#I ramble sometimes

[goblins-riddles-or-frocks]

forever obsessed with dynamics between vampires, specifically that of a maker and fledgling, as a way to explore abuse. the creation of a vampire itself can so easily be a literalization of the lasting impacts of trauma and also much more simply the ways a perpetrator might shape their victim’s very identity. the extremes of isolation in the way that the new vampire, in most narratives, must cut all ties to their mortal life, or else go through an elaborate charade to maintain the facade of humanity, while forever still being removed from it. and the sheer dependence and vulnerability of being in an entirely new state of being, wholly uncertain of what it entails, and relying on another person to define… everything.

#or just the moral dilemmas #rewatching amc interview is kind of making me insane #that moment in episode two when louis is looking for a sort of assurance in the fact that lestat may actually have some good in him #look at how he cares about music look at the simple wondrous things that can bring him joy #and then the immediate dread when the opera performance turns out to be imperfect because he knows how lestat will react to *that* #I think there’s also something really interesting in the highlighting of lestat upbraids the less skilled singer before killing him #(slowly) #but also I will wait to watch more before I articulate my thoughts #vampires #interview with the vampire #amc interview with the vampire #i ramble sometimes #I do still find the lestat and claudia film and novel dynamic by far the most compelling for how she tries to usurp him but almost to be him #but I’m enjoying this #I’m very curious if I will like show claudia more on rewatch #the movie always resonated most with me (sue me lol) because there seemed to be more simultaneous fondness and attachment even at the end

[i-your-higness-is-me]

Just a thought

Dracula would throw Gastby level parties when he was younger. Vampire parties would go so hard because they don’t need sleep. And I’m pretty sure they found new ways to get drunk. Or mAybE thEy brought Drugs to the party Scene? Mayhaps? He never talks about his party days as a distinguished old man Vampire now.

#castlevania #vlad dracula tepes #alucard #vald the impaler #the great gatsby #just a thought #I ramble sometimes

[rainytheoristpersona]

“Art hoe” is so jegulus coded. The girl in the song is def regulus. They share the same attributes and have that bad boy/girl persona. James is the guy. It doesn’t matter if Regulus breaks his heart, he still has him wrapped around his finger. Btw you have to really listen to the lyrics to understand what i'm talking abt.

#jegulus #james potter #regulus black #art hoe #i ramble sometimes #this song is amazing #Spotify

[littlepaperghostboy]

anna likes swear words, says they taste like cigarettes minus the menthol. she lights another one up, offers me a drag knowing i’ll turn her down. i don’t care for the taste of tobacco or cussing, both remind me of arkansas rape, backroad gravel smoke. she shrugs her shoulders when i shake my head no, sucks in hard and breathes out. i could watch anna smoke for hours. she’s meticulous about it, inhaling and exhaling on an even number count, letting her shoulders down while blowing clouds.

#poetry #poets on tumblr #spilled ink #trans writers #spilled poetry #writers and poets #poems and quotes #trans artist #writers on tumblr #writerscorner #quotes #i ramble sometimes #short poem #sad poem #something larger

[twistedworldofmine]

#sometimes i write things #i ramble sometimes #poets on tumblr #poetscommunity #i wrote this #feelings #my poetry #poetic #letting go #writerscommunity #female writers #writing #spilled words

[postalfgt]

My bunny, Arrow, passed away today at 5 am. She's been a beloved sassy queen and she'll always be in my heart as the big and powerful evil that I've faced on the daily. Between her licks and nibbles, her big brown eyes and white arrow on her nose pointing down always reminded me to give her treats.

I believe she's consuming magic in another realm. Hope she protects the other bunnies she lives with now.

I'll always love you Arrow. I still look back where you always sat. Hope you have everything you always wanted wherever you went.

#personal #i ramble sometimes #its not a very happy post #she really stole my heart.

[1p2p-heta-imagines]

Have been seeing a lot of fanart of Romano as a priest/pastor and honestly I’m. Getting a little obsessed with it.

Just needed to share this

#Please think about it obsessively as well <3 #So deeply religious but continuously breaking religious rules #But not wanting to stop #Or not being able to stop #A never ending cycle of guilt #I was also obsessed with the hot pirest from Fleabag though so maybe I'm just bringing it over to this fandom idk #I ramble sometimes #I have many headcanons I don't share because it's not asked #Might start just randomly posting headcanons I have #A lot are inspired by fanart ngl #Idk I'm considering it

[blossomingpeace]

"Why do you act like that with animals? They can't give you anything back." I don't love just so I could get something in return.

#i ramble sometimes #dogs #animals #animal lover #remembered a post i saw a few days ago but i cant find it back so i retyped and posted

[marias-wonderland]

Spoilers about the “Inside man” on Netflix and its similarities with SoTL (specifically Hannibal’s character and his relationship with Clarice)

TL;DR: I think they drew inspiration by the movie when it comes to grief’s and Beth’s character and while they are completely different media and cases, they were an enjoyable duo I wish we had more time to see together, because it would have been an interesting concept to explore more (especially if they shared some more common elements with Hannibal and Clarice)

Alright so: lemme tell ya I liked the show. Could have been better? yes. Did I still enjoy it and had a blast? absolutely! That being said: I couldn't help but notice a familiar pattern with Grieff’s Character/Beth and Hannibal/Clarice

Everyone’s keep talking about how Tucci’s Character was Sherlock-ish (well thats what happens when the writer of Sherlock writes more shows ig) but in my eyes he mostly was Hannibal-ish. 

Grieff wasn't all that ironic as Sherlock was throughout the show (kinda), and he wasn't trying to ‘show off’ either as Sherlock did. He also didn't solve the cases with the help of some rather deux ex machina clues (like Sherlock did sometimes) He was mostly reversed, stoic, calm, ready to point out the hypocrisies in one’s morals and enjoyed helping Beth discover the clues for her case (don't these things remind you of Hannibal?). Beth is also an ambitious young woman, a journalist who writes about crimes in general, who is dedicated to what she does.

episode 1:

Her first meeting with Grieff had SoTL vibes. His indifference at first, then starting to take a like on her. Her trying to figure out how to ask the right kind of questions but also making sure she's respected and calling him out whenever she feels she should. And when he revealed that he chooses his cases based on ‘moral worth’ feels like he shares a piece of himself (perhaps a more vulnerable one?), smth he wouldn't do unless he knew she was a ‘decent’ human. And as dilon said “you liked it, you talked a lot”, smth that neither of them would do unless they found an interest in the other person

Episode 2:

Episode’s 2 little game of ‘would you rather help your friend or get more material for your job?’ felt smth like Lecter would do too. I didn't expect her to choose the latest but then again, it’s not like they were bffs.

Also her going all around searching for clues with him on the phone, directing her and being pleased when she finds the solution? definitely smth Lecter would do to, had he being in prison in 2022 and not in the 80′s. And again, I enjoyed their banter. And their little talk at the end, him making fun of her moral codes while she just saw the woman who was the murderer running away?? I found it funny tbh

Episode 3:

Morag’s speech during ep 3 was also a nice touch. Making sure Beth never forgets that after all these, Grieff is a monster (Just like what everyone kept telling to Clarice, both the media and her closer environment). Her determination to continue her job/finding Janice im sure pleased Grieff (as for why he wanted to listen to her reaction on the phone: the man loves playing games)

Episode 4:

Episode’s 4 opening scene has similar vibes, explaining hard to grasp concepts in a simpler way. And him sending the men of his ex father-in-law to the vicar’s house, in a pretence he had confessed where he had hidden his wife’s head, so he could help Beth? ingenious and Lecter should take some notes tbh

On the whole:

While I recognise this was not 100% intended by Moffat, I would like to believe he drew some inspo by SoTL and Hannibal’s relationship with Clarice.

It was obvious they were never meant to be like them (let alone how their relationship developed in the Hannibal book) but, for sure it felt refreshing to watch something that shared some common clues with one of my favourite couples in media. Especially with a couple we are not going to watch together in the big screen because of copyright issues...

#so yeah #I ramble sometimes #I spent an hour writing this #mostly because I rewatched the scenes between these two #no im perfectly normal why are u asking?? #please don't get this post in the way im shipping the or smth #god forbid no #It just was a pleasant surprise to see smth I like in media #smth which reminded me of clannibal #of course smth tells me im on my own on this one... no wonder!! #but I would like to read what you people think too!! #inside man #inside man bbc #SoTL #silence of the lambs #the silence of the lambs #hannibal lecter #clarice starling #jefferson grieff

[noah-and-friends]

Not a *normal* post but have yall seen the new fnaf trailer?? IT LOOKS SO GOOD!!! Like i am SO EXCITED FOR IT TO COME OUT!! ANd the edits?? OH MY GOLLY GEE THEY ARE SO GOOD‼️‼️

These clips look so good! Im so excited to watch it!!

I also want to thank Scott Cawthon for all of the wonderful games he has created! He has done a wonderful job with them and we appreciate them.

Clips from the new fnaf preview trailer

Post made ( without asking ) so shh.. dont tell Charlotte on me..

#fnaf #scott cawthon #i love fnaf #thank you #we all thank you scott for everything you have made! thank you so much :) #i ramble sometimes #huge hollywood star splits from his girlfriend after five years #five nights at freddy's #i like adding tags that have nothing to do with the post.. its funny :)

[starryalpacasstuff]

D-Day is just- such a good album. The songs are so meaningful, and the mvs we've seen so far have been works of art. Even the name of the album is so significant.

When one thinks of D-Day, doomsday immediately comes to mind, the day we've all been waiting for, the day we've known is coming. And, in a way, it is. This album was a long time coming. Suga knew that there would be a trilogy of albums under the moniker Agust D since he started working on the very first mixtape- he's said it multiple times now.

D-Day also brings to mind the end of the world, and while this album is the end to the Agust D trilogy, there's a lot more to it than that. After the end, there has to be a new beginning. After destruction comes new life. In the Norse myths, Ragnarok is the end of the world, where nearly all the gods and creatures of the myths are wiped out- but theres more after it. The world rises anew from the ashes of the old one, ready to begin a new life with the remnants of the old.

And Suga has also stated that after this album he supposes that his next solo work will be under the name Suga- perhaps closing the chapter on Agust D. So while this album may be an ending to the trilogy of Agust D, its also a new beginning for the other work Suga is gonna come up with in the future. And I for one, am incredibly excited. In the meantime though? I'm gonna go ahead and stream Amygdala one more time.

#agust d #d day #suga #min yoongi #rambles #d day album #army #bts #idk iv been thinking about this for a while #and i think its just such a clever name #really shows his intentions with this album and whats to come after #i meant for this to be like one paragraph but look what we have now #i ramble sometimes

[goblins-riddles-or-frocks]

kuro adaptations never had like particularly fun names but they were trying a bit with like “book of murder” “book of the atlantic” but then the new one is like fuck you, it’s the public school arc, you know what this is

#black butler #kuroshitsuji #black butler public school arc #I ramble sometimes

[beepbeepmotherfuckers]

bad at talking

it's a quiet novemeber morning. you're sitting across from me at a cafe, stirring you tell me that we're bad at talking. that i don't talk enough. i sip my coffee to buy time. you don't say anything back.

how do i tell you that i wish not to be a writer, an artist? how do i tell you that i want to seize the scrawny shoulders i had when i was 17, and yell at them to know that 17 year me would be the same as 19, and the same as 23? that i will spend years writing about you, and trying to find new ways, all the time?

"you know, i wish someone wrote about me." i frown into my cup. i pretend once more.

i wish someone wrote about you instead, so i don't have to find new ways to dedicate my heart to you. sometimes i wish i wasn't in love with you, so that every word that i breathe life onto a page wasn't so painful, that it wasn't so obvious.

talking. we are bad at talking.

we hop from city to city. talking isn't really apart of the equation. where do we stand anyways? we don't text nor call, but i know the scar on your leg from a fall in second grade, the stain on your shitty apartment floor from when we made soup because you felt homesick, your go-to takeout order when you are sick. and you know me too: my favorite cafe in the city that we bump into the most, the way i tie my shoes, how to use my microwave.

they say love is humiliating. i feel like such a clown. (they are right)

"talk? you want us to talk?" i laugh. "i'm so bad at talking to you that i've written books about you."

you know, sometimes i see you, and you don't see me. i take the train up north, because the air is sobering and life gets monotonous, even if i have luxuries that most people can only dream of. i'm sad. i'm a sad little person, and at the end of the day, i'll still be sad in verona. i'll still be sad in paris. i'll still be sad in munich.

i'm sad but i didn't realize until glass cuts my teeth and the insides of my mouth, and i'm coughing up blood. i don't realize that there was glass inside of me at all, until i see her, and something cracks so brillantly that my chest pangs in pain and my smile bloodied. i see the careful way your hand curls at her hip, as if she is delicate and precious like the ambience of first snow, and at that moment i knew that i had played myself.

how do i stop thinking of you? ah. the artist and the muse. i look at my hands and i look into my eyes in the foggy mirror after drinking alone in the house and i felt betrayed, not by you, but by me; the way i can't seem to make anything that isn't about you, no matter how hard i tried. what happens when the muse doesn't like the artist? what happens when the muse doesn't want to immortalized in such way? what happens?

sometimes i dare to contemplate if i was ever your muse. for the distant dreams of a future life. like perhaps, one day, it will be a dreary january morning, but we'd have steaming cups of coffee and just cuddling on the couch, and you'd be happy to see me when i take the train up north, and maybe do better for me, like i for you.

no, that is selfish to think. don't mind me.

don't mind me at all.

#writing #islovereal #i ramble sometimes #poetry #poetry??? #i kinda hate it

[strawberryy-dreamer]

It's pride month and I'm obligated to only draw Seras and Integra being in love and kissing each other

#sryy guys I dont make the rules #gotta support my fav weed smoking gfs #but seriously I have like 5 sketches I've done of them already #I ramble sometimes

[blood-and-cigars]

Integra has very soft hair, thank you

so true bestie!

#hellsing #integra hellsing #I’m just cleaning out my inbox don’t mind me #i ramble sometimes #all the bendy punctuations #a mysterious stranger has appeared

[adjit]

I think we need to get more comfortable with the idea that sometimes shitty, racist, homophobic, bigoted people are still incredibly talented.

I feel like every time I see a post addressing someone’s shitty behavior the post also takes the time to mention that they’re not even good at [x] anyway. And that’s just not always true? Equating being good at a skill as being morally good is just not necessary. Someone can be a fantastic writer, can have a beautiful singing voice, can create breathtaking artwork, and still be a horrible person.

I know part of this is probably just the instinct to dislike everything about a person when you dislike them, but I also think this mindset leads to people defending creatives way past where they should, because if bad people create bad art, then if this person creates art that I like and resonates with me, then they can’t be a bad person!

And you know. That’s just not true. Those two things are simply completely unconnected and I think it’d be healthier if we all started disconnecting them in our heads.

#ramblings tag #like idk. I think it’s possible to feel distaste for someone’s stuff while acknowledging it’s objectively good #but sometimes people act like admitting there’s a single good thing about a person who’s been shitty is impossible #and like. no! people are multifaceted and can have many positives #those don’t change the fact that they’ve done shitty things