This just might be the area I’m in for college right now, but you know how people are genuinely less social and willing to go out since quarantine? Well they’re also way more embarrassed about dancing. Everyone is too timid to start a fire on the dance floor, and only crowds of dancers make people who fear embarrassment realize that on the floor, they don’t have to worry because they’ll just be another body having fun, and no one cares.
But if NOBODY is willing to hit the floor, then the crowd doesn’t form at all. So then nobody joins, and the few brave souls* are wiggling and jiggling alone, and when all of us get thirsty, the floor dies.
I don’t think COVID and a lack of safe public gatherings is the only factor though. Social media (and cameras!!!) has made perfection seem so attainable, and yet all it does is backslide you into self disbelief. You don’t have to learn every step of a dance to have fun! Make your own wiggle and people will love it!
And don’t get me started on the little dance circles that are unfriendly. PEOPLE! Letting in lonely diggers can make you new friends and increases the fun! Don’t fucking ignore the singlet. Some serious loss of etiquette is going on and it’s sad. You would NOT be fun to start a conga line with
We didn’t even have a dance circle form. That’s literally one of the coolest parts. God I hope back home it’s not like this/this phenomenon passes. Good luck to us all I guess
*like me ofc
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there’s something so autistic about the riddler as a character. the frustration of having no one really see you, the need to prove yourself smarter and cleverer than all of them to make up for the fact that you could never fit in with them, the compulsive joy of forcing others to play by your rules, the obsession with truth and answers, the comfort of having your own space where you’re in control, the fear of inadequacy, the isolation and loneliness, the need to be acknowledged in your reality to be satisfied but never able to reach that satisfaction.
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// serious post
here’s the thing i don’t get: people tell you to communicate your feelings, and then react negatively when you feel something they don’t think you should.
i’m ill in six different directions: my feelings are mostly negative and generally illogical. i get upset for reasons that i know don’t matter in the bigger scheme of things. but i can’t express that anger or hurt, because then people think that i am selfish, and entitled, and a bad friend. on the other hand, though, i’m also bad at hiding my feelings, and saying you’re okay when you clearly aren’t is also rude. so it’s just a constant struggle between “how much can i say to make this person feel that i’m answering truthfully, without them deciding i’m a selfish asshole.”
people tell me that you can’t rationalize away your emotions, and then react with disgust when i can’t do that for “the things that matter.” i’m upset. i know i shouldn’t be, i’m upset that i’m upset, but you sitting there judging me isn’t exactly going to help the situation. i know that whatever’s going on with my friends is more important than how it affects me. but then what does selflessness look like? is it not being upset in the first place, or is it just hiding your expression of your hurt? am i incapable of being a good friend because i can’t keep myself from feeling things i shouldn’t?
i just don’t get people sometimes. it’s like everyone has a rulebook for what’s allowed, and they just forgot to give me a copy. i get told communicate, communicate, communicate, over and over, and everyone forgets to mention what i’m meant to be conveying. because sometimes it really seems that what they want isn’t the truth.
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gender is so fucking confusing
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said to my counsellor that i wasnt built for friendship because everyone always eventually just. stops speaking to me and she went “ok why do you think that is?” and then when i finished my dumb sad list she went “ok so maybe you aren’t good at friendship” and i. have never regretted spending £50 more in my life lol
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Is it just me, or is there a surprising lack of Tumblr posts on Mysterious Lotus Casebook and neurodivergence?
I would have thought Di Feisheng’s special interests in sword fighting and Li Xiangyi would have inspired at least a few comments about him being Autistic.
(Plus his preference for blunt speech, ignoring social rules/etiquette, dislike of social settings, and sensory sensitivity (sound in particular), etc.)
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Magenta and Columbia’s part of “Touch-a Touch-a Touch Me” in the 1975 film be like
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tbh my advice to other disabled people is Don’t Be Afraid To Be An Asshole Sometimes. like not unprovoked but if people are bothering you. you may think “he probably doesn’t mean anything by it” and maybe you’re even right, but if you’re enough of a pain in the ass about it then people learn not to be ableist next time and it doesn’t actually hurt them any aside from momentarily feeling horribly awkward. grill ME on why i’m sitting down at an event where most people stand up and you get my whole medical history in painstaking detail loud enough for everyone nearby to hear our conversation. and the bonus of this is it flips an interaction that would otherwise be upsetting and embarrassing to you back around onto the dick who tried to make you feel that way. it’s your turn to feel like you’ve personally fucked up the vibe at the whole party now, dipshit
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awww ♥️
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wait why is that option getting so many votes??
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(you know the drill: click for better quality or whatever.)
I love/hate this drawing. Like, they look so stupid I love them but also they look so stupid I wish I could draw.
(Rant under the cut)
I did this scene redraw or whatever it’s called because i was supposed to be mind-mapping ideas for my A-Level art Personal Project but couldn’t because the idea of such a big project felt too daunting to start and I had so many ideas in my head I was rendered completely unable to write or articulate any of them. Then I felt so guilty for drawing this instead that I sat down and wrote a far-longer-than-necessary essay about my initial ideas and two artists I could investigate because I have systems in place for writing essays through executive dysfunction but not mind mapping through executive dysfunction. I’m actually irrationally terrified I’m going to be in trouble for not doing the task properly even though I overcompensated out of guilt and my teacher has never been mad at me before. I’m pretty sure he secretly hates me though, expect rationality I know that’s not true and I hate that I can’t convince myself that my teachers are not completely lying to me about everything.
i need therapy.
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Me: *Sees a fun and relatable post about a character I like*
Me: Hehe, fun. I’ll give it a reblog and add some of my own thoughts in the tags.
Me: *Reblogs and adds tags agreeing with OP*
Me: *Reopens Tumblr a couple of hours later and sees that there’s a message in my inbox*
The Message:
(From OP of the post I originally reblogged)
Me: *Tries to type a reply to ask for clarification*
Me: *Can’t*
Me: *Checks OP’s blog*
OP: *Apparently blocked me*
Me: :/
Ok, so I literally didn’t know this was a thing??? That apparently it’s not okay to reblog things from RP blogs??? I didn’t see a “don’t reblog” in the tags (though I might not have noticed). Is this common or is it this one blog in particular??? I’ve reblogged from what I think were RP blogs, and I’ve never had this issue before.
Should I follow this person’s aggressive demand and never reblog from an RP blog again??? Because if that’s the case, I’m probably just gonna start blocking every RP blog from now on just so I don’t have to deal with shit like this. Can anyone tell me if this is common knowledge??? Legitimately need to know. I’d rather just be aware so as not make this mistake again and deal with the RSD.
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okay so one thing that severely annoys me about extraordinary attorney woo is how they make su-mi out to a “bad mother”
now, she did not want young-woo. she was in her final (i believe) year of law school and was set to inherit a law firm. she did not have the time, therefore she did not want her, and wanted to abort her
the father literally told her that if she were to give birth to young-woo he would leave her alone and su-mi would never have to see him or young-woo ever
but then he gets so offended on the fact that she didn’t come around to see young-woo? like, make it make sense?
i understand young-woo being upset, but the dad? you did this, so why you getting so offended when you’re the one who made it this way?
yes, su-mi could’ve come around, she could’ve found the dad and young-woo at any time, she could’ve played a part in her life, but she didn’t, and why not? because the dad made the deal, so he needs to stop acting like he’s a victim, because he’s really not
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testosterone meeting complete?!?!?!?!???!!!
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I don’t have the ”your child is a joy to have in class” neurodivergent.
I have the “Your child hasn’t done any homework in four months and is failing this class. However they get a 100% on every test they take even though they don’t pay attention and we put them in a room by themselves to take the test so they don’t cheat. Please find out what’s wrong with them.”
Oh wait… nobody else? Just me? Okay then.
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