#what if i told you i’m crazy

[sapphosclown]

turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you, wishing i’d realized what u had when you were mine

back to december by taylor swift

#rbs encouraged #what if i told you i’m insane #what if i told you i’m crazy #what if i told you it’s their fault #this is also an edit i started. months ago. and only just now felt compelled to finish #like the og draft of this wasn’t taylor’s version bc it wasn’t out yet #so i went back and changed it and it caused a lot of problems for me but it’s ok #she’s low key still messy- i had to do some weird things bc it kept glitching but it’s pretty solid now #bon apetite #grease rise of the pink ladies #rotpl #rotpl edit #cynthia zdunowski #lydia rotpl #lynthia #lynthia edit #video edit #thesbians #my edit #taylor swift

[ickypuppi3]

‘billy hargrove wouldn’t bottom’ i know him better than you

#he told me himself #essentially saying he’s too masculine to bottom is so crazy what are we doing here #me when i’m neil hargrove and in denial that my son is gay #preferences are great but this is something else entirely #bottom billy bottom steve who cares it’s never so serious you gotta get that weird about it #billy steve switching so real to me i don’t care #they’re getting crazy with it whichever way they can #billy hargrove #ickyspeaks

[ssreeder]

Omg Ssreedy <3 saw you going off in my tags, you're the sweetest! ToT You have no idea how much i cherish your kind words, they really motivate me

Also congrats on the new chapter! It made me appreciate Reho so much, I keep growing fonder of this guy!! (Morrak absolutely wrecked him with his diagnosis tho, haha, my man didn't deserved to get dragged so hard)

Anyway that made me remember that I cooked something up last year, but never posted it. (apologies, I probably got some of their details wrong, I did this purely from memory ////) my headcanons of what Ara & Reho look like

GENTLE TREES NOOOOOO you can’t drop OC art in my inbox and expect me to be even the SLIGHTEST bit normal about it.

You’re so amazing, going off in your tags is a damn honor *salutes*

Dude Morrak WRECKED Reho last chapter, and I guess there’s not patient dr confidentiality in this AU because Morrak totally slandered the poor man to Katara of all people lol. At least Reho didn’t have to hear yet another person try to figure out what’s wrong with him haha.

Thank you Gentle you’re so amazing!!! I can’t wait to gush over your art some more in the tags

#I try not to be a freak in the text #I submerge myself in the tags and turn into a crazy person because #DAMN IT GENTLE TREES LOOK AT THEM #THE SURVIVING OCs #well there’s Chang but who knows sokka could off him next chapter lol #gunna need a big stick though #BUT OMG GENTLE THE WAY YOU DREW ARA #you seriously managed to capture the ceramic doll look for her and her expression is just perfect #I’m sure you weren’t meaning to but seriously you nailed it #she’s small and cute and picture perfect but a walking disaster who anyone she comes in contact with gets sucked into her mess #and usually walk away with scars if they get to walk away #omg and REHOOOO #gentle you nailed his idk what’s up but I’m here to chill vibe haha #AND YOU GAVE HIM SANDALS #such a luffy vibe and I just love everything about it haha #his little ace self that just wants to live in a house with all his besties where nothing bad happens #I love his little smile #I think I’ve told you 100 times but I’ll tell you 100 more #your expressions are fucking GOLD #I’m haunted in a good way by your art especially the last one with the sad zuko (he was rescued though so yippieee) and idk I just #love your style so much #thanks for sharing these with me #I swear I get a fanart and it’s like 100 HP to my writing #like I just swallowed a gold star and I’m about to fuck shit up in a good way #Ok sorry gentle I’m going to stop rambling but again #THANK YOU #made my whole night haha #liab #ITF #gentletrees

[lesbiansanemi]

I hate working with men

#have a male coworker who has been doing his job HORRENDOUSLY wrong #to the point that everyone else is having to take HOURS of their shifts to fix what he’s fucked up #and APPRENTLY several of my coworkers have tried to talk to him about it and correct him #and he’s been getting so goddamn offended and butthurt over it and acting like he’s not doing anything wrong #(and this is important the ppl who have tried talking to him are all older women. one in her 40s one in her 50s and one in her 60s) #ONE OF WHOM IS OUR DEPARTMENT MANAGER #and I was bitching about him today #and one of them was like ‘well maybe you should try correcting him’ #and I was like why 1. not my job I’m not a manager but 2. he’s not listened to anyone else why would he listen to me #and she was like ‘well it will feel less threatening from you less like he’s getting scolded by a mom so he might take it better’ #and like. HM! WELL! #I know this is a crazy wild absolutely batshit suggestion #but when a man gets told what to do/corrected by women (who have all been doing this job SIGNIFICANTLY longer) #and his reaction to is to act like a little fucking disrespectful piss baby #WE JUST WRITE HIM UP LIKE WE WOULD ANYONE ELSE INSTEAD OF TRY TO APPEAL TO HIS FWAGIL TEENY TINY EGO #LIKE IDK SEEMS LIKE THE NORMAL COURSE OF ACTION TO ME????? #not make the androgynous goth bitch in their 20s try to correct him cuz I’m SOMEHOW less threatening #I’m read as a woman he’s gonna have the same damn reaction #I just. ugh. UGH #I fucking hate men #kaz rambles

[daminini]

white people are so fucking soft it’s insane

#ppl are dying and here i are talking about how its bad to guilt trip people YOU SHOULD FEEL GUILTY #YOU SHOULDNT HAVE TO BE SHIELDED FROM THE FAVT THAT YOU LIVE IN A COUNTRY THAT USES YOUR TAX DOLLARS TO PAY FOR GENOCIDE #what if i told you that if you feel so emotionally disturbed by witnessing all of this u can just. turn off your phone. #like you GET to walk away from it. that is YOUR PRIVILEGE #I’m going crazy you people are not real I refuse to believe that I live in the same world as you people

[beta-adjacent]

If y’all thought cereal companies’ origins were bad now, just imagine their potential in the omegaverse

#omegaverse #a/b/o #a/b/o blog #a/b/o headcanon #omegaverse headcanons #omegaverse headcanon #omegaverse worldbuilding #a/b/o universe #cereal #raisin bran #Raisin Bran my beloved #‘you know what’ll tone down these crazy rut-mutts? some cheerios 🥴’ #this post was sponsored by my love of Raisin Bran #if Sunny —nay; if Mr. Kellog HIMSELF— told me to be entirely void of sex for a lifetime supply of the Bran I’d do it #it’d be THE EASIEST fucking trade of my life #the big O? the only O I need are Frootloops and Cheerios and even Lucky Charms if I’m in the mood #nah bc the Trix rabbit was kinda a baddie #what who said that 😳

[lesbianboyfriend]

i have this feeling like something might be going terribly wrong in my body right now. but mostly i’m trying to ignore that

#they never should have told me a sense of impending doom is a sign of a lifethreatening medical issue #unfortunately i feel that all the time. and then when i think it could be a medical problem it gets worse. vicious cycle #and i KNOW people who have felt this are like no it’s like crazy like nothing you’ve ever felt before. but well i’ve never felt it so how i #i know that what i’m feeling is different and not that bad. you know #jules.txt #ask to tag #ocd tag

[rosicheeks]

i do not know if i ever sent this to you. i have posted it. i hope you like it Princess.

#uhhhhhm no you HAVE NOT SENT THIS TO ME BEFORE?!?! #I literally am speechless #I’m not super talky right now #but even if I was I feel like I’d still be fucking speechless #like I already said I love your writing 🩷 #and it fucking BLOWS ME AWAY when people write about me or use me as an inspiration #like????????? what??????? me???????????! #I’m going to keep this close to my heart and look at it whenever I’m feeling down #I don’t remember if I said that already but it’s true #I need to get a journal or a cute box to put things like this in so I can just grab it and look through them when I’m feeling shitty #one thing I needed to say is the fact that you shared this with me now of all times??? is kinda crazy to me #idk if it’s a coincidence or if the universe/God/whoever/whatever is trying to tell me to go back into music and singing #not going to go into it too much but I’ve been looking at my life a lot lately #and I’m realizing I’m not getting any younger…. I know I’m still young but if I don’t do something soon - #my life is going to completely pass before my eyes and I really really don’t want that #I’m *finally* going to get mental help soon (long story but I have to wait a few weeks) #and once I’m actually mentally stable I can focus on what I want to do with my life #so I’ve been thinking a lot about my performing arts background and then randomly a get an email from a choir director I know #asking if I could please join the choir for their Easter performance cause they could really use my high notes #and she just kept complimenting me and it felt really nice ☺️ #then when I went to the first rehearsal I sat next to this girl and we were singing a part and the first sopranos go up to a high A #and I can hit it easily but most of them couldn’t so it felt like I was going this mini solo lol #but she asks me what my range is and I told her that back when I trained I could sing queen of the night which I think goes up to an F6 #and she was talking about how impressive that is #and it made me think about if I actually trained and got back into it how good I actually could get #I don’t mean this to be like ‘look at me look at me I’m so good’ #it just feels nice to have a little bit of a direction again #who knows if I’ll actually go down the music path again but it does sound damn exciting #I miss it with all my heart - I miss singing and performing and acting… I even miss music theory #anyway rant over and i ran out of space but thank you so much I seriously can’t thank you enough 😭🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

[dancing-with-stars]

guys. guys !!!!

#vanu is rambling #ok idk this is gonna b a happy post but i think there are lots of people who love me in this world. or at least enjoy my presence. #like i always always always ALWAYS doubt if my friends or family like me and in my head they all secretly hate me #but like for these past couple months things have been different. #i don’t feel so left out (like i usually do in groups) or alone. #like my friends genuinely want me there like they always ask me to go places with them. and i almost always say no because im so busy or #i just cant but they still ask me everytime. yesterday the whole group was calling and playing a game and i got a bunch of texts like hey #where are you u shud join the call it’s rly fun ! but i just couldn’t bring myself to talk to anyone at that moment. #today they were rly happy when i joined the call and idk it made me feel like. oh. maybe my friends do like me #and also i have two moods: i’m either super talkative or i go into my little shell and don’t say anything/add to a convo. and like during #those moments they’ll be like hey u ok? or they’ll just listen to me talk about ceramics and how fun it is or how much i hate eating pears #and like. we laugh so much together. like i have so much fun with all of them i love every single one of them omg #and scary thing is we might not even be friends after we start college. but yk what? that’s okay i don’t wanna think about that. #because like who cares? i’m not gonna let my fears ab the future ruin my friendships. i’ll always love them anyways. and we’ll always call. #i’m glad i met them. they’re all such beautiful and funny and amazing strong willed-people. they are my friends. #it’s just so crazy to me that they willingly want to spend time w me and are sad when i can’t. and they’re so understanding at the same time #they don’t get mad about it. and like they have mad eng last year in high school so much more enjoyable. #someone told me that this is ur last year do things so when you look back you don’t regret anything- so you can be proud of what you did #and my friends helped me with that. and like i still feel lonely the majority of the class because despite this there’s like a permanent #stain of sadness right there at the bottom of my heart. but they make the hard days more manageable. #like i’ve been on call with these people until ungodly hours at night just laughing and i go to sleep feeling a bit lighter. #they introduced me to the tech side of theater which i never thought i’d get into but here i am. they teach me silly facts and words in asl. #they taught me dances- knowing full well i SUCK at it- because we all had fun with it. theyve taught me it’s OKAY to be vulnerable in #friendships and that sometimes being open/yourself is quite literally the best thing you can do for your own soul and others. they’re cool #people really. really cool people

[gregmarriage]

always sunny was actually soooo sick for having dee tell mac that he should get a boyfriend (while glancing at dennis)

then, literally the NEXT season, mac has a boyfriend and it’s DENNIS.

except, it’s dennis posing as someone else, and getting jealous of HIMSELF. truly incredible television fr

#‘i’m just a boy in love. a boy in love with johnny.’ *dennis eye twitch* #trust always sunny to have this kind of batshitness happening on our screens #like okay it seems like they might actually be planning something. they perhaps have a trick up their sleeves #they took forever to have mac come out which makes sense in his character arc and everything #and also are having a big convoluted arc for him even after #so it tracks that maybe they’re doing the same for dennis? #dennis’s whole character is to hide himself #he hides behind make up and he hides his true feelings #he’s been hiding behind johnny #‘i just wanted to get you out the of the house’ sure jan #so why are you disappointing mac with johnny but having him come home to you? #like he’s clearly doing a scheme to make mac rely only on him again #or rather he wants mac back with him #he fucked up by pushing him away and he knows it!!! #dennis’s true feelings are at play here #but with johnny he can say things he’d never say to mac as dennis #rcg realise the macjohnny text chains bc i KNOW that shit is CRAZY #literally how long was he planning on being johnny? was he ever gonna reveal himself or was he eventually gonna have johnny break up #with mac? truly crazy that maybe if mac hadn’t said he was in love with johnny dennis might never have told him the truth #i’m sooo interested in what comes next for them #ESPECIALLY after dtamhd #like they completely ignored that shit after fvr?? will johnny be brought up again in s17?? #my guess is probably yeah bc that seems important imao #i’m scared but excited #rcg i am in your walls #what are you doing?? i need to know!!! #gwen rambles #gwenposting

[greg-montgomery]

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#okay so idk if you remember this guy from work that i DO NOT have a crush on or anything #but today someone was slightly rude to me on the phone #like nothing crazy - he just could have been nicer about something #and when we were having lunch i just told him and the other guys what happened but i was making a joke out of it? #i didn’t think it was that big of a deal i just mentioned it so we could laugh #but he got upset 😭 he was like “he said WHAT to you #and i was like let’s just drop it but he insisted we made an issue out of it and he told me to say it to the manager of our team #and when i told her she saw him being upset and told him to calm down #and she said she’d handle it and he said ‘but he shouldn’t have talked to her that way’ #and i’m just like akjsskjsksjsksjsjsjs kinda 🥺🥺 about it bc he was so protective #and i didn’t expect him to care so much when someone is rude to me #that’s all 🧍🏻‍♀️

[explanationpoint]

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#need to belong to a rich neoliberal woman who’s invested in my safety #she thinks my leftist ideas are quaint #she gives me Xanax when I get too excited about the news (it’s stronger than she says it is and i know but i don’t care) #she thinks it’s fun to set my daily schedule but #well i like it because I’m being told what to do but it ends up being enriching and constructive #even if it includes chores because you know what? building better habits is constructive too #anyway yeah she has a 25 step plan for surviving the fallout of climate change #property in New Zealand #and being useful in that space is part of my training too of course #but she cares about my comfort #also she ties me up and just goes crazy on me I’m like a bop it she pushes my buttons and I make a lot of noise and i eat her sloppy style #i mean not that sloppy but i do tend to use a fair amount of saliva #maybe we’d rarely have penetrative sex but she doesn’t pressure me into it and in fact really takes control #telling me to relax and let it feel good #and we cuddle and she’s very warm and maybe she gains some weight while we’re dating but i love her and love it because i love her #im sick im fucked in the head dude

[salsflore]

going 2 sleeepppp... its not even 11 pm yet but ueueue i have to go out tomorrow (bring my cat to the vet + mom wants to take me to the clinic after going to the church) ueue

#i don’t enjoy going but i don’t have a choice. its funny because she’ll get irritated and angry over the phone while we’re otw there #patience is a virtue MY ASS i hate super hot tempered people #i told her i hate going out on sundays and she was like ok lets go saturday! and i was like no i don’t really wanna and she was like anak- #-you need to pray... so i was like why not pray at home and she was like. she gave me that look #it is a genuine question though. i’m agnostic but i do want to know is there any difference at all. i imagine its mostly for the sense of #community and the environment but i don’t think being in a church itsslf will like amplify your belief or anything does it like #last time we went it was a subtly-transphobic white guy as the pastor. nobody was laughing at his jokes. loser #he didn't say it out loud but ahhh nowadays people are making up crazy identities and thats not right...! i hope you explode btw #she doesn’t even talk to anyone we just go there sit for 50 mins go home like what. and then she immediately disregards everything anyways #💭

[professionaljester]

beating my brain into submission anytime it wants to draw bc i’ve told it for weeks now we’re done with that. we’re not an artist anymore stop trying to make art happen

#abc shut it #vent #it’s just not happening i’ve been trying for YEARS since my TEENS #and i just cannot make the connections i need bc no one wants to be my friend bc i can’t socialize #ppl show no interest in me or my art and if they do it’s out of pity to get me to stop whining #so i’m done #no one wants to help an autisic bitch out to get their career off the ground #all i get told is i need to go out and make the connections #as if i’m not doing that i go around conventions talking and trying to connect with other artists but it doesn’t work it just doesn’t work #i need fucking help to get my shit out there bc i literally cannot do it on my own #i’ve been fuckkng trying #but no one wants to help me so i just figure this all out myself #and i get told talk in the artist alley server as if it’s not an overwhelming mess to look at and i don’t know what conversations belong #where #i’ve never been apart of a crazy big discord server like this i’ve frankly barely been in any servers at all! #what the fuck am i suppose to be doing in this fucking mess to make friends #no one wants to tell me how discord works bc you just need to use it and figure it out #but i’m not going to use it if it’s overwhelming and i don’t know how it works #i barely know what half the shit included in discord is for or does #i’ve never been apart of a group order bc i don’t have friends and no one will want me to be in their orders anyway #I DONT KNOW HOW ANY OF THIS SHIT WORKS AND NO ONE WANTS TK HELP ME #THEY JUST SAY DO IT LIKE IM NOT AUTISIC AND NEED TK BE SHOWN

[yoohyeontual]

Hi friends, I have a question. Did any of you with anxiety ever experience numbness in your arms and legs ?

#also in the face !!! #not like complete loss of sensation but like itching or like loss of sensation but that you still can move normally #I have no idea how to say it in English #my doctor things in may be anxiety and if it is this I’ll be both relieve and furious bdjsbsjs #thinks* #i went to hospital and was there all night but they haven’t found anything wrong #now that I was told everything is fine I’m way less stress about this but I still feel a bit numb in my face and legs #I Hope it’s just anxiety and nothing bad but god I’m so stressed out all of the time what if I’m like that forever 😭😭😭 #it’s been 1 week and I’m so tired 😭 #at least it’s less bad than it was I barely feel it at time #but at least the doctor said he would refer me to an organisation where I could get diagnosed without paying something I just hope it won’t #take forever* cause last time I asked for help it took a year I got through d*pression on my own 💀 #I never heard about this symptom so I’m curious ! they say it’s like the blood not circulating correctly cause of the stress #it’s fascinating but god it’s annoying fjsbdjs #the last 2 weeks were exhausting my body went fucking crazy out of a sudden #wish me luck 😭 Jbdjsbsj #I have to see my family doctor again Wednesday I hope she’ll have good news for me or it will just stop soon fjsbdjbd #alex.txt

[theriverdalereviewer]

PEOPLE OF TUMBLR… YA GIRL IS FINALLY AN EMPLOYED TEACHER!!!

#ITS CRAZY #NEVER THOUGHT I’D GET TO THIS POINT #no like at one point I genuinely couldn’t envision a future where this was a reality #I’m just really happy and relieved I made it through my brutal fucking teacher prep program #but I’m also crazyyy anxious for my first year of teaching #they say the first year is the hardest thing you will go through #and I don’t doubt it #every single thing I’ve been told has pretty much been true #so I’m doing a lot to literally and mentally prepare for it #I know it can’t go perfect but anything I can do to make it go as easily as it can I will do #the thing is I just don’t understand some things and I don’t know when I will if that makes sense ? 😭 #like when do I get to access the curriculum and prepare for classes #and I have to commonplan with the teacher who teaches the same sections as me #and when is that going to happen #and when am I going to know things like my classroom and schools rules I need to follow and my email #LIKE SOMEONE GIVE ME ALL OF THESE DETAILS NOW! #anyways enough of that #I’m just happy that I’m in a profession that at the very least does not bore me #what I love about school is how entertaining it is just by nature #like when you force 20 teenagers to consistently be in a room together the opportunity for absurdity is high #it feels like you’re in a comedy with the weirdness that transpires #and those moments where you watch the light bulb goes off in their heads and you can tell something you’ve done has really connected #LOVE THAT!