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john0wayne · 2 years

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When you reach the door

Do not knock, as no one will answer

Enter quietly and be still

You are alone now

Is your breathing too loud?

Is your own presence to unbearable

That you might walk out?

This room is a monument to you

Betray yourself and die here

Or soak yourself and light the match

Burn for yourself and yourself only

As the flame grows

Others will see the light from within

Pay no heed and continue to burn

When you reach the door

You are alone

You are home

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john0wayne · 2 years

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Muslim brothers and sisters

So I found this app called Scan Halal where you scan the bar code of your food and it tells you if its halal or not. It’s a free app too. Pass this on so others can see and worry a little less about their food/snack choices

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john0wayne · 2 years

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Bright,pink,crisp petals

Illuminated brightly

Cover up darkness

Patches of the grass

Lean towards the breeze's path

Blindly follow lead

Fallen leaves crunching

Watch where your step falls, or the

Delicate frames break

The moss grows under

Where acorns lay beside twigs

And the leaves rustle

There are dull blossoms

On the tallest of all trees

Winter is over

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john0wayne · 2 years

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Autumn morning by Yves Luyet

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john0wayne · 2 years

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anticipate that the next time

i return it will be

with crowds, beside me

with fire, in my heart

with peace, in my mind

to you, I’ve unveiled my success

that you failed to see

-[s.n]

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john0wayne · 2 years

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my stubborn heart is

looking for you in everyone I meet

the worst part of losing you

is that you haven‘t left me

-[s.n]

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john0wayne · 2 years

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you’ve forgotten me

like the old feathers fallen

from a bird of prey chased

by a looming hawk

will you escape?

I already have.

-[s.n.]

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john0wayne · 2 years

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gone and not more than a memory

but still I think you are more than a friend

tell me, was my trust misplaced or lost?

then what was ours has met its end

—[s.n.]

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john0wayne · 3 years

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under the water

tassels on fire

you swim to the surface

becoming a liar

the clouds in the sky don't

want you to know

where you leave me

is already my home

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john0wayne · 3 years

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you move but your shadow is still

losing your dignity i'm losing my will

to ease your mind make you understand

i cannot hide who I really am

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john0wayne · 4 years

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i hold onto the darkness

because it is an escape

comforting, at first and later

suffocating, reality escapes me

lucidity come back,

not once has she held me so close.

i embrace her and she goes -[s.n.]

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john0wayne · 4 years

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today is the day i tell her i love her

i love the way her hair smells of summer and her hands of guitar strings and sweet tea

and the way her eyes glow like snow under the sun

melting like marshmallows as she stirs hot chocolate

seasons change and so does the subject

she starts to speak

and i fade away

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john0wayne · 4 years

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when she holds me

when she smiles and bites her lip

i know i belong and i feel my heart skip

her beautiful smile

i dont deserve this

i love her gaze

although it makes me nervous

she is too good for me

but somehow she is mine

when she leans in to kiss me

and our hands are intertwined

i dont think im enough but ill give her my heart

and ill give her the world afraid ill tear her apart

ill let myself bleed ill keep giving

but shes all mine now

ive lost that old feeling

-[s.n.]

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john0wayne · 4 years

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Ben Howard- Conrad

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john0wayne · 4 years

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i will forever hold you

within my heart

in my blood, like gold

within my pen

as stories to be told

and if emotion could be

expressed in any way

i wouldn’t have it sold

so pure

is my love for you

-[s.n.]

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john0wayne · 4 years

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i cannot express my endearment

for you

in ink, as a bland appellation

this love

makes the sun seem as dull as a foggy day

even the foggy day could be as bright with you

-[s.n]

#sad #sadness #happy #happiness #you make me happy #sunshine #girlfriend #poem #poets #poetry #relationships #life #reality #truth #healing #love #care #take care

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john0wayne · 4 years

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#rain #rainy weather #you will be okay #i love you #taking requests #stay safe #matt costa is a god #matt costa #ben howard #happy #mood #is reality real #are we even alive #society is ridiculous #nothing makes sense #what is life #what is going on

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