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26th April 2016

I'm watching some film on Netflix (fuck knows what it's called, I always forget to look) and it's about a married couple on their honeymoon and I'm already in tears. Just watching them all loved up (although they're probably gonna die soon, it's a horror film. Obviously.) and being cute and oh man. In 3 weeks time I get all of that again.I get to wake up to you and fall asleep with you and have showers with you and kiss and cuddle you whenever I want.I can't wait to be able to feel your skin with mine, run my fingers down your back. I can't wait to feel you kissing my neck and shoulders as we drift off to sleep. Having your hands run gently over me whilst we share intimate kisses in the shower. I just can't wait, babe.It's almost bittersweet because I want it every day. Every night. But for now I can't. For now I have to wait a few extra days to get unconditional, perfect, wonderful love from you. I'd wait for forever to have that every day. You're worth it. We're worth it.

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25th April 2016 Today I spoke to you about this, so it's weird that I found a picture to match! I don't expect a lot. We have separate lives to lead to make sure we're as comfortable as possible when we can finally live our lives together, permanently. And whilst I get that you have shit going on, and I get that you close off to people (I'm incredibly guilty of that too) you need to make more of an effort with me. Because I am actually your girlfriend!! I'm constantly told by all of your friends how you're constantly telling them how lucky you are to have me, yet sometimes I feel forgotten about. So I told you this all. And you told me you loved me and that you understand and all that jazz. That's a big ol' relief for me, that's for sure!! Just bloody let this rant sink in. We're a team. Can't be a team on my own!

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24th April 2016 Yknow, it's almost pathetic, almost pathetic, how much of an effect you have on me. Seeing your name flash up when you text me? Butterflies. Something so minor, so small, such a small thing and yet I have the biggest reaction. You make me feel everything 10x more.I never knew how scared I could get, until the thought of possibly losing you one day (which I'm being optimistic that won't happen!) crosses my mind... And then I'm no longer scared, I'm terrified. I just have so many feelings with you. You terrify and scare me and I'm anxious and nervous. Because the thought of losing you is awful. You're the one thing going right for me, and I couldn't bare that. But you excite me, and I'm happy and giggly and smiling and I'm excited. Because for once in my life I feel like I have someone that understands me and is on my side and won't just back down with me. And I'm so beyond excited for our life together, babe. We have so much to offer each other. Our life is going to be magical together. I assure you.

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23rd April 2016

Pressure. Velocity by.....Whatever the band is came on shuffle today. And I was singing and dancing (or at least trying to dance, as much as you can dance with fucking whiplash) and I guess it got me thinking. Pressure. You apply pressure to anything. And you find out what the outcome is. If that makes sense? Like, sometimes you get pressure on things and then you see how well you work.And so far, everytime pressure has been added to us, for whatever reason, job, money, being so far away etc, we end up coming out of it all stronger. And that's a fucking amazing feeling. #powercouple Always. Dno, just thinking out loud 😂

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22nd April 2016

…..IT’S FUCKING FRIDAY. IN EXACTLY 4 WEEKS TIME, BABE, IN 4 WEEKS TIME I WILL BE IN THE AIR ON MY WAY TO YOU. I’ll be flying home and I’m gonna be so nervous and excited and scared and oh man I could cry with excitement. 3 more Fridays between now and cuddles and kisses and adventure. 3 more Fridays before I’m back in to your arms. Back home. Back to my safe place. I hope time will be kind and hurry up!!!!

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21st April 2016

Today hasn't been fun at all. A car crash at 7.30am on my first day back at work after having a week off. EW.But you did make me giggle in a bizarre way. You asked how I was, naturally, and then I said that at least I'm not dead! And then you said that me being dead would make you sad. And I guess it isn't funny, but it was cute! And I joked saying you'd be sad for a day and then you'd be alright because you'd find pizza 😂🙊 and then you said that pizza would make it a little better but it wouldn't fix it...And what I really fucking wished I'd asked at that moment is.. I sort of what wanted to know what would have fixed it. Guess it's a weird thing to ask, huh?

#thoughts #thinking out loud #rambles #rants #i love you #i miss you #ldr #ldr relationship #ldr couple #ldr blog #blog #daily blog #long distance #long distance relationship #long distance couple #long distance blog

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20th April 2016 The best bit about having friends is when they tell you that the only reason someone will love me is because I spend/give money to them, and because I basically lay down and take shit and just accept it. So because that’s basically what I feel like I do, or have done in the past, I asked you why you loved me and you replied with this and it made me giggle so much that you said I could crowd kill you 😂 I love you, babe.

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20th April 2016

4 weeks. 3 more Fridays in England before I'm with you. Please let them go by quickly. I miss you.

#countdown #ldr #ldr countdown #ldr couple #ldr relationship #long distance #long distance relationship #long distance couple #long distance countdown #blog #daily blog #long distance blog #ldr blog

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19th April 2016

So if you being quiet has absolutely no reason to do with me and us then I'm gonna spam the shit out of you and make sure that every day you smile at least once 😁 because not so long back you even said that you love that I 'annoy you' (quoting me when you said it) and so fucking fuck it. I'm gonna make damn sure I try my fucking hardest to make you happy at least if only for 5 minutes every day. I'm making it my fucking mission.

#ldr #ldr relationship #ldr couple #long distance #long distance relationship #long distance couple

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18th April 2016

Thank you for the phone call. I've been on edge lately. I'm sure you haven't noticed one bit 😂😂😂 But I finally managed to get it all off of my chest. I was convinced that you were gonna end it. Sometimes you feel so far away. And my brain being how my brain is thinks the absolute worst. But that phone call made it all better. Because we're perfectly fine, and I understand it all now, and I now have zero reason to worry about anything. Because I understand everything. And I love you. PS you calling me a crazy bird made me giggle so much. Because not only do I agree, it was fucking cute you saying bird. That's what I say 😂 not you, you crazy American.

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17th April 2016 In 31 little days this will be us at the airport, baby. I can't wait to be in your arms again.

♡

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17th April 2016 I sent it. I can't wait for my cheesy text.Look at that... Me always being a dick and never having anything to worry about. Even if my mind tells me I should -_-

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16th April 2016

Eugh. I'm feeling so... I don't know. I feel really disconnected from everything. Everyone. And you're in California and I don't wanna message you whilst you're away with the guys for a few days but I really need to get things off my chest. I guess it's what I said the other day. Because it's so nearly time for us to be together again, I feel like I'm up against the clock of keeping you interested until I'm out again. I know it sounds stupid. But bad things always happen to me just before something fun is meant to happen. IE me coming out. Days away now. Well..32. But you know, nothing compared to what we've done already. And I guess you just feel distant at times.I guess I should say something. I'll wait until you're flying home and then I'll say something 😁 no doubt it's my head being a cunt again. Always is. Always has been. I just want to know I have nothing to worry about that's all.

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16th April 2016 Yep.

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15th April 2016

Happy early birthday, baby.Finally, you can enjoy my gift to you. You flew to Cali last night for the Carnifix/Winds of Plague show. I hope it's everything you wanted it to be ❤

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15th April 2016 TADAAAAAA AREN'T YOU LUCKY?!!!! 1 billion% more excited BECAUSE I HAVE SO MUCH PLANNED

surround yourself with people that are more excited for your birthday than u are

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14th April 2016

Baby, I want you to be my forever. I so badly want you to be it. My one. My only. Forever.

Please be mine forever.

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