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too-young-to-ber · 14 days

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Drrr-kuramerukagari post ketsu swap au

Basically iseya/eiwajima switching places with izaya/shizuo

I’ve never really posted abt things before and this is the first time I’m attempting to write abt something in such detail, so please bear with me🥲

I want to emphasize that this is all post ketsu but prob before sh and sunset novels bc I’m literally ignoring some characters.

Iseya is shocked to find himself in a wheelchair, looks for the one person he knows and trusts, eiwajima, only to find someone slightly different, in appearance and also behavior. When they meet he looks at him like he’s grown a second head, the wheelchair shocks him too but he also wasn’t expecting izaya to just appear in front of him with no purpose. Iseya just looks at him, comments on the hair that while he does look good blonde he prefers his natural brown.

Shizuo thinks he’s playing games so he shouts and takes a step closer and they’re both shocked to see izayas body tremble. Iseya gets glimpses of the battle in his head, his mind repeating the events over and over again and he understands. They’re not together, they’re hardly even friends. They’re enemies. How he can’t even begin to understand, how he could come to hate this man? He’s so much like eiwajima, just with sharper edges.

He takes a look around people are staring and whispering, some recognize them both and think they’re gonna get into a fight. He doesn’t like hearing them talk, despite his love for people he doesn’t really want to be seen right now, not in front of him like this when everything’s so complicated but also not. He doesn’t really know what to do now. He wanted to confine in the one person he knew he could talk to, but that person doesn’t exist the way he does in his memories.

Shizuo doesn’t understand what’s going through the fleas head but he can see him thinking. He almost looks sad, which is weird because izaya would never show emotion, especially not to him.

Iseya understands their rivalry more or less because despite everything it’s still them, so he tells him that he remembers him differently but he doesnt want to hurt him. He wants to learn more about him. He doesn’t know how long he’ll stay here or even how he came here, but he knew from the start that something was different. And so if he’s gonna have to stay here it’ll be with this alternate version of eiwajima, whatever their past may have been.

Shizuo is dumbfounded but agrees bc this guy, whoever he is, seems much easier to get along w than izaya, or maybe it’s just a side of izaya he never got the chance to see. (Or maybe in the very back of his mind he’s actually still playing games w him)

After talking (he realizes that this being a lie is too much of a stretch even for izaya) he feels sad to find out that they exists somewhere and they’re together, they’re friends they talk and laugh and are happy. Iseya, he calls himself, tells him about eiwajima and how he is, what his life is like and he is so jealous of his alternate self because he really is living the life he’s wanted since he found out he had this cursed strength.

He feels this loss, that he could have had that if he tried hard enough. The voice in his head telling him that eiwajima makes iseya feel good while he put izaya in a wheelchair. Eiwajima has wooed iseya while he scared izaya away. He really wonders if he has anything in common with the guy, but he must because iseya is staring at him like he’s holding the sun.

Iseya kisses him at some point and shizuo finds he doesn’t know what he’ll do when this guy leaves because he’s really enjoying their time together.

Alternatively if it’s eiwajima switching places, he’s rather confused at the hair and doesn’t like hearing people talk abt him while he walks, it seems they have nothing nice to say and they all avoid him like he’d crush them with his glance.

Of course he seeks out iseya only find a wheelchair bound man who feels like iseya but has a very unsettling vibe. He is obviously wounded if the wheelchair wasn’t enough to go by but apart from that the man freezes at his appearance and is trembling.

He immediately realizes that they don’t share the same relationship and past he knows to be true. What’s more they not only don’t get along but things have escalated between them so far that he’s managed to traumatize the man before him.

He doesn’t know what the best course of action here is, he doesn’t want to speak for alternate him because he doesn’t quite understand the extent of their situation, but “iseya” looks at him with such hatred and demands answers that he quite frankly doesn’t have.

He decides to come clean bc he couldn’t pretend to hate him even if he tried. He explains who he is and what he actually wanted by coming here and alternate iseya is so confused. He starts ridiculing him and it does kinda piss him off but when he accidentally punches a hole through the wall in frustration and “iseya” freezes again all his anger goes away.

He tells him that he cares about him. That despite what they’ve been through here he misses iseya and wants to see him. He tells him that they’re alike in some ways and he finds them endearing and wouldn’t trade what he has w iseya for anything. That they’re happy.

Izaya looks so bitter and hates that what this fake Shizu-chan is saying actually makes him want it, he realizes that he might be jealous and gets pisses bc as if he’d be jealous. He tells fake shizu that fake him is prob just lying to him and actually hates him but he’s hiding it to use him for his own advantage, bc that’s what kind of person he is really and if they’re anything alike then that’s what’s gonna happen.

Eiwajima just gives him a sad smile (which pisses izaya off even more). He knows what the words mean, that the world he’s describing, his home, is making the other man emotional. He strongly and confidently says that iseya loves him and he knows it. It’s not possible to fake their kind of love, and he doesn’t mind being used by that man, they love eachother and that’s all that really matters.

Izaya has never hated anyone more than this man before. He’s so much worse than shizu-chan bc he doesn’t get angry, he doesn’t react to anything he just sits there, spouts all this nonsense and looks at him like he’s actually in love w him and he really doesn’t know how to get out of this situation, he doesn’t want to be here but he’s so incredibly curious abt their life. He knows this guy is telling the truth but he refuses to believe it bc it seems so dreamlike and unreal, he can’t fathom being happy as described, much less with this man.

Eiwajima wants to stay with him, despite the fact that he didn’t actually do anything to bring this man such pain he still sees the emotions swimming around in his eyes and he wants to help him. Despite the fact that it’s not his iseya, it’s still this worlds version of him and that’s enough for him to try and fix whatever they have going on, or at least help in some way. He tries to get close, as close as he’s allowed and talks about whatever he remembers from his home, all things almost always leading to iseya of course. He tries various topics hoping the other will come in at some point and they’ll have a normal conversation, as normal as it can get anyways.

Izaya eventually does, they talk like they’re friends. Izaya can’t comprehend what’s happening but he’s trying not to think about, fake Shizu-chan is interesting, he likes hearing about this world of theirs and his life there, he realizes that he’s having a casual conversation and it’s easy too he’s easy to talk to and listen to. He’s enjoying this more than he originally thought he would. He wonders if his Shizu-chan is this nice to be around when he’s not throwing things at him, which he knows is probably true, he just has never been on the receiving end of shizuo’s kindness. However this “eiwajima” he’s very charming, and he can’t seem to look away from those eyes.

Idk where this is going but yeah I just want them to find out abt their alternate lives separately and cry abt how miserable they are. Maybe they would try to find each other and start over (in a sense) after this happens so they can actually make a happy ending for themselves (or a happy new beginning)

them actually swapping places makes it hurt more since they’re inserted into this foreign world. They would both be shocked to find their supposed enemy sleeping next to them and the ppl around them liking them, I don’t think they’d ruin anything, well maybe izaya would try depending on what would happen but I don’t think he’d would want to make these ppl hate alternate him even just to spite him bc they prob wouldn’t, I mean they know what he’s like and they like him so…

shizu would be so shocked to see ppl liking him random ppl not afraid of him but wanting him around, he’d be afraid to talk to them so as not to hurt them. And then as far as their relationship goes they’d be happy but also sad that they can’t have it.

Overall it would mostly be sad (bc as it seems I love angst), heartbreaking really, to see what they could have had but weren’t as lucky as the other two. There’s a lot of reasons as to why the two of them never really got the chance to get along (which I’m not gonna get into now bc that’s a whole other story and lots of ppl have already made theories on it) but I think that seeing versions of themselves happy and well is like a slap in the face bc had their circumstances been different they could have had that, had they tried to do things differently they could have had something similar.

This has been in my head for a while (post ketsu usually is on repeat) and I really had to get it out bc it’s too much, and it turned into a whole ass essay🥲 this is the first time I’m attempting this tho so pls don’t look into it too much, it’s a mess of thoughts that I can’t quite put together. I apologize if there’s any mistakes or holes in it, it’s def ooc so yeah…

Thank u to anyone who decided to read it and made it this far! If theres anything anyone wants to add pls go right ahead I’m starving for these boys. Thanks again for reading! 🥰

#durarara #kuramerukagari #shizaya #eiwaseya #shizuo heiwajima #izaya orihara #iseya #eiwajima #eiwazima #idk which one is correct for his name so I’m tagging both #I’m sorry this is so long #but I had to GET IT OUT #it’s been in my head nonstop since I saw the movie #i might have forgotten to add some things but this is all I can think of rn #I’m so in love with them it’s not even funny

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gremlins-hotel · 6 months

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I have a really dumb question, but I’m assuming you know the answer: what’s the difference between top speed and cruising speed on a plane?

Not a dumb question at all! An aircraft’s top speed is, of course, the maximum airspeed it can achieve. Maximum speed is not maintained for long periods of time due to the fact that it can destroy the engine, it wastes fuel, or can otherwise cause wear and tear on the airframe as a whole. Cruise speed, on the other hand, is the average speed it travels for maximum efficiency and generally for safety. This is a general rule for commercial, recreational, and military aircraft as far as I’m aware. These speeds can also change with the aircraft’s altitude or whether they are ‘feet wet’ (over water) or ‘feet dry’ (over land). (E.g., The USAF F-16C/D has a maximum speed of ~1,350 mph (~2,173 kmh) but a cruising speed closer to 575-600 mph (most likely; the actual number is unknown, though an earlier variant, the F-16A, is listed to cruise at 577 mph.))

Another quirk of (specifically American) fighter jets* is the setting known as “WEP,” or war emergency power. (*Many modern air forces who also have domestic aero programs make jets with a similar setting, though it goes by different names). WEP started with WWII-era American piston-pusher propellor fighters. Designed to only be used in emergencies, it is a throttle setting that forces the aircraft’s engine to produce more than 100% of its rated power for (in US craft) up to five minutes. It is a throttle setting most often barred behind a physical lock that a pilot must break to access. (In the P-51D, there was a hard wire that would stop your throttle joystick from being moved forward; if slammed ball to the wall, it would snap the wire and force the engine into WEP.) WEP can absolutely destroy and melt an engine, and if not destroy it, it often damages it to a level that means it will need repairs if it’s lucky enough to get back home.

WEP gives a (jet) fighter pilot extra thrust in the engine, which will affect their performance, and as mentioned above, it is for emergencies. Usually in a dogfight, but might be accessed for evasive countermeasures/countermaneuvers when under scrutiny of a missile or other kinetic projectile. Over the years, most other militaries have developed a similar WEP feature, with a notable example being the Soviet VVS seen in the MiG-21bis. Designed to compete with the brand new and far more advanced F-16/F/A-18, the MiG-21bis was fitted with a brand new engine that could allow for two minutes of WEP that actually gave it a near-match in terms of performance! However, a consequence was that the engine might be unserviceable upon landing and cooldown due to lower quality materials.

#callsign gremlin checking in #gremlin’s things with wings #I’m sorry this is so long

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diorsluv · 4 months

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small rant under the cut!

(please read)

okay so i wanted to address this because one of my best friends is having an issue with this on wattpad and i know a lot of people here on tumblr have problems with this too;

being inspired by someone’s fic or book or whatever is COMPLETELY OKAY! i do it, other writers do it, everyone does it, but what is not okay is taking their whole plot, characters, and other details and just spinning it into your own little story. basically copying their graphics, their layouts, how they have everything set up, their whole entire fic/story/account is not okay. we as writers take pride in our work and we’re grateful to have inspired you but it doesn’t give you liberty to go and copy our work and change it up a bit, then go and advertise it as if it’s yours.

EVEN IF YOU CREDIT THEM, it doesn’t lessen the edge to what you’re doing! saying it’s “heavily inspired” by another person’s work does not to anything to take away from the fact that in the end, you are still taking someone else’s own, hard work and making it your own. if you are KNOWINGLY copying someone’s work whether you acknowledge it or not, know that something like that is unacceptable. sometimes things may align in such a manner that it seems like someone’s copying you when it all just ends up as a coincidence, and THAT is okay!

some people may not speak up about it, others may directly approach the person and acknowledge it, but however the ORIGINAL author handles the situation does not make anything more or less okay to do. even if we don’t explicitly state it in our bios or first chapter of our books, it does not make it acceptable to copy our work. regardless if you copy it word for word or if you shift things around/make your own little changes, it is still OUR original work and ours only. we took time and effort to craft our work into what it is, so please don’t take work from other writers.

you are an amazing person and you CAN think of things on your own, you just have to find what works best for you! whether it be the way you make your own account aesthetic to the way you pick at every little detail in the way your masterlist/introduction chapter is set up, MAKE IT YOUR OWN!

(and disclaimer, no i’m not talking about anyone specific, i just got really defensive over my friend because she put MONTHS into that book only for it to be taken by someone else and posted. nonetheless, this is unacceptable and we may let it slide publicly, but it does not, BY ANY MEANS, mean we are happy with what is being done with our work.

i also wanna take the time to make the disclaimer that if ANYONE feels that i’ve copied some aspect of their work, i will be happy to change it as long as you reach out.)

#dior yaps #except i’m yapping for 7-8 paragraphs #i’m sorry this is so long #but this had to be addressed #we will be back to our regular menace agenda soon

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artbyhurricanyounot · 2 years

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Aronwyn Headcanons - Expecting Parents Edition

Because all it takes is one person to encourage me to do it 🤣 thank you @daeron-the-flautist

Feel free to read my headcanons under the cut! Sorry, there are quite a few. Can y’all tell I’ve thought a lot about this? 😅

Bronwyn falls pregnant a while after she, Arondir, and Theo arrive in Pelargir, between 4 and 5 months after they’ve settled there. By then, they have that new garden and have planted those alfirin seeds, and Theo has, at last, welcomed the idea of an elf being his father figure now.

Bronwyn’s symptoms are the ones she experienced when she was pregnant with Theo, but worse. Her first signs are oversleeping (she tends to fall asleep sitting upright at her healer’s workbench), as well as just increased fatigue overall, morning sickness that comes and goes in strong waves throughout the day, and a little bit more of an appetite.

Arondir notices something different about her when he lets her sleep longer than usual, not wanting to disturb her. When she wakes, she scolds him (lightly, of course) for letting her sleep that long, since she has work to do, and as soon as she rises to get out of bed, a wave of nausea hits her, and she has to sit down and take deep breaths. Of course, she tells a very concerned Arondir that she’s fine when he suggests she might be falling ill and should stay in bed. “I’m fine” tends to be her response every time it happens, since it usually goes away within a few moments. Nonetheless, he’s always by her side, ready to help, when those moments hit. He is alarmed when she starts to occasionally retch up her meals. When she says to trust her, as a healer, that it’s nothing to be concerned about, he’s still not convinced. Theo becomes concerned as well, and he fusses more than Arondir.

Though she’s a healer, Bronwyn is a terrible patient.

Eventually, she does tell them. She tells Arondir first, holding his hand, explaining that she felt this way when she first learned she carried Theo within her. Arondir has to sit down to process the news, but he, of course, smiles and embraces her. However, he asks if he should be at all concerned about the symptoms being so hindering to her, but she assures him that it will pass eventually.

Telling Theo is a bit more difficult than Bronwyn expected. Deep down, she worries that he will be upset, and somehow resent this new sibling. At first, he is a little distant, but he warms up to the idea. He’s 15 years old by then, more mature than he was the years before, at least somewhat. He still plans on teaching his sibling everything he knows.

Bronwyn’s pregnancy is a difficult one, since she is not as young as she was when she had Theo. She has to hire an assistant/apprentice to help her, and also to train in midwifery. Theo and Arondir are always there for her when she needs them. Arondir has learned that Bronwyn is independent, and he doesn’t fuss over her for the most part, but sometimes, he has to work hard to convince her to rest, especially later on in the pregnancy. There are plenty of times in which she accepts his help, and he does what he can to ease any troubles she has. Theo, however, is constantly worried about his mother.

By the end of it, Bronwyn is exhausted and pretty much bedridden, the unborn child taking far more of a toll on her body that she ever could have expected. But Arondir is always there for her, anytime she needs. However, he’s strung tight as a harp string when she draws closer to her time, so any little gasp from her concerns him, especially when the false contractions hit. He doesn’t show signs of his concern deep down, as he’s really good at doing so. All his focus is on her.

When she goes into labor, she’s already been dealing with her false contractions, and they begin to worsen and become more regular. That’s when she knows it’s time. She instructs Arondir, breathlessly, to fetch the midwives/other healers. Theo rushes in to help his mother sit down and breathe while they wait for Arondir to return. He brings a group of women who have been trained in midwifery, and they tell the boys to leave; they can take it from here. They are reluctant, but they understand. Theo hugs his mother, and then Arondir embraces and kisses her. They go outside to wait.

Bronwyn is in labor for roughly 36 hours, and the whole ordeal is extremely taxing, but she’s still strong and determined. Throughout the day and night, someone often comes out of the room to update Arondir and Theo on Bronwyn’s progress, which was Bronwyn’s request, wanting them to know she was all right. Though Bronwyn remained fairly quiet throughout the labor, Arondir could hear her struggle for breath and her straining groans. For the first time, he’s visibly anxious. Eventually, his elf ears pick up her tiredly and tearfully tell the healers that she wants Arondir. He’s at the door when they open to fetch him, and he is at Bronwyn’s side in the blink of an eye, his hand in hers so she can squeeze it. She is coated in sweat, pale, exhausted, and in a lot of pain, and Arondir gently coaxes her through it, telling her not to hold back her screams if she feels the need. Outside, Theo paces back and forth, because he can now hear his mother’s cries. He tries to stay awake.

Before dawn, Bronwyn delivers their child, a tiny little thing, dark curls on her head, ears pointed like the father’s. It’s a little girl. Their daughter. It takes a moment, but they get her to breathe, and she starts crying as they lay her on Bronwyn’s chest. With one tired hand, she embraces the infant’s back, but her other hand is still in Arondir’s, and she doesn’t want to let go just yet. Arondir is in tears, in a stunned silence. He thought he could not love his family any more than he already does, but the moment he sees that child, his daughter, Bronwyn’s daughter, he realizes he had thought wrong. Both he and Bronwyn weep tears of exhausted, yet immense joy.

Once things are cleaned up, Theo is called in. He stands in the doorway, not at all liking the state his mother is in, so pale and spent. But he goes to her when she beckons him. The moment he sees the face of his baby sister, he melts, and he smiles as he sits with them. Bronwyn moves back the swaddling blanket to show Theo more of the infant’s face, telling him that in a moment, he may hold her. Theo is scared he’ll break her, so little and new as she is. Arondir assures him that he won’t, and he will show Theo what to do.

Arondir is the first after Bronwyn to hold their daughter, both as a way to show Theo what to do, and so he can see his infant up close and bond with her in his arms. His hands seem even more giant when he’s got this tiny little being in them. She looks a lot like her father, but Arondir can see some of Bronwyn’s likeness in her, too. He nearly weeps all over again.

Arondir is very slow and careful when he hands the baby to Theo, showing him how to support the tiny head, since Bronwyn can’t sit up at the moment. Theo is still hesitant, and Arondir supports his arms and hands at first, while the boy gets used to the little delicate weight in his arms. Theo can’t take his eyes off his sister, so full of wonder as he looks at her sleeping face. Holding her gives him a sense of purpose. Arondir stays close in case he needs more support, and Bronwyn watches her boys cherish the infant like the most precious gift, and she feels like all is right in the world.

Theo asks what the child’s name is, and Bronwyn and Arondir look at one another. They had spoken of names but a few times. A decision was never made. Arondir says Bronwyn should choose, since it was her body that made this child. Bronwyn says that the only thing she would choose is that the baby have a name like her father’s. They look so much alike; it’s so strikingly clear the baby is Arondir’s. She should have an elvish name, and perhaps one that would mean one who loves growing things, since, after all, is this not the child of a mother who is the village’s best healer, and a father who possesses a strong love for trees and growing things? So, the naming task is delegated to Arondir, and he takes a moment, and thinking long and hard about it. And yet, not so long, because it comes to him. There is only one name he can think of that fits this child.

They name her Galandil, a Sindarin name that means ��lover of plants.”

#wow that took me over an hour #I’m sorry this is so long #they live in my head rent free #bronwyn #arondir #the rings of power #arondir x bronwyn #aronwyn #Theo #Galandil

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themirokai · 1 year

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Get to Know Meme

Tag 9 people you want to get to know better.

Tagged by the lovely @pellaaearien ! Thanks!

Three ships: We’ll go with Dreamling (Dream/Hob from Sandman), Jayvik (Jayce/Viktor from Arcane), and I will take any opportunity to boost my little life raft of a rare pair ship Palomi (Paloma/Nomi from No Time To Die) (look at this ship tag: the first work is mine and the other 3 are gifts to me. 🤦🏻‍♀️ Please I promise you that this pairing is wonderful! I need more people to get into it!)

First ever ship: I came to online fandom relatively late but when I got here the first ship that I fell head over heels in love with was Mystrade (Mycroft/Lestrade from BBC Sherlock). I’ve said this elsewhere but I could not be more grateful that the kind, welcoming, drama-free fandom that is the Mystrade shippers was my intro to this world. The enthusiasm and encouragement that they gave me on my first few stories got me hooked on writing fic.

Last song: If I’m being honest, I don’t actually listen to a ton of music. I had Lindsey Stirling on as background music while I was working. I think the last song I like intentionally listened to was Magic Man by Heart.

Last movie: Oo! Watched The Woman King on New Year’s! It was fantastic! Lashana Lynch was incredible.

Currently reading: I have a lot of feelings about the fact that I haven’t finished a book in… a couple years at this point. The problem is that I spend my entire work day doing critical reading (so many contracts) and then when I have a little free time around parenting I either want to write or I want to read a friend’s story or I’m pretty zonked. Sooo yeah. Been struggling with this.

Currently consuming: Water. Had a very good burrito for dinner. The guacamole was mediocre to the extent that I may need to make my own guacamole this weekend to make up for it.

Currently craving: More free time by myself? Seriously, that’s basically all I ever want at this point. Last year for my birthday I went to a hotel for the weekend by myself and I barely spoke to anyone and it was amazing. Will probably do that again this year.

Zero pressure tags for: @garnetcapricorn @altair214

@icurlybooks @an-asuryampasya @tinyfrenchowl @mashumaru @karalynlovescake @sleebyplampts @inexhaustible-sources-of-magic

#I’m sorry this is so long #miro irl #tag game

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wearechecking · 1 year

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used vocaroo to record this and post it to tumblr

f1 voice challenge:

what do you go by?

where are you from?

who is your favorite driver? sell us on your favorite driver: why do you love him? why should we?

what race are you most looking forward to?

what race would you take off the calendar completely?

what is your hottest f1 take? what is your most generic f1 take?

tell us a story. any story at all

and finally, tag five mutuals to do their own version of the voice challenge

tyvm to @maxplaining for tagging me in this i love challenges like this :)

idk who has done it yet (literally no pressure friends) but i’m tagging @sunshine-5eb @gentlebirdsong @milfalonso @estiebestieban and @apollosfirstborn

feel free to do the challenge or not haha

#can y’all tell i’m on a work trip and completely out of it #i’m sorry this is so long #ok i’m going to sleep now lol

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takecareluv · 2 years

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ive been extremely anxious lately like ive never been before. i don't have my driver's license cuz personal stuff and i have one class that i need to drive to and no one in my fam can do it(ive never been/rode on the bus and the idea of it is terrifying to me) and they don't get it when i tell them im scared, they brush me off saying " well you don't have a choice blah blah" and everything about this situation makes me so scared and anxious, it starting to physically hurt. def feel free to respond after ur trip, don't want to let u down with my anxiety.

hi my love <3 im sorry this took me so long to respond to. and no no don’t worry about it, you could never let me down with you anxiety. im just happy you feel comfortable enough to share your feelings with me 🤍

as for the anxiety you’ve been feeling, i totally get it. i don’t have my driver’s license either, the idea of it makes me so nervous, driving is honestly so scary to me, but just like you said so does taking the bus, etc. i know for me the biggest part of my anxiety comes from “the unknown”. anytime it’s my first time doing something, going somewhere, whatever it may be, i get extremely anxious about it because i don’t know what to expect from it. in my mind i like to know exactly what’s going to happen every step of the way before it even occurs so i’m prepared and don’t myself in an awkward situation (which i always fear will happen lol). so things i’ve never done before, like riding a bus alone, is very scary to me because i wouldn’t know what to do going into it. but what helps ease my anxiety for things like that is having someone by my side through it, there’s always something comforting about having a partner with you through nerve wracking things. so if this is possible for you, maybe the first time you take the bus (maybe before you even have to take it for your class, if it hasn’t already happened) try taking it with a friend or family member as a trial run so that when you have to do it alone, and are already feeling more anxious to begin with, you’ll already know what to do & expect and that part of it won’t make you feel as nervous. i feel like once you get through that first time, you’ll realize that it wasn’t so scary and it was all just your anxiety taking over. i know that always happens to me, after things are over i’ll wonder what i was so scared for ?? (anxiety’s great like that :/) or if there’s another form of transportation you can take that doesn’t make you feel as anxious, for example an uber, train or walking? (im not sure what’s plausible for you with the distance & your area)

but anyway i hope this helps and makes sense at all. im sorry you’ve been feeling this way, i know how rough it can be when anxiety starts to physically effect you and becomes all you can think about. i hope it ends soon, or if your class already happened i hope it went okay for you and wasn’t as scary as you expected. also i know how rough it can be when someone doesn’t understand how anxiety effects you and how little things to them are much bigger & scarier to us. i’m sorry that’s something you have to deal with. just know you’re not alone. don’t feel bad for how you feel, there are so many people who go through the same things and understand you. lots of love, my dear. 🤍

#answered asks #am i capable of writing a short response?#i’m sorry this is so long

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candlejuice · 2 months

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I just want to say if any of you people who actually look at my blog see anything Wilbur related fucking do what ever you can to make sure that nobody else sees it like no hate to any of the writers to be clear all of those stories are beautifully written but Wilbur is not and I do not support him. But I don’t know if you can delete a post and yeah so please don’t reblog those stories or anything

#I’m sorry this is so long #But I had a bad Wilbur phase #And I can’t figure out if you can delete a post #And they are too far back #Shit grammar too #Team Shelby

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watcher0033 · 10 months

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Y’all, the Archive admins are made up of VOLUNTEERS. And they have been working for 12-13 HOURS STRAIGHT.

I better not hear any complaints when donation period comes around. OR ELSE.

cosplay by @woahchriswoah on Twitter

EDIT: How do we show appreciation to the volunteers? For me reading these deep dives on OTW issues u guys apparently it's been said multiple times that one of their objective statements is to have paid staff for ao3 and there's a surplus of donations they haven't used up or the other community solutions that needs to address. For those more financially literate feel free to analyze, snipe me or add to the discussion etc. linked here by deepa. They’re cool and these yearly analysis they did aint no joke.

But Seriously what can we do for these volunteers? The probable burn out from this entire fiasco would be no joke. @ao3org

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astearisms · 8 months

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fionna and cake drawings before and after watching the episodes so far. it’s nostalgic and somehow cathartic and poignant and relatable and—it just started

#i’m part of the demographic where i was a kid when adventure time started and now watching fionna and cake as an adult makes me emotional #because did they keep us in mind when writing fionna and her attitude towards life #the dissatisfaction #the hoping for something more #something more magical than this dreary life filled with working to live and living to work #it’s so reflective of how life feels for me and perhaps many of us #and also Simon’s episode was so sad but so well thought out #exploring his feelings after the events of the adventure time finale is something I’m glad we get to see #there were already so many layers to his character in AT but now it feels like we get to dive deeper #I also felt emotional hearing Rebecca Sugar singing and writing a song that encapsulates his feelings so well #😭 it’s been awhile seeing her work exist alongside these characters #and all of these emotions get stronger because I remember AT being the one to inspire me to be a storyboard artist #when I was younger I used to follow many of the board artists here in tumblr and would get so inspired by them #to create simple but powerful boards that can capture the feelings of characters so well #Rebecca Sugar’s songs for the AT characters inspired me so much too #I’m sorry this is long I’m just feeling so many things experiencing all of this again as an adult #my art #fanart #adventure time #fionna and cake #fionna the human #cake the cat #simon petrikov

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negativespace06 · 4 months

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i am ill

#deltarune #utdr #kris dreemurr #kris deltarune #susie deltarune #ralsei deltarune #jevil deltarune #SORRY FOR POSTING SO MUCH DELTARUNE #I CANT STOP #i’m almost over it maybe #my art #long post

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dumplingsjinson · 6 months

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List of “not-so-random suggestive and non-suggestive” prompts

“How was your sleep?” “Mm.. It was good. Better.” “Better how?” “Better because you’re here.” (THE WAY I GOT SO FLUSTERED WTF)

“That’s my girl/boy,” Character B murmurs in a hushed voice, stroking their fingers through Character A’s hair while Character A rests their head on their chest, trying to catch their breath. (THE SCREAM I SCRUMPT INTERNALLY, THE AUDACITY HE AUDACITIED??? WHAT THE FUCK??? EXCUSEEEE MEEEEEE??? BTW, SIR, HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS IN THE MORNING-)

“Fuck, you turn me on so much with the noises you make,” Character B groans, thrusting their hips up into Character A’s and Character A whimpering softly at that. (Okay so I added the fuck at the start because it’s hotter this way bUTTTT WKGKSKFS PLSSSSS I JUST- OH MY GOD, I think I just realised that dialogue to me is SO IMPORTANT LMFAOOO)

“There are two hot things in this room right now: you, and the temperature.” (LET ME BREATHE, DAMNNNN)

“Mmm, I’m gonna hog the bed so you can’t get on,” Character A murmurs, laying sprawled out on the bed. “That’s fine, I can just lay on you,” Character B says, making their way to the bed. “…Are you calling me a bed?” Character A questions as Character B gets on top of them, careful not to crush them under their weight. “Yeah, you're my bed,” Character B murmurs, snuggling close to Character A. (FUCKCKKCKXKDKKSKGKAKD HE’S JUST OUT HERE FLIRTING TO THE MAX WITH ME AND LEAVING ME SPEECHLESS TF)

“I told you my bed’s cozy,” Character B says, chuckling as they make their way over to Character A, who’s snuggled up under the covers. They pull the cover back and climb into the bed next to Character A, wrapping their arms around them. “And now it’s even cozier,” Character B murmurs into Character A’s neck. “Because you’re here?” Character A questions playfully. “Yeah,” Character B answers.

A laughter filled tickling play fight session somehow turning into them making out, turning into Character A straddling Character B, head thrown back in pleasure as they grind their hips against Character B’s while Character B holds onto their hips, thrusts matching the momentum of Character A’s movements.

Spending way too much time tickling each other, peals of laughter coming from them both as they both try to attack each other’s sensitive spots. (His laughter is so cute AND I REALLY MISS HIM PLS WJDSK)

Morning cuddles and kisses as sunlight spills into the room.

“I’m gonna fuck you so good once we get there, yeah?” (MY HONEST REACTION WAS LITERALLY “???” I JUST?? WHAT?? SINCE WHEN WAS HE- AND HIM SWEARING? HOT HOT HOT HOT WKGKAKS)

Character A taking Character B’s hand into theirs while they’re driving. “You can drive with one hand, right?” they ask with a little grin, and Character B chuckles and nods. “Of course I can.” (HIM DRIVING WITH ONE HAND IS SO HOT BYE)

Character B guiding the speed of Character A’s hips as Character A grinds against them. (can he PLEASE manhandle me-)

“Okay, I’ll let you tickle me wherever you want if you give me one kiss.” (He lied a few times AHAHA, dodged my attacks instead after I gave him his kisses bruhhh)

Character B lending their clothes to Character A since Character A’s staying the night. (The way I smelled like him AHHHH)

The soft “yeah?” Character B would mutter in response when they’re messing around with Character A and noises would fall from Character A’s mouth, involuntarily.

Stopping their play fight every now and again to kiss each other.

Character B flirting with Character A and Character A not knowing how to respond other than half groaning and half laughing and calling them insufferable (affectionately). (Like I said, I’m romantically constipated-)

Character B laughing every time Character A calls them annoying and insufferable whenever they flirt with them.

Character A leaning in to kiss Character B… And then using that opportunity to tickle them when Character B’s guards are down.

Them just laughing with each other at the dumbest shit until they’re out of breath; finding comfort and joy in each other’s company.

Character A teasing Character B with how ticklish they are on certain spots.

Character B tugging at the hem of Character A’s top, wanting to take it off, but Character A shakes their head and Character B immediately respects that by backing off a bit. (I’m including this because I don’t think people understand that any signs of no means no. Some people need to take notes for real)

“So… Are you going to stay over tonight?” “…Mm, maybe next time.” “You always say next time, though.” (EWLKNFWELN He really wanted me to stay, and I clearly folded so um pwnfewklnf)

“I’m sorry if I’m like… Slow with all of this? I’m not experienced with any of this, and I don’t know what I’m doing. And I don’t think I’m ready for… You know.” “And that’s fine. Like I said, we’ll take it slow; we’ve got all the time in the world to get comfortable with each other, hm?” (WHEN I SAY I WAS GOING WEKJFNEWJKNEWFLN WHEN HE REASSURED ME, I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AHHH)

Character B climbing back into bed after taking their morning shower to get more cuddles in with Character A before they have to go to work.

“You can just change in here if you want.” (WO4HKLWFN THIS FUCKING MAN LMFAOOO, the way I didn’t listen and went to the bathroom to change because I’m still feeling too embarrassed to change in front of him even though he’s kind of seen me topless before)

Hugging each other a little tighter, and Character A mumbling, “God, I really don’t want to leave” before they part ways.

“The way you keep running around in my mind everyday… How dare you?” Character A mumbles. “Well, is there a problem with that?” Character B questions with a chuckle. (I’m bold for this one, praise me LKNEFKLNWG)

The constant check ins from Character B, to make sure Character A’s all good and well. (every prompt list has this because it’s something I’ll always fucking harp on about lmao)

Character B grasping Character A’s wrists so they’d stop attacking their ticklish spots, pulling them in for a kiss instead. (He did this SO MANY TIMES AND FAILED SO MANY TIMES AHAHA, I’m a sneaky menace)

Character A pulling the Spiderman kiss on Character B while Character B’s lying down. (I WANNA KISS HIM MORE FUCKSLKFNES’F)

Character A waking up in Character B’s clothes and in their bed, hair all mussed up and sporting a faint mark on their neck. (I think I uh… I think I like having marks on my neck?? Made by him, specifically, IDK wpeofnew;nf)

Get home safe! Love you lots and lots, Character B texts Character A. (THE WAY I SMILED WHEN I SAW HIS TEXT WHILE HEADING TO THE STATION AHAHA, it wasn’t even ten minutes since we parted and he sent me this and I was fangirling about it to my friends AHAHA)

“Aren’t you going to get up now? You gotta get to work,” Character A says, poking Character B’s side. “Mmm, five more minutes,” Character B murmurs, pulling Character A closer to them. (HE’S SO CLINGY AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH AHDFOEKNF)

Character A realising they might actually be falling in love, slowly but surely, with Character B. (YEAH SO THIS IS A REVELATION AND A HALF AND IDK HOW TO FEEL ABOUT IT)

#long post #based on personal experience 😮‍💨#so sorry for all of the commentary HAHAH #and yes before you say anything i’m living the fanfic life for you all LESNFNLK #cat guy chronicles #writing prompts #prompts #dialogue prompts #writing scenarios #otp prompts #suggestive prompts #smut prompts #fluff prompts #non-suggestive prompts

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