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old-lorarri · 3 months

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꒰꒰ ‧₊˚𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐈𝐓 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐖𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐆 ─ 𝐂𝐋𝟏𝟔 ˚₊· ꒱꒱

─ summary . . . ❨ in which a series of texts shows the time line of a 5 year long relationship and how somewhere along the line it all went wrong ❩ ─ pairing . . . ❨ charles leclerc x fem! ex gf! reader ❩ ─ genre . . . ❨ social media file ❩ ─ author note . . . . ❨ this is a bit more angsty than I'm use to tbh so I hope you guys like it also before you ask they may be a part 2 if you guys can give me enough motivation / ideas to write on so anyway enjoy! ❩

❨ taglist | masterlist ❩

31th march, 2018

CHARLIE BABY ❤️

hey it's charles 👋

I really enjoyed haning out with you tonight 😊

Y/N ��

hey charles 👋

yeah me too 🥹

hope we can do it again soon 🫡

CHARLIE BABY ❤️

actually that's what I wanted to talk about...

would you maybe consider coming to the monaco grand prix

and then maybe after I could take you on a date

as more than just friends?

If you don't want to then that's fine

sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable

Y/N 💋

don't be silly charles 😭

I would love to come to the race

and go on a date with you

CHARLIE BABY ❤️

thank you so much

I promis you won't regret this

Y/N 💋

charles don't worry

I know I'm not gonna regret this 😌

10th june, 2019

CHARLIE BABY ❤️

hi mon amore

happy 1 year aniversy ❤️

sorry I had to leave early this morning

but to make up for it I tried to cook breakfast

failed 😞

and then orderd you fav pastries you like with your coffee 😌

your gifts are in your walk in closest 😉

Y/N 💋

omg charles

you got me the dress 🥹

CHARLIE BABY ❤️

ofc baby I know how much you wanted it

and what kind of boyfriend would I be if I couldn't get my amazing beautiful stunning girlfriend everything she wanted and more

but that's not all

I also got us a reservation at that new restaurant you have been eyeing for the last week

so have your sexy ass ready by 8 and I'll be waiting to pick you up 😉

Y/N 💋

god I love you so much ❤️

CHARLIE BABY ❤️

I love you too baby ❤️

15th august, 2020

CHARLIE BABY ❤️

happy birthday my special girl!

still can't belive you are mine

remind me to send some flowers to your mother for carrying you for 9 months

Y/N 💋

WOW

you really want my parents to like you huh?

CHARLIE BABY ❤️

is it that obvious?

Y/N 💋

charles baby if I've noticed it

they have defiently noticed it

CHARLIE BABY ❤️

It's just if I wanna marry you someday I have to have your parents blessings

Y/N 💋

baby

ofc they like you (and if they don't I will force them to like you cuz I cannot imagine a day without you in my life)

I love you ❤️

CHARLIE BABY ❤️

I love you too mon amore ❤️

21st september, 2021

Y/N 💋

hey baby I'm waiting for you at the resturant

where are you?

it's date night remember

CHARLIE BABY ❤️

mon amore I'm so sorry

I have ateam meeting right now that's running over time

and I won't be albe to make it

maybe another night?

I promis I'll make it up to you

I love you ❤️

Y/N 💋

okay

I love you too ❤️

delivered

25th november, 2022

Y/N 💋

charles baby

are you coming home tonight?

CHARLIE BABY ❤️

alot of work left to do at the factory

I'll see you tomorrow

Y/N 💋

okay stay safe

I love you ❤️

read

december 31st, 2023

CHARLIE BABY ❤️

hey do you have your outfit picked for the ferrari new year party

we need to match cuz

for photo's and stuff

Y/N 💋

hey charles we need to talk... I wish I could do this face to face but I don't have the heart to.

I wanna break up

I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore

CHARLIE BABY ❤️

baby what's wrong

I can fix this

please

Y/N don't do this

what's wrong please talk to me

is there somone else

do you want me to buy you that new rolex you wanted

we can do couple therapy we can work through this

please Y/N let me make this right

don't leave me

I love you ❤️

Y/N 💋

I'm sorry Charles

but this is goodbye

98 missed calls from CHARLIE BABY ❤️

32 voice mails from CHARLIE BABY ❤️

Y/N 💋 has blocked CHARLIE BABY ❤️

─ requested by . . .

anon ─ Hello, how are you? I wanted to know if you can write an imagine where Charles and reader have been together for years, but the relationship is not going well, they don't see each other every day, he stands her up on dates, doesn't keep his promises and stuff, so reader gets tired and ends the relationship.You decide if it has happy or sad ending 👀.Thx ✨(Sorry if there are any mistakes, but English is not my first language)

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mochinek0 · 5 months

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Daminette December 2023: 3-Manga

"You should take her to that café on Fifth Ave." Jon declared, "She loves sweets and they serve a variety of tea there. It's perfect!"

"Marinette, remember to be courteous of his diet." Kagami spoke, "Don't go anywhere there are few options."

"I think Damian is picking the place this time so that won't be a problem." Marinette replied.

"Is that seriously what you're wearing?" Jon shouted.

"What is wrong with my outfit?" Damian questioned.

"Oh, nothing." Jon snarled, "It's just your usual suit. It's a date, Damian! You're not going to a gala; dress down, like if we were going somewhere."

Damian rolled his eyes and walked back into his closet.

"I have the perfect outfit for you!" Adrien shouted, pulling out the viral strawberry dress, "It's perfect!"

"Adrien, I really don't think-" Mari began to refuse.

"It's spring. You look great in pink and as a designer can you really refuse?" he countered.

Marinette sighed and grabbed the dress.

"Make sure you wear your red bow heels." he shouted.

"What?" Marinette yelled, "No way!"

"Are you going to wear your converse and clash." Adrien smirked.

Mari growled and went back into her room.

"Hurry up!" he called back, "I'm doing your hair and make up, too."

Marinette couldn't help but feel utterly ridiculous right now.

'How did I let Adrien talk me into dressing up like this? I feel so stupid right now!'

Marinette smiled, embarrassed, as she waved to Damian.

'Jon, I'm going to kill you.'

Damian took in Marinette's appearance and felt completely underdressed. She was wearing a short pink dress with flowing sleeves with strawberries and Jon had convinced him to come in jeans! Marinette was wearing heels; she never wear heels! Damian was already thinking which piece of kryptonite he was going to use to kill his best friend with.

Marinette looked around the tiny café. It was definetely something new. They had never eaten there before. She could see stands her family used for cupcakes, but these had.....sandwiches?

Damian gulped as she looked around. She seemed excited.

'Maybe Jon was right; I'll just maim him.'

'I never thought Damian would like these kind of things. This place reminds me of the galas he always complains about. He told me he hated finger food so why are we here? Did I say something to make him think I would like this? Is this because I told him I want jalapenos on the veggie pizza last time?'

"I apologize for being underdressed, Marinette." Damian spoke.

"Are you kidding?" Marinette questioned, "I feel overdressed. Adrien suggested this outfit."

"Jon suggested mine." he admitted.

Marinete giggled, "What else did Jon suggest?"

"Coming here." Damian admitted.

"Seriously?" Marinette asked, "How about we split a veggie pizza? I'm buying."

Damian stood up quickly and rushed to pay. Marinette just giggled at his urgency.

'I knew he didn't like this place.'

"So, did Agreste suggest the hair, too?" he questioned, looking at her hair in space buns.

"Yeah." Mari spoke, " He insisted. He said something about wanting to style my hair like this for awhile and how he needed it to be long enough."

"That I don't mind." Damian stated, "Although, I'm sure you are eager to get out of those heels."

As Damian drove them over to her apartment, Marinette texted Adrien and Kagami. She lied and said the date had been a disaster and she was at home. The moment they arrived, Damian texted Jon saying there had been an accident at the café and he desperately needed a change of clothes. He told him they had gone to her place as it was closer to the café.

Damian quickly hid in her room and Marinette sat on the couch facing the door. She buried her face in her hands as she heard footsteps pounding the hallways like a stampede. Her front door was thrown open.

"What happened?" Adrien shouted.

"I have my blade!" Kagami cried, holding it up in the air.

Almost instantly, Jon barreled into them shouting, "I have clothes!"

"Ow." Adrien winced, "Jon?"

"Who is he?" the fencer demanded.

They turned to Marinette for answers, only to see her glaring at them. They hadn't even heard her get up from the couch.

"Sit down; now!" she demanded.

Jon had never seen Marinette pissed off, but Adrien had.

'Not good!'

Adrien quickly grabbed Kagami's arm and pulled her to sit down where Mari had been. Jon wasn't sure what was going on, but he rushed to sit next to the others.

"You can come out now." Mari called out and Damian walked out.

"Hey!" Jon whined, "You said-"

Damian grabbed the clothes out of his friends arms and went back to his girlfriend's room.

"All three of you made this date a disaster." Marinette claimed.

"But-"

"We didn't know where we were going so we were dressed horribly." Marinette stated, "As a fashion designer that is a huge no in my books. While I don't mind Damian dressed casual, it would be fine if we were going to the mall, the movies, or a shopping date. I'm wearing a $200 dress that you insisted I wear."

"But you look so cute!" Adrien defended himself.

"I'm in heels, Adrien!" Mari shouted back.

Kagami even looked at him, like he lost his mind.

"You had us go to a tea shop." she spoke, pointing to Jon.

"Damian likes tea and you like sweets." Jon shrugged. Kagami sighed, "She grew up in a bakery. She bakes all the time. Marinette probably has five different types of bread or sweets in her kitchen, right now."

"While it's great you thought of both of us, they have specials on certain days. They were serving roast beef sandwiches today." Marinette explained.

"Oh." Jon whispered, sinking lower into his seat, praying that Batcow would forgive him.

Damian walked out of the room and took Marinette's spot as she walked into her room.

"Where did you get these ideas?" Damian demanded.

"Manga." they all answered.

Marinette walked out of her room in a new change of clothes. She kept her hair down, but was red crop top and black short. She had even traded in red heels for some white converse high tops.

"So?" Mari questioned.

"Manga." Damian answered.

Marinette facepalmed, "Swap mangas or something, but next time you want to give advice, make sure everyone has read it. Also, make sure you all agree with it."

Kagami pouted, "So, I don't need my blade, right now."

"No, Kagami." Mari responded.

"Fine." the fencer replied, sheathing it away.

"I'm sorry, Mari." Adrien spoke first.

"I'm sorry, Damian." Jon declared, " I was only trying to help."

"As was I." Kagami stated.

Mari smiled and grabbed Damian's hand, " Alright, well, now that that is over with; let's go."

"Where are you going?" Kagami questioned.

"We're gonna go on a pizza date." Marinette answered.

Damian spoke, "We are picking it up and then heading to my place to watch movies."

"It sounds boring." Huffs Adrien.

Mari stuck out her tongue at him and turned back to her boyfriend, "It sounds perfect."

The trio of friends pouted as all their hard work went to waste.

'Weirdos.'

As the couple walked out of Marinette's apartment, the three new friends began to go over what manga they had fixated on for the date and others they had read.

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jiijux · 4 months

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Forever in your heart.

-Male reader x Light Yagami -sad ig?

summary: L and Soichiro found out about your relationship with Light in a way that they almost feel bad about your feelings towards Light.

-December 22, 2003

As L were looking through the cameras, he saw that Light had gone back home from school and he expected everything to go like normal but he noticed that there's an individual next to Light while holding an umbrella. He knew that the whether was rainy today and he can understand that Light didn't brought an umbrella with him but what interest L is he never seen this individual before. Was it just another classmate of his? they look like they known each other for a while until he hears Soichiro speaking to him.

From what he heard about the individual from Soichiro, they're really close friends but Soichiro rarely seen the guy often now ever since this Kira case took place, this statement almost made L a bit suspicious that there's a potential of the guy might know some information about the Kira case but he ignored that thoughts and focus on what they're observing right now.

L notices their mouth moves and he assumed they're talking so he listens carefully, maybe there's potential lead to the case to find evidence. But what they talk about is the opposite of what L's expected.

"You're awfully quiet now." (M/n)

"Maybe it's because I'm worried about the Kira case, after all my father is working on the case." (Light)

"I know that, but you're different from what I remember now. Did something happened?" (M/n)

"Nothing happened, everything went just like how it is.." (Light)

"..." (M/n)

L could see the face of (M/n) changing to slight dissapointed as if he know something and the fact that Light is lying to his face but L sees how (M/n) was desperate.

"We're different individuals with different path and future, but just what if I change in the future that is on the negative side? Would you still like me?" (Light)

That statement both shocks L and Soichiro knowing Light would say something like that even towards the same gender, what L notices is Light's expression when he says that. He can't described how it looks like but it feels genuine that it's almost hard to believe someone like Light would say it. But both weren't prepared to what (M/n) replies.

"No matter if we go seperate ways and in our own path, I know that you're always forever in my heart. If it meant to always remember you for the rest of my life." (M/n)

L and Soichiro didn't expect for the two of them to have some sort of relationship but who's even more shocked is Soichiro, after all this time; he never notices the relationship between the two of them and he didn't think it would go that far. But L ask Soichiro if it's fine for Light to have a thing for guy's and he expected Soichiro to immediately be angry about it like how it usually goes since Japan homosexual isn't normalised in Japan yet. Surprisingly Soichiro was completely neutral on this matters and was in fact for dissapointed that he didn't knew this side of his son, seeing this side of him is what shocked him completely.

But it seems like both Lights and (M/n) conversation hasn't ended yet to their suprise.

"Just maybe if this Kira thing didn't happened then I wouldn't be able to let out how I truly feels." (M/n)

"Would you still do it if you feel like you need to?" (Light)

"I don't know, what we know is that there's just something in between us. I wouldn't hesitate to cut our friendship if you want us to." (M/n)

"What, no.. I don't.." (Light)

"?" (M/n)

L was suprise (M/n) would go that far just to keep their friendship just friends and forget about everything. Either way, from what L observed, (M/n) seems to cherished Light so much without the other boy knowing. L will admit, this feels like something straight out of a romance drama.

"There's just been much going on.. Maybe when the world become a better place, I'll tell you."

L seems to be focused on the word "better place." Just what did Light meant by that? It was clear now L suspicion of Light being Kira was correct, but he didn't have enough evidence to prove it and using only a CCTV is not enough.

"A better place?" (M/n)

It seems that (M/n) also gets it about Light's word but L feels that (M/n) hides his suspicion from Light to don't get it in the way of their friendship, L almost felt bad for (M/n). While Soichiro just can only stare at the screen without saying anything after their conversation has ended.

And that might be the first and last time both L and Soichiro ever witnessed Light interactions with the guy.

#light yagami x male reader #light yagami #death note #dn light #light yagami x reader #male reader #light yagami x you #dn lawliet #l death note #l lawliet #x reader #x male reader

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somnianyx · 1 year

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GN!Reader || Content: angst, fluffy moments, character death, comfort/hurt

There's a mention of girl but other than that's it's completely gender neutral. It's just cuz I don't know what to use to replace it so feel free to use other terms you like.

It's a lengthy oneshot and honestly it kinda sucks. more dialogue than actions too.

"Waa it's snowing really heavily today!" You exclaimed, observing the falling snowflakes like someone who had never seen snow before.

"What's so impressive about the snow that your jaw looks like it'll fall off any second?" Sae sips his coffee, not looking up at you from his laptop.

You turned to him, eyebrow slightly furrowed. "You just don't get it. It means christmas is around the corner! Although it does get a little too cold sometimes..." Shivers ran up your spine as soon as the words left your lips.

Sae abruptly stood up, holding his hand out for you. Albeit a bit confused, you let your lover drag you towards the couch, sitting you down before disappearing to your shared bedroom.

"What are you doing?" Sae didn't respond, he came out with the blanket you had folded just this morning. "Hey! I just folded that-"

"You said it's cold right? Let's cuddle on the couch." Instead of him, you're the one who got all embarrassed. His straightforwardness is one of the things you love about him but you swear its going to kill you one day.

Concerned by your slightly red face, he dropped the blanket he was holding beside you and puts his hand on your forehead. "Did you already get a fever? Your face is quite red. Maybe I should turn up the heater."

"No! I'm fine! Just... embarrassed." You tried to avoid his confused gaze, feeling his eyes linger on your face trying to decipher the reason.

"Why are you embarrassed? Nothing is embarrassing about being cold."

His question just made you even more flustered, "You shouldn't be so nice to me! What if I fell harder for you, stupid Sae."

"It's only natural that I'll be nice since we're a couple. Isn't that something to be happy for?"

"Yeah, but sometimes you'll have to go abroad for nationals. I won't be able to see you for months and I'll miss you too much that I won't wanna let you go."

"You're not making any sense since I take you with me on every single trip." He sighed and slightly shook his head from your antics, "I'm not going to any nationals soon remember? I took the year off so we can prepare for our wedding."

Hearing that puts a little smile on your face that didn't go unnoticed. Your fiancé tilts his head, giving you a short kiss before making his way to the kitchen.

"Ah! Sae, come back! It's too cold."

"I'm making you something warm to drink. Be a good girl and wait for me."

December 24th, 20xx

"Did you get everything we needed for tonight's dinner?" Sae's voice came from your phone.

"Mhm! Did you got the cake that I said I wanted that day?"

"It's right here beside me. I don't see why you specifically want this cake."

"Cause I heard it was so good that you had to wait a whole day in line just to even get a slice! I wanted to try it once in my life y'know?"

"..."

"Sae?"

"People had to wait in line a whole day for this? The owner just gave me the whole cake when I asked for it. Said its for my lovely fiancé to enjoy."

"What!?"

"What?"

"Wow... this must be one of the benefits to have a famous soccer player as your lover."

"We've been together for 3 years. How do you just realize that?"

"I'm just kidding. What were you doing the whole day outside then if not for the cake?"

"I went to buy some more gifts that I thought you would like. You were practically making googly eyes on that watch we saw at the mall the other day."

"Ack! I thought I was being sneaky.."

"You're bad at being sneaky. You know damn well I only had my eyes on you the entire time."

You giggled at his remark, "Yes yes~ I'm gonna start preparing dinner now. Drive home safe Sae ♡︎"

"Can't you wait till I get home so we can make it together?"

"Nope! See you soon. I love you."

"I love you more, (Y/N)"

You walked back into your shared apartment, holding Sae's favorite takeout when the both of you were too lazy to cook. Setting it aside on the kitchen counter, you proceeded with your normal afterwork routine.

You put on his clothes, his scent surprisingly still lingering although noticeably lesser the more you wear it. Rolling into your bed, you wrapped yourself with the blanket you guys share every night. It smells just like him, in a way it feels strangely comforting yet it makes your heart ache.

Missing his voice, you unlocked your phone and set it beside your ear so you can hear him perfectly.

"Hello?"

"Sae..."

"(Y/N), I'm gonna be little late. The road is slippery and there's traffic so I'll have to be extra careful. Will you be okay?"

"No, I won't be."

"Let me know if you're missing any other ingredients. I'll pick it up on the way home. I'm sorry I couldn't get home faster to cook dinner with you."

"You idiot. You don't have to apologize. I told you I'll take care of it."

"(Y/N), I'm bad at expressing my feelings but somehow it feels right to say this now. I hope we can spend Christmas together for the rest of our lives. New years, valentine's day, white day. I promise we'll spend it all together."

"You're such a meanie Sae."

"The traffic is starting to move. I'll tell you more when I get home. Please call me when you hear this. I love you, (Y/N)."

"So mean..."

Before you even notice, tears were already streaming down your face. Slightly dampening the blanket you're holding close to your body.

Voicemail sent at December 24th 20xx, 8:43pm

"You didn't even fulfill your promise of spending this year's Christmas with me. Now I have to spend new years alone too? How cruel of a man you are Itoshi.."

You place your hand on the permanent divot from where his body once occupied the space next to yours. Remembering how you fell asleep to his heartbeat as he held you close, his free hand playing with your hair and the way he places a small kiss on your forehead when he's sure you're slumbering.

"Sae... It's cold. Please come back.."

#bllk x reader #blue lock sae #bllk sae #sae itoshi #blue lock #blue lock x reader #blue lock sae itoshi #angst #blue lock angst #sae x reader #sae x y/n #sae x you #sae itoshi x reader #blue lock x you #bllk x you #bllk x y/n #itoshi sae #oneshot #sad dreams

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slavic-roots-western-mind · 1 month

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Life in China Observations #4

It's been a while since I last did this, so let's go again!

Identity is complicated The question "where are you from" can be just as complicated as it is simple. For many people, their country of birth is where they're from, which is usually the case here. However, if you happen to be born in country A to parents from cultures B and C, immigrated and became a citizen of country D and now attend university in country E and are now on an exchange program in China, the question "where are you from" is not that easily answered. From what some of my friends told me, where you're from is actually the place where your dad was born in even though you may have been born in a different city which is a pretty interesting concept known as the "ancestral home" - 祖籍 (zǔjí) or 籍贯 (jígùan).

You have to make the first step I may have mentioned this in a previous post, but people are constantly doing something and unless you specifically and intentionally reach out and work on your friendship, you may end up drifting apart. Maybe this is a specific thing, but back home I could go a few weeks without really reaching out to my friends and then someone would suggest grabbing lunch together and it would be like no time had passed at all since we last saw each other. Here? Quite different.

Beauty and pop trends There are all sorts of weird and wonderful trends that you can come across in China. From using bread as a study tactic to decorating your workplace with banana plants, I feel like the more I assimilate here, the bigger the reverse culture shock will be when I go back home, and not just for me. dr.candiselin covers some of these trends on Instagram (not a promo post!), and I recommend checking out her content, it's quite brilliant.

Taobao You can buy anything on taobao. Literally. I saw someone selling a house there. I was previously a little shocked to see animals such as cats and bunnies being sold, but after seeing houses and cars being sold I honestly don't know what else is there to surprise me with.

Prepare in advance (foodwise) for the lunar new year During those 8-12ish days during the holdiays a lot of stores were closed. The convenience store outside my campus was open thank God, because otherwise I would have been living on instant porridge and instant soup which was my main food source 2 weeks prior due to being ill and there is only so much instant oatmeal that you can eat before slightly losing it.

Being ill is a nightmare And I mean the mandatory-bed-rest-no-going-out-for-at-least-5-days ill kind. You need to go to the hospital or a clinic to get a note to give to your school otherwise the day's you're absent will be counted, and once they reach a specific percentage you won't be allowed to take the exam (which can seriously mess with your grades, even more if you're there as an exchange student).

The weather can change at the blink of an eye I remember back in December the weather was in the negative digits and then suddenly the next day it was around 20 celcius?? The very next day it went to 3-4, and even now in March it's very all over the place. The weather forecast is not that useful because I'll leave the dorms wearing my coat in the morning only to return carrying my coat, jumper, long-sleeved shirt and wearing only my t-shirt.

More affordable beauty products I saw some products go for around $80 online?? And here on Taobao they cost under $10? I'm assuming it's the shipping costs that drive up the price so drastically, and now I'm pondering whether it would be cheaper to order online or to travel to China every couple of years just to stock up on beauty products.

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esilher · 4 months

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Collaborative December klaine challenge 2023 between @esilher and @mynonah

Tiny Friends in the Neighborhood by @mynonah

"Blaine? What are you doing?"

"Feeding Theodore."

"Excuse me?"

"Theodore, this is my fiancé, Kurt." Blaine says, gesturing theatrically between the window and Kurt, "Kurt, this is—"

"It's a squirrel." Kurt interrupts.

"That was rude. Yes, it's a squirrel. Well, there are two of them, but it's early, I think Francesca's still asleep."

Kurt looks at Blaine as if he's suddenly grown a second head. "Okay, while I try to process this... may I ask what he is doing on our ledge? This is how you teach them to keep coming back, Blaine. And one day, they’ll come into the apartment. What are squirrels doing in this tree anyway?"

"The same thing you do inside the building. They live there."

"No." Kurt shakes his head wildly. "They don't belong here. Squirrels inhabit forests. Or at least... wooded areas. Here it's all concrete and people and bustle."

"They probably moved here from Central Park. But they build their nests in trees and that, in front of our window, is a tree. So it seems to me that they are at home, just like us."

"How do they get food here?"

"They are wild animals, they know how to get food. Besides... we are here for them," Blaine adds with a grin. "I looked up what they eat. Would you like to try?"

"Feeding him? No way! What if he bites?"

"Give him food, not your finger. With your palm open. Come on, Kurt, I'm right behind you. You'll love it and Theodore is hungry!"

Kurt rolls his eyes, but steps closer to the window and carefully holds out his hand to the squirrel.

"Oh," he giggles. "He's cute."

"I know, right? Look, there's a little hole. That's where they nest."

"Uh. That can't be too warm..."

"They live in the wild, Kurt. Don't worry about them."

"But winter is coming, Blaine. Theo and Fran need a more secure home than this. Wait, you were gonna make a bird feeder in the spring, remember? Let's do it now," Kurt says excitedly. "Well, mostly you, but I’ll decorate it. Just make it a little bigger. I'll go see what we need to buy and we can go in 20 minutes." Kurt announces with the same enthusiasm, then turns on his heel and hurries back to the living room.

"Wait… Are you serious now?"

"Mhm."

"Five minutes ago you didn't care about them at all and now you want to build them a house."

"It's your fault. You named them, Blaine!"

"Whoa... Okay. Understandable. Maybe I should have named the spiders you found in the bathroom yesterday."

"Ugh... have you killed them yet?"

"No, not yet."

"Then do it. Please."

"I don't know... It's a moral issue, Kurt. A whole family!"

"What? You're such a dork."

"And they're high up..."

"That's not a family."

"Okay. Not a family. Just two random spiders and two random half-sized spiders who happened to meet in the corner of the bathroom and have been hanging out together ever since."

Kurt narrows his eyes at Blaine. "Something like that."

"Hm. I still think they’re a family, though. I'll give them names."

"Don't you dare!"

"Everyone deserves a name, Kurt. Don't be cruel."

"Stop it!"

"Hmm... How about Lucas and... Frederick..."

"Blaine, stop it!"

"...and the kids are Charlotte and... ah, Samuel!"

"Shit! I hate you."

"You love me. Very much. So, are you starting to think they're cute?"

"No! They're spiders, for God’s sake. ...Lucas and Frederick?"

"Yep," Blaine says proudly, grinning from ear to ear. "They're gay. Spider family, Kurt. With two dads. And even if the kids manage to escape in time... A lot of little feet need a lot of little shoes, and you want to murder their parents. But of course, as you wish... I just..."

"Fuck!" Kurt exclaims, throwing his phone on the other side of the couch so suddenly, that he almost falls over.

"What’s wrong? Are you okay? Why did you... Whoa! Oh, my God. You actually googled ‘spiders + pets + feeding’?!"

Kurt holds both hands over his eyes frantically, and Blaine can't help but laugh. "You're cute."

"Could you just... Could you just... Just do something!"

"Should I close this and clear the search history?"

"No! Just... just type ‘TINY’... at the beginning of the text. Please. Tiny spiders. Like Charlotte. Thank you."

"I love you so much."

#here we are again!#not in December anymore but…#december klaine challenge 2023 #inhabit #klaine #klaine fanart #klaine fanfic #never give a spider a name!!#esilher’s drawings #myno's stuff

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soahbee · 4 months

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!!BIG UPDATE GIRLSSSS HELP!!😭😭

So I had my exam with him today. To be honest, I didn't sleep much yesterday, bc in the end he didn't reply to my "I'd like to see you during the holidays" message and there was never a time when he didn't answer! I felt so much that with this I just fucked everything that we had built with great difficulty between each other. I tried to avoid interacting with him all day and only looked at him when I entered the room, but I quickly sat down instead, tried to shut out my thoughts and focus only on the exam. I like his class, I like the way he teaches and I want to remain the best. Fortunately, I managed to concentrate and solve everything, so I think I will get a good mark.

However, after the exam, some of my friends still had an exam today, so I planned to go home as soon as possible because I remembered again that R is and I wrote him a stupid message yesterday, to which he did not reply, so I overthought it and thought that it must be unpleasant the situation for him as well.

But after I was on my way out of the class, R suddenly called my name quite loudly and I'll be honest, I was really scared. A few people also looked at us a bit strangely, everyone here likes dramas, you know blah. I went to him with great difficulty and stood in awkward silence by the table and just watched him pack his bag while everyone left the room and there were only two of us left. I tried to determine from his face what he was thinking, but his gaze was so gloomy that I had no good premonitions, so I panicked, and when I panic, I tend to talk nonsense, so I remained silent until finally he looked at me and said:

"I didn't want to ignore your message yesterday, I'm sorry, but I'm primarily your teacher now and I want you to concentrate on your exams."

I didn't know what to say at the time, so whatever came came. I quickly said that there is nothing wrong, I don't know what I was thinking, when I wrote it, it just happened, but forget it and yes, I will concentrate on the exams. After that, R smiled kindly at me and, just imagine, stroked my head and said: "Won't you let me finish?"

After that I almost bit my tongue lol He asked when I would finish all my exams and I told him that there would be one at the end of December and the first week of January. He said that he hopes they will turn out as well as the others and that he can't promise anything, but if he's home between two holidays, then we can talk about what I wrote.

I don't know exactly what this means, but I didn't really understand it then, and maybe even now I'm in a state of shock, so girls, help me, what does this mean?!! Now do you think he would like to meet me? Then I didn't cross the boundaries and he didn't misunderstand???

IDK IM JUST AHHHHH 😭😭

#wtf is going on #tc community #teacher crush #teacher crush community #my tc #tc crush #tcc tumblr #tc love #teacher love #male tc #tcc #i want him #what should i do #tc diary #dear diary #digital diary #girlblogging #im confused #what does it mean

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the0nlyallison · 18 days

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Vent pt 2 because there's more I forgot about

I'm also not allowed to have my phone in my room at night so when I'm really sad I don't have anything to distract me.

I'm always thinking of the last time I saw my grandpa.. we went to my grandparents house to clean (my grandma's camera was making her see things that weren't there and she couldn't do any cleaning because of how bad she was). We were rushing to get out of their house to go home so I didn't get to hug my grandpa, I just waved... I can see so clearly his smile as he wanted at me.

I also remember things of my grandma's death. One day I was sitting in the living room at our old house and she wasn't waking up. My mom being a nurse, I asked her a lot of what was happening. Then it hit me that maybe my grandma's gasps were her trying to talk so I cried and my mom was trying to comfort me... I saw my dog stand on his hind legs to look at her, his first time acknowledging her. So I knew.... The next day I was at color guard practice. Mid practice I knew something was wrong. This terrible feeling came over me. It was so bad I was going to vomit. I was going to leave but I stayed. The time that happened was at 2:45, the same time she died.

I also think of how I got bullied. Freshman year me and this girl were best friends and we'd do best friend things lol we'd link arms, kids each other's cheek, etc and people then started calling us gay. I didn't really care about that because we both knew it wasn't true... Then it got worse. They started saying I was finding her in the bathroom. By the beginning of sophomore year it died down. At the end of sophomore year I had got with this dude and he wanted to meet me in the locker room so I told my color guard team I was going to the bathroom. He wanted to give each other head so we argued the entire time because I wasn't ready. My name got called on the announcements. I went to the group, told them I just had really bad period cramps, and continued. I found out the next day someone in the group started going around saying I was fingering myself and I had a breakdown in front of my history teacher and my classmates saw it. I didn't care. I could just remember me telling and screening and crying telling my teacher how much I wanted to kill myself when it was happening during freshman year and how I couldn't take it anymore after my grandma and grandpa.

I think about my biological mother too. About or last interaction. We barely talked. We talked twice. She asked me what I was listening to (Bon Jovi of course) and at the very end she said I was getting tall. There's things I won't ever forget about her. The last interaction I had and another, where it was my birthday party at my mamaws (her mom) house and she asked me when my birthday was. Being her first child, being my birthday party, I was pissed and everyone knew it. Drugs lol

And my biological dad. Why didn't he change after she died? I wanted him to get better. I wrote a poem for him. He was supposed to get better. I'll remember two encounters with him. A few years ago my baby nephew was really sick so my and my mom went to take care of the rest of my brother's kids. My other brother and my biological father went there and I ignored him the entire time. Before he left he came over, gave me a hug and a candy bar and said "happy birthday." Keep in mind this was in December and my birthday is in October. The second encounter was much recent, a couple months ago. We were in the drive through of Tim Hortons and I people watch lol so I was looking out the car window and saw a homeless man walking wearing pajama pants, so my brain automatically named him Pajama Pants. Another guy was walking farther down behind him. I heard my mom go "oh God there's [name] Allison don't look." I waited til both guys were gone and asked which one he was... He was Pajama Pants.

Every night I wanna cry about it but I can't. I'm too scared to. If my parents see me crying then I'm forced to tell them what's happening. I can't just tell them to leave me alone and that I need space.

I just miss how everything was before. I miss my friends. I miss my grandma and grandpa. I miss everything.

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lunartearrose · 2 months

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Ockiss24 day 5 - darkness!

Characters: December (left), Violet (right)

World: my original project Dreamality :) (title is a work in progress i still dont know if i like it)

Writings under cut!

Once again, Violet and December met up for magic practice. It was a bit dark out, but neither of them minded it much. They stuck to the wide open field aways from the forest, and despite no moonlight, the stars seemed brighter than ever.

Violet was pleased to see him after her long day hunting - he was having a minimal pain day by the looks of the cane that sat beside him in the flowers.

Another thing she noted - his eyes were so shiny in the dark. She stared a ways away as he picked a poppy growing nearby, twisting it to and fro as he inspected how it looked, in his own little world of thought.

She could really watch for hours!

….but she should really make her presence known so she doesn't scare him!

So she walked forward casually, wings lighting her surroundings. “Hi December, I'm back! Are you ready for a new spell?”

December perked up at her voice. “Oh! Yes! Um- should I get up? Or?”

“Nah, you don't have to!” Violet replied, “this one's gonna be fun - I'll teach you to float!”

“Oooh, do you think I can do it?” December asks.

“I'm sure you can! It just needs some sort of focus from what I heard - something touching you that helps with the floating. Plenty of witches use their clothes as the object in question to charm. I was thinkin’ your cloak would make some fine floaties! And if not, we'll try it on your cane if you want. Or whichever one first!”

“Alright! Let's try my cloak first, then…” December replied.

Violet proceeded to show him the spell, using her scarf as the focus - he repeated it with his cloak to an amazingly quick success!

But… the cloak wasn't the best idea. The way it hung on its own wasn't comfortable. With the cane, it required him holding on, and it wasn't comfortable to use like a witch broom, besides not having the best arm strength and balance.

Eventually, the two workshopped and fine tuned until they figured out that the bandages he wore worked out perfectly!

Just like that, the two were floating upwards, Violet using her wings to stay afloat. Together, they marveled at the stars and from there, simply worked on how long December could concentrate on the spell.

And being up in the air gave the two plenty of time to chat about life. Violet’s been helping out the less fortunate between her hunting for a cure for River's entrapment, while December was recently accepted into a college for higher learnings of magic. Being able to find a cure amongst that extensive library would be a plus…

And of course, as the two remember what happened to River, a sad sort of silence fell between them.

And so, December grabbed her hands gently.

“I'd be really happy if you applied, too.” December said, smiling a little. “If we can't find a cure there, maybe… I dunno. It's somethin’ to do.”

“Yeah, maybe.” Violet said. “If they accept demons, I wouldn't mind trying school for real.”

“They'd make an exception for you, I'm sure! You're really sweet.” December replied.

And once again, his past conversation with River about Violet crossed his mind. She always classifies herself as a demon, yet she doesn't look or act like one. Her picking of souls isn't whatever is in front of her. She has no horns. Her wings are without proper form, just beautiful, melting stardust.

Maybe he could figure out that mystery, too, and tell River when he's free that his theory about the kid he loved as a daughter was right all along.

“Thanks, December.” Violet says, “show me how to apply when we get home, yeah?”

“Of course!”

At this, Violet starts to get excited thinking about it, swaying their intertwined hands between them in a little mock dance.

And then, another thought that had been nagging her recently crossed her mind.

“Hey, you know what's kinda weird?” Violet asked.

“Mhm?” December hummed in reply.

“I see it happen all the time around me. You know. But I never really do it myself.”

“Do what?”

“Kiss someone.”

At this, December blushed. “O-oh.”

“Right? I kinda don't get the hype. It's like. What does it really do?”

“I… well… it feels nice, i guess?”

“You guess?”

“I-i never really kissed anyone, either.”

Now. She wasn't sure why, but Violet figured she'd ask.

“Well. Do you wanna find out the big deal?” She asked.

December looked a bit nervous, but a bit excited, too. “Um! S-sure! A-are you sure you want to try it with me?!”

“Yup. We're best friends, so I don’t think there's anybody else I'd wanna try it with.” She replied.

“Well.” December replied, pulling her a bit closer as they floated, “Alright. I agree. L-let's try!”

And with that, Violet leaned in an kissed him.

December froze stiff. He forgot to do anything at all!

Including holding his concentration on that spell.

He quickly began to fall, slipping from her fingers a quick second before she quickly dove down and scooped him up. From there, she floated back down to the ground with him in her arms.

“My bad! I kind of forgot about the spell!! No smooches while concentrating!” Violet apologized, flushed from embarrassment.

December was blushing for different reasons. “I-it's ok! I forgot too.” After a pause, he said, “I don't think I kissed you right, either… c-could I try again?”

With that, she blushed even harder. “I! Um! Yeah, if you wanna…”

Truth be told, she understood why kisses were so fun, now.

Eventually, the two of them would come to realize that they didn't focus on any other spells that night.

At all.

Whoopsie!

#ockiss24 #oc kiss week #artists on tumblr #violet (oc)#December (oc)#art #cute

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zuzsenpai · 2 months

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This is another personal post with TW mental illness. I'm sorry there have been so many recently. I really have nowhere else to put these things. Feel free to ignore.

I don't think my depression has ever been this bad before, in the almost 13 years I've had it. For maybe the past two months it's been steadily growing to a point of intensity that I can't ignore. The absolutely awful feelings won't go away. I can't stop thinking about how miserable I feel.

I can barely take care of myself. I eat takeout every day. There's garbage everywhere at my house. I can't get shit done at work and at some point people are going to notice. I have multiple really REALLY urgent doctor's appointments/calls I HAVE to make (one of which is to my psychiatrist who apparently I'm blocked from messaging on the healthcare app), yet I can't seem to pick up the phone. I am mentally incapable somehow. There's a wall there.

I have been told to exercise and meditate and I physically and mentally cannot. Again, there is a wall.

I have a video game I wanted to play, I try to play it, and I feel completely unattached to it (even though I have loved it in the past). I joined a really exclusive roleplay community for that game and proceeded to be too overwhelmed to make the character application and now the mods are asking me what I want to do. I haven't written fanfiction in two months because of severe burnout, and I miss it so desperately that it's making me realize I might have been using it as a bandaid/distraction. But my brain is so fried that I feel too overwhelmed to write again. People are leaving me nice comments on my fics and I can't even bring myself to read them let alone respond to them. My memory is so bad that I can't remember a lot of what happens in any of my fave series' and I feel like creating good fan content for those things is impossible at this point.

I'm ignoring online friends in my favorite server. I promised multiple IRL friends I would watch animes they like and I am feeling guilty that I mentally cannot do that. I'm dreading the two anime cons I have coming up in March because I don't think I'm going to feel comfortable in my cosplay this year. I have a close friend (who is also my coworker) who keeps trying to get me to do things with her and her husband and I keep turning them down because I'm worried I'll get overwhelmed by social anxiety and general awkwardness. Just the thought of having awkward social interactions is terrifying me and pushing me down harder than it ever has.

I had a boyfriend between October 2022 and December 2023, but I felt like it was a huge chore every time I had to see him and I developed zero feelings for him. I felt repulsed by the thought of us being romantic. We ghosted each other in December and now I feel like shit about it because he may have been the only chance I'll ever have at a relationship... but I also am in such a bad state that it's probably good things are over. Why don't I feel relieved?

I'm having physical tics in my abdomen and jaw that are getting worse and worse to the point of pain and people noticing. I can't talk to literally anyone without sounding upset, negative, angry. I had my best friends from out of state over a few weekends ago and I was so sick the whole time, I felt like I was letting them down. I've been repeating awkward interactions with friends and coworkers over and over in my head to the point where I think about it at night.

I haven't put my Christmas decorations away because I fucking CAN'T.

This week has been particularly bad. Yesterday I was working from home because of snow. When the snow stopped I rushed to my parents' house because I needed to be somewhere with people I know. But I was so negative in how I spoke with them, and it's making me feel even worse. I used to be really talkative and intelligent when having conversations with my family, but depression has taken that away from me pretty badly over the years, to the point where I can barely talk without thinking about how absolutely dreadful I am at conversation.

But today might be the worst of it (unrelated to Valentine's Day, though it certainly isn't helping). It pained me emotionally and physically to get out of bed, and I wanted to take a mental health day. Literally fell back asleep for an hour before I had to get up and DREAMT about taking a mental health day. But being alone at home is actually so much worse than being at work where there are at least people I am comfortable with. So I went in. I have been absolutely bombarded with depressed feelings all day though. I get up to walk down the hall to the bathroom and somehow that feels worse than sitting and staring at my computer without accomplishing anything. I'm sitting here crying at work, completely destroying the four months of tally marks I had for 'days without crying at work'. I didn't break my record, sadly.

I have a therapist. I have an appointment with her today actually. Maybe I'll just read all of this to her. I don't know where it's going to lead or what she's going to tell me to do, but all I want is to walk down the hall to the bathroom and have at least average, neutral emotions instead of carrying a chest full of raging depression. I want to be able to say something happy to someone so that they don't dump me as a friend for being toxically negative. I want to live, and I have things to live for. But damn if this depression isn't making it extremely difficult to enjoy those things.

#personal post for ts;#personal post #zuzu note;#mental illness tw #depression tw

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aerkame · 4 months

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Heyyy! I'm not sure if you remember me but I'm one of your mutuals (I think) and I just got back to Tumblr. How are you? How's the writing?

Your finfolk and alive au have me in a chokehold that I'm now desperate for crumbs...

Anyways, I hope everything is good ❤️

I remember you of course! ^-^ I'm doing alright, starting another semester of college with full classes, hopefully I'll graduate by this December. I'm a bit stressed from several things, but I am overall okay. So far I've been itching to draw again and my writing is feeling pretty alright since I've taken breaks. I so badly want to draw lions, finfolk, transformers, httyd, and Warhammer 40k of all things. I guess I should start practicing huh?

Aha, sorry about the finfolk au. I know people are really itching for more. In truth, I never knew people would like it this much. It's a more mature au considering the origins of finfolk folklore and the stories from Orkney, but you guys love it! I guess everyone loves a good Lovecraftian scare or mermaid themed creatures (and I don't blame you, it's so mysterious). I plan on continuing that, but at the same time on maybe my art account I'm thinking of making my own original characters based on them because I really do like them, but they're just alternate versions of Welcome Home characters. Of course the OCs will stick to my art account since they're not from Welcome Home though.

Anyways, I know it's not nice to brag, but I am really proud of myself for once on something so I thought I'd share. My instructor for English classes (we have two I think, I'm on part two this semester) really liked what I ended up writing for my assignments and said I'm writing on a college level rather than academic! He offered for me to do extra stuff for fun in workshops with others if I wanted, I'm thinking of joining. I actually used to hate English a lot in high school, but a few years ago and just last year I figured that I do have a knack for writing and it's only gotten better from what I can see (looking back at my old fics, they were kind of cringy x-x).

Aside from that, I should really start making drafts on long stories that I promised!

#welcome home #welcome home finfolk au #welcome home au #finfolk #welcome home arg #au #fanfiction #my writing #writing

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aguinhaac · 4 months

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It's december, the best month of all, school and work break, some lucky people get snow, and the best part, Christmas, the time of the year to eat good food, get presents, and enjoy some time with your loved ones, but there's another thing that comes with Christmas, shitty Christmas specials, so to celebrate this amazing time of the year, I'll be reviewing the miraculous Christmas special "Santa Claws" and I'll also talk about all the songs in the ending of the review,

god have mercy on my soul, let's do this.

We start the episode with Marinette, Alya and Manoe arriving at the Du-pain bakery and Marinette starts helping her parents, and by helping I mean a montage of Marinette giving pastry boxes to her friends cause the animators don't have enough money to make new character models

Bro I feel bad for Marinette for the first time, every single day, for the whole month she had to see this creepy thing, trauma Worthy.

Gorilla shows up at the bakery, I don't know why a security guard would be sent to buy pastries but Marinette rushes to her room to get a gift that she made for Adrien, she gives it to gorilla and he goes deliver the goodies.

At the agreste mansion, Adrien and Nathalie are decorating the tree cause apparently not only is the bakery is open on Christmas Eve, but also these morons forgot to decorate the tree.

Adrien gets upset cause he thinks his dad won't be with him in Christmas and goes to his room, he then says that he hates Christmas and transforms to chat noir and starts fucking around the city.

He tries to cataclysm the city Christmas tree but he stops cause he remembers about his mom. and I didn't understand? Like he was sad because his mom died, and he says he can't destroy the tree because his mom died, I'm not saying is bad that he didn't destroy the tree, I'm saying that I think it would be a better explanation if he stopped and though "hey, maybe I shouldn't destroy the city property cause I'm upset" then "I HATE CHRISTMAS BECAUSE MY MOM DIED AND I WON'T DESTROY CHRISTMAS CAUSE MY MOM DIED" just sayin.

Instead of destroying the tree he destroys a blacklight of himself, and I don't know which is worst, he not being able to deactivate a cataclysm after activated, or that he just didn't detransform so nothing needed to be destroyed.

Adrien detransform and plagg for some reason just lays at the snow looking like he died

Adrien: plagg? PLAGG? WHAT HAVE I DONE?

yeah bro what have you done? What was different from any other time you used your powers, why the fuck is PLAGG so weak? From what I know kwamis can still fly after transforming, they are just tired not in their fucking deathbeds, well, another one for the list of stupid head cons this show had.

Adrien opens the present Marinette gave them for some reason- did he hope to find food in there or something? Well he opens the gift and it's a customized Santa Claus hat

Adrien: "merry Christmas side marinette." She's so awesome!

Bruh, weren't you like, angry/sad at Christmas 5 seconds ago? What made you change your mind so quickly? The stalker you met 3 months ago giving you a present? Is it really what we're going for?

Gabriel goes to Adrien's room but he realized he escaped and tells gorilla to go look for him while Natalie stays at home and calls his friends, Marinette then transforms and stars looking.

Adrien walks home until he sees some kids bullying Santa Claus, and helps him out, so Santa gives him some hot chocolate and says he will take him home, Adrien also gives him the shitty present Marinette made for him, and I don't judge, that shit probably had a tracker on.

While that, everyone is looking for Adrien, and ladybug stumbles upon the cataclysm chat noir made and a card that came with the gift she nade for him, now, as much as I hate to admit it, Marinette is a smart thinker, the way she uses her lucky charms to resolve the problems is pretty clever, the series does a good job showing that Marinette is smart, and as such, the writers have ti find a cleaver way so Marinette dosent find out that Adrien and chat noir are the same from the obvious clues Marinette was given-

Ladybug: ♪Adrien disappears, and chat noir steps in, he must be working to protect him♪

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Well she thinks that it must be an akumatized villain who kidnapped Adrien so she follows his footsteps, ok how the hell didn't it come to her mind that maybe he ran away? Marinette knew his mom died last year, she knows that his dad didn't have much time for him, there's no prove that there's an akuma, and hell she thinks CHAT NOIR IS WITH HIM, HE WOULD HAVE CALLED HER IF THERE WAS AN AKUMA. WRITERS IS MARINETTE SMART OR AN IDIOT? PLEASE DECIDE.

Well she finds some footsteps and starts following it.

Adrien arrives at home with Santa, but Ladybug arrives and starts beating the shit out of an old man she has 0 proves did anything wrong.

She realizes that she fucked up but Santa is now pissed and Hawk moth akumatizes him into Santa Claws.

Santa Claws Design is, actually pretty good, he has kinda this rock and roll vibe that works when you remember his concept is the opposite of normal Santa, his beard being spiked shape is a nice detail, I like how his belt is kinda emo but at the same time Christmas themed, he doesn't have the most creative design but I personally think works really well, I'll give him a 8.5/10 bro thinks he's the Grinch 💀

Santa Claws flies up to ladybug and says he's gonna punish her, but really he just sends a bunch of bats on her, you are a villain, turn her into a sock or something YOU ARE THE BAD GUY, KILL THIS WOMAN, DO SOMETHING EVIL.

Santa Claws also goes to Adrien's room where he releases a bunch of spiders and says that he won't hurt him, considering that his room is now full of tarantulas you are not doing a good job on "not hurting him"

Adrien transforms into chat noir, Santa does the most non evil things a villain can do, but ladybug and chat noir step in, The two idiots manage to get on Santa's flying sled, but Santa claws throws a gift in chat noir and he falls off the thing, and ladybug had to save him, bruh chat has a magic stick, another moment that is there just to fulfill the runtime, and have the two heroes in a weak position to try fooling the audience that the villain is somewhat of a threat and progress the plot in the most forced way imaginable.

Or they just forgot that chat had a magic stick.

Ladybug saves the fucking moron and is able to Attach her yo-yo to the Santa Claws sled, Santa tries shaking them off with so success, ladybug says to chat deal with the Grinch while she stopes the sled, so they get up on the thing.

Chat fights Santa but ends up falling again, so she goes to save him one more time

Ladybug He hooks her yoyo to a light pole and they conveniently land at Alya's house, ladybug activates her lucky charm which is a cardboard box.

She asks for some stuff and tells chat to go to the dupain bakery get more stuff for her, so after getting a bunch of stuff they set up a trap

Bro ain't no way they were able to set up all this shit and Attract Santa in 5 minutes.

he opens it and ladybug jumps off the box trapping him with her yoyo, chat catalysts the hat and ladybug purifies the akuma, and uses the miraculous ladybug to fix the- actually Claus here didn't break anything, bro is the most pathetic villain I've ever seen-

The scene than cuts back to the agreste mansion, we can't even see Claus' reaction to what happened, well if maybe they didn't put a bunch of useless scenes to fill the runtime we could have some more time for things like that.

Well, they hear the doorbell and go check, just to find all Adriens friends, and also his stalker and her family at the door, Adrien asks his dad if they can stay for Christmas and he says yes.

I miss when Gabriel was actually trying to be a good father to adrien, now he's just a one dimensional asshole.

Well that's when the episode ends.

This episode kinda confuses me, it's not a good Christmas special, heck it's probably not even a good episode, and yet is somewhat charming? It doesn't make much sense and ladybug is an asshole in this episode, and yet it's pretty ok in my opinion, and it kinda confused me on which direction this episode wanted to go, they tried to make Gabriel sympathetic just to make him an one dimensional asshole 1 season later, they tried to make Adrien more sympathetic with the whole "it's my first Christmas without my mother" but it was so fast it felt like just a way to make the plot go forward, they tried to give out the messenger that everyone deserves a gift in christmas, but in the ending it was just a trap to capture the villain, I really don't understand what they tried to do and that makes for an episode that it's at the same time, ok, charming, not good, confusing and one of the worst ones of season 2, well, it is kinda hard to give this episode a rating, but I'll give it a 6/10, how the writers stole my will to live.

And now I'll be reviewing the songs, if you don't like music reviews, merry Christmas and I'll see you in the next post, bye.

For you that want to hear me rent about the bad songs of a musical, here goes nothing.

Song 1# Marinette and the bakery: ok first thing, all songs have the worst lyrics I've ever heard in my life, I don't know how they sound in other languages but in the English dub all the lyrics are terrible, in a lot of moments of this song they have to stretch out what the characters say, which is my opinion is a very cheap way to make the character and the melody of the song sync, it looks like something an indie musician would do, and Marinette voice is extra annoying in this song as well, this song is quite a red flag considering it's the song the special opens with. Well, 4/10.

Song 2- Cat in the night: CHAT NOIR CANT SING TO SAVE HIS LIFE, CHANGE MY MIND, it looks like the singer didn't have time to practice at all, it looks like he just woke up, hearing him sing is like torture. and why is the melody so damn loud? Did the editors realize that chat singing was shit and put the melody at max volume? I can barely hear anything, with that said, the lyrics aren't that atrocious and we don't have the problem of stretching out, 4.5/10 GET A BETTER SINGER FOR THE LOVE OF GOD

Song 3- brand new day: ok I was searching up the name of each song, and I discovered this isn't a part of "cat in the night" but another song, it's kinda hard to talk about a 40 second song, first, Plagg can't sing, for the love of god please don't ever make us hear him sing again, if chat singing is torture, Plagg singing is hell, talking about Plagg, his part of the song is so weird, it was supposed to be funny but how can I think it's funny when the melody is so fucking depressing? I don't understand, did the writers wanted us to treat it like a joke or not? Also chat's part is ok, 3/10 someone set them on fire PLEASE.

Song 4- the boy that I secretly love: ANOTHER SONG WHERE THE LYRICS ARE SHIT? WHO COULD IMAGINE!? But really, the song is pretty bland, and kinda useless, normally songs in musicals are to more easily explain what the characters are feeling, they motivations and dreams, but here you don't really feel like Marinette likes Adrien, is more like she is stalking him, which is true But I don't think that's what the writers wanted, and also I think this part would be better if she just just didn't sing, half the song is about ladyboob connecting the dots until she comes to the conclusion that was an akuma, writers, choose one, is this a romantic or a connecting the dots song? Those two don't go along, well 6/10 ♪the boy that I am stalking♪

Song 5# bad Santa claws: can we stop for a second to appreciate the lyrics of this song "I am Santa claws, I am a rebel with a cause" song Was made by ai when aí didn't even exist.

In my opinion Bad Santa claws is a song that I would even consider good, it fits well with the character, and even if it still looks like it was a Ai who made it when Ai didn't even exist the lyrics are the least atrocious of them all, also the melody is playing so damn loud is difficult to hear anything Santa is saying soooo yeah, 7/10 where the fuck is hawk moth song? Santa gets one but not the main villain? WHAT THE FU

Song 6- we all have the right: FINALLY CHAT'S SINGER ACTUALLY PRACTICED THE SONG, chat voice isn't that atrocious in this song, But I still think it would be a better idea to get a profissional singer instead of having the voice actor sing it. 5.5/10 I dont have anything else to say.

Ok, these are the worst songs I've ever heard in my life, the only one that saves is bad santa claws, they all have terrible lyrics, in all the songs they have to stretch out what the characters say, in order to make what the character says and the melody end at the same time, and I find that so cheap, also this episode commits the worst mistake a musical could make, the songs are forgettable, I just talked about each song but I don't remember even the cochrus, and I really don't get it, as I was searching for the songs I found out there was two unused songs "my Christmas wish" and "it's gonna be a miraculous Christmas" and they are much better than every song on this fucking thing, I don't understand why they didn't just use it, it looks like the miraculous team is allergic to good writing or something, oh well, that's all I have to say, thank you for reading until the end, I'll see you in the next post, and mercy Christmas everyone!

#miraculous ladybug #mlb #miraculous #ml #miraculous salt #mlb salt #mlb sucks #miraculous ladybug salt #ml salt #merry chrismas #Youtube

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cannibal-nightmares · 2 months

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just an incoherent thought dump. this is for me and no one elss

first of all

just found out that thank god i don't work tomorrow.

secondly they sent me home early. it's so humbling and confusing. it's strange you always think youll know when it happens and then it does and you don't. you might have a faint idea but I never know how to stop it. people always ask me "what's the tell? how do I know?" and I always tell them *you will know.* you will know before I do, most often. the way I set myself up for failure though is always say "I'll tell you if I need something" but it's so endlessly hard to actualize how this shit robs you of your words when you're not in the thick of it. I've realized that a surefire tell is when people speak to me and I can't decipher a word they're saying; i have to think hard and they have to repeat themselves and it all still sounds like a jumbled up mess, lime a different language. and what's worse is the words out of my own mouth don't sound luke they're in my voice, like someone is doing the relay for me. I can't think too hard about it in the moment because otherwise it just gets scary

lastly

im realizing that I have to remember what I said about this being cyclical. I have to. we depend on that fact. it just *is.* it forever *will be.* im not scared or sad about actualizing this, im just tired, momentarily defeated. I'm realizing that my time between October through december-january-ishh was the wave of good. and im grateful. it's weird meeting new people when you're in a good wave. it's less alien meeting people in a bad one, in ways. that's a whole other tangent. bad waves can,make you seem skittish and untrusting (well, true), but at least that's the expectation thereafter. maybe this logic is backwards. i am so used to looking after myself--and I'm not saying this for pity, I'm stating it as fact--that it's strange bonding w people during a good wave and having them see you shift. it's confusing for them, and rightfully so--what im trying to say is it's hard to articulate that *it's okay.* then, what's selfishly(?) maddening, then, is having to console others while, well, *everything else* is happening. I know all the tricks, is what im saying. I've been here before, you just have to take my word. I'm not saying I don't need help sometimes, but that itll be okay. it will be fine again. if I have to promise that to myself, I have to promise that to you.

anyways

it's time,to try and have dinner. perspective for you.

#not a vent post just needing to articulate ish out loud #cannibal-nightmares rambles #actually schizospec #actually schizophrenic #actually psychotic

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mamamittens · 4 months

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Should be asleep, you know what that means!

Side note before the tangent for my OC for serotonin and rubber ducking, got the sketch done for my next December event piece. And work is almost optimistic about letting us out at a normal time again. We'll see if that holds... Tuesday traffic is the worst. Saw someone once peel onto the main street from a side road across the two lanes going the other direction to wildly swerve into the proper side of traffic, nearly run into the green covered median with a tree, wildly swerve and nearly hit a car, only to settle down in the far left lane line they didn't go about 20 miles too fast for that shit.... Thankfully traffic was light at the time and barely anyone on that particular road, but still!

Okay, so here's a hilarious fun fact about myself.

I'm actually quite scared of heights. Like, unimpeded heights get to me. I need solid walls and minimal contact with a window to feel comfy and looking down still wigs me out. And my fear response is actually freeze except under very specific conditions (if I know someone is fucking with me, that freeze turns into burning hate and I either explode or freeze to keep from catching a charge). I remember being on the... Lily pads??? In a water park and getting scared halfway and the guards having to help me get down cause I was in tears despite thinking I could handle it. Also nearly drowned in the wave pool cause I was dumb enough to park right under the guard chair near the end where the waves were biggest and was exhausted by the time it calmed down... Anyway!

Point being, it would be interesting to put that into a character. I often see fear presented in running away, misdirection, or pondering. Rarely do I get to see a character be afraid and emotional about it in a complicated way. Usually because I acknowledge that from an outside perspective it's really annoying if you're not invested in that fear. Like, do we really have time for the theatrics? Get over it already???

Where was I going with this??? Oh! Flying!

I thought it would be interesting to have Nikia fear heights! Being pretty timid in general, actually. Scared to take risks. So when she realizes her wings are growing so much so that she could fly shes so excited at first! But then when she goes to the updraft area to practice she's frozen. She can't move. She knows in theory she should be fine, even without her wings being big enough for independent flight, but it's still scary as hell.

So she chickens out and goes home incredibly upset. Possibly for days, barely eating because she just can't do it even though she really wants to. Ashamed, embarrassed, and angry at herself. Maybe it leads to a bonding moment with her pirate dad over fear and risks. Reassuring her and getting a glider to fly with her so she's not alone. And going back every time until she finally says it's okay if he stays behind.

He'd go in secret anyway, so damn proud that she's doing it despite being scared still. He'd likely drill flight and escape plans into her, aware that she's not totally safe from harm up there. Including the inspiration for her favorite takeout move of pretending to get hit, spinning 'out of control' and using it to take a pot shot at her attacker.

His crew would likely also teach her how to defend herself with something a little more personal. Haven't decided what exactly, but I like the idea of something that doesn't appear to be deadly or aggressive. Defensive in nature like a staff or fans. Something she can fidget with and carry easily. Possibly childish in nature due to reasons that I'll get into later. She may still have knives and a spare revolver on her person but that's more of a 'i need a permanent solution' type of deal. Her wings can also work in a pinch but she's reluctant to use them primarily because it's so hard to treat injuries on her wings due to their size. Does mean they hit very hard though.

Now, she really hates sparing because she doesn't believe in hurting people she loves. Sparing goes against that really hard because to learn you need to go all out at least at first. And it's just too anxiety inducing until someone suggests she treats it like a game. So she never gets worked up (she's slightly competitive despite trying not to be a sore loser whoops) to take it too far and finds her customer service voice creepy. Really comes off as sadistic, ngl

#mittens rambles #one piece oc #back on my bullshit

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blissfullybloomed · 5 months

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We made it, and we want more!

Today is December 5th 2023, it's raining outside here in Ohio.

Super Seattle day. It's beautiful.

Today's entry comes from my sister's couch, and as always we're going deep- so buckle up.

This platform, Tumblr, has been a sanctuary for me this year. I started this blog August 5th, and shared some very intimate things about my life with you. Today will be no different, other than…today will be my last entry…at least for a while. Maybe, I'll come back and reread these entries from time to time and reflect on the lessons I've learned, and the lessons I've help teach. Call it , “taking a book from the shelf”- thankyou. I have learned through life there are seasons for everything, and the season for this blog in this space has ended. So let's peel back the layers one more time, and then close the book on this chapter of my life.

I want to ask a really big question today: What is your WHY?

What's your WHY in your career?

What's your WHY on your spouse choice?

What's your WHY on your hobbies?

What's your WHY on your beliefs?

Today, we're going to talk about getting back to the basics, and your WHY.

This is the biggest lesson I've learned throughout my healing journey.

When you are on a journey ( no matter what the journey is), you always have to establish the WHY first right? Why are you going to change…why are you leaving a relationship?...Why are you leaving your family? Why did you choose to stop drinking? Why did you choose to lose weight? You get the point.

The reason behind the WHY pushes us forward and our thoughts now become actions. Actions become behaviors, and so on and so on.

Here's the thing tho…figuring out the WHY is the hardest…at least it was for me.

After July of 2022, I didn't know the answer to my WHY anymore. My sister died. She died and my entire life just stopped. I couldn't function anymore. It wasn't fair. She didn't deserve the cards she was dealt. She just left. Everything changed. Everything facet of my life at that exact moment was broken. I was broken. I was angry. I was hurt. I was lost. I was so lost. Have you ever tried to open your eyes after getting deep sleep, and you can't because they are stuck together? That's what my life felt like then…I was stuck. The ONLY thing that kept me going were my friends in massage school. Thank you guys. Some days…my friends weren't enough to get me out of the dark.

I was stuck.

Fins glued to the floor.

I chose to stay stuck for a very long time. Grief has a way of just ruling your life for a while…until you choose to remember the good. Until you chose to remember her laugh, and all the joy she brought to SO many people. My sister touched the lives of people around the world. And I will tell you that I know now…that she is my WHY. My sisters are my WHY. They always have been.

My sisters and I have been through some things that sisters should not have to go through. They are unspeakable things.

Our bond is completely unbreakable. Thank you for holding me up when I couldn't even stand.

We are all very different people now as adults than we were as children. We are each other's saving grace. We are each other's best friends. Jess still lives in all of us, differently, and it bonds us together.

With all that in mind, I figured out my WHY, and instantly changed my life for the better. No questions asked, and no plan…I just knew I had to get home. Ohio is home. Family is home.

Never in a million years, did I think I'd live with my sister and her wife at 35 years old, in Ohio. But man, it was the BEST decision Ive made in my entire life. No questions asked.

So when you figure out your WHY. Run towards it, as fast as you possibly can.

2023- We made it…and we want more!

Here's to 2024! Happy Holidays to you and yours this year!

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mayberaspberrywrites · 1 year

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All I want For Christmas Is....(Diluc x Female Reader)

Prologue

[MONDAY, DECEMBER 1ST]

'Finally, all of my commissions are done.' You thought to yourself as you teleported to Mondstadt. You were playing as your main, Diluc. You reached the Adventurer's Guild, and you quickly skipped through Katherine's dialogue, eager to collect your primogems. 'Now what should I do? I suppose I could—'

"DAMN IT! Another 50/50 lost, and to Keqing out of all characters?!"

Ah. That's right. You're still at school. It's currently your off period, and your friends have all gathered in the corner of the upper commons. Junia stares at her phone, frustrated. She rolls her eyes, closing out of the wishing screen.

"Whatever. I guess that means I have a guaranteed Scaramouche now." You would tease her about her misfortune, but you remember how the last time you did that, you ended up with a Qiqi instead of a Kazuha. You cringe at the reminder. "Yeah, and maybe you'll get his weapon too!" Your friend Aspen tries to comfort Junia. "Pff, yeah, right. The weapon banner has never been nice to me. That would be a miracle!" Junia exclaims.

Unbeknownst to you, Many pairs of eyes are watching you from inside your phone. A porcelain-skinned blonde concentrates his gaze through a small device pointed towards the sky, surrounded by a few others.

"What do you see, Mr. Albedo? C‐can you hear what they're saying?" Sucrose spoke quietly, looking up at the sky. "It seems that Junia lost her Yae Miko to Keqing." Albedo responds, not looking away from the device. "Ah…a shame, really. I think it would've been fun to have another me around." A pink kitsune sighed.

'Actually, that would be for the best…' A certain furry-eared general thought. He looked towards his far left, where a man dressed in red and black stood, immersed in a conversation with 3 other people. Y/N's team. "Yes, I agree. Unfortunately, that all depends on Y/N. We don't have control over that." He spoke, unintentionally squinting his eyes. He felt eyes on him, turning his head towards the general. Gorou quickly turned back around.

Diluc suddenly felt his legs move forward. "Ah, yes, the player is back. How much longer do we have until they have to leave?" Sucrose asked the blonde. "Approximately 5 minutes Earth Time." Albedo responded again, finally looking away from the device to write down the current events. Sucrose watched over his shoulder. Albedo handed his clipboard over to Sucrose before resuming his previous task.

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"Well, who are you saving for Y/N? Maybe the 50/50 gods will be friendlier with you." Junia joked. You thought for a moment. You didn't really have any limited characters in mind. "I don't know. All I really want are Diluc's constellations." You responded. "Please, take all of mine! I don't even use him!" Aspen groaned sarcastically. You laughed. "You know if I could, I would." Suddenly, the bell rang. Students began filling the hallways as you and your friends stood up and said your goodbyes. You soon arrived at your Chemistry class and took a seat. While your chemistry teacher passed back your tests, you closed your game and turned off your phone, ready for today's lesson.

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"That's it everyone. Pack it up, We have work to do here in Teyvat." Everyone slowly dispersed into different directions. Diluc decided that it was time to go home and prepare for his nightly routine, saying his goodbyes to the rest of the team. With that, he was off on the trail towards Dawn Winery.

It'd been snowing a lot more recently, with Christmas being on its way. Diluc had never really been a festive person, he usually lived life day to day with no breaks unless he was ill. His boots crunched through the snow that'd coated the path, leaving footprints behind him. His thoughts began to wander as his body went on autopilot. 'It's almost Christmas. Fortunately, the monster presence around the city has begun to die down. Perhaps I'll be able to stay in the Winery and give everyone the Christmas they deserve.' The thought brought a small, brief smile to his lips. He soon arrived at the Dawn Winery, quickly greeted by Moco and Hillie, who helped him take off his coat and hang it on the rack. Diluc thanked the two before walking upstairs to his room.

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"Pass the screwdriver." A calm voice said, holding his left hand out while scribbling something down with his right. A young woman with light green hair quickly made her way across the lab, returning with a screwdriver and handing it to the man. He turned to a huge machine, adjusting a screw, and took a few steps back. He admired his work. "Sucrose, it's done. We've done it." Sucrose stepped forward, now standing side-by-side with Albedo. Together, they examined the machine. Other than being a huge, fancy hunk of metal, it had child-like flowers painted all over it, clearly Klee's doing. Albedo let out a sigh of relief before reaching for his clipboard. "Machine…complete…22:05…12/2/22…running tests." He muttered to himself.

"Um…Mr. Albedo? You never told me exactly what this machine is supposed to do." Sucrose quietly asked, eyes glued to the machine. "Ah, yes. Allow me to explain. This machine should neutralize the barrier between Earth and Teyvat, meaning that communication and perhaps even travel between worlds will be possible. Right now, however, we can only send messages to the player and move semi-freely. Travel is…a little more complicated." Albedo responded, gesturing his hands as he spoke. Sucrose nodded in understanding, her eyes lighting up in excitement. Albedo reached for his safety goggles, placing them on his face. Sucrose did the same, stepping back from the machine.

"Get ready, Sucrose, this could be life-changing." Albedo felt a surge of excitement, something he never knew he could feel. He pressed a flower shaped button(another one of Klee's works) on the machine, watching as it turned on and charged up. Albedo then pressed another button, and the machine fired a bright white beam into the previously cut hole in the ceiling. After a few moments, a loud boom was heard, and Albedo and Sucrose ran to the lab window to look outside. The usually starry sky glowed white, and they covered their eyes before it went back to normal. Sucrose slowly opened her eyes, blinking away the spots before looking over to Albedo, who had already begun furiously scribbling onto the clipboard.

"Mr Albedo, do you think it worked?" Albedo ran to his desk, taking a deep breath before typing into a slightly smaller device and pressing send. "We're about to find out."

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Text Received

December 2nd, XXXX

10:13PM

Unknown Number: Hello?

#diluc ragnvindr #diluc fluff #diluc #diluc x reader

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