Starcrossed lovers (Reader x Peter Parker) NWH
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Summary: You & Peter were in love till he lost you. Pulled through a portal he did not expected to meet you again on a different earth. When the battle against Green Goblin in upon them has Peter a chance to forgive himself but at what cost? [ part 2 & part 3 & part 4 & part 5 ]
โIโve got you, Iโve got you Y/n.โ โ Peter breathed out. Some electricity flickered dangerously above his head. You gasped loud looking up to him. Feet dangling in the air as his hand in yours was the only thing holding you in place. โ โPeterโฆโ โ you said anxiously. The broken insides of the construction site clear. In the midst of the building you were hanging. Your life literally in Peterโs hand.
He himself hung stuck on a support bar made of metal with only his web. You gasped again hearing the construction site tremble. Feeling as if the place was coming down any second. You looked down at the gaping hole ready to swallow you whole. โ โDonโtโฆ donโt look down Y/n.โ โ Peter said with a clenched expression.
He felt his hand sweat underneath his suit, hoping it wouldnโt lose his grip on you. The construction site shook again, trembling and breathing as it disturbed the peace. Peter and you bounced a bit trying to stay steady. โ โPeter!โ โ you called out wanting him to look at you. Peter was panting, holding onto you with every might. He looked down at you seeing the fear in your eyes. Yet there was also something else hiding in your eyes. Acceptance? Peter felt his hand slip in yours, making him groan loud. It made your feet dangle more knowing he couldnโt hold you any longer
You knew as good as anyone that Peter couldnโt save the both of you. It was him or you. It was an easy choice to make. The world needed spiderman, but the world didnโt need Y/n Y/l/n. It was an easy choice. You or him. You slowly closed your eyes, squeezing them gently shut as a single tear rolled down your cheek. Peter groaned again as he felt his grip falter on you. โ โIโllโฆ Iโll figure something out Y/n.โ โ Peter said looking around to see how he was going to get out of here.
โI have to!โ โ Peter shouted at himself as you slowly opened your eyes once more. โ โPeter I love you.โ โ you said making him look down at you. His eyes widened finally seeing the meaning in your eyes. You opened your hand, letting it lean back so his grip faltered.
Your hand slipped out of his as you descended into the abyss. โ โNo!โ โ Peter shouted releasing his web. You were falling. Peter diving after you, reaching his hand out to you. A web shot out aiming at you in the hopes of catching you. Your eyes were glossy from the held in tears. The wind catching you like hands trying to ease your fall. Peterโs web reached and attached itself to your stomach. He called it out trying to lift you up but the ground was reaching faster. Faster then he couldโve pulled you up. Your back smacked against the hard floor, bouncing off. It was fast. Quicker than falling asleep. Red crimes blood staining the hard floor. Peter landed beside you, picking you up carefully. For his pain could never be healed.
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โJust think of Peter!โ โ you called out slightly annoyed. โ โOkay, okay.โ โ Ned replied jumpy as you were making him nervous. โ โJust hold on.โ โ he added moving away from you. MJ sighed loud with a shake of her head. โ โI need to concentrate for this.โ โ he told you. โ โThen concentrate.โ โ you answered bitsy. MJ got up grabbing you by the shoulders. โ โGive him some space.โ โ she said pulling you backwards away from Ned. You surrendered holding your hands up. โ โIโll wonโt say a thing.โ โ you told her as MJ sat you down. โ โHere have a cookie.โ โ she slid the tiny plate with cookies closer to you.
Cookies Nedโs grandma had made. You didnโt want to accept one as MJ took one and forced it into your hand. With one stern glance of her, she forced you to remain silent and eat it. Ned wiggled his shoulders to prepare himself like a boxer would before entering the ring. He moved his fingers in front of him, closing his eyes. โ โThink of Peter Parker. Think of Peter Parker.โ โ he mumbled to himself. Slowly little orange flickers appeared in the midst of his grandmaโs living room. MJโs eyes widened as the orange sparks increased. Tumbling in a spiralling way as they grew wider.
Creating an opening. Your eyes widened as well making you drop your cookie out of shock. The portal opened more as you could look into an alleyway. A figure unclear. โ โPeter! Hey Peter!โ โ Ned called out. The figure turned around pointing confused at himself. โ โPeter comeโ on!โ โ Ned urged not knowing how long he could open this portal. The figure approached jumping through the portal. โ โIt worked.โ โ MJ said looking at spiderman. The spiderman looked from Ned to MJ, then his eyes fell on you.ย It made him take off his mask, hoping his eyes werenโt deceiving him.
Ned and MJ gasped loud. โ โWho are you?โ โ Ned asked loud. It drew spidermanโs attention away from you. โ โIโm Peter.โ โ he said friendly. โ โNo, we are looking for Peterโฆ Peter Parker.โ โ MJ stated looking suspiciously at him. โ โMy name is Peter Parker.โ โ his gaze going back to you. MJ furrowed her brows looking back at you confused. โ โNo, our Peter is spiderman.โ โ Ned addressed. โ โI am spiderman.โ โ Peter replied looking briefly at Ned. MJ grabbed a bagel throwing at Peter.
Peter furrowed his brows, moving his hands away, gesturing why. โ โI wanted to test your spider tingle.โ โ she told him. โ โI have the spider tingle just not for bread.โ โ he told her. You snorted loud finding it very funny. Hearing you laugh made Peterโs face light up. โ โWe summoned the wrong Peter.โ โ Ned said out loud making you get up. You brushed past MJ and Ned coming over to Peter.
You started circling around Peter taking a close look at him. When you came to the front and your eyes met, you smiled sheepishly. โ โHi.โ โ you said softly. โ โHiโฆโ โ Peter replied with a saddened smile. You lifted his arm up, going underneath it as you examined his suit. Went around his back to the side, taking his other arm. You faced his palm up checking his spider webs.
You pressed on it accidently gluing your fingers to his device. You chuckled sheepishly. โ โSorry.โ โ you spoke. Peter smiled till his smile faltered having been brought back to a memory. He remembered when you had done the exact same thing once. He pulled the web of your fingers, freeing you. โ โHe seems real enough to me.โ โ you told MJ and Ned. Peter who had put his mask between his teeth, raised his arms in a way of telling MJ and Ned he was telling the truth. He pulled his mask out of his mouth with a smile. MJ still had her suspicion on him. โ โDonโt mind MJ, she is a bit untrusting towards people.โ โ you told Peter.
โThatโs okay.โ โ Peter answered almost saying your name. It almost blurted out so naturally he had missed saying it. Ned took a deep breath. โ โAlright attempt number two.โ โ he prepared himself again for another go. Peter stepped aside joining your side. He watched Ned swirl his hand in a circle to open another portal. โ โIโm Y/n.โ โ you told him making him look back at you. โ โI knowโฆโ โ he whispered saddened. You quirked up your eyebrow. Peter kept staring at you, unable to grasp that you were standing here beside him.
If he could, he wouldโve grabbed you and kissed you like his life depended on it. It hurt, hurt being so vividly reminded of the loss of you in his world. It felt like a blessing that he got to speak to you again, yet it felt bittersweet knowing you were from somewhere else. A different earth. โ โSo uhmโฆโ โ Peter began half watching Nedโs attempts to open another portal. โ โPeterโฆ your Peter are youโฆ hisโฆโ โ Peter felt ridiculous and silly for even asking it.
He just wanted to know if his alternative Peter was yours. You picked up on it, laughing loud. โ โOh no, Iโm just a friend. MJ is Peterโs girlfriend.โ โ you nudged with your head at MJ. โ โOkayโฆโ โ he whispered out with a saddened smile. A new portal opened as a second person walked out, claiming to be Peter Parker as well. MJ sighed disappointed as Ned could only chuckle awkwardly.
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โCan the spiderman come out to play?โ โ all three Peterโs turned their head at the familiar voice. Green Goblin riding his hoverboard as he unleashed his green bombs. They were coming towards the building aiming for Dr. Strange. Doc Ocโs attached arms grabbed them out of the air, protecting Dr. Strange. They exploded in his metal grip. Stephen gasped when Green Goblin flew by, grabbing the cube from him.
Peter, the Peter from this earth turned his head in shock. Doc Oc flung a metallic arm at him, taking a hold of the hoverboard. Green Goblin was being held in place making him look surprised back. Strange flung a whip to Green Goblin taking back the cube. It hovered between his hands as he sighed relieved. Green Goblin turned snapping off one of Doc Ocโs arms. Doc Oc cursed in pain with frustration. The cube slowly turned in Stephanโs hand as all three Peterโs widened their eyes.
All seeing the green bomb ball inside the cube. โ โStrange no!โ โ Peter one shouted holding his hand out. The bomb exploded releasing the magic inside it with blasts as two spheric rings blasted through the building. The entire building shook as it made you stumble out of balance, knocking into Ned. Ned, MJ and you were a few levels below, unaware of what was happening up there. The heavy shield destined for the statue of liberty released from itโs position.
With a heavy weight it scorched a way down the building. Breaking everything in itโs wake. The platform you were on shook immensely. Even shifted as you lost your balance. Making you stumble backwards as your arms flayed around for any balance. You tipped over the edge with a loud scream. Ned unable to grab you in time as he clutched onto a pipe, nearly falling down himself.
Your scream was hearable till the top. Making all three Peterโs look up with worry. Peter, Peter three was the first one to react. His scream deafened out as he leaped off the building. Not again. Why was he tormented like this again? Having to relive the moment he lost you. Your hands grabbing for any support. Peter dived down getting pulled back to the memory of where he had seen you fall before. The way you had shown acceptance in your eyes.
Yet your eyes were different. Full of fear. Only fear, no acceptance. He came at you with speed, determination on his mind. Not again. No more he would let you fall. He opened his arms, wrapping them tightly around you as the impact made you twirl in the air. Peter shot out a web as it stuck to a metal bar. His falling slowed down as he landed swiftly on his feet with you in his arms.
Shocked you were panting. Thinking you might have been done for it. Peter was panting too, looking quickly at you. โ โAreโฆ are you okay?โ โ he asked. You nodded vigorously, keeping your hands around his neck. โ โYeahโฆ Iโm okay.โ โ you breathed out shakily. Peter felt himself tear up. โ โAreโฆ are you okay?โ โ you asked seeing how emotional he had become. He nodded with a saddened face. โ โI am nowโฆโ โ he answered letting his forehead rest against yours. He set you down on the ground, holding you by your waist.
Knowing how shaky you still are from the fall. Peter sobbed loud, wrapping his arms tightly around you. โ โI caught you. I caught you Y/n.โ โ he said making you hug him firmer. โ โYou did.โ โ you whispered to him, leaving a kiss against his cheek. Peter pulled himself a bit back from the hug, wiping some hair out of your face. He chuckled out a smile between his sobs seeing you alive in his arms.
You kissed Peter again on the cheek, feeling as if you had known him your entire life. Your kiss felt bittersweet as he knew he couldnโt keep you forever. You werenโt from his earth so he couldnโt bring you back. Peter tilted your head leaving a kiss on your forehead. โ โStay out of sight and save.โ โ he said giving you a slight nudge into a direction. โ โI will.โ โ you told him, going into hiding.
Peter looked back at you, wishing he could keep you, but he couldnโt. His feelings for you had never died out. It hurt, yet it hurt good that he was able to love you a little longer. Hang onto you that little longer to be able to forgive himself. If he could he would take you with him. Knowing you were save on another earth pleased him. Yet he would do anything to try and find a way to be reunited with you again. Even if it meant dying in the process. He couldnโt live without you. You were his entire world.
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things heartstopper does brilliantly because i refuse to let some of you monsters ruin it for everyone
1. models healthy consent practices!! oh my goodness!! asking to kiss, double checking that consent is enthusiastic, being honest about moments that lacked consent (see: b*n h*pe and imogen asking out nick). later in the books we get even more amazing examples of consent being an ongoing conversation!!
2. the teenagers act their age!! theyโre awkward, theyโre confused, theyโre unsure of themselves, they are PLAYED BY YOUNG ACTORS!!! itโs realistic and beautiful and doesnโt set unreasonable expectations for viewers like almost every other show about high schoolers
3. SUPPORTIVE PARENTS!!! all of the parents we have met so far have been loving, supportive, compassionate, and patient. itโs so nice to have multiple queer and trans characters who are embraced by their parents and their friendโs parents from the beginning. and taoโs mom is an icon.
4. safe people and places!! the characters have trusted adults like mr. ajayi and mrs. singh and safe places like the art room that they can go to when things are rough. it models healthy support network building and healthy coping skills!!!
5. all the ways you can come out and be out!! it tells a beautifulย โcoming out isnโt always easy and itโs never the end of the journeyโ story without making coming out seem like a disaster waiting to happen. yes, charlie was outed - and people still jumped to his aid even before nick came around. no one pressures nick to come out (a major story arc some of yโall clearly didnt pay attention to) and they tell him itโs fine if he doesnโt know what to label his sexuality if he even wants to label it at all.ย
6. LETTING. BOYS. CRY. oh my god itโs so refreshing to see a show where boys get to cry instead of punching walls. and not once does someone tell them crying makes them less masculine. no one tells anyone to stop crying. theyโre allowed to be emotional and itโs wonderful.
7. affection. i adore the way this show portrays all the small ways you can sayย โi love youโ: a homemade picture frame, buying your apple juice every day, waiting until youโre ready, taking you to the beach, bringing over cookies for movie night, bringing their dog to the date to cheer you up, running over in the rain, punching someone in the face for you.ย
feel free to add more!!! i just want to highlight the best parts of this show + graphic novel series because it really is a masterpiece. i hope kit (and the rest of the cast and crew) knows that heโs doing a good job - a great job - and that no one elseโs shitty behavior can change that.ย
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