, impulsive, assuming, judging and can misunderstanding situations.

That is of course not the core of your being, but in this reading that's what came through.

It's the sun and moon, bringing out the best of one another.

Nurturing and protect, comfort and bravery.

You might think you are the moon, but in reality they are.

↳ ❝ [ signs ] ¡! ❞

Rocks near rivers and trees, greys, crabs, - old - memes, 'sweets and kisses' - you will know better than me what this means, blues, anime, clouds, soft cybercore, friends, water, swimming, downing - in movie/show -, old music, reggae

Thank you for reading.

꒰ pile two ꒱

ginger cat lady holding an umbrella, girl in blue dress next to her, them holding the hands of multiple young kittens

cards four of wands, five of wands, the sun, panda, ant, llama, archangel muriel, guardian angel, archangel roquiel

listen to your heart - awaken your spirit abilities, tune in infinite, mahatma energy - build your light body, accelerate your ascension, unicorn portal - focus your light, listen for a message

                     ↳ ❝ [ conversations ] ¡! ❞

green will be feminine and pink will be masculine. 

" Partners in crime bestie! " " C-Clair/Clarence? Clair/Clarence I am trying to focus "

"Choose th- " " Kisses " " I didn't even finish " " I need a kiss "

" You can be James and I will be Jessie "

" Anyway, and then she slapped him! " " With those nails?! "

Y'all would gossip quite a lot, nothing harmful though.

                         ↳ ❝ [ moments ] ¡! ❞

these are visions

Feminine being speechless, standing and staring at masculine with an open mouth while wearing a brown suit. - No, it does not show what shocked you. -

Shorter person in question crying while looking up at the taller one, wearing a white form of top wear - hoodie, zip up ect - being hurt and mad, being hugged by taller person after a comfort smooch. - Not a sensual kiss, only pureness -

Both people in question laying next to a pool on white beach chairs, feminine in striped - white and blue - bikini and the masculine in black shirt with darker pool shorts. Just vibing.

Feminine playing with a white dog at an open space - those typical chained up dogs who are usually outside -, masculine secretly adoring while drinking soda. - For some of you it will be beer. -

Feminine tracing images on the back of masculine while their shirt is off in a dark room at night as they are drifting off to sleep.

Two people laying on a cold floor, smaller person hugging the arm of the masculine tightly, both sleeping. A very sad atmosphere as you both experienced some kind of loss.

                          ↳ ❝ [ random ] ¡! ❞

these will be things that could happen to end up being relevant. 

green, beans, peas, pretzels, bees, breaks, neck, massage, chipped nail polish, blue balloon, 'pretty', safe, ling, boys, animatos, lemons, ping pong, papers, assignments

                           ↳ ❝ [ media ] ¡! ❞

these could happen to end up being things you both love or hate, just anything you could connect over.

Jessie and James from pokemon, games? genshin?, cosmo and wanda, fairies, fairy core, mermaids, law firm, pandas, competitions, baby daddy - sitcom -, vampires, studying ?, hits from the 70s, harry potter books

                  ↳ ❝ [ soul connection] ¡! ❞

these could end up being; past life connection, soul family, destiny together, just whatever that relates you two to one another. 

Most of you already know this person and just tried to see how accurate I could get, thus already knowing your connection.

There is some part of you that just know it intuitively, yet won't trust yourselves with it.

This is for those who have no idea, so please listen carefully. You have spent life times together, however not much. It's three, this one being the third of it. So, this far, you have been friendly rivals turned lovers in each.

What I am getting is mostly 1400s and sword fights, so in a past life you two fell in love during a friendly sword fight for sure. Just had to get that out of the way.

So far with each life times your mission is to bring out the best in one another, but in a honest and truthful way without sugar coating anything like most people around the both of you would do so.

The raw and honest truth, without anyone getting offended in the process, it's something very rare and you both know how to communicate perfectly with one another.

That is very rare to experience, especially since most humans have a sensitive ego, but in your case you both can talk honestly with one another without your confidence falling down the drain.

You are both open to criticism without falling a victim to it, without being fragile when hearing certain topics.

You are like two center puzzle pieces, it doesn't make sense until you see the full picture and look between the details.

            ↳ ❝ [ two sides of a coin ] ¡! ❞

things you have in common and differences!

You share a difference in hobbies, interests, media, bedding?- that's very random but it's what came through, fashion, triggers and needs in conversation

The energies here are very closed off, but you certainly don't differ from one another besides how you treat your own ambitions.

It's the way you treat like rather than core things, which will allow you both to grow and learn, have a wider perspective on things.

                            ↳ ❝ [ signs ] ¡! ❞

whistle, appa - as in, the bison in avatar -, lydia - ? - , snakes, pac man, bread, japanese flood vlogs, anatomy, the word 'why', blood, drawing on skin, white statues, yellow butterflies, caves, random technology glitches

Thank you for reading!

꒰ pile three ꒱

the focus being on a black and white kitten, one sitting on the bed as they are chatting while a third one is sleeping and as a ginger is backfacing them in the dark

cards two of pentacles, ten of wands, the moon, donkey, parrot, giraffe, archangel sammael, archangel sandalphon, archangel chamuel

enlightenment - look from the highest perspective, see the divine in everyone, violet flame - invoke the cosmic diamond violet flame, transmute all that is not love, shower of blessings - open yourself to receive, pay it forward

                     ↳ ❝ [ conversations ] ¡! ❞

green will be feminine and pink will be masculine. 

" Does it feel good? " " I mean I never had someone step on my back- "

" Laradidadi~ " " Sing this melody babe~ " " Is that how it goes? " " I have no idea "

" Soobin Soobin do you know- " " Please stop quoting it- " " Do you know Soobin? "

" You know, if we die one day, I want to share my grave with you " " If- ? "

" Do you love me? " " Did you even pay attention to what I just did?- "

" You smell so great " " It's my new perfume! "

                         ↳ ❝ [ moments ] ¡! ❞

these are visions.

Sitting across one another at a small table, head and arms resting on it, looking into each others eyes. This being in a smaller european style kitchen.

Standing in the rain watching as someone lays on asphalt and laying next to them.

Decorating a Christmas tree together in a small apartment.

Sleeping next to each other in a car, blankets wrapped around one another. It's during a stop on a road trip, heads resting on each others shoulder and head.

Tracing things on each others hand while holding each other.

                           ↳ ❝ [ random ] ¡! ❞

these will be things that could happen to end up being relevant. 

creation, rainbow bracelet, white, hello kitty, summer hit, 'boho', chains, ice, back cracking, boots, cyber goth fashion, depression, poems, hades, flames, contact lenses, eye drops

                           ↳ ❝ [ media ] ¡! ❞

these could happen to end up being things you both love or hate, just anything you could connect over.

k-pop, hell - the energy drink -, make up, true crime, theories, fairies, dragons, trends - focusing on piercings here -, fashion, design, materialism, memes/quotes, food shows

                  ↳ ❝ [ soul connection] ¡! ❞

these could end up being; past life connection, soul family, destiny together, just whatever that relates you two to one another. 

note; someone did definitely drown here, however the situation is different for everyone reading this. the half with thalassophobia is the one who happened to drown in these past life connections.

So, I can see people being confused upon reading the note, or even saying 'but we both have thalassophobia!' - which is the fear of larger bodies of water - and that's okay! There is more than just one things coming through.

I can see specific situations here, I will need you to use your gut and trust yourself to know which one applies to you, alright? You got this.

What I want to get out of the way is that while you are definitely soulmates there was a lot of hate in the past life you two have shared. It's the most recent one for all of you, something went wrong which caused a lot of hate. You two met at a time where you weren't ready yet. In your life time both yours and their mission is to forgive and treat one another nicely, have love and peace in yourselves, be apologetic and gentle to one another.

For a few of you, I can see your soulmate being victims of the titanic. Of course, you were there too. You were saved from dying in the cold water, while you had to watch them drown. You could have helped them, but you simply didn't want to do so, you had no intention of doing it.

There is guilt surrounding this and an apologetic aura, however you were not sad. You didn't love them, thus you didn't save them. You didn't appreciate all the things they did for you in their life towards their death. About two months before their death they fell in love with you.

They were in the process to fix their wrongs and you decided to keep on putting them down.

Now for those who can't relate - which I am sure it's a lot of you - an event similar to this took place for a lot of you. In a forest. Expect, you sat on a rock seeing them drown in the night. There is a lot of fog and it was possibly a full moon, however I do not understand why you watched? Your spirit guides do not want to tell, so try to communicate with them! Though, in the life time you two shared after it, he was the one who watched you drown.

In all of these there is a huge sense of melancholy, emptiness, lack of emotion, but there is one I got which is full of anger.

The one full of anger has zero romantic relations, in each life time you will be born as a family in a way or another.

If you are sensitive please do not read this paragraph! For the ones who feel like this is a family member, you two shared a past life together as a mother and son, in which the son ended up being drowned in a bathtub by the mother due to poor mental health.

I understand this can cause anxiety in some of you, but this life time will be very peaceful, this is for healing and loving one another. I do think that here you will be inseparable and live together in perfect harmony, a one of a kind bond with deep adoration. This is the life time where little to no things will go wrong, the calm after the storm. - yes, after. -

             ↳ ❝ [ two sides of a coin ] ¡! ❞

things you have in common and differences!

These is not much differences here, you both remind me of the cold wind on a cloudy gloomy afternoon, reflections of each other.

                           ↳ ❝ [ signs ] ¡! ❞

melancholic feeling, a lot of blues and whites, messy hair, old music - 1920 -, france? french?, caffeine, days going by slower, chill air no matter the weather, no energy

Thank you for reading!

꒰ pile four ꒱

ginger cat with three young kittens in front of a cottage

cards the world, knight of cups, two of cups, archangel michael, archangel raguel, archangel charity, bear, llama

open your heart - love yourself, dare to be vulnerable, the freedom of truth, be who you truly are, magical crystal cave - switch on your inner light, bring forward your gifts

note; this pile is the one with the least information, so incase you were drawn to another pile go ahead and read that one as well! This one is very short because the connection is fragile as of now. ♡

                      ↳ ❝ [ conversations ] ¡! ❞

green will be feminine and pink will be masculine. 

I am sorry, but nothing comes through here, your spirit guides are very closed off, and the ones of your soulmate even more so. Please look at other piles incase you were drawn to more than one! ♡

                         ↳ ❝ [ moments ] ¡! ❞

these are visions.

a girl on grey carpeted floor lying in black lingerie, recording herself as another person does something funny and both laughing.

two people taking mirror selfies in a public bathroom, but a rather fancy one.

two girls playing on golf grounds, possibly in a - golf - club.

two girls racing to get to talk with someone.

                           ↳ ❝ [ random ] ¡! ❞

these will be things that could happen to end up being relevant.

black, cats, sapphic flag, red lipstick, m&ms, sunglasses, instagram, 2014, tea, air filter, white, acrylic nails, blues and purples, babies, baby powder, carpeted floors

                           ↳ ❝ [ media ] ¡! ❞

these could happen to end up being things you both love or hate, just anything you could connect over.

best friend by doja cat, old money aesthetic, swimming competitions, rom com teen movies, make up brand testing, gossipping - about celebrities-, photoshoots, the kardashians, fake nails, vlogs!, directing

                  ↳ ❝ [ soul connection] ¡! ❞

these could end up being; past life connection, soul family, destiny together, just whatever that relates you two to one another. 

Power duooooo!! Go best friends!!! Leo and Capricorn energy!!!! No but for real, regardless of the root of this connection, you will be the bestest of friends.

The closest ones to one another.

Although you two are sharing a life together for the first time, you two are from the same soul family, there is no doubt about it.

You two are very close to one another and definitely understand each other in ways no one else is capable of doing so.

A very beautiful connection.

              ↳ ❝ [ two sides of a coin ] ¡! ❞

things you have in common and differences!

Not much differences here besides how giving and big your hearts are. You are much more cautious and they are much more empathetic.

                            ↳ ❝ [ signs ] ¡! ❞

money, sugar baby tiktoks but with comedy - ? - , readers posting signs, purples, leds, chilly air/trees being more reactive to wind, white lilies, scooby doo, ice cold water

Thank you for reading.

꒰ pile five ꒱

ginger cat with three kittens holding a lavender umbrella on a flower field.

cards four of wands, nine of wands, seven of wands, hyena, deer, rhinoceros, archangel preminilek, archangel dorenka, archangel hope

oneness - look for the common humanity, invoke lemurian light, cosmic ruby - be a peace ambassador, practice cosmic mastery

                      ↳ ❝ [ conversations ] ¡! ❞

green will be feminine and pink will be masculine. 

" What do I remind you of? " " Fire " " Because I am destructive? " " No, you are beautiful, warm and light up my times when there is nothing but dark "

" I am in love with you " " I am in love with you more "

" If we would be a fictional couple, who would we be? " " Eren and Mikasa "

" Who do you love more, me or- " " You. " " But I- " " I don't need to know, the answer is you. "

" Thank you. " " For? " " Just for existing... You know... for being you, being here, without you my life would be hell "

" Sunshine! " " Don't call me that " " Too late, you are my sunshine "

                         ↳ ❝ [ moments ] ¡! ❞

these are visions.

Second to last conversation being as the masculine is drifting off to sleep, eyes already closed, holding the feminine in their arms. Feminine holding back crying, to not wake them as they fall asleep after what they have said.

Both of you spinning in the rain outside of a house, rocks on the ground, not caring at all what anyone has to say. Maybe being barefoot. - I am sensing a spirit guide being mad at me for not telling you to take care of yourself here, lmao. Especially if you are black, an ancestor of yours is telling you to please wear shoes. -

Making desserts together, you making them try out a chocolate melt you have just made. Them frowning and saying it's good even though it's sour.

Two kids playing doctor, a little girl pretending to use tools to open the head of a little boy who calmly snacks on s'mores as none of them is hurt, the parents looking at them in almost horror. - I feel like, for some of you, you will have children together, if not, it will happen with little cousins of yours. -

Laying in a bed together, facing each other and staring onto the eyes of one another while smiling, stroking the cheeks of one another.

Watching netflix together on a couch, holding hands and enjoying the silence in the dark. A comfortable kind of love.

                           ↳ ❝ [ random ] ¡! ❞

these will be things that could happen to end up being relevant. 

meditation, bone cracking, yellow, bass music, spotify, the number 9, sharp nails?, braces, mint, lemon, zig zag, hair bands, pretzels, sea salt, nail strengthener, balls - the TOYS -

                           ↳ ❝ [ media ] ¡! ❞

these could happen to end up being things you both love or hate, just anything you could connect over.

You both do not consume enough media for this to be a whole section, the only things coming through are cable tv shows relating to health and arts, possibly some cartoons.

                  ↳ ❝ [ soul connection] ¡! ❞

these could end up being; past life connection, soul family, destiny together, just whatever that relates you two to one another. 

Okay so, while I pick up a bit on their energy as well, I pick up more on yours because they are an incredibly closed off person. Very private.

Trigger warning, mentions of sa and trauma

So, what basically, this person has been sent to you by your guides, by the universe. You might at first not trust them because of trauma in your past.

You could have been sexually assaulted or betrayed by someone you deeply loved and trusted which could cause trust issues inside your heart. - which is very valid. -

You could believe - or could have - that they are horrible and will hurt you as well, thus having a hard time opening up your heart and trusting them in a healthy manner, in a moderate amount.

For a lot of you, there was no trust in the beginning at all. - or will be - Which, most highly, your soulmate will be aware of.

Though! They will be very fine with that, as they have a very pure and understanding heart, especially in your situation.

It could be due to them going through something similar, or possibly someone close to them. - this could be a mom or a younger sister. - So they already know how to deal with a situation similar to yours in a lot of aspects.

Though, even if no traumatic events happened around them, they have a very high emotional intelligence and can handle whatever way you react, even if you might think that's not possible due to insecurity and subconscious trauma by how certain people have treated you in the past.

This person is nothing like them and has a very high amount of balance inside themselves, very loving and always does their best to not react in a hurtful manner, rather try to he the best version of themselves.

So, no matter what, they would love you with their whole heart. - just heard 'to the moon and back' -

This will be healing for both of you, but your guides focus on you, because you need to know that there is something amazing is waiting for you. - said with their words. -

This will be very healing for you!! You will feel so so loved in a type of lovely way you have never been loved before. Nothing fragile and very pure intentions, this person just wants the best for you in every way possible.

This connection reminds me of pure white snow, just after it had freshly fallen. A white canvas to start everything over.

It's something that will make you feel like a human again, that will allow you to feel alive without having to worry about basically anything, at all. Where you can just be yourself.

Some of you have been through abusive connections in the past and it has taken a big toll on you. You had to constantly explain yourself, have been controlled, maybe hit even? Not for all of you tho, manipulated and a lot more only you could know about.

It's very understandable that this would make you build your walls up and push others away, which a lot people don't seem to understand.

But they do, and they will. You will have to relearn how to have a healthy relationship again, and it could be hard but they will be very patient with you and understand your heart.

It will go well, maybe even more than just well.

             ↳ ❝ [ two sides of a coin ] ¡! ❞

things you have in common and differences!

You are the unstable sea, which moves to any difference, who hides many deep things inside themselves and can be destructive or welcoming.

They are the wind that will support you, calm you down but also lift you up. Which will move you in ever way they can, which will support you and never leave your side.

- pisces & libra , cancer and gemini -

                           ↳ ❝ [ signs ] ¡! ❞

white doves, chocolate kisses - the dessert not kissing actual chocolate -, wood door, icey water, water balloon, red nails, the sound of keyboards, sound sensitivity, bubblegums, strawberry flavour, red balloons, dominos

Thank you for reading.

꒰ pile six ꒱

ginger mama cat decorating christmas tree with her young kittens

cards death, the moon, page of wands, kangaroo, rhinoceros, bee, archangel zadkiel, archangel azriel, archangel mariel

creative solutions - think outside of the box, view things from a higher perspective, soul healing - align with your essence, see your true colours, cocoon of white light - rest in perfect love, understand oneness.

                     ↳ ❝ [ conversations ] ¡! ❞

green will be feminine and pink will be masculine. 

Nothing is coming through due to your spirit guides not allowing me to tap into your energy, if you are very curious you can always choose another pile or send an ask and I will be answering you privately! - please remember, anons cant be answered privately -

                         ↳ ❝ [ moments ] ¡! ❞

these are visions

I am sorry, but nothing came through here, because you possibly could focus on your feelings more than the possibility of a better future.

Though, you can always try to choose another pile, this one is quite weak!

                          ↳ ❝ [ random ] ¡! ❞

these will be things that could happen to end up being relevant. 

Fever, butterfly, 'chapter', chapsticks, dry lips, oil paint, crying while laughing, yoga !!, horror movies, fashion, screaming matches then immediately making up, yellow roses

                           ↳ ❝ [ media ] ¡! ❞

these could happen to end up being things you both love or hate, just anything you could connect over.

so sick by neyo, 'the boy is mine', the boondocks, yoga channels, amazon, 80s shows, make up influencers

                  ↳ ❝ [ soul connection] ¡! ❞

these could end up being; past life connection, soul family, destiny together, just whatever that relates you two to one another. 

No, this isn't your ex and that will never work out. You need to do some shadow work because if you keep being stuck up on them, you will never experience real love or a healthy relationship. They are in the past, it's time to accept that. There is a new chapter waiting for you but with the current mentality you posses you will be the problem during each hardship you will have to go through.

You have a hard time accepting this, even though you know it's true.

You keep being stubborn and ignore every sign you get that tells you to move on and healing from that connection.

While your soulmate will help you become a better person, you will either be a blessing or lesson to them, and currently it seems to be the latter. So, for the sake of both of you, work on yourself.

It does not matter if this soulmate in question is a friend or not, it applies all the same.

There is definitely something here you need to let go off, and it's a person. Ex s/o, ex friend, just some kind of ex.

             ↳ ❝ [ two sides of a coin ] ¡! ❞

things you have in common and differences!

They are much more emotionally aware than you are, but you possess more social intelligence than them.

You two will balance each other out in this aspect.

                           ↳ ❝ [ signs ] ¡! ❞

00s songs, lip gloss, too much notifications, looney tunes, old cartoon network, earpiercings, passing by one another often, leopard print, white & pink & grey

Thank you for reading.

#pac #pick a card #soulmate #romantic #platonic #whichever ngl idc #tarot #astrology #astroblr #tarotblr #so many wands y'all #this was both fun and both draining #hope y'all like it <3

[splxtduxlies]

some agent 24 headcanons because i ahahahah

theres no excuse actually

minimal angst.....for now >:3

8 is that gf who says she doesnt want anything while theyre at the store or getting food, but will wordlessly reach for 3's fries or take a bite of her burger or just casually sip from their drink

8 grabs for 3's food and drinks so much 3 doesnt even scold her anymore, she just lets her slushie straw be tipped toward 8 and then takes a sip after her

8 does a lot of really random octoling things that 3 has just learned to adapt to

octolings are usually very solitary except when with their partners/families and apparently - to 3 - it's common for octolings to lightly groom their partners

which means 8 has a lot of work to do

so 8 will quietly grabs 3's hands and cleans their nails for them or fixes the way their shirt sits on their shoulders, and 3 just lets it happen

3 is... not good at teaching 8 inkling speech and slang. mostly because they barely know what's going on themselves half the time with inklings their age

8: what is a "ratio"?

3: i have no fucking clue

8 prefers the cold over warmth

3 is the partner with the cool hands, and she's initially insecure abt this, but she doesnt realize that 8 is the gf who likes to sap the coldness out of others

when 8 says she thinks 3 is "so cool" she means it literally lol

8 and 3 have very different "oh" moments

for 8 it was probably right after she defeated tartar and watched 3 groggily shake herself awake, bathed in the setting sun :)

one time 3 watched 8 eat an apple whole, seeds and core and all and it was horrifying and mildly endearing

3 hates PDA - not in a bitter way, she jus doesnt think her partner or relationship is anyone else's business

the absolute most they will do Purposely is hold hands. purposely

theres a lot of accidental leg and tentacle touches and 3 putting their hand on 8's lower back to move them out of someones way and 8 plucking a stray eyelash off 3's cheek n blowing it away and 3 opening 8's drinks and

they were 100% that couple that became a couple before they even started dating

like the comfort of eachothers presence was just soo nice that overtime they became practically inseparable without noticing it

8 spends a lot of time with 4 too! 3 and 4 are basically her only friends, but she does subtly acknowledge somewhere in her that 3's presence is just. different then 4

i saw a post a long time ago abt how inkling/octoling couples will gradually take on a little bit of the ink color of their partners into themselves through proximity and affection (if you know the og poster lmk!) and i think abt that a lot

specifically i think abt other people pointing out that 3 is looking a lil. pinker than usual and 3 is dumbfounded and embarrassed

the tips of 3's tentacles had faded overtime to this purpleish magenta and while it embarrassed her to no end to see every morning, she had grown accustomed to it in her relfection

and they wouldnt admit it literally not if u put a gun to their head ever but. a part of 3 feels a little bit validated when they notice some tealish green in 8's tentacles

given the fact that 8 basically lives with 4 and are close friends and yet. its not yellow its theirs

overtime with 3 in splatsville and 8 in inkopolis - supposedly - 3's ink color is more. solid.

3 notices it while looking in the mirror after a shower (marie contests this) and it settles kinda. hard in their gut. that 8 isnt around them as much

they start to kind of panic thinking if 8's ink color changed at all, if she's still magenta or if her tentacle tips are...someone elses color

when they eventually see eachother again the way 3's tentacles tips turn pink is practically immediate

callie and marie notice immediately, 3 is furiously embarrassed of this

#i will continue these until i die #add more if u want :) #agent 24 #agent 3 #agent 8 #splatoon #splatoon headcanons #splat.txt

[nkn0va]

Ok so Yukari, Marie(P4), Kokonoe and Phonon being unable to use their arms for a while for whatever reason so their s/o needs to feed them, help them change clothes, maybe even wash them.

I'm sorry if this selection of characters is all over the place I just tried to select all the grumpy self reliant women I could think of.

This is surprisingly amusing to think about. I'm fucking flabbergasted it's taken this long to get a P4 ask (I have a P3 one already I've been procrastinating on for days now lmao) but here we are.

Sorry if these start feeling a bit repetitive, this is a more niche ask and there wasn't really much else I could come up with. I still don't know Phonon that well as a character unfortunately so her section ended up being relatively short.

Yukari Takeba

-Chances are, some special shadow did some weird fucky wucky thing and numbed her with some kind of spell the team had never seen before. She was mostly able to dodge out of the way, however it managed to clip her arm.

-Strangely enough, even after the Dark Hour ended, she was still affected, unable to move said arm. Fuuka and Mitsuru would get to investigating this as fast as possible, but until then Yukari would have to cope with this.

-Unfortunately, said paralyzed arm was her dominant one, so she'd need someone to help her out. Thankfully, you were more than willing to help out.

-You'll have to write down her work for her in class and write everything down for her homework. It's a bit of an awkward situation to explain to the teachers so the best you can come up with is that she had a bad chiropractor's appointment that left an arm numb for a while.

-The real awkward situation is when you need to help her change, especially if you're a guy. She really doesn't want anyone else to be around when she'd doing so, however you're realistically her best option. Helping her change is comprised of both of you holding opposite sides of her clothes as she slides into them while you look away. She makes a point that she still has a good arm to clock you if you dare peek at her.

-Naturally until her arm's back to normal, she's not allowed to go into Tartarus. If you left her on her own she'd be bored out of her damn mind, so you choose to stay behind as well to keep her company. Technology unfortunately doesn't work during the dark hour so the two of you pass the time with board games that she's able to play with just her non-dominant hand or good ol' fashioned gossip. She has way more to share than you were originally expecting, giving you a nice reminder to be extra careful to not embarrass yourself in front of her.

-At the very least, she's able to shower on her own, albeit if using just her non-dominant arm is a bit unwieldy. No way in hell though is she letting you jump in the shower with her, even if you're her S/O. She's not nearly ready enough for that.

Marie

-It's kinda hard to choose something for Marie since she doesn't exactly do anything involving the T.V world until the end of the god damn game. Perhaps she took some sort of collateral damage after her boss that injured her arms and made it hurt too much to move them.

-Her pride does not let her admit she needs any help to do anything, she's perfectly capable of functioning normally. At least, until you ask her if she needs help. Her demeanor suddenly becomes a lot more nervous as she stutters out that it'd be nice if you did. She tries to pull the 'it's not because I like you or anything' card, until she realizes that you're her S/O, she can't exactly do that anymore.

-She begrudgingly accepts your help. She does need you to feed her which she will absolutely not allow anyone to see. She's exclusively eating at your house and will refuse to do so otherwise. If you try she'll hurl harsh words your way in a typical Marie fashion.

-It's pretty adorable, honestly, seeing her open wide for each bit of food you give her. If you try to do a here comes the airplane/choo-choo train you're going to get yourself a flurry of angry, near incoherent words as she pouts and looks away. It's pretty hilarious, but don't do that more than once per meal.

-Soon she realizes that she also needs your help to be able to wash herself, mostly because you bring it up first. She instantly turns red as a cherry in the face and tries to slap you, but quickly winces as the harsh pain of trying to move her arm shoots through her body. She reluctantly accepts you have a point.

-Ten minutes later, here you are sitting in your bathroom as Marie's in the tub, letting you wash her back for her. She absolutely refuses to turn around and look you in the eye. It'd probably be best not to lean over to try unless you wanna get a lightning bolt straight to the face.

-Undressing/redressing is a similar process. She demands for you to close your eyes as you hold her clothes in place so she can slip in an out of them. She tries to guide your hands by telling you where to put them, but it's a long awkward process. A lot of "right there! No, you idiot, over here!" is thrown around. Her ability to guide you with your eyes closed is astounding.

-Do not ever let her guide you to some surprise she's got with your eyes closed.

Kokonoe A. Mercury

-Kokonoe was under a pretty big crunch, Sector Seven's top brass had told her to get this extremely complex machine done for whatever the hell they were planning next and the deadline was fast approaching.

-In her rush, she made a grievous mistake that backfired. It ended up severely injuring her arms in the process as she was trying to tinker with it. Thankfully they didn't need to be amputated, but she'd definitely need some time off to heal.

-Being her S/O, she pretty much demanded you helped her out in her daily functions, albeit pretty irked about the situation. She didn't like the idea of being coddled like that.

-She doesn't eat a whole lot normally, just chocolate, silvervine and coffee. On occasion she'll ask you to throw a chocolate from halfway across the room into her mouth. Results vary depending on your accuracy.

-If you want to feed her proper food it'll take some convincing. Just don't tease her for the love of God and just let her eat. If you try teasing her in the same way as mentioned before with Marie you'll be met with a swift headbutt. Though whether that's worth it or not is up to your discretion.

-You'll naturally have to do her laundry for her as well. Chances are it's the first time her clothes have been washed in a while. Helping her dress again means looking down at the ground as she tells you where to guide your hands until she's covered enough for you to look again. On the bright side though, she finally discovers how good it feels to put on fresh clothes. Maybe she should actually start doing her laundry herself more often once she recovers.

-You'll have to fight with Kokonoe quite a bit if you want her to get in the bath her being a cat beastkin with shut-in tendencies. Chances are, she'll just tell you to put some bath bombs in the water and piss off.

Phonon

-EXS can be funny sometimes, and not in a good way. Phonon went a little TOO wild with her powers while she was still getting the hang of them and her sound based abilities fucked up her arms. Moving them felt nigh impossible to do.

-Until this wore off you'd need to help her. She tries to act all high an mighty as part of her dominatrix persona in the Hollow Night, but she's actually surprisingly normal outside of that.

-She's a bit miffed at the situation but she's probably the most cooperative girl here when it comes to letting you assist her overall. She can actually realize the fact that she kinda needs you around, contrary to popular belief. She's self-reliant and confident, but she's not a fool.

-Phonon should be fine overall as long as you don't actively go out of your way to tease her. Try that and she'll promise you're gonna freaking get it the moment she can move her arms again. And considering this is the same young woman that uses a whip in combat...yeah. Best not to fuck around and find out.

-She's a bit more open to helping you wash her thankfully, just as long as you don't try anything funny. Wash her from behind and stay away from anywhere you shouldn't touch. If you do be prepared for a headbutt from behind.

#persona 4 x reader #persona 4 #marie persona #under night in birth #phonon #unib #blazblue #kokonoe mercury #persona 3 x reader #persona 3 #yukari takeba #yukari takeba x reader #headcanon #relationship headcanons #anon ask #answered #blazblue x reader

[princessamericachavez]

The waking up, having forgotten and remembering the full extent of what forever is

6x17 Spec (AO3)

“Okay, so, a couple years ago, we were responding to a call and then he got... he got shot, right in front of me... in the middle of the street... and out of nowhere, he almost died.” “So he had his very own brush with death,” Natalia’s eyebrows arch. “Cool.”

“Hey, are you alright?” Natalia asks, snapping Buck back to reality. 

His coffee’s gone cold. He looks at the cup, shyly, then back at her. To be honest, Buck is far from fine. He’s exhausted. The day was long, the calls were complicated, Eddie was acting off, Chim was stressing out about proposing to his sister like they aren’t already practically married anyway, and all he wants deep down is to go home, take a shower and sleep twelve hours straight. 

But he’s been pushing back this date with Natalia for almost a whole week now (not his fault, just STUFF that kept randomly happening and getting in the way because the Universe will not give Evan Buckley a single break) and he didn’t want her to think he was ghosting her or something. So now he’s here, staring at a cold coffee cup, thoughts far away. 

“Sorry, yeah. I’m- I was just thinking about that call, from this morning...”

“The proposal,” Natalia guesses. 

Buck nods with a heavy sigh. 

“The sky diver... You know, I actually told Chim to do that last week?” He asks, dread filling him up, but shakes the idea as quickly as possible. “I just- I keep thinking about that guy. He was in love, he had every single reason to survive, to live for... and he just, he didn’t make it.” 

Buck still remembers the man’s ribs cracking under his palms, his fiancé’s sobs somewhere across the street, Bobby’s hand on his shoulder forcing him to stop. He’s gone, kid. 

“It’s just death,” Natalia says, gently. “Most people who go there don’t come back.”

“Yeah, but I did,” Buck says, a little too sharply. “I- I came back, I got a second chance. Why didn’t he? He had so much to live for...”

“Didn’t you?”

Buck blinks at her. He thinks of endless hospital hallways, of a thick glass wall, of his own face filled with every cruel word he’s ever said. He thinks of the words Bobby Nash is dead, and a Diaz-shapped hole in the world. 

“Yeah, I did. But-”

“But he had more?” Natalia guesses. 

Buck shrugs. “Maybe. I don’t know. I just- It doesn’t seem fair.”

“Death isn’t fair, Buck,” her eyes sparkle as she speaks, like they do every time they broach her favorite subject. Which is, if he’s being honest, every time they meet. “Death just is. And everything else, well... it doesn’t matter.”

“It has to matter,” Buck shakes his head. “There has to be a reason.”

“A reason he died? Or a reason you survived?”

“I don’t know. Both? I just- I wish I knew, you know? I wish I could tell for sure why I’m still here.”

“To share your wisdom with me?” Natalia teases and it manages to make him chuckle, though even he can tell the sound is far from happy. 

“Maybe. Maybe that’s why.”

Maybe he came back to meet her, to know her, to love her and be loved by her, to finally get it right. Yeah. Maybe. It doesn’t feel entirely right, though.

“I just hate how random these things are, you know? This guy did everything right, but he just flew across a bank robbery car chase, and... just like that, his life was over.”

“In a flash?” Natalia asks, arching an eyebrow, easily guessing where Buck’s thoughts really are. And he’s slightly embarrassed, because he really should know by now that he’s not the center of the universe, but he can’t help it when these things affect him. 

“These things just keep happening when you least expect them.”

“These things... plural?” She asks, eyes a little eager again, clearly guessing he’s about to mention another brush with death. 

“It’s like- like when Eddie got shot,” he says. “You- you know Eddie, right, my best friend? He- he was at the call at Marie’s funeral, when we met,” he explains, which really shouldn’t be necessary because even if they haven’t officially met he knows he’s mentioned Eddie more than once to Natalia. What did you do today? How did you day go? So where were you on the weekend? The answer always leads back to Eddie and Chris. Still, Natalia has the good grace to nod along. “Okay, so, a couple years ago, we were responding to a call and then he got... he got shot, right in front of me... in the middle of the street... and out of nowhere, he almost died.”

“So he had his very own brush with death,” Natalia’s eyebrows arch. “Cool.”

The word rips through him like a bullet, like lightning, it knocks the air out of his lungs and fills them with something akin to acid. 

“Cool?” He says, voice low and slow and angry. “Eddie almost dying wasn’t ‘cool’, Nat. He was bleeding out in the middle of the street. I had to drag him out, I had to beg him not to die on the way to the hospital, he- he could’ve died. For real. Forever.”

“But he didn’t, just like you.”

“It doesn’t matter! Just- just because he survived it doesn’t mean it’s nothing!” 

And just as he’s starting to feel awful about raising his voice, something shifts in Natalia’s face. A small, victorious, smile blooms across her face and her eyes shine with a new kind of excitement. And, just like that, it comes crashing down on him. 

“This... this was never a date, was it?” He asks, voice hoarse. 

At that, her expression twists guiltily. She shakes her head. 

“Then- then what was the whole... the being interested in my dying.”

“Oh, I am interested,” Natalia says, lightly. “But I think you didn’t really want to talk about it. Not seriously, at least. The way you brought it up, when we first met, like it was just something funny or curious that happened to you... I figured you needed someone to match that tone, to help you to open up. And eventually...”

“...realize that it wasn’t nothing,” Buck finishes, ducking his head to hide his embarrassment. 

“Just because you’re still here, Buck, it doesn’t mean it didn’t happen. To you... to the people who love you.”

For the first time, Buck’s head actually thinks about his family seeing him die. He thinks about how Eddie’s shooting wrecked him, and finally understands that perhaps that’s why they’ve been acting weird since he came back, like he could break any second, like they are waiting for him to catch up on what happened. Buck, you died. Buck, you died. You died, Buck. 

“I know it happened. I just... I want it to mean something.”

“It already does. It can mean whatever you want it to.”

Buck takes in a shaky breath and lets it out slowly, meeting her eyes again. 

“Death isn’t about life ending, Buck, it’s about the journey before. And, for you, there’s still a whole journey ahead... and behind. You can’t shake off your past like you’re changing skin, you wouldn’t learn anything that way. This is a second chance at your life, not some other imagined one. A lot of people who go through similar situations, who die and come back, want to burn it all to the ground, be someone new... but that’s just another way of running away.” 

“Or go to Italy,” Buck huffs, amused, and for the first time in this entire conversation Natalia looks confused. He just shakes his head. “I guess I’ve just been... I’ve been trying to use this to find my way, but instead I’ve been so lost.”

“Maybe you’re looking in the wrong places,” she says, with a sweet smile, and he knows she means herself. 

“Yeah, maybe. But I don’t know where else to look.”

“I can’t help you with that,” Natalia says, as she gestures for the check. “But in my experience, life and death aren’t so different in that they can catch you in the most unexpected places. Sometimes... right under your nose.”

“Wouldn’t that be funny?” Eddie’s never going to let him live this down when he tells him. “Uh... I feel like I should be paying for the session, or sessions, you know?”

“You can just pay for my coffee,” she laughs. “And maybe one of those chocolate muffins to go.”

Buck laughs, and hopes that Natalia keeps in touch because, even if clearly they haven’t been dating, he kinda likes her. She’d be a good friend to have around. 

“So... if I have any more questions... about death?” He says, watching her pick up her purse and straighten her dress. 

“You can always call me, Buck, but I think you already have all the answers you’re looking for. You just gotta let yourself see them.”

And with that, she gives his shoulder a quick squeeze as she passes by and walks away. Buck sighs, and finds himself smiling. 

As he walks out of the cafe, he pulls out his phone and shoots Eddie a quick text: Man do I have a story to tell you. Wanna grab a beer?

Eddie’s reply comes quickly: Always. My place or yours?

Yours. Buck writes back, hopping into the jeep. 

#911 fox #911 spec #buddie #sort of #evan buck buckley #911 fic #buddie fic

[tracingpatternswrites]

Married at First Sight - The Honeymoon

(Start from the beginning)

Welcome back to the second week of this season’s Married at First Sight. In this episode, our newlyweds jet off on their honeymoon and some of them are off to a bit of a rocky start. Will they manage to overcome their first hurdle as a married couple or is the ship already sinking?

Read on AO3.

Snippet below:

Remus closed the door and sat down on the bed, turning the handheld camera that they had been given from the production team over in his hands. He took a deep breath as he settled against the headboard, staring blankly straight ahead for a moment as he tried to get his thoughts in order.

They were three days into their honeymoon and Remus had no idea what to make of any of it. At first he had felt as if it was all a dream, living in this glorious villa on the outskirts of Otranto in southern Italy with the sea stretching out in front of them, the clear blue skies, the swimming pool and the sun.

Now, he wasn’t so sure.

Things between himself and Sirius were… fine, but not much more than that and he couldn’t put his finger on why. Nothing was bad , per se, but they hadn’t really moved forward either, at least not in the way that Remus had hoped.

Sirius was nice, kind, but he still felt a little distant. They were sleeping in the same bed, but nothing had happened between them. They hadn’t even kissed since the wedding, and it wasn’t for Remus’ lack of want. He had found himself staring at Sirius on more than one occasion over the past couple of days, when he was sprawling in a sun lounger or doing strokes in the pool, unable to get his head around the fact that it was his husband he was looking at.

Remus was ridiculously attracted to him, and just this morning he had woken up with a lingering dream and a raging hard-on. He had sneaked into the bathroom, running the shower so that he could jerk himself off without being overheard. He knew that Mary’s quip about him being unable to go a full week without dick had been a joke, but now he was starting to believe she had a point. He didn’t usually struggle like this, but then he had never been married to someone like Sirius Black before either.

Remus was used to physical affection, to touches, and he felt secure enough in his sexuality. Even though it wasn’t the be-all and end-all in a relationship, there was no denying that it was an important part for him and the fact that Sirius didn’t seem to think so bothered him. He also had no idea how to bring it up.

Before the wedding, the experts had pointed out to them that communication was crucial for this to work out, but Remus was at a loss as to where to start. His old insecurities, that he wasn’t good enough or not attractive enough, were already growing in the back of his mind and the longer he waited, the louder the doubts became.

He took a deep breath as he held the camera up in front of himself, pressing rec.

“So, this feels weird,” he mumbled, adjusting the little display so that he could see himself in it and he exhaled a sigh. “Sirius has gone out for a bit so I figured… might as well take some time to do this.”

He fell silent again, pondering how to continue.

“This is our second full day here in Otranto and it’s… beautiful. The place, I mean; the house and the surroundings, the views. We’re right by the sea and it’s… perfect, really. Everything’s perfect, except for… well, I don’t know. I don’t know what I WAS expecting, really, marrying a total stranger, but I guess it’s just sort of landed with me now. That we don’t… know each other, I mean.

“I feel like I can’t read him. There’s nothing… he’s not rude or anything, but I feel like I can’t really get through to him. He deflects my questions, tosses them back to me and before I know it we’re back to talking about me again.” He stops, unable to stop the corner of his mouth from tugging upwards slightly. “He’s good at that, he must’ve had a lot of practice.”

Remus heaved a sigh, dropping his head back against the wall behind him and staring up at the ceiling as he continued to talk.

“He’s… really nice, sweet, polite. And so fucking hot, I mean… fucking hell. Those arms? His thighs? He’s fucking gorgeous and he’s a… gentleman. He opens doors and pulls my chair out and compliments my clothes even though they’re nothing special. He’s so bloody nice and– is it wrong that the only thing I want him to do is to push me onto the bed, or against the wall I’m not fussy, and just fucking ra–“ he stopped himself abruptly, throwing an embarrassed look at the display as he groaned at himself. “I cannot believe I just… cut that out, please, that was… fuck’s sake, Lupin.”

He shook himself slightly, huffing out a low breath as he collected himself again, trying not to think too much about how great Sirius had looked earlier that day, lazing around by the pool. Right. Focus. He cleared his throat.

“This is all about communication, eh? It’s what the experts kept saying before everything. So, I guess we should… communicate. I just wish– just wish he’d show me something real . He’s very polite, well-behaved, so… nice and still I spend all the fucking time wondering if he really likes me or if he’s just pretending to.”

Remus paused, his brows pulling together as he considered what he’d just said.

“And I realised… I don’t know if I like him either. How can I know, when I don’t know him? He’s fit, he’s nice, but I still have absolutely no idea who he is . I suppose that’s what I need to figure out.” He stopped again, looking at himself in the display, and he gave a firm nod. “No time like the present, eh? I’ll start tonight.”

He turned the camera off, and barely a moment later he heard the sound of the front door. Just in time, then. He half-expected Sirius to call out for him, to wonder where he was, but there was nothing but the sound of someone rummaging around downstairs. Remus heaved a sigh as he put the camera away.

He went for a slosh, looking at himself in the mirror as he washed his hands afterwards. He tanned easily, and the time he’d spent in the sun had been good for him. He felt good, the warm weather always helped with that. His Ma had always said he was made for warmer weather than the damp north of England and she seemed to be right. 

He took a deep breath; he needed to be brave and just push through, not let Sirius change the topic on him.

He could do this.

Continue on AO3.

#mafs #mafs wolfstar #sirius black #remus lupin #wolfstar #muggle au #reality tv au #my writing

[kimiko-the-angel]

I made this little snippet bcuz of @dolls-circus

Based on the Audio from How to Train Your Dragon

Sam's POV

"You... For their safety, that's all I ask, Darling"

"Don't. Don't call me that."

"What? The little nickname makes you feel guilty? Go on, answer me"

"For their safety... For the pack, the clan... For Sam, I want you to never go near them, don't hurt them... Don't hurt him"

"Of course, A deal is a deal, my wolf"

• • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • •

"Darlin'...?" You heard his choked voice, the man you would always devote yourself to, the man that made your decisions worth it. There he stood, infront of you, face forever unchanging from his immortality, you wondered how he still recognized you after countless years. You exhaled slowly, breathe ragged. The moment you face off Quinn, you made a run for it, you came to the place where you knew was safe, the very place where you two first met.

Luck was on your side as he was there. Moonlight showering over him like a halo, like a god that you would prostrate yourself to. He looked ethereal in the light, his beauty forever preserved in the confines of his ever lasting life.

"Sam... I- ...I know I would be the last person you'd want to see right now, and I know you're gonna say it was stupid of me to do, I left you, without an explanation, without contacting you, nothing." You rambled on, but he just stood there, unmoving, face blank and devoid of emotion, you wondered if he would accept you as you are now; bloody, bruised. His love, care, and affection are merely a memory on your skin.

"I was wrong. You were right. I'm not some tank, I was never strong enough to handle things alone and... I miss you, the whole time I was gone, I had to convince myself I did it for you, the pack, your clan... and I did, you're safe, they're safe" You hesitated in words, keeping the threads of what little sanity you had, holding onto the memory of him, of everyone who welcomed you back but he just stood there, staring at you.

"..." He didn't make even a slightest movement, nor an indication of a reaction, you silently growled, by now he would've rung you with a long scolding that Marie would be envious of.

"Sam, come on .... Shout! Scream! Say something!!" You desperately shouted, you wanted him to atleast react and not just stare at you like some unmoved doll, tears were starting to well up into your eyes, the crunching of the earth pulled your eyes back to meet his.

He raised a hand, careful but determined, asking for you permission, a silent question that you know too well; "can I touch?" His voice would always calm you down. You nodded, allowing him to touch your now stained face, his thumb ghosted over the apples of you cheek, soft and warm... The feeling of home.

"You're as beautiful as the day I lost you"

#redacted asmr #redacted darlin #redacted asmr darlin #redacted sam #redacted sam collins #redacted asmr sam collins #redacted asmr sam #redactedasmr #redactedverse #sam x darlin #sam collins

[almost-a-class-act]

I loosely described a romcom that I was watching to @latibvles and now a wedding fic is happening! So obviously I ran with it and wrote some modern AU getting-ready-for-a-wedding fluff about SidMaryEugene in support (?) that has nothing to do with my own personal SidMaryEugene agenda.

--

Mary leans closer to the vanity mirror to double-check that her eyebrows are even. Behind her, Eugene is standing in a white button-down shirt and his boxers next to the bed, carefully combing his hair away from the part, eyeing himself in the same mirror. 

She taps her phone to check the time. "Can you wake him up?" she asks. "I said he'd have enough time to take a shower."

"And he runs on Sid time," Eugene mutters, checking his own watch. "Yeah, alright."

He crosses the hall to the guest room that Sid had retired to for some quiet, nudging open the mostly-closed door, and goes to the window to push the curtains open. The late morning sunlight is immediate and unrelenting. Behind him, Sid groans. 

"It's not time," he mumbles, pushing his face into the pillow as if therein lies escape. "I don't believe you."

"Sorry," Eugene says, and even mostly means it. Sid's residency shifts are killer, and the hospital is always short-staffed so it's not unheard of for him to pull doubles like this. Eugene sits down on the edge of the bed while Sid rolls onto his back and rubs his eyes. 

"You have a good sleep, at least?" Eugene asks.

"Kind of feels like one of those where you almost go too deep," Sid says. "You know when you're so tired you can hardly see straight and you just kind of fall off a cliff the second your head hits the pillow?" 

"Reassuring that they're letting you guys practice medicine like that," Eugene remarks dryly. 

"Well, one day it'll be worth it," Sid says, almost like he's reassuring himself. He eyes Eugene properly for the first time. "Your hair looks good. You want to do mine? Feels like I've got no brain power left for anything."

"Sure," Eugene says. "But you wanted to have a shower, so we left you enough time." 

Sid nods, even as he yawns. "Alright," he says. "Yeah. I'm up."

Eugene pats his hip and then climbs to his feet, offering Sid a hand. Once he's vertical, he trudges across the hall in Eugene's wake, yawning again, and squints at the somehow even brighter light pouring through the windows in the master bedroom.

"Morning, Mary," he says.

"Morning, sunshine," she replies, turning to look at him directly instead of his reflection. "I'm sorry for waking you up. I figured you wouldn't want to be late for the wedding."

Sid approaches to lean briefly against her, and she loops a comforting arm around him for a moment.

"You look pretty," he tells her. And then, without a shadow of putting it on: "As always."

"Thank you." She gives him a gentle push toward the dresser, back to his task. "Would you make him a cup of coffee, Gene?"

"I'll make us all one," Eugene replies. He disappears out into the corridor as Sid collects a pair of clean underwear and heads in the other direction, toward the bathroom.

A shower and a cup of coffee later, Sid is much more alert, and he drops down on the edge of the bed, his hair already starting to dry in a wild tangle of curls. Eugene reaches for the comb, and Mary tracks that movement with her eyes as she brushes on bronzer. 

"Are you doing his hair for him?" she asks.

"He asked me when he first woke up," Eugene says. "All soft and such."

Mary shoots Sid an amused look in the mirror. "There's a sucker born every minute."

Eugene laughs. 

"I just like when he turns that laser focus on me," Sid says honestly, tipping one shoulder up in a shrug on the same side where his mouth has pulled up into a crooked smile. The fact that he knows his sincerity is disarming doesn't make it any less sincere or disarming. "I know you know what I'm talking about, Mary. He just... I don't know. It's like being the only person in the world." He looks up at Eugene with such open affection that Eugene bites down on a smile, a flush creeping up the back of his neck.

"I know you like that," he says. "That's why I'm doing it. Now tip your damn head down so I can wrangle this mess."

#the pacific #roaroftheninth #fanfiction

[sevikasmainwhore]

can I request one sided love with the arcane ladies?

omg.

Arcane Ladies with a One Sided Love♥︎

Requested ⇢ Yes/No

Type ⇢ Headcanons ❥, Angst

❤️ Vi was a hard nut crack. But when you both started dating Vi was like the perfect girlfriend you could ask for. She cooed for you, woke you up with kisses every morning, even “helped” you bathe even if you refused. It was perfect until it all stopped. You weren’t sure why. The kisses stopped, you’d often eat take out because she “didn’t feel like cooking”. Even offered a shower but she pushed you off and went straight to bed. She became distant, still sleeping in the same. bed but never cuddled you, she never cheated though . Or at least you didn’t think she did. She wouldn’t? It was like everything just stopped, like she fell out of love with you. You never thought it was true, you still loved her. All her ups and downs, in’s and outs, everything. She may have never hit you or anything but holding onto to something that most likely would never come back hurt worse.

💙 You didn’t know why she stayed. It was so obvious that she didn’t love you anymore. Her behavior changed, from waking you up with flowers when she left for work, to not even kissing you goodbye anymore. From the way she looked at other people, how whenever you’d go in for a kiss she’d turn the other way, even when you both went to Galas together “As long as we walk though and out that door together I don’t care who you talk to” Was she only keeping me around for a public image? What good is that? She would do this all the time. Whenever she was accepting a trophy for her work, she’d mention you and ask for you to come on stage with her. You knew it was fake, that it was all a set up but you couldn’t help live in those little moments. Trying to see where it went wrong. Why did she do it? Does she still love you? Was it all a lie?

💛 Mel hurt. Mel hurt really bad. At first things were absolutely amazing. She’d tell you everything about her daily life, about which counsel me never annoyed her today, even talked about the fire with you and about how she was gonna mary you. Something changed, maybe a thought she kept over thinking about or even family matters got into you’re relationship because it all just stopped. The daily talks, the laughs, even late night talks where you’d both really be intimate with each other. Mentally and Physically. You still loved her of course, holding on to that thought of a family, a simple life without council duties. You wanted all of that. But did she? She made it seem like you were second choice. Like you didn’t matter. As if you were for show. Was she using me? Was this some sort of joke? Did I do something wrong?

🧡 Grayson had enough experience in her lifetime to not play games. Time was precious to her, she’d always tell you. She’d make sure you’re everyday was filled with loving and affection. Showering you with kisses and gifting you golden earrings to match hers. You were her everything. Until you felt like you weren’t. She spent later nights in the office, at first for work but she let it slip that she stayed on purpose. This made you wonder. Did you not love me anymore? Why am I still here? Grayson held a special place in your heart that you never let go of. I’m sure she was just going through a really tough case. Maybe it took weeks and she just needed to be alone. Once she’s done she’ll be all over you in a heartbeat. Going to back to normal. You smiled at the though.

🤎 Ambessa treated you like you were the world. Never treated you wrong in any kind of way. So when she just stopped all of that, you thought maybe she just didn’t need a lover right now, didn’t need someone who would interfere with her work. It was a better scenario to hold onto rather than thinking she just didn’t love you anymore, that she just threw you off like a piece of meat. You kept telling yourself things to remind you that she still loved you. If she didn’t she’d kill you, right? If she didn’t love you then you’d already be out of her home. You’d be done for. You know too much about her for her not still love you. Unless she was giving you fake information. As if you were just some other plaything for her to get what she wants. You still loved her even if it did hurt.

💜 Sevika gave you the world at the start of the relationship. Made sure everyone knew who you belonged to. Even promised to never even play cards near the brothel. It was amazing and you couldn’t ask for anyone better. But Sevika stopped. She didn’t cling onto you in a possessive manner anymore. She ignored you on most days but on others would only spare a simple “What’s for lunch today?” As if nothing else mattered. You weren’t sure what was going on. You never had a second thought that she didn’t love you. Even when she did come home smelling like cheap under-city perfume. Maybe Jinx tricked her again. Who knows. She’d come back one day. You were hoping she would. Even praying she did which is something you never tried. She loves me. She said she did.

🤍 Cassandra’s way of loving you was confusing. But you could tell she loved you with her actions. She’d buy you things she’d thought you’d like while she’s out, take you overseas just a “day trip” just small things she could do to show you she loved you. You weren’t what it was but it all just stopped. It was like one day she woke up and just decided today was the day. She grew distant. “Cassie, you alright?” “Don’t call me that, I’m fine y/n” Ouch. She loved that nickname. She didn’t even tell you she loved you anymore. You were at a lost. Why am I still here? Why were you still here? Maybe it was because you still had hope, maybe she just needs to think. Clear her head out for a bit. That’s all.

💟 Renata cherished your love. She had never had anything like it so you never had a doubt in your mind that she would ever stop loving you. Giving you anything you could ask for. Defending you’re name. Everything. So you were confused when she didn’t return your kisses, when she didn’t hug you from behind while you made dinner, how instead just go straight to bed. If you ever asked for something she’d be annoyed and complained “You’re always asking for shit, why?” What’s happening? Are you okay? You of course still loved her and just pushed it off as her having hard days at work. She could never leave you. You both had planned a future together. Even if she didn’t say “I love you” like she used to, you had hope. Maybe she was planning a surprise.

note: 🧍🏾‍♀️

#☞ shhhh #❥ arcane hc’s #arcane #league of legends #vi x reader #caitlyn x reader #mel x reader #arcane grayson x reader #ambessa x reader #sevika x reader #cassandra x reader #renata glasc x reader #i think i hurt my own feelings with this one

[dionnova]

𝘢𝘭𝘦𝘹𝘢 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝙙𝙚𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙤 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙬𝙤 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙩𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙤 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵

CHARACTER INFORMATION

face claim: courtney eaton

full name: dion huang

nickname(s): d

pronouns & gender: she/her & ciswoman

sexuality: bisexual

birth date: july 17, 1996

birth place: albany, australia

occupation: singer/occasional actress

family: father - theodore huang | mother -  amira barrett

BACKGROUND / BIO

if it wasn’t for her dad, dion wouldn’t have made it out of st marys alive. her mental health was in shock at what happened that night and she couldn’t go another day of acting like nothing happened. so she begged him to leave, all she could do was hope that this will never come back to haunt her. she gave up cheerleading and finished school in california trying her best to put everything and everyone behind her.

dion knew from the moment she entered this world that she was the star in her father's eyes, theo showered her with so much love that she didn't know what to do with it all but it was the complete opposite when it came to her mother. she understood the term mothers are their daughter's worst enemy a little too well because her whole life it felt like dion was in competition with her. anytime her father, gave her any type of affection it came with endless amounts of complains from her mom that it made her want none of it. if dion got something from her dad she had to pretend that it didn't mean the world to her just so that the moment wouldn't be ruined but the look on her dad's face would tell her that that was worse.

then one day, when she came home early from school (college) and heard a noise upstairs, she found amira underneath the married man from next door. was she shocked? of course. but was she surprised by it? not at all. not when she has never seen her mother give her dad an ounce of love. her father always told her that it was because she had rough childhood and didn't know how to really love. all these years, dion and her father dealt with it and this was how she had repaid them. as if that wasn't bad enough, when the divorced happened, amira tried to hurt them by saying that she wasn't his daughter but that didn't change anything. they both knew that they were family.

after that, most of her days were spent with her dad. one of the things she had in common with him was that they both loved to sing and write songs, she learned from him how to tell stories through music. her father wrote songs for so many artist that he was signed with that she lost count. it had always been a dream of dion's to follow in his footsteps but she didn't want be in his shadow. she disguised herself as nova on tiktok so she could play her own music and that lead her to get discovered by a music label. finding that she had more to offer than just her looks. it felt so natural and she didn't know how she never noticed that she was meant for more, that she could go beyond what her looks can take her.

like every high, dion knows that there must be a fall and it was only time that it all came crashing down. she have only wanted to leave the past in the past and forget all about what happened but as her nightmare grow constant, there was no letting go. so she convince her dad to move back, away from her mother. in reality, she found comfort in sharing the nightmare with zeppelin. someone that she had known her entire life and someone she could go to, to talk about what happened.

THIS IS MORE OOC INFORMATION

she's a nepo baby first and foremost but she has a passion for having fun which includes acting here and there but music is very important to her. i would say her dad is somewhat like phil collins (musician, singer-songwriter, multi-instrumentalist, and writer) and her music gives of jackson wang vibes. a little chinese and mostly english. her details about her relationship with chris will go here, i just need to get her story straight about a few things first.

[the-travelling-witch]

ship your moots!!

have a good day!!

oh oh oh!! okay okay, i´ve never done this but i‘ll give my best for my lovelies!! ♡

@dustofthedailylife x kamisato ayato- honest, funny and charming...which of the two did i just describe? who knows... are you guys still a couple or already married because you give major domestic vibes; ayato is a busy man but he really loves spending his free time with you trying new things or joining in on your hobbies (ahem ahem, can you imagine gardening together with this man?)

@kazu-sun x kaedehara kazuha- imagine laying in the soft grass with kazuha, talking about everything and nothing as the autumn breeze curls through your hair and the sun slowly sets beneath the horizon, revealing a dazzling sky of stars for seemingly just the two of you

@kreideprinzessin x albedo- domestic life strikes again; you´re just minding your own business, living a small distance away from the city in your own little house/ cottage; klee comes to visit so often, she might as well live there already; there´s enough space for a cute garden with all sorts of herbs and flowers and a lab for albedo to blow things up-- i mean, experiment-- in a safe environment

@scaranya x scaramouche- "i would kill for you" "can you just hold me?" "...fine" kinda couple; scara is ready to throw hands if someone treats you lesser than you should be and if it´s you who´s underestimating yourself well... i hope you´re ready for some cuddles and affection because that shit simply won´t fly under his watch

@crown5 x holly- married life, end of discussion; strangers to moots to talking almost every day, a modern love story par execllence

@crown5 x ran haitani- this menace lives to fluster you and will literally remember everything that made you blush once just to use it against you later; but, on the other hand, he´s also the cheesiest romantic out there? i visualize candle light dinners in some penthouse, high above the streets of tokyo

@softbajis x rindou haitani- "you´re the bane of my existence" "but you love me" "unfortunately yes" rin acts all unfazed and unbothered to hide the massive blush creeping up his neck (you´re not fooling anybody hon); really clingy when it´s just the two of you; wrote a song for you once and proceeded to be too shy to show it to you

@virtue-and-beneviolence x shuji hanma- oh god, where do i even start? you´re 99% of shuji´s impulse control but really... should you be? teases the hell out of you to a) see you flustered b) maybe get you to shut him up with a kiss; holds things out of your reach

@bunny-rambles x albedo- soo supportive, there´s absoultely no judgement in this house and we are here for it; albedo loves listening to you, doesn´t matter where or when, you always have 120% of his undivided attention; such a chill couple, you guys just radiate calm

@ashy-lyn x bokuto kōtarō- sweet & sweet, you guys are so cute, i might get a sugar rush just looking at you; bokuto is basically a puppy of a boyfriend, is it even possible he‘d upset you? lets you style his hair in funny shapes after he showers

@kaeyatic x kaeya alberich- royalcore aesthetic; "better than you and you know it too" couple; if you guys show up anywhere together, people are torn between wanting to be you or wanting to be with you; at home you´re the silliest idiots (affectionate) though (kaeya will not let you go once he got some cuddles, you´re staying there for a while; but you don´t mind, right?)

@mari-on-dragonspine x thoma- domestic but cranked to the max; i can absolutely picture the two of you baking and cooking together; just imagine him feeding you spoonfulls of the food he made to "taste-test", he actually just loves seeing your face light up at the delicious treat; you also take care of the stray cats together

@the-mourning-stars x chūya nakahara- have you ever felt so safe with someone that you feel absoultely untouchable in their arms? and has that someone ironically been part of the mafia? because that´s chūya nakahara for you; and just to be clear, he definitely thrives on being your protector and would do more than just throw hands for your safety; imagine going on late-night flights over the city with him and never having to fear the height because you know he´d never ever let any harm come to you; lets you wear his hat

@sakuraoora x xiao- our touch-deprived adeptus tries so hard for you... and then gets completely flustered when you show the slightest bit of affection towards him, and no, i don´t think he will ever change; you´re just so gorgeous, he still can´t believe you´re actually dating him!! gifts you protective adepti charms he made himself

@awlumii x kaedehara kazuha- i´m thinking intertwined hands, hushed voices and soft giggles as you make your way home from a night in town; kazuha pulling you close to him, so that the crisp air doesn´t chill you as he quietly hums, for the millionth time that night, how gorgeous you looked today (who knows, you might find a haiku about a certain beauty on your nightstand the next morning)

@zhongrin x zhongli- "you don´t have to tell everyone about me, love" "yes, i have to, HAVE YOU SEEN YOURSELF" (/lh); zhongli very much enjoys having someone who so avidly listens to his stories, whether it´s because of the actual story or him is, well... does it really matter? but even more so, he loves experiencing new things with you or seeing your reactions to something you´ve never come across before; it gives him back the sense of liveliness he had missed for a long time

@y0imyas x al-haitham- mmh just imagine cuddling with him when he´s finally not busy, strong hands pulling you against his broad chest as he whispers sweet nothings in your ear (i´m sorry, i saw someone was having al-haitham thoughts and what kind of moot would i be if i didn´t fan the flames a little??)

if i didn´t include some of my moots it´s either because i don´t know if you self-sjip and i don´t want to make you uncomfortable or i literally forgot someone as cool as you is my moot because i still need to update my moot page oops ehe

also, no, there is no theme, thank you very much, i just wrote down what i thought of first

#coffee & tea break #letter from: a mysterious sender ❁ #kazuha is genshin‘s mitsuya #i wanna ship everyone with him #thank you for coming to my ted talk #i´ll knock myself out now #i wanted to make this aesthetic but then tumblr gave me error messages all the time #so i give up #boo tumblr #i´ll just finish this quickly #it´s a lie #run #it´s never quick