And idk! In regards to that last post specifically the tags. I don’t really care what disorders I may or may not have. I’ve found that trying to psychoanalyse myself does not help. I don’t need a name for why I struggle so badly. Maybe I do have a cluster b disorder, maybe it is just the hellish cocktail of ptsd adhd autism and depression. I don’t know, I might never know, and I don’t really care. I just want some way to help with the problem, doesn’t really matter what the name of the problem is to me!
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I can’t ever leave tumblr because I just love the tag function.. no other social media platform allows you to heckle yourself on your own post. you get to preemptively make metatextual commentary abt your OWN POST. how cool is that
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brothers' reunion commission :-)
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I rly hate the Satanic Panic & the moral panic surrounding violence in video games in the 90s, coz it's now impossible to talk about the social implications of violent video games in a realistic sense.
No, violence in video games does not create serial killers in the way most people imagine it would.
However, it's very important to notice how after 9/11, a lot of violent video games pivoted their content from silly gratuitous cartoon gore to more realistic military shooters set in the Levant from a US American lens. It's also important to notice the connection of these games & their toxic online multi-player voice chats to Gamer Gate in 2014.
It's obviously not as black & white as it was presented in the 80s & 90s, I dont think everyone who played early Call of Duty games is a white supremacist who wants to join the military to kill people in the middle east, but I think it's dangerous to pretend like video games or any media can't have an impact on the way people think about violence.
I think what makes all the difference here is how that violence is portrayed, what the message behind it is, what the motives are behind the people who crafted that message, who the victims of that violence are, how they are portrayed & the greater cultural context that surrounds it.
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uhmm sketches of my gfs igg havent posted in FOREVER
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Faligon!
I have learned a new name for chimera Falin and I'm keeping it in my vocab
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The urge to write unrequited renkaza. Renkaza where Akaza is desperately and deeply in love with Kyojuro but Kyojuro will Not and will never give him the time of day. Renkaza where Akaza will sacrifice everything for Kyojuro and switch sides and take his chances with the Corps just for the tiniest hope of being allowed to stay by Kyojuro’s side… and Kyojuro still sees him as nothing but a deplorable demon. Akaza can be useful to the Corps, he’s allowed to live, and Kyojuro is basically nothing but his “handler” because Akaza is obsessed with him and will listen to his every whim…. But to Kyojuro he’s nothing more than a tool he has the displeasure of wielding. And still, Akaza does nothing but trail after him and worship the ground he walks on because even if it’s not like he wanted he’ll take what time and attention he can get from Kyojuro. Do you understand. Do you get it. Because I am gnawing on bones
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something messy i did back in april for my friend's renkaza/hakukyo fic that he wrote for me <:-)
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Luna Lu: 'The Anatomy of a Hug' (2016)
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the cycle of death and rebirth and eternal suffering
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Don't ask me for relationship advice cause I'll tell you to kill him
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