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bratshaws · 1 year

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through the hourglass 51. brb x oc

a/n: thanks to everyone who sent me lovely bday messages!! I had...an okay day, it wasn't bad :) but i had fun and that's all that matter........no back to the fic!!

pairing: plus size!oc x rooster

warnings: none, pure fluff uwu

goodness gracious (pls read this one to know more what this fic is about!!)

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He adjusted Nicole’s bouncer so it’d directly align with the piano, her big eyes focused on her father and on the strange thing behind him, the strange thing that made him so very giddy when he saw her looking at it. The dogs were there too, Jolene was on the left side of the piano, Jack was behind Nicole and Eleanor was busy trotting about, unable to keep still.

Rooster was very excited to do this, perhaps more than he thought he’d be, it’s something so simple yet so meaningful. He noticed Nicole looking, he didn’t know if she’d have the reaction he hoped she would but he’d definitely try, “Alright.” he smiles as he sits down on the bench, opening the lid to expose the keys, “Well,Nikki, this is a piano.”

He pressed two keys with his middle and ring finger, creating a repetitive rhythm, his eyes moved back to Nicole and he almost burst with happiness when he noticed her eyes were already on his hand, following his movements, “And your daddy is very good at it. He learned it from your grandaddy, whom…you haven’t met, but he did the same thing to me…so,” he pressed a few more keys, it was a random melody, more so he could get used to the piano again.

Hell, even his fingers felt rusty, he hadn’t played in so long it was almost criminal.

“You know,” he begins, smiling, “I used to play for your mom, before we dated…I wanted to call her attention.”

Nicole kept looking at the piano, fascinated by the sounds and the strange shapes that her eyes could see.

“I mean, it didn’t work…well, not as I hoped it would.”

He was sure she was looking, he checked twice before he approached the piano. There she was, the brunette bartender who was currently giving a patron some napkins, smiling so bright it was stronger than the lights dangling above their heads.

Only Nat knew, well, only she found out about his…affection for the new girl and she was the one with the worst smirk on her face when she saw him get up and go to the piano. Everyone else was oblivious, thankfully, they’d never let him live that down if they found out that he was just trying to make her look at him.

Hell,Penny probably knew if the smile on her face was any answer.

He tried to appear casual, he talked to a few people close to the piano but his eyes always flicked to the brunette - thank God for his sunglasses or else he’d be so painfully obvious - to check if she was in the same direction. As he sits down, playing like he was rolling his neck to look at her one more time, he felt someone lean their weight against the top of the piano.

He looks up to see a gorgeous raven haired girl, wearing a strappy top and shorts, college student if he had to guess. Clearly not Navy, “Ohh, what are you going to play,piano man?” she asks flirtatiously, combing her hair over her shoulder so it exposes the other.

Rooster laughs politely, “I don’t know, I’m still thinking.” He knew what he was going to play because he heard her tell Shells how ‘it has been so long since I heard A Hard Day’s Night, it’s one of my favorite songs!’

But the ravenette just smiles, twirling a strand of hair on her finger, “Are you open for requests?”

No. “...sure…” fuck.

“I really like Ellie Goulding, can you play me some?”

Bradley bit back his annoyed sigh, he knew Ellie Goulding but he didn’t want to play her songs, not when he had something else in mind. So he had to do something he rarely did: he was going to lie “I don’t think I know any of her songs, sorry.” he shrugs, “My repertoire is a bit more vintage.”

But the woman didn’t seem to mind, “Oh,I love vintage music too. How about some…Earth,Wind and Fire?”

Jesus Christ.

Bradley couldn’t look back at the counter or else it’d be obvious what he was doing, “...I uh,” he laughs with less humor this time because he couldn’t stay here for long. His fingers hovered the keys he had to start with for A Hard Day’s Night but he couldn’t do it “I think I already have a song in mind though, thank you for the suggestion.”

“Oh, are you going to play my song then?” she smiles, “You are so sweet.”

“Actually.” he taps the keys,”I was thinking of A Hard Day’s Night.”

He wished he could see her reaction, but he wasn’t sure she heard because of the noise surrounding them. The lady leaning on the piano didn’t seem to appreciate his choice of song though, but when she was about to complain he just started playing the melody without singing making it hard for her to say anything else.

She just huffed while rolling her eyes, walking away from him. Bradley let out a sigh of relief, looking back at the counter where he saw the brunette was slowly returning with an empty tray in her hands.

Perfect.

As soon as she stopped at the counter to grab more drinks, he started. The Beatles weren’t a band he listened to often, but he did appreciate their songs, especially this one since it was her favorite. It didn’t take long for the other patrons to sing along with him, much like every time he played Great Balls of Fire, he put on a show.

Maybe more than he usually did because he wanted her reaction the most. But from where he was he couldn’t see much of her face, he only hoped -strongly- that she was looking over and enjoying it.

It took one look over his shoulder, briefly, to notice that indeed she was looking but the second he faced her she looked away, briskly marching away from his view. He kept singing, but his smile faltered immediately.

Wait, wasn’t that her favorite song?

Did he fuck it up?

What was he doing wrong?

Rooster pressed the la and do keys with his thumb and middle finger repeatedly, no rhythm, his brows furrowed as he remembered it. It wasn’t anything that could be done then, she was so shy, so nervous around him and it took him so long to actually notice it.

But alas, that was the past and now he had to play something for his daughter who still looked very interested in whatever he was doing. “Alright, here’s the thing, cutie.” he begins a slow version of a Hard Day’s Night with a little grin, “Your dad is going to give you a private show, no tickets needed, all you have to do is look cute.”

Nicole blinked her big eyes at him, “...see, you got it.” he chuckles, “Now, maybe when you are older I can teach you some things too, if you are interested in things like these, pretty birdie. I promise I won’t be a forceful dad who orders your hobbies around.” he moves his fingers a bit faster on top of the keys, the melody speeding up and he checks to see if Nicole was okay with it.

It shouldn’t surprise him that indeed she was okay, in fact she seemed to be smiling, “You know, when you were inside mommy we used to put headphones on it so you could hear some stuff from the outside.” he remembers fondly how Nicole seemed to kick a lot more whenever music or their voices was involved.

When they started talking to her it was incredible to see how much she moved inside, her kicks were also strong - Beatrice winced every now and again when it happened but always reassured him it was fine - and frequent every time there was some outside stimuli.

He tried to remember what was the song they played that always made her move more. He hovers his fingers on the keys, wracking his brain for the answer. He didn’t know if she’d have a reaction to it once he figured it out but it was worth a try.

And once he figured it out, he smiled, looking back at his daughter to check her reaction as he began.

It was a normal rhythm at first and it earned nothing from Nicole besides the obvious blinking, it wasn’t until Rooster started singing that she moved her eyes to his.

Highway run into the midnight sun

Wheels go 'round and 'round, you're on my mind

Restless hearts, sleep alone tonight

Sendin' all my love along the wire

Nicole had her little lips parted almost as if in her brain she remembered it, wriggling a bit on the bouncer as Rooster played.

They say that the road ain't no place to start a family

Right down the line, it's been you and me

And lovin' a music man ain't always what it's supposed to be

Oh, girl, you stand by me

I'm forever yours

Faithfully

The more Rooster sang, the more Nicole moved, she started giggling and letting out happy sounds, waving her little fists, “Circus life under the big-top world- Yeah, you remember, birdie?” He cuts the song to beam at his daughter, who was just kicking her legs and throwing her hands in the air, laughing, being absolutely adorable because she remembered it.

He didn’t even know if kids this age would be able to, nothing that he looked said that but…Nicole was one in a million even as a newborn. And was it surprising to see that their daughter would enjoy 80’s songs?

If the squad was there they’d just nod and go ‘not,really.’

“We have to show mommy when he gets ba-” he remembers something, stops playing and stands up and that amazingly makes Nicole let out a soft cry of annoyance, “I’ll be right back! I’ll be right back!” the baby monitor came with an app both of them installed in their phones, he could show Bea and even if she couldn’t see it then, the app would record the video and save in the gallery.

He walks barefeet to Nicole’s bedroom, in almost inhuman speed, and yanks the baby monitor from the dresser. Rushing back downstairs, he holds it above his head triumphantly, “Got it!” and the dogs just look at him confused, Eleanor stopping behind him to sniff the back of his pants as he placed the monitor on the highest shelf behind him, tilting the moving screen down a little bit. When he checked the one he had in the living room, he could see the image of the piano and Nicole.

“Perfect.” he pulls out his phone, “Now, let me just send mommy a message.”

“I think I’m dying.”

Beatrice looks up from the counter to see Shells thunking her head repeatedly on the wood, “...y-you okay?”

“My feet are like…” her friend, with her head still glued to the wooden top, lifted her hands to wiggle her fingers, “Buzzing.”

“...Shells, that's the lack of circulation.” Beatrice leans forward over the bar top to check what sort of shoes her friend had, “Why are you wearing those boots ?” she questions as she sees the golden zipper black boots that Shells always complained about, “I thought you donated them.”

Shells lifts her head slowly from the bartop to look at Beatrice, lifting her left leg enough to look over her shoulder at her foot, “But they are cute and I paid five hundred bucks for them years ago.”

Only Shells would keep something that hurts her because they are appealing. Beatrice shakes her head before she feels her phone buzzing, smiling sweetly seeing that it was no one else but Rooster and she was nearing her second and final break for the night, “I’ll be right back, Roos is messaging me.”

Shells sighs heavily, “Of course he is.” she turns to Penny who walks past her, “Aunt Penny, my feet hurt-”

“Well,I told you to not wear those and you did,” Penny replies as she places the empty glasses in the sink, “You can put on the extra sandals we keep in the storage room if you want.”

“Yeah, but they don’t match my outfit!”

Beatrice doesn’t catch the rest of the conversation since she steps out of the bar to read his message.

Roos (21:26)

Baby! Are you on break right now?

Bea (21:26)

Yes I just got out of the bar :) why?

Roos (21:27)

I wanna show you something :) it’s really important. The wifi is on right?

Bea (21:29)

Yes it is Roos. Should I be worried?

Roos (21:30)

No, of course not :) okay so what I want you to do is open the Baby Monitor App on your phone.

Beatrice blinks at his request, then leans her head closer as if she couldn’t believe she read that. Panic slowly climbs to the surface, what if something happened to Nicole? But he wouldn’t be so calm if it did… she got the notification that there was a video currently being recorded by the baby monitor so she just opened the app as he told her to.

At first the image looked blurry, even a bit grainy but she was sure it wasn’t Nicole’s room, the dark shapes and silhouettes turned into the piano, Rooster, the dogs and Nicole…who was facing the piano. The monitor was high enough to catch the whole scene and Beatrice furrowed her brows as she leaned back on the wall to have some support.

The audio started crackly, but eventually she could hear his voice coming out of her phone’s speakers, even raising the volume so she could understand him better and walking farther from the bar’s entrance to get rid of the background noise.

“Alright,” she sees him turn to the monitor, waving his hand at it “Hi,gorgeous! I wanted to show you something, we both did, isn't that right,Nikki?” Beatrice smiles, still confused at the scene, but she couldn’t help but see how adorable this whole thing was.

It wasn’t until Rooster returned to the piano and started playing Faithfully that she finally connected the dots. Especially when Nicole started wriggling a bit in her bouncer, she could hear her daughter’s little squeals of delight and the dogs boofing as if they were also following the song.

And Beatrice felt like crying.

Because that was the cutest thing she had ever seen in her whole life.

Only Rooster would pull something like that, only he would manage to figure out a way to show what was going on in the house. And she was so thankful they were together, so thankful that she accepted his help on taking her armoise up her old place, thankful she accepted his invitation to the barbecue, to Mr.Scoops, to the movies…

And he seemed to be happy too, his cheek flexing in a smile as he sang to Nicole, and their daughter almost tried to sing along herself but of course she didn’t know how. Beatrice cupped her mouth with a hand, then crouched to the ground so she could be hidden from anyone who left the bar, so she could cry happy tears.

“Oh,God…he’s so sweet.” and he kept playing, he was going to play the whole song and she didn’t care if this was how she was going to spend her break watching him. Considering what’s been happening these past weeks, her own depression returning with a force neither were expecting, her relatives being stupid and her parents acting up, she needed this.

She needed this mental break,this reminder that they were okay, healthy, fine and together. This breath of fresh air that came in the shape of Rooster playing the piano for their infant daughter.

Beatrice just held her head up as he continued, smiling tearfully at the scene, in her own little world where no one could see her - even though if someone turned their head to the left after leaving the bar they definitely would see her - being absolutely even more enamored with Rooster.

As if it was even possible.

When the song finished, she watched him leave the bench and pick Nicole up, bouncing her a bit in his arms and kissing her cheeks as she laughed “Anyway,” he looks over to where the monitor was, waving their daughter’s arm, “I need to talk to mommy,so, I’ll cut this transmission short.”

Beatrice sniffles, wiping her face with her hand as she waits for his message…actually, she doesn’t, she immediately messages him once it’s over.

Bea (21:40)

Roos!!!<3333 That was so cute!!! Thank you :)! You really made my night.

Roos (21:42)

Well,I thought you’d appreciate it,baby :) I know I did.

Bea (21:43)

Honestly,it was just precious…it really was Roos. You are so sweet <333

Roos (21:43)

You are going to make me blush like that ;) anyway, are you coming home around midnight?

Bea (21:44)

Penny is closing tonight, so me and Shells are leaving around eleven :3. Are you going to wait for me?

Roos (21:44)

Always, gorgeous <3

Curse him and his amazing power of making her blush like a teenager, because she was still crouched in the shadows with her face flaming up. They talk for a little bit longer until she sees it’s time to go back inside, feeling a pang of regret about leaving him but remembering she’d be home soon was enough to give her enough reason to finish everything up faster.

She was…better, she was a lot better from before and honestly, she felt like while she was a bit upset from time to time, it wasn’t like weeks ago. She could see her beauty again, she could have fun and laugh again without feeling guilty.

Her eating habits were still rough but she was slowly getting better, her therapy sessions were helping as well, more than usual. “Well, that smile only means that you talked to Rooster.” Penny says as soon as Beatrice walks back inside, the brunette’s cheeks were still red, ‘How’s he and the little girl?”

“They are fine,” Beatrice replies softly, ‘They are having fun together.”

“I’m sure.” Penny smiles, approaching Beatrice to give her a side hug, “You two are doing great, by the way. I know how hard it is…but you two are doing fine.”

And that only made Beatrice smile wider. Yeah, they were both doing fine.

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221028 MTV News

Jin's Journey As 'The Astronaut' Has Just Begun

The BTS member talks working with Coldplay on his latest solo single

For almost a year, debates about whether or not BTS should be exempted from South Korea’s compulsory military service have raged. However, it wasn’t until a few weeks ago when the group members and their label, Big Hit Music, confirmed the group’s forthcoming conscription, after conquering the city of Busan for their Yet to Come in Busan concert. The statements said all members would enlist once their respective individual schedules have been completed — starting with BTS’s oldest member, Jin.

But what also stood out from the statement was the announcement of Jin’s highly anticipated solo project. On the tail of the successful energy-boosting 2021 solo single “Super Tuna” — "I hope many people don't know this song!” he said on rapper Lee Youngji’s YouTube Show No Prepare. “It's very embarrassing.” — the Korean superstar has gone from land to sea to, now, space in his musical journey. In what can be seen as the ultimate passion project, Jin’s artistic path comes full circle with his brand-new single “The Astronaut,” out today (October 28).

For over nine years, Jin, whose real name is Kim Seok-jin (known to fans as Mr. Worldwide Handsome), has made history and left his mark alongside fellow BTS members RM, SUGA, j-hope, Jimin, V, and Jung Kook. But despite their outstanding global recognition, Jin is still grounded and yearns to do more. On “The Astronaut,” Jin connected with his longtime favorite musical act Coldplay as co-writers on the track. (Their song follows last year’s chart-topping, certified platinum BTS/Coldplay collaboration “My Universe.”)

Following the themes of space, Jin uses “The Astronaut” as a sonic metaphor for his own story, as he blasts into an uncharted new chapter of his life. The song also serves as a love letter to ARMY when he sings, “When I’m with you, there is no one else.”

Just days before his debut performance of the track in Buenos Aires for Coldplay’s live broadcasted concert, we caught up with Jin to break down his solo project, his journey, and his artistry.

MTV News: How did this all come about? Because you were always a fan of Coldplay, then you got to work with them last year. Was it from the moment Chris Martin gave you his guitar then?

Jin: When Chris gave me his guitar, I was honestly just too happy to think of anything else at that moment. As you know, I am a big fan of Coldplay! I wanted to write a song with the theme of space, so I reached out to them. The first time BTS and Coldplay were collaborating, I just felt unreal. This time feels a bit different as we wrote the song together. And it’s very meaningful to me.

MTV News: How does it feel to become a successful fan?

Jin: It’s usually hard to even imagine yourself doing something together with your idol, right? That’s why it felt so unreal at first, and I thought to myself, “Oh, I’m pretty big now.” [laughs]

I feel that we became closer with each other during this project as I was more involved, compared to our previous collaborative work as BTS. But seriously, I still can’t believe that this is actually happening!

MTV News: Can you describe the process of co-writing?

Jin: To me, writing lyrics is not easy. Even if I had a specific message I wanted to get across, writing the lyrics that blended in with the melody was hard. Nonetheless, I had so much fun because I was firm about the message I wanted to portray and show my love towards ARMY.

MTV News: For times in which you’ve co-written or assisted in arranging and producing your own projects, how do you cope with creator’s block?

Jin: I’m a very simple person. I like straightforward expressions, so I don’t try to make it hard. For instance, I write about something I saw earlier in the day just because it briefly caught my attention. So I don’t think I’ve experienced a serious creator’s block up until this point.

MTV News: Do you feel like there’s more to prove about you every time you release a solo song?

Jin: For solo tracks, there is indeed some pressure that comes from me having to lead the song from the beginning till the end. I’d say it’s more of proving to myself how much I’ve improved over the years rather than having to prove something — skills, creativity, etc. — to someone else. Of course, whenever I release new music, I always hope that our fans will enjoy it. I’m so grateful that our fans can resonate with me through our music.

MTV News: What was the feedback from the BTS members once they heard “The Astronaut?”

Jin: When they first heard the track, some of the members told me that this would be a great track to release in fall. That music also has seasonality. Our members have good taste in music.

MTV News: An astronaut is someone who is on a journey to get to a specific destination in space. In your career, where are you on your journey? Have you found your destination? If so, what is it?

Jin: I don’t think I have any specific destination in mind. Rather, I always dream of performing onstage with our members and staying with our fans for a long time.

“The Astronaut” talks about an astronaut who accidentally lands on Earth, but decides to settle down to stay with his loved ones — ARMY. Anyone can face an unexpected situation just like the astronaut in the song. I believe if I go with the flow even in those unexpected situations, I would get closer to the desired destination one day.

MTV News: You’ve released a handful of solo tracks in the past: “Tonight,” “Moon,” “Epiphany,” “Awake,” “Abyss,” and “Super Tuna.” Which song is your favorite, and why?

Jin: If I had to pick just one, I’d say “Moon.” I love the mood and I actively participated in the making of the track — writing the song, the lyrics, and designing the concept. I love the song! And I just realized both “Moon” and “The Astronaut” portray my love towards ARMY.

MTV News: You wrote the lyrics with the fondness for fans. As the year is about to come to a close soon, is there anything else you want to say to ARMY that you haven’t had the chance to relay in the song?

Jin: I always have so much to say to our fans. Though I try to convey how much I love them and care about them in the lyrics, it’s always never enough. ARMY makes me a better person and my life happier. Love you, always. [makes a heart with his hands]

MTV News: What’s next for you?

Jin: I want to try so much more as an artist, and as an individual, Kim Seok-jin. You will get to see what I can show you more! And my everyday goal is to live a fun, happy life!

MTV News: Last question, Mr. Worldwide Handsome Jin. What would you like to be remembered as?

Jin: WWHF! Worldwide Handsome Forever!

Source: MTV News

#2022 #bts #jin #mtv news

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oonajaeadira · 2 years

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For the Love of Fic: March 21

Between my job and trying to do some writing last week, I didn’t get to read much, which is why I let this go another day. That was exactly what I needed, one evening to just get some reading in. My to-read list is still very long, but it feels nice to get some time to get back to it.

Here’s what I’ve been loving this week!

DIN DJARIN

Darkroom Din: Letting the Light In by @honestly-shite I love how this story is developing--pun intended. After getting used to being around each other and then sharing the darkroom in more ways than one, this chapter takes a turn for the more heartfelt, more meaningful, a build toward something surprising and deeper and I am here for it as always. I love this series and can’t wait to watch where it goes...

Simple and Clean by @writeforfandoms Beautiful. The story is as the title suggests, simple and clean. A lovely little soulmate tale of meeting and re-meeting and meeting for good. Bonus Grogu being cute AF.

JAVI GUTIERREZ

The Last Blockbuster: Tropes and Rom Coms for $500 Mr. Trebek by @blueeyesatnight In the 4th and 5th installment of “Javi buys the last Blockbuster on Earth,” there’s a Gabriella. And some heart hurt that’s panging around in the background. But also couch snuggles and decor shenanigans. And the descriptors “fluff-nugget” and “squishball.” I love him.

Yearning at Sunset by @radiowallet Cat’s writing is so damn good, so descriptive and meditative. She’s amazing at taking an atmosphere and straining an emotion through it to come out with a lovely concoction of a story. This is no exception as she takes Javi’s POV of a sunset waiting for the reader to arrive...

PERO TOVAR

The Hedgewitch and the Mercenary part 3a and 3b by @grogusmum Well, when you deal with the fae, there’s a price to pay, and if that means being their chosen one to be the vessels for their sexy rituals...yeah, it’s worth the price. I like how Hazel split it up into two parts to fade to black if you’re not looking to read the sexy times, but included it for us horndogs that can’t get enough of Pero...

No Other Land Would Know by @leslie-lyman This one swelled my heart. Set after her ongoing Stranger at My Gate series, It’s a love letter to the friendship of Pero Tovar and William Garin and it’s one of the most beautiful things I’ve read here and touched me deeply. It almost makes me wish Pero could go back. Almost....

EZRA

Seasonal by @insomniamamma I am in love with J’s Ezra fics and I’m not sure if I love her modern Ez or Prickle universe pairing better. Perhaps I love them equally. This one takes place in her Prickle’verse, and I’m always delighted when she brings me into the Prospect world with her understanding of its strangeness and desperate times. But this time, not so desperate, just an appreciation for rain and how it feels on your skin. And with J’s masterful writing, that simple theme means so much many times over here. I never get tired of it.

DIETER BRAVO

Hubris and Triumph by @javier-pena Oof. I’ve never been into hatefucking before but SIGN ME UP FOR ON-SET SHENANIGANS WITH DIETER BRAVO. Hot like fire, naughty like sin, spiting angry and full of bile...and yet...there’s something just there beneath the surface that keeps me snagged on these two.... I’m very glad there’s a placeholder for part three....

#for the love of fic #din djarin #mandalorian fanfic #javi gutierrez #tuwomt fanfic #pero tovar #the great wall fanfic #ezra #prospect fanfic #dieter bravo #the bubble fanfic

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ahsxual · 3 years

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Purple and Green Desire

Pairing: Ledger!Joker x Female!Reader

Summary: You wanted to make J a surprise by painting your hair half purple, half green, and provoke him to see what his reaction would be. Little did you know what would come for you...

Warnings: Rough and mad J, possessive and jealous J, J scaring the reader, reader with psychotic thoughts, sir kink, dom/sub, vaginal sex, hard spanking, oral sex (male and female), fingering, nipple play, some blood involved, swearing, degradation, a little bit of edging, mentions of anal sex

Genre: Smut

Word Count: 4,2 k

A/N: Sooo this was supposed to be posted on Halloween, but as always I'm late. I had this idea a while ago, and thought: "why not write a smut out of it?". I thought it would be a good idea to join your request and my ideas together, my lovely @mountainjiwish. Thank you so much for your incredible idea!! I wanted to write something like this for so long, but I thought I wouldn't be able to write such a rough J fic... but how do we know we're not good at something if we don’t try it? Anyway, I still hope you all enjoy it <33

In the last few months, your life has changed drastically. You never thought you would be where you were right now, however you couldn't complain about it, not at all. How could you? You received what you had always wanted and desired for the longest time, something you had always idealized, waiting for your darkest kinks turn into reality with someone you trusted... and he, well, he could have his little toy only for himself, something he didn't know how tremendously he craved until he landed his hungry eyes on you.

If it was possible, your relationship would be seen as extremely toxic by others: you didn't have, or at least you never admitted out loud, the true feelings you had for each other. You just made your darkest wishes come true every time you were together, feeding the hunger that was growing inside your hearts and cores, and that only you could make that happen.

He could be compared to the biggest and most dangerous lion in the jungle, and you to a little masochist deer who would always be eager for the lion to come after you, and eat you in the most cruel way possible. But what was "funny" to you, was the fact that the lion would never let his deer escape from him without causing it some deep wounds... however, he would never kill the deer, wanting for it to come back to him so he could catch it and have some fun. That was the game you both enjoyed playing since day one.

Today was october 31st, your favorite day of the year. Why? It's simple: on this day, you felt like you could be yourself, without being judged or being too obvious that you also had psychopathic instincts. Of course you had your own dark thoughts. Of course you also had the cruel desire to rip someone's throat every time they messed with you or with someone you loved. But you didn't have enough courage to cause such bloody chaos, so instead you decided to be with someone who represented your inner self. Unlike you, J does not fear the consequences of his acts, or even feels guilty. But you do, so that's why it's so much funnier to watch the world burn by someone you love. That way you don't have to feel guilty about anything, because you didn't do anything by your own hands, right? You're not guilty for liking to see the blood coming out of people's mouth and eyes, while they scream in agony. You're not guilty for craving so much to watch the world be destroyed by the scalding fire before your sadic eyes, to love someone who would realize your wishes for you. But that didn't matter right now. What mattered is that you wanted to surprise J, to show him once agaim how a good and dedicated submissive you are for him.

You painted your hair half purple, half green, and put it in two ponytails, each one with a different color, while your makeup also had those gorgeous colors. You wanted to look sexy, yet cute and innocent for him, even if you were the bratiest woman he had ever met in his entire life. And believe me... he had met a lot of girls. Yet none of them were as good as you, and none of them would be loyal and stay with him for so long, even when he had been considered a monster before everyone's eyes... but not yours. He always saw you as his little bunny, his little doll, his little loyal masochist... and he surely planned to keep you for himself for a very long, long time. Your outfit was a little different and scandalous too: you dressed yourself in a fit leather dress you had recently bought, with the highest leather boots you had in your wardrobe, while wearing your sexiest black lace thong briefs and the choker with a diamond "J" on it that he gave you in the beginning of your "relationship". This item was utterly sacred. He always made you to wear it: everyday, at any second of the day, so you wouldn't forget to who you belong to. You then thought carefully if you should wear a bra or not, and decided it would be better if you didn't wear any at all, before putting a comfortable leather jacket on.

You checked yourself in the mirror and for what felt like an eternity, you felt stunning. Halloween never failed to make you feel more confident about yourself, neither the expensive clothes J "bought" you or the compliments he gaves after seeing you wearing them. You stared in the mirror a little while, until you realized that you had something that was excessive on your body: the "J" choker. You knew too well that he would be furious if he didn't see you wearing it... but after all, that's what you wanted, to see the ravenous lion being released from its cage. However, you didn't feel satisfied. Not yet. You were also planning something else to make him even more mad: what about, pretending you went to a party without his gift and permission, while using your favorite perfume in your most exuberant outfit, and then not giving him the attention he always craved from you? Deep down, you even feared he would kill you out of anger, because of your malicious and provocative plan... oh, you really didn't know who you were messing with. But thinking about it, what better way to die than to have sex with the person you were so immensely addicted to?

When you finished fixing your hair by making each ponytail look messy, you heard the door of your house being closed so hard that you genuinely believed he had broken it, which meant he was already mad. Perfect. You ran to your room and started to act normal, pretending to be packing your sex toys. But now that he was there, you felt yourself slightly shaking from pure fear and anticipation. You had a slight idea of what was coming, you just didn't know the gravity of it.

Suddenly your room's door was carefully opened, which wasn't a good sign. The calm before the storm. Maybe he felt your perfume from afar, and knowing that you would only use it for very special occasions, and that he wasn't there with you before, it only meant you did use it for something else. He could even be compared to a quiet dangerous dog, because of his keen sense of smell... and because of his unpredictable behavior. You could sense his stare burning into your back, but you acted like you had a durable shield against his fervent fire. You purposely positioned yourself in a way so that he had a good view of what you were doing: packing your sex toys that were forbidden to be used, unless J used them on you. Now, you could feel and smell the hot and suffocating flames of his fire getting way too intense. You then finished packing them under your bed, and stood up to take your jacket off, making sure he noticed you weren't wearing the choker he gave you.

"You don't look very joyful. Rough day?" you answered contemptuously, calmly taking your boots off in the process. From his point of view, you went somewhere else to do who knows what without his permission, and since you were too desesperate and lazy to undress yourself first, you masturbated with your clothes on. According to his perspective, you didn’t give a shit about his rules, like the obedient slut you should be to him.

Saying that his glare towards you was terrifying and caused shivers down your spine, was an absolute understatement. You instantly regreted making all of this up, but it was too late. Now, you would have to deal with the real consequences of your brat decisions. J slowly walked towards you, making you unconsciously step back until you met the rigid wall of your suddenly cold room. He was so close to you, making you feel his hot, yet deep and rhythmic breathing on your face, and without your leather boots, you felt once again intimidated by his much taller figure. He took this opportunity to analyze you better: your messy colored ponytails and makeup, that for a moment almost made him crack a smile because of your choices, your sexy outfit... to the absence of your necklace.

"Something is ah... missing on ya, dont'cha think, doll? Huh?" completely ignoring your question, he calmly, yet dangerously asked, making known the fact that he instantly noticed you weren't wearing his precious and meaningful accessory. His gloved hands slid to your naked neck and grabbed it forcefully, making you unable to respond him, because of the lacking of air in your throat and lungs. Once he realized you would literally pass out if he continued to choke you, he slightly let it go, just enough to make you receive some oxygen to your now extremely frightened brain.

"I don't k-know what you're talking about..." you really weren't one to give up easily. You wanted to see how your little game would end, even though you had just been almost choked to death. His pupils became so much darker once he realized what game you were playing.

"Ya don't... know?" he suddenly started laughing maniacally, the loudest and scariest sound you had ever heard in your entire life. You knew he had already discovered what your intentions were, however he still didn't know if the fact that you went out with someone else and played with yourself, was true. Yet you would keep him thinking about that... What a strong and determined woman you were.

His laugh started to slow down and his not so happy expression returned to his scarred face. "Do I really need to ah... remind ya of the rules dollface, huh?" his voice was deeper and hoarse, and you could tell he was trying to contain his humiliating words towards you to himself... at least for now. He walked away from you to grabbed the box under your bed, keeping an intense eye contact with you, and put it above the bed. You were watching very attentively with each step he made, not having the courage to look away from him. He then grabbed each vibrator you had, and started to break them with his own hands. Since when did he have so much strength??

"J, what the hell?!" you screamed at him and the moment you took a step forward, he nimbly took a knife from his pocket and pointed it in your direction.

"Ata-tada!" he warned you with his fatal object in his left hand while giving you a sharp stare, making you return immediately to your initial position. "Dont'cha wanna make things harder for yourself. This is all your fault." he grabbed a broken piece of your favorite vibrator and threw it caressly to a random corner of your room. Much to your control, your eyes started to water instantly: you wanted to provoke him, not ending up having your dear toys broken. But that's what you get when you get on J's nerves... and this was nothing compared to what he wanted to do to you...

A single tear came out of your eye and you instantly looked way, ashamed for feeling so unnecessarily sad for having your sexual toys destroyed. You closed your eyes, and all you could only hear, was your own sobs and his heavy steps.

"Shh-Shh why are ya crying bunny? Ya knew this was ah... gonna happen the moment you messed with your owner, didn't ya?" you didn't answer to him. You were way too pissed to give him what he wanted, but once again... you made the wrong choice. "ANSWER ME!" you never felt so intimidated by anyone the way you did at that moment. You were now trembling with fear, and even if you didn't want to admit it, you were also trembling by lust, excitement and hunger for him. He suddenly harshly grabbed your cheeks and made you look up at him: your makeup was already ruined because of the mix of emotions that filled your slippery salty tears, and by his rough movements on your face.

"YES!!" you responded the loudest you could, but he didn't seem satisfied.

"Yes, what?!" he asked calmer while tightening his grip on your aching jaw, yet he was calm by far.

"Yes sir!!!" for the first time for what felt like hours, you saw a proud grin form on his scarred cheeks. You unconsciously smiled too, but that didn't last for too long since he caressly shoved you against the bed. If your bed wasn't so soft, you were sure you would have bruises or even broken your face. He then roughly pinned your hands together, and tied them tightly with some handcuffs he found in the box beside you both. He turned you on your back, and instantly placed a knife on your jaw. You didn't dare to move, because if you did... that scene would definitely turn into a bloody mess. He was so concentrated on your body, memorizing every detail of your soft skin into his psychotic mind, and without a warning, he cut your dress in half with his pointy knife, and this time, you didn't dare to complain.

"Hmm, no bra..?" he pretended to look surprised and looked like he didn't care about your decision, but his body language betrayed his mind since his excitement was way more noticeable. "Now tell me... how ah... naughty and filthy can ya be, huh?" he then grabbed your hips with such force that you knew for sure he would leave dark bruises there. You didn't know anymore if it was the fact that you were so distracted in leading your own emotions, or if it was due to you being completely consumed by pure desire, that you didn't prepare yourself from what was coming: you suddenly felt his sharpened knife being softly, yet firmly craved into your chest. You couldn't see it, but you did feel the fatal object drawing a "J" letter on your once soft chest. He wanted to mark you forever, so if a goddamn choker couldn't make that happen... a deep scar definitely will. Your screams were mistaken for loud moans, so he continued to do his work, blood running out of your body into the sheets, that were once white, into a dark, permanent red.

When he turned you around, you felt another hot and painful sensation, but this time on your butt cheek, so painful and hard it was, that you almost fell out of the bed, only to be abruptly grabbed by your ponytails to make you still.

"Where do ya think you're going, huh?" he pushed you to himself by each ponytail. A muffled sound of pleasure and pain came out involuntarily of your mouth, yet you couldn't care less.

"Please..." you pleaded, blinded by the absurd amount of pleasure that was running into your veins for him.

"Please what, huh? Tell me... Tell your sir want you ah... desire from him. And if ya behave like ah... good little slut for him, maybe he will reward ya." you opened your eyes that were previously tightly closed and looked deep into eyes, noticing that his eyes were now completely black, like he was possessed by the devil himself. You could feel his huge and solid bulge leaning against your now reddish ass since he pulled you so close to him, and you knew that everything was finally leading to where you wanted.

"I want more... please sir, I want you to destroy me..." the moment those words came out of your mouth, he totally lost it. Neither him or you could hold yourselves anymore. With your leather dress thrown into a corner, your ass was now exposed. He caressed your butt not so softly with his strong hands, admiring the gorgeous view for a few seconds. Oh, how he loved to see his doll with lace.

Your room was then filled with loud moans, deep groans from him, and even louder sounds of skin being roughly spanked. He knows your limits very well, so he stopped once he noticed you couldn't take it anymore: after all, the pain is beauty for him, but so is pleasure and trust from both sides. Your ass was now covered in shades of dark purple and red, a view that J never got tired of... in fact, it was his favorite.

"The purple really ah... suits ya, doll. So does the green and the red..." he whispered more to himself, getting lost in the beauty of the job you both did: the spanking session he just gave you, and the look you chose for yourself that had everything to do with him, as it proved your submission for him as well. While he was saying that, you were trying to catch your breath and collect yourself from what just happened. Your ass was hurting so bad, and you were sure you wouldn't be able to sit properly for weeks, but the pleasure that came from it... it made it all worth it. You were almost getting your breath back, almost, when you felt your ponytails getting pulled once again. He really liked the idea of the colored ponytails, you proudly thought for yourself.

"Ata-tada, ya weren't going ta sleep on me, now would ya? Oh sweet cheeks, we are just-getting-started..." you shaked your head, and before he could punish you again, you immediately remembered what you must do.

"No sir!! I won't upset you again... I-I promise I will be a good slut for you!" you obediently answered, fearing to be punished again. Your makeup must be already ruined because of your uncontrollable crying. Your cheeks were covered in a black mascara, and purple and green makeup that was very blurred because your previous position, so it was practically inevitable to rub your face against the bed. This was something that always made J's pants twist with randiness: the messier, the better.

After your response, you heard a satisfied groan from his throat: he had already forgotten the fact that he was extremely mad, only for that feeling be replaced and completely consumed by lust. He then approached your neck and sucked it roughly, leaving marks that would last for a very long time because of the force it was made, while grabbing your throat to make you still. It came to your mind the idea of him being a vampire who was immensely thirsty by your blood.

You gently rubbed your ass on his throbbing, hard cock: it hurted really bad, but it was the only movement you could do to caught his attention, since he was restraining almost all of your body movements.

"Someone is feeling really eager, huh? Ha! All it takes is ta teach ya some ah... manners, to get those panties all soaked for me..." after that, he ripped your lace briefs with his own hands, making you flinch, and then put two long gloved fingers in you. He was never a very patient man and he wasn’t going to be now, so he started to finger you as fast as he could, curling his skilled fingers into your g-spot from time to time. It felt like pure bless, and it was impossible for you to contain all of your sweet sounds. But even if you did, you knew you would be in real trouble for containing them: J loved to hear your moans and screams of pleasure and pain for him, so he had forbidden you to hide them from him. When you were about to cum, he turned you around and replaced his experienced fingers by his hot and wet tongue on your clit, sucking it hard.

" Oh God, J!!" you moaned as loud as you could, and if it weren't the cuffs holding you still, you would ride your orgasm while fucking his face. This was the first time he let you cum without edging you first. Looks like he's feeling generous. Yet neither of you would be satisfied with only one orgasm, especially you, and J knew it.

"God has nothing to do with your ah... pleasure, doll. I am the only one who makes ya cum like a fucking squirter whore, do ya hear me?" he grabbed your face hard enough to make it hurt, and then forced you to look at him while he slowly sucked his gloved fingers with your juices on it, right in front of your face, wanting to make a show for you. "Hmm, always so... tasty." he admitted with the sexiest tone you have ever heard from anyone. "But now... I've gotta prepare ya for da real deal." once he said that, he pushed three fingers into your mouth.

You could taste your own cum and his saliva mixed on his fingers, and you would be lying if you said it wasn't your favorite taste. You knew you had little time to adjust to his fingers, trying so hard to control yourself from gagging... and that was what was worrying you, since if you couldn't take his fingers... it would be ten times worse once you sucked his dick. He decided to take his fingers off of your wet mouth, since his cock was starting to get so tight in his pants, to the point of being painful. While he was unbuttoning his pants, you took the chance to breathe properly, yet that didn't last too long.

"Come here." he ordered while he grabbed your legs, and then pushed them out of the bed to make you kneel on the ground, before grabbing your freshly painted purple and green ponytails.

"Now open wide that pretty mouth of yours. Sir is gonna ah... feed his slut until she's full." with a smirk printed on his scarred white and red cheeks, he wasted no time in shoving his erected cock inside your already wet mouth. "Fuck! That mouth of yours never fails to get me all riled up, dollface!" he started laughing maniacally right after while thrusting faster and harder into your mouth. You could barely breathe, especially when he shoved all of his dick down on your throat, only to get it out for a few seconds before shoving it back inside, where it belongs. Your boobs (that were also covered in blood because his previous signature he made especifically for you), upper legs and even the floor were covered in saliva and some of his cum, and you couldn't wait for him to release all of his cum inside your mouth... you couldn't wait to make him proud of you.

You started to feel his movements getting sloppier, his groans and breath getting uncontrollably deeper, and his dick twitching in your throat. You could tell he was close, and the moment you felt your ponytails getting pulled closer to his pubic hair, you knew that was it.

"Fuck!" he loudly cursed before releasing all of his cum inside your mouth and down through your sore throat. His taste felt more salty than before, but you still managed to swallow it. It was too much cum for you to keep in your mouth, so some of it escaped from it into the ground. After looking at you silently, he caught your attention by his demanding tone towards you.

"What are ya waiting for, huh? Clean your mess. Now." his glare was fatal, and his hold on your hair started to become unbearable, so you didn't challenge him any further. You crouched down on the ground and started to lick the rest of his cum that fell out of your tiny mouth, yearning a satisfied groan from him after you were done.

"Good girl..." he praised, before helping you getting up from the rigid floor to kiss you passionately. You melted completely into the kiss, his tongue fighting for dominance and obviously winning, until you felt his sharp, yellow teeth bitting your lower lip, making it bleed. He sucked all of your blood like his life depended on it, and you couldn't help but feel wetter with each second. Seems like J wants to be a vampire for halloween this year.

When he got bored of it, he pushed you onto the bed, and lifted you legs around his neck once he was positioned on top of you. You could tell he was really hard again, until you felt him rubbing only the tip of his cock on your clit. He remained in that position for some time, creating the perfect amount of friction on your clit to make you squirm under him. It seemed strange, however it was something you learned from him that felt so incredibly good. He decided to suck your hard nipples meanwhile, which made you gasp because of the unexpected, yet very welcome act, and moan harder. When you were about to cum, he shoved himself inside your dripping cunt, this time having no mercy on you. His thrusts were fast, hard and pounded you so deeply, that you could swear you were seeing shiny stars all over your room.

"Oh fuck, right there sir, please let me cum!!!" you closed your eyes, only to be slapped in the face as a warning to keep them wide open.

"Ya wanna cum, huh? Do ya think you deserve it?" he asked, staring into your soul to see if you would dare lie to him. "Dirty sluts don't get to cum, and believe me when I say that I'm gonna fucking destroy ya." after that, he put both of his gloved hands around your neck, grabbing it with such force with the porpuse to punish you from your supposed desobedience. You could see the madness itself returning to his eyes, and before you weren't able to talk anymore by lack of air, you decided to expose the truth to him, before it was too late for you.

"I-I didn't go anywhere! I didn't f-fuck anyone and... a-and I didn't go to any p-party!" it was so difficult to talk, but at the same time, in the situation and position you were currently on, it made you cum so hard without even getting time to ask him for permission, yet he didn't care about it since he was now focused on what you said.

"What?" he looked so confused, and his eyes started to return to their original color, getting also softer in the process. He suddenly stopped fucking you, and in that moment you thanked to whoever was up there for letting you cum before he stopped.

"I-I just wanted to make you mad... I wanted this..." you admitted, ashamed for making yourself look silly and desperate in front of him. You couldn't tell if he was still mad and irritated, or relieved. Maybe all of them, because now he had the guarantee that you obeyed him and didn't fuck anyone else.

"Oh, doll... If ya want me to fuck ya this hard, all ya need to do his to ask nicely. But ya like to play games instead, dont'cha? I always knew how kinky you were. Then congratulations, ya got what ya wanted! Ya really pissed me off, but dont'cha think you're gonna get out of this that ah... easily..." he warned you. For some reason, he decided to look at your bedside table, only to discover where your very badly hidden J’s choker had landed. He grabbed the innocent object, that was also the responsible for the best sex of your life, while still being inside of you, and then put it back where it belongs: on your neck. After making sure his gift was well tightened around your neck, he took his dick out of your vagina and lined it up right with your tight ass hole.

Now this was going to be a long night...

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Jimin: “There’s people who’ve been rooting for us throughout this difficult time”

In the “ARMY Corner Store” video posted by BTS on their YouTube channel BANGTANTV to mark the eighth anniversary of their debut, Jimin talked about the leather riding jacket that the older members passed down to him when he was still a trainee. The jacket was first worn by SUGA, handed down to j-hope after SUGA’s debut, then given to Jimin with the words, “This riding jacket is passed down from generation to generation.” Jimin still wears the jacket when it’s cold. Many things change, and, even in times when they must, there are things that do not.

You released three songs in a year: “Dynamite,” “Butter” and, finally, “Permission to Dance,” and BTS grew more popular all the while. How do you feel? Jimin: At some point, it stopped feeling real. The reactions from fans, the cover videos they uploaded and the dance challenges they did—I’m just so thankful for that. It lit up my life. We made those songs with a good purpose in mind, so just hearing people say they enjoyed listening to them was fulfilling. And that was our original goal. “Permission to Dance,” in particular, was the perfect message for right now, so I think I got a lot of comfort from it, too.

How so? Jimin: I think it was both the atmosphere and the actual content. It was comforting right from the title. Thinking about it now, the fact that it made me think, Oh yeah, I might not be able to see ARMY right now, but I will soon, was one good point. I’ve been thinking by myself about how the future’s going to be better, and being more careful, and ended up waiting longer. And meanwhile, we had a fan meeting in the middle of all that. So my thinking changed to be more positive. That was great.

Was there any part you placed particular emphasis on to express such positive emotions in the song? Jimin: I think I just followed my heart. Before, there’d be some kind of concept, and I wanted to show off something about myself in that context, but lately I’ve just been following my heart, following the feeling of conveying the feelings I want to share with others. At first I was worried whether the feelings we were trying to convey in the songs would get across to people since we’d never tried songs in those styles before, but after giving the performances a shot, we found out they’re really fun and easy for us to follow along to, too. So I thought it should be easy enough for people to approach these songs, thankfully.

Even though the three songs—“Dynamite,” “Butter” and “Permission to Dance”—all have something in common, I imagine they were all completely different when it came to figuring them out. You did “Butter” before “Permission to Dance”—how was that? Jimin: They’re totally different. The attitudes I take on are different, the thought process is different, and I think the emotions I feel are all different, too. I think “Butter” was a bit hard for me. It wasn’t a style I was used to, but I thought the actual dance was elegant when I saw the video and it had a lot of footwork, so I thought I’d be good at it, but it was way harder than I thought. During practice I even thought, Why am I so bad at dancing? If you look at our usual choreography, it has very powerful parts with big movements and lots of power, but “Butter” felt really difficult because all the power went in at the same time even though it was loose. So I watched Hoseok dancing a lot, and since every member has their own style of dancing, I watched the way Taehyung loosened up, and the way Jung Kook danced by the book, and I combined all those. So for some of the broadcasts of “Butter” I really loosened up and for others I used a little more strength. I tried all different things.

Maybe that’s why even the style of clothes you’re wearing seems to change the way the dancing feels. It felt like you danced a little differently in a suit than when you were dressed casually. Jimin: I never noticed before but the songs do sound different depending on what I’m wearing. Sometimes I danced all excitedly when I wore casual clothes, but when I wore a suit, something about the song sounded sexy. There’s a different vibe when I dance alone versus when I dance as part of a group, so I visualize how I should dress to make my dancing look cooler every time.

The “Dynamite” performance at the Grammys was very impressive, too. I felt that the music, clothing style and poses where you jumped out were all a perfect match. Jimin: I think it all depends on what kind of outfit I wear, where I am for a given part, and how much I weigh. There’s a pronounced difference to the way a dance looks and feels based on how much I weigh. I think the dance and outfit were a good match in “Dynamite.”

On that note, when you performed “Black Swan” at the end of the year, what pair of shoes could you dance the best in? Looking at the fancam focus video, your dance changes in feeling slightly depending on the design of your shoes. Jimin: For me, it’s barefoot. I think it’s got to be barefoot when I’m doing a classic style dance. It looks sharp and attractive when I wear dress shoes, but it always feels more natural to express myself barefoot. It’s more dynamic, I guess you could say. So I wanted to go barefoot for all my other performances, too. I wanted to be barefoot for when we recorded “ON” at Seoul World Cup Stadium at the end of the year, too, but I gave that up because it could’ve been dangerous.

The performance of “ON” at Mnet 2020 MAMA, right? I was curious about something while watching that video: I wondered how the members of the group could perform with such effort in that big, audienceless stadium, with the new solo performances added into the original choreography and everything. What helped you to find strength even under those circumstances? Jimin: There’s people who’ve been rooting for us throughout this difficult time. I think we have to give them a reason to root for us, then. If we’re going to make them want to see us and make it fun for them to watch us, I wanted to give them a good reason.

Then how did you feel when you performed at the Grammy Awards? Surely it must’ve been meaningful to you in a number of ways. Jimin: I wanted our performance to show what it meant for us to be up on that stage. A group of kids from Korea, each from their own neighborhood, can do this, too, so what’s the big deal about winning an award? That’s one thing I thought. Of course you can’t get it if you’re not capable enough yet, but the important thing is that the people who like us can be proud of us, too. We did the performance in return for all the support they show us.

It must be hard being unable to see your fans since you can’t hold any concerts. It’s hard to tell how well the performance was able to convey that return of their support. Jimin: I learn a lot from going on tour. I combine the audience’s immediate reactions and the parts I wasn’t satisfied with and practice based on that, and ask the other members about it too, but right now there’s no time to review that. So I keep practicing a lot, but it’s hard to tell how the things I’m doing will end up looking, so I keep trying things out on my own but without any feedback.

That must’ve made it harder to get ready for “Dynamite,” “Butter” and “Permission to Dance,” especially since you still have to sing in English and the emotions in the songs are a lot different from your previous ones, and it’s hard to feel the reaction in the concert hall under these circumstances. Jimin: Even the pronunciation is definitely different, and the part of your throat the sound comes from changes depending on the pronunciation. I think that’s why I was a little flustered. On “Butter,” if I had done it the way I always do, it wouldn’t show up. So I studied a lot on how to sound more clean and simple.

It felt like you had to meet all sorts of conditions; you have to keep it breezy and hit high notes, all while maintaining your unique voice. Jimin: I guess you could call it the song that most made me think like I was just starting out again. I think I practiced harder than ever before. I think I’ve worked extremely hard to have my own unique style, but then I hit a wall and had to go back to the beginning to find a new way. And I went over it a lot with Jung Kook. What if I sing it like this? Or what about this way? How should I practice? I asked so many questions like that and practiced a lot, too. But I enjoyed the process. At one point I was like, I can get that kind of voice out of my throat too? Even though it didn’t make it onto the final recording, I tried doing different adlibs while singing other parts and I found my strengths that way.

In previous songs you had fairly strong emotional vocals when you sang high notes, but this time around they’re cooler. How does it feel having different emotions in your vocals? BTS also sought to allow people to feel more positive emotions during the pandemic. Jimin: It was hard to adjust to the changes, but in other ways, since the group saw a greater outpouring of love, I thought we should be featuring emotions and content that’s a little more comprehensive. Personally, it was hard adjusting to a situation where I couldn’t perform. But after “Butter” was out and we moved on to “Permission to Dance,” I saw how lots of people took positively to the way I put so much effort into attempting to change things a bit more with these songs, and I realized that we could find a new side to ourselves in the process.

I saw on “ARMY Corner Store” that you were drinking with the other members recently and all talking together, which makes me think you’ve had a lot of thoughts since the pandemic started. The world’s changed so much, and the group’s status has changed since “Dynamite” came out, too. Jimin: It wasn’t just the time mentioned in “ARMY Corner Store”—we also talked while going here and there by car, whenever we would get together, and when we were on set. I think it took me a long time to calm my nerves. It took around four or five months, I guess, but after we kept dealing with it and talking with each other, I think that’s when we got used to the new normal and our new selves.

When you performed “Daechwita” at BTS 2021 MUSTER SOWOOZOO, the part you did was, as it happens, “Remember, remember days gone by remember.” Maybe it was a coincidence, but now that BTS, the team who debuted with “No More Dream,” currently sits at the top of the Billboard Hot 100, I’m wondering how you feel about the days gone by. Jimin: I only realized it recently, but I used to be really unstable. I was acting like I was well-grounded when I was around other people, like my family and friends. It meant I had to pretend a lot. I worried about others by saying things like, I’m fine, but how are you? I spoke like I could always take care of anything that came up, but looking back, that wasn’t the case.

What made you think like that? Jimin: I’m still young, and because I’m making a lot of money at a young age, I end up wondering what money and success ultimately mean. Because I’m young, I hear a lot of people talk, and some people can be jealous or envious. But there’s a lot of people I have to repay and a lot of relationships I need to hang onto. I thought I could take care of all these problems, but looking back, that wasn’t the case. It hasn’t been very long since I realized that I was the one to grab on and forced everything to happen.

Was it some sense of responsibility? It reminds me how you called yourself “the kind of person who likes to be loved” in your last interview with Weverse Magazine. So I imagine you probably try your best for the people in your life. Jimin: Yes. I was just being headstrong, you know. Being headstrong. (laughs) It’s the kind of situation where people look at you and they might say, You can’t even take care of yourself. (laughs) But there were still a lot of points where I kept thinking things like that. Now I think I didn’t have to go quite that far, and as times went by, I started to think, Oh, I’m glad I can think about this now so I can let things that I should let go of, go. When I couldn’t let things go, my resentment kept growing. My pain, too. Rather than admit I had those feelings at that time, I’d say there were emotions in different situations that I came to unconsciously accept, and I started to feel like I could see how much of a hard time I was having after some time passed.

You’ve tried so hard. How did you feel after letting go of all those feelings? Jimin: I felt like I was becoming empty sometimes, at first. I felt like I was denying my own thoughts and beliefs. But I talked a lot with my parents, and I said, Did you know I was going through all that? And they said, We didn’t know what you were going through, but we knew it was something. So finally I shared what I was feeling with them, and my mom and dad talked to me like they were my life coaches. After coming out of that whole period, even when I do similar things, I can tell my mind has changed a lot. If I was more focused on my surroundings before, now I’m able to focus on myself as well. My mom told me it means I’m growing up, and that I’m finally becoming an adult. So I said, I don’t wanna be an adult—it’s too hard. (laughs)

It seems like you ended up doing a lot of self-reflection during the pandemic. Jimin: Last year I saw how lots of people were having a rough time and how there was a big social crisis, but as time dragged on I started to feel like I was trapped. But it was mostly okay when I was working.

What would you say work means to you these days? Jimin: I guess it’s hard to separate it from myself. I’m me, and there’s also a separate me who works, but it’s hard to tell the two apart.

#bangtan #jimin #m:weverse magazine #210801

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pennylanefics · 4 years

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Soft Alphabet - Four

a/n: reposting bc it disappeared from tags 🙃 tumblr’s being a bitch again ugh

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A - Affection (how do they show affection)

four gives you looks that mean everything. sure, it may not seem like a lot, but when you two first got together and were sneaking around, the looks and glances he gave you to silently tell you that he cares for you meant everything. he’s not really good with his words, and he can’t really go out and buy you stuff that you want, in the beginning. so looks are the only thing he has. he can say so much with his eyes, you can tell when he’s admiring you deeply and thinking about how much he loves you.

B - Balance (how do they balance you, work/school/life?)

you two spend everyday together, basically, so there is no balance. you spend every waking minute with one another and the group. but you do try to spend time alone or with other group members, away from one another, just to have a break. but, at the end of the day, you are back with one another, enjoying dinner, chatting about what you did that day.

C - Cuddles (do they enjoy cuddling? what positions?)

cuddles come after very stressful missions. when both of you two are exhausted and just need to relax, you’ll head to his trailer and just fall onto his bed, curling up with one another. the lights usually stay off, if it’s at night. if it’s during the day, he makes sure to shut all the blinds so the least amount of light can get through. you two usually stay quiet, just wanting the comfort of one another after a hard day, but sometimes, he’ll ask you stuff here and there.

D - Date (what was your first date?)

he has five and two help him make a nice dinner for you two in his trailer, after months of just sneaking around and seeing one another in your trailers. he could have just ordered food in, but he wanted it to be special. since two cooks the best and five knows how to set things up so you would like it. she helps with decorating the dingy trailer, making the table look presentable and setting out some wine and roses. it’s a really nice night, honestly. four is pretty nervous and it shows, but he lightens up as the alcohol begins to course through him. overall, you two have a great time, and end up in bed together anyways.

E - Excited (how excited do they get when they see you/are with you?)

he tries to keep the excitement down, but on the inside, he loves seeing you. especially after long periods of time, like if he goes on a mission with one or any of the group members, and you don’t go. he’ll wait till you’re alone and he picks you up, spinning you around and giving you kisses all over your face. he doesn’t want the others knowing how in love he is with you, just yet.

F - Fighting (what happens when you fight)

your fights usually consist of you yelling at him for being stupid during a mission. he makes a single near fatal mistake and you’re going off, telling him how he needs to not be so careless on missions and that he should be more aware of his surroundings. he then goes off, saying that he’s been in the group longer so he knows more than you do, and this of course sparks a lot more anger in both of you.

G - Gorgeous (pet names. what do they like to call you? what do they like to be called?)

he is plain and simple, preferring stuff like ‘babe’ and ‘baby’. sometimes, he finds himself using your real name instead of your code name, eight, after you two had a deep conversation about your lives before the group. it’s only when you’re alone, though, with one being so against using real names around each other. but you two trust one another a lot, so when you’re alone, you call him billy, and he calls you by your real name.

H - Hi (first time meeting)

you are recruited to the group well after four’s already been in it. they have already gone through a couple people after seven joined, but none of them worked out. but when you came along, you stuck. but, the idea didn’t take to four. he was expecting you to be like the others, liking the idea for a few months then hating it. so, he was kind of cold to you, expecting you to take his shit and deal with it. but no. you actually stood up to him and declared yourself as part of the group really quickly. he was taken aback, but nonetheless, got to know you better afterwards.

I - Intimacy (how romantic they are)

eh. i feel like four doesn’t have enough experience to be super romantic. like yeah, he’s had girlfriends in the past, but they’ve never been serious enough to the point where he gets romantic with them. his girlfriends were usually against that sort of thing, but when he met you, he loved getting you things, like flowers, teddy bears, chocolates. he’s also gotten you necklaces and rings, rightfully with his own money, of course.

J - Jealousy (do they get jealous? how do they react to you being jealous)

he’s not jealous of one, three, or seven. he knows you wouldn’t leave him for any of them, so he’s fine when he sees you talking with them. the only thing he really gets jealous about is getting to spend time with you. so if you spend the day with any of the other group members, his mood changes a bit, upset at the fact that he missed an entire day without you. but you make up for that lost time by spending the rest of the afternoon and night in his trailer.

K - Kisses (where do they like to kiss you/how often?)

four’s kisses are mostly quick and short. he’s not one for showing much emotion since it’s not something he’s used to, so he settles for little kisses, which aren’t satisfactory for you. but you get it. when missions start getting more serious, though, his kisses become much more meaningful. the first time you have a near-death experience, he grabs your face and kisses you so deeply and passionately. he apologizes for not being very loving with you and promises to make kisses more meaningful and more frequent.

L - Love (when was the first time they said i love you or realized it?)

he realizes it after he almost dies during a mission. you were crying loudly as he dangled from a building, held by the enemy. the only thing running through his mind was you. he wanted to live the rest of his life with you, he wanted to have kids with you, that’s the only thing he could think of. thankfully, he was able to pull himself to safety and push the other guy over the ledge. when he returned to the group, you jumped right into his arms, crying into his chest. he whispers that he loves you over and over again and just holds you close. the group allows you have your time together before you really have to go. but when you get back to your trailers, four doesn’t leave your side for days. and he continues to repeat that he loves you as much as he can.

M - Moving in (when do you decide to move in together)

you technically already live together, so there’s not really a typical “official” story. you spend every waking moment of every day together anyway, but you still like having separate trailers. most of the time, anyways, you’re with him in his trailer, almost as if it’s yours as well. and it’s the same with yours. you two kind of acted like both trailers are yours, and you just spend time in whichever one you want, whenever you want.

N - Newborn (their reaction to starting a family)

the thought of being a dad worries him. he doesn’t want his son or daughter to turn out like he did, so being in a vigilante group isn’t a good start. you two decide to leave and go back to your regular lives, as the people you were before entering the group. it’s a really hard decision, but four is so much happier with the idea; neither of you were in danger and you didn’t have to worry about you getting hurt on missions and possibly losing the baby. the rest of the group was upset they wouldn’t be able to see the baby, but they were very understanding, even one.

O - Open (how open you are with one another)

in the beginning, he’s not very open with you. and it’s for good reasons. none of you in the group are open with one another. but when you and four start getting to know each other more and become more than friends, he feels obligated to tell you more about his life before. so, after three months of knowing each other, you have a long and deep conversation where you two spill everything. your real names, the reasons you joined the group, anything related to your lives outside of being a vigilante.

P - Photos (what kind of photos you take of them/they take of you)

you don’t really have modern cameras, per one’s request, but he does have a shit load of old polaroid cameras. so four takes advantage of this and takes many photos of you. his favorite thing to picture you doing is having fun in the desert. you two will just walk around, the wind blowing your hair as he takes candids of you. he loves how carefree you look and how beautiful the sunlight makes you.

Q - Quirks (what random habits do you have that they love or hate/vice versa)

four has a problem with being careless. he doesn’t care about safety most of the time, which upsets you and makes you mad sometimes. he has that idea that you all are dead so why does it matter? but he rarely remembers that you aren’t actually dead. not really a quirk, but something he does that pisses you off too much.

R - Recovery (how you help them after an injury/vice versa)

four always lets you help him with his injuries. he knows you hate when he’s injured, just as much as he hates when you are. five usually does it, since she is the doctor, but four will only let you help him, unless it’s a serious injury and he actually needs four to save his life. but if it’s a few cuts and scrapes, he gives into you. and he does the same thing. when you get hurt, he’s right by your side, getting anything you need, being very overprotective.

S - Solution (how they resolve fights)

the group usually has to get you two back together after a fight. you take a break from one another, and it’s awkward for the group. so two takes you and three takes four and they lock you two in two’s trailer until you both can talk things out and get the fight over with. after hours of saying nothing, two and three yell at you both and get you to talk. finally, you start making progress, and in the end, things work out. you two then head back to either yours or four’s trailer to make things up.

T- Touch (when they need/want your touch, what will they do? how often?)

usually after very tough missions, four wants nothing more than to cuddle in his trailer and hold you. this happens after every mission, really, but especially during the more dangerous and risky ones, where he comes to terms with the fact that you could have been killed so easily. you don’t even need to touch him, really, the feel of you in his arms is enough. but, you play with his hair when this happens, sometimes stroking his cheek or playing with his hand, tracing the tattoo on the back of it. he needs the reassurance that you’re still alive and very much with him.

U - Up ( waking up with them)

waking up with four is the best. he has his arms around you every single time, even if he enjoys his space when he falls asleep, he somehow manages to pull you into his arms in his sleep. if you’re still asleep, he just presses kisses to your forehead, trying to wake up a bit more before getting up and starting the day. if you’re up before him, you absolutely love playing with his messy hair and stroking his soft skin. he looks so much more angelic when he’s out, and you love it because he usually has this hard exterior, so him sleeping is the rare chance you get to see him be so calm.

V - Vacation (where they travel with you)

your vacations are your missions. you’ve gone to italy, dubai, france, switzerland, all over the world. since you live a life with no schedules, you go wherever missions take you. and you’re more than okay with it. this life has given you a chance to travel to so many places you would have never been able to go to. if there’s time, you two try to explore the city as much as you can, of course staying low key and all that. even then, it’s much more exciting and fun to be in a place you’re not really supposed to be.

W - Wedding (how they propose/where you get married/honeymoon)

four proposes nonchalantly, really. you two would be relaxing on the beach in italy, and you’ve been dating for a while at that point. he just asks what you would think about getting married, and at first, you have no clue that he’s trying to say that he wants to marry you. but once things fall into place, you are covering his face in kisses and saying yes over and over again. but of course, you don’t have a huge wedding, you kind of just elope and put the title on it without a marriage license, because that’s against the group ‘policy’.

X - X-factor (what about you captivated them?)

your strong-willed behavior. he liked the fact that you were strong enough to leave your entire life behind to fight crimes. sure, it’s the same thing he did, but you seemed like you had a perfect life, and you were okay with leaving it behind. he had nothing going for him, so this life was the best for him. when you told him your story, he was in awe of how strong you are and he loves that you are so selfless to help others.

Y - Yawning (how they act when they’re tired)

four kind of shuts out when he’s tired. he doesn’t want to talk to anyone, he doesn’t want to do anything, he just wants to relax and enjoy some quiet time. including away from you. you know that if you mess with him when he’s tired, he gets mad and angry. he’s much more agitated and sometimes, that ends badly.

Z - Zzzz (how you fall asleep together)

he likes his space. which is hard to do on a small bed in a trailer. this is why you don’t really fall asleep with one another until well into your relationship. but the first time you fall asleep beside four, it’s the only thing he wants. he begs you to sleep in his trailer whenever you can, and from that point, he doesn’t care about space. he wants to be as close to you as possible, breathing in your scent and feeling your warmth.

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christmas alphabet - spencer reid

a/n: request: this is just fluff, no warnings in place. enjoy!!

A = After Dark (a date after dark? late night cuddles? surprise mistletoe?)

On cold winter evenings, when Spencer is not travelling for work, the two of you like to cuddle up on the coach under a fluffy blanket. A cup of hot chocolate in hand; with an even number of marshmallows each. The night is either spent discussing both of your days in detail or watching old Christmas classics, like Miracle on 34th Street for example.

B = Baking (how does baking sweets go? for or with someone?)

The brunette doctor is skilled at literally anything he sets his mind to, but baking is not his forte. The kitchen always ends up a huge mess, and whatever concoction he was attempting is dangerous to eat. However, Spencer enjoys baking with you. Together you make a quite the team and the gingerbread cookies are a big hit with the rest of his team.

C = Cold (it’s cold out! how do they react to the freezing winter air? does someone else help with fighting the cold?)

Spencer enjoys the lower temperatures, they’re a nice contrast to sunny stuffy Las Vegas where he grew up. You on the other hand struggle with the crispy icy air and often find yourself stealing his scarf for extra warmth when you’re out and about.

D = Date (christmas date! how is it asked? where do they go?)

You ask the brunette agent to go ice-skating with you. Spencer is reluctant at first but you hold onto him tight and any fears wash away. You whirl together around the rink in slow circles, simply enjoying the moment.

E = Evening Dance (a night at a ball? or maybe just silly dancing in the kitchen?)

Spencer catches you one wintery morning humming along to Blue Christmas by Elvis Presley. He gently takes your hand in his and the two of you slowly sway around the living room.

F = Fireplace (how do they spend their time by the fire? hang stockings? fall asleep on each other?)

The two of you bought stockings with your initials, a lovely red pair with a fuzzy top. Since there is no fireplace at your place Spencer hung them underneath your mounted television. And whenever you feel like cozying up on the coach together you simply turn on a ten-hour fireplace video on YouTube.

G = Grateful (how grateful are they to spend time with others? enjoy being alone or with others?)

The hazel-eyed doctor is extremely grateful to spend time with you, not only over the holidays. While he likes the occasional meet-up with his team for after work drinks at their favourite bar, Spencer definitely prefers spending time with you alone. He's loves comfortable company more than anything.

H = Hosting Family (how does family work? are they invited to others, or stay with their s/o?)

While Spencer would love to spend Christmas with his mom, his unpredictable hours don’t usually allow him to make set plans. Therefore instead you decide that you will spend the holidays with your family, and if by chance he is free to join he will.

I = Invitation (a sudden invitation comes up! what’s it for? how do they react?)

An invitation arrives for dinner with his team and their loved ones on a faithful Saturday in December. Of course Spencer asks you to accompany him; he wouldn't have it any other way. You’ve met his friends before so you shouldn't be nervous, but yet for some reason you were. This occasion felt different somehow. More intimate.

J = Just In Time (the present arrives just barely in time! how do they rush up to hand it to them? do they wait for the perfect time?)

Spencer spent weeks trying to decide what to get you for Christmas. Nothing he thought of seemed right. You weren’t a material person, which is one of your many qualities he adored. He wanted your present to be thoughtful, he wanted something meaningful. About a week before the holidays, he came across a website that sold customisable star maps. He ordered one then and there - a map that showcased the stars the night you first met.

K = Kiss (how do they react to a kiss? flustered? happy? surprised?)

When Spencer first kissed you it was gentle, almost timid. As if he was afraid to fully let himself go. Now when he kisses you he does so with all his might and immense passion. He cups your face with his hands and pulls you in as close as humanly possible.

L = Lights (christmas lights are important! how do they hang them? around the house? on the tree? outside? what kind of shenanigans go on?)

The brunette agent had given you a key to his apartment. One night in late November he comes home after working a case to find you already there, tangled in a rope of lights. You tried to surprise him by slightly decorating his place for the holidays, but instead found yourself entwined. Spencer can’t help but chuckle at the sight. He sets off to help you; after taking a picture to commemorate this precious moment.

M = Mistletoe (how do they react to suddenly being placed under a mistletoe with their crush/lover?)

He gets flustered at first, mainly because you’re in public and everyone is watching. But the second your lips brush against his the whole world dissolves and he gets completely lost in you.

N = Naughty or Nice? (how has your character been this past year? are they a trickster or a good of heart?)

Definitely good of heart. Spencer is one of the kindest people you have ever met. He’s caring, he always puts you first and stops at nothing to make you happy. The only time you could describe him as naughty would be in bed.

O = Opening Presents (how do they react to opening presents?)

Eagerly, although very neatly. Even though he is extremely excited to see what you got him, the hazel-eyed doctor rips off the wrapping paper so precisely that it is actually good to reuse.

P = Packaging (wrapping presents is never easy. how do they fair?)

Packing presents with Spencer is just as organised. All the pieces of the festive wrapping paper are a perfect size for each gif and the ribbon is measured before cut to the correct length; so that there is no waste.

Q = Question (how do they confess? is it the big question, or something smaller but just as intimate?)

“Y/N?” Spencer catches your attention. You look up from the book in your lap and meet his honey gaze. “Yes?” “How would you feel about spending next years holiday in a cabin somewhere? Just the two of us?” A smile spread across your facial features. “I thought you didn't like to plan that far ahead, especially around Christmas time.” You teased. He smiled back at you. “I don’t, but with you I can break a few of my rules.”

R = Relaxing (how do they relax with their s/o? the best ways? the cutest?)

Watching Christmas movies, cooking, discussing various topics, or sitting in comfortable silence and reading. Simply enjoying each others company.

S = Snow (how do they like the snow?)

Spencer likes to share uncommon facts about the snow; more than the weather phenomenon itself. “Snow is actually translucent, not white.” The brunette doctor chimed as the two of you looked out the window admiring the first snowfall of the season. “It’s the light reflected off a snowflake’s faceted surface that creates its white appearance.”

T = Tree (how do they decorate their tree?)

Gold fairy lights intertwined with a simple white wreathe hung loosely around the Christmas tree at your apartment. Mixed between the more traditional-looking gold bobbles were various fancier ornaments that reminded both of you of your relationship, such as: a stack of books, R2-D2, fast food items, gin bottle, a coffee cup.

U = Undying Love (how did they fall in love? what was the real moment they found out?)

Your constant smile and positive outlook on life, not to mention your delicate beauty, lured Spencer in right from the start. He fell for you hard and pretty early into your relationship. And now not a day goes by where he doesn't tell you just how much he loves you.

V = Villa (how is it in their house? festive? normal? candles?)

Apart from the decorations you had plopped around, the doctors apartment remains normal. The two of you have focused more of your time and energy decorating your place - from the living room to the kitchen and bedroom, there is even a miniature Santa in the bathroom.

W = Wish (what is their biggest wish for the coming year? or in general?)

Spencers biggest wish for the coming year would be to keep evolving in this relationship with you. He hopes to grow even closer with you, learn more about you and explore the world with you (if he ever gets the time off work).

X = eXcitement (general excitement about christmas? love it? hate it?)

He’s excited because you’re excited. Seeing you so happy around the holiday season warms his heart and he hopes he’ll get to cherish these moments with you for years to come.

Y = You (how does their s/o react to them being beautiful? handsome? to them in general in the christmas season? how in love are they?)

The brunette doctor constantly reminds you how perfect you are. Whether you’re dressed up for an evening at the bar with friends or simply sitting on the sofa in a matching wintery pyjama set, Spencer will be sure to point out just how beautiful you look. You of course do the same. There is something about hearing you say how handsome he looks that makes his heart skip a beat.

Z = Zzzz… (how do they sleep? lots of blankets? none? cuddled closely to their loved one?)

Wrapped up in a large duvet and blankets mainly because you get cold during the night. Spencer’s arm is placed gently yet firmly around you. He holds you close, quietly snoring into the crook of your neck.

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kylosupremeimagines · 4 years

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Clyde Logan A-Z Fluff

(Special thanks to @driversmutbucket for helping me with this!)

A = affection (how affectionate are they in day to day life? Do they show affection publicly or keep that more in private?) Pet names, oh god, the amount of pet names that man has for you. At the beginning of your relationship you actually thought he had forgotten your name. Darling, sweetheart, baby, doll, sweetness, sweetie, honey, precious, angel, pumpkin, sweet pea....etc Clyde Logan is one affectionate teddy bear. He is so sweet with you that he gets teased about it by his friends and family- Jimmy often pretends to vomit. In public he makes it know that you are his woman.

B = best memory (what is the best memory they have with you) Even if it’s a little cheesy, one of his best memories would be his first date with you, no matter how long he knew you beforehand. It shows that you have an interest in being more than just friends with him and gives him hope for a future family. He will remember even the smallest of details such as which way your hair is parted.

C = cat or dog person (this is pretty obvious) Dog, he loves their loyalty and unwavering affection, although he doesn’t have one of his own, he would love to have one eventually. It would be comforting to know you had a protector when he was working long nights at the bar.

D = dreams (what do they want to do in life?) It is simple, really. A big family. With you.

E = evenings (how do they spend their evening? So they go out? Do they read?) If he isn’t working, Clyde loves having dinner with you, then snuggling up on the sofa with you and reading. Enjoying the peace and just being with you.

F = first date (what was it like?) He wanted to do something extremely special so he brought you out to a lake, planning a cute little picnic. There wasn’t really anyone else around and he brought your favorite foods, so it was perfect. He even brought some wine, but wouldn’t make you drink it if you’re not a fan or don’t drink alcohol. He manages to kiss you, and stars was it the most loving kiss you could ever share with someone.

G = giggle (what is their laugh like? What makes them laugh?) He’ll laugh at just about any hilarious thing someone does, and certainly shows his teeth in that wide, amazing grin of his. His laugh sounds genuine to his entertainment, coming deep from the chest.

H = hugs (do they like hug? What kind of hugs do the give?) Clyde Logan is a goddamn teddy bear. He gives the best hugs. Warm, firm and enveloping. He loves cuddling you, he could all day. Sometimes he does. He isn’t particularly cuddly with other people, being a bit shy. You know once he has babies of his own he will hardly put them down due to all the cuddles he will be giving.

I = instrument (do they play an instrument?) Considering that he only has one hand, he can’t exactly play any instruments. But if he used to play, it most likely would’ve been an acoustic guitar. Though now he still can sing pretty decently.

J = joy (what brings them joy in life?) Family. It’s all he really needs to be happy in life. He would give every ounce of love to his family to the point some people believe it’s a bit excessive. However he would not care about their opinion as his family and the ability to love them gives him more joy in life than he knows what to do with.

K = kisses (what kind of kisser are they? Shy? Passionate?) Clyde can be quite the mix with his kisses. Usually he will be loving with them, not afraid to show you physical affection. He’ll run his thumb over your cheek as he leans down to deepen it, lips dancing passionately against yours. He loves that one second yet meaningful good morning kiss.

L = love (how do they act when they have a crush) Jimmy once referred to it as “love drunk”. When he met you he was completely distracted, couldn’t think of anything else but you, and he told you as much. He would mess up drinks at work- something he never did, trip over his own feet when he saw you and be unable to form sentences.

“My brother is damn love drunk on ya y/n, it’s like aliens have removed half his brain.” Jimmy Logan

M = memory (what’s their favourite memory?) Over your time together, his favorite will end up being your wedding day. It symbolizes that you truly will spend the rest of your lives together. And it would make one great day. Imagine the sex that night with Clyde 😉

N = no (what is their pet peeve?) Clyde likes to know where you are and that you are safe. He hates it when you don’t let him know your plans, or don’t answer your phone or reply to his messages. He will work himself into a state, thinking the Logan curse has struck again if you don’t get in touch in a timely manner.

O = occupation (what’s their dream job?) To be a father. That’s the ultimate for Clyde. He is happy running Duck Tape, and doesn’t yearn for anything beyond that in his career but being a father? Dream job.

P = parent (what kind of parent would they be?) An absolute bloody pushover. He will spoil his kids rotten, shower them in love and affection and let them know they are goddamn miracles to him. Clyde will be the kind of dad that has your children’s friends wishing he was their dad. Your place will always be filled with your children’s friends, noisy and happy.

Q = questions (do they believe in the super natural? Aliens? Anything along those lines) He isn’t too sure what to believe but considering he’s a firm believer in the so called Logan Family Curse, it’s probably safe to say that he does believe in something. He gave into the old ghost stories his siblings would tell him as a kid and it would scare him shitless. He refuses to deny the existence of some intelligent life out there in space. And the list goes on.

R = romantic (are they romantic during the relationship?) Clyde May doubt how well he can express his love, but sometimes he can do so without even trying. You can see the love in his every action, ever facial expression, every gesture. He will remind you how much he cares and do little things for you. Although sometimes it’s with advice from Mellie, he plans the best dates for you. And man the list goes on.

S = smile (what makes them smile without fail) You. It doesn’t matter if he’s physically with you or you pop into his thoughts, you will make him smile each time without fail. Overall his family will do the same as it’s the most important thing to him.

T = together (how clingy are they? How long do you two spend together per day on average) Clyde adores you beyond belief but he knows how to keep his boundaries. He wants to be around you as often as he can but knows when to back off. It’s not like he can’t handle being away from you as long as he knows that you’re doing alright and are safe.

U = unbearable (what habit do they have that’s unbearable? What habit do you have that they find unbearable) Clyde has the tendency to pay more attention to how others are doing before he checks in with himself. He asks you a lot how you’re doing, sometimes to the point where it’s a few times an hour. It can leave you to worry about him when he’s neglecting himself.

V = videos (do they take lots of videos or photos during your relationship?) Opposes to video, he’s more likely to take photos. Why why put together a whole photo album that you can look back on years down the road and reminisce about your life together with the family?

W = wedding (what was the wedding like?) The wedding would more than likely be out in the woods right by the family’s cabin. All your friends and family would be there, Little Sadie would be the flower girl, and Clyde would be more handsome in that suit than he’s ever been. Overall it would be a great time, and you’d even be able to stay at the cabin for your honeymoon if you wanted. Though, he will feel a little off not having the ring on the traditional finger so you two decided that you too would wear yours on your right ring finger.

X = eXtra (what’s an interesting fact about them that they don’t tell anyone about?) Not that it should be anything for him to be embarrassed about, but he has a huge soft spot for animals. He had a dog he adored in his childhood, and a lot of other pets that came in and out of his family’s lives. He wouldn’t be opposed to having a few animals with you; though he wants to get at least one dog.

Y = yuck (what do they hate? Could be a food, sent, word anything) Other men perving on his woman. RIP them, cause he will go straight up feral on their ass.

Z = zzzz (how heavy of a sleeper are they? How do they sleep? What mood do they wake up in? Really any sleeping headcanons) Clyde is always happy to wake up when you are in his bed. He loves those slow lazy mornings where you cuddle and make love lazily. His sleeping is a bit all over the place. Sometimes he sleeps incredibly heavily, other times restlessly, especially if you aren’t there. He still has occasional PTSD nightmares from his service. Luckily they are becoming less frequent.

#Clyde Logan #Clyde Logan X Reader #Clyde Logan Reader Inserts #Clyde Logan Headcanons #Adam Driver

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crispycrimebrulee · 4 years

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Hisoka Short: Waffles & Kisses~

Am I...Posting Hisoka Fluff? Yes I Am~

y/j refers to your job (pick a dream job, folks)

There are a few necessities in the world that anyone with good fortune should have in their possession. Whether you’re a billionaire on the high rise or a college student amidst the suffering of young adulthood, there's a necessity that may very well make life feel strangely stable: a waffle maker.

Now, you may say, a waffle maker? Really? Seeing as how simple and easily accessible a waffle maker really is. But behold! A waffle maker and its waffles seem to solve all of life's silly problems; the wonderful crunchy yet fluffy confections especially in whatever toppings you want to decorate them with. So now, you have a waffle maker, and you do intend to make some waffles. Waffles are wonderful, yes, but much better than waffles is having someone else to enjoy the wonder of a waffle with you.

It was around midnight, and you had spent most of the day working on projects pertaining to y/j. Being head designer for all PR for y/j, you were a busy, busy bee. Now, being home, you sunk into your couch and let out a lofty sigh. Despite constantly doing work and being busy, you were quite...bored. The hustle and bustle does cease for a brief moment in time, allowing you to catch your breath, but also allowing for the boredom to catch up to you, and remind you about the mundane reality of having to simply exist for a while. Getting up from the couch, you made your way to the kitchen, fiddling with the things on the counter. You stopped, eyes resting on a waffle maker your friend had gifted you, practically ages ago, and you’d never bothered to look at it. A simple appliance, always there in the corner of the counter, but you’d never touched it or given it much thought to it. Now, midnight in your apartment, the desire for a waffle became prevalent. You weren’t about to call one of your friends at midnight to come make waffles with you; as much as some of your friends were up until 2 or 3am, you wouldn’t bother them for something so trivial; having them make the trip here just for some waffles and maybe a drink or two at such an hour. Although, a fiendish boyfriend of yours would most definitely be up, and would certainly not pass up the opportunity to be a general nuisance and have waffles with you. Going back to the living room, you took your phone from the living room table, and texted Hisoka, to which he responded quite quickly. Of course, as suspected, he was elated to be invited over for waffles, and offered to bring whipped cream and other things to spice them up. You agreed, and waited for him to make his way over.

In truth, you had only been dating him for 3 months, and he had never managed to kiss you at all, much to the surprise of how much of a flirtatious affectionate person he is. Whenever he tried to, you’d duck or swat him away, somehow always to the strange delight of Hisoka. “Playing hard to get, y/n? Hmm I do love a good chase~” he would always say, or at least some variant of it, with a sly grin on his face. He was a silver-tongued devil, his tone always a purr and a glimmer of “up-to-no-good” always in his eyes.

Hearing your doorbell ring, you made your way to the door. Opening it, there he was, looking delightfully casual: a pink hoodie, with the classic black Adidas sweats, and some black sneakers. His hair was down, yet he still had his star and teardrop on his face, this time in black and pink. After looking him up and you made eye contact with him and he beamed, and let out a little chuckle. “Looking me over, I see. I do hope you like what you see~” he purred, as his own gaze studied your figure. Rolling your eyes, you stepped aside and motioned him inside. He waltzed right into your kitchen, and set down a bottle of whipped cream, sprinkles and marshmallows. Put his hands in his pockets, he turned to you, once again with that fiendish smile of his, saying “Let’s get started, yes? I’m excited~”.

You’d spent a few minutes making the batter and letting the waffle iron heat up, and you could tell Hisoka was practically bursting with anticipation. He was apparently unaware of personal space, seeing as he had come up behind you and wrapped his arms around your waist, placing his chin atop your head.

“Ever the helping hand, Hisoka”, you said with a sigh. He had essentially just watched you do all the dirty work of making the waffles.

He hummed happily, nuzzling you a little bit “But of course, y/n! Happy to help keep you company at such a late hour~” and he leaned down a little bit to peck at your cheek a couple times before placing his head back on yours.

Trying to move around with 200+ lbs of muscle was a little difficult, seeing as he was leaning on you like an old man with a cane.

“Get off me, big guy. Go sit, or be actually useful” you said, gently swatting at him.

He sighed, and surprisingly relented easily. Standing beside you, he leaned down so he could be eye-to-eye with you. His eyes, ever playful, sized you up again like earlier. “Where would you like me, dove~” in the most suggestive tone he could probably muster. Rolling your eyes (as you seem to do a lot with him) you handed him a spoon, replying “put batter in. Close and flip. Easy!”, cupping his face and placing the bowl of batter in front of him. Giving you a gentle smile, he proceeded to do just that.

After a few minutes, he’d made 4 waffles successfully, and was doing his best to clean up the mess that was there. Once he finished that, he began opening the cupboards, pulling out confectioners sugar and other toppings, setting them by the whipped cream he brought. “Y/n dear, could you get the ice cream… and maybe the whiskey from wherever you hide it~?” he asked sweetly. Not much you could do to deny someone who sounded so sweet, so you made your way over to your fridge, grabbed the ice cream, and retorted, “I’ll give you the ice cream, but you’re pushing it with the whiskey, hun.” He let out a giggle and continued pulling things out of your cupboards and inspecting them.

Grabbing the ice cream, you proceeded to place it on the island behind Hisoka, making an attempt to open it. Except… it refused to open. Seeing a bit of frost around the lid, connecting to the rest of the tub, you sighed in frustration. Somehow, rathering embarrassingly too, you were struggling to open a tub of ice cream. Whispering confused curses under your breath, you pried at the cover in vain, and grumbled some more. As if by grace, or probably by pity, Hisoka found himself behind you again, put his hands on the tub, but not before grazing his fingers over yours, and popping the cover off. You furrowed your brow but quickly dropped that expression, to admire the soft, sweet expression on Hisoka’s face. A gentle expression of… love, almost. His eyes most definitely confirmed it, as he gently smiled at you. Taking the container from your hands and pushing it further on the island, he gently turned you to face him. In a swift motion, he picked you up and set you on the island, so now you were properly eye-to-eye with him, and that your noses were practically touching. Your breath hitched as that same soft smile was now coupled with his hand fixing your hair. He gently closed the gap between you, with a soft, adoring kiss. Not a kiss with mischief, or lust, as his mannerisms usually had, but a proper, meaningful kiss. You felt an almost comforting energy course through you, making your face feel hot, and your head feel dizzy. Pulling away, your brow furrowed again, but a smile also formed on your face, and you gently licked your lips. “You...your lips taste like strawberries…” you stated, earning you a blush from the jester. He rummaged around in his pocket and pulled out a pink and red chapstick tube and he waved it with a smile. You laughed, and pulled him into another strawberry fueled kiss.

The two of you practically forgot about the waffles, the kisses were so, so much better~

#hisoka morow #hisoka #hisoka fluff #fluff #hisoka headcanons #hxh #hxh x y/n #hisoka x reader #hunter x hunter headcanon #hunter x hunter #hunter x hunter x reader

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blu-joons · 5 years

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DATING BTS HEADCANON A⇴ Z ⇴ Kim Taehyung

A ⇴ AFFECTION

Taehyung isn’t always the most affectionate, but he certainly loves to cuddle you. A smile is always on his face when he can have his arms wrapped around your waist, playfully messing around with you, rolling around on the bed with your giggles ringing out.

B ⇴ BEFORE DATING

Taehyung was in no rush, he wanted to get to know you properly as a friend before he asked you out. The more time he spent with you, the more he realised he couldn’t wipe the smile off his face. Whenever you weren’t around, he was gutted. The boys could see in him how much happier he was when he was around you, encouraging him to be honest about his feelings with you.

C ⇴ CONFESSION

Not wanting to rush, Taehyung waited for the perfect moment to tell you how he felt. He was an old romantic, he loved to make you feel special and important. As the two of you laid out on his bed watching a movie, he knew it was time. His head and his heart were telling him to confess, and when he did, he couldn’t have been happier. As you told him that you felt the same, he knew that you were the one for him.

D ⇴ DATES

Your dates together were incredibly special, Taehyung loved to arrange them and create special memories. He’d take you on long drives and explore the city with you, taking you to all his favourite spots. Once a week, on tour, he would reserve two hours so the two of you could have Skype dates together, just to be able to spend the time to catch up with one another and make sure each other was doing alright. Regardless, he would always reserve time for you, just to reignite the spark between you both.

E ⇴ EXPERIENCE

Everything he experienced with you was a first time: first kiss, first love, first sexual encounter, everything. He’d never found anyone that made him feel like you did, he didn’t want to put himself out for anyone, he wanted to hold out for “the one,” and he certainly felt like he’d found that with you. At times his inexperience made him feel flustered and embarrassed, but you were always on hand to reassure him, and remind you that being his “first” was a complete honour and something you were very proud to be a part of.

F ⇴ FIGHTING

With his stubbornness, arguments were a guarantee. He’d sit, and he’d pout, brushing aside everything you’d say, knowing, or thinking, that he was right. It would take time to look past an argument most times, the two of you would need your space in order to think things through and reflect on what it was that had caused the problem. In the end, you’d usually come around first, forcing him into conversation. Together, the two of you would talk about your problems, and eventually, sometimes, Taehyung would realise he’s not always right, even if he wanted to be, and apologise. No argument was ever worth losing you over.

G ⇴ GETTING TO KNOW HIS FAMILY

Knowing how close he was to his family; you were nervous to meet them all. His siblings were anxious to meet you too, but Taehyung knew that they’d love you, because they all have his best interests at heart. Instantly, you felt part of the family, as Taehyung continually assured you on your first meeting, and every other time you were with them.

H ⇴ HOME

As your relationship grew, Taehyung decided it was time to leave the dorm behind and move in with you. He loved the boys, but he loved you too, and knew that for his future he wanted to live with you. Yet, he didn’t let the two of you move in too far away from the dorms, and the maknaes would be around every day to see you both because they missed you both.

I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU”

You were the first to say, ‘I love you,’ when his confidence was low. He was feeling down, and needed reassurance from you, but he wasn’t prepared to hear you say those three little words. It was all he needed to pick himself back up and tell you straight away that he loved you too. He knew, straight away, but just like you were there for him, he wanted to be there for you too.

J ⇴ JEALOUSY

He tried to be subtle, but he would definitely get jealous, even sometimes just around the boys. His own confidence, or lack of, would often be a limitation. When he was jealous, he’d stare, you could feel his eyes focussing on you, refusing to look away from you. He’d follow you everywhere but remain quiet. Whenever he was jealous, you’d be there to assure him, as soon as you felt his eyes on you, you’d be by his side, reminding him that he was the one you wanted and that no one else would ever compare.

K ⇴ KIDS

Taehyung most definitely wanted to have a family with you, being close to his younger cousins, and seeing how they interacted with you, he knew that you were the one he wanted to mother his children. Coming from a fairly big family, he wanted a few kids, close in age, just like him and his siblings so that they could have a close bond. A future, and a family, with you was something he always looked forward to.

L ⇴ LAUGHTER

No one could make him laugh like you could, when his hand came up to cover his mouth and hide his chuckles. At times, he was serious, and yet just a funny face, or a little joke was enough to break him into laughter. In the lowest of moods, you could pick him up, hearing his loud laughter, smiling as he threw his head back in hysterics. He would always make you laugh too, half the time he wouldn’t even know what he was doing, but he’d manage to put the smile on your face, the two of you sharing plenty of inside jokes that no one else would ever find out about.

M ⇴ MISSING

He’d try and be strong, but on tour, he would miss everything. A couple of weeks would be fine, but anything over a month would take its toll on you. Without fail, everyday he’d leave you cute messages, and send you photos of himself so you could see for yourself that he was healthy. The two of you would write letters to each other, that you’d keep and treasure on his tours, feeling like he was with you. Distance was hard, he’d always worry and miss the feeling of your body in his arms, and your arms around his. The fans knew too, when he walked onto stage, with bloodshot eyes and messy hair that he was missing you too.

N ⇴ NICKNAMES

The two of you weren’t big on nicknames, they’d often leave the two of you cringing. His name was usually shortened to Tae, whilst you would be addressed as ‘jagi.’ Traditional, simple, yet incredibly meaningful, just how Taehyung had intended.

O ⇴ OBSESSION

He loved your arms, he felt so secure feeling your arms around his body or feeling your frame against his when he was trying to sleep at night. Your arms always reminded him you were there.

P ⇴ PDA

The most Taehyung would ever do in public was hold your hand. PDA made him embarrassed most of the time, he didn’t need to make a song and dance about your love. Instead, he’d be all over you in the privacy of your own home. He loved to talk about you in public, telling most people that he met about the amazing person who’d stolen his heart.

Q ⇴ QUESTIONS

He was very inquisitive about your life, he loved to ask you questions in the beginning to get to know everything about you. Now, he loved to ask questions because you’d always be able to help him out when he was in a sticky situation.

R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS

He’d often introduce people to you, telling them you were his ‘wife,’ The two of you weren’t married, but people often told the two of you that you acted like an old married couple. He knew in his heart that you were the one for him, it was only a matter of time for finding the perfect moment in both of your lives to make things official.

S ⇴ SEX

He doesn’t like to dominate, he much rather prefers to be passionate, and often lets you take control. To begin with, he felt incredibly conscious during sex, but slowly, you brought him out of his shell. His number one priority would always be to make you feel loved, whether that be with kisses, or sweet nothings, he just liked to make you feel good. Some nights, the two of you would much rather just cuddle on the sofa and watch a movie, he’d still remind you just how much he loved you no matter what the two of you were doing.

T ⇴ TEXTS

Without fail, he would text you at least once a day, even if it was just a little hello. When distance was between you, it was receiving your texts in the day that often kept him going, as you sent him messages of support and motivation.

U ⇴ UNIVERSE

Easily, you were his absolute world. Every day he woke up, and his first thought was you. You were the one for him, the only one he ever needed, no one he’d found before had come close, and no one ever would in the future either.

V ⇴ VACATION

The two of you would often go on little trips together, again, because Taehyung loved to explore with you. He’d send you the photos he took when he was on tour so that the two of you could pick your favourites and go back and revisit. Long vacations were hard to find, but when you did, he definitely made sure the two of you made the most of it.

W ⇴ WHINING

It was rare that Taehyung would whine, but if he did, it was usually because he wanted a cuddle or a kiss, just to make him feel better when he was down.

X ⇴ XXXXX

Kisses were often sneaky from Tae, he loved to spring a kiss on you whenever he could. They were often soft, and comforting, if you were upset, he’d kiss all your tears away, and if you were happy, they’d only add to the smile on your face. If he was trying to seduce you, he could be passionate. One of his favourite things was running his hands through your hair, and his kisses would tell you exactly what he wanted from you.

Y ⇴ YOU

You were his absolute rock; he wouldn’t be able to do the things he does without you.

Z ⇴ ZZZ

He loves to sleep with you by his side, it’s one of the things he struggles with when he’s away. If he’s super tired, he will often rest his head on your shoulder, but if he’s had a really long day, he loves to be the little spoon and cuddle into you.

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fuckedurbias · 4 years

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can you do the a-z analysis tag with mingyu

a = aftercare

he’s such bf material so wbk he’d be so wholesome and soft at this point. he’d give his partner soft kisses everywhere as they both come down from their highs before carrying his partner to the bathroom to help clean them up along with himself. after that he’d love to make them a snack/meal and then snuggle in bed :( he’d b so cute

b = body part

i feel like gyu’s fave body part on himself is his eyes, they can be really innocent and puppy-dog like, yet he can make his partner so weak with just a simple look or gaze and we all know how strong his gaze is, imagine it when he is horny whew. he also loves his hands, so big and pretty, able to hold so much of his partner at once. also including his fingers, able to make his partner whine and completely at his mercy with just few movements. on his partner, he would love their eyes as well, especially when they’re gazing up at him while he’s pummelling into them, so needy and begging him without any words.

c = cum

i can see gyu being a pretty intense, messy cummer but not in the sense of getting in everywhere, just that there is a lot of it. he would really enjoy cumming inside his partner, especially when afterwards it starts to seep/drip back out, that’d make him instantly hard again. even if his partner swallows it, it makes him feel accomplished. in terms of his partner’s cum, i feel he’d also love to lick it up after seeing them cum all over themselves (whether it be on their own stomachs or down their legs), he’d genuinely enjoy the taste and again, would make him feel accomplished.

d = dirty secret

he loves oral more than actual sex, his partner blowing him would be more than enough for him and he wishes it could happen all the time. also giving oral to his partner would drive him insane in the best, making them such a mess with just his mouth would send him into overdrive.

e = experience

i feel like this boy’s definitely experienced. i mean look at him, such a heartthrob that so many people want, he’s definitely done quite a bit. he would definitely know enough, maybe even just more than enough.

f = favourite position

i feel like he’s pretty basic,, his favourite position would either be missionary, but like with a little variation, like his partner’s legs over their own head or around his shoulders.

g = goofy

i feel like he’d be more on the serious but not too serious, also depending on his mood. he could have days where he’s feeling more playful and could be a bit giggly and make a few comments during the sexy times which would both him and his partner laugh.

h = hair

i don’t see him being completely shaved, but rather just neatly trimmed. i also don’t think he’d be phased about his how partner’s hair looks either.

i = intimacy

oh gyu is 100% a sucker for making the moment more romantic and being more romantic during sex. and he’d definitely love to be close to you during the moments, always giving you soft kisses and saying sweet things. he’d be so sad that he didn’t always have the time to make it sweet for you, but when he had the time he’d 100% try and make it as romantic & meaningful as he could, with all the cliches like rose petals, flowers, candles and maybe some music too.

j = jack off

if gyu was feeling really badly horny and wasn’t able to be with his partner or even couldn’t wait he’d 100% jack off. and would even ask his partner to send a picture/video of themselves if they were able to,,, tbh he’d probably have a ‘my eyes only’ folder where he’d have past pics/videos saved for times like this.

k= kink

tbh i see mingyu being pretty vanilla sadly, he wouldn’t have a lot of kinks, or at least not a lot he really enjoys. but one i can see him loving is pet play, whether he is playing the owner or pet, he really loves it. i think he’d really like roleplaying in general, because as we all know,,, boy can act.

l = location

i think nothing would please mingyu more than doing it the privacy of his and his partner’s own homes (whether his or theirs) where they can do anything they want, be as loud as they want, go as long as they want to, whatever. if he was feeling really needy though, or just a little more risky,, he wouldn’t mind doing it in his dorms if they were already there prior,,, rip to the other boys.

m = motivation

i feel if his partner was being really playful or really cute something would just set him off, he wouldn’t know how or where it comes from that’d really get him going and the horniness would slowly but surely build up.

n = NO

as i said before, i sadly think he is pretty vanilla :( so there is quite a bit he wouldn’t do, he would try a few things but he would already have judgement about a few things and be quite adamant against even trying things he knows he won’t like. not that it’s a bad thing, he just already knows himself well enough to know what he won’t and won’t like. however, if his partner really wanted to do something or try something, he’d bend.

o = oral

as i said before,,, definitely fucking LOVES oral. more than the actual act of sex. he loves giving and receiving pretty equally, but loves receiving just that little bit more but he keeps that to himself hehe, but his partner would definitely know this.

p = pace

definitely in the middle, but more on the slow and sensual side. he just loves to fuck deep and hard without going too rough, being more passionate and close with his partner at the time. he’d have his more rough days though where he does go harder and faster, mostly if he hasn’t been able to be with his partner in a while or hasn’t got any in a while.

q = quickie

he wouldn’t really like quickies, not completely against them if him or his partner really need it but definitely not at all a common/often occurrence. once in a blue moon for him.

r = risk

again, pretty vanilla so not really up for taking risks in terms of kinks. in terms of experimenting with different partners,,, if he wasn’t in a relationship 100%, or even then, if his partner was okay with bringing in someone else or just experimenting together, he’d be totally okay with that and would love it tbh.

s = stamina

i feel like he can last quite a while, like his partner would’ve already came once or twice by the time he does. i think he could go a couple rounds if he really needed to before burning out, but its usually only the one round most of the time.

t = toy

not really any toys, i feel if his partner was the one that owned them or bought them, he’d totally be up for using them on his partner and experimenting with them. otherwise he probably wouldn’t really think of it.

u = unfair

he tries his best to tease but i feel like he’d give up quickly because he’d just want it so bad. if his partner teased though, he’d make them work harder for him to actually give in and give them what they want.

v = volume

not very loud at all tbh, he’d let out more groans/grunts than anything, with the occasional whine/whimper. very hot,,,,,

w = wild card

most people think he’s a dom but,,,, i see him as more of a switch,,,, he’d definitely love to be your puppy sometimes and have to beg to be able to cum,,,,,

x = x-ray

he’s quite well hung. above average, not by a long shot but just over.

y = yearning

i feel like his sex drive is pretty high, not overly so but its more internalised. doesn’t really show it but thinks about pummelling into someone quite often, that is if he doesn’t already have someone to do that to.

z = zzz

depending on the time of day he may or may not conk out afterwards. if it later in the day he could definitely nap or sleep afterwards, otherwise he will just let his partner nap/relax afterwards for a little bit while he goes and does chores or cooks for them.

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glenngaylord · 4 years

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OUTFEST 2020 FILM REVIEW: BOYS SHORTS 3 1/2 Stars (Average Score)

For many years, most LGBTQ+ festivals reserved their best short films for the Boys and Girls Shorts programs. Usually deemed the sexiest, funniest, or most cinematic of the bunch, they typically play to sold out audiences. Fortunately, shorts submissions have diversified and have showcased such incredible talent that festivals like Outfest offer a whole host of solid programs to enjoy.

Still, there’s nothing like packing into the Directors Guild of America’s main theatre on a Saturday morning to collectively enjoy some carefully vetted films. Unfortunately, this year, it’s just me and my admittedly cute-as-hell doggy sitting in my living room. No gaggles of gays to ogle. No over-the-top hugs, air kisses, or overhearing the constant refrain of, “What are you working on?” My sliding A/C unit makes a valiant but futile effort to cool us down as this endless Los Angeles heatwave threatens to kill our buzz. Outfest may feel a little less communal this year, but the quality of the filmmaking remains high. I also applaud the programmers and filmmakers for helping to redefine and expand what has made this particular program so meaningful and enjoyable time and time again. Here are my quick tales on the Boys Shorts program:

QUERY (Dir: Sophie Kargman - USA- 7 mins) 3 Stars

Two straight identifying lifelong best friends, Jay and Alex, played by Justice Smith and Graham Graham Patrick Martin respectively, spend a day challenging heteronormative concepts until Jay makes the suggestion that they kiss. What starts out as a bromantic, mumblecore trifle turns fascinating in its final moments, helped tremendously by some beautifully wordless acting by our two leads. I can’t say I loved the tired idea that one of the guys justifies the kissing by saying he’s wasted, but it’s handled in a fairly dignified way missing from so many gross-out comedies from the past. Shot and framed with a nice sense of classical style, the film, a mere 7 minutes, doesn’t outstay its welcome and leaves you with a provocative final line. Extra points for Armie Hammer’s blink-and-you’ll-miss-it jog-on role.

S.A.M (Dir: Eyre and Ely - United Kingdom - 16 mins) 4 Stars

Two outcast Manchester teens (Sam Retford and George Webster) meet on a swing set and discover they’re both named Sam. One appears to have a learning disability and the other smokes and seems to have an angry, rebellious streak. Over the course of several weeks at the playground , their friendship deepens, slyly revealing their attraction to each other. Both actors do a wonderful job dispelling common misconceptions of their challenges as they drink, swear brazenly at others, and develop a real bond. Its handling of sexuality couldn’t be more lovely and instructive. You wish more people would react to coming out the way we’re shown here. Although shot entirely at the swing set, this film covers a lot of ground as we witness the beginnings of a ride-or-die friendship. I hope the directing team of Eyre and Ely develop this into a feature. I could watch Sam and Sam all day.

KIND OF (Dir: Noel Schamus - USA - 9 mins) 3 Stars

With friends imminently arriving for brunch, a trans masculine couple hash out their differences over their recently established open relationship. Garcia (Tales Of The City) arrives home after a night out with a cis man to find Avi Roque preparing the meal. Noel Schamus and co-writer Arno Mokros mine the tension between the two expertly, allowing us to see the genial but uncomfortable hugs and the passive-aggressive dialogue. Things take an astonishing turn when they get brutally honest with each other, revealing a frank discussion many people have not had the opportunity to hear before. The filmmaking itself may feel functional at best, but its honesty manages to stun.

SEE YOU SOON (Dir: Tyler Rabinowitz - USA - 16 mins) 4 1/2 Stars

This gorgeously directed and acted film by Tyler Rabinowitz has a simple premise, aligned most closely with Boys Shorts of years past. Vincent (James Cusati-Moyer) and Anthony (Jonny Beauchamp) live in Los Angeles and Manhattan respectively, yet have met online, FaceTiming in anticipation of Vincent’s upcoming weekend trip east. Both actors have that glow and eagerness between them which gets awkwardly dispelled when they first meet in person. Still, they slowly gravitate towards each other as they traverse the city. Anyone who has ever been in a long distance relationship will recognize the hesitation, the fumbling, and the painful moment when they realize they’re rushing into things. With beautiful cinematography by Oren Soffer and a gentle, believable chemistry between the two leads, I felt immersed in their struggle to figure out their path. We may have seen this before with the seminal feature, Weekend, but it doesn’t take away from how well done it is here. Also, Cusati-Moyer is a star in the making with his expressive face and ability to break your heart.

LAST SUMMER WITH UNCLE IRA (Dir: Gary Jaffe, Katie Ennis - USA - 13 mins) 3 Stars

As Daniel (Igby Rigney, a potentially closeted teen, packs his bags for summer camp, his beloved gay uncle Ira (Wayne Wilcox), faces his pending death from AIDS complications. Daniel’s mother (Tony winner Stephanie J. Block) relieves her son of his duties so that he can go outside and have what will likely be one final chat with Ira. Set in the early 90s, the bulk of the short comprises of their conversation, with Ira trying to gently coax Daniel to come out, but the young man resists. While heartfelt and well-performed by all three, the production suffers from a somewhat maudlin tone and style. It harkens back to such films as An Early Frost, yet adds something fresh with the dynamic between the two leads. Although I can’t say I was wowed by it, the final moments did make me cry with its lovely expression of intimacy. Any film which can awaken my cold dead heart is worth something!

WHO CAN PREDICT WHAT WILL MOVE YOU? (Dir: Livia Huang - USA - 9 mins) 2 1/2 Stars

On the surface, this very aptly titled short appears to be about nothing as we watch two young Asian American gay men share a final night together on a basketball court and then in an apartment. With limited dialogue and scenes consisting of dribbling a ball, hugging, and staring into each others’ eyes as their hands intertwine, the film leans more toward the experimental side of things. Despite a nearly non-existent story, what Huang and her actors excel at is creating and sustaining a mood, a feeling. It’s simple and yet somehow conveys a sense of intimacy. I won’t remember having seen it tomorrow, but it sure did make me want to lie on the floor with someone.

THE CYPHER (Dir: Leia Solomon - USA - 15 mins) 4 1/2 Stars

Khalil (Nigel Cox), a closeted young Philadelphia man, may just win an upcoming rap battle, but when word gets out he has a boyfriend (Juan Gil), his plans may go up in smoke. Think 8 Mile meets Moonlight in this colorful, vibrant, story of a guy who learns what summoning courage and using it to hone his creative talents really means. With nonstop energy and a wonderful supporting turn by Kerrice Brooks as his sister Kiki, who unintentionally outs him, The Cypher hits all the right notes. Although still laden with homophobia, out artists such as Lil Nas X and Frank Ocean have made inroads in hip hop and rap culture. In this spirit, this sexy, thrilling short brings power, strength and fearlessness to queer black voices staking their claim to a previously forbidding genre. Nigel Cox, a relative newcomer, deserves attention for his loud and proud performance.

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Soft Alphabet - Finn Cole

a/n: so, i haven’t watched anything with finn in it, nor am i fan or whatnot, i just find him so damn adorable that i had to write about him. this may not be accurate, but who cares :) also i wanna write more for him, so if you have any ideas, send them my way!

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A - Affection (how do they show affection)

since the majority of your relationship within the first year is spent away from each other, he sends you things all the time, and texts you whenever he can. he texts you in the morning before shooting, during shooting when he gets a break, and before he goes to sleep, even if you aren’t awake because of the time difference; he also leaves voicemails just so you can hear his voice; he calls you and facetimes you as well. occasionally, you get bouquets of flowers with notes from finn saying he loves you, including a countdown of how many days are left until he’s back. he also sends stuffed teddy bears either with the flowers or separately. you are constantly getting gifts from him and you love it.

B - Balance (how do they balance you, work/school/life?)

he lives a pretty balanced life with you. he spends an equal amount of time with just his family, with just you, and with both together. he introduces you to his family after a couple months of dating, and he’s glad that you fit in so well with his brothers. with filming, if it’s out of the country, he tries to bring you along when he can. but if you’re not able to get off work or school, or whatever is holding you back, he has no choice but to be away from you. he makes up for it with nightly facetimes and texts throughout the day.

C - Cuddles (do they enjoy cuddling? what positions?)

he’s pretty simple. cuddles with you by his side, curled up, are enough for him. he loves holding you in his arms and resting his head on yours, but still being able to tilt your chin up and kiss you sweetly when he wants to. after a long day, cuddles are the one thing he looks forward to. he’ll plop down on the couch or bed after taking a shower and pulls you into his arms. he kicks his feet up on the table and closes his eyes, enjoying the closeness of you after being away all day. on the off chance that he’s feeling awful, or wants more love and affection, you’ll switch positions and cuddle him close to you and rub his back, kissing his forehead and playing with his hair.

D - Date (what was your first date?)

your first date is mini golfing and bowling. finn didn’t want to do something as traditional as dinner and a movie, so he planned an afternoon of bowling and an evening of mini golf outside in the cool summer air. he thought it would be cheesy, including him having to help you bowl or putt like all the movies in hollywood show, but you surprise him by being so good, you beat him in both games. he loves the smile and excited look on your face when you realize that you won, even if you don’t care about competition. towards the end of the night, as you’re enjoying snow cones and sitting on a bench, he offers you his jacket because it was starting to get cold. he was so super sweet and at the end of the night, sealed it with a soft yet meaningful kiss. you asked if he wanted his jacket back, and he brushed it off, saying that you could return it on your next date.

E - Excited (how excited do they get when they see you/are with you?)

i feel like he gets a bit shy when he sees you, if that makes sense. like yeah, he’s happy to see you, but he gets all blushy and hides his face in your neck when he hugs you to hide the fact that he’s happy. he doesn’t want you, or anyone else, to know how soft you make him and how whipped and smitten he actually doesn’t care that you know, but you always tease him about it, making him blush even deeper.

F - Fighting (what happens when you fight)

fights usually happen when either one of you is stressed out. you will get home from a rough day of work or school and everything would be pissing you off. finn would do something as small as leave a pile of clothes on the floor in your room or the bathroom, and you would explode. same goes for him. if he’s had a long day of filming and you pester him when he gets home, he blows up, going on about how you’re always nagging him and not giving him space. most fights are ridiculous and unnecessary.

G - Gorgeous (pet names. what do they like to call you? what do they like to be called?)

‘love’ is the main one he uses. he is british after all, so most times he says it unintentionally. but his voice makes it so much better. he uses ‘darling’ in more romantic times, and ‘baby’ in more playful times. even though it’s not his name, you enjoy calling him finnegan. when you first started dating, you genuinely thought that was his real name, and when he told you it wasn’t, it stuck as a joke.

H - Hi (first time meeting)

you first meet at an event after an awards show. he was there with the peaky blinders cast and you were there with your father, who was a part of the production crew for the show. you stood off to the side, sipping on your cup of water to calm yourself from the mass amounts of people. you weren’t used to the crowd yet, so it was a bit overwhelming. just then, finn came up to you with a small smile on his face, introducing himself and striking up a conversation. he ended up staying by your side for the rest of the night to keep you company, and asked you out on a date by the end of the party.

I - Intimacy (how romantic they are)

finn is SUPER ROMANTIC. he treats you to dinners at nice restaurants all the time, despite mentioning that you’re more than okay with staying home for dinner. but he loves treating you and making you feel special. if he’s not able to get reservations for your favorite restaurant, he’ll order another favorite food of yours and does the dining room table up all nice, with flowers, wine, candles, and soft, classical music. he makes sure you get the dining experience of a fancy restaurant in the comfort of your own home, and you love it so much more than going out because you two are alone.

J - Jealousy (do they get jealous? how do they react to you being jealous)

he gets jealous way too easily. he can get really insecure at times, so when he sees you chatting with someone else, whether he knows them or not, he can’t help but feel a rush of jealousy run through him. he stalks behind you, trying to not make it obvious. but when you get to him, he admits that he’s jealous, after you tease him for a bit. you always assure him that you love him and won’t leave him for someone else. when you get jealous, he blames it on himself. he thinks that he doesn’t show you that he loves and cares for you so much that he doesn’t want to even think about any other girl. he then makes it his mission to treat you to a weekend trip somewhere of your choice and show you that he’s yours.

K - Kisses (where do they like to kiss you/how often?)

he loves kissing you whenever he can. even if you’re in public, he is always kissing you. sure, he’s not huge on pda and he doesn’t exactly NEED everyone to know that he’s in a relationship, he just loves kissing you. he saves the more intimate kisses for at home, so in public, he’ll stick to kissing your forehead, temple, cheek, and hand. but when you’re alone, you bet your ass he loves to just full on make you with you wherever and whenever. in bed, on the couch, in the kitchen, even in the shower.

L - Love (when was the first time they said i love you or realized it?)

finn realizes he loves you after he tells you that he got a role in another country. you had only been together for three months before he had to jet off to america to film a new movie that he got a role for. he didn’t know how to break it to you that he would be gone for four months. but he told you right away, and the way you handled it made him feel so strongly for you. he knows being with him isn’t easy with his schedule, but he is so grateful that you understand that he can’t control where the filming location is. you let him know that you’ll stay with him if he wants. he kisses you deeply and admits that he loves you and he wants to try long distance. you both know it’s going to be tough, but you’re willing to try.

M - Moving in (when do you decide to move in together)

the conversation is never brought up on if you would officially move in, you just did. he mentioned one night that he needed someone to watch his dog while he was away shooting for the new season of animal kingdom, and you said you would. so, for the time that he was gone, you stayed at his place so his dog had company. but once he returned, you kind of just stayed, and finn was more than okay with it.

N - Newborn (their reaction to starting a family)

finn’s more than ready to start a family with you when the time comes. you happen to fall pregnant accidentally, but he assures you that it won’t mess anything up and he’ll be there for you the entire time. during your pregnancy, he loves touching your bump and gets so excited when you start showing. he talks to it every night and almost always falls asleep with his hand on your stomach. he’s the sweetest, rubbing your feet towards the end, massaging your back and running baths for you. he hates seeing you in pain but he can’t wait until your baby is here because it will all be worth it.

O - Open (how open you are with one another)

you’re pretty shy when you first meet, so it definitely takes you some time to open up to finn. you still try to keep things from him, out of not wanting to be judged, but the sound of his voice, telling you that you can trust him, makes you break. from that moment on, you tell him everything and love that he is always there to listen and help you through whatever it is you’re going through. he’s so supportive and caring.

P - Photos (what kind of photos you take of them/they take of you)

i feel like he takes aesthetic, candid photos of you whenever. if you go on a hike, he’s sure to photograph you walking in front of him, looking up at the trees or view, he’ll take pictures of you driving, or walking his dog. you love taking pictures of him at events because he looks so happy and thriving. you also like picturing him at home on his off days, relaxing and cuddling with his dog. he always looks adorable, his hair messy and dressed in lazy clothing.

Q - Quirks (what random habits do you have that they love or hate/vice versa)

it’s not really a quirk, but he smokes, which is a bad habit. he knows you hate it and you know he does it because of peaky blinders and here are the young men and other films, but you dislike it so much. he knows that and tries to stop, or at least not do it around you. he eventually stops, thanks to help from you and others. for you, he hates that you pick at your fingers. it’s a nervous habit you don’t even realize you’re doing until he noticed and grabs them, pressing kisses to your raw skin and running them under cool water. he makes a new habit of doing this to help you stop.

R - Recovery (how you help them after an injury/vice versa)

when he sustains an injury while on set, a fractured ankle, you take care of him the entire time. you get him whatever he needs, icing his cast, helping him shower since he can’t get his foot wet. it’s a struggle, but he is so thankful for you and continues to tell you that. you are there for him when he gets the cast put on, helping him walk with crutches, to getting the cast off, and being there for him through physical therapy. it’s a stressful and painful time, but he’s glad to have you by his side.

S - Solution (how they resolve fights)

finn refuses to go to sleep angry. so, fights are usually resolved by the end of the night. sometimes the fight is completely resolved and you forgive one another after talking things out, or you put the fight on pause for the rest of the night to continue it the following day. this rarely happens, it only occurs when the fight is about something long-term, like a job he’s offered that requires him moving away. smaller fights, like when you or him come home in a bad mood, are done and finished with before you go to sleep.

T- Touch (when they need/want your touch, what will they do? how often?)

he needs your touch when he’s nervous. you attend multiple events with him and even though he’s used to it, he still gets really overwhelmed. but whenever you’re by his side, you are holding his hand tightly, rubbing your thumb over the back of it to keep him calm. you also run your hand up and down his back, sometimes under his suit jacket when no one’s behind you, knowing he loves the way your nails rake against his shirt. he always seems so relaxed when you’re close to him, holding his hand and making sure that he’s alright.

U - Up ( waking up with them)

finn is always waking up early on filming days, so most of the time, you don’t get to see him until he gets home. but on his off days, he sleeps in for as long as he needs, which means you wake up before him. but, you stay in bed and admire him, taking this chance since you never get to. your eyes roam over his calm features, the sun making him even more angelic. your fingers trace his jawline, feeling the small amount of stubble rising from his skin. he surprisingly stays asleep, so you take it further and kiss his cheeks. this, unfortunately, does wake him, but he’s more than okay with it because it’s you, and he loves you.

V - Vacation (where they travel with you)

you two take trips to la from time to time, mainly because he works there as well as london, but to also get away from life at home and have little to no responsibilities for the time being. if it’s possible, he invites you to travel with him to wherever he’s shooting, just so you’re not away from each other anymore. if he has a break between shoots, he will whisk you away for small stay-cations in the city, or another city in england that’s not too far away.

W - Wedding (how they propose/where you get married/honeymoon)

he proposes on the beach, in a private spot at sunset. he has his friend photograph you two from behind a rock while you enjoy a picnic. he made sandwiches and cut up watermelon, pineapple, strawberries, and grapes for afterwards. once you finish eating, he grabs your hands and tries to get his speech out, but he stutters and begins tearing up. you’re confused as he pulls you to stand up, still holding your hands, and kneels down before you, now full on crying. he begins saying how important you are to him and how much he loves you before pulling out the box with the ring and asking you to marry him. the pictures turn out beautiful and you can’t stop crying out of happiness. to keep the theme of the beach, you end up getting married on that same beach, but in a different location with more space. it’s a small ceremony with a big reception, with all of your friends and family attending the former, and a bunch of others attending the latter; people who you know but don’t consider close enough to invite to the actual wedding.

X - X-factor (what about you captivated them?)

your personality. the fact that you can be shy and reserved around strangers but then become more open and extroverted once you feel comfortable around them amazes him. he appreciates that you build up this wall before you let others in, just to make sure you can trust them. you did it with him and he was taken by watching you slowly come out of your shell and show your true personality. he likes that he gets to see a side of you that others don’t.

Y - Yawning (how they act when they’re tired)

he likes his space when he’s tired. he can get nippy and easily aggravated when he’s tired, so you know not to talk to him much. you’ll ask if he wants to watch a movie or cuddle, but he gives short answers. you understand that he’s not up to talk so you stay quiet. once you’re in bed and ready to go to sleep, he’s clingy and cuddly and giving you kisses, apologizing for his actions earlier, beginning to explain himself. you stop him before he can put himself down, understanding that he needs space and time to relax after a hectic day. he smiles and thanks you before falling right asleep.

Z - Zzzz (how you fall asleep together)

falling asleep with finn can vary. you’ll either fall asleep together, cuddled up in each other’s arms, talking until one of you falls asleep. or, he ends up passing out before you because he’s so exhausted. during the times when he’s filming something, it’s usually the latter one that happens a lot. you don’t blame him, though, and you don’t mind as long as he eats dinner before (if it’s in the evening) and gives you a kiss goodnight. when you’re ready, you’ll crawl into bed and finn will subconsciously wrap his arms around you, even if he’s fast asleep.

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siren-queen-imagines · 5 years

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Fluff Alphabet: Cesaro

A fluff alphabet of the Swiss Superman that I wrote for the lovely @helluvawriter from my last writing blog. Hope you all enjoy!!

Masterlist

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A = Attractive (What do they find attractive about the other?): Cesaro has this romantic poetic side to him that he tends to show around you and only you these days. There are two things he’s found attractive about you: your eyes and your smile. He sees the eyes as the window to your soul and true feelings. He could get lost in them. And your smile...god your smile. So bright and happy whenever you smile at him. It never fails to make him smile back at you.

As far as you go, the list can go on and on about what you find attractive in Cesaro. But if you had to pick just one? It would definitely have to be his smile. He’s been a little insecure at times lately since he’s been wearing braces. During those times, you always make sure to find little ways to remind him that he still has a great smile.

B = Baby (Do they want a family? Why/Why not?): Cesaro definitely wants a family but it’s not something he’ll rush into. He knows and understands the responsibilities of having children and doesn’t want to share you until he’s ready. He’ll want to enjoy your time together first. Cesaro wants a family because he likes the idea of raising children with the one he loves with all of his heart. Having mini-yous and hims to carry on your legacies. He looks forward to the day you two decide to start a family.

C = Cuddle (How do they cuddle?): Your man loves to cuddle and will sneak it in at every chance he gets. Majority of the time, he loves to wrap his arms around you with your head resting on his chest. He knows how safe and loved it makes you feel. And every now and then, he’ll love when you’re laying down and you offer a cuddle the same way he holds you. He loves resting his head on your chest and listening to your heartbeat.

D = Dates (What are dates with them like?): Dates with Cesaro are thoughtful and romantic. He loves getting dressed up with you and taking you to nice restaurants but he also tends to think of a reason why he chose that restaurant, such as it’s a new place you’ve always wanted to try or you wanted to go back because of a previous memory you two shared. One time, he took you to this lovely restaurant when he took you to visit him home town. After that, you two ended up on a walk where he showed you some of his favorite places to go before you two found a pool. You two decided to go for a swim. It was something so simple but yet so romantic.

E = Everything (You are my ____ (e.g. my life, my world…)): “I love you, mein engel…” Cesaro will say every chance he gets. It took him a while before he finally told you that he calls you his angel in his native Swiss German. He knew you’d rather hear the translation from him than the internet. After he told you what he’s calling you, he’ll say it in English once in a while.

F = Feelings (When did they know they were in love?): It was one of the simplest of moments when he knew he was in love with you. You were busy reading a book, completely caught up in the story, when you gasped at a certain part. Cesaro was on his phone and looked up when you gasped. He smiled lightly at how captivated you were that it got a reaction out of you. That’s when he realized that he was in love with you.

G = Gentle (Are they gentle? If so, how?): Cesaro is very gentle. He knows there can be a rough side to him considering what he does for a living but he makes sure that you know he cares so much about you. He tells you in the gentle kisses and the way he touches you.

H = Hands (How do they like to hold hands?): He likes to hold hands with your fingers laced together. He’ll look to hold your hand while the two of you are watching TV in bed or just walking around. With your fingers entwined together sometimes his thumb with trace up and down yours.

I = Impression (What was their first impression?): In the beginning, Cesaro thought you were beautiful, kind and humble. The more time he got to spend with you he saw you as funny and even awkward but he loved that about you.

J = Jealousy (Do they get jealous?): He isn’t a very jealous person. Mostly because he knew that not only were you all about him, but that if anyone tried anything he knew you’d make sure it would be known that you were taken. But there will be rare moments where jealousy rears its ugly head. And it’s not because he doesn’t trust you but because he doesn’t trust whoever is trying to hit on you.

K = Kiss (How do they kiss? Who initiated the first kiss?): Cesaro is a slow, passionate kisser. It’s the romantic in him and he loves to savor the feel on your lips on his. It was actually you who initiated the first kiss. He was so caught up in his head about when he should kiss you that it had been a few dates before you just couldn’t take it anymore.

L = Love (Who says ‘I love you’ first?): You were the first to say I love you. Cesaro is a man who takes his time to think things through and he wanted to be sure before he said it. He didn’t want to say it unless he meant it because it would only hurt you in the end. When you said it, he was surprised but he was flattered by it. He had to stop you when you started ranting about how he didn’t have to say it back. He told you that he’s happy that you felt comfortable enough to tell him and that he wasn’t so sure he was ready to say it yet. He had been hurt in the past and he wanted to take his time which seemed to be longer than most people. He wanted you to be open with how you felt so if you ever wanted to say it again, he wouldn’t mind it. He also made sure that you knew that he would say it to you...he knew it he just needed to work through some past feelings.

M = Memory (What’s their favourite memory together?): His favorite memory of the two of you was your first getaway together. Normally most couples go to the beach or somewhere warm but he took you to a snowy cabin in the woods. He wanted to have you all to himself and use the excuse to cuddle you for warmth. But the thing that came to mind the most was when the two of you were sitting in front of a fire, covered in a blanket when the power went out. You two spent the outage using the fire as a source of light and played some board games that were left behind.

N = Nickel (Do they spoil? Do they buy the person they love everything?): He wants to but you won’t let him spoil you. He’ll pick his battles and sometimes buy it behind your back to surprise you with later. But if you mention you want something, he’ll play it cool but buy it for you anyway, depending on what and when you need it. If you need it for work, for example, he’ll buy it immediately. Other times are for gifts for your birthday or Christmas. You always find yourself surprised by this but thankful. You make sure to return the surprise at a later time in a similar way.

O = Orange (What color reminds them of their other half?): It’s two: black and grey. It’s colors that he sees everywhere but he associates them with you. He thinks of you because it reminds him of when you borrow his shirts (which also happen to be his merch) and wear them around.

P = Pet names (What pet names do they use?): Cesaro likes to call you darling, babe and beautiful. He knows they’re simple and maybe even cliche but it just comes out of his mouth. It’s what he calls you when he’s not referring to you as “mein engel”.

Q = Quaint (What is their favorite non-modern thing?): He is a big fan of the James Bond franchise and he still owns a VCR. While he has the films on DVD and Blu-Ray as well, nothing beats having to watch his favorite movies on VHS.

R = Rainy Day (What do they like to do on a rainy day?): Cesaro will take this as an opportunity to keep you in bed and be lazy all day. He’ll even be willing to get up and either make or go get some coffee for you two. He loves his coffee…

S = Sad (How do they cheer themselves/others up?): Cesaro is an animal lover so when he’s feeling down, he’ll google pictures of puppies, kittens and other cute animals. If he knows you’re feeling down he’ll send you those pictures. If he can’t cheer himself up, he’ll always call you and see if you could come over. Majority of the time, you’re available and you come over and make his favorite meal. If you need cheering up, he’ll bring you over some junk food and cook for you.

T = Talking (What do they like to talk about?): He likes to talk about everything and anything with you. You guys will talk about movies, TV, your future, travel plans. It can get pretty random too. One minute you two are driving to the next arena and the next you guys are debating over who was the best villain in the James Bond series.

U = Unencumbered (What helps them relax?): When you aren’t with him, Cesaro likes to cook. It helps him to clear his mind and just focus on the task in front of him. If you are with him, he’ll ask for you to rub his shoulders or gently scratch his head as he lays in you lap or on your chest.

V = Vaunt (What do they like to show off? What are they proud of?): One of the main things he’s proud to show off is you. You’re so amazing and wonderful that he can’t help but show you off to the world. He prides himself on holding high personal values so he makes sure to present himself as a professional in both his personal and work lives.

W = Wedding (When, how, where do they propose?): Cesaro is a romantic so he makes sure to take you somewhere special. He chooses to take you somewhere meaningful to your relationship like one of your hometowns or somewhere you both enjoyed. He tries to play coy so that you won’t suspect him so he’ll be sure to take you out in similar ways of previous dates. He’ll be sure to end the night somewhere you have a beautiful view before he gets down on one knee and asks you the big question.

X = Xylophone (What’s their song?): It’s weird. Whenever you hear ‘Suit and Tie’ by Justin Timberlake, it makes you think of your Swiss Superman. Cesaro is a well dressed man and you can’t help but think of him. Love song, for Cesaro, it’s ‘Vision of Love’ by Mariah Carey. Your Spotify was shuffling as he was driving once while you were sleeping and he listened to the lyrics. He thinks of you and your relationship when he heard it.

Y = Yes (Do they ever think of getting married/proposing?): Oh definitely. Cesaro thinks of getting married but he wants to take his time. He’s not gonna rush into it because he knows he doesn’t need papers to say he’ll spend the rest of his life with you. He’ll get them on you eventually but he’s gonna enjoy everything and every moment he has with you.

Z = Zebra (If they wanted a pet, what would they get?): Animal lover to the core, choosing one pet would be hard. But if he had to choose, he would start with a dog. He has no preference as to the breed because he knows it’s gonna be the best doggo.

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