#wish He needed me

[daddybear-n-lilbunny]

i need so badly to be held, cuddled, carressed, made to feel wanted and cared about. i didn't get to have that often from Him, but when i did, it made me feel invincible and on top of the world. now i have nothing. can't even cuddle with my Teddy Bear cuz he represents Him. feeling so alone right now. i hate it. wish i knew if i was sposed to be waiting to see if we ever have a chance again.

#crazy girl problems #bpd #borderline personality disorder #bipolar disorder #he deserves better #needy #unworthy #broken girl #broken girl problems #lonely #lonely little #wish He needed me

[theseyellowdays]

One thing I genuinely think the fandom forgets or underestimates is just how weird Neil is. Like we paint him to be this carismatic, flashy, cocky bad boy, but in reality he's stingy, skittish, balks at anything more personal then his thoughts on Exy and Cannot for the life of him socialize. Like in the Raven King, right after Seth dies, he straight up goes:

"Neil had to patch things up with [Allison] somehow, but he didn't know where to start. He'd never been good at winning people over. Someone like Allison wasn't likely to be his first success. "

Neil's spent his life living on the outskirts of "average" life. Ergo, he's cagey and flighty and so far removed from normal that even among the Foxes he'll always be a little unpredictable and odd. And you know what, good for him; we all deserve an antisocial introverted asshole to raly behind.

#bless Andrew for being able to sniff that out from the beginning #because like sure he gets better as the series progresses #and he gains more confidence #and ground to stand on #but like come on #this boy has absolutely no pop culture knowledge and probably thinks NSYNC is an acronym #for some disease #because that stuff is only needed when making connections with others #and neil was never allowed to do that #aftg #andrew minyard #neil josten #the foxhole court #the raven king #the kings men #im in the trenches of my 8th reread #and my own emotions #wish me luck #mine

[hinamie]

i have so much band!au content in the pipeline my brain is Rotting but enjoy these two for now

jjk band!au

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #itadori yuuji #yuuji #ryoumen sukuna #sukuna #fanart #jjk fanart #jjk band!au #every time i dress sukuna i stray further from gods light. what is that. what did i do why did i do that. #the pants...the mullet mohawk..the tanktop that might as well be Off...am i cooking or committing a cardinal sin who can say #i realized that i probably couldnt give him rings bc the priss wouldnt want to scuff his guitar #which goes directly against my religion that says that any modern au sukuna has to b iced up #that being said the bracelets r probably pushing it but he needed /something/ so he can deal. #but oh my god the guitars like dont get me wrong im thrilled w how they turned out but god i wished for death #looks around accusingly whose idea was this >:c (me it was mine) #anyway i am feeding myself on this au this will not be the last u see of it :) #HARD pivot from emo yoi content oops

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Gaslight, Gatekeep, Girl found dead in a hidden room.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan xichen #jin guangyao #jiang cheng #wei wuxian #qin su #EDIT: Tumblr published an earlier draft with only half the notes I wrote so: late entry on my JGY thoughts. #Unlike the mystic powers of the stockmarket (what the OG meme is referring to) I think this situation calls for more active investigation. #qin su is such a deeply tragic character to me and I really wish we got a bit more from her. #Love everyone who sent me messages about her after the last time she appeared. #I think she needs a spin off of her being a transmigrator SO badly. #MDZS has so many interesting characters - but it sometimes fails to give them the proper room to really develop past a role in the plot. #That's just the consequence of writing a story like MDZS. Not every character in a book *needs* to have a rich inner life and backstory! #To do so would bog down the story and obliterate any notion of pacing. It's just not possible. #Jin Guangyao (nee Meng Yao) is unfortunately not free from this leeway rule. He is the culprit of this murder mystery plot #and thus NEEDS to encapsulate the themes of the book. And personally he's a 7 out of 10 at best on this front (in the AD). #MDZS is about rumours twisting reality and working towards truth. And about how people & situations are rarely ever black & white #JGY has his motivations. He's well written in regards to his actions making sense for his character. #What started as good traits (drive to succeed & improve his image) became twisted over time (do anything to maintain his image) #and it's a good parallel to WWX! He has the same arc (with different traits)! Bonus points for IGY in that regard. #but man....by the time we confront this guy for murder there's not a lot of grey morality. He's just...deep in the hole *he* dug. #There's a beautiful tragedy to it! More on JGY in later comics - this is getting pretty long already!

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Got a crack idea about Gonzo being married to Ms.Beagle and is Barnaby's stepdad lol

why would you say this? im obsessed

instantly reminded me of those family photos w/ a stepparent where the kid is Visibly pissed the hell off

#this is horrible i hate it and its everything to me #to be fair i often black out when i hear 'gonzo' so... how could i resist! #THIS IS SO STUPIDDDDDDDD I LOVE IT. FUCK #this is the Real welcome home x muppets crossover we all needed- #scribble salad #damn. i wish i was gonzo #wait - wait no actually thats. no i shouldnt be saying this in the current context #all i mean is he's gender ok? he's Gender-

[derpycatsu]

i am still really abnormal and irregular about this game btw. if you even care

decided to draw more headcanony things too :-D first drawing is based on reincarnation apple by pinocchiop because i had it on repeat for over a week LOLOL

#volo is such a character i need to put them in every situation possible #he/she/they volo is probably crazy but it just makes sense to me #and the clan leaders are very transgender. in my heart #i havent played it in a bit since ive been busy but….. im going to try to 100% the game…… wish me luck guys #sorry i havent posted my art in a while LOL i um. i forgot #expect an originshipping post at some point………. smile #pokemon #pokemon legends arceus #pla #volo pokemon #pokemon wielder volo #warden melli #warden mai #clan leader adaman #clan leader irida #cogita #felix art

[birues]

"After all, the path I once walked is now yours to finish."

#final fantasy 14 #final fantasy xiv #ardbert #ardbert hylfyst #shadowbringers #ffxiv #ffxiv shadowbringers #shadowbringers spoilers #look. i love him sm #you ever sit and think abt this man for an hour #yeahhhh #my best bro #okay everyone wish me luck i need to finish my assignment now. ugh. #i'd rather make more gifs but you know how it is #*smooches ardbert before i go* #the second one he looks like ben starr vga meme gfklhjfhj

[disassociativesaddiebaddie]

Don't mind me, I'm just casually sabotaging all my positive relationships with negative delusions because my life doesn't feel real unless something dramatic and destructive is constantly occurring

#screaming crying moaning throwing up #screaming crying wailing #i need him #i ruined it #fuck i want him #i wish he was mine #i need them #why me why me why me #bpd problems #bpd splitting #bpd triggers #bpd #bpd favorite person #bipolar 2 #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked

[after-glow]

PETER CAPALDI as THE TWELFTH DOCTOR

DOCTOR WHO S09E10 “Face the Raven”

#doctor who #twelfth doctor #dwedit #doctorwhoedit #timelordgifs #usersugar #usersavana #tuserhan #usersaoirse #userzo #mine #** #god i wish this was me. he's just so!!!! so!!!!!!! #he's so tender like i need to hold him. i need to kiss him #100

[thedramaticduke]

Disney: Yeah, sorryy, we don't know how to make villains without queercoding them and people didn't like the twist-villains, so we stopped making them alltogether :( I hope you like 3593 intergenerational family-traumas!

Dreamworks, while creating not one, not two, but three amazing villains: Pathetic

#puss in boots #puss in boots the last wish #dreamworks #animation #shrek #disney #honestly #everyone talks already about wolf and yeah hes amazing #but Goldie Locks and her family were so cute and adorable #the whole theme with just right? #it killed me #and Big Jack Horner was just a dick #and he doesnt only know this he owns it #'it's adorable how you think that would work Don't you know I'm dead inside?' #perfect delivery #we need more old school villains #(and yeah i like family stories and encantos story about family trauma was good #but like... Strange World would have been so much better if it had a villain #none of that misunderstanding-bullshit #it would have been so easy too the president was right there #but alas)

[hypogryffin]

this bit too. why is cut content akechi like thsi all the time

#joker is so strong if my 5'11 toxic doomed yaoi situationship put his hand on my shoulder to wish me good luck #while slipping cards in my sleeve in a silent display of trust and care to imply that however underhanded our tactics need to be #he trusts me to win above all else. and also trusts me to understand his meaning without words. #i would simply crumple up and die #persona 5 #p5 #goro akechi #ren amamiya #akira kusuru #shuake #akeshu

[squiremaximus]

The beloved Ranger... I... I can't believe it! I grew up hearing all about your brave deeds. And Boo's, of course.

#baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #minsc of rashemen #wyll ravengard #bg3edit #gamingedit #dailyvideogames #gamingnetwork #userkayluh #.gif #getting to call wyll a hero was already enough to make me emotional but his face at being called one?? #he means the world to me #my new favorite interaction ever #even though i wish there was something along the lines of this with the [redacted] reveal i am very grateful for this convo #wyll ravengard you are so beloved #q #i kind of gave up trying to make minsc's gifs look good bc this coloring was horrible to work with in this lighting. but i needed to gif it

[deep-space-lines]

look, I love Garrus but his ME1 characterization makes me wanna do this to him

#mass effect #my art #mass effect art #mass effect fanart #artists on tumblr #garrus vakarian #commander shepard #any time i see anyone saying they wished they could romance him in 1 or that shepard liked him already in 1 i’m like #i respect your opinion but i cannot relate #ME1 garrus is the dumbest fucker in the world #my shepard is too busy yelling at him #don’t get me wrong i still romance him every time. #but he needs to go into the blender and get a few stern lectures before he’s boyfriend material #men will literally become vigilantes instead of going to therapy #straka's shitposts

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Wei Wuxian 🤝 Maleficent: Not being invited to a child's birthday party but showing up anyways (to make things worse).

(for @youremysunshine8)

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #jiang cheng #wei wuxian #jin ling #jin zixuan #jiang yanli #The joke here is that the glue is a 'curse'. The golden hat is now a party hat *forever*. #The prompt was just 'wwx celebartes jin ling's birthday' but what is an uncle if not a force to be reckoned with? #YLLZ would rock the Maleficent garments. I think we need to consider the implications of a possible crossover AU. #He would be *that* petty bitch who shows up uninvited like “oh...widdle old me didn't get to come? Get cursed idiots.” #This one comic sent me on a deep dive on the history of glue. There is a lot of history on glue. #Humans will see two objects and go 'I need to find a way to put those together'. Not to mention the amount of variety in glues. #I am now imagining the YLLZ doing his dark research on glue. The forbidden techniques to creating forever glue. #Glue so good it can piece a soul back together. Xue yang wishes he could get his hands on that recipe.

[p4nishers]

there's something i need to say and yall can boo me for it but deep in my heart i'll always know i'm correct: crowley already forgave aziraphale. like already would take him back at one flutter of his eyelashes. that's all.

#do i wish he wouldn't forgive so easily (tho i don't actually think aziraphale needs forgiveness since he didn't do anything wrong and #actually without his decision their love story would've been stuck as it was for more than 6000 years and also heaven would never change #without someone dismantling it and making it new) #yes i do wish that and i also wish he'd learn self worth but we gotta be realistic here he never once been able to stay mad at aziraphale #all those times they had fights where aziraphale was (mostly) in the wrong and rejected crowley what did crowley do? immediately come #CRAWLING and BEGGING back like pls yall this is why i don't read post s2 fics bc everyone suddenly seems to forget their whole canon #personalities and history w each other and it's annoying me so much like i get that we all are hoping crowley learns from his mistakes and #stops being so easy for aziraphale (not me tho) but realistically speaking it's just not gonna happen and once again aziraphale DIDN'T. DO. #ANYTHING. WRONG. yes he hurt crowley with his decision but CROWLEY HURT HIM WITH HIS TOO so if yall wants an apology dance it's gonna turn #into a waltz cause they'd both need to do it #good omens #good omens s2 #azicrow #crowley #aziraphale #aziracrow #ineffable spouses #good omens season 2 #ineffable husbands #go s2

[sableeira]

I love how we go from episode 3 “no one ever figured out what Dazai’s former occupation was” to episode 5 “Dazai corrects someone in detail on the mafia’s revenge mo”

#when I rewatched bsd s1 and s2 like 2 years ago I was so shocked how early it was revealed Dazai used to be in the pm #it’s really funny how he just says that in front of Ranpo but let’s be real Ranpo probably knew as soon as he met Dazai #that reminds me I would love some early ADA Dazai and Yosano lore #like when Dazai gets a bit demon prodigy once in a while and I need to know if Yosano made the connection to Mori #in general I wish we knew more about how those two interact with each other #bsd #bsdrewatch2023 #bungou stray dogs #dazai osamu #bsd dazai