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bluesylveon2 · 2 years

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The Little Mermaid

Summary: Hange Zoe, princess of Eldia, is even more curious about the outside world after meeting Levi Ackerman.

Disclaimer: The Little Mermaid is an American animated musical fantasy film produced by Walt Disney Feature Animation and Walt Disney Pictures. Attack on Titan is a manga/anime series written by Hajime Isayama and published by Kondasha.

A/N:

For context: anyone with royal blood can control the trident. Btw I cant write fight scenes so let’s assume that Kenny and Mikasa attempted to help Erwin, Nanaba, and Rico.

And we are at the end!!! Thank you to everyone for reading. I hope that yall enjoy the final chapter!!!

Huge shoutout to @peculiarvelociraptor for beta reading!

Link to Masterlist: Here

Chapter 6:

They say that the happiest day in a woman’s life is her wedding day.

Pieck was not one of them. She was not happy. In fact, she was furious at Zeke. If Pieck were to be honest, she would rather go back to when the Princess first visited so she could be a prawn again. To her, it was more ideal than this.

She gracefully walked down the aisle towards her fiance with a fake smile on her face. Her eyes scanned the crowd. On one side was the King, who had a proud smile on his face, Mikasa, who was glaring at Pieck since they met (not that Pieck blamed her), and finally Mike, Levi’s personal guard and close friend. On the other side was Zeke. He blended in with the humans with the crisp black tux he wore, but Pieck knew what he was really thinking. She was nothing more than a chess piece in his plan.

She stopped walking when she made it up to the altar and took Levi's hand. Then things got boring when the priest began to speak.

"We are all gathered here today to celebrate the marriage between Prince Levi Ackerman and Lady Pieck Galliard."

Pieck frowned at the last name. It might be a hilarious joke to Zeke but not to her. Was it too late to stab Zeke or could she stop the wedding to do it now?

She took the time to briefly glance over at her husband-to-be. Who knew what the man was thinking behind his robotic stare and stance?

Poor guy. Pieck thought pitifully. She briefly glanced over at the setting sun over the ocean. Any normal person would stop to appreciate the beautiful scenery but not Pieck. She knew that what would occur would be anything but beautiful.

"And now I will recite something to bless this union"

"Can we just get straight to the kiss?" Levi interrupted with a slightly irritated voice.

Pieck wanted to roll her eyes as Levi’s uncle howled with laughter from behind them.

"Of course, your Majesty." The priest said with a chuckle. "Do you-"

Caw

A bird called out. The priest briefly stopped before continuing.

“As I was saying-”

CAW CAW

Multiple birds called out and it sounded closer this time.

“What is that?!” A woman yells and everyone turns to the source. Everyone turned to see a massive black blob coming closer as each second passed. Zeke, in the crowd, squints to get a closer look.

“Birds?” He muttered unaware of Eren’s plan.

“We attack when we get close to the boat! Do not attack the drunk uncle, the stoic prince, and the pretty princess!” Eren yelled to his team before diving down.

“ATTACK!” Eren yelled and hit the nearest human, which happened to be Zeke.

“Get off of me you stupid bird!" Zeke yelled as he attempted to grab Eren.

In the midst of the chaos, Pieck grabbed the shell necklace out of her neck and threw it on the ground. She immediately jumped overboard as a glowing gold orb began to float in the air.

Ahh ah ahhhh. ah ahh ahhhhh.

Hange's voice floated in the air until it found its owner. Hange beamed with excitement for finally regaining her voice. Meanwhile, Levi was free from the spell and his eyes returned to normal.

"What happened?" Levi groaned and rubbed his head. He looked around his surroundings when he noticed a bright orb floating towards Hange.

"Hange?" Levi asked and walked closer to Hange.

"Levi, it’s me." She replied breathlessly, a huge grin illuminated her face.

Levi's mind went blank, but he knew what he needed to do next.

Hange. He repeated and ran towards Hange to hug her. "You're here. You're actually here." He said lovingly, unaware of Mikasa and Mike smiling in the background.

"What the heck is going on?" Kenny thought aloud.

"Levi." Hange’s face became serious. Her eyes briefly glanced at the setting sun. "I need you to kiss me right now."

Levi looked at her with confusion . "Why?"

"Goddammit, Levi just do it. I'll explain everything later."

Levi smirked. "You don't have to tell me twice." He replied and leaned up to kiss Hange.

"No!" Zeke yelled, interrupting the couple. He raised his arm towards them, summoning some water to separate Levi from Hange and throwing him into the sea.

"Levi!" Hange yelled as she tried to catch him but it was too late. She screamed as Zeke tackled her to the ground.

"It's too late, Princess." Zeke laughed as he held the struggling Hange. "You're coming back with me."

"No," Hange said with a strained voice. She felt fear the longer Zeke held her and Levi stayed in the water.

"Not so fast." A new voice joined in. Hange gasped with happiness and relief.

"Well, well. I didn't know that you invited the whole family." Zeke said mockingly, briefly glancing at the King. He still continued to hold Hange.

"Let go of my sister,” Erwin demanded with a stern face. Hange noticed the tight grip he had on his gold trident and she felt her eyes water. On a normal day, Hange would stop to hug her brother and apologize for everything, but there was no time for that now. They had a bigger problem on their hands.

“You and what army?” Zeke’s eyes flickered to behind Erwin where the empty sea lay. “You’re alone.”

“I don’t think so.” a female voice interrupted and Hange almost squealed with joy. Hange had no idea what happened next. One minute, she was being carried off into the sea by her sister.

“Lynne!” Hange exclaimed after they went up for air. Lynne smiled. “Hey, Hange. It has been a while.”

“Don’t forget about us!” Ilse and Petra called out from behind. Hange swam over and immediately pulled the three in for a hug.

“I have missed you all so much. How did you find me? Where are the others?”

Ilse spoke first. “Armin told us what’s going on. Nanaba and Rico are helping Erwin out.” Zeke screamed as if on cue. They watched as Nanaba briefly held the trident up and pointed it to the sky. It began to turn dark and the sisters felt the rain splash on their skin. “As you can see,” she added as Nanaba threw the trident back to Erwin.

Hange searched around with panic in her eyes. “Where’s Nifa?”

“Right here.” She called out. Hange noticed that Nifa was not alone. Her sister was carrying a dark but familiar figure. “Guess who I found swimming alone in the ocean,” Nifa chuckled.

“Levi!” Hange called out and swam towards the duo. “How did you survive?” She asked as she checked him for any injuries.

“Mermaids.” He said with a dazed look. “They really exist…”

Nifa giggled. “You would not believe his reaction when he saw I saved him earlier. The human thought that he actually died.”

Hange wanted to laugh along with her, but they were on a tight schedule. The rain clouds might be covering the sky, but Hange knew that time was ticking before the sun went down. She did the best thing she could think of to snap Levi out of his daze.

She slapped him.

Hard.

“Ow!” Levi yelled while holding onto his injured cheek. “What was that for, Hange?”

Hange rolled her eyes. “I need you to still kiss me before the sun sets.”

Levi blushed red. “R-right.” He stammered and pulled Hange close, both of them treading the water to stay afloat. Meanwhile, Hange’s sisters swam off a bit to give them some privacy. Levi closed his eyes and leaned close. Their lips had just grazed each other before they were interrupted by Hange being pulled down by Reiner and Bertolt. A bright light began to glow underwater.

“What the?” Levi started.

“No!” Hange’s sisters screamed with horror but it was too late. Hange was gone and the sun had already set.

Zeke laughed maniacally from above. "It is too late! You are all too late!” Zeke’s body was surrounded by a mist that grew bigger and bigger. The mist dispelled to reveal Zeke’s true octopus form. He jumped off the boat to the ocean with Erwin following from behind. One of his tentacles knocked the side of the boat, causing some of the people to fall into the water, and the boat began to sink.

Levi began to scream, but no voice came out. It was his birthday all over again, except he was going to lose everyone he loved.

"Don't worry, human." A mature voice called from behind him. Levi turned around to see a tall mermaid with a blonde undercut, and a short mermaid with short platinum blonde hair. "My sisters and I will take care of the humans.” Nanaba nodded to her sisters to go help but noticed when Rico didn't move. “You need to get to Hange. There is a possibility that Erwin will need your help"

"How would I do that? I can't swim that far without drowning."

"I think I can help you out there." A new voice joined in and Rico frowned.

(Levi began to wonder if someone new was going to join in)

He turned to the newcomer. "Who are you?" He asked with confusion.

Pieck rolled her eyes. She ignored Levi and turned to Nanaba. "You guys can go ahead and I'll handle the Prince."

"Funny to see you again after so long. Why should we trust you, Pieck Finger? I know that you work for Zeke." Rico spoke up with narrowed eyes.

Pieck sighed. "Used to. I quit a few minutes ago when I snuck into his lair to steal this seaweed." She held up said item for everyone to see and turned to Levi. “This is a special seaweed enchanted by Zeke. This will help you breathe underwater for three hours.”

Levi reached out to grab the item but was stopped when Rico intervened by pulling out a hidden knife and holding it against Pieck’s neck.

“Rico!” Nanaba lectured but Rico chose to not listen.

“Why should we trust you? That could be poisoned.”

Pieck sighed. “You could question that for as long as you want, but right now, the humans and your sister are in trouble.” She pointed towards the sinking ship and to the ocean for emphasis. “But now is not the time to argue. You are going to need my help though. Out of us four, I know Zeke the most.”

Rico studied her for a minute before pulling away and pocketing her knife. “Fine but I will not hesitate to slit your throat if something happens to my family or the human.”

“Fine by me,” Pieck replied. Nanaba grabbed Rico’s hand and dragged her away, leaving Pieck and Levi alone. She turned to Levi while holding out the seaweed.

“You are going to need this.”

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Levi was amazed by Hange’s world. He was surrounded by many colorful fish and corals. He wished that he could stop to admire the view, but he was on a time limit now.

“Zeke’s lair is up ahead,” Pieck said and Levi looked to see where she was referring to. It was not actually hard to figure out where it was because it was surrounded by dust and light beams, indicating a fight occurring.

“We are going to have to be sneaky about going in. There is a bottle of stonefish venom that will be enough to kill Zeke." She held out the bottle for him to see. "We just have to figure out how to put it in his bottle first,” she finished and handed Levi the bottle.

“So he has to ingest it?” Levi asked with a hint of surprise that he could talk underwater.

Pieck nodded. “Bingo.”

It was quiet between the two, but there was an unspoken (and awkward) tension lingering, Levi decided then it was time to address the elephant in the room.

“Why are you helping us? Hange’s sister mentioned that you used to work for Zeke. Why did you switch sides?”

Pieck sighed before answering. “I was like Hange a few years ago, a woman in love. His name was Porco. We were childhood friends, but we wanted to change that. We both went to Zeke to make our wishes come true. It worked for the most part, but we did not meet our condition . Zeke changed us into polyps, but he is a sadistic guy….” She hesitated to keep going.

“Where is Porco now?” Levi carefully asked.

“Gone. That’s all you need to know. Zeke kept me alive to be a puppet. I would rather have stayed as a polyp or joined Pock instead, but I know that he would find a way to throw me back and tell me to live my life.”

The two continued swimming until they stopped at a boulder near the lair. Levi noticed Pieck’s frown as they observed when was the best time to move in.

“What’s wrong?”

“Something's not right. It is too quiet.”

Levi looked at her confused. “What do you mean? That bearded bastard and the King are being the loud ones right now.” He added while pointing to the struggle occurring.

“Yes, but someone is missing.”

“Well, well, well. It seems like Pieck finally decided to visit.” Pieck cursed under her breath and Levi glanced at Pieck with confusion.

“Reiner. Bertolt.” Pieck said curtly and turned to greet the newcomers.

“I always knew something was up with you.” Reiner started as he and Bertolt circled around the two. “First, you steal from Zeke, then you bring the human along. What’s next?” Reiner said with a shrug.

“We are going to split up on my signal,” Pieck whispered, quietly enough for Levi to hear while maintaining eye contact with Reiner and Bertolt. The two started getting closer and closer with every second.

“Where would we go? We don’t have any weapons and the only person with a weapon is fighting the octopus bastard.”

Pieck’s lips curled up slightly in a smirk. “Trust me. Just go in the opposite direction.”

“Okay.”

“Do you have any last words?" Reiner asked after he and Bertolt cornered them.

“Yeah, I do. Run!” Pieck yelled and ran to her left. Levi nodded and swam to the right.

“I got the human, you get Pieck.” Bertolt directed to Reiner before they split up.

He realized that he was at a major disadvantage right now. He did not have a tail like Pieck, so he was not as fast as her, and he was not familiar with the sea. The only options were to swim around and eventually get lost, or somehow lose Bertoldt in the chaos.

“Over here!” A merman with a green tail waved Levi over.

Levi hesitantly made his way over to the merman, unsure if he should trust him or not.

"I'm one of Hange’s friends, Moblit," Moblit stated as he beckoned Levi over. He immediately grabbed Levi when he was within arm's reach and swam away as fast as he could. "I saw Hange get taken away, but what are you doing here?"

"That other mermaid, Pieck, helped me."

Mobil's eyebrows furrowed slightly. "I see." He then continued to drag Levi around until they were near an old shipwreck. "This is the best place to lose Bertolt. Trust me." He said and stopped in front of the ship.

Levi looked at Moblit with confusion. "Aren't we going to hide?"

Moblit shook his head. "No. Trust me on this."

The duo watched as Bertolt's figure came closer. That was when Moblit started yelling.

"What are you doing? Are you trying to get us killed?" Levi hissed and Moblit chuckled.

"Hopefully not."

Levi raised an eyebrow just as Bertolt prepared to attack. He was ready for the pain and closed his eyes.

Until nothing happened.

"What the?" Levi opened his eyes to see Bertolt being chased by two big great white sharks. Moblit sighed out of relief.

"C’mon." Moblit urged as he pulled Levi's arm. "We don't want to be shark bait."

There was not a trace of Bertolt left after that.

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"Hand over my sister or else," Erwin demanded as he held up his glowing trident, ready to attack.

"Or else what?" Zeke asked as he swam towards Hange. Hange, who was tied down and gagged, could only let out muffled screams. "Your sister was the one who signed the contract. She agreed to the terms and conditions, and as you can see, she did not follow through."

Zeke used one tentacle to grab Hange’s chin and bring her close to him. His hand began to glow an eerie green color. "I think that she will love it here. She will be away from her uptight brother and who knows? She could even be my wife." Zeke added with a smirk.

"You bastard!" Erwin screamed and let out a warning shot near Zeke.

"Look at you being so pathetic. What a king you are." He said and pointed another glowing tentacle out to Erwin.

"Now die."

Unknowingly to the both of them, another person decided to join in.

Pieck threw Reiner's body in front of Erwin, and it was too late for Zeke to stop it. Reiner turned into a pile of dust.

"No!" Zeke screamed out in agony before turning his anger out to Pieck. "I'm going to kill you!"

He began to lunge at her but was stopped by Erwin firing a shot at his chest. Zeke began to cough up some blood.

"Your business is with me, not her." He said and stood protectively in front of Pieck. "Now hand over my sister."

"You want your sister?" Zeke scoffed as he wiped out the blood on his lips. "Then give me the trident in exchange. It's a fair trade."

"No!" Levi yelled out. He and Moblit had finally caught up with everyone else.

"The human?!" Erwin and Zeke said at the same time.

"Your Majesty, Hange is worth more than the trident. You should not trade it for her."

Zeke rolled his eyes. "I knew that I should have killed you earlier. You stupid humans going on and on about worth."

Erwin turned to Levi with a stern look. "That is true but Zeke is persistent. I could risk Hange getting hurt if I don't do it." He then turned to Zeke. "Fine. I will do it." He said and held the trident out for Zeke.

Zeke greedily grabbed it and began to laugh victoriously. "Yes! It is mine! All mine!"

The binds that held Hange disappear into dust. "Erwin! What did you do?" She asked her brother who stood there stoically. She had expected an answer, not for him to throw a small vial into Zeke’s mouth.

Zeke stopped laughing to take out the vial but was stopped by Pieck jumping at him from behind. She covered his nose and mouth, effectively causing Zeke to swallow it. Zeke started to cough and he dropped the trident in the midst of it.

"What? What did you do to me?" Zeke asked and Erwin smirked.

"The trident only works for people with royal blood. Something that you don't have."

Zeke’s eyes turned red and his body began to pale. He started thrashing around until there was no life left in him.

“We did it.” Erwin said breathlessly. He swam towards Zeke’s body and towards his sister to free her.

“Erwin, you’re okay.” Hange hugged her brother and began to cry. “I was so scared.”

“Shhhh,” Erwin said and rubbed Hange’s back. “You’re okay, Everyone is okay.”

“Not everyone,” Pieck spoke up and the siblings looked at her with confusion. She pointed at the entrance of the lair where the polyps whined with agony. “Those things there are actually merpeople. You should do the honors, you Highness.” She addressed Erwin.

Erwin let go of Hange and picked up his trident. A bright light appeared at the end and a golden beam hit the polyps. One by one, they began to turn into regular merpeople.

“Moblit, help these people get back to Eldia. I’m sure it has been a while since they got to stretch their tails.”

Moblit nodded and led everyone out of the cave, finally free from their imprisonment.

“Woww,” Levi said with awe before getting engulfed in a hug by Hange.

“I missed you, Shorty.”

Levi rolled his eyes and hugged Hange back anyway. “Tch. I missed you too.”

Meanwhile, Erwin and Pieck smiled at the couple.

“So what will you do? Are you planning on going back to Eldia too?” Erwin asked Pieck.

Pieck shook her head. “I don’t. I know some people do not like me being around given my history.”

“You could always stay at the castle. My sisters and I will make sure that you are safe.”

Pieck raised an eyebrow. “Is this your way to make me stay and then eventually become your queen?” She asked with a teasing tone.

Erwin blushed red. “N-no! I was just trying to help you. None of that other stuff.”

“I’m kidding.” Pieck giggled. “But I am serious about staying.” She eyed the couple and saw herself with Porco. What could have been had it not been for Zeke. “Someone told me to live my life and I am going to follow that.”

—-

Hange watched Levi from her rock. The supposed seaweed Levi consumed had finally run out of time, and being in the ocean pressure for a long time had caught up to him. She smiled sadly as Mikasa, Kenny, and Mike ran up to him and cried with relief. Little did she know of another pair of eyes watching her.

“She really loves the humans now, does she?” Erwin said to Armin.

Armin smiled from atop of Erwin’s shoulder. He started reminiscing of the memories in the human world. “Yeah, she does. Her eyes lit up like the first sunrise of a day or a shining pearl.”

Erwin sighed and looked at his sister with sad eyes. Hange is not a child anymore. She will always be his little sister, but she is old enough to make her own decisions. “I’m really going to miss her.”

“Yeah, I-” Armin stopped and looked at Erwin with shock. “What do you mean?”

“It is time to let her go.” Erwin dragged his trident across the water. The water glowed a light blue and headed towards Hange’s direction.

Hange was too focused to see it until she noticed the blue light around her. She recognized that magic anywhere and she shed a tear.

“Thank you, Erwin.” She whispered before being enveloped by the light.

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“Levi!” Mikasa exclaimed before enveloping her brother into a suffocating hug. “You’re okay.”

Levi felt the tears in his eyes and returned the hug. He noticed a few more figures heading his way.

“Kenny? Mike? Is that the castle staff too?”

Mikasa chuckled and pulled away from her brother. “You had the whole castle worried about you.”

“I thought you died!” Kenny exclaimed after he caught up with the duo. “Do you know how worried I was? I didn’t want to lose you after losing Kuchel.”

Levi realized someone was missing after Kenny’s statement. He turned to Mikasa with hopeful eyes. “Is Hange here?”

Mikasa looked away with downdraught eyes. Even Kenny avoided Levi’s stare because of how awkward the situation was.

Luckily for them, Mike was there. “We haven’t seen you here since the attack. It was like she disappeared.”

“Oh.’ Levi said dejectedly.

“Don’t be so down now. Her kingdom is probably not too far. Besides, what are the chances of her magically showing up right now anyway?”

“Highly unlikely,” Levi replied with a depressed tone. There was his one chance to finally be with someone he wanted and now she was gone without a trace.

Meanwhile, the rest of the castle staff noticed a bright light in the ocean. They saw the figure of a familiar woman heading their way and they gasped with awe.

“Oh.“ One of the maids, Ymir, started.

“My.” Another maid, Sasha, said with her jaw open from shock.

“Gosh.” A third maid, Hitch, finished.

A third maid, Historia, started to jump with glee and ran to the royal family. “Your Highness! Your Highness! I see Lady Hange heading this way!”

“Where?” Levi jumped up but stumbled a bit due to his imbalance.

“Whoa be careful kiddo. I don't think she is going anywhere.” Kenny joked while Mikasa and Mike laughed.

Normally, Levi would tell them to shut up, but he did not care. He needed to see Hange. And that’s what he did, a man in love, ran across the beach to meet his woman. Levi ignored the cheers coming from his family and the castle staff because his eyes were only focused on Hange. To him, she looked stunning in her sparkly sea blue dress. Like a goddess rising from the sea.

Who knew that the stories his mom would tell him before would actually be true? That there was an underwater kingdom filled with merfolk. Levi didn’t. Yet, he knew that there will be a day when he will get down on one knee and propose to one of the kingdom’s princesses. It was funny how life worked that way.

Levi stopped when the ocean water hit his calves so he could pick up Hange and twirl her. She smelled like saltwater and her laugh was like music to his ears. Levi pulled her close so their foreheads touched.

“Welcome home.” He whispered and Hange smiled the radiant smile Levi loved.

He finally kissed her.

The condition Pieck referred to was being pregnant buuutttt Zeke never let that happen 😭

That's the end! I hope that you all enjoyed it. See you at the next story! The focus is nicosasha in a beauty and the beast au!

Be on the lookout for another chapter added lol. You will see ;)

#levihan #levihan fanfiction #levi x hange #the little mermaid #attack on titan

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khrystalsnow · 3 years

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ALL TIME FAVOURITE FICS

I wanted to make a list of my favourite fics (not sure if I’m missing any). There’s probably more that I would put here but they’re buried under my likes however, I may add more in the future. I hope you enjoy!

*PLEASE let me know if I did a mistake or put the wrong link!

LEGEND:

🥺Fluff

🤬Angst

😏Smut

😂Crack

FICS

Passion Fruit by @joonbird 🤬😏knj

-The very first fic that introduced me to tumblr fics (bts) which is just heaven sent. I remember reading this in awe because of the writing and the characters. Daddy namjoon showed oc a whole new world when he ate her out and I’m kind of jealous😔 I really love the plot and the character development for the oc and this was overall a good read!

Comfort Inn Ending by @joonbird 🤬😏jjk

-Another one of Amy’s work (top tier), that broke my heart into a million pieces. Honestly, I’ve read this series once, because of how good it is. Its sad, like I broke down a couple of times because of the two characters, kind of sad. That just shows you how amazing it is, that I can’t even reread it.

Hot Summer by @httphopewrld 🥺😏🤬 jjk

-I don’t know why but after I discovered this fic, I couldn’t stop thinking about this and the plot. Curtains are not really something we think about most at of the time but JK! Why couldn’t you just buy some curtains?! I mean I don’t blame the reader for peaking though. I’m really happy with the ending and how they talked it out like mature adults in the end.

Greedy by @xjoonchildx 🤬😏 myg

-A part of the Guarded Series which is just amazing! I picked Greedy because it’s currently ongoing and I really like yoongi’s perspective more than the other series. Yoongi’s a loner and people in his line of work, knows that. When he met oc, its like he finally found something that he can treasure on his own and completely different from the people around him. I just want them to be happy😭 I can’t wait for more chapters to come!

Hammer it Home by @gukslut 🥺😏🤬 knj

-I recently read this and fell in love with it really quickly! I’m pretty sure that everyone knows this fic and loves it just like me. I can’t really say anything more, except daddy joon is absolutely filthy, so read it.

Flower by @readyplayerhobi 🥺😏🤬 jhs

-God, this is such a good series. It deals with a lot of topics such as panic attack, body insecurity, anxiety, having children etc. (please look at the trigger warnings). We get to see the oc begin to date hoseok and see their relationship grow beautifully. Both of the characters are so different individually, but together, they look so beautiful:((

Boyfriend Material by @ladyartemesia 🥺😏😂 jjk

-The amount of times I’ve reread this is unreal. I want someone like jungkook in real lifee😭😭 I really love how its in bullet points to get the points across and easy to read. It also just seems so much more personal because it feels like we’re with them throughout the process of their relationship.

Of Fire and Love by @hollyhomburg 🥺😏🤬 myg

-When I first read part 1, I already fell in love with it. Dragon yoongi, namjoon and hoseok, sorcerer jin and jungkook, fairy jimin and human baby tae!!! I’ve reread this series multiple times and it just never gets old😌I love how everything connects and the smut is spicy✨

A Song Request by @n8dlesoupguk 🥺🤬 jjk

-THIS! IS! SO! CUTTTTTEE!!!! *PUNCHING THE AIR* ahhhhh the amount of time I smiled while reading this is unreal!! I love jungkook and I love this fic. I cant say anymore because of how cute it is! READ ITTTTTT!

Only For Love by @lysjeon 🥺🤬 jjk

-This has a special place in my heart because it was my first social media au. I LOVE the characters especially sarang 🥺its so well done and reread it all the time. Chae’s aus are really good 10/10 would recommend her whole entire masterlist

I Found by @hxseok-honee 🥺🤬😂 myg

-Ahh!! binged this at 1am and I don’t regret it! It’s a hogwarts au featuring slytherin, brooding, meany, yoongi and hufflepuff reader that is friends with the whole squad. It really has everything that I love about hogwarts aus. The progression of their relationship was a whole roller coaster and at the end I was really happy for yoongi to be able to find his forever girl and be friends with crackheads.

The Dinner Party by @lamourche 🥺🤬😏 myg

-Beautiful writing and the story is immaculate *chef’s kiss* I think about this fic once a month and reread it multiple times. I love it and hate it at the same time because I just want them together and figure their shit together, especially in the recent chapter. The circumstances and emotions are relatable that I just wanna hug both of the characters 😔

Rattled by @gukslut 🤬😏 jjk

-I’ve already recommended this before, meaning, this is really good. It follows jungkook as a single father with reader as his neighbor. Its angsty as fuck and will probably make you cry for jungkook because how much struggle he goes through with raising lovely areum by himself (respect for single parents!), but they figure it out in the end!

Seven Seas by @readyplayerhobi 🥺🤬😏 kth

-When I read Atlantis!Taehyung, I was sold. This fic pops up in my head once in a while and I love it every single time I read it again. OC is a smart bitch, and works hard to achieve whatever she desires. I love her relationship with taehyung sooo much, I could picture them together being oc’s parents: lovey dovey even when they’re old and supports one another😌

Intro: Her by @jamaisjoons 🥺🤬😏 knj

-God the amount of serotonin this gives me every time I read it is *chef’s kiss* maknae as namjoon’s kids is also a bonus! I really love family aus and this completely filled me with happiness.

Chasing Butterflies by @ddaenggtan 😏🥺😂 jjk

-Pretty sure everyone already knows and loves this fic but I just had to put this here. It’s literally perfect! Oc pining for weeb jungkook is everyone because he’s cute as hell😔 the SECONDHAND EMBASSAMENT I felt when she confessed is too much😂😭 Please read it if you haven’t because IT’S SO GOOD

A Home Found In You by @lovmail 🥺(wholesome) jjk

-Another single dad jungkook because I love it😔 This fic introduced me to rochelle’s account and binged all of her other fics (which are also great). This also pops up in my head at random times and I always give in to the urge of rereading it because its so good!

For Love and Money by @jimlingss 🥺🤬😏 ksj

-This shit was a whole roller coaster alright but I loved it! it’s a forced arranged marriage and when reading the first chapter, you will want to read more. I love both of the characters soo much and the progression is immaculate, so glad they got their shit together in the end😌

Brass and Strings @jimlingss 🥺🤬😂 knj

-This was also another roller coaster of feelings and angst. It’s a little long but the pacing is really good. I LOVE the main characters so much!!! oc’s a badass, despite what she’s been through and I strive to be like her ngl😔 This made me cry on multiple occasions, just read this you won’t regret it.

Inside My Mind by @jimlingss 🥺😏 knj

-The amount of times I think about this on a monthly BASIS. It’s half fluff and smut which is the perfect combination for me😌 I love the concept of mind reading, but when people can hear nsfw thoughts though😳 honestly read it if you haven’t, IT’S SO GOOD

The Deli Diaries by @jimlingss 🥺 pjm

-This shit was the CUTEST shit ever!! both characters are so cute (I’ve said that word so many times😭) and their interactions during work is so cute😭 At this point just read Kina’s whole masterlist

The Alpha by @ladyartemesia 🤬😏 pjm

SO GOOD, immaculate, well written, the plot 10/10. This fic is amazing!! I get so excited whenever I see that it’s updated. The world is so fascinating and detailed that you wanna learn more about it. The plot is so thrilling and the action parts got me so hooked! I can’t wait for more part to come!

A Court of Curses by @readyplayerhobi 🥺🤬😏 jhs

UGGHHHH one of my favourite hobi fics ever!!! of course it’s a vampire and witch au. I love the main characters so much OK😭 they just wanna love each other and it physically hurt me when they were also hurting😭😭😭 but the ending is so satisfying, so I’m happy!

#kim seokjin #min yoongi #jung hoseok #kim namjoon #park jimin #kim taehyung #jeon jungkook #favourite fics #fic recs #ReadingList

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your-average-weeb-dealer · 3 years

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☘️ Some more Junpei thirst for you. Because i also and trying to remember how to write. Also this is more fluff then smut but smut is mentioned. But I hope you enjoy it and are having a good day.

☘️Sorcerer!Aged Up!Junpei AU! where nothing went wrong and everything is fine. Reader is Gender Neutral

☘️Junpei's arm pulled his shivering companion closer. The other tugging the blanket they shared up higher. It wasn't particularly cold in his flat but you had warned him that horror movies made you shiver even though you still enjoyed them. A grateful murmur came softly from your lips while you snuggled deeper into his chest. The tender moment stopping his heart and hitching his breath. How had he gotten so lucky?

And it was pure luck, noticing you a few weeks back at the grocery store unable to reach your favorite chips on the top shelf he had stopped and grabbed them for you. The smile you had given him was so bright he had nearly melted. But the chance encounter had turned in to a coffee and exchanging numbers. Later when he had asked you over for a horror movie marathon (which Yuuji had suggested) you had responded "sure, but only if I can stay the night incase i get scared." Before slapping a hand over your mouth over how bold your own words had just been. Honestly he had been taken aback too, before smiling and agreeing to it. After the hell that had been most of his youth he wondered if the universe was trying to balance it by giving him you.

He snapped back to the present when you gasped as a body on the screen was torn in two. Your chest heaving before turning your face in to his chest.

"should I stop the movie?" He whispered in to the ear closest to him enjoying how you shivered at the contact.

"no, i swear I'm enjoying myself. Just hold me closer please." Doe eyes turned up to him with trembling lips so close. How beautiful you looked scared.

He chuckled. "Your practically in my lap already how much closer do you want to be?"

You huffed and gave him a fake glare covered in excitement and delight. "I don't want any space between us."

That gave him so many ideas. "Well, i like that." Slowly he closed the gap between your lips and his. Relishing the taste of pineapple sake that stuck to them. The slightest smell of fear on your skin, how you turned to him to be your protector sent his head spinning while he body ached for yours.

A delighted smile crossed his lips at the feel of your hands tugging at his shirt. He let you pull it off, watching in fascination as you held it close to your chest look at him up and down. Excitement mixed with confusion and concern lingered on the scars across his chest and forehead. Before you could ask he murmured "Bullies, but its better now." He watched your heart break, nerves filled him. He had lovers in the past though it was easier if they where sorcerers like him and he could blame each one on a curse. Not so with you, for you he told the truth and it ached. Carefully you extended a hand to cup his cheek "I'm sorry, do you want to stop?"

"No." It was a command and a plea as he leaned in to the hand eyes closed enjoy the soft feel of them. "Ok." he could hear the smile in your voice and feel your breath as you kissed him again. The low level tension that his reveal had brought left him. He nipped softly at your lower lip. Your respond was to climb in to his lap. He took it as a sign to tug at your own shirt which was quickly discarded.

On-screen a teenage girl screamed as the killer dug his knife in to her chest. Under his wandering hands you shivered. Pulling back to look at you he couldn't tell if it was lust or nerves. You shrugged slightly. "Horror movies make me horny, more so you do. So what do you say? Want our first time to be on your couch while people continue to get hacked by a masked killer?"

How could he say anything but yes? ☘️

AHHHHH WJAG ☘️ ANON YOU FUCKFJSFb PLEASE I CAnT THIS IS JUST PERFECT PLEASE-- UGH I LOVE THIS SO MUCH THAT LITTLE “well, I like that” MADE MY PuSSY FLUTTER I’M KINDA FREAKING OUT RN

thank you for the meal 🤤💕💕

#☘️ anon #junpei x reader #jjk x reader #rynes thirsts

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wrapped-up · 2 years

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So just finished ‘happy birthday,you’ (yes obvs It’s amazing) and I’m there writing my lil review i do in my notes for all the wolfstar fics I read(and omg let me tell you I did that ao3 wrapped and I actually read 780 fics this year, I’m still contemplating whether to either be extremely proud or kinda maybe a lil bit embarrassed?) anyway so was doing this and thought it would be nice if you could see what I wrote about your fics as yes I’ve read all 5(omg but haven’t done a review on lock it down as ywah didn’t but know I read it )so yeah omg and even tho I am in my second year of an English literature degree I do write as I talk and I talk with my sweet ass adhd brain who has big fat dyslexia n yes am I the age of 20 where I deeply struggle on how to punctuate so when you read them and this I suppose keep that in mind okay good had to put that in there so Brain didn’t go over board with worry bout me now going to overshare. Btw thwse r all on my top wolfstar fics and I think 21/780 is pretty good Baso the 21 are my fav fics and ur 5(well 4 but we already established that) are in that list

Right cool “Ever thus” was the first one I read, this is what I said straight after I finished it - Ever thus - just such a good fic man LIKE MAJOR PINING but omg worth it ! And lime the friend group dynamic is so good ! And omg how they go pub all the time love it just so British and omg the roommates and best friends thing was DONE PERFECTLY like omg the banter aswell just love this fic sm ! 10/10⭐️’

Next I definitely clicked on ur profile to look for ur other works well that’s actually a lie I did it half way through reading ever thus to check you had more as wow ur writing style? So fuckin unique. So here’s JWTDO- ‘Just what the doctor ordered - urm hello THIS IS THE BEST WOLFSTAR NON HP AU IVE READ omg I CANT GET OVER IT ! ITS SO JUST BEAUTIFUL! Like we’ve got sexy older Remus and omg the depth of these characters! ‘Wrapped up ‘ is seriously my favourite wolfstar writer to date ! I lobe how this flows abs yes they finally propose omg injust want hours long of this fic ! It’s so funny aswell lime ahhhhh ! 10/10 SO FUCKIMG GOOD and how they get back together aswell oh man so good⭐️’

Next one is ‘the players secret’ man I loved this fic lime It would make me so excited like I would be at work see this notification from ao3 that you updated it and just squeal inside( also this is gibberish what I say next be warned) - ‘The players secret- Another work by wrapped up and I’m so excited!!! Story seems. So good so far and I just lobe how they write ! Omg hust finished it it was amazing I love their chemistry! Omg you literally don’t find out what the world thinks of the documentary I kinda like how she ended it as Cant really do more with it like it’s a fic bout new documentary abs when that’s relased what more can you do Yk so yes ending left me satisfied 10/10 ⭐️⭐️’

And this is the one I just did for ‘happy birthday,you’ as you can probably see from this ask I’m still on a massive reader high -‘Happy birthday, you. -HOW IS EVERYTHING THAT WRAPPED UP WRITES JUST SO FUCKING GOOD? like omg thw group ahhh I just love how she writes the marauders it’s all so real n mundane I love it ! And holy fuck I don’t think anyone write friends to lovers like her it’s just so good like fuckimg hell yes I’m in love I LOVED THE STRUCTURE LIKE HOW WE HAD FLASH BACKS TO Sirius birthdays mostly with Remus so we could see how much they loved each other and how it’s always been there. Omg alphard with the ‘tell me something nice… Ice cream and jelly that’s nice isn’t it’ holy fuck had me crying 3 fuckimg times! Also like I just love established wolfstar so ending was just soooooo omg yk !!!!! this story was just so beautiful like how Sirius learns to accept himself just yes so thought out and written beautifully 10000/10⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️’

Okay so kinda dunno why I did this but kinda do anyway love you love your fics ur just so lovely anyway yes fyi when u stop writing ff I will be taking them all making them into a book format pdf n printing that off into a physical copy of a book for me to annoté n only reason I’m not doing that now is cause one don’t know if u would like it abs two what bout ur other masterpieces u will release in the future like I can’t leave them out all. Real sorry if I bored to death, kisses

I honestly don't know what to say. Thank you, anon. You are a kind and brilliant person! I grinned reading this whole ask!

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sunghooie · 3 years

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Jaemin

Third person

Y/N was arriving to her new school in Korea where her parents now lived for work. she hated how she had to leave her friend in her home town, she didn't understand why her parents need a job out here.

but she was grateful knowing her parents did it for her future. Y/N looked through the window and saw her new school she rolled her eyes knowing she'll probably have a hard time here because of her skin color.

Y/N POV

I walked through the hall way to my new class room "201". I looked up to see the room number on each class door. suddenly I feel back on to my butt and back, I looked up to see a very handsome man in front of me also stunned. "I'm so sorry" the boy said reaching out his hand to help me, "just watch where you're going next" I said while rolling my eyes, I took the boys hand to help me up and wipe the dust off myself. "you look like you need help" the boy asked me "do you know where room 201 is?" "yes that my class room too, you must be the new student" the boy happily said "I'm Na Jaemin, come with me". I followed Jaemin to our class, and I met the teacher she seated me down very quickly next to Jaemin while the other students came in.

Every one looked straight at me confusedly "omg is that her" I heard some of the students say , I ignored them and looked out the window "yea she's pretty isn't she' I spudded my head around to see Jaemin smiling proudly. I smirked looking the way rethinking about the comment he made.

[time skip after school]. I walk straight to the bus stop I feel hands go over my eyes "AHH WTF" I screamed and pull the hands away from me, I look back to see who it is and its Jaemin smiley happily with wide eyes. "you cant just come up to people like that jaemin" I say to him " I'm sorry, but wow what a reaction" he laughed, I rolled my eyes and went to sit down wait for my bus, Jaemin sits next to me and puts his arm around me.

I removed his around and looked at him confusedly "I meant what I said earlier, you really are beautiful" he told while looking into my eyes deeply, my heart was beating faster as we looked into his eyes, my heart bloomed as his face got closer to mine. I feel his lip brush against mind but I pull away fast "what are you doing? I barely know you" " I see, ill wait" Jaemin said as he held my face and looked into my eyes " but it will be hard to hold myself back". THE END maybe a part two lol

plz don't Jude me this my first time doing this AHHHHH

#kpop #writing #kpop ambw #nct #nct dream

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inweedsferociously · 4 years

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Ok - Folklore single predictions/partial album review

The following are my 3x hopeful guesses for future singles from the album, i can also see reasons not to choose these particular ones for commercial radio but I also see a lot of positive reasons for doing it!

invisible string:

This song presents a happy folk vibe, which contrasts the first release, 'cardigan' and supports the overall vibes of 'folklore' itself.

Vocally and lyrically this song is a real earworm type that doesn't get old or repetitive with repeat listens. The vocals are pretty, addictive to sing along to, and we can't forget about those damn key changes.

Overall as quaint and simple as this tune is, it shows a lot for her evolution and versatility vocally and lyrically. (Which says a lot for a girl who joined the Songwriters Hall of Fame a decade ago at the age of twenty. Look at her go!!)

I mean, the way she sings "Now I send their babies presents"!! And "TIME, wondrous time" ahhhhh

betty:

Incredible early days Taylor vibes, just the kind of heart-belting happy country jam that helped win over all our hearts 14 years ago and propel her into fame. This is the song you cant help but yell along to in the car like youre the one on Betty's doorstep proclaiming your love. Real 'crying out the lyrics to You Belong With Me' vibes. Its 2008 all over again, in the best way possible.

'betty' is very catchy, and like i said above about invisible string, gets in your head without getting old because of the lyrical switch up, the instrumental switch up, the BRIDGE, the 2nd version of the chorus after that bridge oh man this is one to love.

seven:

This song is very vocally and melodically unique from anything we have seen from Taylor before, and is a clear stand out from the album. Tells a beautiful story, has verses that differentiate musically from the chorus so much, yet work SO consistently.

Among my first few listens of this song, the beginning of the song is an instant attention drawing sound, gorgeous vocally, and remniscent of the jarringly unique sound of instantly recognisable one hit wonders that are still so so so good when you randomly hear them on the radio no matter how many handfuls of years its been since the song first became popular.

Again, several reasons I can see these not making it to the radio (moreso the second and third) but I think it would be a real shame not to showcase these gems.

OTHER potential choices i think she may make:

mirrorball, this is me trying Or the last great american dynasty although I really don't know how that would go, based on critics and non-regular Taylor listeners initial reactions to all the songs on the album

My FaVOURITE on the whole album is 'peace' which i did not include in this list because a). Its so intimate, beautiful and one of the songs that I have to stop everything im doing to listen to when it comes on, b). It is a truly special song to be savoured rather than shared with the masses and listened to over and over. This is my crying at the sunset in a forest or on a farm song, this is everything to me. Im not sure a song has ever evoked such emotions in me. Certainly never by a song by a mainstream artist, until this point even though I have loved Taylor since day one. Twice now it has come on while I'm driving and I have ended up bawling happy-sad tears both times which is, quite frankly, very dangerous but so worth it. Im sososososososo stoked it is getting the love and appreciation it deserves!!

Please reply let me know what you think! What are your predictions? Is there a particular one you think will come next? I wanna hear it all

#taylorswift #taylornation #taylor swift #taylurking #folklore #ts8 #ts8 folklore #taylor swift ts8 #predictions #ts8 predictions #gaylor swift #kaylor #invisible string #betty #cardigan #seven #mirrorball #this is me trying #swifties

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sunflowers-and-snowdrops · 4 years

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ramble about your favourite fic?

oh! that’s a wild ride i have so many. im reading like 2 long form fics atm, 1 is currently being updates and one is already finished. they are so well written and just wow!! but if i have to say my ultimate favourite fic at the moment then it would be The Serving Of Servants by CaffeinatedFlumadiddle on AO3 and its sequel which is just INCREDIBLY GOOD. like??? ahhhh!!! the writing is great, the description is amazing, the characterization is done so well and the OCs are awesome characters, and ITS A SLOW BURN. The plot is super interesting and its brilliant. so if i had to choose then that would be my current absolute favourite fic. (Okay so this is a really long post so... well this a warning i guess)

There’s a bunch of other ones that are great so i’ll talk about those as well. did i mention CaffeinatedFlumadiddle??? their fics are just SO GOOD. like??? Salt of the Forsaken?? that was hilarious!! Exceptionally Exceptional??? that was a brilliant fic and i love that they focused on hunith because we didnt really see her that much on the show and this fic just makes up for that perfectly. Hunting For Dignity?? Cheers and Spirits??? YES. OH i cant forget Fool Me Once which is actually a really cool concept to explore imo. basically Uther isn’t a huge asshole in this one?? i mean he still kinda is but like its just chaotic and the relationship between uther and merlin is kinda odd because he keeps trying to find out ways to kill him and merlin is just done because he cant die and is immortal. i guess they sort of bond over that and wanting to keep arthur safe and like its a strange relationship but im living for it.

Usually uther is awful in practically all the fics ive read but there are some which sort of like make him kinda good?? like?? i mean hes still an asshole just less of it. like in About Merlin... (by LadyAuroraPendragon on AO3) Uther is still an asshole and hes against magic but like??? he ships them??? ahahhaha and everyone does too. its such a great fic. we got a wingman uther in there. A WINGMAN UTHER. uthers all like “why are so bad at flirting/courting? just tell him that you love him already JEEZ” and the funniest thing is that he thinks they’re together because of that scene in the black knight episode where merlin says that they have a bond and then he assumes that they are together and LITERALLY nothing can convince him that they are not together and its great lmao.

Okay so ive been rambling for a veryyyy long time so I’ll just say two last things and finish off ahahha. On AO3 there’s another fic writer that I absolutely ADORE. their name is AeonTheDimensionalGirl and my goddd their fics are BEAUTFUL. LIKE??? THE WAY THEY USE THE WORD CARIAD?? OH MY GOD ITS JUST PERFECT. Their whumptober series is excellent and they use the word “cariad” which means love in welsh and its just SO amazing and heartfelt and ahhhhh. Some of my favourites include Watch you breathe in, watch you breathe out which is a fic based on the ep “servant of two masters” and how it would have switched, like instead of merlin being possessed or bewitched by the nathair, it was arthur who was trying to kill him and its just so good. super angsty but it has a happy ending that makes my heart melt.

The fic?? Off the record??? is just??? PERFECT? i absolutely love that it was from Leon’s pov that was a really interesting way of viewing it and i LOVED the hc that arthur sorta has some kind of magic (bc he was born out of magic) but it ONLY appears when merlin is fatally injured/dying and hsajdbjsbhudhbedb i thought it was great omg. Another fic written by them called Looking After You had such a good enemies to friends to lovers arc like *chefs kiss*. I also really enjoyed To Worship the Powerful (and destroy the weak), Uther’s Bane, and Et Tu, Merlin? because they were such good whumptober fics.

did i say two last things??? okay i lied, it was three. anyways, last but not least (because i gotta stop rambling or this post will extremely long) the fics Chains Of Secrets and I suppose that I look different (without the robes or crown) are some of favourites because in chains of secrets its what would have happened if uther said that merlin had magic (if he wasnt cut off or IF ARTHUR ACTUALLY HEARD WHAT HE SAID AND DEDUCED IT FROM THAT) anyways i think its a great magic reveal fic, set in one of my favourite episodes “the death song of uther pendragon” so i think its just neat.

hilariously, the fic I suppose that I look different (without the robes or crown) is also based on that episode. i have a fondness for it okay? Its basically where Arthur blows the horn of cathbdhah again but gets transported to another world where Ygraine never died and ITS JUST SO BEAUTIFUL. LIKE THE DESCRIPTIONS??? THE CHARACTERS?? its amazing and i reread it alot. anyways arthur goes into that world and he has to find a way back to his own. in the fic balinor lives, lancelot and gwen had a KID. oh and merlin was a ROYAL which was just awesome. all in all its a great fic :D

So that is the end, or i will literally go on forever. sorry this is such a long answer ahaha, i really tried to make it shorter but just gave up in the end. I hope you enjoyed that?? i did and i thank you anon, for letting me ramble! If anyone wants to read the fics ive mentioned, then you can find the links below! enjoy :D

The Serving Of Servants by CaffeinatedFlumadiddle

Salt Of The Forsaken by CaffeinatedFlumadiddle

Exceptionally Exceptional by CaffeinatedFlumadiddle

Hunting For Dignity by CaffeinatedFlumadiddle

Cheers and Spirits by CaffeinatedFlumadiddle

Fool Me Once by CaffeinatedFlumadiddle

About Merlin... by LadyAuroraPendragon

Watch You Breathe In, Watch You Breathe Out by AeonTheDimensionalGirl

Off the Record by AeonTheDimensionalGirl

Looking After You by AeonTheDimensionalGirl

To Worship the Powerful (And Destroy the Weak) by AeonTheDimensionalGirl

Uther’s Bane by AeonTheDimensionalGirl

Et Tu, Merlin? by AeonTheDimensionalGirl

Merlin’s Knight by AeonTheDimensionalGirl

Chains Of Secrets by magicdoses

I suppose that I look different (without the robes or crown) by WingedWolf121

For Want Of A Nail by ohHeyThereBigBadWolf

(I didn’t manage to talk about For Want Of A Nail or Merlin’s Knight but i think that they are both amazingly well written fics so im recommending it anyways.)

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barnesandrogersfanfics · 5 years

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Baby Love - Part 2

Pairing: Chris Evans x Reader

Warning: Badly written Smut happens in this part!

A/N - Read More wont work sorry!

After much consideration it was agreed that Chris would be my sperm doner, we decided it would be best to do it through the clinic so that things didn't get weird with us. Disclaimers were signed by the clinic to protect Chris, we didn't want this getting out to the public/press. The actual procedure was over in a couple of minutes and then i just had to lay there for half hour, Chris stayed with me the whole time making me laugh and keeping me distracted, he was amazing! Then we just had to wait, they said we'd know in 6-12 days whether or not i was pregnant but advised to wait 2 weeks.

Today was day 14 and i was sat on my sofa with Chris holding my hand while we waited for the pregnancy test to tell us if we were pregnant or not.

"You know if your not its not a big deal, we can try again"

"You leave again Friday, we'd have to wait til your done. Thats gonna be another few months...."

"We'll make it work, i can fly you out and we can find another clinic...." he started to say until the alarm on his phone went off and i reached out for the test, as i flipped it over i felt my heart break a little at the negative result.

"Its negative" i told him sadly before covering my face with my hands as i cried. Chris pulled me into his arms straight away, my face pressed to his chest as i cried.

"Sshhh its okay" i could hear him saying, his voice slightly mumbled against the top of my head.

"Maybe I'm just not supposed to be a mom, i should just accept that this isn't meant to happen for me"

"Hey! Dont say that! This will happen, ok? This was just the first try, these things take time" he said moving back so he could look at me, his hands cradling my face as his thumb brushed away my tears.

"I don't have time Chris thats the problem" i replied sadly.

The next thing i know Chris is kissing me! And it doesn't feel weird.... or wrong.

I kiss him back my hands tugging his hair making him moan into my mouth. He lays me down on the sofa without breaking the kiss, his body resting between my legs like its the most natural thing for us to do. He starts rubbing his hips against me and i can feel how hard he is through his jeans and i want him, i moan at the feeling of him rubbing himself against my clothed pussy. Reaching up i grab his belt and start to unbuckle it, he finally sits back and looks at me as if checking I'm sure about this, i nod quickly and he free's himself from his jeans and boxers before reaching down and pulling off my shorts & panties. When i finally get a look at him my eyes go wide.....his cock is huge! The biggest ive ever had inside me and my stomach flips at the thought of what it will feel like. Chris leans back down and kisses me again as my hands wander under his t-shirt before tugging it off, he pulls off my shirt and bra tossing them behind him somewhere. His hands are grabbing and massaging my breasts as he rocks his hips against mine, his cock sliding through my slick pussy. I reach down taking hold of him and line him up with my entrance, i just needed him inside me. He pushes in and lets out the most beautiful moan ive ever heard in my life!!

"Mmmm oh fuck.... you feel like fucking heaven!.... so tight" he mumbles as he starts to thrust in and out of my tight wet pussy.

"Shit Chris..... ahhhhh" i moan grabbing his ass and pulling him closer if thats even possible "dont stop!"

"Does that feel good?"

"So fucking good! fuck me harder, i can take it" i moan as he kisses and sucks on my neck. He sits back and looks down at me, his eyes on my breasts and then he grabs my hips and does what i asked, he fucks me harder, faster while watching my breasts bounce with every thrust.

"Ah fuck I'm gonna cum.... your squeezing my cock so tight!" He said before i felt his thumb press agaisnt my clit and start rubbing quickly until i felt myself let go... i practically screamed as my orgasm hit and Chris was groaning as his hips kept pumping, he threw his head back as i felt him release inside me. He slowly came to a stop but i could feel his cock still twitching inside me as he rested his head against my shoulder trying to catch his breath. I run my fingers through his hair and pressed a kiss against his neck as i tried to catch my own breath.

"Wow" i heard him say quietly in my ear and started laughing "why haven't we been doing that before".

"Maybe because we're best friends"

"Right" he nodded "only i don't usually do this kinda thing with my friends"

"Me either"

"I mean I'm not sure if you've realised but my cock is still inside you right now..."

"Oh I'm well aware!" I said with a laugh that must have made me tense up because Chris gasped and bit down on my shoulder.

"Jesus christ woman!"

"Sorry my bad, we should probably get cleaned up and put some clothes on"

"If you insist" he carefully disconnected himself from me making me groan.

"Chris...."

"This doesn't have to be a bad thing. It didn't feel wrong to me at all..... it felt right" he says already knowing that i was going to be worried about what we do now.

"Im not saying its a bad thing or that it felt wrong...."

"So you agree that it felt right, right?"

"Yeah but is now the time to be doing this?? Chris i cant loose you, i honestly don't think id be able to survive without you in my life. It was already a risk trying to get pregnant and now this.... plus your leaving again Friday"

"So how about we take some time to think about it, wait until im back, then we can give this a go if we still think its for the best" he suggested "but we promise no matter what we stay friends"

"Its not that easy once sex is involved" i said getting up and pulling his tshirt on quickly "i mean how can you say no to this now you know how heavenly it is inside me" i teased as i headed towards the bathroom.

"Oh your gonna get it woman!" He laughed running after me still naked as the day he born.

Friday came around quickly and i drove Chris to the airport and went in with him to say goodbye.

"Okay be careful! And kick some ass" i smiled up at him making him laugh.

"I will, i'll call everyday. It'll be like i never left, you'll soon get sick of me"

"I could never get sick of you Evan's"

He pulled me into a hug kissing my head "we'll talk properly when i get back"

"Yeah" i nodded knowing he meant about us "dont go meeting any new guys while im gone"

"There's only one guy for me, Dodger has my heart you know that" i chuckled against Chris's chest.

"Your a dork" He laughed taking a step back to get a look at me "But your my dork"

"You bet your ass i am" i smiled up at him, he leant forward pressing his lips to mine for a quick kiss.

"Im gonna miss you"

"I'll miss you too. You better get going though your already cutting it fine and they wont wait for you"

"I know but its just so hard to say goodbye to you" he pouted like a sulking child and squeezed my hand.

"Go! We'll Skype tonight"

"Okay fine" after another quick kiss he grabbed his carry on and went through the check point.

@jennmurawski13

#steve x reader #chris evans x reader #chris evans #babylove #friendstolovers

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concentrateandpush · 4 years

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Abandoned building

"I know some of you may think it's crazy going to an abandoned building to film a YouTube video whilst 37 weeks pregnant.. but I cant let my 2.3 mil subscribers down! Plus it should be super safe! I mean, theres an open door right where we park, so not long to walk and straight in! No climbing!" Said Kat to her viewers whilst sat in the back of Poppy's car. There were 6 people in total, Kat and Joe, the mommy and daddy to be, Poppy, Kats best friend. Then Corey, Daniel and Dave, the guys who Kat wanted to collab with, they knew each other from elementary but hadn't been close for a long time, Joe and Poppy didnt know them at all.

She had noticed that morning that she wasnt feeling great and it seems that the morning sickness had come back, but she agreed to do this video so she persisted and hey! She had her boyfriend with her after all. Kat and Joe had been together a long time and it was about time they should have a baby, Joe was thrilled, Kat was too but she still felt she could take on the world whilst carrying a human.

They agreed that Poppy would drive seeing as Kat was 37 weeks pregnant and felt uncomfortable driving now. They arrived at the abandoned building as it was going dark, Joe wasnt at all phased by spirits but the rest were hyped and ready to go.

'Hey man, I'm Daniel"

"Joe, nice to meet you"

Joe could instantly tell Daniel was a jerk. At this point in time, whilst everyone was setting up cameras, Poppy chatted to Kat whilst having a smoke.

Kat made sure that nobody was around and quickly said to Poppy "Pops, dont tell Joe, I've been having twinges all morning, I'm super nauseous and I think theres a pattern in the pain, I dont want to tell him because he already cant believe I've come here 9 months pregnant"

Poppy exclaimed "Yeah I'm not surprised, look, videos can wait, let's go back to your apartment and order uber eats, I dont think its wise to stay here" and quickly, Kat snapped "I wont be able to come back here for a long time and I need to film this video, were like 3 hours from home now anyway so let's just film".

It's been a few hours and they had filmed the majority of the scheduled videos. Kat is exhausted at this point and hasn't suffered in pain too much, but she has noticed her belly getting heavier and harder through out filming. They get ready to call it a night and hear a noise from outside, young people, they sound rough and ready to fight.

Daniel whispers "Boys we have to run out, Joe, you up for running out? Girls?"

"I cant run" Kat exclaims, but Joe cuts across her quickly "You expect my 9 month pregnant girlfriend to run out of here, she could trip on anything for starters and -"

Kat starts to feel a lot of pressure and breathes it through but it doesnt go unnoticed, Poppy feels that she has to disclose information "Joe she has felt twinges all day and didnt want to tell you because -"

"Who's in here then? Who's up for a fight?!" Sounds from the outside.

"Okay, everyone shut the fuck up, Daniel phone the police, Joe, an ambulance, nobody argue with me, I need to get out of here" whispers Kat "I've kept this tiny person safe for 9 months, I am not messing it up now, I will not put myself and my child at risk of those kids outside, were in a bad area and they might have weapons so we -"

Joe interrupts "Love, we didnt bring phones, it interferes with the tech"

Kat looks at Joe tearfully and says "Okay well it'll have to happen in here then, I'm in so much pain, I need something to sit on, a jumper or?.."

At this point, Poppy has had enough "Right you three get out there, you do not tell them were in here, it was your idea not to bring phones in and now look where you got us"

Daniel slams back "Mate, your friend wanted to be here even though she cant even walk shes so pregnant, Joe you should never have left her come, you're both going to be parents and cant even- "

"Ahhh, hee hoo hee hoo, please shut up I need to focus, please just shut up" said Kat, "I'm so sorry, I'm so so sorry, okay can I check you? I just need to check how far along you are" said Joe whilst signaling to Poppy that she should come over and help. Joe pulls Kats maternity jeans off and then her panties, the three other boys are stood watching, "never seen a vagina before you pervs?" Shouted Poppy. Kat moans as Joe puts his fingers in, "You're nearly there Kat, you're going to have to push her out in here" he says panicking "I cant" says Kat, "it's dirty and ngghh"

Corey whispers to Daniel "Nah mate, we have to tell her" Joe hears and shouts "Tell her what?!" Daniel laughs and mutters "it's a prank pal, theres nobody outside, it's just the rest of the boys, you need to get her out of here". Joe springs up off the floor and runs towards Daniel "You f*cking what? I'm going to break that pretty face of-"

"I need to push, please, help me" Kat cries, Joe is torn, after a second thought he falls to his knee and pulls Kats legs open and says, "Okay whenever you feel it's right, push as hard as you can" Kat takes a huge breath and presses her chin down on her chest to push and Poppy says "Stop, let's get her to my car, I have blankets and stuff, we can help her birth there, its safer". Huffing and puffing through out, Kat screaches "I cant walk, I can feel the head I need to push her out now, I have to push, I cant hold it anymore".

"Come on, let's get up, get to the car and get this baby out safely" Joe orders, Kat always listens to Joe because he always does what's best. Kat finds the strength to get on her toes, with Joe's hand and Poppy supporting her lower back, once on her feet she stops and takes a moment "hee hoo hee, AHH I cant, I need to push, urrrrggggg", Joe gets on his knees and kisses her bump, "we can get to the car".

Poppy runs ahead, "you can do this Kat you're the strongest person I know" she exits quickly to puff and prod some blankets so that Kat can bare down on them. Whilst Kat waddles out with Joe's support under her elbows "Not long now Mommy, she'll be here".

Kat gets in the car and quickly tries to find a position to push in, but becomes frustrated because she cant find the power to push "I need to squat" she begins pushing harder and harder until she feels powerless.

Kat becomes tired in this position quickly, "I need to get on my back, theres not enough room, Joe can you get in the, hee hoo hee hoo, ahhh, get in the front and I'll put one leg either side of the front seats, that way my legs will be spread as far as they can be, and ill be open for baby to come out". Joe quickly gets up "let me help you into position" but Poppy realises she needs to help her best friend "Joe you get in the front I will help Kat get comfortable".

Kat huffs and puffs through the moving, she is so ready for the baby to be out by now, then it hits her. "I need to push harder, I need her out now, can you guide her Joe, Pops, hold this leg back as far as you can, nghggg ahhh, hoo hooo". At this point the other boys have all left and its pitch black, the only lights are the car lights and phone torches.

Kat is sweating so much that her face is shining. She starts to panic because she feels exhausted and like she's been pushing too long "get me to a hospital Pop, this isnt right". Poppy answers with a smile "You're fine, you're doing great, you're so so strong. We can see the head now, shes beautiful, she has your colour hair, just keep doing what you're doing mama". Kat soon starts to feel the ring of fire and starts to close her legs "it burns, I cant take it I'm going to rip, I'm going to open, is there blood? I cant, ahhh hoo hoo hoo nghhhh".

Kats progress is phenomenal and Joe is crying because of his girlfriends strength, "you're doing so good, I'm so proud of you, not much left now, just get the head out completely and then it's nearly over and we have a daughter".

I need to move positions" Kat snaps, "Shes coming" Kat suddenly staggers onto hands and knees, this is when she gets really strong, she starts to push with all of her might. "Its stuck, I cant move it, put your fingers in and rub them around the head, she needs to come out I cant push anymore it hurts". "Ooohhh this is it, I'm going to rip, fu*k, AAAHH".

Joe encourages Kat all the can "Come on honey a few more pushes, you're going great, you're doing it come on, push! Harder! Come on Kat push like you've never pushed before, yes, yes, come on sweetheart, push harder.. HARDER".

Kat is barely catching a breath and is baring down to hard she feels like shes going to rip. "Try little pushes, like ngh ngh ngh ngh rather than nghhhhh" says Poppy "It might change things and speed up the progress". "I'm not strong enough I cant go any longer, please call an ambulance, I need help, they can cut me and ahhhhhh, f*ck I think shes coming down, nghhhh, hooo hooo hooo AAHHHH can you see her? JOE CAN YOU SEE THE SHOULDERS, AHHHHHHHHH" she takes a breath and pushes until shes red in the face "hnnnnnngggggg here she is, it's time! I'm ready. To. Pusshhhhhhh. Oh my god, fu.. AHHHHH" . "Shes here beautiful, you're a Mommy. You're amazing, you're so perfect, I love you so much" Joe cries.

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burnedbyshoto · 5 years

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if you sent any asks (recommendations for things don’t count as I have to look around!) since october 17 until october 22 it is in here :)

anon said: The header for your askbox response post is *aesthetic*. I think it’s a really good idea to post one every few days if you have the time. ❤️

well, thANK YOUUUUU!!!!! I put in a whopping 10 minutes into it because I had no idea what I was doing! i’ll definitely be doing asks this way now though.

big dick kiri anon said: !!!!!! ILY HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY PLS HYDRATE 💙💙❤️❤️ -bigdickkiri

Omg love! Please don’t worry about kinktober just breathe! Take your time and try to relax 💙❤️- bigdickkiri

DAMN, that is a LOT. Please look after yourself and don't stress about it love!! - bigdickkiri

I'm very excited. BUT PLEASE LOOK AFTER YOURSELF, DO NOT FORCE ANY OF THIS OMG - bigdickkiri

AHH, AMAZING, TALENTED SWEETHEART, GORGEOUS LOVE, HAVE A INCREDIBLE DAY AND HYDRATE - bigdickkiri

I believe I did have a good day, and I am actually super bad at hydrating, buT ILL TRY TO GET BETTER!!!!

I am breathing!!!! JUSTTT BREATHEEEE!!! I am taking my time now and relaxing to the best of my ability :D thank you so much bdk I love you with all my soul

theres always a lot, but if im not doing a lot I dont do anything so on one hand.... it’s okay LMAO but I will continue to try and not stress :D

BDK I WOULD NEVER WANT TO MAKE YOU THINK IM FORCING THIS OUT OF MEEEE ILL TRY MY BEST TO MAKE YOU PROUD

GHSOGHJIAORGJRGIRAHG YOURE AMAZING, BEAUTIFUL, TERRIFIC, INCREDIBLE!!!!!!! YOU HYDRATE AND MAKE SURE YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU

@bread-theduck said: We love you and support you ❤ dont push yourself, your mental health is so much more important that kinktober haha. Take all the time you need, we're right here and open if you wanna talk~

I don’t really try to push myself... it just happens subconsciously D: but thank you for the love and support!!!! my mental health is stronger than I give it credit though

anon said: listen! we all appreciate you and your writing dearly but! I think we can all agree that we want you to be okay mentally and physically before you make yourself write! kinktober can wait! you’re more important!! at the very least, pls take a break for tonight.

I honestly can’t even remember when i said I was tired, but thank you for your kind words regardless!!!! I am trying to get better at it because i don’t want to disappoint you guys D:

@saintbullet said: Please take care of yourself!!! DONT risk your health for writing. We care about you so much! Be careful 💕💕💕

I know I push myself a lot, and i’m really sorry for scaring you all!!!! I am trying though, and it just has a lot to do with my mental fatigue and that im judging some hard classes right now then it has to do with anything

anon said: hey it'll be alright! idk whats wrong but i promise everything will work out like its supposed to! you just take care of yourself and take as much time as you need to feel better!! we love u!! ♥️

It wAS MY PERIOD I REMEMBER NOW AHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! I LOVE YOU TOOOOOOOO WITH ALL THE LOVE MY HEART POSSES!!!!!!

anon said: periods can be a pain so pls take care of yourself!! drink lots of water and rest up!!!

my period is the worst, if she was a person i’d block her and avoid her irl!!!!!!!!

anon said: Lol ok so gay for Mina anon back and no, I was not the anon who requested it. But lmao, let me take this time to whole heartedly thank that anon for quenching my thirst anyways

oh whoops, sorry for thinking you were someone else D: iM GLAD TO SEE THAT YOU WERE HAPPY WITH IT!!! READER WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A BAD GUY BUT I COULDN’T FIGURE OUT HOW TO MAKE IT WORK LMAO

anon said: I am just planning on hanging out and reading all the lovely writing that comes from this

i’m pretty sure this is about my nsfw/sfw headcanons, and honestly im sooo very excited to start working on them!!!!!!!!

anon said: you have no idea how happy I got when I saw u posted for mina like UGH MY WIFE I LOVE HER SO MUCH 🥺🥺🥺 N GIVING US GAYS AMAZING CONTENT UR AMAZING MWAH MWAH KEEP BEING THE PERFECT ANGEL U ARE 🥺🥺💞💗💖💕💓💝

AHHHHH IM SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT MINA IS LIKE MY FAV CLASS 1-A GIRL SO I LOVE HER SO MUCHHHHHHHHHHH YOURE AMAZING AND I LOVE YOU AND YOURE AN ANGEL!!!!!!!

many a anons said: Sorry I didn’t see the part where you said not to request characters that were already on the list I thought that was the list of character we could vote for.

so sorry I accidentally sent a character in that has already been requested, Tumblr didn't show me the follow up posts ;;

nooo I didn’t see the list I’m so sorry 😭😭😭

LOL ITS OKAYYYY. y’all were hoes and kept sending me shouto who I couldn’t even think about deleting from my list... so... you are lucky >:(

anon said: hello! not a request here but take care of yourself anc stay hydrated bb 🥰🥰

I got my water right next to me rn bby :D

anon said: be todoroki’s girlfriend

bitch I am todorokis WIFE, why would I need to dress up???

@girl-with-a-mentality said: You can be todoroni for Halloween.

....you right...

anon said: Thirst post infoo ;3 I found a doujinshi of Bakugo being teased and toyed with sexually with by Ochako, Yaomomo, and our lovely momma Mina

...send it

anon said: GIRLLLLLL

ANONNNNNNNNNNNNN ;)

local dumbass anon said: local dumbass is here once again, i thiink you know who i am and might've found my ig buuuuuut..?

uh.... I don’t know???????? I only followed people on insta if you gave me your handle or followed me first.... also did you cut your bangs?

anon said: Your Monoma scenario was really good!If we’re being honest, though, Monoma would literally start foaming at the mouth if he saw anyone from 1-A making physical contact with his s/o, ESPECIALLY Bakugou. They would have to call animal control because there would be a rabid Monoma in the dorms lol

okay... while you’re not wrong, I just thought 18 year old monoma should have grown up just the tiniest bit! plus his obsession is controlled because of his insecurity so LMAO IDK I JUST THOUGHT MAYBE UGH

@awkward-theaterkid said: I was reading your Day 19 Fic but I couldnt take it seriously, the title "My Way" kept reminding me of the Backstreet Boys "I want it that way" and it keeps popping up while I read it 😂

as someone who only heard that song because of b99 I read this and immediately thought of b99 LMAOOOOO

🍒💥anon said: URGENT PSA: LYSSA IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING AND I LOVE HER -🍒💥

Hello Queen Lyssa, I finally read "And They Were Roommates" and have absolutely no idea why I put it off so long! ITS A MASTERPIECE. Each chapter is addictive and the slow burn and angst destroyed me 😭 The smut in the final chapter is flawless and sooooooooooooooooooo H O T. Shoto wasnt even my favorite character but he might have to be now (or at least in my top 3) 😰 This is my new favorite series and I cant wait to re-read it!!!! YOURE AMAZING AND ILY. You own my soul now -🍒💥

URGENT PSA I LOVE YOU CHERRY EXPLOSION AND YOURE AMAZING :D

ATWR holds a special place in my heart uwu.... HAOGHIOSRGSIOGJSIHG THANK YOU!!!!! SHOUTO IS AN AMAZING CHARACTER WHO I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEARRTTTTTT

~ thank you to @didyoumeanme, @kittenlordofdarkness, @soafers for submitting memes and animal pics for my rommate, much appreciated :D ~

anon said: Did the local dumbass anon ever cut their bangs? Do you know?

....I dont know, but I just asked her rn >:)

this paragraph is dedicated to those surrounding to the meltdown mess that occurred yesterday. to each and every one of you who sent me kind words via my askbox or directly contacting me, thank you. I really want to move past this because I feel by holding on it will make me feel less inclined to write because of my guilt. of course, I do not expect you to forgive me, or trust me in my story of how it went down, because at the end of the day it was my mistake for trusting in someone to write with pure intentions when I didn’t know if she could. im trying to continue on with my best foot forward and im grateful for those of you who trusted in me. I swear I will never push myself again, and that I will instead take my time in order to publish my original work and only my original work and not take anything that comes from a “friend”. know that I love you all, and I dont know how to take it easy so my break lasted a whooping 10 hours, and my blog won’t discontinue until im done with bnha or...I get into medschool which is still 3 years away, I am taking care of myself, im staying hydrated, im trying not to put myself down anymore, I will keep going, & will forever continue to be more careful with what I post. also, no one was really coming for me, so don’t worry if you thought so lol. (to you 9 anons who expressed their kind thoughts to me, thank you. to big dick kiri anon thank you. to @bqkubabey, @flayvus, & @ultimate-shit-poster thank you so so much you really helped me not drown myself in my own guilt.)

anon said: i hope you’re feeling okay today :((

I am feeling a lot better. unfortuantely I did make myself really sick yesterday because ive never been as stressed in my life ever, but im okay now. there’s nothing I can do more for what happened so I will try to continue on as best as I can and I appreciate you caring... ilysm :)

@ikinabi said: Your writing??? Actually god sent 🥵👌 and the way you write Mirio gets me GOING

BAHAHAH NOOOOO ITS NOT PLAFUAOGHJIPRAHAR MY MIRIO PIECE YOU LIKED WAS MY FIRST PIECE ON HIM AND OOO BOY I DID NOT DO HIM JUSTICE

anon said: fuck buddy iida is a thought that has never crossed my mind but now that i’ve seen your post i am intrigued haha

well... it is up :) if you wanna check her out :)

anon said: You dont have to answer if you dont wanna but i just wanna see if your okay. I hope your end your doing well and not stressing.

i’m doing much better than I was yesterday!!! I just needed to rest and calm down and stop attacking myself. thank you for checking in!!! it means so much :,)

#ask lyssa anything #lyssa doesnt shut up #anonymous

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juminsmysticmc · 5 years

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Could I request reactions of when (mc and rfa+v dating) mc find out she has an terminal illness and ask them to break up without tell them,she wants them to hate her so they do not grieve too much,so when they know mc already died, angst if you cant its ok ilike your imagination♡0♡

RFA + V with a Mc who finds out that she will die soon and makes them hate her to not make them suffer for her

Huhhhh why do you need to make me cry this much! I hope you like my angst, really…please tell me because I personally think that this is one of my best Hc and for the first time I’m really really really proud of myself! Have fun and don’t cry!

Ps. I watched the Kdrama ,,Uncontrollably Fond’’ where the main lead (Kim Woo Bin) is ill, like Mc in this request and tries to find his old love just to see how much she changed but still loves her. And so the female lead (Suzy) and him go through a lot of hardships since she doesn’t know about his illness at first. I really liked the Drama, it was filled with emotions and secrets! And then after the Drama I found out that Kim Woo Bin was really sick after the Drama, luckily he overcame the illness, I’m soo happy! I first knew him from ,,the Heirs’’ and I didn’t really like him ( Lee MinHo forever haha) but now, ahh I like him! Are there any Kim Woo Bin fans? Now, enough talking, go and read the Headcanon for real!

ATTENTION! This headcanon can trigger! Don’t read if you can’t handle the mention of: Self harm, death, illness, suicide

Jumin

,,You must have seen wrong, Doctor.“ you snapped as the doctor told you about the illness you had.

You were so young, barely 30 and now he told you that you were going to die?

,,How long?“ you asked him.

It wasn’t a long time anymore, you knew.

The doctor told you to please go to the hospital to get treatment.

Without any help, you would live about three months.

You however took your purse and glared at him.

,,If you dare to tell my husband, I will sue you and destroy you.“ you snapped with a trembling voice.

It wasn’t like you to be like that. Perhaps the fear deep in your heart made you tell him these things.

You walked out of the room and walked to the parking lot.

With a click you turned on the radio and began to sob loudly.

What should you tell him now?

Should you even tell him?

And then, you made up your mind.

Once at home you had time for one hour.

You decided to make a video for Jumin.

In there you told him the reason for your lie.

,,I‘m home!“ Jumin called as he opened the door.

You smiled at him and hugged him.

Our last hug….you thought.

As you kissed him, you thought about your last kiss and when you smiled at him, you thought about the last time you could see his beautiful eyes shining at the view of you.

You knew you were selfish but you thought it was for his best.

For the next months the two of you went on trips and every time you went away, you met a former friend.

You tried to make him jealous and angry.

You didn’t only make up relationships, but you also tried to discuss with him about everything.

Deep in your heart it was painful for you too.

But for him you wanted to be in pain even in your afterlife.

The third month finally arrived. Jumin still tried to hold into you but he wasn’t as happy as before anymore.

,,You’re a big cold hearted ass, Jumin Han! Everything I cared about was your money! You know what? I want to have a divorce. Finally get rid of you!“ you yelled and rushed out.

Jumin Han stayed behind and finally cried after a long long time.

He didn’t know that you were in pain, ill and worried about him.

He didn’t know that you hated yourself, that you didn’t mean it, that you didn’t want it.

He didn’t know that you tried to protect him.

Three months later Jumin tried to call you for the last sentence for the divorce.

His anger against you was making him grow colder than he was in the past.

,,Yes?“ a man responded your phone with a trembling voice.

Jumin‘s jealously grew once again.

,,Who are you, Sir? I wanted to talk to Mc.“ he said.

,,I‘m-no, we need to meet up. I guess you’re her ex-husband, right? I have something for you.“ the man mumbled and told Jumin a place and time.

Not long after the two of them met, Jumin Han was a totally different man.

To get to know your cousin and to get to know the news that you died crushed his heart.

The video he gave him, scared him.

Even more did the sight of your crying face.

,,Hello Jumin. If you’re now watching this video it must mean that I‘m dead….haha. How weird to say this. Today I got told that I‘m ill. Deadly ill. I decided to protect your heart and make you hate me. I hope I didn’t fail and that today, you won’t love me as you loved me in the past….I hope that today you’re not in pain without me by your side…Just know that I love you, loved you and will love you forever. Please forgive me. I did everything for you…believe me….“

Jumin Han couldn’t bear it anymore.

He watched the video about three times until he finally decided to sue the doctor.

Afterwards he spend all his money and strength in donations for ill people who were diagnosed with a deadly illness.

And of course he spend his money on wine, a lot of wine.

Three bottles a day in front of the television with your last video, a picture of you and your good smelling pajamas.

Without you this man was broken.

,,Mc….rather than spending these days in hate I would have loved it to spend good days with you….why did you make this decision…?“ he often asked you while he was crying his eyes out.

Zen

,,Ahhhhh so exciting!“ you giggled to yourself as you patted your flat belly.

Since days you were feeling dizzy and had to vomit.

You were sure of it, you were pregnant.

You still didn’t know that you were wrong.

You didn’t know that soon you would be confronted with awful news.

The shock almost made you throw up.

This time however you weren’t happy at your body’s reaction.

You were scared, angry and helpless.

,,But…are you sure that I will die?“ you asked your doctor as tears slowly slipped down your cheeks.

,,Yes, I‘m sorry to tell you about your illness. We can however decelerate this. We need to send you to the-“

,,Sorry. But, will it help me? I will still die. I would rather die now than make my loved ones live with me in pain. Please don’t tell it anybody. My family can’t know about it.“ you begged.

Without an explanation you left the room and walked back home.

The happiness you had earlier disappeared.

Everything but this, you begged and quickly your legs gave up as you began to cry.

,,No no no no no no no no no please please please please please no!“ you begged.

And now? You knew you couldn’t destroy the love of your life, if Zen would know about this he would be as dead as you….

That’s when you got the idea to just break up with him.

You entered your shared home and waited for Zen.

You deeply hoped that your plan would work out and that today would be the last day of your life together with Zen.

Because you just couldn’t bear to lie at him.

,,Hi princess, how was your day?“

,,Hi Zenny~ I saw such a beautiful young man~ why don’t you cut your hair? They are ruined. I think we should change job. We would be such good teachers for example ~!“

,,Mc, are you kidding me?“ he asked you and you noticed that his mood was getting bad.

,,I just wanted to change you~ but I guess I failed. Just let’s break up…I didn’t imagine my life like this.“ you told him with an evil smile.

Zen stayed open mouthed and looked at you.

What did you mean?

But he couldn’t react quickly enough, you already stamped out and left the apartment.

Since then the two of you didn’t speak anymore.

Instead you posted disgusting emojis below his posts to make him hate you even more.

,,Mc…why didn’t you tell him…?“ your sister asked you with tears in her eyes.

,,Do you really want to die without the man you love?“ she asked you as she held your hand.

Finally your time came.

You were thin, you couldn’t even move a muscle anymore.

,,Take…..the letter….in my purse….if Zen would get to know the truth….give him the letter…..“ you tried to tell her.

She nodded and asked you to please stay awake as she took the letter.

But you couldn’t stand it anymore.

Your thoughts were filled with Zen and your eyes searched for him.

In the last seconds of your life you stayed alone.

All your wrongdoings came back to your mind and as you breathed your last breath, you said his name ,,Zen“.

Three years passed, Zen tried to check several times your social media accounts but it was no use, as is if you had disappeared.

Your family also behaved odd that’s how he came to know that you died.

He was shocked as he read your sisters post and so the next day he met her.

,,To be honest I did this on purpose, Hyun. She didn’t want you to know but…..well. Here, a letter from her. I should give it you if you would come to know about her death.“ you sister mumbled while crying. She got up, hugged him, apologized a last time and went away, leaving the young white haired man on his own.

As Zen read the letter, a lot of things came to make sense.

Zen read the letter a lot of times until he decided to follow you.

His dream was to let you know how stupid your decision was and how much he still loved you.

And so Zen died only four years later after your death day, thinking about you

,,I want you to live, who are you kidding, Mc….I want to live with you…“

Yoosung

,,RIKA RIKA RIKA RIKA! I‘m fucking annoyed! You only talk about Rika and LOLOL, Yoosung! Grow up, IDIOT! I will just go to the man who approached me yesterday. I‘m fucking finished!“ you yelled at the blond man who was tearing up.

He didn’t even have the strength to ran after you, to stop you or beg you for forgiveness.

As soon as you packed your things and left the house, you began to cry.

The cold rain pounded on you as the tears rolled down your cheeks.

The coldness outside was almost warm, compared to the loneliness in your heart which made you shiver.

You were indeed a bad woman, you lied and crushed him without blinking, you thought.

,,Illness…to hell!“ you snapped and got up and like a strong woman you entered the hospital to get hospitalized.

,,Oh, Mrs Kim! Who are you writing again?“ the Nurse asked you as she handled you over the pictures you asked her to print.

,,My husband!“ you said with a big smile as you looked at the pictures.

Hair and chest were missing but you were sure, that everything would get better soon.

,,Oh, he‘s in the abroad?“ she asked you.

When you however told her that he didn’t know, her face froze.

It didn’t take long and your situation got even worser.

At some point the nurse begged you to call Yoosung but you never lost hope.

Until one morning you died, alone in the white hospital room.

,,Who’s that?!“ Yoosung snapped as he threw his head phones on the floor.

How long has it been after you left him?

After he lost your whereabouts?

When he opened the door his hopes of seeing you got crushed.

The nurse who was caring for you, was at his door and handled him the letters ,,She fought until her last breath. She was a wonderful woman who mistook one decision. I‘m sorry for your loss.“ she told him and left.

Yoosung read the letters and looked at all the pictures you sent him.

His tears didn’t stop and soaked your last letters.

,,Dear Yoosung, you’re reading this letters while I‘m probably in front of you! We did it, Yoosung! We finally fought, I‘m healthy and alive, Rika‘s faith spared us.

I deeply hope that you will forgive me, Yoosung because I really did my best in order to spare you from these hard moments. I love you.“

Yoosung didn‘t know what to do, the young man cursed you and everyone.

He began to toss all kind of objects around him.

Because this lost was a hard one, a loss which would leave his heart empty forever.

Jaehee

You watched your beautiful girlfriend as she served a guest with a big smile.

You loved her just so much, you wanted to protect her with all your strength.

That’s why you had to do what you planned in your little head.

,,Jaehee.“ you called her after everyone left.

,,Yes?“ she responded and turned her head to you, her beautiful long hair danced as she looked at you.

Her beauty made it even harder for you to break up.

,,I….I decided to move out. This shop…it’s a big burden for me. I hate it here.“ you told her.

,,I would like to break up with you.“ you said.

She didn’t even have time to respond as you began to throw away the cake you prepared for the next day.

,,I HATE IT HERE!“ you screamed and began to sob.

You didn’t want to do it like that, but the fear of your soon death scared you.

Even more the thought about the fact that you will die while she would hate you.

You left the shop sobbing and left Jaehee behind.

You didn’t hear from her for a long long time.

She never called you and so did you.

The only one who knew the real issue was Jumin who was also by your side while you faced the hardship.

Well, to be honest deep in your heart you wanted him to carry your secret as a payback for Jaehee‘s hardships but in the end it turned out that you just wanted someone by your side.

,,How is she…?“ you mumbled after he let you slip a bit of water.

,,Together with Yoosung she‘s working again for me. She cut her hair and closed the shop.“ Jumin said without showing any feelings.

,,So my act will be in vain?“ you asked him.

,,Sometimes it’s just better to say something personally. People think they can protect each other like that, but that’s not true. In the end they just get hurt deeply.“

,,You speak as if you’re not human, Mr Han.“ you teased him and had to cough.

,,Mc, I said several times that I would pay for the hospital fees why didn’t you get hospitalized?“ he asked you.

,,You did more than I actually wanted you to do….“ you told him.

The next day Jumin came, he found two letters on your table. Unfortunately you fell asleep forever after writing them.

A lonely sleep.

,,Dear Jumin.

Thank you for everything you did. Please give this letter to Jaehee. I want to see her a last time. And in order to make her come I wrote the letter. I decided to write you a letter too because it seemed more prettier. And besides I was so sleepy and wanted you to let her know right away. Would you do me this last please? If I‘m asleep, please wake me up~“ the letter said.

Jumin Han shed a tear. You couldn’t see it or hear his sobbing sounds, but he cried for you.

,,Mc had a reason.“ he told Jaehee when he came back.

,,Mr Han I appreciate it that you want us to make up but-“

,,This wasn‘t my intention, Assistant Kang. I wanted her to rest in peace and you…to live without any regrets. Please read the letter and go to give her your goodbyes.“ Jumin told her.

Jaehee softly opened the letter and read every word.

Tears slipped down her face as she read your begs.

To please come to visit her, let you see her beautiful eyes, smell her long hair and listen to her beautiful voice as she talked about the shop.

For several days Jaehee couldn’t get a hold of her life.

As she looked at the shop from the outside, she noticed that everything seemed lonely, cold and dark but when Jaehee remembered your letter, her life began to bloom once again.

,,Please go on with your dream. Our dream, I will always support you.“ your last sentence said.

Saeyoung

,,I’m off!’’ you said and left through the door to go to the hospital.

Since a few days you were feeling odd, you had headaches and felt sick, you also lost a lot of hair and your vision kept getting bad.

You decided to go to the medical.

Saeyoung knew but had no time to go with you.

But your soon to be husband promised you that he would check your condition through the doctors files.

Although you often begged him to stop hacking.

Well, you could never be sure and that’s why today you had two assignments.

Saeyoung although knew only about one, the fake one.

You first went to the fake appointment, you needed new birth control pills, that’s why everything went by pretty quickly, the next one was the real appointment.

Saeyoung didn’t know about this one, and it was good so.

Because the awful truth you came to know would stay your secret forever.

You looked at your tests as you realized that you were really dying.

,,What did you say, doctor? I….I won’t live more than four months…?’’ you asked him again as tears filled your brown eyes.

The doctor nodded.

,,No, Sir, you must have done a mistake, there’s….it’s impossible!’’ you began to sob and cried.

,,No, I’m sorry to tell you that the test is right. But if you like, I could make another appointment for you with another doctor.’’ he told you.

,,No, no…thank you…’’ you mumbled.

Deep in your mind you already knew that you were dying, deep in your heart you could already feel the sadness and loneliness.

Your pale body would soon lay into the tight coffin, darkness would surround you below the ground, coldness will accompany you forever.

You were at the end of your nerves, you were scared.

What would you tell him, the man of your life?

After all he went through, you couldn’t tell him that you would join V.

Your hands began to tremble as you thought about Saeran who still was in a critical situation, Saeyoung wouldn’t be able to survive this on his own, he wouldn’t!

,,But fuck…he’s such a genius!’’ you sobbed harder as you began to chew on your nails.

,,This is all because I kept eating unhealthy things, because I judged Rika, V is giving me his payback for everything what happened in the RFA!’’ you cried.

That day you came home late, Saeyoung was pretty happy to see you but you felt sick at his smile.

He was so happy and your happiness would vanish soon.

,,Crap!’’ you snapped to yourself and slapped your cheek at your ill minded thoughts.

Saeyoung deserved happiness…why were you like that?!

After that moment you noticed that you needed to break up immediately.

,,Mc….why are you packing your stuff?’’ Saeyoung asked you.

,,Saeyoung, you were right, you will hurt me…you are dangerous….you…you are so…difficult to live with! I…I feel like dying with you! I…can’t I’m sorry…this is all to much…please become happy without me and look after Saeran but please let me go, let me live happily!’’ you begged and slapped yourself in your thoughts.

Why did you say that? Why would you hurt him like that? You knew that Saeyoung would get hurt by that, you knew perfectly that he would be unhappy but still, your thoughts kept hunting you.

He could be happy, you not, so why not hurting him?

,,SHUT THE FUCK UP I HATE IT!’’ you screamed and threw everything on the ground.

,,I HATE YOU!’’ you yelled even loader.

,,YOU….YOU! IT’S BECAUSE OF YOU!’’ you panicked and began to cry harder, cold tears dripped on the floor while a few came to touch your lips.

The salt taste of your tears made you notice your words.

You wanted to apologize, beg him for forgiveness and help but all you said was a simply ,,I hate you.’’

With that you left him behind, Saeyoung saw his nightmare in front of him.

He tried to chase you but you glared at him.

,,I won’t give up….’’ he mumbled as he saw you leave.

He didn’t give up on his brother either and now he was together with him again so why should he let you suffer alone?

He knew that something was wrong and that’s why he decided to leave you for a bit.

But perhaps he left you alone for too long.

Because five months later everything about you disappeared.

Nothing was left and the fear that someone could have harmed you let him tremble even in his dreams.

But he never expected to find out about your death.

It was as if he was trapped in a never ending nightmare when he read your doctors files.

Every file said ,,deceased’’.

Was this true?

Saeyoung visited every grave yard and asked everyone about you but he didn’t find you either.

,,Maybe she…she found someone who could hack too?’’ Yoosung mumbled as the RFA were on their way to visit Jihyun’s grave.

Saeran went with them but abruptly stopped his steps as he saw a face he didn’t see for a long time - yours.

,,S….Saeyoung….’’ he mumbled.

,,Huh…?’’ Saeyoung whispered as he followed his brothers eyes to your grave, next to the blue haired man’s one.

,,Huh…?’’ he croaked.

,,No….’’ he mumbled and fell on his knees.

,,NO MC! MC! MC! I’M SORRY FOR MY JOKES, DON’T….DON’T BE LIKE THAT!’’ the red haired man screamed, making everyone notice your grave.

,,NO NO NO NO NO NO!’’ he sobbed harder as his hands touched the cold ground, digging into the dirt to save you from down there.

,,No no no no she’s afraid SHE’S AFRAID OF DARK PLACES!’’ he screamed louder and tried to burrow up your grave.

Only Zen, Jumin and his brother were strong enough to hold him back.

Saeyoung could only read the sentence on your grave before his mind went blank, before he lost his head.

,,The space dust of me will whisper ,,I love you’’ into the infinity of the universe’’

None dared to say it but everyone knew that he would follow you, but none knew that he would follow you so soon….

Jihyun

,,I love you….’’ he whispered as he stroked your hair.

You kissed his cheek and closed your eyes.

Until now you never knew that you were such a good actor, you never knew that you could deceive people so good.

But right now you were doing it.

The truth was that you were ill, you wouldn’t be able to live as long as you thought and wished for.

You would have to leave your boyfriend soon.

You could hear your boyfriend mumble in his dreams while you observed him.

You wanted to break up with him, to let him hate you.

But you already knew that he couldn’t hate you, he even loved Rika so deeply….

While you were watching your handsome boyfriend you were thinking about a way to make him hate you and with thoughts about this problem you fell asleep.

The next morning Jihyun got woken up by a loud thud and screams.

When he went to check on you were throwing around his paintings and pictures.

The man you loved didn’t dare to move an inch as he saw you destroying everything.

,,YOU!’’ you screamed when you saw him, faking anger was pretty hard for you, you loved him after all.

But right now your thoughts were filled with your deadly illness.

,,YOU DREAMED ABOUT HER, RIKA! YOU DREAMED ABOUT HER AND CALLED HER IN YOUR DREAMS! I HATE IT!’’ you screamed.

Jihyun was perplexed, he was sure that he didn’t dream about Rika.

,,Mc, please, don’t destroy them…you will hurt yourself…let us talk…’’ he begged you.

He didn’t knew how to react to you, you never behaved like this.

,,Don’t dare, I WON’T!’’ you screamed.

,,If I become like her, will you love me then?’’ you asked him with a scary voice as you approached him and scratched his arm with a fragment of the broken frame.

Jihyun immediately flinched and went a few steps back, his eyes were filled with surprise, he didn’t knew what to do.

,,Ah….what a pity….your mother died for you, huh? Such a vain…now I get why your father is like that.’’ you snapped at him, hitting his feelings really deep.

You hated yourself for your words as you saw his wet eyes.

When would he finally find happiness?

When would he meet a healthy woman filled with love and happiness? Was this man cursed?

But before you could care more you left the room, trying to get away from him.

To leave him alone with his thoughts about your ugly actions.

You seemed to have done a good job because a few days later everyone from the RFA tried to contact you except for Jihyun.

But unfortunately they were way too late.

You crushed your phone and kissed with red lipstick the letter for Jihyun before you took a few sleeping pills too much.

Your eyes slowly closed as you thought about the man you were leaving.

You wouldn’t allow the illness to destroy you, in his mind you wanted to stay the beautiful girlfriend although you already lost this status for a long time.

,,What?’’ Jihyun sobbed as he heard the news of your death.

,,Yes, I’m sorry.’’ Jumin mumbled and looked at his best friend’s hand who had a big scar left.

He hated you for your act but also was grateful that you left him without any more scars.

Although the tall, black haired man didn’t know that you already left a scar on his friend’s heart.

And so the young man was surprised to see Jihyun dead in the bathtub.

,,Live for me, huh?’’ Jumin mumbled as he read your letter of good bye for Jihyun.

The young man slipped at his glass and gulped the red fluid as he observed the place on his right.

So, the two women he liked the most hurt him once again and even took his best friend from him, huh?

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Now that 2018 is coming to a close it’s time to look back at my Top 10 (11) albums of the year

Not that y’all care. But I’m doing it anyways because this was fun! 😂

10.Kim Sungkyu- 10 Stories

This whole album is just gorgeous in every aspect. Sungkyu has one of most beautiful voices in K-POP and this album really showcases that. He did such an amazing job on this

9. EXO-Countdown

EXO’s countdown which yes was their Japanese album is also to this day my favorite EXO album. It’s what got me into EXO and they just pop off in it! I know a lot of their songs on here were originally in Korean, but I don’t give a flying fok. Its all around such a bop!

8. NCT 2018- Empathy

When SM labeled them as NCT 2018, they really meant it. NCT is not my ult group, nor are they in my top 3, but you cant deny that 2018 was their year. So many releases, so many good bops. I loved this album, especially because it was my first NCT album and what got me into them!

7. Seventeen-You Make My Day

It hurts my heart to put Seventeen so low on here (Because they are my ult group) but that doesn't make this album bad at all! It was the summer album we needed and that Seventeen gave to us! Its such a classic Seventeen album with light hearted, loving life songs and it just makes me smile every time I hear it.

6. iKON-Return

Ahhhhh iKON. Honestly, me and iKON have a weird relationship. Its weird in the fact that Im not a hard core fan. Honestly I would barley consider me a soft core stan. But this album.....this album....WOOOW. Just Wow. They did an amazing job on this album that has hard going bops like Sinosijak to sad ballads like Dont Forget and to light hearted bops like Love Sceanrio. Amazing Amazing Job, honestly should win Album of the year in my mind.

5. ATEEZ-Treasure EP.1: All To Zero

(These explanations are slowly getting longer the farther down I get)

Out of all the groups I got into in 2018, ATEEZ is one of my favorites. I say one because 2018 I got into a lot of groups like Pentagon, NCT, and Infinite. But after those 3 its ATEEZ haha. The newest addition to my list of groups! This album blew me away! Like holy shit. I was so impressed by all of it. The song writing, the producing, the rapping, the vocals, the rude ass bitches. ATEEZ after Stray Kids is my new favorite Rookie group and they are going places man. Im so whipped and its this albums fault.

Where is my Stray KidsXATEEZ collab?

4 SF9-Sensuous

Awww Ye. My SF9 babies! Needless to say, I love SF9. And this whole album......Oh man... I wanna frame it. I don’t wanna say I was shocked when listening to it for the first time because that makes it sound like I didn’t expect them to just slay me. I totally understand their talent and how good they are. But.... I.LOVE.EVERY.SINGLE.SONG. Like most albums I always have like 1 or 2 songs that Im like “Oh man....its good....but I like ____ more” Nope, not with this album. Every single song is a certified bop and yall need to stop sleeping on SF9.

3. BTOB- Hour Moment

I LOVE THIS ALBUM SO MUCH. BtoB is also another group I got into this year, and even tho this is their first album as a 6 member group (soon to be 5) it is on repeat for me. Ballads are my weakness, so a ballad group like BtoB makes me wonder why I didnt get into them earlier????

(Also Climax is my favorite song of 2018)

2. Monsta X-The Connect

ALL HAIL MONSTA KINGS.

Like how are some of you still sleeping on them????

But anyways, this album....man oh man. I will say while Jealousy was my least favorite title track song out of theirs the album as a whole is so fucking strong. Monsta X is that type of group that with every album they get so much better, so much stronger, so much.....UGH. This album is just one example of that. Jooheon and I.M’s rapping? Find me another group with that level of rapping talent. Kihyuns vocals? Dude. So unique. If you like hard core bops that make you just wanna bang your head, then this is your album (and your group)

1.Infinite- Top Seed, Stray Kids- I am NOT

Leave it to me to cheat the system. But sorry, nope, cant choose between these 2. 2018 was the year I got into Infinite, and is my top group that I got into this year. I LOVE them. Their vocals...oh man...next to BtoB they have the best vocals in kpop. Just how the mesh together and everything, but anyways the album Sarah the album. .They really show what a veteran group can do and all the songs make me wanna either laugh or cry, or both. The album in itself got to showcase all their individual talents in solo songs and I was NOT disappointed See what I did there? I was NOT? I am NOT? (Okay sarah stop the cringe is real)

Do I even need to explain this last one? For those that don’t know, even tho my tumblr name and icon are Monsta X related and my ULT group is Seventeen, I am 100000% whipped for the 9 member rookie group Stray Kids. I truly believe they are going to be the next big thing, or at least they are going to be their version of the next best big thing. They are trying to step out of the normal world of kpop and push their boundaries. I’ve been following them since their survival show and so when their debut album came out I definitely was not disappointed. Every single song showcases what they are about, their lyrics...so deep ...deeper then what I expect a rookie group of mostly Teenagers to write about....man....3RACHA outdo themselves. This deserves my #1 spot.

Well that was fun! 2018 was such an amazing year for kpop. So many AMAZING albums it was so hard to pick just 11 haha. I can’t wait to see what 2019 has in store for us in the Kpop world.

If anyone would like to do this as well id love to see what yours are!

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