#I’m just really happy and relieved I made it through my brutal fucking teacher prep program

[theriverdalereviewer]

PEOPLE OF TUMBLR… YA GIRL IS FINALLY AN EMPLOYED TEACHER!!!

#ITS CRAZY #NEVER THOUGHT I’D GET TO THIS POINT #no like at one point I genuinely couldn’t envision a future where this was a reality #I’m just really happy and relieved I made it through my brutal fucking teacher prep program #but I’m also crazyyy anxious for my first year of teaching #they say the first year is the hardest thing you will go through #and I don’t doubt it #every single thing I’ve been told has pretty much been true #so I’m doing a lot to literally and mentally prepare for it #I know it can’t go perfect but anything I can do to make it go as easily as it can I will do #the thing is I just don’t understand some things and I don’t know when I will if that makes sense ? 😭 #like when do I get to access the curriculum and prepare for classes #and I have to commonplan with the teacher who teaches the same sections as me #and when is that going to happen #and when am I going to know things like my classroom and schools rules I need to follow and my email #LIKE SOMEONE GIVE ME ALL OF THESE DETAILS NOW! #anyways enough of that #I’m just happy that I’m in a profession that at the very least does not bore me #what I love about school is how entertaining it is just by nature #like when you force 20 teenagers to consistently be in a room together the opportunity for absurdity is high #it feels like you’re in a comedy with the weirdness that transpires #and those moments where you watch the light bulb goes off in their heads and you can tell something you’ve done has really connected #LOVE THAT!