#I NEED IT TO STOP

[ascendingtostardust]

It’s already been a rough winter for Sammy nation

#it’s too much #I need it to stop #cozy winter Sam is everything to me #sam kiszka

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

you are so so loved by God and by all of us here on tumblr and I am sending you so much love tonight. please stay. things will get better I promise. <3

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#anon i am so sorry that my first reaction was legitimately 'damn it' because i want to die so bad right now. have all day #all evening #am drinking a hot drink and gonna maybe listen to music in a bit once i hopefully stop feeling so overwhelmed by TEXTURES #does it count as self harm that i scratched the back of my hand until it bled earlier? #i couldn't stop thinking about the knives #even now i wish my sis would leave the room a mo i NEED to know where the knives are #I NEED THEM #tw sh #tw suicide #i swear if i had one rn id be in a bad way #fool that i am tho i cut my palm and it hurts like mad when i do things #but i. i. TEXTURES #I NEED THEM GONE I NEED TO STOP FEELING MY SKIN OR I NEED PAIN TO COVER IT UP #I NEED IT TO STOP #personal #but thanks anon. truly <3

[acerathia]

'oh, ru, what have u been doing?' i felt like dying and my sideblog had one post that keeps haunting me, like, nooooooo, also, no writing, only reading

#it has over 6k notes #i need it to stop #also. im sorry for not writing. i mentally cannot even think about it lmaoo

[pessimisticprincess]

i think i’m going to be taking a social media break for a minute i really just need to take a step back from everything

#idk if this will last or not tumblr has always been a safe space for me when it comes to social media but it does not feel like that anymore #which is very sad for me #so maybe i just need a break from everything and to not exist for awhile #i appreciate anyone who checks on me and messages me i love you so much i’m just really not okay everything is too triggering #i need it to stop

[gorillawithautism]

i can't do this anymore besties i can't keep seeing this shit

#swingset #another day another zionist rabbi saying arabs want to be slaves to jews or some other fucked up perversion of judaism #i need it to stop

[plague-parade]

how does one stop having nightmares about the people you love dying

#i need it to stop

[angryborzois]

istg i dont know if its because i dont follow any tags but ive been getting the most irrelevant posts as my "based on your likes!"

#angryborzois rambles #theyre like x readers from random fandoms that ive never even heard of #or from fandoms that i do know but have never searched up on tumblr #i need it to stop #like dude i dont care about these characters i dont even know them

[cellsshapedlikestars]

so it turns out that posting that one shot did not, in fact, get it out of my head and I did write 3/4 of another chapter in my head while driving home from work

#i need it to stop #pls #i am desperate to finish you on the run at least #which will now be TWO more chapters instead of one #which is what i get for putting up a final chapter count

[lorileopard]

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#holy fuck #everything hurts #i hate this shit i hate it so much #i was doing okay #whyyyyy #why cant i have normal responses emotionally #or to friendship #i really really want it to stop #i need it to stop #im so sick of crying about it #im literally losing my mind #personal #don't talk to me about this vent #i just needed somewhere where i can SCREAM #because reasons #mental health tw #i want it to be over

[unlikelyjedi]

Avoiding AI anything like the plague that it is.

#unlikely rambles #i need it to stop

[chrvstenpress]

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#i just…. #whatever the fuck is going on in the cosmos right now #i need it to stop #mental: exhausted #emotional: exhausted #physical: exhausted #sorry for dropping by after being gone for so long i just gotta put those thoughts down somewhere 🤠

[twilightsnights]

Maybe it was silly or paranoid of me but all I could think about was the bubbling build up of disgust in my tummy. Piles of pizza and chips and popcorn and sugar all after I’d been so careful to keep it all away. The words saying I was needing more kept me from eating less. I felt embarrassed the eyes they always stared as my ribs poked out the eyes closed in. They all say i look amazing stunning and tiny but then say I need more food. But to get here I needed less if to eat more I’ll loose it all and that terrifies me. Food isn’t really scary its not difficult to eat it just the guilt of the words and thought and panic and feelings of a bloated tummy as fat gather and numbers blink and rise. Panic as I feel it come up my throat a bite to much and the words enclosed. Trapped to much three words can’t oppose 120-110-105-100 it’ll never be what it will when 1 0 0 turns to a blinking 9 0

#ed not ed sheeran #i wanna be pretty #i wanna be thinner #tw ana diary #tw ana related #tw eating issues #i wanna be weightless #i wanna throw up #tw ed relapse #tw ana vent #bulimima #loose weight fast #loosing my fucking mind #ed poetry #ed post #ed vent #ed probz #i need it to stop #anavent #e@tingdisorder #ed not sheeren #loosing weight #loosing my shit rn #wanna be thinner #pro a4a #let me be #small waist #wanna be small #let me get what i want #stop worrying

[biolums]

thinking about deleting all my accounts and changing my name and running away and. whos with me

#the mood swings are violent today. i am having a lot of feelings right now #i need it to stop #jace.txt

[kochei0]

I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon

#greek mythology #ares #athena #greek gods #dont get me wrong it aint athena slander but it sure is ares praise #on some level at least #man justly accused of bad things deserves some mid praise more at 11 #thank you romi for helping me with words though i duly noted you insisted on ares not being cautious rather than him not being careful #romi be like “i want him to care” and honestly good you should say it #also EPIC led to this and i just..... i want to draw some animatics man i just need infinite time now #my long lost love for greek myths just will never stop coming and they dont stop coming and they dont stop coming #i want some vulture design in here for ares but not sure about this one #kochei doodles

[suiheisen]

MONKEY MAN (2024)

#augh it was so good i couldn't stop thinking about it #and also i need to rewatch it because i kept getting distracted by dev patel's big beautiful eyes..... #does he have a licence for those #the mythology the politics the sectarian rife the hijra community and outsider he wove so many things together so beautifully #and also. he gave us an adorable dog. which is necessary to me. #and also he took his shirt off multiple times. #monkey man #dev patel #vipin sharma #spoilers #long post #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtqia

[captainjonnitkessler]

You know I used to think "tumblr's absolute refusal to actually engage with the Trolley Problem in favor of insisting that there must be a third, morally pure option that doesn't require them to make a hard decision and anyone who asks them to make a binary choice is just a short-sighted idiot is really fucking annoying, but I guess it's not actually doing any harm".

Anyway that was before we asked tumblr at large to decide between "guy aiding a genocide but making progress elsewhere" and "guy who would actively and enthusiastically participate in a genocide and would also make everything else much, much worse for everyone elsewhere" and the response was that there must be a third, morally pure option that doesn't require them to make a hard decision and that anyone who asks them to make a binary choice is a short-sighted idiot.

#there is not a third option. it is either trump OR biden #and one of those will be much MUCH worse for palestine #i'm really really sorry that these are the options. i wish they weren't. #but WHAT third option are you trying to take here? what on earth is your proposed outcome #that will actually make things better for palestine? #because letting trump win the election is NOT going to help them #i'm sorry but you need to set aside your feelings and take the option that will lead to less harm to palestine in the long run #you talk such a big game about how people need to be willing to make sacrifices to help palestine #but you yourself aren't even willing to hold your nose and vote to stop things from getting worse? #or did you think 'sacrifice' only meant not getting mcdonalds for a few months? #us politics