#BUDDY!!! I was there!!!! to talk abt adhd stuff!!!

[splxtduxlies]

some very domestic agent headcanons bc my brain is rotting slowly hahaahahhaah

agent 4 knows how to roller skate! she probably also knows how to skateboard (because like. its splatoon what kid doesnt) but she prefers roller skating because u can do sick poses and spins and stuff

3 blushes the Most like. theyre not very easily flustered but when they are their whole face gets bright with their ink color, shoulders, ear tips everything they hate it sm :*)

while 4 and 8 had an apartment together they did a lot of bonding :) 4 has siblings but 8 is. kinda strange in a cool way so its fun to show them new things!

8 has never had siblings and is enjoying learning abt squid culture from 4,,, even if they're doing it wrong sometimes 8 swears

they try to cook dinner once a week instead of eating out to save money, but 3/4 weeks a month they almost burn down their building and jus end up eating out anyway so

4 has the ADHD™️ habit of walking into rooms and completely forgetting why shes there, so the two of them have developed a plan to help 4 stay tf focused on a task

the plan is: 4 talks to herself about every little thing shes doing or needs to do and 8 listens and reminds her when she inevitably forgets

agent 4: so then i was like "look buddy-" wait where's my tea

8: you put it in microwave to reheat

4 walking over to the kitchen and pressing start on the microwave: oh ya so anywag i told the guy "if my sick flips offend you so much maybe-" wait what was i doing in here

8: you're taking off your sneakers

4: oh right so like i was saying

when 8 sneezes its like a lil kitten, when 4 sneezes she does it really loud and then trails into the chorus of some song, when 3 sneezes she holds them in but she gets sneezing fits and it gives her a headache rip

3 has decent hygiene (marie would argue against this) but shes jus. a sweaty teen ok :/ plus shes always wearing her hero outfit like. literally all the time

theyre her "safe clothes" ok >:(

8 isnt very competitive about playing turf - she wants her team to win but its not the end of the world if they dont as long as everyone had fun :) - video games however, completely different story

something about being in an independent 1v1 with someone that jus flips a switch in 8s mind that she must win she must beat them

4 hides her games because of the time she brought her family over their place and 8 made her brother cry over mario kart

callie and marie are cousins we know this but. they still see 3 like their little sibling together somehow abd tease them like one

3 has a lil zapfish plushie that she sleeps with in her apartment. like full on cuddles at night

everyone asks them why they dont have roommates itd make rent cheaper but she refuses to let anyone find this out

...4 and 8 ofc have already found this out and have a picture of 3 drooling on it but they value their lives so not another soul knows abt it

#splatoon #splatoon 2 #splatoon 3 #agent 3 #agent 4 #agent 8 #agents #splatoon headcanon #splat.txt

[keira-kaz2y5]

Ok so finally found the time to watch episodes 7x02 - 7x04 with my mum. (I’ve already seen them all at least twice, this was her first watch)

The whole episode I was kinda nervous but super excited.

Can I mention again here that she previously did not ship buddie at all, said me and people these days are “always making things gay when they’re not” and said they were “just friends” and the Ravi Buck Eddie sewer call she reiterated this statement saying “see? They’re just good friends” after buck’s clear jealously, which, fair. Yk it can def be seen as friendship— unless you’re open to the fact characters are allowed to be queer and not stated, and also that he’s been played as bisexual since s1 with sooooo much TEXT and SUBTEXT abt it—

When it finally got to the loft apartment scene I was shocked it had come round so quick (I swear that episode felt longer when I watched it alone), and immediately I felt my heart beating a lot faster in anticipation. At the buck Tommy kiss, to my surprise she reacted by grinning wide smiling like in disbelief and stayed like this until they pulled away and we saw buck’s reaction then she sorta manic laughed at buck’s “that works” I think out of disbelief and shock and amusement at buck’s starstruck reaction, “… Saturday? 🥹🤩”and his joke about fake mouth static.

Then as Tommy was walking out and talking about a date my mum said “that’s gonna make.. Eddie, really… mad.” (She was distracted listening to the rest of the scene and dialog)

😆 so her initial reaction was soooo much better than I’d expected/feared!! (From here it turns into kinda a trauma dump with 911 about I realised I’m so so so repressed.. read at ur own risk lol!)

But then of course I went and fucked it up by getting too excited and blabbing.

(I voice memo recorded this whole scene to get her reaction) she asked me about how “so he’s (buck) saying he thought he was jealous but it wasn’t of Eddie it was of him (Tommy).” And I sorta spiralled saying yeh because that’s how he saw it in that moment because he’s trying to figure out what these new feelings are and who they’re for etc and went down the rabbit hole of Tommy being gay from the start (army, ‘begins’ episodes..) and so on and my mum heard like 4 seconds of this and stood up and collected dishes and stuff and walked away saying I was getting too much into it (fair, my adhd does tend to make me mentally jump subjects fairly quickly in ways it doesn’t make sense to other people)

But she never really has healthy conversations with me about queerness, don’t get me wrong I love my mum and she isn’t like throwing me on the street for saying I’m bisexual, but she also isn’t exactly having healthy conversations about it with me either. She prefers to avoid the conversation a lot and stay silent about it, so the repression is real and tbh I didn’t even realise how repressed I was until about 3rd December 2023 I saw a picture of two women kissing and I fully went “oh shit I’m bisexual, I almost forgot I liked women”. Yeh. The repression is so real.

I then went on a Pinterest spiral downloading women photos and made an album on photos app to put it all in so that I had that place to go to and look and I would never be so repressed that I forgot again. I have since been much happier and more queer and open within myself

(For reference this is the picture)

(This is the photo album - not my photos, all from Pinterest)

(Note: I am a teenage girl)

And the only other time I realised I was repressing it, was on holiday with my auntie that I see like once a year, when she teased me about a girl I’d spoken to from a street vender thing and I realised that “oh this is normal” like, families should tease me and be comfortable about it. (Although they don’t tease me about boys much either so..)

Because my family never feel so open about my sexuality to be that comfortable. Whenever the subject comes up it turns into almost an argument because they think I only think I’m gay because I hung out with two lgbt girls for 3, 4 years and they were my only close friends.

Apparently the gay is contagious 🤣

My Nan is homophobic, she’s “of a different generation” apparently and can’t change. She’s not super bad about it but does make comments like “it’s wrong” so I never really talk about it. My brother had the “my friend is gay so i can’t be homophobic” mentality, and also believes like my mum that im only bisexual because of my old friends.

But fr they don’t say it’s a phase specifically but they sort of play it off like one saying I only “think that” because of them (my friends at the time — who I’m not even friends with anymore)

And one time watching the hen and Karen begins episode with the nasa lab explosion- when we get that make out scene between them, my mum laughed and said she was uncomfortable because it just looked “unnatural” and I know she said this because they were a bit fumbly in the scene, knocking things over and kicking off shoes and both plus sized women, but that reaction has just stuck with me since. Because it’s still a beautiful moment and yes they look different to typical people making out but it’s still sexy and a vibe but also I am a plus sized woman, so yes that could be my future. Another time before this when there were some HenRen scenes in bed my mum said to me “is that what you wanna do, cuddle up to some woman in bed like that 🤨” and I was sooo unprepared for that question and sorta went ‘uh yeh no yeh but not like them two because Hen isn’t my type yk but yes’ and she went 🧐 hm ok 🤷‍♀️

These things have stuck with me

And also when I had a therapist last year the one time I mentioned being bisexual and she that’s something we should talk about I completely shut her down and said it’s fine nothing to talk about and looking back… man I was repressed. Like dayum.

And now I realise I have so much to say.

And the tipping point for all this, is the bi Buck canon, of course. Only 3 days ago but feels like a lifetime already, just the portrayal and the delivery and perfection and sentiment of it all hits so hard, especially the fan reactions, but also actor and director and journalist reactions and everything Tim has had to say on it including Oliver and Ryan interviews. And it’s made me so emotional about it all, I can’t even express how genuinely happy to my core i was the first 2 days every second, and I was dancing around my kitchen, grinning every 3 minutes when I remembered… it was bliss. I felt so seen and happy and loved, appreciated and respected and represented. It’s unreal. Especially the joy and care Oliver has given this.. i can’t explain. It’s so validating.

Within myself I feel much more at peace, and I have realised that in fact I was repressed, and still kinda am.

So bringing it back to the start was that after watching this with my mum I tried to express to her how much this means and the backstory and what’s going on online about it with the directors and actors and everything but I hardly even said a thing and she kept saying how “it’s just a show” “it’s 9-1-1!” “You’re getting too much into this/too attached” even when I tried explaining how queer storylines is something we have to search for to watch in media, and how this will change media from now on and the representation.. she kept walking away, trying to change the subject and invalidating it all saying stuff like

“it’s just a series! You act like it’s a real person!” “You do, you get carried away with it.” “Ok Keira 🙄🚶‍♀️.. yeh! You’re just getting a little far-fucking-fetched” “right… Keira.” “It’s just a show!” Me: “It’s more than a show.” “In your head it is.” “You’re just going on”

Bear in mind I wasn’t actually going into depth, I was stating how this is a big thing and said literally what I’ve written here, like this is 30 seconds of me talking. Because I wanted to have a healthy conversation about it all, but clearly it didn’t work and i should’ve just been happy with the smile reaction and left it at that.

I tried directly pointing out the problem, too, saying that she never wants to have a healthy conversation with me about it all, to which she replied the “it’s just a show/you’re getting too much into it” part and when I addressed that this family is slightly a little bit homophobic but none of them will admit it she was laughing and going “it’s 9-1-1! It’s 9-1-1!” “(I) make it out into some big drama” (I wasn’t raising my voice or anything I just wanted to have a conversation about it with her, she was the one raising her pitch) and how I’m “just taking it all to another level!” Me:‘Because it is at another level, this is so huge for the industry and the queer community’ “oh god, Keira.. you make such big dramas out of it,” (me literally not being dramatic at all, just wanting a nice discussion about this and both the reactions of fans/non-fans/people, how it’s done so well—compared to other storylines and shows— and the impact this will have on so many things) my mum:… “you always twist me to make it out that I’m some horrible person” to which I responded “well no, because you’re not but you could be more healthy about it, you always laugh it off or change/avoid the subject” (me talking about queerness in general, not 9-1-1, to which she replied) “nanna gets like this over Coronation Street! And I just don’t understand! It’s just a show.”

These quotes she said are direct because I audio recorded everything. Probably not in the right order bc the explanation is a little messy what can I say it’s adhd like I said 💅😵‍💫🤷‍♀️😅

Yeh so I guess this is turning into some Reddit thing like AITA am I the asshole for wanting a healthy conversation and for my family to be more comfortable about queerness in general as well as my own (bi)sexuality but also it’s just me expressing how tonight went to anyone who’s stayed to read this. Maybe I should go back into therapy. It’s just my old therapist I never really told her the deep things but also finding someone new that works with me is expensive and exhausting. So it’s been a hard night but I will still rewatch the scene to find happiness in it all again. I just want to wait until I’ve slept it off so I can be fresh and remember the happiness and validity I felt on friday & sat

#buddie #911 abc #911 #911 s7 #eddie diaz #evan buckley #gay #911 fox #911 season 7 #destiel #queer #conversations #queer story time #story time #mum #homophobic #? #911 spoilers #trauma dump #trauma discussion #i need therapy #probably #bisexual #lgbt #hard discussions #buck tommy #Tommy kinard #911 s7 reactions

[considerablecolors]

thinking about how once curt starts treating barb a bit better and they become closer and are just peak adhd/autism solidarity so here's some Thoughts on neurodivergent spies (also ignore that half of these terms didn't exist back then it's fine shhh):

barb swaying on her feet and twirling her hair infodumping about technology and curt gets all excited and starts stamping his feet and talking about spy history

sometimes they'll have sessions where one of them just infodumps for a long-ass time while the other listens but sometimes their interests connect and they just. lose it. like curt is talking about ways to make learning languages easier and barb's like what if there was a device to automatically translate things for you and curt goes HOLY SHIT.

curt will pull barb aside sometimes and be like "does cynthia hate me or is it just the rsd" and barb's like "i thought you were into me for years do you think i understand social cues any better than you do???"

"hey curt i was talking with tatiana and telling her about this thing i do but she said most people don't do that. is this a Symptom?" "nah i do that all the time!" "oh god it IS a Symptom then."

barb. inventing. new stim toys. and curt gets to test them out first!!!

going out to dinner and barb being like "oh uhhhh-" because there's nothing there she can eat because Texture y'know but curt Gets It and just immediately is like "hey can we go somewhere else i don't really wanna eat here" so she doesn't have to say anything

curt gets injured all the time obviously and always hates certain bandages because Sticky Scratchy Texture y'know and barb just casually one day is like "i made a new type of bandage for you :)" and curt almost breaks down crying.

barb getting overstimulated sometimes from listening to all the noise happening during a mission while she's on call with them so curt sets up a way for them to just message on the watch so that when she needs it he can mute his microphone for her

owen asking barb questions to make sure he's understanding and treating curt properly. and curt finds out and is so touched.

owen being like "i'm glad you guys have each other but idk. i don't want to be mean at all but you guys always talk about shit that's supposed to be a symptom of neurodivergency but i mean i've experienced most of those things for my entire life and i'm neurotypical." "......you what." "oh god owen..."

owen "if i don't click my gun three times before each mission then Something Bad will happen idk what but i Can't start this mission until i've read this case file three times because three is a Good Number but that's all totally normal right" carvour going "i don't have ocd what are you talking about" "yes bud you do"

curt starts consciously setting aside time before missions for owen to compete any ritual he needs to feel comfortable

owen's very embarrassed by it at first but one day curt goes "hey. if three is the big number, then i better give you three kisses right?"

owen blushes very hard and refuses to admit it

they tell tatiana later and this prompts a bunch of friendly teasing because "how could you not realize that carvour lol. anyways can someone help me file this case file i'm not good with reading." "what do you mean?" "oh you know when you're trying to read and the letters are just floating around?"

"....tatiana."

curt and tatiana as dyscalculia/dyslexia buddies that help each other out. tatiana will help curt with math and curt helps tatiana with reading and writing, and it works out really well bc tatiana likes math and curt likes reading and writing <3

the Squad is having a conversation one day and the informant keeps clearing their throat. and everyone is just like "hey. you uh. you need a lozenge bro? you good? you need water? you need a cough drop? are you okay?" and everytime he's like "yes im fine haha don't worry about it"

but stuff like that Keeps happening

the gang chalk it up to just another quirky thing abt them until the informant gets really stressed out one day and is just clearing their throat Again and Again

this master of disguise has tourettes babeyyy

when they're in situations where she has to be quiet, she's just sitting there desperately holding her tics in. and the minute the mission is over, before they go out to celebrate they sit in the car for a minute and let the informant get everything out of their system

sometimes when he's in a crowd and the informant's ticcing is bad enough that he starts getting self conscious, everyone else just starts helping him cover them up

the informant, ticcing: "are you SURE this isn't annoying?" curt, playing with a very loud and squeaky tangle fidget toy: "i gotta be real with you i literally didn't even notice man."

it's not something they really talk about with anyone besides each other. but one day, without saying anything, they show up to an agency meeting and cynthia just goes "susan?" and susan brings out a little bowl of stim toys and just. sets them in the middle of the table.

everyone just casually grabs one throughout the meeting. cynthia does not address this but sue enough. every meeting afterwards there is always a bowl on the table.

"cynthia, may i ask-" "susan, when mega is playing with a fucking stretchy worm he is more focused on what i have to say than i have ever seen him. we are keeping them." "understood."

"....hey cynthia, can i-" "sure, take your pick susan."

#let's play a game called spot which parts are me projecting /hj #spies are forever #tin can bros #cc speaks #*paul voice* promise me you'll think about the implications (saf meta) #neurodivergency #autism #adhd #ocd #dyslexia #dyscalculia #tourettes

[nemesis-is-my-middle-name]

I just realized from how you talked about cyllene not being motivated at all by the whole sky issue... cyllene is just like arceus adsfggjkgzzl. Arceus never directly tells you to investigate and fix the rift and nobles, it just wants you to work on the pokedex. It'll mark the quest lines Kamado gives you as the high priority ones, so it clearly knows those are different and more important than the fetch quests, but the only direct message from it to you is to seek out all pokemon (in Hisui, although talk about deceptive wording). They both seem to want you to do your survey job more than anything else, but they know that you kind of need the shelter and support Jubilife provides, which means you can't really afford to ignore and refuse to follow orders, meaning even if it's dangerous they still gotta let you do it and help a bit where they can. Cyllene helps by making sure you have a certain level of experience before you can progress to the next areas, to make sure you can handle it, and she gives you new and better crafting recipes as your skills improve. Arceus helps via the phone, clearly marking where you need to go, and organizing things for you, so you can remember precisely what you need to do and who is the person you need to talk to. Which I think is super invaluable, if it was me in Hisui I'd get so lost all the time and my adhd would make me forget like half of what people have asked me to do immediately after they left my sight

... or maybe I'm reading too much into arceus and it just totally does not get the urgency behind pending apocalypse or understand why the humans are doing any of the things they do, and the reason they're adding the quests to your phone the way they do is more like, "oh, this is something you want to do? Okay little buddy, you frolick around doing your weird little human things all you want, as long as you get me one of those "pokedex" things by the end of it I'll do you a solid and put a reminder of it on your to-do list for you"

WHEEZE

ok as funny as "arceus doesn't care abt anything besides the 'dex" is as a running gag, i DO think that this is actually a pretty good argument for the idea that it DOES care about like, the main story. or at the very least, whatever part of it is handling the arc phone cares about it enough to assign it to you as a "Mission," which is different and more special than a Request. maybe this is just a facet of the fact that arceus is Not the god of time and thus has no foresight, & therefore is just as surprised as you by all the stuff that's going on (momentarily ignoring the fact that it seemingly riftnapped you through time don't worry abt that rn.) it originally sent you down with "seek out all pokemon" as like, busywork, and then when Stuff started happening it amended your quest to be "ok go deal with this now please."

also "cyllene is just like arceus" is really funny to me bc i feel like she would Hate that comparison. i don't know why but i think it would annoy her. i mean, arceus just DUMPED THIS KID ON HER WITHOUT WARNING, she would HOPE they're not the same! (also uh, something something, revisit that "lake guardian protag" pitch but with cyllene as arceus this time. or like, the very reluctant vessel of arceus' will. hmm.)

#the nemesis speaks #the nemesis answers #anonymous #pla analysis #pokefic pitch

[kevkandyland]

I rlly rlly wanna talk about. a lot of my spookymonth head canons so I’ll list em off

This might be long so here’s a read more thing. This is only like 4 people but it’s. A lot.

you can send me asks if ur curious abt em doe (@krill-does-art helped me with a lot of these!!!)

JACK

He’s polyamorous, and johns fiancé at the moment.

Jack has had several encounters with the cult, not good ones.

he has horrible nightmares :[

he is ross’ adoptive father along with John!!

he’s in the process of dating an ice cream clerk named beel!! (character belongs to @krill-does-art)

transmasc and autistic u can’t tell me otherwise

LOVES LOVES LOVES cake and pumpkin donuts specifically

favorite icecream flavors are chocolate and rockyroad

dad jokes :]

ROSS

Ross is 17

ross doesn’t admit it but he really loves dogs even though he can’t get one

ross looks up to his adoptive dads!! his biological parents are jaune and Frank (result of a hook up that happened years ago)

Ross’ older brother is Kevin but he isn’t very aware of this, Kevin had a different father then him

Ross and jaune still meet up everyonce n awhile but he’s not much of a fan of it, he’d rather be at home

Ross is very soft spoken sometimes

his favorite ice cream is chocolate!!

he’s gay and polyamorous, currently dating Roy and Robert

he teaches Roy how to skate sometimes

adhd

has sadly encountered a cult member or two

dude is a fucking vampire and is so dramatic abt it

ROBERT

he’s autistic and adhd

He loves cats and feeds stray ones all the time !!

adores painting

looks up to both of his older siblings; tries to be someone to look up to for his little sister as well

loves mittens

currently learning how to knit and crochet. he can’t keep a hobby but tries his best

used to have those sea monkey things and kept them alive for so long

genuinely sobbed when he had to get rid of the tank Cus it stanky

cries easily. will crush u if u hurt his friends n fam tho

stays out really late and gets up pretty early. hates being in his own home

hates watermelon flavored anything. it makes his throat burn and he isn’t aware that it’s a light allergy and just hates the taste either way

Robert knows some German from jaune

very loud once happy

stimstimstim

will eat like three things of chocolate if u give it to him

he wants to go to art school one day

dating Ross and Roy but can get a little jealous if he shows up late and they’re already doin stuff

makes gifts for them. he made Roy some mittens once

trans!! uses he/him and occasional he/she pronouns

KEVIN

transmasc

currently crushing on two fine gentlemen. one definitely isn’t a technical criminal.

really dysphoric sometimes, later on he gets better with this

doesn’t hate his job— he gets small enjoyment out of it

not the biggest fan of kids but he grows onto em

favorite candy is jus milk chocolate and then those spicy ass gumballs

bad sweets intolerance he doesn’t like things with much sugar

pet rat. his name is milk

milk is his best buddy

if Kevin let’s you hold milk he trusts the fuck out of you

has a small bird watching hobby and gives all the birds dumb nicknames like “that red one with the fucking mohawk”

he owns two heated blankets

he’s not a fan of icecream. too cold

lots of sweaters

genuinely just a vibe

ocd + adhd

#spooky month oc #beel #Kevin #ross #Robert #Jack #spooky month jack #spooky month robert #spooky month ross #spooky month Kevin #jam rambles #jambles #spooky month headcanon #headcanons

[fabulouslygaybean]

For the hyperfixation ask game: 📌💔🏳️‍🌈

ohoho here we go

📌 - how did you find your hyperfixation?

i basically went down a rabbit hole and eventually ended up here lol. back in mid september, i was feeling nostalgic at like 2am and decided to look up some tmnt stuff because i used to be SUPER into the 2012 series when i was in elementary school, and i saw some folks talking about rottmnt. some of it was about the great animation, and others were 30+ year olds whining about how different it was, and that was enough to hook me in lol. i found the premiere/pilot episode that nickelodeon uploaded to their facebook page, then i saw the trailer for the rottmnt movie, and i watched both seasons over the course of the following week.

💔 - tell us about one of your LEAST favorite characters and why you dislike them.

i don't like either of the sando brothers, unfortunately </3 i just think they're both kind of annoying, and not in an enjoyable way. i know they're more or less just one-off characters used to add more villains and such, so they're obviously not gonna be as well developed as the rest of the villains, but i just. don't like them very much :')

🏳️‍🌈 - do you have any headcanons that are important to you?

YES YES YES. okay so, like,,, im usually not super concrete about my headcanons and such bc i like playing around with this stuff, but i DO have some that stay pretty consistent:

leo - gay trans man w/ adhd <3 he/they, bc why not. plays guitar but sucks at it bc he barely practices (projecting onto him lmaoo). sneaks out of the lair to go to shitty concerts sometimes, both in the hidden city and on the surface. medic of the team, but tends to pass off the more severe stuff to donnie.

donnie - bi, queer, and masc aligned nonbinary (or agender maybe. kinda like both headcanons so i can't pick between them). they/he, but he doesn't really care about terms (masc/neutral are usually used by others, but they don't mind fem ones either). autistic, but idk if that counts as a headcanon since it was confirmed as canon recently? but yeah. loves plants and botany in general, even though tech is still his wheelhouse. second most capable when it comes to cooking (behind mikey, of course), he just doesn't do it very often. also sneaks out like leo does, but he usually just does stupid and/or mildly to moderately unsafe shit bc dude likes the adrenaline.

raph - unlabeled queer. he just doesn't feel the need to pick a label, y'know? he's just raph, and that works for him. folks usually use he/him bc it's familar, but he has no real preference most of the time, so any work. autistic + possibly some other flavor of neurodivergent. picked up knitting at some point and he sometimes makes gifts for his family. the only brother with a decently strict sleep schedule.

mikey - pan + either genderflux or demiboy. any pronouns, but his preference changes pretty often. adhd, dyslexic, and probably autistic. lots of vocal stims bc i like projecting <3 him + raph used to be closer, but they drifted apart a bit as they got older (they're still close, of course, but it's different compared to when they were kids). his favorite season is either spring or fall. despite how seemingly adept he is at handling other people's negative emotions, he SUCKS at handling his own. buddy tries to bottle that shit up and it does Not work out.

aaand those are my current favorite ones i think. ive got some, uh,,, slightly more embarrassing ones ig? nothing objectively bad obviously but. just might talk abt them in the tags bc i can <3

#asks #this turned out a LOT longer than expected but it was really fun to ramble about it for so long :'D #anyways. onto the Secret Extra Headcanons because im easily embarrassed and im too chicken to say them in the actual post lmao #so. i project onto these guys a fair bit. not to the point where they're unrecognizable but still quite a bit. #aaand i. umm. think it would be kind of funny if leo and/or donnie enjoyed the Devil's Lettuce. because yeah. #they're TEENAGERS in NEW YORK. come on. it's not uncommon. #im definitely projecting onto them bc i am also a teenage enjoyer of that shit but. i just think its fun to imagine. it ain't hurting - #- anyone. y'know? im just some teenager having fun projecting onto teenage characters. #ive got lots of more personal headcanons but they'll never see the light of day. those are between me and my notes app <3

[fadingstarryskies]

PLS DON’T REPORT JUST BLOCK

If my account gets shut down i’ll be sad and just make another one i don’t want to lose a vent space that helps me be okay enough to not let it get too harmful for me

stats:

SW: 188

CW: 136

GW: 170. 160. 145. 130

UGW: 115

(i keep changing it lower)

I have adhd, depression, anxiety, and bpd diagnosed or at least my therapist thinks i have all of these; idk what ed i have but it seems like atypical 4n4.

I like gaming, painting sometimes, crochet, kandi, friendship bracelets, emo shit, cooking, tea, fashion/style, and w0rking out.

i high restr1ct to not lose a lot of muscle mass but my c4ls keeps getting lower bc i feel guilty. if i make an alt it will be a misspelling of the same name i have now with a diff picture of the same character. pls message me if u wanna vent or talk about anything ever, i’d love to have friends/buddies on here!

tags;

#starrysfits - my fits

#starrysongs - my song recs or me talking abt songs

#starrysinfostuff - reblogs of random information

#starrysaesthetics - 2014 grunge or general style that CAN be th1sp0 but isnt necessarily, sometimes actual aesthetic stuff

please stay alive/safe ;3

#tw ed in the tags #4na diary #not pr0 just for myself #4n4 vent #i will be skiny #4n4 thoughts #eating problems #i want to be small #pro 4na #tw eating issues #tw ed vent #only pr0 for myself #eat1ng d1sorder #tw ana shit

[letitrainathousandflames]

Wait. How many levels of friendship do you have? And how does one become friends?

Aight sit down bc I have hyperfocus mode on and my leg is bouncing quicker than the speed of light. I have 5 levels of friendship:

1 ) awkward i-don't-know-how-comfortable i can be w/ you yet and i'm also adhd so i will forget to reply your messages sometimes and worry abt you thinking i hate you

2) i know a bit abt you and you know a bit about me. We exchange memes and wait to get a keysmash laugh reply. After a while, we get either one of us reblogging the meme the other sent, or we simply Know they were seen and are thus no longer plagued by the worries of level 1

3) We start having recurring themes/jokes in our convos. This is the best part bc I then know what to talk or ask about to get u going "oh! topic i enjoy!"; also, i know now your interests/hyperfixations/area of expertise and therefore you become my source of knowledge in this particular area so that a) I can learn from a friend and b) you get to infodump all that fun stuff no one ever asks you about.

(shoutout to my marine biologist buddy who knows everything about those underwater critters, the friend w/ animals who explains animal husbandry and the dnd pal who knows what all these dice do, love y'all <3)

4) We don't talk often, but we know timezones/work/studying is a bitch so we Get It. Starting convos is easy bc we know enough abt each other and are protected from most of the mortifying ordeal of being known by the computer screen and physical distance, which is also a curse bc goddamn, you must be fun to hang out with but there u are, in a whole other continent.

We frequently plague each other with cursed content. I might have 28% of a crush on you bc you know me better than most people IRL do. If we have mutual blorbos, we spend hours coming up w/ fic/scenarios for them, which feels as whimsical and lighthearted as playing dolls in a playground with a friend you just met but also feels like has been your soul companion since your previous lifetime. it's day for me when its night for you so the only thing we're granted is a sliver of time in which we squeeze the most meaningful glance via a discord stream of me playing some shooter game.

One day you might leave Tumblr or just shift into a different friend group or discord server, and I'll have a chunk of knowledge about you and nothing to do with it, and so will you. It was real. I hope we meet again. If we don't, I hope you find your happiness somewhere.

5) All that but you actually survived the test of time and the shift of interests and we remain friends bc we are actually connected to each other's personalities and tastes and we make the effort to keep the friendship going, even if I now talk of a fandom you're not a part of, and you got married and had a kid and now doesn't have as much time but you still find a way to send the occasional message or drop in for a chat. We've seen each other's actual faces on video. I tell you my top-secret stories and you tell me yours. I constantly refer to you in convos w/ ppl IRL like "oh, my friend from [country]" said- to the point where they already have their own idea of you too. I love u and you know it.

#long post/ #asks #publiusmaximum #lu's 5 levels of friendship #wow i did get emotionally lost at number 4 huh

[sanriosnuggless]

What's an alternative high school I don't know if I am familar with that? 🤔

I hope this isn't intruding!

💗

ofc not! i’m happy to share, under the cute bc it’s a lot sorry🫣

an alternative highschool is a “last resort” highschool for kids that don’t “fit in” at a normal highschool. so like we had the girls that got pregnant and a kid/nursery center, we also had kids with multiple disciplinary problems as well as multiple attendance prombelms. and some people just didn’t thrive in a normal school setting. you had to be invited by the alt school or suggested by your current school you already go to. i was suggested to go bc of my attendance in normal school and inability to apply myself fully for homeschool (adhd 🫶🏻) so i went for both my mental health and attendance issues (which was a result of my mental illness, so🫣🫣). anyway i was heavily bullied in normal schools (twas a goth and they would growl/scream at me in the hallways) and it made my social anxiety very very bad. i couldn’t even go to that school or drive by it without having a panic attack. my alt school specifically only took juniors and seniors (which was great for me bc i was always bullied by the younger kids). it’s honestly amazing and gets a bad reputation bc they’re are some “bad” kids there (they weren’t bad just needed extra help). anyway, the teachers and staff are amazing, like they’re so fricken helpful dude. i absolutely loved all my teachers there, i could talk abt them individually, but i’ll save you the essay 😭 - like they actually could teach you smth, in so many ways, not just read the one way out of a book. math was never smth i was good at or understood, but my math teacher there actually showed us multiple ways to solve problems and i was like “😳? you can 😳do that??”and they all were like that. they were able to be helpful bc there was like 9 kids in each class so it’s much more hands on and intimate. very small school, helps a lot with anxiety, and there’s no bullying. most ppl are 16+ and know this school is their last option before just dropping out and getting a GED, or if your there bc of behavior - you’d be sent to the local “juvie school” - that was ex addicts and assaulters. so ppl behaved for the most part. anyway - you get a teacher buddy your senior year to help you keep track of your credits and missing assignments. you’re even allowed to work at your own speed, a lot of people graduate early from there. basically, they’re only reason i graduated :D and tbh i think eddie would thrive in smth like that, he def has undiagnosed adhd and they’re so helpful with that kinda thing!

*also forgot to add bc big dumb since it’s like, so small and your just there to graduate, there’s no prom or grad/senior night or anything. we had senior photos and a grad ceremony but none of the recreational stuff. no sports (thank god) so no rallies or games. buttttt smth fun, we got like three breaks?? bc they don’t want to burn us out. so we had first period - breakfast- second and third period- small break - fourth - lunch -6th - home! it made school so much easier for someone who’s easily overwhelmed and takes time to process info🫶🏻

[punkpresentmic]

My 1st therapy guy: girlboss there is nothing wrong with you 😌❤️

The neuropsych who administered my exam: yeah so that’s definitely adhd

#thoughts.c #HI so i am simultaneously relieved & pissed as hell #it’s on fucking sight w that 1st guy #didn’t even ask me abt adhd stuff just tried to make it out like it’s an anxiety/depression thing #which like 🙃 ok maybe some o that but #BUDDY!!! I was there!!!! to talk abt adhd stuff!!! #anyway FINALLY got the actual diagnosis #it rlly is a relief that i’m not just like. making this shit up #but let’s be real are any of u seeing this blog & not going ‘so that’s a symptom’

[artlesscomedic]

Can we hear more about mall au discduo? I crave angst

Oh, sure!!

How abt some Plot Stuff, since Dream isn't going near Tommy any time soon?

Let's see so he's just been kicked out and now he's staying with Punz, and found out he's got a very convenient brother!

Not the little blond bastard he wants to talk to, but a blond bastard nonetheless. Good news is! Purpled is close to Jack. One of the only people Jack considers a friend, in fact! (The dude's lonely.)

And Tommy lives with Jack now.

So all he has to do is have Purpled check up on Tommy for him! :) He'll even pay! Like a real mercenary, like his big brother!

Purpled thinks it's Fuckin Weird, Buddy, but at least he can charge Dream extra. He reports back as much information that he can, and it's more than enough to make even the most uptight social worker relax.

Tommy happy and healthy, and less paranoid. He's in therapy, and this is where. Fran, Sam's giant fucking dog, is a huge Tommy fan and usually sleeps in his room. Sam used to drink, but after a fight with his ex, Ponk, he doesn't touch the stuff and he's six years sober, so Tommy's never around alochol or drugs (save for some ADHD meds that Tommy has apparently needed for years, so he's doing better there, too.) Sam never uses physical punishments. Tommy's at a much healthier weight, and Tommy seems to be steadily getting better.

He's fine. He's thriving, actually.

Dream is furious about it, but he can't get close right now without someone noticing (worst case scenario, Sam)

So he asks Purpled to disrupt him a little.

"What the fuck, man-- I thought you wanted like, more personal information, not-- not fucking psychological warfare!"

You don't say no to a job. You can- will- do anything as long as the client is willing to pay. Negotiate prices, and only say no if they can't afford it. Morals are worth nothing.

But...fuck. Tommy is Jack's brother. Jack. Purpled can't justify that.

But he also can't justify declining a paying gig when Dream could turn around and ask Punz. He would take Dream's side in a heartbeat, and Purpled fucking hates it. Not just that, but he'd do the job thoroughly.

It's safer for Jack-- er, Tommy-- if he does it.

Little things, like breaking the lock on his bedroom window, and cutting the screen. Leaving a ladder tucked beside the house that wasn't there before.

His best idea yet is to put a lock on the pantry door. A simple thing, more like a hook-and-loop sort of lock, but quick and easy to install. It's high, because Sam is a tall guy and Purpled is a short one-- but Tommy sees it and doesn't eat for the rest of the day. The next few days, at the mall, he doesn't leave the fountain even once, and if he isn't clinging to Ranboo, he's holding onto Tubbo.

Purpled has done a great job, but he's not proud of it. Dream is thrilled.

#asks #dsmp mall au :)

[adhdsix]

i gotta sleep soon so ive decided i will finally dump a buncha my headcanons here aswell adfhsf theyre all in here but im gonna copy paste them as a post as well because i wanna ill be updating the doc a lot but i probably wont edit the post much notes slight spoilers but not much? i dont think? mono is written to be the tallest because rcg is more like a bonus i guess? but she is the tallest + oldest (this goes for other similar things written abt six, mono and/or rk) some of these are more like what-if scenarios (ex. modern stuff mentioned like cars) that could fit maybe in an au of sorts rather than entirely canon all links are safe

Six

she/it/they

ADHD

Tasteblind, but sensitive to certain food textures

Shortest by a lot, youngest but not by much Zero sense of time

Likes lullabies, gets Mono to sing them to her (likes to make up her own versions sometimes) Short attention span, unless she’s insanely invested in something

Definitely bites ice cream Uses Mono like a cat tree, climbs all over him, loves to sit up on his shoulders or just literally drape herself around his neck like a scarf (Mono eventually gets used to it, but she still can’t stay there for long or it starts to hurt) (possibly a little random but think like .. them + )

Likes most toys but hates dolls, usually tears them apart/messes with them for fun Not a huge fan of rain, but the sound is calming, and she loves the aftermath, which includes the smell, dew on grass, just how everything looks, worms and snails coming out of hiding, and splashing in puddles

Likes teddy bears (big and cuddly, plus, reminds her of Mono)

You are not immune to her puppy eyes. Raincoat Girl is probably the only person who is

Collects things a lot, gets attached to certain items for a random amount of time When she learns a new phrase or word, she loves to repeat it to herself ( not really in the “ look at me i learned a new word and i'm gonna use it all the time “ type way, she just finds it entertaining, kinda like vocal stimming ) Does a similar thing when she finds something that someone else said funny, mocks them by repeating it and giggling

Likes making "nests" out of her stuff

Definitely occasionally runs on all fours, it's usually not for too long though.

Most of the time it’s momentarily while she's already in the middle of sprinting, to give herself a boost with a bound or two, or if she trips or feels herself falling forward while running she'll shift onto all fours which is is how she originally developed that "reflex", to prevent herself from falling while running, but eventually she started using it a little more often 

She can also just walk normally on all fours too but she usually only uses it while running 

She likes to show off her object collections to Mono, he’s very supportive :] Loves long car rides, as well as Runaway

Brings mono gifts (usually dead rats, birds, etc. or bizzare objects from her collection that reminded her of him for whatever reason)

Hates drinks like soda or sparkling water, anything fizzy is a no-no

Likes shiny things Her pupils widen (that cat thing) when she sees something interesting, or something/someone she likes Plus her eyes shine in the dark / in photos sometimes, they usually look red

Mono gave Six their lighter

Heterochromia, their right eye is a dark, reddish brown, the other is milky white

Always chewing on stuff

Fidgets lots, stim buddies with Mono Six stims by rocking on her feet, bouncing, cracking her fingers and shaking fists most often She also vocal stims lots, mostly by repeating animal noises

It’s got tons of freckles

She likes to sing, and is very good at it but doesnt get to very often

it’s favorite things to sing are hypno and sunshine ( 11:11 hypno, sunshine )

Not super into arts, but loves to draw, and is very fascinated by origami

Often refers to Mono as a nerd (affectionate) (also sometimes dork)

Purrs, growls, hisses etc. Because she doesn't talk much, she adapts more animal-like ways of communication, not only vocally but also physical stuff (slow blinking, headbutting stuff, mostly cat-like traits and reflexes. also she likes to drop stuff off of shelves and tables just bc its fun)

Doesn't know her own strength a lot of the time

Very touch starved (they all are) even if she doesn't realise it

Flinches and/or swats others away when touched Eventually they get used to Mono, he's the only person that can touch her at all, but she still has limits

No sense of others personal space though

She’s great at tracking things, mostly small animals

Super ticklish, not very happy that Mono found out 

Very visual memory

She really loves all types of music, ranges from things like 100 gecs type stuff, to calm instrumental kinda things, literally anything with maybe a few exceptions Shark teeth, very sharp, loves making dents in stuff with them

Cat-like claws too (retractable maybe?? why not.. it usually has them out though) Love-hate relationship with snow, they find it weird and kind of icky, but Mono teaches her how to make snow angels, forts and snowmen, and she loves snowball fights (Mono regrets teaching them about those though), plus she adores going back inside and just drinking hot chocolate with Mono and sometimes other friends :]  Mono he/she Tallest of the three, oldest as well  Colorblind He has vitiligo Loves all sorts if arts and crafts, often drags Six into making stuff with him Her hair is very soft, even if it doesn't look like it Very touchy-feely, with others and with objects Knows and respects others boundaries. Six does not He will often push his own boundaries though He’s very protective, usually feels the need to put others safety and health in front of her own A little naive, will protect even if she isn’t getting anything in return from the person(s) Likes skirts! Mono loves to learn about his friends and their personalities, strengths, weaknesses etc. to use for their own benefit! For example, he has a different way to cheer up each friend, and does his best to include them in stuff he thinks they'll also like Loves any happy sounding music the most, but listens to lots of other stuff too (a few songs that remind me of him not lyric-wise but like, sounds like he'd listen to them, are She Wants Me (to be loved), Dancing in my Room, Sunday Best and Sunkissed type stuff, I don’t know music genres so) Favorite drink is probably coffee Loves all sorts of soup!! Has lots of nicknames for Six! Mostly uses kitty and shortcake (it hates them but gets used to them, only from Mono though; some of the other kids use them to get on her nerves, doesn’t end well for them) Love loves bugs! Six likes them too, but isn't as interested as Mono and Runaway (she likes to eat them) Runaway he/they Almost as tall as Mono, noticable difference though He loves chocolate milk and tea Probably the most reasonable out of the three Despite this, he still likes to annoy them (mostly Six) Similarly to Six, he sucks at keeping track of the time Likes goldfish snacks a lot His nomes are always nearby when he is Really likes coloring books and puzzles They love the sound of pianos, not the best at playing it but likes messing with them in his free time with Six (their rare bonding moments) Loves any instruments really, pianos are just his favorite Has the biggest sweet tooth Also loves bugs!! Mono and him are bug buddies His favorite bugs are caterpillars and butterflies, he isn’t a very big fan of spiders though (Mono didn’t used to mind them, but after the hand incidents in the hospital, he finds them icky; too similar) Bonus; RCG  she/they Tallest as well as oldest (again, not oldest by much though) Big sister vibes Super supportive Usually in charge of keeping others in line, doesn’t mind a little chaos here and there though (even if it doesn’t usually end well) Also has a few freckles, not nearly as much as Six Lots of energy that often rubs off on the others when she’s around Probably the most responsible, great with kids younger than her Loves teaching the others how to do stuff, has the longest attention span which makes it easier Very playful and teasing, but still knows and respects boundaries when it comes to that kinda stuff Gets easily stressed out and nervous when she doesn't know what to do, as she feels like she always has to be responsible aaaand thats all 4 now! i might do more characters like comic kids if i get enough ideas but thatll be in the doc if i ever do pleas share with me ur hcs and ideas too!!!! if u wanna i would love 2 see them!!

#six rambles #like i said i update the doc #but prob wont update the post with it #not very often atleast #little nightmares #little nightmares 2 #very little nightmares #vln #headcanons #six #mono #runaway kid #the girl in the yellow raincoat #long post

[theworldofmakebelieve]

poses

of course I do

awesome

so this is just gonna be me like. rambling for a bit i guess? mostly about the bots but maybe the humans as well im not sure yet

1 all the bots are neurodivergent because i said so

SECOND OF ALL chase <3 my best friend ever who i love so so much He's autistic trust me i know what im talking about. i think he likes the sound of his hands going over stuff like paper so sometimes when he's reading books he'll just brush his hands over the paper a few times because Good Sound. also he's sensitive to bright lights but his visor helps with that so he flips it down when it's bright beacuse ooh ouw lights . chief immediately noticed when chase first started doing this so if possible he'll make the lights dimmer

BLADES <3 adhd and autistic and he's awesome. he spins his rotors when he's excited!!! and he does the flappy hands!! dani does it too and sometimes they'll just be sitting together watching some tv show and blades starts infodumping about something he likes in it and dani makes mental notes of everything so she can talk about it to him later and AUh bonding

boulder isss my best friend and he has a special interest in nature and come on it's basically canon. points at so many episodes. like. come on. don't argue this. he also um. he likes talking with graham about nature and math and stuff and graham likes talking abt technical stuff with him and Cries. they're buddies for realie

heatwave. points at him. grimdark character stuck in a Y7 cartoon. he's got short temper but he doesn't mean to be Mean to people it's just how he is. he's not super great at apologizing when he gets snappy but he tries his best!! words are just hard and he wants to try and explain why he acted the way he did but he can't figure out how to word it and it just gets difficult. this is probably super ooc in relation to how he is in canon but i think he has a space hyperfix, specifically all kinds of stars and constellations he wants to learn everything about them. kade and cody show him earth constellations and he thinks it's really cool, he shows them constellations that were visible from cybertron

#inbox.anon #inbox.babablueyy #user.blue #dialogue.txt #transformers #:)c

[lgbtqlegends]

hi i love ur hc they are awesome! could u maybe do like a ray & sara brotp soft friendship kind of thing? thanks!💜💜💜

thank you!! thanks for the ask n hope you enjoy!

-ok so they're both pretty big nerds, sara just usually doesn't like,, outwardly show it as much as ray tends to. they watch ancient aliens together and get so invested in the episodes that they'll lose track of time. they end up using the waverider to try n check a lot of the stuff. it doesn't always work but whenever it does work, if the stuff turns out to be real they're super smug about the knowledge that it's Real and then whenever they come across any skeptics or non-believers, they always end up just smirking like "haha you're w r o n g,,, it is r e a l". they get a kick out of it

-they also 100% take trips back to camelot together bc without the threat of the legion of doom, they can let themselves like,, fully enjoy it (well,, more so sara can enjoy it fully bc ray already enjoyed it fully even with the threat of the legion of doom,, but it's still always a great experience going back to camelot whenever they do

-also sara's S1 or S2 (i forget which) line of "i know science" makes me imagine that sara spends a fair amount of time in the lab with ray,,, at least,, whenever she can,, especially after like,, S1 with snart and kendra gone (bc those were the two she probably spent most time with on the ship when they were there),, so she ends up hanging out with ray more and they become really good buds

-also,,, adhd!sara + autistic!ray and/or autistic!sara + autistic!ray (both of which I've mentioned separately + briefly in a couple hc posts) is a vibe and so I'd imagine they'd kinda bond over that from time to time

-and it's also canon that sara loves supernatural, and ray seems like he'd also be someone who loves supernatural, so the two of them def watch it together n sometimes they're like,,, "alright let's binge watch all of it". they also sometimes get into "heated" (not really heated,, just,, very passionate) debates about which characters are hotter

-since they were both from star city before they were legends, i think sometimes they'd go and visit together like,,, go n see everyone from team arrow n visit all their old favorite places n stuff. one time they run into quentin and he's surprised to see them since they're usually on the waverider. they end up going to that little chinese restaurant that sara and quentin go to sometimes. ray is a little bit awkward (bc he's ray). quentin's a little confused and he thinks they might be dating but he's not sure so he asks and they're both just like "no no,, no,, just friends" (sara) and "nope! just buddies!" (ray). they all laugh it off and continue lunch for a bit until quentin has to get back to work or smth n they have to get back to the waverider

-oh and it's also canon that they go to trivia nights together sometimes, so they do that whenever they can too (and it gives them another chance to visit star city more, so they take it)

-they're also both pretty affectionate people (ray being a little more open with it n sara reserving it for only people she trusts) so there's like,, the casual affection between them like,, hugs and hair ruffles and like,,, light arm punches when they tease each other. like they're just v close friends n maybe even a dash of like,, little brother/big sister relationship (despite ray being older,, it's fine lmao they don't mention it. time travel n all that)

-they're also both very observant n perceptive and they can both kinda tell if the other is having a bad day or just,, isn't feeling great or smth. they don't necessarily like,, bring it up, at least like,, not directly, but they're both There. like,, ray will usually like,, give sara's shoulder a little squeeze or smth like,, in passing or smth,, sara usually will like,, offer to listen if ray wants to talk (abt anything) or she'll like,, reach up n ruffle his hair or smth,,, just little things to let the other know they're there without making each confront anything unless they want to

-oh ok and also like,,, back to the adhd!sara + autistic!ray and/or autistic!sara + autistic!ray,,, whenever it's like,, bad days or days where they're struggling with sensory overload (either one or both of them),, sometimes they'll like,,, chill together in the lab or like in the library or captains office or smth like with the lights turned down. they don't talk or anything bc conversation would be too hard, but it's nice to just chill together in the quiet bc they both understand n that helps a little bit

#ray palmer #sara lance #legends of tomorrow #i absolutely Love sara and ray's friendship #headcanons #headcanon prompts

[wiemczasami]

Vikare headcanons

I found some headcanons about Vikare that I wrote one night in my drafts. I reread them and I thought they were really cute and sweet so maybe others would want to read it? idk if you want to read them theyll be under the read more!

vikare deserves the world so jot that down

He has friends but all his friends still dont get him and think hes kinda weird but its ok.

He talks to Cirava sometimes since they live in the same neighborhood but somehow everytime Vikare comes over Cirava is high and thinks that Vikare is some kind of ghost/imagination buddy?? They do sometimes see him through the windows walking past and that always confuses them. Anyway Cirava doesnt believe Vikare exists

Along with the old timey speak he also likes trying out some #teen slang and its really,,,,,,bad,,,, like he’ll say “~gaze upon my magnificent flying machine, quite woke, eh?~” he knows its bad but its just really fun for him.

Has very fluffy hair.

He meets Skylla once when his machine crash lands on her farm. She helps him obviously but with him appearing from the sky on a strange machine and his old timey speak she still thinks she might have met and alien,,, or a timetraveler,, or both.

He gives those hugs that he twirls the person around and then like pats them on the back and ruffles their hair.. Secretly pointing out hes just taller than them.

Chixie!!!? He talks to her about Hatched 2 dance sometimes,, its his guilty secret so he trusts Chixie a lot and also acts like a flustered fan around her even though she has nothing to do with them?? He pretends he’s her bodyguard sometimes,, just to makes the creeps go away. Chixie sings one of the Hatched 2 Dance songs for him in her dressing room or something and throughout the whole song Vikare is just silence and then once she finished he just,, explodes!!! With happiness!! Hes so happy!!

He waves his arms about when hes happy and also wiggles a lot. 

He’s autistic! I think!! idk this ones prtty basic people have probs already said this

He meets Charun at a garbage dump and they both show eachother their stuff and they just start inspiring eachother!!! And Vikare draws them stuff and they give Vikare one of their artpieces and Vikare proudly has it in his room!! They also exchange materials with eachother and Charun also teaches Vikare to make tiny aeroplanes!!

He meets Kuprum and Folkyl once and they try to make fun of him but they,,, just,,, cant,,, like Vikare just so clueless and does not understand why they would be mean?? This can go either way either they just leave him alone or they insult him until he realizes what they mean and leaves and then later cries in his hive.. :(

He also hates crying,,, and hates people seeing him cry, mostly bc hes just a real loud sobber..

Used to be and still kinda is self conscious abt himself and his interests since literally his whole life hes seen as weird and eccentric. When he meets Charun they tell him that weird is good and Vikare sometimes idly repeats it to himself to gain confidence.

He hums a lot!! Especially when he works,, and sometimes its like Hatched 2 Dance songs..

Adhd too probs!!

Hes worried abt his height and just him being so big thatll hell hurt someone or something

I like to imagine that his lusus is just a normal sized kiwi but because hes so big he just holds it in his hand like smol soft borb

Hs the softest cheeks. Perfect for squishing.

He also likes to tug on the flaps of his hat!! His goggles and hat are very important to him, his goggles help him focus and he likes messing around with both of them to calm himself down.

He! loves! smooching! everything!! his friends!! His machines!! a random flower or birb he found!! Its like his instinct!!! whenever hes holding something that means a lot to him he just absent mindingly brings it up to his face and give it a smooch.

Sleeps with his lusus like a teddy bear.

The first time he gave someone a smooch was Cirava he just gave them a kiss on their head bc he felt they were going through a bad time and Cirava is just like???? Am I going to fall in love with a figment of my own imagination??? Cirvava and Vikare are really affectionate towards eachother and its bc theyre both touch-starved.

(Edit: fixed the wrong pronoun)

#vikare ratite #hiveswap #troll call #headcanons #vikare ratite headcanons

[patronsaintoffinalgirls]

so i jus saw ur post abt thinking u might be autistic and? idk, coming from someone who is actually autistic, i didnt even know i was autistic for my whole life until i was told a few months ago that i have been diagnosed as autistic since i was a kid (specifically w/ aspergers). so like, idk, i wouldn't say to self diagnose urself as autistic until u get a professional diagnosis that says u are. jus a lil bit offensive that you'd call urself autistic even tho ur not too sure u are? idk¯\_(ツ)_/¯

same anon!!!! i mean, im not saying its a bad thing to question urself, bc i do alot. but like, even then, before i was told that i was diagnosed as autistic, i didnt even think i was autistic. i did have adhd, so i thought all of my problems came from that and the fact that im jus shy and weird. but after being told i am autistic???? idk, it jus made way too much sense to me nd i was very happy knowing i was autistic this whole time!!!! so like, irdk!!! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯¯\_(ツ)_/¯¯\_(ツ)_/¯

same anon as the last two anons, all im just saying is its ok to question urself!!!! i just wouldnt go around saying ‘im autistic’ even tho u might not be??? idk, u get what i mean, right???? 

This is Raphael’s alter, Ash. They didn’t mean to say, and they DIDN’T say that we are autistic. we’re not even certain. they were just saying they were in active denial of the possibility.

look i don’t wanna get in any fights here but buddy. come on. how dare you come to me telling me that… i’m offending you by questioning that i’m autistic? genuinely how is it offensive? would you rather me stay in denial until yet ANOTHER mental health professional tries to talk to me about it? i’ve previously had therapists try to get me to consider the option. i know you kinda backtracked there but you still said it.

i’m not playing with the idea for shits and giggles either. you can’t have known i have severe fucking trauma relating to this, but you can’t just assume i don’t either.

i don’t tell my whole life story on this site. please don’t assume you know it.

anyways stop projecting your insecurities onto me. maybe talk to a professional about it, do some calming exercises, idk. Don’t message us stuff like this again. i don’t know who you are so i’m trying to be nice but if you come at Raphael again for harmlessly trying to figure themself out and get support while they do so, I will block you for our mental health.

- Ash

#ableism / #not accusing you anon. regarding mentions in my response #asks #anon