#with one toxic person

[tallbisexualwantstobeloved]

#personal #don't reblog #im so fucking tired #mine #why are people so fucking into playing the victim #im having a good time and then suddently my words are twisted for much that they resemble a fucking fishtail braid IN a fishtail braid #and im suddently the bad guy #why does me wanting to do my own shit and not obey to your fucking orders (and it is an order. youre not asking me if i want to bc if i say #i dont but you keep pushing until i go along) is a thing im not allowed to do? #why do /i/ always have to be the one who quote doesnt understand end quote #im so tired being here and its draining my everything #i just want to pack up and leave on these days #bc it is toxic and i know its a toxic place #with one toxic person #its not easy #tomorrow will be better. #the day is almost over. its an hour to midnight and that means jack shit rn but ill go to sleep in an hour or two and then #when ill wake up the headache will be over #until next weekend at least... #no. but it is playing the victim. i am sitting here. never having asked anything of you and you think #that bribing me. bc i know you think that ill be bought. is gonna help your case #and not only that #you conveniently fucking forget about every other time ive helped just to say that im always being a bitch #i cant fucking stand for it #and you wonder why i dont like talking to you. and why i am GLAD when you go #and youre right there. i am so fucking glad when you go away for days at a time and that makes it so much fucking worse #when you come back. even for just 20 hours like today #i want to cut communications but they wont let me #god willing im going to get an apartment soon and i wont have to talk to you again #even a fucking drivers license to go anyfuckingwhere you arent will do

[iheartbookbran]

My favorite part about the Debling plot was Penelope and Cressida doing the most over there top cat-fighting in order to win him over, not because they genuinely liked the guy, but because they wanted to escape their families and also lowkey just hate each other.

#the female experience that is… doing things out of spite #also if you ask me the actual love triangle this season is pen/eloise/cressida which I LOVE #toxic yuri let’s go! #don’t know why everyone was so salty abt debling bc me personally #i was enjoying the hell out penelope bulshitting her love of nature just to one-up cressida #and completely ignoring that colin was PINING right beside her #not out of cruelty she’s just that dumb <3 #all this time i thought pen was going after debling for petty reasons related to her mother #but turns out she was also going after debling for petty reasons related to cressida LOVE IT #penelope featherington #cressida cowper #lord debling #bridgerton #bridgerton spoilers #bridgerton season 3

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

I'm a doctor, not a miracle worker.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wen ning #wei wuxian #wen qing #jiang cheng #Truly Massive disclaimer here: I am a Jiang Cheng enjoyer. I like his character. I enjoy that he is very flawed and volatile. #This episode of the audio drama has a lot of great breakdown scenes featuring JC - and they all deserve a feature. #But underlying this comic is a small meta comment of 'ah man I have too many comics of JC just wailing sadly' #My goal is to draw 6-8 comics per episode - I sometimes have to truncate and cut good scenes out. #Especially when a large majority is just different flavours of trauma and toxic relationships to your self-worth. #I would also like to make a note here that just because you lose the ability to do something that is very tied to your core identity- #-does not mean your life is over. It will feel like the end of the world. It will send you into a spiral of grief. It will hurt so badly. #Sometimes we do not realize how tied up our identities can be in certain things until we are cut loose. #You don't lose yourself. I promise the pain will fade in time. I promise you will find other things to tether you. I promise you will be ok #Life moves forwards. Time moves forwards. You move forwards. #Ego death just means an opportunity for ego rebirth. You are never committed to being the same person forever. #To wrap this around to JC: Yeah I love the twist with the core transfer but man I would have loved to see JC accept the loss. #Obviously it happens for a reason (story) but I can have my AUs. I can have these 'what-ifs'. #described in alt text #I'm trying it out! *please* give me feedback - I want to eventually Add image ID to all of these comics one day

[thermodynamic-comedian]

imagine ianthe's suffering rn. its so funny to me. girl all u wanted was power and i respect that but turns out that the side effect of power isnt the moral implications or whatever, its dealing with god's personal drama.

#ianthe/john dynamic is so fascinating and amusing to me. #theyre equally awful in such different ways #post-htn especially. #ianthe's so much for the grind for the power of it all yknow. theres only one person she cares about really. #and she has to deal with the most powerful guy ever being just a very sad very lonely wet kitty of a person. #i imagine at some point the (toxic codependant) instincts kick in and she starts like. genuinely caring for him #in the way she cares for people. which is by endlessly tormenting them #and he starts caring for her the way he cares for people which i can only assume is by constantly asking her if she hates him #theyre both the worst. they can be the worst together. #the locked tomb #tlt #ianthe tridentarius #ianthe the first #saint of awe #htn #htn spoilers #harrow the ninth #john gaius

[uncanny-tranny]

The absolute biggest thing I've learned as a trans guy: there is nothing more masculine and manly than not caring about looking or acting masculine or manly. Growing your masculinity or manhood takes time and care - you have no obligation to let the world water your garden when you can do that just fine (and you can, even if it doesn't feel like you can!)

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #nonbinary #trans advice #got a stereotypically 'feminine/woman' piercing and. i feel like a man *inverted shania twain riff from man! i feel like a woman* #nothing affirms my manhood more than not caring about the genuinely toxic imaginings that the world has about manhood and men like me 👍 #yes it can be a struggle ESPECIALLY if you're somebody who actively has to defend your masculinity/manhood... #...it's hard for me too sometimes. i had to not only build my manhood but jealously defend it from the 'phobes... #...but i am all the better for it because this is MINE. i have never truly owned something in this way... #...i don't own other people nor my cats nor even my material possessions - not in the way i own my manhood... #...i own it like a tiger owns his territory and i defend it similarly... #...i do not WANT to own my loved ones or possessions the same as i own my manhood and masculinity. this is special to me #my manhood was *made* for me to be owned anyway. i feel that applies to every trans person who hasn't felt able to own themselves #this is in the same vein as learning to cast aside the cissexist views of bodies&experiences that can make dysphoria worae

[sparksly-mage-of-light]

So I played the Touchstarved demo and might have a bit of brainrot over a certain character...

#touchstarved leander #touchstarved game #touchstarved #i honestly thought ais would be my favorite but he's only 2nd best #we like boys with big...personalities #it also doesn't help leander's case that his name is one letter off of a VERY toxic plant

[selfhealingmoments]

#friends #one sided friendships #relationships #life lessons #loner #self worth #self help #i am worthy #therapy #inspiring #manifesting #being yourself #belonging #new life #living in the present #living well #simple living #fake friends #toxic person #toxic partner #one sided love #no friends #embrace

[thesapphicsoldier]

Another devastating song for queer people, ty Conan

#this song is 100% about growing up in a toxic religious household as a queer person and no one can convince me otherwise #conan gray #conehead #found heaven #jamie posts random stuff

[crazy-fangirl2524]

I know we say Neil Josten is constantly mischaracterised by the fandom or even himself but you know who is the most mischaracterised in the entire series?

Andrew minyard by all the characters except for Neil, Renee, Bee and Wymack

#like that always gets me so so mad because for once the fandom (and those four aforementioned characters) are the only people that #understands Andrew and that’s so sad like aksjdjdjdj SKDNDJDJ #tbh not even the fandom like they just make him this possessive emo boy when he’s just a traumaisted kid that has to use violence to get #people to just respect his simple boundaries #tsc made me love Neil josten even more but I still love Andrew minyard the most #my god complex is me believing that I’m the only person except for Nora that will truly understand Andrew and Neil #no one gets them like me #I truly believe my take on them is the only correct ones #Idc LMAO that’s my toxic trait #aftg #all for the game #tfc #the foxhole court #aftg series #aftg fandom #aftg incorrect quotes #andrew minyard #neil josten #andrew joseph minyard #the sunshine court #tsc and aftg supremacy #tsc #aftg thoughts #tfc textpost #aftg shitpost #aftg trilogy #aftg andrew #aftg neil

[shadow-magpie]

something something those hyperspecfic polls but it's about symblosim I personally enjoy and think about to much

#polls #symbolism #writing #art #bro i never know what to tag these. im expecting like 5 votes for this #anyways now that you're here in the tags! hi! #i think all of these are self explainatory besdies sugar/sweets #that one for me personally often represents over affection. loving to much it hurts. #someone so sweet #so addicting its bad. toxic relationships yippee

[lwiann]

Bg3 is such a good game but i appreciate it more for giving me the type of villain romance that i love. Just unforgivably horrible people who found home in each other.

Most of the time, villain romances that I find, they are the misunderstood trope and I still eat it up, but it's just nice to explore terrible characters and how love, something so human, ruins them.

#durgetash #obviously theres more to this because there are vile villain romances but a lot of them have power imbalance etc and i also like those #but im being fr when i say that durgetash is catered to me because they are equals yet fucked up enough that i get the toxicity without #one of them being the victim #personal tastes eh

[highseas-swede]

...I seriously cannot stress how much I hate tags like "Give us BAMF Aziraphale" because it seems to imply that he's not badass.

He IS. Tell me how well most people could endure 6000 years of consistent, persistent demoralization, harassment and shitty treatment without snapping?

Do you know how HARD it is to be kind when you've been put through a system that actively discourages kindness and softness, a system that tries to beat it out of you - not physically, but still. The fact that Aziraphale got through all of that and is not just still kind, but still has the capacity to be kind to the very people who hurt him, is fucking remarkable.

Aziraphale is badass. Period. Full Stop.

It's well past time that we stopped equating physical and fighting prowess as a measure of badassery. Just about anyone can exercise and get strong enough to fight someone. Just about anyone could possibly get weapons training. Neither of these things is half as brave as putting yourself in front of a crowd of people and holding off 70 demons with just conviction and a candleholder because it's the RIGHT THING TO DO.

EDIT: I had to add this while I was thinking of it.

I feel like people are buying into Heaven's version of badassery. Angels were made to FIGHT. To fight the last big battle against demons and Hell.

Aziraphale is a deviation because he DOES NOT WANT THAT. He doesn't want to fight a war that will hurt billions and destroy the world. His defining moment in Season 1 is when he stands in the face of the quartermaster and refuses to fight the way they want him to. Instead of a weapon, he chooses to find another way.

If anything, I would think it's leading to the idea that Aziraphale feels he must fight, that he has no choice, and then, when it comes right down to it, finding another way. A kinder way. A BETTER way.

By the standards of Heaven, Aziraphale picking up his sword and fighting would be Normal. Him refusing and finding another way is what makes him Unique. THAT'S what makes him badass.

#Aziraphale is already a BAMF #miss me with these takes about how Aziraphale needs to toughen up #aziraphale #good omens #good omens meta #bamf aziraphale #I hate that tag #I hate it because it's only ever used for “Aziraphale beats people up with a sword” and never used for Aziraphale as he is #...also on a personal note #I hate bearded “manly” Aziraphale with a passion #why do people just want to make him more masculine? #Seriously wtf #Masculinity and badassery do not go hand in hand that's a very toxic masculinity rooted idea right there. #the one exception I would see is if they channeled Mrs Robinson a bit and kept the femme quality that makes him so delightful. #i mean obviously do what you want in fandom but people have literally been asking Neil to give Aziraphale a beard #Neil's response was that he wasn't going to do something because fandom asked for it but it's so rude to try and force it

[malzykins]

found family yuri but for freaks

#lethal company #my art #personal #ooughghgh ...;; #i need so many meds #the masked fella is mute :) #and very well loved <3 #the jester is sooo sillayyy but the nutcracker is kinda. #stick in the ass. you know #but they can all be shweet :] #my toxic trait is making this same exact one dynamic over and over and over and #UGUGUGUH

[martyrbat]

[ID: Bruce Wayne and Minhkhoa Khan breaking up in the rain. Bruce is in normal civilian clothes while Khoa has a white cloak on and a mask that hides his eyes. Khoa persuades, “We'll start in a small city in Southeast Asia, and systematically dismantle its criminal underworld. Out all the corrupt politicians. And then we'll go to the next, and the next. We'll build a high-tech base of operations that moves with us. We'll live well off the coffers of the gangs we dismantle. We'll expand from there. In time, maybe we could even tackle a city like Gotham. Not like boys, but like men at the peak of our skills.” Bruce simply tells him, “No.” Minhkhoa points an accusatory finger at him as his angry response has been edited to be a post by @/egirlbutternubs that reads, “But babe you love being gaslit.” END ID]

#everybody has their burdens. for example mine is constantly thinking about batman 105 and how it could have been soo good.... #like this drives me INSANE. #hes trying to convince bruce to stay. to not leave him. he shouts he doesn't care about anyone or anything but is standing there #in the rain while bruce is about to literally board an airplane and hes trying so hard to convince him to change his mind #to not 'throw away' what hes been training to do. to not limit himself to just one city #like haha silly edit but the fact ghat khoa is putting his heart on his sleeve the most he ever will right here #to his one and only friend the only person who seems to understand him and then being told hes broken?? #literally it's such a betrayal. its heartbreaking and infuriating. its insulting. #i have a big and better post about this in my drafts somewhere...... #in the meantime i love toxic yaoi & im plagued by the idea of khoas potential in a good writers hands and how itll most likely never happen #c: batman | i: 105 #crypt's panels #batman #posts from the crypt #minhkhoa khan #ghostbat

[royalarchivist]

Quackity: Oh, it's gonna be so cool to see how this develops. I'm excited, I'm gonna try my best. I'm not the greatest at Minecraft whatsoever, I did nerf Green Team a little bit by accident on the second day. My bad! But, you know, I'm so ready to just grind out and see what we can do, and I just–

I wish everyone saw it with the same amount of, like, kind of enthusiasm. I think all of this and all the development and all the potential arcs, that's going to fcking allow for something absolutely incredible.

And if anyone ends up clipping any of this, something I do want to say is I implore people to view everything with a lot of enthusiasm. No stress, no anxiety, just a lot of enthusiasm. Because, again, this is going to allow for a lot of cool things in the server. Not just now, but in the future, too.

#Quackity #OiBagi #QSMP #QSMP Purgatory #Purgatory #Green Team #Bagi #Alright last one for tonight I got things to do #But Quackity did say ''if anyone clips any of this'' so I wanted to make sure I shared that final message he gave everyone #Because I agree! #I know fandoms can be toxic and people can have POV brainrot #But I hope everyone is still able to remember the reasons why they love QSMP so much #and I hope they're still able to find enjoyment -- if not with the event itself then with your streamers #I personally wasn't a fan of the Debate part of the Election Arc #But I still enjoyed myself because the people I watched made it funny or they poked fun at it or they avoided it completely #Don't be afraid to block people or mute / block tags or anything #And for the love of god stop using Twitter if you can #I've significantly reduced my usage (even though I love seeing fanart -- though many fanartists are moving to Tumblr; which is nice) #I primarily use it to keep up with the update accounts and see what the CCs are up to #But anyways. Take care of yourselves guys. The toxic people can be loud but they are just a very vocal (very annoying) minority #Love and enthusiasm is always the majority. After all; that's why we're here in the first place!

[haterlain]

whiplash screencap redraw

#cunty fletcher sorry #worlds first person to actually draw fletcher i dont think ive ever seen him get drawn #i think about them al the time no one understands me #wheres the whiplash toxic yaoi #nyway #whiplash #whiplash 2014 #terence fletcher #andrew neiman #i would draw them more but i get so embarssed at how bad i am at drawing fletcher i have to stop and rethink what the hell im doing #my art #miles teller #jk simmons