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I just overdosed on antidepressants and my stepfather is helping me. I don't know if I should tell my psychologist and psychiatrist, if I tell them, they will admit me...

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quiet bpd traits culture is feeling bad so you use makeup to make yourself look more sick and tired than you are. because you cant TELL anyone you feel like shit so you're just hoping that this way it'll be visible enough that your coworkers will be concerned

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I don't understand pwbpd who have partners and are in love, how do they maintain long-term love? I can't "love" someone for more than two months, I always end up devaluing them, I don't feel real love, I only feel sexual attraction and obsession, but not love.

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Do not claim to be a mental health advocate or a safe space for the mentally ill if you demonise systems, cluster B personality disorders and/or psychotic disorders.

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I smoked weed and suddenly the voices in my head disappeared, I felt normal.

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I'm the bad person again, I end up making someone feel bad, disappointed and rejected because of my attachment problems and the guilt is invading my body. Once again I ended up making someone fall in love with me, but I already devalued him...I don't know how to love, I don't know how to feel love.

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bpd and npd culture is not getting attention from your favourite highly ranked friends for LITERALLY A SINGULAR MINUTE and spiraling into a mental breakdown that ends instantly after they talk to you again

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I started watching Bojack Horseman and discovered that they were based on me to create a serie.

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“communication is key” i say, as i ghost all the people i care about because i cannot express my feelings due to trauma

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I love smoking menthol cigarettes and feeling how my lungs are burning, I love feeling how my body is damaged and slowly dying, I like this form of slow suicide

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Am I the only one who uses hot bath water to self-harm?

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thanks for triggering my abandonment issues again, have a nice day.

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I hate when pwbpd demonize pwnpd, YOU ARE ALSO FROM CLUSTER B, YOU EVEN SHARE CERTAIN PERSONALITY TRAITS.

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Intro post

she/her, 18, 🇦🇷

hobbies: listening to music, spending time with my dogs, going for daily walks, learning about humanities

💝!!!: my dogs, plants and flowers, connect with nature, maps, globes, bojack horseman, girl interrupted, mitski, guns and roses, bon jovi, argentine trap

DNI: lgbtphobic, terf, racist, fatphobic, people who demonize cluster b disorders, people who demonize pwnpd and pwaspd

bpd | depression | anxiety | csa

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I became SO depressed and dissociated that I felt like my body was slowly shutting down, I felt tiny, I felt like the world was getting bigger and I was getting smaller and smaller while my body was shutting down, my arms and legs were losing strength and my stomach closed, as if my soul had left my body, I felt like I was about to die.

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Trying to convince myself none of this matters so I don't literally go insane

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My psychologist said that to begin to control my hypersexuality I should start dressing without showing so much skin to notice that I can enter into relationships of all kinds without sexualizing myself and trying to be provocative 😭

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