#vent :(

[inimoose]

Hyperfixations

As an adult that voice telling me to stop isn't my art teacher's anymore, it's my own.

Back then I knew people noticed but no one said anything, so I didn't think it mattered. It stuck with me though. Even up until now when there's nothing holding me back from doing what I want.

I have to work harder to remind myself it's okay.

Vent art over.

The lesson is be free and create what you like.

#vent #just thinking about things #i have to wonder how things would be if i was diagnosed as a child

[lastoneout]

the doctor said no to a wheelchair in the cruelest way possible

#I'm sobbing in my car I fucking hate it here so much #personal #vent #negative

[carycadziewica]

my body dysmorphia is body dysmorphing too much

#@n0r3xi4 #@nor3xia #@nor3×14 #an0rec1a #bede lekka #bede motylkiem #lekka jak motyl #motylki any #tw ed but not sheeran #th1n$pø #ed but not ed sheeran #trigger warning ed #tw ed sheeran #vent post #@na vent #tw 3d vent #vent #tw @na diary #@tw edd #eating disoder trigger warning #⭐️rving

[foxlungz]

Wish I followed through with killing myself when I was younger bc it would’ve saved me from going through even more traumatic shit in my life

#vent #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #depressing shit #kinda depressing #mentally exhausted #depressing life #tw self destructive thoughts #tw self destruction #tw self destructive behavior #tw sui talk #tw sui ideation #tw sui implied #tw sui vent

[russenoire]

you know, if we're going to go after all flavors of fucked-up terumob for supposedly not being a tenable premise, or somehow 'missing the point'? one can easily argue the same for fluffy terumob.

given all the in-canon trauma standing between these boys, terumob as a concept is on some shaky-ass legs: teruki is projecting a fuckton of worship unhealthy idealism onto shigeo, and shigeo has every right to be wary of/angry about teruki's attempt to end him, for as long as it takes him.

they're still on family name terms at the end of the story, and teruki is still trying to get shigeo to spend more time with him. ONE leaves us with a long shot at anything between these two beyond casual friendship. (unless teruki is more forthright about what he wants? or shigeo realizes he can reciprocate?)

and the pair both have so much healing to do from the pain they've caused each other. whether they do so together or apart, it's gonna look ugly, perhaps for years.

i actually want to see that, too.

there's nothing wrong with sweet, tender wish fulfillment. there's also nothing wrong with examining how trauma can realistically play out in courtship or dating. and teenagers are not immune to toxic dynamics in relationships! if you truly believe this, i have a bridge i wanna sell you.

fluff does not mirror my experience of childhood in the slightest, but i'm not gonna shake my fists at its creators, and i'm not salty that it exists. it's beautiful. guess what? so is mogamiland terumob. so is codependent terumob. shame on all of you who felt it was OK to harass anyone for them.

people create AUs and draw and write for fun, and not everyone finds comfort or enjoyment in the same things. there should be room here for a wider range of emotional expressions. i mean, there sure is in the source material.

and there is already so much carefree marshmallow fluff in the #terumob tag. so much. i don't know about y'all, but i was happy to see some variety for once.

#mp100 #mp100 meta #terumob #trauma #has this fandom learned nothing since 'a breach of trust'? #canon divergence #what if scenarios are just fine y'all #the source material is dark AF #vent #分析 #mp100 analysis #fandom

[the-booty-crusader]

If you’re just here for Tim Drake and Zuko memes, feel free to ignore.

My cat has been missing since my birthday a few days ago and I am absolutely distraught, bursting into tears randomly and spiraling. There’s also a psychopath cat killer on the loose in my area and I’m just so scared and I can’t sleep properly.

Please help distract me with like. Nice art or messages or Tim Drake fics or idk something. I don’t really have anyone to talk to.

#missing cat #sad #vent #help me #cheer me up #i need support #i’m so lonely

[myuniverseinabox]

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#song link; where's jaoba by spellcasting #this was drawn cause i was feeling a n x i e t y after having to take the max amount of two types of meds in the 24 hrs due to period pain #so. yeah. lmao #art #artists on tumblr #my art #digital art #artist on tumblr #dragon #serpent #coatl #sona #personal art #vent

[letmeremindyouvn]

A huge fear I have making my VNs is being forgotten. I saw how some VNs that are on indefinite hiatus or the creator has completely disappeared are still getting fanart, and I wish that I could be like that. But I know I won't be and that thought scares me. I go on hiatus a lot and I feel terrified of being forgotten by people.

I'm sure everyone who has made something original wishes a big artist would come along and draw constant fanart of your work, that's a wish I have as well. I'm aware I shouldn't make something just to be popular, and I should just make what I want to see. But I'm so afraid I will be forgotten by just "doing my own thing".

#let me remind you vn #visual novel #vent #sorry about this #it's a fear i have

[ofishialy]

If I forget to set the alarm and sleep on through the dawn, don't remind me.

#ofishialyart #fishocs #fishthefurry #Calcifer #oc #oc art #oc artwork #oc artist #artists on tumblr #sketch #vent art #vent #furry art #furry #fursona #furry oc #anthro oc #experimental art #art #drawing #space #outer space #escapism #fishsuhoh #oc drawing #original character art #digital art #digital sketch #anthro #bunny

[peeptheaesthetic]

Death of innocence, a women's first bleeding. The rotten fruit of something once so sweet. The cycle will forever repeat, all flowers must wilt eventually.

#vent post #womenhood #girlhood #vent #poetry #vent poem #vent poetry #vent piece #childhood trauma

[ignisgalaxia]

I can’t believe I have to say this

YOU DO NOT SEND DEATH THREATS TO PEOPLE YOU DONT LIKE

YOU DO NOT SEND R@PE THREATS TO PEOPLE YOU DONT LIKE

AND YOU DO NOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES DOX PEOPLE

FUCKING LEAVE HER ALONE

#my posts #rant #vent #psa #illymation #bullying #harassment

[lastoneout]

"Have you tried pushing through the pain" idk bro have you tried living at a solid 6 every single day for several years?? Have you tried existing when even just cooking dinner can put you at a 10?? I've seen abled friends and family with severe muscle cramps break under the weight of their daily pain, and it only lasts a few weeks! I've had them look at me incredulously when they realize this is how I feel literally every single day of my life and I just continue on unblinking. I've said it before but chronic pain patients are living examples of exactly what the human body can put up with when survival is on the line. I don't think a lot of people realize that.

I truly doubt my doctors would last a fucking day living with the kind of pain that's my normal. I wish they could try though, maybe it would teach them some fucking compassion.

#personal #negative #vent #granted I dont believe in capital punishment or torture or anything #but Dorothy Golden Girls was right when she said it might do doctors some good #to get very sick and very scared at least once #so they realize what their patients are really going through

[kagedbird]

Very random, but I would desperately appreciate people telling me everything will be okay because my anxiety is getting to extreme levels and I do not have the means (i.e. gummies) to help calm that side of me down.

#kb rambles #vent #everything is just. so much. all the time forever. #i'm very tired.

[foxlungz]

Let me die so I can finally be at peace

#vent #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #depressing shit #kinda depressing #mentally exhausted #depressing life #tw self destructive thoughts #tw self destruction #tw self destructive behavior #tw sui ideation #tw sui implied #tw sui talk

[candyheartedchy]

I wish I was more brave about reblogging fanart and tagging posts of characters who are my f/os on this blog, but unless it’s from mutuals I know and are comfortable with self ship blogs interacting with them, I just can’t share fanart or tag the shows.

#I’m not gonna lie when I was accused by a fan of the one show of self shipping with a real person it made me consider dropping the show #like im still hurt by it and it’s honestly been hard drawing scratch lately #especially since I try to stay in my own corner #and already feel ingored when I seen others do the same thing in fandoms and not get any shit for it #so I guess this is me explaining a little why I haven’t been drawing my ship with Scratch lately #because I’m still upset and I feel like I’m walking on eggshells now with the fans #sorry this turned into a vent… #ventish #vent #💬 chy chatter 💬

[gaydogonline]

everyone likes u if you're a funny dog but being a funny dog takes so much work and you're just a small dog, you don't have enough in you to do that much work for long so you just settle on being a nice dog.

everyone likes the nice dog too, u think, but it's still taking a lot of work. more manageable than being a funny dog, but you can't be a nice dog every day. sometimes you're just a plain normal dog. and people will say they like this too, at first.

everyone starts hating the normal dog. you're not useful enough as a normal dog, you aren't entertaining enough as a normal dog, you're not energetic enough as a normal dog!! they're all so let down cause you're meant to be a special dog!

it doesn't take work for special dogs like you - your fur is so fluffy and cute, you're so chipper and loveable and all of that comes naturally and without effort cause you're a special dog. so when you're a boring dog? clearly it's cause you're being bad. you WANT to be a boring dog don't you? since it takes no effort if you're a small boring dog it's on purpose.

#allie.txt #vent #sorry lmao my brains just felt broken the past few months