#wont be either

[godlyakechi]

second day of uni and realized i wanted to be a vtuber

i drew and made a persona basically i think

this was so hard watched so many drawing tutorials and practiced so much but i think i feel content like wow never knew i could draw like this if i tried hard maybe i should try hard more lmaooo

but i did it !! in my eyes i see every error but i can also see like...it looks sorta professional too ! she looking like a tuber of the v !! wow

she's john kramer's therapist

i realized i've never really ever made a persona person for myself and feel like i was missing out www. also i want to be a vtuber now ...it would be a cute life...

#my art #vtuber #not #im not a vtuber #wont be either #but in my dreams #i close my eyes #and a million dreams #and a millionnn dreams #whats that song from the greatestshowman #persona #me #not me #i want to draw her holding pompompurin...

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics

[witch-hazels-musings]

ALL EYES ON RAFAH!!

Forces have been deployed to RAFAH, there are no more safe zones, they have nowhere to go!!

Scream and shout as loud as you can, anywhere and everywhere - we are watching a genocide happen

Your voice matters!!

United States --

Contact the White House

https://www.whitehouse.gov/contact/

Contact your senators

https://www.senate.gov/senators/senators-contact.htm

Get on Social Media

MAKE NOISE

(please add more contacts to this if you are in other countries 🙏)

#all eyes on rafah #save rafah #free palestine #free gaza #palestine #🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸 #🍉🍉🍉 #gaza genocide #palestinian genocide #not blog related #i know you come here to escape - i do too - but i wont be silent right now - so you shouldnt either #react or not #share or not #its your decision #i wont be silent and wish that i hadnt been #free free palestine #free free gaza

[wizardhecker]

my cat constantly wants to be on my lap getting pets but she doesnt really understand the intermediate step that requires being picked up

#cats #fennes dumb comics #she wont jump up either its too scary

[fishbloc]

lil graphics of mr bubbles and pizza for my shop that i repurposed into a sticker sheet

#i wont sell the sticker sheets but there will be a way to get them，just not by monetary means ^_^ #also not revealing it either for a surprise to those who does get them!!! #3rd life smp #desert duo #烤鱼

[maskofnova]

Hi chat, breaking the sonic chain to post a singular homestuck post because ive been thinking about moirail dynamics a lot. Don't follow me for homestuck though probably because this is the only one thats likely to break containment aside from maybe one other WIP in the future. Or do! I'm not your dad :]

#Homestuck #karkat vantas #kanaya maryam #moirails #this is like im pretty sure a briefly canon ship #if not just a canon ship in the longterm #its been a while #but i think them and the meowrails are two very sweet relationships #people should talk about the pale quadrants more #i know noone followed me for fucking homestuck so i probably wont post this again #so dont follow me for homestuck either lmao #you will be disappointed #im just really in my fee fees #moirailship and the intimate relationship of two people that is pure emotional intimacy #in a species thats hyper violent and aggressive #thats beautiful man #mogs art

[venvellan]

you're a vampire? oh yeah buddy i know don't worry. well it's just that you spent two days pretending to eat food. you were "biting" things and throwing them over your shoulder. it wasn't very subtle. i also caught you trying to stare directly into the sun like, multiple times. i'm glad the sun doesn't hurt you anymore! but you're not supposed to look at it. yeah, really bad for you. oh and that collar doesn't really hide the bite mark. it's very stylish! but it draws attention to your neck and only covers about half of it. no it's okay, you did a great job! can't exactly check in the mirror, right? heh. hey, you almost had me! keep trying i'm sure you'll get better at it

#i dont actually know if astarion eats food or not at this point #cause the parasite lets him be under sunlight and not need to be invited into places #which is definitely just for the sake of gameplay if nothing else #but he also still has to drink blood #and cant see himself in the mirror #i'll either find out eventually or i wont #baldurs gate #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #astarion

[pied-piper-pluto]

as a big proponent of Making Your Own Webbed Site For Your Webbed Comic myself, it bothers me how, every time naver webtoon gets caught mistreating specifically its contracted artists, that news gets used as a jumping off point to promote self hosting/reading self hosted comics... it feels like a self-interested distraction from the actual issue of "this company is screwing over people it has contracts with"

#as much as i love having my own website for my comic it is not A Job Paying Me Money #and responses like this to contracted artists being exploited #feel like saying 'just quit your job and strike out on your own!' to people who are frequently not in a position to do that #this isnt an issue that can be solved by just telling everyone to get their own website yknow? #maybe i dont have the solution either but distracting from the issue to self promote wont help

[cabbagegunk]

i think ive just experienced divine intervention

#cabbagetalk #THE IMAGE WONT UPLOAD EITHER #g-d is gonna send me straight to hell once i hit post

[lunar-wandering]

THIS FUCKING EXPRESSIONNNNN

#Monkie Kid #LMK S4 Special Spoilers #LMK Spoilers #Monkie Kid Spoilers #i wont say what this expression necessairly means cause im autistic and there some expressions that i still cant read right #bUT #i will say for me that it's either him finally piecing something together #OR. he honestly seems confused by his past actions #which if thats the case thats INTERESTING. does he not actually remember this happening this way?? #i have always been under the assumption that LBD might've messed with his memories a little. could this have been one of them?

[niinnyu]

*spills these outta my pocket * ahah oops

#some stuff i drew a while back #artblock be slapping me across the face once again ough #guess i wont be doung huevember this year either lmao #anyway #the inumaki I'd drawn for his brithday! #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #inumaki toge #okkotsu yuuta #kirara hoshi #choso #hoshi kirara #choso jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk art #jujutsu kaisen art #sketches #doodles #fanart #niinnyu arts

[tangledinink]

day three of cringetober is unnecessarily complex fit.

#a day late? what? no #youre confused #its fine. theyre fine. its definitely the third #and the day four one wont be late either #its fine #chill #gemini au donnie coz duh #cringetober #rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #inktober #rise of tmnt #tmnt #tmnt 2018 #tmnt 2k18 #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt donatello #fidgetwing

[bleaksqueak]

Desk is cozy.

Got my rat.

Time for some special interest brain juice.

#hades 2 #i was going to wait to play it #but considering i can’t browse without seeing spoilers #lets just play early access too #no worries i wont post spoilers here either #at most if i post abt it again itll just be to say its good lol #or eventually a little fanart maybe… #i’ll tag if so either way #but i love hades so much im so pumped #cassie says bloop #am I enjoying that my work space with the lights set like this is the same color scheme as the game? #yes #yes I am

[skunkes]

can't fool him

#a doodley #he's so mean to smunker sometimes #also i feel ive been writing a lot of Few Words Talon lately i promise he Still Talks #this specifically is a result of. i feel once he starts feeling intensely toward smunker and cow al #(not even specific Positive emotion just Emotions Intensely) he's fond of kissing but kind of just launches onto you w.o warning #so they tell him to have some tact and he doesnt like that #most he does is basically announce he's going to kiss you bc its not a question either #single word because its stupid you're even making him do that #and he won't repeat himself. you must be trying to humiliate him. #and of course he wont ASK for affection OR permission to have it. this is why he just Takes It. you must be stupid.

[mesukohi]

POV: You're studying with Law 🐯

#thought it fits this panel #one piece #one piece art #one piece fanart #op #op art #op fanart #trafalgar law #trafalgar law art #trafalgar law fanart #trafalgar d. water law #art #bruh i wont be able to focus either

[roachemoji]

I said it in the early 2010s and I'll say it again. I don't understand aphobia at all especially from within the queer community like we've all faught to EXIST and date and fuck who we want, but some of yall can't accept there are people out there who don't wanna fuck at all? or don't feel sexually attraction? or don't wanna date? or don't feel romantic attraction? get your head out of your ass???

we're all here to date and fuck unless we're not. it's that easy

#bo posting #talky #do i tag this or do i just set it free to my majority ace followers #specifically mutuals #like most of yall are aspec too and ilu #acespec #asexual #aromantic #if i get one stupid comment btw im shutting it down #wont argue with anons either hfjfjd #block on sight babeyyy dont test me