#all evening

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

you are so so loved by God and by all of us here on tumblr and I am sending you so much love tonight. please stay. things will get better I promise. <3

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#anon i am so sorry that my first reaction was legitimately 'damn it' because i want to die so bad right now. have all day #all evening #am drinking a hot drink and gonna maybe listen to music in a bit once i hopefully stop feeling so overwhelmed by TEXTURES #does it count as self harm that i scratched the back of my hand until it bled earlier? #i couldn't stop thinking about the knives #even now i wish my sis would leave the room a mo i NEED to know where the knives are #I NEED THEM #tw sh #tw suicide #i swear if i had one rn id be in a bad way #fool that i am tho i cut my palm and it hurts like mad when i do things #but i. i. TEXTURES #I NEED THEM GONE I NEED TO STOP FEELING MY SKIN OR I NEED PAIN TO COVER IT UP #I NEED IT TO STOP #personal #but thanks anon. truly <3

[ferociouslycreativemystery]

two avocados for ten bucks-

#doyouwantavocadosorNOT #all evening #round and round in my head #still love it though #maddie debrief

[butterflies-and-bumble-bees]

when you can feel a hyperfixation burning out cause you haven't been feeding it due to being busy with things like school and friends

#adhd #why does it hurt #it feels like part of your soul is dying #or at least it does to me #part of it is im tired #and ive been listenign to songs with the vibe of summertime sadness and like real people do #all evening

[jayaorgana]

cursed by the fact that the art I made in a rush after finishing my last homework assignment before christmas break at 16 and didn't fully finish without noticing before posting still gets notes.

#It wasn't good art like even by my now standards and it still gets notes every few months #For almost THREE YEARS #I noticed the mistake I made like a few day after posting #and it HAUNTS me #pippa.txt #shout out to my parents who dealt with their 16yo daughter ringing in the season by drawing until like midnight after doing homework- #all evening #this was before getting my laptop too so I would fully shut myself away in the family office for like hours at a time

[bosjess]

I saw my psych and had to tell her about my assault and I feel really really bad

#and I emailed her and she ignored me again #like thanks to that was retraumatizing to the point I didn’t move #all evening #and sobbed when I hadn’t been upset over this … in over a year? #or been having flashbacks #and I just want to tell her I was wrong #I did they’re back and I feel sick and embarrassed and guilty and stupid and ashamed and pathetic #and I feel that way a bit about every so called trauma and I just want to be worth something #so maybe I don’t feel so sick from all of this

[lazylittledragon]

can't believe we're all adults being forced into the club penguin level of censorship in 2024

#ramble #if you say unalive in front of me i will personally kill you with my hands #you just can't muffle and censor and hold someone's hand through some things #some things are horrible. and they should be spoken aloud and they should upset you. because they are horrible #the second we started kidzbopifying the world was the end of taking anything seriously i think #i'm not even joking i've spoken to people older than me who won't even say the world sex #this isn't the playground you're not going to get in trouble just let us say the word!!!!!! #how am i supposed to listen to you when you won't even say the thing you're supposed to be talking about #yes this is the fault of the platforms with their censorship rules but the fact that we all just go along with it like it's not dystopian #you do know it doesn't stop with cursing right. people are already having to censor queer terms because they get flagged as inappropriate

[mikewheelerfan2022]

Reblogging would be a great help, but don’t feel pressured to

#I think they’ll all be even at 33.3% #If my math is wrong I will cry

[captainsaltypear]

IS ANYONE ELSE GONNA TALK ABOUT THIS OR

#hazbin hotel #huskerdust #hazbin husker #hazbin angel dust #hazbin angeldust #angeldust #husker #hazbin husk #look man im all for overlord husk but EXCUSE ME???????? #WHERE DID THIS COME FROM #I LITERALLY YELLED W H A T AT MY COMPUTER SCREEN WHEN HE SAID THIS #I KNEW HUSK WAS STRONGER THAN HE LET ON BUT AN OVERLORD??????? #GURL?????????? #DAMN SON #THIS new piece of information caught me so offguard that i was still reeling from it even after the emotional bomb that was loser baby #anyways huskerdust truthers how are we feeling #HOW DOES VICTORY FEEL #NO LONGER CRACKSHIP BROTHERS #WE'RE REAL #AND IM FEELING SO GOOD ABOUT IT #anwyways im doing very emotionally good how are you guys #im...gonna put a hiatus my own personal webcomic to cry over this for the next 6 months #girls help #keith david...........im so sorry i ever doubted you he ATE THAT UPPPP #hazbin hotel spoilers #pear post #scheeze art

[myclericalromance]

i went to a tiny counterserve diner once and accidentally poured sugar instead of salt all over my hashbrowns and was eating them sadly anyways. the waitress took them away and started making me another one and I tried to protest, but she just snorted and said "we're not catholic here". now every time i'm doing something painful out of obligation i think about how that is not repenting, this body is not a catholic establishment, there is no nobility in suffering.

#edit: i know i did not invent the phrase no nobility in suffering #holy fuck this hit 50k are we all. doing okay. #please stop telling me about sweet latkes i knOW about them #this was a terrible horrible accident involving a sugar shaker with a very large opening that i mistook as being a salt shaker #there was a quarter cup of white granulated sugar on my hashbrown before i could even process my mistake

[ruporas]

don’t worry about me. goodbye, big brother

#dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #laios touden #falin touden #blood tw #ruporas art #the anime adaption of this scene was kinda crazy i wont lie… the development and build towards #this reveal was likee woahhh Damnnnn…. even with all the knowledge of the rest of the manga #it gave me a diff sense of horror to laios’ loss

[reactionimagesdaily]

#All alone? Not even the parents? #reaction image #reaction meme #daily reaction images #image mood: [undefinable] #submission

[aholefilledwithtwigs]

I once had a landlord offhandedly mention that his mother had set this house on fire before. He and his wife lived on the first floor, and i rented the third.

Apparently his mom didn’t like his wife. So she set their house on fire. The house i was living in.

He assured me that everything was fine now and that this was years ago, just kinda laughed, smiled, and said ‘You know how moms are’

Yes. I know how moms are. I know how fucked up moms are as well. I have known many fucked up moms and fellow children of fucked up moms.

Attempted murder through arson is not typical mom behavior, even for a fucked up abusive mom

Oh, and his mother lived next door 🙃

#story time with sair #i might follow up with more #that was a wild living situation even for me #family owned #two neighboring houses of six units total #all of them one family/lived there decades #except the one unit rented out to me

[eosofspades]

i didn't have "i'm broken" teenage asexual angst i had "i'm literally being the only reasonable one about this concept and the rest of you are behaving like fucking freaks" perception issues

#oh the experience of being 13 years old and seeing all my friends talking about wanting to have sex and obsessing over it #and being like 'we are all literally WAY too young to be having sex what the actual fuck are you talking about #why are you even considering it when we have much more important things to worry about. like how much middle school sucks' #you know what though. i still stand by this. that was an entirely reasonable thought to have and i WAS being normal about it #anyway #mine #asexuality

[romanceyourdemons]

so much love for characters who are desperately unsure whether they’re a good person, a redeemable person, a person worth saving, but are absolutely certain that they’re a grade a hottie

#‘can i ever really absolve myself of my crimes? do i even want to? am i guilty everything—or of anything at all? #except for the crime of having an ass too fat i’m never beating those allegations’ #ryddles

[the-gayest-sky-kid]

god i love my friends. shout out to people who love their friends. this is a post for friend lovers

#sorry i thought too hard about everything and got weirdly emotional like hgoly shit #i talk to people here every day and we know stuff about each other and shit and we exchange ideas and waaa #we're like all basically penpals but better #im realizing how revolutionary this is. like had we all been born earlier we never would have met #and even if we did we'd have to talk through letters with weeks if not months in between responses #can you imagine that #every day instead i literally wake up and my friends are there #insane #i love having friends

[mausolealdrift]

its baffling seeing people on here being all shocked about how other ppl didnt have sex or do drugs or drink or go to parties etc etc in high schools like. sorry i was too busy getting bullied to do all of that stuff i guess. why are you surprised that there’s losers on the cringe loser website

#like yeah i WISHED i could do that sort of stuff #but i felt so completely isolated from everyone else at my school bc ppl were so nasty to me #its fine cos im doing all the stuff i missed out on now that im in university #but some ppl dont even get that chance #maybe its not that serious but. idk. just dont be a dick #but also ppl who didnt do that stuff acting like theyre better than ppl who did is fucking annoying and also a dick move. btw #📼